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(ORCHESTRAL MUSIC PLAYING)
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EMILY: Obviously working from home,
I'll ask that you respect my privacy.
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That said, what we share
in this room is also private,
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and of course
I will respect that in turn.
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I could just imagine myself
spending a lot of time here,
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letting my mind wander.
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(JOSH CLEARS THROAT)
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So you say you've been
to therapy before?
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Yes.
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And what brings you back?
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Um...
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Wanting to get my act together.
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I got a new job. New therapist.
New prescriptions.
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So you're seeing
a psychiatrist as well?
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I've been on medication before, too.
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And what medication was that?
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You know, I also got a new job.
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Yes, you said that. And do you
have health insurance through them?
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Oh, God, no, no.
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It's a grungy
little coffeehouse downtown.
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I'd be lucky to get a paycheck.
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Well, you have several options there.
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Money's not an issue.
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Oh, you know what,
we can settle at the...
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No, it's... Well.
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Perfect.
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So no suicidal thoughts?
No thoughts of harming yourself
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or others in any way?
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No, absolutely not.
I checked "no" on all that stuff.
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Well, is there anything in particular
that prompted you
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to return to therapy?
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My brother's back in town.
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He's been gone for a long time.
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Well, how long is a long time?
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Fifteen, 16 years.
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Oh.
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(DOG BARKING IN DISTANCE)
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It's not a simple relationship.
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Relationships with actors never are.
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So your brother's an actor?
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Would I know him?
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Uh, if you ever meet him,
don't ask him that.
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Okay.
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The truth is, he's one of the great
talents of his generation.
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He's like that guy you see
and you go, "Oh, shit, that guy."
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Okay, so then he's very successful?
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He's one of the great talents
of his generation.
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He's completely unrecognizable
from role to role.
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But what you just said
made him seem...
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It can be gradual.
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What can be gradual?
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Recognizing him.
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Do you watch a lot of television?
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No, I don't. Sorry.
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(SIGHS)
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(SIGHS)
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ABIGAIL: Well, hi, there, Emily.
EMILY; Hey, Abigail.
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I wasn't sure if I should expect you
after the last time.
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You're the first one here.
Come in, come in.
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I wanted to speak with you privately.
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Oh.
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I think I need to quit the book club.
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ABIGAIL: Sweetie,
is that really necessary?
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EMILY: I think So.
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I don't think Sela meant
to attack you personally.
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My taste is not
that incredibly obscure.
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Of course not.
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Alice Munro is not obscure.
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ABIGAIL: It's just someone
Sela's not familiar with.
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EMILY: (SIGHS) You're old.
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I mean, collectively,
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and I'm the youngest one
in the group.
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I feel that
I am having trouble relating.
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I just thought that it was
the least that I could do
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to tell you in person.
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(SIGHS)
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Put yourself in my shoes.
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MONICA: (ON TV) I had your back.
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You'll never know
everything I did for you.
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NATE". Then I'm grateful for that.
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MONICA: So why can't you do
this one simple thing for me?
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NATE". Because this isn't about us.
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This is about a city that's broken
and needs to be put back together.
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MONICA: You never cease
to amaze me, Nate.
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NATE: We both want
the same thing. Justice.
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MONICA: No,
you want to save the world.
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I'm too selfish for that.
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So please don't call me anymore,
at 2:00 in the morning or otherwise.
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NATE: Monica,
let's finish what we started.
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ANTHONY: Well, I'll be.
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- Anthony.
- Hey, sweetheart.
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- Hi.
- Hi.
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On. (CHUCKLES)
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Oh, wow. Wow.
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This is not where
I would have expected to find you.
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Well, according to my physician,
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it's time to get
the old ticker in tune.
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Oh.
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And an ex of mine
always had good things to say
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about these trails.
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Ah. (CHUCKLES)
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Yeah, they're a great place
to be alone.
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Yeah.
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So, what mile are you on?
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Oh, I'm just starting.
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Well, I'm afraid it's not for me.
Unfortunately. Sorry.
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No, no. Why are you apologizing?
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Right. That's your thing, right?
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Well, it was nice seeing you.
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Hey, I'd like to take you to dinner.
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- Anthony.
- No, I'm serious. Just as friends.
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Really?
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Really.
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Okay.
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Okay, why not.
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Excellent. Good. Well, I'll call you.
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- Okay.
-(EXHALES)
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And now if you'll excuse me,
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I have to go back to my desk.
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(CHUCKLES)
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Okay.
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- Okay.
- All right.
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- Hey...
- All right.
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- Okay.
- Yeah...
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All right.
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(SOFT MUSIC PLAYING ON RADIO)
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DANIEL: Josh?
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Josh?
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What are you doing?
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Nothing, really.
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I mean, it's slow.
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Is there...
Should I be doing something?
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We're low on milk.
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Yes.
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Do you want me to use less?
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No, I'd like you to go get some.
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-(RUMMAGING)
- JOSH: (UNDER BREATH) on, shit.
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- Josh! Josh, my man! Josh, wait up!
-(SIGHS)
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You got a smoke?
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Uh, I don't smoke. I told you that
yesterday and the day before.
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Damn.
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I gotta make friends
with more smokers.
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Things gettin' real expensive
these days.
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I wish I could help...
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How about you loan me $10?
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What did you do with the $10
I gave you yesterday?
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You didn't give me no $10.
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I didn't?
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No. You said you weren't giving me
money for cigarettes.
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Then why are you asking me
for money again today?
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I'm starving.
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I need to get something to eat.
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Well, your lead-in was all wrong.
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Hah!
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Fine.
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Here.
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But if you spend this money
on anything other than food,
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I will be eternally heartbroken.
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And I'll probably kill myself.
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I don't need all that
on my conscience.
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Are you hungry or not?
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Yes. I'm hungry.
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Then take it.
But no cigarettes or heroin.
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(LAUGHS)
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$10 ain't gonna get me
much heroin, now, is it?
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I wouldn't know.
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(JOSH SIGHS)
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You've seen your brother?
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What?
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You've seen your brother yet?
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You're looking for him, aren't you?
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Yeah, I was, but...
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It mightjust be a rumor.
It might not even be true.
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I heard it from some chick
I went to middle school with.
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She said she ran into him
and they spoke,
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and he said that he was only going
to be around for a little while.
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But how long is a little while?
That's the question.
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I have no idea.
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How do you reckon you're gonna
find him? What's his name again?
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Craig.
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How're you gonna track Craig down?
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JOSH: Craig knows where I am.
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LUCILLE: Damn right.
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Damn right he knows where you are.
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Holy shit, dude.
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Holy shit.
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LUCILLE: My man.
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You're unbelievable.
I mean, you really are.
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I spent months on this one.
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Lucille.
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Bag lady.
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Had to get every last detail.
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This is your best work by far,
without question.
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This one was all for you.
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I knew you'd appreciate it.
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If I'm being honest, though,
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I do sort of wonder why
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you wouldn't come to me
as yourself, if you're really back.
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This is what I do, Josh.
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Honestly, I don't even think
I'd recognize you at this point.
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It's been forever.
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Josh, you know exactly
what I look like.
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If I was just myself,
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I wouldn't know what to say.
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DANIEL: Josh, seriously?
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You've been gone almost half an hour!
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Yeah, um, all right.
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Hey-
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You Okay?
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-(LAUGHING)
-(SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY)
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There go three douchebags.
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DANIEL: Josh!
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Okay, yeah.
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(KNOCKING AT DOOR)
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(CLEARS THROAT)
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Hi.
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I almost called you Dr. Milburton,
but you're not a doctor, are you?
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No.
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I'm a licensed clinical social worker.
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Licensed is good.
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Mmm. (CHUCKLES)
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Well, I'm glad we could see
each other today
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because you seem a little on edge.
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But that said, I won't always be able
to accommodate last-minute calls.
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I had a cancellation today.
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Are you all right?
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I should be asking you that.
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Why is that?
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You look tired.
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Why did you want to see me today?
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Did you see your brother?
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Yes.
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And how was that?
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It's hard to say.
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Was it a planned meeting?
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No.
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So you just bumped into him,
like on the street, or...
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Yeah, sort of.
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Did you try to engage him?
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Why aren't you sleeping?
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Do you know what you should try?
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Watching television.
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Have you seen South Street Law?
Starring Craig Lewis Norman?
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Uh, I might have. I'm not sure.
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I have.
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All 12 seasons more than once.
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The first three seasons
actually aren't that bad.
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Is Craig Lewis Norman your brother?
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It's not his best work.
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It's paycheck shit,
you know, there's no craft to it.
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But you can get a great look at him.
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Well, if you were to see Craig again,
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would you want to engage with him?
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(SNORTS)
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Right when he booked the gig,
the South Street Law pilot,
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it was a really
rough time for my parents.
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They had this one kid, Craig,
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who lived clear
on the other side of the country
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who didn't seem like
he was ever coming back.
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And this other kid who nobody knew
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if he was going to have to wear
Velcro shoes his whole life.
262
00:17:05,024 --> 00:17:06,492
I don't understand.
263
00:17:12,573 --> 00:17:14,075
I have to tell you something.
264
00:17:14,700 --> 00:17:15,701
(JOSH SIGHS)
265
00:17:16,077 --> 00:17:17,545
I have a condition.
266
00:17:19,580 --> 00:17:21,378
I have since I was 19.
267
00:17:22,667 --> 00:17:23,839
What condition is that?
268
00:17:24,544 --> 00:17:25,841
It doesn't have a name.
269
00:17:27,547 --> 00:17:30,676
Or at least all the conditions that
do have names aren't a great match.
270
00:17:32,718 --> 00:17:34,846
And the medication
that you've been prescribed,
271
00:17:34,929 --> 00:17:37,023
is that specifically
to treat this condition?
272
00:17:37,098 --> 00:17:38,771
Sometimes it is, yeah.
273
00:17:40,017 --> 00:17:42,645
And what was the diagnosis
when you were 19?
274
00:17:42,728 --> 00:17:44,696
I do perfectly fine at life.
275
00:17:46,607 --> 00:17:49,531
We all have our good days
and our bad days, right?
276
00:17:50,361 --> 00:17:53,615
Mmm-hmm.
But you must want help, right?
277
00:17:53,698 --> 00:17:55,120
Otherwise you wouldn't come to me.
278
00:17:58,077 --> 00:18:01,331
How have your parents been
handling things more recently?
279
00:18:01,414 --> 00:18:03,007
My parents are both dead.
280
00:18:10,590 --> 00:18:13,560
Could I speak...
Could I speak with Craig?
281
00:18:14,260 --> 00:18:15,261
(SCOFFS)
282
00:18:16,053 --> 00:18:17,270
No.
283
00:18:17,805 --> 00:18:18,977
Why not?
284
00:18:21,601 --> 00:18:23,444
Because I don't have
his phone number.
285
00:18:25,104 --> 00:18:26,856
But he has some way of reaching you?
286
00:18:30,860 --> 00:18:32,032
He sent me money.
