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Episode 30

Wanna go?

You can't come as often as you wish. Stay as long as you want.

Aren't you hungry?

No.

He's in a good place.

I hope so. I think he had a very lonely life.

But he left a nice and pretty daughter.

From his picture, you look a lot like him.

So I deeply thanked him. For giving birth to a beautiful daughter like you.

I prayed he'd rest peacefully in heaven.

In fact... I hated him a lot.

From the moment he appeared smelling of liquor when you were a senior...

...I didn't like him.

I was disappointed he was the father of my daughter.

His accident kept you from going to college.

He mooched off of you for the past 10 years.

I know it's a terrible thing to say, but...

...when I heard he passed, I thought that your troubles were over.

I'm sorry.

You really did your best.

I think you did well.

I admire that you didn't stop taking care of him in spite of me.

Really?

Of course. Have I ever lied?

You would have regretted a lot if you hadn't.

You did well. I'm proud of you.

I couldn't have done it without your help.

How could we not help you?

You did a good job. I'm proud of you.

You're praising me for once.

Mom.

He'll be in a good place, right?

Sure.

Ki's here.

I'm hungry.

Now you're back to yourself.

Let's go. Father said aunt prepared dinner for us.

Let's go, okay?

Are you okay? Let's go.

Oh, welcome.

Come in.

It must've been hard. Did the funeral rites go well?

Yeah, come on. Come here and eat. Good job.

Grandparents, father, mom, aunt, Ki, Soo-Kyung.

Thank you. Thanks. I held a nice funeral thanks to you.

Yeah. Whenever you go through things like that...

...you realize how precious family is.

Everyone dies. No exception.

I'd be the first to go...

No. Age doesn't determine who dies first.

What do you mean?

I mean we'll outlive Mr. Park.

I was about to say something deep...

They were out in the cold all day. Let them eat first.

Sure. Let's eat.

- Yeah. - Eat up.

Geum. Eat a lot.

Yes, grandpa.

This soup is good. Try it, Ki.

Wow, it's real good, grandma.

Yeah, I made it. Eat a lot. Gosh, don't eat so fast.

Gosh, don't eat so fast.

Hi, Yoon-Ji, it's me.

Yeah. I have a question. The things you sell... where do you get them?

Why else? I'm interested.

I really am.

I got divorced. Yeah. Let's meet and talk. Okay.

Ok, call me. Bye.

Are you gonna go door-to-door?

I'm pondering it.

I gotta do something.

It'll be hard to get a publishing job for a while.

You should've tried harder at the store.

I'm pondering this and that.

Aunt.

What do you think of selling rice rolls at the subway station?

About 3 hours in the morning. Many people go to work without breakfast.

If I sell one roll for $1 and I sell 50, it'll be $50. As a part time job.

Isn't it a good idea?

Who said you could sell 50 a day? And the profit won't be good.

It's cold, so wouldn't I do better than others if I gave hot soup?

If it's $1, lots of people will buy.

Well, if business was that easy, why would people lose money?

Aunt.

Go to Tae-Il and ask for asset division!

Your divorce isn't finalized yet.

Tell him you can't divorce him and see how long he lasts.

Sure. You need more hardship to get some sense.

You should be kicked out on the street with Hyo-Eun!

Aunt!

Hello?

It's me.

Let's meet.

Where are you? I'll go there.

Ok. I'll leave now. It'll take about an hour.

'Jung-Yoon Cha'

You've ignored my calls.

Let's talk.

Tae-Il... I was...

Talk about what?

You don't know what you did?

Do you think I divorced her because I hated her?

I also wanted to kill the person who sent those pictures.

As much as I couldn't forgive her...

...I wanted to strangle the person who gave me that pain.

How could you do that when you see her every day?

How could you meet me after doing that?

Would you have preferred living deceived?

Even still, it's none of your business.

Yes. I made that decision.

I'm mad at you, and it hurts me that I am.

But I can't forgive you.

