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(Woman) Everything is as it was before.

The houses on the village square, the sweet scent of flowers.

And the good fortune to be at home here.

Lisa, come back home.

The music is still played here

that you've danced to so often.

Here, where today ...

many years ago ...

your life has begun.

The forest ...

the dikes ...

and the river.

We sat there so often.

You and me ... and your friends.

I am sure you haven't forgotten us.

Lisa ... you're coming back.

Stop! Stop!

Stop! Stop! Stop, stop!

Hey, friend, what's this going to be?

This ain't boxing, man! Get out!

(Karen) I want to hear your story.

And if you have to, I'll let you go afterwards.

I only want one thing, only that counts.

My dear little Lisa ...

come back home.

* emotional violin playing *

You know where.

Okay.

Hello. Hello.

That was really nice.

Yes? Yes, total.

Ylena intended to come

but Storm fell, they had to go to the emergency room.

But nothing serious? Nah, I don't think so.

Hey. Hello, Zoe. Hello.

I am glad to see you.

Well and again it 's less than last year.

That doesn't mean they forgot Lisa.

And.

Piet. - Mr. Martin.

I am very happy that you came, wonderful.

That's the least I can do.

May I introduce? Zoë. A very good friend of Lisa's.

Zoë, this is Inspector Martin who was involved in the investigation.

Good day. Enchanted.

Are we going over? - Yes. Yes.

Do you want to have a drink with us? Yes.

Come on .

Not a drop of alcohol, but smoke like a chimney.

I never got it, man.

Huh? Man, Michiel!

Have you been to church

No, I ... I don't like pointed towers and crosses.

Hey you come here!

What do you think? What beautiful?

The boat, huh?

I wonder what we would do now.

Well, if Lisa were still here and not ...

And.

We'd celebrate her birthday, right?

Yes that could be right.

This is the last time I will come to this memorial service.

I 'm doing it for Piet and Karen, but I'm so upset about it.

The thoughts that haunt my mind.

"If I had gone with you then what would be?"

Does that still not let you go? Hm?

I'm still going to say goodbye. Are you coming with me?

No ... no , with so many people, I can't do that.

For Piet and Karen. They are happy.

No.

Don't run away, huh?

That's you. Wow. Almost a little Japanese, huh?

Japanese?

I think so. * They giggle. *

Cute huh? Quite innocent. An innocence with a strawberry.

Here, that was in Turkey on vacation with Mats.

Mats. Mhm.

We were together for a while. Mmm.

But then the Lord got an offer in Boston.

And offer you can not refuse, you already know.

And you didn't feel like going?

I didn't just want to be someone else's set .

But I still have to find out what I want .

Do you have a girlfriend?

Das Foto.

I have to have that too , somewhere at home.

* Bell *

Oh. I'm going to open it. Is good.

Here we are at last. (Man) Hello, Zoë.

There He is! Our Mitchie! Let yourself be smooched!

* Ylena laughs. *

I am so happy to see you! I feel the same way, I'm happy.

Hey (Man) Hi, Michiel.

Hello. (Boy) Hello.

Do you have a cool arm cast! It was a cool radiator too.

Now you know that you can't ride it.

You now have this ...

Zoë just told about it. How long ago was that?

Uh, four years. Yes. Mmm. Are you getting along?

Life goes on, hm?

And you? Tell me about yourself. Hm?

Don't you want to know anything about us? Why don't we hear from you?

How so? No. I'm just as good as never in Belgium.

Oh come on, stop it, Mitch.

That's a lazy excuse. Uh, why?

If I can be the first to write my name on your plaster cast

you get chocolate mousse.

How about huh? Yes!

Come on, there's a felt-tip pen. (Man) Are you lucky.

How old were we there? 15, 16?

16 or so. 16 works, yes.

16? May be. Yes.

Hey, where were you there?

In the Ardennes, on the border with Luxembourg.

What was that called again? Ouren.

Ouren. Yes, that's right. Ouren. Our, yes.

