Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated:
1
00:00:23,240 --> 00:00:25,532
These are the only three people left.
2
00:00:25,658 --> 00:00:27,930
This is Mr Alex Steele,
Mrs Juliette Ashby,
3
00:00:28,034 --> 00:00:29,534
- Mrs Amy Winehouse.
- Ah, my boobie.
4
00:00:29,660 --> 00:00:31,057
In other words, Mrs Amy Winehouse.
5
00:00:31,161 --> 00:00:34,350
Um, everyone else has gone.
This was my fourteenth...
6
00:00:34,454 --> 00:00:35,621
D'you want a lick of the lollipop?
7
00:00:35,747 --> 00:00:36,747
- Come on, have a lick.
- No, I don't.
8
00:00:36,873 --> 00:00:37,728
- Have a lick.
- No, no, no.
9
00:00:37,832 --> 00:00:38,937
Come here and lick it.
10
00:00:39,041 --> 00:00:40,938
No-one wants, I'm trying to talk.
11
00:00:41,042 --> 00:00:43,731
No-one wants to lick
your slobbery lollipop.
12
00:00:43,835 --> 00:00:44,835
Lick it.
13
00:00:46,879 --> 00:00:50,963
It's my 14th birthday evening and party.
14
00:00:51,173 --> 00:00:53,361
♪ Happy birthday to you.
15
00:00:53,465 --> 00:00:56,674
- ♪ Happy birthday to you.
- ♪ Happy birthday to you.
16
00:00:57,343 --> 00:01:02,470
♪ Happy birthday dear Lauren
17
00:01:03,138 --> 00:01:06,556
♪ Happy birthday
18
00:01:06,682 --> 00:01:11,183
♪ to you. ♪
19
00:01:11,559 --> 00:01:12,684
LAUREN: Oh, wow!
20
00:01:23,076 --> 00:01:27,892
AMY: ♪ Moon river, wider than a mile
21
00:01:27,996 --> 00:01:33,395
♪ I'm crossing you in style someday... ♪
22
00:01:33,499 --> 00:01:35,020
AMY:
I was singing with a little jazz unit,
23
00:01:35,125 --> 00:01:37,208
the National Youth Jazz Orchestra.
24
00:01:37,834 --> 00:01:41,836
I must have been about 16
and I just loved jazz.
25
00:01:42,920 --> 00:01:44,128
Dinah Washington,
26
00:01:45,130 --> 00:01:47,714
Sarah Vaughan, Tony Bennett.
27
00:01:48,715 --> 00:01:53,990
I learnt to sing from listening to stuff
like Monk and a lot of soloists as well
28
00:01:54,094 --> 00:01:56,199
rather than just listening to singers.
29
00:01:56,304 --> 00:01:57,992
I learnt from everything really.
30
00:01:58,096 --> 00:02:01,744
♪ ...same rainbow's end
31
00:02:01,848 --> 00:02:04,307
♪ Waiting 'round the bend
32
00:02:04,433 --> 00:02:06,933
♪ My huckleberry friend
33
00:02:07,101 --> 00:02:13,353
♪ Moon river and me. ♪
34
00:02:14,438 --> 00:02:16,438
So singing has always been
important to me
35
00:02:16,606 --> 00:02:19,941
but I never thought I would end
up singing, I'd be a singer.
36
00:02:20,609 --> 00:02:24,049
I just thought I'm lucky that it's something
I can always do if I want to.
37
00:02:24,153 --> 00:02:26,028
I'm so lucky like that.
38
00:02:27,321 --> 00:02:29,530
But I didn't think
it would be a career choice.
39
00:02:29,948 --> 00:02:34,032
♪ ...And me
40
00:02:34,241 --> 00:02:38,118
♪ Moon river and me. ♪
41
00:02:43,038 --> 00:02:44,247
What's the date?
42
00:02:44,873 --> 00:02:46,039
- Today?
- 24th.
43
00:02:46,833 --> 00:02:48,146
- Is it?
- Yeah.
44
00:02:48,250 --> 00:02:49,438
- The what?
- 24th.
45
00:02:49,542 --> 00:02:51,667
- Of what?
- January.
46
00:02:52,252 --> 00:02:55,169
- And what day is it?
- Saturday.
47
00:02:55,754 --> 00:02:57,754
And, um, what year is it?
48
00:02:58,380 --> 00:03:00,736
- Lunchtime.
- No, it's lunchtime...
49
00:03:00,840 --> 00:03:03,382
NICK: I was a 19 year old office junior
50
00:03:03,842 --> 00:03:07,176
for a promotions
company owned by Simon Fuller.
51
00:03:08,469 --> 00:03:12,888
I just started to try and kind
of blag it myself as a talent scout.
52
00:03:13,473 --> 00:03:15,973
I was definitely out of my depth.
53
00:03:18,559 --> 00:03:20,976
AMY: My friend Tyler is a singer.
54
00:03:21,185 --> 00:03:23,560
He was with Nicky Shymansky
and Tyler said,
55
00:03:23,686 --> 00:03:26,354
"My friend Amy sings jazz
and she's great."
56
00:03:26,480 --> 00:03:27,876
And Nicky said to me,
57
00:03:27,980 --> 00:03:30,773
"D'you want some studio time?"
And I said, 'For what?'
58
00:03:30,899 --> 00:03:34,984
He was like, "Well, if you write songs,
we'd make a record, get a record deal."
59
00:03:35,402 --> 00:03:38,403
I was like, "What d'you get out of it?"
60
00:03:40,488 --> 00:03:41,488
Hello.
61
00:03:43,156 --> 00:03:44,406
I look ugly.
62
00:03:46,992 --> 00:03:49,575
Yeah, look at you. You look lovely.
63
00:03:49,701 --> 00:03:51,910
I don't. My chin's massive.
64
00:03:52,578 --> 00:03:55,203
- Worried about your chin?
- That's there forever.
65
00:03:55,913 --> 00:04:01,416
♪ There is no greater thrill
66
00:04:05,377 --> 00:04:10,421
♪ Than what you bring to me
67
00:04:15,299 --> 00:04:18,508
♪ Those sweeter songs
68
00:04:20,177 --> 00:04:22,510
♪ Than what you sing
69
00:04:23,220 --> 00:04:27,514
♪ Sing to me... ♪
70
00:04:29,016 --> 00:04:30,808
TYLER: Did you decide to record it?
71
00:04:30,934 --> 00:04:36,936
Yeah. Hello.
I'm just here smoking a fag.
72
00:04:39,105 --> 00:04:41,522
I'd just like to... I look so grim.
73
00:04:44,024 --> 00:04:47,422
I look like a floating head,
I've got no hair.
74
00:04:47,526 --> 00:04:49,609
(CHUCKLES) I'm just on a black screen.
75
00:04:49,819 --> 00:04:52,320
There's my hand. What's going on?
76
00:04:52,821 --> 00:04:56,322
We'd recorded quite a few
demo recordings.
77
00:04:56,448 --> 00:05:01,116
I started to talk about whether
she'd ever consider writing.
78
00:05:01,451 --> 00:05:05,516
She said she's not sure about writing
songs but she's written a lot of poems.
79
00:05:05,620 --> 00:05:07,141
♪ ...he's my life... ♪
80
00:05:07,246 --> 00:05:10,018
She knew full well
she'd been writing songs
81
00:05:10,122 --> 00:05:12,331
but they were very personal songs.
82
00:05:48,478 --> 00:05:51,375
AMY: I wouldn't write anything
unless it was personal to me
83
00:05:51,480 --> 00:05:54,127
just cos I wouldn't be able
to tell the story right
84
00:05:54,231 --> 00:05:55,961
because I wouldn't have done it.
85
00:05:56,065 --> 00:05:59,255
Even though some of it is
personal in a sad way
86
00:05:59,359 --> 00:06:00,964
I'd never let it just be that.
87
00:06:01,068 --> 00:06:03,485
I'll always put a punchline in the song.
88
00:06:03,653 --> 00:06:06,278
Just try and be different
with my lyrics.
89
00:06:12,575 --> 00:06:15,868
GUY: Someone gave me a CD, two songs
90
00:06:16,369 --> 00:06:19,266
and they weren't necessarily
what you'd call hit songs
91
00:06:19,370 --> 00:06:22,746
but they conveyed an emotion
that just touched me.
92
00:06:24,790 --> 00:06:29,792
When you have that as an artist,
you usually have a story to tell behind it.
93
00:06:30,668 --> 00:06:32,168
But it was a big leap of faith.
94
00:06:32,294 --> 00:06:34,378
I think my boss even questioned the deal
95
00:06:34,504 --> 00:06:38,277
because we were committing
to giving an unsigned artist
96
00:06:38,382 --> 00:06:40,965
close to a quarter of a million pounds.
97
00:07:19,404 --> 00:07:21,821
JULIETTE: We knew that we wanted
to live with each other.
98
00:07:22,031 --> 00:07:23,405
We both knew that we wanted to move out.
99
00:07:24,700 --> 00:07:26,408
She had her family issues.
100
00:07:26,618 --> 00:07:31,308
And I had lots of things going on with my
family and we looked after each other.
101
00:07:31,412 --> 00:07:33,704
It was amazing. We were young kids
102
00:07:33,830 --> 00:07:37,331
and we were best friends
in a flat on our own.
103
00:07:42,918 --> 00:07:44,001
She loved it.
104
00:07:44,127 --> 00:07:46,316
Juliette would sing, Amy would sing
105
00:07:46,420 --> 00:07:48,921
and we just used to see
each other all the time.
106
00:07:50,340 --> 00:07:52,340
We used to go to so many gigs with Amy.
107
00:07:53,550 --> 00:07:56,197
And when she first started
doing her music,
108
00:07:56,301 --> 00:07:58,510
we were all so excited and proud of it.
109
00:08:00,637 --> 00:08:03,617
- Where are we, Amy?
- We're in Brighton.
110
00:08:03,722 --> 00:08:05,619
- But what are we in now?
- A cab.
111
00:08:05,723 --> 00:08:09,245
We're in Regency Square
in a black cab...
112
00:08:09,350 --> 00:08:11,350
- No but, no but...
- In a white beautiful cab.
113
00:08:11,517 --> 00:08:12,642
- And Lauren's with us.
- Ah!
114
00:08:15,229 --> 00:08:17,729
D'you know what my favourite
thing about Nicky is?
115
00:08:18,064 --> 00:08:19,438
His legs.
116
00:08:21,649 --> 00:08:22,732
NICK: Ah!
117
00:08:23,942 --> 00:08:25,547
Know what my other favourite thing is...
118
00:08:25,651 --> 00:08:28,652
- What?
- Not your hair.
119
00:08:30,737 --> 00:08:34,947
She could make you feel so important.
120
00:08:35,073 --> 00:08:39,824
And then, all of a sudden,
very unimportant.
121
00:08:39,951 --> 00:08:42,660
And then make you feel
so important again.
122
00:08:43,370 --> 00:08:44,349
That was what she did.
123
00:08:44,454 --> 00:08:47,746
She liked to get people
into a comfortable position
124
00:08:47,872 --> 00:08:49,831
and then shock them.
125
00:08:50,374 --> 00:08:52,854
NICK: If I got my hair right,
then what would that mean?
126
00:08:52,958 --> 00:08:55,959
That would mean
you were ready to marry me.
127
00:09:13,178 --> 00:09:17,263
Her first relationship was
with an older guy called Chris.
128
00:09:17,681 --> 00:09:19,973
She really got the hots for him.
129
00:09:20,099 --> 00:09:21,370
Madly in love with him.
130
00:09:21,474 --> 00:09:24,747
She wrote a few songs
about having the hots for him.
131
00:09:24,851 --> 00:09:27,685
And then eventually
she lost interest and...
132
00:09:28,186 --> 00:09:31,605
She used to talk about it and
she started writing about that.
133
00:10:52,527 --> 00:10:54,424
I think when I was growing up,
the music that was
134
00:10:54,528 --> 00:11:00,427
in the pop charts or the music
that people released at the time
135
00:11:00,531 --> 00:11:05,346
I just thought this isn't music, this is
watered down, or you know, just crap.
136
00:11:05,450 --> 00:11:07,431
Someone has written it for you
and you have to sing it.
137
00:11:07,535 --> 00:11:09,640
It's very much the case
with some music today.
138
00:11:09,744 --> 00:11:12,537
So I started writing music
to challenge myself.
139
00:11:12,664 --> 00:11:14,747
To see what I could write or, you know,
140
00:11:14,915 --> 00:11:18,813
just because there was nothing else there
that I could listen to at the time.
141
00:11:18,917 --> 00:11:21,147
And having listened to jazz
142
00:11:21,252 --> 00:11:24,441
and great songwriters like
James Taylor and Carole King.
143
00:11:24,545 --> 00:11:28,234
I felt like I had nothing new
that was coming out at the time
144
00:11:28,339 --> 00:11:30,736
that really represented me
or the way I felt.
145
00:11:30,840 --> 00:11:34,549
So I just started writing
really my own stuff
146
00:11:34,675 --> 00:11:36,425
and from personal experience.
147
00:11:37,260 --> 00:11:40,137
This is "I Heard Love Is Blind."
148
00:11:40,638 --> 00:11:45,848
I'll clip my hair out the way
cos it's getting on my nerves.
149
00:11:47,266 --> 00:11:51,434
I remember thinking when she walked in
she was this complete force of nature
150
00:11:51,560 --> 00:11:53,040
and I thought, "Wow,
there's something about you."
151
00:11:53,145 --> 00:11:55,166
And I remember thinking,
"Please be good."
152
00:11:55,271 --> 00:11:58,646
I wrote this in Miami
with a guy called Salaam
153
00:11:58,773 --> 00:12:03,274
and... I'm really proud of it.
154
00:12:03,651 --> 00:12:08,341
She was 18 and a very classic
North London Jewish girl,
155
00:12:08,445 --> 00:12:10,070
a lot of attitude.
156
00:12:10,280 --> 00:12:11,529
Quite shy.
157
00:12:11,947 --> 00:12:14,281
Something emanated from her.
She had a charisma.
158
00:12:41,172 --> 00:12:44,945
When you looked at her lyrical capability
and her melodic capability
159
00:12:45,049 --> 00:12:48,091
she was a very old soul
in a very young body.
160
00:12:48,259 --> 00:12:50,593
And we did the deal very, very quickly.
161
00:13:33,327 --> 00:13:36,183
Amy's album came out yesterday
and how many has it sold so far?
162
00:13:36,287 --> 00:13:38,601
A pretty staggering
eight hundred, actually.
163
00:13:38,705 --> 00:13:39,621
That is at least.
164
00:13:39,830 --> 00:13:41,894
I've emptied my bank account
buying six hundred of them.
165
00:13:41,998 --> 00:13:44,332
At least half my friends
have bought the album.
