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Five one seven, six
delta issue five one seven.
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One, two, three, up.
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Up, in.
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Hey buddy,
buddy wake up.
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Can you hear me?
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Open your eyes for me.
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- He's not breathing.
- Gonna heck pulses here.
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We don't have a pulse.
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Go ahead and start compressions.
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- Starting 30 over two.
- Bags.
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We need to
do a rhythm check.
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Okay we have V-fib
on the monitor.
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Go ahead and clear the chest.
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- I'm charging to 360.
- Clear.
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And shock.
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Okay, all right
back on the chest.
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We're still without a pulse.
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Let's go with one
milligram IV epinephrin.
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Have the epi ready.
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He's still not breathing.
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All right,
we got V-fib again.
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I'm gonna go ahead and
charge for the second time.
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- Charging, clear the chest.
- Clear.
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All right, and shock.
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Okay, pulseless.
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Let's go ahead with another
milligram of epinephrin.
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- Come on buddy.
- Still in V-fib.
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- Come on, come back.
- Gonna charge one more time
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to 360, charging.
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- Go ahead and clear.
- Clear.
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And shock.
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♪ Come along with
me say my name ♪
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♪ Shake shake shake ♪
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♪ It's all I need ♪
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♪ One two three ♪
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♪ Bleed constantly ♪
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♪ What's your name ♪
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♪ Put him in his place ♪
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♪ 367 equalizer ♪
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♪ 367 equalizer ♪
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♪ Prison protest
give me a purpose ♪
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♪ Never going to speak
it's our tradition ♪
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♪ Sit and speak on it ♪
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♪ Cry oh say my name ♪
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♪ White knight's
kinda perfectly ♪
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♪ What's your name ♪
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♪ Put him in his
personal place ♪
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♪ 367 equalizer ♪
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♪ 367 equalizer ♪
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♪ You would do what I do ♪
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♪ Do what they say ♪
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♪ You can die right ♪
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♪ There's no other way ♪
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♪ This is freedom ♪
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♪ Doesn't matter anymore ♪
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Ow.
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Ow.
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- Hey.
- Just try and relax.
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Get this shit off me!
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You've been in a
serious accident.
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You need to rest.
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I didn't fuckin'
do anything okay?
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Get this shit off me please.
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- Sir, just calm down.
- Whoa, whoa, whoa,
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what is that, what is that?
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Don't stick me with that shit.
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Sir, we're trying to help you.
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- Bitch no, get this fucking...
- Trying to help you.
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Cuffs off me.
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I'm sorry, Emily.
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You should
be nicer to that one.
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I know, I know.
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She's
just doing her job.
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What happened to you?
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It was freedom at first.
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We didn't give a shit,
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and we couldn't remember
why we ever did.
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We were rebels, outlaws even.
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♪ I don't wanna sleep
at the same time ♪
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♪ I don't call 911
for a petty crime ♪
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♪ I got a tattoo from a ♪
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You see, the
point of the mosh pit
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was to get to the
front, that's it.
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I always got to the front.
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That's where you find the
fuck ups, the dropouts,
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the sinners, the cowboys,
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the people still on the
good side of a bad night.
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♪ Doctor singing trees ♪
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♪ Turn out the light ♪
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I'm talking like real
fucking rock and roll man.
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We can do it, we totally could,
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let's fucking do it, you know.
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We need something
new, something fresh,
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with a lot of fucking
noise, you know.
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Again, if you know
anybody with a bass
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it's gonna be so fucking huge,
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like I could play the
fuck out of the bass,
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but I just don't have
the scratch right now.
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Oh, and drums, we're gonna
need a huge fucking set.
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Lots of toms, lots of
symbols, big fucking sound,
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it's gonna be fucking
beautiful man.
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Slim was absolutely
insane, you know,
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a complete nihilistic
and anarchist,
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what ever you wanna call it,
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at times he was downright evil.
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But I loved his energy,
he had a screw loose,
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I mean his brain was
fucked just like mine.
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We were the same.
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We even started a band but
only ever played one gig.
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One, two, one, two, three, four.
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♪ I don't give a fuck yeah ♪
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♪ I just wanna fuck ♪
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♪ I don't give a fuck you ♪
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♪ I just wanna fuck ♪
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Who wants to come
up here and fuck me?
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Get the fuck off my stage.
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Fucking fuck.
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You'll never get another
gig in this fucking city.
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Society will
strangle you if you let it.
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I've been suffocating
for too long
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and finally I could breathe.
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No alarm to wake up to,
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nothing scheduled,
no small talk,
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no ties to anything and
nothing to care for.
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Free to explore, to do
whatever the fuck I wanted.
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Raleigh was our plug.
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He could get you anything
you could ever need.
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Speed, DMT, coke,
molly, zanies, atties,
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ketamine, codeine,
LSD, guns, girls, guys,
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body organs, you name it.
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I do have some fucking weed
too if you wanna come down
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and just sorta relax
and mellow the fuck out.
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You wouldn't know
it by looking at him,
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but Raleigh came from
some serious money.
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His parents live in one
of those swanky suburbs
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on the edge of the city
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and that's where he
whipped up his supply,
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right under their noses.
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I'm telling you, this
is all the best shit
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you can get around here.
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Mommy and daddy thought
their honor student
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would be a chemist one day,
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or maybe a lawyer.
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Drugs and deaths were what
really got him off though.
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He wanted to be a mortician.
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I guess that's why he spent
all the time in the graveyard.
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We kept him around
because he cut us a deal
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and made us laugh, but he
never had to worry about
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his next meal or a
dry place to sleep.
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He wasn't one of us.
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Thanks man, yeah, fuck.
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Come on you dumb fuckers.
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Hello.
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Fuck yeah man, thanks.
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No, in your fucking
little bicycle car.
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What about you,
you got any change?
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You're on your
fucking headphones
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you god damn fucking
cocksucker, fuck you.
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Nice jeep, fucker.
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Fuck.
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It's amazing how quickly
my appearance went to shit.
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I almost didn't
recognize myself.
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I mostly saw hatred.
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I hated what I'd become.
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Fuck you.
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It wasn't long before I was
sick of the dumpster diving,
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the begging for
change, stealing shit.
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I needed to get a job,
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something that would give me
enough change in my pocket
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to get a fucking hamburger
and a few cold beers.
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So you have a car?
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You got a phone number
I can reach you at?
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Is this your first taxi gig?
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You know ah, ah, um.
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The fuck does that mean?
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Either you do or you don't.
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How 'bout a home address?
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But it's...
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Are your license up to date?
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Not exactly.
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I don't know it off
the top of my head,
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I just moved into this new place
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and I think they're
doing some rezoning
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or something like that.
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I suspect an acquaintance
of mine to have stolen it,
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but I can't prove
that and obviously
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he's not going to admit
it if he did steal it,
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so I can't help you there.
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I'm crashing with
a friend of mine.
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I don't actually have a
functioning license at this time.
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I'm in all sorts of shit.
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Punk, metal, doom
metal, stoner metal.
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Is it suspended?
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Indi rock, new rock, new
wave, no wave, chill wave,
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I mean you name it,
I'm into it man.
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How the fuck are you
gonna deliver pizzas
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if you don't have a car?
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00:14:49,932 --> 00:14:50,933
How the hell are
you gonna drive
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a cab around here
without a license?
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Fuck it, can you start now?
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What the hell is this,
what are you doing here?
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There's a line.
203
00:15:12,021 --> 00:15:13,755
Yeah man, I was just
doing some product testing,
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a little bit of market research.
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Ah, what?
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When do I get a break?
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00:15:17,927 --> 00:15:19,561
You know what, this
isn't gonna work out,
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get the fuck out of here.
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What the fuck
are you looking at?
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Woo.
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It's like a fucking
race around here,
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it looks so fucking crazy man.
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Oh yo, hey, hey man, can
I get a butt from you?
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Do you have an extra cigarette?
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I just need one.
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Craig said he was
gonna come down.
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- Yeah sure.
- But I don't think
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he's gonna make it anymore man.
219
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I just think it's just gonna me
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just rolling around
with this fucking ah,
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yeah man, just trying
to do shit man.
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Hey dude, do you have
any change on you
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or anything like that?
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- No, sorry bud.
- No, no change,
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no change at all,
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- no dollar bills or something?
- No.
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- Not at all?
- No sorry.
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No, no, no, there's
no cops around here man.
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No man.
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- There's not.
- Sorry.
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- Have a good night.
- You fucking
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piece of shit.
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Thanks for the smoke ass whole.
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Fucking thanks for
the smoke, I got it.
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I got what I needed.
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I was tryna talk
about my consciousness
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and stuff like
that 'cause I think
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if we can just put
it all together.
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00:17:21,783 --> 00:17:24,853
So she's like the virgin
and she takes out a room
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and that becomes the
savior of mankind.
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♪ The wheels on the bus
go round and round ♪
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And I just couldn't...
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You can do it, you can do it.
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I'd never been so low.
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After all that job shit,
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it was time to put an end to
the misery and embarrassment.
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I was ready to go
out, I really was.
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Wasn't the first time I
had tampered with the idea
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of taking death
into my own hands.
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Depression chews you
up and spits you out,
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it gives you tunnel vision,
252
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and all you see is the
bullshit you can't control,
253
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things that pin you down.
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00:18:17,872 --> 00:18:20,042
Moms face when she
hears the news.
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00:18:20,109 --> 00:18:21,609
They said my brain was fucked,
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00:18:21,676 --> 00:18:23,545
they saw the scars on my wrist.
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This wasn't that.
258
00:18:25,081 --> 00:18:27,782
Lose time, something final,
259
00:18:27,849 --> 00:18:30,585
time to rest, to quiet my mind,
260
00:18:32,054 --> 00:18:33,755
to end the battle.
261
00:19:14,997 --> 00:19:16,065
Okay, okay.
262
00:19:22,171 --> 00:19:23,205
Give me 10.
263
00:19:23,272 --> 00:19:27,143
10, aren't you good
with usually three?
264
00:19:27,209 --> 00:19:29,011
What gives Bug?
265
00:19:29,078 --> 00:19:30,845
Just do your job.
266
00:19:30,913 --> 00:19:33,748
Listen, if I hear you've
been flippin' this shit,
267
00:19:33,815 --> 00:19:35,051
like those K pins I sold you.
268
00:19:35,117 --> 00:19:38,686
I'm not flippin' shit,
they're for me, all right?
269
00:19:38,753 --> 00:19:42,091
Only a coward takes
10 in a single dive Bug.
270
00:19:42,158 --> 00:19:44,692
You trying to off yourself?
271
00:19:46,028 --> 00:19:47,063
Holy shit you are.
272
00:19:47,129 --> 00:19:49,398
Do you have the
fucking pills or not?
273
00:19:49,465 --> 00:19:51,699
Fucking chill out dude.
274
00:19:58,908 --> 00:20:02,011
So, what are your
plans post-mortem?
275
00:20:03,879 --> 00:20:05,414
What the fuck does that mean?
276
00:20:05,481 --> 00:20:06,449
Are you an organ donor?
277
00:20:06,515 --> 00:20:08,417
- Jesus Christ.
- I'm just saying,
278
00:20:08,484 --> 00:20:11,686
that shit gets real expensive,
279
00:20:11,753 --> 00:20:14,756
I can take care of your
cadaver for you if you want.
280
00:20:14,823 --> 00:20:15,623
My cadaver.
281
00:20:15,690 --> 00:20:18,227
Yeah, you know, your corpse.
282
00:20:18,294 --> 00:20:20,795
So long as your cool
with me cutting you up
283
00:20:20,862 --> 00:20:22,932
and poking around some shit.
284
00:20:22,998 --> 00:20:24,766
You can make a pretty
penny selling organs
285
00:20:24,833 --> 00:20:26,202
on the black market these days.
286
00:20:26,268 --> 00:20:27,802
Yeah, can ya?
287
00:20:32,007 --> 00:20:36,011
You are a sick bastard,
you know that don't you?
288
00:20:36,946 --> 00:20:40,615
Is that a yes?
289
00:20:59,268 --> 00:21:02,837
It's sort
of like the ocean,
290
00:21:02,905 --> 00:21:04,106
or out of space,
291
00:21:06,041 --> 00:21:08,843
or hell, it's sort of like hell.
292
00:21:11,280 --> 00:21:15,084
I had seen all the stone
and brick and cement,
293
00:21:15,151 --> 00:21:19,787
all the garbage and glass
and endless piles of shit,
294
00:21:19,854 --> 00:21:23,192
all the scum no one
will look in the eyes.
295
00:21:24,560 --> 00:21:26,861
It's all one thing now.
296
00:21:32,968 --> 00:21:34,203
It's like one of those dreams
297
00:21:34,270 --> 00:21:38,140
where the faster you try
to run the slower you go.
298
00:21:38,207 --> 00:21:38,941
Quicksand.
299
00:21:41,377 --> 00:21:42,744
The louder you try and yell
300
00:21:42,810 --> 00:21:45,247
the more stifled your cries are.
301
00:21:47,216 --> 00:21:49,218
The depths of the ocean,
302
00:21:50,319 --> 00:21:52,888
the farthest parts of space.
303
00:21:55,357 --> 00:21:58,793
Hell is so much closer
than I could of imagined.
304
00:22:27,122 --> 00:22:29,724
Ah.
305
00:22:50,879 --> 00:22:52,281
Joe, that's what...
306
00:22:52,348 --> 00:22:55,817
No it wasn't, Joe okay, I know,
307
00:22:55,884 --> 00:22:56,986
it's just, it's fine.
308
00:22:57,052 --> 00:23:00,222
Raleigh, I knew I'd
find you here.
309
00:23:00,289 --> 00:23:02,157
- Oh, you little piece of shit.
- It was a sham Bug.
