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Nora?

Papa?

What time is it?

Oh what did I do last night?

Why did I take that shit?

Why is he moaning?

Today is shit.

Is the whole year gonna be like this?

I think I'm still high.

Happy New Year.

Happy New Year.

- Murphy? - Happy New Year.

Happy New Year.

I should've brushed my teeth.

I smell like shit.

He thinks his father is filthy.

But I'm not.

Who's that?

Who's that?

- Who's that right there? - Mama.

Why is Electra's mother calling me?

Mama.

Oh my God, this is a nightmare.

I wish I didn't exist right now.

This place is a cage.

So early.

It seems strange that she would call right now.

Not a good sign.

Hi, this is Electra's mother.

Sorry to bother you on a first of January but,

I haven't had news from my

daughter for the last two months.

Baby, you want see tea or coffee?

Shit, this is not good.

It sounds like bad news.

It seems so long ago.

It seems like another lifetime.

Two years.

I miss her.

I miss her so much.

I wish she was here right now.

- Hello? - Nora.

Yes, who is it?

Who is it?

It's Murphy.

How are you?

What do you want?

I've been trying to get a hold of Electra

and I've been calling her, and,

she hasn't been answering, I was wondering

if maybe she got a new phone?

I won't tell you, you should be ashamed!

You destroyed everything!

- Listen, can you please-- - You have

destroyed my daughter, my only daughter!

Can you please just give me her number so I can speak with her, any way at all, then I can just--

What do you think?

You're just garbage, you have always been a liar!

Listen, you need to understand that I love your daughter very much,

and it's very important that I talk to her.

Leave us alone, go to hell!

Hello, hello?

Hi, this is Electra's mother.

Sorry to bother you on a first of January,

but I haven't had news from my daughter

for the last two months, and I'm worried.

And I know that she was

in a suicidal mood, if you can call me,

it would be nice, I'm very, very worried,

thank you.

Who was it?

I wish she'd just shut up.

Who is hungry?

Papa!

Thank you.

You have become a bit, a little bit fat no?

- Yeah, I'm fat. - Don't ya?

My dick is fat.

She's so bitter sometimes.

I think Daddy is pregnant.

There is nothing for me here.

Except for this little guy.

I hope she won't turn him gay.

Do you know how babies like you

come to this world?

What happened?

It broke.

But did you come?

Murphy?

I need to tell you something.

I think I'm pregnant.

I took a pregnancy test today.

And it was positive.

You wanna see it?

Two stripes means positive.

Can we do another one?

Yeah, sure.

Who was that on the phone?

How can I lie to her?

It was the mother of an old friend.

- Are you sure? - Maybe I should tell her.

Sometimes it's better not to lie.

I'm sick of this bitch.

Go take care of the baby,

and leave me alone, please.

She tricked me, I know she did.

Living with a woman,

is like sharing a bed with the CIA.

Nothing is secret.

This used to be my apartment.

I used to be happy here.

It doesn't feel like my place anymore.

I'm always looking over my shoulder now.

My last secret corner.

My last private space.

The only thing left of my life.

I remember when she gave me this.

Let's try to protect, protect each other.

Opium.

- Do you wanna take it now? - No.

Keep it for...

If something bad happen in your life,

and I'm not there.

It will protect you.

Okay?

What's wrong?

Omi is pregnant.

What?

Omi is pregnant?

Of who?

Of who?

Eat your shit and die.

That's her over there man, you see her?

I don't give a fuck, let it go, all right?

- What? - It's done, you're done with her, it's done.

- Who is she dancing with? - Who cares?

Who cares, what are you talking about?

Let's go, all right?

Electra!

Electra, I wanna talk to you!

Electra hey, I wanna talk to you!

Leave me alone!

Hey, what you did to me,

may just have pissed me off, but-- No,.

I need to talk to you!

Don't touch me!

Don't touch you, who the fuck is that?

Go away from me, you're fucking

having a baby with a slut.

I didn't want this to happen,

I didn't want this just to happen!

Why won't you have an abortion?

We made a promise together.

Yeah, and you failed on that!

- I belong to you! - You're a loser!

- You belong to me! - You're a loser!

I wanna have a baby with you!