166
00:13:44,500 --> 00:13:46,584
Bastards. I'd better call
the other half up today.
167
00:13:50,504 --> 00:13:54,922
Snug in a rug.
She's going to get annoyed.
168
00:13:55,631 --> 00:14:00,238
Amy. Explain what your little
hub is all about.
169
00:14:00,342 --> 00:14:03,343
- Oh, you're coming...
- Sleeping.
170
00:14:04,636 --> 00:14:07,095
Just give us a smile
and then we can turn the camera off.
171
00:14:07,221 --> 00:14:08,909
- I'm in the car now.
- Give us a quick one.
172
00:14:09,014 --> 00:14:12,224
- A one second flash.
- Is picking me up at ten o'clock.
173
00:14:24,148 --> 00:14:27,023
GARRY:
How big d'you think you're going to be?
174
00:14:27,149 --> 00:14:33,235
I don't, at all, because
my music is not on that scale.
175
00:14:34,653 --> 00:14:36,236
Sometimes I wish it was,
176
00:14:36,363 --> 00:14:40,323
but I don't think
I'm gonna be at all famous.
177
00:14:42,617 --> 00:14:44,950
I don't think I could handle it.
178
00:14:45,452 --> 00:14:48,369
I'd probably go mad, I would go mad.
179
00:14:52,664 --> 00:14:55,353
- Where are we going?
- We're going to Birmingham!
180
00:14:55,457 --> 00:14:59,125
- Why are we going there?
- We're going to sing songs.
181
00:14:59,876 --> 00:15:02,377
- Yeah?
- And make merry.
182
00:15:04,338 --> 00:15:08,027
AMY: Oh, that was sick! That was sick!
183
00:15:08,131 --> 00:15:11,049
- Get me, get me.
- Nicky that was beautiful.
184
00:15:11,175 --> 00:15:13,341
What are your thoughts
on how beautiful that was?
185
00:15:24,890 --> 00:15:26,974
My turn, my turn.
186
00:15:28,185 --> 00:15:30,685
Let me get a really good shot.
Oh, what a shot.
187
00:15:32,270 --> 00:15:33,895
(AMY SHOUTS) Oh!
188
00:15:34,897 --> 00:15:36,396
She don't even care.
189
00:15:37,398 --> 00:15:39,356
Watch it, watch it go in there.
190
00:15:41,984 --> 00:15:43,984
Got no light in here.
191
00:15:44,152 --> 00:15:46,694
Don't get my spots in.
192
00:15:47,403 --> 00:15:49,070
What spots?
193
00:15:49,404 --> 00:15:51,676
- (CHUCKLES) I love you.
- Do you know I'm zooming in then?
194
00:15:51,781 --> 00:15:55,491
You're zooming in on my spots.
You're a fucking cunt.
195
00:15:59,578 --> 00:16:01,494
- Does my hair look okay?
- Yeah, very good.
196
00:16:02,412 --> 00:16:03,559
Looks lovely.
197
00:16:03,663 --> 00:16:06,288
- Do you promise?
- I promise.
198
00:16:07,582 --> 00:16:11,396
- What song should I do first?
- Start off with...
199
00:16:11,501 --> 00:16:14,584
Oh, I love your little cap,
it's so cute.
200
00:16:14,711 --> 00:16:17,691
I think you should start off
with a song called...
201
00:16:17,796 --> 00:16:20,297
Oh, on camera. Okay.
202
00:16:20,923 --> 00:16:24,591
- Go, sister. Go get done.
- Shut up.
203
00:16:59,403 --> 00:17:02,445
(AMY HUMS)
204
00:17:11,952 --> 00:17:17,829
♪ In my bed. ♪
205
00:17:26,752 --> 00:17:28,732
MALE INTERVIEWER:
Could you please introduce yourself?
206
00:17:28,836 --> 00:17:31,734
Yes. Hello, I'm Amy Winehouse. I'm 20.
207
00:17:31,838 --> 00:17:33,630
I'm a jazz singer.
208
00:17:33,756 --> 00:17:37,363
I've heard your record
and it sounds very mature.
209
00:17:37,467 --> 00:17:38,842
Is it all live?
210
00:17:38,968 --> 00:17:41,448
Also not only the singing
but also the instruments?
211
00:17:41,552 --> 00:17:44,158
Yeah, all the instrumentation
is completely live.
212
00:17:44,262 --> 00:17:47,471
I wouldn't have any fake horns
on my record.
213
00:17:47,764 --> 00:17:50,139
I think they put fake strings
on "Take The Box",
214
00:17:50,265 --> 00:17:51,640
but I wasn't a part of that.
215
00:17:51,766 --> 00:17:56,748
I would never, ever have put
strings on my record, ever.
216
00:17:56,852 --> 00:18:00,771
And this guy doing the mix
of this song, he just...
217
00:18:01,064 --> 00:18:03,231
I didn't even think about it.
218
00:18:06,358 --> 00:18:09,359
Okay. Just a couple of questions.
219
00:18:13,987 --> 00:18:15,279
- Upset?
- Yeah.
220
00:18:17,990 --> 00:18:19,281
Oh, okay.
221
00:18:20,157 --> 00:18:22,282
Okay, okay. Okay.
222
00:18:23,493 --> 00:18:27,286
There wasn't a girl that
had been gobby in the media
223
00:18:27,454 --> 00:18:31,288
for a long time.
And she could be very cutting.
224
00:18:31,790 --> 00:18:35,582
Especially if she got bored
or felt misunderstood.
225
00:18:36,375 --> 00:18:38,272
FEMALE INTERVIEWER:
It seems to me, though,
226
00:18:38,376 --> 00:18:40,774
that every woman who
writes about, you know,
227
00:18:40,878 --> 00:18:42,878
kind of puts it down on a record,
228
00:18:43,004 --> 00:18:45,693
doesn't do them any harm,
really. Look at Dido.
229
00:18:45,797 --> 00:18:50,799
She used that album to clean out
her emotional closet.
230
00:18:51,008 --> 00:18:53,384
- Did she?
- Yeah.
231
00:18:53,510 --> 00:18:56,386
It's all about the break-up
of her relationship
232
00:18:56,512 --> 00:18:58,679
and kind of like surviving.
233
00:18:58,805 --> 00:19:03,390
Like the whole thing about
not going down with the ship.
234
00:19:03,516 --> 00:19:04,682
Yeah.
235
00:19:04,808 --> 00:19:09,331
Dido's Dido, but you know, I mean...
236
00:19:11,520 --> 00:19:13,584
I think she's one of the most
exciting and brilliantly
237
00:19:13,688 --> 00:19:16,502
talented vocalists to emerge
in this country in many years.
238
00:19:16,607 --> 00:19:18,691
It is Amy Winehouse.
239
00:19:23,527 --> 00:19:24,610
Fantastic.
240
00:19:26,904 --> 00:19:29,196
You're managed by the company
who look after S Club 7,
241
00:19:29,322 --> 00:19:32,095
who used to look after
the Spice Girls, Simon Fuller.
242
00:19:32,199 --> 00:19:34,304
Have they tried to mould you any way?
243
00:19:34,408 --> 00:19:37,492
Have they tried to change the
way you look, speak or behave?
244
00:19:37,618 --> 00:19:40,516
One of them tried to mould me
into a big triangle shape
245
00:19:40,620 --> 00:19:42,601
and I went 'No'.
246
00:19:42,705 --> 00:19:45,122
No. You know, I've got my own style.
247
00:19:45,915 --> 00:19:48,916
I've got my own style
and I wrote my own songs.
248
00:19:49,042 --> 00:19:51,918
If someone has so much
of something already,
249
00:19:52,044 --> 00:19:54,524
there's very little you can add.
250
00:19:54,628 --> 00:19:56,525
Yeah. You know what I like
about you as well,
251
00:19:56,629 --> 00:19:59,527
- you sound so common.
- Thanks.
252
00:19:59,631 --> 00:20:02,028
No, because I am common.
253
00:20:02,132 --> 00:20:06,239
It's so refreshing to hear someone
who isn't speaking like
254
00:20:06,343 --> 00:20:08,116
they've taken elocution lessons.
255
00:20:08,220 --> 00:20:09,325
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
256
00:20:09,429 --> 00:20:12,138
They gave me elocution lessons
but they kind of...
257
00:20:12,931 --> 00:20:15,306
- They didn't stick?
- Off my back, yeah.
258
00:20:27,522 --> 00:20:32,629
JANIS: I realised early on when Amy
made her mind up, she made her mind up
259
00:20:32,733 --> 00:20:36,318
and I found it difficult
to stand up to her.
260
00:20:38,237 --> 00:20:42,343
She would say: "Oh, Mum,
you're so soft with me.
261
00:20:42,448 --> 00:20:46,574
I can get away with murder.
You should be tougher, Mum."
262
00:20:47,742 --> 00:20:49,950
Well, I just accepted it.
263
00:20:50,577 --> 00:20:54,328
I wasn't strong enough
to say to her "Stop".
264
00:21:28,974 --> 00:21:32,600
I met another woman when
Amy was about 18 months old.
265
00:21:33,185 --> 00:21:35,477
We worked together.
We were having an affair.
266
00:21:36,395 --> 00:21:39,604
But eight or nine years
were to pass before I left home.
267
00:21:40,856 --> 00:21:42,480
I was a coward.
268
00:21:43,774 --> 00:21:47,275
But I felt that Amy
was over it pretty quick.
269
00:22:24,131 --> 00:22:28,029
TYLER: When Amy was a teenager, 13
and 14 she was being taken to the doctors
270
00:22:28,133 --> 00:22:30,425
and she was on antidepressants.
271
00:24:53,091 --> 00:24:56,363
Amy used to always say
to me that that was her dream
272
00:24:56,467 --> 00:24:58,781
to do those sorts of shows.
273
00:24:58,885 --> 00:25:01,886
To play in jazz clubs
to small audiences.
274
00:25:03,012 --> 00:25:06,472
She had one of the most pure
relationships to music.
275
00:25:06,598 --> 00:25:09,390
Such an emotional relationship to music.
276
00:25:09,516 --> 00:25:12,497
It's like she needed music
as if it was a person
277
00:25:12,601 --> 00:25:14,894
and that she would die for it.
278
00:25:18,397 --> 00:25:20,105
BOBBY: Let me read this.
279
00:25:21,607 --> 00:25:23,315
(MUMBLES) Oh, my God.
280
00:25:24,900 --> 00:25:26,900
And the winner
281
00:25:27,110 --> 00:25:29,902
and the song is "Stronger Than Man"
282
00:25:30,028 --> 00:25:32,737
by Amy Winehouse and Salaam Remi.
283
00:25:32,904 --> 00:25:34,237
Let's give it up!
284
00:25:35,406 --> 00:25:38,616
(PUBLIC CHEERING AND APPLAUDING)
285
00:25:40,743 --> 00:25:43,118
This is me, this is me, isn't?
Right here.
286
00:25:43,703 --> 00:25:44,827
Wow.
287
00:25:45,912 --> 00:25:47,412
I don't believe this.
288
00:25:48,247 --> 00:25:51,748
Thank you, Salaam.
There's no picture of him
289
00:25:51,916 --> 00:25:54,541
but Salaam is
the most inspirational producer
290
00:25:54,709 --> 00:25:56,417
I've ever worked with.
291
00:25:56,543 --> 00:25:58,626
He has that unique skill
of not just having
292
00:25:58,752 --> 00:26:02,609
the most appropriate beat,
293
00:26:02,713 --> 00:26:05,131
but also drawing the artistry out.
294
00:26:05,257 --> 00:26:07,737
And I guess
that's the story of this song...
295
00:26:07,842 --> 00:26:11,551
SALAAM: What I allowed her to do
was to put her wit into her songs.
296
00:26:12,761 --> 00:26:14,136
When I heard her sing in front of me,
297
00:26:14,345 --> 00:26:17,012
I could tell she was really
like a jazz singer.
298
00:26:17,138 --> 00:26:20,139
She had the stylings
of a 65 year old jazz singer
299
00:26:20,265 --> 00:26:22,348
who knew the ropes up and down.
300
00:26:22,516 --> 00:26:25,455
It was like, "Okay, if this is
what you are when you're 18
301
00:26:25,559 --> 00:26:27,726
then what are you gonna be
when you're 25?"
302
00:26:28,144 --> 00:26:30,812
(PUBLIC APPLAUDING AND CHEERING)
303
00:26:40,652 --> 00:26:42,840
VERNON: We're now joined
by Mos Def in the backstage area.
304
00:26:42,945 --> 00:26:44,967
Thanks for coming and taking
time out and chatting to us.
305
00:26:45,071 --> 00:26:47,863
I heard they was doing
something so I came down.
306
00:26:49,657 --> 00:26:53,846
YASIIN: I became aware of Amy in 2004.
307
00:26:53,951 --> 00:26:55,785
I was out in England.
308
00:26:57,662 --> 00:27:00,746
I'm a big jazz fan and I really
liked what she was doing.
309
00:27:01,289 --> 00:27:02,288
I thought it was unique.
310
00:27:02,456 --> 00:27:04,561
I thought it was edgy and sincere
311
00:27:04,666 --> 00:27:06,979
and that's the thing
I liked most about Amy is that
312
00:27:07,084 --> 00:27:09,772
she didn't have any airs. She was real.
313
00:27:09,877 --> 00:27:14,045
(AMY SINGS)
314
00:27:17,589 --> 00:27:19,945
I had a chance to meet her
while I was here
315
00:27:20,049 --> 00:27:22,383
and we hit it off.
We became fast friends.
316
00:27:24,302 --> 00:27:26,302
She was just a charming, sweet lady.
317
00:27:26,470 --> 00:27:28,762
I had a bit of a crush on her,
to be honest.
318
00:27:29,471 --> 00:27:32,494
She was raw, she was fast
with a blue joke.
319
00:27:32,598 --> 00:27:34,973
Could drink anybody under the table.
320
00:27:35,183 --> 00:27:39,184
Wasn't afraid to roll a smoke.
Had a big giant laugh.
321
00:27:39,310 --> 00:27:41,102
And was just a sweetheart, you know.
322
00:27:52,401 --> 00:27:56,819
(PUBLIC CHEERING AND CLAPPING)
323
00:27:58,821 --> 00:28:02,906
TIM: You don't seem
that bothered about everything.
324
00:28:03,074 --> 00:28:07,200
Some artists step in here and go,
"I want that number one spot.
325
00:28:07,326 --> 00:28:08,597
- I want my album to go number one.
- Yeah.
326
00:28:08,702 --> 00:28:10,223
- I wanna chase up with a second album.
- Yeah.
327
00:28:10,328 --> 00:28:12,892
- What's up with you?
- I'm determined on the next thing.
