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[cars and buses passing by]
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[car honking]
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[indistinct chatter]
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[playing cello]
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[woman]
And back one more time.
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And relax.
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This is perfect here.
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Yes, and we have one exercise to do.
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[audience cheering]
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[piano playing]
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♪ You always said
That I'd come back to you again ♪
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♪ 'Cause everybody needs a friend ♪
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♪ It's true ♪
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♪ Someone to quiet the voices in my head ♪
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♪ Make 'em sing to me instead ♪
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♪ It's you ♪
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♪ Hate to say that I love you ♪
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♪ Hate to say that I need you ♪
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♪ Hate to say that I want you, but I do ♪
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♪ Bad habit, I know ♪
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♪ But I'm needin' you right now ♪
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♪ Can you help me out? ♪
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♪ Can I lean on you? ♪
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♪ Been one of those days ♪
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♪ Sun don't wanna come out ♪
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♪ Can you help me out? ♪
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♪ Can I lean on you? ♪
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♪ You make me feel
Like I'm floatin' off the ground ♪
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-♪ Above this little town ♪
-[woman sings along]
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♪ You do ♪
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♪ Look at me smile
With tears in my eyes ♪
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♪ I love the way you lie ♪
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♪ I do ♪
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♪ Hate to say that I'm lonely ♪
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♪ Hate to say that I miss you ♪
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♪ Hate to say that it's dark in here ♪
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♪ But it's true ♪
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[vocalizing]
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♪ Bad habit, I know
But I'm needin' you right now ♪
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♪ Can you help me out? ♪
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♪ Can I lean on you? ♪
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♪ Been one of those days ♪
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♪ Sun don't wanna come out ♪
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♪ Can you help me out? ♪
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♪ Can I lean on you? ♪
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♪ Whoa ♪
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♪ Whoa ♪
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♪ Can I lean on you? ♪
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[vocalizing]
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♪ Can I lean on you? ♪
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♪ Hate to say that I'm lonely ♪
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♪ Hate to say that I miss you ♪
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♪ Hate to say that it's dark in here ♪
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♪ But it's true ♪
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♪ Bad habit, I know
But I'm needin' you right now ♪
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♪ Can you help me out? ♪
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♪ Can I lean on you? ♪
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[vocalizing]
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♪ Can I lean on you? ♪
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[vocalizing]
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[continues vocalizing]
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♪ Can I lean on you? ♪
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♪ Hate to say that I love you ♪
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♪ Hate to say that I need you ♪
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♪ Hate to say that I want you ♪
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♪ But I do ♪
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[audience cheers]
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Hello, Radio City!
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Thank you so much for being here!
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If you happen to know it,
feel free to sing.
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♪ You're afraid to need someone ♪
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♪ 'Cause you've been burned ♪
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♪ You've been burned ♪
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♪ You've been burned ♪
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♪ Love is good until it's gone ♪
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♪ That's what you've learned ♪
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♪ What you've learned ♪
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♪ What you've learned ♪
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♪ You don't have to hide your love away ♪
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♪ And I know that I'm gonna
Make mistakes ♪
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♪ 'Cause leaning on somebody's
Never easy ♪
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♪ I'll do what I can
To make you see that ♪
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♪ This is not a temporary love ♪
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♪ This is not a temporary love ♪
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♪ My heart is in my hands ♪
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♪ I won't give it up ♪
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♪ This is not a temporary love ♪
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♪ You may not think
That I know the difference ♪
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♪ But I do ♪
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♪ But I do ♪
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♪ But I do ♪
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♪ I feel the gravity between us ♪
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♪ And you can too ♪
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♪ You can too ♪
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♪ You can too ♪
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♪ We don't have to hide our love away ♪
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♪ Both of us are gonna make mistakes ♪
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♪ 'Cause leaning on somebody's
Never easy ♪
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♪ But look at me
And tell me you don't see ♪
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♪ That this is not a temporary love ♪
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♪ No, this is not ♪
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♪ A temporary love ♪
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♪ Now your heart is in my hands ♪
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♪ I won't give it up ♪
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♪ This is not a temporary love ♪
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♪ Hey! ♪
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♪ Love ♪
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♪ Love ♪
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♪ Love ♪
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♪ I said ♪
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♪ When the world around is caving in ♪
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♪ And the winds, they keep on changing ♪
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♪ Take my hand and let it spin ♪
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♪ We'll hold still ♪
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♪ This is not ♪
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♪ A temporary love ♪
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♪ This is not a temporary love ♪
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♪ Now my heart is in your hands
Please don't give it up ♪
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♪ This is not a temporary love ♪
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♪ Hey! ♪
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♪ This is not a temporary love ♪
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♪ Oh, this is not a temporary love ♪
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♪ Now your heart is in my hands
Please don't give it up ♪
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♪ This is not a temporary love ♪
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♪ This is not a temporary love ♪
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[applause]
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Well hello, New York City, how are you?
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I feel very overwhelmed
because this is Radio City Music Hall.
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Yes, you've heard as well, I see.
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Um, and this is very crazy.
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Usually when I come up on a stage,
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ever since I was six or seven years old,
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I'm disguised as one thing or another.
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A very nerdy magician perhaps, or...
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Yes.
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Or a very strange Mormon missionary,
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or perhaps a kid with a broken arm.
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Oh, my gosh!
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I'm so glad that you've appreciated
my work in Ricki And The Flash.
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But this year is the first time I've come
on stage as myself, and be myself,
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because you decided
to spend your night with me,
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so I can't thank you enough
for letting me do that.
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It's wonderful.
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I grew up in a very large, very Jewish,
very musical family.
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We were called the Von Platt
Family Singers in our community.
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Many of them are here tonight.
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My brother Henry, and my sister Hannah,
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and my brother Avery,
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and my parents.
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So, when I decided to come out
when I was 12,
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or just figured out I was gay,
I didn't really decide to come out,
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it was really not a thing, no big deal.
Lemme walk you through it.
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I was in eighth grade,
I was on a trip to Israel,
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like you do in eighth grade...
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when you're a Jew.
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And a kid in my class,
on my bus, during the trip
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made a comment to the effect of, like,
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"Oh, Ben is so lucky, because he's gay,
so he gets to hang out with all the girls,
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and they let him in their hotel rooms,
and they don't care..."
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And it was not a derogatory thing at all.
It wasn't bullying, it was just true.
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Like, all my friends were girls,
and they let me hang out with them.
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But the chaperone overheard this
and thought it was a bad bullying incident
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and was gonna tell my parents,
and I was like,
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"Lemme not have this be the first time
that we discuss this.
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I don't want it to come up in this way,
I want to get ahead of it."
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So I went back to my hotel in Tel Aviv,
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called my parents.
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I don't know what time it was for them,
but it was important.
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And I said,
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"I have to tell you something."
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And my mom goes,
"Is this about your sexuality?"
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I was like, "Let me finish!"
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And basically she said,
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"We know, you spent most of your childhood
dressed as Dorothy from Wizard of Oz.
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No one is surprised."
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I was like, "Oh, that's great."
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She said, "I have all these books
on my bedside table, I wanna read them."
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Which I thought was strange.
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And then she handed
the phone to my father,
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who said, "Are you being safe?"
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And I said, "I'm 12,
I don't know what you mean!"
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And that was really it.
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And I really wish
for everyone in the world,
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everyone who's watching at home,
everyone here tonight,
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that it can be that much of a nothing.
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Because it doesn't need to be an event,
or an announcement...
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Thank you.
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Thank you very much.
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I agree. I thought you might,
given that we're in New York City.
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Is there any queer people here tonight,
perchance?
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[cheering]
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When I was 18 years old,
I dated someone who was in the closet,
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which, if you ask your queer neighbors,
is sort of a rite of passage.
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I think we like the challenge,
or something.
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Some of his embarrassment
and discomfort rubbed off on me,
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and I really didn't like that.
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And I looked back on that experience,
many years down the line,
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when I was writing this album,
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and I wrote this next song
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about how I wish I had approached
that person and that experience,
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and how I would have spoken to him
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if I had had all of the knowledge
and confidence
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that I now have as a medium adult,
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and it's called "Honest Man."
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[piano line starts]
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♪ There's something about you
In moonlight ♪
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♪ But your eyes go so well with the day ♪
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♪ You won't let go of your layers ♪
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♪ But your power can strip me away ♪
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♪ It's easier for us to hide ♪
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♪ If you come out, then so will I ♪
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♪ Promise that I'll meet you halfway ♪
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♪ 'Cause I see every part of you ♪
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♪ And I can tell you see me too ♪
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♪ By the way that you say my name ♪
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♪ I am an honest man ♪
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♪ Why can't you take my hand? ♪
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♪ I'm not what you planned ♪
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♪ But I'm a safe place to land ♪
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♪ I am an honest man ♪
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♪ You're so afraid of tomorrow ♪
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♪ So you build your walls up today ♪
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♪ You won't believe that you're ready ♪
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♪ But I'd never lead you astray ♪
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♪ It's easier for us to hide ♪
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♪ If you come out, then so will I ♪
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♪ Promise that I'll meet you halfway ♪
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♪ 'Cause I see every part of you ♪
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♪ And I can tell you see me too ♪
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♪ By the way that you say my name ♪
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♪ I am an honest man ♪
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♪ Why can't you take my hand? ♪
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♪ I'm not what you planned ♪
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♪ But I'm a safe place to land ♪
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♪ I am an honest man ♪
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♪See me as I am ♪
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♪ Show me that I can ♪
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♪ You make me an honest man ♪
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♪ I know I've played with hearts before ♪
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♪ Don't have the heart
To play with yours ♪
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♪ I only swear to do the best I can ♪
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♪ 'Cause when you put your trust in me ♪
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♪ How beautiful our love could be ♪
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♪ If only you would take a chance ♪
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♪ I am an honest man ♪
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♪ Why won't you take my hand? ♪
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♪ I'm not what you planned ♪
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♪ But I'm a safe place to land ♪
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♪ I am an honest man ♪
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♪ I am an honest man ♪
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♪ Why won't you hold my hand? ♪
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♪ I'm not what you planned ♪
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♪ I'm a safe place to land ♪
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♪ I am an honest man ♪
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♪ See me as I am ♪
258
00:15:55,454 --> 00:15:57,915
♪ Show me that I can ♪
259
00:15:57,998 --> 00:16:01,669
♪ You make me an honest man ♪
260
00:16:02,753 --> 00:16:04,213
♪ I've said all I can ♪
261
00:16:05,130 --> 00:16:07,007
♪ I am who I am ♪
262
00:16:07,675 --> 00:16:12,262
♪ And I am an honest man ♪
263
00:16:14,014 --> 00:16:16,016
[applause, cheering]
264
00:16:27,194 --> 00:16:29,196
[new melody starts]
265
00:16:40,374 --> 00:16:41,792
You knew there'd be a stool.
266
00:16:46,839 --> 00:16:49,842
♪ I'm sure it was nothing ♪
267
00:16:50,551 --> 00:16:56,181
♪ But you never used to bring
Somebody else along ♪
268
00:16:56,890 --> 00:17:00,310
♪ It used to be our thing ♪
269
00:17:01,145 --> 00:17:06,567
♪ Going to a movie, then we wander home ♪
270
00:17:08,318 --> 00:17:12,197
♪ All these little landmines ♪
271
00:17:12,448 --> 00:17:17,911
♪ All these little things
That one can read two ways ♪
272
00:17:18,245 --> 00:17:22,833
♪ Like when you take every call outside ♪
273
00:17:23,625 --> 00:17:28,922
♪ Seems that I've forgotten
How to read your face ♪
274
00:17:30,424 --> 00:17:33,844
♪ But I know you too well ♪
275
00:17:34,136 --> 00:17:38,015
♪ To get it wrong ♪
276
00:17:39,308 --> 00:17:43,437
♪ If you have to hurt me ♪
277
00:17:44,938 --> 00:17:47,524
♪ Hurt me once ♪
278
00:17:47,608 --> 00:17:51,528
♪ If you have to end it ♪
279
00:17:53,739 --> 00:17:55,407
♪ Get it done ♪
280
00:17:55,991 --> 00:17:59,661
♪ You have all these choices ♪
281
00:18:01,789 --> 00:18:05,542
♪ I have none ♪
282
00:18:06,043 --> 00:18:10,756
♪ You're all that I have to lose ♪
283
00:18:11,340 --> 00:18:16,595
♪ Couldn't hurt you if I wanted to ♪
284
00:18:18,388 --> 00:18:23,602
♪ I've decided on you ♪
285
00:18:30,025 --> 00:18:33,403
♪ If you keep it going ♪
286
00:18:34,029 --> 00:18:39,159
♪ Then one by one
The memories will start to blur ♪
287
00:18:39,618 --> 00:18:43,455
♪ You'll ruin the good ones ♪
288
00:18:43,539 --> 00:18:48,919
♪ But I guess my photo album's
None of your concern ♪
289
00:18:49,419 --> 00:18:52,923
♪ Don't humor me with kindness ♪
290
00:18:53,799 --> 00:18:59,471
♪ There's nothing kind about
A hundred small betrayals ♪
291
00:19:00,806 --> 00:19:04,184
♪ If you love me at all ♪
292
00:19:04,518 --> 00:19:08,397
♪ You'll kill it now ♪
293
00:19:09,606 --> 00:19:13,819
♪ If you have to hurt me ♪
294
00:19:15,279 --> 00:19:17,573
♪ Hurt me once ♪
295
00:19:18,115 --> 00:19:21,577
♪ If you have to end it ♪
296
00:19:23,704 --> 00:19:25,998
♪ Get it done ♪
297
00:19:26,456 --> 00:19:30,544
♪You have all these choices ♪
298
00:19:32,212 --> 00:19:35,132
♪ I have none ♪
299
00:19:36,425 --> 00:19:41,471
♪ You're all that I have to lose ♪
300
00:19:41,680 --> 00:19:47,186
♪ Couldn't hurt you if I wanted to ♪
301
00:19:48,770 --> 00:19:52,357
♪ I've decided on you ♪
302
00:19:54,484 --> 00:19:57,571
♪ I've decided on you ♪
303
00:19:58,280 --> 00:20:01,200
♪ And if I'm disappointed ♪
304
00:20:01,283 --> 00:20:05,996
♪ It's 'cause you're not
The person I knew ♪
305
00:20:06,079 --> 00:20:09,833
♪ If I had it my way ♪
306
00:20:10,584 --> 00:20:15,214
♪ I'd be kinder than you ♪
307
00:20:15,714 --> 00:20:19,843
♪ I'm sure I'll forgive you, and soon ♪
308
00:20:20,886 --> 00:20:25,515
♪ I'm ashamed but I'm proud of it, too ♪
309
00:20:28,352 --> 00:20:33,315
♪ I decided on you ♪
310
00:20:41,281 --> 00:20:42,366
So, listen...
