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KARA: Secret Love

No, this can't be.

This suite costs 230,000 won a night.

Ouch, that hurts.

I'll at least eat as much as I can.

What an awful waste of money.

Hey!

What are you doing here?

Wow, I can't believe our fate.

Are you alone?

I'm by myself too.

So what's your point?

You're just a soldier, but you're staying at a suite like this?

So it must be true.

I guess he really must have a lot of money.

- What are you talking about? - Huh?

No, nothing. I wasn't saying anything.

What did you mean by me having a lot of money?

Is that what she said? That I have a lot of money?

Did she tell you that's why she dated me?

No, she definitely didn't say that.

Then what do you think you know to go around saying stuff like that?

Where I sleep and how much money I have or don't have...

why does any of that even matter to you?

You're the one who's staying...

Wait.

Why did you come here?

- By any chance... - Huh?

Are you really a stalker?

What you said about following me to stop me from killing myself

was all just a lie, wasn't it?

Since when did you start stalking me?

Was jumping in the ocean a part of your plan too?

You're one frightening girl, but you've got the wrong guy.

Bucket list, number eight.

Don't hold myself back and express my anger when I feel angry.

Hey!

Who do you think you're taking your anger out on?

You're still not over that girl, are you?

You still like her even after she called you a 'morning half' and 'petty', don't you?

You must've lost your mind.

That's why you're taking your anger out on me right now.

You think I don't know that?

Keep your voice down. This is a public space.

Now that I've gotten to know you a bit, you more than deserve to hear what she said.

Are you finished?

No.

Instead of wasting your time on longing for a woman who won't look at you...

you really should spend your time thinking about how precious your life is...

and how you were born to be loved by others.

That's what you need to think about.

Just admit that you followed me here because you like me.

Why are you getting all self-righteous just because I caught you red-handed?

Who do you think you are to lecture me like this?

But I...

saved your life.

That's... that's why I'm so annoyed! You should've just left me alone!

You're the one who dragged me back when I was prepared to die peacefully!

You...

You're just hopeless, aren't you?

- What? - Do you have twelve lives or something?

You want to kill yourself over that?

You don't even know...

that your immature and selfish behavior will deeply hurt someone.

Do you?

I feel like a huge boulder has been lifted off of my chest.

How did I live holding back

when it feels this good?

That Cutlass Fish. She gets on my very last nerve.

She left this behind at the restaurant along with her guest card.

She was carrying this around as if it were her lifeline.

I bet she's pretty desperate to find this right about now.

What in the world is her secret passcode?

Can't be.

That is some top secret passcode! She should be in the secret service.

What a joke.

Three months is the time that I've been given.

Final stages of pancreatic cancer.

I've been told there's no other way of prolonging my life.

I couldn't believe it at first, and I even felt so angry.

I even wanted to ask God why this was happening to me.

But doing that was only going to change one thing.

It would only take away from what little time I had left.

So that is why I decided to no longer succumb to my own fate.

I'm going to live out what little time I have left

without any fear or regret, and only with excitement to the fullest.

- Don't do this! - What the heck?

You can't kill yourself!

Even if I were to have only three months left to live...

or even if it was just one single day...

I'm going to live my life with confidence...

and to the fullest.

I think I'll be dead before I even have the chance to get married.

You want to kill yourself over that?

You don't even know...

that your immature and selfish behavior will deeply hurt someone.

Do you?

[Hyun Jung's Bucket List]

Last minute addition, number thirteen.

Help fulfill the wish of a dying person.

She already checked out?

Yes, less than five minutes ago.

Having fun?

Hand it over right now.

Not without a cost.

You can drive.

What?

My shoulders are really sore from all the pulling you did back in the water.

Come on.

Let's go.

Let's go.

Bucket list, number nine.

Go for a nice drive down a scenic road.

Hey hey.

Go easy. Slow down your speed.

How? This is my first time driving a car.

