All language subtitles for Station.19.S02E16

Previously on "Station 19"...

I'm humiliated.
You've humiliated me.

I'm so sorry.
It's not good enough.

How long has
that been going on?

Sullivan: See, I don't open up
to many people.

With you...

...it's easy.
Levi: Somebody call 911!

If you're looking for family
to update, I'm his sister.

Updates are technically
just for family members.

I was really ready to spend
the rest of my life with you.

I get to spend
the rest of mine with you.

Andy: Have you ever experienced
pain or worry or loss?

Are we sure
Vic's gonna want breakfast?

Well, she's come out
of that room exactly once

since she's been
crashing here.

She needs to eat.

What do we say
when we go in there?

Let's just
follow her lead.

And, at the very least,
shove some toast in her mouth.

Hey, Vic?

We just wanted
to check in.

We -- We have food.

Vic, we're coming in,
okay?

Vic?

Uh, she's gone.

Should we be worried?

I-I'm sure
she wanted space.

Here.
Um, maybe I should call her.
You want me to call?

Uh --
Or we can do it
together.

Uh, no, y-yeah,
whatever you want.
Great.

You're right. She probably
just needed some air.

How about
I just text her?

She may not
want to talk.

At some point...

not now, obviously,
but sometime,

do you think...
you and I should talk?

Let's just focus
on Vic right now, okay?

Have you ever
experienced trauma?

Have you ever
experienced doubt?

Of course you have.

Everyone has.

Couldn't sleep?

♪ I've never seen a mountain
move on its own ♪

♪ And I stood inside the light ♪

♪ On the darkest night
of my soul ♪

He walked in that building
and came out a dead man.

That could've been
any one of us.

On any day, any call.

I know.

I know.

We all live through
things that test us.

♪ And if we never get
to make it to the other side ♪

It's how we each cope...

♪ And if we never get
to make it to the finish line ♪

...how we process,
that says the most.

♪ We can say we tried ♪

Do we face our pain
and own it?

Or are we more comfortable...

Good morning.

Um, your usual.

Yeah, I'll just have
the one today.

Oh.
Okay, my mistake.

What's your hubby up to?

He's at work.
Hm.

...living in denial?

It's almost time
for shift.

I-I lost track of time.

Haven't heard from you
since the hospital.
I'm sorry.

I've been helping Jennifer
with the arrangements.

Mm.

The department sent over
a checklist a mile long.

And she, uh...

She asked me
to give the eulogy.

Mm.

Any advice?

Mm.
Wrong person to ask.

Speeches are not my thing.

Funerals aren't either.

Everything okay?

The wildfire that hit L.A.
earlier this week

has progressed.

Crews are requesting
backup supplies.

Seattle stations
are organizing a caravan.

Well, I'll handle it --
and whatever else.

I mean, you -- you have
a lot going on right now.

And the work will be good
for me -- for everyone.

Take our mind off things.

I appreciate it.

Hey, uh, you mind taking a crack
at this eulogy for me, too?

Like I said,
wrong person to ask.

Are you crying?

No.

Then what's
in your eyes?

I said I wasn't crying,
and I meant it.

You don't need to feel
embarrassed about this.

We're all a little
messed up over Ripley.

My head's kind of
all over the place, too.

You want me to grab you
a tissue?
Nope.

You gonna
grab one yourself?

Negative,
'cause I don't need one.
I think you do.

No, I don't,
because I'm not crying.

Do we need
to talk about this?
Absolutely not.

But you always
want to talk.

Dean: Yeah.
Alright, Mom.

Love you. Bye.

You talking with your mom?
With "I-love-yous"?

Chief Ripley
kind of reminded me

to appreciate
the people I've got

while I've still got them.

Also, now that things
with Nikki are progressing,

my mom has been saying
"I love you"

at the end of every call.

Kind of feels rude
not to say it back.

Bishop, you okay?
Don't forget this.

Okay.

Dean: Look at that.
Not even 10% contained.

I hope the winds
don't shift.

Just got word --

California's
requesting supplies.

This one's gonna get worse
before it gets better.

We'll organize shipments
for Seattle departments

to take down to L.A.

It's like bad
on top of bad, you know?

First, Ripley dies,
and now this.

Seems like we all could
have used a little pause.

Hey, how's Vic?

Uh, she split without
saying goodbye this morning.

How are you doing?

Just my
allergies are acting up.