- You're a loser like-- - I love you!

- Go home! - I love you!

You have never loved me!

Hey, fuck off, hey, Electra!

You're fucking with me!

I'm not fucking with you,

- I want to be alone! - Do you see that?

No! Disappear from my life!

You are a fucking selfish

cruel person, you're killing me,

you're going to kill me.

- I love you so much. - I hate you!

- I love you so much. - I hate you!

I love you...

I'm the one that's hurting right now.

Electra, I love you, do you hear me?

I love you!

I know you're listening to me!

Electra, I know you can hear this!

Answer me, please! Please!

Electra open the door!

Electra open the door!

Open the door, baby.

Please open the door, you fucking...

Open the door, you selfish cunt!

Please open the door!

No...

- No... - Go away!

Go away, go! Piss off now!

You're a piece of shit!

You're a piece of shit!

You're an asshole!

You piece of shit!

You fucking junkie!

No, no!

No, no! No, no!

No!

Hey Julio.

Yeah, what do you want?

You piece of shit, listen you junkie fuck.

Yo, yo, yo, all right, chill, chill, don't be jealous.

- Jealous of what? - What?

- Jealous of what? - Jealous of what?!

- Yeah, jealous of what! - You know what.

- No no, no, I don't know. - Let me talk, hey come on.

- Tell me, jealous of what? - Relax.

Fucking explain it to me. Are you fucking my girlfriend?

- No, I'm not fucking your girlfriend. - Are you fucking my girlfriend?

No, no man.

But she likes coke, what I can say?

She likes coke?

- Yeah, you brought her there. - So what, you're doing blow with her?

You put her there man, you fucking put her there.

- I put her there? - Yeah, you put her there.

- Really, how does that work? - You put her up to it.

Explain that to me, explain it to me you sick little fuck, you little weasel.

- Hey, hey. - Where the fuck is she?

Listen, that's what she says all the time,

you gave her the first line,

and then you start fucking all these girls,

cheating on her, so what's up, you know?

Be a man about it, man up.

Stay away from her.

Don't be a pussy and start smashing her.

- I knew you-- - Don't be a what?

Hey listen buddy--

I don't even know what to say

to you right now.

You better pray to God we don't run into each other.

Pfft, okay, okay, you know what?

What, what?

Just let it go, and just tell your mom that you lost a friend and you lost your girlfriend.

Hey, hey, you little fuck, when I fucking find you, I'm

gonna take your fucking balls and I'm gonna shove 'em

up your fucking ass. I'm gonna fuck you in the ass so fucking hard

your head explodes.

Hey, needle dick, shut the fuck up.

Needle dick, really?

Hey listen, I gotta go, I gotta go.

I got some people to see, peace.

Don't fucking hang up the phone,

do not hang up the fucking phone!

Listen to me, listen to me,

if you fucking touch my girlfriend, if you fucking

lay one fucking finger on her, ever again,

I will fucking rip your head off.

All right, peace bro, have a good night.

Julio, Julio.

Don't hang up the phone, Julio.

I love you.

Me too.

Where are you going?

I don't know, out.

You haven't really been here all day,

where are you?

Electra's mother called.

She hasn't heard from her in three months.

Oh, Electra.

She's worried about her, and I think

she might've hurt herself.

You know what?

Take care of your past, and then I take care of your future.

She said we could do anything together.

But there's one thing we never did.

We never made a baby.

No.

Can you show me?

How tender you can be?

Did you ever try sex

on opium?

No.

It's great.

Very chill.

What's the best?

- Opium. - That's the best sex?

Electra...

This is the only way we can be close.

Having you inside me again.

Now you're inside.

I miss you.

Electra?

What is your ultimate fantasy?

Sex-wise?

Sure.

Fuck with another girl, and you.

Fuck with another girl?

- And me. - This is my dream too.

- A blond, pretty. - Oh, blond?

Nice girl.

You like blond girls?

- Hi. - Do you speak English?

Yeah I speak English.

Are you the new neighbor?

- Yes, I just moved in. - Cool.

Yeah, yeah, so I guess, see you around.

- Yes. - Yeah, bye.

Hi.

How are you?

- Good. - Yeah?

