Original subtitles

Subtitles by DramaFever

Episode 12

I've changed because of you.

You've made me change.

Come back. I'll be waiting.

Soo Hyun.

Lee Soo Hyun.

Let's talk truthfully about what happened that day.

The truth about that day that I had forgotten

and the truth that you're not aware of.

Let's talk about those truths.

If you were trying to make me remember what happened that day

then you've succeeded.

The memories that I tried to forget, and run away from.

I was a coward.

But while recalling those lost memories, there's something else that I remembered.

It's possible that you may have...

No, I'm sure you have forgotten this bit of memory yourself.

Another memory?

I want to talk to you about what I remembered.

But I don't know how to contact you.

So I thought about how I should handle this.

Then I started thinking from your perspective, and I figured it out.

I'm sure you've spent years of your life searching for my name on the internet.

Which means, you'll find this video clip soon enough.

It's possible that you could be watching this before anyone else finds out about it.

Send me an email.

I'll meet you in any way you wish.

I'll follow whatever instructions you give me.

I want to talk to you about that day

and about the past that you erased from your memory.

It's a lie.

It's all a lie.

Another piece of memory?

It's all just a lie.

Really? Lee Soo Hyun?

- I'm not going to avoid it. - You've made the right decision.

- It's really... - It's really, what?

I don't want to sound like I'm sucking up...

but that's so cool of you.

But do you really think that Lee Soo Hyun will find your video clip on the internet?

I'm sure he will.

He's spent all these years chasing after me.

I'm sure he's been searching my name on a daily basis.

If I'm right about this, then he's probably seen it already.

Yes, you're probably right.

Then I bet that jerk...

I mean, he'll probably see it right away, too.

Who?

Goo Seo Jin.

Search.

Let's see what he's up to today. Ugh, seriously...

Does he think he's a celebrity or something?

Huh?

What's this?

Soo Hyun.

Our Director Goo is so cool!

Just what in the world is this! That man is a criminal!

What does Seo Jin think he can do on his own?

Sir, I spoke to Director Goo on the phone, and he says...

What about him?

What are you talking about?

Director Goo sent Lee Soo Hyun a video message through the internet.

You should look it up.

Soo Hyun... Lee Soo Hyun.

Let's talk truthfully about what happened that day.

The truth about that day that I had forgotten

and the truth that you're not aware of.

I recite it to myself like a spell, too.

While reciting those words

I'm practicing how to face what happened 22 years ago head-on.

Why don't you just come back with me?

Excuse me?

Do you have to be here to think? You can think back in Seoul.

It's dangerous for you to be here alone...

and I also don't know how to drive.

Do you know how to drive?

I'm not sleeping.

By any chance...

are you hoping that I'll wake up as Robin?

Um...

I'm still not comfortable with having this type of conversation.

Conversation makes you feel uncomfortable...

Then how about a meal?

I'm kind of hungry.

Why aren't you eating?

I'm eating.

This is really good.

And the weather is pretty nice, too.

Here, grab my hand.

That's a really nice fire. You seem to have a knack for it.

Did you do all this by yourself?

Wow, you're really detail oriented.

- Why do you keep walking behind me? - I prefer it like this.

This is how we walked the last time, too.

The last time?

What was it that you said again? 'Birds go, chirp chirp?'

Birds go? You have to say, 'chirp chirp'.

- That was Robin, so how did you know? - That was me.

- How so? I'm positive that it was... - There was a car accident, right?

We went to the local infirmary, and I fainted once we got there.

Then I woke up as me.

I like you.

- Then by any chance... - There's nothing chancy about it.

It was definitely me.

- That's when you started liking me. - Director Goo...

Having feelings for Robin means you have feelings for me.

That's what I've decided to believe.

That's the part that drives me the craziest.

How can the two of you be the same person when I see two totally different people?

Then what else do you want to do about it? This is me.

Robin is inside of me.

I've spent most of my life running away from my own self.

But how can it be real love if I can't even show you who I truly am?

How can I ask for you to love me if I can't even accept myself for who I am?

I'm giving everything I've got into showing you who I really am.

And I'm asking if you can still love me in spite of everything you see.

The decision is yours to make.

I'm going to make sure that what happened five years ago...

doesn't ever happen again.

And about the past that you had forgotten.

How could he have done something like this without even consulting us first?