311
00:20:42,866 --> 00:20:43,825
Umm... [chuckles]
312
00:20:44,368 --> 00:20:46,703
Decided to have one Beyoncé, a little...
sort of... not...
313
00:20:47,204 --> 00:20:48,997
I-- As you can tell by the last song,
314
00:20:49,081 --> 00:20:51,625
I really love to be in my feelings,
as it were,
315
00:20:51,708 --> 00:20:54,419
use the music to process those sad things,
316
00:20:54,503 --> 00:20:56,296
which is important,
and we should all do that,
317
00:20:56,380 --> 00:20:58,590
but I also think music is meant
to help us feel ourselves.
318
00:20:58,674 --> 00:21:01,051
Is anyone feeling themselves
this evening at Radio City?
319
00:21:01,134 --> 00:21:03,053
[cheering]
320
00:21:03,595 --> 00:21:04,429
Yes!
321
00:21:05,055 --> 00:21:06,223
Cool, me too!
322
00:21:06,306 --> 00:21:09,226
Given that we're at Radio City--
One time, I dated this fellow,
323
00:21:09,309 --> 00:21:12,062
and he wasn't very nice to me,
didn't treat me with a lot of respect.
324
00:21:12,145 --> 00:21:14,815
So... I wrote this song,
and I felt a lot better.
325
00:21:15,565 --> 00:21:18,068
[energetic melody plays]
326
00:21:20,112 --> 00:21:22,197
♪ Wish that I'd known ♪
327
00:21:22,281 --> 00:21:24,700
♪ This feeling was coming ♪
328
00:21:24,908 --> 00:21:27,286
♪ When I was crying ♪
329
00:21:27,744 --> 00:21:29,079
♪ Over you ♪
330
00:21:29,454 --> 00:21:31,999
♪ Now that you're gone ♪
331
00:21:32,082 --> 00:21:34,376
♪ I carry nothing ♪
332
00:21:34,459 --> 00:21:36,795
♪ It feels like flying ♪
333
00:21:37,212 --> 00:21:43,760
♪ Boy, I used to throw a party
Over every little thing you'd do ♪
334
00:21:45,304 --> 00:21:47,472
♪ Never going back
Never going back to that ♪
335
00:21:47,556 --> 00:21:53,478
♪ Heartsick little lover boy
Who went and lost himself in you ♪
336
00:21:54,563 --> 00:21:57,107
♪ 'Cause now I'm feeling so brand ♪
337
00:21:57,190 --> 00:21:59,318
[back-up singers] ♪ New ♪
338
00:21:59,943 --> 00:22:02,029
[back-up singers] ♪ New ♪
339
00:22:02,112 --> 00:22:04,406
♪ New ♪
340
00:22:04,489 --> 00:22:06,867
♪ I've never felt so brand ♪
341
00:22:07,200 --> 00:22:08,994
-[back-up singers] ♪ New ♪
-Say what?
342
00:22:09,536 --> 00:22:10,579
[back-up singers] ♪ New ♪
343
00:22:10,662 --> 00:22:11,496
[Ben] Okay.
344
00:22:11,955 --> 00:22:13,915
♪ New ♪
345
00:22:13,999 --> 00:22:16,585
♪ I never felt so brand ♪
346
00:22:17,461 --> 00:22:19,463
♪ I paid a price ♪
347
00:22:20,047 --> 00:22:21,923
♪ Worked and I wallowed ♪
348
00:22:22,299 --> 00:22:24,760
♪ Burned all your letters ♪
349
00:22:25,260 --> 00:22:26,928
♪ Just for fun ♪
350
00:22:27,179 --> 00:22:28,972
♪ All of that time ♪
351
00:22:29,389 --> 00:22:31,850
♪ Is easy to swallow ♪
352
00:22:31,933 --> 00:22:33,810
♪ Now that I'm better ♪
353
00:22:35,312 --> 00:22:37,272
♪ And somewhere in your room ♪
354
00:22:37,356 --> 00:22:41,943
♪ I left my virtue and my favorite shoes ♪
355
00:22:42,986 --> 00:22:45,238
♪ I don't want 'em back,
Never give 'em back to me ♪
356
00:22:45,322 --> 00:22:47,491
♪ You can walk a mile in 'em ♪
357
00:22:47,574 --> 00:22:51,286
♪ Tell me how they feel on you ♪
358
00:22:52,079 --> 00:22:54,998
♪ I'll be busy being so brand ♪
359
00:22:55,082 --> 00:22:56,708
[back-up singers] ♪ New ♪
360
00:22:57,709 --> 00:22:59,294
[back-up singers] ♪ New ♪
361
00:23:00,003 --> 00:23:02,005
♪ New ♪
362
00:23:02,089 --> 00:23:04,549
♪ I've never felt so brand ♪
363
00:23:04,758 --> 00:23:06,009
♪ New ♪
364
00:23:07,427 --> 00:23:08,470
♪ New ♪
365
00:23:09,763 --> 00:23:11,598
♪ New ♪
366
00:23:11,681 --> 00:23:13,934
♪ I've never felt so brand ♪
367
00:23:14,017 --> 00:23:20,941
[back-up singers] ♪ So brand new ♪
368
00:23:21,024 --> 00:23:23,693
♪ I've never felt so brand ♪
369
00:23:23,777 --> 00:23:30,617
[back-up singers] ♪ So brand new ♪
370
00:23:30,700 --> 00:23:33,286
♪ Never felt so brand ♪
371
00:23:34,121 --> 00:23:36,665
♪ So ♪
372
00:23:37,416 --> 00:23:41,086
♪ Brand new ♪
373
00:23:42,879 --> 00:23:47,759
♪ So brand new ♪
374
00:23:49,761 --> 00:23:53,682
♪ I never felt so brand ♪
375
00:23:57,561 --> 00:23:59,563
♪ New ♪
376
00:23:59,646 --> 00:24:01,940
♪ Never felt so brand ♪
377
00:24:02,023 --> 00:24:04,401
-[back-up singers] ♪ New ♪
-Hey!
378
00:24:04,484 --> 00:24:06,445
[back-up singers] ♪ New ♪
379
00:24:07,112 --> 00:24:08,989
[Ben] ♪ New ♪
380
00:24:09,072 --> 00:24:11,616
♪ Never felt so brand ♪
381
00:24:11,700 --> 00:24:18,623
♪ So brand new ♪
382
00:24:18,874 --> 00:24:21,126
♪ Never felt so brand ♪
383
00:24:21,209 --> 00:24:27,382
♪ So brand new ♪
384
00:24:27,466 --> 00:24:32,220
♪ I've never felt so brand new ♪
385
00:24:32,304 --> 00:24:34,306
[applause, cheering]
386
00:24:41,480 --> 00:24:42,731
So, wherever that fellow is now,
387
00:24:42,814 --> 00:24:44,941
I hope that your life is one long line
at the DMV.
388
00:24:46,026 --> 00:24:48,403
Just kidding, I hope you're well...
Forgiveness.
389
00:24:49,988 --> 00:24:50,989
So...
390
00:24:51,531 --> 00:24:53,492
As you can tell by our little sort of...
391
00:24:54,075 --> 00:24:56,745
extraterrestrial living room situation
we have going on,
392
00:24:57,245 --> 00:25:00,081
I really wanted this to feel
as warm and welcoming as possible,
393
00:25:00,165 --> 00:25:02,459
and that you felt comfortable,
and could have a good time,
394
00:25:02,542 --> 00:25:03,835
we could get to know each other,
395
00:25:03,919 --> 00:25:06,213
because I don't get to do that
when I'm playing a character.
396
00:25:06,713 --> 00:25:08,006
Excuse me, water burps.
397
00:25:09,174 --> 00:25:13,261
So I just want to share some facts
with you about myself
398
00:25:13,345 --> 00:25:16,056
that you might not know otherwise,
just while we're here,
399
00:25:16,139 --> 00:25:18,934
so that you can leave feeling like
you got a glimpse of who I am.
400
00:25:19,017 --> 00:25:21,144
Uh, I think that cats
are the devil's children.
401
00:25:21,228 --> 00:25:23,313
[cheering]
402
00:25:25,065 --> 00:25:26,149
Wow!
403
00:25:27,067 --> 00:25:28,276
Wow.
404
00:25:29,528 --> 00:25:30,987
Some cat haters.
405
00:25:32,697 --> 00:25:35,867
Bold. Uh, I just don't get them.
They just sit there and make me sneeze.
406
00:25:35,951 --> 00:25:37,994
I, uh... What else?
407
00:25:38,620 --> 00:25:39,829
One time in eighth grade,
408
00:25:40,288 --> 00:25:42,374
I was at the mall,
at the Discovery Channel store.
409
00:25:42,457 --> 00:25:44,626
I don't know if you know that--
If they had that here.
410
00:25:44,709 --> 00:25:46,461
We used to go
for the massage chairs a lot,
411
00:25:46,545 --> 00:25:49,339
and there was this Halloween
cauldron glass thing,
412
00:25:49,422 --> 00:25:52,217
and I was like, "This is like Wicked."
So I did this Elphaba over it,
413
00:25:52,384 --> 00:25:55,220
and then I knocked it over, shattered it,
and got kicked out of the mall.
414
00:25:57,180 --> 00:25:58,807
One time when I was
at Jewish summer camp--
415
00:25:58,890 --> 00:26:00,559
Anybody go to Jewish summer camp,
perchance?
416
00:26:03,270 --> 00:26:05,939
The Harry Potter books
all usually came out during the summer
417
00:26:06,022 --> 00:26:07,107
and the sixth one came out,
418
00:26:07,232 --> 00:26:09,484
and mine wasn't coming in the mail,
Mom and Dad,
419
00:26:10,986 --> 00:26:12,737
and everybody else's was coming,
420
00:26:13,196 --> 00:26:14,906
and I was hearing about
what was gonna happen
421
00:26:14,990 --> 00:26:16,700
and I was getting really upset,
422
00:26:16,783 --> 00:26:18,410
so in the dead of night,
423
00:26:18,493 --> 00:26:20,787
there was another kid in my bunk
whose name was also Ben--
424
00:26:20,870 --> 00:26:23,039
I stole his copy
and I wrote my last name in it.
425
00:26:24,124 --> 00:26:25,250
And I got away with it.
426
00:26:25,333 --> 00:26:29,754
So... to Ben something-Jewish-last-name,
I'm very sorry.
427
00:26:31,840 --> 00:26:33,049
What else?
428
00:26:33,133 --> 00:26:36,511
One time, I went on a trip
with my best friend Molly,
429
00:26:36,595 --> 00:26:39,806
and we had these weed gummies,
430
00:26:39,889 --> 00:26:41,391
like, the little square weed gummies,
431
00:26:42,058 --> 00:26:43,852
and it's like a square,
432
00:26:43,935 --> 00:26:46,146
but you're supposed to pick off a corner
and eat it,
433
00:26:46,229 --> 00:26:48,815
but I thought it was like,
"I'll pop the whole square." Um...
434
00:26:49,065 --> 00:26:52,902
And given my general Judaism and anxiety,
I don't do well in that situation.
435
00:26:53,987 --> 00:26:56,197
So it didn't go well. I started to panic.
436
00:26:57,449 --> 00:27:00,160
I was asking her, "How long--
Like, how long has it been?"
437
00:27:00,243 --> 00:27:02,579
She's like, "30 seconds
since you last asked me."
438
00:27:03,747 --> 00:27:05,457
And then... What else happened?
