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Episode 35

Episode 35 You're so immature. Is your face ok?

You're so immature. Is your face ok?

Why didn't you pick up? I was very worried.

You're not gonna speak?

Are you that narrow minded?

How can you get upset without listening to me?

Joon-Ho heard about my CML from Ki and came to see me.

I couldn't just tell him to go.

Why don't you keep seeing him?

Kyung-Woo.

My proposal must've been burdensome because you had both of us.

I see you were gonna take time to choose between us...

...and my sudden proposal unnerved you.

How could you say that?

I hate scheming women who compare men the most.

Do you seriously think so? Really?

Yeah.

Alright. If that's what you think, I have nothing more to say.

Why are you angry? Aren't I the one who should be upset?

How else am I supposed to take it?

You wouldn't even open the box, and I saw you with Joon-Ho!

I told you. That I don't need kids.

That I don't wanna hear about your conscience!

How many times do I have to tell you to convince you?

I also told you many times. You said you're fine with it, but how can I be?

You have to give up so much because of me.

How can I accept your proposal easily?

Then why did you decide to marry me before? Nothing's different.

How did you make up your mind so easily then?

I didn't love you then!

I didn't.

You fool.

If I had leukemia and was sterile, you wouldn't marry me?

It's rather fortunate that you won't have kids. No one will inherit your stupidity.

My father died.

6 years ago.

This is a letter he left.

Read it.

Me?

Yeah.

I'm gonna eat, so read it out loud for me.

How can I...

It's not like I feel anything for him.

He never came to see me since I was 9. He just enjoyed his life.

And he passed away an entire 6 years ago.

Read.

Kyung-Woo, my son...

I was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer not too long ago.

I won't live long and I won't be able to see you before I die...

...so I'm writing this even if I wasn't a good father.

Good, he knows.

First, get a regular check up with your mother once a year.

How nosy...

Second, take your mother on a trip at least once a year. She loves to travel.

What a belated piece of advice.

Third...

I saw your graduation project. It was good.

You were good at delving the subject.

Just one thing... Your perspective was too objective and emotionless.

If you approach the subject from a warmer perspective...

...you'll make a much better documentary.

Your first work was great. I mean it.

Four, if you have a son later, don't be like me and stay by his side.

I went to the public bath with you often before the divorce.

I still remember you complained about scrubbing my back.

That was the happiest time of my life.

Lastly... I remember your trembling voice when you called saying mom was hurt.

I couldn't go to you because of surgery and I regret it the most.

I'm sorry I left you only pain.

If you were to be born again, please be my son again.

I'll be the good father that I couldn't be now.

Son. I'm proud of you.

Be healthy and happy.

From father, who was always sorry.

Where is he?

He's here. In the study.

I see. Go work.

Mother.

Who are you?

How dare you show up here?

I came here to take Hyo-Eun, mother.

Who? Who's Hyo-Eun?

Mother, I'm so sorry. I know I committed a terrible sin.

My apology doesn't suffice.

I know I'm a sinner forever.

But let me take her, mother.

Seeing her would just pain you.

As if you care one bit about me. Seeing her would pain me?

You want me to give her back? I can't! Why would I?

She's still my granddaughter and Tae-Il's child.

Mother.

Did you think I'd send her to you again?

Just because you told me she isn't Tae-Il's child?

As if.

I can't give her to you. She'll grow up here as my grandchild.

Mother, why on earth...

Are you deaf? I can't give her!

Mother. Please let me take her. Please.

What's wrong with you?

Mother...

Don't even say that because it gives me shivers. Why am I your mother?

Mother. Mother.

Mother.

Please open the door. Let me take her. I'm sorry, Mother.

Please open the door. I'm sorry. Let me take her. Please?

Hyo-Eun! Hyo-Eun, it's mom. Hyo-Eun!

'Your call has been transferred to...'

Tae-Il, why aren't you picking up?

Yeah, Soo-Kyung. What?

What?

I see. I'll be there. Bye.