We walked a bit on the GR5.

And that's when Lisa decided to complete the trail.

And we said we would go with it.

Only then did he ... I never said I would go.

You have! You bet!

Not sober.

Anyway, I was the only one who didn't row back.

Only it wasn't stupid.

And why didn't Lisa want to wait?

That would surely have taken another six months.

I could understand her.

When you 've taken time off and you've already prepared everything.

It didn't seem a problem for her to go alone either.

I can't believe Lisa committed suicide.

What do you think happened?

She may have been kidnapped.

The driver of the red kangoo, they never found him.

That's weird.

I don't know which would be worse.

That she kills herself or that someone kidnaps and murders her.

Have you heard from Asim again?

* Quiet music *

"Come to the garden, dearest. Lie down."

"Lie on the vacant spaces in the tall grass."

"I've always wished that I was ."

"A nice spot for someone who wants to stay."

Are you going again Yes.

But don't dive again.

I'm not the only one messing up here.

I thought I'd just walk this way too.

Just to ... Just to feel close to Lisa again.

And why don't you do it?

There.

Why?

* Quiet music *

"But if I found her now,

in the wet grass or somewhere in the plowed land,

what would i do? "

"What would I?"

* Quiet music *

* Beeping *

* Bell *

* dark music *

* frantic ringing and knocking *

* muffled wheezing *

* muffled sobs *

* muffled screaming and whimpering *

* The engine roars. *

* dark music *

* The engine roars. *

Hey!

Who was that? Hm? Asim.

* Click *

Hey kitten

I see you called. What's up?

Ylena, hold on tight.

Guess who was at my door this morning .

No idea. Another new admirer?

Michiel.

His report in Yemen has been deleted.

And now suddenly he has time

to run the GR5 with me this summer instead .

He wants to make a film about Lisa.

Now seriously?

It's not about looking for her, he wants to remember her.

People could be interested in something like that.

I think so too. That's a great idea.

* She clears her throat. *

"Do you already know when exactly you are leaving?" Wait, I don't even know if I'll go with you.

Why shouldn't you go

"2000 kilometers uphill, downhill?"

"And who should look after the cat?"

And a camera in front of my nose all the time .

I was so happy to be rid of them.

Zoë, stop talking nonsense.

The idea is just crazy. You have to do this.

I will think about it.

No you do it.

Okay.

In October 2017, more than three years after Lisa's disappearance,

report to the police,

that a homeless man in Geneva had her backpack with him.

The GR5 long-distance hiking trail passes Geneva.

That begged the question

whether Lisa had got further than we had thought.

The backpack did not contain any personal items.

Except for her diary.

From their entries it appears

that Lisa was not at peace with herself .

That points even more to an act of desperation.

Something that for us, your friends and family,

difficult to accept.

What if we exchange attitudes?

(Man) You mean so? Yes. Well.

Yes, perfect.

* Handy *

Oh, I have to go there.

Hey "You stupid, stupid idiot!"

Hello boss.

Hey.

Where's Mama? - There.

Hi sweetheart. Hi. Already there?

So early today? Uh yeah

What's for dinner?

Uh ... Oh, sorry, I'm not even cooking.

Um ...

You honey Huh?

I do n't want to work for a few months.

And.

Uh, Zoë and Michiel are going off this summer, they are doing the GR5.

That's cool.

And I want to go with you.

As? But, I mean, just like that? You can't do that, Ylena.

Why not? What is wrong with you?

I would like to do that.

I want to live even if I got that shit on my head!

But you are alive.

And? All right, Ylena?

Here to save weight.

I am a frail girl with delicate shoulders.

Are your legs and feet running in well?

Better than yours, Mr. Boodts. Oh yes?

Where is our supermodel actually?

There on her terrace.

Aha!

This is Zoë.

Hello, Zoë. Take a look at the camera.

Tell me something about you. What are your hobbies?

* Michael laughs. *

Okay.

Oh.

Oh, Mitchie, I'd like to have a say in it

which recordings of me you use.

