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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:02:51,230 --> 00:02:54,260 oh sorry honey I didn't know you were 4 00:02:54,260 --> 00:02:56,120 oh sorry honey I didn't know you were awake I would have helped you it's okay 5 00:02:56,120 --> 00:02:57,799 awake I would have helped you it's okay I got it I'm gonna have to pack up a few 6 00:02:57,799 --> 00:02:59,720 I got it I'm gonna have to pack up a few more things before we can head over this 7 00:02:59,720 --> 00:03:01,640 more things before we can head over this may take a few trips your father's 8 00:03:01,640 --> 00:03:04,250 may take a few trips your father's coming to help us load goodie bethann he 9 00:03:04,250 --> 00:03:07,610 coming to help us load goodie bethann he is doing us a huge favor that's him now 10 00:03:07,610 --> 00:03:11,950 is doing us a huge favor that's him now be nice he's excited about seeing you 11 00:03:11,950 --> 00:03:17,989 be nice he's excited about seeing you Jenna thanks for doing this no problem I 12 00:03:17,989 --> 00:03:19,790 Jenna thanks for doing this no problem I think I'll give her my bedroom it'll 13 00:03:19,790 --> 00:03:23,560 think I'll give her my bedroom it'll help her get around a little easier okay 14 00:03:23,829 --> 00:03:27,160 hey Beth Anne honey how you feeling 15 00:03:27,160 --> 00:03:30,459 hey Beth Anne honey how you feeling hey Billy 16 00:03:35,700 --> 00:03:39,510 all right then I'll go load the truck 17 00:03:39,510 --> 00:03:44,160 all right then I'll go load the truck I'll be out with Beth Ann in a minute 18 00:03:47,310 --> 00:03:49,750 did you really call him Billy or did I 19 00:03:49,750 --> 00:03:53,140 did you really call him Billy or did I just imagine that call him Billy that's 20 00:03:53,140 --> 00:03:56,080 just imagine that call him Billy that's his name I could have sworn it was dad 21 00:03:56,080 --> 00:03:59,380 his name I could have sworn it was dad or daddy or or pops or father even okay 22 00:03:59,380 --> 00:04:01,269 or daddy or or pops or father even okay when he starts being one of those things 23 00:04:01,269 --> 00:04:03,430 when he starts being one of those things I'll call him by those names okay fine 24 00:04:03,430 --> 00:04:05,799 I'll call him by those names okay fine fine I just don't get why you'd like him 25 00:04:05,799 --> 00:04:10,030 fine I just don't get why you'd like him so much because he's the one who gave me 26 00:04:10,030 --> 00:04:13,420 so much because he's the one who gave me my wonderful smart very sarcastic 27 00:04:13,420 --> 00:04:15,720 my wonderful smart very sarcastic daughter 28 00:04:31,720 --> 00:04:34,400 why am I gonna be stuck here mom I don't 29 00:04:34,400 --> 00:04:37,129 why am I gonna be stuck here mom I don't know until we can find something better 30 00:04:37,129 --> 00:04:39,800 know until we can find something better anything would be better I thin think 31 00:04:39,800 --> 00:04:42,289 anything would be better I thin think about it here everything's on one floor 32 00:04:42,289 --> 00:04:43,729 about it here everything's on one floor you won't have to worry about stairs or 33 00:04:43,729 --> 00:04:45,139 you won't have to worry about stairs or anything just an overbearing father 34 00:04:45,139 --> 00:04:47,960 anything just an overbearing father right Oh Bethy him please give him a 35 00:04:47,960 --> 00:04:50,479 right Oh Bethy him please give him a chance he's not how you remember him 36 00:04:50,479 --> 00:04:54,729 chance he's not how you remember him freely so he's not the stereotypical 37 00:04:54,729 --> 00:04:56,389 freely so he's not the stereotypical bible-thumping Christian who's gonna 38 00:04:56,389 --> 00:04:57,919 bible-thumping Christian who's gonna condemn me to hell every time I didn't 39 00:04:57,919 --> 00:05:01,610 condemn me to hell every time I didn't go to Sunday school with him stereotypes 40 00:05:01,610 --> 00:05:04,039 go to Sunday school with him stereotypes exist for a reason mom don't forget what 41 00:05:04,039 --> 00:05:06,919 exist for a reason mom don't forget what you left him what do you know about it 42 00:05:06,919 --> 00:05:09,940 you left him what do you know about it you were too young to remember 43 00:05:16,460 --> 00:05:25,350 so honey how you feeling Billy we can 44 00:05:25,350 --> 00:05:27,540 so honey how you feeling Billy we can skip all that formal small talk 45 00:05:27,540 --> 00:05:29,040 skip all that formal small talk estranged father's typically have with 46 00:05:29,040 --> 00:05:31,650 estranged father's typically have with their daughters all right I can tell you 47 00:05:31,650 --> 00:05:33,120 their daughters all right I can tell you right now there's not going to be a time 48 00:05:33,120 --> 00:05:34,410 right now there's not going to be a time then you're in just your future and I'm 49 00:05:34,410 --> 00:05:38,100 then you're in just your future and I'm in the mood for it no one meant to be 50 00:05:38,100 --> 00:05:40,080 in the mood for it no one meant to be small talk I just wanted to know how you 51 00:05:40,080 --> 00:05:42,470 small talk I just wanted to know how you were feeling 52 00:05:44,689 --> 00:05:51,870 I can't walk how are you feeling 53 00:05:51,870 --> 00:05:56,100 I can't walk how are you feeling little helpless I'm not sure what I can 54 00:05:56,100 --> 00:05:58,130 little helpless I'm not sure what I can do 55 00:05:58,130 --> 00:06:01,790 do welcome to the rest of my life 56 00:06:06,220 --> 00:06:08,569 you're gonna have to give her time but 57 00:06:08,569 --> 00:06:09,770 you're gonna have to give her time but give her space I mean if she's being 58 00:06:09,770 --> 00:06:16,099 give her space I mean if she's being mean or nasty I know okay well um she 59 00:06:16,099 --> 00:06:17,840 mean or nasty I know okay well um she has a meeting with an advisor from a 60 00:06:17,840 --> 00:06:19,160 has a meeting with an advisor from a community college he's gonna help her 61 00:06:19,160 --> 00:06:20,569 community college he's gonna help her get into some online courses it's 62 00:06:20,569 --> 00:06:22,370 get into some online courses it's Thursday at 2:30 okay don't you know 63 00:06:22,370 --> 00:06:28,190 Thursday at 2:30 okay don't you know that we're gonna be okay go home all 64 00:06:28,190 --> 00:06:28,990 that we're gonna be okay go home all right 65 00:06:28,990 --> 00:06:31,990 right night 66 00:06:58,460 --> 00:07:03,420 hello hey I've been trying to get a hold 67 00:07:03,420 --> 00:07:09,570 hello hey I've been trying to get a hold me forever hey Beth Ann yeah I've been 68 00:07:09,570 --> 00:07:12,800 me forever hey Beth Ann yeah I've been so super busy with school I'm actually 69 00:07:12,800 --> 00:07:17,270 so super busy with school I'm actually at the library right now and I'm 70 00:07:17,270 --> 00:07:20,300 at the library right now and I'm studying protest it's tomorrow it's 71 00:07:20,300 --> 00:07:29,250 studying protest it's tomorrow it's really big it's okay um did you 72 00:07:29,250 --> 00:07:35,640 really big it's okay um did you did you hear about my accident that 73 00:07:35,640 --> 00:07:37,770 did you hear about my accident that library sure is noisy yeah hey listen 74 00:07:37,770 --> 00:07:39,060 library sure is noisy yeah hey listen can I call you back later 75 00:07:39,060 --> 00:07:42,960 can I call you back later I was I was calling to see if you and 76 00:07:42,960 --> 00:07:44,430 I was I was calling to see if you and Jamie could come keep me company at 77 00:07:44,430 --> 00:07:49,680 Jamie could come keep me company at Billy's my dad's house yeah I'll ask for 78 00:07:49,680 --> 00:07:53,550 Billy's my dad's house yeah I'll ask for the next time I see her but um I I have 79 00:07:53,550 --> 00:07:56,450 the next time I see her but um I I have to go I'll talk to you later 80 00:07:59,930 --> 00:08:02,930 awkward 81 00:08:16,899 --> 00:08:38,060 Beth Ann Collins here so how are you 82 00:08:38,060 --> 00:08:38,829 Beth Ann Collins here so how are you feeling 83 00:08:38,829 --> 00:08:44,120 feeling so-so just so-so yeah okay how are your 84 00:08:44,120 --> 00:08:48,649 so-so just so-so yeah okay how are your arms feeling they're pretty sore is 85 00:08:48,649 --> 00:08:50,060 arms feeling they're pretty sore is that's normal right 86 00:08:50,060 --> 00:08:52,040 that's normal right your arms are picking up a lot of slack 87 00:08:52,040 --> 00:08:53,959 your arms are picking up a lot of slack don't worry about them being sore that 88 00:08:53,959 --> 00:08:56,569 don't worry about them being sore that just means they're getting stronger do 89 00:08:56,569 --> 00:08:59,959 just means they're getting stronger do you think that there's a chance of me 90 00:08:59,959 --> 00:09:03,620 you think that there's a chance of me ever walking again yes however small 91 00:09:03,620 --> 00:09:06,740 ever walking again yes however small that may be look with spinal cord 92 00:09:06,740 --> 00:09:09,709 that may be look with spinal cord injuries recovery usually occurs within 93 00:09:09,709 --> 00:09:12,740 injuries recovery usually occurs within the first six months but Beth Ann I 94 00:09:12,740 --> 00:09:15,379 the first six months but Beth Ann I don't want you to get your hopes up the 95 00:09:15,379 --> 00:09:17,500 don't want you to get your hopes up the chances of you ever walking again 96 00:09:17,500 --> 00:09:27,259 chances of you ever walking again are very very small Beth Ann I forgot to 97 00:09:27,259 --> 00:09:28,639 are very very small Beth Ann I forgot to tell you Church is having a potluck 98 00:09:28,639 --> 00:09:31,600 tell you Church is having a potluck tomorrow so we'll be there around 4:00 99 00:09:31,600 --> 00:09:36,639 tomorrow so we'll be there around 4:00 we'll be there yep 100 00:09:37,269 --> 00:09:40,269 hmm 101 00:09:43,820 --> 00:09:46,280 no no I think I'd rather gouge out my 102 00:09:46,280 --> 00:09:50,480 no no I think I'd rather gouge out my eyeballs with the rusty spoon well maybe 103 00:09:50,480 --> 00:09:53,530 eyeballs with the rusty spoon well maybe that's why I didn't ask 104 00:10:09,769 --> 00:10:12,180 dude we're gonna do basketball shot 105 00:10:12,180 --> 00:10:12,720 dude we're gonna do basketball shot recently 106 00:10:12,720 --> 00:10:14,760 recently you gotta come on check it out okay you 107 00:10:14,760 --> 00:10:17,220 you gotta come on check it out okay you basically you start out modeling well 108 00:10:17,220 --> 00:10:21,690 basically you start out modeling well blue and white just I'm sorry I just 109 00:10:21,690 --> 00:10:24,410 blue and white just I'm sorry I just didn't see you sitting there 110 00:10:31,269 --> 00:10:34,600 I'm not hungry 111 00:10:34,790 --> 00:10:39,410 you know a stranger at a potluck can 112 00:10:39,410 --> 00:10:41,810 you know a stranger at a potluck can you're not eating anything is there a 113 00:10:41,810 --> 00:10:44,690 you're not eating anything is there a problem with me not eating you know I 114 00:10:44,690 --> 00:10:51,550 problem with me not eating you know I just find it curious I'm Nick by the way 115 00:10:51,730 --> 00:10:55,640 at the end so I came over to help your 116 00:10:55,640 --> 00:10:59,510 at the end so I came over to help your dad out on the farm yesterday how long 117 00:10:59,510 --> 00:11:06,200 dad out on the farm yesterday how long you staying with him indefinitely do you 118 00:11:06,200 --> 00:11:08,870 you staying with him indefinitely do you remember the horseshoes with me you 119 00:11:08,870 --> 00:11:09,800 remember the horseshoes with me you cannot be serious 120 00:11:09,800 --> 00:11:12,980 cannot be serious why Matt I'm in a wheelchair 121 00:11:12,980 --> 00:11:16,220 why Matt I'm in a wheelchair really I didn't even notice you have 122 00:11:16,220 --> 00:11:19,000 really I didn't even notice you have some nerve 123 00:11:26,850 --> 00:11:29,380 ridiculous I can't play horseshoes 124 00:11:29,380 --> 00:11:32,560 ridiculous I can't play horseshoes oh come on Batman it'll be fun I'll 125 00:11:32,560 --> 00:11:47,010 oh come on Batman it'll be fun I'll teach you we can be on the same team hey 126 00:11:47,010 --> 00:11:50,670 teach you we can be on the same team hey do you mind if I ask you a question 127 00:11:50,670 --> 00:11:55,870 do you mind if I ask you a question it depends I don't mean to overstep my 128 00:11:55,870 --> 00:11:56,710 it depends I don't mean to overstep my bounds 129 00:11:56,710 --> 00:12:01,000 bounds Nick just ask how did it happen 130 00:12:01,000 --> 00:12:08,710 Nick just ask how did it happen oh that 131 00:12:08,710 --> 00:12:12,500 oh that let's just forget about it no no you're 132 00:12:12,500 --> 00:12:18,320 let's just forget about it no no you're curious you want to know it's okay I was 133 00:12:18,320 --> 00:12:24,020 curious you want to know it's okay I was in an accident drunk driver didn't even 134 00:12:24,020 --> 00:12:34,550 in an accident drunk driver didn't even see him coming he has funny thing he 135 00:12:34,550 --> 00:12:37,529 see him coming he has funny thing he came out of it with barely a scratch 136 00:12:37,529 --> 00:12:42,540 came out of it with barely a scratch I mean how does that happen I come away 137 00:12:42,540 --> 00:12:44,370 I mean how does that happen I come away from the accident with 138 00:12:44,370 --> 00:12:47,670 from the accident with cuts all over glass sticking out of my 139 00:12:47,670 --> 00:12:48,860 cuts all over glass sticking out of my body 140 00:12:48,860 --> 00:12:52,630 body lots of mobility in my legs 141 00:12:52,630 --> 00:13:00,819 lots of mobility in my legs and all he needs is a band-aid I figured 142 00:13:00,819 --> 00:13:03,660 and all he needs is a band-aid I figured out later though you see there's this 143 00:13:03,660 --> 00:13:06,579 out later though you see there's this myth out there and I say meth because I 144 00:13:06,579 --> 00:13:09,940 myth out there and I say meth because I don't know if it's true or not the 145 00:13:09,940 --> 00:13:11,410 don't know if it's true or not the reason most drunk drivers leave an 146 00:13:11,410 --> 00:13:13,480 reason most drunk drivers leave an accident unscathed is because their 147 00:13:13,480 --> 00:13:14,819 accident unscathed is because their bodies are so limp 148 00:13:14,819 --> 00:13:18,040 bodies are so limp they don't tense up an oncoming 149 00:13:18,040 --> 00:13:19,510 they don't tense up an oncoming collision 150 00:13:19,510 --> 00:13:25,240 collision I guess I was pretty tense thinking I 151 00:13:25,240 --> 00:13:28,530 I guess I was pretty tense thinking I was about to die in the next few seconds 152 00:13:28,530 --> 00:13:30,570 was about to die in the next few seconds and I wish I'd known that beforehand the 153 00:13:30,570 --> 00:13:33,710 and I wish I'd known that beforehand the whole goal of thing 154 00:13:39,220 --> 00:13:46,210 does that mean I win yeah I think so 155 00:13:46,210 --> 