All language subtitles for Daniel Deronda (BBC) 1x04 [Dvdrip Dual][Spanish-English][by Arunh][TusSeries]-en

To my son, Daniel Deronda.

My good friend, Sir Hugo, told you
that I want to meet you.

Please stay at Hotel Anglia
from Genoa and wait for me.

I'll come to you as soon as I can.
Countess Maria Alcharisi.

My mother is a contestant?

Yes, much more than that.

I always thought she was very poor.

Why did he abandon me?

She'll explain, Dan.

She'll have to explain.

And my father?

Are you my father?

Not.

Maybe I was wrong, Dan, that I did
what i did

but I had no choice.

It was my true love, you know?

True love is not always the person
which you marry.

I would have done anything for her, anything.

Do you understand?

Maybe I liked it a little too much
to keep you just for me.

But I hope you'll forgive me
if I produced for you

any suffering I could have
avoid it.

No, you did not cause me any suffering.

To me, you've always been
the best father in the world.

And you were the best son in the world.

Dear Mr. Deronda

Please come see me on Wednesday, between 5 and 6

I would be grateful.

Gwendolen Grandcourt.

Aren't you going to the club this afternoon?

And boring.

But I think I'll go anyway.

It's only a few hours away.

Mister. Deronda, ma'am.

You are very kind to come
without asking me why I called you.

Now that you're here, I don't even know
where to start.

You will think I am a fool and it is true.

But what else could I do?
than to ask for your help?

I'm sorry, I can't help you.

Don't say that, you're the only one ...

I just wanted to tell you I tried
to become a better person.

Be less selfish.

But I couldn't change anything.

I hate everything and I hate myself.

If you knew what it meant to live with him ...

Do you consider me a totally immoral person?

Maybe, if he understands
that you are unhappy ...

He knows I'm unhappy.

She enjoys it.

- You deserve something better.
- Is that so?

Some say I received it
exactly what we deserve.

- You shouldn't think that way.
- And what should I do then?

I would like to leave him, but then I would stay
alone, without friends.

No, true friends will not abandon you.

But I know what life is like

a woman who leaves her husband.

I don't think I'm strong enough

to do this, only if someone ...

You understand?

You have to ...

If you think you don't want to
hear from me again

please tell me and put an end to the suffering.

Will you be with me?

Will you help me?

Of course yes.

- Are you coming tomorrow too?
- I can not.

I have to go to Genoa immediately.
My mother called me.

Your mother?

Then maybe when you come back?

Farewell.

Farewell.

You're crazy, Gwendolen, if you wait
to something from him.

It `s not for you.

You and I are the same.

I thought you realized.

We decided to take a short vacation.

Corabia and portn port la Marseille,
ready to get up again.

I thought it was better
to leave London a little.

We have an evening on the 4th.

All you know is that I hired Miss Lapidot.

You will cancel everything, of course.

We're not talking anymore, Gwendolen!

- Gwendolen?
- Very good.

Good. Not the rule. I'm leaving tomorrow.

To my son, Daniel Deronda.

My dear friend, Sir Hugo, told you
that I want to meet.

Please stay at Hotel Anglia
from Genoa and wait for me.

I'll come to you as soon as I can.

Mr. Deronda.

I'm ready to receive you.
Countess Maria Alcharisi.

You are a wonderful young man.

I imagined it.
Come here.

Yes, I'm your mother.

Sure, you don't feel any affection for me.

I thought of you more than I thought
to anyone in the world.

They're not what you expected, are they?

No, I thought you suffered.

And I hope I can comfort you.

Sufrim.

But not right now.

I didn't call you to comfort me.

Come on, sit down.

Now,

I'm not so naive as to believe

that you can love a mother who abandoned you.

But I chose something better for you
than stay with me.

I didn't miss you at all
from what you needed.

You deprived me of your love.
Don't I deserve it?

I didn't have much love to offer.

I didn't want to stop other people.

I was singing. A great song.
An artist, do you understand?

I didn't want to have a son. I was obliged
to marry your father.

Obliged by desires and orders
to my father.

But it turned out to be the best way
to enjoy freedom.

I could dominate my husband,
but not my father, do you understand?

I had the right to be free.

I had the right to live my life
which I had.

We all have that right.

And I wanted to keep you out of bondage

which we hated the most,
as much as possible.

What else could he have done
a loving mother?

I freed you from bondage
to have been born a Jew.

Am I Jewish?

Was my father a Jew?

- Are you Jewish too?
- Yes.

I'm glad for that.

Why do you say you are happy?

You are an English gentleman,
I made sure of that.

How could you decide my destiny
In my place?

I chose for you what I would have chosen
for me too.

How did you know you were going to love
what did i hate

- Iart�-m�. You don't feel well.
- It will pass me by.

I ...

I want to comfort you.