287
00:18:33,779 --> 00:18:34,951
Every month.
288
00:18:40,703 --> 00:18:41,955
For...
289
00:18:45,124 --> 00:18:46,751
I don't even remember.
290
00:18:58,554 --> 00:18:59,931
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
291
00:19:04,810 --> 00:19:05,982
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
292
00:19:14,487 --> 00:19:15,659
Emily.
293
00:19:15,738 --> 00:19:17,615
Hi, Don. I hope you're not too busy.
294
00:19:17,948 --> 00:19:20,042
I should have called first, right?
I know.
295
00:19:21,702 --> 00:19:22,874
You look well.
296
00:19:23,204 --> 00:19:25,047
Thank you, same to you.
297
00:19:27,083 --> 00:19:28,676
You're right. You should have called.
298
00:19:30,294 --> 00:19:32,922
So, what's the story?
299
00:19:34,840 --> 00:19:36,683
(SIGHS) I have a new patient.
300
00:19:36,967 --> 00:19:38,184
A challenging patient?
301
00:19:38,886 --> 00:19:41,105
I can't tell if he's bipolar
or if he has some sort of
302
00:19:41,180 --> 00:19:42,898
dissociative disorder...
303
00:19:43,891 --> 00:19:45,643
Does he experience bouts of mania?
304
00:19:47,228 --> 00:19:48,605
I don't know.
305
00:19:48,854 --> 00:19:50,106
Do you find him difficult to reach?
306
00:19:50,189 --> 00:19:54,194
Does his grasp on reality seem looser
than it should be? Is he paranoid?
307
00:19:55,945 --> 00:19:57,197
I can't really tell yet.
308
00:19:57,905 --> 00:20:01,785
Then what makes you think he has
one of these 64-cent conditions?
309
00:20:01,867 --> 00:20:03,995
Because he told me. More or less.
310
00:20:04,078 --> 00:20:07,708
Well, there are records somewhere.
Who referred him?
311
00:20:08,082 --> 00:20:10,961
The Internet. He's paying cash.
312
00:20:11,043 --> 00:20:12,044
(CHUCKLES)
313
00:20:13,546 --> 00:20:15,514
He may be dysfunctional in other ways,
314
00:20:15,589 --> 00:20:17,808
but if he's paying you cash
to treat him for schizophrenia,
315
00:20:17,883 --> 00:20:19,226
then he's certainly
not schizophrenic.
316
00:20:19,301 --> 00:20:20,894
I didn't say that he's schizophrenic.
317
00:20:22,179 --> 00:20:23,806
I wish I could be more helpful.
318
00:20:25,933 --> 00:20:27,150
He has a brother.
319
00:20:27,226 --> 00:20:28,603
Oh, does he?
320
00:20:28,686 --> 00:20:30,734
Why don't you publish
a paper on him, then?
321
00:20:32,022 --> 00:20:33,865
Look, I'm really quite busy.
322
00:20:36,402 --> 00:20:38,245
You told me
I could always come to you.
323
00:20:38,612 --> 00:20:39,784
But I didn't mean it.
324
00:20:41,240 --> 00:20:43,334
You're not very good
at reading people, are you?
325
00:20:45,536 --> 00:20:47,038
It hurts me to see you.
326
00:20:47,997 --> 00:20:49,294
Can you understand?
327
00:20:50,958 --> 00:20:52,505
You called me a slut.
328
00:20:53,169 --> 00:20:54,796
And yet here you are.
329
00:20:57,965 --> 00:20:58,966
(SIGHS)
330
00:21:34,293 --> 00:21:35,761
MAN: (LAUGHS) Okay.
331
00:21:37,546 --> 00:21:39,389
(MAN LAUGHING ON VIDEO)
332
00:21:42,426 --> 00:21:43,427
Oh.
333
00:21:55,689 --> 00:21:58,283
(MAN CONTINUES LAUGHING)
334
00:22:16,210 --> 00:22:17,462
DANIEL: Josh?
335
00:22:17,837 --> 00:22:20,761
Against my betterjudgment,
I am actually leaving.
336
00:22:21,340 --> 00:22:22,683
JOSH: You have that thing.
337
00:22:22,925 --> 00:22:24,097
It's my cousin's band.
338
00:22:24,176 --> 00:22:25,348
It sounds fun.
339
00:22:27,930 --> 00:22:29,603
You remember how to lock up, right?
340
00:22:35,145 --> 00:22:36,397
I'll check in after the show.
341
00:22:38,440 --> 00:22:39,657
(LAUGHING)
342
00:22:42,862 --> 00:22:44,284
(MAN LAUGHING ON VIDEO)
343
00:23:23,277 --> 00:23:24,449
(CELL PHONE VIBRATES)
344
00:23:25,487 --> 00:23:26,488
(GROANS)
345
00:23:37,833 --> 00:23:39,335
- MAN: Excuse me?
-(GASPS)
346
00:23:39,418 --> 00:23:44,675
Oh, sorry.
Is this 71 East Willow Street?
347
00:23:44,757 --> 00:23:46,680
I'm looking for Dr. Emily Milburton.
348
00:23:50,262 --> 00:23:51,434
Oh, it's you.
349
00:23:51,722 --> 00:23:53,019
You look just like
your picture online.
350
00:23:53,098 --> 00:23:54,600
It's a great picture, by the way.
351
00:23:55,893 --> 00:23:58,112
Sorry, I'm Craig Norman.
Joshua Norman's brother.
352
00:23:58,187 --> 00:23:59,359
Yeah, I know. I mean...
353
00:23:59,438 --> 00:24:04,695
Yes. I can see a familiarity
in the eyes.
354
00:24:04,985 --> 00:24:05,986
Huh.
355
00:24:06,111 --> 00:24:07,328
What, to Josh? Really?
356
00:24:08,280 --> 00:24:09,782
I don't think we look anything alike.
357
00:24:10,783 --> 00:24:11,955
I'm not a doctor.
358
00:24:13,953 --> 00:24:15,079
Sorry, what?
359
00:24:15,162 --> 00:24:16,960
I'm a therapist, but I'm not a doctor.
360
00:24:17,456 --> 00:24:18,457
Oh.
361
00:24:18,540 --> 00:24:21,134
Okay, are you allowed
to tell me if you're seeing
362
00:24:21,210 --> 00:24:23,759
my brother as a patient, is that
illegal? Can you tell me that?
363
00:24:23,837 --> 00:24:28,058
No, no, that's not illegal.
Yeah. Um, yes, Josh is my patient.
364
00:24:28,133 --> 00:24:29,305
Okay.
365
00:24:30,803 --> 00:24:31,975
Wow, who's this asshole?
366
00:24:32,054 --> 00:24:33,977
Okay, that's my personal phone.
Can you...
367
00:24:34,056 --> 00:24:35,228
Hold on, just one second.
368
00:24:42,231 --> 00:24:43,733
(CELL PHONE VIBRATING)
369
00:24:49,196 --> 00:24:50,493
Hey, now you have my number.
370
00:24:52,157 --> 00:24:53,454
Sorry, that wasn't really fair.
371
00:24:54,493 --> 00:24:56,086
What do you want, exactly?
372
00:24:56,161 --> 00:25:00,792
It's late,
and, um, this is very unusual.
373
00:25:01,166 --> 00:25:03,339
Ah, sorry, yes, you're right, this is
374
00:25:05,045 --> 00:25:06,342
unusual. Um...
375
00:25:08,465 --> 00:25:12,766
But since it appears that
your plans for tomorrow night
376
00:25:12,845 --> 00:25:14,017
have been canceled,
377
00:25:15,431 --> 00:25:18,275
would you like to have dinner
with me tomorrow night instead?
378
00:25:19,268 --> 00:25:21,487
We could go to Caproni's.
379
00:25:21,562 --> 00:25:24,236
I haven't been there since prom.
380
00:25:25,232 --> 00:25:27,030
Uh, what do you think? 8:00?
381
00:25:28,193 --> 00:25:31,197
Yeah, 8:00 should work...
382
00:25:31,864 --> 00:25:33,537
Great. Okay, I will see you there.
383
00:25:35,034 --> 00:25:37,162
Um... Oh.
384
00:25:37,244 --> 00:25:40,544
If I wanted to get back to 22...
385
00:25:41,165 --> 00:25:42,166
Um...
386
00:25:42,249 --> 00:25:43,296
You're driving?
387
00:25:43,375 --> 00:25:46,219
Walking. I thought
I would give that a try.
388
00:25:46,295 --> 00:25:47,387
(LAUGHS)
389
00:25:49,298 --> 00:25:51,517
Okay. Well, you're gonna take a right
390
00:25:51,592 --> 00:25:52,969
out of the driveway,
391
00:25:53,052 --> 00:25:55,305
and then a left on Glen Rock,
392
00:25:55,387 --> 00:25:57,981
and you'll follow that until
it becomes Springfield Highway,
393
00:25:58,057 --> 00:26:01,106
and then you'll hit 22
in about half a mile.
394
00:26:02,186 --> 00:26:03,483
Okay, so a right and then a left?
395
00:26:03,562 --> 00:26:05,064
- Mmm-hmm.
- And I'm good.
396
00:26:05,564 --> 00:26:06,907
Yes.
397
00:26:07,900 --> 00:26:09,072
Okay.
398
00:26:09,151 --> 00:26:11,074
Got it. See you tomorrow.
399
00:26:28,337 --> 00:26:30,010
(INDISTINCT CHATTER ON RADIO)
400
00:26:32,382 --> 00:26:33,508
How's it going?
401
00:26:33,592 --> 00:26:34,844
Fine.
402
00:26:35,928 --> 00:26:37,305
(CHATTER CONTINUES)
403
00:26:42,267 --> 00:26:43,519
Um, what were you watching?
404
00:26:45,312 --> 00:26:47,110
I'm sorry, was I being too loud?
405
00:26:47,940 --> 00:26:50,113
No, no, I'm just curious.
406
00:26:50,984 --> 00:26:54,329
It's a video of a guy getting kicked
in his balls by a donkey.
407
00:26:55,781 --> 00:26:57,533
(INDISTINCT CHATTER ON RADIO)
408
00:26:58,200 --> 00:27:00,077
I just wanted to be sure it wasn't,
409
00:27:00,744 --> 00:27:02,462
you know,
some kind of official business.
410
00:27:02,538 --> 00:27:05,963
WOMAN: (ON RAND) ...122-B on
Ironwood Drive, any available units,
411
00:27:06,041 --> 00:27:08,544
repeat, 122-B in progress.
412
00:27:08,627 --> 00:27:10,470
Copy that, this is Davenham.
413
00:27:12,297 --> 00:27:13,469
I'll check it out.
414
00:27:17,386 --> 00:27:18,558
Hey-
415
00:27:19,596 --> 00:27:23,601
You know what that is? A 122-B?
416
00:27:25,561 --> 00:27:28,405
It means there's a verifiable
likelihood that someone
417
00:27:28,480 --> 00:27:30,448
will steal two youth-sized bikes
418
00:27:30,524 --> 00:27:33,323
for no other purpose
than to race them.
