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I think you knew that since you got my father fired 8 00:00:16,407 --> 00:00:18,543 from his own company after 25 years. 9 00:00:18,627 --> 00:00:21,067 How am I gonna do this job and have a baby? 10 00:00:21,151 --> 00:00:22,812 There's no heartbeat. 11 00:00:23,095 --> 00:00:26,157 I think I feel relieved that I'm not having this baby. 12 00:00:26,242 --> 00:00:27,930 Whatever you're feeling right now, 13 00:00:28,015 --> 00:00:29,016 it's okay. 14 00:00:29,101 --> 00:00:31,599 I got a double mastectomy three months ago. 15 00:00:31,683 --> 00:00:34,472 When Kevin tried to touch me there, 16 00:00:34,556 --> 00:00:35,984 I just... I freaked out. 17 00:00:36,069 --> 00:00:38,519 I just... I'm not comfortable with them. 18 00:00:38,603 --> 00:00:43,046 I wrote a piece about it to see if maybe 19 00:00:43,130 --> 00:00:45,526 I could find people like me. We'll see if people show up. 20 00:00:45,610 --> 00:00:47,050 I think they will. 21 00:00:49,614 --> 00:00:51,367 No, no, no, I need you to go right now. 22 00:00:51,452 --> 00:00:53,149 Yes, I have a first date, but you gotta go. 23 00:00:53,250 --> 00:00:54,814 - Jane, this is huge. - Yeah. 24 00:00:54,899 --> 00:00:56,090 - This is really big. - Mm-hmm. 25 00:00:56,174 --> 00:00:57,423 I mean, two weeks ago, you said you weren't ready. 26 00:00:57,507 --> 00:01:00,324 I know, but my support group thinks it'll help, so... 27 00:01:00,408 --> 00:01:02,361 Yeah, and, seriously, I'm so proud of you. 28 00:01:02,446 --> 00:01:03,353 - Thank you. - What's he like? 29 00:01:03,438 --> 00:01:04,650 - What does he do? - He's the... 30 00:01:04,734 --> 00:01:07,056 geographically desirable and a twin. 31 00:01:07,141 --> 00:01:08,665 - That's all I know. So you have to go, - A twin. 32 00:01:08,749 --> 00:01:09,790 Can you go? I have to finish getting ready. 33 00:01:09,874 --> 00:01:11,188 Yes, no, no, no, I'm gonna get 34 00:01:11,273 --> 00:01:13,129 - out of your hair ASAP. - Okay. 35 00:01:13,214 --> 00:01:14,294 But, hey, I'm so proud of you. 36 00:01:14,386 --> 00:01:15,368 - Thank you. - I love you. 37 00:01:15,452 --> 00:01:16,893 - Call me if you need anything at all. - Nope, 38 00:01:16,978 --> 00:01:19,300 - you have fun with Marissa. Tell her I said hi. - Okay. 39 00:01:21,951 --> 00:01:23,825 ♪ You're a house on fire 40 00:01:23,909 --> 00:01:25,610 ♪ The match and the lighter 41 00:01:25,719 --> 00:01:26,922 This is nice... 42 00:01:28,453 --> 00:01:32,573 just sitting here with you, getting to know each other. 43 00:01:34,117 --> 00:01:37,709 I mean, i-it's a little weird staring at you on my computer, 44 00:01:37,961 --> 00:01:42,000 but, uh, maybe we should, uh, talk about our hobbies. 45 00:01:42,562 --> 00:01:44,542 I'll go first, um... 46 00:01:44,719 --> 00:01:48,894 I love to write, except I do that for a living, 47 00:01:48,978 --> 00:01:52,531 so I guess that doesn't really count as a hobby, um... 48 00:01:53,007 --> 00:01:57,423 uh, I-I love lists, and I like to check things off 49 00:01:57,508 --> 00:01:59,148 after I've completed them. 50 00:01:59,349 --> 00:02:02,311 Huh, I've always said that I was gonna run a marathon, 51 00:02:02,687 --> 00:02:05,250 but I haven't done that yet. 52 00:02:05,335 --> 00:02:07,424 I think I left it over here. 53 00:02:09,241 --> 00:02:10,859 Oh, my God. What's happening? 54 00:02:11,274 --> 00:02:13,649 Is that your... your date on the computer? 55 00:02:13,742 --> 00:02:16,144 Why are you naked? And why isn't he here? 56 00:02:17,650 --> 00:02:20,134 My date is here. 57 00:02:20,227 --> 00:02:22,145 I-I'm dating my boobs, Kat. 58 00:02:22,437 --> 00:02:24,756 "THE BOLD TYPE" Season 04 Episode 14 Title : "The Truth Will Set You Free" 59 00:02:24,840 --> 00:02:28,151 ♪ Make you my man, and I'll be your woman ♪ 60 00:02:29,577 --> 00:02:33,085 ♪ We can make it unless I make it one moment ♪ 61 00:02:34,647 --> 00:02:36,246 ♪ More champagne for us 62 00:02:36,345 --> 00:02:39,312 ♪ Let's get drunk and make loving ♪ 63 00:02:39,427 --> 00:02:42,250 - ♪ But I know you're in love... - Really? 64 00:02:42,586 --> 00:02:44,345 You look so handsome right now. 65 00:02:44,883 --> 00:02:46,844 And it's been two weeks. 66 00:02:46,929 --> 00:02:48,695 - I'm ready. - Mm. 67 00:02:49,038 --> 00:02:51,328 - Great. - Mm-hmm. 68 00:02:51,561 --> 00:02:52,609 Let's do this. 69 00:02:53,259 --> 00:02:54,959 God, I missed this. 70 00:02:55,044 --> 00:02:57,180 Mm, me too. 71 00:03:01,876 --> 00:03:04,621 Actually, I read somewhere 72 00:03:04,706 --> 00:03:07,680 that, if I'm on top, our chances are better. 73 00:03:08,891 --> 00:03:12,234 Um, chances better for what? 74 00:03:12,351 --> 00:03:13,848 Conceiving. 75 00:03:14,250 --> 00:03:15,813 Apparently position makes a difference. 76 00:03:15,898 --> 00:03:18,125 Oh, um, I... 77 00:03:21,952 --> 00:03:24,649 I-I was saying I'm ready 78 00:03:24,734 --> 00:03:28,766 for regular sex not... not baby sex. 79 00:03:29,210 --> 00:03:30,690 Right, of course. I'm sorry. 80 00:03:30,775 --> 00:03:34,217 No, it's... I should've been clearer. 81 00:03:34,302 --> 00:03:35,414 I read into it. 82 00:03:35,543 --> 00:03:40,695 I guess... I'm just ready to try again. 83 00:03:42,223 --> 00:03:45,101 Ever since we got pregnant, it's all I can think about... 84 00:03:45,412 --> 00:03:48,549 Starting a family with you, being a dad, 85 00:03:48,640 --> 00:03:52,062 having a little baby you or me. 86 00:03:54,317 --> 00:03:56,797 Okay, not right now, 87 00:03:57,742 --> 00:03:59,250 but when you're ready, 88 00:04:00,400 --> 00:04:02,057 I'm ready to try again. 89 00:04:05,941 --> 00:04:07,815 Okay. 90 00:04:17,431 --> 00:04:18,594 Hello. 91 00:04:19,531 --> 00:04:21,125 I see your date spent the night. 92 00:04:21,381 --> 00:04:25,055 Must have gone well, hey. Ah, funny. 93 00:04:25,367 --> 00:04:28,358 - Thank you. - Oh, okay. 94 00:04:28,812 --> 00:04:31,491 Hey, look, I know I don't really know much 95 00:04:31,575 --> 00:04:33,580 about this stuff, and maybe you don't want 96 00:04:33,665 --> 00:04:35,625 to talk about it, but if you do... 97 00:04:36,375 --> 00:04:38,430 My support group gave me 98 00:04:38,515 --> 00:04:41,695 a how to love your body post-mastectomy guide. 