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Where are you going? Are you not going to talk?!

I asked, where did you go with that bastard!

Have you lost your mind?

Open the door! Hurry and open the door!

You're crazy!

Open the door? - Why are you doing this?

Aren't you going to come out?!

He's crazy.

Come out. Come out and we'll talk.

You're not coming out?

I'm gonna burn this thing down!

You can just tell me the truth!

Why are you avoiding me, huh?!!

Fire! Fire! Darling, fire!

Darling, fire!

Darling! There's a fire!

Hyung!

Darling! Darling!

Hyung! Hyung!

Hyung!

Hyung! Hyung!

Come out quickly, Hyung!

Hyung! - Yi Suk, come here!

Step back. - Dad, Hyung is inside!

Hyung! - What are you talking about?

Hyung, come out! Hyung!

Hyung!

Hyung.. Hyung!

Hyung! Hyung!

Hyung, come out!

Hyung!

Episode 15

Are you worried I'll see her behind your back after promising I won't?

I won't meet her.

Like you said, I'm doing this for her.

The whole family and I are a scar to her.

I decided to not see her because it might increase her guilt.

You don't seem to watch what you eat lately.

Work on your physical strength.

Ahjussi, the weather has gotten better so take grandpa with you and go take a walk.

Yeah, I was going to take him outside when the sun comes out.

Don't just walk leisurely for 5 or 10 minutes. You have to walk and sweat for 20 or 30 minutes.

That way you won't add more fat to your belly. Okay?

I'm going to work now.

That guy... forcing himself to smile..

Seeing him going around like that, it's really sad.

He doesn't take any holidays.

He goes to the hospital very diligently.

What could he be thinking?

I really have no idea.

Chairman... this. - What's that?

Yesterday, as I was closing the front door, I met Hong Do.

She was waiting at the gate. Frozen as if she waited for many hours.

Butler Ahn!

Butler Ahn!

What are you doing here? Did you come to meet Yi Suk?

This...

I'm sorry towards the Chairman, but I can't accept this.

I know what he meant when he gave it to me, but...

I can't accept it.

And... that person... since I won't meet him anymore,

please tell him he doesn't have to worry.

Come in and get warmed up.

No, no. Thank you for all this time.

Goodbye.

Cha Hong Do, wait!

We have to solve the problem, but I think it's gotten more complicated.

They broke up like that, but there isn't one person who feels lighter.

That child... how she's doing...

Find out about it. It's bothering me.

♫ In the end, after I wait,♫

♫ Somewhere, my permitted love ♫

♫ I believed that I will be able to find him.♫

♫ If I believe that I'm almost there, ♫

♫ Like always, ♫

♫ as I believed,♫

♫ One day, love ♫

♫ When I opened my eyes,♫

Miss!

Are you home, Miss? I need to show the house!

Miss!

Is nobody home? She said she needed to move urgently.

It doesn't seem like she's there. Try calling her.

She hasn't been picking up the phone for several days.

Miss! Miss!

Do you remember what your dad did then?

He hit me and locked me in the closet.

Can you continue?

If it's difficult, you can rest a bit.

I'll see you next week. Make sure to call me if you're having a hard time.

Go back safely.

Dr. Ko, are you done with the counseling? Let's have lunch.

Go on and eat.

Hey... hey.

You still don't feel like talking?

Then let's talk about patients.

You're way too taciturn these days. It's really frustrating.

I liked it better when you came to my office and goofed around.

The patient who just left has an eating disorder.

Her father who abused her when she was young was recently diagnosed with stomach cancer and was hospitalized,

and she has to care for him. She's eating more now.

So? - I think I should tell her to forgive,

but I don't think I can do that.

Why? Because it seems your parents and the chairman can't seem to be able to forgive Cha Hong Do?

That's right. Forgiving isn't something that's easily done.

What is forgiving?

If a serial killer who murdered dozens of people

serves 30 years in prison and gets out of prison, does that mean he's forgiven?

A young child who lit a fire by mistake...

Is it a matter of forgiving or not forgiving?

Here's what I think.

You don't forgive for someone else's sake, you forgive for yourself.

Most people, instinctively,

tend to let their heart go towards happiness rather than misfortune.

Don't we forgive to try and be happy?

Professor, forgiving isn't a word that's fitted for Cha Hong Do and me.

I'm hungry, let's go eat.

Hong Do, it's me.

I bought some groceries.

I'll leave them in front of the door.

Bring them inside quickly or cats are going to steal them.

You're inside, right?

Do you know how long you've been staying inside?

