All language subtitles for Love After Lockup - 3x15_track1_eng

Previously on
"love after lockup"...

-Why have we not had sex?
-I didn't feel like I --

scott,
take your clothes off.

-Get in the tub?
-Yes.

"get out, get the car.

Then I get him to open me
a bank account

while I plan
my next operation."

that is a quote
out of a book.

While I was in prison,

there was like five or six
other guys I was talking to.

[laughs]
gonna send me some money
or what?

♪♪

the mailbox is full
and cannot accept --

when is the last time
you talked to her?

-Maybe about two months.
-You've been ghosted.

What's "ghosted"?

I have never successfully
completed a parole.

Okay.

John: Last time kristianna was
at this halfway house,

she did escape.
That's not good.

If she does run, she could do
another eight years.

Jessica: Maurice and I got
married while he was in prison.

This is not exactly
what we envisioned

when you were born.
Right.

I'm not gonna let anybody
hurt my daughter.

So how you know if you're
pregnant or not?

Jessica:
It'll be two lines.

We pregnant!
It is?!

We pregnant! Yeah!
[laughing] oh, my...

You can't tell
anybody yet.

Heather: A few weeks after I met
dylan, he went to jail.

Three months later,
he asked me to marry him.

Babe!
My aunt diane was nice enough

to say that we could
stay with her.

I'd like to spend some time
with my husband...

-I got you, baby.
-...Ever, in life.

Dylan: So,
we're gonna leave.

Listen, you don't got to worry
about the parole agent.

Hi, aunt diane.

[bleep]
I'm trippin'!

I might go back to prison
my first day out!

Can you give me a break?
Yeah, me [bleep] too!

Make sure you [bleep]
bring her back, okay?

I'm gonna [bleep]
go to court

just so I don't ever
have to hear about

this whole money for bail
[bleep] again.

I have $50,000
riding on the line

if destinie doesn't show up.

Alright. Let's go ham.

Whoo!

Destinie hasn't texted me back,
hasn't called me or anything.

I just wish she'd let me know
that everything's okay.

[cell door clanging]

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪

we're on the way
to the courthouse right now.

Last night, destinie went out
with her sister

and stayed the night over there,
so I'm a little bit nervous.

I really wish destinie
would've just, you know,

stayed the night with me
last night,

just so I know that, you know,
she's gonna show up.

Find one of these cops
that don't like you --

that's the kind of [bleep]
I worry about.

I really don't
want you to go.

Like, you need to just
trust me.

You know that I'm tired
of living like that.

Like, that's not...
It's not...

I'm not going back
to the old me anymore.

I'm just hoping that she just
doesn't freak out and run.

She's still looking at a year
and a half of her sentence

that's left
for the escape charge.

I'm just really hopeful that
everything will get dismissed,

like they say.
But I'm very nervous for her

because, you know, if something
doesn't go right today,

then, you know, it's gonna
just devastate her.

She's not a bad person.

I just think that she was dealt
a lot of bad cards.

♪♪

♪♪

the perfect scenario today
would be that she shows up,

it's going to be dismissed
and dropped,

court goes good,

I propose to her later,
she says yes,

and we would be happy together.

She's never made it
to a court date.

She's always ran.
[bleep]

if she doesn't show up
or she's late,

then we have to forfeit
the $50,000,

and so I just -- there's
a lot of emotions right now

going through my mind.

[ringing tone]

[cellphone beeps]

[bleep] she keeps
declining my calls.

I know she loves me
and I know

she wouldn't, you know,
do this to me

and, you know, drag me
all the way here

and, you know, just run
at the last minute.

But maybe everybody was right

that she isn't gonna show up.

I'm just second-guessing
everything,

like maybe this was a --
you know, a dumb idea.

[sighs] [bleep]

♪♪

[cow moos]

terra:
Don't drop him!

John: I'm not gonna
drop him.

Yeah.
[laughs]

♪♪

terra:
That's the last load.

I've had enough of that
for one day,

or two or five.

Kristianna's mom, tammy,

and her sister terra

are coming to live with me at
the house so I can help them

get their lives
where they need 'em to be.

Thank you so much, john,
for taking us in.

I feel a lot safer
here already.

Yeah.
I just hope
it's not too much on you.

I think you guys will
like it here.

I think we can get you
on your feet, get you a job.

You know, I wish -- I wish
your sister could be here.

