Original subtitles

Previously on "love after lockup"...

-Why have we not had sex? -I didn't feel like I --

scott, take your clothes off.

-Get in the tub? -Yes.

"get out, get the car.

Then I get him to open me a bank account

while I plan my next operation."

that is a quote out of a book.

While I was in prison,

there was like five or six other guys I was talking to.

[laughs] gonna send me some money or what?

♪♪

the mailbox is full and cannot accept --

when is the last time you talked to her?

-Maybe about two months. -You've been ghosted.

What's "ghosted"?

I have never successfully completed a parole.

Okay.

John: Last time kristianna was at this halfway house,

she did escape. That's not good.

If she does run, she could do another eight years.

Jessica: Maurice and I got married while he was in prison.

This is not exactly what we envisioned

when you were born. Right.

I'm not gonna let anybody hurt my daughter.

So how you know if you're pregnant or not?

Jessica: It'll be two lines.

We pregnant! It is?!

We pregnant! Yeah! [laughing] oh, my...

You can't tell anybody yet.

Heather: A few weeks after I met dylan, he went to jail.

Three months later, he asked me to marry him.

Babe! My aunt diane was nice enough

to say that we could stay with her.

I'd like to spend some time with my husband...

-I got you, baby. -...Ever, in life.

Dylan: So, we're gonna leave.

Listen, you don't got to worry about the parole agent.

Hi, aunt diane.

[bleep] I'm trippin'!

I might go back to prison my first day out!

Can you give me a break? Yeah, me [bleep] too!

Make sure you [bleep] bring her back, okay?

I'm gonna [bleep] go to court

just so I don't ever have to hear about

this whole money for bail [bleep] again.

I have $50,000 riding on the line

if destinie doesn't show up.

Alright. Let's go ham.

Whoo!

Destinie hasn't texted me back, hasn't called me or anything.

I just wish she'd let me know that everything's okay.

[cell door clanging]

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we're on the way to the courthouse right now.

Last night, destinie went out with her sister

and stayed the night over there, so I'm a little bit nervous.

I really wish destinie would've just, you know,

stayed the night with me last night,

just so I know that, you know, she's gonna show up.

Find one of these cops that don't like you --

that's the kind of [bleep] I worry about.

I really don't want you to go.

Like, you need to just trust me.

You know that I'm tired of living like that.

Like, that's not... It's not...

I'm not going back to the old me anymore.

I'm just hoping that she just doesn't freak out and run.

She's still looking at a year and a half of her sentence

that's left for the escape charge.

I'm just really hopeful that everything will get dismissed,

like they say. But I'm very nervous for her

because, you know, if something doesn't go right today,

then, you know, it's gonna just devastate her.

She's not a bad person.

I just think that she was dealt a lot of bad cards.

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the perfect scenario today would be that she shows up,

it's going to be dismissed and dropped,

court goes good,

I propose to her later, she says yes,

and we would be happy together.

She's never made it to a court date.

She's always ran. [bleep]

if she doesn't show up or she's late,

then we have to forfeit the $50,000,

and so I just -- there's a lot of emotions right now

going through my mind.

[ringing tone]

[cellphone beeps]

[bleep] she keeps declining my calls.

I know she loves me and I know

she wouldn't, you know, do this to me

and, you know, drag me all the way here

and, you know, just run at the last minute.

But maybe everybody was right

that she isn't gonna show up.

I'm just second-guessing everything,

like maybe this was a -- you know, a dumb idea.

[sighs] [bleep]

♪♪

[cow moos]

terra: Don't drop him!

John: I'm not gonna drop him.

Yeah. [laughs]

♪♪

terra: That's the last load.

I've had enough of that for one day,

or two or five.

Kristianna's mom, tammy,

and her sister terra

are coming to live with me at the house so I can help them

get their lives where they need 'em to be.

Thank you so much, john, for taking us in.

I feel a lot safer here already.

Yeah. I just hope it's not too much on you.

I think you guys will like it here.

I think we can get you on your feet, get you a job.

You know, I wish -- I wish your sister could be here.

But unfortunately, you know,

she's got three months in the halfway house.

Yeah, something like that.

