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[Episode 18]

Why did you get up? You should eat more.

I had enough.

This...

Why... do you have this?

- Jin Ae took this... - I got it back.

Chang Min!

Why... did you still have it?

Our fate... must not be over yet.

I guess it wasn't over for us yet.

Jin Hee...

To be honest... I was really afraid.

What if I really fall for you again?

What if I come to love you like crazy again?

That means... it's been really tough on you because you met me.

With father's passing, too.

If you hadn't met me...

No, if we just hadn't met again after we broke up...

it wouldn't have been tough on you like this.

Chang Min...

Leave.

You feel this way now because of my father.

It's not like that.

Yes, you are that kind of a person to begin with.

That's why you've been nice to my father even after the divorce.

Now that I look like I'm having a tough time

you're just feeling bad for me.

I don't want to put you in a tough spot because of me anymore.

Jin Hee...

Okay, I got it. I'll leave.

- You're really sick right now, so... - I'm fine.

Go now.

If you feel sick again, don't be alone...

and give me a call.

[Jin Hee]

- Yes, what is it? - Why didn't you answer the phone?

Were you asleep?

Yes.

I see. Sorry.

I was just worried.

Get home safe.

Okay, I will.

It looks like... the relationship between you two is not over yet.

Yes... That's what I think, too.

But...

I...

Excuse me.

Chang Min...

It looks like something happened to Chang Min.

What?

I should go check.

Here is the test result.

Grandma, you have a bad case of pneumonia.

You need to be treated with antibiotics. Did you come with your guardian?

My son is very busy.

Just tell me.

What about his number? I'll try calling him.

I said he's busy!

I'm fine coming to the hospital on my own. Why?

Yes... then I'll explain it to you.

Here... this tumor here... got bigger.

Tumor?

What do you mean?

Cancer?

- You have liver cancer. - Liver... liver cancer?

Me? Me? What do you mean? This is the first time I'm hearing about this!

Cancer? Liver cancer?

Please calm down.

Let go of me.

What's going on?

She's getting treatment for liver cancer

but she's showing pneumonia from Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease (COPD).

Liver cancer?

My... I'm going to die.

Grandma, please calm down. Let me check again.

You should get treated for your pneumonia first.

My son... I'm in the ER now...

The doctor here says...

that I have cancer.

She says I have liver cancer...

Did you see her patient record?

No.

The guardian asked to keep it a secret from the patient.

I'm sorry, I didn't get to check.

You have to be careful about notifying the patient with cancer.

It's wise to give the news once rapport is established between the patient and the doctor.

It's mandatory to notify the patient nowadays

but you still have to do it with the right timing depending on the patient's character.

Yes. I'll be careful next time.

Get the room ready now for pneumonia treatment first.

Yes, I got it.

Can't you start again with her?

Jin Hee could meet someone better...

I wonder if I'm blocking that from happening?

If there is someone Jin Hee really likes...

I should let her go.

Still, I don't believe in things like that.

'You love her but you have to let her go', things like that.

Chang Min.

Ah Reum!

Why did you come back already? You should take a few more days off.

I think... it's better to get back to work sooner.

Thank you for worrying about me and stopping by.

My downstairs neighbor was in big trouble, so how could I just stay quiet?

It's not like we're strangers.

It's been a while... to see you with that face.

You're a nice person.

I'm sorry that you got hurt for nothing because of me.

Don't worry.

I realized that there is really no room for me.

I'm fine now.

The grandma patient who was here... where did she go?

I'm not sure. She was here just until now.

Maybe she went to the bathroom?

- My! - My!

- What's going on? - When did you get here?

Just now.

- Why didn't you take more time off? - What's going on?

Well...

Can you think of anything, any specific feature?

She was wearing a red sweater and a scarf... Yes, she was wearing a scarf, too.

There is an old lady there.

I'm sorry.

She's not the one. What should I do now?

The patient learned about her cancer today?

Yes... I told her...

Why don't you look around here? I'll go to the other side.

Okay.

Grandma!

Grandma!

I'm sorry.

Grandma!

Where did she go?

Grandma!

Why aren't you giving me my medication?

I want the same medication as this one.

What's wrong with the last prescription?

Hurry up and give me the medication!

- Grandma... - My medication!

Grandma!

What's wrong with the last prescription?

Hurry up and give me the medication!

- Grandma... - My medication!

Grandma, please wake up!

Chang Min!

Yong Gyu!

We need intubation. Hurry and make an announcement for CPR.

And bring a stretcher, too.

Okay, I got it.

- Nurse Choi, hurry! - Yes!

Hurry, hurry!

Yong Gyu...

- Are you okay? Can you do it? - Yes.

- What happened? - She fainted suddenly.