But unfortunately,
you know,

she's got three months
in the halfway house.

Yeah,
something like that.

Alright. Let me show you what
I kind of have in mind here.

We'll put mom
in here.

Should I throw some of my stuff
and things right there, or...?

No, I'll --
I'll show you where --

where I'm going
to put you.

It feels good to be here,
you know.

I was living
in the upstairs to terra.

The place was really
a meth house

down in the basement --

random people
going downstairs.

And then terra, of course, sat
right downstairs with them all.

Things were starting
to look really ugly.

That's how I envision it.

Okay, well,
sounds good to me.

[cellphone rings]
you happy
with that, mom?

Yeah.

This is john.

♪♪

uh, what happened,
exactly?

What?

Tammy: If she didn't go
back to the house, john,

she relapsed.

She's out there using
somewhere.

I just -- I just can't
picture her doing that.

When it comes to drugs,
it's all gone,

it's all out the window.
Yep.

When the demons got her,

the demons got her,
you know.

♪♪

it's an ugly thing.
It really is.

♪♪

this isn't the first time
me and mom

have had to
deal with this.

This will be the first time
john has had to deal with,

you know, her relapsing
and running away.

When kristi relapses,
she goes m.I.A.

I hope she makes
the right choice

and makes the call for help.

What I need to do

is I need to go to dubuque
and find her.

I don't think
that's a good idea.

I think
it's a great idea.

I need you
to go with me.

Not a good idea,
john.

You know the places
she hangs out.
Yeah, I know
they're no good.

Just -- just show me
where they are, and --

no.
We also know
her addiction, too.

If I have to go into these drug
houses and look for her,

I might just sit down
next to her.

And you'd be
sitting outside.
Yeah, what happens

if neither one of them
come back

out of the house
you send terra into?

I can't do it.

I knew deep down that her
leaving the halfway house

was a real possibility.

But now that it looks
like kristi has relapsed

and she's on the run,

I am very scared
for my wife.

She could get picked up
by the cops.

She could, heaven forbid,
overdose.

What if we just drove around
and -- and hope we spot her?

If we spot her, if we drove
around and -- and spotted her,

she'd probably run.

Tammy: Yeah.
I've went through
this many times,

and every time,
she just runs.

And what if you do
get her back here

and she decides to run

all the way back
to dubuque?

Oh, let's just hope
that doesn't happen.

Well...

I that if she is high
right now

about
y of us ght now.

She's only caring about herself
and the drug.

You know, I've been going
through this for years

with kristianna.

And so I know
the ropes, you know.

I don't give a [bleep] where
she is or what she's doing.

She's out there somewhere,
and I got to go --

I got to go find her.

You can't just go
knocking at doors in dubuque.

There's drug houses,
there's guns, there's knives,

there's people
that don't care less.

People could, uh,
open up their door

with a gun in your face

and not give a [bleep] less
if they blow your head off.

A lot of bad people in dubuque,
and a lot of bad people

that she hangs out with
when she's using.

I'm telling ya.

♪♪

you don't have enough
money for me to use
you for money, scott.

It's almost like he just
waited for me to get here

and get trapped in his house

to start pulling
this bull[bleep].

I'm trippin', I might go back
to prison my first day out.

Don't arrest me.

Five years of waiting
for dylan to come home

cannot possibly end
like this.

[cell door clanging]

♪♪

your parole officer
is here, dylan.

♪♪

see? And this is what the
[bleep] I'm talking about.

And if --
heather, chill.

I'm trippin', I might go back
to prison my first day out.

Can you give me a break?
Yeah, me [bleep] too!

Heather,
slow the [bleep] down.

Slow down.

[horns blaring]

♪♪

dylan:
When you leave prison,

your first order of business
is get to your parole site

and check in
with your parole officer.

And now I'm panicking.

Give me one moment.

I don't want to go
back to prison.

Not on my first day.

Excuse me.

Hi.

[keys clatter]

don't arrest me.

I don't even know
your name.

Okay.

Sorry. I'm nervous.

I just got out.

Got it.

I did.

Yeah.

I got her phone on me.

Uh, it's on.

The absolute
last thing that I want,

and my worst nightmare,
is for dylan to end up

back in prison for a stupid
argument at aunt diane's.

Yeah.

Turn it off.

It's been a while.
Hold on.

Five years of waiting
for dylan to come home

cannot possibly end
like this.

I can't do this again.
I don't want him to go back.

