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Oh, God.

You are, by far, one of the kinkiest, most deviant women I know.

I know. -Thank you.

You wear it proudly.

I do. I want that on a T-shirt.

I think it's better to show than to tell.

How have you been? What have you been up to?

Traveling a little bit.

Just got back from Europe, and...

In time for the weather here to...

Yeah, go to shit.

Really go to shit.

How long have we been seeing each other now?

I think it's going on two years.

So what made you start looking for an escort?

You know, I was going through my divorce.

I was lonely, and so I thought, "I want companionship..."

"But it should be with somebody who knows the ropes,

"and it's a relationship with clear boundaries

and safety rails..."

I guess would be a good word.

And so I go to my therapist, and I say to her,

"I just ended this messy rebound relationship,

"and I really don't think I'm supposed to be getting into a romantic relationship

"with someone else real soon,

but I'm thinking that I want to maybe see an escort."

And she thought about it for about a minute.

A whole minute?

And she was like, "I think it actually is a great idea."

You are therapist-approved.

Yes!

I have a skill set of how I interact with the world.

The understanding that connection is a learned skill,

not something that happens organically between two people,

is really important,

and it's one of the reasons people pay professionals.

So what was your biggest fear?

So I had cancer surgery, and then I got divorced.

So, after the cancer surgery, you know, I was struggling with ED.

You're worried about meeting somebody,

you know, where you have to bring that topic up.

Things could have gotten complicated, or things could've been a little scary.

I'm like, "All right, yeah, I have ED. What are we gonna do?"

And you showed me there are so many things to do.

You can get injections for your...

You know, for your ED, and they actually worked,

and you love giving injections, so...

Perfect, right? -You can call me Dr. Endza.

I need a lab coat.

No, I think I prefer you in heels.

I could wear a lab coat and heels.

Well, I'm gonna use the ladies' room.

Okay. -And then I think I have

a wonderful outfit to show you.

That would be great.

The need for intimacy is very, very wrapped up in sex.

Should I get in the bedroom?

Wherever you are most comfortable.

It's part of who we are, and our puritanical society

tries to deny that.

People come to me with desires and kinks and fetishes

that they have never been able to talk to anyone about.

They can be married for 40 years, never once mention this partner.

And they want something that is

so necessary to who they are as a person

and have never been able to realize that.

And those are some of my favorite things about this job.

So beautiful.

You're quite handsome yourself.

Oh, thank you, sweetheart.

You are just evil.

Evil?

Aww, you're so sweet.

Clients are generally wonderful and kind.

They treat me so much better

than the average person treats a barista.

It feels like they're being exploited

for working minimum wage for people who yell at you all day,

when I get to make a good living

off of people who treat me with a lot of respect.

I'll have my way with you.

Oh, dear.

The gentleman I'm seeing tonight...

I emailed him, actually, yesterday, just was like,

"You're gonna be my first gentleman that I'm gonna see",

and he, I think, is really excited about that

and just wants me to have a good time

and said he's gonna be on his best behavior.

The biggest question is, "Do I wash the hair?"

I think that makes him feel special, too.

He's not just gonna be another face

or another gentleman, so...

I told him I had two open days this week with my busy schedule,

and he was super flexible about it.

I've had a couple guys that last week I could've gotten together with them,

but I chose not to.

I was just like, "It's too last minute,

"and it just seems, like, very rushed,

and, like, I can't pull it together in two hours."

Like, I need more prep than that,

like going to get waxed and getting your nails done

and making sure you have, like,

the right outfit and the right underwear,

and it's a lot of stuff you have to think about.

Like, even just in the back of my mind,

I'm like, "What are we gonna talk about for three hours?"

Especially if they're someone that doesn't have a lot of social skills,

which I feel like that could happen in Seattle,

'cause we have such a big tech industry.

My 14-hour days... if I make 300 bucks, I'm stoked.

Serving tables, being a barista is really hard.

I usually am on my feet for at least 12 hours a day,

busting my ass and having people piss me off all day.

I am really excited to start working less.

I've been cutting back already at work

to just preemptively build more time in my schedule.

I feel good about it.

Like, couple weeks ago, I was really struggling

with just having everything be in limbo,

like, not having my pictures, not having my website,

after paying for underwear and advertising

and all the odds and ends that it takes.

Tonight most of that is gonna go

towards, like, of course, making sure rent is paid,

and then I have two big credit cards I haven't paid in, like, six months,

so I'm excited to pay those off finally.

I've been stressing out about those bills for the last six months,

and that can just be taken care of in an hour or two.

So that's pretty awesome.

On my website, I have,

under my expectations, GFE, so that means "girlfriend experience."

So I feel like that's pretty straightforward.

It's like, no freaky shit.

Like, be a gentleman, be clean. It's really straightforward.

So I'm finding that the more I overthink it,

the more complicated it makes it,

and I just need to do what I already know how to do,

which is just go on a date.

Yes, this is my first time doing this professionally,

but it's something that I know how to do and am good at.

We're actually gonna be at his place, which is nice,

'cause that saves me 300 bucks on a hotel.

He really wants to get to know me first.

I'm a little nervous about that when that time comes.

So we'll see.

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