Take them inside, or I'm going to bust the door open and get inside like last time.

Make sure to bring it in.

I'll check when I get off work.

Just take it with you. And please don't come again.

Excuse me!

She goes out in the middle of the night and comes back at dawn.

You know, like a sleep walker.

As if she's half unconscious, she wanders around

and comes back at dawn, all frozen.

What's torturing her so much

that she's going around like that?

What if something happens to her.. what are we going to do?

Time is the only medicine.

Until she gets her senses back,

have someone watch her.

Yes.

You're back? Is the shoot over?

Come and have a cup of tea.

What kind of tea is it?

Citrus tea.

Were you filming all night?

Drink this, and

take a warm shower and sleep tight. You worked hard.

Is that how you normally are?

I only ever saw you being sick,

so I'm curious how you were before Il Suk died.

I don't know.

I don't remember either,

how I was.

Are you happy that Yi Suk and Hong Do broke up?

I thought I would be. But I'm not.

I don't know if it's because of your brother, but I keep thinking about her.

I pity him.

When this shoot is over, I want to go back to the US.

I don't like being here anymore.

When I came back, I came thinking we could try and be a family.

But I hate it. I don't think I can live like this.

I like the dorm better. I'm going to sleep so don't wake me.

It's me. Let's have a drink.

Why would you drink with me? Don't you have friends?

Have you ever seen this?

I don't know.

You came to ask about these kinds of things? You sure have a lot of time laying around.

This is a picture of a lighter found at the fire scene in your house.

You don't know it? - Mind your own business.

You must have heard about it from Se Ro, but don't concern yourself with that.

I saw someone loitering around Hong Do's place. Did you have someone follow her?

That's probably my grandfather's doing.

Are they keeping watch to make sure you two aren't meeting?

I guess.

I thought about a it bit about what I would have done.

What I would have done if I was Ko Yi Suk.

I would've chosen breaking up like you did.

I'm the eldest child so I would've worried about the family all the more.

On that, we're a bit similar.

But if it was me, I couldn't be here any longer. This is the place where you worked with Hong Do...

And it's in her neighborhood, too. How are you hanging in there?

Aren't you suffering?

She sent me a text today. Telling me not to come again.

You're talkative today. Just drink.

Are you going to let Hong Do be like this?

You're not like me. You're a selfish guy.

Don't think about your family. Instead, just take Hong Do with you and run away.

I'd like to do that, too.

Cha Hong Do...

Are you living well?

Are you happy?

Did you drink? - Yeah. Sorry.

With whom? Alone? - With Detective Jang.

Detective Jang? Why? Why did you drink with him?

You can't. - What? - You can't with that guy.

Stop being interested. - I'm in the process of stopping.

Do you want to watch a movie? I have a good one.

It's better than I thought.

Do you want to watch another one? - We should sleep, it's late

Do you think you can sleep?

Well, I should try. - Okay.

Oppa, I gave up on my dream of being an actress.

I know you won't hear anything other people say but... - Tell me. - Because it's stupid.

I'm going to quit. It's not what I thought it would be.

Thinking about it...

I needed an excuse to come back home.

I wanted to come and somehow be together like a family.

But I'm giving up. I don't like being here anymore.

Our kiddo is hurting, I see.

Coming back home, it's frustrating and I hate it.

I told Mom; that I'm going back to the US.

When the shoot is over, I'll go and study.

I think I'm more of a studying type.

Since you're going because you want to... I won't stop you.

But hearing you say you're leaving, it doesn't feel good.

Consider studying in Korea.

You can live in my officetel.

I'll talk to Grandpa.

What's wrong with you; so unlike you. Don't you remember being so against me moving out?

I'm going. Sleep. - Hm, sleep.

Oppa, thank you. Good night.

I should go.

Were his shoulders about this size? Were they larger?

I made some hangover soup so

eat some before you leave. You aren't feeling well.

Alright, alright.

Even yesterday when I was cleaning,

there were several empty alcohol bottles underneath your bed.

If you keep drinking alcohol because you can't fall asleep,

you'll become ill.

Here.

Eat this.

You can meet other women as you live your life.

Don't be too upset.

Aigoo.

Ahjumma, give me some coffee.

I will give this to the Chairman first.

I didn't know you were here.

Are you on your way to work?

There is something I must tell you.

What is it?

Is it about that person?

I'm sorry for

how I've been, Father. I have done wrong.

I didn't realize that you lost your son, too.

I thought only mom was hurting and you weren't.

I just thought you were avoiding it irresponsibly.

I didn't realize you were also trying to endure it on your own.