[sniffles]

♪♪

we're good?

Alright.

Luckily, my p.O.
Let me off the hook,

with just a slap on the wrist.

Baby!

Yeah.

Heather and I have been
together for five years,

but this is nothing like the way
I'd imagined it was gonna be.

I'm so sorry about the commotion
with the parole officer.

I'm glad that you were home,
'cause otherwise

I could've been
in big trouble.

Thank you so much,
aunt diane.

But I promise there's not
gonna be any problems.

I'm gonna take care of all
my parole responsibilities.

Yeah.
[heather laughs]
unh-unh!

Got that right.
No problems here.

Hey, I got the bag, babe.
No, I got it.

Come on, sweetie.
Okay.

Oh!

At this point,
I'm completely exhausted

and terrified to even leave
aunt diane's house.

But my [bleep]
is going to explode.

We're just gonna stay here
for the night.

It's back to orgasms

with aunt diane
cooking in the kitchen.

[bleep]

[sighs]

god.
Come on.

-Mmm.
-Mmm. [laughs]

[breathing heavily]

it's gonna be
one happy household.

♪♪

amen.

♪♪

♪♪

yeah, is there any way
to change addresses

once I've already started
the halfway house program?

Um, I'm trying to move.
[cracking knuckles]

yeah, it's my mom's address.

Right now, I feel pretty
pissed off because I feel like

he invaded my privacy
by reading my journals.

Since it's the morning
after we had sex,

I feel like he just waited
for me to get here

and get trapped in his house

to start pulling
this bull[bleep].

Scott: You have to
explain this.

That is a quote
out of a book.

'cause obviously I sit around
and write my master plan out

in a [bleep] damn notebook
while I'm sitting in prison.

That's a good plan,
though.

In my notebook, I write down
quotes out of books

that I think
are just interesting.

And that particular quote
was from a book about a woman

who had been to prison

for stealing money from rich men
that she was dating.

But if scott makes comparisons
to himself and the character

in this book,
that's his problem, not mine.

Okay, thank you.

If lindsey wants me to believe
that that excerpt which I read

was actually transferred
from a book,

all you've got to do is find
the [bleep] book

and show it to me.

Listen, can I come
to the house

and do the rest of my
at-home confinement?

Lindsey: In prison,
the officers can come in,

they go through your locker,
they throw your [bleep] around,

they read whatever they want,
and you have no control over it.

You just have to let it happen.

But I'm supposed to be
at home now,

and I'm not supposed to be
dealing with that anymore.

I have places to go,

and I will go.

[ringing tone]

ugh!

The halfway house is saying
it's gonna take days

for me to get
this transfer made.

♪♪

so, lucky for scott,

I'm trapped here.

I don't need
your money, scott.

And I'm not trying to be,
like, offensive or anything,

but you don't have enough
money for me

to use
you for money, scott.

I feel like
you pulled this [bleep]

because I got
the bracelet on.

Hell no!
I didn't know you were...

No. Geez.

You just accused me
of robbing you

and then turned around and said,
"I think it's unfair"?

[stammers]
maybe, I mean...

I'm trapped here.
I cannot leave legally.

Right now, I'm extremely
frustrated and really concerned

for what's going on
with lindsey.

I've spent two years
getting to know lindsey

and building trust with her.

For me to read
something like that,

it really, um, damaged
my trust level.

This is not the same person
that I had talked to

while I was in prison.

He promised my kid
she would have her own room

and her own space.

Where is she supposed to sleep?

And he said it would be fine
to spend money,

but then when I try
to actually spend it,

he gets weird.

I am wondering
if I have not been misled.

This is why
you're 51 and single.

♪♪

[ringing tone]

-hello?
-Hey, what's going on?

This is where
she's supposed to be.

I have to find my wife

before the police pick her up.

Where the [bleep] are you at?

[cell door clanging]

♪♪

it might be her.

♪♪

who is it?

Hello?

♪♪

it's been like three months
since I heard from chanda.

She hasn't picked up her phone,

so I don't know if she's
ignoring me intentionally.

I don't know
if she's locked back up,

she violated her parole,
probation.

I don't know if she's
strung out on drugs.

Nothing in this world
is impossible.

My daughter tyreshia told me
I've been ghosted.

You know, people could look you
right in the eye and lie to you.

I'm actually starting
to believe that.

Man: Take one. Marker.
[sticks clap]

okay. Stand by for a sec.