But if Lee Soo Hyun does get in touch, then we might be able to get a lead on him.

What does it even supposed to mean? What memories, and what truth?

Why are there so many inside secrets? I'm dying of curiosity.

- Good day! - Perfect timing.

He should've given us a heads up before doing something like this.

I didn't know Director Goo was going to do that either.

What are you so happy about?

I felt like a ton of bricks were lifted off my chest when I saw that video clip.

Almost as if we snuck in a really good punch.

- How do you know if you even did? - That matter aside...

Really?

- We got the permission? - Chairman Goo himself gave us the go-ahead.

Doctor Kang Hee Ae's missing case, which occurred on January 21

and the warehouse kidnapping case which occurred on February 19

has one witness in common, and this is that witness' childhood picture.

A nationwide search for Lee Soo Hyun has been put into place

and a public search for him has commenced to aid in our investigation.

He was 12 years old at the time this photo was taken.

He has been reported missing since his kidnapping 22 years ago

and we have yet to identify him, or locate his whereabouts to this date.

A video clip that Director Goo Seo Jin of Wonder Group

has sent to the suspect, Lee Soo Hyun, was found online this morning.

Is that related to this case at all?

It has been verified that Goo Seo Jin and Lee Soo Yeon were kidnapped together as kids

and we believe that our current investigation is related to that kidnapping case.

Have you discovered any leads or clues?

We only have circumstantial evidence that we cannot share with you yet.

We are focusing our manpower and resources into following up on those leads in the case.

[Public search for the suspect, Lee Soo Hyun, could lead to a break in the case.]

I want to talk to you about that day, and about the memories that you forgot.

They've publicly released a childhood picture of me.

He apparently remembers everything now.

But I'm sure that he's only pretending to remember what he's already known all along.

Then what was it that he said? That he remembered something else?

And memories that I had forgotten?

That's the type of person he is.

If he remembers, then he should be apologizing to me.

But, what? There's something that I forgot?

It's possible.

It's possible that you had forgotten something.

It could be selective memory loss.

- Dissociative amnesia. - That's ridiculous.

- I haven't forgotten anything. - You were both kids.

You both experienced something that's unthinkably horrific.

Do you think Seo Jin is the only one who wanted to forget?

Yes.

We endured the same experience, but I'm different from Seo Jin.

I'm different from that weak coward.

If I wasn't, then I wouldn't even have made it this far.

I've made it through unthinkable conditions and circumstances.

Yes, even if there's something else that Seo Jin believes to be the truth

that's just another delusion of his because he needed another form of escape.

Because that's the only way he knows how to survive.

- How can I help you? - Another resident filed a report.

The resident living below you reported that a strange noise kept coming from your place.

Ah, last night? I guess I didn't think about that.

I was doing a heavy workout routine in the room last night.

Are you referring to the back bedroom?

- I got some new heavy workout equipment. - Yes, I see.

Oh my, were you attempting to escape?

No, I'm not going to do anything anymore.

I've made a mistake.

When I found out that you were Lee Soo Hyun

I only thought of you as a way to treat Seo Jin of his illness.

I admit that was wrong of me, and I'm sorry.

That was my oversight.

I overlooked the fact that Goo Seo Jin is a method of treatment for you as well.

That's enough. I told you that attempt had failed.

No, I'm not giving up.

Seo Jin has started to change because of you.

He's starting to shed his shields of defense.

Can't you tell by looking at that video clip?

I'll stand as your shield of defense now.

I'll believe in you, and I won't leave even if you decide to let me go.

- Why? - Seo Jin has already started to heal.

It's now your turn.

The root cause of both your issues, and all the mistrust...

Neither of you are able to trust because of what happened 22 years ago.

Send him the email and find out what happened that day.

And face it head-on like Seo Jin is doing.

Face it and find out the real root cause of this tragedy.

Hi, Ha Na. Are you back?

You have something to ask me?

Yes, I'll see you later. I'll be in touch.

Okay.

Doctor Kang.

If a person is going to trust someone, then this is how one should do it.

Jang Ha Na...

Even though it's not her own issue

she works so hard to do whatever she can to help.

With the amount of trust she had in me, it was very easy to hypnotize her.

- What are you saying? - It means that she trusts me.