Has anybody
heard from Vic today?

Vic: Morning!

You guys seeing
these wildfires?

This thing
just won't stop.

Yeah. Okay.

Okay, go on.

Get all your staring
out of your system,

and then let's move on.
Okay?

Grieving Little Arm Candy's
in the house.

Drinking coffee.
Ready to move forward.

We all good now?

Great. Okay.

Back to your regularly scheduled
programs, please.

Hey. You sure
you want to be here?

I didn't come to work
today 'cause I didn't
want to be here, so...

How about
I take you back home?

To Maya and Andy's,

or if you want a change
of scenery, come stay with me.

Why? 'Cause I shouldn't
go home home?

Back to the place
I spent so much time with him?

Back to the bed we shared?

You don't want me
sleeping in that?

Sorry.

Sorry. That was --
That was not fair.

I'd love to come
crash after shift,

but right now,
I'm working, so...

Jack: Vic.
We'll all cover for you.

If you have other stuff
you need to be focused on --

You know,
it's not a big deal.

Jennifer's handling all
the funeral arrangements
and everything, so...

You don't want to be
involved in that, or --

Not really.

I mean,
what does it matter?

It's not gonna
bring him back.

And I'm not going
to the funeral anyway, so...

Miller, you mind
passing me that syrup?

Dean: Yeah.
Thank you.

Vic, you have --
you have to go to the funeral.

No, I don't.
Yes, you do.

You can't just skip it.

Yeah, I can.
And I will.

Uh, why hasn't Sullivan
called for lineup yet?

I'm, um,
covering for him today.
Sweet.

Okay, so,
we should just...

start with chores,
then, huh?

Oh, my God.
Travis, I told you I was fine.

I didn't pick that word
just for fun.

I meant it.
I'm fine.

Yeah, and I want
you to know

that it's okay
if you're not...fine.

You know, when Michael died,
I was a wreck.

You know what helped me
get through it?

His funeral,

surrounded by other
firefighters,

by my friends.

The tradition was actually
really comforting.

And I'm so glad
you had that.

I know how meaningful
that was for you.

You were his husband.

But me, I don't factor
into this equation.

Funerals aren't designed
for people like me.

There's no special seat
for the secret --

Vic, you know you were
so much more than that.

It'll be an important day...
for Jennifer.

She was his actual family,
not me.

She can walk front and center
at that procession, not me.

I don't need that.
I'm better off here.

And I'm done talking now.

Right in there,
guys.

Hey.

P.D. heard about
the supply caravan

and wanted
to pitch in.

I saw the funeral's
on Friday.

A bunch of us will be there
to pay our respects.

Appreciate it.

I'm actually, um, heading
to San Diego the next day.
Really?

There's this tactical
paramedic training program --

really intensive.

Couple spots opened up
last minute,

and, uh,
they recruited me.

Wow. That's --
Congratulations.

Thanks.

Does that mean
you're leaving Seattle?

Well, for a couple
of months, yeah.

Could turn into more.

Jenna and I
got the call yesterday.

It's really exclusive.
Kind of a big deal.

You're going with Jenna?

That's -- That's --
That's great.

I'm happy for you.
Yeah.

I'm happy for you, too.

And you and Sullivan.
That's also great.

Me and -- What?

Weren't you two holding hands
at the hospital?

No. That's not --

I mean,
yes, we were, but --

No.
That's -- No.

No!
Oh, okay.

I guess maybe I misinterpreted.
My mistake.

Dispatch: Station 19, respond.

Aid Car 19,
civilian in distress.
Uh...

You ready, boss?
'Sup, Tanner?

Andy: Who does that?

Who just up and takes a job
in a new place

without even telling
the people closest to them?

I did, actually.
Twice.

Kind of going on three times,
now that I think about it.

When does Tanner go?

He said he leaves
right after the funeral.

Hey, what's it like?

What's what like?

I've never been
to a firefighter funeral.

I realize I don't know
where to sit,

when to salute,
what to expect.

Expect...
something beautiful.

It's sad and hard,
but it's also really --

Well, the Honor Guard
will be there.
Right.

They, uh -- They're the ones
with the axes.

And Miller keeps talking
about bells.

Near the end
of the funeral,

someone will ring
twenty bells --
five at a time --

to signify a firefighter's
end of watch.

They ring them
in every station,

and it's to
announce that...

one of us has come home
for the last time.