419
00:27:34,528 --> 00:27:35,654
Now,
420
00:27:36,655 --> 00:27:38,532
who do you think
would do such a thing?
421
00:27:45,164 --> 00:27:46,336
Come on, bud.
422
00:27:47,666 --> 00:27:49,509
We've got some bikes to steal.
423
00:28:04,183 --> 00:28:06,311
I really don't understand
how you had time for this one.
424
00:28:07,019 --> 00:28:08,612
I studied clowning in Europe.
425
00:28:09,271 --> 00:28:10,693
I'm not sure I see the connection.
426
00:28:11,148 --> 00:28:12,650
Total body control, baby.
427
00:28:13,358 --> 00:28:18,239
I can assume a new character with
just a few carefully selected words.
428
00:28:18,655 --> 00:28:20,498
And that ridiculous fake goatee.
429
00:28:20,574 --> 00:28:23,373
Hey, the goatee is real.
430
00:28:24,745 --> 00:28:27,294
Yeah, but you know
that I really hate cops, Craig.
431
00:28:27,372 --> 00:28:29,170
But I'm not really a cop, am I?
432
00:28:30,000 --> 00:28:32,298
What if I have a flashback
and I start tweaking out?
433
00:28:32,753 --> 00:28:36,553
Then I guess we would call it my
most convincing performance to date.
434
00:28:37,382 --> 00:28:39,476
But it's all an illusion, Josh.
435
00:28:40,177 --> 00:28:41,349
You know that.
436
00:28:42,721 --> 00:28:45,349
Come on, man. You used to beg
to hang out with me.
437
00:28:46,391 --> 00:28:47,563
What's the problem?
438
00:28:50,020 --> 00:28:52,114
Brother, I cannot do this alone.
439
00:28:56,443 --> 00:28:57,740
Come on. This is it.
440
00:29:05,202 --> 00:29:07,375
- Come on, Josh!
-(BOTH LAUGHING)
441
00:29:07,454 --> 00:29:09,707
- My man! On the run!
- Whoo!
442
00:29:09,790 --> 00:29:11,292
Whoo! That's what I'm talking about.
443
00:29:12,417 --> 00:29:13,589
We're the police, baby!
444
00:29:13,669 --> 00:29:15,967
-(BOTH LAUGHING)
- Come on, man!
445
00:29:18,590 --> 00:29:20,388
You just gotta put
your heart into it, baby!
446
00:29:23,095 --> 00:29:24,267
- MAN: Hey!
- I'll show you who...
447
00:29:24,346 --> 00:29:26,064
Hey, what the hell are you doing?
448
00:29:27,432 --> 00:29:29,810
Oh, shit. I'll see you
at the rendezvous point.
449
00:29:30,102 --> 00:29:32,605
Wait, Craig,
I don't even know where that is.
450
00:29:32,688 --> 00:29:34,190
- Yo, get off that bike.
- Shit.
451
00:29:41,071 --> 00:29:42,288
(PANTING)
452
00:29:47,369 --> 00:29:50,248
Hey, it's you.
453
00:29:52,708 --> 00:29:56,303
Hey, uh, lwork here.
454
00:29:56,628 --> 00:29:59,677
I'm glad somebody does. I've been
sitting here for 30 minutes.
455
00:30:03,260 --> 00:30:07,436
You okay? You're breathing
really hard. Were you running?
456
00:30:08,390 --> 00:30:11,485
No. I mean, literally yes,
457
00:30:11,643 --> 00:30:12,644
(PANTS)
458
00:30:13,437 --> 00:30:15,155
but not, like, out for a run.
459
00:30:15,480 --> 00:30:16,481
Oh.
460
00:30:17,733 --> 00:30:19,076
What about you?
461
00:30:19,151 --> 00:30:20,323
What brought you out this evening?
462
00:30:20,777 --> 00:30:26,159
Well, I like to walk around at night,
463
00:30:27,617 --> 00:30:31,167
then thought I might have a coffee,
saw this coffee shop.
464
00:30:32,748 --> 00:30:35,171
Okay, yes, that makes perfect sense.
465
00:30:38,170 --> 00:30:39,547
Do you think you're going
to go walking tomorrow?
466
00:30:40,380 --> 00:30:41,597
I imagine so.
467
00:30:44,676 --> 00:30:45,848
Could I join you?
468
00:30:48,472 --> 00:30:54,195
There's a gas station at 22
in Springfield. We could meet there.
469
00:30:56,605 --> 00:30:59,654
I'm Josh, by the way.
470
00:31:00,192 --> 00:31:01,535
Josh.
471
00:31:02,861 --> 00:31:04,238
Hannah.
472
00:31:04,738 --> 00:31:05,910
Hannah.
473
00:31:05,989 --> 00:31:06,990
(enemas)
474
00:31:10,243 --> 00:31:12,666
Do you still want a coffee?
475
00:31:13,622 --> 00:31:14,874
Nah, it's okay.
476
00:31:18,627 --> 00:31:19,799
See you tomorrow.
477
00:31:19,878 --> 00:31:21,050
You bet.
478
00:31:28,428 --> 00:31:29,600
(DOOR BEEPS)
479
00:31:34,476 --> 00:31:36,399
Well, the place is still standing.
480
00:31:37,396 --> 00:31:38,568
That's certainly a positive.
481
00:31:39,564 --> 00:31:40,736
Uh, look,
482
00:31:41,400 --> 00:31:43,653
I'm going to need you to close
again tomorrow night,
483
00:31:43,735 --> 00:31:45,578
-so let's just go over a few...
- I quit.
484
00:31:48,448 --> 00:31:50,075
(CHUCKLES) What?
485
00:32:17,352 --> 00:32:18,945
So, um...
486
00:32:21,731 --> 00:32:25,656
Emily, I won't always be able
to accommodate last-minute calls.
487
00:32:25,861 --> 00:32:27,078
(SNICKERS)
488
00:32:27,571 --> 00:32:29,414
This is not a normal thing for me,
489
00:32:29,489 --> 00:32:31,742
and I'm sorry
for interrupting your day.
490
00:32:32,659 --> 00:32:37,881
Oh, um, you didn't interrupt anything,
don't worry. That was a joke.
491
00:32:40,292 --> 00:32:43,922
I'm actually always available
to accommodate last-minute calls.
492
00:32:48,633 --> 00:32:50,476
Have you spoken to your brother yet?
493
00:32:53,346 --> 00:32:55,519
Why? Have you? (CHUCKLES)
494
00:32:55,849 --> 00:32:57,021
No.
495
00:32:59,811 --> 00:33:00,983
I haven't.
496
00:33:01,521 --> 00:33:03,990
But after our last session,
I was worried about you.
497
00:33:04,983 --> 00:33:06,326
My condition?
498
00:33:06,443 --> 00:33:08,036
Well, yeah. (CLEARS THROAT)
499
00:33:08,612 --> 00:33:10,285
But that's not what this is about.
500
00:33:11,865 --> 00:33:13,913
Hold... I'm not saying, no...
501
00:33:15,494 --> 00:33:17,747
I'm not saying
that you wanted to see me
502
00:33:17,829 --> 00:33:19,046
like you have a crush on me,
503
00:33:20,540 --> 00:33:22,383
and I definitely don't have
a crush on you.
504
00:33:23,418 --> 00:33:24,920
You do have a certain way
of presenting yourself,
505
00:33:25,003 --> 00:33:26,380
-which is commendable, but...
- Okay, I don't think that
506
00:33:26,463 --> 00:33:27,635
you have a crush on me.
507
00:33:29,716 --> 00:33:30,933
- Oh.
-(SNICKERS)
508
00:33:33,512 --> 00:33:35,514
I wanted to see if you were okay
509
00:33:35,597 --> 00:33:37,440
and was worried about you,
but you seem fine.
510
00:33:37,516 --> 00:33:38,938
You really seem fine.
511
00:33:40,644 --> 00:33:43,272
But you could have asked
if I was okay over the phone.
512
00:33:43,355 --> 00:33:46,279
Yeah, well,
sometimes a therapist will...
513
00:33:46,358 --> 00:33:47,655
You have something
important to tell me.
514
00:33:48,610 --> 00:33:49,782
I never said that.
515
00:33:50,862 --> 00:33:54,366
You didn't have to. So what is it?
516
00:33:54,449 --> 00:33:55,621
What is what?
517
00:33:56,576 --> 00:33:57,793
The important thing.
518
00:33:57,869 --> 00:33:59,371
There is no important thing.
519
00:34:00,372 --> 00:34:01,589
Why aren't you sleeping?
520
00:34:01,665 --> 00:34:03,087
Oh, I don't know.
521
00:34:03,542 --> 00:34:05,385
Have you watched South Street Law yet?
522
00:34:07,587 --> 00:34:10,010
The first three seasons
are really very strong.
523
00:34:16,304 --> 00:34:17,396
Um...
524
00:34:19,975 --> 00:34:21,397
I'm not going to charge you.
525
00:34:21,518 --> 00:34:22,940
(CHUCKLES)
526
00:34:24,771 --> 00:34:25,943
That will be all?
527
00:34:27,857 --> 00:34:29,029
Yeah.
528
00:34:34,823 --> 00:34:35,824
Oh, um...
529
00:34:38,034 --> 00:34:39,877
- I quit my job.
- Oh.
530
00:34:40,912 --> 00:34:42,459
Uh, okay, do you want to...
531
00:34:42,539 --> 00:34:44,416
No, it's great.
532
00:35:38,720 --> 00:35:39,892
Hello.
533
00:35:40,430 --> 00:35:41,602
Hey-
534
00:35:44,517 --> 00:35:45,814
Um, do you like my shirt?
535
00:35:46,603 --> 00:35:47,604
Uh...
536
00:35:48,146 --> 00:35:49,523
Sure?
537
00:35:50,065 --> 00:35:52,784
I got it at a real discount
because it was marked irregular.
538
00:35:54,152 --> 00:35:56,655
But sometimes irregular things
can be just fine.
539
00:35:59,449 --> 00:36:00,621
Shall we?
540
00:36:03,495 --> 00:36:04,587
(LAUGHS) Sorry.
541
00:36:05,705 --> 00:36:07,753
Sorry, it's just, uh...
542
00:36:09,501 --> 00:36:12,880
Let's go. Come on, let's go.
543
00:36:23,056 --> 00:36:24,899
(SLOW PIANO MUSIC PLAYING)
544
00:36:30,814 --> 00:36:31,986
No,no,no.
545
00:36:40,532 --> 00:36:41,704
Emily.
546
00:36:42,283 --> 00:36:44,160
(SIGHS) Yes.
547
00:36:46,121 --> 00:36:48,123
Have you ever been in a car
that's run out of gas?
548
00:36:49,165 --> 00:36:50,587
No.
549
00:36:51,918 --> 00:36:53,090
Me neither.
