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But I don't know
what else to tell you.

It's up to you.

I got nothing.

No, I'm sleeping fine,
work's good, I'm good.

Surprised, you know, that I'm okay.

Didn't think I would be.
I mean, who would?

But I am.

Hostage situations
are very traumatizing.

Especially when
there's a fatality involved.

Yeah. No doubt, no doubt.

- Are we done?
- Lf you wanna be.

- Okay, then, yeah, yeah.
- I'm here anytime, Dr. Morris.

Feel free to drop by or
call and set up an appointment.

Whatever.

I don't wanna go to school today.

Well, I don't wanna have surgery today,
but look at me.

Come here, give Mommy a kiss.
Come here.

- All right, babe. Be back in an hour.
Mm-hm.

Bye, Mom.
- Bye.

- Be good today.
I will.

You all right?

Yeah, yeah.
Fourth time's the charm, right?

Yep. I think I heard that
somewhere too.

So you've been at County
since you were a nurse, right?

- Well, you must like it here.
- Yeah.

Amazing people. It's hard to imagine
being anyplace else.

- Well, it feels like home?
- Yeah, sad but true.

Yeah, I did some time
in a county hospital.

In the trenches, the adrenaline.
It's great and frustrating.

Constantly fighting the system or
trapped in some bureaucratic quagmire.

- Am I right?
- Yeah. You're pretty right.

Here, no bureaucracy,
no broken system.

Just the best care we can provide
every patient we treat.

I mean, County's a dinosaur.

We'd love to have you come here
in the 21 st century.

That sound like something
you might be interested in?

Yes, definitely.

- Usual wound dressing?
- Excellent work, Nurse Taggart.

So when do you get your next break?

Again? Wow.

- I'll come meet you in a half an hour?
- Okay.

Hey, Frank, can you get me
a V/Q scan for Exam 2?

Do I not look busy to you?

Figured out how to beat the computer
at solitaire?

If you have to know, I'm adjusting
the patient through-put database.

Always ask your nurse
for preemptive orders.

You won't have to wait
for an attending.

- Thank you, Chuny.
- You're welcome.

Do you have the PowerPoint CD
and the notes for the conference?

- Check and check.
Go away from me, woman!

Put the gown on!

- Hey!
Mr. Randall.

- You owe me 5 bucks!
Mr. Randall!

- You're presenting at the conference?
- Yeah, hemostatic resuscitation.

- Sounds boring.
- Did I do this right?

Hey, I'd like to introduce
a new fourth year, Kaya Montoya.

- Hi.
Hi, I'm Sam.

- Hi.
- Hi, I'm Chuny.

Kaya comes to us
from the University of New Mexico.

Be gentle. It's her first day.

- You're a Lobo, huh?
- Sure am.

I'm a big fan.
Spent a lot of time there as a kid.

- Used to go to football games.
My dad has season tickets.

Hi.

What time did you leave?
I must have fallen asleep. Red wine...

Dr. Montoya, care to assist me
on a corneal foreign body?

Mr. Randall.
"No" means "no"!

No. Ugh!

What? You couldn't wait a half hour?

BP, 175/100.

I know my pressure's high.
I ran out of my pills.

Yeah, for the third time. The ER is not
the place to go for med refills.

- Bless you.
- Oh, God bless you.

My doctor died five years ago
and I haven't found another one I like.

- I can refer you to the county clinic.
- Oh, six months' wait.

Don't know if you noticed,
sweet cakes...

"... but" time ain't exactly on my side.

Oh, it's okay, Purdy.
Come on, come on. It's okay, it's okay.

Hey, you are not supposed
to have that in here.

Oh, she's just a baby.

You know what? I'm gonna give you
a two-week supply of meds, no refills.

Get a regular doctor.

Abby, got a couple rigs coming in.
Brenner told me to get you.

You qualify for Medicare.
We'll find somebody.

Won't find anyone I like.

Can you make sure
Social Work gets down here?

Bless you.

Who has 27 cats?

That's disgusting. I hate cats.
Did I mention that?

- So, what's up, girl? How are you doing?
- I'm fine. This will go away.

No, I mean with you.
Something's on your mind. I can tell.

No, not more than usual, really.

