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I can't accept this ring.

I love you, Jung Hwa.

Yoon Soo Wan.

Park Dong Joo.

Can you disappear from my life?

I don't want to!

I can't do that.

You have to. You will come to do it.

Yoon Soo Wan!

Episode 16

Soo Wan.

- You came? - What happened to you?

Did you see your father?

What about Dong Joo?

I heard...

about Dong Joo's mother being the donor.

I know how you might feel.

Even I am this stunned and heart-wrenched.

It's a different level than just gratitude.

Park Dong Joo's mother, think of her as the ultimate gift in your life.

No matter how I think about it, Dong Joo's family seems to be a

gift that your mother who passed away sent you.

Min Soo,

I broke up with Dong Joo.

Soo Wan, don't be like that.

I know that you're hurting and it's difficult,

but you and Dong Joo love each other.

No, I don't have the right.

I didn't have the right to accept something like a gift from the start.

But Min Soo, I...

am in so much pain.

It hurts so much that I feel like I'll die.

What do I do?

What do I do?

Soo Wan is asking me to disappear.

Not just anyone, but Soo Wan!

She can't look at my eyes anymore.

She says that she can't smile at me,

nor give me a hug to comfort me anymore.

Don't you know with what kind of heart I came this far?

Feeling sorry to my mother,

swallowing all the hate towards you and only thinking of Soo Wan,

only of Soo Wan!

In this world just one person,

that one person who I wished to be mine,

is only Soo Wan.

Why did you do it?

What were you thinking when you did it?

I told you that she shouldn't know.

Soo Wan should never know!

You should have told her that it wasn't true.

That it wasn't true... that it wasn't true! That it was a lie!

...is what you should have said.

Why are you all the way here, all of a sudden?

Because it's an urgent matter.

What is it?

- Cha Min Soo found it. - Found what?

The car from the accident.

What kind of nonsense are you saying?!

That car was scrapped immediately after the accident.

Does it make sense that they found a car that was scrapped 12 years ago?

The thing is...the car was so expensive and the damage was so small that

it seems that the junk yard's owner who coveted the car secretly pocketed it and has been using it as an unregistered car.

Are you joking right now?

I'm sorry.

That those thugs would still have the car...

So...then what's going to happen?

But thankfully, he fixed the car right away and not only repainted it but also remodeled it, so it looks unrecognizable.

The only thing that can be confirmed

is that the car that was supposed to be scrapped was owned by Prosecutor Kang.

It cannot be used as evidence for the car accident in any way.

Every time you guaranteed it like that, but it has come to this.

What's more important than that

is that those punks are full scale targeting Prosecutor Kang.

That they will gather evidence against him.

Then...what do we have to do?

I think I'll need your help.

My help?

His response and feelings are gradually returning.

If his condition continues to improve, even though late,

the paralysis in the upper body may go away.

We have to hope for that.

I know why you're like that.

I know about Park Dong Joo and his mother, and what happened with your father, I know it all.

Ji Woon.

It's okay. You don't need to be so shocked.

I find Father, even if it's not to the point of understanding,

sad and pitiful.

I can assume how desperate he must've been

and also how much he loved you in order

to do such a thing.

Don't talk like that.

Ji Woon, you're a doctor too.

How many people do you think that Father-in-law has saved in his lifetime?

Probably several hundreds, no, several thousands.

Even a great doctor like Father-in-law can make that kind of mistake.

Because he's human, and because he's a parent.

I'll go inside.

Ji Woon,

thank you, for speaking on my father's behalf that way.

Jin Mo.

- Jin Mo. - Is Jin Mo really sick?

The school said that a contagious virus?

They said something like that was going around.

We went to the hospital already and he's having a hard time.

I just put him to bed after giving him medicine.

What should we do?

You worked hard.

You should go now.

Don't go, Noona.

Don't go.

Don't worry, I won't go.

I'm going to be right next to you.

Dad.

Jin Mo, why did you come out? How are you feeling?

I feel a whole lot better than yesterday.

- It's truly a relief. - I know.

Did Hye Joo leave?

No, she's sleeping in my room.