328
00:28:12,997 --> 00:28:15,102
I'm not interested in...
329
00:28:15,206 --> 00:28:18,999
Success to me is not success
to the record company or whoever.
330
00:28:19,333 --> 00:28:22,106
Success to me is having
the freedom to work
331
00:28:22,210 --> 00:28:24,001
- with whoever I wanna work.
- Yeah.
332
00:28:24,128 --> 00:28:27,734
To always be able
to just fuck everything off
333
00:28:27,838 --> 00:28:30,088
and go to the studio
when I have to go to the studio.
334
00:28:30,214 --> 00:28:32,403
- Or...
- But you can't do that.
335
00:28:32,507 --> 00:28:34,321
You have other responsibilities now.
336
00:28:34,425 --> 00:28:36,425
- You're becoming an artist in the public eye.
- Yeah.
337
00:28:36,593 --> 00:28:38,135
So all of a sudden you're gonna be...
338
00:28:38,345 --> 00:28:40,428
I'm not saying you're gonna be
hounded by the press,
339
00:28:40,596 --> 00:28:42,221
but you're gonna have
certain responsibilities
340
00:28:42,347 --> 00:28:44,638
that you may not particularly welcome.
341
00:28:44,806 --> 00:28:48,516
That's cool but I think
the more people see of me,
342
00:28:48,642 --> 00:28:51,726
the more they'll realise that
all I'm good for is making tunes.
343
00:28:51,852 --> 00:28:53,749
So leave me alone and I'll do it.
344
00:28:53,853 --> 00:28:58,521
I will do the music.
I need time to do the music.
345
00:29:32,459 --> 00:29:34,647
JULIETTE: When she went to Camden
it was very exciting
346
00:29:34,752 --> 00:29:38,649
cos it was her first property that she'd
bought and we were all really happy.
347
00:29:38,754 --> 00:29:41,963
She loved Camden. She loved it up there.
348
00:29:43,256 --> 00:29:47,174
But when she went to Camden,
things started changing.
349
00:29:56,264 --> 00:29:59,848
(INDIE MUSIC)
350
00:30:09,063 --> 00:30:11,146
SPIKY: We were the Indi kids.
351
00:30:12,147 --> 00:30:14,564
Gazelles, The Rakes, Babyshambles.
352
00:30:14,691 --> 00:30:17,483
Every one was a Camden band.
Like, it was cool again.
353
00:30:18,902 --> 00:30:21,486
PETER: In them days it was
very much like, basically
354
00:30:21,904 --> 00:30:25,863
if you were in a signed
band you were a cunt
355
00:30:26,656 --> 00:30:29,804
because the best looking
and the best dressed
356
00:30:29,908 --> 00:30:33,576
and the coolest people were the ones
who were born to lose really.
357
00:30:35,995 --> 00:30:38,078
AMY:
The Libertines, yeah? I slept on them.
358
00:30:38,204 --> 00:30:40,913
I came to the Libertines
like a year later than everyone else.
359
00:30:41,289 --> 00:30:44,771
But, I'm not being funny,
they made people proud to be British.
360
00:30:44,875 --> 00:30:47,709
That was London
for a real spell, you know.
361
00:30:50,420 --> 00:30:53,712
SPIKY: I run a club called Trash
with my friend Errol.
362
00:30:54,214 --> 00:30:55,713
Did the door there.
363
00:30:55,881 --> 00:30:57,486
Blake would give out flyers for Trash.
364
00:30:57,590 --> 00:30:58,695
BLAKE: We wouldn't have met each other
365
00:30:58,799 --> 00:31:00,299
and a lot of people wouldn't
have all known each other
366
00:31:00,425 --> 00:31:01,800
- had it not been for Trash.
- Yeah.
367
00:31:01,926 --> 00:31:03,426
- That's fair enough, innit?
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
368
00:31:03,594 --> 00:31:06,511
It's the first place
I learnt how to pull a bird.
369
00:31:06,804 --> 00:31:08,720
SPIKY: He just loved girls, you know.
370
00:31:08,930 --> 00:31:11,514
He loved partying and he loved shagging.
371
00:31:11,807 --> 00:31:13,599
Always in and out of bed.
372
00:31:14,517 --> 00:31:17,601
BLAKE: We met in a pub
in "The Good Mixer" in Camden.
373
00:31:18,102 --> 00:31:20,603
I was at the bar and then she came in.
374
00:31:20,729 --> 00:31:24,835
We just sort of started playing
pool, then we went to another pub.
375
00:31:24,939 --> 00:31:27,189
And then we went back to Amy's house.
376
00:31:27,316 --> 00:31:30,733
She was seeing somebody else
and I was seeing somebody else
377
00:31:30,901 --> 00:31:33,735
but I didn't think of it as infidelity.
378
00:31:33,902 --> 00:31:35,717
I just thought she was like a young girl
379
00:31:35,821 --> 00:31:38,613
and she was a bit naughty.
And I was the same.
380
00:31:57,333 --> 00:31:59,333
- Are you alright?
- How you doing? You okay?
381
00:32:01,836 --> 00:32:03,336
What's going on with you at the moment?
382
00:32:03,462 --> 00:32:05,025
Cos obviously "Frank" was last year
383
00:32:05,129 --> 00:32:07,630
and we haven't really heard
much from you since then.
384
00:32:07,756 --> 00:32:08,964
So when are we gonna hear from you next?
385
00:32:09,131 --> 00:32:11,945
- What's the next single?
- I can't think of the next single.
386
00:32:12,050 --> 00:32:15,823
I'm just gonna write
the next album at the minute.
387
00:32:15,927 --> 00:32:19,636
- You having writer's block or...
- Yeah, man. It's hard to write
388
00:32:19,762 --> 00:32:22,034
because you can write
a million things a day
389
00:32:22,138 --> 00:32:24,639
but it's hard to write
something that you're proud of.
390
00:32:24,765 --> 00:32:26,766
So I'm just trying, you know.
391
00:32:30,644 --> 00:32:32,144
LUCIAN: I asked to see her.
392
00:32:32,353 --> 00:32:34,770
She was late and she came in with Nicky.
393
00:32:36,063 --> 00:32:37,855
She was a character.
394
00:32:38,148 --> 00:32:40,982
She called me Uncle Lucian,
and I really liked her.
395
00:32:41,150 --> 00:32:43,130
And I had enough
of a relationship with her
396
00:32:43,234 --> 00:32:45,484
so there's no flattery.
It was like blunt.
397
00:32:45,652 --> 00:32:47,549
And I said:
"Enough, I need another album.
398
00:32:47,653 --> 00:32:50,278
Now go and write one.
This is horse shit.
399
00:32:50,655 --> 00:32:52,572
"Frank" was then, this is now.
400
00:32:53,657 --> 00:32:55,657
They're all gonna forget you."
401
00:32:56,992 --> 00:32:58,867
She didn't like it.
402
00:33:01,787 --> 00:33:03,870
- Nick Shymansky.
- Yes.
403
00:33:04,246 --> 00:33:05,788
Sit up a bit.
404
00:33:07,998 --> 00:33:09,790
- Yes?
- How are you today, darling?
405
00:33:09,999 --> 00:33:12,188
Very good, actually. Thanks.
406
00:33:12,292 --> 00:33:14,584
- What about you?
- Really good.
407
00:33:15,085 --> 00:33:16,649
NICK: In between all this,
408
00:33:16,753 --> 00:33:21,380
she decided she wanted me to leave 19
409
00:33:21,590 --> 00:33:23,506
with Simon Fuller to go and manage her.
410
00:33:25,092 --> 00:33:30,177
She didn't like being connected
with Pop Idol and the Spice Girls
411
00:33:30,303 --> 00:33:32,867
but I thought
it would be incredibly disloyal,
412
00:33:32,971 --> 00:33:35,388
at this point, to walk away.
413
00:33:38,390 --> 00:33:41,580
And Blake was very quickly becoming
414
00:33:41,684 --> 00:33:43,915
bigger and bigger character in all this.
415
00:33:44,019 --> 00:33:46,395
She was with him the whole time
416
00:33:46,521 --> 00:33:49,605
and didn't want
to go places without him.
417
00:33:52,149 --> 00:33:54,232
BLAKE: We spent the summer together.
418
00:33:55,025 --> 00:33:59,151
She used to say we were like twins
and that was our relationship.
419
00:33:59,319 --> 00:34:04,112
I'd like to sabotage myself and I think
Amy would like to sabotage herself.
420
00:34:04,238 --> 00:34:06,655
Maybe that was our nature.
421
00:34:09,659 --> 00:34:11,826
I used to ask her
why was she promiscuous
422
00:34:11,952 --> 00:34:14,536
and why she was
more like a man with sex.
423
00:34:14,662 --> 00:34:18,454
It's indicative of somebody
that's had a traumatic event,
424
00:34:18,622 --> 00:34:20,539
maybe sexually, themselves.
425
00:34:20,665 --> 00:34:23,540
Sort of made sense to me
from the way she was.
426
00:34:25,126 --> 00:34:26,355
She'd just say, "It's nothing.
427
00:34:26,460 --> 00:34:29,835
I weren't abused when I was a kid.
Nothing like that."
428
00:34:29,961 --> 00:34:35,653
And she said her dad leaving her mum
was what caused this
429
00:34:35,757 --> 00:34:38,049
and her not really seeing her dad.
430
00:34:40,260 --> 00:34:41,634
I understood.
431
00:34:42,177 --> 00:34:45,450
I cut my wrists
when I was nine years old.
432
00:34:45,554 --> 00:34:48,577
I don't know if I wanted
to necessarily die,
433
00:34:48,681 --> 00:34:51,848
I just wanted my mum
to leave my stepdad.
434
00:34:53,475 --> 00:34:55,934
Me and Amy were quite similar.
435
00:34:57,769 --> 00:35:01,771
AMY: I fell in love with someone
who I would have died for.
436
00:35:02,439 --> 00:35:04,856
We were in love and we were together.
437
00:35:05,191 --> 00:35:07,858
And that's like a real drug, isn't it?
438
00:35:30,372 --> 00:35:33,872
♪ If my man was fighting
439
00:35:34,165 --> 00:35:37,083
♪ some unholy war
440
00:35:37,375 --> 00:35:40,001
♪ I would be behind him
441
00:35:40,169 --> 00:35:43,169
♪ Straight shook up beside him
442
00:35:43,712 --> 00:35:46,588
♪ With strength he didn't know
443
00:35:46,714 --> 00:35:49,882
♪ It's you I'm fighting for
444
00:35:51,217 --> 00:35:56,511
♪ He can't lose with me in tow
445
00:35:56,720 --> 00:36:00,118
CHORUS: ♪ With me in tow. ♪
446
00:36:00,222 --> 00:36:06,016
♪ I refuse to let him go
447
00:36:07,309 --> 00:36:09,915
CHORUS: ♪ To let him go. ♪
448
00:36:10,019 --> 00:36:13,311
♪ At his side
449
00:36:13,896 --> 00:36:18,482
♪ and drunk on pride
450
00:36:19,316 --> 00:36:25,319
♪ We wait for the blow. ♪
451
00:36:43,747 --> 00:36:47,415
LAUREN: Oh, let's see who's
gonna be behind the green door.
452
00:36:48,541 --> 00:36:50,438
Master of the house is not in right now.
453
00:36:50,542 --> 00:36:53,126
She is gone somewhere
for a minute to be somewhere.
454
00:36:53,252 --> 00:36:54,524
She's having dinner
455
00:36:54,628 --> 00:36:57,025
so I'm having a cheeky
cigarette while she gone.
456
00:36:57,129 --> 00:36:58,526
Don't tell her. Shh. Don't tell her.
457
00:36:58,630 --> 00:37:03,237
LAUREN: Cheeky. "Mi scusi".
Tell me about this place.
458
00:37:03,341 --> 00:37:06,239
While she's away, I'll give you
a tour of the house.
459
00:37:06,343 --> 00:37:08,032
Okay, ready? Okay.
460
00:37:08,136 --> 00:37:10,742
First of all I lead you
into the main room.
461
00:37:10,846 --> 00:37:13,118
This is usually reserved
for entertaining guests
462
00:37:13,222 --> 00:37:15,931
but you can be my guest,
because no-one's here today.
463
00:37:16,057 --> 00:37:18,766
Okay, I lead you out to the grand patio.
464
00:37:19,059 --> 00:37:22,059
Please, please follow.
Don't mind me in my...
465
00:37:22,936 --> 00:37:25,644
Okay, darling. This is the grand patio.
466
00:37:26,021 --> 00:37:27,354
This is Cecil.
467
00:37:27,938 --> 00:37:29,438
Cecil lives here.
468
00:37:30,023 --> 00:37:31,147
LAUREN: Cecil.
469
00:37:31,273 --> 00:37:33,672
Then we have the bedroom.
It's very nice.
470
00:37:33,776 --> 00:37:35,442
There are some cupboards.
471
00:37:35,568 --> 00:37:39,528
See up here, this is where I
sleep when the master come home.
472
00:37:39,779 --> 00:37:41,759
The toilet.
473
00:37:41,863 --> 00:37:45,448
Sometimes when I'm alone,
I have a shower in all my clothes.
474
00:37:45,574 --> 00:37:48,179
I find this is the only true
way to relax.
475
00:37:48,283 --> 00:37:52,265
Also here, this is the hook
I hang from when I'm in trouble.
476
00:37:52,369 --> 00:37:54,369
It's not very often, I'm a good boy.
477
00:37:54,578 --> 00:37:57,435
I'm a good boy. Okay, well this is it.
478
00:37:57,539 --> 00:37:59,289
Welcome to my humble abode.
479
00:38:00,583 --> 00:38:01,582
Amy.
480
00:38:05,252 --> 00:38:08,753
We are sitting in a little bar
481
00:38:08,879 --> 00:38:11,963
drinking cocktails. There's my cocktail.
482
00:38:12,964 --> 00:38:15,298
There's Amy's little cocktail.
483
00:38:16,466 --> 00:38:18,383
I think it's got Rohypnol in it.
484
00:38:30,766 --> 00:38:32,872
LAUREN: All of a sudden she went to me:
485
00:38:32,976 --> 00:38:37,602
"Lauren, listen to this message.
This is a message from Blake."
486
00:38:40,063 --> 00:38:42,813
BLAKE: I said to her that I didn't
wanna leave my girlfriend
487
00:38:43,773 --> 00:38:45,982
and we'd probably be better as friends.
488
00:38:49,986 --> 00:38:53,070
LAUREN: She was obsessing
over these text messages.
489
00:38:53,279 --> 00:38:56,905
He wanted nothing to do with her
and she was obsessing over it.
490
00:38:57,907 --> 00:39:01,908
All she wanted was
for him to wanna see her.
