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- I know this is a tough situation

and after everything that's happened

I can't imagine what you're going through.

But the silver lining to it all is,

as per your mother's will
you are the only living child

and the sole beneficiary
to all of her possessions

including bank accounts,

considerable life insurance policies

and everything on this property.

Amy, Amy.

We can meet in my office
on Monday, say one o'clock?

I understand there'll be a
wake here after the funeral.

I can help out with that.

I'll be there.

You can give me a call
if you need anything.

I think it's harder on us
when a parent passes suddenly,

but at least she didn't suffer.

She loves you very much you know.

When we talked she'd go on and on

about how proud she is of you.

And how strong you are.

She's with your father
now, it's a good thing.

Everyone in the ward will miss her.

We miss you too.

You might consider coming back
to the church for yourself.

It's been a long time, it might help.

Your mother gave me this
with strict instructions

to give it to you within
48 hours of her passing.

It's very important.

Try to get some sleep,

you have some long difficult days ahead.

- And when Rachel saw that
she bare Jacob no children,

Rachel envied her sister
and said unto Jacob,

give me children or else I die.

- My dear Amy, from
the moment we picked you out,

you were my little angel.

If you are reading this
then I am with your dad.

You know that Jesus loves
you and he died for our sins.

It is my deepest hope
that you will once again

find your way back into his loving arms

so that we can be together
as an eternal family.

Your dad and I love and will
always be watching over you.

My deepest regret is
not being there for you

when you needed me most.

I wish that we had had more time together.

Please take this key and
open the door in the shed

as soon as you receive this.

I pray Heavenly Father gives
you the strength and courage

to do what is right.

Remember we love you
forever, all my love, mom.

Oh what was that?

Okay.

All right here we go.

Hello?

What is this?

Oh my god, what?

- Mama?

Mama ma?

- Who?

- Where's mama?

- Who the fuck are you?!

- Can you turn on the light please?

- Okay.

- It's above you by the ladder.

- Stay there.

- Wait can you get me some water please?

- Oh god.

Yeah.

Oh god.

Oh god.

Damn it.

Hey whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa,
whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.

Slow down, slow down,
it's gonna make you puke.

And then that's gonna make me puke, again.

Oh god, okay.

Who are you?

- Mama called me baby,
Frank called me candy boy.

- Frank?

Frank my dad?

Oh my, oh.

- Frank doesn't come here anymore.

Mama said he had to go be with God.

Are you God?

- No, no I am not God.

There is no God and Frank
sure as fuck isn't with him!

Oh god.

Okay you know what let me
just get you out of here.

No, no, no, it's fine, no, wait, what?

- No I don't wanna burn,
I don't wanna go to hell!

Please, no!

- It's okay, look, look
I'm not gonna touch you.

I'm not and you're not
gonna go to hell, it's okay.

All right you're safe.

God, okay look is that your,

is that your toilet right there?

Yeah, I'm gonna go empty it okay?

All right don't move, stay right there.

No it's fine, I'm not gonna touch you,

just stay there and I'm
gonna empty your toilet okay?

It's fine, just stay right there.

Oh.

Okay I'll be right back, stay there.

- Thank you.

- It's all clean.

Brought you some food.

Yeah, you welcome.

Slow down.

How long have you been down here?

Looks like a long time.

- I don't know.

Always?

Since then.

- Since this?

What do you remember?

- Hey little boy, where's your parents?

- I don't know.

- Do you like puppies?

Do you wanna play with my puppy?

Come on, let's go play with the puppy.

- That's all I remember.

- May I?

- You can do anything you want.

- No, no, no, no.

Oh I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry, oh God no.

- You don't wanna play?

- No, that's so unkind.

Oh god.

Can I help?

- You have to put the pieces together.

- Yeah.

- Like this.

- Oh so good.

Hey.

That's good.

- If you're not mama and you're not Frank

and you're not God, what are you?

- Well, I guess, I guess I'm an--

- Angel?

- Yeah, I guess I'm an angel.

- I thought so.

You look like an angel.

- What do I call you?

I'm not calling you candy
boy, that is fucking wrong.

- You can call me baby like mama does.

I like when she says that.

- Okay, if that's your name.

- Angel?

- Yeah?

- Where's mama?

- Baby.

- I like when you say it too.

- Baby, I want you to come sit here.

I wanna talk to you about something.

Baby.

Mama is, she's not coming back.

- Why?

- Well, she went, she went to be with God.

Or with Frank.

Baby I'm sorry, she's dead.

I'm so sorry, it's okay.

She had to go, it's okay, it's all right.

Come here, come here, it's okay.

It's okay. It's gonna be okay.

What am I doing?

I'm gonna go baby.

- No, no I want you to stay.
- Yeah it's okay, it's okay.

Why, no, angel.
- I'm sorry, I can't.

- I know I'm not strong enough
to trade my life for yours.

I'll bring you more food tomorrow.

- Angel, I don't want you to go!

Angel!

- What am I gonna do?

Okay.

Yeah.

All right.

Damn it!

- She's just not fitting in.

I was gonna let her go but now?

- Did you see her dress?

- Such a great lady.

- Yeah but when you adopt you
get other people's problems.

- My guess is she was a crack baby.