99 00:04:42,260 --> 00:04:44,459 First step is getting to know your boobs 100 00:04:44,544 --> 00:04:46,008 as if you're dating them. 101 00:04:46,100 --> 00:04:47,883 Hm. It was awkward and silly 102 00:04:47,968 --> 00:04:52,391 and weird, and if I could, I'd never ask 'em out again. 103 00:04:52,561 --> 00:04:54,644 Plus they're kind of clingy. 104 00:04:54,729 --> 00:04:57,148 Well, first dates are the worst, am I right? 105 00:04:57,275 --> 00:04:58,766 But you know what makes 'em better? 106 00:04:58,851 --> 00:05:01,351 Activities... you should take them out. 107 00:05:01,436 --> 00:05:05,031 Body painting, a seaweed spa wrap. 108 00:05:05,289 --> 00:05:06,309 It's a good idea. 109 00:05:06,393 --> 00:05:07,875 Hopefully not the only one I have today. 110 00:05:07,959 --> 00:05:10,313 Oh, right, tonight's the podcast trial 111 00:05:10,397 --> 00:05:12,619 with Penny, the woman who runs the domestic violence shelter. 112 00:05:12,703 --> 00:05:16,101 She actually had to bail for a conference in Boston, 113 00:05:16,185 --> 00:05:16,969 but it's all good. 114 00:05:17,054 --> 00:05:19,055 I got this woman who invented a device 115 00:05:19,140 --> 00:05:20,800 that cleans plastic out of the ocean, 116 00:05:20,885 --> 00:05:23,587 so hopefully it goes well, and once Darby gives me 117 00:05:23,671 --> 00:05:25,806 the green light, then Penny can be my next guest. 118 00:05:25,953 --> 00:05:27,586 - That's awesome. - Thank you. 119 00:05:27,671 --> 00:05:30,155 I just... I hope I can pull it off, you know? 120 00:05:30,711 --> 00:05:32,596 - Make a difference. - You will. 121 00:05:32,680 --> 00:05:34,633 - You always do. - Thanks. 122 00:05:34,718 --> 00:05:37,437 And, look, I know maybe it wasn't love at first sight, 123 00:05:37,522 --> 00:05:40,354 but I do think you're gonna have your happily ever after. 124 00:05:40,439 --> 00:05:41,834 All three of you. 125 00:05:42,017 --> 00:05:43,797 You're perfect for each other. 126 00:05:48,769 --> 00:05:50,566 Jacqueline, we have a pitch meeting. 127 00:05:50,651 --> 00:05:51,651 Oh. 128 00:05:52,526 --> 00:05:53,834 How does that look? 129 00:05:54,017 --> 00:05:56,243 - Good, good, very good. - Mm. 130 00:05:56,328 --> 00:05:59,781 Ian took it, and I've kind of forgotten 131 00:05:59,881 --> 00:06:02,344 how... talented he is. 132 00:06:02,429 --> 00:06:05,211 Well, he has, like, the perfect subject, so... 133 00:06:05,595 --> 00:06:06,816 Thank you, Andrew. 134 00:06:06,931 --> 00:06:10,068 I mean, of course, yeah, my p-pleas... 135 00:06:10,152 --> 00:06:12,625 There's a pitch meeting. Pitch meeting. 136 00:06:14,722 --> 00:06:16,047 Good morning, beautiful people. 137 00:06:16,132 --> 00:06:17,140 Morning. 138 00:06:17,225 --> 00:06:18,484 Who's feeling alive today? 139 00:06:18,569 --> 00:06:20,165 - Whoo! - Yes! 140 00:06:20,250 --> 00:06:21,010 Good! 141 00:06:21,095 --> 00:06:24,406 And who feels sexy and confident? 142 00:06:24,498 --> 00:06:26,288 - Me. - Good for you, Andrew. 143 00:06:26,373 --> 00:06:27,203 Thank you. 144 00:06:27,288 --> 00:06:32,414 We are all very powerful, sexual creatures, 145 00:06:32,735 --> 00:06:35,375 and we deserve to feel that way. 146 00:06:35,612 --> 00:06:39,383 Now, that all comes, of course, from the inside, 147 00:06:39,471 --> 00:06:41,911 but, clothes do help, 148 00:06:42,065 --> 00:06:44,375 which is why I want to celebrate 149 00:06:44,491 --> 00:06:46,147 the power of fashion. 150 00:06:46,662 --> 00:06:48,106 Pitches. 151 00:06:48,498 --> 00:06:51,501 Sexy lingerie... Does wearing it to the office 152 00:06:51,585 --> 00:06:53,851 make you feel more or less in charge? 153 00:06:53,935 --> 00:06:56,123 Love it. What else? 154 00:06:56,866 --> 00:06:59,615 I can do a piece for "The Failing Feminist"... 155 00:06:59,700 --> 00:07:02,302 Power dressing outside the office. 156 00:07:03,267 --> 00:07:05,834 My mom had this DVF wrap dress, 157 00:07:05,947 --> 00:07:07,654 and she didn't work or anything, 158 00:07:07,739 --> 00:07:10,354 but I could just tell from photos that she felt 159 00:07:10,439 --> 00:07:13,575 really powerful and important when wearing it. 160 00:07:13,729 --> 00:07:15,352 Well, I would love if you could find that photo 161 00:07:15,436 --> 00:07:18,093 - to include it in your piece. - Yeah, I think I can. 162 00:07:18,263 --> 00:07:20,162 Fashion people. 163 00:07:20,247 --> 00:07:23,210 - Okay, sorry, Jasper's here. - What? 164 00:07:23,740 --> 00:07:25,060 You got this, Red. 165 00:07:25,449 --> 00:07:27,057 Uh... Sutton? 166 00:07:27,142 --> 00:07:29,577 Okay. 167 00:07:29,662 --> 00:07:32,455 Well, we could do a photo spread 168 00:07:32,539 --> 00:07:35,849 of the female business uniform through the decades. 169 00:07:35,933 --> 00:07:39,256 What kind of clothing does make women feel 170 00:07:40,326 --> 00:07:43,553 powerful and sexual and independent? 171 00:07:43,637 --> 00:07:45,740 I feel like society would really like for us 172 00:07:45,825 --> 00:07:48,112 to believe that women dress to impress men, 173 00:07:48,197 --> 00:07:52,678 but the truth is iconic pieces like the Chanel tweed suit 174 00:07:52,763 --> 00:07:55,608 Diane von Furstenberg's wrap dress were created 175 00:07:55,692 --> 00:07:59,459 so that women could feel sexy for themselves. 176 00:07:59,595 --> 00:08:02,404 So maybe some female designers, you know? 177 00:08:02,513 --> 00:08:05,748 And how their fashion empowers women 178 00:08:05,833 --> 00:08:07,912 to own their sexuality. 179 00:08:08,702 --> 00:08:12,404 That is exactly the kind of thing I'm looking for. 180 00:08:12,917 --> 00:08:14,618 How would you like to run point 181 00:08:14,703 --> 00:08:17,404 - on that fashion spread? - I would really love that. 182 00:08:17,526 --> 00:08:20,224 Great. What else we got? 183 00:08:27,451 --> 00:08:29,512 I vaguely remember that picture. 184 00:08:29,596 --> 00:08:31,296 I'm wearing yellow rainboots, 185 00:08:31,380 --> 00:08:33,820 and Mom's in a brown, patterned dress? 186 00:08:33,904 --> 00:08:35,866 Oh, I remember that dress. 