That is beautiful.

And sad.

My dad rang the bells.

The night
of my mom's funeral, too.

We came home,

he went up to their room,
closed the door, and...

I heard him
ringing a bell.

And I just sat
out in the hall

and listened as he rang it
over and over.

Uh, looks like
we're here.

Seattle Fire Department!

Dispatch said he
called it in himself.

Maybe he lost
consciousness.

Hello?
Is anyone in here?

Seattle Fire Department!

Man:
Yes, help! In here!

Alright. Just give it to me
straight, please.

Is it as bad as it looks?

How bad is it,
really?

Nate, I can
definitely say

I've seen worse things
than this.

I should've been
more careful.

It's just that
I-I like to do things myself,

and I should've
called someone.

Ow!

Arm of the chandelier
is penetrating pretty deep.

Looks like it's
plugging the axillary.

I slipped, and, just like that,
it was falling on top of me.

We are gonna
get you out now, Nate.

My life flashed
before my eyes.

You never see
it coming, do you?

I mean, one minute,
you're just doing what you do,

and the next...
it could just be over.

Well, it's not over
for you today, Nate.

Okay?
We got you.

This is gonna be
pretty loud, Nate,

so...just hold still.

Ugh.

Hold on.
Hold on.

Yeah, got it.

Wait, you're not gonna
take the whole thing out?

Well, it's plugging
a vessel,

so right now,
we want it to stay put.

Go.

Ready?

So, what's gonna happen
at the hospital?

They're gonna take the whole
thing out there, right?

Andy and Ben:
One, two, three.

Nate, can you hear me?

BP's dropping!
He's tachycardic, too.

Didn't even get him
to the gurney.

Start another IV.
Prepping norepinephrine.

Still dropping.
Pushing now.

Andy:
Come on, Nate.

Numbers are
coming back up.
Okay.

Ready?

Both:
One, two, three.

Am I at the hospital?

Not yet, buddy.

But, uh, we need to get
you there right now.

Why do I feel so weird?

You know,
that's normal, Nate.

Your brain was briefly
deprived of oxygen.

But for real,
it feels like

there's a brick
on my chest or something.

He's losing
consciousness again.
Damn it!

Can I ask you
a personal question?

Uh, it depends
on how personal.

I'm pretty much
an open book,

but there are some things
I like to keep private.

Like my birthmarks,
for instance --
Did you write
a eulogy?

For your husband?

Look, I'm just asking

because I'm trying
to write one for Ripley.

Sorry.
I can't help you.

Of course.
No problem.

No, I mean I can't help you
'cause I couldn't help myself.

I couldn't bring myself to say
a word at Michael's service.

You know who did
end up speaking, though?

Ripley.

Yeah, he said some really
wonderful things, actually.

Like what?
I don't even
really remember.

I just remember
that it meant a lot,

you know, for the Chief
to take the time

to get up there and say words
about my Michael like that.

See, I need to figure out
words that'll do that.

Especially for Hughes.

Oh, I thought
you'd heard.

Vic isn't planning
on going.

Fact.
I'm older than you.

Are we playing a game?

Fact. Because I am
older than you,

I, by default, have had
more life experience than you.

Okay.
More experience
to learn from.

Experience that lets me
know things

that you've yet to learn
for yourself.

I feel like you're going
somewhere with this,

somewhere I'm probably
not gonna like.

You need bagpipes.
Pardon?

To drown out
your thoughts.

They play at most
firefighter funerals.

They're loud and a little
startling at first,

but then you start
to feel their hum.

You feel it right
inside your chest --

Yeah, I-I, um --
I don't need bagpipes.

Oh, you will change your mind
once you experience --

No, I d-- I don't
need bagpipes.

No offense, sir,

but I also don't need
your advice.

Not on this.
Excuse me.

Our med kit's
almost out of norepi now.

Don't say that
like he'll need more of it.

Are you trying
to jinx us?

Just want
to make a note.

Aah, no, no.
This can't happen again.

BP is 90 over 50
and dropping.
He's bottoming out.

I'm worried about
his airway.

We need to intubate.

At this rate, we'll get him to
the hospital in about a month.

I would rather not try this
at sixty miles an hour.

This has got to be
the last thing

that goes wrong
with this guy, right?

And the tube is...in.

Bag him.

Okay.
Let's load him up.

Quick, quick, quick.

