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Hyde, Jekyll, Me

Episode 19

- Dad, you heard it, too? - Of course I did.

- You cried, didn't you? - No, I didn't cry.

What's wrong with that? I cried, too.

I was welling up with tears.

- That was your hormones acting up. - Hey!

Woo Jung, why is he such a brat lately?

You didn't have any other plans after the surprise event?

Like what?

Then it was just the cake, and the flowers?

What kind of an event is that?

Are you just going to feign innocence after having ruined our private time together?

Ah... did we do that?

Yes, you did do that because you were hoping to snag another drink.

Why are you making it sound like I did something wrong?

- You think everything is my fault. - Of course, it's your fault!

It's always your fault.

Why did Robin leave so early?

Ah... he was looking pretty tired, so I told him to go on home.

- Happy birthday, Ha Na! - Thank you!

Yes, Director Goo. Did you get home okay?

Did everything go okay?

Yeah, but...

I need to talk to you.

I listened to the radio show again while on my way here

and you sounded exactly like Robin.

I knew you've changed a bit, but it's like you're a completely different person.

I think you're the reason why Robin hasn't woken up.

- Because of me? - You know it's true.

Robin was always the one to concede, and make sacrifices

but now, you're the one doing it.

Sacrifice?

Getting rid of Robin was your goal in life

but now, you've decided to keep Robin with you for the rest of your life.

Whether that's for Ha Na, or not... Who would've thought you'd ever do that?

I've heard that accepting your illness is the first step to any cure

and I guess that really must be true.

- Director Goo. - What...

is that supposed to mean, Young Chan?

- Robin? - Seo Jin...

is doing what?

Robin, what happened to the gift? Why didn't you give it to Ha Na?

And how could you have left so early on a special day like today?

Did you get home okay?

I'm on my way home right now.

- I was completely fooled today. - Fooled?

I thought you were over the funk you were in, but you're not, are you?

You were just pretending to be okay because it was my birthday, weren't you?

Robin.

I don't really want for anything.

Don't try to hide it from me if you're struggling with something

and let's get through it together.

After all that we've been through together, there's nothing that we can't face.

Are you listening to me?

Where are you right now?

Do you like it?

What is your deal today? You've been so up and down all day.

You have no idea how much teasing I've had to put up with tonight.

They all thought that I had you wrapped around my little finger.

But... did you really do all that on purpose just to keep me on my toes?

But where did you ever find this? She looks so much like me.

You're right.

As soon as I saw this, I thought about how much she looked like you.

- Really? I was just making a comment. - Ha Na.

Every time you see this picture... I want you to always keep this in mind.

That this is the way...

that I'll always remember you.

You're doing it again. You're making me feel nervous.

No, never mind.

All day yesterday, I kept thinking about what it would like to be in your shoes

and really thought about things again.

To have everyone's sudden interest in everything that I do

and to have thousands of people commenting on a project that I'd publish online.

It made me more curious about your life. But the truth is...

since you can't let on the whole truth

I'm sure it makes you feel a sense of loneliness.

It would make me wonder about people's perception of me.

I had all sorts of thoughts going through my head.

So I immediately started to repent.

Because I feel like I've only been thinking about my own excitement, and happiness.

Are you happy lately?

- As long as I don't upset you? - Yes.

What is it?

I'm just reminded of the first time we met.

Back then...

I wasn't really sure about you, and I used to think you were quite odd.

You didn't seem quite normal yourself.

Yes, you're right. I wasn't quite sane back then either.

When I think about it now

I can't believe I followed a complete stranger all the way to a secluded resort.

Excuse me.

Director Goo.

Was that in Gapyeong?

I bet all the ice has melted by now, and the flowers are starting to bloom, too.

Let's go there for your birthday, Robin.

I'll make all the preparations. We can even have a barbeque out on the lawn.

I wonder what flowers have bloomed already.

I wish we could plant some of Director Goo's flowers in his greenhouse out there.

We could even make a garden out there

and raise dogs, and chickens, and go out there every weekend.

It's Jang's birthday today

and it's an hour before the radio show goes on air.

But you didn't wake up from your sleep.

She's already been worried about you for days

and I don't have the heart to tell her that you didn't wake up on her birthday.

I'm under the understanding that you've prepared something special for her.

I'm sure that it must be upsetting to have me do it for you in your place

but I can't be blamed for this.