- Is it Luka?
- No.

Well, yeah. But it's not just that.

- I got a job offer.
- What? Where?

- Payton Medical Center.
- Ooh. Fancy.

Don't you go
and get all stuck up on us.

It is nice.

- Bet the pay is nice too.
- Pay's good, the hours are good.

They use a portion of their profits
to provide free care to the uninsured.

- It's all good.
- Wow, look at you, girl.

I remember back
when we were nurses together.

And now, you're about to go off
and be an attending.

- I'm happy for you. I'm proud too.
- Thanks, Chuny.

Glad you could join us.

- Got here soon as I could.
Of course.

Says her name's Lois.
She was staggering, she passed out.

- Is she drunk?
- Nothing on the breath. No head trauma.

One-fifty over 90.
Normal time's at 62.

You been partying, Lois?
We got this one.

What do you got?
- Manny Bonilla, male truck driver.

Swerved to avoid the lady.

You're gonna want four units of O-neg,
a surgery consult, auto versus pole...

...abdominal and pelvic trauma.
All right. On my count.

One, two, three.

- Hi, I'm Dr. Morris.
- I'm Manny.

Uh, trauma panel, C-spine,
chest and pelvis.

- UA and 12 lead?
- Yeah.

I can't believe this.

One second, I'm driving along,
minding my business...

...and there she is,
right in the middle of the street.

I got the HemoCue.
- Scleral icterus. Bradying to 55.

- Slow heart rate. That why she fainted?
- No, her BP's fine.

CBC, chem panel,
type and hold, coags.

Go through her stuff,
see if there's any family.

Kaya,
do you appreciate the jaundice?

- HemoCue, 11.2.
How do we put it all together?

- Maybe she...
- I didn't ask you, Laverne.

Put the patient in a gown.

- Is it a head bleed?
- No, no sign of trauma.

But we do have asterixis.

Jaundice means liver.
What lab's gonna help us?

- AST.
No.

- ALT?
- It's ammonia.

That's right. So she may "have...?"

Encephalopathy from liver failure?

Very good.
Forty-five cc's of oral lactulose.

You're quite the teacher.
- You should try it.

Oh, I teach. I'm just very selective.

Distal aorta's closed. Clamp.
EBL, 250 cc's. Pressure is good.

It's not pretty.
How did this happen?

Just one of those things.
O.R. 2.

Send this for cultures.
ICU's got a postop "heart... "

...bleeding through the chest tube.
Be right there.

You'll what?
Yup. The hard stuff's done.

Keep the heparin at 18 cc's
per kilo per hour...

...and check coags P4.
You'll be fine.

- Okay, hip's back in.
- Pressure's up to 130/82.

All right, have Surgery meet him
at the CT to review the scan.

I need to go up to Psych
for my debriefing.

Total waste of time. I don't know why
they're making it mandatory.

I don't mind.
That man could have killed us all.

You know these people out here
are crazy.

Your liver is pretty damaged, Lois.

Have you had a fever?

No, just weak and achy for
a few weeks. Thought it was the flu.

Okay, everybody goes right
to hep A and B.

You should consider
other infectious etiologies...

Mm-hm. Like CMV, HSV,
paramyxovirus, hemorrhagic fever.

I'll send serologies.
Are you on any prescription medication?

What kinds were you thinking about?

Certain antibiotics.

Antivirals, antidepressants,
oral hypoglycemics...

...seizure meds, and NSAIDs.

I gave grand rounds on
fulminant hepatic failure last year.

Grand rounds?

- I guess I don't have to teach you.
- I guess you don't.

How long am I gonna be?
I work tonight.

You're probably gonna have to stay
in the hospital for a little while.

We went ahead and contacted
your family.

- You what?
- We found your wallet.

Our clerk was able to get in touch
with your mom, and she's on her way.

- Oh, my God.
- Don't worry, we'll figure this out.

You had no right to go through
my things. I don't want anyone here.

Well, you're pretty sick, and...

I'm fine on my own.
I don't need any help.

Everybody needs
some help sometimes.

Nothing to be ashamed of.

Saline at the splenic flexure.
She's got some abscesses.

Fourth liter's up.

Crap. I think the bowel's perfed.
Page Dubenko.