439
00:27:05,540 --> 00:27:08,710
All of a sudden I was like, "I need
crab cakes. have to eat crab cakes."
440
00:27:08,793 --> 00:27:10,629
And so she ordered some to the room.
441
00:27:10,712 --> 00:27:12,922
I was like, "I can't interact
with the man bringing them."
442
00:27:13,006 --> 00:27:14,841
So I hid in the bathroom while they came.
443
00:27:16,259 --> 00:27:17,385
And then they came,
444
00:27:17,469 --> 00:27:19,638
and my mouth was so dry
because of the gummy
445
00:27:19,721 --> 00:27:22,557
that it just fell directly out of
my mouth. I couldn't even swallow it.
446
00:27:22,682 --> 00:27:24,976
Anyway, we're all friends now.
447
00:27:28,813 --> 00:27:31,483
Lastly, I never understood
the stakes of sports, really.
448
00:27:32,275 --> 00:27:33,777
I used to play soccer when I was a kid.
449
00:27:33,860 --> 00:27:36,863
My parents wanted me to be well-rounded.
They encouraged me to try new things.
450
00:27:36,946 --> 00:27:40,033
They would bribe me to go to practice
by giving me a McFlurry every time I went.
451
00:27:41,326 --> 00:27:44,412
But I spent most of the games
throwing the chalk that delineates lines
452
00:27:44,496 --> 00:27:46,247
up in the air as though it was fairy dust.
453
00:27:47,499 --> 00:27:50,126
So... there were some clues.
454
00:27:53,046 --> 00:27:54,798
When I'm in my own living room at home,
455
00:27:54,881 --> 00:27:56,800
I like to sing songs by other artists,
456
00:27:56,883 --> 00:27:58,218
which I'd love to do now.
457
00:27:58,301 --> 00:27:59,469
One of my favorite artists--
458
00:27:59,594 --> 00:28:02,097
Also a queero of mine,
if you will, trademark--
459
00:28:02,180 --> 00:28:04,015
Her name is Brandi Carlile...
460
00:28:04,099 --> 00:28:05,058
[audience cheers]
461
00:28:05,141 --> 00:28:06,810
Yes, I agree.
462
00:28:07,352 --> 00:28:09,354
And she wrote
this wonderful, fantastic song
463
00:28:09,437 --> 00:28:11,481
that I think everyone
has really found themselves in.
464
00:28:11,564 --> 00:28:13,858
It's called "The Joke,"
and I'd love to sing it for you now.
465
00:28:16,986 --> 00:28:18,988
[playing piano]
466
00:28:29,958 --> 00:28:32,711
♪ You're feeling nervous
Aren't you, boy? ♪
467
00:28:33,670 --> 00:28:35,797
♪ With your quiet voice ♪
468
00:28:36,464 --> 00:28:38,800
♪ And your impeccable style ♪
469
00:28:41,594 --> 00:28:44,597
♪ Don't ever let them steal your joy ♪
470
00:28:45,306 --> 00:28:47,642
♪ Or your gentle ways ♪
471
00:28:47,767 --> 00:28:50,562
♪ To keep them from running wild ♪
472
00:28:52,897 --> 00:28:55,400
♪ They can kick dirt in your face ♪
473
00:28:55,817 --> 00:28:59,279
♪ Dress you down and tell you
That your place is in the middle ♪
474
00:28:59,571 --> 00:29:02,615
♪ When they hate the way you shine ♪
475
00:29:05,452 --> 00:29:07,996
♪ I see you tugging on your shirt ♪
476
00:29:08,663 --> 00:29:11,374
♪ Trying to hide inside of it ♪
477
00:29:11,624 --> 00:29:13,918
♪ And hide how much it hurts ♪
478
00:29:15,336 --> 00:29:19,924
♪ Let 'em laugh while they can ♪
479
00:29:21,634 --> 00:29:23,428
♪ Let 'em spin ♪
480
00:29:24,721 --> 00:29:28,933
♪ Let 'em scatter in the wind ♪
481
00:29:29,934 --> 00:29:32,145
♪ I have been to the movies ♪
482
00:29:32,228 --> 00:29:35,607
♪ I've seen how it ends ♪
483
00:29:36,399 --> 00:29:42,530
♪ And the joke's on them ♪
484
00:29:52,791 --> 00:29:55,418
♪ You get discouraged, don't you, girl? ♪
485
00:29:56,628 --> 00:29:59,005
♪ It's your brother's world ♪
486
00:29:59,547 --> 00:30:01,549
♪ For a while longer ♪
487
00:30:03,259 --> 00:30:07,263
♪ You gotta dance with the devil
On a river to beat the stream ♪
488
00:30:08,431 --> 00:30:10,433
♪ Call it living the dream ♪
489
00:30:11,392 --> 00:30:12,685
♪ Call it kicking the ladder ♪
490
00:30:15,063 --> 00:30:18,358
♪ They come to kick dirt in your face ♪
491
00:30:18,817 --> 00:30:21,152
♪ Dress you down and then displace you ♪
492
00:30:21,236 --> 00:30:24,447
♪ After carrying your baby on your back
Across the desert ♪
493
00:30:28,368 --> 00:30:31,079
♪ I saw your eyes behind your hair ♪
494
00:30:32,121 --> 00:30:34,123
♪ And you're looking tired ♪
495
00:30:35,124 --> 00:30:36,835
♪ But you don't look scared ♪
496
00:30:38,253 --> 00:30:42,966
♪ Let 'em laugh while they can ♪
497
00:30:44,634 --> 00:30:46,219
♪ Let 'em spin ♪
498
00:30:47,595 --> 00:30:51,474
♪ Let 'em scatter in the wind ♪
499
00:30:52,767 --> 00:30:55,144
♪ I have been to the movies ♪
500
00:30:55,228 --> 00:30:58,773
♪ I've seen how it ends ♪
501
00:30:59,399 --> 00:31:06,030
♪ And the joke's on them ♪
502
00:31:13,913 --> 00:31:18,459
♪ Let 'em laugh while they can ♪
503
00:31:20,086 --> 00:31:21,796
♪ Let 'em spin ♪
504
00:31:23,089 --> 00:31:27,260
♪ Let 'em scatter on the wind ♪
505
00:31:28,678 --> 00:31:30,680
♪ I have been to the movies ♪
506
00:31:30,763 --> 00:31:34,934
♪ I've seen how it ends ♪
507
00:31:35,018 --> 00:31:40,732
♪ And the joke's on ♪
508
00:31:40,815 --> 00:31:43,651
[continues holding note]
509
00:31:47,363 --> 00:31:53,161
♪ Them ♪
510
00:31:53,244 --> 00:31:54,954
[holds note]
511
00:31:55,038 --> 00:31:56,122
Hey!
512
00:32:11,095 --> 00:32:13,681
[Ben vocalizing]
513
00:32:13,765 --> 00:32:16,476
[continues vocalizing]
514
00:32:17,018 --> 00:32:21,731
[vocalizing]
515
00:32:34,994 --> 00:32:38,373
[audience cheering]
516
00:32:47,340 --> 00:32:49,592
David, could you please give us a chord?
517
00:32:49,676 --> 00:32:51,386
[David plays chord on piano]
518
00:32:54,097 --> 00:33:00,311
[all harmonizing]
519
00:33:02,772 --> 00:33:08,111
♪ Do you know me better? ♪
520
00:33:09,696 --> 00:33:14,867
♪ Do you ♪
521
00:33:14,951 --> 00:33:18,913
♪ Know me ♪
522
00:33:18,997 --> 00:33:24,002
[all continue harmonizing]
523
00:33:25,086 --> 00:33:29,173
[harmonious vocalizing]
524
00:33:29,257 --> 00:33:35,555
[audience cheering]
525
00:33:39,892 --> 00:33:41,978
♪ I don't know if you're listening ♪
526
00:33:42,061 --> 00:33:44,063
♪ Or if you wanted to hear from me ♪
527
00:33:45,356 --> 00:33:49,986
♪ I don't feel like you're supposed to
When somebody sets you free ♪
528
00:33:50,862 --> 00:33:55,074
♪ I'm not good at pretending
That I'm happy to be alone ♪
529
00:33:56,367 --> 00:34:00,580
♪ Part of me is a question
Can't answer it on my own ♪
530
00:34:00,913 --> 00:34:05,376
♪ 'Cause I lost part of me
When I lost all of you, now I'm lost ♪
531
00:34:06,002 --> 00:34:08,755
♪ I don't wanna come crawling, crawling ♪
532
00:34:08,838 --> 00:34:11,257
♪ But I catch myself falling, falling ♪
533
00:34:11,340 --> 00:34:15,636
♪ I could try to stop calling, calling
Just to show myself ♪
534
00:34:16,971 --> 00:34:19,515
♪ Did you keep my sweater, sweater? ♪
535
00:34:19,807 --> 00:34:22,268
♪ Did you read my letter, letter? ♪
536
00:34:22,602 --> 00:34:26,689
♪ Do you know me better, better
Than I know myself? ♪
537
00:34:28,024 --> 00:34:32,028
♪ Do you know me better, better ♪
538
00:34:33,529 --> 00:34:35,198
♪ Than I know myself? ♪
539
00:34:40,453 --> 00:34:42,455
♪ I don't feel like we're done here ♪
540
00:34:42,538 --> 00:34:44,791
♪ You got a lock on the things I want ♪
541
00:34:45,416 --> 00:34:50,171
♪ I'm a lost, lonely one here
Who's addicted to holding on ♪
542
00:34:51,506 --> 00:34:55,760
♪ I don't have you to kiss now
And I'm putting myself to sleep ♪
543
00:34:56,677 --> 00:35:01,140
♪ But it's me that I miss now
There's a me that I didn't keep ♪
544
00:35:01,224 --> 00:35:03,935
♪ I don't wanna come crawling, crawling ♪
545
00:35:04,018 --> 00:35:06,646
♪ But I catch myself falling, falling ♪
546
00:35:06,729 --> 00:35:09,357
♪ I could try to stop calling, calling ♪
547
00:35:09,440 --> 00:35:10,900
♪ Just to show myself ♪
548
00:35:12,110 --> 00:35:14,654
♪ Did you keep my sweater, sweater? ♪
549
00:35:15,196 --> 00:35:17,657
♪ Did you read my letter, letter? ♪
550
00:35:17,740 --> 00:35:20,243
♪ Do you know me better, better ♪
551
00:35:20,451 --> 00:35:22,161
♪ Than I know myself? ♪
552
00:35:23,579 --> 00:35:28,084
♪ Do you know me better, better ♪
553
00:35:28,709 --> 00:35:30,461
♪ Than I know myself? ♪
554
00:35:34,215 --> 00:35:35,842
♪ Than I know myself ♪
555
00:35:40,513 --> 00:35:44,392
♪ 'Cause I lost part of me
When I lost all of you, now I'm lost ♪
556
00:35:45,268 --> 00:35:48,020
♪ I don't wanna come crawling, crawling ♪
557
00:35:48,104 --> 00:35:50,773
♪ But I catch myself falling, falling ♪
558
00:35:50,857 --> 00:35:53,568
♪ I could try to stop calling, calling ♪
559
00:35:53,651 --> 00:35:54,694
♪ Just to show myself ♪
560
00:35:56,154 --> 00:35:58,781
♪ Did you keep my sweater, sweater? ♪
561
00:35:59,157 --> 00:36:01,701
♪ Did you read my letter, letter? ♪
562
00:36:02,076 --> 00:36:04,370
♪ Do you know me better, better? ♪
563
00:36:04,620 --> 00:36:07,081
♪ Do you know me better, better ♪
564
00:36:07,415 --> 00:36:11,711
♪ Than I know myself? ♪
565
00:36:12,920 --> 00:36:16,841
♪ Than I know myself ♪
566
00:36:19,343 --> 00:36:22,430
♪ I don't wanna wait any longer ♪
567
00:36:22,513 --> 00:36:25,099
♪ For the feeling of getting stronger ♪
568
00:36:25,183 --> 00:36:28,728
♪ Maybe that's why
I wrote a song for you ♪
569
00:36:29,437 --> 00:36:33,316
♪ 'Cause you know me better, better ♪
570
00:36:34,984 --> 00:36:36,402
♪ Than I know myself ♪
571
00:36:42,074 --> 00:36:43,534
Thank you.
572
00:36:43,910 --> 00:36:46,913
That was another song
about... a torrid affair.
573
00:36:46,996 --> 00:36:48,497
No, I just...
574
00:36:49,665 --> 00:36:51,459
Just not my favorite situation.
575
00:36:52,376 --> 00:36:55,922
But anyways, in that situation,
like in any relationship situation,
576
00:36:56,172 --> 00:36:58,799
I got back on the horse right away.
I got back on the apps.
577
00:36:59,217 --> 00:37:00,259
Hinge...
578
00:37:01,636 --> 00:37:03,012
It's strange to be on the apps now,
579
00:37:03,095 --> 00:37:04,972
because people are like,
"Are you catfishing me?"
580
00:37:05,056 --> 00:37:06,974
And I'm like,
"I'm just trying to find somebody."
581
00:37:08,059 --> 00:37:09,060
But...