About the lady from Naju,

after she left our home, she raised that girl with difficulty.

That girl, every time she talks about her grandmother...

I could tell her heart was being torn apart.

After Hyung died, I don't think there was anyone who wasn't hurting.

And being a psychiatrist, and your son,

I didn't know you well. I'm sorry.

Yi Suk... - I wanted to tell you I was sorry before it was too late.

I'm sorry, Father.

Then, I'll go to work.

Why would you apologize?

Why would you?

Yes, Bulter Ahn...

Could you come to Professor Eom's hospital?

You're here.

I had too many patients so I had to ask you to come. I'm sorry.

It's okay. Chairman is out, so I don't have anything to do.

Please sit down. Should I get you some coffee?

No, it's fine.

Well...

Did grandpa put someone to follow Cha Hong Do?

Yeah...

It's not because he has other reasons. He's just worried.

Worried about what?

Did something happen to her?

Yi Suk... - I know, we broke up.

But still, she has to be doing well, Ahjussi.

If something happened to her...

I don't think I could stay still.

So, please tell me, Ahjussi.

She seems to wander around at night.

What?

♫ Honestly, even till now, ♫

♫ I'm scared. When I close my eyes, I look for you ♫

♫ Our lost time, ♫

♫ which ran away. You smiled at me ♫

♫ I pass by you, who is still. ♫

Hong Do Unni!

Hong Do Unni! It's Se Ro. Are you inside?

My brother's doing fine.

Don't worry and you take care as well.

I'm going to the U.S.

I came because I wanted to see you before I go, but...

Take care.

And this...

is my last gift.

Okay, I got it. I'll see you tomorrow.

Alright.

Ah, so cute.

Hyung, my baby says

it's our two-two day tomorrow. What's a two-two day?

How am I supposed to know?

You are too much.

When you were in love, I coached you, counseled you,

and helped you in every way I could and... Wow.

Are you jealous? Why be jealous over something like that!

What are you looking at so hard?

Is anything going to surface just because you keep looking at it?

It did.

The initial... K!

K means... Ko Yi Suk?!!!

I'm right around the corner.

Wow, Ko Yi Suk, that sly punk. He even set a fire?

Hold on, if it's 23 years ago... Where are you going?

Stop.

Click.

Click.

Click.

It's done. I've captured it all in my eyes.

You can come closer now.

Did anything happen? I haven't been able to get in touch with you.

I'm going back to the U.S.

Why?

The family atmosphere and the acting job, too...

Because of a man who doesn't know how he feels, I'm going back.

Oh.

Is this for real?

Are you going permanently? When are you leaving?

Why are you curious?

Well, since you say you're leaving, I'm just curious when you're leaving and if it's a permanent thing..

Look at this. There was something going on between us.

If you deny it, people are going to criticize you.

I'm off.

I didn't even get to have one cup of this.

Se Ro!

If you have time, why don't you have a cup of coffee? I'll buy.

I texted the depart time,

so it's up to you if you check it or not.

March 7, 4 pm to Washington

He followed her and saw her walking on blankly like someone asleep would.

Is it considered sleep walking?

Yes.

It was the guy that I hired to watch Hong Do.

She seems to have come outside and is wandering around.

I hope she gets her senses back soon.

Until she returns home, have him make sure she's safe.

Is Yi Suk home yet?

Not yet. He seems to have a lot of work to do.

He's trying to fill the void with work.

You came.

Do you have something to tell me?

If it's not too important, let's talk tomorrow. I'm a little tired.

I can't do anything.

Yi Suk apologized to me several times this morning.

Being a father, it wouldn't be enough to soothe my son's wounds and... this isn't what a human should be doing.

You need to get a grip on yourself,

so that you can protect both your wife and Yi Suk.

It's all my responsibility.

It's all my fault.

It's this loser's fault. It's all because I'm lacking...

Think about Yi Suk.

Are you trying to burden Yi Suk and your wife for the rest of their lives or what?

Just let it be! Then everything will subside.

Where are you, Ko Yi Suk?

What are you doing? Have you eaten?

Do you know where Woo Ri Pharmacy is...?

I'll pack a delicious lunch and bring it to you.

I'll come with the Thai style fried rice that you like.

Please wait.

♫ That's all, you are the wind♫

♫ I'm a bird, that's all.♫

♫ That's all. You just come ♫

♫ Then I fly away ♫

Hong Do.

Cha Hong Do, what are you doing?

What are you doing, girl?

Are you completely ignoring me now?

If you're angry, get mad at me. Are you treating me like an invisible person?