187 00:08:35,950 --> 00:08:38,279 She loved how easy it was to take on and off. 188 00:08:38,403 --> 00:08:41,044 Yeah, the photo is on the wall by the stairs 189 00:08:41,129 --> 00:08:43,295 - in a silver frame. - You okay? 190 00:08:43,554 --> 00:08:48,349 'Cause you didn't say gross when I alluded 191 00:08:48,434 --> 00:08:50,785 to your mom and me, you know... doing it. 192 00:08:50,870 --> 00:08:54,833 Yeah, uh, gross, okay? Um... I'm fine. 193 00:08:54,925 --> 00:08:59,170 I just have a lot on my mind, but I'm good. 194 00:09:01,099 --> 00:09:02,974 Okay. Oh, um. 195 00:09:03,473 --> 00:09:05,557 I'll, uh, scan the photo and send it as soon as I can. 196 00:09:05,641 --> 00:09:07,994 Okay, thanks. Love you, Dad. 197 00:09:08,079 --> 00:09:09,583 - Bye. - Yeah. 198 00:09:19,821 --> 00:09:22,794 He wants to get pregnant, like, now. 199 00:09:22,921 --> 00:09:24,273 - No pressure. - I know. 200 00:09:24,358 --> 00:09:26,724 And he doesn't even know how relieved I felt 201 00:09:26,809 --> 00:09:28,553 when I found out I wasn't having a baby. 202 00:09:28,638 --> 00:09:29,999 Honestly, I didn't think I was gonna have 203 00:09:30,083 --> 00:09:31,302 to talk to him about it. 204 00:09:31,387 --> 00:09:33,053 Well, I mean, you have to tell him how you feel. 205 00:09:33,137 --> 00:09:34,817 And disappoint him? I can't do that. 206 00:09:34,902 --> 00:09:37,473 Yeah, but, Sutton, getting accidentally pregnant 207 00:09:37,558 --> 00:09:39,320 and planning for a baby are two very different things, 208 00:09:39,404 --> 00:09:41,184 and you're allowed to want to wait. 209 00:09:41,427 --> 00:09:43,586 Yeah, and Richard, he'll understand. 210 00:09:43,670 --> 00:09:45,700 I don't know. I just... 211 00:09:46,466 --> 00:09:47,506 Let's talk about something else. 212 00:09:47,590 --> 00:09:49,123 How's the podcast? 213 00:09:49,208 --> 00:09:50,724 It was kind of boring. 214 00:09:51,285 --> 00:09:54,434 For someone who's so interesting and impressive, 215 00:09:54,519 --> 00:09:57,661 she just didn't really, like, bring anything. 216 00:09:57,746 --> 00:09:59,881 I don't think it's exciting enough to impress Darby. 217 00:09:59,966 --> 00:10:01,754 Well, if you're looking for exciting, 218 00:10:01,839 --> 00:10:03,605 - take me for a cruise. - Really? 219 00:10:03,690 --> 00:10:06,114 Yeah, 'cause I am... 220 00:10:06,643 --> 00:10:09,219 styling a very exciting shoot 221 00:10:09,304 --> 00:10:10,966 about fashion and empowerment. 222 00:10:11,051 --> 00:10:13,497 But the podcast is members only, 223 00:10:13,582 --> 00:10:14,760 and, uh... 224 00:10:14,962 --> 00:10:16,630 You're still my guest, kid. 225 00:10:16,715 --> 00:10:18,537 I spend so much time at this bar, 226 00:10:18,622 --> 00:10:20,708 I keep forgetting that. 227 00:10:21,724 --> 00:10:22,989 You could do Jane's boobs. 228 00:10:23,074 --> 00:10:25,403 No, sorry, they're booked and busy... 229 00:10:25,496 --> 00:10:26,979 - Body plastering. - What? 230 00:10:27,064 --> 00:10:29,709 Kat took this class where you make a cast 231 00:10:29,794 --> 00:10:31,091 of a body part. 232 00:10:31,176 --> 00:10:32,169 Vagina. 233 00:10:32,254 --> 00:10:34,853 Bet no one's done boobs before. 234 00:10:34,958 --> 00:10:37,680 It's a pretty decent second date. 235 00:10:38,797 --> 00:10:40,646 But a better idea, though, would be for you to come 236 00:10:40,730 --> 00:10:42,091 and be a part of my shoot. 237 00:10:42,276 --> 00:10:44,903 Honestly, I'm not really ready to be photographed yet. 238 00:10:45,993 --> 00:10:47,309 Okay. 239 00:10:47,608 --> 00:10:49,459 Could I get a gin martini please? 240 00:10:49,544 --> 00:10:50,678 Yeah. 241 00:10:52,834 --> 00:10:54,442 - Straight? - Dirty. 242 00:10:54,703 --> 00:10:57,317 Interesting. You think I don't have taste? 243 00:10:57,402 --> 00:11:00,231 - Oh, you read minds now? - Sometimes. 244 00:11:00,339 --> 00:11:03,388 Hmm, really? Well, that is impressive. 245 00:11:03,487 --> 00:11:07,407 A telepathic NRA card-carrying Republican. 246 00:11:07,492 --> 00:11:10,194 Not as impressive as a feminist socialist activist 247 00:11:10,325 --> 00:11:12,417 who finally knows how to make a good drink. 248 00:11:17,241 --> 00:11:18,289 Enjoy. 249 00:11:18,622 --> 00:11:19,802 Thank you. 250 00:11:19,894 --> 00:11:21,380 You're welcome. 251 00:11:22,986 --> 00:11:24,338 I really don't like her. 252 00:11:24,422 --> 00:11:26,819 She is so lucky that she's on the board at Safford. 253 00:11:26,903 --> 00:11:27,958 I mean, did you see? 254 00:11:28,043 --> 00:11:30,029 She defended hardline immigration 255 00:11:30,114 --> 00:11:31,694 last night on ABC news. 256 00:11:31,778 --> 00:11:33,957 Yeah, like a heartless monster. 257 00:11:34,041 --> 00:11:35,785 Yeah, and I couldn't change the channel. 258 00:11:35,885 --> 00:11:37,200 Neither could I. 259 00:11:38,480 --> 00:11:40,614 - Oh, no. - What? 260 00:11:40,738 --> 00:11:43,083 I know who I need to get on the podcast. 261 00:11:43,204 --> 00:11:44,841 - Who? - Who? - Her. 262 00:11:44,926 --> 00:11:51,083 ♪ 'Cause we're boring people boring lives ♪ 263 00:11:51,168 --> 00:11:52,738 ♪ Dubba dub bom 264 00:11:53,481 --> 00:11:55,567 ♪ Dubba dubba dub bom 265 00:12:09,206 --> 00:12:12,903 Wow, what is going on? This smells amazing. 266 00:12:12,988 --> 00:12:15,040 Just a little celebratory breakfast 267 00:12:15,125 --> 00:12:18,653 for my wife who's been kicking so much ass at work lately. 268 00:12:21,450 --> 00:12:22,872 You want eggs. I can make eggs. 269 00:12:22,957 --> 00:12:25,789 - No, no, no, it's not that. - Okay, what is it? 270 00:12:26,179 --> 00:12:27,630 I have to... 271 00:12:28,765 --> 00:12:30,419 tell you something. 272 00:12:31,141 --> 00:12:32,513 Okay. 273 00:12:32,968 --> 00:12:34,494 Yesterday, when we were talking 274 00:12:34,579 --> 00:12:38,083 - about trying for a baby... - Right. 275 00:12:39,409 --> 00:12:42,567 Just... work is so great, and we just got married, 276 00:12:42,652 --> 00:12:46,045 and I just really want to enjoy this moment, you know? 277 00:12:46,130 --> 00:12:49,059 26, newly married stylist. 278 00:12:51,553 --> 00:12:53,036 Okay. 279 00:12:53,316 --> 00:12:57,545 I-I didn't know how to tell you in the moment, 280 00:12:57,630 --> 00:12:58,980 but I... 281 00:13:01,691 --> 00:13:04,005 I'm not close to being ready. 282 00:13:06,046 --> 00:13:07,270 Are you mad? 283 00:13:07,438 --> 00:13:10,145 Mad? No, no, of course not. 284 00:13:10,833 --> 00:13:13,669 A little disappointed, maybe, 285 00:13:13,754 --> 00:13:18,216 but this is gonna happen when we are both ready. 