00:13:52,100 does that mean I win yeah I think so look I'm sorry if talking about this got 156 00:13:52,100 --> 00:13:59,830 look I'm sorry if talking about this got you upset whatever 157 00:14:04,170 --> 00:14:06,690 so there you are did you have a good 158 00:14:06,690 --> 00:14:07,550 so there you are did you have a good time 159 00:14:07,550 --> 00:14:10,740 time you bet I could barely contain myself 160 00:14:10,740 --> 00:14:12,690 you bet I could barely contain myself you and Nick seem to hit it off pretty 161 00:14:12,690 --> 00:14:15,329 you and Nick seem to hit it off pretty well yeah I think he was more curious 162 00:14:15,329 --> 00:14:17,579 well yeah I think he was more curious about the wheelchair situation no makes 163 00:14:17,579 --> 00:14:20,190 about the wheelchair situation no makes a nice guy he saw you were miserable and 164 00:14:20,190 --> 00:14:21,769 a nice guy he saw you were miserable and tried to make you feel better 165 00:14:21,769 --> 00:14:26,390 tried to make you feel better tries to include everybody Billy 166 00:14:26,390 --> 00:14:30,079 tries to include everybody Billy next time another just not come okay I I 167 00:14:30,079 --> 00:14:33,329 next time another just not come okay I I gave you a friend's a shot I tried them 168 00:14:33,329 --> 00:14:38,670 gave you a friend's a shot I tried them on and they just don't fit me I want to 169 00:14:38,670 --> 00:14:44,390 on and they just don't fit me I want to go home okay 170 00:14:57,499 --> 00:15:08,970 I'm busy I'm busy mixer and yeah we're 171 00:15:08,970 --> 00:15:10,230 I'm busy I'm busy mixer and yeah we're gonna go out and work on the farm for a 172 00:15:10,230 --> 00:15:14,399 gonna go out and work on the farm for a bit okay anything you need I need to 173 00:15:14,399 --> 00:15:16,639 bit okay anything you need I need to study 174 00:15:16,879 --> 00:15:22,529 hey Ben then close the door on your way 175 00:15:22,529 --> 00:15:24,919 hey Ben then close the door on your way out Billy 176 00:15:36,910 --> 00:15:39,910 bill 177 00:15:55,250 --> 00:15:57,560 No 178 00:15:57,560 --> 00:16:01,480 No I need Billy 179 00:16:51,370 --> 00:16:53,400 Oh 180 00:17:53,750 --> 00:18:03,289 yeah is Nick there no you just left 181 00:18:03,289 --> 00:18:09,390 yeah is Nick there no you just left how can you don't what happen I Drive 182 00:18:09,390 --> 00:18:13,530 how can you don't what happen I Drive him and I get out of the wheelchair to 183 00:18:13,530 --> 00:18:17,789 him and I get out of the wheelchair to get it in itself pull myself up on the 184 00:18:17,789 --> 00:18:19,169 get it in itself pull myself up on the bed are you okay 185 00:18:19,169 --> 00:18:25,470 bed are you okay yes glad Nick is here you need to learn 186 00:18:25,470 --> 00:18:28,080 yes glad Nick is here you need to learn your limitations I thought I could get 187 00:18:28,080 --> 00:18:30,870 your limitations I thought I could get it how am I supposed to function if I 188 00:18:30,870 --> 00:18:33,169 it how am I supposed to function if I can't even pick up a pen off the floor 189 00:18:33,169 --> 00:18:36,919 can't even pick up a pen off the floor besides we're busy 190 00:18:36,919 --> 00:18:45,030 besides we're busy I'm never too busy to help you out it's 191 00:18:45,030 --> 00:18:50,309 I'm never too busy to help you out it's just a pin tell you what I'm gonna do 192 00:18:50,309 --> 00:18:52,289 just a pin tell you what I'm gonna do I'm gonna buy you a whole box of pens 193 00:18:52,289 --> 00:18:53,580 I'm gonna buy you a whole box of pens you can keep on the end of that desk 194 00:18:53,580 --> 00:18:55,500 you can keep on the end of that desk next time you drop one you'll have a 195 00:18:55,500 --> 00:18:57,150 next time you drop one you'll have a hundred to choose from I don't need a 196 00:18:57,150 --> 00:19:01,909 hundred to choose from I don't need a hundred pins okay maybe not a hundred 197 00:19:01,909 --> 00:19:04,350 hundred pins okay maybe not a hundred but we're going to learn to adapt to 198 00:19:04,350 --> 00:19:06,390 but we're going to learn to adapt to your situation and that's with 199 00:19:06,390 --> 00:19:09,080 your situation and that's with everything not just pins 200 00:19:09,080 --> 00:19:11,340 everything not just pins I'm gonna build a ramp for that porch 201 00:19:11,340 --> 00:19:13,409 I'm gonna build a ramp for that porch you can get out and get some fresh air I 202 00:19:13,409 --> 00:19:15,150 you can get out and get some fresh air I don't need any fresher I'm gonna do it 203 00:19:15,150 --> 00:19:20,990 don't need any fresher I'm gonna do it anyway okay 204 00:19:21,940 --> 00:19:25,810 maybe I'm praying that you get better 205 00:19:25,810 --> 00:19:29,720 maybe I'm praying that you get better but in the meantime we learn from our 206 00:19:29,720 --> 00:19:33,290 but in the meantime we learn from our mistakes we can't have you sitting in 207 00:19:33,290 --> 00:19:35,000 mistakes we can't have you sitting in this house moping around because you 208 00:19:35,000 --> 00:19:40,220 this house moping around because you can't do anything you can we just need 209 00:19:40,220 --> 00:20:02,510 can't do anything you can we just need to figure out how okay okay I'm lost 210 00:20:02,510 --> 00:20:05,260 to figure out how okay okay I'm lost cause 211 00:20:05,960 --> 00:20:07,990 I 212 00:20:18,160 --> 00:20:22,260 break your heart and wings 213 00:20:23,309 --> 00:20:26,710 this is doing its drinkin in your past 214 00:20:26,710 --> 00:20:28,690 this is doing its drinkin in your past your muscles you've got to try to pull 215 00:20:28,690 --> 00:20:29,619 your muscles you've got to try to pull forward I can't 216 00:20:29,619 --> 00:20:45,729 forward I can't yes you can and as far as sudden stops 217 00:20:45,729 --> 00:20:47,859 yes you can and as far as sudden stops for Constantine you've got to do this 218 00:20:47,859 --> 00:21:02,139 for Constantine you've got to do this without somebody watch to where the wind 219 00:21:02,139 --> 00:21:06,849 without somebody watch to where the wind blows hi spits why they call I get it 220 00:21:06,849 --> 00:21:11,849 blows hi spits why they call I get it sooner we don't um that much at all 221 00:21:14,030 --> 00:21:16,490 the only truth is what you say your 222 00:21:16,490 --> 00:21:19,100 the only truth is what you say your words will save a life today because I 223 00:21:19,100 --> 00:21:21,980 words will save a life today because I hey you got to catch yourself you've got 224 00:21:21,980 --> 00:21:26,810 hey you got to catch yourself you've got to do this cuz I know right 225 00:21:26,810 --> 00:21:36,680 to do this cuz I know right I am the lost cause know I love try open 226 00:21:36,680 --> 00:21:41,350 I am the lost cause know I love try open to where I go let's see 227 00:22:04,520 --> 00:22:12,960 that's Han Batman 228 00:22:12,960 --> 00:22:17,930 that's Han Batman Chapter two what are you doing oh I 229 00:22:17,930 --> 00:22:21,110 Chapter two what are you doing oh I should hope so 230 00:22:25,340 --> 00:22:28,490 hey Beth Ann you're up early 231 00:22:28,490 --> 00:22:32,180 hey Beth Ann you're up early haha so what are your plans for the day 232 00:22:32,180 --> 00:22:34,800 haha so what are your plans for the day well they were to sleep the day away but 233 00:22:34,800 --> 00:22:37,560 well they were to sleep the day away but Billy putting into that really homework 234 00:22:37,560 --> 00:22:40,440 Billy putting into that really homework that sounds fun where's Billy oh he just 235 00:22:40,440 --> 00:22:40,860 that sounds fun where's Billy oh he just left 236 00:22:40,860 --> 00:22:42,420 left how do I pick up a part or something for 237 00:22:42,420 --> 00:22:46,710 how do I pick up a part or something for his tractor he'll be back in a few he 238 00:22:46,710 --> 00:22:48,360 his tractor he'll be back in a few he said I could just watch TV or something 239 00:22:48,360 --> 00:22:52,020 said I could just watch TV or something until he got back congratulations get 240 00:22:52,020 --> 00:22:53,400 until he got back congratulations get cranky when you first wake up in the 241 00:22:53,400 --> 00:23:06,150 cranky when you first wake up in the afternoon the church is having a yeah my 242 00:23:06,150 --> 00:23:08,760 afternoon the church is having a yeah my team is notorious for being the worst no 243 00:23:08,760 --> 00:23:11,550 team is notorious for being the worst no kidding yeah we have this guy Scott on 244 00:23:11,550 --> 00:23:12,990 kidding yeah we have this guy Scott on our team he's a really good friend of 245 00:23:12,990 --> 00:23:18,180 our team he's a really good friend of mine but he can't play at all really 246 00:23:18,180 --> 00:23:19,970 mine but he can't play at all really yeah 247 00:23:19,970 --> 00:23:21,590 yeah well we're playing at the community 248 00:23:21,590 --> 00:23:23,659 well we're playing at the community center here in town tomorrow night you 249 00:23:23,659 --> 00:23:31,669 center here in town tomorrow night you want to come bethann yeah do you want to 250 00:23:31,669 --> 00:23:35,389 want to come bethann yeah do you want to come to my basketball game we'll see no 251 00:23:35,389 --> 00:23:40,070 come to my basketball game we'll see no promises right well you don't have to 252 00:23:40,070 --> 00:23:44,960 promises right well you don't have to come if you don't want to but if you 253 00:23:44,960 --> 00:23:48,169 come if you don't want to but if you can't make it work having a bonfire at 254 00:23:48,169 --> 00:23:51,129 can't make it work having a bonfire at the church afterwards 255 00:23:52,390 --> 00:23:57,820 who's Billy going I think so then I will 256 00:23:57,820 --> 00:24:03,510 who's Billy going I think so then I will probably be forced to go no offense 257 00:24:20,000 --> 00:24:22,740 got good news and bad news for you what 258 00:24:22,740 --> 00:24:25,530 got good news and bad news for you what do you want that the bonfire was 259 00:24:25,530 --> 00:24:27,570 do you want that the bonfire was cancelled got rained out you don't have 260 00:24:27,570 --> 00:24:36,390 cancelled got rained out you don't have to go I mean what's the good I invited 261 00:24:36,390 --> 00:25:01,710 to go I mean what's the good I invited everybody over here send a to window and 262 00:25:01,710 --> 00:25:04,790 everybody over here send a to window and sing louder 263 00:25:06,779 --> 00:25:09,840 think about you 264 00:25:09,840 --> 00:25:14,600 think about you you don't keep well 265 00:25:21,470 --> 00:25:26,250 I guess she's gorgeous 266 00:25:26,250 --> 00:25:29,250 I guess she's gorgeous outside 267 00:25:30,490 --> 00:25:35,080 in our arms a bitch 268 00:25:41,330 --> 00:25:45,870 hi I'm Evelyn this is my little sister 269 00:25:45,870 --> 00:25:52,860 hi I'm Evelyn this is my little sister Brooke what are you working on it's 270 00:25:52,860 --> 00:25:56,820 Brooke what are you working on it's homework sort of research paper due at 271 00:25:56,820 --> 00:25:58,890 homework sort of research paper due at the end of this semester there's forty 272 00:25:58,890 --> 00:25:59,790 the end of this semester there's forty percent of my grade 273 00:25:59,790 --> 00:26:04,890 percent of my grade Oh what's at home women of World War two 274 00:26:04,890 --> 00:26:09,929 Oh what's at home women of World War two oh are you a history major I was I'm 275 00:26:09,929 --> 00:26:12,690 oh are you a history major I was I'm just trying to get my students hmm I am 276 00:26:12,690 --> 00:26:14,040 just trying to get my students hmm I am glad I don't have to worry about that 277 00:26:14,040 --> 00:26:14,700 glad I don't have to worry about that anymore 278 00:26:14,700 --> 00:26:17,340 anymore so I heard some people they're talking 279 00:26:17,340 --> 00:26:18,960 so I heard some people they're talking about Kenya is something going on there 280 00:26:18,960 --> 00:26:20,420 about Kenya is something going on there yeah 281 00:26:20,420 --> 00:26:23,490 yeah every few years group of people from the 282 00:26:23,490 --> 00:26:25,340 every few years group of people from the church go over there trip lasts about 283 00:26:25,340 --> 00:26:27,840 church go over there trip lasts about six months but i'ma there for three 284 00:26:27,840 --> 00:26:29,340 six months but i'ma there for three years before it was time for me to come 285 00:26:29,340 --> 00:26:32,490 years before it was time for me to come home that's wild sometimes a group of 286 00:26:32,490 --> 00:26:34,470 home that's wild sometimes a group of kids go they only stay a few weeks so 287 00:26:34,470 --> 00:26:36,240 kids go they only stay a few weeks so it's kind of like in introduction to 288 00:26:36,240 --> 00:26:38,240 it's kind of like in introduction to missions Brooke wins she really liked it 289 00:26:38,240 --> 00:26:42,120 missions Brooke wins she really liked it but you're their first three years I 290 00:26:42,120 --> 00:26:46,200 but you're their first three years I chose to stay my work wasn't done so 291 00:26:46,200 --> 00:26:48,720 chose to stay my work wasn't done so what do you do now I'm a photographer 292 00:26:48,720 --> 00:26:53,820 what do you do now I'm a photographer really it's not much but I enjoy it you 293 00:26:53,820 --> 00:26:55,080 really it's not much but I enjoy it you know what I can do a session for you 294 00:26:55,080 --> 00:26:59,130 know what I can do a session for you sometime just for fun no no no thank you 295 00:26:59,130 --> 00:27:03,510 sometime just for fun no no no thank you no why not I don't want you know taking 296 00:27:03,510 --> 00:27:06,570 no why not I don't want you know taking pictures of me on the wheelchair 297 00:27:06,570 --> 00:27:11,370 pictures of me on the wheelchair how very FDR yeah well when you've been 298 00:27:11,370 --> 00:27:12,750 how very FDR yeah well when you've been there let me know I have a better idea 299 00:27:12,750 --> 00:27:15,390 there let me know I have a better idea another one mmm-hmm why don't we all get 300 00:27:15,390 --> 00:27:17,940 another one mmm-hmm why don't we all get together sometime do something we go ice 301 00:27:17,940 --> 00:27:28,200 together sometime do something we go ice skating no we could uh we could call 302 00:27:28,200 --> 00:27:30,570 skating no we could uh we could call Nick and Scott and maybe help them up 303 00:27:30,570 --> 00:27:32,010 Nick and Scott and maybe help them up with something they're crazy go 304 00:27:32,010 --> 00:27:32,670 with something they're crazy go Highsmith 305 00:27:32,670 --> 00:27:37,770 Highsmith you think that he'd and they would okay 306 00:27:37,770 --> 00:27:40,860 you think that he'd and they would okay well anyway it was very nice to meet you 307 00:27:40,860 --> 00:27:44,660 well anyway it was very nice to meet you you too and we all like forget 308 00:28:04,530 --> 00:28:06,590 I 309 00:28:07,010 --> 00:28:11,059 Hey what are you doing 310 00:28:11,059 --> 00:28:16,370 