I've already put her under hypnosis 12 times

and if I had intentionally implanted subliminal messages into her mind

aren't you curious to know what state of mind she's currently in?

Doctor Yoon, you can't be thinking...

At a subconscious level that Jang Ha Na's not even aware of herself...

Aren't you curious to know what I've planted in her mind?

Then what are these emotions that I'm feeling right now?

And what about the way my heart is pounding with you near me?

I've changed because of you.

You've made me change.

I'll be waiting.

The flight from the States that I mentioned to you yesterday

is reserved under the name of Jerrold R. Misky.

Jerold...

R. Misky.

There's nothing.

Jerold R. Misky.

It's the spelling. There are two r's.

Okay...

There are two r's. Okay...

Okay, enter.

Here we go.

He's a prominent psychiatrist.

Wow, he's a very famous person.

Did you find out? When is he flying in?

Next Thursday at 4:15pm. Flying in on West American Airlines.

[Dissociative Identity Disorder. Doctor Jerrold R. Misky.]

Then it's a sure thing.

- I thought this only happened in movies. - What is it?

- Who is he? - That poor Seo Jin.

Director Goo? What about Director Goo?

Call everyone in for an emergency board meeting immediately.

Director Goo.

An emergency board meeting has been called.

What did you just say?

I said that I'm going to take over the operations of Wonderland.

Let me take it over.

What?

You know that I've been trying really hard.

I've also shown very good results. Don't you agree?

- So let me take it over. - Are you even sane right now?

Have Seo Jin take a break from his position.

You know how he's struggling right now.

With the investigation case, and Doctor Kang's missing, and also...

- It seems he needs hospital care, too. - Just get to your point!

- Stop beating around the bush. - It must've been torturous for Seo Jin.

Because of his illness.

His illness?

What illness?

There have been a lot of weird things happening around Seo Jin lately.

A lot of accidents have been occurring ever since Doctor Kang disappeared

- and he was also recently kidnapped. - I said, stop beating around the bush!

- What illness are you referring to? - The doctor from Houston MD...

Doctor Jerrold R. Misky.

He's an expert in the field of Seo Jin's illness.

What? What evidence do you have to support this?

I don't have any evidence. It's just my assumption.

And I'm sure the other directors make assumptions of their own.

And I'm also sure that others with an interest vested into the future of Wonder Group

will also make their own assumptions and worry.

Don't you know me by now?

Maybe I suffer from an illness of my own.

I never negotiate with anyone who comes at me with a threat.

And that has even caused me to abandon my own son.

Even with all the regrets that I've had since...

I see that I still haven't been cured of that illness of mine.

Do what you will, you scoundrel!

Do your worst.

Then you leave me with no choice. You just go on and do what you must.

And I...

will do whatever I can within my power.

[Wonder Group Emergency Board Meeting.]

It seems Director Ryu Seung Yeon has found out something.

What are we going to do if your position is called into question?

- If that's the case... then that's good. - Excuse me?

Director Ryu, what is this sudden meeting about?

I apologize for this sudden request for a meeting.

I've requested this meeting to discuss the crucial matters of Wonderland's operations

and the future head of Wonder Group.

Chairman Goo is here to join the meeting.

As all of you are already aware

the CEO position for Wonderland is currently sitting vacant.

As we prepare to enter the Chinese market, it is crucial that we find more investors

and I believe that we can no longer delay appointing a new CEO for Wonderland

and I propose that nominations be held to find our newly appointed CEO.

I understand and acknowledge that Director Goo Seo Jin

has admirably led Wonderland thus far with his natural born talent and skills.

However...

due to Director Goo's personal issues, to be more precise...

- Due to the matters of his health... - What matters of his health?

If you want to make an issue of something, then bring definitive proof.

I'm sorry that I'm late.

No, you're right on time, Director Goo.

Concern for the status of your health is the reason why this meeting was called.

- What I'm about to tell you right now... - I'd like to speak first.

There are two things that I'd like to address in front of everyone here today.

First, it's a fact that Wonderland's CEO position has been sitting vacant

and that it's something that we should've already addressed.

Furthermore...

for the position of Wonderland's CEO...

I'd like to nominate Director Ryu Seung Yeon of Wonder Hotel for the position.

He's shown great natural skills and leadership as the Director of Wonder Hotel

and I ask that he take over the responsibility and the operations of Wonderland in my place.