She had respiratory arrest. What does she have?

She has pneumonia from COPD with lung cancer.

- Right or left? - Left.

Okay, we can push it through.

Done.

We have to move her to the ER fast.

She had respiratory arrest, so we performed intubation.

What happened?

She wasn't on her bed, so I looked for her. It looks like she was trying to go home.

Because she found out about her cancer. Do you have pictures from the endoscopy?

Yes.

MRSA is showing from the blood culture.

Even with vancomycin, the fever is not getting better.

- What about FiO2? - We raised it to 0.9 an hour ago

but the oxygen saturation rate is only at 91.

It looks like she's in bad condition with the blockage on the left bronchus.

You're right. We have to remove the bronchial tumor on the left side soon

but the problem is the tumor grew and it's spread to the right side now.

Then what should we do?

Who the heck told her she has cancer?

I'm sorry. She was in a serious condition

and she wanted an explanation, so I had to tell her.

What does an old lady know?

All the family members are keeping hush and we finally convinced her to get treatment...

You should've called me first!

She said her son was busy and not to call...

Didn't you see the note in her patient record to keep it a secret from her?

I'm sorry.

Are you her guardian?

Yes.

It's unfortunate that the patient found out suddenly

but it's hard to keep cancer a secret.

And the patient needs to know soon, too.

We have the responsibility to notify the patient, too.

- How bad is it that... - She has a serious case of pneumonia...

- If antibiotics don't work... - If they don't work?

Is she going to pass away? She was fine until this morning!

She's unconscious now. From the patient record, it seems she doesn't want life support.

So, are you saying we should take off her respirator?

I said I didn't want life support. When did I say I refuse treatment?

Whatever it takes, bring her back to life now!

- Please calm down... - Let go of this!

Excuse me... He found your mother and saved her.

Anyway, it's all your fault!

We'll keep an eye on her condition and speak to you again.

What do we do...

We have to save her. I'm sure there is a way.

After sending my father off like that...

I really want to save her.

Hurry up and go check on the patient.

What will you do?

I have to find... a way to save her.

My mom... I told her not to do it, but when I said I was coming to see you...

she insisted on packing these up...

By the way...

Aren't you going to get married?

Huh?

Well... I don't think I can do it.

Starting a family...

Is it... because of your parents?

Is it?

To Father

I'm not sure if this postcard will find you well.

I'm just trying to write for the first time.

I'm doing very well.

I wonder where you are taking pictures these days.

If I end up going there for medical volunteer work someday...

maybe we can see each other.

Bye.

You're still here?

- Aren't you going home? - No. Go ahead.

- What about dinner? - I'm not interested.

About earlier... I was really scared to death.

If you didn't come to work or if I didn't run into you...

then I wouldn't have found her and what would have happened?

Just thinking about it is horrifying.

Why are you thinking about something that didn't happen?

I'm just thankful. If it weren't for you, something could've happened to her.

You appeared like Superman at that moment...

I'll look for it with you.

Okay, sure.

- What's this library atmosphere? - They haven't gone home yet?

Doesn't it look like we should get out of here fast?

Got it, man.

There is nothing much. Let's go.

Have this.

What time is it?

Hey...

You must be really tired.

I'm fine. Go wash up and get ready.

Okay.

[Gook Chun Soo]

Yeah?

- Hello? Where are you? - I'm in front of the house. Why?

- Are you back from the pension? - What's going on?

I'm glad. I have a patient with lung cancer

and we have to remove the tumor with cryotherapy.

What?

Oh Chang Min found your published article.

So? Are you asking me to come to the hospital now?

- Don't you know I'm on probation? - Then what do we do?

You're the only one who can do this in this hospital.

- Chief! - You came.

Why are you back already?

We have the pictures here.

She does have pneumonia from COPD. We need to remove the tumor soon.

From the endoscopic pictures, it looks like there will be a lot of bleeding. Will she be okay?

There won't be much bleeding with cryotherapy.

- Get the laser ready just in case. - Laser?

Bring the endoscope now!

- Rigid bronchoscope. - Yes.

Got it.

Endoscope.

- Her left bronchus is completely blocked. - Yes.

Phlegm couldn't be discharged because of this, so her pneumonia wasn't getting better.

- Probe. - Yes.

That end of the tip goes down to 80 degrees below zero?

Yes. We'll break it after rapid-freeze.

- Press. - Yes.

It's amazing.

Right now is important.

Done! It's removed completely!

Her breathing is clear.

- She can take off the respirator tomorrow. - Yes.

Turn off the light now.

I believe you're on probation now.

You think words from a professor are no big deal?

- Should I let the patient die then? - You think it's your own private hospital?

Follow the system and the rules!

You're reprimanded now. You're on probation...

