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- Welcome, welcome, welcome.

Nearly three weeks ago,

eight strangers flew to the mystic jungles

of Costa Rica to join our spiritual retreat.

- It's crazy as hell.

- Our guests have screamed...

- [screams]

- Cried, confessed,

and, yes, even vomited their way

to getting in touch with their core trauma

and begin the process of healing.

- That was [bleep] gnarly.

- The final days of any retreat

always prove to be the hardest,

the most dramatic,

and the most rewarding.

Our hours are numbered.

So let's make each one bloody well count.

[dramatic music]

♪ ♪

Last time on "Lost Resort"...

- I see everybody around me having

all of these spiritual breakthroughs,

and I don't feel anything.

- I've been through a lot in my life.

And I'm hoping to learn to love myself because...

I don't.

- So tell me about this letter.

- This letter...

it's a detailed description of our childhood.

- Why won't you read the letter?

- It's my relationship with my grandmother.

That might be... a lot to take on.

- Tell her. You're her husband.

Tell her what you think and feel.

- I'm not gonna be here

if you have feelings for somebody else.

- At this point, I don't see a way

of, like, recovering from it all.

- Are you saying that you're done?

- I feel like, yeah.

[dramatic sting]

- No, I got to go.

[solemn piano music]

- Is she okay?

♪ ♪

[tense music]

- Feel Mother Earth underneath you,

supporting you, darling-- you're being held by her.

On the way to breakfast this morning,

Thea collapses.

We immediately called the medic,

who wasn't far, thank goodness.

Yesterday she called it.

There's definitely an emotional root to this.

[dramatic sting]

Like a queen.

- Thea had to do something so [bleep] hard.

It's hard to hurt someone you love.

But she did it, and I'm proud of her.

♪ ♪

- What do you think this could be emotionally?

- I think letting go of...

[chuckles]

Of stuff, yeah.

- Hmm, letting go of what? - Him.

- Can you be specific?

- The marriage, I guess. - Yep.

- I'm not having any second decisions about it.

I think it was, you know, the right thing to do.

And that doesn't mean that he's a bad person,

but he's just not the kind of person

I need to be happy.

[serene acoustic music]

- On the other hand,

this is what you're letting go of, right?

I want now for you to tell me what you're calling in.

- Freedom. - Mm, okay.

- And happiness. - Mm.

Feel it as you say it, darling.

That's why you're calling in

that true happiness in yourself.

Such epic work here.

You're so brave.

[inspirational music]

♪ ♪

- [chirps]

- This is our last healer meeting.

- It's like the eleventh hour, isn't it?

[chuckles]

- Whirlwind. - Little sad?

- There's a knowing that people aren't being like,

"Is it gonna be gnarly again?" It's like--

- Bracing themselves. - It's gonna be good.

- Yeah. - We're gonna be good now.

- It'll be good to just catch up

on where our guests are at.

- Mm-hmm. - Let's talk about Thea.

I mean, unfortunately, she had one of her near seizures.

Luckily, we were there to catch her,

and the medics were there.

But, emotionally, I think it's connected to her journey.

- I mean, it's huge for her.

- It's huge. - This is huge.

She's facing her biggest fear.

- Yes.

- Thea, I admire her courage.

And I hope that whatever they have to do

to part ways--

and I believe that they can do that

when they're dealing with the reality of, you know, divorce.

- She's made the decision.

Let's stand in it, just give her space,

and just make sure she's okay. - Yeah.

- Okay, beautiful. Who else have we got?

- Meco.

- I feel like she's starting to stand for herself.

- That's what I think... - Yeah.

- Meco still needs to work on.

- Yes.

- She needs to be loving herself.

- That was one of her intentions of being here...

- Yeah. - Is the self-love.

Today I'm gonna work with Greg.

There's not one human

that doesn't go through really upsetting stuff as a kid.

And so I'm gonna sort of say, "What happened?"

- That's gonna be an incredible one-to-one.

- Yeah, I mean, it could be absolutely amazing.

- Yeah.

- I really need to help Greg remember why he's here.

This is my last opportunity with him.

And, really, it's up to him.

I can only take him as far as he's willing to go.

♪ ♪

I'm gonna do a session

with Robin and Christine.

- Wow.

- I think Christine's ready to have the letter read

that Robin's sister had sent to her

about what Robin experienced growing up.