- Do you wanna hang out later? - Hmm?

- Yeah. - We can go eat something.

Yeah, cool.

Thank you, yeah, thank you so much for inviting me.

- Oh come on. - Oh, it's nothing.

The pleasure is all ours.

So do you have family here?

No, I haven't, no.

Where are your parents?

Uh, I don't know. I was an accident, so.

What do you mean?

Well, I've, they didn't want me, kind of.

She wanted, your mother wanted to,

- have an abortion, like that? - Yeah, yeah, I think so.

She has acted like that all of her life, so,

and I never knew my dad, so yeah.

- Did you ever have an abortion? - No.

Good.

- Me neither. - Okay, I'm happy to hear that.

- Nothing like-- - Although, I would have to say

- I am pro-choice. - Really?

Yeah.

- And you're not? - I'm pro-life.

- You're pro-life? - Yeah! - Really?

Well otherwise I wouldn't be here.

Okay so...

You're against abortion, but you're cool with

people killing animals and then eating them?

Yeah but that's...

Ah, that's two different things.

You know, like, it's part of nature to eat meat,

you know, you come here, eat meat, make babies.

- Yeah, don't you agree? - I guess so.

What about drugs, are you pro-drugs?

Do you like getting high?

Well, it's also really natural to smoke, I think,

they have been smoking a thousand years,

a million years, like they found a little leaf, like...

Do you wanna smoke a natural joint

over at our place, after this?

Yeah, I would love to.

You're a really sweet couple.

You are a really sweet neighbor.

- How old are you? - Hmm, 17.

- 17? - Yes.

Like, soon.

I fucking love Europe.

Give me that.

Hi, this is Nora's voicemail.

You can leave a message after the beep tone.

Please do know that I'll be out of Paris

until the fifth of January.

I wish you all a very happy New Year.

Hey, this is Murphy.

I'm calling you back.

I haven't heard from Electra

in quite a while.

But I'm just as worried as you are.

So uhm, maybe you could give me her new number

or I could call some of

of her old friends?

Call me back when you get this, please,

all right, bye.

I'm a loser.

Yeah, just a dick.

And a dick has no brain.

A dick has only one purpose.

To fuck.

And I fucked it all up.

Yeah.

I'm good at one thing.

Fucking things up.

But she was hot.

I couldn't resist.

I had to get inside there.

Hi.

How are you?

- Good, you? - Yeah.

Cool.

Where's Electra?

She's not here this weekend.

Would you like to come over?

I'm really stoned right now.

Electra, I wish you were here.

Taking opium with me.

My body feels amazing.

And the rain is sweet.

Sweet...

Sweet...

If we had a baby,

what would you name it?

And you?

If it was a boy?

Maybe Gaspar.

Gaspar?

Yeah.

Gaspar.

You wanna call it Gaspar?

Yeah.

Gaspar.

I need to sit up.

I'm too stoned.

Oh God I miss her.

I need to see her face again.

Or I'm never happy.

Yeah...

Love is strange.

I feel like a junkie.

How can something so wonderful,

bring such great pain.

Maybe it's better to never love at all.

If you die,

I'll have these images to remember you by.

I don't want to die.

I'll cry.

Hello, this is Noe International Art Gallery.

We are open from Tuesday to Saturday from 10:00 AM to 7:00 PM.

Please leave a message after the tone,

we will call you back as soon as possible.

Hey this is Murphy.

Uhm, trying to get a hold of you,

I haven't heard from Electra

in a long time and uhm,

just call me back, when you get this,

then I can see if I can help find her.

Okay, thank you, bye.

It's true she had issues.

It's true she was a junkie.

I would forgive everything,

I will always love her,

if she would forgive me.

Please Electra, come back to me.

Come back, come back,

come back.

I wanna be in your arms.

I want you to hug me.

To hold me.

Please hug me.

Please hold me.

You're so hard this morning.

Can I fuck you?

I wanna make movies out of blood,

- sperm and tears. - That's so sweet.

This is like the essence of life.

I think movies should contain that,

or should be made of that.

- Which is your favorite movie? - 2001.

What do you think of this movie?

Oh, I really never saw.

You've never seen 2001?