You nick it removing the graft?
Injury's old and ratty.

Maybe we missed it. Page Lucien yet?

Yeah. What do you wanna do?
GIA stapler?

Lesion's less than 30 percent.

Better off with d�bridement
and primary closure.

Okay, 15 blade pickups and 3-0 vicryl.
Let's go.

I'm keeping my hand in the midline.
Now elicit a fluid wipe.

Laverne, would you mind calling the lab
for our results, please?

After that, I'll show you
how to check for urine bilinogen.

So, Lois, you said you first got sick
a few weeks ago?

You live with somebody?

Alone. I left home a long time ago.

Abby? I've got the mother here.

Hi, I'm Dr. Lockhart.
Lois passed out on the crosswalk.

We think she's having problems
with her liver.

Lois? Who is Lois? Where is my son?

- I'm sorry?
- I'm Edith Landry.

They said you had my son, Loni.

I'm right here, Mom.

Let's get Pete's village.
- No, no, let's get some beef.

- You guys like sweet peppers or hot?
- Both.

Me too. And dip twice.

Shut up. You're making me hungry.

I haven't had normal food in days.

You got a little fever.

I've had a fever for weeks.

- I'm not worried.
- Good. We'll check back in a bit, okay?

Thank you.

Why's she still spiking?

It's to be expected when
you've manipulated infected tissue.

Fever, shifting vital signs.
All part of the healing process.

Should have done
a resection and anastomosis.

- Primary repair was the right thing.
- Maybe my sutures were too loose.

Stop it.

I've watched you do primary repair
of a bowel perf a hundred times.

- But I just can't be positive...
- Neela, you stepped up.

You made the right calls.

I told you I didn't want anyone here.

She's upset.

You know, sometimes...

...the people closest are the ones that
have the hardest time with the truth.

I'll be right back.

Don't worry. Look, we'll talk about it
when I get home, okay?

Okay. Bye.

That was my husband.

I lied to him.

He doesn't know that Loni is here.

We're not sure yet,
but I think her liver is failing.

- Her?
- I know. It's a lot, I know.

When you people called me,
you said my son was here.

There was a driver's license
in the personal belongings bag.

Our clerk used it to contact you.
We had no idea.

Loni always had a flair
for the dramatic.

We woke up one morning
six years ago...

...and he was just gone.

My strange, sweet little boy...

...just gone.

He never had many friends, you know.
Kept to himself.

His father, they never saw eye to eye.

Um...

I have to go check
on some of Loni's tests.

But you can go in there if you like.
I'm "sure... "

...your child could use the company.

What are you doing?
- I don't see anything.

- Surveillance footage.
- Right there.

Charlie's crew caught some couple
knocking boots all over the hospital.

I've seen more steam
in a shower.

You don't see the gyrating? Look.

- Is that a leg?
- We gotta get the picture enhanced...

...bring up the sound levels.

- You've got cameras wired for sound?
- Some.

- God.
- What a tease.

Hey, Morris,
you need to sign off on my CHFer.

- What are you guys looking at?
- Surveillance footage.

- Of what?
- People getting busy all over the hospital.

- What?
- No idea who they are, huh?

Uh-uh.

Well, hang onto the DVD, look again,
see if you recognize anyone.

Will do.

- That look like sex to you?
Yeah.

- I mean, no.
- Well, not good sex, anyway.

Hey, Morris,
I gotta go to Psych to do my debriefing.

- Did you do yours yet?
- Yeah, it was lame.

Hey, Gates, come here a sec.

What?

It's surveillance footage
of people having sex...

...in different rooms in the hospital.

I know it's been a long,
but that does not look like sex to me.

Frank, I've been waiting forever on LFTs.
Can you check on that?

- Yeah. Sure.
- Hey, do you have a minute?

Yeah. Come on, walk with me.

- What's going on with the attending job?
- You still haven't heard anything yet?

- I got another job offer.
- What? Where?

Payton Medical Center.
They want an answer today.

- Can't you get them to wait?
- They've been waiting for two weeks.

- Get them to wait one more day.
- You told me to get out there, so I did.

I need a plan or end up in Lubbock.

Abby, got Lois' labs back. They put them
in the system under the wrong name.

