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Episode 8

Director Goo.

Director Goo.

Are you okay?

Director Goo.

Do you want me to call Secretary Kwon?

Soo Hyun.

Soo Hyun...

was still alive?

It's all in the past.

It doesn't matter.

I'm...

fine.

Yes, Chairman Goo.

It's Lee Soo Hyun.

It's Chauffeur Lee Joo Kyung's son.

Chauffeur Lee's son?

- Is Seo Jin okay? - No, he's not.

I don't think he's okay.

Yes, I understand.

How can this be happening?

Director Goo!

How is this possible? Is he really the same Lee Soo Hyun?

What are you going to do? Are you going to meet with him?

Why would I?

He was a friend when we were kids, but he's a criminal now.

A criminal who may have done unthinkable things to Doctor Kang.

So there's no reason for me to meet with him.

The police will just have to interrogate him.

How is it going in there? Did he say anything else after we left?

He just gave some more details on what happened in the past.

He didn't reveal where Doctor Kang is being kept?

- Is Mr. Goo Seo Jin doing okay? - Yes, I think so.

I'm sorry if I startled you.

I hope you'll understand that I was just a bit flustered earlier.

- Are you okay? - Yes, I'm fine.

- Where do I go to give my statement? - It's this way.

December 25, 1992.

- You and Mr. Lee Soo Hyun... - Yes.

We were kidnapped from Wonderland Amusement Park.

Lee Soo Hyun's father worked as a chauffeur for our family.

We used to be friends at the time.

The kidnapper demanded ransom money, but my father did not negotiate with them.

I escaped from the kidnapper on my own

and I don't know what happened to Lee Soo Hyun after that.

I see... but your father not cooperating with his own son's kidnapper is...

What reason would there be to cooperate with a criminal?

Even the police warned him about the danger of cooperating with a kidnapper.

I see.

So Lee Soo Hyun's father stole money from your father's safe

to pay off the kidnappers, but died in a car accident while on his way to meet them?

I'm not aware of that story.

My father never mentioned anything about that.

- I think he must've left that out. - Ah, I see.

As far as I'm aware, Mr. Lee Joo Kyung ignored the warning the police gave him

to meet the demands of the kidnappers and died in a car accident in his attempt.

That's everything I know. Do I need to give any further statements?

How did you manage to escape?

Why would you ask that question? Is that somehow related to this case?

No, but I'm just trying to understand the criminal's mental state at the time.

I don't really remember how I escaped.

And I don't understand how that's related to the criminal's mental state, either.

Understandably, what we had gone through then

is a very difficult memory for both myself and Lee Soo Hyun.

But resorting to these types of acts because of what happened

makes me wonder if he has other sorts of underlying mental issues.

Please hurry and find Doctor Kang.

- Isn't that the duty of the police? - Yes, I understand.

But what I find to be very strange is

if Mr. Lee Soo Hyun held a grudge and wanted to seek his revenge on you

then why did he attack Doctor Kang instead of coming to you directly?

I have found the safest, and most perfect method of treatment.

Doctor Kang possessed...

the one thing that I needed the most.

If he had known that...

then I'm sure he must've wanted to take it away from me.

Okay, one, two, three.

I don't have any memories of my childhood at Wonderland.

Don't ask any questions. I'm fine.

That event... was from so long ago.

So how can it resurface again now?

I'm not the one to be blamed for this.

If Doctor Kang was attacked with you as the real target...

then it means that the culprit must know of your illness.

Then Doctor Kang...

has no hope.

Don't think of this as something that you just need to bulldoze over.

This has to do with Doctor Kang's life, and I'm...

This is because of me.

The treatment and everything else aside, if anything happens to Doctor Kang...

I'm now aware...

that I'm the one responsible for it.

If we can't find Doctor Kang...

then I'll have myself to blame for the rest of my life.

We now have one more reason why we must find her.

I vow that I'll find her.

What's the next agenda on my schedule?

You do have a meeting, but shall I cancel it?

Why would you cancel it? Keep all my appointments for the day.

I hope that the level of this show can match the level of our Valentine's Day show.

Should we wear white costumes with it being White Day and all?

That's a great idea.

Leader Jang.

- Are you even listening? - Excuse me?

What are you thinking about so seriously?