582
00:37:09,810 --> 00:37:11,812
I am--
Does anyone watch Sex in the City?
583
00:37:11,896 --> 00:37:13,022
[cheering]
584
00:37:13,105 --> 00:37:15,733
Good, and if you don't,
look at your choices.
585
00:37:16,192 --> 00:37:17,235
I, um...
586
00:37:17,610 --> 00:37:21,322
I'm a Charlotte, which means that
when I go on a good date,
587
00:37:21,405 --> 00:37:23,574
one date, a first date, and it goes well,
588
00:37:23,658 --> 00:37:26,661
I'm picking out china patterns,
children's names...
589
00:37:27,662 --> 00:37:29,121
like, grave plots...
590
00:37:29,205 --> 00:37:31,791
I go all-in very quickly.
591
00:37:31,874 --> 00:37:33,918
It's been referred to before
as "stalking."
592
00:37:34,293 --> 00:37:36,295
Or "deeply uncomfortable."
593
00:37:37,004 --> 00:37:39,590
I like to refer to it as just
a very deep enthusiasm.
594
00:37:40,132 --> 00:37:40,967
Yeah.
595
00:37:43,177 --> 00:37:45,930
♪ Darling you might think it's too soon ♪
596
00:37:46,722 --> 00:37:49,350
♪ But I can't get you out of my head now ♪
597
00:37:50,685 --> 00:37:53,813
♪ Picturing myself in your room ♪
598
00:37:53,896 --> 00:37:57,441
♪ And I wanna be with you
'Til I'm dead now ♪
599
00:37:57,525 --> 00:37:59,318
♪ I want your friends to be my friends ♪
600
00:37:59,402 --> 00:38:01,153
♪ I'll make you breakfast in your bed ♪
601
00:38:01,237 --> 00:38:02,947
♪ I want it all with you ♪
602
00:38:03,030 --> 00:38:04,782
[audience clapping in time to music]
603
00:38:04,865 --> 00:38:06,867
♪ And if I'm coming on too strong ♪
604
00:38:06,951 --> 00:38:08,786
♪ It's 'cause I've waited far too long ♪
605
00:38:08,869 --> 00:38:10,454
♪ For someone just like you ♪
606
00:38:13,624 --> 00:38:15,501
♪ I want a key to your house ♪
607
00:38:15,584 --> 00:38:17,169
♪ I wanna pick up your clothes ♪
608
00:38:17,253 --> 00:38:19,213
♪ I wanna clean up your mess ♪
609
00:38:19,297 --> 00:38:20,131
Hey!
610
00:38:20,840 --> 00:38:23,092
♪ I wanna know where you hide things ♪
611
00:38:23,175 --> 00:38:24,760
♪ Wanna be in your photos ♪
612
00:38:24,844 --> 00:38:26,679
♪ Wanna share your address ♪
613
00:38:26,762 --> 00:38:30,057
♪ I know, I know it's too soon, too fast ♪
614
00:38:30,141 --> 00:38:31,767
♪ But this could last ♪
615
00:38:31,851 --> 00:38:34,186
♪ I wanna share your address ♪
616
00:38:34,520 --> 00:38:37,690
♪ I know, I know
It... it feels like love ♪
617
00:38:37,773 --> 00:38:39,358
♪ So let's shack up ♪
618
00:38:39,859 --> 00:38:41,485
♪ I wanna share your address ♪
619
00:38:43,195 --> 00:38:46,407
♪ I just wanna stare at your face ♪
620
00:38:46,490 --> 00:38:49,785
♪ And spend quality time
With your mother ♪
621
00:38:50,244 --> 00:38:53,247
♪ We can over-drink
At your favorite place ♪
622
00:38:53,748 --> 00:38:57,585
♪ And we can waste
The whole next day to recover ♪
623
00:38:57,668 --> 00:38:59,545
♪ I wanna watch you while you sleep ♪
624
00:38:59,628 --> 00:39:01,297
♪ I know I might sound like a creep ♪
625
00:39:01,380 --> 00:39:03,090
♪ But I can't help myself ♪
626
00:39:04,967 --> 00:39:06,677
♪ And it's so easy to forget ♪
627
00:39:06,761 --> 00:39:08,596
♪ That we have barely even met ♪
628
00:39:08,679 --> 00:39:10,348
♪ But I want no one else ♪
629
00:39:10,431 --> 00:39:12,558
♪ No one else ♪
630
00:39:13,351 --> 00:39:15,353
♪ I want a key to your house ♪
631
00:39:15,436 --> 00:39:17,313
♪ I wanna pick up your clothes ♪
632
00:39:17,396 --> 00:39:19,398
♪ I wanna clean up your mess ♪
633
00:39:20,941 --> 00:39:22,526
♪ I wanna know where you hide things ♪
634
00:39:22,985 --> 00:39:24,695
♪ Wanna be in your photos ♪
635
00:39:24,779 --> 00:39:26,822
♪ Wanna share your address ♪
636
00:39:26,906 --> 00:39:29,909
♪ I know, I know it's too soon, too fast ♪
637
00:39:30,326 --> 00:39:31,869
♪ But this could last ♪
638
00:39:31,952 --> 00:39:34,246
♪ I wanna share your address ♪
639
00:39:34,330 --> 00:39:37,708
♪ I know, I know
It... it feels like love ♪
640
00:39:37,792 --> 00:39:39,752
♪ So let's shack up ♪
641
00:39:39,835 --> 00:39:41,587
♪ I wanna share your address ♪
642
00:39:43,422 --> 00:39:45,674
♪ I wanna be your emergency contact ♪
643
00:39:45,758 --> 00:39:49,095
♪ You can put me down
'Cause you know I know you best ♪
644
00:39:49,553 --> 00:39:50,888
♪ I know you best ♪
645
00:39:50,971 --> 00:39:52,932
♪ It doesn't matter where I go ♪
646
00:39:53,015 --> 00:39:54,683
♪ Without you, I'll never be home ♪
647
00:39:54,767 --> 00:39:56,310
♪ I wanna share your address ♪
648
00:39:58,354 --> 00:40:00,523
♪ I wanna be your emergency contact ♪
649
00:40:00,606 --> 00:40:02,191
♪ You can put me down ♪
650
00:40:02,274 --> 00:40:03,943
♪ 'Cause you know I know you best ♪
651
00:40:04,026 --> 00:40:05,528
♪ I know you best ♪
652
00:40:06,070 --> 00:40:07,905
♪ It doesn't matter where I go ♪
653
00:40:07,988 --> 00:40:09,573
♪ Without you, I'll never be home ♪
654
00:40:09,657 --> 00:40:11,492
♪ I wanna share your address ♪
655
00:40:13,327 --> 00:40:15,162
♪ I want a key to your house ♪
656
00:40:15,246 --> 00:40:17,415
♪ I wanna pick up your clothes ♪
657
00:40:17,498 --> 00:40:19,291
♪ I wanna clean up your mess ♪
658
00:40:20,835 --> 00:40:23,212
♪ I wanna know where you hide things ♪
659
00:40:23,295 --> 00:40:24,755
♪ Wanna be in your photos ♪
660
00:40:24,839 --> 00:40:26,715
♪ Wanna share your address ♪
661
00:40:27,007 --> 00:40:29,969
♪ I know, I know it's too soon, too fast ♪
662
00:40:30,386 --> 00:40:31,971
♪ But this could last ♪
663
00:40:32,054 --> 00:40:33,931
♪ I wanna share your address ♪
664
00:40:34,473 --> 00:40:37,560
♪ I know, I know, this feels like love ♪
665
00:40:37,643 --> 00:40:39,728
♪ So let's shack up ♪
666
00:40:39,812 --> 00:40:41,689
♪ I wanna share your address ♪
667
00:40:46,110 --> 00:40:50,990
[band continues playing
instrumental melody]
668
00:41:17,057 --> 00:41:19,602
♪ I wanna be your emergency contact ♪
669
00:41:19,685 --> 00:41:22,438
♪ You can put me down
'Cause you know I know you best ♪
670
00:41:22,521 --> 00:41:24,523
♪ I know you best ♪
671
00:41:24,607 --> 00:41:26,609
♪ It doesn't matter where I go ♪
672
00:41:26,692 --> 00:41:28,527
♪ Without you, I'll never be home ♪
673
00:41:28,611 --> 00:41:30,196
♪ I wanna share your address ♪
674
00:41:30,279 --> 00:41:32,031
♪ I wanna share your address ♪
675
00:41:32,114 --> 00:41:34,825
♪ I wanna be your emergency contact ♪
676
00:41:34,909 --> 00:41:37,745
♪ You can put me down
'Cause you know I know you best ♪
677
00:41:38,037 --> 00:41:39,663
♪ I know you the best ♪
678
00:41:39,747 --> 00:41:41,832
♪ It doesn't matter where I go ♪
679
00:41:41,916 --> 00:41:43,626
♪ Without you I'll never be home ♪
680
00:41:43,709 --> 00:41:45,461
♪ I wanna share your address ♪
681
00:41:45,544 --> 00:41:46,921
[vocalizing]
682
00:41:47,004 --> 00:41:49,089
♪ I want a key to your house ♪
683
00:41:49,173 --> 00:41:51,008
♪ I wanna pick up your clothes ♪
684
00:41:51,091 --> 00:41:52,551
♪ I wanna clean up your mess ♪
685
00:41:54,595 --> 00:41:57,014
♪ I wanna know where you hide things ♪
686
00:41:57,097 --> 00:41:58,557
♪ Wanna be in your photos ♪
687
00:41:58,641 --> 00:42:00,142
♪ Wanna share your address ♪
688
00:42:01,018 --> 00:42:03,854
♪ I know, I know it's too soon, too fast ♪
689
00:42:03,938 --> 00:42:05,564
♪ But this could last ♪
690
00:42:05,648 --> 00:42:07,858
♪ I wanna share your address ♪
691
00:42:07,942 --> 00:42:11,529
♪ I know, I know
It... it feels like love ♪
692
00:42:11,612 --> 00:42:13,113
♪ So let's shack up ♪
693
00:42:13,197 --> 00:42:15,533
♪ I wanna share your address ♪
694
00:42:20,412 --> 00:42:21,997
♪ I like you ♪
695
00:42:22,081 --> 00:42:24,625
♪ I really, really, like you ♪
696
00:42:28,003 --> 00:42:32,174
♪ I wanna share your address ♪
697
00:42:35,886 --> 00:42:37,596
♪ I wanna share, share ♪
698
00:42:37,805 --> 00:42:41,267
♪ I wanna share ♪
699
00:42:43,394 --> 00:42:45,521
♪ I wanna share your address ♪
700
00:42:46,063 --> 00:42:49,191
[cheering]
701
00:43:03,414 --> 00:43:07,876
[back-up singers vocalizing]
702
00:43:13,007 --> 00:43:14,592
♪ Most days ♪
703
00:43:15,259 --> 00:43:19,638
♪ I wake up with a pit in my chest ♪
704
00:43:20,389 --> 00:43:24,435
♪ There are thoughts
That I can't put to rest ♪
705
00:43:24,810 --> 00:43:30,065
♪ There's a worry that I can't place ♪
706
00:43:32,776 --> 00:43:34,778
♪ Most nights ♪
707
00:43:35,404 --> 00:43:39,617
♪ I am restless, and quiet won't come ♪
708
00:43:40,451 --> 00:43:44,163
♪ So I lay there and wait for the sun ♪
709
00:43:44,830 --> 00:43:50,210
♪ There's a trouble
That won't show its face ♪
710
00:43:54,423 --> 00:43:57,092
♪ You came out of nowhere ♪
711
00:43:58,719 --> 00:44:02,139
♪ And you cut through all the noise ♪
712
00:44:04,099 --> 00:44:07,936
♪ I make sense of the madness ♪
713
00:44:08,520 --> 00:44:13,776
♪ When I listen to your voice ♪
714
00:44:17,946 --> 00:44:24,870
♪ Darling, only you can ease my mind ♪
715
00:44:27,915 --> 00:44:34,630
♪ Help me leave
These lonely thoughts behind ♪
716
00:44:36,590 --> 00:44:38,717
♪ When they pull me under ♪
717
00:44:41,387 --> 00:44:46,058
♪ And I can feel my sanity
Start to unwind ♪
718
00:44:47,851 --> 00:44:54,108
♪ Darling, only you can ease my mind ♪
719
00:44:56,694 --> 00:44:58,904
♪ I'll admit ♪
720
00:44:59,947 --> 00:45:03,826
♪ For a moment, I felt so afraid ♪
721
00:45:04,702 --> 00:45:08,831
♪ Just to show you the mess that I made ♪
722
00:45:09,707 --> 00:45:14,920
♪ There are pieces I usually hide ♪
723
00:45:16,964 --> 00:45:23,637
♪ But when you collect me
With your steady hand ♪
724
00:45:24,722 --> 00:45:28,642
♪ With a language that I understand ♪
725
00:45:29,393 --> 00:45:34,523
♪ I feel put back together inside ♪
726
00:45:38,736 --> 00:45:42,072
♪ You came out of nowhere ♪
727
00:45:42,990 --> 00:45:46,201
♪ And you cut through all the noise ♪
728
00:45:48,662 --> 00:45:52,124
♪ I make sense of the madness ♪
729
00:45:52,708 --> 00:45:56,378
♪ When I listen to your voice ♪
730
00:45:57,212 --> 00:46:03,886
♪ Oh, darling, only you can ease my mind ♪
731
00:46:06,221 --> 00:46:09,099
♪ Oh, help me leave ♪
732
00:46:09,183 --> 00:46:14,021
♪ These lonely thoughts behind ♪
733
00:46:15,814 --> 00:46:18,192
♪ When they pull me under ♪
734
00:46:20,778 --> 00:46:26,366
♪ And I can feel my sanity
Start to unwind ♪
735
00:46:27,242 --> 00:46:33,665
♪ Darling, only you can ease my mind ♪
736
00:46:34,917 --> 00:46:36,168
Sing if you know it.