What is wrong with you?

You've never seen this movie?

- Will you show me? - Yes, I have to!

You're ignorant, I need to show you the light.

This is like the reason I wanna be a director.

But I like poetry too.

Yeah?

You want to hear my favorite poem?

Definitely.

I think it goes something like,

"The woods are lovely, dark and deep,

"but I have promises to keep,

"and miles to go before I sleep,

"and miles to go before I sleep."

What do you think of this place?

- It's cool right? - I love it.

What if I got you pregnant?

I think I would be happy.

You think?

If we can make more than one.

You want more?

- Seven. - Seven?

This is a reasonable number?

Lucky number.

What are we gonna do with all these kids?

Start a farm?

A big happy family, that would make your mom happy,

I think.

I don't really talk about her.

And I'm not sure I can introduce

you to my father.

I think that you are too crazy.

Uh, and what about you princess?

He doesn't know I drink.

You drink just as much as I do.

He thinks I'm an angel.

Is he conservative?

Religious?

Electra has a Daddy complex.

I love Paris.

I don't like my past here.

My last five years, but, I like Paris.

You don't like your past year?

Maybe I don't like my past in general.

But I see a great future coming.

Long life?

Long life behind you.

It's hard to see what's ahead.

Great love.

I think you should.

Tell me about your ex-boyfriend.

I loved him a lot.

What was his name?

Noe.

He was nice.

But we don't talk anymore.

He loved me.

He was old, but he wanted younger.

- Younger than you? - Yes.

And your ex-girlfriend?

- Lucille? - Hmm-mm?

I wanna spend the rest of my life with you.

Do you have a nice apartment in Paris?

Yeah.

Why?

I was just wondering if,

if I came there, if I could stay with you?

You're the love of my life.

Can I tell you a secret?

What is your secret?

I forgot.

I have a secret.

Yes?

So this is your ex's gallery?

It is.

It's huge.

- Electra. - Oh.

- Good to see you. - You too.

- How are you? - Fine.

Your brother, I guess?

No, it's Murphy, my boyfriend.

Oh, nice to meet you.

Very nice to meet you.

I told you about him.

- You're the artist? - Filmmaker.

Aha, filmmaker.

- And what do you do? - I'm making movies.

Ah, here in Paris or in New York?

Here, Paris.

So you're here for a while?

- For a while. - Welcome, welcome.

- So? - So, life is good? - Yeah.

Have you been traveling lately?

Yeah, as usual.

Bangkok, with my kids.

- It was fun. - Wife and kids?

Hey, I wanna introduce you to the guy,

- wanna come? - Yeah, yeah.

Can I bring him to the party you told me about?

Of course? Oh there's a party?

- Yeah next week. - Be my guest.

And bring me your movies one day.

All right.

Come, come.

Piece of shit.

- You're a bitch. - Hey...

- Don't touch me. - Come on.

He's a nice guy, and don't be like so jealous,

- it's over between me and him. - Well I hope you got a good contract.

I hope he pays you a lot.

He just introduced me to a nice guy, come on.

He wants to fuck you.

No, he, it's over.

Do you think we will stay together forever?

Forever is a long time,

I should hope so.

Forever is a long time?

You're not planning to?

What?

I'm a very peaceful person

if you tell me about your desire.

We have to make a promise,

that from now on,

we're gonna be the greatest couple that ever lived.

We were already.

What can we do?

Talk straight away about our feelings,

say to each other what we want to do.

You can do whatever you want if you ask me to.

Anything I want?

Yes, you can have a lot of freedom if you ask me, go.

- Yes? - Yes.

Do you still love me?

You know I do.

Do you still love me?

Yes, are you drunk?

I just want a

sincere answer.

I fucking love you.

I feel it.

Hey, drink.

- You know what? - No? What?

Do you wanna be in my movie?

Show me your star-face.

- Do you, do you love me? - I love you.

- Hey. - Will you make me look good?

Even when I'm not a good person?

I'm not a good person.

You're not a good person?

Never, make me look like a good person.

What?

- Hey. - Play the game!

- I'm playing the game! - You're not.

- Down and have fun. - That ain't even a question!

You're so stupid, you just took the last picture

you had in your camera.