We were wondering if we can get the live orchestra again for the White Day event.

Ah... I'll make a request for it.

Let's take a quick break.

Is something going on with her today?

Doesn't she seem to be acting differently than usual?

You're right. She has been acting a little strange.

He says that he's fine.

Why am I struggling to focus when he told me himself that he's fine?

If he says that he's fine, then I'm sure he is.

[It's me.]

[Today, Director Goo...]

Why are you following me in?

I was thinking that I could... stay with you tonight?

Leave. I don't want you hovering over me.

Secretary Kwon.

Hi, you're here.

- Is Director Goo home from work? - Yes, he just got home.

How is he doing?

He kept to his schedule for the day.

I was going to stay with him tonight, but he just told me to leave.

He really hates having people hover over him when he's like this.

But I'm still a little concerned, so please keep an eye on him for me.

If anything happens, please don't hesitate to call me.

Sure.

Please don't worry.

Director Goo.

Director Goo.

Director Goo, I'm coming in.

Director Goo.

Director Goo.

Director Goo, are you okay?

What do I do?

Secretary Kwon...

Okay, stay here, and I'll be right back.

Why are there so many? It's like he owns a pharmacy.

Okay.

Here, take some medicine.

38 degrees!

Where's your bathroom?

Is that the door?

He's breaking out in cold sweat, and he has a temperature of 38 degrees.

Yes, I gave him some fever reducer.

Really?

- What are you doing? - You can't cover up with a blanket.

Yes.

Excuse me?

You want me to undress him?

Okay, but I don't know about undressing him.

Keep him warm once he stops sweating?

Okay.

Blanket and warm barley tea?

You want me to hold him?

Don't worry, I don't want to do that. Yes... other symptoms?

Are you experiencing any other symptoms?

I don't know either. He's not saying anything.

No, it's not that.

He just has a weird personality.

No, it's not a cold.

He just had an extremely stressful day today.

Yes, thank you.

- Who was that? - Medical emergency call.

I have to wipe off all your sweat, and get you nice and dry.

Then they want you to go in and see a doctor.

But you're not going to do that, are you?

Forget it, and just get out.

Maybe I should just beat you while you're sick.

This is the perfect chance for it.

I told you to get out.

They want your hands and feet to be kept warm.

Hold onto this, okay?

What is this? Is this for a human being to eat?

There's nothing but grass and weeds. Is he a goat or something?

Why are there so many pretty dishes in a bachelor's home?

Who cares if they're pretty when he doesn't even have any barley tea?

There it is.

Drink some of this.

How can you not even have any rice in the house?

Don't you ever eat?

Then again, I guess I've never seen you eat anything in the house.

- Come on, sit up and drink some of this. - Just leave it, and get out.

I'm serious! Stop acting like you're fine.

A person can't always be on edge. You have to learn to relax from time to time.

You're always on edge and acting like you're strong, and everything's fine.

That's why you're sick, and your body is failing on you.

Have you even had any dinner yet?

Do you want me to make you some porridge?

Do you not like porridge?

Want some rice instead?

Here, take my hand and get up.

I want to take the love and dreams of Wonderland

and try to find some happiness for once.

Since we were able to catch the culprit with the help of Leader Jang.

And thanks to her, we're also going to find Doctor Kang.

Then maybe I'll be able to find my life again, too.

This is meaningless.

Director Goo.

And I've lost to the meaninglessness of it all.

- Director Goo. - Get out.

- I said, get out. - Looks like you're going to live after all.

Okay.

I'll leave, so go back to bed.

I meant, get out immediately.

- Why are you suddenly acting like this? - It's not sudden.

This never should've happened from the beginning.

But it's too late to turn back the clock, and it's all over now.

So just get out.

Director Goo...

- I'm not sure what you're getting at... - I told you that it was your fault, right?

Robin only came around because of you, and because of you...

I dared to hope for something that I never should've hoped for.

But in the end...

everything is still the same.

So don't hold your hand out to me.

Don't...

give me false hope.

What's that supposed to mean?

I could've just kept on living my life if it hadn't been for you.

Whether I'm sick or dying, I would've done it alone.

But why did you have to show up?

- Why did you come and why did you see? - Because I was worried.

I worry about you.

Worry?

Who do you think you are?

How dare you pity me?