Alright. Let me show you what I kind of have in mind here.

We'll put mom in here.

Should I throw some of my stuff and things right there, or...?

No, I'll -- I'll show you where --

where I'm going to put you.

It feels good to be here, you know.

I was living in the upstairs to terra.

The place was really a meth house

down in the basement --

random people going downstairs.

And then terra, of course, sat right downstairs with them all.

Things were starting to look really ugly.

That's how I envision it.

Okay, well, sounds good to me.

[cellphone rings] you happy with that, mom?

Yeah.

This is john.

♪♪

uh, what happened, exactly?

What?

Tammy: If she didn't go back to the house, john,

she relapsed.

She's out there using somewhere.

I just -- I just can't picture her doing that.

When it comes to drugs, it's all gone,

it's all out the window. Yep.

When the demons got her,

the demons got her, you know.

♪♪

it's an ugly thing. It really is.

♪♪

this isn't the first time me and mom

have had to deal with this.

This will be the first time john has had to deal with,

you know, her relapsing and running away.

When kristi relapses, she goes m.I.A.

I hope she makes the right choice

and makes the call for help.

What I need to do

is I need to go to dubuque and find her.

I don't think that's a good idea.

I think it's a great idea.

I need you to go with me.

Not a good idea, john.

You know the places she hangs out. Yeah, I know they're no good.

Just -- just show me where they are, and --

no. We also know her addiction, too.

If I have to go into these drug houses and look for her,

I might just sit down next to her.

And you'd be sitting outside. Yeah, what happens

if neither one of them come back

out of the house you send terra into?

I can't do it.

I knew deep down that her leaving the halfway house

was a real possibility.

But now that it looks like kristi has relapsed

and she's on the run,

I am very scared for my wife.

She could get picked up by the cops.

She could, heaven forbid, overdose.

What if we just drove around and -- and hope we spot her?

If we spot her, if we drove around and -- and spotted her,

she'd probably run.

Tammy: Yeah. I've went through this many times,

and every time, she just runs.

And what if you do get her back here

and she decides to run

all the way back to dubuque?

Oh, let's just hope that doesn't happen.

Well...

I that if she is high right now

about y of us ght now.

She's only caring about herself and the drug.

You know, I've been going through this for years

with kristianna.

And so I know the ropes, you know.

I don't give a [bleep] where she is or what she's doing.

She's out there somewhere, and I got to go --

I got to go find her.

You can't just go knocking at doors in dubuque.

There's drug houses, there's guns, there's knives,

there's people that don't care less.

People could, uh, open up their door

with a gun in your face

and not give a [bleep] less if they blow your head off.

A lot of bad people in dubuque, and a lot of bad people

that she hangs out with when she's using.

I'm telling ya.

♪♪

you don't have enough money for me to use you for money, scott.

It's almost like he just waited for me to get here

and get trapped in his house

to start pulling this bull[bleep].

I'm trippin', I might go back to prison my first day out.

Don't arrest me.

Five years of waiting for dylan to come home

cannot possibly end like this.

[cell door clanging]

♪♪

your parole officer is here, dylan.

♪♪

see? And this is what the [bleep] I'm talking about.

And if -- heather, chill.

I'm trippin', I might go back to prison my first day out.

Can you give me a break? Yeah, me [bleep] too!

Heather, slow the [bleep] down.

Slow down.

[horns blaring]

♪♪

dylan: When you leave prison,

your first order of business is get to your parole site

and check in with your parole officer.

And now I'm panicking.

Give me one moment.

I don't want to go back to prison.

Not on my first day.

Excuse me.

Hi.

[keys clatter]

don't arrest me.

I don't even know your name.

Okay.

Sorry. I'm nervous.

I just got out.

Got it.

I did.

Yeah.

I got her phone on me.

Uh, it's on.

The absolute last thing that I want,

and my worst nightmare, is for dylan to end up

back in prison for a stupid argument at aunt diane's.

Yeah.

Turn it off.

It's been a while. Hold on.

Five years of waiting for dylan to come home

cannot possibly end like this.

I can't do this again. I don't want him to go back.

[sniffles]

♪♪

we're good?

Alright.