I can't stand myself either, but I can't forgive you.

How's Hyo-Eun's condition?

She's ok. Better now.

I heard you quit.

I heard you got fired because of the bar code.

And you moved out of your parents.

Tae-Young told me you couldn't even pay the rent.

Then why didn't you stay at your parents?

Why did you have Hyo-Eun go through that?

If it was that bad, why didn't you tell me?

Tell you what?

You already slept with Jung-Yoon even before the divorce was finalized.

How could you?

I told you many times anyone but her.

Do you still think you can criticize me?

Believe it or not, it was just once in Bangkok.

Believe it or not...

Let's stop.

Like you said, I'm about to end up on the street, so what's the use of talking?

Why did you wanna see me?

You must have something to tell me.

Live with your parents. Don't make Hyo-Eun suffer because of your pride.

It wasn't my pride. Father kicked me out.

He couldn't forgive me for getting divorced after cheating. Okay?

Can you... lend me some money?

If you give me any property, that'd be better.

Like you said, I'm having a difficult time. Lend me some for Hyo-Eun's sake.

I promise I'll pay you back some day.

I'll think about it.

I'd appreciate it. Call me.

- What? - I can't broadcast it.

What do you mean? Why not?

It's private, so I can't tell you. I destroyed all the original tapes yesterday. I'm sorry.

What did you say?

I'll take all responsibility.

Are you a lunatic?

Seung-Ki!

Yes, director.

Go get the tapes right now. Didn't you hear me?

They're not in the editing room. I found out this morning that every tape was...

Hey, hey, where are tapes? You still call yourself a director?

Tell me right now!

This is the only finished tape I have.

So you had it...

Hey, hey!

Hey, hey!

I figured you wouldn't give up otherwise.

You lunatic. Do you think broadcasting is a joke?

Hey, hey. Where are tapes?

- Director! - Stop joking around. Give me the tape.

Do you wanna see me die?

Bro, tell him where they are.

You can get fired in situations like this. Tell me now.

They're really gone.

You bastard... Do you think so little of broadcasting and your seniors?

Do you think it'll just end with you?

I know what I did. I'm sorry.

Take it to the personnel department.

It's me.

This is Geum.

I thought I gotta thank you. The funeral was done well. Thanks.

You're welcome. I couldn't even attend because of your family.

Please thank Seung-Ki for me.

I will. Are you feeling okay?

You might get sick after going through this. Be careful.

Okay.

Then... I have to go.

You do? Are you busy?

Yes. A little. I have to make plans for winter training.

I see. Call me later then.

Hi, Seung-Ki.

What?

Hello.

- What happened? - Just like I said.

If he doesn't give the tapes, he'll get penalized. He could get suspended.

Please persuade him.

He's in the editing room. Please.

Leave. I wanna be alone.

Geez!

How did you...

Oh...

Let's go outside.

Seung-Ki called?

Yes.

Why did you do that?

Because I didn't like the finished work.

Is it because of me? Because I didn't want it to be aired?

Don't flatter yourself.

Then air it. I really don't care.

I'm prepared. I even look forward to some scenes.

Air it. Seung-Ki told me...

Do you worry about me that much?

Don't mess with me.

If it's because of me...

It's because of me.

I don't want to show you.

I don't wanna show a woman I like to others. Do you need more?

Yes. I showed everything. There's nothing left to be embarrassed about.

So be honest with me.

You like me too, don't you? That's why you ran to me, right?

Tell me if you don't. That you're not interested in me.

Then I'll stop bringing this up.

This is the 3rd time. I won't any more.

Answer me.

I...

I like my life as it is.

It's hard enough to battle with my illness.

I don't wanna get hurt by someone again.

Why?

You don't trust me?

I see...

I'm still the old me to you.

That's worse than a no.

I see. That's enough.

This is a short edition for you and the students.

This is for you and this for them.

Don't worry about broadcasting.

Don't come even if he calls again.

I can take a no, but I can't take an indefinite answer.

