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♫ Your beautiful eyes ♫

♫ They reveal tears that have been through so much ♫

♫ They make me want to protect you ♫

♫ I don't want you to get hurt again ♫

♫ The tears stop on the corners of your eyes ♫

♫ You lift up your head, not letting them fall ♫

♫ Don't act too tough when you're tired ♫

♫ My shoulder will be there for you to lean on ♫

♫ I fell in love without realizing it ♫

♫ There are no other reasons ♫

♫ My mind only spins for you ♫

♫ Don't look away anymore ♫

♫ Admit that you're in love too ♫

♫ I fell in love without realizing it ♫

♫ There's nothing holding me back ♫

♫ I've already given you my heart, but it wasn't enough ♫

♫ That's when I realized that my life is only complete with you ♫

♫ That's when I realized that my life is only complete with you ♫

[Beautiful Secret]

[Episode 01]

Wang Xuan! Wang Xuan! Wang Xuan! Wang Xuan!

- Wang Xuan! Wang Xuan! Wang Xuan! - Ms. Wang Xuan, rumor has it that you have a secret daughter, and that she is called

Jiang Meili!

Ms. Wang Xuan! Ms. Wang Xuan!

Could you please give us a response?

Hey, isn't that person over there Jiang Meili? How come she is here?

I'm just like you, it was also so mom wouldn't worry that I agreed to temporarily live here.

But you can get addicted to luxury.

This is my house. You'd better mentally prepare yourself.

Based on what you're saying, she originally wasn't called Jiang Meili.

I think she was originally called

- Rourou. - So Rourou wasn't dead,

but she is Rourou, Wang Xuan's daughter.

It's because this car can't slow down.

Jiang Meili!

The brakes are also broken!

[Jiang Meili]

Rourou, did you have fun today?

I did have fun!

Does Rourou want to play with something else?

Mommy, Rourou also wants to go on that one.

It feels so good!

Mommy, I'm so happy!

Is that Wang Xuan?

Wang Xuan? Wang Xuan? Wang Xuan?

Rourou! Rourou! I'm sorry.

Teacher Wang, can you give me your autograph? Sign here.

I'm sorry!

Mommy!

Mommy, come quickly!

Okay, I'm coming!

♫ Pretty child ♫

♫ Did you cry today?♫

♫ If she ruins her beautiful clothes ♫

♫ Yet she has no one to talk to ♫

Mommy, did Rourou sing well?

Very well. Rourou sings extremely well.

Rourou, who did you learn this song from?

I learnt it myself by watching television.

Aunty Xiao Zhang is really bad. Every time I watch TV, she won't let me watch until the end.

I only heard half of the song before she closed the TV.

Now, I'm only able to sing a little bit of it.

Mommy, can you teach me how to sing this song?

Rourou really likes this song.

Okay. Mommy will teach Rourou how to sing.

Mommy will definitely teach Rourou.

♫ Beautiful child, ♫

♫ did you cry today? ♫

♫ Did you dirty your pretty clothes, ♫

♫ unable to find someone to confide in? ♫

♫ Smart child... ♫

So it was 'smart child'?

Rourou is really stupid, I can never remember this line.

Rourou isn't stupid,

Rourou is really smart.

My Rourou is smarter than anyone else.

Mommy, Rourou loves Mommy.

Rourou really really loves Mommy.

Rourou,

Mommy is sorry to you.

♫ unable to find someone to confide in? ♫

♫ My dear child ♫

♫ why didn't you let me know? ♫>

♫ Did the wind blow out the candle, ♫

♫ so that you'd have to walk alone in the dark? ♫

♫ Dear child, ♫

♫ quickly wipe away your tears ♫

♫ I'm willing to come with you ♫

♫ to walk on this path back home ♫

Thank you everyone.

Over these many years,

because of your encouragement and support,

I became the Wang Xuan I am today.

I love you all,

but what I want more is to, like an ordinary person,

be able to have a prosperous family.

I will remember the wonderful time I had.

Thank you, everyone.

♫ To walk on the path home ♫

Why are you coming back this late?

How was it? No one saw you?

If someone really finds out, remember to just say Rourou is my niece.

You thought she was too cute, so you took her out to play.

Good, Rourou. Mommy is here.

Have a good rest, okay?

Wang Xuan,

Secretary Qin called again.

Tell him that my head hurts, and I want to be left alone.

But if I say that, would Manager Xu let it go?