Luckily, my p.O. Let me off the hook,

with just a slap on the wrist.

Baby!

Yeah.

Heather and I have been together for five years,

but this is nothing like the way I'd imagined it was gonna be.

I'm so sorry about the commotion with the parole officer.

I'm glad that you were home, 'cause otherwise

I could've been in big trouble.

Thank you so much, aunt diane.

But I promise there's not gonna be any problems.

I'm gonna take care of all my parole responsibilities.

Yeah. [heather laughs] unh-unh!

Got that right. No problems here.

Hey, I got the bag, babe. No, I got it.

Come on, sweetie. Okay.

Oh!

At this point, I'm completely exhausted

and terrified to even leave aunt diane's house.

But my [bleep] is going to explode.

We're just gonna stay here for the night.

It's back to orgasms

with aunt diane cooking in the kitchen.

[bleep]

[sighs]

god. Come on.

-Mmm. -Mmm. [laughs]

[breathing heavily]

it's gonna be one happy household.

♪♪

amen.

♪♪

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yeah, is there any way to change addresses

once I've already started the halfway house program?

Um, I'm trying to move. [cracking knuckles]

yeah, it's my mom's address.

Right now, I feel pretty pissed off because I feel like

he invaded my privacy by reading my journals.

Since it's the morning after we had sex,

I feel like he just waited for me to get here

and get trapped in his house

to start pulling this bull[bleep].

Scott: You have to explain this.

That is a quote out of a book.

'cause obviously I sit around and write my master plan out

in a [bleep] damn notebook while I'm sitting in prison.

That's a good plan, though.

In my notebook, I write down quotes out of books

that I think are just interesting.

And that particular quote was from a book about a woman

who had been to prison

for stealing money from rich men that she was dating.

But if scott makes comparisons to himself and the character

in this book, that's his problem, not mine.

Okay, thank you.

If lindsey wants me to believe that that excerpt which I read

was actually transferred from a book,

all you've got to do is find the [bleep] book

and show it to me.

Listen, can I come to the house

and do the rest of my at-home confinement?

Lindsey: In prison, the officers can come in,

they go through your locker, they throw your [bleep] around,

they read whatever they want, and you have no control over it.

You just have to let it happen.

But I'm supposed to be at home now,

and I'm not supposed to be dealing with that anymore.

I have places to go,

and I will go.

[ringing tone]

ugh!

The halfway house is saying it's gonna take days

for me to get this transfer made.

♪♪

so, lucky for scott,

I'm trapped here.

I don't need your money, scott.

And I'm not trying to be, like, offensive or anything,

but you don't have enough money for me

to use you for money, scott.

I feel like you pulled this [bleep]

because I got the bracelet on.

Hell no! I didn't know you were...

No. Geez.

You just accused me of robbing you

and then turned around and said, "I think it's unfair"?

[stammers] maybe, I mean...

I'm trapped here. I cannot leave legally.

Right now, I'm extremely frustrated and really concerned

for what's going on with lindsey.

I've spent two years getting to know lindsey

and building trust with her.

For me to read something like that,

it really, um, damaged my trust level.

This is not the same person that I had talked to

while I was in prison.

He promised my kid she would have her own room

and her own space.

Where is she supposed to sleep?

And he said it would be fine to spend money,

but then when I try to actually spend it,

he gets weird.

I am wondering if I have not been misled.

This is why you're 51 and single.

♪♪

[ringing tone]

-hello? -Hey, what's going on?

This is where she's supposed to be.

I have to find my wife

before the police pick her up.

Where the [bleep] are you at?

[cell door clanging]

♪♪

it might be her.

♪♪

who is it?

Hello?

♪♪

it's been like three months since I heard from chanda.

She hasn't picked up her phone,

so I don't know if she's ignoring me intentionally.

I don't know if she's locked back up,

she violated her parole, probation.

I don't know if she's strung out on drugs.

Nothing in this world is impossible.

My daughter tyreshia told me I've been ghosted.

You know, people could look you right in the eye and lie to you.

I'm actually starting to believe that.

Man: Take one. Marker. [sticks clap]

okay. Stand by for a sec.

[sighs heavily]

hi.

Alright.

Yeah.