Oh, you have n't read your contract.

I haven't signed anything.

What about beard, huh?

Hm, he finally found the right motorhome.

It's nice of you, by the way.

Thank you for agreeing to have him visit us on the tour.

Well, that's not necessarily ...

* Zoë and Michiel laugh. *

I think it's really nice of him that he lets you go.

At home I would sink into a depression.

What does he get from me then?

It's a shame Asim isn't coming.

Then everyone would be together again.

* Michiel sighs. *

I would like to see him again.

Not me. He hurt Lisa too much for that.

Asim!

What are you doing here?

They are after me.

Who? What, still?

You imagine that.

Nobody knows of your statement. - They wanted to protect me.

Have you been to Miran's?

There is nothing he can do for me anymore.

I'm talking to the coroner.

I don't know if I can do anything. - I should never have participated.

Asim! You did perfectly right.

Correct?

Right or wrong, there is no such thing .

* Türklingel *

Go calm

Are you making good progress with your preparations?

Yes, but it's always more than you think.

And.

Hello Howdy. Hi, Piet.

Zoë comes to get the diary.

If you need me, I'll ... sit in the office. Hm?

Your tour triggers a lot for us.

When I imagine that you ... We can't find her.

Never get your hopes up.

You can not know that. It could be, right?

If Michiel's film is running somewhere, someone might say:

"I saw this girl."

Or ... well, let's leave that.

Come over.

* calm emotional music *

* Zoë smells. *

That's weird.

I've been here so often in the past.

Is that okay for you?

I take care, honestly.

I've read it ten times for sure.

At the very back, the end

where she writes that she ...

What is she writing there?

You have to read that yourself.

The police see it as a farewell letter and ...

It actually reads a bit like ...

I'll show you something else.

I found that last year, under the lamp.

"On the way , a path is no longer a path."

"The air is no longer air."

"A home no longer a home."

"Only the river knows where it is going."

"Be happy when you think of me."

Yeah i know it sounds weird

but the note was n't there before.

When she disappeared, he wasn't there.

And then who put it there?

You don't think Lisa ...

That can't be, that would mean ...

That she was still here after that, yes

without us knowing.

Das ...

Why should she do that? And where is she now?

I do not know that.

But I know for sure that the note wasn't there before.

Otherwise I would have found him earlier.

Did you tell the police that?

They didn't want to believe me.

But it's true, I don't make it up.

She still has to live.

I also think from time to time that Lisa is still there.

That she will meet me on the street at some point , but ...

We mustn't give ourselves such hope.

We have to talk about something.

* emotional music *

OK. Camera is running.

"Finally gone. Hey, I'm really excited."

"Trained enough, the hiking boots are also broken in."

"I sleep one last night on a soft mattress

and I enjoy a bath. "

"Then it starts."

"High time, the anticipation must become reality."

"Maybe the backpack is too heavy, something else will fly out."

That's it

Um ... um.

We have to do that again, too much background noise.

I don't plan on doing everything twice because your tone is bad.

Hey, don't freak out right away. Zoë! What was the matter?

Reading once is enough.

She had fun at the beginning, that sounds positive.

If you read the end of the diary ...

You didn't want to read anything in advance.

I don't have either.

Only the last page, the ... It doesn't read that well.

What is written there?

Not much,

"Life sucks" and "Shit" she wrote.

Karen thinks Lisa came home again.

What? This is nonsense.

She found a note in the room null

that hasn't been lying there before , she says.

And what does this note say?

This can not be.

Maybe Lisa put it there before she left.

Karen claims no.

Hm, maybe someone left it in Lisa's room.

But who is it?

"Only the river knows where it is going."

But that is ...

I have an idea how I can make my backpack easier.

You are welcome. Hey I need something of that.

And for Madame "zero alcohol". Merci.

Still lively. Sweet of you.

So, on ... cheers.

... our hike. Hold on, wait ... I'll shoot that too.

So now toast.

Health. Health.

On the GR5. Yes.

