Original subtitles

This film is based on a true story.

- Are you arguing with me, idiot? - Stop.

- That makes you a moron! - Shut up!

Stop.

It's not always about you.

- Go to your room. - Leave me alone!

I have my own life to live.

Rasta.

Engel & Joe

Got any change?

Got any change?

They're all stupid.

Spare some change?

Excuse me, I'm a member of a Peace Party

Making a collection to fight against Nazis. Would you donate?

- Hey give that to me. - That's my beer.

Rasta!

Rasta, Rasta! Come here!

Do you have some change?

Excuse me, spare a bit of change?

My Asi!

- Are you playing today? - Pass these out.

Do it yourself!

- No! - You're dead!

- Hey Spasti, come. - Stop.

Asi!

Shit, stop!

Look, Ringo and M�cke are getting busy.

Yeah, so? Cool.

Let go!

Hey look out! There's a dog on my shoe.

Rasta!

He doesn't like punks, huh? Stay!

- Let him go. - No.

Can I stay at your house?

- Can I see the dog? - No.

- Can I stay at your house too? - Fuck off!

How about your house?

Look where you've led me. Don't do that again!

Don't run away again.

Yesterday was great. I did an Ollie on a staircase with eight steps.

There are other moves.

-An Ollie with eight steps! -Do you know that girl there?

No, do you? -It's a super cool concert. Will you come?

Looks like she's just fallen out of her nest.

Can you stay with Django for awhile?

Come quick, the cops are coming! Hurry!

- Where? - Behind you!

- Are you insane? - They were coming! Really!

Very funny!

- You ran away from home, right? - What do you care?

I was just wondering.

- Be careful. - Oh, thanks Dad.

Check, check, one, two. Hey! Yeah! Okay.

Hey Joe, how's it going?

Better than you.

- Shit dude, the best piece of ass in the region. - Shut up.

He doesn't mean it.

Do you want a beer?

Do you know beer is?

- Is the dog yours? - No one owns that dog.

I see.

Look over there.

A fascist band. See the bald guy?

- I'll 'help' them piss off. - How do they dare come here?

I used to just say "punk" and they'd disappear.

Come on, that's what my dad said!

Just put it in your mouth and suck!

Tell me Joe, am I your friend?

You know Joe, I've always liked you.

Are you crazy? Where're you going? The party's about to begin!

Take care of Django.

- Engel, don't get involved. - You want that fascist girl?

- Got a cigarette? - What are you doing?

The guy's crazy! Completely crazy!

You want a smashed face?

Got a light?

Will you come with me?

She is going nowhere.

Is there a problem?

Fine, you can fuck her!

We'll meet again! You can count on it!

Fuck you, punk! Bitch!

Motherfucker!

Those guys...

- Are you a fascist? - Of course not.

But I know all about it. Almost everyone in my neighborhood are skins.

Oh.

- Pass me the bucket? - Sure.

Okay, come on in.

Hello?

Up here.

Rasta, come. Rasta.

- Where do you want to go? - Away.

Where?

- Maybe to the sea. - The sea is okay...

But I'm going to the mountains.

I have a plan

To start a community. An anarchist community.

With some cows and sheep and a garden...

A self-sufficient culture, see?

They did that in the 70s...

but they failed because they weren't really anarchists. You've got to keep cool.

-I'd like do that with you.

Rasta, stay here. Stay.

- Do you live here alone? - Maria sleeps here sometimes.

- Your girlfriend? - No.

My best friend.

I don't like gays, but Maria is alright.

I hate brushing my teeth...

especially in the evening. It takes all the good tastes in your mouth away.

It doesn't taste so good to me.

She is so sweet. What's her name?

It's a he. Django.

And you?

Joe, actually Johanna, but...

My name is also stupid. Engel.

It's my last name.

What's your first name?

I forgot.

You should go to sleep. Lie down.

What? Is there something on my face?

No, I'm blind as a bat.

Yeah, like I'd believe that.

Why don't you use glasses?

I always forget. I look like shit with glasses.

No way.

Why did you run away from home?

- To heal... - I understand.

I think I'll put him to bed.

So, get in bed.