It's not like you aren't aware of his character.

He would definitely send people to bring medicine,

while also seeing if you were saying the truth.

Then you can just tell him that I am with my daughter, and that I don't want him to disturb us.

I'm sorry, Sun Ge. I wasn't throwing a tantrum on purpose.

I just...

I know you care a lot about Rourou.

I was scared that this would be the case.

That's why, I was against you getting so close with Rourou from the start.

It wasn't easy to come across this good man who cares about you

and truly loves you.

If you don't cherish this opportunity,

Wang Xuan, you're really ignoring God's good intentions.

- What are you doing, Wang Xuan? - I'm going to call Tianhao.

I'm going to tell him that I have a five-year-old daughter.

Are you crazy?

You're right, I am crazy.

In order to maintain my image as an idol in the music industry,

I hid my own biological daughter and didn't let anyone see her.

Give me your phone, give your phone!

For five whole years,

the number of times I've seen my daughter

can be counted on my two hands.

If I'm not crazy, then what am I?

I'm such an incompetent mother,

and my daughter doesn't even blame me one bit.

She even told me that she really really loves Mommy.

Sun Ge, when Rourou told me that,

my heart was going to break.

How can you be an irresponsible mother?

Rourou's heart condition was from birth.

If you hadn't worked hard to earn money for her treatment,

she wouldn't even be alive today.

Let's not even talk about recovery. Behind a female idol

living in an office dormitory, even if word gets out, who would believe it?

As long as I can cure Rourou's illness,

I don't care how much it costs, I'm willing.

But don't you know that in this world, just because you're willing,

doesn't mean you can? For example, a rich and famous identity.

Rourou will soon be attending kindergarten,

but she doesn't even have a registered home right now. Have you ever considered what would happen to her in the future?

Do you want the whole world to find out that she is your, Wang Xuan's, secret daughter?

If you do this, not only will you harm yourself, but you will also harm Rourou.

In school, she'll be looked down on by her classmates.

In society, she'd be outcasted.

When she grows up, she might not even be able to get a boyfriend.

Do you think that because you openly announce

Rourou is your daughter, that she will be grateful to you?

Wang Xuan, she won't.

She'll just hate you.

Miss Wang, you with this dress on

are truly too beautiful.

The dresses you've tried on today,

are all what Manager Xu

shipped from Paris himself, tailored for you.

Looking at the handiwork of the fabric and design, it would have taken 3 months to make.

Manager Xu's care for you is really enviable.

Please rest for a little while,

and I'll go prepare another dress.

Tianhao.

Weren't you at a meeting?

How did you have the time to come?

Hello, Manager Xu.

I wanted to surprise you,

so I came over.

It's so beautiful!

- Do you like it? - I like it.

Turn around.

Is this...

Ruolin, come here.

Ruolin, say your greetings.

Ruolin, say "Mommy".

It's the first time she's meeting me, so she's not familiar with me.

Are you called Ruolin?

You're really beauti...

Ruolin,

this is your last chance.

Say "Mommy".

If you don't say "Mommy", go back to Grandma's house right now.

I don't want to, I don't want to go back to Grandma's house.

If you don't want to go back, then say it!

It's fine, don't be so loud.

Sales assistant, take her outside.

When we get more familiar, the child will say it herself.

Take her outside. Ruolin, get out!

Don't force the child!

Mommy.

Sales assistant, immediately prepare the prettiest flower girl outfit for my daughter.

Change her into it right now.

Okay, no problem.

Miss Ruolin, come with me.

How old is Ruolin this year?

5 years old.

Rourou is also 5 years old this year.

Rourou, we can eat now.

Thank you, Uncle. Rourou will begin eating now.

Begin! Eat, Rourou.

Rourou is eating such large gulps,

is Rourou hungry?

Uncle, Rourou isn't hungry.

Mommy said that if I obediently listened to Uncle's words,

when she's finished with work, she'll quickly come over and visit me.

Wang Xuan, try this.

You should also eat.

Wang Xuan.

Ruolin has been spoilt by her Grandma from a young age.

See, she doesn't have any manners.

I hope that from now on, you could spend some time and effort

to turn her into a sophisticated lady like you.

We can't let this little brat, ruin my, Xu Tianhao's, reputation.

Don't worry, I will treat Ruolin

as my own biological daughter.

I will use my all to love her and take care of her.

Tianhao.

There's something I would like to discuss with you.

Tell me.