737
00:46:37,044 --> 00:46:43,759
[Ben and audience]
♪ Darling, only you can ease my mind ♪
738
00:46:44,593 --> 00:46:45,552
Gorgeous.
739
00:46:46,970 --> 00:46:53,560
♪ Help me leave
These lonely thoughts behind ♪
740
00:46:55,395 --> 00:46:58,524
♪ When they pull me under ♪
741
00:47:00,442 --> 00:47:05,447
♪ And I can feel my sanity
Start to unwind ♪
742
00:47:06,865 --> 00:47:09,993
♪ Darling, only you ♪
743
00:47:10,077 --> 00:47:15,541
♪ Can ease my mind ♪
744
00:47:15,624 --> 00:47:17,459
[Ben holds note]
745
00:47:22,297 --> 00:47:29,263
[vocalizing]
746
00:47:42,442 --> 00:47:44,820
That was one of the best moments
of my whole life.
747
00:47:44,903 --> 00:47:45,863
But moving on...
748
00:47:47,739 --> 00:47:49,908
Thank you for that.
That was so beautiful.
749
00:47:51,201 --> 00:47:52,911
Hi, everyone up there. Hello!
750
00:47:54,580 --> 00:47:55,789
You guys are the best!
751
00:47:59,293 --> 00:48:00,752
Okay, a couple of quick things.
752
00:48:00,836 --> 00:48:03,463
First of all, can we talk
about these singers for one moment?
753
00:48:03,547 --> 00:48:05,632
-[cheering]
-Like...
754
00:48:06,633 --> 00:48:09,511
I will never understand
why they are slumming it with me.
755
00:48:11,805 --> 00:48:15,434
Secondly, it's all about transparency,
honesty, whatever...
756
00:48:15,517 --> 00:48:18,395
Uh, I was peeing while that was happening.
I was indeed peeing.
757
00:48:19,396 --> 00:48:21,273
You've seen all the water,
it doesn't go nowhere.
758
00:48:22,399 --> 00:48:24,985
I just felt like I was being dishonest
if I didn't tell you that.
759
00:48:26,028 --> 00:48:28,280
Thirdly, that last song
is very, very special to me.
760
00:48:28,363 --> 00:48:30,616
As someone who deals with anxiety a lot,
761
00:48:30,699 --> 00:48:33,452
which I'm sure many of us do,
living in New York and being largely Jews,
762
00:48:34,244 --> 00:48:37,497
it's a song that really quells my anxiety.
763
00:48:37,581 --> 00:48:39,458
So I hope it does the same for you. Um...
764
00:48:39,541 --> 00:48:42,753
Now, I would love to sing a song
that is a little bit newer.
765
00:48:46,423 --> 00:48:48,300
Maybe some of you know
what I'm talking about.
766
00:48:48,383 --> 00:48:51,553
I just put it out this summer,
and it brought me a lot of joy...
767
00:48:52,012 --> 00:48:53,931
and a lot of dance,
and I hope it does for you.
768
00:48:54,014 --> 00:48:55,015
It's called "Rain."
769
00:49:01,313 --> 00:49:02,147
That's right.
770
00:49:02,940 --> 00:49:03,982
[clapping in time]
771
00:49:04,066 --> 00:49:05,359
[Ben] You read my mind.
772
00:49:15,410 --> 00:49:18,413
♪ You say you've been
Through this before ♪
773
00:49:18,497 --> 00:49:20,499
♪ You gave away all your secrets ♪
774
00:49:20,582 --> 00:49:23,627
♪ To someone
Who up and left you in pieces ♪
775
00:49:25,253 --> 00:49:27,089
♪ I know the feeling, believe me ♪
776
00:49:31,176 --> 00:49:34,596
♪ I know the prices you've gotta pay ♪
777
00:49:34,680 --> 00:49:36,473
♪ I'm sacrificing my freedom ♪
778
00:49:36,556 --> 00:49:39,267
♪ And all just to get somebody to see me ♪
779
00:49:41,311 --> 00:49:43,105
♪ Nobody said it was easy ♪
780
00:49:45,983 --> 00:49:49,486
♪ My heart's been broken and broken
And broken and broken ♪
781
00:49:49,569 --> 00:49:53,740
♪ But I keep, keep on hoping and hoping
And hoping and hoping ♪
782
00:49:53,824 --> 00:49:56,076
♪ That if it keeps on breaking
And breaking ♪
783
00:49:56,159 --> 00:49:57,494
♪ And breaking and breaking ♪
784
00:49:57,577 --> 00:50:00,914
♪ Then one day it'll open
And open and open ♪
785
00:50:00,998 --> 00:50:03,500
♪ And open and open for you
Hey! ♪
786
00:50:05,168 --> 00:50:07,671
♪ I know we've both been afraid ♪
787
00:50:09,172 --> 00:50:13,135
♪ But we can't run from the wind
And the thunder ♪
788
00:50:13,218 --> 00:50:15,470
♪ When we're dancing under the rain ♪
789
00:50:15,554 --> 00:50:17,639
♪ The rain, the rain ♪
790
00:50:18,849 --> 00:50:19,683
♪ Hey! ♪
791
00:50:21,143 --> 00:50:23,437
♪ I know we got what it takes ♪
792
00:50:25,147 --> 00:50:28,608
♪ Ain't gonna run from the wind
And the thunder ♪
793
00:50:28,692 --> 00:50:31,611
♪ When we're dancing under the rain ♪
794
00:50:31,695 --> 00:50:33,405
♪ The rain, the rain ♪
795
00:50:33,488 --> 00:50:35,490
♪ We're dancing under the rain ♪
796
00:50:35,574 --> 00:50:38,368
♪ Breathe deep, let it wash over you ♪
797
00:50:38,452 --> 00:50:40,412
♪ We're slowly becoming lovers ♪
798
00:50:40,495 --> 00:50:43,415
♪ I promise you
We won't be like the others ♪
799
00:50:45,042 --> 00:50:49,129
♪ We won't go running for cover ♪
800
00:50:50,088 --> 00:50:53,550
♪ My heart is broken
And broken and broken and broken ♪
801
00:50:53,633 --> 00:50:57,220
♪ But I keep, keep on hoping
And hoping and hoping and hoping ♪
802
00:50:57,304 --> 00:50:59,973
♪ That if it keeps on breaking
And breaking ♪
803
00:51:00,057 --> 00:51:01,558
♪ And breaking and breaking ♪
804
00:51:01,641 --> 00:51:04,728
♪ Then one day it'll open
And open and open ♪
805
00:51:04,811 --> 00:51:07,147
♪ And open and open for you
Hey! ♪
806
00:51:09,149 --> 00:51:11,526
♪ I know we've both been afraid ♪
807
00:51:13,403 --> 00:51:17,115
♪ But we can't run from the wind
And the thunder ♪
808
00:51:17,199 --> 00:51:21,286
♪ When we're dancing under the rain
The rain, the rain ♪
809
00:51:22,662 --> 00:51:23,497
♪ Hey! ♪
810
00:51:24,998 --> 00:51:27,125
♪ I know we got what it takes ♪
811
00:51:29,294 --> 00:51:33,048
♪ Ain't gonna run from the wind
And the thunder ♪
812
00:51:33,131 --> 00:51:37,260
♪ We're dancing under the rain
The rain, the rain ♪
813
00:51:37,344 --> 00:51:39,346
♪ We're dancing under the rain ♪
814
00:51:39,429 --> 00:51:41,181
♪ Broken and broken
And broken and broken ♪
815
00:51:41,264 --> 00:51:44,017
♪ We're dancing under the rain ♪
816
00:51:44,101 --> 00:51:45,352
[back-up]
♪ Hoping and hoping ♪
817
00:51:45,435 --> 00:51:47,729
[Ben] ♪ Dancing under the rain ♪
818
00:51:47,813 --> 00:51:49,815
♪ Breaking and breaking and breaking ♪
819
00:51:49,898 --> 00:51:53,318
♪ Then one day it'll open
And open and open ♪
820
00:51:53,401 --> 00:51:54,820
♪ And open and open for you ♪
821
00:51:54,903 --> 00:51:55,737
♪ Hey! ♪
822
00:51:57,155 --> 00:51:59,533
♪ I know we've both been afraid ♪
823
00:52:01,243 --> 00:52:05,122
♪ But we can't run from the wind
And the thunder ♪
824
00:52:05,205 --> 00:52:09,459
♪ We're dancing under the rain
The rain, the rain ♪
825
00:52:10,752 --> 00:52:14,631
[vocalizing]
826
00:52:14,714 --> 00:52:17,843
[back-up] ♪ Hoping and hoping
And hoping and hoping ♪
827
00:52:22,722 --> 00:52:25,100
♪ The rain, the rain, the rain ♪
828
00:52:25,183 --> 00:52:26,893
♪ Dancing under the rain ♪
829
00:52:28,061 --> 00:52:30,063
[cheering]
830
00:52:45,287 --> 00:52:46,705
[Ben] Thank you, you're very sweet.
831
00:52:48,290 --> 00:52:49,791
[audience member] We love you!
832
00:52:50,375 --> 00:52:52,252
[Ben] I love you too,
and that was so well timed.
833
00:52:53,628 --> 00:52:57,174
I'm gonna come down a little bit closer
for this next song, to everyone. Hello.
834
00:52:57,257 --> 00:52:59,009
Hello, everybody.
835
00:52:59,593 --> 00:53:00,510
Good sweatshirt.
836
00:53:02,721 --> 00:53:04,890
This next song... is quite special to me,
837
00:53:04,973 --> 00:53:09,186
and has kind of a multitude of meanings
that kind of crossroad.
838
00:53:09,269 --> 00:53:13,440
The first being I just--
I really love my father very much.
839
00:53:13,523 --> 00:53:14,482
My dad is the greatest.
840
00:53:14,566 --> 00:53:15,734
He's a wonderful person.
841
00:53:16,735 --> 00:53:18,820
And he's taught me many things,
not the least of which
842
00:53:18,904 --> 00:53:22,365
is that being a decent human being
comes far before being a decent artist,
843
00:53:22,449 --> 00:53:24,117
and it's only possible
to be a decent artist
844
00:53:24,201 --> 00:53:25,493
if you are a decent human being.
845
00:53:26,828 --> 00:53:27,662
And I...
846
00:53:28,663 --> 00:53:30,373
I try to act that way in my life,
847
00:53:30,457 --> 00:53:32,792
and he somehow
has magically maintained that
848
00:53:32,876 --> 00:53:33,960
throughout his entire life.
849
00:53:34,169 --> 00:53:37,005
And I really wanted to write about
how much I loved him.
850
00:53:37,088 --> 00:53:39,758
And thankfully he's here tonight,
851
00:53:39,841 --> 00:53:41,635
and he's very wonderful,
and very much--
852
00:53:41,718 --> 00:53:42,552
I'm not gonna...
853
00:53:43,637 --> 00:53:44,638
Anyway...
854
00:53:45,722 --> 00:53:46,723
So that's one idea.
855
00:53:46,806 --> 00:53:48,850
The other idea, which is very separate,
856
00:53:49,226 --> 00:53:52,395
is saying things
before it's too late to say them.
857
00:53:52,479 --> 00:53:53,688
Saying things now while we can.
858
00:53:53,772 --> 00:53:55,815
We don't know what's going on.
The world's very crazy.
859
00:53:55,899 --> 00:53:59,444
Particularly this country, at the moment,
is up in arms and very insane.
860
00:53:59,778 --> 00:54:01,071
And I get very overwhelmed by it,
861
00:54:01,154 --> 00:54:03,657
and I sometimes forget to say
to the people around me how I feel,
862
00:54:03,740 --> 00:54:05,450
because I take it for granted
that they know.
863
00:54:06,451 --> 00:54:08,787
And this song has now become
very irrevocably linked
864
00:54:08,870 --> 00:54:11,122
to my Grandma Sue,
who passed away in the spring,
865
00:54:12,207 --> 00:54:13,041
and...
866
00:54:13,792 --> 00:54:17,504
She was the greatest grandmother,
just everything you could ever wish for.
867
00:54:17,921 --> 00:54:20,006
The most wonderful human,
world-class back tickler...
868
00:54:21,091 --> 00:54:23,260
She peed her pants once playing Twister.
869
00:54:23,343 --> 00:54:27,347
She's just the most wonderful person
you could possibly imagine.