Give me my bottle Here.

Now all three of us together.

So on us. OK. Santé.

Health. Health.

First in the sea!

* Ylena and Zoë scream and laugh. *

Hook of Holland, we start from here.

Tomorrow it will be exactly five years

that Lisa left here.

The three of us will go the same way.

Do you want to drink some North Sea water? Ylena?

Haha, no, that's, um ...

This will be poured into the sea when we reach the Mediterranean.

It's a ritual on this hiking trail. OK?

Ja. Cool, don't?

Aren't you wearing enough already?

No matter the few grams.

The result is wet underpants in your backpack.

What else? It's wet anyway.

And your? Ah! Leave it.

They have razors here in the hotel.

Oh great! Then I won't arrive in Nice like a jungle monkey.

You don't want to smoke. We haven't started yet.

Take a key card with you. I want to take a shower, then I can't hear anything.

* mysterious music *

* Splashing water *

Hey, it's me, hi

Yes, we are already in Holland, it starts tomorrow morning.

No, I didn't tell anyone.

I want to wait a little longer.

But when the time comes, we'll discuss everything. OK?

Piet?

What do you want here?

And he didn't tell you about that the other day?

No, I don't think he had made up his mind yet.

But that was our thing. Just the three of us.

Isn't it interesting for the film if Lisa's dad goes with it?

Is he fit enough at all?

I would be surprised.

Can you tell me how to do this 2000 kilometers.

The man is no longer young. Man, really.

He hopes to find new traces of Lisa.

Then he should go to the Vosges, it has not disappeared here.

He doesn't like the fact that people were only looking there.

He wants to run after the route.

I can understand that.

It is difficult for us. How does that have to be for the two of them?

Also?

It should do what it can't help but do .

I beg your pardon? Are you serious?

It's better this way. He follows us either way.

But if he dies ... Well, we're not waiting for him.

All agree?

And.

* Zoë snorts. *

Hey.

It's OK.

I thank you.

And you know what to expect

Nobody who goes on such a long tour knows what to expect.

I'm not a burden to you, I promise.

I assume that you want to eat something.

I would like to invite you. They have a restaurant here.

Yes it’s good.

I am not hungry.

Mitch?

He is not there.

Do you want us to bring you something?

Come on But ...

He's definitely out testing the camera.

* emotional music *

That was the reason I want to go with you.

I want to see the way she hiked.

This hike is the only thing

what else I can do to find Lisa again.

Are the police still looking for her?

(snorts) The police ...

And this French inspector?

He is an ex-inspector.

Pol Martin.

One of the few who really helped us.

Thanks to him, I have the police files

with the names of the people who were interviewed

and the locations where they looked for her back then.

Good guy.

Zoë said that the note appeared in her room.

A note that got there later.

At least Karen says it was so, yes.

So you don't believe it?

I would like to believe it.

And? Everything okay?

Yes. Why?

Because at first you were against him going with you.

I just don't like to be taken by surprise, that's why.

What the hell? Will go wrong, right?

I'll go one more ... the very last one.

Well then enjoy it!

* Vibration *

Hey It's good that you get in touch.

Because there's something new here.

This changes a lot.

* Beep *

How can you just push your way in here?

Are you not ashamed at all?

* emotional music *

I want to know what happened to my daughter, that's all.

You know what she thought of you.

Hm? Hm?

Hm?

Do what you want.

But stay away from me

Clear?

* Beep *

* worn music *

Are you ready to go

Yes, seconds.

Okay.

Flap!

"To set out, I think the best thing is a port."

"Just as ships break away from the land and go out,

so that they only see the wide sea ... "

"... only see the wide sea that carries them there,

so I let the country take me up and carry me . "

"With every step I get more and more

a detail of the all-embracing landscape. "

"I become the sand

who crawls unnoticed between the shoelaces. "

"To the wind that noiselessly sweeps the path bare."

"To the cloud that goes by without anyone paying attention to it."

"Sometimes freedom is just that."