491
00:39:04,285 --> 00:39:05,910
NICK: It got messy.
492
00:39:06,912 --> 00:39:10,829
He went back to his girlfriend,
then she got her own back.
493
00:39:11,831 --> 00:39:13,999
She slept with his friend.
494
00:39:56,315 --> 00:39:58,023
LAUREN: The person that lived
opposite in the little court
495
00:39:58,149 --> 00:40:01,213
had Juliette's number and
had called Juliette up to say:
496
00:40:01,318 --> 00:40:03,756
"Amy's fallen over
and she's hurt her head."
497
00:40:03,861 --> 00:40:05,425
So we've gone round there.
498
00:40:05,529 --> 00:40:08,343
It looked like people had
been squatting in her house.
499
00:40:08,447 --> 00:40:12,220
It stank, it was dirty.
And she was lying on the bed,
500
00:40:12,325 --> 00:40:15,367
and she had this golf ball
coming out of her head.
501
00:40:15,535 --> 00:40:18,660
So we worked till like three
in the morning and cleaned the house.
502
00:40:18,828 --> 00:40:21,954
And I called her dad,
and we called Nick.
503
00:40:42,383 --> 00:40:44,884
NICK: We all met there and it was like,
504
00:40:45,051 --> 00:40:49,052
"This is getting out of control."
"We need to get her some help."
505
00:40:50,054 --> 00:40:55,348
I've tried speaking to the parents
and they really wanna kinda take it on.
506
00:40:56,267 --> 00:40:58,975
And so I, technically,
I sort of kidnapped her.
507
00:41:09,274 --> 00:41:11,962
I picked her up and I thought,
508
00:41:12,067 --> 00:41:14,172
"I'm driving you
to the middle of nowhere
509
00:41:14,276 --> 00:41:18,569
and we're gonna sit there until
you acknowledge what's going on."
510
00:41:19,362 --> 00:41:22,864
I drove her to Black Park in Iver.
511
00:41:26,075 --> 00:41:28,889
And it started off with her
sort of laughing,
512
00:41:28,993 --> 00:41:30,910
"you're such an idiot."
513
00:41:31,370 --> 00:41:33,787
And then it turned into
"Don't be a prick."
514
00:41:33,913 --> 00:41:35,913
She kicked my car.
515
00:41:37,081 --> 00:41:39,895
And then she just broke down eventually.
516
00:41:39,999 --> 00:41:41,604
Opened up about everything.
517
00:41:41,708 --> 00:41:44,189
She said she thinks she's got a problem,
518
00:41:44,293 --> 00:41:48,712
she was lost and out of her depth.
Horrible.
519
00:41:51,381 --> 00:41:53,715
She agreed to go to rehab.
520
00:41:53,924 --> 00:41:56,716
I took her to see the rehab guy.
521
00:41:56,884 --> 00:41:58,676
She was like,
"I don't wanna talk about it.
522
00:41:58,802 --> 00:42:01,010
I'll go if my dad thinks I should go."
523
00:42:02,429 --> 00:42:05,721
We'd spoken to Mitch. We'd set it all up
524
00:42:06,431 --> 00:42:09,223
and she turned into
a seven year old child.
525
00:42:09,433 --> 00:42:12,726
Sat on her father's lap
and put her arm round him.
526
00:42:14,937 --> 00:42:16,811
MITCHELL: I said to the managers,
527
00:42:16,938 --> 00:42:19,521
"She doesn't need
to go to rehab, she's fine."
528
00:42:20,731 --> 00:42:23,087
My dad said "you're alright,
you don't need to go."
529
00:42:23,191 --> 00:42:27,025
I said, "Alright, Dad, I'll go and meet him
and then we'll back out", which I did.
530
00:42:27,443 --> 00:42:30,027
MITCH: She didn't need to go to rehab.
531
00:42:32,404 --> 00:42:37,448
NICK: That was the moment
we lost a very key opportunity.
532
00:42:37,700 --> 00:42:39,305
I'm not saying it would have worked.
533
00:42:39,409 --> 00:42:41,848
Very often you have to go
two or three times
534
00:42:41,952 --> 00:42:46,120
but she wasn't a star.
She wasn't swarmed by paparazzi.
535
00:42:46,246 --> 00:42:49,018
We could've just fucked
"Back To Black" off,
536
00:42:49,122 --> 00:42:51,019
and "Back To Black"
might have never happened
537
00:42:51,123 --> 00:42:53,854
but she'd have had a chance
to have been dealt with
538
00:42:53,958 --> 00:42:59,460
by professionals before
the world wanted a piece of her.
539
00:43:55,953 --> 00:44:00,954
(AMY HUMS)
540
00:44:02,373 --> 00:44:07,458
♪ I never wanted you to be my man
541
00:44:08,584 --> 00:44:13,586
♪ I just wanted to see
what you can do. Yeah.
542
00:44:14,171 --> 00:44:18,172
♪ No. Yo, yeah. ♪
543
00:44:18,882 --> 00:44:21,800
SALAAM: The label were
considering letting her go.
544
00:44:21,968 --> 00:44:24,760
She ends up coming back to Miami.
545
00:44:25,094 --> 00:44:27,491
Guy Moot calls me up, like "Hey,
are you sure you wanna do this?"
546
00:44:27,596 --> 00:44:30,410
And I said, "Listen,
even if you dropped her,
547
00:44:30,514 --> 00:44:34,703
I would pay her to come to my house
and sing cos this shit fucking moves me."
548
00:44:34,808 --> 00:44:39,518
♪ Many times when I tried
to set you right
549
00:44:40,811 --> 00:44:43,416
♪ It's just too hard
550
00:44:43,521 --> 00:44:47,273
♪ I never wanted you
551
00:44:47,399 --> 00:44:51,588
♪ to be my man but I really... ♪
552
00:44:51,693 --> 00:44:54,693
And she totally didn't drink
the whole time while she was here.
553
00:44:57,112 --> 00:45:00,427
And she sat out
in my back garden for four days.
554
00:45:00,531 --> 00:45:03,531
She'd just take her little
notebook and just keep writing.
555
00:45:14,414 --> 00:45:18,187
♪ All I can ever be to you
is the darkness that we knew
556
00:45:18,291 --> 00:45:21,709
♪ And this regret I got accustomed to
557
00:45:22,627 --> 00:45:26,419
♪ Once it was so right
When we were at our height
558
00:45:26,712 --> 00:45:29,713
♪ Waiting for you in the hotel at night
559
00:45:30,423 --> 00:45:32,339
♪ I knew I hadn't met my match
560
00:45:32,507 --> 00:45:34,549
♪ With every moment we could snatch
561
00:45:34,717 --> 00:45:38,052
♪ I don't know why I got so attached. ♪
562
00:46:03,943 --> 00:46:07,652
AMY: It took me a while
to get my head round a lot of things.
563
00:46:08,445 --> 00:46:10,070
The actual turning point
when I was alright with it was
564
00:46:10,446 --> 00:46:12,238
when I started writing the album.
565
00:46:12,364 --> 00:46:14,864
I write songs because
I'm fucked up in the head
566
00:46:15,032 --> 00:46:16,262
and I need to put it on paper
567
00:46:16,366 --> 00:46:18,554
and then write a song to it
and to feel better about it.
568
00:46:18,659 --> 00:46:20,055
Have something good
out of something bad.
569
00:46:20,159 --> 00:46:21,659
♪ He walks away
570
00:46:22,577 --> 00:46:26,225
♪ The sun goes down, he takes the day
571
00:46:26,329 --> 00:46:29,456
♪ But I'm grown, and in your way
572
00:46:29,749 --> 00:46:35,251
♪ My deep shade, my tears dry. ♪
573
00:46:46,983 --> 00:46:50,984
NICK: The ideas were there.
Four or five songs were there.
574
00:46:51,485 --> 00:46:55,279
You can feel something
creatively starting to happen.
575
00:46:56,697 --> 00:46:59,678
But I was still very worried
about her health.
576
00:46:59,782 --> 00:47:02,991
She's really vulnerable
and not in a good place.
577
00:47:06,202 --> 00:47:10,870
And then she said, "Listen,
are you leaving 19 to manage me?"
578
00:47:10,997 --> 00:47:12,768
And I said, "D'you know what,
579
00:47:12,873 --> 00:47:14,978
unless you let me help you
sort yourself out
580
00:47:15,082 --> 00:47:16,874
I'm not doing this shit for you.
581
00:47:17,000 --> 00:47:19,876
I can't watch you
do yourself in like this."
582
00:47:22,462 --> 00:47:25,901
I remember she came to talk about
wanting to change management.
583
00:47:26,006 --> 00:47:28,069
I said, "Look, that's entirely
your decision.
584
00:47:28,173 --> 00:47:30,882
We will support you whatever
you wanna do."
585
00:47:31,884 --> 00:47:34,281
And then she said she wanted
to be managed by Raye Cosbert.
586
00:47:34,385 --> 00:47:37,969
All I thought is, "Why are you gonna
be managed by your promoter?"
587
00:47:38,387 --> 00:47:42,202
I remember thinking "We'll deal
with a promoter whose main interest
588
00:47:42,306 --> 00:47:44,120
will be to get her out on the road."
589
00:47:44,225 --> 00:47:46,725
And we knew she was
very vulnerable on the road.
590
00:47:51,228 --> 00:47:53,895
RAYE: When I first met Amy,
I was her concert promoter.
591
00:47:55,022 --> 00:47:58,295
We talked and she said
that her contract was up with 19
592
00:47:58,399 --> 00:48:01,024
and she wanted to explore
other possibilities.
593
00:48:01,192 --> 00:48:02,714
She said, "Would you like to do it?"
594
00:48:02,818 --> 00:48:05,402
And I was like, "Well, yeah,
let's talk about it."
595
00:48:06,528 --> 00:48:08,133
We got on quite well.
596
00:48:08,237 --> 00:48:09,530
I'd be the guy that'd turn up
after the gig
597
00:48:09,739 --> 00:48:13,387
and say "Well done". Have a glass
of bubbly and I thought, well,
598
00:48:13,491 --> 00:48:15,305
sometimes someone just wants a change
599
00:48:15,409 --> 00:48:18,014
because they feel
it's right for them to change.
600
00:48:18,119 --> 00:48:20,202
It's like switching bank accounts.
601
00:48:31,834 --> 00:48:33,417
NICK: I was way too close to Amy.
602
00:48:33,544 --> 00:48:35,211
I shouldn't have ever been that close.
603
00:48:35,337 --> 00:48:37,129
It should have been business.
604
00:48:37,755 --> 00:48:40,631
But when you're 19
and you meet a 16 year old
605
00:48:40,757 --> 00:48:44,216
and you go through that
you don't understand that.
606
00:48:56,765 --> 00:48:59,934
We'd spent all these years together
607
00:49:01,352 --> 00:49:05,437
and all of a sudden,
out of nowhere, I wasn't there.
608
00:49:16,860 --> 00:49:18,735
MALE VOICE: Let's get this taped.
609
00:49:18,861 --> 00:49:20,175
And you'll keep that one.
610
00:49:20,279 --> 00:49:22,654
AMY: When I started writing
the first song about Blake
611
00:49:22,780 --> 00:49:24,865
the other songs just wrote themselves.
612
00:49:25,074 --> 00:49:28,283
I really was on a roll
because I had these feelings,
613
00:49:28,451 --> 00:49:30,451
had these words floating around in me.
614
00:49:30,577 --> 00:49:32,660
When you write a song,
you have to remember how you felt.
615
00:49:32,786 --> 00:49:34,141
You have to remember
what the weather was like.
616
00:49:34,246 --> 00:49:36,351
You have to remember
what his neck smelt like.
617
00:49:36,455 --> 00:49:38,538
You have to remember all of it.
618
00:49:45,460 --> 00:49:47,460
MARK:
She would tell me stories about Blake
619
00:49:47,586 --> 00:49:51,963
and this tempestuous,
extreme relationship.
620
00:49:52,256 --> 00:49:54,862
That first day she wrote "Back To Black"
621
00:49:54,966 --> 00:49:58,258
all the lyrics and the melody
in two or three hours.
622
00:51:24,141 --> 00:51:27,163
♪ Black
623
00:51:28,692 --> 00:51:32,081
♪ Black
624
00:51:33,106 --> 00:51:35,856
♪ Black. ♪
625
00:51:37,358 --> 00:51:40,525
Oh, it's a bit upsetting
at the end, isn't it?
626
00:51:40,651 --> 00:51:44,319
- Rrrr, boom, boom, boom.
- I love that. Yes, Amy.
627
00:51:45,029 --> 00:51:46,236
Yeah!
628
00:51:49,448 --> 00:51:51,614
MARK: It was just one
of those serendipitous things.
629
00:51:51,740 --> 00:51:54,263
Like I just caught her
at that magic moment.
630
00:51:54,367 --> 00:51:56,534
And she was just ready to get it going.
631
00:51:56,660 --> 00:51:59,016
That's why I couldn't understand
what everyone else was saying
632
00:51:59,120 --> 00:52:03,247
about this procrastinating,
troubled artist.
633
00:52:06,666 --> 00:52:10,375
DARCUS: I went out to New York
to hear what they were doing.
634
00:52:10,877 --> 00:52:14,274
When I was flying out I got
a call from management saying
635
00:52:14,379 --> 00:52:17,151
that Amy's nan had fallen ill
636
00:52:17,255 --> 00:52:21,340
and she wanted
to get straight back to her nan.
637
00:52:50,692 --> 00:52:53,400
JANIS: Cynthia used to look after Amy.
638
00:52:54,068 --> 00:52:58,194
She was like the mother
that I didn't have.
639
00:52:59,363 --> 00:53:03,781
My own mother was not
really motherly to me.
640
00:53:05,658 --> 00:53:10,368
So, Amy and Cynthia
were very very close.
641
00:53:13,495 --> 00:53:16,269
MITCHELL: My mum died May the 5th, 2006.
642
00:53:16,373 --> 00:53:18,290
She had lung cancer.
643
00:53:21,792 --> 00:53:24,565
Cynthia was a strong person in her life
644
00:53:24,669 --> 00:53:28,795
and used to tell her how it is.
So it was horrible for her.
645
00:53:30,422 --> 00:53:32,797
That killed her inside.
646
00:53:40,428 --> 00:53:42,909
Hang on, I'm not playing this track now.
647
00:53:43,013 --> 00:53:45,013
Not playing this track now.
648
00:53:45,514 --> 00:53:47,995
I'm not playing this track now.
649
00:53:48,099 --> 00:53:51,205
I spoke to them and they said
it's just unnecessary.
650
00:53:51,309 --> 00:53:54,101
Yeah, yeah. Okay.
651
00:53:54,728 --> 00:53:56,916
DARCUS: We were making
the back end of the record
652
00:53:57,021 --> 00:54:01,022
and we were at Metropolis Studios
and Amy had bits of vocal to finish.