Go on.

You need a place to sleep too, don't you?

- I can do that. - No, I'll get it.

- Is this alright? - Sure.

Good.

Are you already asleep?

Yes.

I can't shut my eyes.

May I kiss you?

Why not? You said you don't have a boyfriend.

I want to get to know you first.

I mean...

the first time...

Yeah, fine.

Anyway, I have to go.

Have to see what the guys are up to. Goodnight.

Hey, wait a minute.

No.

Here's the beer.

- Hi. - Hi.

You okay?

Oh, could I have one?

- Want some beer? - Thanks.

- He's sweet. What's his name? - Rasta.

- And you? - Spasti.

Ringo...

Did you get a quickie?

- No. I think I didn't want to. - That's crazy.

Hey, you're Joe? Hi, Asi.

Hi.

So what are you doing here?

No idea. What are you doing here?

- To see Engel. - �To see Engel.�

We were wondering why he was helping you.

- Get it? - Hey, calm down girl.

She has a wild imagination.

I have things to do.

Stop it you idiot!

Completely stoned. Would you get off me?

- He wants to be a star. - Let him do what he wants.

Stop it now! Come down! Ringo...

Ringo!

Ringo!

Are you okay?

What are you looking at?

You're an idiot, you know that?

Answer! Idiot! Fuck off!

- Leave him alone. Leave him alone! - Fuck you both!

He is insane.

- Where is she? - No idea.

-Hey! Hey! -What?

- Leave me alone! - I only wanted...

Touch me again and I will kill you!

Are you crazy?

Fine, go! See if you'll survive on your own!

No problem. Better than being with you!

Hey! What are you doing?

Stop!

It's okay.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, alright? It's okay.

- Why? - For what I was doing with Azi.

I just wanted to make you jealous. I'm an idiot.

That's true.

- I'm going with you to the mountains. - Okay.

- What if someone comes? - Trust me.

I come here often. I call it self-service.

Well, come here.

You're soaked. Wait.

Give me that.

Okay, I'll stop.

Here.

I'll get your clothes dry.

You don't understand consequences do you?

Nope.

-Aren't you cold? -No.

-Liar. You're soaked.

I thought that beautiful girls don't like guys like me.

I'm not beautiful.

What do beautiful girls like?

Rich kids. Idiots.

What?

How long have you known me?

At least one hundred years.

Are you serious then?

Yes. I've decided to leave home.

Christ, I can't stand schools.

Shall we get some breakfast?

We'll have a hundred thousand breakfasts together.

- I'll meet you at the cathedral okay? - At what time?

Around one o'clock.

- Will you take Rasta? - Of course.

Take care of him.

Rasta, stay here.

Stay with me Rasta.

Come on.

Johanna!

Mom!

Let's make up.

Harry is gone forever this time. I swear!

- You swear? Oh, that's new. - Isn't that what you wanted?

Did you send him away? Or did he just get angry and leave?

Come home.

- I can't be alone. - He left you, didn't he?

You're crazy.

I can't.

I have to meet someone.

Mom!

Pass by the cathedral, please.

Hey. Wake up.

Have you seen Engel?

Please, you have to tell him that Joe will come tomorrow. Okay?

Hello! Did you understand? Joe will come tomorrow.

I understand.

- I'm so sorry. - Yes, Mom.

How can I repay you for this?

- Sleep a bit. - And when I wake up?

I'll be here.

- What time is it? - Engel wants to know what time it is.

- Nobody knows the time? Don't you have a watch?

Fuck. Didn't you have a watch?

- I lost it. -How did that happen?

-Hey, no need to panic. - Give me a smoke!

- I will. - She's too much.

Shut up!

Give me a smoke!

- Come on, give me a smoke.

Fuck off! -I'll give you a kiss.

- Anyone know where she lives? - So much stress.

- All for a girl. - Engel's in love.

I am not in love.

- Fuck off. - Idiot.

- Maybe something happened. - No stupid, she's at home watching TV

- Fuck yourself! - Nothing stays the same.

Nothing is forever Nothing remains

Everything changes, as always.

- I'm glad he's gone. - Do you think he'll stay away?