310
00:23:02,224 --> 00:23:04,226
I got hosed, it wasn't
one of my batches,
311
00:23:04,293 --> 00:23:06,996
my shit has been moving so fast
312
00:23:07,062 --> 00:23:09,098
I had to pick up
from the Koreans.
313
00:23:09,164 --> 00:23:10,599
The shit was watered down.
314
00:23:10,666 --> 00:23:13,168
They sold fucking sugar pills.
315
00:23:16,438 --> 00:23:18,806
Everyone's out for blood.
316
00:23:19,441 --> 00:23:20,909
How do you think I feel?
317
00:23:20,976 --> 00:23:23,012
How do I think you feel?
318
00:23:23,078 --> 00:23:25,381
How do I think you feel Raleigh?
319
00:23:25,447 --> 00:23:29,051
I don't give a fuck how
you feel you stupid.
320
00:23:29,118 --> 00:23:29,952
Fuck off.
321
00:23:34,189 --> 00:23:37,192
I just tried to
kill and I failed,
322
00:23:39,094 --> 00:23:42,031
you know how
embarrassing that is?
323
00:23:42,097 --> 00:23:43,899
I feel like garbage.
324
00:23:46,335 --> 00:23:48,037
- I've never been this hungover.
- Hey.
325
00:23:49,405 --> 00:23:51,140
Look at it this way man,
326
00:23:51,206 --> 00:23:54,943
you've got a second chance
at life here, you know?
327
00:23:55,010 --> 00:23:58,280
This is like some divine
intervention shit.
328
00:23:58,347 --> 00:24:00,916
Fucking God touched you Bug.
329
00:24:02,217 --> 00:24:03,218
Fuck God.
330
00:24:08,457 --> 00:24:10,092
I just wanna die.
331
00:24:12,027 --> 00:24:12,928
Okay.
332
00:24:28,310 --> 00:24:31,947
Hey, hey, it takes a
real kind of fuck up
333
00:24:33,248 --> 00:24:34,283
to botch pulling the trigger,
334
00:24:34,350 --> 00:24:38,020
and don't get me wrong,
you're a fuck up,
335
00:24:38,087 --> 00:24:41,357
so I'm gonna make this
really clear here.
336
00:24:43,258 --> 00:24:44,126
Get up.
337
00:24:49,164 --> 00:24:50,232
Just squeeze.
338
00:25:00,209 --> 00:25:01,110
Boo.
339
00:25:06,181 --> 00:25:09,952
So Raleigh tells me
you're tryna off yourself.
340
00:25:10,018 --> 00:25:14,022
Raleigh's bent, the
supplies counterfeit too,
341
00:25:14,089 --> 00:25:16,091
don't go to him.
342
00:25:16,158 --> 00:25:17,226
Just hold for a
night would you?
343
00:25:17,292 --> 00:25:18,961
There's this show down
at the Doll House,
344
00:25:19,027 --> 00:25:20,362
this band Nice Guys is playin',
345
00:25:20,429 --> 00:25:21,497
and the last time
they were there
346
00:25:21,563 --> 00:25:23,732
the lead singer jumped
from the rafters
347
00:25:23,799 --> 00:25:25,367
into the pit, broke his shoulder
348
00:25:25,434 --> 00:25:26,502
and nearly paralyzed himself,
349
00:25:26,568 --> 00:25:31,507
which is pretty punk
if you ask me.
350
00:25:35,611 --> 00:25:40,082
And I also got some killer
crank and some ecstasy.
351
00:26:05,841 --> 00:26:08,410
♪ One sided coin ♪
352
00:26:08,477 --> 00:26:11,180
♪ It makes me flip ♪
353
00:26:11,246 --> 00:26:14,016
♪ Keeps me on edge ♪
354
00:26:14,082 --> 00:26:16,485
♪ He's on the edge ♪
355
00:26:16,552 --> 00:26:19,288
♪ Then with the brakes ♪
356
00:26:19,354 --> 00:26:22,090
♪ Then with the crowds ♪
357
00:26:22,157 --> 00:26:24,560
♪ They beat you down ♪
358
00:26:24,626 --> 00:26:29,064
♪ It threads our cheek ♪
359
00:26:29,131 --> 00:26:30,265
♪ Big money ♪
360
00:26:30,332 --> 00:26:33,068
♪ The brake sets in ♪
361
00:26:33,135 --> 00:26:35,537
♪ The wash comes up ♪
362
00:26:35,604 --> 00:26:38,307
♪ It pulls in threads ♪
363
00:26:38,373 --> 00:26:41,210
♪ Let's work on it ♪
364
00:26:41,276 --> 00:26:43,579
♪ Plastics and masks ♪
365
00:26:43,645 --> 00:26:46,448
♪ The selfish cracks ♪
366
00:26:46,515 --> 00:26:49,218
♪ Whispers and shouts ♪
367
00:26:49,284 --> 00:26:51,587
♪ The truth is out ♪
368
00:26:51,653 --> 00:26:56,992
♪ Judge full range,
ain't no way ♪
369
00:26:58,160 --> 00:27:02,464
♪ To survive in the
steely club, this city ♪
370
00:27:03,599 --> 00:27:07,536
♪ Go outside, it's
all the same ♪
371
00:27:09,137 --> 00:27:13,308
♪ All that matters is the
numbers at the end of the day ♪
372
00:27:14,643 --> 00:27:17,346
♪ I know what I got ♪
373
00:27:17,412 --> 00:27:20,182
♪ I know it ain't much ♪
374
00:27:20,249 --> 00:27:25,254
♪ I know it's okay
to fall these days ♪
375
00:27:26,188 --> 00:27:28,257
♪ I don't think too hard ♪
376
00:27:28,323 --> 00:27:30,859
♪ I am not in charge ♪
377
00:27:30,927 --> 00:27:36,131
♪ I just wait in the back
of the lot for my break ♪
378
00:27:37,699 --> 00:27:38,734
♪ Big money ♪
379
00:27:38,800 --> 00:27:41,570
♪ Big build dudes
on this train ♪
380
00:27:41,637 --> 00:27:44,373
♪ You people I
don't wanna meet ♪
381
00:27:44,439 --> 00:27:49,444
♪ Looks like they want
this place for the test ♪
382
00:27:50,546 --> 00:27:52,514
♪ Every block in this
whole damn city ♪
383
00:27:52,581 --> 00:27:55,350
♪ All alone but just
for the piggies ♪
384
00:27:55,417 --> 00:28:00,422
♪ Waiting for the
chance to pounce on me ♪
385
00:28:02,257 --> 00:28:03,692
♪ Big money ♪
386
00:29:50,599 --> 00:29:54,670
I didn't take you
for the religious type.
387
00:29:54,736 --> 00:29:58,540
I'm not really.
388
00:29:58,607 --> 00:30:01,410
I went to church a lot as a kid,
389
00:30:02,577 --> 00:30:06,381
I lived in this group
home with Jesus freaks.
390
00:30:07,616 --> 00:30:11,720
The whole bible thumping,
cross facing the toilet kind.
391
00:30:15,724 --> 00:30:18,427
Nothing bad ever
happened on Sunday
392
00:30:18,493 --> 00:30:21,697
so I guess it just
kinda stuck with me.
393
00:30:25,534 --> 00:30:27,269
What about you, hm?
394
00:30:29,838 --> 00:30:31,606
What do you believe?
395
00:30:36,344 --> 00:30:37,612
Nothing really.
396
00:30:38,915 --> 00:30:41,650
I mean, we weren't
religious growing up,
397
00:30:41,717 --> 00:30:44,453
my mom was but that's about it.
398
00:30:45,888 --> 00:30:48,490
Kid that lived next
door to me though,
399
00:30:48,557 --> 00:30:52,527
him and his family went
to church every Sunday
400
00:30:52,594 --> 00:30:56,832
and he ended up getting
molested by his priest
401
00:30:56,899 --> 00:30:58,800
- or something.
- Geez.
402
00:30:58,867 --> 00:31:01,470
He didn't tell
anyone for years.
403
00:31:01,536 --> 00:31:02,571
It was a big deal
for a week or two
404
00:31:02,637 --> 00:31:04,573
and then nothing, most people,
405
00:31:04,639 --> 00:31:09,444
they didn't wanna believe
it or they didn't care.
406
00:31:09,511 --> 00:31:11,246
I saw it eat him up.
407
00:31:13,582 --> 00:31:15,751
Fucking destroyed him, but,
408
00:31:17,385 --> 00:31:19,321
they say that
happens all the time,
409
00:31:19,387 --> 00:31:23,492
priest screwing around
with kids and stuff.
410
00:31:23,558 --> 00:31:26,394
I don't know, that and a
whole bunch of other things
411
00:31:26,461 --> 00:31:30,465
made me pretty convince
that religion is a scam.
412
00:31:34,469 --> 00:31:37,305
Well, this crash
is gonna suck.
413
00:31:38,507 --> 00:31:41,676
I wish I had a joint
to come down with.
414
00:31:45,514 --> 00:31:48,350
Maybe I can help
out with that.
415
00:32:14,843 --> 00:32:17,579
I feel pretty good now though.
416
00:32:18,847 --> 00:32:20,315
What about you?
417
00:32:22,584 --> 00:32:23,886
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
418
00:32:23,953 --> 00:32:25,154
Mm-hmm.
419
00:32:27,689 --> 00:32:29,691
That night I had it all.
420
00:32:31,660 --> 00:32:34,897
Jenny was cool, she was like me.
421
00:32:34,964 --> 00:32:37,866
There was this
tightness in my chest,
422
00:32:37,934 --> 00:32:40,669
some vacancy had been filled.
423
00:32:40,735 --> 00:32:42,939
I know that people don't change,
424
00:32:43,005 --> 00:32:45,507
but maybe parts of them do.
425
00:32:46,741 --> 00:32:48,844
Something changed in me.
426
00:32:48,911 --> 00:32:50,846
The highs were
always really high,
427
00:32:50,913 --> 00:32:53,548
and the lows always really low,
428
00:32:53,615 --> 00:32:55,885
but this high felt different.
429
00:32:57,019 --> 00:32:58,820
- Nothing?
- Oh shit.
430
00:33:01,023 --> 00:33:02,657
- You got it.
- I did get it.
431
00:33:02,724 --> 00:33:03,592
You hear that one before?
432
00:33:03,658 --> 00:33:04,961
No.
433
00:33:05,027 --> 00:33:08,597
I was just more evil than the
devil and greater than God
434
00:33:08,663 --> 00:33:10,900
or contradictory terms.
435
00:33:51,706 --> 00:33:52,909
- Yes.
- Woo.
436
00:33:52,975 --> 00:33:53,675
Yes.
437
00:33:53,742 --> 00:33:55,878
Yeah.
438
00:33:55,945 --> 00:33:57,545
What a lovely time.
439
00:33:57,612 --> 00:33:59,447
I'm so proud.
440
00:34:01,549 --> 00:34:02,885
How many we got left?
441
00:34:02,952 --> 00:34:04,853
I don't know.
442
00:34:06,788 --> 00:34:07,756
I gave you one.
443
00:34:07,822 --> 00:34:11,526
Yeah, thank you
very much for that.
444
00:34:11,593 --> 00:34:12,694
Bug?
445
00:34:13,930 --> 00:34:14,964
What?
446
00:34:16,831 --> 00:34:17,866
Come here.
447
00:34:47,096 --> 00:34:49,631
It's Tina's brother.
448
00:34:49,698 --> 00:34:51,466
What, the hooker?
449
00:34:57,839 --> 00:35:00,608
Oh shit, yeah, yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah, I know this kid,
450
00:35:00,675 --> 00:35:02,044
he's a fag.
451
00:35:02,111 --> 00:35:04,947
Must've been the HIV
caught up to him.
452
00:35:05,014 --> 00:35:06,916
Shut the fuck up Slim.
453
00:35:06,983 --> 00:35:08,918
Well it could've been.
454
00:35:08,985 --> 00:35:09,986
It wasn't.
455
00:35:14,756 --> 00:35:16,624
Fucking gross.
456
00:35:16,691 --> 00:35:20,595
Just, must've took a
hit too strong I guess.
457
00:35:23,032 --> 00:35:24,133
Could've been anyone.
458
00:35:24,200 --> 00:35:26,335
No, no, no, no, no,
this kid was a junkie.
459
00:35:26,402 --> 00:35:29,138
You didn't fucking know him.
460
00:35:29,205 --> 00:35:30,940
Neither did you.
461
00:35:31,007 --> 00:35:33,608
His sister hooks and he
liked the needle in the cock.
462
00:35:33,675 --> 00:35:35,677
Shut the hell up Slim.
463
00:35:37,779 --> 00:35:39,647
Could've been anybody.
464
00:36:09,078 --> 00:36:10,745
Don't be a baby.
465
00:36:21,856 --> 00:36:26,661
Maybe it was a hot dose
or something, I don't know.
466
00:36:26,728 --> 00:36:27,729
Raleigh said that there
467
00:36:27,796 --> 00:36:29,831
was some synthetic
shit moving around.
468
00:36:29,899 --> 00:36:31,901
No, no, no, that
kid was a junkie,
469
00:36:31,967 --> 00:36:34,036
he would've died from
the needle eventually.
470
00:36:34,103 --> 00:36:36,939
If he was a junkie
then what are we, huh?
471
00:36:37,006 --> 00:36:40,809
I'm not a junkie,
you're a junkie.
472
00:36:40,876 --> 00:36:42,677
I'll never be a
slave to a substance.
473
00:36:42,744 --> 00:36:46,714
I like to think of myself
as a recreational user.
474
00:36:46,781 --> 00:36:49,051
My ass, you're a speed freak.
475
00:36:49,118 --> 00:36:50,920
So are you.
476
00:36:50,986 --> 00:36:54,190
Well I'm not hooked,
I'm just skimming.