Oh, really?

She must've stayed up all night.

She should at least eat breakfast before sleeping.

I'll go and wake her up.

Jin Mo.

Oh no!

Ellie! Ellie! What's wrong?

Wake up!

What happened?!

Hye Joo! Hye Joo!

Hye Joo! Hye Joo.

Just hold on a bit, Hye Joo.

Hurry up and in. How are you planning to run all the way to the hospital?

Oh.

We put in a fever reducer and once the IV fluids go in, she'll stabilize very quickly.

Did the child's virus spread to her, too?

That's not it. She is exhausted and basically she is predisposed due to a constitutional weakness.

Earlier when I saw them taking down her history, she had a medical history of children's leukemia with a bone marrow transplant.

It looks as though it's fully recovered but her immune system and basic stamina is weaker than others,

so she has to live being careful for the rest of her life.

Ajusshi.

Hye Joo, are you okay?

Do you know how shocked I was?

I'm sorry. It's nothing much.

I'm like this sometimes.

I'll be fine soon.

But still a person who is weak in body shouldn't overdo it like this.

Although this is all because of our Jin Mo,

I really...

I realized properly this time what it means to have your heart sink.

In this situation can you muster a laugh?

It was scarier than having mobilized to the Han River Bridge and falling.

Oh, this young lady is laughing again.

My father needs a shave.

When did you get so many wrinkles?

You hated taking care of your health so much.

It was because you wanted to go to Mom sooner, huh?

Because you missed Mom.

The past 12 years,

every day that you lived here,

must have been like hell for you.

My dad must have had it very hard.

♫ Late at night, sunshines ♫

I must not be too smart. ♫ are asleep at night, ♫

There are so many things that I understand now. ♫ With every star light, ♫

When I had opened my eyes, ♫ Blowing in the wind, ♫

you didn't even look into my eyes much. ♫ Hold on, ♫

Because you didn't smile much, ♫ Let me inside your tears, ♫

I thought it was because you still hated me, ♫ Let me inside your tears, ♫

that's what I thought. ♫ I’m gonna hold you, ♫

I thought you were like that because you thought of Mom. ♫ Just be with me, ♫

It was because it was so painful, right? ♫ Stay with me, ♫

Since every time you saw my eyes, it felt like you were being punished. ♫ Darkness is near by me, ♫

♫ Sometimes I’m lonely, ♫

Still Dad, ♫ Sometimes I’m lonely, ♫

♫ But I can see, ♫

you shouldn't have done it. ♫ But I can see, ♫

You shouldn't have done it. ♫ Hold me, ♫

No matter how pitiful I was, ♫ Let me inside your dreams, ♫

you shouldn't have done that. ♫ You're gonna hold me, ♫

No matter how pitiful you are Dad, or how thankful I am, ♫ As you loved me, ♫

I can't tell you thank you. ♫ Sometimes, ♫

♫ I feel the great time ♫

♫ That we had together ♫

But still Dad, ♫ All the time, ♫

I'll make you less lonely now. ♫ All the time, ♫

Let's stay together. ♫ I won’t ask, ♫

Whether it's life in Hell or life in prison, not alone, but ♫ Even though trying to far away, ♫

the two of us, ♫ Even though trying to far away, ♫

let's do it together. ♫ I know you are still there with me, ♫

♫ I know you are still there with me, ♫

Instead Dad, ♫ I know you are still there with me, ♫

I'm thinking of letting Dong Joo go.

♫ Fly away, ♫

Let's let Dong Joo go. Let's do that. ♫ From your tears make you sad, ♫

♫ When the spring winds blow, ♫

Let's pull him out of this hell. ♫ When the spring winds blow, ♫

♫ You wanna dance with me, ♫

Except for being a good person, ♫ You wanna dance with me, ♫

except for loving me, ♫ Go away, ♫

our pretty Dong Joo who has no done nothing wrong, ♫ With a flap of the wings, ♫

♫ With a flap of the wings, ♫

let's send him away. ♫ You are still shining, ♫

♫ You are still shining, ♫

Dad,

let's do that. ♫ All on my dreams, ♫

Let's do that, hm? ♫ All on my dreams, ♫

♫ If I were a bluebird, ♫

♫ I could sing a song for you. ♫

Dong Joo, from now on don't ever disappear without my permission. ♫ Just for you, ♫

You're going to promise, right? ♫ If you're here tonight, ♫

Park Dong Joo, will you disappear from my life? ♫ I will dance with you, ♫

♫ With the star shining above us, ♫

♫ Where do you go when you're lonely? ♫

♫ Tell me what you do when you feel so blue? ♫

Oppa!