Hey what are you doing just visiting what are you doing just 311 00:28:16,370 --> 00:28:22,740 just visiting what are you doing just stressing out for this paper right I'd 312 00:28:22,740 --> 00:28:34,529 stressing out for this paper right I'd like you to meet somebody nice to meet 313 00:28:34,529 --> 00:28:34,890 like you to meet somebody nice to meet you 314 00:28:34,890 --> 00:28:37,100 you I actually ran into you at the butler 315 00:28:37,100 --> 00:28:38,520 I actually ran into you at the butler that's right 316 00:28:38,520 --> 00:28:41,700 that's right I've heard a lot about you 317 00:28:41,700 --> 00:28:45,720 I've heard a lot about you really from whom the Nick he was telling 318 00:28:45,720 --> 00:28:48,149 really from whom the Nick he was telling me about you're in the basketball team 319 00:28:48,149 --> 00:28:52,020 me about you're in the basketball team here on he must have been bragging on me 320 00:28:52,020 --> 00:28:54,179 here on he must have been bragging on me then not exactly anyways 321 00:28:54,179 --> 00:28:55,919 then not exactly anyways Scott and I work together for Hughes 322 00:28:55,919 --> 00:29:00,419 Scott and I work together for Hughes construction here in town actually thank 323 00:29:00,419 --> 00:29:02,290 construction here in town actually thank you 324 00:29:02,290 --> 00:29:05,260 you that's okay 325 00:29:05,260 --> 00:29:10,250 that's okay um it was nice to meet you but I'm 326 00:29:10,250 --> 00:29:12,620 um it was nice to meet you but I'm actually working on something so I get 327 00:29:12,620 --> 00:29:16,750 actually working on something so I get back but you all continue Carrie Ellen 328 00:29:16,750 --> 00:29:20,559 back but you all continue Carrie Ellen sue writer good luck out there 329 00:29:22,120 --> 00:29:24,500 I'm so not jealous of this basketball 330 00:29:24,500 --> 00:29:25,070 I'm so not jealous of this basketball game 331 00:29:25,070 --> 00:29:27,940 game right 332 00:29:28,620 --> 00:29:34,110 I was wondering and I know this is kind 333 00:29:34,110 --> 00:29:40,019 I was wondering and I know this is kind of out of the blue but um would you like 334 00:29:40,019 --> 00:29:45,769 of out of the blue but um would you like to have dinner with me sometime really 335 00:29:45,769 --> 00:29:49,559 to have dinner with me sometime really well yeah I mean it's not a big deal or 336 00:29:49,559 --> 00:29:52,249 well yeah I mean it's not a big deal or anything just like a friendly casual 337 00:29:52,249 --> 00:29:57,720 anything just like a friendly casual friendly dinner if not that's okay 338 00:29:57,720 --> 00:30:01,559 friendly dinner if not that's okay are you sure I wasn't sure I wouldn't 339 00:30:01,559 --> 00:30:06,149 are you sure I wasn't sure I wouldn't ask you unless of course you don't go no 340 00:30:06,149 --> 00:30:09,139 ask you unless of course you don't go no no I do yes yes I do 341 00:30:09,139 --> 00:30:11,610 no I do yes yes I do okay oh there's not any expectations or 342 00:30:11,610 --> 00:30:14,730 okay oh there's not any expectations or anything games Springs yeah I get it 343 00:30:14,730 --> 00:30:18,019 anything games Springs yeah I get it friendly friends 344 00:30:20,440 --> 00:30:23,860 well I gotta get going 345 00:30:23,860 --> 00:30:30,580 well I gotta get going I'm across er em likely a good night you 346 00:30:30,580 --> 00:30:32,610 I'm across er em likely a good night you two 347 00:30:52,659 --> 00:30:58,989 smile when waking in the sadness of this 348 00:31:02,460 --> 00:31:06,370 try again to push your soul sword and 349 00:31:06,370 --> 00:31:07,779 try again to push your soul sword and less 350 00:31:07,779 --> 00:31:09,779 less I 351 00:31:11,120 --> 00:31:14,130 we were children whites and we looked 352 00:31:14,130 --> 00:31:20,630 we were children whites and we looked out upon the universe fearlessly we say 353 00:31:20,630 --> 00:31:24,320 out upon the universe fearlessly we say how lovely 354 00:31:25,580 --> 00:31:29,150 how lovely 355 00:31:50,680 --> 00:31:53,440 there's a certain crazy beauty guide for 356 00:31:53,440 --> 00:31:57,600 there's a certain crazy beauty guide for generations captured on hurry 357 00:32:00,450 --> 00:32:03,360 like everything else I'm sure we could 358 00:32:03,360 --> 00:32:05,900 like everything else I'm sure we could take it 359 00:32:09,850 --> 00:32:13,070 we were children watts and not love no 360 00:32:13,070 --> 00:32:17,810 we were children watts and not love no tweets and Beef Council fearlessly we 361 00:32:17,810 --> 00:32:22,900 tweets and Beef Council fearlessly we say how lovely 362 00:32:25,510 --> 00:32:28,080 lovely 363 00:32:29,100 --> 00:32:32,810 things are seeing 364 00:32:42,299 --> 00:32:44,919 well you should totally try on your 365 00:32:44,919 --> 00:32:47,200 well you should totally try on your stuff are you sure 366 00:32:47,200 --> 00:32:49,330 stuff are you sure well that'll be boring get me stuck out 367 00:32:49,330 --> 00:32:53,350 well that'll be boring get me stuck out here with well I'm back there I can give 368 00:32:53,350 --> 00:32:55,029 here with well I'm back there I can give you my professional opinion are you sure 369 00:32:55,029 --> 00:32:57,220 you my professional opinion are you sure yes go good I really like this shirt 370 00:32:57,220 --> 00:32:59,529 yes go good I really like this shirt here here and do not help 371 00:32:59,529 --> 00:33:09,539 here here and do not help I have a question okay what is it 372 00:33:09,539 --> 00:33:17,889 I have a question okay what is it um who was that girl whom it was talking 373 00:33:17,889 --> 00:33:20,130 um who was that girl whom it was talking to you at the bonfire a few weeks ago 374 00:33:20,130 --> 00:33:25,840 to you at the bonfire a few weeks ago girl Nick was talking to what does she 375 00:33:25,840 --> 00:33:26,440 girl Nick was talking to what does she look like 376 00:33:26,440 --> 00:33:35,649 look like I was just dark hair tan Bavaro huh uh 377 00:33:35,649 --> 00:33:38,260 I was just dark hair tan Bavaro huh uh I think you're talking about um like 378 00:33:38,260 --> 00:33:42,389 I think you're talking about um like this I guess 379 00:33:44,770 --> 00:33:49,360 put the money back no yeah all right 380 00:33:49,360 --> 00:33:53,410 put the money back no yeah all right what do you think not bad really you I 381 00:33:53,410 --> 00:33:56,470 what do you think not bad really you I saw you giving her the stink eye huh huh 382 00:33:56,470 --> 00:34:00,160 saw you giving her the stink eye huh huh I like this at the bonfire 383 00:34:00,160 --> 00:34:05,970 I like this at the bonfire do you kinda sorta yeah like Nick no 384 00:34:06,000 --> 00:34:07,150 course not 385 00:34:07,150 --> 00:34:11,580 course not oh I was curious yeah Jerry right yeah 386 00:34:11,580 --> 00:34:12,700 oh I was curious yeah Jerry right yeah seriously 387 00:34:12,700 --> 00:34:17,500 seriously okay we believe you um good well since 388 00:34:17,500 --> 00:34:20,290 okay we believe you um good well since you're just curious Alexis is Nick's 389 00:34:20,290 --> 00:34:28,060 you're just curious Alexis is Nick's cousin oh okay well cool Brooke put the 390 00:34:28,060 --> 00:34:30,270 cousin oh okay well cool Brooke put the money 391 00:35:00,800 --> 00:35:04,080 hey Beth Ann I thought you're gonna wait 392 00:35:04,080 --> 00:35:11,670 hey Beth Ann I thought you're gonna wait for me were you doing that's who some 393 00:35:11,670 --> 00:35:15,560 for me were you doing that's who some handy Christian to meet he did what 394 00:35:15,860 --> 00:35:19,550 he's the drunk driver 395 00:35:46,060 --> 00:36:10,880 hey tarrlok boy at the start billy he 396 00:36:10,880 --> 00:36:13,250 hey tarrlok boy at the start billy he was shopping he was 10 feet away from me 397 00:36:13,250 --> 00:36:18,410 was shopping he was 10 feet away from me oh maybe in jail I'm sorry I knew it was 398 00:36:18,410 --> 00:36:21,140 oh maybe in jail I'm sorry I knew it was stupid I knew it I never should have 399 00:36:21,140 --> 00:36:22,400 stupid I knew it I never should have gone out with someone I just met it was 400 00:36:22,400 --> 00:36:23,660 gone out with someone I just met it was completely ridiculous 401 00:36:23,660 --> 00:36:25,730 completely ridiculous Beth Han it was not stupid you had to 402 00:36:25,730 --> 00:36:29,150 Beth Han it was not stupid you had to get out of the house eventually why what 403 00:36:29,150 --> 00:36:33,290 get out of the house eventually why what why did I have to eventually whatever I 404 00:36:33,290 --> 00:36:35,150 why did I have to eventually whatever I do people stare at me and talk amongst 405 00:36:35,150 --> 00:36:36,470 do people stare at me and talk amongst themselves about the poor pathetic 406 00:36:36,470 --> 00:36:37,580 themselves about the poor pathetic crippled girl 407 00:36:37,580 --> 00:36:39,110 crippled girl I can't even go to physical therapy 408 00:36:39,110 --> 00:36:41,120 I can't even go to physical therapy without someone staring me like I'm some 409 00:36:41,120 --> 00:36:44,660 without someone staring me like I'm some sort of freak it's not fair you're 410 00:36:44,660 --> 00:36:47,390 sort of freak it's not fair you're telling me but look these are the cards 411 00:36:47,390 --> 00:36:50,930 telling me but look these are the cards that life is dealt you there's no going 412 00:36:50,930 --> 00:36:54,340 that life is dealt you there's no going back there's no changing what happened 413 00:36:54,340 --> 00:36:57,020 back there's no changing what happened you can either sit here and be miserable 414 00:36:57,020 --> 00:37:00,830 you can either sit here and be miserable for the rest of your life or you can go 415 00:37:00,830 --> 00:37:05,810 for the rest of your life or you can go out and live your life yeah the way God 416 00:37:05,810 --> 00:37:09,470 out and live your life yeah the way God intended it right he knew you could 417 00:37:09,470 --> 00:37:12,050 intended it right he knew you could handle it look at your fault you're 418 00:37:12,050 --> 00:37:14,930 handle it look at your fault you're miserable good trying to blame it on all 419 00:37:14,930 --> 00:37:17,680 miserable good trying to blame it on all the rest of us 420 00:37:21,580 --> 00:37:24,330 okay 421 00:37:38,400 --> 00:37:41,079 all right got everything fixed and 422 00:37:41,079 --> 00:37:42,430 all right got everything fixed and cleaned up you got anything else before 423 00:37:42,430 --> 00:37:44,619 cleaned up you got anything else before I leave no thank you for doing that I 424 00:37:44,619 --> 00:37:45,869 I leave no thank you for doing that I appreciate it 425 00:37:45,869 --> 00:37:48,099 appreciate it okay I'm really sorry about Beth Ann 426 00:37:48,099 --> 00:37:50,560 okay I'm really sorry about Beth Ann today it's okay Billy it really it is a 427 00:37:50,560 --> 00:37:52,450 today it's okay Billy it really it is a little rain water never hurt anybody no 428 00:37:52,450 --> 00:37:56,700 little rain water never hurt anybody no no it's not okay yeah Millie 429 00:37:56,700 --> 00:37:59,859 no it's not okay yeah Millie we're friends right well of course we 430 00:37:59,859 --> 00:38:02,260 we're friends right well of course we are why are we all just now meeting her 431 00:38:02,260 --> 00:38:04,359 are why are we all just now meeting her her pictures are all over the house 432 00:38:04,359 --> 00:38:06,310 her pictures are all over the house you're obviously crazy about her what 433 00:38:06,310 --> 00:38:08,980 you're obviously crazy about her what what's the story it's a 20 year old 434 00:38:08,980 --> 00:38:12,640 what's the story it's a 20 year old story still in the making so what is it 435 00:38:12,640 --> 00:38:14,800 story still in the making so what is it well good one I wasn't always a 436 00:38:14,800 --> 00:38:16,810 well good one I wasn't always a Christian I know who was it living the 437 00:38:16,810 --> 00:38:21,280 Christian I know who was it living the life of a Christian but when I held that 438 00:38:21,280 --> 00:38:26,680 life of a Christian but when I held that baby for the first time I knew there had 439 00:38:26,680 --> 00:38:29,170 baby for the first time I knew there had to be more so I went out and I had 440 00:38:29,170 --> 00:38:33,089 to be more so I went out and I had bought a Bible started going to church I 441 00:38:33,089 --> 00:38:35,859 bought a Bible started going to church I started learning about a god that Jenna 442 00:38:35,859 --> 00:38:39,450 started learning about a god that Jenna and I wouldn't even admit existed and 443 00:38:39,450 --> 00:38:44,500 and I wouldn't even admit existed and the closer I got to God the further 444 00:38:44,500 --> 00:38:47,859 the closer I got to God the further Jenna pulled away from me I don't know 445 00:38:47,859 --> 00:38:49,930 Jenna pulled away from me I don't know she was more jealous of God or that baby 446 00:38:49,930 --> 00:38:52,300 she was more jealous of God or that baby but she wasn't gonna let bethann be 447 00:38:52,300 --> 00:38:56,310 but she wasn't gonna let bethann be raised in a divided home it's my move 448 00:38:56,310 --> 00:39:00,060 raised in a divided home it's my move not ten minutes down the road 449 00:39:00,060 --> 00:39:02,320 not ten minutes down the road but I wanted my daughter to know that 450 00:39:02,320 --> 00:39:04,360 but I wanted my daughter to know that her daddy was there even if he wasn't 451 00:39:04,360 --> 00:39:06,060 her daddy was there even if he wasn't there 452 00:39:06,060 --> 00:39:09,640 there let's get a year later gentlemen often 453 00:39:09,640 --> 00:39:11,800 let's get a year later gentlemen often married some ex-boyfriend named Mikey 454 00:39:11,800 --> 00:39:16,270 married some ex-boyfriend named Mikey she did it just to spite me so I did 455 00:39:16,270 --> 00:39:19,380 she did it just to spite me so I did whatever I could to see bethanny 456 00:39:19,380 --> 00:39:22,360 whatever I could to see bethanny to every recital every softball game I 457 00:39:22,360 --> 00:39:25,060 to every recital every softball game I didn't miss a one but the older she got 458 00:39:25,060 --> 00:39:29,650 didn't miss a one but the older she got the more distance she became her parents 459 00:39:29,650 --> 00:39:32,410 the more distance she became her parents were split up somebody was to blame 460 00:39:32,410 --> 00:39:38,890 were split up somebody was to blame so she blamed me but when I went to Beth 461 00:39:38,890 --> 00:39:41,170 so she blamed me but when I went to Beth a high school graduation party I looked 462 00:39:41,170 --> 00:39:44,260 a high school graduation party I looked up to Jenna I don't know it just wasn't 463 00:39:44,260 --> 00:39:45,450 up to Jenna I don't know it just wasn't the same anymore 464 00:39:45,450 --> 00:39:49,380 the same anymore those old feelings were long gone I 465 00:39:49,380 --> 00:39:52,840 those old feelings were long gone I guess we've grown up