As long as I can do it.

- Actually... - Manager Xu!

I'm sorry.

Manager Xu.

Chairman Zhao, long time no see.

I'm sorry, Miss Wang. There's been a slight situation at the company.

It's fine, you go deal with it. I'll take care of Ruolin.

Chairman Zhao, it's a small misunderstanding.

Ruolin, eat one.

Coming!

Coming!

- Sun Ge. - Wang Xuan.

Aren't you getting married today?

- Coming here at this time... - Sun Ge.

I have something really important to tell you.

Come in first and tell me.

What is it?

Sun Ge, these past few days, I've thought about it for a long time.

If I tell Tianhao about Rourou's situation,

I think Tianhao would be able to accept it.

Considering he has a daughter himself,

he will probably understand my feelings,

don't you think so?

Wang Xuan, listen to me.

Don't ever tell Xu Tianhao about Rourou's situation.

Why not?

He probably should be able to accept this.

You're too naive.

A man's heart is much smaller than a woman's.

He can accept another marriage for himself,

he can also have more children for himself, but he can't let you have a single flaw.

Besides, Rourou's situation,

you've kept it from him for so long.

Don't worry.

I've already prepared everything. You should go get married.

I promise you, I will let Rourou

safely get to her foster parents.

Do we really have to send away Rourou?

Can't we just let her stay?

This is for Rourou's benefit.

You also hope that she can have a complete family right?

But I'm still reluctant.

Even if you're unwilling, you have to.

Even if you can't let go, you still must let go.

If you let go, the both of you can seek your own happiness.

If you don't,

from now on, you'd have to spend the rest of your lives running around in secret.

Sun Ge.

Then tell me, will that couple love Rourou?

When I went to meet them a few days ago,

didn't you also secretly follow me to see them too?

Those two people can be considered to be kind-hearted,

they don't even have their own children, and their income is satisfactory.

They will cherish Rourou.

Then what are they names, and where do they live?

You don't need to know these things!

- Sun Ge. - If you want a break, then make a clean break!

Don't have any more worries.

I beg you, Wang Xuan.

Just listen to me this once and quickly return home.

For this once-in-a-lifetime marriage,

you need to be a beautiful bride.

Fine. Then,

I'll go see Rourou this one last time.

She's already asleep, if you go up right now, you'll wake her up.

Wang Xuan, I'm begging you.

Go home.

Mommy!

Once you go through that door,

just forget the fact that you have a daughter.

Forget this situation cleanly, and without any worries, return to being Mrs. Xu.

Wang Xuan, for so many years, I've been your agent,

but I have always treated you as if you were my own little sister.

Everything that I've done was for both you and your daughter's sakes.

I wouldn't harm you.

Rourou,

Mommy didn't finish teaching you the song,

and let you leave like this.

It's Mommy who's sorry to you.

Wang Xuan is here. Quick quick quick!

Hello, everyone! Right now, I'm at location of Wang Xuan's wedding.

Rich and famous businessman, Xu Tianhao, is marrying idol star Wang Xuan.

In this wedding of the century, many famous faces of the business world are in attendance.

It's really a grand wedding,

attracting so many media outlets.

Miss Wang Xuan, wearing an ornate bridal gown, on the arm of her soon-to-be husband, Xu Tianhao,

is slowly making her way into the hotel to where, in about an hour, the ceremony will take place.

Xiao Rui will keep you updated on today's events.

Uncle, where are we going?

Didn't you say you were going to take Rourou to find Mommy?

Yes, Uncle is taking you right now to find Mommy.

When you see Mommy,

you can then stay with Mommy.

- Really? - Yes.

Rourou, Uncle needs to pick up a call.

Just stay here and wait for Uncle and don't run around.

I understand.

Mrs. Wang.

Mommy.

I've already arrived with the child.

Mommy.

You can't find the street?

It's at the end of the road, just turn eastward.

Yes, yes, yes.

No, you need to go back and then turn eastward at the road before that.

Mommy!

Okay, can you please hurry? We two have already...

I'm at the intersection.

Okay, okay, okay.

Rourou. Rourou, come here.

Rourou.

Rourou!

Rourou!

Rourou!

Rourou...

Why isn't Sun Ge picking up my calls?

Ms. Wang, are you okay?

I'm fine.

You can go ahead, I'll be going out in a moment.

Okay.

- Hello? - Hello? Sun Ge?

Is Rourou with you?