550
00:36:54,546 --> 00:36:55,889
Kind of makes you think, right?
551
00:36:56,673 --> 00:36:57,845
Think what?
552
00:36:58,174 --> 00:37:01,599
That all this gas stuff, like this
dependence on foreign oil
553
00:37:01,678 --> 00:37:04,557
and whatever, or oil in general,
554
00:37:05,223 --> 00:37:06,440
it's like,
555
00:37:06,516 --> 00:37:08,985
what if they've just convinced us
all that our cars need gas to run
556
00:37:09,060 --> 00:37:10,983
when really
they'd run just fine without it.
557
00:37:11,730 --> 00:37:13,858
That's why no one really
gives a shit if we run out of oil,
558
00:37:13,940 --> 00:37:16,489
because it was useless to begin with,
559
00:37:16,568 --> 00:37:19,117
and once it's gone
they'll just wax nostalgic
560
00:37:19,195 --> 00:37:21,118
about the good old days
when they could sell people
561
00:37:21,197 --> 00:37:23,700
what's basically mud
like it was gold or something,
562
00:37:24,075 --> 00:37:26,874
which is also pretty useless,
if you ask me.
563
00:37:28,037 --> 00:37:30,711
I don't know if that
all really holds up.
564
00:37:31,207 --> 00:37:33,084
You're right.
It's just something I think about.
565
00:37:34,878 --> 00:37:36,050
HGY,
566
00:37:39,007 --> 00:37:40,600
how's this walk going for you?
567
00:37:41,760 --> 00:37:43,103
So far, so good.
568
00:37:43,928 --> 00:37:45,271
Well, this is great.
569
00:37:46,806 --> 00:37:47,978
I can see why you like this.
570
00:37:48,767 --> 00:37:49,939
Cool.
571
00:37:55,774 --> 00:37:57,776
I was a student at the college.
572
00:37:58,234 --> 00:37:59,577
0h. yeah?
573
00:37:59,652 --> 00:38:01,780
Yeah, that's how I ended up here.
574
00:38:03,615 --> 00:38:04,912
Born and raised, myself.
575
00:38:05,617 --> 00:38:06,914
I didn't graduate.
576
00:38:06,993 --> 00:38:08,210
Who needs it?
577
00:38:08,286 --> 00:38:10,129
It was my choice.
578
00:38:10,789 --> 00:38:12,962
It just kept going
on and on, you know?
579
00:38:13,708 --> 00:38:14,960
No, no.
580
00:38:16,795 --> 00:38:18,047
I didn't go to college.
581
00:38:20,715 --> 00:38:21,887
Do you have a lot of friends?
582
00:38:22,634 --> 00:38:24,636
Like real friends, or on Facebook?
583
00:38:24,886 --> 00:38:26,138
Real friends, for sure.
584
00:38:27,055 --> 00:38:28,227
No.
585
00:38:29,015 --> 00:38:30,688
I have a lot on Facebook.
586
00:38:30,767 --> 00:38:32,110
So you only have, like,
587
00:38:33,144 --> 00:38:34,691
a few quality real ones?
588
00:38:35,188 --> 00:38:36,360
I guess.
589
00:38:37,690 --> 00:38:39,237
One more quality than the others?
590
00:38:40,360 --> 00:38:41,862
I wouldn't say that.
591
00:38:45,865 --> 00:38:47,037
What?
592
00:38:49,661 --> 00:38:50,833
I've just
593
00:38:52,372 --> 00:38:53,749
been worried.
594
00:38:54,624 --> 00:38:55,796
About what?
595
00:38:56,334 --> 00:38:58,837
That you're maybe
some sort of criminal
596
00:38:59,879 --> 00:39:01,677
who spotted me for a mark, and...
597
00:39:02,715 --> 00:39:05,559
You need me to kill someone for you
or you'll harvest my organs.
598
00:39:05,885 --> 00:39:06,886
Oh.
599
00:39:08,179 --> 00:39:10,022
Well, I'm not. (CHUCKLES)
600
00:39:11,850 --> 00:39:13,693
I can't tell you
what a relief that is.
601
00:39:15,687 --> 00:39:16,859
Because when I first saw you,
602
00:39:16,938 --> 00:39:18,861
I thought that
this could really work.
603
00:39:20,275 --> 00:39:21,993
I thought maybe
we'd really hit it off.
604
00:39:22,277 --> 00:39:25,577
Wait, so when did you decide that
I wanted to harvest your organs?
605
00:39:28,366 --> 00:39:29,743
I don't remember.
606
00:39:51,973 --> 00:39:53,145
Thank you.
607
00:39:58,062 --> 00:40:00,406
Well, so you're an actor.
Is that right?
608
00:40:01,065 --> 00:40:02,237
Yes.
609
00:40:03,401 --> 00:40:06,405
I'm sorry I don't watch very much TV.
610
00:40:07,030 --> 00:40:08,202
It's okay.
611
00:40:09,115 --> 00:40:13,086
That is, however, where I do
the majority of my work.
612
00:40:13,453 --> 00:40:14,830
What's the show?
613
00:40:14,913 --> 00:40:16,335
South Street Law.
614
00:40:16,414 --> 00:40:17,415
Mmm-hmm.
615
00:40:17,874 --> 00:40:22,004
If you're interested,
it is pretty much everywhere,
616
00:40:22,086 --> 00:40:23,212
I think, at this point.
617
00:40:23,296 --> 00:40:27,096
It's a very big hit, right?
Or was, was a very big hit.
618
00:40:27,926 --> 00:40:29,098
I was very lucky.
619
00:40:32,096 --> 00:40:34,190
But that is all over now.
620
00:40:35,099 --> 00:40:36,942
Well, why is it
that you're back in town?
621
00:40:37,018 --> 00:40:39,112
Josh mentioned that both
of your parents are...
622
00:40:39,187 --> 00:40:41,189
Real estate issues.
623
00:40:41,272 --> 00:40:42,444
Really?
624
00:40:43,483 --> 00:40:46,327
I own some property, well,
I was left some property in town,
625
00:40:46,402 --> 00:40:47,779
when my parents died,
626
00:40:49,364 --> 00:40:52,243
and I got an offer on it
out of the blue.
627
00:40:52,325 --> 00:40:55,920
So, um, I wanted to make sure
there were no
628
00:40:57,413 --> 00:40:58,790
weird issues.
629
00:40:58,873 --> 00:40:59,874
Hmm.
630
00:41:00,124 --> 00:41:02,126
This time of year,
I would have thought...
631
00:41:02,794 --> 00:41:03,920
Well, I mean,
632
00:41:04,003 --> 00:41:06,882
(CHUCKLES) I'm not kidding myself
about what the property's worth.
633
00:41:06,965 --> 00:41:09,388
I mean... But I thought for Josh,
634
00:41:09,467 --> 00:41:12,471
you know, that I would sell it
635
00:41:13,513 --> 00:41:14,685
and give the money to Josh.
636
00:41:16,015 --> 00:41:17,187
But you...
637
00:41:17,266 --> 00:41:19,940
He says you haven't seen him
in like 15 years?
638
00:41:21,312 --> 00:41:25,488
I just... I did wonder
how you knew he was my patient?
639
00:41:26,234 --> 00:41:29,033
Uh, well, I pay his phone bill,
640
00:41:29,153 --> 00:41:32,578
so I did a reverse look-up
on some of the numbers.
641
00:41:33,491 --> 00:41:35,084
I don't usually like to pry,
642
00:41:35,159 --> 00:41:37,253
but, you know, he doesn't really call
that many people,
643
00:41:37,328 --> 00:41:40,423
so I was actually thrilled to
find out that you were a therapist.
644
00:41:41,708 --> 00:41:45,178
But don't you want to be
in contact with him yourself?
645
00:41:46,129 --> 00:41:48,427
He says he doesn't even
have your phone number.
646
00:41:49,257 --> 00:41:53,979
Well, you know, Josh is
a pretty disturbed individual.
647
00:41:54,637 --> 00:41:57,265
I just mean
a piece of property around here
648
00:41:57,348 --> 00:41:59,601
probably isn't anything to you.
649
00:42:00,893 --> 00:42:03,316
I'm just surprised that you would
come all this way for that.
650
00:42:05,606 --> 00:42:07,483
Um, you know what?
651
00:42:07,567 --> 00:42:10,912
I think I don't want
to talk about Josh anymore.
652
00:42:17,201 --> 00:42:20,705
Well, talk to me about acting, then.
653
00:42:24,542 --> 00:42:26,215
Okay, what do you want to know?
654
00:43:04,582 --> 00:43:06,084
Is it time to say good night?
655
00:43:06,417 --> 00:43:07,919
I think so, yeah.
656
00:43:08,586 --> 00:43:10,259
Maybe we could hang out again?
657
00:43:12,340 --> 00:43:13,512
If the weather holds.
658
00:43:16,219 --> 00:43:18,392
That was a really
nice walk, Josh. Thanks.
659
00:43:23,059 --> 00:43:24,276
I figured this place was closed.
660
00:43:27,939 --> 00:43:29,316
It is, isn't it?
661
00:43:30,608 --> 00:43:33,908
That door is... Something just moved.
662
00:43:34,487 --> 00:43:37,081
Mmm, maybe it was
a light or something.
663
00:43:40,576 --> 00:43:41,953
It must have been.
664
00:43:44,997 --> 00:43:47,420
- Just go.
- What?
665
00:43:48,334 --> 00:43:49,506
It's better that way.
666
00:43:50,461 --> 00:43:52,338
But you do want to hang out again?
667
00:43:55,591 --> 00:43:57,059
I'll see you soon, then?
668
00:44:02,181 --> 00:44:06,231
Hey, there's nothing to be sad about.
669
00:44:32,378 --> 00:44:33,880
(INAUDIBLE)
670
00:45:21,135 --> 00:45:23,183
(INAUDIBLE)
671
00:46:00,174 --> 00:46:01,346
EMILY: SO,
672
00:46:01,425 --> 00:46:04,599
it's been almost a week.
That's a record for us.
673
00:46:06,597 --> 00:46:07,769
How are you feeling?
674
00:46:11,102 --> 00:46:12,274
Fine.
675
00:46:14,188 --> 00:46:15,360
Good.
676
00:46:21,445 --> 00:46:24,289
Well, I feel like I have to ask,
677
00:46:24,365 --> 00:46:25,582
and you don't have to tell me,
678
00:46:25,658 --> 00:46:29,128
but have you been taking
your medication?
679
00:46:30,496 --> 00:46:31,668
No.
680
00:46:34,709 --> 00:46:36,086
Why not?
681
00:46:36,544 --> 00:46:38,217
Is that a serious question?
682
00:46:38,296 --> 00:46:39,468
Yes.
683
00:46:39,547 --> 00:46:42,141
You do know those drugs
make men grow tits, right?
684
00:46:43,426 --> 00:46:44,598
They're not without risk.
685
00:46:44,677 --> 00:46:46,600
And I don't want to be lost
to the world.