I promised you
it wasn't over today, Nate.

But you got
to meet us halfway.

We should be good.
Just keep bagging.

Try not to hit
any potholes.

Pressure's dropping.
Are fluids on full flow?

Watch the road.
How much longer to the hospital?

Seattle Pres
is about 6 minutes out.

Just make sure to keep an eye
on his heart rate.

I said
avoid the potholes!

We may need to use QuikClot.
I got it, Warren.

It couldn't hurt
to hang another bag.

Yeah, it wouldn't hurt you
to drive better.

Are you kidding me,
Nate?

V-fib!

Starting --
Start the defibrillator!

Shock delivered.

Still in V-fib.
Damn it.

Shock delivered.

Pull over, Warren!

But we have to get him
to the hospital!

I've just started
two-person CPR,

and I only see
one of us back here.

So either you put the Aid Car
on cruise control,

or you pull over now!

Come on, Nate.
Come on.

He's asystolic.

Run saline wide open.

No, no, no, no, no.
Andy, look.

He's bleeding
from the impalement.

Every compression is
pushing more and more
blood out of his body.

We can't just
stop CPR.
I know.
I know.

Well...

CPR isn't gonna
bring him back

if there's no blood
left to pump.

We can't work
with this thing in.

So we should remove it?
He can bleed out.

I'll pack it right away.
And then hold pressure.

Look, it's safer
than what he's got now.

Whatever you do,
do not stop compressions.

Warren.
Yeah, I know.

I know.
This is a lot of blood.

Just a few more
seconds.

Ben!

Got it!
He's packed!

Holding pressure.

Normal sinus rhythm.

How far away are we
from the hospital?
About 3 minutes.

Can you hold pressure
that long?
Hell yeah I can.

Good, 'cause we're not
making any more stops.

Just try not to hit
any potholes.

Sullivan: Hughes?
Brought somebody to see you.

I thought we could all maybe,
uh, talk for a minute.

I've got to get these organized
for Station 42,

but be my guest.

Okay, I may not
be someone

that you're anxious
to see right now,

but when Robert called
and said that you weren't --

Vic, you have to be there
at the funeral.

You have to go.
I have to get
these MREs sorted

before the guys from 42
show to pick them up, so...

Wildfire strike teams
are usually 22 firefighters.

Three MREs a day,
that makes 66...

Hey.

Why don't you,
um, stop for a second.

Okay?

Look, you and Jen

are the most important
people in Luke's life --

You ever had
one of these?

It's basically
freeze dried food.

It seems pretty gross,

but once you heat it up,
it's not that bad.

Okay, Vic.
He would've wanted you there.

I want you to be there.

I need you by my side.

You're gonna have an entire
department of people there.

You'll have Captain Sullivan.
You don't need me.

He'd want you there --
both of you.

Well,
I'm not going, so...

Please?
No, I can't.
I can't.

Okay? I can't.
I'm sorry.

I can't go
stand through

a day of being tall
and polished and perfect

a-and celebrating
his life when...

You know, I need
to get back to work, so...

Okay.

Are you really
still crying?
I can't control it.

Wouldn't hurt to try.
I am trying,
but I can't shut it off.

Debatable.

And I hate that
I can't shut it off

because I am not
a person who cries.

I suck my feelings up,
I stuff 'em down,
I embrace the pain,

but today, I just --
I can't make it stop.

So can you just stop
making me feel bad about it?

I'm not trying
to make you feel bad --
Well, you are.

It's just
a little distracting.
Oh, my God!

Anemones.

What did he just say?
Jack: What?

You two
are sea anemones.

We're not enemies.

I-I know.

I said sea anemones.

Shady, little
underwater invertebrates,

and you got your tentacles
waving all over the place.

What is he
talking about?
I have no idea.

Squishy,
freaky sea predators.

When you strike,
nobody ever sees it coming.

But when
you're threatened,

you close yourselves off
into these tiny, little balls

so that
nobody can touch you.

And the only time you come out
is to strike each other.

You two got together
in a fishbowl.

And now you're wading
through the open sea.

So no wonder you're
having trouble right now.

No wonder
you can't figure it out.

No wonder
you keep stinging each other.

I hate to say this, but I think
he's starting to make sense.

Maya, do you want to
know why you're crying?

It's because you're sad.

There doesn't have to be
any other reason.

You're sad today.
We all are.