And secondly...

as of today, I'm requesting a six-month leave of absence from my director's position.

What is this?

What are you up to, Goo Seo Jin?

It doesn't matter how it happened. None of that matters.

I'm... the new CEO!

You...

I knew you were going to turn out like this.

Ever since you were a kid, you were nothing like me.

After everything I've done to bring you here

in the end, you're just going to give up everything?

If that's the case, then you should've left when I told you to leave.

- I'm not giving up. - You're not?

- Then what else do you call it? - It's a fight.

I'm putting up a fight.

Taking a break from your Director's position is putting up a fight?

- A fight for what? - A fight to reclaim my life.

I've found something more important to fight for than a CEO's seat.

I'm going to take on that fight first.

I'm going to reclaim everything that's mine.

I'm going to return everything back to its original place before that day occurred.

I'm going to move onto claim what you wanted...

No, I'm going to claim something even bigger than what you wanted me to claim.

Director Ryu's going to do well.

Because he already believes that Wonderland will be his.

Just what in the world are you thinking?

You did great.

You did really great.

How many years have I been working for you already?

Both Doctor Kang and I have told you the same thing.

We told you that you had to change, and that you had to overcome it.

But you haven't been able to do that until now.

What else do you want to say?

It's hard enough for a person to make the change on their own

and having someone else force you to change is even harder.

And with that in mind...

hold on tight to Jang Ha Na, and don't lose her.

Given, Robin and Ha Na were serious, and given what happened five years ago...

No, pretend you didn't hear that. Don't even think about five years ago.

This is different.

This time, it's different.

What about it... is so different than the last time?

Okay... the situation is actually the same.

Robin liked a girl...

and I liked the same girl that he liked.

But...

there's one thing that's different.

Me.

Everything may be the same, but I'm different.

I've changed.

If love is what makes a person change...

then it means that I'm in love with her.

Have the police been in touch with you regarding the search they're conducting?

Yes, and I've also seen your video file.

I see that you've started to face the issue head-on?

Yes.

Though I'm sure that you're concerned that I may just be provoking him.

No, it's not that.

I hope this doesn't come across as sounding offensive

but as a psychiatrist myself, I find your case to be very interesting.

You're changing.

You're suddenly changing even after all the futile attempts made by Doctor Kang.

Yes... her attempts did not work.

They never would've worked.

Wouldn't have worked?

Because I continued to lie even as she tried to treat me.

Lie?

Even though being completely honest with her wouldn't have guaranteed my cure.

But I remember everything now.

Thanks to Lee Soo Hyun recreating the same scenario for me again.

Of those memories that you've recovered...

did you remember anything that you may have wrongly done to Lee Soo Hyun?

Yes.

Something that I need to get down on my knees and beg his forgiveness for.

I did something to him that I deserve his lifetime of grudge and resentment for.

Then how about apologizing to him?

- That may also be in your best interest... - Apologize?

Yes, I'm going to do that.

But now's not the time for it.

What do you mean, it's not?

My wrongdoing isn't the only thing I remembered.

There's something else that I remembered.

Another piece of memory that I'm sure he himself has forgotten.

What is it that you've remembered?

Can you tell me about it?

No, I think Lee Soo Hyun needs to be the first to hear it.

Okay, you should do that.

Let me ask you something else.

Robin came by to see me.

He came by desperately seeking where Jang Ha Na is.

I've told her everything.

The truth about Robin and I... and about my DID condition.

That must've been quite a shock for her.

- But Ha Na needed to know. - No, I meant for Robin.

I meant it must've been a shock for Robin.

Your situation is different than that of Robin because he's in love.

He's caught in a very complex situation of identity crisis and confusion.

- Your point? - He probably felt...

disgraced in the eyes of his beloved.

He probably felt attacked and was made to feel like a fake.

Yes, I can see that. It wasn't an attack, but an acceptance.

- Because Robin is me. - Robin is an unstable existence.

His identity is like a fragile piece of glass that could be easily shattered.

He may be strong in every other facet, but he's weak when his identity is questioned.

If not careful...

he could even shatter.

Shatter?

Like he did five years ago?

Excuse me?

Five years ago?

What do you mean, five years ago?

Yes, five years ago.

What happened five years ago?

Well, that's... um...