Grandma. Are you back?

Hey. Where have you been all day? You didn't even pick up.

I'll go change.

Grandma. At the door... who was it?

A peddler.

Lady, did my mom come?

No.

- No calls from her either? - No.

What is it? What did your mother in-law mean?

Tell us everything.

Hyo-Eun isn't Tae-Il's child?

No.

Did you deceive him too?

No. He knew from the start.

He proposed knowing my pregnancy.

He said he'd raise the baby as his own and he'd tell his parents that she was his.

Then he conscientiously lied to his parents?

Yes.

My, my...

I'm sorry. I committed an unforgivable sin to you and to my in-laws.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

Then what? Whose child is she?

Whose child? Answer.

It's a guy I met before Tae-Il.

He knew I was pregnant, but he emigrated with his family.

Tae-Il knew everything and still proposed to you?

Yes.

And he suggested lying to his parents and you agreed to it?

I'm sorry. I deeply regret it too.

Who asked for an apology? Answer me.

Yes. I agreed and did what he said.

You're unbelievably shameless. How dare...

If you went through that much to marry him, you should've lived well.

You committed something so unthinkable to marry him, yet had an affair?

Wow, it's warm. Thanks.

I'm fine now.

This might not console you...

...but I'd be happy if I knew whether my birth mother was alive.

It doesn't help, does it?

I'm so bad at it.

It's ok. Your being here helps.

How can you say something that cheesy without even blinking?

Because it's 100% genuine.

I only thought of you when I left home after a fight with mom.

Then I saw you with Joon-Ho. That's why I got so mad.

I'm sorry that I got angry.

Put it on my finger.

Your mom will oppose fiercely. She has good reason to.

But I'm determined to not think of shame at all.

So tell me now if there's anything you're worrying about.

Once this moment passes, you'll never get away from me.

I won't leave your side till I die.

I decided not to worry about you loving someone like me.

I won't be apologetic to you either.

Instead I'll be grateful forever.

If it's ok with you... would you marry me?

Yes. I'd love to.

What you said... I really love it.

That you won't leave my side till you die.

Please don't.

Kyung-Woo.

I won't say 'Till I die' again.

This is the first and last time.

I know.

I saw many times that you can't help yourself looking at kids.

You even told me once...

...that you grew up lonely, so you wanted to marry early and have a nice family.

If I could, I'd love to have enough kids to make a basketball team.

I really do.

I'm sorry.

That's good enough.

Honey.

- Where are you going? - To get some fresh air.

Shall I go with you?

No. I'll go alone.

What did your parents say? They didn't give in, did they?

Of course not.

I think I'll just go back. They wouldn't kill me.

That's a good idea.

They tell you to leave, but once you leave, they get upset.

You know that too?

You treat me like a kid. I'm not that young. I'm already a senior.

Honestly I envy you. How do you know so clearly what you wanna do?

You don't?

I don't have anything I wanna do. There's nothing I do or wanna do well.

I did ballet because my mom pushed me so hard and I had to go to college.

Because of her, I barely made it to college but I have no talent.

That's why I admired you more.

I admire people who have dreams and passion.

Which I don't have...

Sit.

Aunt just left.

Don't I mean anything to you?

I'm not your birth mother, but I raised you for 20 years.

Mom...

Maybe it's cuz I never had my birth child, but I always thought of you as mine.

Geum might be upset to hear this, but sometimes I adored you or Ki more.

Why? Because you're my husband's children.

I'm sorry to Geum for saying this.

How could you hide something so big from us?

You should at least have told me.

If you couldn't tell father that you were marrying with someone else's child...

...you should've told me.

Did you think I wouldn't understand you because I never gave birth?

No. It's not that.

We promised each other that we'd never tell anyone.

And...

I was ashamed.

I knew it was shameful.

I was really ashamed and afraid of others knowing.

That's all the more reason you should've told me.

If not to your parents or family, who could you tell such a thing?

You're right. How come I realize that now...

If I went back to then...