477
00:36:54,256 --> 00:36:56,058
Besides, those pills you
guys get off of Raleigh
478
00:36:56,125 --> 00:36:57,159
are way stronger than anything
479
00:36:57,226 --> 00:37:01,063
that kid would've
been able to shoot up.
480
00:37:05,201 --> 00:37:07,103
Yeah, look at that.
481
00:37:07,169 --> 00:37:08,837
- Bad ass.
- It's pretty good, right?
482
00:37:08,904 --> 00:37:10,139
Yeah, not bad.
483
00:37:13,909 --> 00:37:16,112
We roasted in the putrid
bubble of brick buildings
484
00:37:16,178 --> 00:37:17,913
and side walks.
485
00:37:17,980 --> 00:37:20,615
The pavement charred my edges.
486
00:37:22,151 --> 00:37:24,253
Summer wasn't all bad though,
487
00:37:24,320 --> 00:37:26,956
that's when the
city came to life.
488
00:37:27,022 --> 00:37:30,993
I like to start early to
avoid the midday heat.
489
00:37:33,028 --> 00:37:35,030
The days blended together,
490
00:37:35,097 --> 00:37:39,101
and this one started
out just like the rest.
491
00:38:03,959 --> 00:38:06,128
Fletcher, what
are you doing man?
492
00:38:06,195 --> 00:38:09,165
This is glass, you got
plastic here, all right?
493
00:38:09,231 --> 00:38:13,735
This is glass, plastics
go down there, okay?
494
00:38:13,801 --> 00:38:14,702
See?
495
00:38:18,073 --> 00:38:22,011
Oh, right at the
deli, for Christ sakes.
496
00:38:22,077 --> 00:38:24,046
Would you look at that.
497
00:38:25,581 --> 00:38:26,949
This place stinks.
498
00:38:28,584 --> 00:38:32,021
It reminds me of one time
I was working for the CIA.
499
00:38:32,087 --> 00:38:36,525
They had me in a basement,
no windows, one desk,
500
00:38:36,592 --> 00:38:38,160
tapping the phone conversations
501
00:38:38,227 --> 00:38:40,930
of the families upstairs.
502
00:38:40,996 --> 00:38:42,998
They weren't feeding their kids.
503
00:38:43,065 --> 00:38:45,000
It was abuse, you know?
504
00:38:46,235 --> 00:38:49,771
It'd been months,
listening to phone calls.
505
00:38:51,106 --> 00:38:53,876
It's patient work,
let me tell ya.
506
00:38:53,943 --> 00:38:55,777
And my wife, my wife,
507
00:38:56,345 --> 00:38:58,981
she was gonna be in the films.
508
00:39:00,249 --> 00:39:04,119
Those kids, they were so
skinny before the feds came,
509
00:39:05,187 --> 00:39:07,189
nearly burnt the house down.
510
00:39:07,256 --> 00:39:09,857
My wife, she never
wanted any kids.
511
00:39:09,925 --> 00:39:11,927
She smells like daisies.
512
00:39:14,129 --> 00:39:15,965
Just a few more of these bottles
513
00:39:16,031 --> 00:39:19,034
and I'll be punching
my ticket home.
514
00:39:20,302 --> 00:39:21,904
She's in the films you know?
515
00:39:21,971 --> 00:39:24,306
Yep, yep, you said that.
516
00:39:24,373 --> 00:39:28,143
Well looks like you're
all set Mr. Fletcher.
517
00:39:30,646 --> 00:39:33,215
Two 25, you wouldn't
be ripping me off
518
00:39:33,282 --> 00:39:34,383
now would you Bug?
519
00:39:34,450 --> 00:39:36,952
For real man, that's
all you had, all right?
520
00:39:37,019 --> 00:39:39,321
Plastics go down there,
521
00:39:39,388 --> 00:39:42,024
so take the rest
of these plastics
522
00:39:42,091 --> 00:39:43,993
and go down there.
523
00:39:44,059 --> 00:39:45,227
And you might wanna
try hitting your spots
524
00:39:45,294 --> 00:39:46,262
a little bit earlier
525
00:39:46,328 --> 00:39:47,196
all right, there's
the Korean dudes
526
00:39:47,263 --> 00:39:48,497
I've been seeing
around recently,
527
00:39:48,564 --> 00:39:51,333
I think they're beating you
to the punch, all right?
528
00:39:51,400 --> 00:39:53,002
You're a good kid Bug.
529
00:39:53,068 --> 00:39:55,104
See you tomorrow.
530
00:40:06,482 --> 00:40:08,984
Fathers
day at Paul park,
531
00:40:09,051 --> 00:40:11,620
early with a couple of home
runs in the second inning.
532
00:40:11,687 --> 00:40:14,256
Maybe it's
going up here in the sixth
533
00:40:14,323 --> 00:40:16,791
and now we're all tied up.
534
00:40:17,393 --> 00:40:19,261
Is that date right?
535
00:40:19,328 --> 00:40:21,863
What, do you
live under a rock?
536
00:40:21,930 --> 00:40:22,931
Holy shit.
537
00:40:24,700 --> 00:40:26,635
It's my fucking birthday today.
538
00:40:26,702 --> 00:40:28,203
Congratulations.
539
00:40:30,706 --> 00:40:31,907
All right.
540
00:40:34,343 --> 00:40:37,413
Can I get one of
those whiskey bottles?
541
00:40:37,479 --> 00:40:39,214
Nah, the small one.
542
00:40:50,259 --> 00:40:51,226
Thanks man.
543
00:40:52,561 --> 00:40:57,333
So I look up at the sign and
can't fucking believe it,
544
00:40:58,467 --> 00:41:01,370
June 18th, today's
my 21st birthday.
545
00:41:03,272 --> 00:41:04,239
- Hey.
- Yes.
546
00:41:05,441 --> 00:41:07,176
Happy birthday Bug.
547
00:41:07,242 --> 00:41:08,310
- Thanks.
- Holy shit dude,
548
00:41:08,377 --> 00:41:09,712
you're only 21?
549
00:41:09,778 --> 00:41:12,014
Yeah, funny thing is I've
been buying booze of that dude
550
00:41:12,081 --> 00:41:13,248
for three years.
551
00:41:14,750 --> 00:41:18,287
But I blew the last
of my cash on this,
552
00:41:18,354 --> 00:41:20,422
so I think lunch is gonna
have to be on Eddie.
553
00:41:23,125 --> 00:41:24,326
Oh man, just
think about it dude,
554
00:41:24,393 --> 00:41:27,129
21 years ago on this exact date
555
00:41:27,196 --> 00:41:30,699
you are spit out
of your mums twat.
556
00:41:30,766 --> 00:41:32,201
That's fucking great.
557
00:41:32,267 --> 00:41:33,135
- Yeah.
- I'm just telling it
558
00:41:33,202 --> 00:41:34,203
like it is man.
559
00:41:34,269 --> 00:41:36,138
Everybody thinks
childbirth is some kind
560
00:41:36,205 --> 00:41:39,074
of fucking miracle, you
ever fucking see one?
561
00:41:39,141 --> 00:41:41,710
It's a brutal,
painful, bloody mess.
562
00:41:41,777 --> 00:41:43,045
It's worst than a
fucking snuff film,
563
00:41:43,112 --> 00:41:45,314
all for the sake of having
some little bastard around,
564
00:41:45,381 --> 00:41:50,386
24/7, shittin' and crying
and chewing on your nipples.
565
00:41:52,054 --> 00:41:53,122
That's why I'll
never have one.
566
00:41:53,188 --> 00:41:55,457
Yeah, people think
babies are so pure too.
567
00:41:55,524 --> 00:41:58,427
Yeah, like they
come from above.
568
00:41:58,494 --> 00:41:59,561
When most of the time,
569
00:41:59,628 --> 00:42:01,430
they're the result of
something absolutely
570
00:42:01,497 --> 00:42:02,531
completely fucking meaningless.
571
00:42:02,598 --> 00:42:06,301
I mean, my parents,
they're not in love,
572
00:42:06,368 --> 00:42:08,370
and they probably weren't
when they made me.
573
00:42:08,437 --> 00:42:10,506
We're the same as every
other little scurrying rodent
574
00:42:10,572 --> 00:42:15,444
on this skid, and we're here
for the same reason, to die.
575
00:42:16,545 --> 00:42:18,113
Yeah, and then?
576
00:42:18,180 --> 00:42:21,183
And then, and
then, and then what?
577
00:42:22,317 --> 00:42:24,253
There is no and then,
there is no after that,
578
00:42:24,319 --> 00:42:28,323
we're born, we fuck, we
live, we die, that's it.
579
00:42:29,358 --> 00:42:30,459
No, what, do you
think plants and fish
580
00:42:30,526 --> 00:42:33,028
and bugs and rats and
dogs have an afterlife?
581
00:42:33,095 --> 00:42:34,530
I mean, they don't.
582
00:42:34,596 --> 00:42:36,398
Look, we aren't special,
583
00:42:36,465 --> 00:42:38,767
and if we aren't special,
animals are fucked,
584
00:42:38,834 --> 00:42:40,269
just frankly fucked.
585
00:42:40,335 --> 00:42:41,437
The difference
between the species
586
00:42:41,503 --> 00:42:44,273
is that we're smarter,
we are so much smarter,
587
00:42:44,339 --> 00:42:45,274
so much smarter
that at some point
588
00:42:45,340 --> 00:42:46,608
we realized the
best way to survive
589
00:42:46,675 --> 00:42:50,112
is to convince ourselves
that each and every one of us
590
00:42:50,179 --> 00:42:52,047
is the most important
breathing bastard
591
00:42:52,114 --> 00:42:54,149
on a planet filled with
unspeakable numbers of breathing...
592
00:42:54,216 --> 00:42:54,950
Whoa, whoa, whoa,
593
00:42:55,017 --> 00:42:56,118
watch where you're fucking
594
00:42:56,185 --> 00:42:56,819
- going ass whole.
- Take a shower shit bag.
595
00:42:56,886 --> 00:42:57,953
Hey, come say that
596
00:42:58,020 --> 00:43:00,322
- to my face.
- Oh, you wanna make something
597
00:43:00,389 --> 00:43:01,123
out of this, guy, get the
fuck out of the car your swid.
598
00:43:01,190 --> 00:43:02,458
- Pussy.
- What the fuck?
599
00:43:02,524 --> 00:43:05,427
Fucking people these days
man, Jesus fucking Christ.
600
00:43:05,494 --> 00:43:07,329
I mean, look at
Tina's brother, right?
601
00:43:07,396 --> 00:43:09,531
Someones kid, someones
brother obviously,
602
00:43:09,598 --> 00:43:11,133
where is he now?
603
00:43:11,200 --> 00:43:14,169
Rotting away under
a fucking bridge.
604
00:43:15,504 --> 00:43:19,475
I mean face it, people don't
care if one us lives or dies.
605
00:43:19,541 --> 00:43:21,376
Well that is very grim Bug,
606
00:43:21,443 --> 00:43:25,347
and spoken like a guy
who's tryna off himself.
607
00:43:26,883 --> 00:43:28,584
Are you tryna off yourself?
608
00:43:28,650 --> 00:43:29,518
No.
609
00:43:31,320 --> 00:43:34,590
Well, yeah, kinda, I
mean, I was I guess.
610
00:43:41,230 --> 00:43:43,365
Come on mother fucker.
611
00:43:43,432 --> 00:43:44,266
What?
612
00:43:52,909 --> 00:43:56,078
Hey Eddie, you got what
I'm lookin' for today?
613
00:43:56,144 --> 00:43:57,579
I thought you were gonna quit.
614
00:43:57,646 --> 00:43:59,615
These things will
kill you you know,
615
00:43:59,681 --> 00:44:01,517
I don't want that to happen.
616
00:44:01,583 --> 00:44:04,152
Oh, you're so sweet Eddie.
617
00:44:04,219 --> 00:44:05,354
You know, one of these
days someone's gonna come
618
00:44:05,420 --> 00:44:07,322
walking right through that door.
619
00:44:07,389 --> 00:44:09,157
I hope she's as cute as you.
620
00:44:09,224 --> 00:44:10,225
But I hope she doesn't smoke,
621
00:44:10,292 --> 00:44:12,861
those things will
kill you you know.
622
00:44:12,929 --> 00:44:15,297
I loved to take you on
a date sometime Jenny,
623
00:44:15,364 --> 00:44:16,865
you could come over my house,
624
00:44:16,933 --> 00:44:19,234
my mom makes really
good beef stew.
625
00:44:19,301 --> 00:44:21,537
That sounds so nice Eddie,
626
00:44:22,671 --> 00:44:25,440
but you know I'm kinda
with Bug now, right?
627
00:44:25,507 --> 00:44:27,676
He could come too,
not Slim though,
628
00:44:27,743 --> 00:44:30,312
'cause he's a piece of shit.
629
00:44:31,513 --> 00:44:33,515
Hey Eddie, how's it going man?
630
00:44:33,582 --> 00:44:35,617
Fine thanks, what are
you guys get in to today?
631
00:44:35,684 --> 00:44:37,452
It's Bug's birthday today.
632
00:44:37,519 --> 00:44:39,288
Oh, happy birthday Bug.
633
00:44:39,354 --> 00:44:42,157
You know, you share the same
birthday as my cousin Mark,
634
00:44:42,224 --> 00:44:43,893
he's a real piece
of shit though.
635
00:44:43,960 --> 00:44:47,563
Anyway, I got a little
something for you.
636
00:44:47,629 --> 00:44:50,332
You know, being your
birthday and all.
637
00:44:50,399 --> 00:44:53,402
One in four million odds to
win the jackpot on that thing.
638
00:44:53,468 --> 00:44:56,204
If it's a winner, don't
forget who gave you this.
639
00:44:56,271 --> 00:44:57,040
Okay Bug?
640
00:44:57,105 --> 00:44:59,508
Who gave what to me Eddie?
641
00:45:02,544 --> 00:45:04,279
I'm just kidding with you man,
642
00:45:04,346 --> 00:45:05,314
and thanks, this is great.