Bilirubin's, 8. AST, 10,000.

Look, I'll get an answer
as soon as I can.

Mrs. Landry, I got the test results.

That's him.

- Abby, just got the coags. ProTime's 96.
- Okay, hang an FFP.

- What's happening?
- We give plasma because her liver...

...is not making proteins to clot blood.
I need to talk to her about this.

I think you should come.

Last HemoCue was 11.

Okay, stay ahead. Four pack cells.

Hi, Mom.

It's just me.

Don't worry, your father's not coming.

It's been so long.
You didn't call or even write.

I didn't know what to say.

We didn't know where you were.

If you were even alive.

Six years.

I'm sorry. Please, don't hate me.

Honey, honey, I could never hate you.

Lois. Lois?

Your test results show
that you're in liver failure.

Do you take hormones?

Estrogen injections, twice a week.

Where do you get them?

From a friend of a friend.
- A doctor?

It's this guy who brings them back
from Mexico. "They're... "

They're way cheaper.
I'm just trying to save money.

That's okay.
Is there a way we can get a sample?

Do you have any at home?

I have a vial in my purse.
I had it with me.

It's right here.

I'm sorry. I know they're in here.

There.

- Can you get that to Toxicology?
- Yeah.

- You think it's the estrogen.
- We'll find out.

Have you had
the reassignment surgery yet?

No. That's what I'm saving up for.

Hey, Abby, can you wait
till next Wednesday?

They only do gas chromatography
once a week.

Since when?
Since budget cuts.

I love County.

What do you mean
you didn't get it?

- Do I have to get it myself?
- No, I'll get it.

- It's right there on the desk.
- I see it.

Aren't you the cutest thing. Oh!

You going soft on me, Frank?
Well, look at the face.

Not doing it for me.
- Let me see, let me see.

Please.
- Oh, that's so...

- What's the matter with you?
I'll get it.

No, I'll get it.
I'll get it.

No, I've got it. Scram.
You've done enough.

Dr. Gates, broken-arm kid
is ready to go.

- All right.
- Oh, my God, look how cute.

Her name is Purdy.

- Mrs. Gaines, what are you doing here?
- Stretching my legs.

Well, you left me back there
for forever.

I wrote the discharge at 10 a. m. What
does it take to send someone home?

- What? You forget where you work?
- Would you mind?

- Right this way, ma'am.
- Thank you, miss.

Messenger from Payton picked up
your toxicology sample.

Abby, Lois is vomiting blood.

- Suction's on high.
- Push the pack cells.

What's happening?

She's bleeding from either
her esophagus or her stomach.

She had FFP?
- Two units.

Call GI. We're gonna heat coagulate
with an endoscope.

All right, hold on.
Let's use recombinant factor vlll-A.

It's a brand new drug.

It can normalize the PT in 20 minutes
if the FFP fails.

Okay, grand rounds, your show.

- Four mgs per kg, IV push.
- Okay.

Sensitivities on Sheryl Hawkins.

Cultures came back positive
for Acinetobacter.

Resistant to vanco, imipenem
Nasalide, everything.

What are you doing?
- Calling ID.

- There must be another drug.
- No, Neela, there's not.

She is septic. If we can't treat this,
we lose her.

I understand that.

- Why are you not upset?
- Who says I'm not?

- I don't need to indulge it.
- What do you suggest I do?

Take a deep breath, gather yourself,
and go back in there...

...and find out how aggressive
she wants us to be.

Hey there. How are you feeling?

The same.

Eyes and nose look good.

How's PCA working out?
You in any pain?

No. Should that have changed?

Not necessarily.

You already did your rounds.
Why are you back?

I've been here a month.
You never just check in.

Well, there's a first time
for everything.

Neela...

"... I'm" a mother of four.

Do you really think I don't know
when someone's not telling the truth?

Where's your family?

Getting lunch.

We should get them back.

- Angi output has slowed down.
- Looks like your factor Vlll-A worked.

Repeat CBC and coags.

Abby, this is Mr. Landry.

And a Dr. Jensen called.
Said he'd try your cell.

- Mike.
Edith.

I told you not to come.

You said, "Hospital. "
I thought you got hurt.

- Look, I'm fine.
Keep her NPO, D5.