Forget everything that you saw and heard today.

I'm making myself very clear when I say...

that you are nothing.

Your pure existence is just a nuisance in my life.

You told me to live like a ghost, didn't you?

But you're the ghost.

You don't see or hear anything.

You don't even try to listen, or see anything.

If that's the way you live your life

then go on and continue to live that way.

Like a ghost.

Why do I feel like this?

Am I actually tearing up because of Dae Pal right now?

Wow, Jang Ha Na.

You're just overflowing with compassion, aren't you?

- Please enjoy. - Please help yourselves and enjoy.

- Here's your bowl of jjajangmyun. - What brings you back here again?

You haven't even had any dinner yet, have you?

I hear that Soo Hyun attacked Doctor Kang as his form of revenge against Seo Jin?

Because Doctor Kang had something that Seo Jin desperately needed?

Ugh... that rascal never used to be like that when he was little.

You know Mr. Lee Soo Hyun?

Yes, of course. We used to be close when we were kids.

Which made me wonder... Can I speak to Soo Hyun?

- Why? - What do you mean, why?

I'm Seo Jin's older cousin.

My little cousin is desperately searching for Doctor Kang

and we need to find out where Doctor Kang is being kept.

His older cousin? On the mom's side, or on the dad's side?

My mother is the older sister of Wonderland's Chairman Goo Myung Han.

On the mom's side? So he's your uncle's son?

Bingo.

Then how many shares in Wonderland do you hold?

- Me? Three percent. - What about your mom?

- Two percent. - What about Mr. Goo Seo Jin?

He holds four percent.

It's a bloody battle for the seat, isn't it? Thanks for the meal.

Please don't be like this, and let me speak to Soo Hyun.

And who knows? Maybe he'll tell me where Doctor Kang is.

Detective Na?

I'm sorry to ask this on our first meeting, but are you trying to honey-trap me?

If you're trying to honey-trap me, then you could get arrested for that.

I'm of the same belief.

I know that Soo Hyun will tell me!

Get down from there, it's dangerous.

Detective Na, wait for me. Detective Na!

Soo Hyun?

- Are you really... Lee Soo Hyun? - Who are you?

Wow, I barely even recognized you.

- You look completely different. - Who are you?

Me?

Ryu Seung Yeon. I'm Seung Yeon, you rascal.

You remember, don't you?

You don't remember me?

How can you not remember who I am? I used to play with you all the time!

Okay.

I understand that you may not remember.

I...

think my uncle was too harsh back then.

I can understand where you're coming from, and I can see how there may be a grudge

given what you had to go through.

I came here to help you.

I'm on your side.

Is Doctor Kang still alive?

Why did you attack Doctor Kang when Seo Jin is who you wanted to get revenge on?

- Is it because Seo Jin... - I don't know you.

- Get out. - Hey!

How can you possibly not know who I am?

We used to be much closer than you and Seo Jin ever were.

I remember you very clearly from our childhood.

Okay, fine.

Okay.

It was Christmas, and we tried to light a campfire, but the fire wouldn't start.

So you brought out a lighter from your father's desk drawer and started the fire.

That's why you have a burn mark...

Let go of me.

I said, get out.

Get out right now.

Him...

Who is he?

- What? - That man...

He's not Lee Soo Hyun.

What did you say?

Listen carefully.

Find anything that will help identify him like school registries, or a birth record.

Yes, Sir.

Are you saying that he's claiming himself to be Lee Soo Hyun, when he's really not?

But that just doesn't make any sense.

- A simple fingerprint test... - How are we going to get a fingerprint test?

He went missing as a kid before he was old enough to get an ID.

Let's be more scientific about our search, okay?

Hey.

- Hey, let me see that chair. - Sure.

Give me your gun.

Detective Jang.

Go up there.

Come on.

Ugh, that scared me.

All the pictures are missing.

Why did he hide an empty photo album that's missing all its pictures?

Hope Orphanage... 1989?

Wait a minute, the kidnapping happened in 1992.

Before the kidnapping, he and his father lived at Chairman Goo's house.

So what's this Hope Orphanage 1989 all about?

Let's check out Hope Orphanage.

Ugh, I'm going out of my mind.

Hey... who is that guy?

- Oh, my dad just hired him. - He's kind of cute.