286 00:13:19,231 --> 00:13:20,711 Yeah. 287 00:13:22,592 --> 00:13:24,864 - I love you. - Love you. 288 00:13:24,949 --> 00:13:27,172 Thank you for being understanding. 289 00:13:28,680 --> 00:13:32,099 Now, grab some syrup and some cakes. 290 00:13:32,184 --> 00:13:33,772 Let's eat. 291 00:13:47,830 --> 00:13:49,136 Oh... 292 00:13:50,442 --> 00:13:52,114 Do you need something? 293 00:13:52,958 --> 00:13:54,286 Uh, me? 294 00:13:54,392 --> 00:13:58,085 I, um, was actually just wondering 295 00:13:58,170 --> 00:14:01,364 if I could get your help with something. 296 00:14:01,987 --> 00:14:03,035 What's up? 297 00:14:03,120 --> 00:14:05,802 So I have this idea for a podcast, 298 00:14:05,975 --> 00:14:08,536 and the Belle has agreed to listen to an episode, 299 00:14:08,621 --> 00:14:10,450 and if it's good, then they'll let me do it here. 300 00:14:10,534 --> 00:14:12,693 Okay. It's conversations 301 00:14:12,778 --> 00:14:14,117 across the bar kind of thing 302 00:14:14,201 --> 00:14:17,067 where I interview members about their passions and projects. 303 00:14:17,302 --> 00:14:18,708 Okay. 304 00:14:19,205 --> 00:14:21,388 And I think that you would be a great guest. 305 00:14:21,512 --> 00:14:24,257 You want me to do your podcast? 306 00:14:24,341 --> 00:14:26,638 Yes, I think you would be interesting. 307 00:14:26,723 --> 00:14:29,772 - Really? - Yes, really. 308 00:14:29,872 --> 00:14:31,703 We could debate the issues. 309 00:14:31,922 --> 00:14:35,849 That... is unexpected on so many levels. 310 00:14:36,466 --> 00:14:38,576 I'm going to politely decline. 311 00:14:38,661 --> 00:14:39,747 Why? 312 00:14:39,832 --> 00:14:41,534 Because you don't strike me as someone 313 00:14:41,619 --> 00:14:44,277 who can fairly engage with conservatives, Kat. 314 00:14:44,361 --> 00:14:47,106 Okay, I can rein it in for a podcast. 315 00:14:47,190 --> 00:14:50,457 Well, I look forward to seeing that, 316 00:14:50,871 --> 00:14:52,200 but not with me. 317 00:14:52,778 --> 00:14:55,474 Good luck though. That's a really good idea. 318 00:15:02,089 --> 00:15:04,028 It is a great idea. 319 00:15:08,298 --> 00:15:09,732 - Okay, this guy. - Yep. 320 00:15:09,817 --> 00:15:12,537 - And this guy too... straight... - To the studio, got it, yep. 321 00:15:12,622 --> 00:15:14,231 - You're the best. - Yep. 322 00:15:16,393 --> 00:15:19,312 - Mm-hmm, how's it going? - So great. 323 00:15:19,396 --> 00:15:20,896 Do you ever get that feeling that you're just 324 00:15:20,980 --> 00:15:23,464 doing exactly what you're meant to do? 325 00:15:24,100 --> 00:15:25,739 The first day I walked into "Scarlet." 326 00:15:28,528 --> 00:15:32,045 You know, my mom never had a Chanel tweed suit 327 00:15:32,130 --> 00:15:35,864 or a DVF wrap dress, and I always wanted her 328 00:15:35,949 --> 00:15:38,302 to be the kind of woman that did, 329 00:15:38,816 --> 00:15:40,588 but she was a waitress. 330 00:15:42,028 --> 00:15:43,693 Well, I guess her waitress uniform 331 00:15:43,778 --> 00:15:46,638 was her own version of powerful. 332 00:15:46,847 --> 00:15:48,731 She must be so proud of you. 333 00:15:49,747 --> 00:15:51,130 She is. 334 00:15:51,526 --> 00:15:53,778 She knows how much I love styling. 335 00:15:54,301 --> 00:15:55,609 There was a minute there where I didn't know 336 00:15:55,693 --> 00:15:57,763 if it was gonna happen. You know? 337 00:15:57,848 --> 00:15:59,612 Watching Kat and Jane rise the ranks, 338 00:15:59,697 --> 00:16:02,216 and I just felt like I was idling. 339 00:16:03,551 --> 00:16:05,489 You were an assistant longer than you wanted to be. 340 00:16:05,573 --> 00:16:06,577 Mm-hmm. 341 00:16:06,661 --> 00:16:09,200 But you were never idling. 342 00:16:09,895 --> 00:16:13,888 You were preparing for your moment 343 00:16:14,060 --> 00:16:18,020 so that when the time was right, 344 00:16:18,911 --> 00:16:20,501 you would soar. 345 00:16:21,871 --> 00:16:23,611 Everyone has their own timeline. 346 00:16:25,023 --> 00:16:27,036 Yeah, we do, don't we? 347 00:16:33,910 --> 00:16:35,497 Unbelievable. 348 00:16:36,081 --> 00:16:40,036 Wow, that "honey I'm home" greeting was very short-lived. 349 00:16:40,129 --> 00:16:41,427 Yeah, well... 350 00:16:42,964 --> 00:16:45,266 Eva doesn't think I can talk to Republicans 351 00:16:45,351 --> 00:16:46,872 and have a productive conversation, 352 00:16:46,957 --> 00:16:50,700 so she said no to being in my podcast. 353 00:16:50,785 --> 00:16:53,710 Mm, ta-da. 354 00:16:53,833 --> 00:16:55,713 Nice boobs. Thanks. 355 00:16:55,864 --> 00:16:59,817 Great job. How was your plastering class? 356 00:16:59,910 --> 00:17:04,471 Oh, it was a nightmare. I hated every minute of it. 357 00:17:04,556 --> 00:17:06,431 Oh. But thank you for trying. 358 00:17:06,547 --> 00:17:08,595 These sunflower nipples are making me very happy. 359 00:17:08,679 --> 00:17:10,119 - They're beautiful. - Thanks. 360 00:17:10,203 --> 00:17:11,424 Have you given any more thought 361 00:17:11,508 --> 00:17:14,224 to being in Sutton's shoot? It might help. 362 00:17:14,659 --> 00:17:16,707 It just kind of feels like a lot, 363 00:17:17,005 --> 00:17:18,605 but, I mean, maybe. 364 00:17:18,689 --> 00:17:22,000 Wait, so you really think that Eva can help you 365 00:17:22,084 --> 00:17:25,052 - get that podcast? - Yeah, I know she can. 366 00:17:25,435 --> 00:17:27,458 Well, then show her that she's wrong. 367 00:17:27,785 --> 00:17:29,965 Go to one of her Republican mixers. 368 00:17:34,741 --> 00:17:35,801 I have an idea, 369 00:17:35,886 --> 00:17:39,137 and I think it's gonna make both of us happy. 370 00:17:40,482 --> 00:17:42,314 Okay, just because we're not on the same timeline 371 00:17:42,398 --> 00:17:44,099 doesn't mean that we shouldn't be prepared 372 00:17:44,184 --> 00:17:47,728 for when we're both ready, so I did some research. 373 00:17:47,813 --> 00:17:48,988 A sperm bank. 374 00:17:50,417 --> 00:17:53,285 I didn't know that older sperm can have an effect on children. 375 00:17:53,370 --> 00:17:55,199 Same way older eggs can. 376 00:17:55,770 --> 00:17:58,645 I gotta be honest. This is a little weird. 