You just don't get over that.

- She covers her arms to
hide the needle marks.

- I just don't know how she did it.

- I heard she caught jungle fever.

- Oh her mother is already
rolling over. I know.

- I cannot believe that
she's drinking wine

at her mother's funeral.

- How much is she drinking?

- See for yourself.

- So this car comes to a stop
right, the guy jumps out,

I'm like, you're under arrest!

- Seriously?

- Yeah and then I end up like you know,

running and the guy just keeps running.

It was outta control.

Right?
- Oh my gosh.

Excuse me one second.

Amy, Officer Gives.

Listen I was good friends
with your folks and I'm

so sorry for your loss you know.

The world would be a much better place

if there was more people like them but,

then I'd be out of a job right so, yeah.

- Amy, I can't tell you how important

your folks were to this community.

I mean your dad helped
train us how to preserve

and update our food storage.

- And your mother, God bless her,

she was the president
of our relief society

for almost five years.

The blessings the two of them bestowed

on everyone they touched,
too numerous to count.

You must feel very honored
that they were your parents.

- Did you know your dad
was my boy scout leader?

- Did he fuck you?

- Did you know your dad
was my boy scout leader?

- I bet he had a lot of boys.

- Well, I'm sure he did.

- And to think that just last Sunday,

your mother brought over
her famous tuna casserole

while Thomas was sick.

- You're gonna have to
excuse me for a minute.

Samantha, I need to go lay down.

Can you just, just take
care of all of this, just.

- Of course, remember, one o'clock Monday!

- I brought Chinese!

You hungry?

- Yeah.

- Okay scoot over.

Okay this one is for you,

that one is for both of us to share.

Okay you can just keep both of these.

- I'm sorry, hungry.

Mama would bring me food every day.

- Oh I'm sorry I've just
been really busy baby.

Hey looks like you've been busy too?

All right this is our celebration dinner.

To us.

So I just filled out the paperwork

with mama's lawyer today.

And it'll take a few weeks for
the money to start coming in

but I own everything here.

I mean I know that money can't
really like fix everything

but, you know it's really great
to have a place like this.

To have a car that like
I don't have to jumpstart

half the time, god, not
living paycheck to paycheck.

Things are looking up for your angel.

- My angel.

I like the way that sounds.

- You know you were right, by the way.

It is hell up there.

It is, people are always like
judging and ugh just like.

You know I was divorced three times.

I guess I was fun to chase

but not really that great to hold onto.

So there was a year with
a return missionary.

Five years with a trucker.

And six weeks with Tay from Georgia.

Three up, three down, the
ending was over just like that.

Boom.

That's a baseball thing.

I was raped by my first husband.

It was a fairy tale wedding like,

beautiful dress, cake,
white flower pedals.

Sealed for time and all
eternity in the temple

to a porn addict.

He had no idea about making
love, it was just fucking.

He was into forceful domination.

I mean I was raised in Utah
and you're taught to submit

to your husband's desires.

But when I tried to fight back,

he put me in the hospital.

My parents had the audacity
to ask me what I had done

to make him do that.

Hey at least I didn't lose the baby.

That happened later.

He was a teenager, died
of a heroin overdose.

I mean I knew that he was having problems

but I was in no position to help him.

He wasn't the only one
that was self-medicating.

My parents blamed me for that one too.

He'd be about your age.

You know they weren't
even my real parents.

We have that in common.

I was adopted when I was little.

My biological parents
got in a car accident

and nobody wanted me.

Kinda like now.

I mean I know I'm not perfect,

I have my issues, I drink too much,

I cuss too fucking much.

I can't really hold down a regular job.

All I ever wanted was for
someone to just be there for me.

No matter what, like
someone to come home to.

To ask how my day was.

To hold my hand when we go for a walk.

Is that really too much
to ask from this life?

Oh no, what the fuck?!

No, don't you ever touch me ever!

- No, I'm sorry!

- No!

Don't you ever, ever--

- Damn it you never know when to stop!

- Ever touch me like
that again do you hear me

you piece of shit!

I can't do this.

Oh god.

- Please come when you
can and when you get this.

I have something so important to tell you.

I love you.

Amy, I need to let you know
that I'm not feeling very well.

I'm feeling confused,

my mind doesn't seem to be working right.

I have numbness in my arm.

I wanted to let you know that,

I called an ambulance to come and help me.

I want to meet you at the
South General Hospital.

Please come when you can
and when you get this.

I have something so important to tell you.

I love you.

- No, no, no, no.

No, no, no, somebody help!

No!

Hey Nancy, you've got a big
day ahead of you tomorrow.

It's Friday, bingo.

And your son is coming
to see you after lunch.

- Amy what are you doing?

- Dr. Peterson I'm sorry
I'm just a little out of it.

- No I mean what are you doing here?

Your mother just died last
week, I was at her funeral.

You should be home with your family.

- I'm fine.

Besides I don't really,

I don't really have anybody else left.

- There has to be someone.

A friend?

A friend of the family?

Someone?

- Actually I do have somebody.

- Get outta here.

And don't come back till
next week, doctor's orders.

- Okay thanks.

Sit up.

You'll do anything I say?

- I'll do anything for you.

- Good.