643
00:45:05,380 --> 00:45:08,283
Hey Eddie, how
'bout one for me?
644
00:45:08,350 --> 00:45:10,419
Go to hell Slim.
645
00:45:10,485 --> 00:45:13,155
I'm all ready there my dude.
646
00:45:26,702 --> 00:45:29,605
You know, if you
died, I'd care.
647
00:45:33,642 --> 00:45:38,313
If you were cold and alone
something, I'd go to sleep.
648
00:46:02,337 --> 00:46:03,238
Hi.
649
00:46:05,340 --> 00:46:08,243
Fucking dopey
fucking, you stupid.
650
00:46:09,678 --> 00:46:10,679
Get the fuck back here.
651
00:46:10,746 --> 00:46:13,615
Fuck you.
652
00:46:13,682 --> 00:46:16,485
God damn it, I'm
gonna fucking kill you.
653
00:46:16,551 --> 00:46:18,620
Gonna hit you so fucking hard
your hair's gonna grow back.
654
00:46:31,566 --> 00:46:34,503
Picking out a
tombstone for yourself?
655
00:46:34,569 --> 00:46:35,637
Very funny.
656
00:46:36,973 --> 00:46:40,642
Thought you would've offed
yourself by now, coward.
657
00:46:40,709 --> 00:46:42,511
Where's my gun?
658
00:46:42,577 --> 00:46:43,578
I hid it.
659
00:46:43,645 --> 00:46:44,546
Where?
660
00:46:45,547 --> 00:46:47,182
Somewhere safe.
661
00:46:48,550 --> 00:46:50,752
It's in a safe place.
662
00:46:50,819 --> 00:46:53,755
Well what happened, jam
up on you or something?
663
00:46:53,822 --> 00:46:55,390
No, it's just,
664
00:46:58,493 --> 00:47:00,562
unforeseen circumstances.
665
00:47:02,731 --> 00:47:03,465
Jenny?
666
00:47:04,866 --> 00:47:06,768
Yeah, you know her?
667
00:47:06,835 --> 00:47:08,637
Everyone knows her.
668
00:47:10,472 --> 00:47:12,541
Listen man, I'm gonna
save you some heartache
669
00:47:12,607 --> 00:47:15,744
here all right, she's
just well known.
670
00:47:18,881 --> 00:47:19,648
Fuck off.
671
00:47:19,715 --> 00:47:20,749
She's in for the dope man.
672
00:47:20,816 --> 00:47:23,785
Just be careful,
that's all I'm saying.
673
00:47:23,852 --> 00:47:25,554
Speaking of dope.
674
00:47:26,521 --> 00:47:27,422
Yes?
675
00:47:29,624 --> 00:47:32,360
Well, do you have any or not?
676
00:47:34,796 --> 00:47:38,567
Real shit or the Korean Tic
Tac's you sold me last time?
677
00:47:38,633 --> 00:47:40,869
You'll feel like you
died and went to heaven.
678
00:47:40,937 --> 00:47:42,537
This is brand new shit,
679
00:47:42,604 --> 00:47:45,307
straight pharmaceuticals, uncut,
680
00:47:45,373 --> 00:47:48,777
it's called Dilaudid,
even stronger than Oxies.
681
00:47:53,448 --> 00:47:54,649
Got ya.
682
00:47:57,753 --> 00:47:58,587
Hey Raleigh.
683
00:47:58,653 --> 00:47:59,521
Hey Jen.
684
00:48:00,689 --> 00:48:02,390
It's Bug's birthday today.
685
00:48:02,457 --> 00:48:05,727
No shit, happy birthday
you son of a bitch.
686
00:48:05,794 --> 00:48:07,462
Let's celebrate.
687
00:48:07,529 --> 00:48:08,730
Oh, fuck yes.
688
00:48:08,797 --> 00:48:10,699
We are broke though.
689
00:48:11,666 --> 00:48:12,701
Course you are.
690
00:48:12,768 --> 00:48:16,404
Although in light
of a special someones
691
00:48:16,471 --> 00:48:20,109
very special day, maybe
you could hook us up.
692
00:48:20,176 --> 00:48:21,576
Pretty please?
693
00:48:23,478 --> 00:48:25,714
Only if I get to pop
off with you dweebs.
694
00:48:25,781 --> 00:48:27,516
Of course.
695
00:48:30,786 --> 00:48:32,821
Yes, thank you very much.
696
00:48:35,925 --> 00:48:37,659
To Bug's birthday.
697
00:48:37,726 --> 00:48:38,627
To Bug's birthday.
698
00:48:38,693 --> 00:48:40,362
Happy birthday.
699
00:48:53,642 --> 00:48:57,846
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
700
00:48:57,914 --> 00:49:02,151
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
701
00:49:02,218 --> 00:49:07,422
♪ Happy birthday dear Steven ♪
702
00:49:07,990 --> 00:49:12,161
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
703
00:49:12,228 --> 00:49:15,664
Make a wish
and blow out the candle.
704
00:49:15,730 --> 00:49:16,832
Yay.
705
00:49:19,035 --> 00:49:21,503
Steven, what d'ya think?
706
00:49:23,872 --> 00:49:27,809
It's awesome.
707
00:49:34,616 --> 00:49:36,785
What were they like?
708
00:49:36,852 --> 00:49:38,620
Who?
709
00:49:38,687 --> 00:49:40,622
Your parents.
710
00:49:41,590 --> 00:49:43,758
You said they were in love.
711
00:49:46,262 --> 00:49:47,696
How did you know?
712
00:49:48,998 --> 00:49:51,566
One time I ditched school,
713
00:49:53,835 --> 00:49:55,403
came home early.
714
00:49:57,606 --> 00:50:00,775
I didn't expect my
dad to be there,
715
00:50:00,842 --> 00:50:02,544
his car wasn't in the driveway,
716
00:50:02,611 --> 00:50:06,715
but when I got in the house
I could hear his voice
717
00:50:08,583 --> 00:50:10,585
coming from the bedroom.
718
00:50:13,755 --> 00:50:15,657
Then a woman laughing.
719
00:50:17,692 --> 00:50:18,961
It wasn't my mom.
720
00:50:20,595 --> 00:50:22,530
Did you confront him?
721
00:50:27,802 --> 00:50:30,405
Well, did you tell your mom?
722
00:50:33,075 --> 00:50:35,978
Probably should of.
723
00:50:36,045 --> 00:50:40,782
Instead I just started fucking
everything up, you know?
724
00:50:42,084 --> 00:50:44,053
Mm-hmm.
725
00:50:44,120 --> 00:50:46,923
At least you know your parents.
726
00:50:46,989 --> 00:50:48,623
I never met mine.
727
00:50:50,825 --> 00:50:54,596
One time in a foster
home I broke this vase,
728
00:50:55,730 --> 00:50:58,968
turned out it was
like 200 years old.
729
00:50:59,035 --> 00:51:01,603
Worth more than my life.
730
00:51:01,670 --> 00:51:04,706
And my foster dad,
he screamed at me,
731
00:51:06,108 --> 00:51:10,845
and he said, you're just like
your no good whore mother
732
00:51:12,348 --> 00:51:15,583
who couldn't even
afford an abortion.
733
00:51:16,751 --> 00:51:18,753
So it's, it's something.
734
00:51:26,996 --> 00:51:29,531
I think about my mom a lot.
735
00:51:29,597 --> 00:51:31,934
She always saw the best in me.
736
00:51:33,135 --> 00:51:35,570
Wish I'd been better for her.
737
00:51:35,637 --> 00:51:38,573
When's the
last time you saw her?
738
00:51:38,640 --> 00:51:40,675
Three years ago today.
739
00:51:40,742 --> 00:51:42,477
That's when I left.
740
00:51:47,749 --> 00:51:50,852
What do you
wanna do today Bug?
741
00:51:50,920 --> 00:51:52,821
It's your special day.
742
00:51:54,823 --> 00:51:56,491
I wanna go home.
743
00:52:55,251 --> 00:52:57,819
So we're doing this again?
744
00:53:02,158 --> 00:53:04,393
He's not coming back,
745
00:53:04,460 --> 00:53:09,098
the sooner you accept that
the better off we'll both be.
746
00:53:16,972 --> 00:53:19,774
It's been three
years god damn it.
747
00:53:19,841 --> 00:53:22,844
What makes you think
he's comin' back now?
748
00:53:22,912 --> 00:53:27,116
Oh Christ Jo, for all we
all know he might even be...
749
00:53:29,051 --> 00:53:32,888
I'm just saying, this
isn't helping anything.
750
00:53:50,172 --> 00:53:50,906
We're you goin'?
751
00:53:50,973 --> 00:53:53,608
I'm going to find my son.
752
00:53:54,877 --> 00:53:56,845
Fine, but I'm drivin',
753
00:53:56,912 --> 00:54:01,616
and we're not gonna stay out
all night like last year.
754
00:54:11,759 --> 00:54:14,096
Did that stuff
help with the pain?
755
00:54:14,163 --> 00:54:16,798
Yeah, but I need more.
756
00:54:16,865 --> 00:54:18,467
Well, I'm gonna
have wait another two hours
757
00:54:18,534 --> 00:54:20,469
before I can give
you another does.
758
00:54:20,536 --> 00:54:21,769
I need it now.
759
00:54:23,272 --> 00:54:26,475
What would you
say your pain level is?
760
00:54:26,542 --> 00:54:29,879
Eight or nine.
761
00:54:29,945 --> 00:54:32,882
Okay, but you're
gonna have take this one
762
00:54:32,948 --> 00:54:34,250
with some food.
763
00:54:34,316 --> 00:54:35,217
Fine.
764
00:54:41,157 --> 00:54:45,027
So, chicken
sandwich or salad?
765
00:54:45,094 --> 00:54:46,761
Whatever works.
766
00:54:47,296 --> 00:54:49,031
Salad it is then.
767
00:54:53,969 --> 00:54:57,805
Should've
gone with the chicken.
768
00:54:57,872 --> 00:55:00,775
Have you ever
had hospital food?
769
00:55:00,842 --> 00:55:01,577
No.
770
00:55:02,878 --> 00:55:05,214
Trust me, it doesn't matter.
771
00:55:06,315 --> 00:55:09,285
What does matter, I
got the extra dose.
772
00:55:10,352 --> 00:55:14,290
There you go.
773
00:55:17,359 --> 00:55:19,028
Thank you Emily.
774
00:55:23,098 --> 00:55:25,334
You're up.
775
00:55:25,401 --> 00:55:27,970
- I've never been.
- Where?
776
00:55:28,037 --> 00:55:32,107
Europe, never been,
but I've heard it's nice.
777
00:55:32,174 --> 00:55:33,775
It's beautiful.
778
00:55:33,841 --> 00:55:35,144
You've been there?
779
00:55:35,211 --> 00:55:39,181
Yeah, I did the last semester
of my clinical in London.
780
00:55:39,248 --> 00:55:40,715
That's cool.
781
00:55:43,419 --> 00:55:46,155
Sorry for freaking out earlier.
782
00:55:48,390 --> 00:55:51,126
No worries, I've seen worst.
783
00:55:51,193 --> 00:55:55,830
The ER on a Friday night
can be a pretty scary place.
784
00:55:58,866 --> 00:56:02,271
Do you remember anything
about the accident?
785
00:56:04,139 --> 00:56:05,040
Yeah.
786
00:56:07,276 --> 00:56:09,278
There's a chunk missing.
787
00:56:10,980 --> 00:56:14,083
The driver,
was he a friend?
788
00:56:18,053 --> 00:56:18,954
No.
789
00:56:20,122 --> 00:56:23,058
I'd like for you to
be honest with me here.
790
00:56:23,125 --> 00:56:26,996
It's important, we're tryna
get in touch with his family.
791
00:56:27,062 --> 00:56:31,833
Good luck with that.
792
00:56:31,900 --> 00:56:34,169
Where is he, is he all right?
793
00:56:41,310 --> 00:56:43,312
He passed an hour ago.
794
00:56:45,481 --> 00:56:46,848
He's dead?
795
00:56:48,083 --> 00:56:49,051
Yes.
796
00:56:50,119 --> 00:56:52,087
He suffered severe
trauma to the head
797
00:56:52,154 --> 00:56:56,325
and it caused hemorrhaging
to the brain, I'm sorry.
798
00:57:02,298 --> 00:57:04,033
Any family we could contact?
799
00:57:04,099 --> 00:57:06,268
Do you know where he lives?
800
00:57:08,971 --> 00:57:10,406
I know where he slept.
801
00:57:10,472 --> 00:57:13,175
Where's that?
802
00:57:13,242 --> 00:57:15,210
You know Ringer Park?
803
00:57:16,478 --> 00:57:17,379
Mm-hmm.
804
00:57:19,381 --> 00:57:22,217
That's where he slept.
805
00:57:22,284 --> 00:57:23,185
I see.
806
00:57:26,155 --> 00:57:28,157
Is that where you sleep?
807
00:57:31,193 --> 00:57:32,094
Yep.
808
00:57:33,329 --> 00:57:35,197
How are you feeling?
809
00:57:35,264 --> 00:57:36,165
Any pain?
810
00:57:44,373 --> 00:57:45,840
This will help.
811
00:57:49,144 --> 00:57:50,245
What is it?
812
00:57:51,413 --> 00:57:55,250
This is a pain
medication called Dilaudid.
813
00:57:58,187 --> 00:58:00,389
It's lunch hour, you hungry?
814
00:58:03,359 --> 00:58:06,061
Should try and eat something.
815
00:58:06,128 --> 00:58:08,230
Chicken sandwich or salad?
816
00:58:09,131 --> 00:58:10,933
It doesn't matter.
817
00:58:47,035 --> 00:58:49,738
How far is your
parents house from here?