[sighs heavily]

hi.

Alright.

Yeah.

I didn't know if I really
wanted to do this or not.

Um...

But I came to a conclusion

that I just need
to get it done and over with.

♪♪

when I was incarcerated
and I was talking to tyrice,

I really enjoyed talking to him,
having companionship with him.

But after I got out of prison

and tyrice came
in that blue suit,

it just wasn't something
that I was expecting.

Hey.
He was kind of a buzzkill.

Kissing tyrice,
I didn't feel anything.

[laughing]
there was no spark.

There was nothing.

When he dropped me off
at the bus station,

it just felt like
it was the goodbye.

I feel bad about
ghosting tyrice,

but I had phone calls,
text messages,

voicemails, and I just
couldn't take any more,

so I changed my number.

In recovery,
sometimes it's necessary

just to cut people off.

I really am trying to work
on my sobriety,

and now things
have been kind of...

Going good for me, really.

I finally got out
of the halfway house.

I've been maintaining a job,
got a vehicle.

I've been taking steps
in my life

that have been necessary for me

to maintain
a healthy-living lifestyle.

Yeah, I'd be willing
to call tyrice.

I think we both need
the closure.

Yeah, sure.

♪♪

[ringing tone]

♪♪

kinda nervous.

I don't want him thinking
that I'm a bad person.

Tyrice: Hello?

Hey, what's going on?

Man, I ain't heard from you
since you got out.

I just wanted
to apologize to you.

I'm sorry for ghosting you
like that.

I think you deserve better.

You know what, chanda?

I was just worried about you,
you know?

I was concerned about you
'cause I ain't heard from you

since you got on the bus.

[sighs] I know.

And I feel
really bad about that.

But I needed space.

I need to focus on my own life

before I can focus
on a relationship.

I get that,
but, you know,

I wish you would've been
real with me,

upfront with me,
basically.

You know,
I really want it to work,

but I guess
it wasn't ever real.

I'm sorry for what I did.

Alright.
I hope that
we'll still be friends.

[bleep] no, I don't to be
your mother[bleep] friend.

I don't want to be [bleep]
so, you take care of yourself.

I'm out.
Okay. I will.

Goodbye.

[cellphone beeps]

he didn't deserve
to be treated like that.

Feel like [bleep]
for doing that.

I've moved on.

♪♪

I'm always nervous
going to your pop's house.

You know?
Why?

Because it's like, the father's
super overprotective

of their daughters.

He's like
a big teddy bear.

♪♪

I'm happy to spend time with
your pops, though, you know.

Get that personal
son-and-dad moment, you know?

Mm-hmm.

And I always wanted a dad.

I'm talking 'bout
a real pops,

someone
that shows me things,

someone I can look up to,
you know.
Yep.

And he'll teach you
anything you want to know.

I know he will.
So all you got to do
is ask.

♪♪

let's go in here.
Let's rock.

No, wait.

Shh!

♪♪

[doorbell rings]

-well, hello, guys!
-Hey!

Jill: You made it.
You made it. [laughs]

-good to see you again.
-Hi, dad.

-How you doing?
-Hey, pops, what's going on?

-How you doing?
-How you doing?

Right now, the jury's still out
on maurice.

I mean,
it hasn't been that long,

and my daughter's
the most important thing.

So he's got a lot of work to do.

So, have you talked to
many people about, you know,

what you can do right now
temporarily

for jobs here in vegas?

Like, dave's gonna show you
some stuff today on welding.

So, I mean, you might be able
to use that somewhere, you know?

I appreciate you
taking your time out today

and showing me how to weld.

This is something that was
on my list,

that if plan a, b, and c
didn't work out,

this is something
I was willing

to go to school for
and try to learn.

This is not something that
you learn in a few minutes.

It's not, huh?
No, no.

It takes a lot
of practice.

Honestly, it feel good
because I finally got

the man-to-man,
one-on-one, alone.

But I'm feeling nervous because
that's the man of the house.

So that's the alpha.

That's the omega
right there, man.

So, you guys do
a little welding,

and us girls
have to go shopping.

Don't you want to go
with us?
No.

Okay, no?
[laughter]

I want to show him
and prove to him that,

hey, man,
I can do the right thing.

I'mma take care of my wife.
-Bye, guys. Have a good time!

-Okay.
-You ready to burn some rod?

Yeah, I'm ready
to get blind.