What's going?
If you're okay, what are you doing?

Mr. Landry, I'm Dr. Lockhart.

And maybe you two might wanna talk
about this outside, okay?

- Chuny, show them the family room?
Sure thing.

- Wanna follow me this way, please?
- Check your KUB film and do plasma.

- This case got more interesting, didn't it?
- You got this?

Absolutely.

Hi. Dr. Jensen, hi.

Listen, I really appreciate you
running that for me.

Our lab "is... " It's a mess, you know.

Yeah, about that.
I need to ask you for a favor.

Yeah, I...

I was hoping that you would give me
one more day to make a decision.

Yeah, I know, I know. L...

Right now?

No, you're right, you're right. Yeah.

I accept.

Yeah.

I'll take the job.

Sats only 77 on 100 percent.

Lungs are wet. Send a blood gas
and get her on a non-rebreather.

Translation, please.

The infection is causing fluid to collect
in your lungs.

So, what now?

Without a breathing tube,
your oxygen will continue to drop...

"... and" you'll eventually fall
into a comatose state.

Get the tube.

Okay, then.

Give me the tube.

But you don't think it's a good idea?

You won't be able to talk.

You got a point there. Yeah.

Sheryl...

...if we put this tube in,
we may never get it out.

So I shouldn't even try to get better?

It's not a matter of trying.
The antibiotics aren't working.

Maybe my immune system can fight
the infection on its own.

It would take a miracle.

I believe in those.

I need to be sure
you understand exactly what I'm saying.

If I don't try, what does that say?

That's what I teach my kids.

Put the bed... I want the bed up.

I want you to be in my blog.

Can't say no. Can't say no.

Course I... Okay.

Hi. Hi, everyone.

This is the beautiful...

...and talented Dr. Neela Rasgotra.

She's the one always avoiding
the camera.

She saved my life.

- Don't you say that.
- What the hell am I supposed to say?

Excuse me.

We got the toxicology results back.
It's not great news.

Okay.

The estrogen you've been injecting
contains tetrachloroethane.

It's an organic solvent
extremely toxic to the liver.

How can we fix it?

Well, the medicine I gave
is only a temporary fix.

It's okay to look at me, Dad.

Lois.

Lois.

I don't think your liver can recover
from the damage.

We've already seen bleeding
complications, encephalopathy.

If it's very serious,
it can cause seizures, a coma or death.

So, what do we do?

Your best hope is for a liver transplant.

- Transplant?
- How do we do that?

- There's some kind of list, right?
Yes.

But that could take a long time.

There's something called LDLT.
If a family member or a friend...

...is a tissue match,
they can donate a portion of their liver.

Siblings have the highest odds
of being a match.

- We don't have any other children.
- The odds are also good for a parent.

- We're not doing that. Let's go.
- Mike.

Damn it, Edith, no. We're leaving.

Mr. Landry, please.
- Please, what?

You're her only parents.
You already lost her once.

- How many times I gotta say no?
- You're gonna let her die?

- I'll do it.
- Edith.

I'll do it. Test me.

- Frank?
- Hm?

If you're not too busy,
could you help me with something?

I need somebody big and strong...

...to help me put a box on a shelf
in Sutures.

- Okay, Sam.
- Chivalry's not dead.

Oh, I have to forward the phones.

For the back pain,
I have an MVA waiting on LS films.

Got a guy in Exam 2 who is pain-free.

Troponin is negative.
Last but not least...

...first-trimester bleed, ultrasound
and quant-beta HCG pending.

Hey, so I heard you made
the short list for chief.

- When's your final interview?
- Next week.

- You ready? You got your game face?
- Oh, yeah, I'm good.

- Where you going, anyway?
- It's personal, Morris.

Ooh. Okay.
International man of mystery.

All right, it's Bettina.
She needs a few things and can't wait.

- Postop things.
- Cupcakes worked, didn't they?

It's cool. Don't give me credit.

My advice worked. I know you know.
And I know you know I know.

- Hey, Pratt. Did you talk to Anspaugh?
- No. I haven't had a chance. Why?

- Because I took the other job.
- What? Why?

They wouldn't give me another day.
And it's a really good job.

All right, look, I gotta go, but
when I get back, we're gonna fix this.