686
00:46:47,430 --> 00:46:49,398
But isn't the point
of therapy and medication,
687
00:46:49,473 --> 00:46:51,771
to bring you back into the world?
688
00:46:59,692 --> 00:47:00,944
(SIGHS)
689
00:47:05,406 --> 00:47:06,783
I have a confession to make.
690
00:47:06,866 --> 00:47:08,243
Okay.
691
00:47:11,829 --> 00:47:13,831
I've been watching South Street Law.
692
00:47:17,335 --> 00:47:18,507
So?
693
00:47:19,795 --> 00:47:21,092
Craig, huh?
694
00:47:21,839 --> 00:47:23,466
You're right. He's very good.
695
00:47:26,218 --> 00:47:27,470
Do you find him attractive?
696
00:47:29,764 --> 00:47:31,687
Well, I wasn't thinking
of him that way.
697
00:47:31,766 --> 00:47:33,734
Well, what way
were you thinking of him?
698
00:47:34,477 --> 00:47:36,024
- Not that way.
- Mmm-hmm.
699
00:47:36,103 --> 00:47:38,526
I wanted to get a sense of
where you were coming from...
700
00:47:38,606 --> 00:47:40,734
So you're watching South Street Law.
Good for you.
701
00:47:40,816 --> 00:47:42,193
I take after our mom.
702
00:47:42,777 --> 00:47:44,450
I wasn't looking for a resemblance.
703
00:47:44,528 --> 00:47:46,622
Okay, that's bullshit, but fine.
704
00:47:46,697 --> 00:47:47,698
(SIGHS)
705
00:47:49,867 --> 00:47:51,619
I'm sorry, Josh,
is something bothering you?
706
00:47:51,702 --> 00:47:53,625
You didn't believe
that I had a famous brother,
707
00:47:53,704 --> 00:47:56,423
that he was a great actor,
and so you had to see for yourself.
708
00:47:57,208 --> 00:48:00,428
Well, whether or not I believe you
is not an issue.
709
00:48:00,503 --> 00:48:01,675
So you still don't.
710
00:48:02,588 --> 00:48:03,760
I'm just trying to understand.
711
00:48:03,839 --> 00:48:05,341
Because there are things that
I could tell you about my brother
712
00:48:05,424 --> 00:48:06,767
that you really wouldn't believe.
713
00:48:09,470 --> 00:48:12,223
Like what?
714
00:48:12,306 --> 00:48:14,729
I was lying when I said
I haven't seen him for 15 years.
715
00:48:14,809 --> 00:48:17,232
I have seen him. He comes to me,
but only in character.
716
00:48:18,396 --> 00:48:21,821
So you see Nate Marcus,
and not Craig Norman?
717
00:48:21,899 --> 00:48:23,196
Sometimes he comes to me
as an old homeless woman.
718
00:48:23,275 --> 00:48:24,822
Sometimes he comes to me... I mean,
719
00:48:24,902 --> 00:48:27,280
Craig took clowning in Europe,
did you even know that?
720
00:48:27,363 --> 00:48:28,910
He has amazing command over his body.
721
00:48:30,491 --> 00:48:34,212
So when you see
an old homeless woman,
722
00:48:34,787 --> 00:48:36,209
how do you know that it's Craig?
723
00:48:36,288 --> 00:48:37,505
We talk! (POUNDS TABLE)
724
00:48:37,581 --> 00:48:38,924
We talk!
725
00:48:42,420 --> 00:48:43,592
And then what?
726
00:48:48,717 --> 00:48:51,391
Let me ask you a question.
Let me ask you a question.
727
00:48:51,470 --> 00:48:52,562
Is it real?
728
00:48:53,973 --> 00:48:57,443
When I see him,
when I talk to him, is it real?
729
00:48:59,270 --> 00:49:02,820
Most of the time, our perceptions...
730
00:49:02,898 --> 00:49:04,275
Please just answer the question.
731
00:49:06,944 --> 00:49:08,537
I'm not sure that it matters.
732
00:49:09,488 --> 00:49:10,865
You charge for this?
733
00:49:11,991 --> 00:49:13,459
Josh, hold on.
734
00:49:13,868 --> 00:49:15,791
Just... If you want to go now,
do you want to come back tomorrow?
735
00:49:18,998 --> 00:49:19,999
(DOOR CLOSES)
736
00:49:46,484 --> 00:49:47,656
There you are.
737
00:49:52,490 --> 00:49:53,742
Did I tell you where I live?
738
00:49:55,034 --> 00:49:56,206
Yeah, you did.
739
00:49:56,952 --> 00:49:58,795
The downstairs door was unlocked, so.
740
00:49:58,871 --> 00:50:00,589
Yeah, the downstairs door
is always unlocked.
741
00:50:00,664 --> 00:50:01,836
I don't think the lock even works.
742
00:50:06,670 --> 00:50:08,468
I thought we were going
to hang out, so I...
743
00:50:08,547 --> 00:50:10,015
Yeah, I thought we were going
to hang out, too.
744
00:50:10,841 --> 00:50:12,343
I've been looking everywhere for you.
745
00:50:15,429 --> 00:50:16,681
I haven't seen you for days.
746
00:50:17,723 --> 00:50:19,020
I figured you were gone.
747
00:50:19,683 --> 00:50:21,811
Gone? Like, I'd moved away?
748
00:50:23,687 --> 00:50:25,064
(SIGHS)
749
00:50:26,023 --> 00:50:27,115
What have you been up to?
750
00:50:29,318 --> 00:50:30,490
I don't know.
751
00:50:31,028 --> 00:50:32,405
Stuff. (CHUCKLES)
752
00:50:33,906 --> 00:50:35,078
What have you been doing?
753
00:50:36,617 --> 00:50:37,789
Have you been out walking?
754
00:50:38,702 --> 00:50:41,672
I tried. It's not as fun alone.
755
00:50:44,875 --> 00:50:47,924
I know. I was just out
walking for hours alone. It sucks.
756
00:50:48,420 --> 00:50:49,592
Right?
757
00:50:51,674 --> 00:50:54,052
Okay, I'll take you
for a walk, come on.
758
00:50:54,593 --> 00:50:56,516
If you've been walking for hours,
aren't you tired
759
00:50:56,595 --> 00:50:57,938
and you want a break?
760
00:50:58,889 --> 00:51:00,766
No, come on.
761
00:51:00,849 --> 00:51:03,398
Are you thirsty?
You want some water or something?
762
00:51:03,811 --> 00:51:04,983
No.
763
00:51:06,397 --> 00:51:07,614
Can I use your bathroom?
764
00:51:08,857 --> 00:51:10,029
Sorry.
765
00:51:14,071 --> 00:51:15,448
Yeah.
766
00:51:18,576 --> 00:51:19,748
You can use my bathroom.
767
00:51:24,623 --> 00:51:25,840
(KNOCK ON DOOR)
768
00:51:46,770 --> 00:51:47,942
It's nice to see you again.
769
00:51:48,897 --> 00:51:49,898
(CHUCKLES)
770
00:51:51,692 --> 00:51:52,864
What?
771
00:51:56,614 --> 00:51:57,786
Nothing.
772
00:52:12,504 --> 00:52:14,677
JOSH: Since you're here, do you want
to watch TV or something?
773
00:52:18,677 --> 00:52:21,430
I don't usually have people over,
but if you wanted
774
00:52:21,513 --> 00:52:23,106
to watch something...
775
00:53:10,187 --> 00:53:12,155
So this is where the magic happens.
776
00:53:12,981 --> 00:53:15,484
Yeah, I should have said
this space is off-limits.
777
00:53:19,697 --> 00:53:21,165
I hope you can understand.
778
00:53:30,958 --> 00:53:32,881
Did you ever study clowning in Europe?
779
00:53:34,920 --> 00:53:35,921
(LAUGHS)
780
00:53:36,171 --> 00:53:39,050
Wow, did Josh tell you that
or did you read that somewhere
781
00:53:39,133 --> 00:53:40,305
on the Internet?
782
00:53:40,634 --> 00:53:42,511
- I didn't look you up on the Internet.
- Uh-huh.
783
00:53:44,638 --> 00:53:45,855
(LAUGHS)
784
00:53:46,306 --> 00:53:47,353
Well,
785
00:53:49,518 --> 00:53:51,065
I did go to Europe for a little bit,
786
00:53:52,813 --> 00:53:57,239
and clowning was meant to be
on the agenda.
787
00:53:57,317 --> 00:53:58,318
(enemas)
788
00:53:59,570 --> 00:54:01,538
It was right before
I split to go to LA.
789
00:54:01,613 --> 00:54:04,867
I was basically looking for
any reason to drop out of school.
790
00:54:06,618 --> 00:54:08,746
I vaguely remember telling Josh
something about that.
791
00:54:10,247 --> 00:54:12,966
Butno,
I never went to a single class.
792
00:54:13,625 --> 00:54:16,754
I just sort of clicked around Paris
for a little while and came home.
793
00:54:16,879 --> 00:54:17,880
Hmm.
794
00:54:18,255 --> 00:54:19,598
Well, it must have stuck with him.
795
00:54:19,923 --> 00:54:21,095
Isn't that weird?
796
00:54:22,760 --> 00:54:24,307
I mean, you must get that
all the time,
797
00:54:26,138 --> 00:54:28,687
like, people remembering,
like, weird things that...
798
00:54:29,641 --> 00:54:31,109
I mean, I remember this one time,
799
00:54:32,311 --> 00:54:33,688
vividly,
800
00:54:35,689 --> 00:54:38,909
Josh came with me and a bunch
of friends to the zoo, right?
801
00:54:39,234 --> 00:54:40,611
He was little,
802
00:54:41,236 --> 00:54:42,829
and we thought
we'd play a prank on him.
803
00:54:42,905 --> 00:54:44,623
We would run ahead
and we'd hide behind trees
804
00:54:44,698 --> 00:54:47,668
and yell his name
and hide in a tunnel.
805
00:54:49,495 --> 00:54:50,496
(LAUGHS SOFTLY)
806
00:54:51,663 --> 00:54:56,294
He was, like, eight, but he was
terrified and he ran away.
807
00:54:57,711 --> 00:54:59,088
And I remember being so pissed,
808
00:54:59,171 --> 00:55:00,798
I had to look for him
for, like, 20 minutes.
809
00:55:00,881 --> 00:55:02,599
I could not find him,
and I just remember
810
00:55:04,343 --> 00:55:06,266
(SIGHS) being so angry.
811
00:55:07,679 --> 00:55:11,650
And now, obviously,
realizing it was awful,
812
00:55:12,893 --> 00:55:14,065
especially given
813
00:55:14,436 --> 00:55:15,437
(CLICKS TONGUE)
814
00:55:16,814 --> 00:55:18,157
how everything turned out.
815
00:55:22,986 --> 00:55:24,158
Is that normal?
816
00:55:24,655 --> 00:55:25,781
To remember things like that?
817
00:55:25,864 --> 00:55:28,663
Like you said,
people hold onto all sorts of things.