- Mm. - Mm.

- I think that will be beautiful

once Christine has had a chance to read this

and have a bit of compassion coming for mama.

The letter has the key.

- Just you saying that, my whole body's like, "Wow."

- Yeah.

- Like, when she receives the letter

and gets to really understand who her mother truly is...

- Yeah.

- Rather than her projection of her mother.

But, like, seeing her mother as that little girl

who had to go through all those things.

- Wow. - Yeah, that's right.

- Christine and Robin's dynamic

takes center stage a little bit--

a lot of bit right now.

But I'm not sure their relationship

can change and grow.

- Thank you for this last healer

and every healer meeting we had.

- Yes. - I know.

- I love you all so much.

- Take a deep breath in. [all inhale deeply]

Breathe out first. Exhale.

[all exhale deeply]

Deep breath in. [all inhale deeply]

[all chanting]

[upbeat pop music]

♪ ♪

- Meco has been skeptical of our ways.

Yet she's been incredibly supportive

when other guests have had victories.

I think Meco is finally ready for her breakthrough.

So I've scheduled a one-on-one for her with Oneika.

- We're gonna play around with a style of yoga

called restorative yoga.

- Never done yoga before, ever. - Never?

- My reason for coming here was,

"How can I love myself?"

Like, I didn't grow up being told I was beautiful.

I didn't grow up being told anything positive.

And being in foster care, it's shitty.

So I tend to feel like I'm not deserving of love

'cause I never really had it.

It's so much easier to get into it

when not everyone's around. [chuckles]

- Yes, it is.

- But, like, if it's a personal thing,

a group thing is not really gonna get me to come out...

- Yeah. - Like, with the deep stuff.

- Mm-hmm.

- There have been several times when she's actively said,

"I'm not doing this. I don't want to participate."

- I don't have nothing I'm angry about.

I already know I'm not doing this, so...

- She's holding back from her process

of being able to push through

some of the big blocks that she has.

♪ ♪

I'm gonna guide us through a meditation.

I want you to bring some attention

to your giant heart

that is always turning love out...

[serene music]

To take care of children, to take care of people,

and to give.

I can feel it as a giant spotlight

that is shooting out to the entire world.

And I want you to turn that light in

and let all of that love that you sent out go in.

♪ ♪

Love that you deserve,

love that lets us soften...

lets you soften into yourself.

♪ ♪

How's that feel?

♪ ♪

- You don't feel good? - Mm-mm.

[dramatic music]

I just don't feel it, like...

- You don't have to. - The love.

Self-love makes me feel uncomfortable.

A lot of people tell me, "Oh, you're beautiful.

You're this. You're that."

But it's just, like...

you don't feel it unless you feel it.

I don't feel it for myself.

♪ ♪

[tense music]

- You don't feel good?

Tell me what's happening.

- I just don't feel it, like...

- You don't have to. - The love...

- Let's talk about that. - For myself, I guess.

- Okay.

- I guess the reason why I push it out so much

is 'cause I don't feel it for myself.

- Mm-hmm.

- Growing up in foster care,

I've always had to be the strong one.

But sometimes being strong gets tiring.

But when you have no one there to hold you while you're weak,

being strong is your only option.

I've been like this forever, though.

Like, I've always wanted to, like, self-love myself.

- Mm-hmm. - I always felt like...

if I was good enough to be loved

that somebody would've loved me already by now.

- Mm-hmm.

- That's where it's me. - Yeah.

- And it's like, people say they love me,

but do they really?

Do they really get to the depths

of what makes me who I am?

- Mm-hmm.

Yeah.

- Yeah.

- Come here.

[dramatic piano music]

Come here.

- [sniffles]

[crying]

[sniffles]

- What I can tell you...

is that when you know that other people love you,

it starts to open us up.

And it's okay that you don't feel it today.

But it may come,

and you don't have to force it, and you don't have to push it.

With Meco, I know there's effort happening there,

and I can see it, and I can feel it.

So I'm excited to see how she continues

in that process of learning what she wants for herself.

You need to take care of you.

- Yeah.

- ♪ Yeah ♪

♪ How many times can I allow you ♪

♪ To walk all over me? ♪

♪ Walk all over me ♪

♪ ♪

- Hey, beautiful. - Hello.