I didn't know if I really wanted to do this or not.

Um...

But I came to a conclusion

that I just need to get it done and over with.

♪♪

when I was incarcerated and I was talking to tyrice,

I really enjoyed talking to him, having companionship with him.

But after I got out of prison

and tyrice came in that blue suit,

it just wasn't something that I was expecting.

Hey. He was kind of a buzzkill.

Kissing tyrice, I didn't feel anything.

[laughing] there was no spark.

There was nothing.

When he dropped me off at the bus station,

it just felt like it was the goodbye.

I feel bad about ghosting tyrice,

but I had phone calls, text messages,

voicemails, and I just couldn't take any more,

so I changed my number.

In recovery, sometimes it's necessary

just to cut people off.

I really am trying to work on my sobriety,

and now things have been kind of...

Going good for me, really.

I finally got out of the halfway house.

I've been maintaining a job, got a vehicle.

I've been taking steps in my life

that have been necessary for me

to maintain a healthy-living lifestyle.

Yeah, I'd be willing to call tyrice.

I think we both need the closure.

Yeah, sure.

♪♪

[ringing tone]

♪♪

kinda nervous.

I don't want him thinking that I'm a bad person.

Tyrice: Hello?

Hey, what's going on?

Man, I ain't heard from you since you got out.

I just wanted to apologize to you.

I'm sorry for ghosting you like that.

I think you deserve better.

You know what, chanda?

I was just worried about you, you know?

I was concerned about you 'cause I ain't heard from you

since you got on the bus.

[sighs] I know.

And I feel really bad about that.

But I needed space.

I need to focus on my own life

before I can focus on a relationship.

I get that, but, you know,

I wish you would've been real with me,

upfront with me, basically.

You know, I really want it to work,

but I guess it wasn't ever real.

I'm sorry for what I did.

Alright. I hope that we'll still be friends.

[bleep] no, I don't to be your mother[bleep] friend.

I don't want to be [bleep] so, you take care of yourself.

I'm out. Okay. I will.

Goodbye.

[cellphone beeps]

he didn't deserve to be treated like that.

Feel like [bleep] for doing that.

I've moved on.

♪♪

I'm always nervous going to your pop's house.

You know? Why?

Because it's like, the father's super overprotective

of their daughters.

He's like a big teddy bear.

♪♪

I'm happy to spend time with your pops, though, you know.

Get that personal son-and-dad moment, you know?

Mm-hmm.

And I always wanted a dad.

I'm talking 'bout a real pops,

someone that shows me things,

someone I can look up to, you know. Yep.

And he'll teach you anything you want to know.

I know he will. So all you got to do is ask.

♪♪

let's go in here. Let's rock.

No, wait.

Shh!

♪♪

[doorbell rings]

-well, hello, guys! -Hey!

Jill: You made it. You made it. [laughs]

-good to see you again. -Hi, dad.

-How you doing? -Hey, pops, what's going on?

-How you doing? -How you doing?

Right now, the jury's still out on maurice.

I mean, it hasn't been that long,

and my daughter's the most important thing.

So he's got a lot of work to do.

So, have you talked to many people about, you know,

what you can do right now temporarily

for jobs here in vegas?

Like, dave's gonna show you some stuff today on welding.

So, I mean, you might be able to use that somewhere, you know?

I appreciate you taking your time out today

and showing me how to weld.

This is something that was on my list,

that if plan a, b, and c didn't work out,

this is something I was willing

to go to school for and try to learn.

This is not something that you learn in a few minutes.

It's not, huh? No, no.

It takes a lot of practice.

Honestly, it feel good because I finally got

the man-to-man, one-on-one, alone.

But I'm feeling nervous because that's the man of the house.

So that's the alpha.

That's the omega right there, man.

So, you guys do a little welding,

and us girls have to go shopping.

Don't you want to go with us? No.

Okay, no? [laughter]

I want to show him and prove to him that,

hey, man, I can do the right thing.

I'mma take care of my wife. -Bye, guys. Have a good time!

-Okay. -You ready to burn some rod?

Yeah, I'm ready to get blind.

[chuckles]

this is the machine.

You turn it on there.

[whirring]

we're gonna weld these two plates together. Okay.