♫ When I feel like that I think your eyes and your smile, ♫

Dong Joo, Dong Joo, Dr. Park Dong Joo, why are you like this these days? ♫ And suddenly the sunshine appears close to me,

What is it? ♫ Every time you go away I stay here, ♫

Are you going to keep this younger sister worrying?! ♫ Every time you go away I stay here, ♫

Hye Joo, kiddo, ♫ Even when you travel away, love is here, ♫

I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. ♫ Even when you travel away, love is here, ♫

♫ Never ever fade away from my mind. ♫

♫ Because your angel eyes are shining in my life, ♫

♫ Your endless splendor fills me ♫

No Soo Wan... Don't go...

♫ And the light in your eyes, once again just my heart, ♫

♫ As you let me look at my broken heart, ♫

♫ And you turned away from my every breath, ♫

♫ Nothing more to break, nothing more to share., ♫

Did you wake up, Oppa?

Why are you suddenly knitting?

When we were young, Mom always knitted for us.

She knitted socks, knitted gloves, and even knitted sweaters.

She did.

When I asked if it wasn't tiring she said that there was nothing that let her show her love as much as this.

Love?

While knitting strand by strand, you think of that person.

Even if your attention wanders for a moment, as if repenting for a wayward heart,

unraveling it from the place it went wrong and restarting from that place.

You even remember those kinds of words?

And since it's the only one in the whole world.

It's a present that can't fit as well or look as good on anyone else.

That it was the same heart as loving someone.

So who are you knitting it for?

Secret.

With Sunbae and the Director, I have a lot of reasons to come to the hospital these days.

It's kind of nice to see you like this.

But didn't you say that you had something to ask me?

Well... it's a little awkward to ask you this type of thing... don't misunderstand, but

since I know your character,

I'm telling you because I don't think that it's proper to hide things between us...

Why are you having such trouble, so unlike yourself? What is it?

While investigating a case, 12 years ago Prosecutor Kang In Tae

bought a sports car and then had it scrapped.

What about that car?

By chance, do you have anything that you remember about that car?

Ye..yes.

But why are you investigating that car?

I told you before that I was reinvestigating Park Dong Joo's mother's accident, right?

Because of that, while I was looking into it,

just in case you had heard something from your father around that time, or something like that...

No, this is really not something I should be asking you, Dr. Kang.

Me letting you know this...

In a little while, a request can go to your father to subpoena him.

Just know that I'm notifying you ahead like this because of our relationship.

- Detective Cha. - Yes.

That accident... where did it occur?

- The location of the accident? - Yes.

Intersection at Sewon in Sewondong.

These are all the records of the patients who were in the hospital in these 2 months of January and February of 2001.

But what do you need all this for?

I can just look at them for a moment, can't I?

Of course.

Kim Hye Sook...

Kim Hye Sook.

Record of Accidental Injury

On February 28th in 2002 around 5 am, she was hit by a car while riding a bicycle and twisted her ankle.

Early in the morning in Gyeonggido...

While knitting strand by strand, you think of that person.

Even if your attention wanders for a moment, as if repenting for a wayward heart,

you have to unravel it from the place it went wrong and restart from that place.

And since it's the only one in the whole world.

And because it's a present that can't fit as well or look as good on someone else.

Oh! Oppa, you were here!

But is Unni okay?

Maybe she's not even able to eat properly because she's nursing the Director?

Should I make the pumpkin porridge that Unnie likes so much?

Can I still not go to see Unnie?

Hye Joo.

There's something that Oppa has to tell you.