- Greg has worked hard at the retreat,

but we still haven't gotten past

his self-identified anger issues.

With very little time remaining,

I'm going to meet with him one-on-one

and give him that extra push

because I believe anger is always masking pain.

We need to get to the core of Greg's pain

before time runs out.

♪ ♪

I want you to describe to me

how you're feeling on the inside.

- Nervous. - Hmm.

- [laughs] - Hmm.

[ambient music]

- Scared? - Hmm.

Thank you for your honesty.

I'd like you to revisit

your intention for being here.

And I would invite you to expand it.

What would you love to create for yourself?

- A partner. - Yeah.

Beautiful, yeah. - [laughs]

Somebody to come home to. - Yeah.

Beautiful. - We all do.

- So that's why we're here, huh?

- Okay.

- That's why you're at this retreat.

That beautiful, loving relationship.

That partnership cannot happen

while that hucha is sitting there, darling, okay?

From these experiences you've had.

- Okay.

Deep down, I know I have these emotions in me

that I need to get out for me to go farther in this journey.

I've been holding these things in for so long,

I don't even know who the real Greg is.

- As far back as you can remember--

You can share with me

how it was for you as a little one.

[tense music]

♪ ♪

- Um...

When I was nine or ten,

my dad and stepmom

had a baby boy, Blake. - Hmm.

Blake.

I've come from the future.

Tell me, little one, what's happened at home?

- My brother is gone.

♪ ♪

- I'm sorry to hear that. Where did he go?

- He went with the angels.

[dramatic sting]

- What happened to him,

to your little brother?

♪ ♪

- [sniffles]

♪ ♪

[tense music]

♪ ♪

- What happened to him, to your little brother?

♪ ♪

- He was murdered...

♪ ♪

By our babysitter...

and strangled.

And she--

she was sentenced to prison for 12 years, I think.

♪ ♪

- I'm so sorry to hear that.

♪ ♪

Is anybody talking to you about it

from the family, sweetheart?

♪ ♪

- I don't talk about the death of my brother.

Even my closest friends don't know about that.

Our family really doesn't even talk about it.

And as a child,

I wasn't able to kind of have closure on that.

- Is there anger in there about that?

Yeah. Share with me.

♪ ♪

- I'm mad that it wasn't explained to me

why these things happen.

I'm mad that they focused on his death

rather than me living.

- You have a right to feel that.

That's it. Keep going.

- I'm mad that I'm not enough for my parents.

[sobs]

- I've got you. I've got you.

I've got you. I've got you. Keep going, keep going.

Yep. Oh, sweetheart, yep.

You can let go, sweetheart. Let go now.

Let go. Let go now.

I've got you. I've got you.

Keep going. - [sighs deeply]

Never in my life was I asked how I was feeling,

not when my brother was murdered,

not when I came out to my parents.

I have 32 years of emotion

that I haven't known how to release.

So anger is the only way

I've known to release that.

Oh.

- Oh, honey.

You have the right to be heard.

You're a beautiful heart, sweetheart.

- Talking about these things

and putting them out in the open,

it feels freeing.

I feel calmer now...

- Yeah. Good.

- Not as angry. - Yep.

This is life-changing. Greg has done incredibly well.

I feel he's had his main win that he needed.

- How do you do it?

- You showed up. That's how I did it.

[inspirational music]

♪ ♪

[upbeat guitar music]

♪ ♪

- You go do the art therapy.

- I will be right back here...

- Yeah. - As soon as it's over.

- Okay. Thank you.

- I wish I could stay with you. - No, it's all good.

- It's so important for the guests

to hear that they have witnessed change

and recognized growth in their retreat-mates,

which is why we do this simple yet effective

acknowledging art workshop.

Meco finally let go with Oneika.

But to the group, she's still tough as nails.

I'm hoping Meco can finally hear

how loved she really is.

♪ ♪

- Thea, we'll check on her later.

But she is here with us in spirit.

- Mm.

- So we're at the end,

so we thought that we would give

everybody an opportunity

to reflect and mirror what they've seen

in terms of changes with everybody.

Take a brush, take paint,

and write a word--

affirmational things that you have seen

come through somebody as we've been together.

- At this point, I'm pretty sure that

my body is gonna be just curse words.

[laughing]

♪ ♪

- This is it.

It can be easy to go back and think

that this was all some wild dream that took place.