but Beth dad 466 00:39:52,840 --> 00:39:55,270 guess we've grown up but Beth dad doesn't realize is it her mother's gonna 467 00:39:55,270 --> 00:39:58,540 doesn't realize is it her mother's gonna be there through all the good times but 468 00:39:58,540 --> 00:40:00,160 be there through all the good times but I'm gonna be there through all the good 469 00:40:00,160 --> 00:40:03,040 I'm gonna be there through all the good times and all the bad that's why she's 470 00:40:03,040 --> 00:40:05,710 times and all the bad that's why she's living with me Jenna can't handle this 471 00:40:05,710 --> 00:40:07,720 living with me Jenna can't handle this earthly I know that I can handle it 472 00:40:07,720 --> 00:40:09,850 earthly I know that I can handle it because God is with me every single 473 00:40:09,850 --> 00:40:11,170 because God is with me every single moment of every day 474 00:40:11,170 --> 00:40:13,990 moment of every day so does Beth Ann know any of this does 475 00:40:13,990 --> 00:40:15,610 so does Beth Ann know any of this does she know that her mother pretty much 476 00:40:15,610 --> 00:40:19,270 she know that her mother pretty much dumped her on you no she doesn't and I'm 477 00:40:19,270 --> 00:40:21,010 dumped her on you no she doesn't and I'm not gonna villainize Jenna just for my 478 00:40:21,010 --> 00:40:24,670 not gonna villainize Jenna just for my sake Beth Ann I'll figure out the truth 479 00:40:24,670 --> 00:40:27,400 sake Beth Ann I'll figure out the truth in her own good time until then she can 480 00:40:27,400 --> 00:40:29,740 in her own good time until then she can just go on hating me are you okay with 481 00:40:29,740 --> 00:40:31,680 just go on hating me are you okay with that 482 00:40:31,680 --> 00:40:36,990 that yeah yes I am well that's something to 483 00:40:36,990 --> 00:40:39,540 yeah yes I am well that's something to be admired you have more patience than I 484 00:40:39,540 --> 00:40:39,980 be admired you have more patience than I do 485 00:40:39,980 --> 00:40:43,110 do well I don't know about that I couldn't 486 00:40:43,110 --> 00:40:45,900 well I don't know about that I couldn't have spent three years in Kenya right 487 00:40:45,900 --> 00:40:49,490 have spent three years in Kenya right Evelyn good night 488 00:41:05,910 --> 00:41:09,319 I knew 489 00:41:11,880 --> 00:41:38,789 I hate to say this guy but he's always 490 00:41:38,789 --> 00:41:54,210 I hate to say this guy but he's always been terrible seog got mr. skills hey 491 00:41:54,210 --> 00:41:59,569 been terrible seog got mr. skills hey have you made your mind yet about Kenya 492 00:41:59,569 --> 00:42:02,450 have you made your mind yet about Kenya not a clue 493 00:42:02,450 --> 00:42:05,569 not a clue well what are your thoughts on it I'm 494 00:42:05,569 --> 00:42:08,510 well what are your thoughts on it I'm just boom confused right now 495 00:42:08,510 --> 00:42:13,880 just boom confused right now who's the girl okay say there is a girl 496 00:42:13,880 --> 00:42:15,740 who's the girl okay say there is a girl I knew it I knew it 497 00:42:15,740 --> 00:42:18,049 I knew it I knew it all right who is she it's Billy's 498 00:42:18,049 --> 00:42:24,920 all right who is she it's Billy's daughter Oh Billy's gotta kill you he's 499 00:42:24,920 --> 00:42:27,410 daughter Oh Billy's gotta kill you he's not going to kill me but everybody says 500 00:42:27,410 --> 00:42:28,460 not going to kill me but everybody says that she so means 501 00:42:28,460 --> 00:42:32,390 that she so means well she can be but I think she has a 502 00:42:32,390 --> 00:42:34,390 well she can be but I think she has a good heart 503 00:42:34,390 --> 00:42:38,119 good heart deep down have you asked her out just a 504 00:42:38,119 --> 00:42:40,270 deep down have you asked her out just a dinner 505 00:42:41,340 --> 00:42:45,170 you're right he is gonna kill me 506 00:42:45,170 --> 00:42:47,850 you're right he is gonna kill me what should I do ask Billy for 507 00:42:47,850 --> 00:42:52,010 what should I do ask Billy for permission deadlight that kind of stuff 508 00:42:57,440 --> 00:43:01,710 let me ask you a question is it is it 509 00:43:01,710 --> 00:43:06,170 let me ask you a question is it is it worth it I mean do you really like her 510 00:43:06,170 --> 00:43:09,259 worth it I mean do you really like her I'm just trying to be her friend 511 00:43:09,259 --> 00:43:14,519 I'm just trying to be her friend right yeah I like her a lot 512 00:43:14,519 --> 00:43:15,900 right yeah I like her a lot is this something worth giving up Kenya 513 00:43:15,900 --> 00:43:21,200 is this something worth giving up Kenya for I don't know 514 00:43:23,900 --> 00:43:29,569 see a Christian know 515 00:43:29,569 --> 00:43:33,229 see a Christian know I see the toilet what mm are you - more 516 00:43:33,229 --> 00:43:36,439 I see the toilet what mm are you - more unequally yoked not compatible 517 00:43:36,439 --> 00:43:38,889 unequally yoked not compatible hichy got to be really careful with that 518 00:43:38,889 --> 00:43:42,519 hichy got to be really careful with that you are on two different plating fields 519 00:43:42,519 --> 00:43:45,049 you are on two different plating fields what's the score are we are we tired or 520 00:43:45,049 --> 00:43:47,139 what's the score are we are we tired or something 521 00:44:12,119 --> 00:44:14,350 are you done already honey 522 00:44:14,350 --> 00:44:25,500 are you done already honey no Tammy Pearson yeah follow me 523 00:44:29,580 --> 00:44:32,570 Casey give me the game it's my turn 524 00:44:32,570 --> 00:44:35,880 Casey give me the game it's my turn granny you said we could take turns 525 00:44:35,880 --> 00:44:42,030 granny you said we could take turns catch a pee the game fine hey do you see 526 00:44:42,030 --> 00:44:43,290 catch a pee the game fine hey do you see that girl over there 527 00:44:43,290 --> 00:44:46,680 that girl over there duh I'm not stupid I can see kids mind 528 00:44:46,680 --> 00:44:48,950 duh I'm not stupid I can see kids mind your business 529 00:44:51,260 --> 00:44:54,260 really 530 00:45:01,690 --> 00:45:07,400 do your kids have a problem do you have 531 00:45:07,400 --> 00:45:13,220 do your kids have a problem do you have a problem no but you're about to smack 532 00:45:13,220 --> 00:45:14,920 a problem no but you're about to smack her even if she's sitting it will just 533 00:45:14,920 --> 00:45:18,140 her even if she's sitting it will just excuse me what why do you think we're 534 00:45:18,140 --> 00:45:19,430 excuse me what why do you think we're sitting here in this rehabilitation 535 00:45:19,430 --> 00:45:22,760 sitting here in this rehabilitation waiting room for fun for a good time or 536 00:45:22,760 --> 00:45:24,200 waiting room for fun for a good time or do you think your problems are the only 537 00:45:24,200 --> 00:45:31,839 do you think your problems are the only ones that matter come on back then 538 00:45:44,890 --> 00:45:47,019 every day she gets just a little bit 539 00:45:47,019 --> 00:45:56,099 every day she gets just a little bit nicer anger-management time 540 00:46:09,210 --> 00:46:11,220 you've got to learn to control your 541 00:46:11,220 --> 00:46:13,410 you've got to learn to control your anger what are you talking about that 542 00:46:13,410 --> 00:46:17,550 anger what are you talking about that woman and her two boys they were staring 543 00:46:17,550 --> 00:46:20,579 woman and her two boys they were staring and little boys are making faces so you 544 00:46:20,579 --> 00:46:22,079 and little boys are making faces so you decided to make a scene 545 00:46:22,079 --> 00:46:24,809 decided to make a scene it's rude to stare it's rude to yell 546 00:46:24,809 --> 00:46:29,940 it's rude to stare it's rude to yell fine I'm sorry I yelled better not 547 00:46:29,940 --> 00:46:37,829 fine I'm sorry I yelled better not really I'm really glad you're staying 548 00:46:37,829 --> 00:46:41,040 really I'm really glad you're staying with me and I mean that but I can't keep 549 00:46:41,040 --> 00:46:43,109 with me and I mean that but I can't keep making excuses for you what are you 550 00:46:43,109 --> 00:46:44,069 making excuses for you what are you talking about 551 00:46:44,069 --> 00:46:46,680 talking about the chip on your shoulder whatever it is 552 00:46:46,680 --> 00:46:48,030 the chip on your shoulder whatever it is you've got to quit taking out on 553 00:46:48,030 --> 00:46:49,890 you've got to quit taking out on everybody if you don't want to talk 554 00:46:49,890 --> 00:46:52,700 everybody if you don't want to talk about it that's fine that's your problem 555 00:46:52,700 --> 00:46:54,839 about it that's fine that's your problem but I can't keep putting up with you 556 00:46:54,839 --> 00:46:56,430 but I can't keep putting up with you blaming everyone else for what you're 557 00:46:56,430 --> 00:46:58,579 blaming everyone else for what you're going through 558 00:46:58,579 --> 00:47:03,980 going through listen I I'm not looking for an excuse 559 00:47:04,040 --> 00:47:06,109 okay 560 00:47:06,109 --> 00:47:12,150 okay I'm sorry I'll try not to be so nasty or 561 00:47:12,150 --> 00:47:20,030 I'm sorry I'll try not to be so nasty or rude hmm selfish selfish spiteful okay 562 00:47:20,030 --> 00:47:24,900 rude hmm selfish selfish spiteful okay all right I get it Thanks I should get 563 00:47:24,900 --> 00:47:31,940 all right I get it Thanks I should get all this and right hello yeah hey Nick 564 00:47:32,390 --> 00:47:36,680 what makes you think I'm gonna kill you 565 00:47:40,070 --> 00:47:41,610 it's okay 566 00:47:41,610 --> 00:47:47,090 it's okay Nick Nick it's okay permission granted 567 00:47:47,090 --> 00:47:50,040 Nick Nick it's okay permission granted all right well I got to go talk to you 568 00:47:50,040 --> 00:47:50,640 all right well I got to go talk to you later Nick 569 00:47:50,640 --> 00:48:02,120 later Nick bye didn't set Nick yep 570 00:48:25,220 --> 00:48:34,520 how is it John chain again Tonio's get 571 00:48:34,520 --> 00:48:36,819 how is it John chain again Tonio's get could you could you did tell me that 572 00:48:36,819 --> 00:48:39,170 could you could you did tell me that let's go somewhere it's and it's how are 573 00:48:39,170 --> 00:48:41,119 let's go somewhere it's and it's how are you and I'm thinking you know throw this 574 00:48:41,119 --> 00:48:42,859 you and I'm thinking you know throw this is Italian correct Ida 575 00:48:42,859 --> 00:48:47,150 is Italian correct Ida do you want some more more what no this 576 00:48:47,150 --> 00:49:01,780 do you want some more more what no this yes in a second okay 577 00:49:10,290 --> 00:49:22,760 yeah okay I do anything messenger no 578 00:49:30,729 --> 00:49:34,189 it was really nice of you to have me 579 00:49:34,189 --> 00:49:38,390 it was really nice of you to have me over thanks for doing all this yeah it's 580 00:49:38,390 --> 00:49:42,349 over thanks for doing all this yeah it's no problem I love cooking in I enjoy 581 00:49:42,349 --> 00:49:46,880 no problem I love cooking in I enjoy your company why what do you mean why 582 00:49:46,880 --> 00:49:52,369 your company why what do you mean why you enjoy my company we get up we're not 583 00:49:52,369 --> 00:49:56,449 you enjoy my company we get up we're not being hard-headed that is I don't 584 00:49:56,449 --> 00:50:02,329 being hard-headed that is I don't understand I've been nothing but rude 585 00:50:02,329 --> 00:50:09,439 understand I've been nothing but rude and sarcastic and nasty to you deep down 586 00:50:09,439 --> 00:50:13,539 and sarcastic and nasty to you deep down I mean II didn't mean any of it 587 00:50:13,539 --> 00:50:17,509 I mean II didn't mean any of it truth is I didn't mean it I don't 588 00:50:17,509 --> 00:50:23,289 truth is I didn't mean it I don't anymore but I did I was angry Nick I 589 00:50:23,319 --> 00:50:26,469 still AM 590 00:50:27,820 --> 00:50:29,590 the last thing I would want from anyone 591 00:50:29,590 --> 00:50:34,510 the last thing I would want from anyone is pity the Nick do you realize I won't 592 00:50:34,510 --> 00:50:35,800 is pity the Nick do you realize I won't get to walk across the stage at my 593 00:50:35,800 --> 00:50:41,350 get to walk across the stage at my graduation ceremony I won't get to dance 594 00:50:41,350 --> 00:50:42,340 graduation ceremony I won't get to dance at my wedding 595 00:50:42,340 --> 00:50:49,240 at my wedding I can't drive I can't even go sit out on 596 00:50:49,240 --> 00:50:50,530 I can't drive I can't even go sit out on the front porch without somebody helping 597 00:50:50,530 --> 00:50:56,170 the front porch without somebody helping me you know who I think about it the 598 00:50:56,170 --> 00:50:58,060 me you know who I think about it the more I realized that God wouldn't lift a 599 00:50:58,060 --> 00:51:00,910 more I realized that God wouldn't lift a finger to help me don't blame God for 600 00:51:00,910 --> 00:51:04,090 finger to help me don't blame God for this Batman he didn't do it yeah well 601 00:51:04,090 --> 00:51:07,330 this Batman he didn't do it yeah well you didn't try to stop it either so 602 00:51:07,330 --> 00:51:08,770 you didn't try to stop it either so that's what you're gonna do you're just 603 00:51:08,770 --> 00:51:10,480 that's what you're gonna do you're just gonna blame God for everything that goes 604 00:51:10,480 --> 00:51:13,330 gonna blame God for everything that goes wrong in your life okay so it's my fault 605 00:51:13,330 --> 00:51:18,609 wrong in your life okay so it's my fault I didn't say that I never said I was 606 00:51:18,609 --> 00:51:25,210 I didn't say that I never said I was trying to dan I'll call you later okay 607 00:51:25,210 --> 00:51:33,060 trying to dan I'll call you later okay so this is a bad time okay so I guess 608 00:51:33,060 --> 00:51:42,940 so this is a bad time okay so I guess I'll call you later if God it's supposed 609 00:51:42,940 --> 00:51:45,630 I'll call you later if God it's supposed to be the Almighty in the supreme the 610 00:51:45,630 --> 00:51:48,940 to be the Almighty in the supreme the Alpha and the Omega then why do we have 611 00:51:48,940 --> 00:51:52,660 Alpha and the Omega then why do we have to deal with all this garbage because 612 00:51:52,660 --> 00:51:56,390 to deal with all this garbage because Nick it's garbage 613 00:51:56,390 --> 00:51:58,730 Nick it's garbage why are we the only thing talking about 614 00:51:58,730 --> 00:52:04,190 why are we the only thing talking about this world do you not see that our do 615 00:52:04,190 --> 00:52:05,599 this world do you not see that our do Christians not watch the news there's a 616 00:52:05,599 --> 00:52:07,730 Christians not watch the news there's a whole big conspiracy you insulting me 617 00:52:07,730 --> 00:52:09,319 whole big conspiracy you insulting me are you not going to answer this has 618 00:52:09,319 --> 00:52:10,910 are you not going to answer this has everything to do with you bed