Of course. Unless you find another idiot.

I definitely won't.

- I have to go. - No, stay a little longer.

No.

- I've met a boy. - And?

- Is he handsome? - Of course.

- You'll get to meet him soon, but now I must go. - Not yet.

I need more time.

Mom, I can't stay here all the time.

Then I don't need you to.

Stop this.

Stop.

You took too many.

No, spit them out.

Spit them out.

You stupid cow!

See? The bitch tricked you!

I'm the only one who really loves you. Got that?

- Can you give me one too? - We're not getting married.

- Yeah but you said it's cool with us. - Well said.

- Harry! - I'm sorry honey.

I don't know what to say.

I'm so sorry.

No.

- Go away. - As for you, I've brought you something.

Mom.

Send him away.

- Joe. - Mom.

- You promised. - Joe, please

- Send him away. - Johanna.

You are scum!

Have you seen Engel?

You know what happened?

Ringo is dead. "Junkie Falls off Bridge"

- Where were you? - Kiss me first.

- Tell me where you were. - I'm here now.

Where were you for fuck's sake?

- What's your problem? - Tell me where you were!

- At home. - At home!

- Please don't... - I can't stand it!

-When you're gone I go crazy! - I had to stay home. It's a nightmare.

And what about me? Don't I matter?

- I have to tell you something. - Okay, tell me.

My mother takes medication and I need...

Who cares about your mother?

What about me? I smoked heroin because of you!

- That's shit but did you hear... - Are you listening to me?

That shit is bad for me!

- I used to be a junkie! - What?

-Yes. -I don't believe this.

I have a problem and you get mad for no reason?

- What kind of insanity is this? -I don't need this.

I don't need this, I have enough problems, don't give me yours you asshole!

I can definitely go higher. I've done better.

- Are you coming to the party tonight? - For sure.

Here, take a sip.

It's good stuff.

M�cke is broke. They took her stash.

Never join a junkie. You'll become one.

Do you know where I can stay tonight?

Some of us are staying in a factory, but it's fucking cold.

Do you have a sleeping-bag or something?

I've got an idea.

Man, this is the good life.

Why does it have to be like this?

Engel? He's your typical orphan.

- He's an orphan? - No, his parents dumped him.

Typical. Why did you run away?

Stress. You?

The same. Fuck.

I will be alone But I will be fine

Men, leave me alone I can love myself alone

But every man is different So I watch some porn

All those scenes make me so horny

I sleep by myself And jerk myself off

- Hey, my parents! - Shut the door, pervert!

Can you really sleep in that chair?

Yeah.

It's not so bad. It's more comfortable than it looks.

Thank you.

My heartfelt condolences.

What are you staring at?

Fuck!

Hello darling. You look like shit.

- Oh go fuck some shit. - Fuck off.

What's up? Didn't you go?

I got sick of crying. I couldn't watch any more.

- Hey man, you have to say goodbye to Ringo. - I already have.

Here you can see Kai-Uweja as a child, smiling...

playing in his grandparent's garden.

This is such bullshit.

...dear parents dear friends...

we must take comfort in the memory...

and find a way...

Shut up you piece of shit! Fuck!

Engel.

This is fucked up.

- I love you. - I loved you first.

- Never leave me again, okay? - Never.

I was so afraid. I thought you were gone forever.

I never want anyone else in my life.

And I never want another man.

Would you be my wife in joy, sadness and death?

Are you drunk?

Not that I know of.

Yes, definitely!

But we need rings and everything.

I thought of that.

What about yours?

They only had one but I'll order another.

No, I'll buy one for you.

I have the greatest girlfriend in the whole world!

... it makes me nervous. I can't do it anymore.

I don't know why we should endure school any longer.

Did you know we've been together for one week?

- I'm gonna buy cigarettes, okay? - Alright.

Put this in the bag. One week is one week, isn't it?

Fuck, Django stop pissing everywhere.

Isn't that the girl...

- Engel. - Come on.

Engel, where were you?

- We're engaged. - Love, please...

Are you insane? This is my ring!

Do something.

- What is this...? - I told you I loved you!