Place your foot lightly on the brake.

Hey.

Pull over on the side of the road over there. This won't do.

How do you expect me to stop the car when I don't even know how to slow down?

Then how far are you planning on driving this car?

Who told you to make me drive the car!

It's because you mentioned that you wanted to drive a car.

- Hey, you little shits! Know how to drive! - Crazy asshole! Have you lost your mind!

Hey, you son of a bitch! You just worry about your own driving!

Come say that shit to my face!

I'll kick your ass!

Don't pay him any attention.

Just drive at your pace.

Not bad.

I've been studying for my TOEIC exam.

Where are you planning on applying for work?

Nowhere in particular. I'd just be grateful to get hired anywhere.

I've been studying so hard for my foreign language and skills test.

But that's all useless now.

Wow, it's so nice here.

Isn't it?

Yeah.

If you place a letter in that mailbox, your mail will actually get delivered.

Ta da! I already wrote one to my little brother.

Do you want me to send one to you as well?

[From your sister in Jeju Island]

[Seoul, Shin-gil 1 dong]

No, forget it.

Hey, look over there!

Wow, I've always wanted to try that.

You've never done it before?

You have?

Let me off. I don't want to do it anymore.

I take it back. Sorry, I'm really sorry.

Be quiet before I make you go up there by yourself.

I'm really scared! I really am so scared right now.

- We might die if we go up there! - Okay then.

Bucket list, number ten.

Go paragliding.

Wow, this is awesome!

Hey, Cutlass Fish. You have your eyes shut, don't you?

What are you doing? You actually made it up here.

Open your eyes.

No, never mind. It's actually really scary down there.

Don't open your eyes. You might pee your pants.

- Isn't it awesome? - Yeah!

It really is! It's really unbelievable!

I feel like I'm going to cry.

Wow, this is so amazing!

Thanks, Joon Moon.

I'm seriously so happy right now!

Bucket list, number six.

Kiss someone in a crowded place.

You...

You...

That kiss was in front of at least a thousand people down below.

I...

I...

You liked it that much?

Hey!

Hey, you can't! Hey!

Hold it in!

It's so fresh! Wow, it's so good!

Empty, and fill up, empty and fill up.

- You're like a gas station. - Don't worry.

I doubt I'll empty my stomach twice in one day.

Here.

Let's cheers.

I'm going to leave you here if you get drunk, so drink cautiously.

Drinking out here in a place like this makes this tastes like honey.

Then you drank well the other times because it tasted like poop?

- You're popular with girls, aren't you? - Of course I am.

I knew it.

Because girls tend to like fun guys.

- You don't have a boyfriend, do you? - How did you know?

Because most girls get angry instead of asking questions.

Really?

But it still won't change the fact that I don't have one.

There you go with your questions again.

But there is someone I like.

No... there used to be one.

By yourself?

That suits you. That totally suits you.

But I don't anymore.

I've moved on.

You're a total self-serving gas station.

Anyway, I had a totally fantastic and exciting day, all thanks to you.

I got to drive a car, and I even got to go paragliding.

They're all things that I've always wanted to try.

Here.

This is my payment.

What are you doing?

That was nothing.

You little brat!

But...

what got into you?

What do you mean?

Why are you being so nice to me all of a sudden?

That's...

I wasn't being nice.

I was just dragging you along because I was feeling bored.

Why should I bother when I have to go back into service tomorrow?

So your leave is over tomorrow?

When do you get discharged?

I've got three months left to go.

Three months? Me too!

Aren't you scared?

Huh?

No, nothing.

Scared of what?

What do you think I'd be scared of...

Did you by any chance...

You did, didn't you?

You read through my stuff?

Did you read through everything?

My bucket list... and my diary?

Sorry. I didn't mean to do it on purpose.

Then is that why...

the drive along the coast, and paragliding today...

and even the kiss...

Am I right?