[chuckles]

this is the machine.

You turn it on there.

[whirring]

we're gonna weld these
two plates together.
Okay.

Just remember,
make sure your hood is down.

This can blind you.
It's very dangerous.

♪♪

♪♪

now that these ends
are tacked...

Oh, now it's together.

It's together,
it'll stay together,

and you can weld
all the way across.

Oh, okay.

Here goes nothing.

Me and my dad, we ain't got
no relationship at all.

It's just hi-and-bye [bleep]

been a long time
since I seen my pops.

Probably, like,
when I was a teenager.

Damn!
It's alright.

It just,
it takes practice.

You know, I hope that
jessica's dad can be

the father I ain't never had,
you know.

I hope he can be the role model
that I always wanted.

There you go.

Because that's
the same way I am.

I want to be there for my kids,
super supportive always.

♪♪

keep it down
in there close.

Not so fast. Slow down.

Yeah, that's not bad.

That's not bad?
No, it's not bad.

It's my first time
I ever welded something.

Yeah.

Like I said, all it is,
is practice.

But you just got to
hang in there and keep going.

I'm gonna accept
the challenge

because I have to provide
for my -- for my family.

Provide for your family?

I did say I'mma keep it a secret

that my wife is pregnant
with our child.

Are you sure you're ready
for this?

To be a husband
and maybe a father?

Um...

Man, I'm -- I'm kind of
nervous right now, man.

I'm kind of scared, man.

But I'm also trying to gain
his trust and that respect.

So I ain't gonna lie,
I'm not gonna hide [bleep]

I'm not -- none of that.

We got some good news.
Um...

We are bringing a child
in this world.

We -- we're pregnant.

♪♪

♪♪

I don't quite know
what to say to that.

♪♪

what the hell is going on?

It's almost 8:30.
She ain't [bleep] here yet.

If destinie shows up,

that's gonna prove to me
that she's changed.

If she doesn't,
it'd all be for nothing.

[cell door clanging]

♪♪

work out
like three times a week.

Like to stay in shape.

I know I still got it.

I'mma still have it if I'm 50,
I'mma have it if I'm 90.

I'm still gonna have it.

I don't have a problem
getting a woman.

No woman.

I'm feeling good.
[spray hissing]

I could run into a woman
at a social gathering

or maybe at the laundromat,

um, car wash, grocery store,
or whatever.

Look at that [bleep]
that [bleep] look good.

The next woman who I date,

I'mma be sporting
my powder blue suit

with my blue alligators.

I think I look flyer than fly.

She gonna say,
"damn, he look amazing."

personally,
I don't give a [bleep]

♪♪

[dog barking]

we got some good news.
We're pregnant.

I can't say that
I'm all that happy about it.

♪♪

I mean, I'd like
to have a grandkid,

but you got to work
that much harder now.

That's a big
responsibility.

So, I didn't get the reaction
I was looking for.

I didn't get the reaction
I-I wanted, but then again,

it's like, [bleep]

I don't know
what to tell you, dawg.

Like, [bleep]
it was bound to happen.

It's a lot of weight
on your shoulders.

We'll be there to help
any way we can,

but I'm not raising
any more kids.

It's yours.

I'm gonna step up
as a man

to take care
of my responsibilities.

I know --

I care about my wife

and what we about
to bring into this world.

Just want to provide for them
the best way I can.

I never want to see the inside
of a jailhouse anymore.

I just want to do everything
in a legit way

and put my family first.

But...

We promised at least
not to tell her mom and her dad.

So I broke the code already.

Mnh, mnh, mnh.

That was quite a surprise,
being told

I was gonna be a grandfather.

If maurice steps up
and he gets a job,

and shows that he can
take care of a family,

I don't have any issues with it,
but it's a matter of doing it.

He's got to do it.

She my whole world.

I love her and
I'm gonna take care of her.

So I want to know

if it's possible
I can have your blessing,

pops, to take
your baby girl's hand

and give her the best world
that she can have.

I want to know if I can have
your blessing to give her that.

Me and jessica got married
while I was in prison.

And ain't no wedding in prison.
It's just,

"do you want to get married
to him?" "yes."

"you want to get married
to her? Okay.

You'll both sign these papers.
Y'all married."

there ain't no priest,
ain't no dresses, best man.

None of that.

So we want to get remarried
and do it the right way.

I'd really like to see you

give her a nice proposal
and a nice ring.

