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This is Lisa.

We have always known each other since we were children.

Lisa had a dream.

"Only the river knows where to go. Be happy when you think of me."

At first it wasn't there.

I also want to hike this path to feel close to Lisa.

I want to go with you. But that doesn't work.

Do what you want ... but stay away from me.

* Michiel screams. *

(Bart) Have you heard from Asim?

Do you know that I want to go with you?

Lisa?

(Man) Where ... is our dog?

* Ylena and Zoë scream. *

Would you prefer to stay here

What were you thinking He was a Syria fighter, damn it!

* two shots *

Come, come, come, come. Running! Get out of here!

* worn theme music *

"Leaving is different from sneaking out of the house."

"You close the door behind your existence and do not return."

"You are someone to wait for."

"Leaving can be described as a way of staying."

"Nobody is waiting because you are still there."

"Nobody says goodbye ... because you are not going away."

Lisa ZoëMichiel Ylena

There's a passage over there too.

* Muhen *

They are cops.

Oh nonsense, these are cows.

But I don't see any udders.

Zoë! Udders, udders, udders, udders everywhere.

Oh no! Stop it.

If only we had gone in a taxi with Piet.

Now look that one!

Calm, stay calm, Zoë. Come on, let's take a break.

You wanted to call Asim.

I did, he won't answer.

No shooting was heard anywhere.

Oh man.

It's all just my fault. Why didn't I say anything?

We can go back too.

What's the point?

What do we actually do when he shows up again?

Ylena says he got off

and that he spoke to the authorities.

Through him an attack could be thwarted.

I felt like he was like before.

He didn't cut off dog heads before, did he ?

Day 23, we reach the Ardennes.

And to be honest, not a day too early.

We were fed up with cow pastures and orchards.

Look over there on the right.

And. And. Aha!

Nice, uh!

"Nice, 1550 kilometers."

Kilometre.

Haha! And where are we going?

Whoa. Only after spa.

Yes. Spa!

Let's go, baby!

* Ylena and Zoë laugh. *

Oh man.

* idyllic music *

We should be able to see Spa from there.

* Zoë seufzt. *

Ah f ...

Does your knee hurt

Here's a text message from Piet.

He sends directions to the hostel from his cousin.

So there it is. Do you want to spend the night there?

Do not you? No.

Haven't you read what Lisa writes about it?

What is she writing?

That she regrets staying there.

Hm.

She loved being there as a child. And there is a bathtub.

* Zoë seufzt. *

Okay. Ah!

Let's go. Yes.

Hey.

Hello. Hello.

Was it exhausting today?

It was steep a couple of times. Nice.

Otherwise it worked.

Welcome. Thank you.

I thought there were three of you?

Michiel is at the campsite. He needed a break from us.

(Woman) Hello!

Hélène. My dear woman.

Hello. Hello.

A real Spadoise. - Mmm.

Not just drawn like me. - Ah!

My pleasure. Salute.

Only two with us. Salute. Oh well, okay.

Do you want to have a drink first?

And. And.

But we have to freshen up. It's more comfortable for everyone.

Okay, come with me then, I'll show you your room.

Super.

Huh?

Is that ... is that Karen? - Yes.

What is she doing here?

Hey.

Nice weather, huh?

Zoë called me and told me that you are here today.

Then I thought, I'll get to it

I'll see how you are doing.

I'm not bothering you, am I?

No. No no no no. No of course not.

I tell Hélène to finish another room.

You do not need to be nervous.

I just want to say hello, nothing more.

* Zoë sighs loudly. *

* Zoë sighs quieter. *

Michiel doesn't even know what he's missing.

Asim will show up again.

I don't even know if I still want that.

Because of the dog?

And.

There is only one explanation: They put him on him.

But even then, ey.

I lie down briefly after showering.

Would you wake me up if I'm not with you in an hour?

* Quiet music *

Hello. Huh?

Karen! Hello.

And? How do you like it here?

It's madness.

You really shine.

Echt? Mhm.

I can't believe that, I feel like a wreck.

All of my muscles ache, from shoulders to toes.

But what the heck, the weather is wonderful.

And without this tour, I would never have come here.

Are you here often?

Where's Michiel?

Uh, he's at the campsite.

That's the way he is, he always needs an extra sausage.

How's your film going? Uh ...