870
00:54:27,430 --> 00:54:30,016
And so, naturally, the fact that this tour
came right after...
871
00:54:30,100 --> 00:54:32,978
I know she would've wanted to be here.
She encouraged me to do what I love.
872
00:54:33,061 --> 00:54:34,688
She always reminded me
to try to enjoy it.
873
00:54:34,771 --> 00:54:36,731
She knows that I live
very much in my head.
874
00:54:36,815 --> 00:54:39,025
She would always say to me
to enjoy what you're doing,
875
00:54:39,109 --> 00:54:40,318
because that's the whole point.
876
00:54:40,402 --> 00:54:42,279
So I'd just love to dedicate this to her.
877
00:54:45,615 --> 00:54:47,617
[emotional piano melody]
878
00:54:59,546 --> 00:55:03,758
♪ You put all your faith in my dreams ♪
879
00:55:04,509 --> 00:55:07,304
♪ You gave me the world that I wanted ♪
880
00:55:08,013 --> 00:55:10,432
♪ What did I do to deserve you? ♪
881
00:55:13,184 --> 00:55:17,605
♪ I follow your steps with my feet ♪
882
00:55:18,189 --> 00:55:21,359
♪ I walk on the road that you started ♪
883
00:55:21,693 --> 00:55:24,029
♪ I need you to know that I heard you ♪
884
00:55:24,487 --> 00:55:25,864
♪ Every word ♪
885
00:55:26,239 --> 00:55:31,202
♪ I've waited way too long to say ♪
886
00:55:32,996 --> 00:55:38,376
♪ Everything you mean to me ♪
887
00:55:39,377 --> 00:55:45,925
♪ In case you don't live forever
Let me tell you now ♪
888
00:55:46,301 --> 00:55:52,432
♪ I love you more than you'll ever
Wrap your head around ♪
889
00:55:53,266 --> 00:55:57,187
♪ In case you don't live forever ♪
890
00:55:57,270 --> 00:56:00,815
♪ Let me tell you the truth ♪
891
00:56:00,899 --> 00:56:05,820
♪ I'm everything that I am
Because of you ♪
892
00:56:11,451 --> 00:56:15,538
♪ I, I've carried this song in my mind ♪
893
00:56:16,581 --> 00:56:18,541
♪ Listen, it's echoing in me ♪
894
00:56:19,918 --> 00:56:22,629
♪ But I haven't helped you to hear it ♪
895
00:56:25,131 --> 00:56:30,345
♪ We, we've only got so much time ♪
896
00:56:30,428 --> 00:56:32,722
♪ I'm pretty sure it would kill me ♪
897
00:56:32,806 --> 00:56:37,769
♪ If you didn't know the pieces of me
Are pieces of you ♪
898
00:56:38,186 --> 00:56:44,442
♪ I've waited way too long to say ♪
899
00:56:45,318 --> 00:56:50,698
♪ Everything you mean to me ♪
900
00:56:51,408 --> 00:56:54,994
♪ In case you don't live forever ♪
901
00:56:55,078 --> 00:56:57,414
♪ Let me tell you now ♪
902
00:56:58,289 --> 00:57:05,088
♪ I love you more than you'll ever
Wrap your head around ♪
903
00:57:05,171 --> 00:57:08,883
♪ In case you don't live forever ♪
904
00:57:08,967 --> 00:57:12,637
♪ Let me tell you the truth ♪
905
00:57:12,971 --> 00:57:16,766
♪ I'm everything that I am
Because of you ♪
906
00:57:16,850 --> 00:57:19,811
♪ I have a hero whenever I need one ♪
907
00:57:20,437 --> 00:57:23,398
♪ I just look up to you and I see one ♪
908
00:57:23,940 --> 00:57:28,403
♪ I'm a man
'Cause you taught me to be one ♪
909
00:57:30,864 --> 00:57:34,701
♪ In case you don't live forever ♪
910
00:57:34,784 --> 00:57:37,078
♪ Let me tell you now ♪
911
00:57:37,745 --> 00:57:44,002
♪ I love you more than you'll ever
Wrap your head around ♪
912
00:57:44,669 --> 00:57:48,339
♪ In case you don't live forever ♪
913
00:57:48,423 --> 00:57:51,885
♪ Let me tell you the truth ♪
914
00:57:52,594 --> 00:57:55,054
♪ I'm everything that I am ♪
915
00:57:55,138 --> 00:57:55,972
♪ Oh ♪
916
00:57:56,055 --> 00:58:01,978
[vocalizes]
917
00:58:02,061 --> 00:58:08,359
[continues vocalizing]
918
00:58:08,443 --> 00:58:12,447
♪ In case you don't live forever ♪
919
00:58:12,530 --> 00:58:16,451
♪ Let me tell you the truth ♪
920
00:58:16,993 --> 00:58:22,499
♪ As long as I'm here as I am ♪
921
00:58:23,374 --> 00:58:25,585
♪ So are you ♪
922
00:58:26,169 --> 00:58:29,464
[cheering]
923
00:58:37,597 --> 00:58:39,265
[jaunty melody starts]
924
00:58:43,102 --> 00:58:46,064
♪ If you feel that it's real ♪
925
00:58:46,147 --> 00:58:47,690
♪ I'm on trial ♪
926
00:58:47,774 --> 00:58:51,069
♪ And I'm here in your prison ♪
927
00:58:52,403 --> 00:58:55,114
♪ Like a coin in your mint ♪
928
00:58:55,198 --> 00:58:58,451
♪ I've been dented and I'm spent ♪
929
00:58:58,535 --> 00:59:00,328
♪ With high treason ♪
930
00:59:02,622 --> 00:59:05,583
♪ Through a glass eye your throne ♪
931
00:59:06,042 --> 00:59:08,253
♪ Is the one danger zone ♪
932
00:59:08,336 --> 00:59:13,841
♪ Take me to the pilot for control ♪
933
00:59:14,759 --> 00:59:19,430
♪ Take me to the pilot of your soul ♪
934
00:59:19,514 --> 00:59:21,432
♪ Take me to the pilot ♪
935
00:59:21,516 --> 00:59:23,268
♪ Lead me through the chamber ♪
936
00:59:23,351 --> 00:59:24,477
♪ Take me to the pilot ♪
937
00:59:24,561 --> 00:59:25,979
♪ I am but a stranger ♪
938
00:59:26,062 --> 00:59:27,063
♪ Take me to the pilot ♪
939
00:59:27,146 --> 00:59:28,982
♪ Lead me through the chamber ♪
940
00:59:29,065 --> 00:59:30,191
♪ Take me to the pilot ♪
941
00:59:30,275 --> 00:59:31,985
♪ I am but a stranger ♪
942
00:59:32,068 --> 00:59:32,902
♪ Na, na, na ♪
943
00:59:33,611 --> 00:59:34,988
♪ Na, na, na ♪
944
00:59:35,071 --> 00:59:37,323
♪ Na, na, na
Na, na, na ♪
945
00:59:37,407 --> 00:59:39,075
Come on!
♪ Na, na, na ♪
946
00:59:39,701 --> 00:59:40,535
♪ Na, na, na ♪
947
00:59:41,452 --> 00:59:43,663
♪ Na, na, na
Na, na, na, na ♪
948
00:59:51,963 --> 00:59:52,797
Whoo!
949
00:59:53,506 --> 00:59:56,509
♪ Well I know he's not old ♪
950
00:59:56,593 --> 00:59:58,720
♪ And I'm told ♪
951
00:59:58,803 --> 01:00:01,556
♪ Told that he's a virgin ♪
952
01:00:02,724 --> 01:00:05,310
♪ Well he, maybe she ♪
953
01:00:05,560 --> 01:00:06,978
♪ So I'm told ♪
954
01:00:07,061 --> 01:00:10,607
♪ But I'm never, never certain ♪
955
01:00:12,400 --> 01:00:15,320
♪ Through a glass eye your throne ♪
956
01:00:15,820 --> 01:00:18,031
♪ Is the one danger zone ♪
957
01:00:18,114 --> 01:00:21,576
♪ Take me to the pilot for control ♪
958
01:00:24,120 --> 01:00:28,875
♪ Take me to the pilot of your soul ♪
959
01:00:28,958 --> 01:00:30,835
♪ Take me to the pilot ♪
960
01:00:30,918 --> 01:00:32,587
♪ Lead me through the chamber ♪
961
01:00:32,670 --> 01:00:33,755
♪ Take me to the pilot ♪
962
01:00:33,838 --> 01:00:35,173
♪ I am but a stranger ♪
963
01:00:35,423 --> 01:00:36,883
♪ Take me to the pilot ♪
964
01:00:36,966 --> 01:00:38,343
♪ Lead me through the chamber ♪
965
01:00:38,426 --> 01:00:39,719
♪ Take me to the pilot ♪
966
01:00:39,802 --> 01:00:41,596
♪ I am but a stranger ♪
967
01:00:41,679 --> 01:00:44,223
♪ Na, na, na, na, na, na ♪
968
01:00:44,307 --> 01:00:46,851
♪ Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na ♪
969
01:00:47,477 --> 01:00:52,690
♪ Na na na, na na na
Na na na na na na na na ♪
970
01:01:01,032 --> 01:01:02,241
Whoo! Come on.
971
01:01:21,678 --> 01:01:24,555
♪ Through a glass eye your throne ♪
972
01:01:24,639 --> 01:01:26,641
♪ Is the one danger zone ♪
973
01:01:27,475 --> 01:01:31,771
♪ Take me to the pilot for control ♪
974
01:01:33,106 --> 01:01:37,527
♪ Take me to the pilot of your soul ♪
975
01:01:38,194 --> 01:01:39,612
♪ Take me to the pilot ♪
976
01:01:39,696 --> 01:01:41,489
♪ Lead me through the chamber ♪
977
01:01:41,572 --> 01:01:42,573
♪ Take me to the pilot ♪
978
01:01:42,657 --> 01:01:44,617
♪ I am but a stranger ♪
979
01:01:44,701 --> 01:01:45,910
♪ Take me to the pilot ♪
980
01:01:45,993 --> 01:01:47,245
♪ Lead me through the chamber ♪
981
01:01:47,328 --> 01:01:48,913
♪ Take me to the pilot ♪
982
01:01:48,996 --> 01:01:50,748
♪ I am but a stranger ♪
983
01:01:51,374 --> 01:01:53,751
♪ Hey, hey ♪
984
01:01:53,835 --> 01:01:56,212
[vocalizing]
985
01:01:57,463 --> 01:01:59,173
[continues vocalizing]
986
01:02:00,383 --> 01:02:01,926
Come on! Your turn now.
987
01:02:02,385 --> 01:02:07,515
♪ Na na na, na na na
Na na na na na na na na ♪
988
01:02:07,598 --> 01:02:08,433
♪ Hey! ♪
989
01:02:08,516 --> 01:02:13,312
♪ Na na na, na na na
Na na na na na na na na ♪
990
01:02:13,396 --> 01:02:14,230
Yeah! Come on!
991
01:02:14,313 --> 01:02:19,861
♪ Na na na, na na na
Na na na na na na na na ♪
992
01:02:21,195 --> 01:02:24,073
[vocalizing]
993
01:02:24,532 --> 01:02:26,617
[sings high note]
994
01:02:26,701 --> 01:02:28,953
[holds note]
995
01:02:33,374 --> 01:02:35,877
♪ Yeah! ♪
996
01:02:46,554 --> 01:02:52,226
♪ Yeah ♪
997
01:02:52,810 --> 01:02:54,729
[applause, cheering]
998
01:03:21,547 --> 01:03:22,548
[exhales]
999
01:03:28,387 --> 01:03:30,181
Do you like my sweat, Netflix?
1000
01:03:32,558 --> 01:03:34,894
That was fun. If anyone didn't know,
it's an Elton John tune.
1001
01:03:34,977 --> 01:03:36,312
The great, great, Elton John.
1002
01:03:36,813 --> 01:03:37,772
The man.
1003
01:03:38,856 --> 01:03:39,816
Cool.
1004
01:03:40,149 --> 01:03:42,985
This is so fun, I wanna slow down,
but let's keep going.
1005
01:03:43,528 --> 01:03:46,864
So, this song is one of my favorite songs.
1006
01:03:46,948 --> 01:03:48,407
I saw it on a sign earlier.
1007
01:03:48,991 --> 01:03:50,159
And I wrote it at a time
1008
01:03:50,243 --> 01:03:51,953
when I was at a crossroads
in a relationship,
1009
01:03:52,245 --> 01:03:54,247
when the person I was with said to me,
1010
01:03:54,330 --> 01:03:56,499
"I need to go and be on my own,
1011
01:03:56,958 --> 01:03:59,085
'cause I need to grow and become
who I'm going to be.
1012
01:03:59,168 --> 01:04:00,419
I need space to do that."
1013
01:04:01,629 --> 01:04:03,005
Shouldn't have said "grow."
1014
01:04:04,841 --> 01:04:08,219
And in our case that was very valid,
and it was the right thing to do.
1015
01:04:08,302 --> 01:04:10,429
We were great friends,
and it was the right move.