Right.
She deserves those things.

But as of right now, I'm broke.
I'm broke.

♪♪

well, I'll tell you what.

First, you get the ring,
then you get a job.

I'm gonna advance you

some money for the ring,

and you pay me back.

This is a loan
for a ring.

Man, man, man.

Like, this --
this is more money than...

Pssht!

...M-my dad,

uncles, aunties

ever gave to me.

I never had nobody just give me
a thousand dollars.

Never.

Now, that goes
for a ring.

I know.
No drinking and gambling.

Nothing.
This is for a ring.

Jewelry store.
Thank you, pops.

I really appreciate this
and I won't let you down.

Better not.
[laughs]

I can take this to the casino
real quick and go flip this.

I could turn this $1,000
into $3,000

to go buy her something phat.

You get what I'm saying?

I won't let you down.
I won't let you down, pops.

It's conditional, but for now,
you have my blessing.

Thank you, pops.

As far as the ring money,
this -- this is a test.

I want to see
how he handles this,

if he does the right thing.

Pops, I'mma get this
back to you.

I'mma get this
back to you.

Before I die, you gonna have
$1,000 back.

Let's hope it's sooner
than that.

It will. It will be.
It will be.
Before I die.

[both laugh]

♪♪

scott: I just don't think
that you appreciate anything.

Lindsey: Unappreciative of you
buying yourself a house?

Or you letting me
live in your house?

♪♪

this was gonna be your house.
I mean, you know.

It was never my house.

Lindsey got really upset

that I went through her things.

You know, she gave me some story
from out of left field.

However, I do not believe
lindsey is telling me,

you know, the real story
behind that letter.

And there's a possibility that
lindsey is actually using me

for money and financial gain.
You don't see a problem

with the fact
that my kid can't come here.

Are you telling me that you --
the only reason why you're --

you are not comfortable here
is because there's some things

that aren't finished
in the house? Honest to god,

are you telling me that's
the only reason?

My kid is not at my house
with me.

I'm out of prison and I don't
have anywhere to put her.

I've always had my child.

She's never stayed away
from me before.

And I'm here
and she is not.

What do you mean?

♪♪

you're saying
if everything was done,

you'd tell your mother,
"I want mylie here with me"

this weekend?

Of course I would have!

I think that I've done
everything

that I could do for you
when you were in prison.

Everything. Did I fall --
did I fall short on anything?

-No, and I-I...
-Except for...

Yes, the end here
with the house.

I get it.

I am.

And I shouldn't even
have to say that.

Have I been disrespectful
to you at all?

Lindsey: Only I don't like
having my stuff gone through.

That's kind of
disrespectful.

I feel like
you should just ask me.

You're right.
That was. That was.

But, you know...

♪♪

I'm gonna stay because I
really do want to work this out.

I do love scott, but there's
so much I feel like he needs

to work on -- on himself
and for our relationship.

You have the opportunity
to change moving forward.

Scott always says things like,
you know,

"you can tell me anything.
You can talk to me."

but he's literally freaked out
from a quote from a book.

I don't feel like
I can talk to scott

about everything
going on with me,

because he's going to
throw a fit about it.

Oh, I can't tell you that now,
they wouldn't be skeletons

in the closet anymore,
would they?

♪♪

I don't like having secrets,

but at the same time,
if it's so difficult,

then I'll just
keep my mouth shut.

♪♪

bonnie and clyde, baby,
without the bullets.

I have to find my wife

before the police arrest her
and take her to jail.

Come on, baby,
where the [bleep] are you at?

If we just run away,
we can stay together.

[bleep]

[cell door clanging]

♪♪

[ringing tone]

[cellphone beeps]

[bleep]
she keeps declining my calls.

♪♪

♪♪

what the hell's going on?

I'm getting a little bit nervous
right now.

If destinie doesn't
show up today,

there's so much on the line.

I would, you know,
lose the love of my life,

lose the $50,000.
It'd just...

It'd be so devastating.

It's almost 8:30.
She ain't [bleep] here yet.

She needs to hurry up.

I'm really just freaking out
'cause I'm thinking she ran.

I don't know what's going on.

If destinie shows up, then
that's gonna prove to me

that she's changed and that
she's ready

to, you know, move forward

and to, you know,
make this relationship work.

But if she doesn't,
it's almost $100,000

I have tied up in her,
and it'll all be for nothing.

[bleep]

oh, my god. Finally!