and 619 00:52:10,910 --> 00:52:12,170 everything to do with you bed and nothing world 620 00:52:12,170 --> 00:52:17,390 nothing world no you mean God for you your situation 621 00:52:17,390 --> 00:52:20,720 no you mean God for you your situation come on Nick just ran say it what is it 622 00:52:20,720 --> 00:52:33,200 come on Nick just ran say it what is it what is my situation your I invited you 623 00:52:33,200 --> 00:52:36,470 what is my situation your I invited you you seemed embarrassed because of it you 624 00:52:36,470 --> 00:52:40,009 you seemed embarrassed because of it you are so you really do think that don't 625 00:52:40,009 --> 00:52:41,089 are so you really do think that don't you you think that because I'm a 626 00:52:41,089 --> 00:52:45,049 you you think that because I'm a Christian I'm judging you know you were 627 00:52:45,049 --> 00:52:47,269 Christian I'm judging you know you were nobody loves garbage in the world back 628 00:52:47,269 --> 00:52:50,499 nobody loves garbage in the world back then because we sinned 629 00:52:50,499 --> 00:52:52,549 then because we sinned it's not just the people who aren't 630 00:52:52,549 --> 00:52:54,799 it's not just the people who aren't Christians it's everyone the only 631 00:52:54,799 --> 00:52:56,210 Christians it's everyone the only difference is that as a Christian I'm 632 00:52:56,210 --> 00:52:57,619 difference is that as a Christian I'm striving for something better in this 633 00:52:57,619 --> 00:53:00,230 striving for something better in this life we still sin let's still eat the 634 00:53:00,230 --> 00:53:00,799 life we still sin let's still eat the forbidden fruit 635 00:53:00,799 --> 00:53:02,779 forbidden fruit God didn't run evil into this world 636 00:53:02,779 --> 00:53:06,309 God didn't run evil into this world better we did 637 00:53:19,160 --> 00:53:22,380 activities yes you did 638 00:53:22,380 --> 00:53:25,970 activities yes you did just like you said before you mean it I 639 00:53:25,970 --> 00:53:29,390 just like you said before you mean it I should get you home 640 00:53:51,589 --> 00:53:56,380 come on Billy you settled in 641 00:53:57,380 --> 00:54:01,309 so how was your date please it was not a 642 00:54:01,309 --> 00:54:02,440 so how was your date please it was not a date 643 00:54:02,440 --> 00:54:08,599 date sure sure no kidding we got a little 644 00:54:08,599 --> 00:54:11,420 sure sure no kidding we got a little fight over scorn 645 00:54:11,420 --> 00:54:14,170 fight over scorn really 646 00:54:14,819 --> 00:54:20,809 so what did you and Nick fight about 647 00:54:24,710 --> 00:54:48,830 I sing myself to sleep every night you 648 00:54:48,830 --> 00:54:50,780 I sing myself to sleep every night you were right don't think there could ever 649 00:54:50,780 --> 00:54:52,970 were right don't think there could ever be anything between us including a 650 00:54:52,970 --> 00:54:53,990 be anything between us including a friendship Wow 651 00:54:53,990 --> 00:54:56,210 friendship Wow sounds like you had a rough night I'm 652 00:54:56,210 --> 00:54:57,609 sounds like you had a rough night I'm sorry to hear that 653 00:54:57,609 --> 00:55:00,170 sorry to hear that trust me I am too 654 00:55:00,170 --> 00:55:02,540 trust me I am too I thought there might be a chance to 655 00:55:02,540 --> 00:55:05,450 I thought there might be a chance to know well you can't change anyone's 656 00:55:05,450 --> 00:55:07,910 know well you can't change anyone's heart all you can do is plant a seed and 657 00:55:07,910 --> 00:55:09,800 heart all you can do is plant a seed and anything other than that is stepping 658 00:55:09,800 --> 00:55:12,609 anything other than that is stepping into God's territory 659 00:55:12,920 --> 00:55:15,120 I'm not sure if you're the best person 660 00:55:15,120 --> 00:55:18,890 I'm not sure if you're the best person to talk to you about this why is that 661 00:55:18,890 --> 00:55:21,099 to talk to you about this why is that because your 662 00:55:21,099 --> 00:55:25,229 because your you're your dad you know 663 00:55:25,229 --> 00:55:27,440 you're your dad you know yes 664 00:55:27,440 --> 00:55:31,930 yes Jared Christian Oh 665 00:55:32,380 --> 00:55:36,569 you wouldn't understand sure 666 00:55:37,750 --> 00:55:40,270 you can talk to me about anything you 667 00:55:40,270 --> 00:55:43,480 you can talk to me about anything you know that don't you believe it or not I 668 00:55:43,480 --> 00:55:49,210 know that don't you believe it or not I was just like you once so as a kid and 669 00:55:49,210 --> 00:55:51,160 was just like you once so as a kid and when I say kid I mean it's someone your 670 00:55:51,160 --> 00:55:53,190 when I say kid I mean it's someone your age 671 00:55:53,990 --> 00:55:57,430 I guess I really didn't believe God 672 00:55:57,430 --> 00:56:00,020 I guess I really didn't believe God spent most of my youth trying to outrun 673 00:56:00,020 --> 00:56:01,030 spent most of my youth trying to outrun him 674 00:56:01,030 --> 00:56:05,000 him trying to avoid him but no matter what I 675 00:56:05,000 --> 00:56:11,300 trying to avoid him but no matter what I did there was this profound emptiness in 676 00:56:11,300 --> 00:56:15,600 did there was this profound emptiness in my heart what changed 677 00:56:15,600 --> 00:56:18,490 my heart what changed and fell in love with your mother 678 00:56:18,490 --> 00:56:20,410 and fell in love with your mother and I thought maybe she'd fill the 679 00:56:20,410 --> 00:56:27,070 and I thought maybe she'd fill the emptiness and she did a little for why 680 00:56:27,070 --> 00:56:30,570 emptiness and she did a little for why and then I was empty again 681 00:56:31,340 --> 00:56:33,610 and then you were born 682 00:56:33,610 --> 00:56:35,860 and then you were born filled up a great deal of that whole 683 00:56:35,860 --> 00:56:38,370 filled up a great deal of that whole methane 684 00:56:40,190 --> 00:56:44,920 but no matter what I did wasn't enough 685 00:56:46,099 --> 00:56:51,499 I felt empty and God changed all that 686 00:56:51,499 --> 00:56:55,279 I felt empty and God changed all that God loves you so much that name more 687 00:56:55,279 --> 00:56:59,349 God loves you so much that name more than any of us could possibly fathom 688 00:57:01,280 --> 00:57:05,960 we are created in God's image but 689 00:57:05,960 --> 00:57:08,590 we are created in God's image but because we sin we're flawed 690 00:57:08,590 --> 00:57:14,180 because we sin we're flawed we're flawed but God is perfect God's 691 00:57:14,180 --> 00:57:17,660 we're flawed but God is perfect God's love is perfect no one on this earth can 692 00:57:17,660 --> 00:57:25,810 love is perfect no one on this earth can give you what God can good night Betty 693 00:57:30,590 --> 00:57:33,590 Billy 694 00:57:34,740 --> 00:57:39,000 yeah do you think God for walking I have 695 00:57:39,000 --> 00:57:43,320 yeah do you think God for walking I have faith that you will Irish I think like 696 00:57:43,320 --> 00:57:46,500 faith that you will Irish I think like yours wishes don't get you very far in 697 00:57:46,500 --> 00:57:50,970 yours wishes don't get you very far in this life you've got to believe it just 698 00:57:50,970 --> 00:57:52,430 this life you've got to believe it just doesn't seem possible 699 00:57:52,430 --> 00:57:55,010 doesn't seem possible it's 700 00:57:55,010 --> 00:58:00,590 it's impossible I mean it would gonna take a 701 00:58:00,590 --> 00:58:06,140 impossible I mean it would gonna take a miracle I guess you're right Beth Ann 702 00:58:06,440 --> 00:58:10,570 what does God know about miracles 703 00:58:10,570 --> 00:58:13,620 what does God know about miracles goodnight honey 704 00:58:30,670 --> 00:58:33,260 hello you've reached Nikolai oh sorry I 705 00:58:33,260 --> 00:58:34,760 hello you've reached Nikolai oh sorry I can get to your call please leave a 706 00:58:34,760 --> 00:58:37,570 can get to your call please leave a message and I'll call you back 707 00:58:43,050 --> 00:58:45,860 the church with me tomorrow Beth Ann 708 00:58:45,860 --> 00:58:49,180 the church with me tomorrow Beth Ann please just once 709 00:58:49,180 --> 00:58:52,980 please just once if you don't like it I won't bug inning 710 00:58:55,680 --> 00:58:58,460 we'll see 711 00:59:05,220 --> 00:59:07,749 I've never met someone so hot and so 712 00:59:07,749 --> 00:59:09,309 I've never met someone so hot and so cold before in my entire life 713 00:59:09,309 --> 00:59:11,999 cold before in my entire life and you're surprised what well seriously 714 00:59:11,999 --> 00:59:14,799 and you're surprised what well seriously what were you expecting that she would 715 00:59:14,799 --> 00:59:16,960 what were you expecting that she would come to know Christ or that that she 716 00:59:16,960 --> 00:59:18,789 come to know Christ or that that she would totally change your life after one 717 00:59:18,789 --> 00:59:24,309 would totally change your life after one dinner conversation no but it would be 718 00:59:24,309 --> 00:59:26,950 dinner conversation no but it would be nice for her to listen you know look do 719 00:59:26,950 --> 00:59:30,599 nice for her to listen you know look do you mind if I'm blunt go ahead okay 720 00:59:30,599 --> 00:59:32,680 you mind if I'm blunt go ahead okay you've gone to church your whole life 721 00:59:32,680 --> 00:59:34,359 you've gone to church your whole life and you've always surrounded yourself 722 00:59:34,359 --> 00:59:36,430 and you've always surrounded yourself with like-minded people not that bad 723 00:59:36,430 --> 00:59:39,400 with like-minded people not that bad comes along and quite frankly you have 724 00:59:39,400 --> 00:59:41,890 comes along and quite frankly you have all these expectations for her but she 725 00:59:41,890 --> 00:59:43,450 all these expectations for her but she doesn't live like you and she doesn't 726 00:59:43,450 --> 00:59:45,190 doesn't live like you and she doesn't think like you it's two different 727 00:59:45,190 --> 00:59:48,190 think like you it's two different playing fields remember I know all this 728 00:59:48,190 --> 00:59:52,720 playing fields remember I know all this but no no you don't know and that's why 729 00:59:52,720 --> 00:59:56,259 but no no you don't know and that's why as a friend I'm telling you she may be 730 00:59:56,259 --> 00:59:57,640 as a friend I'm telling you she may be the most interesting person that you've 731 00:59:57,640 --> 01:00:00,309 the most interesting person that you've ever met but if you don't have got in 732 01:00:00,309 --> 01:00:04,450 ever met but if you don't have got in common what do you have well we stab one 733 01:00:04,450 --> 01:00:08,609 common what do you have well we stab one spot open for Kenya you want to come 734 01:00:15,670 --> 01:00:18,380 thank you honey 735 01:00:18,380 --> 01:00:22,400 thank you honey relax they don't bite right silly bit 736 01:00:22,400 --> 01:00:25,250 relax they don't bite right silly bit then it is so good to see you here why 737 01:00:25,250 --> 01:00:26,590 then it is so good to see you here why don't you all come sit with us 738 01:00:26,590 --> 01:00:29,900 don't you all come sit with us already sitting oh you're so fun come 739 01:00:29,900 --> 01:00:35,570 already sitting oh you're so fun come sit next to us then knocking good 740 01:00:35,570 --> 01:00:44,750 sit next to us then knocking good morning let's all stand together accent 741 01:00:44,750 --> 01:00:46,130 morning let's all stand together accent everyone to bow their heads 742 01:00:46,130 --> 01:00:49,250 everyone to bow their heads Heavenly Father God we thank you Lord 743 01:00:49,250 --> 01:00:51,260 Heavenly Father God we thank you Lord for another day that we've never seen 744 01:00:51,260 --> 01:00:53,450 for another day that we've never seen and a day that we'll never see again we 745 01:00:53,450 --> 01:00:55,850 and a day that we'll never see again we appreciate you for this morning's Rising 746 01:00:55,850 --> 01:00:57,590 appreciate you for this morning's Rising than last night's laying down and we 747 01:00:57,590 --> 01:00:59,090 than last night's laying down and we just like to tell you thank you for all 748 01:00:59,090 --> 01:01:01,520 just like to tell you thank you for all the blessings that you have stored upon 749 01:01:01,520 --> 01:01:03,740 the blessings that you have stored upon us and we just actually to be with us 750 01:01:03,740 --> 01:01:05,900 us and we just actually to be with us God and to help us develop a closer 751 01:01:05,900 --> 01:01:07,970 God and to help us develop a closer relationship with you in Jesus name we 752 01:01:07,970 --> 01:01:10,420 relationship with you in Jesus name we pray amen 753 01:01:10,420 --> 01:01:12,920 pray amen we'll be coming from the book of Acts 754 01:01:12,920 --> 01:01:17,060 we'll be coming from the book of Acts chapter 20 and verse 6 I'd like to take 755 01:01:17,060 --> 01:01:20,330 chapter 20 and verse 6 I'd like to take for a subject on this morning I fallen 756 01:01:20,330 --> 01:01:25,880 for a subject on this morning I fallen and I can't get up this here is a story 757 01:01:25,880 --> 01:01:28,340 and I can't get up this here is a story of Paul and Paul is getting ready to 758 01:01:28,340 --> 01:01:31,100 of Paul and Paul is getting ready to take off in the morning but before Paul 759 01:01:31,100 --> 01:01:32,870 take off in the morning but before Paul gets ready to take off to his next 760 01:01:32,870 --> 01:01:36,020 gets ready to take off to his next destination Paul have to explain to the 761 01:01:36,020 --> 01:01:38,450 destination Paul have to explain to the people some directions that God has 762 01:01:38,450 --> 01:01:41,240 people some directions that God has given him to give to them but what you 763 01:01:41,240 --> 01:01:44,120 given him to give to them but what you have to understand in the midst of his 764 01:01:44,120 --> 01:01:46,610 have to understand in the midst of his preaching Paul began to get happy as 765 01:01:46,610 --> 01:01:49,400 preaching Paul began to get happy as preachers often do and Paul began to 766 01:01:49,400 --> 01:01:51,950 preachers often do and Paul began to preach for a mighty long time and as 767 01:01:51,950 --> 01:01:54,770 preach for a mighty long time and as Paul began to preach midnight began to 768 01:01:54,770 --> 01:01:57,290 Paul began to preach midnight began to come and people were getting tired and 769 01:01:57,290 --> 01:01:58,850 come and people were getting tired and there you had you two kissed this young 770 01:01:58,850 --> 01:02:01,100 there you had you two kissed this young man that's sitting in the upper room on 771 01:02:01,100 --> 01:02:04,550 man that's sitting in the upper room on a window and he's fallen asleep and you 772 01:02:04,550 --> 01:02:06,650 a window and he's fallen asleep and you two kiss as he falls into this deep 773 01:02:06,650 --> 01:02:09,260 two kiss as he falls into this deep sleep south just down and