He's not sure he'll be able to raise money for it.

Oh. Well, that would be a real shame.

His producer can do it, I'm not so worried.

Lisa's entry says that she thought it was stupid here.

Do you know why?

Didn't she sleep badly?

Yes, but that can't be the only reason.

Then you have to ask Hélène.

Maybe she knows more.

How are you doing with what Lisa wrote about you, Zoë?

I haven't read that yet.

* mysterious music *

Good boy. Ylena?

I heard Karen's here.

Is Michiel with this extremist?

We have n't seen him since that night .

How could you involve him and allow him to join?

Someone through whom my daughter has experienced so much suffering and pain.

Rather, she experienced the pain through you .

Oh yes? Yes.

You made sure of their separation. You're welcome!

The relationship had no perspective.

It is unimaginable that they would be together when he radicalized himself!

Then he would have driven her crazy too.

If it weren't for you, he wouldn't have gone to Syria.

You made him feel like he wasn't good enough.

I don't regret that a bit.

That's just plain stupid.

Because that's exactly why Lisa ran away.

She planned to hike the GR5

but above all she wanted to get away from you!

* Ylena sighs. *

* low whimpering *

Hey, hey, hey, take it easy, take it easy, take it easy.

Sh, sh, take it easy.

Asim, hey, hey, hey, hey. Take it easy, come on.

Hey sch. Hey hey sch

Take it easy, take it easy, sch, sch.

* Zoë weint. *

Hey.

Hey.

What is it?

Do you want to hear from our best friend?

"Just talked to Zoë on the phone and wanted to tell her about the deer."

"But as usual , she didn't care."

"I can save myself the calls."

And on the next page ...

* Zoë schnieft. *

"I wonder if we are really friends."

"It always remains so superficial, I have the feeling

that she only needs me to fill boring moments. "

And something like that is there more often.

And there's not a bad word in there about you and Michiel .

Because you had a lot more contact.

Bullshit!

Hey.

She was right. I was a fucking friend.

That is not true.

Yes, I let her down.

But your knee was to blame.

* Zoë slams the door. *

(Karen) Now I understand

why things were always missing from Lisa.

You already know how sick this is.

Karen ... - You have no right to do so.

Lisa is my daughter.

Do you know where she is?

Of course not, otherwise ...

I hope so, otherwise I cannot guarantee anything!

Do you understand me?

I understand you You mean that here?

Piet's cheating ... - I didn't mean it!

I was against it, but Wout ... - You should be ashamed of yourself!

Shame on you! Shame on you both!

Karen! Karen.

* Karen is crying. *

It would be very good if you go.

That would suit you like that, huh?

Think of our guests.

* sad music *

That I trusted you once ...

(Piet) I don't understand what you want here!

(Karen) I have the same right! - (Piet) Please be sensible.

* exciting music *

Are you fine again?

Naturally. Why not?

Let's go? I'm hungry.

* sad music *

Good evening.

(Wout) Good evening. - (Hélène) Good evening.

Hello. (Piet) Hello.

Good evening. Where ... shall we sit?

You can't sit on the floor , come on.

* Piet clears his throat. *

Everything okay?

(Wout) Ah, then everyone is there.

Attention. Hot.

So. - Looks good.

Toll. Mh.

There is wine, white, red, mineral water with and without.

You can help yourself.

Red again for me.

* Wine is poured. *

* More wine is poured. *

(Karen) Thank you.

(Piet) Someone sparkling water? Yes.

You don't have to wait for me. You must be very hungry.

Hunger?

I didn't put any meat in it.

Have you recovered

Yes sorry. I was too tired to pitch my tent.

You had a nightmare earlier.

Yes, I have it more often.

The guys in the forest, how did you get rid of them?

I shot the tires on the jeep.

What ... did you think, huh?

What? What would you have believed in our position?

Excuse me.

That's fine.

Tell me, Zoë, you still had Piet in high school, didn't you?

Mhm.

And how was my cousin as a director?

Watch out. Do you expect an answer?

Not that Mussolini is still withdrawing my Abitur.

Who? Mussolini.

Was that your nickname?

Yes, but only ... on the days when I was in a good mood.

Did you have to dance in his office too ?

I don't, no. Michiel had to go there often.

Even Lisa had to go.