But this is real.

You went through this experience,

and who you are right now is who you are going to be

when that plane touches down.

Remember that you were here.

That can keep you so grounded

in whatever you need to do going forward.

- Absolutely. Be as creative as you want to be.

[upbeat music]

- I think you're-- - Actually, don't tell me.

Just write it. - [laughs]

- So often we equate this word

to only young children.

It's actually one of the most powerful forces of love.

♪ ♪

- I like that color.

- [laughing]

- "Speaker of truth."

- Aw. Thank you, Rob.

- Aw. - Give me a hug.

both: Mwah.

- Can I write "pure love" on you?

- Aw. Yes.

- You are so fierce, Claudia. - Aw.

- What are you writing? - "Healer."

- Aw.

Y'all are gonna make me cry.

I felt very honored that Meco wrote "healer,"

'cause that's what I do in my real life as a pastor.

And Robin wrote "compassion."

- "Originate, pure, untampered, a down sister."

[all aw]

- I love you. Mwah!

- I'm gonna put "passion."

- Okay, mama.

I am just who I am.

But when "clarity" and "passion" was written,

I'm going, "They see me.

They actually see me for who I really am."

♪ ♪

- Okay, "heart" is almost done.

- I'm writing "psychotic bitch."

[all chuckle]

♪ ♪

Okay, let me write on you now real quick.

♪ ♪

[indistinct chatter]

- There. 'Cause you're tender and sweet.

- Aw.

- Guys, can I have you move to the pool?

- Who wrote "sweet" on me? - I did...

because I realized she really is sweet.

- [laughing] - It ain't fake.

- [laughs]

- It's not fake. - [laughs]

[both smooching]

[laughter]

- I'd like to know what the king wrote on me.

- [chuckles]

- Is that "bad mama jama"? - It is.

[laughter]

Like, you are a mom. You know what I mean?

But at the same time, you know,

you have the courage to, like,

flaunt and just be foxy

and kind of do your thing

without judgment or, you know,

feeling like you shouldn't. - Yeah.

- You know, so... - I love that.

Thank you. [laughter]

- She's like, "I will take that."

- I will take it and receive and own that.

- What is this? Vairrun, you wrote this.

- Black queen. - Yeah.

Like, I know that you really embrace your Latino side a lot.

And not that you don't embrace your Black side,

but I did want to reinforce, you know,

the Black queen in you. - Aw.

I didn't get to explain what that was on him.

The tree represents because he's strong.

The sun represents the light

that he brings to my life. [laughs]

- It's a gift. - That's beautiful.

- It's a gift you're giving him, being honest.

Go on. - Oh, wow.

- Oh, wow. Babe!

- Vairrun has been different for me

because almost every experience

I have ever had with guys is always a negative one,

whether they're trying to use you

or, you know, whatever.

But he's been there for me

and helped me through this journey.

- That's beautiful. - That's so sweet.

- That's beautiful.

- I just feel like Vairrun opened my eyes

to a lot of stuff that, like, he doesn't realize.

And, like, he's shined light in my life.

- After those tears came,

I could see her heart burst open.

It's the most beautiful transformation that I've seen.

Seeing people like Meco start to shine

makes it all worth it.

- He's been my light here.

I feel like I wouldn't have

gotten through this without him.

- Wow. Wow. - That's really sweet.

- Meco is not really the emotional type.

She's a beautiful person, beautiful spirit.

It was good to see her

be able to get past a lot of her issues

and make it to the end of the retreat.

And to know that I had something to do with that,

it makes me happy.

- Now, the last days, y'all gonna get me to [bleep] cry.

[laughter]

[rock music]

- ♪ When you're walking through the hurricane ♪

♪ When you're dancing through the storm ♪

♪ You got to keep the faith, you got to keep the faith ♪

♪ You got to keep the faith strong ♪

- This is my last private session for the retreat.

And I'm working with Robin and Christine.

I feel really emotional

about even beginning the session

because I know it's gonna be very, very powerful.

- Going into this two-on-one,

I'm not entirely sure what I want to do about the letter.

When it comes to the mental trauma

that comes with the letter,

I just--I don't know if I'm ready for that.

[sighs]

♪ ♪

[light music]

- Suffice to say, Robin and her daughter's relationship

is at a devastating fracture point.