I think, I have a few more.

Yeah, so, I think, romantic.

Do you know what I think about you?

- What? - You're an amazing guy...

But?

Oh no but.

You're an amazing guy.

But?

You are one amazing guy.

Who doesn't know what love means.

Electra?

I'm so glad I met you.

So anyway, Julio...

Listen, I was wondering if you heard from Electra?

No, not for a long time, no,

she kinda disappeared.

- And now I'm in rehab. - You're in rehab?

Yeah, so I haven't talked to her,

I haven't seen her.

She was hanging out with Farid and Kemal,

and Farid had problems with the police.

Yeah.

But uhm listen, I'm pretty hungover,

I don't do drugs anymore, but I got drunk last night,

and I'm not alone, so I'll call you later.

- Okay. - But hey, stay away from her.

Thank you, I'm glad to see you,

and to meet one of your friends, finally.

So, Murphy,

what are you doing in Paris?

I'm a filmmaker.

- Oh. - He's studying.

- I'm studying, still yeah. - Hmm-mm.

So you're an artist?

- Exactly. - Like my daughter.

- Mama likes art. - Yeah, I do.

And how did you meet each other?

In a party, my school party in a park.

How long ago?

A bit.

Okay, how interesting.

I'll come back in a second, sorry.

I'd like to ask you a question.

Sure.

I saw drugs, I think cocaine,

at Electra's apartment.

- Really? - I found some, yeah.

But she's not that kind of girl.

Of course she's not.

Of course not.

That's why I'm asking you.

Do you do drugs?

- Me? - Yeah.

No, never.

How did you get it?

What?

So I can get some more?

It's not dirty.

Who gave it to you?

Julio.

Julio?

- My Julio? - Yeah, your friend Julio.

- That's weird. - Why?

How did you get Julio's number?

I wasn't...

You're paranoid, do you know?

I took it from your phone.

Can we buy some more?

I don't got anymore.

No more coke. No more coke.

Baby, he's not a drug dealer, he's our friend.

Do you have, dear friend,

something else to give us?

I do have something else actually.

- I got some XTC. - That'll do.

Oh, blue.

Two each.

- Two each. - Very well, here's two.

What about taking one now? Hey!

Trust me, will you?

- Let's break one and enjoy it. - It is for your own protection.

It is for your own protection?

Now let's see.

You know, my ex-girlfriend,

the shaman, she's been chilling with the shaman a lot lately.

She invited us to go on a spiritual journey with her.

Maybe it's time to purge

the body, cleanse the soul.

Are you asking?

Just don't shit your pants bro.

You'll be all right.

This is not a drug.

Don't misunderstand me, but,

you have to look further. This is a...

This is like a head teacher

showing you the reality,

I mean, what we see is not the...

Yuyo, hi.

Do you know what my biggest dream in life is?

My biggest dream is to make a movie

that truly depicts sentimental sexuality.

She doesn't care, she has heard this a million times before.

- Yeah I like it. - You like it? - Yeah.

Why, why haven't we seen this in cinema?

- Yeah, right, I agree. - I'm sentimental.

We should birth babies.

Yeah, I agree with you.

- Are you an actress? - Yeah.

- What's your name? - Paula. - Lola?

Yeah, Paula, I'm French, but I love to speak English.

- Yeah, well it's very good. - Yeah.

- What's the best thing in life? - Love.

- Love. And then after that? - Sex!

Yes and then you combine the two,

and sex while you're in love.

- That's the best thing. - I'm sorry, do you have a cigarette?

- I wanna see that! - Yeah.

- I want a cigarette. - I don't have one.

- No, no, it's cool. - Okay, thank you.

You know, I need to show you something.

- I've gotta show you something. - Okay, sure.

Follow me, follow me, come, come with me.

Baby, baby I like you.

You're so nice.

- You look so nice. - That's not coke.

Oh I know.

- I have a girlfriend. - Yeah, me too.

You don't have to worry.

- You want me? - Can you keep a secret?

I love secrets.

- The other way. - Sorry, I'm drunk.

Don't touch me.

Are you okay?

What the fuck were you doing with this girl?

She wanted to do coke.

- Well what about your fly? - What?