I smoked junk because of you.

Relax, stop! Let's clear this up.

I was a virgin!

Love, listen...

Please, don't worry, I was stoned I had no idea what I was doing.

Honestly...

That's what happened.

I'm sorry, I had no idea that...

You monster!

She was always crazy about him. She could be lying.

Hey guys, glad you came.

Where's Engel?

What do I care?

- Can I lean on you? - Sure.

I'm going to the bathroom.

Joe!

Joe?

- I really wanted to be with you. - Oh really?

Where?

Hey get away.

Stop, no...

You're so cool. Extra-cool.

- Hey, wanna do both of us? - Hey!

- Why do you have to be so selfish? - Fuck off.

Careful. Man...

Pigs! Fuck yourselves!

Eight weeks later

Hey.

It's cool that you came.

I'm pregnant.

We have a kid! This is awesome!

He might not be yours.

Whose is it then?

I don't know.

Listen...

I am the dad, okay? He will grow up in the mountains...

without stress, without other city shit, alright?

Okay?

You really look like shit with glasses.

The social worker said...

that she could an apartment for me.

- I definitely heard something!

And if you get a job, we can live together.

Cool.

Clothes...and...food money.

Awesome.

I want to be the first person to do this right.

Leave them in peace.

- They are so cute.

Potato salad! And French Fries.

Yogurt.

Nutella. Cool, only 1.99.

Stop, stop, stop. We need champagne.

Hey.

- Hey Alex. - Hi. How are you?

Great, how are you?

Yeah, everything's fine.

- Where's the cashier? - There.

- There's something I have to say. - What?

Do you remember that night on the roof?

Well...the condom broke, it burst.

Uh-huh, why didn't you tell me?

I didn't want to worry. I thought it was nothing.

-And now you think it was something? -Yeah

So it's all for the best.

Exactly.

- Engel wants you to be the god-father. - Really?

Cool.

You think Engel will be able to be a father?

Why not?

- Darling? There's a bit of wind. Here, sit on this. - He is so good.

- You are so great. - Genuine Dad.

He knows more than I do. He reads tons of books.

Can you feel it when it happens?

Sure! It should be so intense it almost explodes

and then you have a mega-orgasm.

- Why didn't you use a condom? - Condoms are shit.

They have to set the mood, they have to kiss

and a shit condom would ruin it. - Exactly.

Or you take it out too late then the condom stays inside

Sure.

But sometimes, it goes down early, then you have to blow him.

- How do you know that? - Show us.

- Does anyone have a condom? - No.

Spasti.

It's so erotic.

Seven months later

Great belly.

Sex is good for you.

It massages the birth canal.

Do you smell something?

I'm always smelling something.

Did you drop a cigarette?

Oh shit! Hawaii in flames!

Shit!

Oh my god...

I'll help you.

Are you crazy?

Now it's your turn.

What is going on?

Oh it's so cold!

- Your toast turned out a bit- - Fuck you, look!

- Am I in some kind of strip show? - Yeah baby!

Hey, this is a private apartment, get out of here.

I'm asking you.

What a mess. I'm sick of it.

Why is he here again? Did he sleep here?

His name is Engel. He is the father of my child.

- When will you understand- - Stop.

This home is for mothers and children.

I thought you knew the rules.

Fuck the rules. The rules are shit.

Children without a father, what is this shit?

How did you ever get this job? Did you sleep with a DJ?

Okay, if that's the way you want it-

- This is like a prison! This is such bullshit! - Shut up!

Joe, let me tell you something.

Continue like this and you can forget the baby.

Oh yeah? Listen.

-I'll kill you if you try to take the kid. Got that? - Stop, Engel.

No!

He will pay for the mirror.

And if I see him again, I will call the police.

Get out.

- Can you do this? - Yes,

We'll have comfort.

We won't be cold. I put up a canvas.

What's happening?

Fuck, my stuff!

Fuck!

Shit man.

� The cervix opens up to ten centimetres...

For the first child this may take several hours.

Moving around can help accelerate the process.

When you reach the final phase...�

- What? Is it starting? - No, my back hurts.

I'll give you a massage.