653
00:54:02,732 --> 00:54:05,442
Have I got any drink?
Did they bring up that drink?
654
00:54:06,402 --> 00:54:09,299
- It's quite fun really.
- An acoustic session.
655
00:54:09,403 --> 00:54:12,237
I haven't been filmed like this.
I haven't done it before.
656
00:54:13,697 --> 00:54:16,698
DARCUS: She was having
a couple of whisky and cokes.
657
00:54:16,824 --> 00:54:18,929
We had broke for lunch.
658
00:54:19,033 --> 00:54:22,014
Amy had ordered
this massive plate of food
659
00:54:22,118 --> 00:54:24,744
and she had a big dessert as well.
660
00:54:25,120 --> 00:54:29,935
She finished the whole thing off
and she disappeared for a while
661
00:54:30,039 --> 00:54:33,958
and 45 minutes later came back,
a bit kind of dazed.
662
00:54:38,420 --> 00:54:42,234
And the studio manager pulled
me out of the session and said,
663
00:54:42,338 --> 00:54:44,964
"Look, I need you to come
and see something."
664
00:54:45,132 --> 00:54:49,655
She took me to the women's toilets
and Amy had thrown everything up
665
00:54:49,759 --> 00:54:52,551
and literally redecorated the toilets.
666
00:54:52,969 --> 00:54:55,324
She'd obviously been wiping her face
667
00:54:55,429 --> 00:54:59,139
and all the mascara had been
rubbed off on the towels.
668
00:54:59,640 --> 00:55:04,267
And that's when I kinda realised
that something serious was wrong.
669
00:55:07,353 --> 00:55:10,478
I had a toffee fudge. But I ate it.
670
00:55:12,272 --> 00:55:13,355
JANIS: Yummy.
671
00:55:13,564 --> 00:55:16,482
When she was probably 15.
672
00:55:17,275 --> 00:55:20,567
She one day said, 'I've got
this really great diet, Mum.
673
00:55:21,236 --> 00:55:25,487
I eat what I want
and then I just bring it all up'.
674
00:55:26,781 --> 00:55:28,364
I know I'm a pig.
675
00:55:29,574 --> 00:55:32,491
I know I'm a pig, I just can't help it.
676
00:55:33,242 --> 00:55:36,493
JANIS: I obviously did not think
that deeply of it.
677
00:55:36,661 --> 00:55:39,453
My feeling was it would pass.
678
00:55:40,955 --> 00:55:43,497
And then she told Mitchell about it.
679
00:55:44,290 --> 00:55:49,668
He also sort of pushed it aside
not taking it seriously.
680
00:55:51,462 --> 00:55:57,380
That basically is bulimia
and it doesn't pass.
681
00:56:02,009 --> 00:56:04,489
- Hello. Welcome to the show.
- Hello, you alright?
682
00:56:04,594 --> 00:56:06,490
You've been away for a while.
What have you been up to?
683
00:56:06,595 --> 00:56:08,386
I've done an album,
it's called "Back To Black".
684
00:56:08,512 --> 00:56:12,764
- How would you describe it?
- It's a lot more...
685
00:56:13,516 --> 00:56:17,289
I don't wanna say more raw but it's not
got all the clever like jazz chords.
686
00:56:17,393 --> 00:56:18,665
It's not really like that now.
687
00:56:18,769 --> 00:56:21,519
I've listened to a lot of
girl groups and garage bands.
688
00:56:21,687 --> 00:56:23,292
It's kinda what it's like.
It's a lot more guitar.
689
00:56:23,396 --> 00:56:26,480
I mean I'm a guitarist, I've been
listening to a lot more guitar bands.
690
00:56:26,606 --> 00:56:28,795
I mean in Camden,
you can't really get away from it so...
691
00:56:28,899 --> 00:56:30,524
- You can't.
- It's rubbed off on me.
692
00:56:31,025 --> 00:56:34,693
Would you say it's more accessible
than your debut?
693
00:56:34,819 --> 00:56:36,694
I'd say it's more,
I'd say it was more accessible.
694
00:56:36,820 --> 00:56:40,802
It's not necessarily more poppy
but jazz is quite an exclusive.
695
00:56:40,907 --> 00:56:46,117
It's quite an elitist music.
This album's a lot less like that.
696
00:57:16,093 --> 00:57:20,219
♪ I'd rather be at home with friends. ♪
697
00:57:22,888 --> 00:57:25,202
FEMALE PRESENTER:
Let's talk about your music then.
698
00:57:25,306 --> 00:57:30,809
"Rehab" has gone down so well.
Are you surprised by the reaction?
699
00:57:30,977 --> 00:57:32,415
AMY: I am actually.
700
00:57:32,519 --> 00:57:35,103
I never even thought
it'd be a single really.
701
00:57:35,229 --> 00:57:36,520
But the record company were just like,
702
00:57:36,688 --> 00:57:38,377
"We want it to be a single",
and I was like 'Okay'.
703
00:57:38,481 --> 00:57:41,106
I love all of it.
I'm really proud of it.
704
00:57:42,191 --> 00:57:44,191
The Q Awards,
which you were at yesterday.
705
00:57:44,317 --> 00:57:45,380
Did you have a good time?
706
00:57:45,485 --> 00:57:46,984
I had too good a time, to be honest.
707
00:57:47,527 --> 00:57:49,236
If that's possible.
708
00:57:50,112 --> 00:57:51,904
Alcohol is bad, kids.
709
00:57:53,197 --> 00:57:56,115
♪ ...in a shot glass
710
00:57:56,241 --> 00:57:58,617
♪ They tried to make me go to rehab
711
00:57:58,743 --> 00:58:01,702
♪ I said, no, no, no... ♪
712
00:58:09,123 --> 00:58:11,228
MALE ASSISTANT: Can you tie that
any tighter? What are you doing?
713
00:58:11,333 --> 00:58:12,312
You have to be able to sing.
714
00:58:12,417 --> 00:58:14,417
FEMALE ASSISTANT:
How can you breathe when you're singing?
715
00:58:14,543 --> 00:58:16,835
- That's tight.
- Breathe? Sing? What?
716
00:58:17,002 --> 00:58:18,252
(ALL LAUGH)
717
00:58:19,713 --> 00:58:25,757
SAM: There was this atmosphere
of celebrity all tied into "Rehab".
718
00:58:26,717 --> 00:58:28,842
"Rehab" was the pivotal song.
719
00:58:29,010 --> 00:58:32,427
It was the song that gets her
into a particular place.
720
00:58:32,929 --> 00:58:35,012
Her becoming a commercial star.
721
00:58:36,847 --> 00:58:40,265
JO: The winner of the Best
British Female this year
722
00:58:41,350 --> 00:58:43,747
way more rock and roll
than Liam Gallagher,
723
00:58:43,851 --> 00:58:46,853
it's the one, the only... Amy Winehouse!
724
00:58:47,270 --> 00:58:49,562
(PUBLIC CHEERING AND CLAPPING)
725
00:59:45,595 --> 00:59:46,658
MAN: Amy.
726
00:59:46,763 --> 00:59:47,887
MAN: Amy!
727
00:59:50,306 --> 00:59:52,806
MAN: Okay, let's just go.
Get the, get the, go.
728
00:59:54,392 --> 00:59:55,975
Let's go, man!
729
01:01:12,728 --> 01:01:18,250
♪ We're, we're still friends
730
01:01:20,486 --> 01:01:25,177
♪ We're still friends
731
01:01:25,819 --> 01:01:30,529
♪ We're still friends. ♪
732
01:01:52,376 --> 01:01:55,127
Rach, this is Blake, he's my fiancé.
733
01:01:55,253 --> 01:01:56,252
- Hi.
- Hello.
734
01:02:11,762 --> 01:02:13,137
MALE RADIO VOICE: Turn the volume up.
735
01:02:13,263 --> 01:02:16,264
We're kicking off for one
hundred and seven days of summer
736
01:02:16,390 --> 01:02:19,974
on 107.5 WBLS.
737
01:02:21,893 --> 01:02:26,394
♪ The man said,
Why do you think you're here?
738
01:02:28,646 --> 01:02:31,480
♪ I said, I got no...
739
01:02:35,193 --> 01:02:40,153
♪ I'm gonna, I'm gonna lose my baby
740
01:02:42,155 --> 01:02:48,782
♪ So I always keep a bottle near
741
01:02:49,992 --> 01:02:53,576
♪ He said,
I just think you're depressed,
742
01:02:55,912 --> 01:03:02,479
♪ Kiss me, yeah baby, and go rest. ♪
743
01:03:02,583 --> 01:03:04,500
FEMALE FAN: I love not like,
744
01:03:04,668 --> 01:03:08,482
Amy Winehouse because her voice is
the most original voice
745
01:03:08,586 --> 01:03:11,420
I've heard in the last ten years.
746
01:03:11,588 --> 01:03:13,296
MALE FAN: My daughter
has turned everybody on to it.
747
01:03:13,422 --> 01:03:15,381
FEMALE FAN:
And I've turned all my friends on to it.
748
01:03:17,424 --> 01:03:21,592
DAVID LETTERMAN: Her CD is entitled "Back
To Black". Please welcome Amy Winehouse.
749
01:03:23,219 --> 01:03:24,927
♪ I just...
750
01:03:25,596 --> 01:03:28,889
♪ Oh, I just need a friend
751
01:03:30,682 --> 01:03:35,184
♪ See I'm not gonna spare ten weeks
752
01:03:35,894 --> 01:03:39,519
♪ Have everyone think I'm
753
01:03:39,896 --> 01:03:44,586
♪ on the mend
754
01:03:44,690 --> 01:03:47,941
♪ It's not just my pride
755
01:03:49,526 --> 01:03:56,321
♪ It's just till these tears have dried
756
01:03:56,906 --> 01:03:58,427
♪ Tried to make me go to rehab... ♪
757
01:03:58,532 --> 01:04:01,824
YASIIN: Amy called me.
And then I saw her in New York.
758
01:04:02,617 --> 01:04:04,514
She wasn't puffed up
about herself at all.
759
01:04:04,618 --> 01:04:08,703
She was almost embarrassed by
the fact that she was doing so well.
760
01:04:08,829 --> 01:04:12,935
She expressed a lot of concern
and fear about the way things
761
01:04:13,039 --> 01:04:16,124
were gonna go and how she was
gonna handle it, you know.
762
01:04:16,250 --> 01:04:19,626
She was like, "What am I supposed
to do in this space?"
763
01:04:19,961 --> 01:04:22,544
♪ Go, go, go. ♪
764
01:04:28,340 --> 01:04:31,049
JAY LENO: Amy Winehouse.
Nice job. Thank you very much.
765
01:04:33,718 --> 01:04:35,843
(FAN SHOUTING) Amy!
766
01:04:38,220 --> 01:04:41,263
MONTE: Everybody just wanted
to spend time with Amy.
767
01:04:42,349 --> 01:04:45,933
In our business there's nothing
that can prepare you
768
01:04:46,059 --> 01:04:48,351
for that level of success.
769
01:04:48,477 --> 01:04:52,061
There's no textbook.
You can warn an artist,
770
01:04:52,271 --> 01:04:54,854
you can try and prepare them for it
771
01:04:54,980 --> 01:04:57,461
but at the end of the day,
until you go through it
772
01:04:57,565 --> 01:05:00,274
it's unlike anything
you've ever encountered.
773
01:05:06,570 --> 01:05:07,946
MAN: By yourself, by yourself.
774
01:05:08,072 --> 01:05:09,780
By yourself!
775
01:05:32,293 --> 01:05:33,774
BLAKE: How do you think
the shoot's going, baby?
776
01:05:33,878 --> 01:05:35,567
Really well, baby.
777
01:05:35,671 --> 01:05:37,087
- Enjoying yourself?
- Yeah.
778
01:05:37,255 --> 01:05:39,652
What's it like to be shot
by Terry Richardson?
779
01:05:39,756 --> 01:05:41,673
What's he like at shooting?
780
01:05:43,508 --> 01:05:45,780
It's a lifelong dream come true.
781
01:05:45,885 --> 01:05:48,468
(CHUCKLES) What d'you think
about the broken glass?
782
01:05:49,762 --> 01:05:52,178
I wrote "I love Blake on my tummy."
783
01:05:52,305 --> 01:05:54,471
Did you? Did you outline it?
784
01:05:55,890 --> 01:05:58,683
No, I wrote "I love Blake" on my tummy.
785
01:05:58,809 --> 01:06:00,601
I can't see any scars.
786
01:06:05,187 --> 01:06:07,313
It's just chicken scratch.
787
01:06:13,900 --> 01:06:15,505
Have you seen how good I am?
788
01:06:15,610 --> 01:06:17,109
(BOTH CHUCKLE)
789
01:06:19,820 --> 01:06:22,487
So what's been
your highlight of the day?
790
01:06:24,407 --> 01:06:26,804
- It'll be in five minutes...
- When...?
791
01:06:26,908 --> 01:06:29,784
We go in the toilet and I fucking...
792
01:06:30,827 --> 01:06:32,702
TERRY: Blake, sit here.
793
01:06:33,328 --> 01:06:34,787
Yes, Terry sir.
794
01:06:34,913 --> 01:06:36,121
Amy, sit there.
795
01:06:44,334 --> 01:06:45,917
That's good, that's lovely.
796
01:06:53,507 --> 01:06:56,049
STEVE: You've been famous in
the UK for a little while longer.
797
01:06:56,425 --> 01:06:59,926
Does it seem different
how you're treated here in a way
798
01:07:00,052 --> 01:07:02,928
compared to the way
that people write about you,
799
01:07:03,054 --> 01:07:06,326
it's almost like a 23 year old's never
wanted to go and have fun before.
800
01:07:06,430 --> 01:07:08,639
It's you know, it's kind
of hypocritical in a way.
801
01:07:09,932 --> 01:07:11,932
I wouldn't know. I really wouldn't know.
802
01:07:18,646 --> 01:07:20,229
You have known each other a long time?
803
01:07:20,355 --> 01:07:22,022
You've known each other.
You grew up together?
804
01:07:28,818 --> 01:07:30,360
You were fighting to get her back?
805
01:08:17,471 --> 01:08:18,346
And what happened?
806
01:08:29,478 --> 01:08:31,354
Always plays up to it.
807
01:08:36,399 --> 01:08:39,983
BLAKE: The day we got married,
we went out on a boat round Miami.
808
01:08:40,401 --> 01:08:44,674
Smoked a cigar
and it was like a real achievement,
809
01:08:44,778 --> 01:08:47,112
an amazing thing
that me and her had actually done.
810
01:08:47,280 --> 01:08:49,196
We'd actually gone and got married.