So so. And Mrs. Carpentier? Did she have to come to his office often?

Mrs. Carpentier? The math teacher?

Yes, she was a really nice one. - Karen.

Yeah, it was pretty nice.

Piet found her even more than nice.

He came here with her to fuck her.

Oh, Karen, stop it, please.

And she was so stupid as to write herself in the guest book.

(Karen) And Lisa ...

who was on the wandering of her life ...

had to find out that way.

Now you all understand why she slept badly here.

* The door closes. *

Well Yes, what Karen said is true .

Teres and I, we were ... We had something.

We met here a couple of times .

And ... Teres was unfortunately so careless

to write something about both of us in the guestbook.

And that, uh ...

But ... you did talk to Lisa after all, didn't you ?

Can that be called speaking?

In any case, she insulted me on the phone and then ...

Then I went to the Vosges in the hope that I would ...

* Piet sighs. *

I'm so glad we're leaving here tomorrow.

(Beard) Don't let them drive you crazy.

Enjoy the beautiful surroundings and relax .

I miss you.

Huhu! I miss you!

I also you.

* Squeak *

* Harmonica *

And!

Did you see a shooting star?

And.

I'm sorry if I got you out.

Did you know that the Yagan people thought

that shooting stars are the excretions of the stars?

I see a pile of shit and can make a wish.

Great thing.

Sorry, I 'd rather focus on my music.

Yes, it's probably better.

Then you ca n't ruin my magical moment for me .

Do you want to go with me for a while?

Down to the river?

Hello. Hello, good morning.

Were you up yesterday for a long time?

I met someone else. Mmm.

Seems to be a very experienced hiker: Markus.

Hey man, he just ... traveled through Africa for two months.

He's on his way home now null

but in a few days we're off to Patagonia.

Compared to that , we are wimps.

Nice that you can smile again.

Aren't we waiting for the others?

No, Piet has already finished breakfast.

And Karen is back home.

Probably better that way. Yes.

Did you sleep well? Yes, very good, but unfortunately too short.

Coffee? Tea?

Coffee would be great. Black. Well.

The show must go on.

* harmonic music *

* Asim betet. *

Do you do that five times a day? As often as I can, yes.

Then pack up. We'll be leaving in fifteen minutes.

That means I can go with you?

And.

Come on, help me quickly.

But ... they're looking for me.

They know that I testified.

That's why I ran away from Flanders , it's too unsafe for me.

Does Ylena know that?

Yeah, but she doesn't believe me.

I want to go to Italy from Nice.

And from there to Albania. They will never look for me there.

Pack that there first.

Helen?

* Hélène pustet. *

We want to go.

All right, I'll get your packed lunches then.

Well.

Wait here.

* slow music *

* mysterious music *

I saw something funny.

Hélène has dedicated an entire room to Lisa .

With photos of her

Clothing, shoes, bracelets, earrings.

Yes and? You should have seen that.

It's so over the top, almost creepy.

Here.

What's that over there?

(Asim) Looks like Monopoly.

* They laugh softly. *

A shame for the cityscape, the factory there.

Really nice building. Not meant seriously.

* Michael laughs. *

Looks like Serbia.

Asim!

Ha! Asim. Hey.

Hey why don't you ever answer the phone

It's somewhere in the brook. I see.

And the rifle? I left it there, very calmly.

He just broke the tires on their car.

Come here. Oh you.

There is our animal lover.

Stupid cow.

This is Markus.

Uh, Michiel. He's the one who does the documentary.

Hi. (Markus) Hi.

Asim. A friend. (Markus) Hello.

Is it okay if Markus joins us all the way to Luxembourg?

Yes. Yes of course. No problem, welcome.

Okay then can we?

Stop. Wait a moment.

We still have an appendage.

Is he going to continue with you?

* Quiet music *

And then to Monaco.

To Monaco? Yes.

And how long does it take?

Two weeks. Two weeks?

Now it stops. Is it okay? Thank you.

I thought you didn't know where he was.

That was also the case.

Is this one carrying the rifle with him?

Be glad he helped us with the assholes.

Even if you don't think much of him, Asim remains our friend.

Everyone is happy that he's back.

Soso.

Did Hélène and Lisa actually have a close relationship?

The two liked each other, yes.

Lisa loved being there at Spa.

Why do you ask?

Just interested me.