I can't sit next to you anymore
to comfort you?

No, it's not possible.

I'm tired now.

Are you coming tomorrow too?

Don't you hate me too much?

I think this is your work in its entirety.

I do not know what you mean.

That's why you wanted to stop
I don’t wear Genoa.

Did you know Deronda will be here?

And if so?

I was thinking of taking a boat trip
about two days.

A ship I know how to drive alone,
with you at the helm�.

Let's spend some time.

I'd rather not go if you don't mind.

Gwendolen,

hai s� ne �ntelegem.

I know all too well what this nonsense means.

What nonsense? What are you talking about?

If you can afford it

make fun of me,
get this idea out of your head.

Let's go, then.

The reasons for our actions ...

It is believed that all women are the same.

I was a monster,
but I never felt it

which I should have felt.

But to give up your son, your family ...

You don't understand, you're not a woman.

You can't understand what that means
to have the masculine strength of a genius

and be a slave woman.

We are just daughters, wives, mothers.

Something useful for men.

Your father was different. He was full of love
and affection.

He died when you were very young.

I was then at the height of my fame.

Maria Alcharisi's name was heard
everywhere, in Europe, in America.

When your father died, I swore
that I will have no other connections

Except for the ones I could get rid of
easily.

Naturally, I was courted by many men.

Sir Hugo was one of those who
she wanted to marry me.

He was crazy about me.

One day, I asked him:

"There is a capable man in the world
to do something out of love,

without asking for anything in return? "

He said, "What exactly do you need?"

I replied, "Take my son
and raise him like an Englishman. "

He doesn't know anything anymore
about his true parents.

You were two years old
and you stood on his feet.

Of course, he adores you.

That's what I did, and I'm not ashamed.

- I did it for your own good.
- Is that so?

Then why did you break the silence now?

I think the disease is coming,
I thought about what would happen next.

What do I know about life ... and death?

And maybe what my father called "right"
that's what makes me do it,

I can't go without being
without thanking my father.

I couldn't have done it

without seeing you again.

What are you going to do now? Like your grandfather?

Not.

I want to identify with our race

and find a task to engage in
with all my heart.

Know.

You're in love with a Jew, aren't you?

"Even so, it has nothing to do with it."
- I know better.

Yes, you are in love, of course.

She attracts you as did your father
attracted to me.

Is she beautiful?

Yes.

She's just like you.

I wonder what it was like
if I kept you with me.

I think you would have been involved with all your heart

In the old traditions, against me
and we would have argued.

I think my condition would have lasted
and beyond quarrels.

May be. I'm not
an affectionate person, Daniel.

It's a talent to love. I don't have it.

I know all too well what love does
from men and women. Subji subjug�.

I didn't want to subjugate a man.

I subjugated men.

I'm dying, Daniel.
We won't see each other again.

If I were to live again,
I would do the same.

Can you forgive me?

What happened?

It's about that Englishman, sir.

No, she's a lady.

And English lady. She's dead.

Gwendolen ?!

Please! Let me pass!

I know this woman.
Take her to the hotel there.

How it feels?

She's not hurt, but she's in shock.

You are Mr. Deronda?

Yes.

Please come in. Vrea s� v� vad�.

You came.

It's over.

He's dead.

Please, you need to rest.

What do you know?

Absolutely nothing, except that it was
a boat accident.

I didn't even know you were in Genoa.

A boat accident?

So they say?

Of course, what else?

If I tell you what happened,

Won't you force me to tell others?

You won't say you should
will I be condemned?

I couldn't do that.
I can't stand it.

I don't even want my mother to know.

What to find out?

If I tell you I'm guilty, I'm guilty
o criminal�, will you abandon me?

But it was an accident.

Please let me tell you.

His daughter, Daniel ...

His lifeless daughter.

When I was little, I dreamed of sailing

away from people I didn't like.

Now the opposite is happening to me.

Catch it.

I was caught in the race, with him on the boat.

That had become my life.

I think I'll smoke a cigarette.

It shouldn't bother you.

I started praying to die.

I imagined impossible things.

I was afraid we would both drown.

I was afraid I would die.

Gwendolen!

Gwendolen! Help me!

Throw me the rope!

That's what happened.

His daughter, Daniel. His lifeless daughter.

If he knew how to swim, maybe it was a prison.

- I could have saved him.
- You hesitated, that's all.

This is not a murder.

And won't you force me to tell others?

No, there's nothing that could be fixed
so.

- And you don't hate me for what I did?
- I can't hate you.

"And you won't abandon me?"
- Not.

I wanted to tell you, I wanted to

you know me in depth.
Like no one else.//

Did you read the newspapers?

Mallinger Grandcourt is dead. flooded.

A boat accident in Genoa.

Terrible.

I doubt it
that he will miss her too much.