And you just so happen to be
wearing it all over your face.

And Jack, you're not really
annoyed with her for crying.

You're in a garbage mood
because...

the chief went down,
and it's hard.

It's a tough one.

We all thought he was
invincible, and he wasn't.

And it's probably
stirring up some stuff.

So just take that in.

Let's sway in this current
and not fight it

and appreciate the fact that
you two are still here today.

And you have each other.

Jack:
I don't know where all that
sea creature stuff came from,

but, uh...
surprisingly helpful, man.

Thank you.

You're welcome.

It all came from Nikki.

She's really observant
and communicative,

and somehow,
it is rubbing off on me.

She sounds really amazing.

She is.

Blow your nose.

You finally went
on that first date, huh?

Uh, we had plans,
but I kinda canceled

because grief isn't sexy.

Wait, then why are we taking
relationship advice from him?

Because I am right.

Here.

Blow your nose.

Again.

34-year-old male found impaled
in the chest by a chandelier.

He arrested
twice en route --

V-fib the first time
and asystolic the second.

Ben:
We initiated CPR

and intubated
with a total of four shocks,

epi,
and a norepi drip.

Oh, and we
removed his impalement.

That it?

We'll take it
from here.

Thank you.

Whew.

You know, I don't think
I have taken a breath

since we kicked down
Nate's door.

What?

Nothing. Just...
you have no idea.

I -- Today was already
one thing after another,

and I thought the call
would take my mind
off all the things,

but apparently, I'm
living in a world
of whack-a-mole.

Is everything alright?

Ryan's leaving,
and I shouldn't care,
but I kinda do.

But I don't, because
what's more important
is I'm helping Vic.

Except I'm not because she's
sneaking out of my apartment,

leaving me with Maya, who
I can't even talk to right now.

And -- And then I get stuck
with the guy who keeps dying.

Yeah.
And someone I really
looked up to did die, and...

You know,
through all of it,

all I can hear is
the sound of those damn bells

coming from
my dad's room.

I'm 9 years old all over again,

and a-all this stuff
is coming up that I
don't know how to --

I don't know how to
clamp it down,

I don't know how to
make it go away.

One bleeder at a time.

What?

One bleeder at a time.

I-It's something I learned
when I was a surgeon.

When you
open a patient up

and everywhere
you look,

there's something
bleeding or falling apar--

when it's damage control,

all you can do is tackle
one bleeder at a time.

Some call, huh?
Ooh.

I don't think you'd believe me
if I told you.

How's
the eulogy going?

It's not.

I think I'm just
too close to it.

Nothing sounds right.

Did you speak
at your wife's funeral?

Yes, I did.

Or I t-- I tried.

Started off okay,
but then I just lost it.

Mm.
Barely
even remember now.

Um, I think I was...

I was really raw,
you know?

Did you speak
at your mom's?

I was 9,
so I didn't speak.

I don't think
I spoke the whole day.
Mm.

Barely.

I was raw, too.

Still am.

Yeah.

So, use it.

Be raw
if you need to be raw.

Y-You don't have to
write a word

or read a word
you write.

Just...
get up there and talk.

Talk to him.

It doesn't matter,

not when it comes
from the heart.

I just hope
Vic will be there to hear it.

♪ Let's draw a line between us ♪

♪ Paint a map
back to the start ♪

♪ Leaving footprints
to remind us ♪

♪ Where you go ♪

Any update
on Vic?

♪ I'll go ♪

Afraid not.

She's really
not coming?

♪ If you fall, I'll fall ♪

♪ And if the sky grows heavy ♪

♪ Wrap your arms
around me tight ♪

♪ Find me
where I first found you ♪

There's still time...

if you want change your mind,
get dressed.

Nope, I'm good.

I don't think
that's true.

How many different ways
do I have to say it?

How many
different times?

I'm fine.
I'm good.

I'm coping.
I don't want to go.

Nobody wants
to go to a funeral.

But it is
good to go.

It gives you clarity.
It gives you closure.

Yeah, I don't need
any of those things.
I already got 'em.

No, you don't.

I just, um -- I need you
to back off of me, please.

You want me
to back off?
Yeah.

You want me to
give you some space?

Okay, you've had
days of space, Vic,

and you're still --

You are in denial.

You are not coping.

Believe me,
I know how hard it is

to accept what's happened.
Mm.

You know I do.