Close your fly.

Oh shit...

You know I was knocking.

- The music's loud. - Yeah, but not enough

to make me not hear what you were doing.

- What are you talking about? - I hear you!

Ah, okay, what are you talking about?

- You were fucking another girl. - No, I wasn't, no.

You just wanted a kiss,

as every fucking man said.

I cheated on you with Noe.

What?

What?

- I cheat-- - With who?

- With Noe. - With Noe, when?

When were you planning on telling me this?

I didn't want to tell you this because I--

That's not what I asked you,

I said, when were you planning on telling me this?

I was afraid that you would--

- Please stop. - I told you!

Would you then reveal to me that

you were fucking your ex-boyfriend.

- It's your fault! - It's my fault, how so?

It's your fucking fault!

Please explain to me, because I fucking seeing,

I'm so stupid that I--

That I actually believed that you were anything

but a fucking whore, which is what you are.

- You-- - You are not a painter,

you have no talent, you will never, ever sell a fucking painting

in your whole life, you are so fucking stupid

to believe that this piece of shit

will ever sell one of your worthless pieces of bullshit!

Believes in my fucking painting!

You have no talent!

And he was nicer than you anyway!

- You have no talent! - He was warm!

I actually like him better than you,

because at least he's honest,

at least he can do one thing, which is trick

a stupid cunt like yourself.

Ah, so he was like you then!

You can't even suck a cock right.

One of the fucking men who just wanted to fuck me

because I'm pretty.

And you know what, you will never, ever,

be a good mother, ever!

You will never be able to mother a child,

because you are a venomous cunt.

I think we will not understand each other then.

family.

that exists.

This is your dream?

No this is becoming a fucking nightmare.

This is your dream?

Hey, chill down, you wanted to come.

Why didn't you stay at home?

These bourgeois French fucks.

Why did you come dressed like that?

With their heads so far up their asses.

- You're being a pain. - It's nauseating.

In the fucking ass, control yourself.

I wanna vomit.

Stop drinking, yeah go to the toilet,

go, I'll take a taxi, go home and sleep.

- I'm having a good time. - Yeah,.

Where are you going, princess?

- Come on. - Hey.

All right, we will go home.

I'm having a good time.

Enjoy.

Enjoy.

Cognac?

- Hey, hey, hey. - He looks drunk.

Please, please, please stop it.

- Hey come on, let's go home. - Remember me?

Hey come on.

Of course I remember you, but, you shouldn't drink that much.

Hey let's go home, let's go home.

- Who's that? - Ah, my wife.

- Victoire, nice to meet you. - Your wife?

Very nice to meet you.

Hey, please, please, please calm down.

Hey, did you know your husband is fucking my girlfriend?

- It's time to go. - What?

What the fuck are you saying?

Hey please, please...

You piece of shit!

You American cunt!

Thank you Electra.

I'm the victim in this situation,

me, not him.

He's walking out there on the street right now laughing about this.

He's got a cut on his head yet he's fucked up my life,

he's fucking up the life of his wife,

of his kids, of me and my girlfriend and it's--

Calm down, look, you're drunk, obviously--

I'm drunk, yeah, I'm drunk.

Okay, okay, but that doesn't change the fact--

Calm down okay, not that tone.

What if he was fucking your girlfriend?

I'm asking the questions here.

I'm trying to make you see my point.

You don't solve things like that, okay,

- you beated him. - I'm proud of what I did.

You don't have regret?

I'm proud of what I did.

Fucking France, 1918 was the last time

you guys won a war, since then what have you done,

nothing, you sit on your asses eating--

Stop now, okay, stop.

I'm an American, I'm an American.

And what now?

And we fight for what we believe in.

And that guy, that guy is nothing, he's a rat. He's nothing.

He's less than nothing.

I liked that cop.

That cop was a pig.

- He understood me. - Why was this

cop, who was asking me again, all these questions about my sexual life?

'Cause I'm a man.

You stupid child.

That's one thing women don't understand.

Men understand each other.

We have respect for one another.

I was supposed to keep it a secret but he took my number

because he said he wanted to buy me a drink.

Then go with him.

Yup.

What I did was right.

- I protected my woman. - Don't touch me!