falls out the 774 01:02:09,260 --> 01:02:12,620 sleep south just down and falls out the window but but Eutychus he didn't mean 775 01:02:12,620 --> 01:02:14,360 window but but Eutychus he didn't mean any harm he was trying to sit 776 01:02:14,360 --> 01:02:16,910 any harm he was trying to sit attentively and listen but sometimes 777 01:02:16,910 --> 01:02:19,940 attentively and listen but sometimes preacher can be long-winded Amen have 778 01:02:19,940 --> 01:02:21,800 preacher can be long-winded Amen have you ever found yourself in love with God 779 01:02:21,800 --> 01:02:23,960 you ever found yourself in love with God and in a relationship but sometimes you 780 01:02:23,960 --> 01:02:26,360 and in a relationship but sometimes you just fall what I love about it is that 781 01:02:26,360 --> 01:02:27,470 just fall what I love about it is that sometimes 782 01:02:27,470 --> 01:02:29,240 sometimes people will try to act like they don't 783 01:02:29,240 --> 01:02:31,609 people will try to act like they don't fall and they'll put on a facade or put 784 01:02:31,609 --> 01:02:33,619 fall and they'll put on a facade or put on an image as if that everything is 785 01:02:33,619 --> 01:02:35,960 on an image as if that everything is perfect I come to tell you that God 786 01:02:35,960 --> 01:02:38,990 perfect I come to tell you that God sometime once a first God doesn't need 787 01:02:38,990 --> 01:02:40,730 sometime once a first God doesn't need any seconds he doesn't need anyone 788 01:02:40,730 --> 01:02:43,340 any seconds he doesn't need anyone hundreds sometimes he says I chose you I 789 01:02:43,340 --> 01:02:46,099 hundreds sometimes he says I chose you I chose you or I chose you because I want 790 01:02:46,099 --> 01:02:48,290 chose you or I chose you because I want to do something for the first time that 791 01:02:48,290 --> 01:02:50,510 to do something for the first time that I've never done before one day as he was 792 01:02:50,510 --> 01:02:53,030 I've never done before one day as he was teaching Pharisees and the teachers of 793 01:02:53,030 --> 01:02:54,619 teaching Pharisees and the teachers of the law who had come in from every 794 01:02:54,619 --> 01:02:56,810 the law who had come in from every village of Galilee from Judea and 795 01:02:56,810 --> 01:03:00,020 village of Galilee from Judea and Jerusalem sitting there and the power of 796 01:03:00,020 --> 01:03:02,530 Jerusalem sitting there and the power of the Lord was present in him tailed sick 797 01:03:02,530 --> 01:03:06,200 the Lord was present in him tailed sick some men came carrying a paralytic on a 798 01:03:06,200 --> 01:03:08,390 some men came carrying a paralytic on a mat and tried to take him into the house 799 01:03:08,390 --> 01:03:10,700 mat and tried to take him into the house to lay him before Jesus 800 01:03:10,700 --> 01:03:12,260 to lay him before Jesus when they could not find a way to do 801 01:03:12,260 --> 01:03:14,720 when they could not find a way to do this because of the crowd they went up 802 01:03:14,720 --> 01:03:17,270 this because of the crowd they went up on the roof and lower did what his math 803 01:03:17,270 --> 01:03:18,770 on the roof and lower did what his math or the tiles and to the middle of the 804 01:03:18,770 --> 01:03:22,730 or the tiles and to the middle of the crowd right in front of Jesus Jesus saw 805 01:03:22,730 --> 01:03:26,180 crowd right in front of Jesus Jesus saw their faith he said friend your sins are 806 01:03:26,180 --> 01:03:29,750 their faith he said friend your sins are forgiven a Pharisees and the teachers of 807 01:03:29,750 --> 01:03:32,300 forgiven a Pharisees and the teachers of the law began thinking to themselves who 808 01:03:32,300 --> 01:03:33,590 the law began thinking to themselves who is this fellow who speaks blasphemies 809 01:03:33,590 --> 01:03:37,370 is this fellow who speaks blasphemies who can forgive sins but God alone Jesus 810 01:03:37,370 --> 01:03:38,950 who can forgive sins but God alone Jesus knew what they were thinking and asked 811 01:03:38,950 --> 01:03:41,030 knew what they were thinking and asked why are you thinking these things in 812 01:03:41,030 --> 01:03:44,600 why are you thinking these things in your hearts which is easier to say your 813 01:03:44,600 --> 01:03:47,120 your hearts which is easier to say your sins are forgiven or to say get up and 814 01:03:47,120 --> 01:03:49,270 sins are forgiven or to say get up and walk 815 01:03:49,360 --> 01:03:51,040 but that you may know that the Son of 816 01:03:51,040 --> 01:03:52,480 but that you may know that the Son of man has authority on earth to forgive 817 01:03:52,480 --> 01:03:56,980 man has authority on earth to forgive sins he said to the paralyzed man I tell 818 01:03:56,980 --> 01:04:03,210 sins he said to the paralyzed man I tell you get up take your mat and go home 819 01:04:03,210 --> 01:04:05,740 you get up take your mat and go home immediately he stood up in front of them 820 01:04:05,740 --> 01:04:07,870 immediately he stood up in front of them took what he had been lying on and went 821 01:04:07,870 --> 01:04:11,410 took what he had been lying on and went home praising God everyone was amazed 822 01:04:11,410 --> 01:04:14,020 home praising God everyone was amazed and gave praise to God they were filled 823 01:04:14,020 --> 01:04:16,540 and gave praise to God they were filled with awe and said you've seen remarkable 824 01:04:16,540 --> 01:04:20,800 with awe and said you've seen remarkable things I still stand to tell you that 825 01:04:20,800 --> 01:04:22,930 things I still stand to tell you that God deserves all the glory and God 826 01:04:22,930 --> 01:04:25,390 God deserves all the glory and God deserves all the praise let me explain 827 01:04:25,390 --> 01:04:27,190 deserves all the praise let me explain the difference between a praise and a 828 01:04:27,190 --> 01:04:30,130 the difference between a praise and a worshipper see a praiser thanks God for 829 01:04:30,130 --> 01:04:32,770 worshipper see a praiser thanks God for what it is that God has done a Frazer 830 01:04:32,770 --> 01:04:34,810 what it is that God has done a Frazer tells God I love you and I thank you for 831 01:04:34,810 --> 01:04:36,970 tells God I love you and I thank you for my house god I love you and I thank you 832 01:04:36,970 --> 01:04:38,950 my house god I love you and I thank you for my marriage god I love you and I 833 01:04:38,950 --> 01:04:40,930 for my marriage god I love you and I thank you for my new car but a 834 01:04:40,930 --> 01:04:43,480 thank you for my new car but a worshipper says God if you don't bless 835 01:04:43,480 --> 01:04:45,700 worshipper says God if you don't bless me with the house I'll still give you 836 01:04:45,700 --> 01:04:47,950 me with the house I'll still give you the glory God if you never bless me with 837 01:04:47,950 --> 01:04:50,080 the glory God if you never bless me with a new car I'll still worship your name 838 01:04:50,080 --> 01:04:52,630 a new car I'll still worship your name God if you never bless my marriage to 839 01:04:52,630 --> 01:04:54,730 God if you never bless my marriage to take off and be successful as I wanted 840 01:04:54,730 --> 01:04:56,950 take off and be successful as I wanted it and hope for it to be I'll still give 841 01:04:56,950 --> 01:05:00,280 it and hope for it to be I'll still give you the glory praise praise in the Bible 842 01:05:00,280 --> 01:05:01,810 you the glory praise praise in the Bible it says let everything that has breath 843 01:05:01,810 --> 01:05:04,360 it says let everything that has breath praise the Lord because praise thanks 844 01:05:04,360 --> 01:05:07,030 praise the Lord because praise thanks God for what it is that he's done but a 845 01:05:07,030 --> 01:05:09,790 God for what it is that he's done but a worshiper a worship it says in the Bible 846 01:05:09,790 --> 01:05:11,650 worshiper a worship it says in the Bible they that worship Him must worship Him 847 01:05:11,650 --> 01:05:13,990 they that worship Him must worship Him in spirit and in truth 848 01:05:13,990 --> 01:05:17,050 in spirit and in truth in my conclusion I would just like to 849 01:05:17,050 --> 01:05:19,620 in my conclusion I would just like to let you know that you may have fallen 850 01:05:19,620 --> 01:05:23,020 let you know that you may have fallen but you can't get up in fact you will 851 01:05:23,020 --> 01:05:26,590 but you can't get up in fact you will get up for a god you have to remember 852 01:05:26,590 --> 01:05:32,700 get up for a god you have to remember that there is no lost cause 853 01:05:34,020 --> 01:05:37,020 like 854 01:05:38,900 --> 01:05:43,800 thank you all for coming I hope that God 855 01:05:43,800 --> 01:05:48,390 thank you all for coming I hope that God has blessed you in some way today if you 856 01:05:48,390 --> 01:05:51,840 has blessed you in some way today if you have not accepted Jesus Christ as your 857 01:05:51,840 --> 01:05:55,250 have not accepted Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior I'll ask you to come 858 01:05:55,250 --> 01:06:00,890 Lord and Savior I'll ask you to come here now and do so 859 01:06:04,110 --> 01:06:16,320 / where's my heart it seems 860 01:06:33,010 --> 01:06:36,010 now 861 01:06:37,079 --> 01:06:40,079 open 862 01:06:44,350 --> 01:06:50,110 about my lush never cease 863 01:07:03,420 --> 01:07:07,210 Jesus is right here waiting for you to 864 01:07:07,210 --> 01:07:22,059 Jesus is right here waiting for you to say that you accept him we don't have 865 01:07:22,059 --> 01:07:24,960 say that you accept him we don't have something I don't 866 01:07:26,530 --> 01:07:39,330 this say joy peace my father 867 01:07:40,000 --> 01:07:47,720 it's a long time a very long time since 868 01:07:47,720 --> 01:07:49,339 it's a long time a very long time since I've looked in the mirror and not didn't 869 01:07:49,339 --> 01:07:53,030 I've looked in the mirror and not didn't discuss it but what I've seen and I 870 01:07:53,030 --> 01:07:55,480 discuss it but what I've seen and I don't mean on the outside the inside 871 01:07:55,480 --> 01:08:25,750 don't mean on the outside the inside that's called conviction anything I do 872 01:08:29,699 --> 01:08:36,330 I just wanted to learn love God like 873 01:08:36,330 --> 01:08:42,779 I just wanted to learn love God like they do forgive me for being such a 874 01:08:42,779 --> 01:08:45,359 they do forgive me for being such a terrible person you're not a terrible 875 01:08:45,359 --> 01:08:48,830 terrible person you're not a terrible person God forgives you for anything 876 01:08:48,830 --> 01:08:53,060 person God forgives you for anything you've done and anything you will do 877 01:08:53,060 --> 01:08:56,670 you've done and anything you will do because he loves you you'll pardon this 878 01:08:56,670 --> 01:08:59,250 because he loves you you'll pardon this relationship with him is to have faith 879 01:08:59,250 --> 01:09:05,009 relationship with him is to have faith in Him to trust him to love him to obey 880 01:09:05,009 --> 01:09:08,870 in Him to trust him to love him to obey his word and not just believe in him but 881 01:09:08,870 --> 01:09:13,380 his word and not just believe in him but believe him and what he says he'll take 882 01:09:13,380 --> 01:09:14,219 believe him and what he says he'll take care of the rest 883 01:09:14,219 --> 01:09:24,989 care of the rest I think a good place to start would be 884 01:09:24,989 --> 01:09:30,270 I think a good place to start would be to pray I've never prayed before it's 885 01:09:30,270 --> 01:09:32,219 to pray I've never prayed before it's like you get to have a conversation with 886 01:09:32,219 --> 01:09:32,759 like you get to have a conversation with them 887 01:09:32,759 --> 01:09:36,509 them you get to talk lead us to 888 01:09:36,509 --> 01:09:40,500 you get to talk lead us to really yeah just got to know how to 889 01:09:40,500 --> 01:09:46,950 really yeah just got to know how to listen how read to Bible you meditate on 890 01:09:46,950 --> 01:09:53,130 listen how read to Bible you meditate on it angel living alright Billy and I will 891 01:09:53,130 --> 01:09:55,970 it angel living alright Billy and I will be there for you 892 01:09:57,010 --> 01:09:59,039 ah 893 01:09:59,510 --> 01:10:02,680 you're still 894 01:10:05,290 --> 01:10:08,290 you 895 01:10:11,170 --> 01:10:15,510 just thank you for another opportunity 896 01:10:15,510 --> 01:10:17,210 just thank you for another opportunity my word 897 01:10:17,210 --> 01:10:19,989 my word this fall 898 01:10:34,659 --> 01:10:47,889 dad yeah I'm sorry for what being such a 899 01:10:47,889 --> 01:10:50,760 dad yeah I'm sorry for what being such a terrible daughter 900 01:10:52,150 --> 01:10:59,670 look hot yeah you're not my daughter 901 01:11:00,780 --> 01:11:04,900 seriously you can't say open this little 902 01:11:04,900 --> 01:11:07,270 seriously you can't say open this little ray of sunshine since I moved it up it 903 01:11:07,270 --> 01:11:10,260 ray of sunshine since I moved it up it awful nightmare 904 01:11:10,260 --> 01:11:15,660 awful nightmare yeah a little bit yeah I just had to 905 01:11:15,660 --> 01:11:19,400 yeah a little bit yeah I just had to swallow my pride and say it 906 01:11:19,640 --> 01:11:22,780 I'm sorry 907 01:11:23,540 --> 01:11:28,180 I know how hard it is the same endless 908 01:11:28,559 --> 01:11:31,400 thank you 909 01:11:36,090 --> 01:11:38,320 dad 910 01:11:38,320 --> 01:11:41,190 dad yeah honey 911 01:11:41,440 --> 01:11:45,219 we're grass snake today his family lives 912 01:11:45,219 --> 01:11:47,440 we're grass snake today his family lives in Tennessee he went down to visit 913 01:11:47,440 --> 01:11:51,510 in Tennessee he went down to visit before he has to leave where's she going 914 01:11:51,510 --> 01:11:54,810 before he has to leave where's she going Kenya Oh 915 01:12:26,639 --> 01:12:36,059 wake up in pieces one by one no one left 916 01:12:36,059 --> 01:12:42,219 wake up in pieces one by one no one left no one said this would be fun clear the 917 01:12:42,219 --> 01:12:47,670 no one said this would be fun clear the tracks for the freight train in my head 918 01:12:47,670 --> 01:12:54,840 tracks for the freight train in my head take long strides and make it to my bed 919 01:13:45,780 --> 01:13:51,239 no didn't see about you 920 01:13:51,990 --> 01:13:53,910 looked at that x-ray for a good 20 921 01:13:53,910 --> 01:13:57,350 looked at that x-ray for a good 20 minutes dad to you what do you think I 922 01:13:57,350 --> 01:13:59,580 minutes dad to you what do you think I don't know D do you think you just 923 01:13:59,580 --> 01:14:02,150 don't know D do you think you just imagined it 924 01:14:02,840 --> 01:14:07,590 not sure um uh listen honey I need to go 925 01:14:07,590 --> 01:14:11,130 not sure um uh listen honey I need to go fix dinner for my darling husband 926 01:14:11,130 --> 01:14:16,440 fix dinner for my darling husband what did Mikey do now