818
00:55:31,829 --> 00:55:33,001
Yeah, I guess.
819
00:55:36,124 --> 00:55:38,752
I was really glad to hear from you
after the other night.
820
00:55:44,925 --> 00:55:45,926
(SIGHS)
821
00:55:46,343 --> 00:55:48,812
I'm sorry I had to leave.
I had to get back to LA
822
00:55:51,014 --> 00:55:54,109
-to test for this new television show.
- Oh.
823
00:55:54,643 --> 00:55:56,611
Did you book it,
824
00:55:56,687 --> 00:55:59,861
-or get it or whatever?
- Yes. Yes, I did. I did.
825
00:56:00,691 --> 00:56:02,739
- Congratulations. That's great.
- Thank you.
826
00:56:03,151 --> 00:56:04,403
Thank you. I'm not going to do it.
827
00:56:05,737 --> 00:56:07,239
- Really?
- No, it's terrible.
828
00:56:07,322 --> 00:56:08,824
I mean, it's terrible.
829
00:56:08,907 --> 00:56:10,033
(LAUGHS)
830
00:56:10,784 --> 00:56:12,411
It's embarrassing.
831
00:56:14,830 --> 00:56:15,922
(SIGHS)
832
00:56:18,125 --> 00:56:21,425
What about your real estate?
How's that going?
833
00:56:23,338 --> 00:56:25,386
Well, you know, I mean, it's...
834
00:56:27,718 --> 00:56:30,221
As soon as I sell, the house is toast.
835
00:56:30,304 --> 00:56:32,557
It's just... I mean,
836
00:56:32,639 --> 00:56:34,141
I don't even know what anyone
would do with it.
837
00:56:34,224 --> 00:56:35,396
Hold on,
838
00:56:35,684 --> 00:56:38,403
would this be your childhood home
we're talking about?
839
00:56:38,478 --> 00:56:40,901
Yeah, I mean, the house is
basically falling down.
840
00:56:40,981 --> 00:56:42,699
I mean, not literally, but...
841
00:56:44,443 --> 00:56:46,320
I mean, I don't even know
what you'd... I mean,
842
00:56:46,403 --> 00:56:47,746
you'd have to kill the mold,
843
00:56:49,907 --> 00:56:53,207
and the... Things are probably
for the best the way they are now.
844
00:56:54,912 --> 00:56:56,084
No...
845
00:57:00,042 --> 00:57:01,715
No, what?
846
00:57:02,044 --> 00:57:07,141
Things are not best the way they are.
They're actually pretty bad.
847
00:57:09,134 --> 00:57:10,351
I don't understand.
848
00:57:11,720 --> 00:57:12,892
For Josh.
849
00:57:15,182 --> 00:57:16,479
Well, I mean,
850
00:57:18,352 --> 00:57:21,356
I'm gonna go soon and then
everything will be back to normal.
851
00:57:22,272 --> 00:57:23,273
(SIGHS)
852
00:57:26,318 --> 00:57:27,945
You need to see him.
853
00:57:30,447 --> 00:57:32,916
Is that your advice as his therapist?
854
00:57:34,785 --> 00:57:37,629
As his therapist who's currently
sleeping with his brother?
855
00:57:43,835 --> 00:57:45,007
Yes.
856
00:57:45,462 --> 00:57:47,931
As a therapist, yes.
857
00:57:49,341 --> 00:57:52,720
And he needs much better care
than what I can give him.
858
00:57:52,803 --> 00:57:54,521
Well, maybe I'll stop
paying for it, then.
859
00:57:57,474 --> 00:57:58,521
(SIGHS)
860
00:58:03,063 --> 00:58:05,191
I think Josh hallucinates.
861
00:58:05,273 --> 00:58:06,399
You think he hallucinates?
862
00:58:06,483 --> 00:58:11,910
Yeah, no, he hallucinates.
He's schizophrenic.
863
00:58:12,322 --> 00:58:16,043
Or maybe bipolar
or maybe schizo-affective,
864
00:58:16,118 --> 00:58:17,244
or maybe all of the above.
865
00:58:17,327 --> 00:58:20,206
I mean, do you have any idea
how long I've been hearing about this
866
00:58:20,288 --> 00:58:21,414
and dealing with this?
867
00:58:21,498 --> 00:58:22,875
- Craig...
- I mean, God, that is...
868
00:58:22,958 --> 00:58:25,461
That is not why I am here.
869
00:58:26,211 --> 00:58:27,383
It's you.
870
00:58:29,423 --> 00:58:31,425
You are what he hallucinates.
871
00:58:31,508 --> 00:58:32,725
Me?
872
00:58:34,177 --> 00:58:36,521
As different characters
that you've played.
873
00:58:38,390 --> 00:58:41,109
What are you talking about?
Like Nate Marcus? What...
874
00:58:41,184 --> 00:58:42,356
No, but...
875
00:58:42,936 --> 00:58:44,358
Like the...
876
00:58:44,980 --> 00:58:47,278
Like an old homeless woman?
877
00:58:47,858 --> 00:58:50,907
When would I ever have played
an old homeless woman?
878
00:58:53,864 --> 00:58:54,865
(SIGHS)
879
00:59:04,374 --> 00:59:06,001
Why don't we go to bed?
880
00:59:11,256 --> 00:59:15,477
Okay, well,
I'll call you before I leave.
881
00:59:33,528 --> 00:59:34,905
I'm sorry.
882
00:59:36,490 --> 00:59:38,242
I'm sorry about my place.
883
00:59:38,909 --> 00:59:40,081
Don't be.
884
00:59:41,078 --> 00:59:44,457
I want to be able to have you over
and stuff, watch TV, and...
885
00:59:47,626 --> 00:59:49,003
But I...
886
00:59:49,503 --> 00:59:51,505
I just don't really have people
over right now.
887
00:59:52,089 --> 00:59:53,306
It's not something that I do.
888
01:00:01,473 --> 01:00:02,975
After my mom died...
889
01:00:05,143 --> 01:00:06,941
She died of breast cancer,
890
01:00:07,896 --> 01:00:10,194
and my dad had a heart attack.
891
01:00:10,273 --> 01:00:12,275
He went first. It was really sudden.
892
01:00:13,443 --> 01:00:15,116
So that was a bad year.
893
01:00:18,365 --> 01:00:21,164
Anyway, after all that happened,
I would just
894
01:00:23,120 --> 01:00:24,542
sleep outside
895
01:00:26,123 --> 01:00:28,091
for, like, weeks at a time.
896
01:00:31,628 --> 01:00:34,131
I would get so fucking cold sometimes,
897
01:00:35,966 --> 01:00:40,346
but it just kept going on for
a while, like, years, I think, maybe?
898
01:00:42,514 --> 01:00:43,686
I think it was years.
899
01:00:47,102 --> 01:00:48,228
But you know how it is,
900
01:00:48,311 --> 01:00:51,030
and then I moved into
my current apartment.
901
01:00:57,571 --> 01:00:59,949
I have to tell you
something about myself.
902
01:01:04,161 --> 01:01:07,290
When I was 19,
I had a psychotic episode.
903
01:01:08,623 --> 01:01:11,251
And I ended up in the hospital
for almost a week.
904
01:01:13,336 --> 01:01:15,009
Most of that in restraints.
905
01:01:17,674 --> 01:01:20,803
You could ask me for more details,
but I honestly don't have them.
906
01:01:20,886 --> 01:01:22,684
You'd have to ask a doctor
or someone.
907
01:01:25,182 --> 01:01:29,312
I've taken different medications,
908
01:01:29,394 --> 01:01:33,774
had different treatments
of all kinds...
909
01:01:37,027 --> 01:01:38,199
JOSH". I have a brother.
910
01:01:39,988 --> 01:01:41,706
But he hasn't been around very much.
911
01:01:48,205 --> 01:01:50,549
Hey, is there anything that you
want to tell me about yourself?
912
01:02:04,095 --> 01:02:06,644
MEN: Josh, Josh, Josh...
913
01:02:10,560 --> 01:02:11,686
Hey!
914
01:02:11,770 --> 01:02:13,147
Don't listen to them!
915
01:02:13,605 --> 01:02:14,777
Douchebags!
916
01:02:16,149 --> 01:02:17,321
HAN NAHI Josh!
917
01:02:17,400 --> 01:02:18,526
What did you say?
918
01:02:18,610 --> 01:02:20,453
- Let's make this quick.
- Josh, come back!
919
01:02:20,528 --> 01:02:21,996
- Make what quick?
- Very funny. Which one of you is it?
920
01:02:22,072 --> 01:02:23,073
(CHUCKLES)
921
01:02:23,156 --> 01:02:24,328
Holy shit.
922
01:02:24,741 --> 01:02:26,163
What do you want from me, Craig?
923
01:02:26,243 --> 01:02:27,916
My name's not Craig.
924
01:02:28,411 --> 01:02:29,788
I know what this is.
925
01:02:30,747 --> 01:02:32,090
Jesus,psycho.
926
01:02:32,165 --> 01:02:33,337
Shut up. I know what this is.
927
01:02:33,416 --> 01:02:34,542
Josh!
928
01:02:34,626 --> 01:02:35,798
JOSH: I know what this is!
929
01:02:36,086 --> 01:02:37,212
Josh!
930
01:02:37,295 --> 01:02:38,592
I know you're doing this to try
to mess with me.
931
01:02:38,672 --> 01:02:41,551
I know you're trying to get to me.
I just don't know why.
932
01:02:41,633 --> 01:02:44,307
- Back off.
- What do you want from me, Craig?
933
01:02:45,428 --> 01:02:46,725
What do you want from me...
934
01:02:46,805 --> 01:02:47,977
(GRUNTS)
935
01:02:48,223 --> 01:02:49,349
Dude!
936
01:02:49,432 --> 01:02:50,604
He deserves it.
937
01:02:51,518 --> 01:02:53,065
(GRUNTS AND COUGHS)
938
01:02:53,144 --> 01:02:54,441
Come on, bro,
we gotta get out of here.
939
01:02:54,521 --> 01:02:55,693
No, he deserves it.
940
01:02:57,482 --> 01:02:58,529
(GRUNTS)
941
01:03:09,828 --> 01:03:11,250
(PHONE RINGING)
942
01:03:15,166 --> 01:03:16,713
(CONTINUES RINGING)
943
01:03:18,586 --> 01:03:20,463
Uh, Emily Milburton?
944
01:03:27,762 --> 01:03:29,560
Everything okay?
Are you looking for someone?
945
01:03:29,639 --> 01:03:31,562
Yeah, I'm looking for Josh Norman.
He's my patient.
946
01:03:31,641 --> 01:03:32,858
I'm the one who called you.
947
01:03:33,143 --> 01:03:34,565
Okay, I want to see Josh.
948
01:03:38,023 --> 01:03:41,778
(CLEARS THROAT)
He had this in his wallet.
949
01:03:41,860 --> 01:03:44,534
I'm sorry, you're his therapist?