377 00:17:58,729 --> 00:18:00,207 I know. 378 00:18:00,427 --> 00:18:02,301 But I do love that you're thinking about us, 379 00:18:02,386 --> 00:18:04,649 - about our future. - Mm-hmm. 380 00:18:06,172 --> 00:18:07,582 So... 381 00:18:08,571 --> 00:18:09,527 does this mean... 382 00:18:09,612 --> 00:18:12,059 We're gonna put our future children on ice? 383 00:18:13,179 --> 00:18:14,487 Yeah. Yeah? 384 00:18:14,785 --> 00:18:16,098 Yeah. 385 00:18:25,255 --> 00:18:27,599 So we swing by the sperm bank, 386 00:18:27,771 --> 00:18:29,285 and then I drop you off at work. 387 00:18:29,369 --> 00:18:30,974 How modern are we? 388 00:18:31,500 --> 00:18:33,349 Oh, wow, listen to this. 389 00:18:33,566 --> 00:18:36,094 With sperm freezing, 58-year-old Hank Tier 390 00:18:36,202 --> 00:18:37,795 "was able to get his wife pregnant 391 00:18:37,880 --> 00:18:40,818 15 years after he froze his sperm." 392 00:18:40,902 --> 00:18:43,998 15 years? 15 years. 393 00:18:44,384 --> 00:18:47,834 - That's crazy. - Yeah, it is. 394 00:18:49,476 --> 00:18:51,654 I mean, I knew that it was "forever." 395 00:18:51,798 --> 00:18:53,326 I just wasn't thinking about what that means 396 00:18:53,410 --> 00:18:55,123 practically, you know? 397 00:18:55,271 --> 00:18:57,232 Buys us so much time. 398 00:19:08,655 --> 00:19:11,138 I'm so happy you agreed to be in the shoot. 399 00:19:11,591 --> 00:19:13,217 Can I come see? 400 00:19:17,373 --> 00:19:19,741 Jane, you look so pretty. 401 00:19:19,826 --> 00:19:21,511 Thanks. It's a little big here though. 402 00:19:21,595 --> 00:19:24,728 Oh, let me just take it in a little bit. 403 00:19:26,300 --> 00:19:28,552 Ooh, I'm so sorry! Are you okay? 404 00:19:28,677 --> 00:19:29,867 What? 405 00:19:30,169 --> 00:19:32,716 Uh, I just pricked you with a pin. 406 00:19:32,810 --> 00:19:34,249 You didn't feel it? 407 00:19:36,081 --> 00:19:38,529 No, no, I didn't feel anything. 408 00:19:40,665 --> 00:19:43,802 Um... okay, I'm gonna go grab the first-aid kit. 409 00:19:43,965 --> 00:19:45,310 Okay. 410 00:20:41,805 --> 00:20:44,642 I didn't order anything. Go next door. 411 00:20:53,033 --> 00:20:54,423 Dad? 412 00:20:58,731 --> 00:21:01,955 What? How? 413 00:21:02,188 --> 00:21:04,414 Miles and an empty seat. 414 00:21:06,352 --> 00:21:08,792 Uh, but why? 415 00:21:08,876 --> 00:21:10,620 Oh, I don't know. 416 00:21:10,704 --> 00:21:13,623 'Cause I wanted to give you the photo of your mom, 417 00:21:13,707 --> 00:21:15,900 and when I found the dress, 418 00:21:16,213 --> 00:21:18,041 I thought you might like that too. 419 00:21:21,889 --> 00:21:25,200 Also I didn't feel great about how you sounded 420 00:21:25,284 --> 00:21:28,454 on the phone, thought maybe you could use a hug. 421 00:21:46,000 --> 00:21:48,310 - Hey. - Hey! 422 00:21:48,429 --> 00:21:50,015 Hey. 423 00:21:50,743 --> 00:21:52,109 What do you want for lunch? 424 00:21:52,210 --> 00:21:55,899 I could do salad or Thai if you have time. 425 00:21:55,984 --> 00:21:57,580 Mm, maybe we should do the salad place. 426 00:21:57,664 --> 00:21:59,782 Okay, great. I love salad, big fan. 427 00:21:59,867 --> 00:22:03,496 Big... salad fan. 428 00:22:08,501 --> 00:22:10,640 Hey, are you okay, baby? 429 00:22:11,221 --> 00:22:14,359 I mean, I don't really have that much time... 430 00:22:15,194 --> 00:22:17,898 not 15 years anyway. 431 00:22:19,336 --> 00:22:21,804 We're not talking about lunch anymore are we? 432 00:22:24,400 --> 00:22:25,984 I'm sorry, it's just... 433 00:22:26,867 --> 00:22:28,350 That thing you said this morning 434 00:22:28,434 --> 00:22:30,554 about freezing sperm for 15 years... 435 00:22:32,494 --> 00:22:35,410 You seemed really happy about that. 436 00:22:40,148 --> 00:22:43,312 I don't wanna be an old dad. 437 00:22:44,359 --> 00:22:46,672 I wanna be there for our kids' graduations, 438 00:22:46,756 --> 00:22:50,140 for their weddings, and for their kids. 439 00:22:50,851 --> 00:22:52,796 I can't wait 15 years. 440 00:22:53,257 --> 00:22:54,734 Hey... 441 00:22:54,982 --> 00:22:57,578 I don't need to wait 15 years. 442 00:22:58,093 --> 00:23:00,156 How long do you think you need? 443 00:23:03,352 --> 00:23:06,148 Okay, how about this? 444 00:23:07,124 --> 00:23:10,367 We promise that within five years, 445 00:23:10,519 --> 00:23:12,171 we try for a baby again. 446 00:23:12,602 --> 00:23:15,687 You'll be in your early 30s. I'll be mid-40s. 447 00:23:16,943 --> 00:23:18,148 What do you say? 448 00:23:25,911 --> 00:23:29,515 - Pinkie promise? - Yeah, pinkie promise. 449 00:23:42,588 --> 00:23:45,221 And then I took this plastering class. 450 00:23:45,306 --> 00:23:49,054 It was supposed to make me feel "one" with my body, 451 00:23:49,139 --> 00:23:52,799 but instead it just made me feel fake... 452 00:23:53,369 --> 00:23:56,940 Like I'm trying to convince my brain 453 00:23:57,087 --> 00:23:58,962 to be over something that it's not. 454 00:23:59,053 --> 00:24:02,759 - Did you try writing about it? - Yeah. 455 00:24:03,529 --> 00:24:06,535 - That didn't help? - Not really. 456 00:24:06,619 --> 00:24:08,556 I mean, nothing's really helped. 457 00:24:08,882 --> 00:24:10,550 My friends have been amazing, 458 00:24:10,635 --> 00:24:11,627 but they don't really understand 459 00:24:11,711 --> 00:24:13,760 how this feels, and the support group, 460 00:24:13,845 --> 00:24:15,894 they help a little, but you know what? 461 00:24:16,009 --> 00:24:17,449 Maybe this is just the way it is now. 462 00:24:17,533 --> 00:24:20,667 Maybe I'm just supposed to muddle through. 463 00:24:24,724 --> 00:24:27,314 Come on, let's get out of here. 464 00:24:28,135 --> 00:24:29,439 Hm? 465 00:24:29,559 --> 00:24:31,494 Come on, maybe a little fresh air will help. 466 00:24:34,040 --> 00:24:35,127 Okay. 467 00:24:51,011 --> 00:24:53,306 But, let's face it, the infighting 468 00:24:53,424 --> 00:24:55,542 amongst the Democratic Party makes them vulnerable 469 00:24:55,627 --> 00:24:56,869 to criticism. 470 00:24:56,954 --> 00:24:58,542 I mean, I still know people who are arguing 471 00:24:58,626 --> 00:25:01,142 - about Bernie and Hillary. - I know. 472 00:25:01,227 --> 00:25:02,963 The myopic attitude consistently 473 00:25:03,048 --> 00:25:04,575 holds the party back as a whole. 474 00:25:04,660 --> 00:25:06,012 You know, I actually agree. 475 00:25:06,144 --> 00:25:07,975 Both parties could use a better direction. 476 00:25:08,060 --> 00:25:09,847 I think mission statements would be helpful. 477 00:25:09,986 --> 00:25:11,635 Yes, but Dems are famous 478 00:25:11,720 --> 00:25:13,247 for being aimless and wandering. 