Don't be like this.

It's like this for even me,

how bad must it have been for Oppa.

I understand now.

Of course Oppa said that it was okay, right?

I'm okay too.

In fact, I'm actually happy.

That Mom made you open your eyes,

I like it. I like it so much.

Hye Joo.

Why don't you like it?

Why is that something to be heartsick about?

Why is it something to break up over?

I'm so happy about it.

So that I can think of Mom even like this.

Not because it's someone else but because it's you.

As expected our mom is really smart.

Extremely.

I'm so extremely proud.

But Unnie, why can't you?

Hye Joo, I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Don't be sorry.

You only need to be thankful.

You can be good to me and Oppa.

We're going to be happy together.

I thought about it a lot,

but Unnie and Oppa don't seem to be helpful to each other.

Your brother has his future ahead of him

and I have my work and my life.

I can't give up my father also.

Those are all excuses.

You can solve it with love.

You can each concede things and work together.

If you're going to live together forever,

there's something that isn't easy with just love.

That's why everyone says marriages are hard.

Are you sincere?

If that's so, then I'm disappointed.

I might hate you, Unnie.

Hate me.

It's all right to hate me.

Oh, right. I have something to give you.

You know this, right? It's Dong Joo's fathers.

Unni.

You were supposed to have it originally but I am returning it too late.

Unni.

Go back safely.

Yoon Soo Wan,

what is this?

Why did you give this to Hye Joo? It's yours.

It's not mine nor Hye Joo's, but it's yours.

Stop being stubborn.

I told you clearly that I can't do it.

If I was going to give up like this I wouldn't have even held it in.

Don't hold it in. You can just give up.

Can you live without seeing me?

- Can you breathe without me? - Park Dong Joo.

It's really touching,

but we're at the age to know that we won't die after breaking up.

I told you.

I know because I went through it. I felt like I was going to die.

It'll be so terrible to the point where you think that dying is better.

This is obsession and pride. If you continue this, it will seem like you want me close to take revenge on me,

like you want to hate me all the time.

I might think that childishly. Is that what you want?

- Yoon Soo Wan! - Leave.

Please leave.

Are you being sincere?

How many times do I have to tell you to believe me?

Should I tell you a hundred and thousand times?

I feel like I'm going to die when I see you,

so please disappear from my side.

♫ I don't know how to forget you ♫

♫ Even though I try to ask others ♫

♫ What should I do? How should I forget? ♫

♫ Can't you teach me? ♫

♫ Even though I always see someone, ♫

♫ I will ask another name for parting. ♫

♫ Isn't that how to do it? Then will I be able to forget? ♫

♫ I know gradually you are leaving. ♫

♫ First thing I have learned, to not cry without you. ♫

♫ Second, to not be alone. ♫

♫ Third, even if it hurts, to not call out your name ♫

♫ Nor to hold on to your two warm hands. ♫

I told you before that I'm going to reinvestigate Park Dong Joo's mother's case, right?

As I kept finding evidence for the accident, I found out that twelve years ago, Prosecutor Kang In Tae

bought a sports car and disposed of it.

I'm sure that she got discharged with no problem.

I saw with my own eyes

that she was admitted with not that serious of an injury.

Yes, Mrs. Kim Hye Sook. I'm Jang Ji Woon, the person who called you before.

I think I'm nearby here.

Oh, here!

Board Chairman.

Which room is the patient who was taken in after a car accident this morning located?

Oh, the one who got into an accident after riding her bike?

- Yes. - Please wait a moment.

It's room 314. Is it someone you know?

Yes. Please take care of her.

Okay, we'll take extra care of her.

Hello.

How are you?

I am feeling well.

You need to recover quickly.

Kim Hye Sook Female/40

Name: Kim Hye Sook

At that time, I think she was Seyoung Hospital's Board Chairman,

that elegant female doctor

so affectionately good to me...

Ever since then, whenever someone needs to go to the hospital in this neighborhood, I tell them to go to Seyoung Hospital even

if it's far. I'll probably be advertising it for the rest of my life!

I heard that you were in a car accident at dawn and were hospitalized that time.