1016
01:04:11,138 --> 01:04:13,140
But I think a lot of times,
that's sort of a cop-out
1017
01:04:13,224 --> 01:04:16,143
that gets used in relationships,
whether they be platonic or romantic,
1018
01:04:16,227 --> 01:04:18,354
of, like, "I need to get some space
from someone,
1019
01:04:18,437 --> 01:04:20,398
in order to become who I am."
1020
01:04:20,523 --> 01:04:22,358
Hopefully,
if you're in the right relationship,
1021
01:04:22,942 --> 01:04:25,069
you can both find room to grow
and become who you are
1022
01:04:25,152 --> 01:04:27,655
and ebb and flow, and give each other
space when necessary, and...
1023
01:04:29,365 --> 01:04:31,617
So, if you're in that relationship now,
1024
01:04:31,701 --> 01:04:33,244
or you're with that person tonight,
1025
01:04:33,327 --> 01:04:35,496
I'm very happy for you,
and that's wonderful,
1026
01:04:35,580 --> 01:04:36,747
and this song is for you.
1027
01:04:36,831 --> 01:04:39,333
And if you're like me,
and you haven't found that person yet,
1028
01:04:39,417 --> 01:04:40,835
this song is also for you too.
1029
01:04:41,335 --> 01:04:42,879
Feel free to sing it, if you know it.
1030
01:04:46,591 --> 01:04:48,593
[emotional melody plays]
1031
01:04:48,676 --> 01:04:52,930
[Ben vocalizing]
1032
01:04:58,519 --> 01:05:01,689
♪ You say there's so much you don't know ♪
1033
01:05:04,442 --> 01:05:08,112
♪ You need to go and find yourself ♪
1034
01:05:10,031 --> 01:05:13,326
♪ You say you'd rather be alone ♪
1035
01:05:15,995 --> 01:05:20,249
♪ 'Cause you think you won't find it
Tied to someone else ♪
1036
01:05:23,544 --> 01:05:25,922
♪ Who said it's true ♪
1037
01:05:26,672 --> 01:05:30,551
♪ That the growing only happens
On your own? ♪
1038
01:05:32,428 --> 01:05:37,642
♪ They don't know me and you ♪
1039
01:05:39,226 --> 01:05:41,854
♪ I don't think you have to leave ♪
1040
01:05:42,313 --> 01:05:44,941
♪ If to change is what you need ♪
1041
01:05:45,024 --> 01:05:50,196
♪ You can change right next to me ♪
1042
01:05:50,863 --> 01:05:53,741
♪ When you're high, I'll take the lows ♪
1043
01:05:53,824 --> 01:05:56,827
♪ You can ebb and I can flow ♪
1044
01:05:56,911 --> 01:05:59,372
♪ And we'll take it slow ♪
1045
01:05:59,872 --> 01:06:05,544
♪ And grow as we go ♪
1046
01:06:06,003 --> 01:06:09,215
♪ Grow as we go ♪
1047
01:06:09,799 --> 01:06:12,677
[vocalizing]
1048
01:06:13,970 --> 01:06:17,098
♪ You won't be the only one ♪
1049
01:06:19,684 --> 01:06:24,438
♪ I am unfinished
I've got so much left to learn ♪
1050
01:06:25,231 --> 01:06:28,693
♪ I don't know how this river runs ♪
1051
01:06:30,861 --> 01:06:35,658
♪ But I'd like the company
Through every twist and turn ♪
1052
01:06:38,869 --> 01:06:41,205
♪ Who said it's true ♪
1053
01:06:41,831 --> 01:06:45,960
♪ That the growing only happens
On your own? ♪
1054
01:06:47,628 --> 01:06:53,259
♪ They don't know me and you ♪
1055
01:06:54,510 --> 01:06:57,304
♪ You don't ever have to leave ♪
1056
01:06:57,471 --> 01:07:00,307
♪ If to change is what you need ♪
1057
01:07:00,391 --> 01:07:05,062
♪ You can change right next to me ♪
1058
01:07:06,022 --> 01:07:08,941
♪ When you're high, I'll take the lows ♪
1059
01:07:09,025 --> 01:07:11,736
♪ You can ebb and I can flow ♪
1060
01:07:12,028 --> 01:07:14,280
♪ And we'll take it slow ♪
1061
01:07:15,031 --> 01:07:18,743
♪ And grow as we go ♪
1062
01:07:21,245 --> 01:07:24,165
♪ Grow as we go ♪
1063
01:07:27,043 --> 01:07:29,879
♪ Grow as we go ♪
1064
01:07:32,798 --> 01:07:35,301
♪ Grow as we go ♪
1065
01:07:36,635 --> 01:07:39,221
[vocalizing]
1066
01:07:40,639 --> 01:07:43,768
♪ I don't know who we'll become ♪
1067
01:07:46,312 --> 01:07:51,692
♪ I can't promise
It's not written in the stars ♪
1068
01:07:52,151 --> 01:07:56,155
♪ But I believe that when it's done ♪
1069
01:07:56,614 --> 01:07:59,784
♪ We're gonna see that it was better ♪
1070
01:08:00,117 --> 01:08:02,661
♪ That we grew up together ♪
1071
01:08:03,871 --> 01:08:06,832
♪ Tell me you don't wanna leave ♪
1072
01:08:06,916 --> 01:08:09,460
♪ 'Cause if change is what you need ♪
1073
01:08:09,877 --> 01:08:14,381
♪ You can change right next to me ♪
1074
01:08:15,508 --> 01:08:18,219
♪ When you're high, I'll take the lows ♪
1075
01:08:18,636 --> 01:08:21,097
♪ You can ebb and I can flow ♪
1076
01:08:21,555 --> 01:08:23,849
♪ We'll take it slow ♪
1077
01:08:24,433 --> 01:08:29,647
♪ And grow as we go ♪
1078
01:08:30,648 --> 01:08:36,112
♪ Grow as we go ♪
1079
01:08:36,403 --> 01:08:41,659
♪ Grow as we go ♪
1080
01:08:42,243 --> 01:08:48,582
♪ Grow as we go ♪
1081
01:08:49,917 --> 01:08:50,751
Thank you.
1082
01:08:50,835 --> 01:08:54,880
[cheering]
1083
01:09:03,389 --> 01:09:05,933
Sad news to report,
I have one more number for you.
1084
01:09:06,016 --> 01:09:07,601
-[audience] Aw!
-I know, I'd love to stay.
1085
01:09:07,685 --> 01:09:11,897
This has been like... I don't wanna
talk about it, 'cause I don't wanna cry,
1086
01:09:11,981 --> 01:09:14,066
and I have to sing another song,
but it's just like...
1087
01:09:14,900 --> 01:09:16,819
I look out at everybody,
1088
01:09:16,902 --> 01:09:18,779
and think about
what's happening right now,
1089
01:09:18,863 --> 01:09:20,990
and I can't believe it's my life.
1090
01:09:21,699 --> 01:09:23,826
Thank you so much for coming.
1091
01:09:27,538 --> 01:09:28,497
Thank you.
1092
01:09:29,623 --> 01:09:30,708
So...
1093
01:09:30,791 --> 01:09:32,293
[audience member] We love you!
1094
01:09:32,376 --> 01:09:34,670
Oh, my god. Careful, nodes! Careful!
1095
01:09:35,421 --> 01:09:36,672
Thank you so much, though.
1096
01:09:37,631 --> 01:09:39,800
So, before I tell you about the last song,
1097
01:09:39,884 --> 01:09:41,719
I wanna thank the people with me
one more time.
1098
01:09:41,802 --> 01:09:43,596
This is an incredibly scary thing to do.
1099
01:09:43,679 --> 01:09:45,639
And to have these people holding me
1100
01:09:45,723 --> 01:09:47,641
musically, emotionally,
physically, everything,
1101
01:09:47,725 --> 01:09:49,393
has been an absolute dream come true.
1102
01:09:49,476 --> 01:09:52,021
and I'll never be able to repay you
for doing this journey with me
1103
01:09:52,104 --> 01:09:54,190
-and playing here with me, it's amazing.
-[cheering]
1104
01:09:58,861 --> 01:10:00,571
So, I started working
when I was very young,
1105
01:10:00,654 --> 01:10:01,989
when I was about nine years old,
1106
01:10:02,281 --> 01:10:04,116
and I was in a real rush to grow up.
1107
01:10:04,200 --> 01:10:06,160
I had a lot of older siblings
who were super cool,
1108
01:10:06,243 --> 01:10:09,246
and I was always working
with adult cast members,
1109
01:10:09,330 --> 01:10:11,916
and I just always wanted to be older,
1110
01:10:12,333 --> 01:10:13,417
very quickly.
1111
01:10:13,709 --> 01:10:16,212
And I got that-- Oh, I said older,
1112
01:10:16,795 --> 01:10:18,839
and I got my wish.
1113
01:10:18,923 --> 01:10:20,549
I grew up very quickly, I started working,
1114
01:10:20,633 --> 01:10:23,302
as soon as I got out of high school
I started living on my own,
1115
01:10:23,844 --> 01:10:26,931
and the last couple years, looked back,
and was, like, a little frustrated,
1116
01:10:27,014 --> 01:10:29,433
'cause I was like,
"I wish I had taken a bit more time,
1117
01:10:29,808 --> 01:10:31,644
to be reckless,
and a little more youthful,
1118
01:10:31,727 --> 01:10:35,773
and not looked ahead
quite so determinedly, if that's a word."
1119
01:10:36,273 --> 01:10:37,983
And then I got doubly frustrated,
1120
01:10:38,067 --> 01:10:41,028
because I looked at all the points
in my life in which I was looking forward,
1121
01:10:41,111 --> 01:10:43,072
looking backward,
looking anywhere but where I was.
1122
01:10:43,155 --> 01:10:47,409
And as I've said a bajillion times,
I'm a very anxious person,
1123
01:10:47,493 --> 01:10:48,827
so I live very much in my head,
1124
01:10:48,911 --> 01:10:51,413
and I have a really hard time
being present where I am.
1125
01:10:51,497 --> 01:10:54,124
And one of the number one ways,
most special ways, for me to do that
1126
01:10:54,208 --> 01:10:55,584
is to sing music and play music.
1127
01:10:55,668 --> 01:10:58,712
So you've given me a gift by coming here
and letting me do that for you tonight.
1128
01:10:58,796 --> 01:10:59,964
[audience cheering]
1129
01:11:03,092 --> 01:11:07,096
And I hope, if anything else,
this hour and a half or whatever it's been
1130
01:11:07,179 --> 01:11:09,306
has helped you forget
your worries and troubles
1131
01:11:09,390 --> 01:11:10,391
and just be here with me.
1132
01:11:10,474 --> 01:11:12,601
And I hope this song does the same.
It's called "Older."
1133
01:11:15,646 --> 01:11:18,565
♪ I was walking down 57th Street
Towards Park ♪
1134
01:11:18,649 --> 01:11:21,443
♪ With the same old song
In my same old heart ♪
1135
01:11:21,694 --> 01:11:23,696
♪ Making plans I'm gonna do ♪
1136
01:11:23,988 --> 01:11:27,116
♪ When I get older ♪
1137
01:11:27,616 --> 01:11:30,411
♪ Passed a gray-haired man
And I found his eyes ♪
1138
01:11:30,494 --> 01:11:33,289
♪ It's like he knew my thoughts
And read my mind ♪
1139
01:11:33,372 --> 01:11:35,916
♪ Saying life is gonna find you ♪
1140
01:11:36,250 --> 01:11:38,794
♪ When it's supposed to ♪
1141
01:11:39,420 --> 01:11:42,339
♪ Felt my feet stop short
And I turned my head ♪
1142
01:11:42,423 --> 01:11:46,051
♪ Tried to lean into every word he said ♪
1143
01:11:47,553 --> 01:11:49,555
♪ Then he said ♪
1144
01:11:50,389 --> 01:11:53,017
♪ When you are younger ♪
1145
01:11:53,434 --> 01:11:56,020
♪ You'll wish you're older ♪
1146
01:11:56,437 --> 01:11:58,897
♪ Then when you're older ♪
1147
01:11:59,565 --> 01:12:02,318
♪ You'll wish for time to turn around ♪
1148
01:12:02,401 --> 01:12:04,695
♪ Don't let your wonder ♪
1149
01:12:05,279 --> 01:12:07,614
♪ Turn into closure ♪
1150
01:12:08,198 --> 01:12:10,659
♪ When you get older ♪
1151
01:12:11,160 --> 01:12:15,331
♪ When you get older ♪
1152
01:12:16,749 --> 01:12:19,001
[vocalizing]
1153
01:12:38,479 --> 01:12:41,398
♪ Have I killed my thoughts
Right before their prime? ♪
1154
01:12:41,482 --> 01:12:44,109
♪ Have I bit my tongue
One too many times? ♪
1155
01:12:44,193 --> 01:12:50,074
♪ Have I said it all
The way I really meant to? ♪
1156
01:12:50,157 --> 01:12:53,285
♪ If I wait till my tomorrow comes ♪
1157
01:12:53,369 --> 01:12:58,123
♪ Is the waiting all I've ever done? ♪
1158
01:12:58,707 --> 01:13:01,919
♪ And will I get to ♪
1159
01:13:02,544 --> 01:13:05,339
♪ Get to know myself in the place I am ♪
1160
01:13:05,422 --> 01:13:10,010
♪ Get to fall in love with another man ♪
1161
01:13:10,344 --> 01:13:12,846
♪ And understand ♪
1162
01:13:13,430 --> 01:13:15,891
♪ When you are younger ♪
1163
01:13:16,392 --> 01:13:18,852
♪ You wish you're older ♪
1164
01:13:19,395 --> 01:13:21,814
♪ Then when you're older ♪
1165
01:13:22,356 --> 01:13:25,234
♪ You'll wish for time to turn around ♪
1166
01:13:25,317 --> 01:13:27,528
♪ Don't let your wonder ♪
1167
01:13:28,237 --> 01:13:30,656
♪ Turn into closure ♪
1168
01:13:31,281 --> 01:13:33,617
♪ When you get older ♪
1169
01:13:34,201 --> 01:13:38,372
♪ When you get older ♪
1170
01:13:39,748 --> 01:13:41,750
[vocalizing]
1171
01:13:51,593 --> 01:13:53,846
[vocalizing]
1172
01:14:00,936 --> 01:14:03,397
♪ When you are younger ♪
1173
01:14:03,856 --> 01:14:06,233
♪ You wish you're older ♪
1174
01:14:06,775 --> 01:14:09,319
♪ When you get older ♪
1175
01:14:09,736 --> 01:14:12,698
♪ You'll wish for time to turn around ♪
1176
01:14:12,781 --> 01:14:15,159
♪ Don't let your wonder ♪
1177
01:14:15,659 --> 01:14:18,245
♪ Turn into closure ♪
1178
01:14:18,662 --> 01:14:21,081
♪ When you get older ♪
1179
01:14:21,582 --> 01:14:25,961
♪ When you get older ♪
1180
01:14:27,171 --> 01:14:29,339
[vocalizing]
1181
01:14:41,935 --> 01:14:43,937
-[harmonizing]
-[audience clapping along]
1182
01:14:48,442 --> 01:14:49,568
Before we leave,
1183
01:14:49,651 --> 01:14:50,903
I just wanna do one more chorus,
1184
01:14:51,612 --> 01:14:53,989
'cause I just don't wanna
leave this building with all of you.