Bye.

Why are you still at home?

I wanted to see you before I left.

I don't wanna talk to you. Go.

Mom, please listen to me.

Mom.

Mom. I'm really confident about this.

If you worry about me leaving a secure path for an insecure one...

Being a doctor isn't necessary a secure profession.

I've seen many doctors who went bankrupt.

You know that I agonized many times in med school.

It's not an impulsive decision.

I wouldn't have deceived you for this long if ...

Shut up. Won't you shut up?

I was quiet because I was preoccupied with Geum's funeral.

You thought I understood?

Come out.

Okay.

I did some research.

If you quit a few months ago, you can start over the internship next year.

Only a couple of months left now...

...so take some rest and prepare to start over your internship.

Mom.

Whatever you say, I won't accept it.

This isn't a matter we can resolve through communication.

Mom, I really wanna do this.

My blood boils and I feel alive on stage.

Then do it after you become a specialist.

Go through your residency and become a specialist.

If you still want to after that, then I'll think about it.

It will be too late then. I started late, so it's very hard to catch up with others.

Then don't. Just become a doctor that others so envy.

How can I when I don't want to? I don't wanna be a doctor.

Tending patients is no fun. Mom, I'll do really well.

Still do it. You can't live doing only things you like.

Be a doctor even if you hate it!

How can you be so self-centered?

If you had thought of me once, would you have said that?

Do you look down on me? Because I'm not your birth mother?

Mom... How can you say such nonsense?

Then become a doctor.

If you bring it up again...

...I'll take it that you ignored me because I'm not your birth mother.

'Tae-Young Yoo'

Mom! What is it?

You know where Hyo-Eun's new kindergarten is?

Yes.

Good. Write down its location and number.

Mom.

Go ahead. I can't let her live in such an environment.

Hyo-Eun!

Grandma!

Yeah, my Hyo-Eun. My puppy.

- Have you been well? - Yes.

Let me look at you. Goodness...

Goodness... You've become so pale.

What took you so long? I missed you so much.

- You did? - Yes.

You did? My puppy. My puppy...

Grandpa is here.

- Hyo-Eun! - Grandpa!

Gosh, have you been well? Let me look at you.

No need to. She got so thin.

You did get thin.

What happened?

You said you have to go to Pusan. Hurry. Call me on the way.

Ok, I will.

Hyo-Eun. I'll be back, so have fun.

Okay.

Grandma took her?

Yes, not the auntie, but the other grandma.

Mom didn't call me...

I got it.

Mom. Did you take Hyo-Eun?

No, I didn't.

You didn't? They said grandma took her.

What? I didn't. If I had, I would've called you.

They said grandma took her. It surely wasn't auntie.

How on earth...

Mom, hang up. I'll call you later.

You like it?

You eat too.

Later. Eat.

- Chew well, okay? - Okay.

When is mom coming?

Let me get the phone first.

- Okay. - Good girl.

Mother, it's me. Did you take Hyo-Eun?

Yes, I did.

How could you without saying anything? I was worried.

I'll go get her right now.

Don't. I'll raise her from now on.

Mother. Mother.

Mother!

Hello?

What the...

It's me. How can you do this to me?

Mother took Hyo-Eun home without saying a word to me.

Go to your house right now.

Mother!

Mother. Mother! Hyo-Eun!

I'll be out. Wait.

I turned the door bell off. Hyo-Eun just fell asleep.

Mother. How could you...

I tried to reason with you and gave enough time...

...but it didn't work. I had no choice.

I'll go and get her.

I said it before. I'll raise her.

Mother.

Isn't it about time for you to be sensible? You can't afford to raise a kid.

Can't you see she's already dispirited and wary and terrible looking?

I heard she even went to the hospital.

Kids get sick growing up.

Why are you so stubborn? Think in her shoes.

What would she be thinking all day, alone in that small room?

You're being stubborn too. I said I'd raise her.

I don't believe you'll stay single forever.