...I wouldn't do it again... but I'd tell you.

It was very hard to handle it alone for 7 years.

I actually feel better after your finding out.

I'm sorry.

Mother in-law caused a lot of trouble, didn't she...

Of course. That's why you should've told me sooner.

Then I could've said something back to her.

Why she blamed my daughter. That her son was also at fault.

Why do you hold all the blame?

What a fool. What a naive fool.

Why did she not say anything and struggle alone for 7 years?

That's why she didn't get any alimony or child support.

She couldn't tell us that.

Stupid. She's more stupid, and foolish than Geum.

Um... Go now.

When are you gonna tell your parents?

Why do you keep talking down to me?

- I will from now on. - Why?

That's not fair. I like couples that are respectful to each other.

Don't talk down.

No.

You said you're sorry. Then you should at least bear this.

So petty...

- Geum. - Oh, no.

Hello, mother. Long time no see.

What?

Yes, mother. I'm Kyung-Woo.

Mom.

Mom.

- Mom, um... - Let's go home.

Mom.

Mom! Ow...

What happened? What?

Mom. I wanted to tell you but couldn't because of Ki.

We started to meet again. It's been a while.

What? I can't believe this.

You have no pride? How can you meet such a jerk again?

It's different now. I tried hard not to fall for him but...

What's the use? Do you think people change that easily?

If he called off the wedding and broke his word so easily...

He didn't love me then!

And? He loves you now?

Yeah.

What?

I'm not kidding.

Mom...

We're gonna get married.

He proposed to me.

I thought hard about it and said yes today.

We're serious this time.

We both had a hard time before, so we agonized a lot over it.

We almost broke up, but it turned out like this.

I think we're meant to be.

Give me a break. You're meant to be?

After what he put you through? People never change that easily!

He isn't like that! He honestly told me he didn't love me back then.

I knew it, but I said yes because I was desperate for money.

What?

He never lied to me. It's me who deceived you.

When grandma asked what he liked about me, he never said he liked me.

He's honest.

What nonsense is that?

Mom, you can hit me, but give me your blessing.

I really love him. We really love each other.

Mother. Please.

Do you know why I was desperate to marry soon?

Since 20 years ago when you remarried, I wanted to marry soon and leave home.

Mom. Good morning.

Why are you being so sweet? What are you planning?

Come on. I know you're upset because of Hwang, so I wanted to help you out.

As if...

Mom. Please meet him. Then you'll change your mind. Please?

Don't you have any pride?

I realized that love is stronger than pride.

Jeez... You're not helping.

What about him do you like so much?

No matter how good his background is, I hate him because he hurt you so badly.

I don't know what I like about him...

Come to think of it, it's strange. He's out of my league, but I don't feel inferior.

I just like him.

I feel like I'd live longer by his side.

What?

Mom...

What's that? That stone. Is it diamond?

I don't think so. It can't be.

Then would he give you a tiny cubic zirconium?

It can't be.

If this is diamond, I'd feel burdened.

Jeez... it's still so small.

Alright.

I'll think about it, so don't tell father yet.

He's on the verge of a breakdown because of Ki and Hwang.

Okay.

It's me. I was worried.

Yeah?

Of course. No mother in-law would reject me.

Alright. Come to my place today as we planned.

Bye.

Did you sleep well?

Yes, I did. Did you?

Yes.

What can I do? It's too late now.

I still don't understand you and resent you, but what can I do?

He's also partly to blame...

I said it was because of your interview...

Yes. Let's leave it at that.

You'll be at home today, right?

Today's off.

I'll bring someone for lunch. I wanna introduce her.

Who?

I met someone. I wanna show her to you first.

Yeah? Who is it?

It's 12, so she'll be here soon. See for yourself.

Eat.

My heart is still racing. Hwang must have been out of her mind.

How could she have done such a thing?

She wouldn't have done it without good reason.

Of course. Tae-Il insisted, too.

She shouldn't have listened though. You shouldn't do what everyone says.