818
00:58:49,805 --> 00:58:54,143
It's at least 20 miles,
I mean, we can't walk.
819
00:58:54,209 --> 00:58:55,344
We could hitch.
820
00:58:55,411 --> 00:58:57,112
Yeah, we could try to hitch,
821
00:58:57,179 --> 00:58:58,747
we could end up just
gettin' flipped off
822
00:58:58,814 --> 00:59:01,517
on the side of the
freeway all night.
823
00:59:01,583 --> 00:59:04,753
No, I think train
is the best bet.
824
00:59:04,820 --> 00:59:05,821
Hey, hey man,
825
00:59:05,889 --> 00:59:06,789
- just a little bit?
- Nah, I'm sorry.
826
00:59:06,855 --> 00:59:08,056
- Nothin'?
- Yeah, well all right,
827
00:59:08,123 --> 00:59:08,190
at this rate we're not
gonna make it to Central.
828
00:59:10,259 --> 00:59:11,527
Dude, we'll be fine all right?
829
00:59:11,593 --> 00:59:13,262
It's like 15 stops.
830
00:59:13,328 --> 00:59:14,329
It'll be fine, we
don't make it to Central
831
00:59:14,396 --> 00:59:15,998
we don't get fucking
out of the city.
832
00:59:16,064 --> 00:59:18,267
- It's 10 bucks...
- Steve?
833
00:59:18,333 --> 00:59:19,401
Steven Bugsby.
834
00:59:21,069 --> 00:59:22,271
Do I know you?
835
00:59:23,572 --> 00:59:24,473
Kyle.
836
00:59:28,143 --> 00:59:30,078
We went to high school.
837
00:59:31,313 --> 00:59:32,781
We got suspended together
838
00:59:32,848 --> 00:59:33,917
- that time...
- For setting up
839
00:59:33,982 --> 00:59:36,485
Mr. Lafton's computer
on top of the school.
840
00:59:36,552 --> 00:59:39,154
- Holy shit.
- Holy shit.
841
00:59:39,221 --> 00:59:40,422
That was funny as hell.
842
00:59:40,489 --> 00:59:42,791
Dude, I remember that.
843
00:59:42,858 --> 00:59:45,093
My brother, you remember Cory?
844
00:59:45,160 --> 00:59:47,296
He's a senior now
and he was telling me
845
00:59:47,362 --> 00:59:50,999
people are still
talking about that shit.
846
00:59:53,435 --> 00:59:55,070
How's the family?
847
00:59:55,604 --> 00:59:57,105
They're good.
848
01:00:01,210 --> 01:00:04,246
Smartest guy I
know right here.
849
01:00:04,313 --> 01:00:09,051
I would've failed English
if it wasn't for him.
850
01:00:09,117 --> 01:00:12,254
Hey Kyle, our van
kind of broke down
851
01:00:15,357 --> 01:00:17,593
a couple of blocks over, it's
one of those old clunkers,
852
01:00:17,659 --> 01:00:21,463
you know the type, you
think you could spare
853
01:00:22,397 --> 01:00:25,200
a couple of extra bucks for gas?
854
01:00:26,502 --> 01:00:27,402
Yeah.
855
01:00:28,537 --> 01:00:30,105
Yeah, of course.
856
01:00:35,410 --> 01:00:38,146
Can any of you guys break a 20?
857
01:00:42,618 --> 01:00:43,685
Fuck it.
858
01:00:43,752 --> 01:00:49,224
Kyle fucking
Windsor, holy shit,
859
01:00:51,326 --> 01:00:54,229
who would've thought
man, oh my god,
860
01:00:54,296 --> 01:00:56,565
thank you, this is huge.
861
01:00:56,632 --> 01:00:58,333
Don't mention it.
862
01:01:00,636 --> 01:01:02,604
Well, I gotta get going,
863
01:01:04,439 --> 01:01:06,642
but good luck with your car.
864
01:01:08,176 --> 01:01:09,111
For sure.
865
01:01:11,246 --> 01:01:12,681
Thanks Kyle.
866
01:01:12,748 --> 01:01:14,182
Thanks Kyle.
867
01:01:19,221 --> 01:01:21,223
There's your ticket home.
868
01:01:21,290 --> 01:01:24,126
And then some,
let's get loaded.
869
01:01:24,192 --> 01:01:25,327
If you're gonna hang out here,
870
01:01:25,394 --> 01:01:26,495
you gotta buy something.
871
01:01:26,562 --> 01:01:28,597
Just give me a loosey
and I'll be on my way.
872
01:01:28,664 --> 01:01:29,933
I told you a million times,
873
01:01:29,999 --> 01:01:33,402
I can't do that anymore,
you can purchase a full pack
874
01:01:33,468 --> 01:01:34,636
or none at all.
875
01:01:34,703 --> 01:01:36,305
I wouldn't advise it though,
876
01:01:36,371 --> 01:01:38,240
those things will
kill you though.
877
01:01:38,307 --> 01:01:41,209
I know that Eddie,
that's why I only want one,
878
01:01:41,276 --> 01:01:44,446
if I get a whole pack I'll
smoke it all in an hour.
879
01:01:44,513 --> 01:01:46,548
Oh, I got a birthday
present for Bug,
880
01:01:46,615 --> 01:01:49,384
he's out there with you right?
881
01:01:49,451 --> 01:01:52,220
It's pulled beef stew my
mum brought me to eat,
882
01:01:52,287 --> 01:01:54,924
still hot, can you send him in.
883
01:01:54,991 --> 01:01:56,325
We're a little
busy right now Eddie,
884
01:01:56,391 --> 01:01:58,293
but I'll let him know.
885
01:02:00,629 --> 01:02:02,598
- Oh.
- Oh hey Raleigh,
886
01:02:03,665 --> 01:02:05,334
just the man we wanted to see,
887
01:02:05,400 --> 01:02:06,568
you got any speed?
888
01:02:06,635 --> 01:02:09,404
Yeah, but no more
freebies for you tweekers.
889
01:02:09,471 --> 01:02:12,174
You guys couldn't
even afford one pill
890
01:02:12,240 --> 01:02:14,409
with the change in that cup.
891
01:02:20,515 --> 01:02:22,317
Where the fuck you get that?
892
01:02:22,384 --> 01:02:25,354
Bug's got friends
in high places.
893
01:02:25,420 --> 01:02:27,289
Apparently.
894
01:02:27,356 --> 01:02:30,659
All right, what can
we get for 10 of these?
895
01:02:30,726 --> 01:02:32,327
One for each of you.
896
01:02:32,394 --> 01:02:35,731
Trust me, one is all
you guys'll need.
897
01:02:35,797 --> 01:02:37,532
This shit is heavy.
898
01:02:38,467 --> 01:02:39,735
Here you go, hey.
899
01:02:41,403 --> 01:02:44,740
And I'll even through
in a little bit of weed
900
01:02:44,806 --> 01:02:46,675
for the birthday boy.
901
01:02:46,742 --> 01:02:50,245
You guys are gonna need it to
keep your heads on straight.
902
01:02:50,312 --> 01:02:54,316
Weed and speed, it's a
match made in heaven Raleigh.
903
01:02:54,383 --> 01:02:57,219
That's right,
good night fuckers.
904
01:02:57,285 --> 01:02:58,353
Good night.
905
01:03:02,424 --> 01:03:03,692
All right.
906
01:03:15,470 --> 01:03:16,438
What the fuck's the plan here,
907
01:03:16,505 --> 01:03:17,706
where are we going?
908
01:03:17,773 --> 01:03:20,609
I all ready told you
man, it's 20 stops maybe,
909
01:03:20,676 --> 01:03:22,411
15, I don't know, it's
been a fucking long time
910
01:03:22,477 --> 01:03:23,578
and I don't even know
where we are bro.
911
01:03:23,645 --> 01:03:27,016
Okay, cool, great,
so we're hop on drugs.
912
01:03:27,083 --> 01:03:28,650
Yeah, but we
just gotta keep moving
913
01:03:28,717 --> 01:03:31,386
'cause we're taking way
too much freaking time.
914
01:03:31,453 --> 01:03:32,721
We're
fucking moving dude,
915
01:03:32,788 --> 01:03:36,458
there's gotta be more trains
than just the one train.
916
01:03:42,330 --> 01:03:44,733
All right, all right,
all right, all right.
917
01:03:45,500 --> 01:03:47,335
Oh, fuck.
918
01:03:49,438 --> 01:03:52,207
Hold it right there.
919
01:03:57,446 --> 01:03:58,714
Evening.
920
01:04:00,049 --> 01:04:01,550
That doesn't smell
like tobacco smoke to me.
921
01:04:01,616 --> 01:04:03,052
Oh, that's a good one man.
922
01:04:03,119 --> 01:04:04,319
Hey, don't
get flip with me.
923
01:04:04,386 --> 01:04:08,390
Smoking marijuana in public
is a criminal offense.
924
01:04:08,457 --> 01:04:10,492
I could run the
through you right now.
925
01:04:10,559 --> 01:04:12,828
- Sorry man.
- What, you fucking kidding.
926
01:04:12,895 --> 01:04:14,763
It's
illegal, I told ya.
927
01:04:14,830 --> 01:04:16,065
- Yeah, all right.
- Against the car over there,
928
01:04:16,132 --> 01:04:17,332
all three of ya's, come on.
929
01:04:17,399 --> 01:04:18,366
- Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
- We're just tryna get
930
01:04:18,433 --> 01:04:19,367
- to the train.
- Are you kidding me?
931
01:04:19,434 --> 01:04:19,936
Up
against the car now.
932
01:04:20,002 --> 01:04:22,237
I said move.
933
01:04:33,415 --> 01:04:35,383
Put your hands on
the back of our head.
934
01:04:35,450 --> 01:04:36,518
- All three of you.
- Come on dude.
935
01:04:36,585 --> 01:04:39,588
Put your hands on
the back of your head.
936
01:04:39,654 --> 01:04:40,856
- Smoking one fucking...
- You too, on the left,
937
01:04:40,923 --> 01:04:42,491
- you too.
- Yeah.
938
01:04:45,727 --> 01:04:47,562
Officer look, it
was just a joint.
939
01:04:47,629 --> 01:04:48,830
Just shut up huh.
940
01:04:51,767 --> 01:04:53,102
You got ID on ya?
941
01:04:53,169 --> 01:04:54,536
No.
942
01:04:54,603 --> 01:04:55,905
No surprises there.
943
01:04:55,972 --> 01:04:57,140
Put your hands in back.
944
01:04:57,206 --> 01:05:01,810
- You're fucking kidding me.
- Drop your hands.
945
01:05:01,878 --> 01:05:03,545
Seriously, it was just...
946
01:05:03,612 --> 01:05:06,681
Just keep
your mouth shut.
947
01:05:14,623 --> 01:05:15,892
Is this really
fucking necessary dude?
948
01:05:15,958 --> 01:05:19,361
Keep your mouth shut.
949
01:05:19,427 --> 01:05:21,696
Look officer, all we're
tryna do is get home, okay?
950
01:05:21,763 --> 01:05:23,765
We've been walking all
day, we're tryna get
951
01:05:23,832 --> 01:05:24,901
- on the train...
- Sure, sure, sure.
952
01:05:24,967 --> 01:05:26,368
You just wanted to get home.
953
01:05:26,434 --> 01:05:27,569
I'm serious.
954
01:05:31,640 --> 01:05:32,774
Hey, hey, hey,
that's my money man
955
01:05:32,841 --> 01:05:33,842
- I need that.
- Yeah, yeah, yeah,
956
01:05:33,910 --> 01:05:34,944
- just keep keep your mouth...
- I need it
957
01:05:35,011 --> 01:05:35,644
- to get on the train.
- Just turn around,
958
01:05:35,710 --> 01:05:36,245
keep your mouth shut.
959
01:05:36,311 --> 01:05:38,446
You got an ID?
960
01:05:38,513 --> 01:05:39,581
No.
961
01:05:39,648 --> 01:05:40,315
All right,
put your hands down,
962
01:05:40,382 --> 01:05:42,417
put your hands in back.
963
01:05:42,484 --> 01:05:44,519
Look, I need that
to get home, okay,
964
01:05:44,586 --> 01:05:46,588
you can't just fucking rob me.
965
01:05:46,655 --> 01:05:49,158
Just shut up.
966
01:05:49,225 --> 01:05:50,792
You got an ID on ya?
967
01:05:50,859 --> 01:05:52,929
I all ready said no.
968
01:05:52,995 --> 01:05:54,396
Yeah, that's terrific,
969
01:05:54,462 --> 01:05:56,165
it's like you don't even exist.
970
01:05:56,232 --> 01:05:59,401
You're an absolute
non-person without an ID.
971
01:05:59,467 --> 01:06:03,805
You're just transients and
vagrants and bums, that's all.
972
01:06:03,872 --> 01:06:05,473
No goods.
973
01:06:05,540 --> 01:06:07,409
You can't just
fucking rob us dude.
974
01:06:07,475 --> 01:06:09,879
Ah, just keep your mouth shut.
975
01:06:11,613 --> 01:06:12,915
You needing a little
help back there?
976
01:06:13,883 --> 01:06:14,816
Fuck you.
977
01:06:16,886 --> 01:06:18,921
Look man, I didn't even
have any of that joint,
978
01:06:18,988 --> 01:06:22,191
I don't even like weed,
it gives me the heebs.
979
01:06:22,258 --> 01:06:23,825
You weren't
smoking when I came up to you?
980
01:06:23,893 --> 01:06:25,127
No sir, I was not.
981
01:06:25,194 --> 01:06:27,829
So if I gave you a drug
test right now, you'd pass.
982
01:06:27,897 --> 01:06:30,632
Yes sir, and I have my ID.
983
01:06:30,699 --> 01:06:32,500
Let's see your ID.
984
01:06:33,970 --> 01:06:36,005
Here it is, can
you see, that's my face.