If you're upset by it, then keep to the agreed upon schedule.

What Jang needs...

is you.

If Seo Jin also has feelings for you, and if he really does love you

then tell him to make a sacrifice of his own.

Seo Jin won't be able to do that.

Getting rid of Robin was your goal in life

but now, you've decided to keep Robin with you for the rest of your life.

You weren't supposed to go this far.

If you become this good, and kind...

then where does that leave me?

Then there's no more room...

left for me to stand.

I think that's when it happened. That's when he woke up, and called me.

Then you had drinks with him, and he met up with Jang to give her the gift.

You're remembering his memories again?

Yeah.

I can see Robin in my memories.

Not just a simple image of him

but I even remember the confusion, and the fear that he was feeling.

I can't even fathom what that must be like.

But do you think his gradual memory loss is something like having Alzheimer's?

No, not just his memories.

Little by little...

I'm sure he's feeling as though he's starting to fade and disappear.

What about Ha Na? How is she doing?

She doesn't know what's happening yet.

I'm not sure what to do. Should I tell her about it?

Shouldn't we tell her about it so that she has time to prepare herself?

I'm not sure.

Ugh, seriously.

Yes, I know what you've said, but Director Goo is on a six-month leave.

Just take care of it yourselves.

Wonderland has recently been voted as one of the five best amusement parks in the world

and the projects initiated by Director Goo before his leave of absence

are projecting a great increase in profits, even in the overseas markets.

No.

By adapting Director Goo's projects into works of animation

with popular Hallyu stars, and Idols lending their voices to the characters

we are forecasting that we'll be able to successfully transition into

the 3D and 4D animation entertainment industry.

No, this is absurd.

Just the requests for interviews alone that we're receiving...

No, this can't be. This is all a lie!

Our PR Department is even proposing

that we use Director Goo as the new spokes model for this season's campaign.

Shall we go ahead with the plans?

He's just as handsome as any fashion models out there.

I guess we're lucky that he didn't take after you too much.

Our PR Department is even receiving offers to publish an autobiography on Director Goo.

There's a great interest from the public on the double life that he's led...

It's not a double life.

He didn't lead a double life...

but he has a dual personality.

What a scoundrel.

He has DID... otherwise known as, Dual Personality Disorder.

Excuse me?

What are you saying?

It's not a double life he leads... but he has a multiple personality disorder?

Yes, that's right.

You're all being deceived right now.

All these years...

he's been keeping his mental illness a secret from everyone

and he's been deceiving all of us.

And he's still doing that now!

CEO Ryu.

Do you have something that you'd like to say?

No, please continue.

Go on.

Robin is the best.

Keep this up, and you'll lose everything. Have you gone crazy?

Yeah, I've gone crazy.

- I'm crazy. - Are you finally admitting it?

- Yeah... I'm like a mad scientist. - What?

Haven't you seen the movie?

No one believed him even after the hail, the tornado, and the earthquake.

Only the mad scientist kept telling everyone to flee if they want to save their own lives.

That's exactly what's going on right now. Everyone's deceived by an illusion.

If the company falls into Seo Jin's hands like this...

then Wonder Group will be brought to a ruin.

Seo Jin is ultimately going to destroy our company.

Director Goo, and Robin both...

are way too normal, and way too capable for that to happen.

I feel so lonely.

Even you have left me now.

Maybe it's because he's an artist, but he has a different eye for things.

More than anything else, I love how sensible he is.

He could've drawn something himself, but he didn't.

Yes, and that's the important part.

We, women, do not like handmade things.

Ugh, you women...

This is why the bag with Picasso's drawing got less respect than a designer brand.

What's that supposed to mean?

Here, let me explain it to you.

Picasso's girlfriend asked him to buy her a designer bag.

So, Picasso drew a picture on her handbag right then and there.

Then he went on to tell her that the bag will now be the most expensive bag in the world.

To which, the girlfriend got totally flustered, and said...

'No, forget this! I want you to buy me a designer bag!'

That's pretty much what that means.

Whatever.

- Did that really happen? - Yes, didn't you know that?

It was a handbag with Picasso's original drawing on it!

No...

What...

just happened?

[Ha Na]

How pretty.

When was this picture taken?

My middle school graduation.

The ceremony was during the day, but Robin didn't show up until that night

so I bawled my eyes out, and threw a huge fit.