This is unlike you. Why are you doing this?

We promised. Have you forgotten what we promised already?

You said you would live confidently without hiding.

Please come to your senses.

I wonder if he'll like this color.

You know it's the color I hate most, Cha Hong Do.

Hong Do, please come to your senses.

You walk fine now... Without trouble.

Who's her doctor? He cured her well.

What? Is there something there?

Fire?

♫ Nights full of thorns ♫

Cha Hong Do!

♫ Between the opened door, ♫

Cha Hong Do, what are you doing?

So ugly.

♫ The streets full of whispers ♫

Why do you keep doing that?

What am I hearing?

You're hallucinating.

Ugly Cha Hong Do. Hey, Cha Hong Do!

There's no way he's here. He shouldn't be here.

♫ Even if you say something, your love, ♫

♫ Love lies ♫

What are you doing right now, girl?

♫ Love lies, dear ♫

♫ Your love, ♫

♫ Love lies, ♫

You should get back to your senses.

Until when are you going to be like this? Are you going to die?

After doing so many wrongs?

You ought to think about Grandma.

Think about how Grandma raised you.

♫ Love lies, dear ♫

Hey, Ko Yi Suk. Why are you sitting there like that?

Yi Suk! Are you okay? Huh?

Cha Hong Do is really sick, Professor.

Hey, hey. Are you okay?

Cha Hong Do is scared of fire.

She was never scared of fire.

She's a girl who likes cooking.

If I leave her like that, she'll die.

Hey, all right. Let's go inside and talk, huh? Get up.

Please... please help her.

Professor, please help her.

All right, I got it. I said I got it.

Whatever it takes, save her.

You have to save her.

All right, all right, all right.

Hong Do.

Where did you go?

I'm going to rest, Mom. I'm tired.

Aigoo.

Yi Suk.

Chairman wants to see you.

Aigoo.

Have I slept on the wrong side? My shoulders hurt so much.

Hey, Yi Suk.

Get a few days off.

We should go to a hot springs for a few days.

What's wrong with you?

Grandfather, please kill me.

Hey, kid. What's going on?

I can't breathe.

I can't breathe.

Please kill me.

I'm sorry, Grandpa. I'm sorry.

Huh? Miss Garo Sero!

Go to Hong Do unni right now. Hurry!

What's the matter? Is something wrong?

My brother is having a really hard time.

You can call out Hong Do, right?

That's a little... - You don't want to?

Are you worried Hong Do's feelings might get hurt?

All right.

Se Ro, wait a minute! Wait!

He's going to die at this rate. I need to bring Hong Do to him.

Wait. I'll go with you. Okay? Let's go.

Doctor

Doctor

The person you called cannot be reached...

It's me, Cha Hong Do. Open the door.

Cha Hong Do!

I know the passcode, so open it. I'm going to get myself in.

Why do you keep doing that? What are you going to do?

I have to come to my senses.

So I won't feel sorry to him.

Hong Do. Cha Hong Do.

Are you okay?

No.

No-no! I can't see you. Don't look. I can't see you!

I can't see you! You know I can't see you!

I can't see you! - I was wrong. - You know I can't see you!

Go! Go, please! Go!

Please go!

Hong Do,

I missed you.

I missed you so much.

I did wrong.

I won't do it again.

My Hong Do.

My Hong Do. Don't cry.

Don't cry.

Don't cry.

Wait a minute.

That's my brother's car.

That's a relief.

That really is a relief.

It's fine, we don't have to go now. I'll go home.

Get some rest. I'll take you there.

You worry a lot about your brother.

It's usually not the case between brothers and sisters.

I know my brother very well.

He doesn't talk about his pain or suffering much.

He just jokes around instead.

So, I find him pitiful when I watch him.

Don't worry.

Hong Do and Ko Yi Suk will do fine. - They will, right?

There's one more thing I won't be able to forget now.

I think the hardest thing to do is trying to push someone one likes out of one's mind.

I'll practice.

Why would you practice that?

Rest. You've been through a lot.

Detective Yang

Yeah, what?

Then just get off work. Hang up.

Aigoo.

For how many days have you not done the dishes?

Aigoo, what is this. Fungus! So nasty!

Ugh, seriously. This is too much.

Refrigerator... is empty.

Ah, it smells.

Aiyoo.

There is only one coffee mix. Drink it.

This, this... Isn't this how you ordinarily live?

I should reconsider this.

Did you wash your hair? You should wash. It smells.

Chairman... His health... How is it?

You're quite relaxed. Punk.