Director Goo must've told you something?

He said he wasn't going to make the same mistake ever again.

- Is that all? - Yes.

Can't you just let it go?

He said he wasn't going to make the same mistake twice.

Secretary Kwon.

Thanks to you, Director Goo has changed.

You came around, and you saved him.

He's someone who even suffered an illness because of his inability to save and be saved.

Director Goo probably feels like he's been reborn.

Like he's been given a second lease on life.

People say that love is what changes someone.

- He asked me how it could be love. - Excuse me?

He asked me how it could be love if he can't show me who he truly is.

I need to know.

I need to know whether it's really love or not.

Please tell me.

What do you mean, he could shatter?

Even though Robin is an alter-ego that you've created

he's still an existence with his own sense of emotions and memories.

It means that any traumatic stress could affect him like it would anyone else.

- What would happen then? - Since Robin came into existence...

has he ever experienced any traumatically stressful event?

Robin experienced an extremely traumatic event five years ago.

It was a very similar situation to the current one.

Just like the current situation...

Director Goo and Robin used to like the same woman at the same time.

They told her that they were twins, and did everything to keep the truth hidden.

- But in the end, she found out the truth. - What happened then?

What do you think happened?

She looked at him like he was a monster... and just left.

Like having someone whom he loves leave him, and be denied by someone he cares for?

Someone like Robin, who feels insecure about his identity

would have a tough time dealing with things like that.

Has he ever experienced anything like that in the past?

I don't know.

I'm not sure if he's experienced anything like that.

But what would happen if something like that were to happen to him?

If he continues to suffer those types of stress...

After the woman left him, Robin went to see Doctor Kang.

He thought that he had lost his meaning for existence.

Then...

he asked Doctor Kang to help himself cease to exist.

Which would've been a form of suicide.

Even though it's impossible to just stop Robin from existing

as long as he desired it, it was possible to do through hypnosis.

So they started the attempt to cease his existence through hypnosis...

- And? - Right before his existence was ceased...

Terry...

A personality by the name of Terry came out.

Then a third personality could come out.

A third... personality?

- Like Terry? - Yes.

When it comes to most DID cases

it's actually more rare when only two personalities exist within the patient.

By any chance...

has there ever been an appearance of any other personalities?

That... has never happened.

Basically, Robin created another personality.

- Another personality? - Yes.

One that was very violent and cruel.

That third personality tried to kill Doctor Kang.

But luckily, just then...

Team Leader Sung and his team rushed in and stopped that from ever happening.

And a lot of people were hurt in the process.

They were barely able to contain the problem, and Terry lost his consciousness

and Director Goo woke up in his place not long after that.

And after that incident...

Robin never resurfaced again.

For five whole years.

I just can't believe it.

That such a personality... would surface from Robin.

We don't know if that personality surfaced from Robin or from Director Goo.

But ever since that incident, Director Goo cut himself off from everything

and has lived the past five years that way.

With the vow that he would never be the cause for anyone else coming to harm.

Hi, Doctor Yoon. I'm almost there.

Get in.

- You want to learn more about the illness? - Yes.

I've been told that you've also been made aware of it?

Can you tell me whatever you can about it?

Everyone has many different facets to them.

Everyone has the good, the bad, the kind, and the nasty facet to them.

That's what everyone's like. Even you and I are like that, too.

But how do you think most people differ from DID patients?

How are we different when we all have the same facets in common?

I'm not sure.

- It's the memories. - Memories?

The reason why we don't suffer from that illness

is because we remember everything that we do whether it be an act of kindness or cruelty.

But when it comes to the DID patients, they do not remember those separate events.

The bad side of me isn't aware of the act of kindness that I've shown

and the same applies the other way around, too.

What I just told you came from me as a medical doctor's point of view.

But would it be okay if I now spoke to you for your sake as a concerned friend?

Yes.

I'm not going to tell you that they'd be hurt if you were to leave them.

Because your life is what matters.

Doesn't love mean sharing your time together and creating memories together?

How can you be in love with someone when that's not even possible?

I don't know either.

I don't know whether I'm afraid to start, or whether I'm afraid to leave.

Even though you say that it doesn't matter whether they're hurt by my leaving...

- But considering the past event... - The past event?

Had something happened?

No, it's nothing.

I'm sorry for taking up your time with my personal problems.