I'll give you that.

- This man, seriously... - Why?

- Is he not answering? - He's like a deep-sea diver.

He goes under at a drop of a hat.

Hi, Woo Jung.

Sorry, but I'm on my way right now.

Okay.

Hello?

What are you doing?

There's an event going on at Woo Jung's book cafe... want to come?

If you want my honest opinion, those girls aren't normal.

I'm really not normal, either.

So you just let him off the hook again?

What else could I say when he's sick?

'How dare I pity you? How dare you yell at me?'

'You're a jerk who doesn't even know how to be comforted!'

That's what you should've told him.

That would've been perfect.

- He doesn't even know how to be comforted. - No, he doesn't know.

Comforting only works when a person knows how to receive it, but it doesn't work on Seo Jin.

- That's just how the family is. - Your whole family is like that?

You've never met the Chairman before, have you?

Even his eyebrows go through uncontrollable fits of rage.

My family didn't kick me out.

- I'm the one who kicked them out. - You did the right thing.

That's one frightening family.

It's not that I never tried. I tried as much as I could.

Seo Jin used to get bullied a lot.

So then one day, I pretended to be Seo Jin, and went to his school.

I wanted to make him some friends.

The very next day...

he got himself a real fan club at the school.

But the fan club soon disbanded no thanks to Seo Jin.

- Maybe he caused another scene. - Causing scenes is his specialty.

He always gets angry, lashes out, hurts and pushes people away.

That's why I don't do it anymore.

Seo Jin and I just live our lives in our own separate ways.

That's what we agreed upon.

This restaurant...

specializes in spicy chicken feet, and Seo Jin specializes in hurting others.

Do you get it now? Here.

So don't pay him any attention. He'll only aggravate and upset you.

I don't like anyone who looks like me and makes you cry.

But... the thing that you said you were going to tell me about down the road?

If you still don't want to tell me about it, then you don't have to.

But do you know what Director Goo said to me?

He said I was the reason why you even started coming around.

Then he went on to say things as if you and I had ruined his life.

What did he mean when he said that?

If it were me, then I'd blame my father for not having rescued me from my kidnapper.

But why is he blaming you instead?

The truth is...

to Seo Jin, that means the same thing.

How are they the same thing?

To Seo Jin, Chairman Goo is just a brick wall.

But you can't blame a wall, can you?

That's why he blames me instead.

And as for you...

He's blaming you because I'm sticking around this time

instead of leaving like I did five years ago, because I want to stay here with you.

That's just ridiculous. He's blaming you for just being here?

But...

Are you concerned about Seo Jin?

Rather than saying I'm concerned...

Yes.

He's your little brother, but unlike you, he seemed to have a traumatic childhood.

And I have the problem of being too sympathetic of others at times.

Can't you and your little brother reconcile?

Director Goo.

Director Goo.

I'll leave the barley tea outside your door. Make sure to drink it, okay?

Okay.

I'm sorry.

For not being able to tell you everything right now.

But...

if you're still able to take me even after knowing everything about me...

and if you still won't abandon me...

then I'll never...

be the one to leave you first.

[Check the monitor.]

Let's have a drink.

I hear that you're a tougher drinker than I am?

You're tough with pretty much everything, aren't you?

Let's drink.

You're not going to drink?

Okay, I didn't figure you would anyway.

I've always wanted to have this conversation with you.

And I guess this is that day.

You remember what Doctor Kang said, don't you?

Feelings of guilt, regret, and the hatred you have for yourself

were too much for your mind to handle, so you mentally broke away from yourself

and that's why you did all that mumbo-jumbo she always spoke of.

Anyway, she told you that was the reason why I was created.

And what else was it that she said?

Whatever that may have been... I don't even remember anymore.

But...

that's all just a joke.

There's only one reason.

The reason why I was created was just your way of trying to survive.

You were just trying to survive...

You just wanted to live in any way you could...

and that's why you needed me.

So, Goo Seo Jin...

Let's live.

Let's you and I both live.

You created me so that you could live, but why is everyday a living hell for you

while I live happily day after day?

Don't you feel wronged?

I'm happier now than I have ever been.

I have never envied anyone else's life before, either.

But even though I hate to admit it...

I only exist because of you.

I'm sure you don't want to admit it either...