This one-on-one is for everything.

[tense music]

Well, here we are. - Yes.

- Can we create a big picture for the session?

- Yeah. - Like, a decision.

Like, what are we deciding? What would you love?

Would you like to share, Christine?

- I would like to feel

not only like I'm heard by you,

like, I feel like you're actually listening to me

when I'm talking to you

- I want you to--

Please, I want you to get this out.

- She does. - I'm so ready.

Please. Don't hold back anything.

- And I'm gonna help you, Robin,

just create that vacuum of understanding,

where you allow everything to land.

This is not a space for you to then--

- No, no. - No.

It's for you to masterfully receive.

- Also because I'm gonna be feeling

her anger and frustration and her pain.

- Yeah. Yeah, that's it.

- So it's great that Chrissie's here to help all that out.

Anything that I've said or done...

I want to receive it.

I want you to be able to get that out

because you and I cannot move forward.

- Robin. - Yes.

- You're not listening.

You're just allowing everything

that she needs to say to you

to land without reacting to it.

Just receiving it. - Okay.

- Let go of any defenses, any walls

and just allow truth to flow.

Are you ready to start? - I'm ready. [sighs]

[dramatic music]

- There has been a lot of times

where I have not felt your presence in my life.

I felt forgotten.

I felt alone.

♪ ♪

And I've been there for you

when no one else has been there for you.

♪ ♪

- That's it, darling. Go for it, Christine.

- It hurts. It frickin' hurts.

The negativity, the animosity,

the anger, the resentment that I hold against you

because of what you've done!

[crying] I'm just so angry.

- [sobbing]

- This is where you start to be there,

learn to be there for your daughter

over you.

- Regardless of what happened

in our childhoods,

that does not define us.

You know that you have these behaviors

that come from trauma.

But you still allow them to happen.

You are better than that.

And I'm better than that.

♪ ♪

- What do you regret? You tell us.

- I regret... [sniffles]

[grunts softly]

All the time that's passed when you felt like this.

I regret all the moments we've missed because of it.

I regret putting you in the middle

of the family dynamic with my mother.

- [sobbing] - Let it in.

Let it ride in.

- I should have never put those expectations on you...

that you had to choose between us.

That was so unfair.

♪ ♪

- I just feel heard. I'm happy.

That's all I really wanted.

- [laughing] Oh, my God.

- I can't believe she's actually listening

and she hears me.

I'm so happy.

Miracles do happen. [laughs]

- So beautiful, ladies.

We're going to move on

to the other part of the session,

which is almost a bit of a reversal.

You're going to read the letter

that your aunt sent to you.

- Okay.

- This letter was written

to my daughter by my stepsister,

who experienced the same things that I experienced.

- This frickin' scares the living bejesus out of me.

- The letter is a detailed description

of our childhood.

And there are things in it that are horrific.

- Listen to me. I'm gonna say this.

I want you to know you come first.

But at the same time,

she still is my grandmother.

- I know. - And I love her.

- This is just for you to understand where I've been.

- Okay. - [sniffles]

- We're here. We got you.

- Okay.

Oh, God, okay.

"Hello, Christine.

"Let me start by saying that I wish I had known you

"for the last 24 years.

"I'm writing you to help you understand

"your mom's past, my past.

"It will be an awakening to who your grandmother is,

"but I will only pray you will use this information

"to protect yourself, your relationship with your mother,

"and heal from not understanding

"what happened many years ago.

"Your mom, she loves you and your brother and sisters

more than you will ever know." [sniffles]

"She has tried to protect you and, at the same time,

"deal with her own past.

"She is a survivor.

"We endured things together

that no one should ever have to go through."

"We were all playing invisible chairs

just like kids do."

"Grandmother called her a liar."

[dramatic music]

♪ ♪

Oh, my God.

Oh, God. [sniffles]

[sobbing]

Oh, my God.

[sobbing] Oh, my God.

I'm so sorry.

[emotional music]

I'm so sorry, Mom. [sobbing]

Oh, my God, so sorry.

[cries] Like, who does that to a child?

It was really bad. [sniffles, cries]

I'm so sorry.

I'm so sorry, Mom.

I don't think I could ever have a relationship

with my grandmother after this.

♪ ♪

[continues sobbing] I'm so sorry.

- Don't worry, sweetheart. It's okay.