479 00:25:13,332 --> 00:25:14,684 Well, they're also passionate. 480 00:25:14,769 --> 00:25:18,388 And emotional, which makes their message confusing, 481 00:25:18,473 --> 00:25:21,119 Yes, yes, you know, 482 00:25:21,281 --> 00:25:23,286 I actually think that that's true. 483 00:25:23,480 --> 00:25:25,355 Emotion does get in the way sometimes. 484 00:25:25,440 --> 00:25:27,358 As long as they stick to the plan 485 00:25:27,443 --> 00:25:29,252 and have a clear goal... 486 00:25:39,760 --> 00:25:42,194 I thought we were going to eat. 487 00:25:42,279 --> 00:25:46,936 I just wanted to stop here for old time's sake. 488 00:25:48,324 --> 00:25:50,242 You remember when you used to spend hours 489 00:25:50,327 --> 00:25:51,855 searching for that perfect planner 490 00:25:51,940 --> 00:25:53,135 before a school year? 491 00:25:53,341 --> 00:25:55,599 Yeah, well, it wasn't just the planner. 492 00:25:55,684 --> 00:26:00,267 It was the pens and the tabs. It was kind of a whole thing. 493 00:26:00,775 --> 00:26:04,521 I actually didn't get a planner for next year. 494 00:26:04,674 --> 00:26:07,133 Oh, well, you should. 495 00:26:07,217 --> 00:26:10,306 Here, pick one, my treat. 496 00:26:13,223 --> 00:26:15,752 Wow, there are seven colors. 497 00:26:15,894 --> 00:26:17,873 Do you think they did that for every day of the week? 498 00:26:17,957 --> 00:26:19,440 - Maybe. - Hm. 499 00:26:19,713 --> 00:26:21,757 Why do I love this so much? 500 00:26:22,002 --> 00:26:24,062 Because you like to plan things 501 00:26:24,704 --> 00:26:27,712 - in an organized manner. - Yeah, I do. 502 00:26:29,196 --> 00:26:30,940 What do you think of this one? 503 00:26:31,024 --> 00:26:35,727 Plenty of room for lists and a special place for goals. 504 00:26:36,100 --> 00:26:37,928 Goals are good. 505 00:26:39,162 --> 00:26:41,254 Come on, grab those pens you've been eyeing, 506 00:26:41,338 --> 00:26:43,514 and let's check out. 507 00:26:45,125 --> 00:26:46,912 Hey. He's paying. 508 00:26:46,996 --> 00:26:48,914 Yep, I'm Dad. 509 00:26:48,998 --> 00:26:50,826 She's a writer. 510 00:26:51,740 --> 00:26:53,702 I didn't expect to see you here. 511 00:26:53,786 --> 00:26:56,748 Yeah, well, I didn't expect to be here, 512 00:26:56,832 --> 00:26:58,837 but I wanted to prove to you that I can have 513 00:26:58,921 --> 00:27:00,622 a healthy debate with the other side, 514 00:27:00,706 --> 00:27:03,796 and the only way to do that is to show you, so... 515 00:27:04,738 --> 00:27:07,527 That's impressive. Hm. 516 00:27:07,713 --> 00:27:09,628 It's gonna take more than one conversation. 517 00:27:10,890 --> 00:27:12,111 I know. 518 00:27:12,195 --> 00:27:13,852 Identity politics is so touchy. 519 00:27:13,936 --> 00:27:15,767 Shall we? 520 00:27:15,851 --> 00:27:19,597 Everything is politically incorrect these days. 521 00:27:19,681 --> 00:27:20,903 I know. 522 00:27:20,987 --> 00:27:23,122 I am terrified of saying the wrong thing. 523 00:27:24,198 --> 00:27:26,082 Yeah, I mean, I think that that's a fear 524 00:27:26,166 --> 00:27:27,866 a lot of people share, 525 00:27:27,950 --> 00:27:29,738 especially in the age of social media. 526 00:27:29,822 --> 00:27:32,131 What am I supposed to say to my 13-year-old daughter 527 00:27:32,215 --> 00:27:35,918 when she thinks it's fashionable to be gay? 528 00:27:36,002 --> 00:27:39,095 Uh, I don't know about fashionable. 529 00:27:39,179 --> 00:27:40,879 No, she's right. 530 00:27:40,963 --> 00:27:42,751 Just look at these queer celebrities... 531 00:27:42,835 --> 00:27:44,666 Kristen Stewart, and what's the other one? 532 00:27:44,750 --> 00:27:46,232 Oh, Cara Delevingne. 533 00:27:46,316 --> 00:27:48,539 It's like kids are being bullied if they're straight. 534 00:27:48,623 --> 00:27:49,713 Bullied, really? 535 00:27:49,798 --> 00:27:52,151 I know it's hard to believe, but it is happening, 536 00:27:52,235 --> 00:27:53,805 and it is a problem. 537 00:27:53,889 --> 00:27:55,198 I actually think that the real problem 538 00:27:55,282 --> 00:27:56,678 is what's happening right here. 539 00:27:56,762 --> 00:27:59,985 I think what Kat means to say is that there's no way... 540 00:28:00,069 --> 00:28:02,205 Eva, maybe let someone from the queer community 541 00:28:02,289 --> 00:28:04,599 field this one. Oh. 542 00:28:04,683 --> 00:28:05,991 Oh, I'm sorry. 543 00:28:06,075 --> 00:28:07,689 I didn't realize that you were... 544 00:28:07,804 --> 00:28:09,651 - Oh, queer? - Yeah... 545 00:28:10,556 --> 00:28:12,952 I am, yeah, and I can assure you, 546 00:28:13,037 --> 00:28:15,695 there is no liberal agenda to turn straight people gay, 547 00:28:15,911 --> 00:28:17,323 promise. 548 00:28:17,432 --> 00:28:19,004 We just want equal rights and opportunities... 549 00:28:19,088 --> 00:28:20,510 The same ones you have. 550 00:28:20,595 --> 00:28:23,818 And I just want my daughter to grow up happy and normal. 551 00:28:24,046 --> 00:28:28,205 Normal... uh, as in straight? 552 00:28:29,229 --> 00:28:32,690 As in the way God intended. That is how I feel. 553 00:28:33,005 --> 00:28:37,535 Okay, I think coming here was a really bad idea. 554 00:28:37,620 --> 00:28:40,373 Kat, Kat, wait. 555 00:28:40,457 --> 00:28:43,986 You were right. I can't do it. 556 00:28:44,070 --> 00:28:45,857 Talking to people like that... It was a mistake. 557 00:28:45,941 --> 00:28:47,116 No, it wasn't. 558 00:28:49,336 --> 00:28:51,646 I'll do your podcast. Why? 559 00:28:51,730 --> 00:28:54,736 I just proved that I couldn't engage in a healthy debate. 560 00:28:54,820 --> 00:28:56,302 Kat, do you want me to do your podcast? 561 00:28:56,386 --> 00:28:58,174 Yes. Okay. 562 00:28:58,258 --> 00:29:01,830 Well, then I would shut up and accept the offer. 563 00:29:01,914 --> 00:29:02,914 Okay. 564 00:29:09,580 --> 00:29:11,705 Okay, so when the issue of identity politics 565 00:29:11,790 --> 00:29:13,706 comes up in your circles, how do you combat the stigma 566 00:29:13,790 --> 00:29:17,066 that the conservative party is overall homophobic? 567 00:29:17,151 --> 00:29:18,721 I don't combat it at all 568 00:29:18,806 --> 00:29:20,506 because it's none of my business. 569 00:29:20,591 --> 00:29:22,902 I don't think that it should be brought up 570 00:29:22,987 --> 00:29:24,596 nor should that fire be fanned 571 00:29:24,681 --> 00:29:29,776 because sexuality whether homo, hetero, pan, A, or other, 572 00:29:29,861 --> 00:29:31,620 it doesn't define a person. 