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[Memories of Love]

[Episode 30]

You can hate me,

but can you please try to understand Dad and Mom's great pains and labors. Okay?

Did they mistreat you from young till now?

Can you not hate them?

Dad and Mom have never lost their temper at me.

They have always treated me better than you.

No matter how much troubles I got into, they would never scold me.

They would only smile.

What's wrong then?

Is it wrong for them to treat you well?

Do you think they were sincere in treating me well?

Wasn't that sincerity?

This is what I wanted from them since I was young till now and I couldn't get it. Did you know that?

Xin Chen,

I can understand that your heart can't accept it.

I know you are blaming me

and angry with me, too.

Frankly,

my heart is in pain just like you.

It was Uncle Kai Yu,

your closest family member,

who didn't allow me to tell you.

But I think

he desired to tell you that

he was your father.

Once I had calmed down,

I moved to the old house alone

and declined Lu Fei's companionship.

Frankly, I wasn't angry with anyone.

I know they were protecting me,

especially Uncle.

No, it's Father.

Everything that is familiar about Wei Yu island,

it now holds new significance to me.

I would always stare at this old house

as if I could feel my biological father's love.

Uncle.

What are you doing?

Xin Chen, you...

I want to smash this motorbike.

What are you trying to do?

I can't look at it taking away my Uncle's life.

Xin Chen, this motorbike was very precious to him.

All his memories are connected to this motorbike.

If you smash it today,

look at how sad he will be.

Two out of three rounds and you are the winner.

Let's start.

Don't ever let me win.

Who will let you win?

Wait a moment.

I won!

- You cheated. I don't care. - I don't care, either.

- It's the last round. - It's one against one.

This is the last round.

♬ If the past could be erased and rewritten ♬

♬ He still wishes to encounter that certain face ♬

That year was the first Valley Music festival.

Our band...

shamelessly registered for it.

We wanted to be famous.

In the end, we sang the wrong notes in the first song.

Less than a minute of singing, the organizer cut off the power.

But we persisted in finishing our song.

If I were there, I would have applauded you.

At that time, someone really applauded us.

It was her.

She was my first love.

She stood backstage,

watched me, and smiled at me.

She applauded me.

I will never forget that expression.

Dad, I understand your predicament now.

It's just that I understood it too late.

At the hospital, I told you that I hated my biological parents.

I dare not think about how those words had given you a lot of pain.

I finally understood

why you were so addicted to past events.

Frankly, it's not only about missing Mom,.

it's because of your love for me and your guilty conscience.

Dad, I have decided to go to that valley

to see that place where you and Mom fell in love with each other.

I will then promise you that

I will live well.

♬ The whole journey is like a sunny day, but at one glance I know it'll be forever ♬

♬ Seeing the crowds of people again, at first it didn't feel something changed ♬

Director!

Why are you so flustered?

Sit down and talk.

Director, did you see Xin Chen today?

You didn't see her, too. Right?

We are doomed.

- What's wrong with Xin Chen? - Xin Chen, she...

Director, it's like this.

The weather report said we will have a typhoon soon.

I'm worried about Xin Chen being alone on the island and we may not be able to contact her.

I asked Uncle and found out that she's going on a trip.

Did she say where she was going?

Uncle is not very clear about this, too. He just said that Xin Chen rode her father's motorbike and left.

The news reported that the typhoon can create mud flows and floods.

- If Xin Chen were to be caught in this... - Knock on wood.

Director, what should we do?

I'm leaving first.

Lu Fei,

let me tell you. I have many secrets in my life.

Maybe one day, these secrets

will be able to help you.

I know.

Wife,

what's wrong? Who called you?

Xiao Chen left again.

She is already an adult and has her own views.

Besides, this is not the first time she is running away from home.

Don't worry too much about it and let her go wherever she likes.

Also, she's not your real sister.

What do you mean?

You told me this yourself.

Nobody can talk about my sister other than me!

Sorry, I shouldn't have vented my anger at you.

It's okay.

I'm your husband.

We should reflect on our roles at this moment.

Right?

Since young,

she always pretended that everything was okay.

Always smiled and told us that she's okay.

She didn't know that by doing so, her family was more worried.