985
01:06:37,806 --> 01:06:39,708
Fuck, god fuck.
986
01:06:39,774 --> 01:06:41,443
You fucking rot.
987
01:06:41,509 --> 01:06:42,577
Let's fucking roll.
988
01:06:45,014 --> 01:06:46,883
You junkie bitch.
989
01:06:50,286 --> 01:06:51,720
Oh shit.
990
01:07:03,933 --> 01:07:05,600
Okay, here?
991
01:07:05,667 --> 01:07:07,236
Yes,
Mrs. O'Connell said
992
01:07:07,303 --> 01:07:09,738
this is where she saw him.
993
01:07:09,804 --> 01:07:12,807
She said she was
sure it was Steven.
994
01:07:14,076 --> 01:07:16,811
It was a few months ago though.
995
01:07:17,980 --> 01:07:21,716
Excuse me.
996
01:07:21,783 --> 01:07:22,684
Sir.
997
01:07:23,752 --> 01:07:24,987
Yeah, yeah, could
you come here please,
998
01:07:25,054 --> 01:07:27,756
I promise you we won't take
up too much of your time.
999
01:07:27,822 --> 01:07:30,625
You wouldn't happen to be
with the CIA now would ya?
1000
01:07:30,692 --> 01:07:31,826
What, no, no.
1001
01:07:32,929 --> 01:07:34,496
The Feds didn't send you?
1002
01:07:34,562 --> 01:07:35,764
- No.
- Good.
1003
01:07:35,830 --> 01:07:39,634
'Cause I've told 'em a
thousand times I'm retired,
1004
01:07:39,701 --> 01:07:42,071
got my own life now you know.
1005
01:07:42,138 --> 01:07:44,941
Bunch of bastard narcos,
they didn't send you?
1006
01:07:45,007 --> 01:07:46,342
No.
1007
01:07:46,409 --> 01:07:50,012
We're looking for a young man,
his name is Steven Bugsby,
1008
01:07:50,079 --> 01:07:51,914
he's a little shorter than you,
1009
01:07:51,981 --> 01:07:54,783
he's got long brown
hair, he's 21.
1010
01:07:54,849 --> 01:07:55,817
He's our son.
1011
01:07:57,153 --> 01:08:00,588
Yeah you see, that
could be a problem,
1012
01:08:00,655 --> 01:08:03,658
I haven't eaten
anything all day.
1013
01:08:03,725 --> 01:08:06,996
It reminds me of the
time I spent in Taiwan.
1014
01:08:07,063 --> 01:08:11,666
Three weeks with nothing
to eat but rice cakes.
1015
01:08:11,733 --> 01:08:13,668
When I get that hungry
1016
01:08:13,735 --> 01:08:16,038
I have a tough time
remembering my own name
1017
01:08:16,105 --> 01:08:18,673
let alone your sons.
1018
01:08:18,740 --> 01:08:20,775
Can't swing a meal,
1019
01:08:20,842 --> 01:08:23,312
plus I'm saving my money.
1020
01:08:23,379 --> 01:08:26,949
Flying out west
going to see my wife.
1021
01:08:27,016 --> 01:08:28,783
She's in the films you know.
1022
01:08:28,850 --> 01:08:30,585
Yeah, here.
1023
01:08:32,620 --> 01:08:35,623
I suddenly feel my
memories flooding back.
1024
01:08:35,690 --> 01:08:38,827
What'd you say
your sons name was?
1025
01:08:38,894 --> 01:08:39,561
Hey.
1026
01:08:39,627 --> 01:08:41,897
Steve, hey, excuse me.
1027
01:08:41,964 --> 01:08:44,866
I'll suck your
dick for 20 bucks.
1028
01:08:44,934 --> 01:08:45,834
Steven.
1029
01:08:45,901 --> 01:08:46,801
Steven?
1030
01:08:46,868 --> 01:08:48,070
Steven Bugsby.
1031
01:08:49,171 --> 01:08:51,007
Never heard of him.
1032
01:08:55,911 --> 01:08:57,612
We do girls too.
1033
01:08:58,180 --> 01:08:58,981
Please.
1034
01:08:59,048 --> 01:09:00,648
Geez, just get me out of here.
1035
01:09:00,715 --> 01:09:01,649
Okay, all right, all right.
1036
01:09:01,716 --> 01:09:04,519
It'll be the
night of your life.
1037
01:09:10,893 --> 01:09:12,660
I can't be here
again, no, no, not here,
1038
01:09:12,727 --> 01:09:13,828
no, no, not here.
1039
01:09:13,896 --> 01:09:15,730
Will you chill out,
just sit the fuck down.
1040
01:09:15,797 --> 01:09:17,832
What the fuck is
the matter with you?
1041
01:09:17,900 --> 01:09:20,936
He took all the speed pills
back at the subway station.
1042
01:09:21,003 --> 01:09:22,670
All of 'em?
1043
01:09:22,737 --> 01:09:23,838
All of them.
1044
01:09:24,974 --> 01:09:27,009
I wanna go
home, I wanna go home,
1045
01:09:27,076 --> 01:09:29,711
I wanna go home,
I wanna go home,
1046
01:09:29,778 --> 01:09:31,780
I wanna go home.
1047
01:09:31,846 --> 01:09:34,884
All right, okay,
here's what we do.
1048
01:09:34,950 --> 01:09:36,718
We hot wire a car, all right.
1049
01:09:36,785 --> 01:09:38,020
I saw a guy do it once,
seems pretty easy,
1050
01:09:38,087 --> 01:09:39,388
you just gotta make sure
you don't set off the alarm
1051
01:09:39,455 --> 01:09:40,722
when you get in the fucking car.
1052
01:09:40,789 --> 01:09:41,856
You don't know what the
fuck you're talking about.
1053
01:09:41,924 --> 01:09:42,657
All right, well I
don't see you coming up
1054
01:09:42,724 --> 01:09:45,693
with any brilliant ideas.
1055
01:09:45,760 --> 01:09:48,130
Look, why don't you
go seduce some John.
1056
01:09:48,197 --> 01:09:49,065
Do the innocent
1057
01:09:49,131 --> 01:09:50,166
- school girl thing...
- Hey Slim
1058
01:09:50,232 --> 01:09:51,000
- how bout you shut up.
- Like you did with
1059
01:09:51,067 --> 01:09:52,234
the fucking, I'm just saying.
1060
01:09:53,536 --> 01:09:54,669
- Shut the your fucking mouth.
- It's an easy way
1061
01:09:54,736 --> 01:09:55,471
to make a quick buck and
you might even like it.
1062
01:09:55,538 --> 01:09:56,205
Shut your fucking mouth.
1063
01:09:59,707 --> 01:10:00,509
Shut up.
1064
01:10:00,575 --> 01:10:01,210
It's shut, it's fucking shut.
1065
01:10:01,277 --> 01:10:03,045
Where are you going?
1066
01:10:05,981 --> 01:10:06,882
Bug?
1067
01:10:26,835 --> 01:10:27,769
Pissed he took your pill?
1068
01:10:27,836 --> 01:10:29,138
Yes I'm pissed.
1069
01:10:30,872 --> 01:10:32,607
What the hell dude?
1070
01:10:36,011 --> 01:10:37,446
- What the fuck?
- Shit.
1071
01:10:37,513 --> 01:10:38,481
Yeah, oh fuck.
1072
01:10:38,547 --> 01:10:40,715
I'm not gonna
use it, obviously,
1073
01:10:40,782 --> 01:10:41,951
we're just gonna scare Eddie.
1074
01:10:42,017 --> 01:10:43,152
- No.
- We're gonna get him
1075
01:10:43,219 --> 01:10:43,852
to give us some cash so
we can get out of here.
1076
01:10:43,919 --> 01:10:45,020
No you're not, no.
1077
01:10:45,087 --> 01:10:48,023
I'm not gonna touch
him, Jenny, I promise,
1078
01:10:48,090 --> 01:10:48,756
- I'm not gonna touch him.
- No.
1079
01:10:48,823 --> 01:10:49,858
We'll be in and out.
1080
01:10:49,925 --> 01:10:50,526
- This is a bad idea.
- We get the money
1081
01:10:50,593 --> 01:10:52,194
and we disappear.
1082
01:10:53,262 --> 01:10:55,464
Okay, but he needs
to see you there.
1083
01:10:55,531 --> 01:10:56,532
Okay, you gotta
be in there, okay,
1084
01:10:56,599 --> 01:10:59,468
he needs to see your
face, okay Jenny?
1085
01:10:59,535 --> 01:11:01,203
Look, you gotta do
this for me, okay?
1086
01:11:01,270 --> 01:11:02,770
It's gotta be the
three of us, all right?
1087
01:11:02,837 --> 01:11:04,240
I need this, please?
1088
01:11:07,176 --> 01:11:08,810
I love you, okay.
1089
01:11:12,915 --> 01:11:14,116
Well say something.
1090
01:11:14,183 --> 01:11:16,718
I don't, please, we,
1091
01:11:16,784 --> 01:11:17,920
I don't think that you should...
1092
01:11:17,987 --> 01:11:20,089
Fuck, fuck it,
we gotta go, let's go.
1093
01:11:20,156 --> 01:11:21,656
Go, what, no.
1094
01:11:24,059 --> 01:11:25,060
Bug.
1095
01:11:25,127 --> 01:11:26,162
I've got something for you,
1096
01:11:26,228 --> 01:11:28,497
I've got something
for you too Eddie.
1097
01:11:28,564 --> 01:11:31,000
Open up the fucking register.
1098
01:11:31,066 --> 01:11:32,501
Don't just stand there
looking at me Eddie,
1099
01:11:32,568 --> 01:11:34,069
open it, now, now.
1100
01:11:41,076 --> 01:11:42,744
The safe, open the safe.
1101
01:11:42,810 --> 01:11:43,913
You got the cash, let's go.
1102
01:11:43,979 --> 01:11:45,747
Open the fucking safe Eddie
1103
01:11:45,813 --> 01:11:47,782
or I'm gonna open up
your fucking skull.
1104
01:11:47,849 --> 01:11:48,750
Come on.
1105
01:11:50,286 --> 01:11:51,020
I can't.
1106
01:11:51,086 --> 01:11:52,154
He doesn't have the key.
1107
01:11:52,221 --> 01:11:55,157
I swear to god
Eddie, god damn it,
1108
01:11:55,224 --> 01:11:56,192
god damn you.
1109
01:12:01,096 --> 01:12:02,864
- Where's your keys?
- What'd you do?
1110
01:12:02,932 --> 01:12:05,000
Where's your keys,
where's you're keys Eddie?
1111
01:12:05,067 --> 01:12:05,935
Wake up.
1112
01:12:07,102 --> 01:12:09,205
Oh, fuck it, come on
man, do it, finish him,
1113
01:12:09,271 --> 01:12:10,805
he's a god damn retard.
1114
01:12:10,872 --> 01:12:11,974
- What?
- Finish him man,
1115
01:12:12,041 --> 01:12:14,944
do it, pull the fucking trigger.
1116
01:12:15,010 --> 01:12:16,178
Bug stop.
1117
01:12:23,986 --> 01:12:26,854
Come on man,
just forget her, huh?
1118
01:12:29,391 --> 01:12:32,228
Come on man, no,
no, no, come on.
1119
01:12:34,363 --> 01:12:37,299
Jenny, babe, come
on, we gotta go.
1120
01:12:37,366 --> 01:12:39,068
Fuck you.
1121
01:12:58,420 --> 01:13:02,591
You're a liar, you said
you weren't gonna hurt him,
1122
01:13:02,658 --> 01:13:04,026
I hate you.
1123
01:13:04,093 --> 01:13:05,827
I didn't mean to.
1124
01:13:07,029 --> 01:13:08,964
Dude, give me your fucking keys.
1125
01:13:09,031 --> 01:13:10,165
What the fuck?
1126
01:13:10,232 --> 01:13:11,500
- Here, it's yours.
- Give me your fucking keys,
1127
01:13:11,567 --> 01:13:13,969
get the fuck out of here,
get the fuck out of here.
1128
01:13:14,036 --> 01:13:14,903
Slim.
1129
01:13:17,373 --> 01:13:20,342
Jenny, come on, get in the car.
1130
01:13:20,409 --> 01:13:22,278
This isn't you.
1131
01:13:22,344 --> 01:13:26,181
Jenny, we gotta go,
get in the fucking car.
1132
01:13:27,916 --> 01:13:30,252
I never wanna see you again.
1133
01:13:33,322 --> 01:13:34,390
No, no, no, no, no,
come on man, come on,
1134
01:13:34,456 --> 01:13:36,258
are we doing this?
1135
01:13:36,325 --> 01:13:37,926
Come on, come on,
fuck it, forget it.
1136
01:13:37,993 --> 01:13:38,894
Fuck.
1137
01:13:40,095 --> 01:13:44,199
Come on man, there he
is, there he fucking is.
1138
01:14:01,016 --> 01:14:06,021
♪ Alone, electric glow ♪
1139
01:14:06,955 --> 01:14:11,293
♪ Static snow, in the lobby ♪
1140
01:14:13,495 --> 01:14:18,866
♪ No TV, magazines ♪
1141
01:14:20,469 --> 01:14:25,840
♪ Waiting skin hides me ♪
1142
01:14:28,444 --> 01:14:33,449
♪ From the sting, paper sheath ♪
1143
01:14:35,384 --> 01:14:40,255
♪ Blood warm in the IV ♪
1144
01:14:41,490 --> 01:14:42,458
We're close.
1145
01:14:42,524 --> 01:14:43,392
Yeah?
1146
01:14:43,459 --> 01:14:48,430
♪ The worry in the sheets ♪
1147
01:14:49,398 --> 01:14:54,103
♪ All the nurses reassure me ♪
1148
01:14:56,772 --> 01:15:01,043
♪ This will be quick and easy ♪
1149
01:15:01,110 --> 01:15:02,378
That's it.