So don't go overboard.

Keep yourself together.

Ta-da!

Thanks.

You must be tired. Have this.

When you're tired, something sweet works the best.

By the way, you're really amazing.

How?

If I were you, I couldn't have done it.

But you helped me.

I should go.

- Are you going somewhere? - I should go home.

Hey! Let me go with you!

- Chief! - Hey.

I heard that you're on probation because of what happened with Professor Ahn.

Yes, right.

I should've swung my fist first...

I even had that chance taken away.

It happened because of me.

It didn't mean anything else, so don't worry about it.

Yes.

But it looks like Jin Hee has more feelings than just respect for you.

I've been really immature.

I apologize for my behavior.

What do you mean?

If I were you, I would have done the same.

What kind of a man would be able to stand that?

I wouldn't have been much different from you.

Thank you for your understanding.

And...

Don't be mistaken, Oh Jin Hee doesn't have those kind of feelings for me.

- If you want to grab her, make sure... - No.

I'm at ease now.

After sending off my father...

I got to think of a lot of things.

Okay...

You've been through a lot.

Chief.

Oh, hi.

You... came only for the surgery, right?

Yes.

Are you looking for Oh Chang Min?

Yes.

He was just leaving. You can probably catch him if you head to the parking lot.

Yes.

Chief...

Thank you... for coming.

Yes, sure.

I didn't bring my car today.

What's going on?

What do you mean?

It's not... because you saved the grandma...

I know it's not.

Yes, then let's eat together.

What you're doing now... Do you know what feeling it is?

What?

Never mind. I'm getting through it fine on my own, so don't worry too much.

Go now.

No! Hurry up and start the car.

Hurry!

Did I ask you to give me a ride home?

Get inside.

No.

- Jin Hee... - I said no.

You'll be alone. I'm going to make you eat.

I'll eat something on my own. Don't worry.

- What you're doing now... - Fine, what's this feeling?

Pity.

You're taking pity on me now. Do you know that?

- So don't do this. - It's not like that!

If not, then what is it?

Get inside now.

- What you're doing now... - Fine, what's this feeling?

Pity.

You're taking pity on me. Do you know that?

So don't do this.

Why are you still out here and not sleeping?

It's nothing.

Well, I can't really sleep myself...

You must have a lot of thoughts in your mind.

- Why are you awake? - Chang Min's father passed away so suddenly...

and it's still on my mind.

I'm sure he knows how you feel.

Yes, I'm sure he knows from above.

But... about Chang Min's mom...

It's tougher for the ones left behind.

After I sent off your father like that...

it was so hard for me.

She must be hurting... a lot more than I was.

He left after they lived apart like that.

The feeling of losing a husband...

I know very well...

Are you feeling better?

Yes. Your aunt is staying right next to me and taking care of me.

- How about you? - I went back to the hospital.

- Why already? - I thought doing nothing would be harder.

Yes, well done.

Working could be better.

I'll come by when I have time. Take care of yourself.

Don't worry about me. Make sure you eat every meal.

There is no one to stay next to you and take care of you in times like this...

Bye.

What do you think? I was fast, wasn't I?

You're still the same... with these overboard dishes.

Not me?

Go ahead and try it.

Okay.

It's good.

Did you have a good break at the pension?

Yeah.

I was going to come around today, but I guess I was a step behind.

What did you do?

I sent a postcard.

- Postcard? - Yes.

- To my father. - Really?

Do you know where he is?

To the previous address I had.

If I'm lucky, he'll get it. If not, I'll get it back.

Yes, good job. You even sent a postcard.

How did you come up with the idea?

No reason.

Pity.

The feeling of sorrow and compassion for misfortunes of others as if they're one's own.

Synonyms are understanding, sympathy.

Antonym is hatred.

It looks like fun.

I'm sorry, Ah Reum.

- It's fine, Yong Gyu. - I'm really sorry, Ah Reum.

I'm sorry about this.

- I'm so full. Did you have enough? - Yes, I ate a lot.

I should get ready now.

See you in a bit.

Yong Gyu.

How is the radiology department?

I'm not sure.

Sometimes I wonder what I'm doing right now...

I feel like being a doctor doesn't suit me more and more...

That's how I feel.

What do we do then?

Then give it some serious thought.

Of course you worked hard to finish medical school and get an internship...

but it's possible that there is something else that you really want to do.

That could really be the case, right?

Of course.

I didn't have the courage to start something else now...

but I should really think about it.

You should.

Then have a good lunch.

Wait, Ah Reum.

Thank you... for telling me these things.

Not at all.

How pretty.

Of course babies are more important. How can work be more important?

How can you be so upset just because I'm not pregnant?

Don't you lack maternity instincts a little?

What?