But now that I know the situation

it was because he didn't wake up until the night time.

But did you know that at a closer look, you two kind of look alike?

- Like a pair of siblings? - What!

Are you labeling us as siblings just because he's yours now?

Yes, exactly.

But seriously, you two kind of look alike. You two have the same smile.

I'm not sure about that.

Actually, I don't think you look anything like your dad.

Because I have to make people laugh in order to make a living.

My father...

passed away.

And Robin made me laugh.

Look at that expression on Robin's face. He looks like a dummy.

But he's still cute.

You want me to help you disappear?

Why?

You still have time.

How much time?

I can't guarantee, but maybe another six months?

Six months.

What kind of time would that be?

What do you mean?

I feel like it's happening more and more frequently.

At first, it would only happen once a day.

But almost immediately, it started happening 2-3 times a day.

In a span of just a few days, my head is becoming more and more empty.

If it keeps up at this pace

then after six months...

will I even be able to remember which of those lost memories are mine?

Or could it be...

that at this rate...

I won't even be aware of the fact that all my memories have disappeared?

Is that what's going to happen?

Yeah.

It's possible that you may not even be aware that your memories have disappeared.

Then that means that at the rate I'm going...

in six months' time...

I won't even recognize the person that's standing right in front of me.

I don't want that.

Give me one week...

then help me disappear.

Whether it be Seo Jin, or whomever else...

please don't tell anyone about this.

I'll take care of that myself.

- A trip? - Yes, and we leave tomorrow.

It's the weekend, so you can make time, right?

I don't see why not, but why the sudden trip?

I'm going to borrow your room for a minute.

I'm sorry for all the worry that I've caused you lately.

But just like you said, I think I needed some time to get used to things.

Because I've never experienced that before, and everything was so foreign to me.

- Do you feel better now? - Yeah.

Okay, let's go on that trip.

From now on, I'll just follow your orders, and do everything that you want to do.

Since you've always followed along, and did everything that I've wanted to do.

Then no matter where I say we're going, you're just going to follow along, okay?

Yes, wherever you want to go.

Hardboiled eggs, tofu sushi, and there's also some fresh fruit...

and I even brought kimbap, and sandwiches.

- Why did you bring so much? - Oh, there's even coffee.

- Would you like some? - Sounds good.

But did you tell Director Goo that we're going away on a trip together?

No, I didn't tell him.

What are you going to do when Director Goo wakes up in the morning?

I'm not going to sleep at all during this trip.

For two whole nights? That's just crazy.

I can't let Seo Jin steal any of this precious time away from me while we're on this trip.

There's no way I'm going to sleep.

I bet Director Goo will be angry whenever he does wake up.

Yes, I'm sure he will be.

Anyway... where are we going?

This is the house where I was born, and the house where I grew up.

You're probably wondering what that means.

To be more precise...

it's a home that only exists within my mind.

What about your parents? Did you all live together in this house?

With my mom, my older brother... and my older sister.

My dad passed away when I was four, and my mom was an elementary school teacher.

I used to cling to my mom every morning, and cry for her to stay home with me.

And every time I would do that, there was a way she'd get me to let go.

- How did she do that? - She'd give me a 100 Won coin.

Then I'd take that coin...

and put it in the pot that I buried underneath this tree.

I'd do that every single day.

When my existence was first revealed from Seo Jin

Doctor Kang told me that all of my memories were fake

and that they were all just fabricated illusions.

That's what she told me.

When I heard that...

this is the first place I ran to.

Then I dug into the ground like a lunatic...

but the pot wasn't there. There was nothing.

The house that you saw earlier...

Even though it was the same address that I remembered

I only found strangers living in the house.

Even when I went to city hall, and told them the names of my family members

there weren't any records to be found under those names.

It was all just an illusion.

That's who I am.

So how did you ever accept me as I am?

When everyone else is telling you that I'm an illusion...

how is it...

that you've come to fall in love with me?

I've already fallen in love with you, so how can you be fake, and not real?

When the love I have for you is real...

how can that love become false?

As long as my love for you remains...

you will always be real.

Even though there may have been nothing here when you first came

I'm here now... standing right beside you.

Ugh, I never thought I would do something so cheesy

but I guess I can make an exception.

- Let's do it. - Do what?

Let's bury our own time capsule here.