Just remember, make sure your hood is down.

This can blind you. It's very dangerous.

♪♪

♪♪

now that these ends are tacked...

Oh, now it's together.

It's together, it'll stay together,

and you can weld all the way across.

Oh, okay.

Here goes nothing.

Me and my dad, we ain't got no relationship at all.

It's just hi-and-bye [bleep]

been a long time since I seen my pops.

Probably, like, when I was a teenager.

Damn! It's alright.

It just, it takes practice.

You know, I hope that jessica's dad can be

the father I ain't never had, you know.

I hope he can be the role model that I always wanted.

There you go.

Because that's the same way I am.

I want to be there for my kids, super supportive always.

♪♪

keep it down in there close.

Not so fast. Slow down.

Yeah, that's not bad.

That's not bad? No, it's not bad.

It's my first time I ever welded something.

Yeah.

Like I said, all it is, is practice.

But you just got to hang in there and keep going.

I'm gonna accept the challenge

because I have to provide for my -- for my family.

Provide for your family?

I did say I'mma keep it a secret

that my wife is pregnant with our child.

Are you sure you're ready for this?

To be a husband and maybe a father?

Um...

Man, I'm -- I'm kind of nervous right now, man.

I'm kind of scared, man.

But I'm also trying to gain his trust and that respect.

So I ain't gonna lie, I'm not gonna hide [bleep]

I'm not -- none of that.

We got some good news. Um...

We are bringing a child in this world.

We -- we're pregnant.

♪♪

♪♪

I don't quite know what to say to that.

♪♪

what the hell is going on?

It's almost 8:30. She ain't [bleep] here yet.

If destinie shows up,

that's gonna prove to me that she's changed.

If she doesn't, it'd all be for nothing.

[cell door clanging]

♪♪

work out like three times a week.

Like to stay in shape.

I know I still got it.

I'mma still have it if I'm 50, I'mma have it if I'm 90.

I'm still gonna have it.

I don't have a problem getting a woman.

No woman.

I'm feeling good. [spray hissing]

I could run into a woman at a social gathering

or maybe at the laundromat,

um, car wash, grocery store, or whatever.

Look at that [bleep] that [bleep] look good.

The next woman who I date,

I'mma be sporting my powder blue suit

with my blue alligators.

I think I look flyer than fly.

She gonna say, "damn, he look amazing."

personally, I don't give a [bleep]

♪♪

[dog barking]

we got some good news. We're pregnant.

I can't say that I'm all that happy about it.

♪♪

I mean, I'd like to have a grandkid,

but you got to work that much harder now.

That's a big responsibility.

So, I didn't get the reaction I was looking for.

I didn't get the reaction I-I wanted, but then again,

it's like, [bleep]

I don't know what to tell you, dawg.

Like, [bleep] it was bound to happen.

It's a lot of weight on your shoulders.

We'll be there to help any way we can,

but I'm not raising any more kids.

It's yours.

I'm gonna step up as a man

to take care of my responsibilities.

I know --

I care about my wife

and what we about to bring into this world.

Just want to provide for them the best way I can.

I never want to see the inside of a jailhouse anymore.

I just want to do everything in a legit way

and put my family first.

But...

We promised at least not to tell her mom and her dad.

So I broke the code already.

Mnh, mnh, mnh.

That was quite a surprise, being told

I was gonna be a grandfather.

If maurice steps up and he gets a job,

and shows that he can take care of a family,

I don't have any issues with it, but it's a matter of doing it.

He's got to do it.

She my whole world.

I love her and I'm gonna take care of her.

So I want to know

if it's possible I can have your blessing,

pops, to take your baby girl's hand

and give her the best world that she can have.

I want to know if I can have your blessing to give her that.

Me and jessica got married while I was in prison.

And ain't no wedding in prison. It's just,

"do you want to get married to him?" "yes."

"you want to get married to her? Okay.

You'll both sign these papers. Y'all married."

there ain't no priest, ain't no dresses, best man.

None of that.

So we want to get remarried and do it the right way.

I'd really like to see you

give her a nice proposal and a nice ring.

Right. She deserves those things.

But as of right now, I'm broke. I'm broke.