♪♪

about time!

Man, I was getting worried,
you guys.

Oh, whatever. You know I was
gonna make her get here.

What?
I was [bleep] stressing!

Well, don't.
I told you I was gonna be here.

[bleep]
ahh!

So glad you made it.
Quit stressing out, okay?

Quit stressing out.
How was your night?

-You're stressing us out.
-It was fun.

Me and britnie [bleep]
[laughter]

destinie: I'm going to court
for an escape charge

for cutting
my ankle monitor off.

I'm here today because
I want to change my life,

and I feel like in order
to do that,

I have to do things different.

I'm just hoping that
when I walk through that door,

I see the judge,
I walk back out,

and all this case
and everything is behind me.

-Okay, so, you guys ready?
-I'm ready. I've been ready.

Oh, my god.
I keep you on your toes,
mother[bleep]

I've been texting you

been blowing your phone up.

Well, sorry.
I've been busy.

-They'd better hurry up.
-Come on, guys.

-We have like three minutes.
-Three minutes?

-Three minutes.
-Perfect timing.

Calm down.

Three minutes is plenty.

I've never had a good experience

in going into court.
Every single time

I go into court, I always get
arrested and remanded

and it's just a bad situation.

Oh, my gosh.
So frickin' nervous.
You need to calm down.

You know, usually
I just end up not coming.

And so just coming to the court
terrifies the [bleep] out of me.

I love you, too.

My attorney has reassured me

that it's all gonna get
dismissed.

But like, I might be going back
to prison right now.

Like, I don't want
to go back, dude.

Morning.

♪♪

bonnie and clyde, baby,
without the bullets.

♪♪

it's 4:12 in the morning.

I just got a call from kristi.

Uh, she's in dubuque.

I don't know
what kind of state she's in.

I don't know what
her frame of mind is.

The only thing I know is
I'm going to get my wife

and that she finally reached out
for help.

I hope that the love
that we have for each other

is strong enough to withstand
whatever happened.

Kristi running away
from the halfway house,

it means that
if she gets arrested,

she is going to go back
to prison.

So I have to find my wife
before the police arrest her

and take her to jail.
And we don't know when

we're gonna be able
to see each other

or if we'll be able
to see each other.

I've never been in a situation
like this.

Well, this is where
she's supposed to be.

Let's hope I can find her.

Come on, baby,
where the [bleep] are you at?

♪♪

[ringing tone]

come on.

Where the [bleep] are you?

The voicemail box --

[bleep]

♪♪

♪♪

that her?

Hi, babe.

So happy to see you.

Oh, baby.

So glad you're alright.
Yeah.

Kristianna: I relapsed.

I just...

♪♪

I don't even know why,
really.

I got triggered.

♪♪

damn triggers.

Let's go.

Being, you know,
around people I see,

people who use,
people I've done used with...

Um...

And just trying not to feel.

You know,
trying not to deal with

emotions and the
overwhelm-ness and...

And then it just made it worse.

Sorry for [bleep] up.

I'm just glad
you're safe.

Thank you.

Get in here and get warm, babe.
Get in.

I'm really glad you came
to pick me up, babe.

Me too.

I'd do anything
for you.

I know.

You just think to yourself
you're gonna do it this time,

you're gonna stay out
and do something different.

♪♪

I was very worried that john
was gonna be disappointed.

You're my world.

♪♪

I'm not used to reaching out
and asking for help.

I'm not used to being loved
and not being beat

or around somebody
who's on drugs

and don't have
their life together.

You know, I haven't had my life
together unless I'm in prison.

I'm always gonna be here
for you.

You never have to
worry about that.

I've tried to succeed
many times,

and failed and failed.

Ohh.

Now I'm gonna have to go
back in and just face the music.

♪♪

[sniffling]

come here.

It's okay.

I've got you.

I'll always have you.

I am not mad at kristi
for relapsing.

I knew
it was a real possibility.

And from being
in similar situations,

you can't really be mad at that.

Uh, things happen.

But it's a sad moment.

I mean, there's a warrant out
for her arrest.

And I'm taking my fugitive
wife home to cresco,

and then we have to figure out

exactly what we're gonna do
from here.

John: We might as well

bonnie-and-clyde
this whole situation

and turn this truck around

and go to a non-extraditable
country

and sip mai tais
on the beach.

Because I'm not ready for her
to go back to prison.

♪♪