Hey, that's how you repay me?

After everything I did for you?

- I was taking care of you. - Just shut up.

- I don't want to see you anymore. - Electra.

That cop agreed with me, you can ask him.

Hello, hey, I don't treat you like a bitch

like that fucking gallery owner.

It's over.

Cunt.

I'm not a slave to pussy.

Maybe I should call my little friend.

Pussy is pussy.

I'm just really in my head right now.

Okay.

It's not you, this doesn't normally happen.

So?

Are you sad?

Your heart is broken?

No I'm just pissed off.

Why?

- Why? - Yes.

I almost just broke up with my girlfriend.

That hurts.

I mean it, but, you know,

it's gonna happen a lot of time

in your life and you're going to be

that sad all the time?

If you fall in love, really,

you are the loser.

You understand me?

I'm the loser?

Yes.

Hello?

- Hey, hey. - Yeah?

What do you want?

I'm sleeping.

Can we meet?

I hate you.

Electra?

Okay, let's meet.

Where are you?

Wait.

That gets me off.

Maybe one day we can try...

Love At Eight Months:

A Pregnant Love Story.

Fist Made In Germany.

That's a propaganda film.

- Some people are sick for real. - Hey...

These people are unafraid.

Yeah maybe I just want.

You can't have that.

I don't want you to come back to my police station,

to my office, because you beated another guy

who looked at your girlfriend.

No that's not gonna happen again.

Yeah but for that you need to free yourself

from that feeling, you need to forget about that.

You know it's, forget about,

you are in France here, forget about your American feeling

of possession, of ownership, of war,

of violence.

Try to think differently, in the United States in the 60s

you were different, people were loving each other.

What's wrong about going in the club,

fucking other women, because you know

you will fuck other women in your life,

but you will fuck other women in your life in her back.

Here you do it with her.

It develops your confidence, your trust.

I'm sure you will like it, there are gorgeous women,

beautiful women, it's clean, it's nice,

there is music, it's even nicer than a normal club,

don't think about it like filthy club

or something like that, it's beautiful it's clean.

You go every week or what?

Oh we go often, not every week, often, yeah.

And I live my sexuality in a good way,

I feel relaxed, calm, balanced,

I don't have the feeling you have, I don't beat people,

and that's probably the most beautiful thing

you can do with your girlfriend.

Just to know that she has some other desire

and you offer her that desire.

Bring her, she will enjoy,

perhaps she will enjoy watching you

fucking another woman.

As long as she knows you come back with her.

We go often.

And we're cool, look we are friends.

When's the best time to go?

Ah Friday, Saturday.

The weekend.

The weekend you have plenty of people,

so plenty of choice, you can pick up the one you want,

or you can watch, I love watching.

You loved it, you were in heaven,

I look over and you're jerking some French retard's cock off.

You were so sad there,

- fucking all the girls. - Right in my face.

All the girls, you were fucking another girl!

You wanted me to fuck her!

Oh so it's just something what I wanted now?

No.

I don't even know why you let me bring us to this fucking place to begin with.

You wanted to go there, and we said

we would have to try everything together.

Well I'm a fucking bonehead okay,

so don't let me be so stupid next time, please.

You fuck two girl at the same time,

I want to fuck two guy at the same time.

- No. - If you want you can join us.

- If I want I can join you. - Yeah.

You live in fear.

What about a tranny?

You wanna fuck a tranny?

It would be a good compromise.

Some boobs, some cocks.

You're fucking crazy.

What about you?

Hey baby.

Mommy has some warm milk

for you.

Look.

Look.

Come on. Come on, don't be afraid.

- Don't be afraid. - No I can't, I can't.

Feel it, you saw.

I thought I could, I can't, I can't,

- I'm sorry. - Feel it.

No I'm sorry I can't, no, no, no.

No, no, no, I can't, I can't,

I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't.

I'm never gonna get another boner.

- I'm sorry... - So, what is the problem?

I'm sorry.

What I'm sorry, how come you're sorry?

Relax babe, there's no problem.

I want you.

I want sex with you.

I think I had a blackout.

Don't worry.

Don't worry.

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

I wish I could erase that thing from my mind.