1150
01:15:02,444 --> 01:15:04,947
Mr. and Mrs.
Bug, we're home..
1151
01:15:05,013 --> 01:15:10,018
♪ I'm not gonna feel a thing ♪
1152
01:15:11,420 --> 01:15:16,425
♪ Lie and say it
will be alright ♪
1153
01:15:18,293 --> 01:15:22,131
♪ Like a baby falling asleep ♪
1154
01:15:26,402 --> 01:15:30,439
♪ 'Cause I'm so good
at hurting myself ♪
1155
01:15:39,214 --> 01:15:42,050
♪ Pulse is slow ♪
1156
01:15:42,117 --> 01:15:44,052
Got any extra smokes?
1157
01:15:45,421 --> 01:15:49,124
♪ Faint metronome
on my left side ♪
1158
01:15:49,191 --> 01:15:51,460
Uh-uh, this is my last one.
1159
01:15:53,462 --> 01:15:56,265
♪ Beneath my ♪
1160
01:15:56,331 --> 01:15:59,535
You good?
♪ Protruding spine ♪
1161
01:15:59,601 --> 01:16:00,636
Just give me a minute.
1162
01:16:00,702 --> 01:16:06,175
♪ You can hardly
hear the knife ♪
1163
01:16:06,642 --> 01:16:08,076
Can we go home now?
1164
01:16:08,143 --> 01:16:13,148
♪ Lying flat, blind on ♪
1165
01:16:16,351 --> 01:16:21,356
♪ Covering my sunken eyes ♪
1166
01:16:22,224 --> 01:16:27,095
♪ And the line rifle ♪
1167
01:16:30,365 --> 01:16:33,969
♪ Aimed at my sick mind ♪
1168
01:16:41,343 --> 01:16:46,348
♪ Ooh ♪
1169
01:16:48,283 --> 01:16:50,118
♪ Oh ♪
1170
01:17:05,300 --> 01:17:10,305
♪ 'Cause I'm so good
at hurting myself ♪
1171
01:17:40,636 --> 01:17:45,274
You aren't
getting those things off.
1172
01:17:45,340 --> 01:17:46,308
Watch me.
1173
01:17:47,676 --> 01:17:50,379
You can barely walk, you're
definitely not getting out
1174
01:17:50,445 --> 01:17:52,481
of this room by yourself.
1175
01:17:52,548 --> 01:17:56,285
Besides, they put an extra
security guard on the wing.
1176
01:17:56,351 --> 01:17:59,488
Seems excessive
for a stolen car.
1177
01:17:59,555 --> 01:18:03,258
How much of last
night do you remember?
1178
01:18:03,325 --> 01:18:05,160
It was my birthday.
1179
01:18:06,728 --> 01:18:09,331
Things get a little
out of control?
1180
01:18:09,398 --> 01:18:11,266
You could say that.
1181
01:18:14,636 --> 01:18:18,340
Why don't we give the
escape plan a rest Steven?
1182
01:18:18,407 --> 01:18:20,342
Try and get some sleep.
1183
01:18:21,543 --> 01:18:24,279
Dr. Flores
dial 118 please,
1184
01:18:24,346 --> 01:18:26,481
Dr. Flores please dial 118.
1185
01:18:30,385 --> 01:18:33,088
That's my son, Steven Bugsby.
1186
01:18:48,637 --> 01:18:50,172
Happy birthday.
1187
01:18:53,241 --> 01:18:54,409
Thanks.
1188
01:18:55,644 --> 01:18:56,511
How old?
1189
01:18:58,647 --> 01:18:59,581
21.
1190
01:19:02,818 --> 01:19:05,654
Hospital room
on your 21st huh?
1191
01:19:07,756 --> 01:19:12,327
Yeah, it was not
suppose to happen this way.
1192
01:19:15,297 --> 01:19:18,667
Life doesn't always
go the way we expect.
1193
01:19:21,403 --> 01:19:22,704
Mrs. Bugsby?
1194
01:19:22,771 --> 01:19:24,373
Yes.
1195
01:19:24,439 --> 01:19:26,475
I'm your husbands nurse.
1196
01:19:26,541 --> 01:19:27,509
How's he doing.
1197
01:19:27,576 --> 01:19:30,245
He's fine, he's
in stable condition
1198
01:19:30,312 --> 01:19:34,282
and we expect him to be
released today or tomorrow.
1199
01:19:34,349 --> 01:19:35,484
Oh, thank god.
1200
01:19:35,550 --> 01:19:36,752
How are you doing?
1201
01:19:36,818 --> 01:19:38,654
I'm just fine.
1202
01:19:38,720 --> 01:19:40,389
They ran a few
precautionary tests
1203
01:19:40,455 --> 01:19:42,491
and I'm cleared to go.
1204
01:19:42,557 --> 01:19:44,559
When can I see my Roger?
1205
01:19:45,560 --> 01:19:47,763
Is there anyone you can call,
1206
01:19:47,829 --> 01:19:50,499
let 'em know you're all right?
1207
01:19:50,565 --> 01:19:51,466
Friends?
1208
01:19:55,071 --> 01:19:58,473
Last two friends
I had are gone.
1209
01:19:58,540 --> 01:20:00,475
Parents?
1210
01:20:03,378 --> 01:20:06,314
I don't really
think they'd care.
1211
01:20:09,818 --> 01:20:13,588
Parents always care
about their children.
1212
01:20:17,659 --> 01:20:19,494
You got kids?
1213
01:20:20,729 --> 01:20:21,630
A son.
1214
01:20:24,700 --> 01:20:26,301
What's he like?
1215
01:20:28,470 --> 01:20:32,274
Decent,
just doesn't know it.
1216
01:20:46,122 --> 01:20:49,858
Mrs. Bugsby, you should
know that your husband
1217
01:20:49,926 --> 01:20:52,327
is sharing a room
with the young man
1218
01:20:52,394 --> 01:20:54,463
who was in the car that
collided with yours.
1219
01:20:54,529 --> 01:20:57,432
Well I'm sure it
was just an accident.
1220
01:20:57,499 --> 01:20:59,534
There's something else.
1221
01:21:30,632 --> 01:21:31,901
Investigating
an armed robbery,
1222
01:21:31,968 --> 01:21:35,604
not a case of shoplifting
like they initially thought.
1223
01:21:38,975 --> 01:21:41,443
Oh, you fucking pussy.
1224
01:21:42,811 --> 01:21:45,413
- Stop, cut it out.
- What?
1225
01:21:45,480 --> 01:21:46,481
- Stop.
- Okay.
1226
01:21:46,548 --> 01:21:47,749
Just
under an hour ago
1227
01:21:47,816 --> 01:21:49,118
with the neighborhood
market on Franklin street.
1228
01:21:49,185 --> 01:21:52,387
Been told the store clerk has
been taken to the hospital
1229
01:21:52,454 --> 01:21:53,755
with serious injuries.
1230
01:21:53,822 --> 01:21:55,590
Three suspects ran...
1231
01:22:04,733 --> 01:22:05,700
Oh.
1232
01:22:14,210 --> 01:22:16,511
Come on, get in.
1233
01:22:16,578 --> 01:22:17,947
Get in.
1234
01:22:18,014 --> 01:22:19,048
Shortly after
taking cash from the register,
1235
01:22:19,115 --> 01:22:21,449
according to police,
two of the suspects
1236
01:22:21,516 --> 01:22:23,552
then stole a parked car outside.
1237
01:22:23,618 --> 01:22:26,956
One suspect is armed
and possibly dangerous.
1238
01:22:27,023 --> 01:22:30,325
Yes, I want to
report a break in.
1239
01:22:36,865 --> 01:22:38,234
Look at this huh.
1240
01:22:38,301 --> 01:22:41,803
Oh, wouldn't wanna get a smack
off of that, would you, huh?
1241
01:22:44,639 --> 01:22:48,410
I gotta piss, man,
where's the bathroom?
1242
01:22:48,476 --> 01:22:49,678
Down the hall to the left.
1243
01:22:49,744 --> 01:22:50,745
All right.
1244
01:25:39,181 --> 01:25:43,352
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
1245
01:25:43,419 --> 01:25:47,756
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
1246
01:25:47,822 --> 01:25:52,727
♪ Happy birthday dear Steven ♪
1247
01:25:52,794 --> 01:25:57,732
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
1248
01:26:03,239 --> 01:26:04,706
Three hours.
1249
01:26:08,244 --> 01:26:09,611
Three hours.
1250
01:26:10,446 --> 01:26:11,546
Hey dad.
1251
01:26:11,613 --> 01:26:15,817
That's how long your
mother waited up for ya.
1252
01:26:16,952 --> 01:26:19,922
Sat right over there
watching the clock.
1253
01:26:19,989 --> 01:26:23,092
So sure that any
minute you'd be home.
1254
01:26:25,860 --> 01:26:28,630
I'm not doing this right now.
1255
01:26:29,265 --> 01:26:30,665
Not doing it.
1256
01:26:42,478 --> 01:26:44,679
Where were you?
1257
01:26:46,282 --> 01:26:48,650
Out with some friends.
1258
01:26:50,252 --> 01:26:53,889
I was your age once,
believe it or not.
1259
01:26:55,257 --> 01:26:56,758
Where were you?
1260
01:26:58,894 --> 01:26:59,794
Went to the movies.
1261
01:26:59,861 --> 01:27:01,063
You're a liar.
1262
01:27:03,232 --> 01:27:06,868
I can smell the booze
on you from here.
1263
01:27:08,137 --> 01:27:10,139
It's one thing to miss
your birthday dinner,
1264
01:27:10,206 --> 01:27:12,108
but suspended from school,
1265
01:27:12,174 --> 01:27:16,912
and now your on probation, you
haven't slept here for days.
1266
01:27:16,979 --> 01:27:20,182
I learn from
the best.
1267
01:27:20,249 --> 01:27:24,120
What is this shit
you're doing to yourself?
1268
01:27:26,021 --> 01:27:27,890
What the hell's wrong with you?
1269
01:27:27,957 --> 01:27:28,958
Fuck you.
1270
01:27:29,024 --> 01:27:30,692
We know you're not
taking your meds.
1271
01:27:30,758 --> 01:27:31,994
Go fuck yourself.
1272
01:27:32,061 --> 01:27:34,829
You talk
like that to your father?
1273
01:27:34,897 --> 01:27:37,199
No, 'cause I'm
gonna go to bed.
1274
01:27:37,266 --> 01:27:39,969
Oh, you're not going anywhere.
1275
01:27:40,035 --> 01:27:41,703
What is going on?
1276
01:27:41,769 --> 01:27:43,472
Stop it, both of you stop.
1277
01:27:46,976 --> 01:27:48,177
Get off me.
1278
01:27:48,244 --> 01:27:48,911
What the
hell's the matter with you.
1279
01:27:48,978 --> 01:27:50,179
Get the fuck off me.
1280
01:27:50,246 --> 01:27:53,115
I know all about your
girlfriend you piece of shit.
1281
01:27:53,182 --> 01:27:54,416
What
is he talking about?
1282
01:27:54,483 --> 01:27:57,153
He's wasted, he's not
making any god damn sense.
1283
01:27:57,219 --> 01:27:59,021
Get off him, stop.
1284
01:28:02,790 --> 01:28:03,825
Stop it, get away from him.
1285
01:28:03,893 --> 01:28:05,793
Get out of my house.
1286
01:28:07,795 --> 01:28:08,597
What?
1287
01:28:08,663 --> 01:28:09,764
Get the fuck out of my house,
1288
01:28:09,831 --> 01:28:11,833
you're not welcome here.
1289
01:28:11,901 --> 01:28:13,169
Fine.
1290
01:28:13,235 --> 01:28:14,637
No, Steven.
1291
01:28:16,804 --> 01:28:17,672
No.
1292
01:28:20,576 --> 01:28:23,946
You're
not welcome here.
1293
01:28:26,982 --> 01:28:28,884
Don't move.
1294
01:28:29,585 --> 01:28:32,021
What, this is my house.
1295
01:28:32,087 --> 01:28:33,289
Take it easy kid.
1296
01:28:33,355 --> 01:28:35,257
I'm just visiting my
parents, they weren't home
1297
01:28:35,324 --> 01:28:39,161
so I came in, this is where
I grew up though, okay?
1298
01:28:39,228 --> 01:28:40,762
Let me see your hands?
1299
01:28:40,828 --> 01:28:41,796
This is my house.
1300
01:28:41,863 --> 01:28:42,932
Let me
see your hands?
1301
01:28:42,998 --> 01:28:44,934
This is my house,
this is my house, okay,
1302
01:28:45,000 --> 01:28:46,768
this is parents, my
parents live here okay.
1303
01:28:46,834 --> 01:28:47,869
Let me
see your hands.
1304
01:28:47,937 --> 01:28:50,139
Okay, okay, okay,
okay, look at them,
1305
01:28:50,206 --> 01:28:52,208
you just gotta believe me, okay?
1306
01:28:58,948 --> 01:29:00,782
You just don't
get it, you don't...
1307
01:29:00,848 --> 01:29:01,816
Calm down.
1308
01:29:01,884 --> 01:29:04,353
Okay, wait, wait,
wait, wait, wait,
1309
01:29:04,420 --> 01:29:06,322
look, look, this
is my, this is me,
1310
01:29:06,388 --> 01:29:09,058
this is a photo of me
when I was younger okay?
1311
01:29:09,124 --> 01:29:11,093
I'm telling you my
parents live here,
1312
01:29:11,160 --> 01:29:13,896
this is my house, okay,
I grew up here, see.
1313
01:29:13,963 --> 01:29:15,863
This is me, that's me.
1314
01:29:16,999 --> 01:29:18,200
All right, here's
what we're gonna do.
1315
01:29:20,269 --> 01:29:21,270
Woo, ho, ho.