- He's strong isn't he? - Karate.

He does karate all day.

He is very strong.

Do you know what we'll call him?

No, I can't choose.

Mois�s. Like the one in the Bible.

They tried to kill him as a baby.

But he became the most powerful of all.

He'll need it.

Taxi!

Don't worry, everything will be alright.

You have to breathe slowly. Breathe slowly.

I'm here with you okay?

Don't worry. I'm here for you.

- You need to get into the taxi. - Let me help you.

We'll get to the hospital in a second. You just need to get into the taxi.

Just stay with me, okay? It's alright.

You just need to get to the cab and everything will be fine.

- I'm scared. - Having a baby is super easy, it's nothing to speak of, okay?

No, I'm afraid of what comes next. Mois�s can't grow up...

in a cemetary!

- Of course not. - So were will we go?

I already have the perfect plan.

What plan?

I'll get a job. Everything will be cool. Trust me.

Alright?

Drive fast but very carefully, got that?

There's no other way to do it. What goes in must come out.

I think I'm gonna puke.

- Go on ahead. I'll come soon. - What?

Tell me you're not serious!

I'll come in a second, I promise.

You're doing just fine.

Hey. Sorry, they didn't want to let me in.

You read so many books, and then you almost miss the best part.

I'm here now.

Now exhale.

Oh shit! I have to push.

Get a chair and sit behind her, that will help her.

So?

You're doing very well...

still going very strong.

I can see the head. Come on push a little more.

The head is out.

You can hold him.

Long time no see.

Speak German with me.

Here, for you.

It's cool, thanks.

If you get bored...

- I want to apologize. - Isn't it a bit late for that?

Nine months.

Can I hold him a little?

- Why didn't you tell me? - Tell you what?

You are not a father.

Biologically, maybe.

But you don't really care about him, do you?

You need a dish washer?

Hello. Here I am.

This is not the Salvation Army...

so goodbye.

This is delicious. Do you have a job for me?

So, I started as an apprentice mechanic...

Nuts, bolts, anti-freeze...

callibrators, no problem.

This is a gas station, not a mechanic workshop.

- Well I'm very good at handling cash. - I have no doubt about that.

Engel, what's going on?

Everything's great.

He is so sweet.

I have to leave here tomorrow. Are we going to the cemetary, or what?

I found a flat.

You found a place? Why didn't you say so?

When you leave here, everything will be alright okay?

Good.

Thank you.

Now prove yourself.

How was your meal?

- 38.50 - Take 40, keep the change.

Thank you very much.

- Was it good? - Delicious, thank you.

- I hope you enjoyed it. - Of course. A double, please.

One double.

- So? - Yeah.

I have a question...

Can I have an advance? Now?

I don't need much, just enough to...

Here are your tips.

It's not enough. I need to have at least 150 marks.

How do I know you'll show up tomorrow? You have to work for a week, at least.

- I have to get an apartment today. - Do you have a problem?

Yeah, I do. I have a newborn baby. He can't sleep on the streets!

So you're Mary and Joseph? Do you think I'm stupid?

-Fuck you, asshole! -Shit! Get out!

Shit!

Hands up.

Open the cash register!

- Don't do anything stupid. Lower the gun. - Shut up asshole.

Take this. Shoot me.

Fuck, I've been tricked.

Hey, Joe! Hey!

I took care of everything.

- What's with the new look? - Cool, huh?

- We're going by taxi? Have you robbed a bank? - Almost.

Hey, Rasta, is everything alright?

Madame.

To the train station please.

- The station? - Yeah, of course.

It's time to go to the mountains.

Really?

Did you hear that? We're going to the mountains, Mois�s!

Speed up a bit, we're in a hurry.

This is the police! You're under arrest.

Place your hands behind your back.

Actually, you're lucky he was arrested.

Now I can give you temporary custody of Mois�s.

Can I get you a drink?

- Coffee, tea, or... - Yes, thanks.

Let me out, I'm suffocating! Fuck!

I think he knows me.

You're here often enough.

Look, do you want to get married?

Is that what you want?

I don't know.

I don't want to do this now.

Because of the milk.

