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Is your 4K on?

Yeah. -Yeah.

On this side, yeah.

I wanna aim for, like, five minutes of a jack-off instructional.

Go back there. I wanna see.

You look really cute. Lighting is good.

Are you ready? -Mm-hmm.

Ready, set...

Today, we're gonna jack off together,

and I can't wait.

I want to see you stroke your cock

and I want you to come when I tell you to come

while you're thinking about these titties

all over your fucking face.

I decided beginning of 2019 to move to Las Vegas.

It's cheaper here.

The cost of living in Seattle keeps going up,

and for half as much as I pay there,

I get more space.

Hugh Hefner Drive.

That's great.

Only in Las Vegas.

A lot has changed in the past two years.

I went on a multi-city tour

over the course of 2018 around the country

to make money working.

It was probably the best experience of my life.

I want you to stroke your dick so slow,

and I know it feels so good.

Heck yeah.

Do you know...

This is literally me every time.

I put my body through a lot for sure that 2018.

I went really, really hard.

Mostly I was getting booked for, like, four, five, six hour dates,

dinner dates, so I would just fill my days with clients

until I was booked.

I would stay in a city probably about three, four days

and then I would travel to the next city

and then I would go back home.

Being away from my son was probably one of the hardest things I did,

and I'm very fortunate and privileged

that I have family

that has the means to provide for him

while I was away from home.

I don't approve because I believe that you're worth more.

The job is not who you are.

The job is just what you do.

Me and my mom's relationship has grown.

She's more accepting of what I do because I don't ask her for anything,

so she doesn't need to provide for me financially.

When I came out to you a couple years ago,

I told you that I was escorting to provide for myself

in order for me to go to school.

How do you feel about me still not being in school?

School is tough.

I didn't go back to school till I was 30-something years old.

I would like you to do something that you wanna do,

whether that's massage therapy or...

What if what I want to do is sex work?

I'm going to pray that out of your system.

That's what I'm gonna do.

You're feeding someone's addiction.

People that are paying it, to me, are sick people.

They can't get it anywhere else, so they're gonna pay for it.

That's a sickness.

She always tells me she's praying for me.

All the time.

You know, she's concerned still, but still very supportive.

She picked up and left, though, Washington.

Bought a house in Florida

and went to retire with her husband.

My son was there for two months while I moved.

Why do you feel like prostitution is illegal?

Because sex, making love,

should be between a married man and a married woman.

Okay.

That sounds wild to me, and I'm gonna keep my...

That's crazy.

This is the site where I make most of my income.

You post your videos and people are able to see your content.

This is where they come to see all of my juicy smut.

I like the act of being able to, like, perform

what I do for clients

actually on camera and get paid for it.

It is not illegal to sell content, so, like, it legalized my sex work.

I... that's what I most love about you on social media.

It is, like... -I always see booty jiggling.

Always.

Oh, yeah, baby. Stroke that cock.

There's a network of girls that we all promote each other.

-$40 for 10 minutes? -Yeah.

I'm undercharging.

Yeah, 40.

And it's been working out for me.

I still see clients.

I'm able to raise my rates because I have a sustainable income.

I'm a producer, I'm an editor,

I film myself, I'm the makeup artist,

I come up with the costume, I come up with the storyline.

I'm my own one-woman working machine.

We need to do more content together. Like, can you film me?

Yes! -Because I feel like that helps.

And it's so hard and it's like you can't get the...

Not all the angles. -That you want.

Like, that angle you got from the side? -Yeah.

Hot.

I've gotten to a place of privilege in my work.

It went from survival sex work, I'm doing this to survive, to get going,

to now this is a choice.

I don't have to see a client.

I can choose who I see, when I see,

if I even see you, if I even feel like it.

If I don't feel like it, I don't have to see you.

Everyone's allowed to buy pussy.

To each their own.

I think everyone should. Like, why not?