Terrible that they couldn't say goodbye to each other.

Do Hélène and Wout have children?

Wout didn't want any , he wouldn't let anyone talk about it.

And Hélène could handle it.

Why are you interested in it?

I do not know. Just because.

(Markus) Hey, you wanted it that way. Whining does not apply now.

You promised it wouldn't hurt.

(Markus) Hey!

Did Asim tell you that they are after him?

Mmm. Do you think the?

(Markus) The tickling fitness training feels fun ...

Wars destroy people.

My colleague is with post-traumatic stress disorder

came back from Iraq and sees lots of dangers everywhere.

Do you believe him

Well, he's safe with us .

We'll keep an eye on him.

Don't you trust him?

I'm not even sure he trusts himself.

(Markus) And beyond. I'm already over it!

(Markus) There is still something going on.

* Zoë and Markus laugh. *

Do we have to tell her, our little Zoë?

At the moment it should hardly be of interest to you.

* Zoë laughs in the background. *

* Quiet music *

"Tomorrow will be a tough day."

"I would like to make it to Ouren,

where we once had our great weekend. "

"Although ..."

"Maybe I should pass it."

"I'm just thinking about what has happened since then."

"I guess I'll just have to cry when I get there."

"Good memories are for liars."

* soulful music *

What are you thinking

That it's true

The good memories are overrated .

Do you still have space in your backpack?

For the diary? Don't you read any more

Better not, no.

Because of what's in there about you?

I ask Ylena. C'mon stop. It's good, Zoë.

Looks like things are going well between you and the hiker.

Yes, it's fun with him.

Markus knows a producer in Germany ... relatively important.

Maybe he could help you with the financing.

No thanks, my producer will get it baked.

Okay.

* Michiel sighs. *

* Quiet music *

Day 27, just one more day and one night in Belgium.

In an area that is not unknown to us.

We have been here before. Together with Lisa.

Did you also film the way up earlier ?

Which way?

Our hut was up there, was n't it?

Yes Yes Yes. Of course I have.

Is that ... is that beard?

Huhu!

* Ylena is happy. *

* Ylena laughs. *

Oh yes!

Oh my darling, darling, darling, darling, darling, darling.

Oh! Ylena, give kisses.

Hey.

I have missed you so much. Hey there you are.

(Piet) Hello.

Did Dad Ride Well? And how are you?

No! No! Oh!

Dad drove super well. - Not at all.

But something of. What a rascal!

* Zoë moans softly in pain. *

Are you going to the hut or not?

I have to give my knee some rest today.

And this warming up of the past is slowly becoming too much for me.

Hey, Zoë, that's the basic idea of ​​our tour.

I didn't think that ... that would bother me.

Okay.

So? OK. Yes.

And now you let it sink down, go back step by step.

Yeah, great.

(Bart) Come on, Storm, come on. Always kick back and forth.

* Michael laughs. *

(Bart) It's a little boring, but we play warm.

Sit down the way you are in the photo.

Oh

* Ylena and Michiel laugh. *

Okay, perfect. And cut.

(Beard) Now to me.

(Beard) Yes! I have him.

(Storm) That was a mega shot!

(Bart) Yeah, great. Come on.

(Bart) Show me.

* Michael laughs. *

Boy Boy.

(Bart) You’ll get it.

You can't tell that Lisa didn't feel like taking the photo.

Really? Yes.

Don't you remember

(Asim) I thought you forgot me.

She was afraid that we would look at the photo at some point

and everyone would have fallen out completely or ...

someone would be dead.

She said? Yes.

And then she was right too.

(Asim) Your age can still learn something from you.

Why didn't Zoë go with you?

Because of her knee.

Hm.

(Markus) Didn't you want to go with your friends?

I want to live in the present, not the past.

I thought the idea of ​​the tour was great,

But now I feel like it's not right for me

Lisa is in here.

What are you doing there?

What's this?

* Lisa laughs. *

No!

They're not that bad. No! Get away with these things!

That's disgusting! Look. Here.

* Zoë squeaks in disgust. *

Crazy. Can they bite, the critters?

Yes, a little bit.

Ah! Fucking hell. Aua!

* Zoë and Markus laugh. *

Tut gar nicht weh, oder? Nein, ich hab mich erschrocken.

Wie krieg ich den wieder ab? Nie wieder.