950
01:03:45,238 --> 01:03:46,410
Yeah, I'm his therapist.
951
01:03:46,489 --> 01:03:49,413
So I don't need to show you
his rather impressive file?
952
01:03:49,492 --> 01:03:51,210
Who is prescribing his medications?
953
01:03:51,286 --> 01:03:52,412
I don't know.
954
01:03:52,495 --> 01:03:54,463
The guy has prescriptions
all over the planet.
955
01:03:54,539 --> 01:03:56,587
I mean, I would love to give him
a real painkiller, but...
956
01:03:56,666 --> 01:03:57,792
Yeah, he's not a drug addict.
957
01:03:57,876 --> 01:03:59,753
He has prescriptions for ziprasidone,
958
01:03:59,836 --> 01:04:02,510
olanzapine, risperidone,
but the benzos are what really
959
01:04:02,589 --> 01:04:03,636
have me worried.
960
01:04:03,715 --> 01:04:05,763
He's not taking them.
He's not taking any of them.
961
01:04:05,842 --> 01:04:09,221
Wonderful. You do realize
he's schizophrenic, right?
962
01:04:09,512 --> 01:04:10,980
Can you step aside, please?
963
01:04:11,056 --> 01:04:12,603
The police are on their way.
I don't think it's a good idea
964
01:04:12,682 --> 01:04:14,229
-for you...
-(YELLS) Step aside.
965
01:04:34,204 --> 01:04:35,501
Emily.
966
01:04:38,416 --> 01:04:39,884
You're in a hospital, Josh.
967
01:04:40,835 --> 01:04:44,305
- You had a little card in your wallet.
-(GROANING)
968
01:04:44,381 --> 01:04:46,383
Oh, Jesus. (GROANS)
969
01:04:49,344 --> 01:04:50,812
Oh, Jesus.
970
01:04:52,138 --> 01:04:53,310
(GROANS)
971
01:04:55,642 --> 01:04:57,519
Oh, my head hurts really bad.
972
01:04:57,602 --> 01:04:59,275
Yeah, I'm sorry.
973
01:05:03,358 --> 01:05:05,326
The police want to speak with you.
974
01:05:07,862 --> 01:05:11,241
Hospitals and police.
It's my favorite things.
975
01:05:12,409 --> 01:05:16,710
Well, you were attacked,
and they need to find out who did it.
976
01:05:16,788 --> 01:05:18,256
Is there a cop there,
977
01:05:19,916 --> 01:05:22,214
right on the other side
of that curtain?
978
01:05:23,628 --> 01:05:24,800
No.
979
01:05:26,256 --> 01:05:27,849
I asked them to give us some time.
980
01:05:29,384 --> 01:05:30,556
What about the girl?
981
01:05:31,678 --> 01:05:32,850
What girl?
982
01:05:32,929 --> 01:05:34,681
The girl that I was with? Is she okay?
983
01:05:35,265 --> 01:05:37,609
I don't know.
I didn't hear anything about a girl.
984
01:05:44,607 --> 01:05:48,453
Josh, do you think that it was Craig
who did this to you?
985
01:05:50,780 --> 01:05:52,407
It was three douchebags.
986
01:05:52,949 --> 01:05:54,792
One douchebag, in particular.
987
01:05:55,743 --> 01:05:59,748
But I don't think
we can rule Craig out.
988
01:06:01,249 --> 01:06:03,001
- You just said it was...
- I know what I said.
989
01:06:05,295 --> 01:06:06,467
Okay.
990
01:06:08,882 --> 01:06:10,509
I'm going to go get the officer.
991
01:06:21,352 --> 01:06:22,820
I've seen Craig
992
01:06:24,772 --> 01:06:26,319
since he's been back.
993
01:06:32,822 --> 01:06:34,415
Did you sleep with him?
994
01:06:37,035 --> 01:06:38,412
Why...
995
01:06:39,037 --> 01:06:41,540
Why would you ask that?
That's very personal.
996
01:06:41,623 --> 01:06:42,795
Yes, it is.
997
01:06:48,004 --> 01:06:49,256
(CLICKS TONGUE) I...
998
01:06:56,971 --> 01:06:59,690
I'm sorry, I don't make
very good decisions in that way.
999
01:07:03,019 --> 01:07:04,362
I'm sorry.
1000
01:07:10,068 --> 01:07:12,070
Why dOWt you just go?
1001
01:07:18,952 --> 01:07:20,044
(SIGHS)
1002
01:07:32,674 --> 01:07:33,971
(PRINTER WHIRRING)
1003
01:08:42,285 --> 01:08:43,753
(KNOCKING ON DOOR)
1004
01:08:47,290 --> 01:08:48,382
(DOOR OPENING)
1005
01:08:50,043 --> 01:08:51,420
Where the hell were you?
1006
01:08:52,920 --> 01:08:54,547
- I'm sorry, what?
-|...
1007
01:08:56,674 --> 01:08:59,143
I've been calling you, like, all day.
1008
01:08:59,427 --> 01:09:00,895
Josh was in the hospital last night.
1009
01:09:00,970 --> 01:09:03,018
He got in a fight, he got beaten up.
1010
01:09:03,097 --> 01:09:05,020
Okay, when exactly did you call me?
1011
01:09:05,099 --> 01:09:08,478
All day. All day
I have been calling you.
1012
01:09:08,561 --> 01:09:09,733
I... I was busy.
1013
01:09:09,812 --> 01:09:10,938
With what?
1014
01:09:11,022 --> 01:09:12,319
It's none of your business.
1015
01:09:12,607 --> 01:09:14,154
Well, I had to tell him.
1016
01:09:16,527 --> 01:09:19,121
(SIGHS) That's on you.
1017
01:09:19,572 --> 01:09:21,574
Well, he already knew somehow.
1018
01:09:21,658 --> 01:09:23,752
Well, I have to leave first thing
tomorrow morning, so...
1019
01:09:23,826 --> 01:09:24,998
No.
1020
01:09:25,078 --> 01:09:26,796
- Sorry.
- You can't.
1021
01:09:26,871 --> 01:09:29,465
I'm a horrible person, all right?
1022
01:09:29,540 --> 01:09:31,463
But you need to see your brother,
1023
01:09:31,542 --> 01:09:34,091
and you need to let him see
that you are real.
1024
01:09:34,170 --> 01:09:35,513
How did he react?
1025
01:09:38,174 --> 01:09:39,551
When you told him
1026
01:09:39,926 --> 01:09:41,678
we were sleeping together?
1027
01:09:41,761 --> 01:09:42,762
(EMILY SCOFFS)
1028
01:09:42,845 --> 01:09:44,347
He was very upset.
1029
01:09:44,514 --> 01:09:45,686
Yeah.
1030
01:09:46,683 --> 01:09:48,685
I'm pretty sure he knows I'm real.
1031
01:09:51,187 --> 01:09:52,530
Please.
1032
01:09:55,692 --> 01:10:00,664
Look, you want to know why
you're not a good therapist?
1033
01:10:02,156 --> 01:10:04,079
It's not because
you're a horrible person.
1034
01:10:04,158 --> 01:10:06,035
It's because you're alone.
1035
01:10:07,870 --> 01:10:09,247
Nothing has any context.
1036
01:10:11,207 --> 01:10:14,882
I bet you just sit there
and nod your head
1037
01:10:14,961 --> 01:10:18,135
while people cry
about their problems to you.
1038
01:10:20,007 --> 01:10:21,224
Am I right?
1039
01:10:22,552 --> 01:10:25,897
I mean, what are you supposed to say?
1040
01:11:24,781 --> 01:11:28,081
Okay then, Debbie, have a good week.
1041
01:11:37,919 --> 01:11:39,262
(KNOCKING ON DOOR)
1042
01:11:40,797 --> 01:11:43,300
EMILY: (SOFTLY)
Oh, Debbie, Debbie, Debbie.
1043
01:11:45,510 --> 01:11:46,511
(EXHALES)
1044
01:11:50,139 --> 01:11:51,766
I didn't think I'd see you again.
1045
01:11:55,102 --> 01:11:56,274
I'm not coming back.
1046
01:11:57,897 --> 01:11:59,774
You don't need
to find a new time for me.
1047
01:12:00,274 --> 01:12:01,651
I understand.
1048
01:12:04,028 --> 01:12:05,826
Shame they never caught the douchebag.
1049
01:12:10,159 --> 01:12:12,582
But I'm sure if they had,
he would have just hired a lawyer
1050
01:12:12,662 --> 01:12:14,664
and cried "crazy person."
1051
01:12:15,039 --> 01:12:16,211
I'm sorry,
1052
01:12:16,958 --> 01:12:18,130
but it's not your fault.
1053
01:12:18,793 --> 01:12:20,921
I just wanted to make sure
that you're okay.
1054
01:12:23,005 --> 01:12:24,973
That's very nice, but I'm fine.
1055
01:12:27,760 --> 01:12:29,012
Have you, um...
1056
01:12:29,095 --> 01:12:30,267
Seen Craig?
1057
01:12:33,683 --> 01:12:34,684
No.
1058
01:12:36,102 --> 01:12:38,025
I started taking my meds again.
1059
01:12:38,104 --> 01:12:43,031
I don't have the sweats
or the jitters, and I can still
1060
01:12:43,442 --> 01:12:44,819
open my jaw.
1061
01:12:44,944 --> 01:12:46,366
That's a good thing.
1062
01:12:47,989 --> 01:12:49,866
And I guess I have more clarity.
1063
01:12:49,949 --> 01:12:52,372
Like, I'm not seeing and hearing
things that aren't there.
1064
01:12:53,160 --> 01:12:56,380
Well, that's good.
That's very, very good.
1065
01:12:58,875 --> 01:13:00,752
Is that what you believe? Really?
1066
01:13:02,962 --> 01:13:04,384
Because I miss them, you know?
1067
01:13:07,174 --> 01:13:12,226
I really miss those things
that weren't there. Isn't that weird?
1068
01:13:14,265 --> 01:13:16,063
I think it's perfectly natural.
1069
01:13:20,897 --> 01:13:23,741
I miss certain of them
more than others, I think.
1070
01:13:30,072 --> 01:13:31,244
I haven't...
1071
01:13:31,908 --> 01:13:34,002
I haven't seen him either.
1072
01:13:35,328 --> 01:13:36,705
Of course you haven't.
1073
01:13:38,831 --> 01:13:42,711
Well, I don't think
I will see him again.
1074
01:13:43,961 --> 01:13:45,963
Emily, I know that you only said
what you said because
1075
01:13:46,047 --> 01:13:48,345
you felt the need to lash out
and you were angry with me.
1076
01:13:49,216 --> 01:13:50,388
What?
1077
01:13:53,346 --> 01:13:56,316
And I think that
you're a very lonely person.
1078
01:13:57,934 --> 01:13:59,106
I am, too.
1079
01:14:00,728 --> 01:14:02,822
It's easy for us to get carried away.