Anyway, in her heart,

we are not a family to her.

It's good that she's gone.

Anyway, I don't have the right to be worried.

Dad,

why did you come here?

You are back.

What's wrong?

I'm okay.

You knew about it already, right?

After Xiao Chen left the island, she came back home for awhile

to bid farewell to Mom and I.

Damn wench. She caused me to worry over nothing for the whole night.

Didn't you guys quarrel? You are still worried about her?

No matter what, she's still my sister.

When Xiao Chen wanted to leave, I saw her off.

I gave her Uncle's journal.

She said to me,

"Dad, take care."

This child. She still called me Dad.

Dad, what's wrong with you?

You raised her up.

You treated her better than you treated me. Could she not call you Dad?

What else can she call you?

Okay, okay, okay.

Her departure this time, it feels like half my heart is empty.

I've no idea what she's up to.

Okay, okay, okay.

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I know Xin Chen is still deeply immersed

in the pain for not acknowledging Uncle Kai Yu.

She probably went to the valley where her parents met,

but the typhoon is going to land soon.

I hope the recordings of Uncle Kai Yu's diaries

could summon Xin Chen and let her be at ease.

Bride and bridegroom, how are you?

Hello.

Congratulations.

- Thank you. - Thank you.

My blessings to you.

- Thank you. - Thank you.

Xin Chen,

I'm seriously telling you.

Don't make me wait for too long. Okay?

Make it fast. Just like them.

Look.

The news survey for today said that eighteen percent of the people who went out didn't take any money along with them.

They only brought along their cellphones and they are calm and collected.

Here's the news break.

Tomorrow night, a typhoon will land in our city.

The weather specialist said it's Typhoon Meranti.

This typhoon is very ferocious. All members of business enterprises, please

be fully prepared and try not to go out.

Xin Chen,

I planned to write

everything that I did for you

but I felt very guilty. I remembered that

I didn't do much for you.

Think about it,

I didn't send you to school

or hold any parent-teacher meetings for you.

I didn't participate in your ballet competitions

just like everyone, sitting off stage and giving you encouragements and applauding you.

I didn't wait at the door for you to return from your first date.

I didn't have a big meal with you when you lost your love.

If there is a choice in life,

I would wish that I never had you.

I would wish that you were someone else's daughter.

And that you would have the best father on earth.

He would use his tolerance, wisdom and love

to encompass you.

If I had the choice,

I would wish that I was not your father.

You will never need to accept me.

You will never need to acknowledge me.

There are no choices in life.

Because of this, that's why you are my daughter.

Because of this,

I had the opportunity to be your father.

Because of this, too.

Before I die,

I still have the cheek to tell you this.

Xin Chen,

your father loves you.

Xin Chen, I still remember till this day;

the day you were born and

when they carried you and and passed you to me...

It's true.

At that time, I was very happy.

At that moment, I realized that

I didn't live in vain.

Thus, I thought, when you get married,

what should I say?

I'm afraid I won't get the opportunity anymore.

If you still don't know about our relationship,

I will keep hiding what I have to say

forever.

I will never let anyone see this,

but I think you now

probably know that

I'm your...

your...

your...

irresponsible father.

I wish you happiness.

I wish you will have a

wedding without regrets.

Although I won't have the opportunity to hold your hand

and hand you over to your beloved one,

but I know that you will continue to walk straight.

Since you have decided to marry him,

do it and don't have any regrets.

You have persisted for a long time

to wait for your beloved one.

As your father, I'm very proud of you.

My daughter is stronger and braver than me.

Xin Chen,

conclude this boldly and

don't ever regret about your marriage.

Finally,

I give you my blessings. You can only be happy.

If not, I won't agree to this.

Dad.

[Calling Xin Chen]

Uncle, are you here?

Is anyone here?

Answer the call now.

Xin Chen, where are you?

Are you here?

Yes, I am.

I'm very scared.

Don't be afraid of the lightning and thunder. I will be with you.

What if the lightning and thunder continues for the entire night?

I will be with you for the entire night then.

If they continue for the entire day,

I will be with you for the entire day.

I miss you.

Xin Chen, where are you now? I will look for you.