today do you turn 927 01:14:16,440 --> 01:14:18,870 what did Mikey do now today do you turn to cook for some reason it's been my 928 01:14:18,870 --> 01:14:21,090 to cook for some reason it's been my turn to cook every day this week oh I 929 01:14:21,090 --> 01:14:23,449 turn to cook every day this week oh I wonder how that happened 930 01:14:23,449 --> 01:14:30,280 wonder how that happened I love you bet then love you to your mom 931 01:14:32,739 --> 01:14:36,840 when a quarterback all right 932 01:14:39,140 --> 01:14:45,050 that's right I got it can I do 933 01:15:31,560 --> 01:15:39,380 I got it 934 01:15:45,920 --> 01:15:49,310 bethann Collins 935 01:15:52,060 --> 01:15:55,640 I'm Thomas Lockwood would you spare me 936 01:15:55,640 --> 01:15:58,480 I'm Thomas Lockwood would you spare me just a moment of your time 937 01:15:59,390 --> 01:16:05,520 yeah sure come in oh no no I don't want 938 01:16:05,520 --> 01:16:09,080 yeah sure come in oh no no I don't want to barge in it's okay 939 01:16:09,190 --> 01:16:12,270 I won't be long 940 01:16:22,719 --> 01:16:25,369 I've been wanting to come by to see you 941 01:16:25,369 --> 01:16:33,320 I've been wanting to come by to see you I just didn't have a courage to do it to 942 01:16:33,320 --> 01:16:37,510 I just didn't have a courage to do it to know that I have ruined someone's life 943 01:16:37,510 --> 01:16:44,719 know that I have ruined someone's life it's just hard to bear I'm sorry trying 944 01:16:44,719 --> 01:16:46,940 it's just hard to bear I'm sorry trying to think of what to say kind of figured 945 01:16:46,940 --> 01:16:50,210 to think of what to say kind of figured you slam the door in my face before I 946 01:16:50,210 --> 01:16:53,469 you slam the door in my face before I would have I'm trying to be you know 947 01:16:53,469 --> 01:17:04,639 would have I'm trying to be you know nicer my daughter had just mad she the 948 01:17:04,639 --> 01:17:10,059 nicer my daughter had just mad she the sick her entire life just a little girl 949 01:17:10,059 --> 01:17:15,040 sick her entire life just a little girl her name was Maria 950 01:17:20,369 --> 01:17:25,239 the night of the accident my wife left 951 01:17:25,239 --> 01:17:28,449 the night of the accident my wife left me she had told me the only reason she 952 01:17:28,449 --> 01:17:29,980 me she had told me the only reason she stayed with me for this long was because 953 01:17:29,980 --> 01:17:32,520 stayed with me for this long was because of Maria 954 01:17:33,810 --> 01:17:36,969 now I'd always been a drinker I'd keep 955 01:17:36,969 --> 01:17:39,940 now I'd always been a drinker I'd keep two bottles of wine nestled in a cabinet 956 01:17:39,940 --> 01:17:47,260 two bottles of wine nestled in a cabinet somewhere not an hour and a half past 957 01:17:47,260 --> 01:17:50,099 somewhere not an hour and a half past maybe for those two bottles were growing 958 01:17:50,099 --> 01:17:53,380 maybe for those two bottles were growing and I decided that wasn't enough well I 959 01:17:53,380 --> 01:17:56,650 and I decided that wasn't enough well I went out to get some more and you know 960 01:17:56,650 --> 01:18:05,550 went out to get some more and you know the rest listen I know that no amount of 961 01:18:05,550 --> 01:18:09,159 the rest listen I know that no amount of apologizing will ever make up for what I 962 01:18:09,159 --> 01:18:13,420 apologizing will ever make up for what I have done to you and I know that no 963 01:18:13,420 --> 01:18:15,310 have done to you and I know that no matter what I do you're probably gonna 964 01:18:15,310 --> 01:18:16,690 matter what I do you're probably gonna hate me till the day I die 965 01:18:16,690 --> 01:18:21,880 hate me till the day I die anyway but I figure that you deserve at 966 01:18:21,880 --> 01:18:25,050 anyway but I figure that you deserve at least the apology 967 01:18:25,550 --> 01:18:30,340 I am sorry 968 01:18:30,679 --> 01:18:36,880 from the bottom of my heart I am sorry I 969 01:18:37,000 --> 01:18:41,540 just hope that one day maybe not anytime 970 01:18:41,540 --> 01:18:46,489 just hope that one day maybe not anytime soon one day you'll find it in your 971 01:18:46,489 --> 01:18:50,110 soon one day you'll find it in your heart to forgive me 972 01:18:53,610 --> 01:18:57,260 I want you to make me a promise 973 01:18:57,299 --> 01:18:59,939 that's right do yourself a favor don't 974 01:18:59,939 --> 01:19:09,989 that's right do yourself a favor don't drink okay I mean it just quit the more 975 01:19:09,989 --> 01:19:11,789 drink okay I mean it just quit the more you have to convince yourself and others 976 01:19:11,789 --> 01:19:14,219 you have to convince yourself and others that you're in control of something that 977 01:19:14,219 --> 01:19:15,719 that you're in control of something that something is generally in control with 978 01:19:15,719 --> 01:19:22,679 something is generally in control with you this has been so hard for me I can't 979 01:19:22,679 --> 01:19:25,669 you this has been so hard for me I can't imagine the guilt figure going through I 980 01:19:25,669 --> 01:19:32,309 imagine the guilt figure going through I don't care - I don't want to I forgive 981 01:19:32,309 --> 01:19:34,579 don't care - I don't want to I forgive you 982 01:19:37,780 --> 01:19:40,989 thank you 983 01:20:48,790 --> 01:20:57,970 what's wrong you're walking I'm dreaming 984 01:20:57,970 --> 01:21:01,550 what's wrong you're walking I'm dreaming no dad I have this dream all the time 985 01:21:01,550 --> 01:21:06,550 no dad I have this dream all the time I'll be waking up soon you are awake and 986 01:21:06,550 --> 01:21:12,040 I'll be waking up soon you are awake and you're standing on your legs 987 01:21:13,040 --> 01:21:15,040 Oh 988 01:21:18,699 --> 01:21:22,980 Emily yeah 989 01:21:24,050 --> 01:21:27,760 I'm like yeah 990 01:21:36,419 --> 01:21:40,689 so you have no idea whatsoever none no 991 01:21:40,689 --> 01:21:42,309 so you have no idea whatsoever none no one I work with has ever seen anything 992 01:21:42,309 --> 01:21:45,159 one I work with has ever seen anything like this before it's not just the fact 993 01:21:45,159 --> 01:21:47,409 like this before it's not just the fact that you got up and walked it's the fact 994 01:21:47,409 --> 01:21:49,449 that you got up and walked it's the fact that she was able to maintain walking 995 01:21:49,449 --> 01:21:51,639 that she was able to maintain walking the muscle mass in her legs are the same 996 01:21:51,639 --> 01:21:53,939 the muscle mass in her legs are the same today is it was the day of the accident 997 01:21:53,939 --> 01:21:56,079 today is it was the day of the accident even if you had only been a few days 998 01:21:56,079 --> 01:21:58,780 even if you had only been a few days without walking the very least her legs 999 01:21:58,780 --> 01:22:01,419 without walking the very least her legs would be weak dr. Harper do you mind if 1000 01:22:01,419 --> 01:22:04,869 would be weak dr. Harper do you mind if I say something what well have you ever 1001 01:22:04,869 --> 01:22:09,129 I say something what well have you ever thought that maybe not just maybe modern 1002 01:22:09,129 --> 01:22:11,319 thought that maybe not just maybe modern science had nothing to do with this it's 1003 01:22:11,319 --> 01:22:13,839 science had nothing to do with this it's an anomaly it's a miracle and nothing 1004 01:22:13,839 --> 01:22:16,569 an anomaly it's a miracle and nothing short of that in the field of science 1005 01:22:16,569 --> 01:22:18,909 short of that in the field of science there is always an explanation for what 1006 01:22:18,909 --> 01:22:21,099 there is always an explanation for what you call a miracle in you're always 1007 01:22:21,099 --> 01:22:23,050 you call a miracle in you're always trying to put God in a box and shove him 1008 01:22:23,050 --> 01:22:25,510 trying to put God in a box and shove him in the corner that's not the way he 1009 01:22:25,510 --> 01:22:29,050 in the corner that's not the way he works no matter how hard you try doctor 1010 01:22:29,050 --> 01:22:32,319 works no matter how hard you try doctor you can't explain God away now he did 1011 01:22:32,319 --> 01:22:36,819 you can't explain God away now he did this not modern science thanks doctor if 1012 01:22:36,819 --> 01:22:40,329 this not modern science thanks doctor if anything changes you call me I would 1013 01:22:40,329 --> 01:22:44,280 anything changes you call me I would have to I hope not 1014 01:22:46,210 --> 01:22:50,239 hadlen how are you 1015 01:22:50,239 --> 01:22:53,190 hadlen how are you me you are never going to believe what's 1016 01:22:53,190 --> 01:22:53,699 me you are never going to believe what's happened 1017 01:22:53,699 --> 01:22:55,590 happened yeah no I'm not gonna tell you here you 1018 01:22:55,590 --> 01:22:57,150 yeah no I'm not gonna tell you here you have to wait you come to the farm and 1019 01:22:57,150 --> 01:23:02,449 have to wait you come to the farm and we'll talk okay okay I'll see you Mike 1020 01:23:17,920 --> 01:23:22,760 who all knows well you mom and dad my 1021 01:23:22,760 --> 01:23:24,680 who all knows well you mom and dad my friend Shannon from school does pastor 1022 01:23:24,680 --> 01:23:26,030 friend Shannon from school does pastor Allen yeah you know it's like although 1023 01:23:26,030 --> 01:23:31,220 Allen yeah you know it's like although oh what about Nick no Beth Ann I know I 1024 01:23:31,220 --> 01:23:32,600 oh what about Nick no Beth Ann I know I know I'm a terrible person 1025 01:23:32,600 --> 01:23:34,250 know I'm a terrible person well you don't understand Nick is 1026 01:23:34,250 --> 01:23:36,890 well you don't understand Nick is leaving today oh you've got to be 1027 01:23:36,890 --> 01:23:39,980 leaving today oh you've got to be kidding me we have to go go where to the 1028 01:23:39,980 --> 01:23:42,130 kidding me we have to go go where to the caravan the mission group leaves in Oh 1029 01:23:42,130 --> 01:23:44,870 caravan the mission group leaves in Oh half an hour are you telling me to 1030 01:23:44,870 --> 01:23:47,810 half an hour are you telling me to actually go talk to Nick you were a 1031 01:23:47,810 --> 01:23:49,580 actually go talk to Nick you were a paraplegic and you just started walking 1032 01:23:49,580 --> 01:23:52,070 paraplegic and you just started walking and you're telling me you can't go talk 1033 01:23:52,070 --> 01:23:56,510 and you're telling me you can't go talk to a boy you're not gonna drive me are 1034 01:23:56,510 --> 01:23:58,660 to a boy you're not gonna drive me are you 1035 01:24:07,560 --> 01:24:09,640 what do we do what do I do 1036 01:24:09,640 --> 01:24:18,090 what do we do what do I do I have a suggestion breathe okay okay 1037 01:24:30,989 --> 01:24:33,440 Nik 1038 01:24:44,800 --> 01:24:48,730 you're walking and what happened here 1039 01:24:48,730 --> 01:24:52,930 you're walking and what happened here I know how I was holding onto my anger 1040 01:24:52,930 --> 01:24:55,840 I know how I was holding onto my anger for so long I wanted to hate Thomas 1041 01:24:55,840 --> 01:24:58,060 for so long I wanted to hate Thomas Lockwood I wanted to hate my father 1042 01:24:58,060 --> 01:25:03,240 Lockwood I wanted to hate my father I'm gonna hate you but especially God 1043 01:25:03,240 --> 01:25:06,940 I'm gonna hate you but especially God but you and my father and God didn't 1044 01:25:06,940 --> 01:25:10,810 but you and my father and God didn't cause this to happen Thomas came to my 1045 01:25:10,810 --> 01:25:12,280 cause this to happen Thomas came to my house asking for forgiveness and I gave 1046 01:25:12,280 --> 01:25:15,250 house asking for forgiveness and I gave it to him and I'm here to ask the same 1047 01:25:15,250 --> 01:25:20,340 it to him and I'm here to ask the same from you I'm so sorry for everything 1048 01:25:20,550 --> 01:25:24,400 you're walking I just can't get over 1049 01:25:24,400 --> 01:25:27,310 you're walking I just can't get over this you're here you're standing here 1050 01:25:27,310 --> 01:25:31,030 this you're here you're standing here you walked over here did you drive no 1051 01:25:31,030 --> 01:25:34,410 you walked over here did you drive no everyone Jeffrey 1052 01:25:43,640 --> 01:25:48,720 how did this happen I tried so hard to 1053 01:25:48,720 --> 01:25:51,990 how did this happen I tried so hard to outrun God my whole life that he just 1054 01:25:51,990 --> 01:25:55,550 outrun God my whole life that he just wanted me to sit still for a while so 1055 01:25:55,550 --> 01:25:58,680 wanted me to sit still for a while so blatantly obvious that's stupid 1056 01:25:58,680 --> 01:26:00,390 blatantly obvious that's stupid are you trying to tell me that you've 1057 01:26:00,390 --> 01:26:03,570 are you trying to tell me that you've changed your mind you can change your 1058 01:26:03,570 --> 01:26:13,290 changed your mind you can change your heart yes James I have to go do I 1059 01:26:13,290 --> 01:26:15,600 heart yes James I have to go do I understand I don't want you you need to 1060 01:26:15,600 --> 01:26:20,700 understand I don't want you you need to I do you'll be back I will be regretting 1061 01:26:20,700 --> 01:26:21,660 I do you'll be back I will be regretting this decision already 1062 01:26:21,660 --> 01:26:24,450 this decision already don't six months not that bad you're 1063 01:26:24,450 --> 01:26:27,710 don't six months not that bad you're right I'll be back 1064 01:26:33,489 --> 01:26:36,340 but then don't take this miracle for 1065 01:26:36,340 --> 01:26:38,590 but then don't take this miracle for Brandon it's the best thing that's ever 1066 01:26:38,590 --> 01:26:42,070 Brandon it's the best thing that's ever happened to me Nick I have a secret 1067 01:26:42,070 --> 01:26:44,739 happened to me Nick I have a secret what's that I can't tell you oh come on 1068 01:26:44,739 --> 01:26:47,380 what's that I can't tell you oh come on no no you have to come back to hear it 1069 01:26:47,380 --> 01:26:52,199 no no you have to come back to hear it ensue soon I promise 1070 01:27:08,110 --> 01:27:12,550 hey we're here 1071 01:27:18,460 --> 01:27:24,890 Bethan Jamie we made it I was really 1072 01:27:24,890 --> 01:27:30,380 Bethan Jamie we made it I was really surprised about your invitation listen 1073 01:27:30,380 --> 01:27:33,410 surprised about your invitation listen but then we feel just awful about what 1074 01:27:33,410 --> 01:27:36,680 but then we feel just awful about what happened and there's absolutely no 1075 01:27:36,680 --> 01:27:40,760 happened and there's absolutely no excuse for what we did and we understand 1076 01:27:40,760 --> 01:27:43,850 excuse for what we did and we understand if you just invited us here to tell us 1077 01:27:43,850 --> 01:27:46,990 if you just invited us here to tell us off but then we love you we really do 1078 01:27:46,990 --> 01:27:49,370 off but then we love you we really do we just didn't know what to do I 1079 