1080
01:14:04,190 --> 01:14:05,567
I don't understand.
1081
01:14:05,900 --> 01:14:07,994
Emily, you never slept
with my brother.
1082
01:14:08,903 --> 01:14:14,285
I'm sorry, Josh.
I am so sorry, but I did.
1083
01:14:14,367 --> 01:14:16,040
That's impossible.
1084
01:14:18,287 --> 01:14:20,585
- Why is that?
- Because I am my brother.
1085
01:14:22,291 --> 01:14:24,009
I am Craig Norman.
1086
01:14:26,420 --> 01:14:28,172
I have been, the whole time.
1087
01:14:30,549 --> 01:14:32,051
{SHUDDERS)
-(LAUGHING)
1088
01:14:32,134 --> 01:14:33,807
Sorry, I'm just kidding you.
1089
01:14:35,137 --> 01:14:37,811
I'm just messing with you.
I'm not Craig Norman.
1090
01:14:37,890 --> 01:14:38,982
(CHUCKLES)
1091
01:14:40,935 --> 01:14:45,486
No, no, no. I was just joking.
I was joking, it was a joke.
1092
01:14:45,773 --> 01:14:48,242
- No, no...
-(SOBBING)
1093
01:14:48,317 --> 01:14:49,990
Hey, hey.
1094
01:14:50,069 --> 01:14:51,537
How could we possibly be
the same person?
1095
01:14:52,488 --> 01:14:57,870
I mean, you must have googled
him at least, right? He's famous.
1096
01:15:06,168 --> 01:15:07,169
(SIGHS)
1097
01:15:09,171 --> 01:15:10,343
I just...
1098
01:15:14,176 --> 01:15:17,806
I can't believe he would come
all this way and not have seen you.
1099
01:15:19,807 --> 01:15:22,151
I guess he really didn't want to.
1100
01:17:00,157 --> 01:17:01,329
Craig Lewis Norman?
1101
01:17:02,952 --> 01:17:04,670
Yeah, it's me.
1102
01:17:05,538 --> 01:17:06,915
It's really you, huh?
1103
01:17:07,957 --> 01:17:09,129
Yes.
1104
01:17:12,128 --> 01:17:13,971
This is what you look like now.
1105
01:17:17,675 --> 01:17:20,098
I hope you're not disappointed.
1106
01:17:21,220 --> 01:17:24,064
You look a little like Nate Marcus,
if I'm being honest.
1107
01:17:25,474 --> 01:17:29,570
Uh, well, typecasting, I guess.
1108
01:17:31,147 --> 01:17:32,319
Emily?
1109
01:17:33,190 --> 01:17:35,488
Uh, I made her come.
1110
01:17:36,485 --> 01:17:38,283
You sure it wasn't
the other way around?
1111
01:17:41,490 --> 01:17:43,618
You can call me anytime, Josh.
1112
01:17:43,701 --> 01:17:45,578
Come in, both of you.
1113
01:17:59,049 --> 01:18:00,050
(DOOR CLOSES)
1114
01:18:05,097 --> 01:18:06,223
Um...
1115
01:18:08,350 --> 01:18:09,567
Do you want some water?
1116
01:18:10,394 --> 01:18:11,566
I'll, uh...
1117
01:18:14,523 --> 01:18:15,649
I'm okay.
1118
01:18:15,733 --> 01:18:17,110
Emily?
1119
01:18:17,651 --> 01:18:18,652
Um...
1120
01:18:19,403 --> 01:18:20,700
Where's your bathroom?
1121
01:18:20,988 --> 01:18:23,161
It's just... Just through there.
1122
01:18:37,421 --> 01:18:38,673
(DOOR CLOSES)
1123
01:18:41,050 --> 01:18:42,643
Here, let me, uh...
1124
01:18:46,555 --> 01:18:47,727
CRAIG: Thanks.
1125
01:18:48,390 --> 01:18:49,733
You don't... You don't have to...
1126
01:19:02,446 --> 01:19:03,868
It's good to see you, buddy.
1127
01:19:07,743 --> 01:19:09,461
CRAIG: It's good to see
you're still in one piece.
1128
01:19:11,330 --> 01:19:13,082
A couple of bruises, is all it was.
1129
01:19:14,583 --> 01:19:17,462
My schnoz is healed. I could
probably take this off, actually.
1130
01:19:32,101 --> 01:19:33,273
They ever catch the guy?
1131
01:19:35,062 --> 01:19:38,612
It was just a few douchebags.
What can you do?
1132
01:19:40,067 --> 01:19:43,412
Well, I was worried, you know.
I was worried when I heard.
1133
01:19:46,740 --> 01:19:49,744
I must have changed my flight
back home five different times.
1134
01:19:52,204 --> 01:19:53,456
You staying at the old house?
1135
01:19:54,331 --> 01:19:57,175
No. No, thought about it when
1136
01:19:57,668 --> 01:19:59,215
I first made plans to come out here,
1137
01:19:59,295 --> 01:20:01,172
but then I saw the place
and I thought, "Great."
1138
01:20:03,424 --> 01:20:06,348
Been trying to make up my mind
what to do with it, you know?
1139
01:20:08,387 --> 01:20:09,559
What do you think?
1140
01:20:11,307 --> 01:20:12,559
It's your house.
1141
01:20:14,518 --> 01:20:16,270
It was left to you.
It wasn't left to me.
1142
01:20:17,313 --> 01:20:20,283
Yeah, I know that, Josh,
but I'm asking you.
1143
01:20:20,357 --> 01:20:22,200
I mean, you have every right...
1144
01:20:22,276 --> 01:20:23,823
I bet I look really, um...
1145
01:20:24,695 --> 01:20:26,697
I bet I look really different than
1146
01:20:27,740 --> 01:20:30,334
what you remember from
the last time you saw me, huh?
1147
01:20:32,202 --> 01:20:35,046
Josh, it was seven years ago
when we saw each other last.
1148
01:20:37,166 --> 01:20:39,840
Do... Do you not remember that?
1149
01:20:40,878 --> 01:20:44,098
JOSH: No, that's not right.
That's definitely not right.
1150
01:20:44,173 --> 01:20:45,174
It was 15 or 16...
1151
01:20:45,299 --> 01:20:46,425
CRAIG: It was when Dad died.
1152
01:20:47,343 --> 01:20:50,313
When Dad died,
and I got the call, and I came here,
1153
01:20:50,387 --> 01:20:53,140
and Mom was as good as gone,
and no one could find you.
1154
01:20:53,807 --> 01:20:56,026
I looked all over for you.
You weren't at the house.
1155
01:20:56,101 --> 01:20:58,274
The hospital said
you were never there,
1156
01:20:58,687 --> 01:20:59,859
and I found you
1157
01:21:01,398 --> 01:21:02,615
living on the street.
1158
01:21:03,692 --> 01:21:04,739
(SCOFFS)
1159
01:21:05,694 --> 01:21:07,571
Never at the hospital is...
1160
01:21:09,531 --> 01:21:11,124
That's not exactly true.
1161
01:21:11,200 --> 01:21:15,421
Josh, I could have put you
in an institution.
1162
01:21:16,705 --> 01:21:18,582
But I put you here instead.
1163
01:21:22,586 --> 01:21:26,341
I thought it would be more
manageable for you
1164
01:21:26,423 --> 01:21:27,800
than living in the house.
1165
01:21:28,258 --> 01:21:29,259
(DOOR CLOSES)
1166
01:21:35,391 --> 01:21:37,393
EMILY: Well, I should g0.
1167
01:21:37,476 --> 01:21:40,275
- No, it's...
- Yeah, it's okay, Josh.
1168
01:21:41,188 --> 01:21:42,906
Josh, yeah, I just...
1169
01:21:43,399 --> 01:21:45,322
I had to stay away.
1170
01:21:45,401 --> 01:21:46,903
- What?
- Before.
1171
01:21:48,654 --> 01:21:49,826
I had to.
1172
01:21:52,241 --> 01:21:54,243
But I kept you in my thoughts.
1173
01:21:56,787 --> 01:21:59,757
And not the money, that's not...
1174
01:22:01,917 --> 01:22:03,214
I just... I just...
1175
01:22:04,878 --> 01:22:10,760
You know, I keep thinking.
I keep thinking about how I...
1176
01:22:12,845 --> 01:22:14,222
You...
1177
01:22:15,514 --> 01:22:17,767
I keep thinking about
how I treated you.
1178
01:22:22,104 --> 01:22:23,777
(SIGHS) Like the day at the zoo.
1179
01:22:25,232 --> 01:22:27,576
I think of you just being so lost
1180
01:22:27,651 --> 01:22:31,781
and bewildered and abandoned
and it just rips my heart out.
1181
01:22:35,909 --> 01:22:37,377
So I'm sorry.
1182
01:22:41,331 --> 01:22:42,799
Apfillogy accepted.
1183
01:22:44,042 --> 01:22:46,886
(EXHALES DEEPLY)
1184
01:22:47,880 --> 01:22:49,302
Honestly, I...
1185
01:22:50,966 --> 01:22:53,515
I remember always having
a great time at the zoo.
1186
01:23:00,934 --> 01:23:02,652
What are you going to do now?
1187
01:23:10,903 --> 01:23:12,325
Why don't you just stay?
1188
01:23:40,349 --> 01:23:42,022
WOMAN: Well, yeah,
so he says to his boss...
1189
01:23:42,142 --> 01:23:43,985
MAN: I had to tell him what I thought.
WOMAN: Oh, had to?
1190
01:23:44,061 --> 01:23:45,779
If I hadn't told him
what I thought, then...
1191
01:23:45,854 --> 01:23:47,948
Oh, yeah, that he should,
you know, go...himself.
1192
01:23:48,023 --> 01:23:50,446
MAN: Then we were going to be stuck
in the same rut
1193
01:23:50,526 --> 01:23:52,949
-for the rest of our lives.
- What, you and him?
1194
01:23:53,570 --> 01:23:54,742
You and me.
1195
01:23:55,614 --> 01:23:56,615
Oh.
1196
01:24:06,583 --> 01:24:07,755
Are you expecting someone?
1197
01:24:10,504 --> 01:24:11,676
No.
1198
01:24:23,517 --> 01:24:24,814
MAN: Lot of anger.
WOMAN: What?
1199
01:24:24,893 --> 01:24:29,649
I get so goddamn angry, you know.
I don't even know at who.
1200
01:24:31,608 --> 01:24:34,111
"At who." At whom?
1201
01:24:35,070 --> 01:24:36,617
Which is it? "At who"?
1202
01:24:37,906 --> 01:24:39,749
(HAMMERING)
1203
01:24:46,915 --> 01:24:49,293
MAN". I am just like my father.
1204
01:24:50,627 --> 01:24:52,675
He was this exact same way.
1205
01:24:56,008 --> 01:24:57,225
(EXHALES)
1206
01:25:06,602 --> 01:25:09,481
All right, I think we're just
about out of time.
1207
01:29:22,691 --> 01:29:23,692
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