I'll be in touch with you again soon, okay?

You've been getting put under hypnosis through the sound of this music.

You will continue to listen to me until this song is over.

And right now, you will finish telling me what you were about to tell me.

One, two, three.

Ha Na, we need to talk.

Doctor Yoon, I need to get going.

Let me drive you.

It's okay, I can go on my own.

Doctor Yoon, what's wrong?

Terry.

I knew Robin couldn't be the only one.

How can a DID patient only create one personality who likes to save people?

- Doctor Yoon, how did you... - I knew there would be others.

It's time for the real Robin... to open his eyes and come out from hiding.

What was that about?

It means that you're encroaching in on the main identity.

Doctor Kang has found the perfect method of treatment.

You are soon going to cease to exist, Robin.

Come on in.

Is Woo Jung not home yet? She asked me to meet her here.

- She should be home soon. Have a seat. - Thank you.

You...

know everything?

Yes.

You've known about it too, right?

But it doesn't seem like Woo Jung is aware of it.

Yes, I've known.

I don't know why I feel so shocked when I've already known about it.

We've actually been talking about that lately.

I was telling him that maybe it's time that he told you the truth.

But when I told him that...

he said that he didn't think he was ready for that yet.

I see.

Director Goo is the one who told me that they weren't twins.

I know that you're probably feeling the most confused right now

and I'm not sure if it's even right for me to be saying this to you.

But there are still times...

when I can't believe the truth of it myself.

That such a normal person, and such a good person like him

would be suffering from such an illness.

I thought those multiple personality things only existed in movies.

What do you mean by that?

What did you just say?

Woo Jung... when did you get in?

- I didn't even hear you come in. - Multiple, what?

What illness?

- Woo Jung... - Ha Na, what was my dad talking about?

- He just said... - Woo Jung.

- Please... just hear me out, okay? - Okay.

I want to hear it.

What was it that you just said?

Tell me what you just said.

Robin is... what?

The thing is...

Robin and Director Goo...

they're actually the same person.

What are you talking about?

So are you telling me... that Robin doesn't exist?

What I mean is...

Dissociative Identity Disorder is...

- Woo Jung! - Woo Jung!

Are you okay?

She's gone again.

She's disappeared again.

- I met with her. - You met with her?

Robin, you as a person... and you as my little brother figure...

I sincerely like you for who you are.

You're a real good person.

But...

as you're well aware yourself, this is...

This is reality, and this is your position in life.

You can't even provide your own personal ID number.

So how do you think you can care for Ha Na properly?

[Your scheduled text message has been sent.]

[From Ha Na- We need to talk.]

We need to talk.

[Scheduled outgoing text message. Robin, we need to talk.]

Ha Na?

Doctor Kang!

[Doctor Kang... The perfect method of treatment.]

[Extinction]

[Doctor Kang has found the perfect treatment. You will soon cease to exist, Robin.]

Welcome...

Terry.

Robin?

Robin?

Doctor Kang?

Yes, he was very violent and cruel, and he tried to kill Doctor Kang.

No!

Robin...

Na Moo Jin speaking.

Detective Na, I need you to track down a number for me.

- Doctor Kang is there right now. - What!

Doctor Kang? What's the number?

Okay. Detective Jang! Okay, yes.

Why are you doing this?

Robin!

My name is Robin. There's no need to thank me.

Saving others is just my personality.

[Ha Na]

Robin... please answer.

Robin?

Robin.

It's me, Robin. Can you hear me?

I'm on my way to you right now. I'll be right there, so wait for me, okay?

Robin.

Please...

Please answer me and tell me that you'll wait.

Tell me that you'll wait for me.

I want to...

live.

I want to live.

I don't want to...

disappear.

Then live.

Let's try living together.

Stay right there, okay? I'll come to you.

Don't move... and stay right there, okay?

Robin?

Come on, let's get you out of here.

Doctor Kang, over there.

It's this way. Hurry!

Fan out and start searching!

Ha Na.

Doctor Kang!

Get her to the hospital immediately!

What a relief that she's okay.

Robin.

I want to live.

I want to live...

but I want to live as Robin.

The one whose personality is to save others, and the one whom you have feelings for.

I want to live as me... as Robin.

[Another day to love and to love again... Those days are what keep me here.]

Subtitles by DramaFever