Noch 'n Bierchen?

Puh, auf einem Bein kann man nicht stehen.

Sag ich doch.

Jetzt schlaf schön, Schatz.

(Storm) Gute Nacht, Mama.

* Ylena seufzt. *

Soso. Und ich?

* Ylena lacht. *

* Ylena lacht laut im Hintergrund. *

Ich kapier's nicht.

Warum ist Ylena so nett zu Piet? Sie weiß, dass er 'n Arschloch ist.

Keine Ahnung.

Ehrlich, ich hasse diesen ... Typen mit allem, was in mir ist.

Du auch?

* Ylena und Piet lachen laut im Hintergrund. *

Weißt du, was? Heute Nacht schlafe ich wieder im Zelt.

Ich hab im Wohnmobil fast keine Luft gekriegt.

Und du? Gut geschlafen?

Sehr gut geschlafen.

Guten Morgen. Hallo.

Ich besorge uns was zu essen, okay? Ich komme gleich.

Das ist doch jetzt nicht wahr, oder?

Ich geh mit ihm nach Argentinien.

Ah. Gleich nach Nizza? Nein, sofort.

Was? Es ist jetzt mal genug.

Es tut mir echt leid, dass ich euch so im Stich lasse,

aber es ist besser für mich.

Und weiß Michiel das schon? Noch nicht.

Du weißt ganz genau, dass er dich braucht, Zoë. Für die Doku.

Die er vermutlich gar nicht fertig machen kann.

Oh Gott.

* Bellen *

Alles klar?

Schwerer Start heute?

Zoë verlässt uns in Echternach. Was?

Das ist jetzt echt gemein.

* Zoë lacht. *

Ich hol gleich meinen großen Bruder.

* Zoë lacht. *

(Piet) Ah! Oh, ah!

Piet, alles klar? (Piet) Verdammt, ah.

(Piet) Nein.

Geht's denn? Nein.

So 'n Mist.

Komm, stütz dich auf.

Das ist viel zu schwer für dich. Nein, das pack ich schon.

Warte.

Geht's so? Ja.

Oh! Ah.

Morgen ist dein letzter Tag.

Sorry, tut mir echt leid, dass ich euch so sitzen lasse.

Oh!

Ich versteh's aber.

Das Leben geht weiter, oder? Mhm.

Tja, Karen und mir ist das jedenfalls tausendmal gesagt worden,

von allen möglichen Leuten.

Leb du dein Leben.

Das ist absolut richtig.

Lisa hat nichts mehr davon, wenn du dich aufopferst.

Ist das okay vom Schmerz her?

Und wenn ich hier drücke? - Au!

Das tut also weh.

Das ist 'ne leichte Verstauchung. Hm.

Und wenn wir den Rucksack übernehmen?

Dann kann Markus ihn stützen.

Ja.

Piet hat sich den Fuß verstaucht.

Wann hattest du vor, es mir zu sagen?

Dass du sauer bist, versteh ich, aber ich schaff's nicht.

Aber durch Argentinien wandern, das geht noch.

Vom Physischen red ich nicht, ich red von meiner Psyche.

Ich hatte den Verlust von Lisa gut verarbeitet.

Als du und ich uns wiedergesehen haben, da ging's mir schlecht.

Ich war gefangen in meiner kleinen Welt, ich steckte total fest.

Markus hat mir die Augen geöffnet. Der kennt keine Grenzen.

Das will ich auch.

Verpiss dich, Zoë. Ganz ehrlich, fuck off.

Du machst gerade dasselbe mit uns wie mit Lisa.

Du lässt uns im Stich.

Aber weißt du, was? Geh doch.

Los. Wir vermissen dich nicht.

* emotionale Musik *

Das Datum stimmt.

Das ist von Lisa.

* emotionale Musik *

Und du, hm?

Was hast du hier zu suchen?

Als meine Tochter hier war, gab es dich schon nicht mehr für sie.

* emotionale Musik *

Lass.

* emotionale Musik *

* Kirchenglocken *

(Bart) Du bleibst sitzen.

Piet. - Hallo.

Na, wie geht's? - So lala.

Danke.

(Storm) Hallo.

(Piet) Hallo. - (Storm) Hey, Piet.

(Bart) So, hier. - (Piet) Danke.