It was a hit-and-run, right?

Hit-and-run?

Can I call that a hit-and-run?

It was at dawn,

and back then, the post office intersection

was a levee.

Wait a minute. The place where the accident took place was the post office intersection?

Yes.

I was a little unstable because I was learning to ride the bicycle at the time.

So when a car passed me,

I was so scared and just fell by myself.

Then, you're saying the car and the bike never hit?

That's what I'm saying.

But because my leg got fractured, I was hospitalized.

I don't know how she found out, but that Chairman,

the female doctor I told you about earlier,

she said that she did it because she was the one who was in a rush and said she was sorry.

She paid for the admission fee and treatment fee,

and even gave compensation and let me get discharged.

It was then that I felt that doctors from nice households have kind hearts.

Your mother's accident was a hit-and-run 12 years ago?

Yes, she was riding her bike at dawn.

Where did that accident take place?

Sewon intersection in Sewondong.

No.

It can't be.

What is it?

Are you sick?

What's wrong with your face?

Mom.

Yeah.

The car that father bought me.

They said that they are re-investigating that

car which caused the hit-and-run accident.

What are you saying? Who said that?

Because of that accident... they said a person died.

- Ji Woon. - But Mom...

That day, the one who drove that car...

was me.

Stop it. Who told you what that's making you act like this?

But there's something that I can't understand, no matter how many times I think about it.

I drove that car on that day

and hit a person.

I ran away,

but I didn't kill anyone.

That's right, did someone say you killed a person?

Did someone say you were the one who did that?

It's not you. It's a case that has nothing to do with you.

As expected, you already knew everything.

Kang Ji Woon, I told you it's not you.

You saw yourself.

The patient who was hospitalized, smiling as if nothing happened.

I showed her to you.

That's why.

Mom.

What were all the things I saw that day?

Chairman, what the heck happened?

Ji Woon.

Doctor Oh Young Ji, what in the world did you do to me?

Soo Wan.

It's okay I'll clean it up.

Soo Wan!

You're bleeding.

Let go of me.

Why are you here again? I told you that I didn't want to see you.

I told you to disappear. I told you to get lost.

Soo Wan.

I want to go back...

to before I met you.

Those days were better.

It was better when I couldn't see.

It was less painful then.

Those days were better. It was better then!

Alright, stop it.

I understood you, Soo Wan.

So stop agonizing.

I'll ease your agony.

♫ When you are beside me, the time seems to fly. ♫

♫ When you leave far away, my time stands still. ♫

Do you think it's possible to fall in love with the same person twice?

If by chance I have a third love,

I would once again do something foolish.

You'll still like this foolish Yoon Soo Wan, right?

I can't say that I will make you the happiest person in this world.

I also can't promise that my heart will remain the same forever.

I will promise you that while I'm alive, you'll be the most precious person.

Soo Wan, will you be my family?

What's important is that Park Dong Joo

is next to Yoon Soo Wan like this right now.

Let's keep... walking like this together.

I'm never going to lose you again.

- Doctor Park. - Chief.

Did you come to pack up your belongings?

Yes.

It seems like everyone is dispatched.

Aigoo, I don't know what is, but there are a lot of accidents these days.

Woon Chan and Teddy are off duty.

The fire station feels empty because Leader Park and Leader Yoon are gone.

Anyhow, our weirdo Yoon Ddol will need to come back to her place without any problems.

I'll come back again to give my proper greetings to the other staff.

Of course. We need to have a party to send you off properly.

Why are you looking at another person's property without permission?

It's not another person's. It's mine.

What?

Look. It says Yoon Soo Wan right here.

What is it?

It's Soo Wan's. Please give it to her for me.

Park Dong Joo.

Also, this too...

this also belongs to Soo Wan.

Soo Wan is having a hard time.

So, what's going to happen to you two?

For now, I'm going to break off from her. I have to.

I keep burdening you, and there is no way to pay you back.

I must have committed a lot of sins against you in the past life.

But I'm still going to investigate your mother's case.

Because I refuse to give up now.

If something comes up I'll call you.

I'll call you often.