01:27:49,370 --> 01:27:52,490 we just didn't know what to do I understand you know I I didn't at first 1080 01:27:52,490 --> 01:27:53,630 understand you know I I didn't at first but I do now 1081 01:27:53,630 --> 01:27:57,140 but I do now a year ago I would have been right there 1082 01:27:57,140 --> 01:28:01,420 a year ago I would have been right there along with you ignoring texts and calls 1083 01:28:01,420 --> 01:28:06,500 along with you ignoring texts and calls from the cripple but I'm different I'm 1084 01:28:06,500 --> 01:28:08,660 from the cripple but I'm different I'm changed and that's why I invited you 1085 01:28:08,660 --> 01:28:11,500 changed and that's why I invited you here so you could see why I'm I'm new 1086 01:28:11,500 --> 01:28:14,000 here so you could see why I'm I'm new hey methane you left your cell phone in 1087 01:28:14,000 --> 01:28:15,890 hey methane you left your cell phone in my car so I put on the counter for you I 1088 01:28:15,890 --> 01:28:18,280 my car so I put on the counter for you I just heard your text message then go off 1089 01:28:18,280 --> 01:28:24,850 just heard your text message then go off okay Thanks is everything okay in here 1090 01:28:24,850 --> 01:28:30,310 okay Thanks is everything okay in here everything everything is very good 1091 01:28:30,550 --> 01:28:33,730 okay well um Scott just got back from 1092 01:28:33,730 --> 01:28:40,630 okay well um Scott just got back from the airport so oh um we have a time to 1093 01:28:40,630 --> 01:28:42,790 the airport so oh um we have a time to catch up on and we will I swear but I've 1094 01:28:42,790 --> 01:28:46,780 catch up on and we will I swear but I've I've got it I'll be right back um quit 1095 01:28:46,780 --> 01:28:48,280 I've got it I'll be right back um quit moping get those looks off your faces 1096 01:28:48,280 --> 01:29:01,090 moping get those looks off your faces it's a party baby I'm so proud of you my 1097 01:29:01,090 --> 01:29:03,880 it's a party baby I'm so proud of you my college graduate the beautiful doesn't 1098 01:29:03,880 --> 01:29:09,310 college graduate the beautiful doesn't she look beautiful my oh my um I'm 1099 01:29:09,310 --> 01:29:15,040 she look beautiful my oh my um I'm coffee in a second honey see how she 1100 01:29:15,040 --> 01:29:29,700 coffee in a second honey see how she treats me hey hey hey hey Scott Beth Ann 1101 01:29:29,700 --> 01:29:34,210 treats me hey hey hey hey Scott Beth Ann what's up hmm uh I heard that you're 1102 01:29:34,210 --> 01:29:38,990 what's up hmm uh I heard that you're you're back from the airport yeah 1103 01:29:38,990 --> 01:29:41,960 you're back from the airport yeah oh I told Nick that I was on my way here 1104 01:29:41,960 --> 01:29:44,230 oh I told Nick that I was on my way here and then he can retake it ride with me 1105 01:29:44,230 --> 01:29:46,220 and then he can retake it ride with me he said he had a lot of errands around 1106 01:29:46,220 --> 01:29:48,950 he said he had a lot of errands around or something and I'm not sure but he 1107 01:29:48,950 --> 01:29:50,480 or something and I'm not sure but he might he might come by later I don't 1108 01:29:50,480 --> 01:29:52,600 might he might come by later I don't know 1109 01:29:55,730 --> 01:29:57,760 Oh 1110 01:30:01,269 --> 01:30:06,609 thanks for telling me no problem hmm I'm 1111 01:30:06,609 --> 01:30:11,129 thanks for telling me no problem hmm I'm starving excuse me a minute 1112 01:30:11,889 --> 01:30:14,969 look someday 1113 01:30:19,560 --> 01:30:27,480 a true story oh well what's the matter 1114 01:30:27,480 --> 01:30:31,650 a true story oh well what's the matter what something's ahem totally what's 1115 01:30:31,650 --> 01:30:32,730 what something's ahem totally what's going on here 1116 01:30:32,730 --> 01:30:36,420 going on here Oh what were you you don't seem like 1117 01:30:36,420 --> 01:30:40,500 Oh what were you you don't seem like you're T fine like we're coming are we 1118 01:30:40,500 --> 01:30:44,240 you're T fine like we're coming are we you seem upset No 1119 01:31:10,110 --> 01:31:13,350 I flip it was Nick Nick texted me we're 1120 01:31:13,350 --> 01:31:15,420 I flip it was Nick Nick texted me we're gonna say he wants me to meet him at the 1121 01:31:15,420 --> 01:31:20,610 gonna say he wants me to meet him at the lake what if he wants to tell me that he 1122 01:31:20,610 --> 01:31:23,360 lake what if he wants to tell me that he hates me or that he's met some amazing 1123 01:31:23,360 --> 01:31:26,970 hates me or that he's met some amazing Kenyan woman I do right here you go go 1124 01:31:26,970 --> 01:31:29,010 Kenyan woman I do right here you go go with me if Nick wanted me there he would 1125 01:31:29,010 --> 01:31:30,390 with me if Nick wanted me there he would have asked me now you go and I will 1126 01:31:30,390 --> 01:31:31,800 have asked me now you go and I will cover for you under one condition you 1127 01:31:31,800 --> 01:31:34,230 cover for you under one condition you tell me everything later just do now go 1128 01:31:34,230 --> 01:31:36,810 tell me everything later just do now go okay yeah what do I wear what how do I 1129 01:31:36,810 --> 01:31:37,650 okay yeah what do I wear what how do I look how do I look 1130 01:31:37,650 --> 01:31:39,210 look how do I look you know I love you look fine look fine 1131 01:31:39,210 --> 01:31:41,130 you know I love you look fine look fine sneak out the back the back the back the 1132 01:31:41,130 --> 01:31:46,680 sneak out the back the back the back the back yes who wants to have a limbo 1133 01:31:46,680 --> 01:31:48,710 back yes who wants to have a limbo contest 1134 01:32:36,639 --> 01:32:40,129 I gotta text 1135 01:32:40,129 --> 01:32:42,889 I gotta text or text the one you sent me about 1136 01:32:42,889 --> 01:32:46,820 or text the one you sent me about meeting you here at the lake no that was 1137 01:32:46,820 --> 01:32:49,869 meeting you here at the lake no that was the 10 C's that mean 1138 01:32:52,869 --> 01:32:54,880 everyone 1139 01:32:54,880 --> 01:32:58,790 everyone um Scott get all of you from today 1140 01:32:58,790 --> 01:33:02,239 um Scott get all of you from today yeah she started to make a phone call 1141 01:33:02,239 --> 01:33:04,930 yeah she started to make a phone call Nikki 1142 01:33:10,199 --> 01:33:13,070 I don't mind 1143 01:33:13,070 --> 01:33:16,640 I don't mind do you I guess not 1144 01:33:16,640 --> 01:33:23,600 do you I guess not I have an idea how about you tell me 1145 01:33:23,600 --> 01:33:25,599 I have an idea how about you tell me your secret 1146 01:33:25,599 --> 01:33:29,469 your secret yeah my what your secret the one you 1147 01:33:29,469 --> 01:33:31,710 yeah my what your secret the one you promised to tell me when I got back oh 1148 01:33:31,710 --> 01:33:39,909 promised to tell me when I got back oh I'm back yes eating your back here right 1149 01:33:39,909 --> 01:33:42,130 I'm back yes eating your back here right here beside me 1150 01:33:42,130 --> 01:33:47,020 here beside me um and I had this whole speech planned 1151 01:33:47,020 --> 01:33:51,239 um and I had this whole speech planned and I can't remember eating any of it 1152 01:33:51,239 --> 01:33:57,150 and I can't remember eating any of it Beth I am just tell me 1153 01:33:57,730 --> 01:34:01,050 I love you 1154 01:34:01,390 --> 01:34:04,140 I just 1155 01:34:04,719 --> 01:34:12,630 oh but I do i nigai I love you so much 1156 01:34:13,470 --> 01:34:17,770 the more I know about God the more I see 1157 01:34:17,770 --> 01:34:21,030 the more I know about God the more I see how awful I was to you and to everyone 1158 01:34:21,030 --> 01:34:23,920 how awful I was to you and to everyone you knew me at my worst you mean like a 1159 01:34:23,920 --> 01:34:26,400 you knew me at my worst you mean like a human being 1160 01:34:26,430 --> 01:34:29,830 should we Jesus love everyday and 1161 01:34:29,830 --> 01:34:34,930 should we Jesus love everyday and changed my life and now you're gonna 1162 01:34:34,930 --> 01:34:37,480 changed my life and now you're gonna tell me about your gorgeous Canyon why 1163 01:34:37,480 --> 01:34:40,030 tell me about your gorgeous Canyon why you're adorable Canyon children little 1164 01:34:40,030 --> 01:34:43,050 you're adorable Canyon children little Betty slow down 1165 01:34:43,050 --> 01:34:46,720 Betty slow down I've only got six months that's hardly 1166 01:34:46,720 --> 01:34:48,040 I've only got six months that's hardly enough time for me to plan a Kenyan 1167 01:34:48,040 --> 01:34:50,020 enough time for me to plan a Kenyan wedding let alone have all those Kenyan 1168 01:34:50,020 --> 01:34:55,540 wedding let alone have all those Kenyan babies yeah I realize that 1169 01:34:55,540 --> 01:34:59,290 babies yeah I realize that of course I am at loss right now I'm 1170 01:34:59,290 --> 01:35:02,100 of course I am at loss right now I'm dangerously close to 1171 01:35:15,679 --> 01:35:18,270 this answer first 1172 01:35:18,270 --> 01:35:24,070 this answer first here's the question that man I've loved 1173 01:35:24,070 --> 01:35:25,800 here's the question that man I've loved you 1174 01:35:25,800 --> 01:35:30,780 you I met you I could see that beneath all 1175 01:35:30,780 --> 01:35:34,260 I met you I could see that beneath all that anger and bitterness is a woman's 1176 01:35:34,260 --> 01:35:38,099 that anger and bitterness is a woman's soul and as much as I loved you I knew I 1177 01:35:38,099 --> 01:35:40,619 soul and as much as I loved you I knew I couldn't give you what you needed until 1178 01:35:40,619 --> 01:35:43,800 couldn't give you what you needed until you found the love of her so I waited 1179 01:35:43,800 --> 01:35:50,099 you found the love of her so I waited and I prayed for me to look again yes 1180 01:35:50,099 --> 01:35:53,909 and I prayed for me to look again yes and no a great for a miracle because I 1181 01:35:53,909 --> 01:35:56,340 and no a great for a miracle because I believe jesus heals and I know what 1182 01:35:56,340 --> 01:35:59,429 believe jesus heals and I know what makes your life a lot easier but if you 1183 01:35:59,429 --> 01:36:00,960 makes your life a lot easier but if you had never walked again I would still 1184 01:36:00,960 --> 01:36:04,770 had never walked again I would still have loved you I would have pushed that 1185 01:36:04,770 --> 01:36:06,510 have loved you I would have pushed that wheelchair of yours all over this town 1186 01:36:06,510 --> 01:36:08,010 wheelchair of yours all over this town if it meant that I could spend the rest 1187 01:36:08,010 --> 01:36:09,860 if it meant that I could spend the rest of my life with you 1188 01:36:09,860 --> 01:36:16,500 of my life with you thank you thank you for believe you me 1189 01:36:16,500 --> 01:36:24,619 thank you thank you for believe you me and pray don't worth waiting for 1190 01:36:35,719 --> 01:36:38,659 in the midst of a struggle something 1191 01:36:38,659 --> 01:36:41,489 in the midst of a struggle something wonderful happened 1192 01:36:41,489 --> 01:36:46,260 wonderful happened I realized how truly broken I was it 1193 01:36:46,260 --> 01:36:48,510 I realized how truly broken I was it took a spinal cord injury the loss of 1194 01:36:48,510 --> 01:36:50,099 took a spinal cord injury the loss of any mobility in my legs for me to 1195 01:36:50,099 --> 01:36:54,659 any mobility in my legs for me to realize a knee to God I was broken both 1196 01:36:54,659 --> 01:36:57,650 realize a knee to God I was broken both physically and spiritually 1197 01:37:01,219 --> 01:37:05,210 the guy can't fix what isn't broken 1198 01:37:06,080 --> 01:37:07,920 that's my testimony 1199 01:37:07,920 --> 01:37:11,060 that's my testimony that's my witness 1200 01:37:13,179 --> 01:37:15,580 the faith of a mustard seed God healed 1201 01:37:15,580 --> 01:37:17,670 the faith of a mustard seed God healed me 1202 01:37:21,889 --> 01:37:23,880 and now 1203 01:37:23,880 --> 01:37:27,080 and now now I get another chance 1204 01:37:38,070 --> 01:37:43,500 and I get to dance at my wedding 1205 01:37:47,120 --> 01:37:49,180 you 1206 01:38:28,030 --> 01:38:34,580 I'm the lost cause now I'm in Lascars we 1207 01:38:34,580 --> 01:38:38,980 I'm the lost cause now I'm in Lascars we open to where I go madam 1208 01:38:41,960 --> 01:38:45,200 I fell from grace I fell hard I use my 1209 01:38:45,200 --> 01:38:48,080 I fell from grace I fell hard I use my lips to break your heart and wiggies to 1210 01:38:48,080 --> 01:38:57,130 lips to break your heart and wiggies to break my farm waves to break my farm and 1211 01:38:58,000 --> 01:39:01,460 as far as hearts go I've nearly wrecked 1212 01:39:01,460 --> 01:39:06,830 as far as hearts go I've nearly wrecked I'll be open to my tears oh and ask me 1213 01:39:06,830 --> 01:39:09,940 I'll be open to my tears oh and ask me what thanks sure 1214 01:39:11,590 --> 01:39:14,199 sudden stops for cause the pain than men 1215 01:39:14,199 --> 01:39:23,340 sudden stops for cause the pain than men this one hurricane ins or insomnia 1216 01:39:24,010 --> 01:39:30,159 I watched her where the wind blows ice 1217 01:39:30,159 --> 01:39:34,750 I watched her where the wind blows ice Beth why they call I gathered sooner we 1218 01:39:34,750 --> 01:39:38,849 Beth why they call I gathered sooner we don't know that much at all 1219 01:39:40,930 --> 01:39:43,480 beyond the truth is what you say your 1220 01:39:43,480 --> 01:39:46,120 beyond the truth is what you say your words will save my life today cuz I 1221 01:39:46,120 --> 01:39:58,480 words will save my life today cuz I can't cuz I came after I am the lost 1222 01:39:58,480 --> 01:40:07,050 can't cuz I came after I am the lost cause now I love you open to where I go 1223 01:40:21,770 --> 01:40:31,520 has no end and is one condition 1224 01:40:39,339 --> 01:40:45,149 ah for short of you 1225 01:40:47,240 --> 01:40:54,680 but we're never too far from your mercy 1226 01:40:55,340 --> 01:40:58,490 the days ahead 1227 01:40:58,490 --> 01:41:01,020 the days ahead robberies 1228 01:41:01,020 --> 01:41:09,080 robberies I know you'll be right there beside 1229 01:41:12,570 --> 01:41:16,210 give it all to you 1230 01:41:16,210 --> 01:41:22,630 give it all to you no more running from the truth bringing 1231 01:41:22,630 --> 01:41:25,260 no more running from the truth bringing my life 1232 01:41:25,260 --> 01:41:35,080 my life to your feet turn me around save me from 1233 01:41:35,080 --> 01:41:45,180 to your feet turn me around save me from myself I love you love you 1234 01:41:48,770 --> 01:41:53,890 though my world is falling 1235 01:41:57,750 --> 01:42:02,910 is breaking down 1236 01:42:03,320 --> 01:42:09,130 you're still a God makes all things 1237 01:42:09,130 --> 01:42:12,110 you're still a God makes all things you make 1238 01:42:12,110 --> 01:42:14,920 you make Hey 1239 01:42:18,830 --> 01:42:22,300 oh my word 1240 01:42:32,880 --> 01:42:37,380 you're still like God 1241 01:42:49,290 --> 01:42:51,350 you 121642