�Darling...

the only thing that keeps me alive in here...

is thinking about you and Mois�s.

I love you. Where are you?

Why don't you write?

I'm going to the mountains with you. Engel.�

�I don't believe in the mountains.

But when I look at Mois�s I have faith in the future.

Please do not write me any more.�

And after school?

I'm going to be a professional skater.

Well...

A toast to us, that we'll become a family.

- You wanna watch a film? - What film?

- A horror flick. - At Christmas?

- It's appropiate. - I have a skater video here.

- Got any wheelchair movies? - What's wrong?

- Great present.

It's very sexy. Now you have to use it.

- Are my breasts falling already? - No, but they will if you won't wear that.

You're not getting near them in it.

Johanna...

would you get that?

No way.

They let me out for Christmas.

I'll see you later.

Honey, I need you.

I called him Django Junior.

Who is it?

He left.

- You can't come in. - Then come with me.

- I can't right now. - I really need you now!

- Merry Christmas. - What are you doing here?

Haven't you hurt my daughter enough?

I love her. I can't do anything about it.

- My daughter wants to Christmas with her family. - That's not true.

Engel!

- What do you want? Money? - Idiot!

What are you doing?

Engel, stop!

- Engel stop, please! - Bitch!

Fuck.

If you leave now, your life will be ruined.

Since when do you care?

Rasta, stay here.

Engel!

Can I see him?

Give him to me.

Where are we going?

To celebrate Christmas. The guys have a cool place.

- Hey is Mois�s alright? - Kids love me!

No way.

All men are the same. Always begging for attention.

- Hey Joe, you gotta see this. - I can imagine it.

Can you swim somewhere else?

I want to be alone with you.

I think I never really wanted to found a commune in the mountains.

I wanted to go there because I went there once...

with my parents.

It was morning, and I looked out the window...

There was a huge mountain, all black,

Except for the sun, which glowed around the peak.

I just wanted to climb it. So I went, without breakfast, without anything.

I thought it would just take an hour.

I didn't get back until night.

Shoes, pants, hands, completely cut up.

They had sent a search party for me.

I want to go there with you and Mois�s.

When you're up there, at the top, there is total freedom.

I.D. please.

- Come on, get up. - Your identification, please.

- Your I.D.? - I don't have an I.D.

- A girl by the name of Spika, No. 020384.

Yeah, that's her.

Child Protection. We have to take your child.

What? Why? No! Why? This is my kid!

- Hey, let him go! - You have to cooperate.

- Let him go, you'll hurt him! - Then you let him go.

Fucking junkies.

No! No!

Have any change?

- Can you lend me some money? - Again?

I'll pay you back tomorrow, okay?

You think I'm stupid? Ask your girlfriend.

- Well, fuck me. - Fuck you.

Got any change?

I can't visit him unless I fill out a form.

What?

I have to fill out a form to see Mois�s.

What kind of form?

Just some fucking form! I don't know!

Do something!

This is the police! Freeze!

He's not breathing.

Really?

Are you an idiot? Do you want to be arrested for murder too?

It's already too late for him, isn't it?

You can't just leave him lying there!

Come on!

No. We have to change.

Does this seem normal to you?

Why do you still do it when you're with me?

I need a little bit. I can't take this anymore! I need it!

Just a bit.

With our spare change?

You gotta do something. I'm dying.

- Should I prostitute myself? - No!

I can't allow that. I'll never, never let you do that!

Don't sell yourself!

You haven't said how much.

150.

Only a handjob.

No.

You are expensive.

But only because you're beautiful.

You're wonderful.

What's wrong?

Nothing.

At last! So?

What happened?

You gotta give me something. I'll die!

Shit, you wanted to stay clean.

We're spending the money on tickets to the mountains.

- Just a little! - We're going to the mountains.

Sh, Mois�s.

Mois�s, it's alright. Your mother is here.

Beautiful.

It's wonderful.

No...

You are beautiful.

The most beautiful woman in the world.

Translated by Greeen (aided and abetted by Fileto) All glory and worship to the great Molko and all the punk rock bands depicted in this movie, except the Sex Pistols. Because really, fuck them.