1185
01:14:54,615 --> 01:14:56,700
And if you happen to know it,
please sing along.
1186
01:14:56,783 --> 01:14:58,118
If you don't, that's fine too.
1187
01:14:58,202 --> 01:15:00,871
We can just all have
one last little moment
1188
01:15:00,954 --> 01:15:04,166
together here before we go back
to our troubles and our lives.
1189
01:15:05,000 --> 01:15:07,753
I can't tell you how special and magical
this has been.
1190
01:15:09,546 --> 01:15:10,547
Let's sing.
1191
01:15:11,965 --> 01:15:14,468
♪ When you are younger ♪
1192
01:15:15,135 --> 01:15:17,429
[audience] ♪ You'll wish you're older ♪
1193
01:15:17,888 --> 01:15:20,390
♪ And when you're older ♪
1194
01:15:20,849 --> 01:15:23,977
♪ You'll wish for time to turn around ♪
1195
01:15:24,061 --> 01:15:25,979
♪ Don't let your wonder ♪
1196
01:15:26,897 --> 01:15:29,066
♪ Turn into closure ♪
1197
01:15:29,775 --> 01:15:32,236
♪ When you get older ♪
1198
01:15:32,694 --> 01:15:34,905
♪ When you get older ♪
1199
01:15:34,988 --> 01:15:37,783
[holding high note]
1200
01:15:42,621 --> 01:15:46,124
[continues holding note]
1201
01:15:47,042 --> 01:15:49,753
[vocalizing]
1202
01:15:59,263 --> 01:16:01,807
♪ When you are younger ♪
1203
01:16:02,266 --> 01:16:04,935
♪ You'll wish you're older ♪
1204
01:16:05,227 --> 01:16:07,896
♪ When you get older ♪
1205
01:16:08,313 --> 01:16:11,108
♪ You'll wish for time to turn around ♪
1206
01:16:11,191 --> 01:16:13,402
♪ Don't let your wonder ♪
1207
01:16:14,152 --> 01:16:17,030
♪ Turn into closure ♪
1208
01:16:17,114 --> 01:16:19,616
♪ When you get older ♪
1209
01:16:20,242 --> 01:16:25,038
♪ When you get older ♪
1210
01:16:25,664 --> 01:16:28,208
[vocalizes]
1211
01:16:37,551 --> 01:16:41,763
[audience cheering, applauding]
1212
01:17:24,681 --> 01:17:26,099
Oh, my god!
1213
01:17:31,396 --> 01:17:32,648
[man] I love you, Ben!
1214
01:17:35,317 --> 01:17:36,485
Okay, ladies?
1215
01:17:36,568 --> 01:17:38,403
[man] Yeah, stand by...
1216
01:17:42,741 --> 01:17:44,743
[indistinct chatter]
1217
01:17:50,999 --> 01:17:54,086
He's going, he's gone, I lost him,
he's gone. All right, go.
1218
01:18:07,641 --> 01:18:08,892
Okay, we'll do one more song.
1219
01:18:12,521 --> 01:18:13,438
Okay.
1220
01:18:13,689 --> 01:18:14,523
So...
1221
01:18:15,732 --> 01:18:18,568
I love you too, but please,
drink some Throat Coat.
1222
01:18:20,987 --> 01:18:22,698
Thank you guys so much
for all of your love
1223
01:18:22,781 --> 01:18:24,783
and for standing,
and all of that beautiful stuff.
1224
01:18:24,866 --> 01:18:26,952
It was... it's insane.
1225
01:18:29,121 --> 01:18:32,082
This one more song we'll play for you
is the last song on my record,
1226
01:18:32,165 --> 01:18:34,459
and it's the first song
I ever wrote in earnest,
1227
01:18:34,543 --> 01:18:36,628
from my own perspective,
and by myself,
1228
01:18:36,712 --> 01:18:39,589
and naturally, the first thing
that I thought to write about
1229
01:18:39,673 --> 01:18:40,590
was my parents.
1230
01:18:40,674 --> 01:18:42,217
Who, as I've said, are here.
1231
01:18:42,300 --> 01:18:44,845
And I'm not going to point again,
but I'm sure it's been ruined.
1232
01:18:45,470 --> 01:18:47,389
They are incredibly beautiful people,
1233
01:18:47,472 --> 01:18:50,892
and everything that I have,
I have them to thank for it.
1234
01:18:51,268 --> 01:18:53,437
They named me Baruch Shirah in Hebrew,
1235
01:18:53,562 --> 01:18:54,980
which means "blessed song."
1236
01:18:55,230 --> 01:18:56,815
So, well done.
1237
01:18:57,607 --> 01:18:58,692
It went well.
1238
01:18:59,443 --> 01:19:00,736
And I think it's very emblematic,
1239
01:19:00,819 --> 01:19:03,405
the gift of that name,
of everything that they've given me,
1240
01:19:03,655 --> 01:19:05,157
not least of which is an understanding
1241
01:19:05,240 --> 01:19:07,617
that music is something
that really can bring people together,
1242
01:19:07,701 --> 01:19:11,121
and can help you see someone
in a way that you don't expect to,
1243
01:19:11,204 --> 01:19:12,456
and see somebody's perspective.
1244
01:19:12,748 --> 01:19:15,333
We grew up with musical theater
in the house all the time,
1245
01:19:15,417 --> 01:19:18,295
and I think the greatest gift
of them giving us that
1246
01:19:18,378 --> 01:19:20,839
is when a character sings,
you get to see inside of them.
1247
01:19:20,922 --> 01:19:22,215
You get to see their soul. And...
1248
01:19:22,883 --> 01:19:26,303
I think I don't know what I would be like
if I didn't grow up with that knowledge,
1249
01:19:26,386 --> 01:19:27,471
and with their love.
1250
01:19:28,138 --> 01:19:29,514
So, this is inspired by them.
1251
01:19:30,390 --> 01:19:31,725
Thank you again for having me.
1252
01:19:31,808 --> 01:19:33,018
This has been so wonderful.
1253
01:19:33,727 --> 01:19:35,187
And this song's called "Run Away."
1254
01:19:46,990 --> 01:19:49,493
♪ They met at school, that's how it goes ♪
1255
01:19:49,826 --> 01:19:52,037
♪ Some drinks and then a rose ♪
1256
01:19:52,162 --> 01:19:55,207
♪ Then plans to meet again ♪
1257
01:19:56,875 --> 01:19:59,669
♪ He wrote her poems, songs, and prose ♪
1258
01:19:59,795 --> 01:20:02,214
♪ She knew that he'd propose ♪
1259
01:20:02,297 --> 01:20:04,633
♪ She only wondered when ♪
1260
01:20:06,510 --> 01:20:09,221
♪ One night, before they went to bed ♪
1261
01:20:09,638 --> 01:20:11,848
♪ He kneeled on both knees ♪
1262
01:20:12,057 --> 01:20:15,310
♪ And this is what he said ♪
1263
01:20:15,977 --> 01:20:19,481
♪ I may not be wise ♪
1264
01:20:20,774 --> 01:20:24,861
♪ And I won't save the day ♪
1265
01:20:25,195 --> 01:20:28,990
♪ But look in my eyes ♪
1266
01:20:30,075 --> 01:20:34,538
♪ And know I'll always stay ♪
1267
01:20:34,788 --> 01:20:37,582
♪ And I won't run away ♪
1268
01:20:39,793 --> 01:20:44,005
♪ I won't run away ♪
1269
01:20:52,556 --> 01:20:55,267
♪ Some years went by, they had a child ♪
1270
01:20:55,392 --> 01:20:57,894
♪ He was funny, strange, and mild ♪
1271
01:20:57,978 --> 01:21:00,230
♪ Their love for him ran deep ♪
1272
01:21:02,357 --> 01:21:05,277
♪ Some nights
His dreams would drive him wild ♪
1273
01:21:05,360 --> 01:21:07,612
♪ So into bed, she piled ♪
1274
01:21:07,821 --> 01:21:10,031
♪ To help him fall asleep ♪
1275
01:21:12,200 --> 01:21:14,786
♪ One night, he couldn't get to bed ♪
1276
01:21:15,161 --> 01:21:17,581
♪ So she kneeled on both knees ♪
1277
01:21:17,998 --> 01:21:20,667
♪ And this is what she said ♪
1278
01:21:21,835 --> 01:21:25,046
♪ I may not be wise ♪
1279
01:21:26,840 --> 01:21:31,261
♪ And I won't save the day ♪
1280
01:21:31,344 --> 01:21:34,723
♪ But look in my eyes ♪
1281
01:21:36,057 --> 01:21:40,437
♪ And know I'll always stay ♪
1282
01:21:40,770 --> 01:21:43,773
♪ And I won't run away ♪
1283
01:21:45,692 --> 01:21:49,821
♪ I won't run away ♪
1284
01:21:59,664 --> 01:22:02,375
♪ You say it's safer on your own ♪
1285
01:22:02,751 --> 01:22:05,253
♪ You'd rather sleep alone ♪
1286
01:22:05,337 --> 01:22:07,547
♪ Than grow to need me there ♪
1287
01:22:11,343 --> 01:22:13,762
♪ But I hope now you can see ♪
1288
01:22:13,845 --> 01:22:16,389
♪ What my mom and dad showed me ♪
1289
01:22:16,598 --> 01:22:19,309
♪ I'm not going anywhere ♪
1290
01:22:20,727 --> 01:22:23,855
♪ I love you more and more each day ♪
1291
01:22:24,189 --> 01:22:26,524
♪ To love is not to leave ♪
1292
01:22:26,608 --> 01:22:29,778
♪ So hear me when I say ♪
1293
01:22:30,362 --> 01:22:33,782
♪ I may not be wise ♪
1294
01:22:35,033 --> 01:22:39,287
♪ And I won't save the day ♪
1295
01:22:39,371 --> 01:22:42,874
♪ But look in my eyes ♪
1296
01:22:44,167 --> 01:22:48,171
♪ And know I'll always stay ♪
1297
01:22:48,922 --> 01:22:54,344
♪ And I won't run away ♪
1298
01:22:54,427 --> 01:23:00,308
[holds note]
1299
01:23:08,441 --> 01:23:13,905
♪ I won't run away ♪
1300
01:23:14,781 --> 01:23:16,783
[audience cheering]
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01:23:50,108 --> 01:23:52,569
[Ben, back-up singers vocalizing]
1302
01:24:36,237 --> 01:24:38,239
[vocalizing]
1303
01:24:46,998 --> 01:24:49,209
♪ When you are younger ♪
1304
01:24:49,876 --> 01:24:52,170
♪ You'll wish you're older ♪
1305
01:24:52,837 --> 01:24:55,048
♪ And when you're older ♪
1306
01:24:55,882 --> 01:24:58,802
♪ You'll wish for time to turn around ♪
1307
01:24:58,885 --> 01:25:00,970
♪ Don't let your wonder ♪
1308
01:25:01,679 --> 01:25:03,973
♪ Turn into closure ♪
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