Ma'am, Man-Seh is already in pain...

What's wrong? Is it indigestion?

I guess so.

Maybe I was too shocked because of Hwang. I haven't felt well since yesterday.

So disgusting. We're eating.

Alright.

- Hey. - Hi.

Hello.

Hey.

I'm home.

I'm sorry for worrying you, grandma, grandpa.

- Yeah. - Yeah.

Give me breakfast please.

Where do you think you are?

This is your house and I'm your son.

You little...

It's ok.

You're the head, so do as you please.

But after you feed him.

Okay, father.

Sit and eat your breakfast.

Sit.

Thank you, grandpa.

- Yes, sit. - Sit here.

Geum, give him rice.

Yes.

Director.

Mom. It's Coach Lee that I wanted to introduce to you.

Are you a little surprised?

A little?

That doesn't do this justice.

Sit. You should ask her to sit at least.

You know I don't like surprises, right?

But I'll be polite today.

Sit.

You won't give her tea?

Coach Lee. You really want some tea?

If you could, please.

Yeah?

Lady. Give us some tea.

Mom. We've been dating for a while. To marry.

What?

To what?

To marry. We're gonna get married. You're the first one we're telling.

It's noisy. Take it.

It's ok. Nothing important.

But go get it. Or turn it off.

Ok. Excuse me.

Director.

How dare you come here? Do you think I was joking?

Didn't you hear what I said?

What, marriage?

You're trying to ruin your career too, aren't you?

How dare you cry?

Wipe those tears off.

If you let on to him...

- It was Seungki. - I see.

See her out after tea.

- Mom! - What?

How can you just leave?

What about it? Did you expect me to say anything?

It's not even worth it.

Mom.

Goodbye, Coach Lee.

Yes.

Where were you?

- The office. - Where do you stay?

Kyung-Tae's. Don't worry about me.

I don't. I can't afford to.

I have no choice. Please help me take her today.

I came because you suggested apologizing together.

I was gonna suggest that too.

Of course we should.

- Let's go in. - Before we do...

If she won't give her today, give up and leave.

She's still upset, so don't make a fuss.

Time will solve it.

Like how long? Do you have a problem that time can't solve?

Do you think they'll forgive us easily after what we've done?

Alright.

But please do your best. Hyo-Eun called me crying.

Okay.

Who is it?

Father, it's me.

Honey, Tae-Il's here.

What for? Don't open the door.

How are you feeling? You said you were feverish.

You... How dare you come here?

Where do you think you are?

I'm sorry, father.

You...

Mother. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

We caused you too much grief. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, father. I'm sorry, mom.

Do you think we'll forgive you because you're kneeling and begging?

Do you think this is a simple matter?

No, father. I don't expect you to forgive me.

I just wanted to beg...

So? For your peace of mind?

You just came to get Hyo-Eun.

If you had a bit of conscience, you wouldn't have lied to us for 7 years.

Give her up. I can't give her to you.

Do you think I was kidding when I told you?

I'll raise her.

- Mother. - Mom...

Shut up, you fool!

Hyo-Eun is legally his child and my granddaughter.

The divorce is still pending, so you're not divorced yet.

Mother.

I'll never give her to you.

Try to take her if you want to. You'll have to sue me.

I consulted a lawyer.

Mother.

Hyo-Eun!

Hyo-Eun. Hyo-Eun!

Hwang.

- Hyo-Eun! - Go upstairs. You won't find her.

Mom.

Give me the key. To the gate.

Mom, where is she? Did she go with Tae-Young?

You won't give it? I'll change the lock then.

Hyo-Eun!

Mother. I'm sorry. I committed a terrible sin.

How can I get your forgiveness? I'll do anything, mother.

Please give her. Please.

Why are you crying?

I was deceived for 7 years, and I'm not crying.

- Mother. - Just go.

Whatever you do, I'll do all I can do not to give her.

Translated by Yunsun Jung Subtitles Edited by Soo Yun Kim Subtitles Provided by MBC America