They certainly won't feel it
Dan and his duchess.

Now they can get married.

What happened?

How can you talk like that?

So easily. The poor man is dead.

Who are you, to know how people feel?

Daniel. Mirah is gone.

How did he leave?

- What do you mean? Where did he go?
- We do not know.

Welcome, Dan.

He said he couldn't stand it
to see Hans

how he suffered from love, without her
to be able to do nothing.

I think he was upset for another reason.

Which?

I thought you knew, Dan.

I think I know where to find her.

Avoid it, Dan?

Dan, I tried not to think anymore
to Mirah, smoking three pipes of opium.

It did not work.

- I'm sorry, Hans.
- Yes, that's right.

I thought of no one but Mirah
from the first day I met her.

I would have gladly converted to Judaism
for her.

But it didn't work. And you?

You have your duchess.

Hans, you don't understand ...

Sure. I saw you with her.

I saw you with Mirah, too.

You disappointed us all.

Hans, it's ridiculous.

I don't feel like playing games, Dan.

I have no intention of telling you
what you don't seem to know.

What?

That Mirah is jealous of the duke.

Why do you think this?

Because she's in love with you.

Mr. Deronda. I was really wondering

where you are and how to let you know.

How did you know you had to come here?

I don't understand. I just got back from Italy

and I thought I'd find her here
Miss Lapidot.

Didn't you know? Mordecai
He's very ill, sir.

Mordecai.

I came to tell you you were right.

You knew me better than I did.

I'm Jewish. We are the same race.

I knew.

Don't be sad, I'm glad I'm dying.

Now they won't separate us
neither life nor death.

You will do what I have always dreamed of.

It's so hard, Daniel.

I just wanted to find him and now he's ...

Mirah, let me help you get through
through this pain.

Let's share all your pain.

And all the joys.

Now I can speak freely.

Finally, now I know who I am.

I love you, Mirah.

Tell me ... tell me you accept
be my wife.

Tell me now.

Are you serious? Sincere?

Do you really want me?

I spent my life
No doubts and confusion.

But now I know that always

I heard your voice.

Will you be able to love me, Mirah?

Sir Hugo has said I will let you know
Not a library.

Thank you.

So now you know your mother.

Yes.

How was it? How did you feel?

He told me he was dying.

But it seemed more lively to me

than any other person I know.

Yes.

That's how it always seemed to me.

Ugly story, the one with the accident.

I couldn't believe it.

We didn't like Grandcourt very much,

but I didn't want such an end either.

Not.

I think that's how your doors open

with Mrs. Grandcourt, if you want it to be yours.

Not. I asked Miss Lapidot for a wife.

What the hell did you do?

That's kind of a perverse answer
for what you learned from your mother?

No, sir.

It's something that's been growing in me for a while.

But what I learned from my mother

confirmed to me not only that I was Jewish,

that I am proud to be a Jew,
but also what I should do with my life.

To work for my people

In the best possible way.

Not...

All my efforts were in vain.

Not.

You raised me and educated me
best for a new life.

You yourself told me

to aim upwards, because
I have the fabric of a leader.

Now I think I can be that leader.

At least I want to try.

For this task, I need it
of your blessing

And also for my marriage.

I can't pretend I'm happy, Daniel.

Mr. Deronda, sir.

I told him...

Daniel ...

He died.

I wanted to see you

to know you're fine
and that you recover.

I'm better, yes.

Do you have material problems?

You need something?

No, my husband left me some money.

Enough to keep me entertained
here at Offendene.

I didn't want anything more.

I'm trying to be a better daughter,
a better sister.

You were right.

It really helps to put them on
others above you.

An absolutely new thing for me.

And my life has changed.

It has completely changed.

I found my real family.

I'm Jewish.

How does that change things between the two of us?

I came to tell you I'm getting married
with Miss Lapidot.

I hope you are happy.

Much happier than I was.

Thank you.

I always believed
that I am the best player.

Now it looks like I'm lost
on all fronts.

What are you going to do now?

I want to go to the Orient and find out

more about my people,
to see how I can help them.

So I'm abandoned.

I said this was going to happen to me.

Know? All my life I thought the world

it revolves around hopes
and my wishes.

Now I know the world is moving on
without me

that my hopes and desires
it means nothing.

- Do not say that.
- Fear not.

I want to live.

I'm young, after all it's not that bad.

I'll be better
because I knew you.

Now, go.

Dear Daniel, don't think about me
with sadness wherever you go.

You have to live
your life, and I mine.

I will always remember your words.

One by one.

I will remember what you thought
you about me,

that I'm worth something.

You knew me better and took care of me�
of me more than anyone.

I only thought of myself.
And I made you suffer.

You don't have to suffer because of me.

I'm doing better,
I will always be better

because I met you.

Gwendolen Grandcourt.