Okay, everyone, let's get started.

The five-year war in Iraq hasn't yielded
weapons of mass destruction...

...but it has given us some advances
in trauma resuscitation.

Hemostatic resuscitation is about...

...replacing coagulation factors
and platelets early.

So soldiers who received plasma
on a one-to-one ratio...

...with PRBC transfusion,
have lower mortality.

Lights, please.

You're such a tiger.

Is it coming?

- "Louder. "
- You're a tiger.

"What?"
- Yes.

That's my kind of presentation.

"That's how tigers play. "
- That's right.

Oh, mama.

- Hey.
- Hey.

Got everything.

Drainable pouches, no-stink prep wipes,
Stomahesive powder.

You romantic fool.

So you need anything?
I gotta get back.

- More water?
- Sure.

Oh, with ice, please.

Sure, no problem.

- Is there anything else I can get you?
- Kiss, please.

So I was thinking,
I should stay here for a few days.

Why?

Look, we both know
that you shouldn't be alone right now.

I can sleep here on the couch
and tend to your every need.

And not because I'm supposed to,
but because I want to.

- Get it?
- Got it.

Good.

Come here.

I missed you, Mommy.

I missed you too.

Mrs. Landry,
we got your lab results back.

- And they show you are a tissue match.
- Oh, thank God.

- How soon can we start?
We can't.

The tests also show
that you have cirrhosis.

I used to be a drinker but I thought
I was okay. I haven't been sick.

You are okay now, but it's too risky
for you to donate.

- Mr. Landry...?
- Don't say it.

- Mike.
V- tach, no pulse.

She's still ours.
Charging 300.

That is not my kid.

Clear.
- I don't know who that is.

No change.
- Mike. Don't you walk out of here.

She's still ours, Mike.

Pulse is V-tach.
All right.

Continue compressions.
Intubation kit, 80 ET tube and suction.

- Chuny, what was her last creatinine?
Two-point-nine.

All right, push an amp of calcium.

- On the outer...
- Just push it.

Can I have a crash cart?

- Were you thinking hypokalemia?
Hypo what?

Too much potassium.
- You said it was her heart.

She's had six units of blood.
A huge potassium load.

If she's in hepatorenal syndrome?

Kidneys can't clear.
Her heart will stop.

- Oh, God.
Calcium's in.

All right, hold compressions.

- Got a pulse.
- Nice work, Abby.

Amp of D50, amp of bicarb,
10 units of insulin.

- Pressure, 100/60.
- Oh, thank God.

- Oh, thank you.
- Great work, guys.

All right, send out a chem panel
and call Renal.

- He's okay, right?
- Lois is in critical condition.

She's gonna keep arresting or die
until she gets a new liver.

Hey, what's up, man?
What are you doing out here?

Oh, it's slow. Just taking a breather.

So how'd that trauma conference go?

Oh, probably the best one ever.

- Really?
- Oh, yeah.

How's Bettina?

She's a little sore,
but she'll be all right.

You did the right thing
going back to her.

Well, actually, it's weird. You know,
I've never felt like this before.

I used to think that falling in love
was like getting sick or something.

So we try to avoid it, right?

I know what you mean.

You know, I was thinking about
the thing that happened to you.

- You know, the hostage thing.
- Oh, yeah?

Yeah, well, you know how things
like that go.

You keep thinking about them,
even when you don't want to.

So if you wanna talk, man,
it's cool with me.

What is there to talk about?

I don't know. It's just sometimes
it helps. I know I've had to do it.

So if you want, you could talk to me
or somebody more qualified.

There's no shame in that.

You know, I already did
their mandatory little psych debrief.

I don't need it. I'm good.

All right. Cool.

I'll see you inside.

Oh, that's right, tiger. Yes, yes.

- No way.
- We kid you not. It was great.

- I didn't know you had it in you.
- Yeah, now you do, you all do.

Sorry, still doesn't look like sex to me.

Oh, my favorite part
was the linen cart.

All right. You know what?

There. You got us.
Gates is my boyfriend.

Are you happy now?
Show's over! Now go back to work.

Yeah, what she said.

Cover for me, will you?
I gotta go see Uncle Donny.