It's been working for me,

so that's why I've continued.

I wish you had just texted me.

I wanted you to call me so I could talk to you.

No, I know you want me to call you. -I always want you to call me.

I know you do, but...

'Cause you... 'cause you do the little, like, half sentences with no punctuation.

I can't tell if you're, like, mad or happy.

Yeah, you're not my boyfriend anymore.

No, you're not my girlfriend anymore

but we're still friends, so we gotta communicate.

I love you.

I really wanna kiss you right now.

No, that's absolutely not happening.

I feel very uncomfortable.

When we broke up, I was pretty brutal to him.

He was pretty heartbroken. He was like, I supported you.

But I'm like, yeah, you also got a free ride though.

He was definitely benefitting from the work that I was doing.

Using my vagina to make money

when I was in distress

about all these bills that I was drowning in, you know,

if he really didn't want me to do it, then he would've gotten another job.

So how's things been with work?

I haven't seen anyone in a few weeks.

Yeah? You stopped advertising.

Mm-hmm. -You gonna start advertising some more?

I don't know. I have to do new pictures if I'm gonna...

New pictures? Yeah, you've got a whole new look going.

I mean, he definitely didn't like the idea

of his girlfriend, like, going off for a couple hours with some other guy.

You wanna go upstairs and smoke a cigarette?

Yes. -Yeah, we do.

It was the best option that I had considering the circumstances.

It's like, 70-hour work week

or, like, go hang out with this sad, lonely old guy for a couple hours

is the easy option.

Just be safe. -I am, I have been.

I know, I know, I know. -No.

Come on, give me a kiss. -No.

I think, like, since I've started doing sex work,

my expectations for how men can treat me

has exponentially improved.

My relationship with money has changed a lot,

and my relationship with who I allow into my space has change a lot.

Like, I'm definitely, like, much more stern boundaries

and have no problem no problem telling guys no now.

Like where maybe I would've just... It would've been a silent no,

now it's like a I'm gonna run away from you

And scream no in your face now.

Bye. -Bye.

We'll see. -All right.

Bye, Finny.

Kay, take good care of your daddy, okay?

I think he thinks that we'll get back together eventually,

or that there's no one better for me than him,

and I'm just like, I don't...

I don't know, I disagree.

A lot of times, I just wanna, like...

I wanna be angry at him, but at the same time, it's...

I'm moved past it,

so it doesn't... none of it matters anymore

'cause I'm moved on,

and life is getting exponentially better every day.

Ever since I broke it off with him, it's been better every day.

If I do continue

or decide to move on from sex work,

then it will be on my own account

and just based on my own wants and needs

and not anybody else's.

I've never been able to get my voice out there.

I have the privilege where I can come forward

without risking as much as other people.

Transitioning from survival sex work

into this place of privilege that I'm at

has been the biggest change in my life

because I have a sustainable income

to where I'm not actually having to take a client for $100.

Blow and go.

Based off of the money that I've made already,

I feel comfortable, like, walking away from it

if that's what I decide to do.

Getting society to accept us

is getting people in general to see that we're human beings.

We're not the dead hooker on TV.

Even if the industry is not perfect,

the people participating in it should be protected and accepted,

not ostracized.

Sex work isn't sustainable

just because of how much anxiety I have from society.

All these social norms telling you that what you're doing is wrong

and you're a bad person.

I think that's probably the hardest part.

It's, like, a cruel part of our society

that people in the sex industry often exist on the margins.

There's so many people who have never reached out to me

but would have if they knew that I existed.

This is what I want to do.

I want to be in sex work.

I get to sell my videos that I make,

I get to have great sex with people who I like,

and I sell it to people who like me.

I am very, very grateful for my experiences in the industry.

I'm grateful for the lessons they taught.

And I met some incredible people,

and I feel like I got to make a positive impact on the world.

I'm just living the life that I want, how I want,

without asking permission

or without saying sorry.

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