But it's only because I live...

that you're able to live, too.

You created me to be someone whom you wish you could be.

So... what do you want me to do about it?

What do you mean, what could you do?

I can help you.

'Help me.'

That's all you need to say.

I'll be waiting.

Mr. Ahn Sung Goon, right?

Here's Mr. Ahn Sung Goon's file.

He came to our orphanage in 1984, and he was adopted in 1994.

- Are you sure that it was 1984? - Yes.

Has his name always been 'Ahn Sung Goon'?

Even when he first came here in '84?

Yes.

Would you look at that...

Look here, Mr. Ahn Sung Goon.

I told you that my name isn't Ahn Sung Goon.

Please address me as, Lee Soo Hyun.

Look here!

I'm going to lower my speech now, got it?

- You're not Lee Soo Hyun. - What are you talking about?

Are you going to keep playing me like this?

Okay, fine.

You've heard of a polygraph test, haven't you?

I think it's more commonly known as a lie detector?

I'm going to attempt to speak to Seo Jin like I used to.

Because I don't like to see you worry. Aren't you proud of me?

Come and eat.

I won't even say a word.

Director Goo!

He's not Lee Soo Hyun.

- What do you mean, he's not? - Lee Soo Hyun...

You were all so sure, weren't you?

He came and told you himself that he's Lee Soo Hyun.

You all assumed that he was, and you thought that you caught the culprit.

You just thought that you could question him and find out where Doctor Kang is.

Just when all of you were thinking that...

I came and saw something that none of you had seen.

That's enough!

Doctor Yoon, just what is going on here?

I feel a bit at a loss myself.

Mr. Ahn was a patient of mine, as well.

He was slightly neurotic with a severe case of mood swings and insomnia.

But I still never expected that it would be anything like this.

Then is it like a mental thing? Like he's a psycho or something?

I can't be sure.

You could say he's slightly delusional...

but he seems too astute for that.

- What do you mean, he's not Lee Soo Hyun? - The thing is...

I...

- had figured it out. - What is he doing here?

Chauffeur Lee's son had been arrested, so I should definitely be here.

- Why? - What do you mean, why?

Because we were close friends.

I was a closer friend to him than you ever were.

That's how I was able to figure it out.

- Than man is not... - Where is he right now?

Are you going to talk to him?

Long time no see... Seo Jin.

- Who are you? - Don't you recognize me?

It's me, Soo Hyun.

- We were kidnapped together. - Why are you doing this?

Seo Jin.

I'm Lee Soo Hyun.

You're asking me why I'm doing this?

It's to... give you a chance.

He keeps insisting that he's Lee Soo Hyun.

- He's definitely not him. - But he passed the lie detector test.

But aren't there genius-like criminals who have passed the test before?

It's possible that he knew the original crime, or that it's what he actually believes.

- Which means that in this case... - That's what he actually believes?

Yes, it's possible.

If that's what he truly believes, then none of this is a lie to him.

What does that mean? Is that even possible?

But why is he believing in a lie like that?

I think I've seen something like this before somewhere.

It's like some sort of a psychic power?

No, not psychic power, but more like hypnosis.

Mental... hacking.

Don't lie.

Lie?

You're the one that's lying.

You've been continuously lying about the past.

That day...

What happened on the day that we were kidnapped and when only you escaped.

No one else may know about it...

but you and I know what happened.

I know...

that you still remember everything, don't you?

The truth of what happened that day.

You didn't just escape on your own.

To me...

you had...

Who are you?

Where's Lee Soo Hyun?

What have you done with Doctor Kang? Where's the real Lee Soo Hyun!

Please calm down. You can't be doing this.

If he's not Lee Soo Hyun, then how does he still know all the details about him?

That's obvious.

He either knows Lee Soo Hyun directly, or he knows someone who knows of him.

- Or... - He knows Lee Soo Hyun.

He knows things that only Soo Hyun and I would know about.

Interrogate him.

I have no doubt that he's somehow deeply involved with Lee Soo Hyun.

How did the escape happen?

When you were kidnapped...

was there anything else that happened while you were making your escape?

I already told you everything.

I managed to escape on my own

and even though I tried to save Soo Hyun, I didn't have enough strength for it.

- That's all. - Um...