811
01:08:49,614 --> 01:08:52,198
And we did it exactly how we wanted to.
812
01:08:52,866 --> 01:08:54,991
You lazy people.
813
01:08:58,370 --> 01:08:59,411
Wave.
814
01:09:03,414 --> 01:09:06,604
Her whole thing was
she wanted to feel how he felt.
815
01:09:06,708 --> 01:09:09,083
And she was like, "I just
wanna feel what he's feeling.
816
01:09:09,209 --> 01:09:12,126
I wanna be on the same level
otherwise he's there and I'm here."
817
01:09:13,003 --> 01:09:15,211
That's what she wanted,
that was the goal.
818
01:09:30,305 --> 01:09:32,221
YASIIN: Welcome back to 45th and 9th.
819
01:09:33,306 --> 01:09:38,016
Please give a warm, warm round
of applause for Amy Winehouse.
820
01:10:34,466 --> 01:10:38,843
♪ Yeah I cheated myself
821
01:10:38,969 --> 01:10:43,471
♪ Like I knew I knew I would
822
01:10:43,638 --> 01:10:47,036
♪ I told you
823
01:10:47,140 --> 01:10:49,162
♪ I was trouble
824
01:10:49,266 --> 01:10:54,185
♪ Yeah you know that I'm no good. ♪
825
01:10:56,479 --> 01:10:58,479
Thank you very much.
826
01:11:00,272 --> 01:11:02,564
(PUBLIC APPLAUDING)
827
01:11:11,863 --> 01:11:13,176
Have they? Bollocks.
828
01:11:13,280 --> 01:11:16,156
Have they? Fuck.
I heard about that as well.
829
01:11:18,867 --> 01:11:21,784
BLAKE:
Amy... go and talk in the kitchen.
830
01:11:25,870 --> 01:11:26,953
I dunno.
831
01:11:28,872 --> 01:11:30,289
Yeah, I dunno.
832
01:11:39,003 --> 01:11:41,670
BLAKE:
After we came back from America, married
833
01:11:41,796 --> 01:11:45,172
that was the first time Amy
tried crack cocaine and heroin.
834
01:11:45,965 --> 01:11:48,863
I'd used by then and enjoyed it.
835
01:11:48,967 --> 01:11:52,801
It completely eradicates
any sort of negative feelings.
836
01:11:54,095 --> 01:11:56,096
And then Amy tried it with me.
837
01:11:56,389 --> 01:12:00,390
Then it just got a grip of both of us
really quickly from then.
838
01:12:00,599 --> 01:12:02,307
- Amy.
- Yeah.
839
01:12:02,517 --> 01:12:03,891
Come in here.
840
01:12:05,227 --> 01:12:06,184
Coming.
841
01:12:06,310 --> 01:12:08,811
Oh, change the record. Just come on.
842
01:12:10,021 --> 01:12:11,812
Pass me a little...
843
01:12:14,898 --> 01:12:19,025
(INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC)
844
01:12:23,821 --> 01:12:29,740
(PUBLIC CHEERING AND CLAPPING)
845
01:13:14,767 --> 01:13:17,267
MAN: Come on, Amy!
846
01:13:20,019 --> 01:13:22,645
Guys, will you stand back
from the car there, please.
847
01:13:26,731 --> 01:13:28,148
MAKE-UP WOMAN:
Are you alright keeping the rollers in?
848
01:13:28,274 --> 01:13:29,565
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
849
01:13:31,025 --> 01:13:34,131
MALE INTERVIEWER: D'you ever have
time to stand back and think
850
01:13:34,235 --> 01:13:36,862
- "This is alright, quite good this?"
- Yeah.
851
01:13:42,532 --> 01:13:44,866
I dunno, yeah, I suppose so.
852
01:13:45,284 --> 01:13:48,034
I suppose if my husband's happy,
I'm happy.
853
01:13:49,369 --> 01:13:52,036
But yeah, yeah, I've done well.
I've done really well.
854
01:13:52,788 --> 01:13:58,081
But I just wanna be able to go
and do an album again
855
01:13:59,667 --> 01:14:03,168
and keep doing it. Just keep doing
music really rather than...
856
01:14:03,961 --> 01:14:06,545
I love doing gigs, though.
857
01:14:06,671 --> 01:14:10,047
I just wanna go and do
another album now... Yeah.
858
01:14:31,977 --> 01:14:34,311
JULIETTE: I got a phone call
in the middle of the night
859
01:14:34,687 --> 01:14:37,960
and Blake said to me
'Something's happened.
860
01:14:38,064 --> 01:14:40,564
She doesn't know who I am and
she keeps saying your name.
861
01:14:40,690 --> 01:14:41,795
Can you come round?'
862
01:14:41,899 --> 01:14:44,983
So I got up and I got
in the car and I started driving.
863
01:14:46,110 --> 01:14:51,175
NICK: I got a phone call
from Blake freaking out, off his nut,
864
01:14:51,279 --> 01:14:53,197
saying "She's overdosed."
865
01:14:53,323 --> 01:14:57,408
And I said, "Right go
to the closest hospital, now,
866
01:14:57,909 --> 01:14:59,325
and I'll be there."
867
01:15:01,327 --> 01:15:04,975
JULIETTE:
She was petrified. He was petrified.
868
01:15:05,079 --> 01:15:10,289
She looked like a child.
She'd scared herself, basically.
869
01:15:12,125 --> 01:15:15,106
NICK: And the doctor called us
into a room and said,
870
01:15:15,210 --> 01:15:19,984
"With the amount of cocaine,
heroin, alcohol
871
01:15:20,088 --> 01:15:23,297
and crack cocaine in her blood system,
872
01:15:23,423 --> 01:15:25,612
we're amazed she's not in a coma.
873
01:15:25,716 --> 01:15:30,426
You've got away with it this time.
But she's a petite, young girl,
874
01:15:30,844 --> 01:15:33,428
her body can't keep up with this."
875
01:15:34,221 --> 01:15:37,118
JULIETTE:
She was asleep and it was very calm.
876
01:15:37,223 --> 01:15:39,536
Nicky was one side of the bed,
I was the other side of the bed
877
01:15:39,640 --> 01:15:42,141
and we said, "What are we gonna do now?
878
01:15:42,309 --> 01:15:43,934
How do we deal with this?"
879
01:15:44,102 --> 01:15:47,603
And then it all just started up.
The whole circus started up again.
880
01:15:49,021 --> 01:15:54,148
NICK: And that's when Raye and Mitch
decided to do an intervention.
881
01:16:06,489 --> 01:16:10,096
Within hours there were Sun, The Mirror,
882
01:16:10,200 --> 01:16:13,076
News Of The World journalists
booked up in every room.
883
01:16:13,661 --> 01:16:18,079
Every single conversation that happened
was in The Sun and The Mirror.
884
01:16:18,205 --> 01:16:20,955
Fuck knows if they were hacking
the phones or whatever.
885
01:16:21,790 --> 01:16:24,790
And there's pictures of all
of us there, sat outside.
886
01:16:26,459 --> 01:16:29,710
JULIETTE: Amy was awake
by then and she was eating
887
01:16:29,878 --> 01:16:32,503
but she wasn't well
and she wasn't right.
888
01:16:34,213 --> 01:16:37,590
The doctor that they got in
looked me dead in the eye
889
01:16:37,883 --> 01:16:41,467
and he said to me, "If she has
another seizure, she'll die."
890
01:16:43,511 --> 01:16:47,804
Then I was told that
she was going to America to perform.
891
01:16:48,305 --> 01:16:50,097
I was like, "No, she's not."
892
01:16:52,391 --> 01:16:54,724
LAUREN:
We had Mitchell in a hotel room with us
893
01:16:55,100 --> 01:16:57,309
begging him "Please do something."
894
01:16:57,602 --> 01:16:59,602
"What am I gonna do?
She's gotta go on tour."
895
01:16:59,811 --> 01:17:01,125
"Take her passport away from her.
896
01:17:01,230 --> 01:17:03,502
Do something, she can't
go on tour." "She needs help."
897
01:17:03,606 --> 01:17:05,814
"Can't do that,
she's got a tour booked."
898
01:17:06,899 --> 01:17:09,816
JULIETTE: So I went into her room
and I stole her passport
899
01:17:10,526 --> 01:17:13,318
and then I got told,
"Well what you done that for?
900
01:17:13,528 --> 01:17:16,320
She's gotta go to America.
Why have you done that?"
901
01:17:18,614 --> 01:17:22,615
NICK: The doctor has been round to check
her blood and check everything.
902
01:17:23,033 --> 01:17:27,910
Blake's managed to get to Hook
get into her bedroom
903
01:17:28,245 --> 01:17:30,412
and the next check-up
the doctors found out
904
01:17:30,538 --> 01:17:33,122
she'd got heroin in her blood again.
905
01:17:35,332 --> 01:17:38,813
LAUREN: When I found out with
the girls that she was taking heroin
906
01:17:38,917 --> 01:17:41,709
and we went to this hotel
room that she was staying in,
907
01:17:41,836 --> 01:17:44,628
and Amy just sat there
and didn't really say anything.
908
01:17:44,754 --> 01:17:47,151
(UPSET) Her manager
then said something like,
909
01:17:47,255 --> 01:17:51,237
"Girls, there are professionals,
lawyers and doctors,
910
01:17:51,342 --> 01:17:54,342
all sorts of people
that function on this stuff.
911
01:17:58,054 --> 01:18:02,035
RAYE: In helping promote the album
and get the shows on the road
912
01:18:02,139 --> 01:18:04,244
I kind of done what I was supposed to do
913
01:18:04,349 --> 01:18:08,141
and I felt that it's now
the family's responsibility.
914
01:18:08,267 --> 01:18:12,060
I'm here but there's only
so much I can do about this.
915
01:18:13,729 --> 01:18:16,145
NATASHA: Amy Winehouse has pulled
out of a string of concerts
916
01:18:16,272 --> 01:18:20,649
in the US and Canada next month
because of health issues.
917
01:18:20,775 --> 01:18:22,547
SOPHIE: Now she's one of Britain's
brightest talents,
918
01:18:22,651 --> 01:18:25,965
but the singer Amy Winehouse
has cancelled yet more gigs,
919
01:18:26,069 --> 01:18:29,945
this time in Norway, after she was
admitted to hospital in London yesterday.
920
01:18:30,072 --> 01:18:33,052
Her record company say it was
just down to severe exhaustion
921
01:18:33,157 --> 01:18:36,554
but with her reputation for
hard drinking and drugs and fast...
922
01:18:36,658 --> 01:18:39,556
CHIP: The Amy link came about
through Russell Brand
923
01:18:39,660 --> 01:18:43,370
who was trying to get Amy
to come into rehab.
924
01:18:43,580 --> 01:18:47,289
And then also Mitch had got involved
925
01:18:48,874 --> 01:18:51,980
and I first met Amy
when she came with Blake
926
01:18:52,084 --> 01:18:56,941
to be assessed for treatment.
It was very much being led by Blake.
927
01:18:57,045 --> 01:19:02,297
Although she was more willing
to go to rehab than he was.
928
01:19:04,466 --> 01:19:10,283
She was a very vulnerable woman
and I felt very clearly that
929
01:19:10,387 --> 01:19:14,680
it was a common case of
one person having a situation
930
01:19:14,806 --> 01:19:16,889
that was very beneficial to their using
931
01:19:17,057 --> 01:19:19,204
and not wanting the other
person to get better
932
01:19:19,308 --> 01:19:22,601
for fear of losing the gravy train.
933
01:19:24,603 --> 01:19:27,478
They were insistent
on doing rehab together
934
01:19:27,604 --> 01:19:31,105
which we would have considered
to be disastrous.
935
01:19:32,107 --> 01:19:34,088
I would personally find it
almost unethical
936
01:19:34,192 --> 01:19:37,318
to take the couple
into treatment at the same time.
937
01:19:37,777 --> 01:19:40,174
But her management, and Mitch,
938
01:19:40,279 --> 01:19:43,613
managed to find somewhere
where they could go together.
939
01:20:00,332 --> 01:20:03,583
BLAKE:
Oh, it's recording, shit. It won't stop.
940
01:20:03,834 --> 01:20:06,334
Hey... Say hello.
941
01:20:06,627 --> 01:20:07,690
ALEX: Hello.
942
01:20:07,794 --> 01:20:09,711
BLAKE: Amy, got anything to say?
943
01:20:13,339 --> 01:20:16,423
BLAKE: Only if you sing
your favourite hit 'Rehab'.
944
01:20:16,716 --> 01:20:20,508
♪ They tried to make me go I said no. ♪
945
01:20:21,135 --> 01:20:23,135
BLAKE: Where are we right now?
946
01:20:26,347 --> 01:20:29,014
Alex? Can you say where are we?
947
01:20:31,933 --> 01:20:33,850
Known to some as...
948
01:20:36,811 --> 01:20:41,354
Can we have the new updated
version of 'Rehab', Amy? First time.
949
01:20:42,147 --> 01:20:43,418
Amy?
950
01:20:43,523 --> 01:20:45,336
I want the new version of 'Rehab'.
951
01:20:45,440 --> 01:20:47,357
Please, baby,
it's for our personal private movie.
952
01:21:10,455 --> 01:21:12,538
RAYE: They came back from Osea Island.
953
01:21:12,956 --> 01:21:17,041
And had a suite at the hotel.
And they binged.
954
01:21:18,126 --> 01:21:19,356
It was ugly.
955
01:21:19,460 --> 01:21:22,669
They weren't happy souls
when they were high.
956
01:21:25,339 --> 01:21:28,839
BLAKE: I kicked off,
I broke a bottle and I cut my arm.
957
01:21:31,884 --> 01:21:36,052
Then she grabbed the bottle off me
and she nicked her arm.
958
01:21:36,761 --> 01:21:39,679
And she said, "I'll do anything you do."
959
01:21:49,686 --> 01:21:52,645
PHOTOGRAPHER: Come on. Amy. Look, Amy.
960
01:21:58,399 --> 01:22:01,691
RAYE: She said, "Love is,
in some ways, killing me, Raye."
961
01:22:02,985 --> 01:22:05,778
She felt torn between those two things.
962
01:22:07,405 --> 01:22:09,988
A guy that she really loved,
963
01:22:10,156 --> 01:22:13,304
but having to keep up
with the consumption of substances
964
01:22:13,408 --> 01:22:15,783
that they both were trying to do
at the same time.
965
01:22:17,994 --> 01:22:21,475
It was a horrible pendulum
of swinging one way to the other,
966
01:22:21,579 --> 01:22:24,163
one extreme to the other all the time.
967
01:24:58,168 --> 01:24:59,690
Thank you.