573 00:29:31,729 --> 00:29:33,430 Okay, sure, it doesn't define a person, 574 00:29:33,515 --> 00:29:35,737 but it certainly adds to why they might be put 575 00:29:35,822 --> 00:29:38,131 into the category of other, and therefore oppressed 576 00:29:38,254 --> 00:29:39,425 under the system we're all in. 577 00:29:39,509 --> 00:29:42,739 The system being... Capitalism and patriarchy. 578 00:29:42,824 --> 00:29:43,901 Right. 579 00:29:43,986 --> 00:29:46,351 Okay, I see you laughing, and I mean, 580 00:29:46,436 --> 00:29:47,963 you can go ahead and laugh if you want, 581 00:29:48,047 --> 00:29:50,008 but you are also a victim of the system. 582 00:29:50,092 --> 00:29:51,618 You're a woman living in the world, 583 00:29:51,702 --> 00:29:53,185 and you can't be immune to the effects of that. 584 00:29:53,269 --> 00:29:57,842 Well, in the LGBTQ community, it just feels like... 585 00:29:57,926 --> 00:30:00,889 Okay, Eva, you have to stop speaking for a community 586 00:30:00,973 --> 00:30:02,804 that you're not involved in. It's not your place. 587 00:30:02,888 --> 00:30:04,980 I can speak for that community... 588 00:30:05,064 --> 00:30:08,200 My community... Because I'm a lesbian. 589 00:30:08,284 --> 00:30:11,073 I am a Republican woman who is not defined 590 00:30:11,157 --> 00:30:13,205 by my sexuality because sexuality 591 00:30:13,289 --> 00:30:15,120 is not a personality trait. 592 00:30:15,204 --> 00:30:16,818 Just because I don't wear it on my sleeve 593 00:30:16,902 --> 00:30:19,034 doesn't mean that I don't get to claim my space. 594 00:30:20,949 --> 00:30:23,315 Absolutely, yes. 595 00:30:23,601 --> 00:30:26,300 I mean, you should be able to claim your space. 596 00:30:27,647 --> 00:30:33,346 And identity politics are... very tricky. 597 00:30:40,795 --> 00:30:43,670 I always knew you'd be a writer. 598 00:30:45,365 --> 00:30:47,979 You were constantly jotting things down in your notebook, 599 00:30:48,063 --> 00:30:51,243 coming up with stories, setting your own deadlines. 600 00:30:51,327 --> 00:30:53,071 I did do that, didn't I? 601 00:30:54,577 --> 00:30:56,278 You never gave yourself much time. 602 00:30:56,550 --> 00:30:59,208 Yeah, well, I kind of liked the rush 603 00:30:59,292 --> 00:31:00,862 of not knowing if I could finish. 604 00:31:00,946 --> 00:31:02,570 But you always did. 605 00:31:04,845 --> 00:31:06,468 It's not always a race. 606 00:31:08,765 --> 00:31:09,958 I know. 607 00:31:10,042 --> 00:31:13,656 Some things take time, but you have that now. 608 00:31:16,831 --> 00:31:18,695 You get to fill all those days. 609 00:31:20,239 --> 00:31:21,656 Every one of them, Jane. 610 00:31:23,228 --> 00:31:24,883 You know why? 611 00:31:26,536 --> 00:31:29,008 Because you did something brave. 612 00:31:30,492 --> 00:31:32,458 Not just for you but for me 613 00:31:32,542 --> 00:31:35,664 and your brothers and your friends. 614 00:31:36,632 --> 00:31:37,914 Dad. 615 00:31:42,450 --> 00:31:45,514 When you told me that you tested positive 616 00:31:45,599 --> 00:31:47,633 for the same gene that took your mom, I... 617 00:31:50,517 --> 00:31:54,148 I thought, "I can't lose you too." 618 00:31:57,872 --> 00:31:59,648 But I couldn't tell you what to do. 619 00:32:01,933 --> 00:32:04,617 It was your body, your decision. 620 00:32:05,271 --> 00:32:07,363 And I don't regret making that decision, 621 00:32:07,448 --> 00:32:08,840 I just... 622 00:32:10,582 --> 00:32:11,828 I don't know. 623 00:32:11,913 --> 00:32:13,890 I didn't think it would be this hard. 624 00:32:15,699 --> 00:32:17,004 I get that. 625 00:32:19,801 --> 00:32:25,133 But that part of your body, it's not the enemy. 626 00:32:26,265 --> 00:32:29,469 It's the part that saved your life. 627 00:32:32,124 --> 00:32:34,070 It's not about muddling through. 628 00:32:35,023 --> 00:32:38,089 It's about embracing and enjoying your life 629 00:32:38,173 --> 00:32:41,571 as much as you can... Every moment of it. 630 00:32:41,803 --> 00:32:43,023 Huh? 631 00:32:45,007 --> 00:32:46,969 You got a second chance at life. 632 00:32:49,938 --> 00:32:51,853 Your mother never had that. 633 00:32:53,435 --> 00:32:55,218 I know. 634 00:33:07,420 --> 00:33:11,166 ♪ Fade in the morning waking up with a big head ♪ 635 00:33:15,167 --> 00:33:18,521 ♪ I live down the block do it up for me she said ♪ 636 00:33:22,913 --> 00:33:24,614 ♪ I hear 'em whisper 637 00:33:24,698 --> 00:33:26,355 ♪ I hear 'em whispering 638 00:33:30,356 --> 00:33:32,622 ♪ People taking notice 639 00:33:32,706 --> 00:33:34,885 ♪ Can't help but focus on this ♪ 640 00:33:38,059 --> 00:33:39,965 ♪ I am the people that you meet... ♪ 641 00:33:40,050 --> 00:33:41,315 - Hey. - Hi! 642 00:33:41,415 --> 00:33:43,139 - Thought you might need this. - Oh, thanks T. 643 00:33:43,223 --> 00:33:44,360 - You're the best. - No problem. 644 00:33:44,444 --> 00:33:46,847 - And do you need anything else? - Yeah, I do actually. 645 00:33:46,932 --> 00:33:49,111 Next time, can I get your creative input? 646 00:33:49,203 --> 00:33:50,364 - Seriously? - Yeah. 647 00:33:50,449 --> 00:33:51,510 I know you have some. 648 00:33:51,594 --> 00:33:53,338 It's not that long ago that I was you, 649 00:33:53,422 --> 00:33:55,384 and I wouldn't be here if somebody wasn't asking me 650 00:33:55,468 --> 00:33:58,750 what my opinion is, so I can count on you? 651 00:33:59,236 --> 00:34:01,468 - You bet. - Thank you. 652 00:34:07,001 --> 00:34:08,422 Jane. 653 00:34:10,700 --> 00:34:12,879 You look so beautiful. 654 00:34:12,963 --> 00:34:15,609 Thanks. Does this mean... 655 00:34:15,694 --> 00:34:19,101 That I am participating in your shoot if you will have me. 656 00:34:19,274 --> 00:34:20,461 Duh. 657 00:34:20,546 --> 00:34:21,898 And this dress. 658 00:34:22,179 --> 00:34:23,601 It's my mom's. 659 00:34:23,686 --> 00:34:25,842 My dad brought it for me along with 660 00:34:25,927 --> 00:34:28,679 some much needed advice and perspective. 661 00:34:29,597 --> 00:34:31,819 I'm gonna stop feeling sorry for myself 662 00:34:31,904 --> 00:34:33,997 and start living my life. 663 00:34:34,082 --> 00:34:36,609 You know, that's why I got the surgery... 