♪♪

well, I'll tell you what.

First, you get the ring, then you get a job.

I'm gonna advance you

some money for the ring,

and you pay me back.

This is a loan for a ring.

Man, man, man.

Like, this -- this is more money than...

Pssht!

...M-my dad,

uncles, aunties

ever gave to me.

I never had nobody just give me a thousand dollars.

Never.

Now, that goes for a ring.

I know. No drinking and gambling.

Nothing. This is for a ring.

Jewelry store. Thank you, pops.

I really appreciate this and I won't let you down.

Better not. [laughs]

I can take this to the casino real quick and go flip this.

I could turn this $1,000 into $3,000

to go buy her something phat.

You get what I'm saying?

I won't let you down. I won't let you down, pops.

It's conditional, but for now, you have my blessing.

Thank you, pops.

As far as the ring money, this -- this is a test.

I want to see how he handles this,

if he does the right thing.

Pops, I'mma get this back to you.

I'mma get this back to you.

Before I die, you gonna have $1,000 back.

Let's hope it's sooner than that.

It will. It will be. It will be. Before I die.

[both laugh]

♪♪

scott: I just don't think that you appreciate anything.

Lindsey: Unappreciative of you buying yourself a house?

Or you letting me live in your house?

♪♪

this was gonna be your house. I mean, you know.

It was never my house.

Lindsey got really upset

that I went through her things.

You know, she gave me some story from out of left field.

However, I do not believe lindsey is telling me,

you know, the real story behind that letter.

And there's a possibility that lindsey is actually using me

for money and financial gain. You don't see a problem

with the fact that my kid can't come here.

Are you telling me that you -- the only reason why you're --

you are not comfortable here is because there's some things

that aren't finished in the house? Honest to god,

are you telling me that's the only reason?

My kid is not at my house with me.

I'm out of prison and I don't have anywhere to put her.

I've always had my child.

She's never stayed away from me before.

And I'm here and she is not.

What do you mean?

♪♪

you're saying if everything was done,

you'd tell your mother, "I want mylie here with me"

this weekend?

Of course I would have!

I think that I've done everything

that I could do for you when you were in prison.

Everything. Did I fall -- did I fall short on anything?

-No, and I-I... -Except for...

Yes, the end here with the house.

I get it.

I am.

And I shouldn't even have to say that.

Have I been disrespectful to you at all?

Lindsey: Only I don't like having my stuff gone through.

That's kind of disrespectful.

I feel like you should just ask me.

You're right. That was. That was.

But, you know...

♪♪

I'm gonna stay because I really do want to work this out.

I do love scott, but there's so much I feel like he needs

to work on -- on himself and for our relationship.

You have the opportunity to change moving forward.

Scott always says things like, you know,

"you can tell me anything. You can talk to me."

but he's literally freaked out from a quote from a book.

I don't feel like I can talk to scott

about everything going on with me,

because he's going to throw a fit about it.

Oh, I can't tell you that now, they wouldn't be skeletons

in the closet anymore, would they?

♪♪

I don't like having secrets,

but at the same time, if it's so difficult,

then I'll just keep my mouth shut.

♪♪

bonnie and clyde, baby, without the bullets.

I have to find my wife

before the police arrest her and take her to jail.

Come on, baby, where the [bleep] are you at?

If we just run away, we can stay together.

[bleep]

[cell door clanging]

♪♪

[ringing tone]

[cellphone beeps]

[bleep] she keeps declining my calls.

♪♪

♪♪

what the hell's going on?

I'm getting a little bit nervous right now.

If destinie doesn't show up today,

there's so much on the line.

I would, you know, lose the love of my life,

lose the $50,000. It'd just...

It'd be so devastating.

It's almost 8:30. She ain't [bleep] here yet.

She needs to hurry up.

I'm really just freaking out 'cause I'm thinking she ran.

I don't know what's going on.

If destinie shows up, then that's gonna prove to me

that she's changed and that she's ready

to, you know, move forward

and to, you know, make this relationship work.

But if she doesn't, it's almost $100,000

I have tied up in her, and it'll all be for nothing.

[bleep]

oh, my god. Finally!