968
01:24:59,794 --> 01:25:02,461
(PUBLIC CHEERING AND CLAPPING)
969
01:25:07,966 --> 01:25:11,300
Ladies and gentlemen, Amy Winehouse.
I've worked with a lot of people.
970
01:25:11,468 --> 01:25:15,408
She has one of the best voices
of anybody of all time.
971
01:25:15,512 --> 01:25:17,095
Amy Winehouse!
972
01:25:20,890 --> 01:25:22,973
TV: More trouble for Amy Winehouse.
973
01:25:23,099 --> 01:25:26,288
The singer's Camden home
was raided by police last night
974
01:25:26,393 --> 01:25:30,020
who used a battering ram
to smash down her front door.
975
01:25:30,896 --> 01:25:33,418
This was the moment police
arrested and handcuffed
976
01:25:33,523 --> 01:25:35,272
Blake Fielder-Civil
977
01:25:35,399 --> 01:25:38,796
on suspicion of attempting
to pervert the course of justice.
978
01:25:38,900 --> 01:25:40,672
A spokesman for the star saying
979
01:25:40,776 --> 01:25:44,319
she was in no way connected
with the arrest.
980
01:25:46,821 --> 01:25:48,321
MAN: Can you shut the door?
981
01:25:52,616 --> 01:25:54,513
RAYE: When he went to jail,
982
01:25:54,617 --> 01:25:57,785
she spiralled downward very quickly.
983
01:26:16,630 --> 01:26:18,130
- Amy, how are you?
- Amy!
984
01:26:19,131 --> 01:26:20,549
MITCHELL: Get out of the way.
985
01:26:28,846 --> 01:26:30,846
(MEN SHOUT) Oi, out!
986
01:26:45,063 --> 01:26:46,355
HERBIE: For Album of the Year
987
01:26:46,523 --> 01:26:49,545
Amy Winehouse for 'Back To Black'.
988
01:26:49,649 --> 01:26:50,732
(PUBLIC CHEERING AND CLAPPING)
989
01:26:50,858 --> 01:26:53,464
DAVE:
For Best Female Pop Vocal Performance
990
01:26:53,568 --> 01:26:56,360
Amy Winehouse for 'Rehab'.
991
01:26:57,362 --> 01:27:01,571
Can somebody wake her up this afternoon
around six and tell her.
992
01:27:02,865 --> 01:27:04,323
Drunk ass.
993
01:27:05,825 --> 01:27:08,658
TV: For Best New Artist
the nominees are Amy Winehouse...
994
01:27:12,437 --> 01:27:17,064
MITCHELL: We did everything
within our power to help Amy.
995
01:27:17,773 --> 01:27:20,982
But you can't force treatment
on somebody.
996
01:27:21,776 --> 01:27:25,860
Amy's responsibility was
to get herself well.
997
01:27:32,365 --> 01:27:34,345
MAN:
Okay, fellas, make some room, please.
998
01:27:34,449 --> 01:27:35,470
This way, this way.
999
01:27:35,575 --> 01:27:37,867
MITCHELL: I can't see the steps.
1000
01:27:38,077 --> 01:27:41,975
LUCIAN: By then she was
incredibly famous. Very wealthy.
1001
01:27:42,079 --> 01:27:44,893
And she had a complete
infrastructure around her
1002
01:27:44,997 --> 01:27:47,081
where everybody was doing
everything for her.
1003
01:27:47,874 --> 01:27:49,374
And that's not real life.
1004
01:27:55,086 --> 01:27:59,359
We had the Grammys coming up.
I said, "You need to be clean.
1005
01:27:59,463 --> 01:28:02,798
If you're not clean,
you're not doing anything."
1006
01:28:03,175 --> 01:28:09,177
So I had a contract drawn up
and it said, "You, Amy Winehouse,
1007
01:28:09,511 --> 01:28:13,596
have agreed to go to a facility now.
1008
01:28:14,472 --> 01:28:16,578
You're never gonna make
another record again.
1009
01:28:16,682 --> 01:28:21,163
You're never going to perform again
unless you get clean."
1010
01:28:21,268 --> 01:28:22,892
God bless her, she did.
1011
01:28:26,270 --> 01:28:27,395
MAN: Thank you.
1012
01:28:36,027 --> 01:28:39,716
MALE PRESENTER: Live.
It's music's biggest night of the year
1013
01:28:39,820 --> 01:28:42,404
as the National Academy
of Recording Arts and Sciences
1014
01:28:42,613 --> 01:28:45,280
presents the annual Grammy Awards.
1015
01:28:45,782 --> 01:28:47,698
(PUBLIC CHEERING AND CLAPPING)
1016
01:28:49,117 --> 01:28:53,119
MALE PRESENTER: This is going live
tonight to the Grammys in the States.
1017
01:28:53,537 --> 01:28:57,018
Now the lady behind me
is up for six awards!
1018
01:28:57,122 --> 01:28:59,894
(PUBLIC CHEERING AND CLAPPING)
1019
01:28:59,999 --> 01:29:01,707
She's already won two.
1020
01:29:01,833 --> 01:29:03,708
(PUBLIC CHEERING AND CLAPPING)
1021
01:29:05,793 --> 01:29:06,835
I thank you.
1022
01:29:08,628 --> 01:29:12,713
FEMALE PRESENTER: Ladies and gentlemen,
please welcome two Grammy favourites.
1023
01:29:12,839 --> 01:29:15,528
Natalie Cole and Tony Bennett.
1024
01:29:15,632 --> 01:29:18,842
(PUBLIC CHEERING AND CLAPPING)
1025
01:29:26,347 --> 01:29:29,620
NATALIE: Good evening.
Grammy history has never sounded
1026
01:29:29,724 --> 01:29:32,538
or looked any better
than this man right here.
1027
01:29:32,642 --> 01:29:33,933
AMY: That's right.
1028
01:29:38,228 --> 01:29:41,437
Dad. Dad. Tony Bennett.
1029
01:29:44,066 --> 01:29:47,839
These are this year's nominees
for Record of the Year.
1030
01:29:47,943 --> 01:29:50,235
(PUBLIC CHEERING AND CLAPPING)
1031
01:29:50,361 --> 01:29:52,236
"Irreplaceable", Beyonce.
1032
01:29:52,820 --> 01:29:54,070
(PUBLIC CLAPPING)
1033
01:29:54,947 --> 01:29:57,530
"The Pretender", Foo Fighters.
1034
01:29:59,074 --> 01:30:02,741
"Umbrella", Rihanna. Featuring Jay-Z.
1035
01:30:04,535 --> 01:30:07,744
"What Goes Around Comes Around",
Justin Timberlake.
1036
01:30:07,870 --> 01:30:10,143
His album's called
"What Goes Around Comes Around"?
1037
01:30:10,247 --> 01:30:12,144
And "Rehab", Amy Winehouse.
1038
01:30:12,248 --> 01:30:15,457
(PUBLIC CLAPPING)
1039
01:30:15,834 --> 01:30:17,250
And the Grammy goes to...
1040
01:30:17,376 --> 01:30:18,981
Amy Winehouse!
1041
01:30:19,085 --> 01:30:24,170
(PUBLIC CHEERING AND CLAPPING)
1042
01:30:44,767 --> 01:30:46,600
(PUBLIC CHEERING) Amy! Amy!
1043
01:30:47,860 --> 01:30:52,653
Er... Thank you to everyone
at Island Records.
1044
01:30:54,197 --> 01:30:56,697
Everyone at EMI Music Publishing.
1045
01:30:56,865 --> 01:31:00,597
To Raye Raye.
To Mark Ronson and Salaam Remi.
1046
01:31:00,701 --> 01:31:02,993
(SOBBING) To my mum and dad.
1047
01:31:05,078 --> 01:31:09,768
For my Blake, my Blake
incarcerated and for London.
1048
01:31:09,873 --> 01:31:10,997
This is for London.
1049
01:31:11,373 --> 01:31:14,479
(PUBLIC CHEERING AND CLAPPING)
1050
01:31:14,583 --> 01:31:16,208
(PUBLIC WHISTLING)
1051
01:31:23,797 --> 01:31:25,797
RAYE: It was a beautiful evening.
1052
01:31:26,716 --> 01:31:28,988
You get those awards like that
1053
01:31:29,092 --> 01:31:32,009
it just made all the work
seem worthwhile.
1054
01:31:36,596 --> 01:31:40,014
TYLER: Amy's completely clean
and looking amazing.
1055
01:31:41,599 --> 01:31:43,307
It's just overwhelming.
1056
01:31:43,725 --> 01:31:47,809
(VIOLIN MUSIC)
1057
01:31:49,728 --> 01:31:51,604
JULIETTE:
I was just hysterically crying.
1058
01:31:51,730 --> 01:31:54,211
I was so overwhelmed,
I was so proud of her.
1059
01:31:54,315 --> 01:31:56,795
And I was just flashing our whole life,
1060
01:31:56,900 --> 01:32:00,234
our childhood and then
she saw me crying.
1061
01:32:01,527 --> 01:32:04,027
Juliette, come up.
1062
01:32:06,446 --> 01:32:10,322
She grabbed me, pulled me up on stage
and took me off the stage.
1063
01:32:12,825 --> 01:32:14,513
And I was like
having a bit of a panic attack.
1064
01:32:14,617 --> 01:32:16,306
I was like "I can't believe
this is happening.
1065
01:32:16,410 --> 01:32:18,745
This is amazing. I'm so proud of you."
1066
01:32:21,622 --> 01:32:23,956
And I'm looking at her trying
to get some form of reaction.
1067
01:32:24,124 --> 01:32:28,125
She went "Jules, this is
so boring without drugs."
1068
01:32:30,919 --> 01:32:34,837
And I felt really,
really, really sad for her.
1069
01:32:35,129 --> 01:32:37,421
(VIOLIN MUSIC CONTINUES)
1070
01:32:51,472 --> 01:32:52,931
MALE REPORTER: Amy.
1071
01:32:54,141 --> 01:32:56,432
Amy, how d'you feel
after winning a Grammy?
1072
01:32:57,142 --> 01:32:58,163
MALE REPORTER: Congratulations.
1073
01:32:58,268 --> 01:33:01,165
- Did you enjoy it? Whoops, sorry.
- I'm going to see my husband.
1074
01:33:01,269 --> 01:33:03,478
YASIIN:
I was staying at the K-West Hotel.
1075
01:33:06,064 --> 01:33:11,463
Very late in the night
she knocks on the door and I'm alone.
1076
01:33:11,567 --> 01:33:14,485
She comes in
and she just sits on the couch.
1077
01:33:14,652 --> 01:33:17,758
I remember feeling
like really happy for her
1078
01:33:17,862 --> 01:33:21,135
and also concerned
cos she really didn't know
1079
01:33:21,239 --> 01:33:25,657
how to be that thing that
she had been pushed to become
1080
01:33:25,867 --> 01:33:27,950
from her own success.
1081
01:33:30,077 --> 01:33:33,161
Then she pulled out this aluminium foil.
1082
01:33:34,372 --> 01:33:36,456
She said, "Does this bother you?"
1083
01:33:37,374 --> 01:33:42,564
And I said, "Amy, I love you.
I don't mind that you get high
1084
01:33:42,668 --> 01:33:45,502
but I mind that you'll get high."
1085
01:33:46,796 --> 01:33:48,776
She did what she did
1086
01:33:48,880 --> 01:33:54,507
and it was like this is someone
who is trying to disappear.
1087
01:34:24,776 --> 01:34:26,901
ANDREW:
Alright, gents, give her a break now.
1088
01:34:28,987 --> 01:34:31,300
Gents, get away from the door, please.
1089
01:34:31,405 --> 01:34:34,510
Go on, mate, fuck off, please.
Sorry, mate.
1090
01:34:34,815 --> 01:34:37,712
I was called out to do security for her.
1091
01:34:37,816 --> 01:34:39,380
The security that she had
1092
01:34:39,484 --> 01:34:42,882
it just could not handle
the whole paparazzi situation.
1093
01:34:42,986 --> 01:34:43,985
AMY: See ya.
1094
01:34:44,903 --> 01:34:46,487
MALE PAPARAZZI: Night-night, Amy.
1095
01:34:48,413 --> 01:34:50,206
(SHOUTS AND SCREAMS)
1096
01:34:51,041 --> 01:34:53,813
I could feel that
she was a humble person
1097
01:34:53,917 --> 01:34:57,607
but she was just
caught up in a bad situation.
1098
01:34:57,711 --> 01:34:59,816
(SHOUTS)
1099
01:34:59,921 --> 01:35:01,629
(FEMALE VOICE SHOUTING) Amy!
1100
01:35:07,341 --> 01:35:08,716
(SHOUTS)
1101
01:35:09,050 --> 01:35:10,634
(FEMALE VOICE SHOUTING) Amy!
1102
01:35:14,220 --> 01:35:18,347
JULIETTE: She was not well at all
physically, mentally not well.
1103
01:35:21,058 --> 01:35:23,141
All she ever wanted
was people to tell her
1104
01:35:23,309 --> 01:35:25,643
"Pack it in, stop it."
1105
01:35:25,810 --> 01:35:29,520
And me and Lauren
would not tolerate any of it.
1106
01:35:33,439 --> 01:35:34,939
(GLASS BREAKING)
1107
01:35:35,149 --> 01:35:36,732
(MAN SHOUTING) Amy!
1108
01:35:38,025 --> 01:35:39,358
LAUREN: It was Nick that said,
1109
01:35:39,568 --> 01:35:41,966
"The only thing you girls
can do is show her that
1110
01:35:42,070 --> 01:35:44,050
you don't wanna be a part of it
1111
01:35:44,154 --> 01:35:47,739
and when she needs help
you're there for her." Tough love.
1112
01:35:48,532 --> 01:35:49,970
And I just said to her,
1113
01:35:50,074 --> 01:35:52,950
(UPSET) "If you want me
to help you, I'll help you.
1114
01:35:53,076 --> 01:35:56,724
I love you but I don't like
who you've become
1115
01:35:56,828 --> 01:35:59,245
and I don't wanna be around you'.
1116
01:36:06,084 --> 01:36:10,877
(PUBLIC CHEERING)
1117
01:36:13,755 --> 01:36:18,756
CHIP: Where a lot of money,
and a lot of expectation is at stake
1118
01:36:19,383 --> 01:36:22,175
people's ideas become a bit skewed.
1119
01:36:24,177 --> 01:36:27,866
They want to try and get it
sorted out in a way that
1120
01:36:27,971 --> 01:36:32,681
doesn't upset this financial
trajectory that's going on.
1121
01:36:37,351 --> 01:36:39,373
MITCHELL: From the 6th of September,
1122
01:36:39,478 --> 01:36:44,376
we're not doing any more work
for the foreseeable future.
1123
01:36:44,480 --> 01:36:48,606
Amy's going to be concentrating
on writing her new album.