Was that why? Because you felt sorry for me?

Who cares about why as long as you did it! You don't even have that much time left...

Why would you...

Who do you think you are?

Even if I were to receive sympathy...

I don't want any from a punk like you who's just a passerby in my life.

At the very least, I want it from someone...

who knows me and who I've spent a good deal of my life with.

You don't even know me.

You don't even know...

what kind of person I am or what kind of life I've led.

So what?

Then why haven't you been able to tell anyone

who knows you so well about your illness yet?

Aren't you here because you ran away from doing just that?

Because you're afraid of hurting the people in your life by telling them the truth.

Because you feel too timid and afraid of receiving their sympathy.

So you ran away all the way here without even telling anyone.

No, that's not true!

No, that's not true.

I'm scared.

I'm so scared.

I don't want to die.

I did everything on my list.

I did everything that I've ever wanted to do...

but I still want to keep living.

You fool.

When the time you have left is so precious...

why did you come with me to someone else's wedding?

I'm nothing but a punk who's just passing through your life...

I shouldn't even matter to you.

But it was still nice.

Because the final number thirteen...

was me.

Thanks.

Thanks.

Be careful heading back.

Okay.

You have a good night too.

Okay.

Have a safe trip back to the base.

Don't miss your flight from sleeping in too late.

Okay.

Thanks.

It gets chillier at night... so cover up with a blanket.

Okay.

Good luck... with your discharge from the army.

Bye.

Do you...

Do you want to go see the sunrise in the morning?

The sunrise?

Should we?

The doctor says you're not going to die!

You're not the Lee Hyun Jung that the doctor was talking about.

It was a total mix-up!

Do you know how worried your dad is after receiving that call from the hospital?

You're not even answering your calls. What are you doing, where are you?

I'm sorry!

But the thing is, I'm going to live!

The doctor says I'm not going to die! Thank you!

Goodbye.

Hey!

Over here, Min Kyung.

I'm sorry for asking, but can you take a picture of us?

Doctor, you're sure that I'm going to live, right?

I don't have pancreatic cancer, right?

No, you do not have pancreatic cancer.

But there's something else.

Excuse me?

Your intestines are full of feces. Your stomach hurts, doesn't it?

There's quite a bit in there.

An enema for you to take home.

I'm sorry.

- You don't have to help me clean. - No, not at all!

Why don't you take a seat?

Please just sit down and rest.

Okay.

[Chi Gyu]

What is it that you have to tell me?

Did you...

get into another fight with Se Young?

The truth is...

I liked you too.

But...

I was afraid of getting rejected.

Because the truth is...

I'm more fearful and more bashful than you are.

But...

I finally realized it while you were gone.

I was afraid that you'd get some crazy idea and do something foolish...

and I was afraid that I'd end up regretting not telling you any of this...

or ever be able to forget you.

That's when I realized that I really must like you a lot.

Also that I needed to grab onto you.

Let's date.

I'm sorry.

I was wondering why you haven't said that yet.

Yeah, you're right.

Every other word out of my mouth is some sort of an apology.

That's the way I've lived my whole life without even realizing it myself.

But I'm not going to do that anymore.

I'm no longer going to live my life like an obedient coward anymore.

I've changed.

Because I came back from death's door.

Hyun Jung.

Even though I did like you, and I still do like you...

it's not in the same way as I did in the past.

That's why I'm apologizing right now. I sincerely mean it.

Lee Hyun Jung.

When I was really struggling through a tough time...

and when I really needed someone...

the person who stood by my side...

wasn't you... but someone else.

I'm such a fool.

I dump a man I've been in love with for the past three years

for some man I've only known for three days.

Especially when I don't even know his number or his email address?

I might as well be shooting a self-pity drama.

[Yoon Joon Moon]

[To: Hyun Jung]

Since meeting you, I've learned that three months' time doesn't actually

equate to that short of a time period.