Sure. I've been covering
all day. Why stop now?

Dr. Brenner, we're ready to present.

The dutiful young fourth years.

- I'm all ears. Present away.
- Fifty-six-year old woman with a history...

Let's start with the chief complaint
that brought her in.

Chief complaint is "headache,
backache, nausea, dizziness... "

That's four complaints.

Go back and find out
what the biggest problem is.

Kaya, take a look
at the nosebleed in 2.

- We're gonna pack it together.
- Okay.

Dr. Brenner.

Yes?

Why are you treating me like this?

Look at me.

Well, what the hell
was last night, huh?

Boring.

To be honest,
dull, mundane, mechanical.

Thank God I had two bottles
of Bordeaux in me.

I thought you'd be a better student
in bed than you are here...

...but I guess the Bordeaux helped
with that as well.

You don't wanna see me? Fine.

But you still have to teach me.

For that to be possible, you'd actually
have to have the ability to learn.

- I could get you fired for this.
- Really?

And risk sullying
that spotless reputation...

...to become the student that sleeps
with attendings and then rats them out?

That would be something, wouldn't it?

You can fill out all the admit papers
up in the ICU.

Nurse Marquez will show you there.

I think she's saying thank you.

Hey, Mr. Landry,
can I talk to you for a second?

The people you love,
they can't always help who they are.

And they do stuff we don't understand.
But you have to try and get past that.

Especially when they need you.

Okay.

Okay. There is a clinical trial.
It's called a bioartificial liver...

Okay. Okay.

I'll donate if I can.

How do I get tested?

We could do it here.

Come here my love. Come here.

You got no moves, Dad.

He's got moves.

- Shake it, baby.
"Yeah. "

- Those are moves. Those are moves.
- Oh, yeah.

Look at Mom move.

Family seems to be taking it well.

Should have been in attending
this morning.

- Would have been the same.
- You don't know.

Been operating with you three years.
I do know.

- The patient in the ICU would have died.
- What? So instead it's Sheryl?

You're emotional
because you got close.

That's okay.
But it's clouding your judgment.

If wanting her
to get the best treatment is clouded...

...then, yes, you're right.

You could have approached
the perf differently.

- I can't be sure I got all the abscesses.
- Stop, okay?

I know what it's like to be close.
But you're not a little intern anymore.

I expect you to handle bad outcomes
like a professional.

What does that mean?
I should stop giving a damn?

No, it means,
no matter how much we care...

...sometimes the people
we try to save die.

Are you trying to rationalize this?

Because we both know
you should never have left that room.

That's enough.

Please, there are more patients
than there are doctors in this place...

"... and" I can't be everywhere.

None of this should be news to you.
This is the job.

Oh, Abby.
Exam 2 lady finished her Dilantin load.

Okay, she can be dispo'd.

- Thank you. Take care.
- You too.

Laverne, you know how
to bury the knot?

Okay, just start at the base
of the wound, sub-Q. Good.

And now go sub-Q to the other side.

There you go.

It gives you
better approximation cosmesis.

- Thank you, Dr. Lockhart.
- Sure.

Hey, Abby, wait up.

- So I talked with Anspaugh.
- I told you, I already took the other job.

Yeah, I know, I know.
Just hear me out, okay?

- Hi. I'm not interrupting, am I?
- No, not at all.

I was hoping...

...maybe you had a little time
next week...

...to talk.

- Where have you two been?
- Nowhere.

- Exam 3.
- Dr. Gates, G YN has a bed...

"... but" they can't take your PID
for two hours.

All right, everybody, listen up.

I have a wonderful announcement
to make.

It is with great pleasure to introduce
Dr. Abby Lockhart...

...our newest attending physician.

- Cider?
- What happened? You staying?

Yeah. Wild horses.

- A glutton for punishment, huh?
- I guess so.

- A party? No one told me.
- No. Abby's the new attending.

Oh, that's great. Way to go.
- Thanks.

Frank.

Just cool your jets, everyone.

Hey, Luka. I thought I'd catch you.

I know I'm gonna see you
when you pick up Joe...

...but I just wanted to tell you
that I got the job at County.

Thought you'd wanna know.

Glasses up, people.
Here's to Dr. Abby Lockhart.

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