Don't make such a big drama.

Promise me

that you will never tell anyone about this.

There is nothing to hide.

You can just say it to Julio.

Secrets make you stronger.

No.

Secrets make you darker.

You know what?

If we had to break up,

I would probably disappear.

How many guys have you left?

This is not the point.

The guy I left, I wasn't in love.

Let's try to protect each other.

I love you.

I love you too.

I'm not painting and you're not doing your stuff.

We are taking so much drugs, fighting.

Yeah and it's raining. And it's cold.

And maybe we're not

the great artists that we dreamed we were.

Maybe this is all just shit.

Maybe I should sleep in my place for a little while.

Yeah, maybe that's a good idea.

I feel we are losing time and...

I'm not always a good influence for you

and you are not even a real good

influence for me.

Yeah maybe we should take a break.

You know sometimes I miss your ponytail.

Sometimes I miss to laugh.

You were so joyful.

When we met.

When we first met?

At the park?

No I mean also later.

It seems like a long time ago.

And you weren't wearing these.

- Hi. - Hey.

You having a good time?

Yeah, this is my favorite park.

Cool.

- But I have to go. - Yeah? - Yeah.

I'll walk with you.

- No I'm fine. - No really I'll walk with you,

it'll be more fun, it'll be nice.

Anyway, you have to be careful,

because Paris is a really dangerous city

with all the foreigners around.

- Where do you come from? - America.

You?

I'm from everywhere.

- Oh one sec, Julio! - What's up, where you going?

Oh uhm, I'll be right back, I'll catch you later.

From everywhere?

I mean I'm, my blood is, is mixed.

Celine, I will call you, bye.

- They are my schoolmates. - Yeah?

- I'm going to art school. - Oh cool.

And what do you do in Paris?

I'm in film school.

Are you in love?

I have someone.

Well of course you do, all the best girls have someone,

but they're not all happy.

But you didn't say you were in love with him.

I don't know anything about love,

but in my mind it's like a place

- you don't want to live. - Okay?

- It would be something like a... - Okay, so you've been in love,

you know what it feels like, but you're no longer there, you left?

Well I mean, it happened that we wound up in a situation

where you feel a lot of love around you.

Not only like in a relationship,

I mean love is,

no, love is life, love is life.

Hey, no that way! This way? Yeah.

Sorry. Sorry.

It makes people brag.

Yeah it makes people brag, also it drives people crazy.

A young person without love is like,

like a sparrow without air.

Oh you didn't know you could fly, did you?

That's what I want to do.

It's true, you think I'm joking?

I'm serious, I'm fucking serious like now.

Look we live one life.

When we're born, we know we're gonna die.

And so what's the point, to keep on fighting?

For what?

There's no hope, because,

we should just commit suicide.

I don't wanna say goodbye.

What's the meaning of life?

Love.

What's your name?

- Murphy, what's yours? - Electra.

I wanna fuck you so much.

So much...

Will you promise me something?

No matter what,

we will protect each other,

from anyone,

that will ever stand between us.

I promise.

I promise too.

Are you afraid of death?

I'm afraid of pain.

I don't wanna die in pain.

I'd rather

commit suicide.

Please, please, please,

God,

tell me she's okay.

I don't want anything bad to happen to her.

Just tell me she's okay.

Tell me she's happy.

Tell me she's alive.

No, please, God.

Tell me this isn't true.

No, no, no...

I wanna go back.

I wanna go back to the first night.

I wanna wake up with her.

Grant me this one wish.

Please let me do that.

And I swear I'll live a good life.

I swear, I swear to you.

a place that.

I swear that this is ours.

Life is what you make of it.

I'll be good.

Like a dream.

I'll be true.

I like you.

I like you too.

Electra I love you.

There's nothing after death,

nothing,

nothing at all.

Did you come inside me?

When you die.

You die with your memories.

Murphy, I love you

so much.

If one day I die,

I would love to know,

that you fall in love

again, and again,

and again.

Dad?

Come here.

Come to Daddy.

Gaspar, I'm so sorry.

Life is not easy.

Some day you will understand.

Please forgive me.

I am lost.

Please.

Don't you ever leave me.

I promise,

I will love you till the end.