What did you mean by 'Mental Hacking'?

There are some papers that have been published about it.

It's a method used to treat patients who have suffered severe trauma through hypnotherapy.

Even though it's theoretically possible, it's still in its research phase

and I've never actually seen it being done myself personally.

What does that mean?

It means that a person's memories are manipulated.

Someone purposely planted those memories in Ahn Sung Goon's head as if they're his own.

But if that's the truth, then there can't be very many people who would know how...

That's why I'm having trouble believing it myself.

- A person who knows about you... - And would know how to use hypnosis.

No, that's just absurd!

That would only leave one person.

Doctor Kang is the only doctor in Korea who knows how to use the mental hacking method.

Director Goo, are you okay?

No, I'm sure that can't be true.

Why would Doctor Kang do that?

What reason would Doctor Kang have to do any of this?

Excuse me?

- He's not Lee Soo Hyun? - No, he's not.

But you said that you saw Ahn Sung Goon's face in the Venetian Room?

Yes.

I'm positive that Ahn Sung Goon was the man I saw in that room.

But...

The person that I saw on the rooftop of Hankyeol Hospital...

I don't think was Ahn Sung Goon.

- By any chance, was it a woman? - A woman?

- No. - Are you sure that it wasn't a woman?

Yes, I'm sure of it.

You have to do whatever you must to remember the face that you saw at the hospital.

Things have become quite complicated.

I'll meet with Doctor Yoon Tae Joo again.

Yes, Ha Na.

Really? Yes, I should be free in an hour.

Yes, you've heard? Things have become quite complicated.

Let's gather our strength and give it a try.

Okay.

With your friend?

Sure, that's fine. Bring your friend with you.

Okay.

I was on the other line.

I think treatment for that patient is going to be tough.

Remembering the past is supposed to cause a reaction

but that doesn't seem to be working so well.

Okay.

We don't have much time. Jang Ha Na is on her way here.

She thinks she'll be able to remember.

But...

That's not so easily done, is it?

Come in.

Lee...

Soo Hyun.

It is, isn't it? That's your real name.

- I don't know what you're talking about. - Seo Jin...

He's on his way here right now.

No, just hear me out!

This is where you spent your early childhood.

You are Lee Soo Hyun.

Your father...

passed away while trying to save you.

You can't get over the rage you felt...

over what happened during your attempt to escape when you were kidnapped.

It's me.

Lee Soo Hyun.

The perfect method of treatment that you had spoken of...

is a failure.

Now that you know of my real identity...

you said that we could be a source of healing for each other

and you thought that could be your perfect method of treatment, didn't you?

The sense of guilt that Seo Jin feels towards me, Lee Soo Hyun...

The fact that I'm not dead, but that I'm actually still alive.

Seo Jin could admit to his past wrongdoings, and I could forgive Seo Jin for it.

Then we could ultimately reconcile and both be healed of our pains.

That method of yours...

completely failed.

What I do know is that Mr. Lee Joo Kyung ignored the warnings given by the police...

- That bastard wasn't even fazed. - Then he passed away in a car accident.

He just kept on lying.

Doctor Kang.

I really made every effort to give him another chance.

I really wanted you to be right about him.

So I asked him one more time.

Did anything else happen during your escape when you were kidnapped?

I've already told you everything.

I tried to save Soo Hyun, but I didn't have enough strength for it.

That's everything.

He said that's everything.

Everything.

You said Seo Jin was just as tormented, and that he was suffering just as much.

You said that he would sincerely ask me for my forgiveness if he were to see me again.

But you were wrong. Seo Jin isn't capable of that. Why, you ask?

Because he's never experienced...

the agony that I've experienced.

Your therapy is a failure.

So I can try my method now, right?

Here's my method. First...

I'm going to even out the scale.

Seo Jin needs to feel the same amount of terror and agony that I've had to experience.

That way...

we can increase our chances of reconciling. Don't you agree?

I have to get going for my session. It's with Jang Ha Na.

I'm still thinking about what I'm going to do with her.

But she'll never be able to remember my face from the hospital rooftop.

Since that's not how I hypnotized her.

- Ha Na, you're here. Come on in. - Thank you.

I've brought my friend with me.

[If the misfortune doesn't come by itself, then we'll not face the misfortune alone.]

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