Because even though I only got to spend three short days with you..

those days were the happiest and most enjoyable days of my life.

Even if you were to tell me that you were going to die tomorrow...

I'm not going to regret a single moment that I spent

liking you or waiting for you today.

If you find that you can accept these feelings that I have for you...

then I hope that you'll write me back.

[To: Joon Moon]

I don't think I can do it.

If I tell him that I'm no longer going to die...

then he's going to feel so betrayed and think that I've been lying to him.

And I'm sure he's going to hate me then.

Because he was only showing me his sympathy...

because he found me pitiful.

That's the only reason why he even liked me.

Come here.

- Come over here. - Ouch, that hurts!

Who told you that you can take those snacks away from those kids?

Are you a street beggar or something? I thought you said you wanted to lose weight.

I thought you said you wanted to have a nice body.

- Are you a little piggy? Why did you do it? - No, I'm not a pig!

You.

Take this butt poke!

It couldn't possibly be...

a ghost sitting in front of me right now, could it?

The thing is...

What happened was...

Then you should've sent me a letter!

No, you should've come to see me at the base!

I was unaware of any of this!

Wondering every single day whether you were still alive or dead...

It's been absolute hell for me these past three months!

Sorry.

So is that why...

you came to my house as soon as you were discharged?

Did you...

really like me for real?

What do you mean, I liked you?

It was just pity because I thought that you were dying.

Yeah...

that's what I thought. I knew that.

You know?

What do you even know?

It's okay.

Let's just be friends.

- That's okay, isn't' it? - Have you lost your mind?

Why would I be friends with you?

What does it even matter if you served in the army?

You haven't changed a bit.

What's this?

Joon Moon's Bucket List.

Confess my feelings to Hyun Jung and tell her that I like her.

Celebrate a hundred days with Hyun Jung.

Upload a couple picture of Hyun Jung and I for my profile picture on my homepage.

Sign up for a couple's calling plan with Hyun Jung.

Go to a club with Hyun Jung.

This time...

it's my turn.

Come on, do it.

But this is too much.

It's always been my lifelong fantasy to kiss someone in a crowded place.

I can't let you just skimp over this with what you did the last time.

That blasted list of yours.

Of all the things to do on that list...

I asked to find the kind of love that I'll never be able to forget even in my death.

The moments that we've shared together was real love that I'll never ever forget...

But I didn't realize that at the time.

Once my wish is fulfilled... what happens then?

Please let me meet him again.

Please help me so that I'll forget.

Do you...

miss him that badly?

Who... are you?

He feels like someone I have known for a long time.

If you were given one chance to spend one single day with him...

Now's the moment.

I'll make you happier than you've ever been.

We've never once seen each other in all 23 years of my life

so how is it that I feel so comfortable with him?

Even though you may not get it at the time... just wait patiently, and you'll soon find out.

If you're my guardian angel...

then have you been watching over me since the day I was born?

This is my stage, and you're my only audience.

Why do I always feels like I want to give to the other person?

Maybe it's because you like that person.

Standing here like this...

I feel like we're the only two people on this earth.

I'm so happy right now!

It's a miracle.

Why didn't you come then?

I prayed for you so desperately.

What if... I don't go?

I want to stay here with you.

You've known the whole time, haven't you?

A person who abandons their own kid keeps their promise?

You actually think that even makes any sense?

It's because I want to be with you.

How is that a bad thing?

We both have to go back to where we belong.

Then you should just send me back.

Tell me to be happy, and to live a nice life...

and goodbye.

As your guardian angel... I don't know if I should just leave you alone.

I can see what your true intentions are right through you.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I was so screed!

I was so afraid of being left behind all alone!

There's not much time.

If she doesn't go back now, then she'll die.

I said, wake up!

No matter how hard you try to stop me...

I'm always going to find you and protect you.

Will we... ever meet again?

It could feel like an eternity for you.

I...

love you.

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