Give her the phone. I have something to say to her.

Wang Xuan, Rourou...

What's wrong with Rourou?

Does she know that I don't want her?

Is it that she won't leave with her new mom?

I knew it would be like this.

Sun Ge, give her the phone. I'll tell her.

Wang Xuan, don't be anxious. Rourou is doing well.

I don't believe you.

Give her the phone so I can talk to her.

Wang Xuan,

Rourou has already been taken.

Rourou's gone?

Yes, she's gone.

Which train are they taking?

Wang Xuan.

Sun Ge, tell me. I want to know.

12 o'clock.

Going to a strange place by herself, and not knowing anyone else,

she'll be very scared.

Sun Ge, I'm begging you.

Can't you stay with Rourou until she's accustomed to her new environment?

Help me this one last time.

I'll be grateful to you for the rest of my life.

Sun Ge.

I understand.

Rourou...

Are you doing alright?

Why do I feel like your complexion today is a bit...

Perhaps it's because I didn't sleep well last night.

You're nervous?

Don't worry, I'm here.

Ruolin,

come here.

Come.

I'm going to have Ruolin sing one of your songs for the guests.

Guide her well so she won't get stage fright.

Ruolin, learn from Mommy.

Ruolin, Mommy's going to teach you the song, okay?

Let's start.

Little girl, have you cried today?

Maybe your friends have left.

♫ leaving you with a loneliness that can't be taken away? ♫

♫ Beautiful child ♫

Rourou,

I made you leave before I finished teaching you this song.

I'm so sorry.

Mommy!

Mommy?

There are so many Mommys!

Open the door! Let me out!

Open the door!

Open the door! Let me out!

Open the door!

I want to go out! Let me out!

That sounds like Rourou's voice.

It must be that I miss Rourou too much.

How could Rourou be here?

What's the matter?

It's nothing.

Ruolin sang very well, so I was touched.

Ruolin, keep singing.

Why aren't you singing?

I... I forgot it.

Forgot? I had you memorize the lyrics just a few days ago.

How can you have forgotten?

Tianhao, Ruolin is only five years old.

It's very normal that she wouldn't be able to remember the lyrics.

General Manager Xu.

It's already 11:30. We should head out.

What time is their train?

12 o'clock.

Wang Xuan.

Let's go.

Ruolin is a little difficult to deal with.

You'll have to put in some effort for her to accept you,

but I trust that you can do it.

In a few years, when she gets a little brother and sister, she should change a bit.

When that time comes, we'll all live happily.

Mommy, I had a dream that I lived with you.

And Daddy too.

We watched TV together and listened to you singing.

I could sing all of the song.

Mommy, Rourou loves Mommy.

Rourou loves Mommy a lot.

Wang Xuan.

What's the matter?

I'm sorry, Tianhao.

I can't marry you.

Wang Xuan,

what exactly is the matter?

Why are you suddenly saying you won't marry me?

Wang Xuan,

there are so many guests waiting outside.

You have to at least give me a reason.

I know that as long as I take this step,

my life will have no worries,

but I can't let go of my daughter.

Daughter?

Five years ago,

I was supposed to get married.

But after my daughter was born, we found out she had a serious heart disorder

that would require large medical fees.

Once the father heard that, he turned around and left.

I didn't have any more expectations for love,

but that's when I met you.

I knew that you were treating me genuinely.

I was so touched.

That's why

I picked up my courage to accept your proposal.

But because of that, I had to send my daughter away.

Sun Ge said that would be good for both my daughter and me.

That's why I kept trying to tell myself,

but right now, I realized that I can't do it.

I love Rourou.

I can give up anything, but I can't give up her.

Tianhao,

I'm sorry.

I'm very sorry.

♫ My dearest child, why don't you let me see clearly? ♫

♫ The wind has blown out the candle, and you walk on this path alone ♫

Rourou, wait for Mommy.

Mommy is coming for you!

You have to wait for me!

♫ I'm willing to go with you ♫

Mommy, I want to get out!

♫ On this path back home ♫

I'll take you to find your daughter.

Since you're able to accept Ruolin as your daughter,

of course I can accept your daughter.

Thank you, Tianhao.

Where should we go to find our daughter?

The train station. They're taking the 12 o'clock train to Beijing.

Let's go.

- Mommy! - Little girl!

Hey!

Tell them that Wang Xuan wasn't feeling well,

so the wedding was postponed.

Make sure to take care of this situation well, Zhongming.