And when we come back in ten years to dig it up...

I'm sure it'll be just as we left it.

Ten years is a long time.

In that case... how about three years? I think three years is good.

Come on, let's go.

Hello.

We need some stationary.

Which one should we get?

- What did you write? - You can't look.

Come on, let me see.

We'll see you again in three years.

This is so nice!

Let's take a picture!

Stand right here.

Stand like this.

Stay just like that.

But who's going to take the picture?

Excuse me, can you take a picture for us?

Thank you.

Okay, I'm going to take the picture. One, two, three.

- Thank you! - Thank you.

It's so pretty!

I like it.

[Even though it's ending, my love still remains as 'Hana'. (As one)]

What are you doing?

Let's go.

I want us to do this, too!

This looks so fun!

You have to stir it faster!

- Let's see who can melt it faster. - No, don't do that!

I think I've got it.

Ta-da!

[The story of a 60 year old couple.]

[I will always remember our days together...]

No matter where you go

whether it be a restaurant, or a carnival, everyone writes on the walls

to mark that they had been there.

I've always wondered what sort of people wrote on these walls

and I guess it's people like my man.

What did you write?

Let's go.

[Ha Na and Robin were here.]

This is so nice!

Breakfast is served from 7:30 to 9:00am, so make sure not to miss it.

Everyone who misses my breakfast always ends up regretting it.

Yes, we'll make sure to do that.

Let me know if you need anything else.

Yes, thank you.

Change into some comfortable clothes, and I'll go get us some water, and snacks.

Okay.

I have to do it.

I have to tell her.

That was the main purpose for this trip.

Are you asleep?

Are you really sleeping?

You'll...

go on with your life, won't you?

Memories of me will fade away, won't they?

With me no longer around.

- What did you say? - You weren't asleep?

What did you just say? I didn't really hear what you said.

What did I... I forgot what I said.

I'm positive you said something about not being around anymore.

- No, I didn't. - What do you mean, you didn't?

I think I'm starting to get a little angry.

Just what is it that you're always pondering about on your own?

Well... that's not what I meant.

But we can't always be together 24 hours a day.

- So that's all I meant. - Are you sure?

Don't forget that we're here on this trip to get you over those kind of thoughts.

Stop thinking those useless thoughts, and hiding away in fear.

Don't even try to pull that with me again!

Woo Jung told me you have a habit of pulling the disappearing act.

- Woo Jung has a big mouth. - You can't do that anymore.

I'm going to fix that nasty habit of yours.

I'm not going to do that anymore.

You really didn't sleep at all last night?

How are you going to drive without any sleep?

I'm seriously fine. This trip is very important to me.

So how can I waste my time by sleeping?

- Then why don't I drive instead? - You won't be able to find the alley.

Let's just get going.

Where is this place that you're insisting on taking us to?

This is the house where I was born, and the house where I grew up.

Robin...

You're probably wondering what that means, right?

To be more precise...

it's a home that only exists within my mind.

I lived here with my mom, my older brother, and my older sister.

My dad passed away when I was four, and my mom was an elementary school teacher.

I used to cling to my mom every morning, and cry for her to stay home with me.

And every time I would do that, there was a way she'd get me to let go.

- How... did she do that? - She'd give me a 100 Won coin.

Then I'd take that coin...

Robin...

I forgot something in the car. I'll be right back.

Doctor Kang, this is Jang Ha Na.

Yes, Ha Na.

Robin...

isn't remembering anything from yesterday's events.

Already?

What do you mean... already?

Robin still hasn't told you?

Ha Na, by the time you're reading this, I'll probably no longer be here.

We probably would've said our goodbyes already...

and even still...

I'm sure that you're here now to find the traces of us having been together.

In these past few weeks

I've hosted a radio show, held interviews, and even made public appearances...

I thought all those things were for my own sake

but I'm so glad to realize now that they've all been for you.

So that some traces of me will always remain.

Ha Na...

there is one special memory that I never want to lose, or forget.

How nervous you looked that night...

and how you helped steady my own nervousness.

The memories I have of that night as Robin... I want to hold onto them forever.

And before those memories disappear...

I want to disappear while I'm still Robin.

No...

What happened?

It hasn't... happened yet, has it?

He's not... gone yet, is he?

Tell me that he hasn't.

No, I don't think so... not yet.