But trust me, when you
lose a spouse like that --

No, but I didn't --
I didn't lose a spouse!

We never got married, so I --
You know what? I...

I didn't get to lose
a spouse.

I didn't get to
experience a marriage.

I was robbed of that.

Instead,
I lost someone who...

I lost someone who...

very well may have been
the love of my life.

But he wasn't
my husband.

I'm nothing to him.

Officially, on paper,
I am nothing.

So...yeah,
maybe I don't --

maybe I don't want to accept
that particular truth right now.

But you don't get to pretend
like you know what that's like.

You don't.

You don't know
what this is like,

so stop
parading around here

talking about me
behind my back to --

to anyone else
in the station

because I'm not acting
like you want me to act.

I am not you!

Lucas is not Michael!

Okay, your husband
died two years ago!

If anybody is
in denial right now --

Say it. Do it.

Just -- Don't.
It's okay.

Say whatever
you want to say.

You want to scream at me,
wail on me? I don't care.

Just get all that anger
out right now.

Because if you don't,
it will keep bubbling up

and it will come out worse

in some other way,
onto someone else.
Oh, my God.

You can't see it
right now, Vic...
Okay.

...but even getting mad...
Just shut u-- Shut up!

...it's a healthy first step!
Just shut -- shut up!

Just stop
talking to me.

And go to the funeral.

Just -- Just go.

Levi: Excuse me.
Are you Victoria Hughes?

What?

I'm sorry, can I --
can I help you?

It's -- It's probably
weird that I, uh --

Dr. Bailey told me
what you look like --

And I'm so sorry
for your loss.

I'm s--
Who -- Who are you?

I'm Levi. I'm a-a doctor
at Grey-Sloan.

I was, uh, with Chief Ripley
when he collapsed.

We were both
at the flower shop that day --

the day that he was
going to see you.

And I wanted
to give these to you.

They're the same ones
that he picked out.

N-Not the same same,
but, uh...anyway.

He wanted
them to say...

he was ready to spend
the rest of his life with you.

So, I guess I...

I thought that
you might like to see them.

Thank you.

Uh, I-I, um --

I really need
to get back to the hospital,

but it was really nice
to meet you.

And I-I'm
really sorry.

Hey, hey.
Hey.

My badge.
Where's my badge?

Hey, hey.

One bleeder at a time.

I have to go
meet the procession.

You gonna be okay?

Go.

He hated being late.

I'm fine, Robert.

Really.

Alright.
Okay.

May I join you?

God, Vic.

I am so glad
you're here.

Dean says
I'm a sea anemone...

What?

...which I think
just means

I keep things in
to protect myself,

even when
I don't need to.

I'm so sorry I didn't
tell you about Jack.

You tell me everything.

I should've trusted
you with my...

poisonous
anemone tentacles.

I know funerals
are hard for you.

How you holding up?

Better now.

You made it.

I did.

Stay.

Chaplain:
And if, while on duty,
I must answer death's call,

bless with your protecting hand
my family, one and all.

I have been thinking a lot
about what to say today.

Chief Ripley was a boss
to most of us in this room.

We looked up to him.
We respected him.

As Chief, he gave
everything to this department.

As Lucas, he gave even more
to those he loved outside it.

To me, Lucas was a true friend.

We really saw each other.

We understood each other.

Strengths and flaws.

We fought.

We made up --
thankfully, not too late.

Sometimes you connect
with a person,

and you can't always explain it.

Over distance and time
and impossible obstacles,

you still find a way
to each other.

It's so rare to meet someone
who connects with you that way.

Someone who makes you want to
face your fears

head-on, eyes open.

And it's so hard to say goodbye
to them when they go.

My last conversation with Luke,

he told me not to say
goodbye to him.

Instead, I said, "We're good."

I want to reiterate that now.

We miss you, Luke.

We wish you didn't
leave us so soon.

But since you did,
since you had to...

...it's all good.

We're all good.

You were so good.

When a firefighter dies,

the toll of the bell
represents their last alarm.

The end of their duties.

The bell rings to say
their shift is over.

They are going home.

I first met Ripley on his, uh,
second call as a rookie.

Told him to grab that
"left-handed halligan."

Fire must've been out
for at least 30 minutes

before he realized
that it didn't exist.

Oh.

To Chief Ripley.

To Chief Ripley.
To Ripley.
To Ripley.
Ripley.

Yes!
Jack: No way.