Rourou!

Excuse me, have you seen a little girl about this tall?

I haven't.

Have you seen a girl about this tall?

Rourou!

Wang Xuan,

don't worry.

We'll get there in time.

Lao Wang,

drive faster.

This bike is so beautiful!

Little kid!

If you wear your wedding dress out there,

it will only cause a commotion,

and it would be even harder looking for the child.

This is Rourou.

Don't worry.

Rourou!

Rourou!

Did you find her?

The train has already left.

Rourou...

Rourou...

Rourou.

Oh, right.

Sun Ge must know where Rourou was sent to!

Let's find Sun Ge.

If we can find Sun Ge, we'll be able to find Rourou!

Let's hurry!

Lao Wang, let's go.

Sun Ge!

Why hasn't Sun Ge returned yet?

Don't be anxious, and let's just wait patiently.

He'll have to return at some point.

He hasn't been answering my phone calls.

Why isn't he answering my calls? Could something have happened?

Wang Xuan, don't overthink it. How could anything have happened?

Who are you? Here to rent the house?

Rent?

Officer, what do you mean?

Where's the person who used to live here?

You mean Mr. Sun?

He's surrendered his tenancy.

When did this happen?

About half an hour ago. He said he'd be staying in Beijing for awhile.

He wasn't sure if he'd be back, so he didn't want to keep paying the rent.

Thank you.

We'll leave soon.

No problem, please be quick.

Sun Ge!

I'm begging you,

can you stay with Rourou,

until she's become accustomed to it there?

Tianhao, I suddenly remembered that it was I who asked Sun Ge to do this.

He must have gone to Beijing to look for Rourou.

If that's the case, there's all the more reason not to worry.

Think about it,

once Sun Jinsheng has completed his goal in Beijing,

he'll contact you. And then,

we'll know where Rourou is.

True. You are right.

Rourou, just wait a bit longer.

Mommy will bring you home soon.

And then, we'll never have to be apart.

I've told you so many times, but you still don't listen.

You're always butting into other people's business.

In the end,

you have to deal with it all.

Haven't you just brought back a nuisance?

The doctor already said that

nothing's wrong with her. She's not even got a scratch on her,

but you just had to bring her back.

What I'm trying to say is, do whatever you want but don't burden our family.

Okay.

How annoying.

The child's already woken up, and you're saying such things in front of her.

Little girl,

come here.

You're awake?

Are you hungry?

Then Auntie will take you to eat something good, okay?

Alright, be good. Come here.

Let's sit down here.

Come here.

Okay.

Have some celery.

Thank you, Auntie.

Such good manners.

Seems like your parents really taught you well.

Little miss, what's your name?

Rourou.

Rourou? Sounds nice.

Her name isn't important,

what's important are her parents' names.

Do they have any money?

Otherwise, wouldn't we have wasted our money on her medical fees?

Eat this, Rourou.

Let Auntie ask you, what's your dad's name?

What about your mom?

Uncle said that I can't tell.

Then...

Kid, look at me.

Where's your house?

What's your phone number? You should at least know that, right?

How can you not know anything?

I originally thought that we'd be able to get some money back after finding her parents.

All the medical fee money has gone to waste.

Wasted the whole day, and you're even eating dinner here.

That's enough, stop eating.

Come with Uncle.

Weiguo, it's so late. Where are you taking the child?

I'm taking her to the police station.

I know what you're going to say, but we'll be breaking the law if we let her stay here.

Also, are we able to raise her?

Her parents must be worried.

Don't worry, I'm leaving.

Weiguo!

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Timing by bjohnsonwong, xomachi, sabrinafair, mayra_aryam

Translations by tolkienjunior, xomachi

Edits by gyesok

♫ Feels like winter is now leaving ♫

♫ And as the sun melts away the ice in my eyes, ♫

♫ I realize that I still miss you ♫

♫ The rainstorm of all our memories ♫

♫ blurs away the traces of tears ♫

♫ I keep a smile on my face ♫

♫ As if I don't care at all ♫

♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫

♫ It's a pity that we only made it this far ♫

♫ And it's too late to say goodbye ♫

♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫

♫ But if you and she are happy, ♫

♫ just forget how much I once loved you ♫

♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫

♫ It's a pity that we only made it this far ♫

♫ And it's too late to say goodbye ♫

♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫

♫ But if you and she are happy, ♫

♫ just forget how much I once loved you ♫