Even worrying about Grandfather. Why act nice suddenly?

Sigh. You're not smiling. Not smiling.

Smile, would you? I want to see you smile.

Why did you come?

Because I can't do it.

Not seeing you... I can't do it.

It's not possible for you either.

You are having a hard time, and I am also having hard time.

I'm in pain, and you are too.

I miss you, and I feel like I'm going to die.

Either I can die or see you.

Since I can't die, we have to see each other again. Aren't I right?

Don't look at me like that.

I want to hug you.

First, let's eat... The refrigerator is empty.

Let's go shopping first. - I don't know what's what.

You suddenly came in and... I'm so confused.

Hey. What is there to be confused about? I like that we are together like this.

Avoidance is not the answer. We tried everything.

We tried avoiding each other, and breaking up. But it didn't work.

Then what can we do? We have to go through it together.

Let's go together. Let's endure through this together.

Okay. You can keep thinking. I am just going to go forward.

But isn't that the sweater than you were knitting for me before?

Why did you unthread it? Why?

Knit it for me again.

I told you before that that is my favorite color.

Did you hear me?

Aish...It's so hard.

You are not smiling till the end.

Can't you just smile like this?

Hm?

It's nice to see you smile.

I really like this. Smile a little.

Where are we?

It's already dark!

You should have woke me up. - You were sleeping so well.

Thanks for bringing me back. I'll go.

Since this is the last time, I should do at least this.

I don't like saying something like this because it's awkward, but I'll say it since this seems to be the last time.

Thank you for all you did till now.

It was a happy one-sided love.

And if I bothered you because I misunderstood, I will apologize.

I'm sorry.

Be well, Doo Soo Jang.

Why aren't you letting this go? If you keep doing this, I will misunderstand again.

In the beginning, I didn't really like you.

But now that you are actually going, I'm quite sad.

You will be great at everything.

Goodbye.

Don't come to the airport to say goodbye.

Then I'll think that you really like me.

Don't come.

I'll go now.

Why am I like this?

I found out!

What?

The letter "K". It wasn't Ko Yi Suk.

I led him to the corner because he is annoying,

but no matter how hard I think, there's no way Ko Yi Suk had this lighter

twenty-three years ago.

Ko Yi Suk's family has the last name Ko.

I'm getting goosebumps.

You said something right for the first time in a long time. I'll ask.

You have to ask his elders directly if this is theirs.

Then their faces will become blue.

I could see the answer after I saw the evidence.

What is it, this early?

Look at this picture carefully again.

I didn't tell you everything because I didn't want you to have a harder time,

but there's something suspicious about that picture.

Whose is it, or why it was found in the site of the fire... It wasn't properly investigated.

Are you saying that the fire started because of this lighter?

I don't know if it's because of this lighter, but I think I can solve this if I know whose this is.

Do you see the initial "K"?

Does it look familiar to you?

I will take this picture.

Come down!

I made shepherd's purse fermented soy bean soup.

Grandfather! Can you show me that cane?

Why are you taking my cane?

This is yours. This lighter is yours, right?

What is it?

This is the lighter that was at the site of the fire twenty-three years ago.

It says "K", right? It looks exactly the same as the letter in your cane.

This lighter is yours, right?

What are you talking about?

Why are you talking about something that happened many years ago first thing in the morning?

Yes, this is my lighter.

What's the big deal with that?

Why was this at the site of the fire?

Tell me honestly. That fire...

Did Young Ji really start it?

This rascal, what are you saying right now?

Then are you saying that I started the fire?

It's really not you, Grandfather?

This rascal! Where did you hear this from?

First thing you do in the morning... is blaming your grandfather?

Give me back my cane. - If not,

why was this at the site of the fire?

Were you in that storage?

Tell me honestly! - Don't be like that to your grandfather.

It's not Grandfather.

It was me.

That lighter is mine.

Shut your mouth!

Il Suk, fire...

It was my mistake.

I did it.

That!

Oh...

What did you do again?

What did you do?

I did it to Il Suk...

I'm sorry for making my own son like that.

No!

No.

Don't tell him. Don't.

Don't talk about it. No!

No! No!

You knew?

No.

No.

There's no way.

Don't talk about it.

It's not...

What should I do?

The person who started the fire is my father.

Stop. Get out of my house.

How can they do that?

How could you do that to Hong Do so shamelessly, when you knew everything all along!

How could you ask me to take care of your son in this situation?

It's not fair!

If you want to revenge on them, do that.

I don't exactly know what I'm feeling right now, but I think something started.

I miss you, but if I see you, I think I'll get mad.