- [bleep], no. Nah.

- [breathing raggedly] - I know that I'm not...

- What we see in this session

is that Robin and Christine

agreed to break the pattern of abuse,

not just what was being mended between the two women,

but for their ancestral line,

for women all over the planet, it is uber powerful.

The most powerful session I've done in a great many years.

- ♪ Gonna get a taste what the future holds ♪

♪ Falling into place like a jigsaw ♪

- I'm very grateful to have her as a mother.

I love her. [sniffles]

She's crazy, but I love her. [laughs]

- ♪ Gonna get a taste what the future holds ♪

♪ Whoa-oh-oh, whoa-oh-oh ♪

♪ Like, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

♪ ♪

[electronic music]

♪ ♪

- It's the last day. You're going home.

- [breathing rapidly]

♪ ♪

[upbeat pop music]

- ♪ When it's all ♪

♪ Said and done ♪

[bells ringing]

- It's simple metaphysics.

When you dissolve heavy energy,

you are then left with a space to responsibly fill.

Please come on in.

So much hucha has been dumped by these guys.

And now in tonight's ceremony,

we will show them how to fill themselves right up

with joy, happiness, and fun.

Welcome, everybody,

to our final...

ceremony, our final celebration

for what has been

a life-transforming three weeks.

To be saying, "I am"

and "I will"...

[ambient music]

As great creators of the rest of our lives.

- The transmutation of hucha into sami

is what this elemental dance that we're gonna do

gives us the opportunity to engage in,

with the partnership of the elements

and the togetherness of the community.

And as we close the doors to this retreat,

we open the doors to the rest of our lives.

- And like Whitney says,

"I want to dance with somebody who love me."

- Yes! [laughter and applause]

[soft music]

- Slowly starting to feel

the energy of water taking over your body.

I honestly did not expect this much transformation

this fast with this group.

Allow the body to start

to become liquid.

Liquid body.

We got through, and we triumphed with love.

And I feel like if everybody

could take this example,

we could live in a much more harmonious and loving world.

♪ ♪

- The work is already done.

Release and surrender into divine will,

knowing that we're being led down the path that we need to.

This retreat has been massively transformative

and growing for all the guests,

as well as all the healers.

It was just-- that was amazing.

- We will never be here

all together again as we are now.

[energetic percussive music]

♪ ♪

- Before this retreat, I didn't really know anything

about alternative medicine.

Being on the retreat really helped me deal with my anger.

If I wanted their [bleep] opinion,

I'd come to your [bleep] house and ask for it!

And what I'm feeling

is nothing you'll ever experience.

[screaming]

- Leaving this retreat, I'm very happy to say

I don't really need to seek

my mother's validation anymore.

I need to be stronger for myself.

So that's what I'm gonna focus on.

- I came here with the goal of loving myself more

and putting myself first.

[emotional music]

- How can we come into our full presence

and spiritual authority...

- My experiences here opened me up

to the things that I needed to change

as far as being closed off.

The mask that I'm really good at is

the nonchalant, stone-faced mask.

But I'm eager to get started

on a new life after this resort.

And I'm definitely a better man.

[chuckles]

- As these final ether songs fill the space,

what is spirit calling you to be accountable for?

- Before I came here,

I didn't want to let it go

that I could've have biological children.

But I think I can now

move forward to talk about adoption.

[screaming]

- At ease.

[percussive music]

- My invitation to you is to drop as deeply as you can

into the center of your being.

- Coming into this retreat,

I had so much anger towards my mom.

But I am leaving

feeling the closest to my mom

that I have been in the past eight years.

And I am really looking forward

to starting a new chapter with her.

- I realized that having a big butt is okay.

[laughs]

And with Christine, never in a million years

would I have dreamed that moment would come in my life.

I mean, can you see that I'm like--

[exhales sharply]

[triumphant music]

- This retreat did not turn out the way I thought it would.

Brandon and I were not able to connect.

But I learned from this retreat

to do what I have to do to be happy.

♪ ♪

[soft music]

- Let the waters move you to connect...

♪ ♪

To empathize,

and luxuriate in that connection as if...

The Earth is the best lover you've ever had.

[percussive music]

And she embraces you

the way that you know you need to me embraced.

[all exhale deeply]

And you can roll around in her arms.

[moans]

If it comes out in sounds...