Come on.
That's right.
That's right.

College
was not a waste.

It's all in the elbow, Dean.
It's all in the elbow.

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa,
whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.

What am
I seeing here?

Am I seeing
what I think I'm seeing?

You never go out in public
without that thing on.

And you definitely
do not go out drinking
without that thing on!

I do now.
I do tonight.

You know, we don't know
what's gonna happen.

I'm alive.
I'm here.

World's full of
possibilities.

I think that calls
for another round.

Uh, guys,
how weird would it be

if I accidentally scheduled
my first date with Nikki

for, let's say,
right now?

That seems
like a terrible idea.

How do you accidentally
schedule a date?

Nikki:
Hey!

Hey.

Oh. Hi.

Hello.

Everyone, this is Nikki.

Nice to meet you.

Well, this isn't
intimidating at all.

Oh, there's nothing
to be intimidated by.

Except for
my quarters game.

Are you in?

I spent three years
at Harvard,

in which I graduated
summa cum laude...
Mm-hmm.

...broke the women's
tennis record, and...

...became unbeatable
at quarters.

Let's get a drink.

Maybe not at a wake.

Let's.
Lovely to meet you all.

Nice to meet you.

Yeah, I like her.

Your eulogy
was really moving.

Really? I felt, uh,
zoned out there.

You spoke
from your heart.

It showed.

You're alright.

Thanks.

So, um, if Jack wants
to come over tonight...

I'm okay with it,

if he promises to pick up
breakfast in the morning.

Thanks.
I mean it.

Mm.

But I think Vic should
be the only one staying over

for a while.

Yeah.

I think that's good.

Do you know
where she is?

I haven't seen her.

She -- She said
she wanted to be alone.

Oh, those are
beautiful flowers.

Thank you.

Uh, just you again?

Yeah.

Andy:
When a firefighter dies,

the toll of the bell
represents their last alarm.

So, did I tell you

the crazy thing
Ryan said

about me and Sullivan,
of all people?

He said he thought
we were together

because of something he saw at
the hospital or something.

Yeah,
I saw that, too.

That wasn't anything.

We're not -- I mean,
I'm -- I'm definitely not --

No?

No.
Mm.

♪ I know how it feels ♪

You sure about that?

♪ Let the pain break you down ♪

Once the bell rings...

♪ ...give it time to heal ♪

...it can't be un-rung.

Just my usual,
please.
Got it.

Um, just so you know,
I'm about to take off.

Phil will be
taking over for me.

So if you need
anything else

or your husband's
coming later,

I could go ahead and
put an order in now for you.

Just let me know.
Okay, thanks, Cam.

You're welcome.

There's no more denying it.

The end is here.

Okay.

I'm calling it.
Let's get you home.

But it's so early.
Hey. Two more of these.

Hey, no, no, no, no, no, no.
None for me.

I-I got to get home
to Miranda, you know?

I can give you a ride
or call you one.

I don't know.

I've got, uh, some mistakes
to make tonight, Warren.

Yeah.
But, uh,
I'll get a cab.

Don't worry.
Go home.

♪ Love is the answer ♪

Alright.
Yeah, yeah.

♪ Love is the answer ♪

See you later.

I'll take a beer.

♪ I know it's a struggle ♪

♪ I know it's a fight ♪

How's it going?

I'm Jeremy.

I'm Travis.

I know.

You do?

Yeah, you're the one
who's friends

with Ripley's
little side hustle --

Hughes, right?

She looked wrecked
at that ceremony.

Come on, man.

Give me the scoop.

You need to stop talking
right now.

Oh, don't tell me you're
getting a piece of that, too.

Man: Whoa, whoa!

The bell rings to say
the shift is over.

♪ ...carry you
back into the light ♪

Hey, uh, Cam?

Oh.
Need something else?

♪ Love is the answer ♪

♪ Love is the answer ♪

You know the, uh -- the guy
I'm always in here with?

He's not my husband.

And I, uh --

I lied to you before
when you asked where he was.

He wasn't at work.

♪ Love is the answer ♪

He wasn't a-at work...

♪ When you're ready,
start again ♪

...because he died.

♪ Reaching out my hand ♪

♪ Love is the answer ♪

♪ Love is the answer ♪

That's, um...

That -- That sucks.

The bell rings
to say goodbye.

Yeah, it super does.

The bell rings to say...

...it's time to go home.