I'm also worried about Detective Kim's health.

Tell him I'm sorry I couldn't take care of him more...

Just worry about yourself.

Detective Cha.

Please take care of Soo Wan.

♫ I hope someday you will join us. ♫

♫ And the world will be as one. ♫

♫ Imagine no possessions. ♫

♫ I wonder if you can. ♫

Hey, don't bring things like these and try buying other things like apples. Am I a cow, eating this every day?

What's wrong with you again? Hey.

Did you get fired even from the traffic bureau?

You're making a grim expression as if the sky has fallen. Why?

Just show some frustration. It's not like you. What's wrong?

There is a homework someone requested for me to do, but I just don't feel right about it.

What?

- Sunbae. - Yeah.

Why is a love between a man and a woman so difficult and complicated?

Are you dating?

Oh, no. Because I cracked my head, I'm talking about things lacking in intuition.

There's no way, right?

Don't you just need to be with each other if you love each other?

You can just break up if you don't like it.

What's the request that you got that you're like this?

You didn't break up with your wife because you hated each other.

Why is the subject heading towards there?

She still had the mind to continue until the end.

But you treated her badly and rejected her so she could detach herself from you.

Why in the world do people do that?

If you really like them, that can happen.

Although words like 'breaking up because you love someone' seem to be from an old-fashioned song from '88,

there is sincerity in there.

That's why love is a load of crap.

Never mind. Would a simple minded person like you know anything? Let's stop.

I don't even want to know about something complicated like that.

But why am I in the middle of that?

Ah... seriously. Sitting there sighing, making me feel uneasy... hey, just leave. Leave!

Leave. Get out.

I got it.

The result probably won't change because I didn't deliver it correctly, right?

Go. Go.

I'm going.

That rascal... making me feel upset.

Anyways, I wonder if my wife is even able to run the restaurant

when it's so hot.

Soo Wan.

Yoon Soo Wan.

Don't cry. Don't be hurt.

I put in so much effort so you would stop crying.

But, in the end, it turned out like this.

I'm sorry.

It's fine if you forget everything and not keep it [the promise].

But the promise you made with me and Jung Hwa...

Don't be in pain.

Don't get hurt and for a long, long time...

I hope you'd surely keep that promise.

I have nothing much to say.

Soo Wan.

Seoul/Incheon Boston/Boston

Boston Medical Center

Director.

I am not going to come here anymore.

I'm not planning on coming back.

So this might be the last time.

Because it's the last time,

so I'm going to say everything.

Why did you do it?

You are an excellent doctor, aren't you?

You made me want to dream

of becoming a doctor like you.

Why did you do it?

Why did you come to find me behind the Boston alley back then?

You should have not came.

You shouldn't have treated me well.

You shouldn't have adored me so much.

Why did you do that

so that I can't even hate you or resent you?

Losing Soo Wan...

do you know what it means for me to let her go?

I...

really hate you right now.

I'd rather wish that the Earth would just crumble down right now.

But I still need to leave her now.

I was confident that the only person who can make Soo Wan happy

and make her smile

was me.

I never once doubted it.

But now I no longer have the confidence.

So I need to leave.

It would've been great if the surgery went well

and you were able to talk.

I had something I really wanted to hear.

You can't even imagine

what you mean to me.

What did...

I mean to you?

What kind of a son was I?

♫ Late at night ♫

♫ Sunshines are sleep that night ♫

♫ With every star light ♫

♫ Blowing in the air ♫

♫ Hold me ♫

♫ Let me inside your dreams ♫

♫ You're gonna hold me ♫

♫ As you loved me ♫

♫ Sometimes ♫

♫ I feel the great time ♫

♫ That we had together ♫

♫ All the time ♫

♫ I won’t ask ♫

♫ Even though trying to far away ♫

♫ I know you are still there with me ♫

♫ Fly away ♫

♫ From your tears make you sad ♫

♫ When the spring winds blowing ♫

♫ You wanna dance with me ♫

♫ Go away ♫

♫ With a flap of the wings ♫

♫ You are still shining ♫

♫ All on my dreams ♫