I don't want her to grow up with a step father.

So think for a few days. I'll take care of her while. Okay?

Go then.

Mother. Mother.

Mother!

Sleep on it for a few days. Let's talk again then.

Mother! Open the door. Mother!

Open the door. Mother.

Hyo-Eun!

What happened?

Open the door now.

I told you to open it.

Can't you see your mother took my child and locked the door?

Go back for now.

What?

I'll reason with mom tonight and return her tomorrow.

Are you kidding me? Open it now!

It's no big deal to leave her here for a night. Just go as I say.

Think how my mom must have felt to bring her back.

How Hyo-Eun must feel after seeing her grandparents...

Don't even start.

If you worried about her that much, how could you have done this to us?

The first thing you said about the divorce was...

...that I should take and raise her. You gave up all rights.

Can't you be quiet? What if mom hears it?

Who brought it up first? You broke your word that you'd keep the secret.

Who said you would be forgiven if you raised her?

Are you crazy? You really want her to hear that?

Do you know how much I despaired to hear that?

What did I do so wrong? You wanted me to take her, so I left with her the next day.

You wanted a divorce, so I complied without protest.

You wanted to give me no money, and I didn't even ask twice.

I was fired thanks to the woman who likes you.

I'm about to be on the street because I can't pay the rent.

But I didn't blame you. I'm just trying to survive. What did I do wrong?

How much lower should I fall to have your anger resolved?

Have I ever begged you to marry me?

Did I ask you to lie to your parents?

Was I ever unfaithful except just that one day in Bangkok?

You raised her for 7 years, so I tried to remain grateful.

I even tried to forget that you slept with Jung-Yoon.

Bring her back by tomorrow morning.

Or I might tell your parents about Hyo-Eun.

Damn...

She might not notice.

Ki.

I didn't intentionally ignore your calls.

Fine. It was intentional.

I told you. I can't afford to date someone.

I lied to my parents and quit my job.

How can I date a girl in this situation?

Then why did you see me before? Why did you kiss me then?

Alright.

I see what you mean.

You do?

Let's have dinner first. I'm hungry.

Aren't you?

No.

Principal, this is Kyung-Ja.

I want to know when it airs. We have a board meeting tomorrow.

What do you mean? They filmed for 15 long days. Why would they cancel it?

The program director ruined everything?

Why?

There must be a reason.

Okay. I'll look into it myself.

That bastard...

He didn't come home for 2 days for editing. He won't even pick up.

Mister. Turn around and go to the station.

Bro. It's not too late.

Don't ever call her again. Understood?

Kyung-Woo, come on. The director is calling for you.

I'll ask one last time. Where's the tape?

I'm sorry. It's gone.

You lunatic. How can you betray my trust like this?

Abandon all of your work and wait!

Yes, sir.

Get out! I can't stand the sight of you.

Washer?

Good job, everybody.

You've developed a resistance to Glivec. Let's increase the dose.

Good news. Your white blood cell count dropped.

I love you too!

Well...Coach Lee.

Keep that smile.

You'll be better now that you take 2 more.

Get up!

You can't even cut?

Take this.

What should I do when I miss you from now on?

I think I like you.

Hello?

It's me. Geum Lee...

Go on.

I saw the tape. It was good. Thank you.

That's it?

No. And...

Yes, that's it.

You must be busy so...

Did you come here just to say that?

What are you doing?

Are you playing with me?

Didn't I myself clear?

I can take a no, but I can't take this.

What are you doing?

You don't want to dump me but you don't wanna be with me?

Is that why you're playing with me?

- It's not that... - It's not?

Then what?

I'm a CML patent.

Like you said many times...

...I might not be able to have kids.

And I don't know when it will suddenly get worse.

It's not you.

It's my health I can't trust.

And?

Why did you come here then?

If you're that conscientious...

...you shouldn't have come in the first place.

Do you love with your conscience?

Did I ask you to have my kids?

I hate kids.

Don't dare turn away.

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