664 00:34:36,694 --> 00:34:39,569 To give me more time to live, so I'm gonna do that. 665 00:34:39,729 --> 00:34:41,473 - I'm gonna run a marathon. - Oh. 666 00:34:41,557 --> 00:34:43,562 I am going to do all of the things 667 00:34:43,646 --> 00:34:46,435 that I've always wanted to do but have been putting off. 668 00:34:46,664 --> 00:34:48,586 Jane, that is amazing. 669 00:34:49,183 --> 00:34:51,633 You deserve everything that you've ever wanted. 670 00:34:52,663 --> 00:34:54,875 - So do you. - Thanks. 671 00:34:55,353 --> 00:34:57,358 Honestly, I kind of feel like I have it. 672 00:34:57,443 --> 00:35:01,273 Like, right here, right now, nothing is missing, you know? 673 00:35:01,358 --> 00:35:05,018 I-I'm living my life 674 00:35:05,103 --> 00:35:07,289 exactly the way that I want to. 675 00:35:11,891 --> 00:35:13,641 Isn't that a good thing? 676 00:35:15,156 --> 00:35:17,556 Not if the person you're living it with 677 00:35:17,641 --> 00:35:19,032 feels differently. 678 00:35:21,453 --> 00:35:25,571 Jane, I'm asking Richard to wait... 679 00:35:26,689 --> 00:35:29,102 for me, but... 680 00:35:31,101 --> 00:35:33,602 He's waiting for something that I can't give him. 681 00:35:35,090 --> 00:35:36,268 What do you mean? 682 00:35:36,353 --> 00:35:38,875 I love my life the way it is. 683 00:35:40,664 --> 00:35:42,125 I don't want kids. 684 00:35:44,523 --> 00:35:48,626 But you might change your mind in, like, five years, you know? 685 00:35:48,711 --> 00:35:49,930 I don't think I'm going to. 686 00:35:50,015 --> 00:35:52,321 I don't want kids, Jane. I just don't. 687 00:35:56,349 --> 00:35:58,805 How am I gonna tell Richard? 688 00:35:59,438 --> 00:36:01,423 It's gonna break his heart. 689 00:36:25,618 --> 00:36:27,492 ♪ I said I'd be there 690 00:36:27,576 --> 00:36:29,712 ♪ Forgot to remember 691 00:36:29,796 --> 00:36:31,714 ♪ I said I would call 692 00:36:31,798 --> 00:36:34,064 ♪ But I wrote you a letter 693 00:36:34,148 --> 00:36:36,022 ♪ It's inside my head 694 00:36:36,106 --> 00:36:38,199 ♪ Return to sender 695 00:36:38,283 --> 00:36:41,419 ♪ I said I would change 696 00:36:41,503 --> 00:36:43,595 ♪ This is my year 697 00:36:43,679 --> 00:36:46,032 ♪ So worth the wait 698 00:36:46,116 --> 00:36:50,124 ♪ Everything starts going my way ♪ 699 00:36:50,208 --> 00:36:52,213 ♪ This is my year 700 00:36:52,297 --> 00:36:54,519 ♪ That's what they say 701 00:36:54,603 --> 00:36:58,654 ♪ Till we wake up on New Year's Day ♪ 702 00:36:58,738 --> 00:37:01,352 ♪ This is my year 703 00:37:01,675 --> 00:37:03,224 Congratulations. 704 00:37:03,652 --> 00:37:05,956 The way that you handled that woman was hot. 705 00:37:06,041 --> 00:37:07,960 Mm, well, you know, I could handle you the same way. 706 00:37:08,044 --> 00:37:09,178 Mm, oh, yeah? 707 00:37:10,611 --> 00:37:12,964 Only if you use your podcast voice. 708 00:37:13,143 --> 00:37:17,063 ♪ I'll cherish my mom, I'll get motivation ♪ 709 00:37:17,147 --> 00:37:18,832 ♪ I'll learn to forgive 710 00:37:18,917 --> 00:37:20,763 ♪ I'll try to be patient 711 00:37:20,847 --> 00:37:24,394 What would you say are the biggest issues 712 00:37:24,479 --> 00:37:26,571 facing our country today? 713 00:37:32,009 --> 00:37:34,101 - Gun violence. - Mm-hmm. 714 00:37:37,083 --> 00:37:38,816 Divisive language. 715 00:37:40,910 --> 00:37:44,097 Also climate change? 716 00:37:50,511 --> 00:37:52,042 Do you agree? 717 00:37:52,410 --> 00:37:55,222 - Yes. - Yes, what? 718 00:37:55,605 --> 00:37:57,691 Yes, Eva. 719 00:37:58,682 --> 00:38:00,370 Are you serious? 720 00:38:04,531 --> 00:38:05,925 Good-bye. 721 00:38:06,984 --> 00:38:08,909 ♪ I said I'd be there 722 00:38:08,994 --> 00:38:11,144 ♪ Forgot to remember 723 00:38:11,289 --> 00:38:13,081 ♪ I said I would call... 724 00:38:13,533 --> 00:38:15,668 Hey, babe. In here. 725 00:38:15,771 --> 00:38:17,636 ♪ It sits in my head 726 00:38:17,830 --> 00:38:19,948 ♪ Return to sender 727 00:38:20,033 --> 00:38:24,258 ♪ I said I would change, but now it's December ♪ 728 00:38:24,343 --> 00:38:27,652 ♪ I keep my hopes 729 00:38:27,752 --> 00:38:32,019 ♪ On the shelf 730 00:38:34,488 --> 00:38:36,722 Hey, how was the shoot? 731 00:38:38,067 --> 00:38:39,722 I love you so much. 732 00:38:41,158 --> 00:38:42,408 What's wrong? 733 00:38:44,365 --> 00:38:46,544 More than I thought possible. 734 00:38:48,346 --> 00:38:50,003 You're starting to scare me. 735 00:38:51,285 --> 00:38:52,840 You have to let me get through this 736 00:38:52,925 --> 00:38:56,337 because this is really hard, and I have to tell you 737 00:38:56,421 --> 00:38:59,296 before a month becomes six months 738 00:38:59,380 --> 00:39:02,933 becomes a year and then we're five years in, and I... I... 739 00:39:06,187 --> 00:39:08,847 And I can't give you what you want. 740 00:39:08,932 --> 00:39:12,081 ♪ So worth the wait, everything starts ♪ 741 00:39:12,205 --> 00:39:13,570 ♪ Going my way 742 00:39:13,678 --> 00:39:14,870 So... 743 00:39:16,658 --> 00:39:19,662 the same way that the miscarriage... 744 00:39:20,836 --> 00:39:23,771 made you realize how much you want a baby... 745 00:39:24,268 --> 00:39:26,490 ♪ I'll be so strong 746 00:39:26,575 --> 00:39:29,224 It made me realize that I don't. 747 00:39:29,309 --> 00:39:33,685 ♪ I'll get some sleep, look after myself ♪ 748 00:39:33,988 --> 00:39:38,401 I love our life. I love us. 749 00:39:40,706 --> 00:39:43,464 I don't want anything else. 750 00:39:45,206 --> 00:39:47,388 You're enough for me. 751 00:39:54,444 --> 00:39:57,011 And I don't want that to change. 752 00:39:57,612 --> 00:39:59,529 ♪ This is my year 753 00:39:59,614 --> 00:40:01,880 ♪ So worth the wait 754 00:40:01,964 --> 00:40:05,884 ♪ Everything starts going my way ♪ 755 00:40:05,968 --> 00:40:08,276 ♪ This is my year 756 00:40:08,497 --> 00:40:10,675 I don't want children... 757 00:40:13,354 --> 00:40:15,917 and I can't promise you I ever will. 758 00:40:16,511 --> 00:40:19,846 ♪ I'll be so strong, I'll eat so well ♪ 759 00:40:20,049 --> 00:40:24,065 ♪ I'll get some sleep, look after myself ♪ 760 00:40:24,336 --> 00:40:27,429 ♪ Yeah, that's what they say ♪ 761 00:40:27,556 --> 00:40:31,910 - ♪ Till we wake up on New Year's Day ♪ - I love you. 762 00:40:32,034 --> 00:40:34,268 ♪ This is my year 763 00:40:39,689 --> 00:40:41,761 ♪ This is my year 764 00:40:44,585 --> 00:40:46,753 Sync corrections by srjanapala 55978

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