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Society has embedded in women's minds

to aspire to be stay-at-home moms.

Like, that's, like, the lowest-paying job in the world.

It's like you're stuck in the 1950s.

There's two different girls.

There's the girls that will want to be the housewife,

and then there's girls that are gonna put their big panties on and�

and go get what they need.

Hey, guys. -Hi!

Hey. -How are you guys?

I'm good. -Hi!

I'm super kinky, so it's like, I hope you're prepared for the kink.

I'm interested in the whole� the lifestyle

just because I fuck with pimps.

I don't fuck with pimps,

'cause I'm an indie ho.

That's what we call ourselves.

Okay.

So�what? -So... I'm independent.

Like renegade? Is that what they call it?

I guess you want to call me a renegade. -You don't want to?

I don't really feel anything in the game is, like, derogatory.

Like, I call myself a ho. -I mean, it's�

Right. -I call myself a prostitute.

I've always been Cayenne.

I mean, she's everything that I want to be.

Cayenne is bold. She's brave.

No games, no time for bullshit.

She's always been inside of me,

and I just have never had an outlet

for my sexual behavior.

I've always been hypersexual, so this is actually quite natural for me.

It's like me in my natural form.

So how long have you been in the Seattle...

Sex industry? -Right.

My ho-versary is February 17.

This is what I'm good at.

Like, this is what I love to do.

I wake up every day. Like, I love what I do.

And I know that I'm so new at this,

but I've been so pro-women's sexuality,

sexual in�like, fighting sexual double standards

for so long.

Just being dark-skinned, period, I'm a fetish.

Being a woman of color, period, you are a fetish.

Some guys are genuinely� they really like you.

For the most part, I'm�I'm that man's fetish

'cause he has a white wife at home.

Sometimes you gotta capitalize off of stupid shit.

I make money on Snapchat, Instagram, and Twitter.

They pay for video clips, so they want to see, like, the nasty.

They want to see the tits out.

They want to see me play with myself.

They can request videos.

I will send videos for a fee.

I will say your name for an extra fee.

You have to maintain that, so, like, literally,

I'm on my phone all day.

It's just keeping them coming because they've paid.

Yeah, see, I just got hit� I'm getting hit up on social media.

Uh, it's just a heart 'cause of my picture.

So being a mom, how is that� and being a ho?

It's a hard transition, because, like, sometimes,

you do have to go out of state, or you do have to travel,

so it is imp�it's a hard thing, but, like, when I'm away from my son,

I definitely turn into a different person.

It's like a click, like... -Right.

You know, being a mom, like,

I just make sure that I give him his time

when I'm with him.

Um, I don't be on my phone much.

I don't be on social media.

I make sure that I'm completely and totally engaged with my child.

I actually have way more freedom with my kid being a ho

than I do actually working a regular nine-to-five.

So how you feel about monogamy?

Monogamy is a fallacy.

A lot of people mistake love and sex, and they combine that together.

I feel like monogamy is a push and pull of control.

It's conditional.

I don't think it's natural.

It's not. -No.

I know when somebody actually really likes me,

because, like, I have this option.

There's always this. Like, I don't have to spend time with him,

because, hmm, you know, what do you have to offer

but my life, smelling like Newports and disappointment?

So do you have a per�

I do. -Do you have a�

I'm polyamorous.

I currently have two partners... -Okay.

Outside of my, um, work life,

and they both provide different things for me,

and they both know, um, about what I do,

and they actually both know each other.

Wow.

Snacks, check.

All right, make sure I have everything.

Multi-piece set, okay.

Denim is more suitable.

Love you. -Love you.

I'll see you in a�tonight.

Keep getting all nervous.

I'm like�I just want to have fun,

or else I'm just gonna look nervous in all my pictures.

All the money I'm gonna make is definitely gonna go straight

to paying off bills and stuff right away, but Brian�

he was using the word "we" a little loosely, and I'm like...

I hope you realize I'm using my body

and I'm�I'm the one that's doing this,

so it's still gonna be my money, 100%. Like, it's�there's no "we"

when it comes to the money.

I'm trying to figure out which look to do first.

Feel like we should start with one of the more simple looks

just to kind of get me comfortable.

Right.

I need to work on my resting bitch face.

Yeah, so I'm trying to go, like, super soft and feminine...

Yeah. -'Cause, uh, I have

so many tattoos, and I'm trying to get, like, softer.

Whenever I'm, like, on a bed,

I like to be, like, on my knees a lot

just because, like, it gives you more opportunity to elongate yourself.

Hair pro tips.

Nice.

And since you want your face, like, mostly hidden,

I would suggest doing things where it's like,

you just, like, show your mouth

or, like, you could just, like, show your eyes.

Work the hairline.

Ooh, that's cute. -Yeah, that's nice.

You could look down and to the side again�is nice.

Oh, I like that. -Yeah, these look great.

Yeah, do more glassy backs. -Oh, that works.

Oh, no, that works great.

Yeah, that's good.

Wanna call it? We can take a lunch.

Yeah, yeah. Oh, no, there's plenty.

Let's call it.

Now I'm tired.

That was harder than I thought it would be.

I got you something.

Hey, uh, Polaroids.

You can say thank you to Henry for those.

I think the photos turned out great today,

and I'm really excited to get those back,

but just feeling really overwhelmed with everything,

because sex is involved, and that's such a personal thing,

and to just be inviting someone into that realm

and to be inviting someone into that� into my world�

that way is really personal, and it's really scary.

Sorry.

It just, like, hits me at random times.

Sometimes, like, at night, it's hard just, like, falling asleep.

I'll just be, like, laying in bed, like�.

Just, like, telling myself that I'm this, like, horrible person...

'Cause if you're in a monogamous relationship

and you love somebody, it's�

you're not supposed to sleep with other people.

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