- I'm at the old repair shop. - Wait for me.

Xin Chen!

Where are you?

Xin Chen, where are you?

Xin Chen, it's dangerous. Come out now!

Xin Chen, come out now!

It's dangerous, Xin Chen. Come out now!

Xin Chen!

Xin Chen!

[Typhoon Meranti has affected the city and caused...]

Xiao Chen.

My Xiao Chen.

You're awake. That's great.

Do you know?

When the mud flow flooded the repair shop,

the rescue squad took the entire day before they could save you.

But you fainted. These three days, I was so worried.

I was afraid that you would never wake up.

God watched over you. You finally regained consciousness.

Xiao Chen.

Sister,

are you...

still angry with me?

What's there for me to be angry about?

No matter what I'm still your sister.

Are you reading?

Don't read. Talk to me, okay?

That...

Sis, I'm doing quite well.

Quite well? Who are you lying to?

The calmer you act, the more afraid I get.

Are you still thinking about him?

Xin Chen, why are you here?

If the children knew that you were here, they would be so happy.

Teacher Xin Chen! Teacher Xin Chen!

Teacher Xin Chen, where did you go?

Teacher Xin Chen, don't leave!

That's right!

Don't leave anymore, Teacher Xin Chen!

Okay! Here, let Teacher have a good look at you guys.

Can you not leave anymore?

Can you not leave anymore?

Then Teacher won't leave anymore. Look what I've brought for you guys!

Why are you in a daze?

I say, why is this place so messy and chaotic?

Xin Chen is back.

I haven't seen her for awhile.

Dance for Teacher, okay?

[Half a year later]

This is the place where we first met.

I lost one of my legs during the mud slide.

I couldn't accept this reality

and rejected Xin Chen's request to take care of me.

During this period of time,

Ruo Li and Le Qing have helped me tremendously.

Of course, I know that Xin Chen is also helping them in the background.

This is the first day of my return to China.

Just like today in that year,

I came first to the beach where we released our Wishes Bottles.

And then, I wanted to go back to that year again.

To the old house to find my beloved...

Xin Chen.

- Mom. - Darling.

- So how? - I'm done practicing.

- You are done? Are you hungry? - I am.

- Let's go home then. - Okay. - Let's go.

Bye-bye.

Goodbye.

♬ If the past could be erased and rewritten ♬

♬ He still wishes to encounter that certain face ♬

Xin Chen?

♬ The first time he kissed near her ear ♬

♬ That moment, even after many years is still fresh ♬

♬ The whole world is busily saying farewells ♬

♬ And only her fragrance doesn't go away ♬

♬ Flowering blossoms don't wither, at first sight they've already fallen ♬

♬ The heavens have long ago arranged the encounter of that day ♬

♬ Making the longest moment complete ♬

♬ The whole journey is like a sunny day, but at one glance I know it'll be forever ♬

Timing and Subtitles brought to you by The Love Guardians Team @ Viki.com

♬ If the past could be erased and rewritten ♬

♬ He still wishes to encounter that certain face ♬

♬ The first time he kissed near her ear ♬

♬ That moment, even after many years is still fresh ♬

♬ The whole world is busily saying farewells ♬

♬ And only her fragrance doesn't go away ♬

♬ Flowering blossoms don't wither, at first sight they've already fallen ♬

♬ The heavens have long ago arranged the encounter of that day ♬

♬ Making the longest moment complete ♬

♬ The whole journey is like a sunny day, but at one glance I know it'll be forever ♬

♬ Seeing the crowds of people again, at first it didn't feel something changed ♬

♬ From that page, their story begins to overlap ♬

♬ That side is destined to never part and bid farewell again ♬

♬ The longest moment, the first forever ♬

♬ The longest poem where the chapter of him and her are not yet finished ♬

♬ Just one glance and you've fallen into someone else's hands ♬

♬ Flowering blossoms don't wither, at first sight they've already fallen ♬

♬ The heavens have long ago arranged the encounter of that day ♬

♬ Making the longest moment complete ♬

♬ It's just one glance that leads towards forever ♬

♬ By returning back to her side, he will be passionately in love throughout his life, love never diminishing ♬

♬ It's the longest moment ♬