Do babies have to come first because I'm a woman?

What about me? My dream doesn't exist?

What about my future?

Hey hey, stop it already.

You're worried about the baby that doesn't even exist yet?

Worry about your wife first.

Hear that? Just take after only half of Chang Min.

I was so full of dreams, then they got completely squashed.

How can you only think about yourself? I'm going to divorce you!

Did you say 'divorce'?

You shouldn't bring up that word.

Hey, are you sure you guys are love birds?

I guess the love birds ran away a while ago.

Here.

Here.

I missed it!

And you borrowing money on top of that?

I'm sorry. I'm going to pay him back.

Hey! How can you...

I just... It looked like you guys were getting along then...

- I didn't think much of it... - So... how much did you borrow?

How much did you borrow!

200,000?

Two million?

What's going on?

What happened?

What's going on?

Did Jin Ae borrow money from someone?

No.

I didn't have enough for living expenses.

It'll never happen again. And I'm paying it back.

Forget it. I'm paying him back, so you should pay me. Get it?

Got it.

Where are you going?

What money?

Who?

I borrowed money for a credit card bill from my brother-in-law.

- My ex-brother-in-law. - What?

I'm your enemy.

No, you're taking good care of Gook.

You're nearby?

When are you coming? I'm in front of your place.

Okay, come soon.

You'll know when you get here.

Okay.

Why are you so late?

I'm meeting with a client tonight, so I'll be late.

Have dinner and go to bed.

Jin Hee! Jin Hee!

Wake up, Jin Hee!

- You're home. - Why are you here?

I told you to eat and go to bed.

I don't want to.

I don't want to eat alone.

I don't want to be alone.

Let's hurry home.

I'm not going back home.

Then where should we go?

Just anywhere.

Okay, fine.

Then let's go for a walk, get some air and go home.

I'm hungry, so I have to eat soon.

Okay? Get on my back.

Here...

If you keep doing this...

I get really worried and I can't work.

I'm sorry.

But... I can't do anything other than wait for you.

I can't find a job...

So my will to work has disappeared, too.

I feel like I keep shrinking and I'm a useless existence in the world.

Jin Hee... I'm sure there is something you can be really good at.

Take your time and look for something that you can be good at.

I feel like I keep messing up my husband who's doing well...

I feel like I'm a loser.

Stop it!

I'll sing for you.

What brought you here?

Let's talk inside.

What's this?

The money my sister borrowed from you.

Forget it. Take it back.

No.

I thought about it...

After we broke up...

I've always thought I was the only victim.

What do you mean by that?

A lot of thoughts occurred to me while I was waiting for you.

How tough it must've been for you outside...

You made a lot of effort to live with me, with a sense of responsibility...

I think I was wrapped in my own emotions, so I didn't consider your position at all.

What's the use of talking about that now?

Because I feel bad.

I feel really bad.

It's late. Hurry up and go home.

So please accept this.

You're not doing well these days... I'm really sorry to add to it.

Don't say that.

By the way, you didn't like the cookies I made this morning?

No.

- Really? - Yes.

I almost ran late to work because of that.

So why did you?

Because you said it's 'pity.'

It didn't have a bad meaning when I looked it up.

You are fated to go to a coffee shop located northwest from your current location

and meet a precious person after work today. So make sure to go.

Hello?

What's going on?

What's going on?

Why aren't you coming?

Where?

You didn't see it, by any chance?

See what?

What do you mean, what?

Cookies...

You!

So I met the precious one...

What do you have to tell me?

I thought about it a lot.

Actually...

I think I want to start again with you...

Jin Hee...

What you're feeling now... is not your feelings.

It's fake.

You're getting fooled for a minute by your feelings now.

- No, it's not like that. - Yes it is.

After some time, you'll change your mind.

It's just for a short while now.

And you'll get better again.

That's not true!

Jin Hee...

you should look for someone you like now.

Someone that will really make your heart thump.

That's really the way for you to be happy.

Maybe...

he's somewhere near you.

It's late.

Get home safe. I'll get going first.

You'll recover in about a week.

- Rest well. - Yes.

- Does this side really hurt? - Yes.

Excuse me.

Here.

Excuse me.

You're done.

You said I did it.

You said it yourself... that I performed the tracheotomy.

Pull yourself together. We're in the hospital.

And I'll say it again. I did that to the patient.

If anyone has to take the fault, I will! So stop acting miserable!

Come quickly.

What happened?

What happened?

What's going on?

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You're worried that you will like him more and more.

- Who the heck are you? - I'm her husband.

Like this.

She's the one who shook your heart, Chief Gook.

Hello.

If you like Oh Jin Hee, grab her!

Just give me one day.

Jin Ae left Gook with you?

Jin Hee...