You knew.

You both knew... but you kept it a secret from me.

Say something!

How can the two of you do this to me?

I didn't...

I didn't know what to do. Neither of us did.

Because all I could think about...

was how to figure out a way to handle it.

He told me that he wanted to live.

I told me that he didn't want to fade away, and disappear.

Do you think...

that's what made Robin start to disappear?

But thanks to that...

even though it was only for a few days, Robin was able to live his life as himself.

You did something for him that no one else has been able to do.

He told me...

that this was his home.

He told me that this is the house...

that he remembered growing up in.

With his mom... his older sister, and his older brother.

[From Robin]

[To Seo Jin]

I really wish I could meet you

but there just seems to be no way of doing that.

What you said about keeping me with you for the rest of your life...

Just like how you came to that decision on your own...

I've also come to my own decision to leave you.

I've got one week left.

I'm going to leave while the memories of Ha Na and I together still remain.

And also...

there are some things that I want to tell you.

The things you can do, and the ways you can make Ha Na happy.

First... you're absolutely humorless.

Ha Na likes a man who can make her laugh.

I know it'll feel awkward, but you should still make an effort.

And also...

The job that Ha Na is doing...

it's to make others laugh, and have fun even on the memorial of her father's death.

So compliment her, and give her respect for what she does.

Look into her eyes when you're speaking to her.

And hold her hand when you're walking together.

And when she's getting in a car...

hold the door open for her.

I'm sure it'll feel awkward, and embarrassing at first.

But even in those simplest moments...

make sure that she knows that you're caring for her

with every one of your gestures.

And...

comfort her.

In a week's time...

when Ha Na...

is really hurting.

I know that your feelings for her are sincere.

I'm sure that you have become a person who's as sincere as I am...

is what's making me fade away, and disappear.

So that's why...

Ha Na has to fall in love with you, too...

So that my having to fade away, and disappear doesn't feel so unfair anymore.

Okay.

I heard everything you said.

But at least in the time that you have left remaining...

I want...

you to give her all the love that she deserves.

[Ha Na and Robin were here.]

Robin?

Robin, is that you?

Where are you?

Robin.

I'm not ready yet.

I'm not ready for any of this yet!

There is no getting ready for something like this, Ha Na.

But still... a week is too short of a time.

How can... How can a week be enough?

How can a week be enough to say our goodbyes?

Because if I stay any longer...

then I'll just fade away, and disappear.

What... do you mean by that?

Even if this arm were to disappear, I'd still be Robin.

Even if this leg were to disappear, I'd still be Robin.

But...

once my memory disappears...

then I'm no longer Robin.

What would being together even matter then?

I can't look at you...

and ask you who you are, then just leave you like that.

The memory that I have of us stepping out into the world together...

Please let me leave with that memory.

So that I'll never forget that piece of memory.

Robin, what's wrong?

- No... - What's wrong?

No...

It disappeared.

That day...

just disappeared.

It... it's gone, and disappeared.

No!

[Ha Na and Robin were here.]

Pat me on the head.

- Love me some more. - You're so adorable.

Ha Na, did you have a nice trip?

What is it, Ha Na? Is something wrong?

How can this be?

Can't he just stay?

Must he really disappear?

Tell him not to go!

- Tell him that you can't let him go! - Woo Jung...

Robin, who still remembers you...

and Robin, who knows who you are...

If you tell that Robin goodbye...

then he'll be able to say his own goodbye.

Let's let him go while he's still that same Robin.

Let's do that for him, Woo Jung.

The memories of that night I had as Robin

I want to leave with those memories before I fade away, and disappear.

That night...

is gone, and disappeared.

- She's doing what? - Seriously?

- Is that really what Ha Na told you? - Then what is it that we need to do?

This is what I need each of you to do.

One, two, three!

Move out of the way!

- Make sure that it's in a straight line. - Let me get that.

How about this, and this?

We can bunch it up together like this.

What are we doing here?

Even though that moment is gone, I still remember why we came here.

Then... do you also remember how nervous I was?

That...

Ha Na.

[- The world's greatest webtoon author. - I will always be by your side.]

The most precious memory...

hasn't disappeared yet.

That most precious memory...

I will create it for you right now.

No...

Will you...

help me create it?

Please...

marry me.

[No one knows what awaits them at the end. All I know is that I have you by my side.]

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