♪♪

about time!

Man, I was getting worried, you guys.

Oh, whatever. You know I was gonna make her get here.

What? I was [bleep] stressing!

Well, don't. I told you I was gonna be here.

[bleep] ahh!

So glad you made it. Quit stressing out, okay?

Quit stressing out. How was your night?

-You're stressing us out. -It was fun.

Me and britnie [bleep] [laughter]

destinie: I'm going to court for an escape charge

for cutting my ankle monitor off.

I'm here today because I want to change my life,

and I feel like in order to do that,

I have to do things different.

I'm just hoping that when I walk through that door,

I see the judge, I walk back out,

and all this case and everything is behind me.

-Okay, so, you guys ready? -I'm ready. I've been ready.

Oh, my god. I keep you on your toes, mother[bleep]

I've been texting you

been blowing your phone up.

Well, sorry. I've been busy.

-They'd better hurry up. -Come on, guys.

-We have like three minutes. -Three minutes?

-Three minutes. -Perfect timing.

Calm down.

Three minutes is plenty.

I've never had a good experience

in going into court. Every single time

I go into court, I always get arrested and remanded

and it's just a bad situation.

Oh, my gosh. So frickin' nervous. You need to calm down.

You know, usually I just end up not coming.

And so just coming to the court terrifies the [bleep] out of me.

I love you, too.

My attorney has reassured me

that it's all gonna get dismissed.

But like, I might be going back to prison right now.

Like, I don't want to go back, dude.

Morning.

♪♪

bonnie and clyde, baby, without the bullets.

♪♪

it's 4:12 in the morning.

I just got a call from kristi.

Uh, she's in dubuque.

I don't know what kind of state she's in.

I don't know what her frame of mind is.

The only thing I know is I'm going to get my wife

and that she finally reached out for help.

I hope that the love that we have for each other

is strong enough to withstand whatever happened.

Kristi running away from the halfway house,

it means that if she gets arrested,

she is going to go back to prison.

So I have to find my wife before the police arrest her

and take her to jail. And we don't know when

we're gonna be able to see each other

or if we'll be able to see each other.

I've never been in a situation like this.

Well, this is where she's supposed to be.

Let's hope I can find her.

Come on, baby, where the [bleep] are you at?

♪♪

[ringing tone]

come on.

Where the [bleep] are you?

The voicemail box --

[bleep]

♪♪

♪♪

that her?

Hi, babe.

So happy to see you.

Oh, baby.

So glad you're alright. Yeah.

Kristianna: I relapsed.

I just...

♪♪

I don't even know why, really.

I got triggered.

♪♪

damn triggers.

Let's go.

Being, you know, around people I see,

people who use, people I've done used with...

Um...

And just trying not to feel.

You know, trying not to deal with

emotions and the overwhelm-ness and...

And then it just made it worse.

Sorry for [bleep] up.

I'm just glad you're safe.

Thank you.

Get in here and get warm, babe. Get in.

I'm really glad you came to pick me up, babe.

Me too.

I'd do anything for you.

I know.

You just think to yourself you're gonna do it this time,

you're gonna stay out and do something different.

♪♪

I was very worried that john was gonna be disappointed.

You're my world.

♪♪

I'm not used to reaching out and asking for help.

I'm not used to being loved and not being beat

or around somebody who's on drugs

and don't have their life together.

You know, I haven't had my life together unless I'm in prison.

I'm always gonna be here for you.

You never have to worry about that.

I've tried to succeed many times,

and failed and failed.

Ohh.

Now I'm gonna have to go back in and just face the music.

♪♪

[sniffling]

come here.

It's okay.

I've got you.

I'll always have you.

I am not mad at kristi for relapsing.

I knew it was a real possibility.

And from being in similar situations,

you can't really be mad at that.

Uh, things happen.

But it's a sad moment.

I mean, there's a warrant out for her arrest.

And I'm taking my fugitive wife home to cresco,

and then we have to figure out

exactly what we're gonna do from here.

John: We might as well

bonnie-and-clyde this whole situation

and turn this truck around

and go to a non-extraditable country

and sip mai tais on the beach.

Because I'm not ready for her to go back to prison.

♪♪