1316
01:29:21,337 --> 01:29:23,939
Are you fucking kidding me?
1317
01:29:25,040 --> 01:29:28,277
Oh, that's a nice
squeal you fucking pig.
1318
01:29:29,211 --> 01:29:31,981
- Oh my god.
- You fucked us.
1319
01:29:32,047 --> 01:29:36,151
What, what are
you fucking talking about?
1320
01:29:37,653 --> 01:29:38,387
Oh my god.
1321
01:29:39,955 --> 01:29:41,957
We gotta, we gotta get...
1322
01:29:52,101 --> 01:29:53,002
Steven?
1323
01:29:54,136 --> 01:29:55,904
Hi Mrs. O'Connell.
1324
01:30:02,077 --> 01:30:04,380
- No, no.
- All right, come on,
1325
01:30:04,446 --> 01:30:07,049
come on man, give me the
keys, we gotta get outta here.
1326
01:30:07,116 --> 01:30:08,217
Give me the keys, I'm driving.
1327
01:30:08,284 --> 01:30:09,285
You're fucking
loaded, you can't drive.
1328
01:30:09,351 --> 01:30:11,120
No, no, no, no,
no, I'm fine man,
1329
01:30:11,186 --> 01:30:12,321
come on man, give me the keys.
1330
01:30:12,388 --> 01:30:15,391
Do you have any idea
how much shit we're in
1331
01:30:15,457 --> 01:30:17,092
because of you?
1332
01:30:18,994 --> 01:30:20,862
This can't be happening.
1333
01:30:20,929 --> 01:30:22,164
- This isn't real.
- Come on, come on,
1334
01:30:22,231 --> 01:30:23,032
come on.
1335
01:30:23,098 --> 01:30:25,267
Give me the keys, I am driving.
1336
01:30:25,334 --> 01:30:26,402
Come on, you fucking
here you that?
1337
01:30:26,468 --> 01:30:27,269
You fucking hear that?
1338
01:30:27,336 --> 01:30:29,004
They're coming, they're coming,
1339
01:30:29,071 --> 01:30:30,005
now give me the keys.
1340
01:30:30,072 --> 01:30:31,006
Fuck you.
1341
01:30:32,074 --> 01:30:32,807
You give me the
fucking keys man,
1342
01:30:32,874 --> 01:30:33,808
I will fucking waste you.
1343
01:30:33,876 --> 01:30:37,379
You fucking ass whole.
1344
01:30:37,446 --> 01:30:39,048
Get in the car.
1345
01:30:39,114 --> 01:30:40,316
Get in the car.
1346
01:30:47,523 --> 01:30:48,823
Why, why?
1347
01:30:50,192 --> 01:30:52,428
You fucking ruined everything.
1348
01:30:52,494 --> 01:30:55,030
God damn, can you hear
yourself right now man?
1349
01:30:55,097 --> 01:30:58,033
Who the fuck are you anyway?
1350
01:30:58,100 --> 01:30:59,134
Me?
1351
01:30:59,201 --> 01:31:01,370
Oh I know who I am,
I am a piece of shit,
1352
01:31:01,437 --> 01:31:03,906
you, you're some whiny
little bitch crawling back
1353
01:31:03,972 --> 01:31:05,307
to mommy and daddy.
1354
01:31:05,374 --> 01:31:06,041
Yeah, well where are
you gonna be in a year, huh?
1355
01:31:06,108 --> 01:31:07,376
What about five years?
1356
01:31:07,443 --> 01:31:09,678
You wanna pick food out of
dumpsters your whole life?
1357
01:31:09,745 --> 01:31:12,414
You wanna be a fuck
up all over again?
1358
01:31:12,481 --> 01:31:14,216
You wanna die under
a fucking bridge?
1359
01:31:14,283 --> 01:31:17,052
Says the guy who's tryna
fucking kill himself.
1360
01:31:17,119 --> 01:31:19,421
No, no, no, no I wanna live.
1361
01:31:21,490 --> 01:31:23,092
I wanna live.
1362
01:31:23,158 --> 01:31:24,193
I wanna live.
1363
01:31:33,268 --> 01:31:34,837
Roger wake up.
1364
01:31:35,771 --> 01:31:36,871
Roger.
1365
01:31:45,214 --> 01:31:46,715
911,
what's your emergency?
1366
01:31:46,782 --> 01:31:49,351
We've been in a car accident.
1367
01:31:53,255 --> 01:31:55,157
You can come in now.
1368
01:31:57,192 --> 01:31:59,061
Do you need a moment?
1369
01:32:00,195 --> 01:32:01,897
No, no I'm okay.
1370
01:32:29,458 --> 01:32:31,059
It's okay.
1371
01:33:02,257 --> 01:33:03,158
Mum?
1372
01:33:16,271 --> 01:33:19,141
I'm sorry.
1373
01:33:22,544 --> 01:33:23,979
I'm so sorry.
1374
01:33:48,437 --> 01:33:50,205
So did you
get the book I sent you.
1375
01:33:50,272 --> 01:33:51,240
Mm-hmm.
1376
01:33:51,306 --> 01:33:52,374
How you liking it?
1377
01:33:52,441 --> 01:33:55,544
Um, hard to say, I
just started it, so.
1378
01:33:56,678 --> 01:33:59,581
So you're keeping busy then?
1379
01:33:59,648 --> 01:34:04,152
I'm trying to, I mean,
some days get really long.
1380
01:34:09,358 --> 01:34:11,560
How do you like your job?
1381
01:34:12,628 --> 01:34:14,129
Not bad,
they got me working
1382
01:34:14,196 --> 01:34:15,364
in the laundry room now.
1383
01:34:15,430 --> 01:34:16,665
Good, that's good.
1384
01:34:16,732 --> 01:34:19,401
It's important to stay
busy, stay out of your head.
1385
01:34:19,468 --> 01:34:21,537
You taking your medication?
1386
01:34:21,603 --> 01:34:23,238
- Yeah.
- Every day?
1387
01:34:23,305 --> 01:34:24,306
Every day.
1388
01:34:27,209 --> 01:34:29,311
So,
do you feel safe?
1389
01:34:29,378 --> 01:34:31,113
Is anyone giving
you a hard time?
1390
01:34:31,179 --> 01:34:34,550
No, mom,
it's not like that.
1391
01:34:34,616 --> 01:34:36,251
So what
about your new cell mate,
1392
01:34:36,318 --> 01:34:37,619
what's he like?
1393
01:34:37,686 --> 01:34:42,658
I don't know, we
don't really talk that much.
1394
01:34:44,192 --> 01:34:48,497
Well you should,
make friends.
1395
01:34:50,265 --> 01:34:51,333
Wrap it up.
1396
01:34:54,736 --> 01:34:56,438
Well you know you
can call us anytime,
1397
01:34:56,505 --> 01:34:58,507
day or night, just call.
1398
01:34:58,574 --> 01:35:00,375
Yeah, the guards
might object to that,
1399
01:35:00,442 --> 01:35:02,277
but I'll tell 'em
you said it's okay.
1400
01:35:02,344 --> 01:35:06,648
Oh, well thank you very
much, appreciate that.
1401
01:35:06,715 --> 01:35:09,151
Happy birthday Steven.
1402
01:35:09,217 --> 01:35:10,385
Thanks.
1403
01:35:10,452 --> 01:35:12,421
You know we love
you very much?
1404
01:35:12,487 --> 01:35:14,289
Love you guys too.
1405
01:35:20,395 --> 01:35:23,365
Steven, we'll
be back next week.
1406
01:35:30,439 --> 01:35:33,542
Eddie, I
hope you don't think
1407
01:35:33,609 --> 01:35:36,378
I'm tryna justify what happened.
1408
01:35:37,546 --> 01:35:38,513
I'm not.
1409
01:35:38,580 --> 01:35:42,217
Things got so out
of control so fast.
1410
01:35:43,485 --> 01:35:46,455
That night, that wasn't me,
I didn't recognize myself,
1411
01:35:46,521 --> 01:35:50,592
like watching everything
unfold before my eyes,
1412
01:35:50,659 --> 01:35:54,396
from a distance, from
somewhere else, helpless.
1413
01:35:54,463 --> 01:35:57,232
In here I have so
much time to think,
1414
01:35:57,299 --> 01:35:59,201
it's all I do.
1415
01:35:59,267 --> 01:36:01,570
So many uncertainties,
so much unknown.
1416
01:36:01,637 --> 01:36:04,373
I don't know anything
about you Eddie.
1417
01:36:04,439 --> 01:36:05,474
Not really.
1418
01:36:05,540 --> 01:36:07,576
And I fucking hate that.
1419
01:36:07,643 --> 01:36:09,277
I hate that I hurt you.
1420
01:36:09,344 --> 01:36:13,749
Some days I hate myself,
completely, to my core.
1421
01:36:13,815 --> 01:36:17,753
You have every right to
share that sentiment.
1422
01:36:17,819 --> 01:36:18,754
You should.
1423
01:36:19,989 --> 01:36:22,357
Writing to you has helped
me get through this.
1424
01:36:22,424 --> 01:36:24,626
This isn't an apology.
1425
01:36:24,693 --> 01:36:26,795
I don't deserve to
ask you to forgive me,
1426
01:36:26,862 --> 01:36:29,297
you got caught in the
crossfire of something
1427
01:36:29,364 --> 01:36:33,301
that has simmering beneath
my skin my entire life.
1428
01:36:33,368 --> 01:36:36,471
I guess I just want
you to understand.
1429
01:36:38,306 --> 01:36:39,741
Thank you for this.
1430
01:36:39,808 --> 01:36:41,710
Love you buddy.
1431
01:36:41,777 --> 01:36:42,544
Bug.
1432
01:36:42,611 --> 01:36:44,780
♪ So I broke a sweat ♪
1433
01:36:44,846 --> 01:36:50,218
♪ I've bought some things that
I sort of regret about now ♪
1434
01:36:57,793 --> 01:37:01,663
♪ Broke your glasses,
but it broke the ice ♪
1435
01:37:01,730 --> 01:37:06,735
♪ You said that I was an
asshole and I paid the price ♪
1436
01:37:13,842 --> 01:37:15,377
You got a visitor.
1437
01:37:15,444 --> 01:37:17,446
Yeah thanks, my
parents just left,
1438
01:37:17,512 --> 01:37:19,381
I all ready saw 'em.
1439
01:37:19,448 --> 01:37:22,751
No, you've got another
visitor, come on.
1440
01:37:31,359 --> 01:37:35,064
♪ Broke my pace and
ran out of time ♪
1441
01:37:35,131 --> 01:37:40,335
♪ Sometimes I'm so full of shit
that it should be a crime ♪
1442
01:37:47,743 --> 01:37:51,747
♪ Broke a promise 'cause
my car broke down ♪
1443
01:37:51,813 --> 01:37:56,818
♪ Such a classic excuse it
should be bronze by now ♪
1444
01:38:03,926 --> 01:38:07,863
♪ Broke up, and I'm
relieved somehow ♪
1445
01:38:07,930 --> 01:38:10,099
♪ It's the end of
the discussions ♪
1446
01:38:10,166 --> 01:38:12,334
♪ That just go round and round ♪
1447
01:38:12,400 --> 01:38:15,871
♪ And round, and round,
and round, and round ♪
1448
01:38:15,938 --> 01:38:19,876
♪ And round, and round it
shouldn't have been anyway ♪
1449
01:38:19,942 --> 01:38:25,313
♪ No way, no way, no
way, that's right ♪
1450
01:38:27,816 --> 01:38:31,419
♪ Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, uh no ♪
1451
01:38:31,486 --> 01:38:35,357
♪ Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, uh no ♪
1452
01:38:35,423 --> 01:38:38,928
♪ Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, uh no ♪
1453
01:38:38,995 --> 01:38:42,798
♪ It was like everything
was evidence of broken ♪
1454
01:38:42,864 --> 01:38:44,766
♪ You're living on fancy wine ♪
1455
01:38:44,833 --> 01:38:46,601
♪ You'll drink that turpentine ♪
1456
01:38:46,668 --> 01:38:48,436
♪ You're starting
conversations ♪
1457
01:38:48,503 --> 01:38:50,772
♪ You don't even
know the topic ♪
1458
01:39:32,614 --> 01:39:36,685
♪ Go see what's on outside ♪
1459
01:39:36,751 --> 01:39:40,755
♪ Don't let it pass by ♪
1460
01:39:40,822 --> 01:39:44,593
♪ Feels so good to be wrong ♪
1461
01:39:44,659 --> 01:39:48,797
♪ Then show me what's on ♪
1462
01:39:48,864 --> 01:39:53,435
♪ On TV ♪
1463
01:39:53,501 --> 01:39:57,439
♪ On TV ♪
1464
01:39:57,505 --> 01:40:01,509
♪ On TV ♪
1465
01:40:01,576 --> 01:40:05,214
♪ On TV ♪
1466
01:40:05,281 --> 01:40:08,985
♪ Go see what's on outside ♪
1467
01:40:09,051 --> 01:40:13,488
♪ Don't let it fall behind ♪
1468
01:40:13,555 --> 01:40:17,525
♪ Feels so good to be wrong ♪
1469
01:40:17,592 --> 01:40:21,830
♪ Then show me what's on ♪
1470
01:40:21,898 --> 01:40:25,867
♪ On TV ♪
1471
01:40:25,935 --> 01:40:29,804
♪ On TV ♪
1472
01:40:29,871 --> 01:40:33,943
♪ On TV ♪
1473
01:40:34,010 --> 01:40:36,012
♪ On TV ♪
1474
01:40:46,821 --> 01:40:50,893
♪ On TV ♪
1475
01:40:50,960 --> 01:40:54,931
♪ On TV ♪
1476
01:40:54,997 --> 01:40:59,001
♪ On TV ♪
1477
01:40:59,068 --> 01:41:01,770
♪ On TV ♪
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