[all moaning]

That's okay.

Imagine that the third chakra

is lighting up with a flame like a sun.

Now energy is moving up and down your spine,

out the meridians of your hands,

down through your feet.

- When they got here,

this was so far out of their comfort zone.

But now look at my little chickens.

♪ ♪

[reflective pop music]

♪ ♪

- Bring our hands together.

We're gonna make some noise to send this off.

[all clapping, thud]

[all shouting]

- Whoo! - Whoo!

Yeah!

- Yeeh! - Whoo!

- We are a very tight-knit family

of love and loyalty,

this I know, just like the wolves--

the wild, wild wolves

that love each other and protect each other.

We are now a wolf-pack family.

And so on the count of three, I want you to howl with me.

Are you with me? all: Yes.

- Are you ready to howl? all: Yeah!

- All right. Let's do it!

[all howling]

[triumphant music]

♪ ♪

[laughs]

[cheers and applause]

[reflective music]

- Unhappy with their lives,

eight strangers decided to take a risk

and dive into the unknown.

Now they've learned to powerfully commit

to living the most badass,

most loving version of their own lives.

I'm so thankful that my fellow healers,

Atasiea, Oneika, Benjamin, Acqua,

and my shamanic mentors,

Mama Ruth and Brother Christian

were able to open their hearts

and bring their deeply personal powers and energy

to support our little group.

After releasing so much hucha on retreat,

my sweet Greg is conscious

that his anger has now largely dissolved.

Full power, Greg.

- Between my appendix bursting and coronavirus hitting,

it's not been the easiest road

to kind of getting back on track.

But I did move to Branson,

which is the entertainment capital of the world,

to pursue my dreams of acting.

Hi. I'm Greg Haywood.

Book me at your next party,

and your guests are sure to have a blast.

- And our beautiful Becca joyously reports

that she feels the presence of God again.

Now, that is what this is all about.

- Within eight hours of coming home,

I told Will that

I wanted to start the adoption paperwork.

And he was like, "What?"

[laughing] Like, I don't think he was expecting that.

He was very excited.

- Claudia, our force of nature,

bravely and powerfully forgave her mother,

giving her immeasurable freedom in her life.

- I have a new love interest in my life.

He's the entire package.

And, oh, what a package. [laughing]

- Since the retreat,

our solid rock Vairrun

now prioritizes working on himself

as he continues his noble first-responder work

as a firefighter.

Although Vairrun and Meco decided to continue

as just friends,

Vairrun reports he is more open than ever

to being vulnerable for the right person.

- I came back,

and I didn't have that weight on my shoulders.

I didn't have all of that fear.

When things open back up,

I'll probably get back on the dating scene.

I'm hoping I have a little Vairrun

or Veronica running around in the next five years.

[chuckles]

- Meco actually admitted to me

that she missed being on the retreat

once she got home.

But she reports that she in a much happier place now

and continues to courageously do the work

to truly love herself.

On top of that, we're stoked to hear

that she's back to modeling and working on her music.

- Definitely still a city girl.

The jungle, you guys had me once.

Enjoy it 'cause you won't have me again.

In my continuous journey for self-worth,

I do deserve a seat at the table.

So here I am.

I've arrived, period.

- How about this?

Christine has just gotten engaged.

And guess who is walking her down the aisle.

Her beautiful mama.

- All right, we're about to try these awesome drinks.

Cheers, Mommy. - Cheers, baby.

- Since coming back from Costa Rica,

our relationship has done a complete 180.

- One of the biggest changes is that

Christine is now my business partner

and we work together every day.

- Finally, there's our sweet Thea,

who is still working really hard

to stand for her truth in her everyday life.

After they returned from the retreat,

Thea and Brandon began the process

of amicably ending their marriage.

Although a difficult process,

Thea is bravely creating the life that she dreams of.

- When I left Costa Rica,

I was really confident about my decision.

I was happy, you know.

I was like-- [scoffs]

Like, released from that

depression I had put on myself.

I learned the lesson, and I got to keep learning it

until I can master the course. [chuckles]

- What an incredible privilege

to witness these beautiful souls

come through so much.

This work is so powerful

because the ripple effects of healing one person's trauma

spread out far and wide.

And that's my mission--

to heal hearts and heal our planet.

Now to find my next set of chickens.

♪ ♪