1124
01:36:48,774 --> 01:36:53,965
There's five gigs
which we are obliged to do.
1125
01:36:54,069 --> 01:36:55,568
There's a couple this weekend.
1126
01:36:55,945 --> 01:36:59,530
(AMY HUMS)
1127
01:37:05,701 --> 01:37:09,682
SAM: It was all over the media that Amy was
getting a million dollars for some shows.
1128
01:37:09,786 --> 01:37:10,994
Huge money.
1129
01:37:11,579 --> 01:37:13,476
But by that point
it was much more likely
1130
01:37:13,580 --> 01:37:15,997
to not be a good show
than to be a good show.
1131
01:37:17,374 --> 01:37:20,980
She just wanted to get better.
She knew that things were wrong
1132
01:37:21,084 --> 01:37:25,586
and she was just very exhausted
and tired of the whole situation.
1133
01:37:25,713 --> 01:37:29,069
♪ ...my daddy thinks I'm fine
1134
01:37:29,173 --> 01:37:32,695
♪ He's tried to make me go to rehab
1135
01:37:32,800 --> 01:37:35,008
♪ but I won't go, go, go. ♪
1136
01:37:36,218 --> 01:37:39,386
(PUBLIC CHEERING AND CLAPPING)
1137
01:37:39,512 --> 01:37:43,388
NICK: She couldn't escape her life
in this horrible goldfish bowl.
1138
01:37:43,597 --> 01:37:46,494
She began to unravel in public
and the media treatment
1139
01:37:46,599 --> 01:37:49,205
pushed her further and further
over the edge.
1140
01:37:49,309 --> 01:37:52,207
FRANKIE: D'you see Amy Winehouse
in the paper this week?
1141
01:37:52,311 --> 01:37:55,959
My God, she looks like a campaign poster
1142
01:37:56,063 --> 01:37:58,188
for neglected horses.
1143
01:38:00,732 --> 01:38:01,898
FEMALE FAN: Amy!
1144
01:38:06,027 --> 01:38:07,985
- Easy, lad.
- Fuck off!
1145
01:38:09,904 --> 01:38:11,987
NICK: It was like a feeding frenzy.
1146
01:38:15,408 --> 01:38:17,305
Suddenly it was cool to crack jokes
1147
01:38:17,409 --> 01:38:21,201
about a bulimic's appearance,
or her drug addictions.
1148
01:38:22,828 --> 01:38:24,725
JAY: According to Contact Music dot com
1149
01:38:24,829 --> 01:38:27,227
Amy Winehouse's next album
will feature songs about cooking.
1150
01:38:27,331 --> 01:38:29,122
About cooking, that's what they say.
1151
01:38:29,415 --> 01:38:31,415
Cooking crystal meth, black tar heroin.
1152
01:38:31,541 --> 01:38:32,624
(PUBLIC LAUGHS)
1153
01:38:49,135 --> 01:38:50,551
MALE PAPARAZZI: Amy, cheer up.
1154
01:38:56,055 --> 01:38:57,847
NICK: She couldn't escape it.
1155
01:38:58,348 --> 01:39:01,849
No-one would leave her alone.
It was just disgusting.
1156
01:39:02,267 --> 01:39:05,227
The mainstream media
were just all over her.
1157
01:39:05,520 --> 01:39:09,354
Amy Winehouse, she's like a mad person.
1158
01:39:09,730 --> 01:39:11,272
(PUBLIC LAUGHS)
1159
01:39:21,778 --> 01:39:24,654
(INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC)
1160
01:40:25,407 --> 01:40:27,470
ANDREW: St Lucia was our place.
1161
01:40:27,575 --> 01:40:30,264
We were supposed to be there for a week.
1162
01:40:30,368 --> 01:40:33,618
We ended up there for like six months.
1163
01:40:36,496 --> 01:40:39,393
BLAKE:
She decided that St Lucia was a place
1164
01:40:39,498 --> 01:40:41,790
that she really liked
and she invited me to go.
1165
01:40:44,417 --> 01:40:47,274
As soon as she went to St Lucia
there was no more crack cocaine.
1166
01:40:47,378 --> 01:40:50,795
That was done, and that's
when the heroin stopped.
1167
01:40:51,505 --> 01:40:56,006
But give her a free bar
of course she's gonna drink.
1168
01:40:57,216 --> 01:41:00,509
It was obvious
that she was supplementing
1169
01:41:00,718 --> 01:41:02,802
alcohol for drugs.
1170
01:41:06,805 --> 01:41:10,306
I haven't seen Amy for six weeks.
We've got a lot to talk about,
1171
01:41:10,432 --> 01:41:12,516
a lot of exciting things happening.
1172
01:41:12,642 --> 01:41:15,206
We're talking about
the forthcoming album,
1173
01:41:15,310 --> 01:41:17,519
some other business matters.
1174
01:41:18,520 --> 01:41:22,127
So I think it's gonna be
an exciting time.
1175
01:41:22,231 --> 01:41:23,814
Ah-ah, naughty.
1176
01:41:25,524 --> 01:41:26,941
Amy, Amy...
1177
01:41:29,610 --> 01:41:30,548
SALAAM: She was like,
1178
01:41:30,652 --> 01:41:33,819
"Yo, why is he bringing another
camera crew to St Lucia?
1179
01:41:34,112 --> 01:41:36,529
Dad, you want money?
I'll give you the money.
1180
01:41:36,655 --> 01:41:40,324
Why are you doing your life story
which is my life story?"
1181
01:41:42,826 --> 01:41:44,223
She just felt like, you know,
1182
01:41:44,327 --> 01:41:47,536
"My dad's doing a lot of stuff
for money or limelight."
1183
01:41:47,662 --> 01:41:49,517
- D'you want me to go with you?
- Yeah.
1184
01:41:49,621 --> 01:41:51,038
You can follow us if you want.
1185
01:41:59,919 --> 01:42:01,252
MITCHELL: I'll ask her.
1186
01:42:01,461 --> 01:42:02,628
Amy.
1187
01:42:03,755 --> 01:42:05,151
- How d'you do it?
- We're sorry to bother you.
1188
01:42:05,256 --> 01:42:07,631
I'm really sorry. Is that alright?
1189
01:42:11,551 --> 01:42:12,759
- Cheers, darling.
- Okay.
1190
01:42:15,761 --> 01:42:17,678
- How's that? Okay? Pleasure
- Thank you.
1191
01:42:17,846 --> 01:42:21,035
I've gotta say, why have you
gotta make a comment like that?
1192
01:42:21,139 --> 01:42:24,181
Why have you gotta do that?
1193
01:42:28,728 --> 01:42:30,561
They asked to take a picture of you.
1194
01:42:30,770 --> 01:42:33,479
No... Richard,
I don't want you to do this.
1195
01:42:38,858 --> 01:42:39,857
No, that's got nothing to do with it.
1196
01:42:39,984 --> 01:42:41,358
- Dad, I don't mind.
- I'm talking to you
1197
01:42:41,484 --> 01:42:44,360
about those two people
who wanted a lousy photograph
1198
01:42:44,486 --> 01:42:45,861
and you've gotta make 'em feel
bad about it.
1199
01:42:55,201 --> 01:42:57,076
SHOMARI: She just wanted her dad.
1200
01:42:57,202 --> 01:42:59,683
And he didn't just come by his self.
1201
01:42:59,787 --> 01:43:02,787
He came with cameras and audio guys.
1202
01:43:04,998 --> 01:43:08,957
But she worshipped
the ground he walked on.
1203
01:43:21,799 --> 01:43:25,489
BLAKE: I was in jail with 500 fellas
reading the papers
1204
01:43:25,593 --> 01:43:29,094
and there's a picture of my wife
on a beach with a fella.
1205
01:43:29,887 --> 01:43:32,888
It's not easy to go through
things like that.
1206
01:43:41,602 --> 01:43:43,874
To put it bluntly, I didn't
have a high opinion of myself
1207
01:43:43,978 --> 01:43:45,501
after the treatment I've had
1208
01:43:45,605 --> 01:43:47,418
for the past two years with my wife.
1209
01:43:47,522 --> 01:43:50,503
I've had the wind
knocked out of my sails.
1210
01:43:50,607 --> 01:43:53,213
So I just thought, "Fuck this",
you know, I'm a big man.
1211
01:43:53,317 --> 01:43:56,735
I'm a handsome fucking guy.
I ain't on heroin.
1212
01:43:57,236 --> 01:43:59,508
I'm going to the gym a lot,
I dress well.
1213
01:43:59,612 --> 01:44:02,529
So what the fuck am I doing
wasting my time with her?
1214
01:44:06,199 --> 01:44:10,910
(PIANO MUSIC)
1215
01:44:44,847 --> 01:44:50,265
And then the chorus come in
and on the last verse is:
1216
01:47:13,223 --> 01:47:16,516
TONY:
My son came up with the idea of getting
1217
01:47:16,642 --> 01:47:19,623
the most contemporary artists
and I kept saying to myself
1218
01:47:19,727 --> 01:47:22,936
"Who sings the right way?
The real jazz singing?"
1219
01:47:23,729 --> 01:47:26,104
And when I heard Amy Winehouse
1220
01:47:26,522 --> 01:47:29,648
I immediately said, "This one's got it."
1221
01:47:30,733 --> 01:47:32,107
Everybody just said,
1222
01:47:32,234 --> 01:47:34,131
"Oh, I don't know
how you're gonna handle her."
1223
01:47:34,236 --> 01:47:36,508
- Where d'you wanna be?
- I'll be here and you there.
1224
01:47:36,612 --> 01:47:41,530
Okay. This is weird.
I've never done anything like this.
1225
01:47:41,656 --> 01:47:43,239
I've never done anything like this.
1226
01:47:43,365 --> 01:47:44,345
In which way?
1227
01:47:44,449 --> 01:47:47,430
- To sing with one of my idols.
- Oh, no.
1228
01:47:47,534 --> 01:47:50,849
And have it filmed.
But it's good, it's good.
1229
01:47:50,953 --> 01:47:53,934
It's good cos then I can make
my dad jealous after,
1230
01:47:54,038 --> 01:47:55,954
when I show him. When he sees it.
1231
01:47:57,665 --> 01:47:59,833
♪ I can't believe it
1232
01:48:00,751 --> 01:48:02,751
♪ It's hard to conceive it
1233
01:48:04,169 --> 01:48:10,255
♪ That you would turn away romance
1234
01:48:12,757 --> 01:48:15,549
♪ Are you pretending
1235
01:48:15,675 --> 01:48:19,260
♪ It looks like the ending
1236
01:48:19,386 --> 01:48:21,783
♪ Unless I could have
1237
01:48:21,887 --> 01:48:27,348
♪ one more chance to prove, dear.
1238
01:48:28,058 --> 01:48:31,456
Sorry, sorry, it was me. I was terrible.
1239
01:48:31,560 --> 01:48:34,040
- No, no, no, you were...
- I don't want waste your time.
1240
01:48:34,145 --> 01:48:36,667
It's getting better each time.
No, really...
1241
01:48:36,771 --> 01:48:39,771
I just don't wanna waste
your time, that's all.
1242
01:48:44,775 --> 01:48:48,693
We'll keep doing it till we got one.
It's right in there, okay?
1243
01:48:49,069 --> 01:48:50,884
You're not in any hurry, are you?
1244
01:48:50,988 --> 01:48:52,468
- No, of course I'm not.
- I'm not either.
1245
01:48:52,572 --> 01:48:53,677
- I just...
- So we have time.
1246
01:48:53,781 --> 01:48:56,698
I've just gotta get it right.
I'm not getting it right.
1247
01:48:56,908 --> 01:48:58,282
Oh, you are. You are.
1248
01:48:58,408 --> 01:49:01,576
It's getting better each time
and you sound wonderful.
1249
01:49:02,577 --> 01:49:04,369
Just a minute, I'm getting some water.
1250
01:49:04,995 --> 01:49:07,079
The most famous artists I ever met
1251
01:49:07,205 --> 01:49:11,164
are the most nervous
before they hit that stage.
1252
01:49:11,290 --> 01:49:15,564
No matter how much you feel it,
you wanna feel it even more
1253
01:49:15,669 --> 01:49:18,483
so that it becomes an honest recording.
1254
01:49:18,587 --> 01:49:21,693
And that's what Amy had.
She had that gift.
1255
01:49:21,797 --> 01:49:25,298
She was a natural, true jazz singer.
1256
01:49:26,091 --> 01:49:30,717
And a jazz artist doesn't like
50,000 people in front of him.
1257
01:49:34,178 --> 01:49:40,723
♪ My life a wreck you're making
1258
01:49:41,517 --> 01:49:48,103
♪ You know I'm yours just for the taking
1259
01:49:49,187 --> 01:49:56,107
BOTH: (SINGING) ♪ I gladly surrender
1260
01:49:56,817 --> 01:49:59,900
♪ myself to you
1261
01:50:00,527 --> 01:50:07,030
♪ Body and soul. ♪
1262
01:50:18,621 --> 01:50:20,226
SOUND ENGINEER: Beautiful.
1263
01:50:20,330 --> 01:50:22,539
- Thank you.
- I think we got it.
1264
01:50:22,956 --> 01:50:24,436
- Yeah.
- Okay.
1265
01:50:24,541 --> 01:50:27,521
Yeah, I'm like you.
Each time it's different.
1266
01:50:27,626 --> 01:50:29,814
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- It's different, you know.
1267
01:50:29,919 --> 01:50:32,837
- It's never the same thing twice.
- Yeah, right, right.
1268
01:50:33,255 --> 01:50:35,443
Well, no, I'm like you.
Not you're like me.
1269
01:50:35,548 --> 01:50:41,341
I'm like you.
I get it from my idols like you.
1270
01:50:43,844 --> 01:50:45,927
That's the right way to do it.
1271
01:50:53,140 --> 01:50:54,537
SALAAM: She Skyped me.
1272
01:50:54,641 --> 01:50:57,664
She was happy. The Tony Bennett thing.
1273
01:50:57,769 --> 01:51:00,644
I mean, she was a fan.
It was about her saying
1274
01:51:00,770 --> 01:51:02,459
"I'm not a singer, I'm a jazz singer."
1275
01:51:02,563 --> 01:51:03,543
AMY: Hello.
1276
01:51:03,647 --> 01:51:06,481
SALAAM: Then she said, "Let's do
this jazz project with Questlove."
1277
01:51:08,775 --> 01:51:10,858
QUESTLOVE: She's such a jazz snob.
1278
01:51:11,276 --> 01:51:14,548
She would always be on
her computer sending me mp3s.
1279
01:51:14,653 --> 01:51:16,653
"Listen to this, listen to this."
1280
01:51:17,279 --> 01:51:20,677
I thought I'd had my doctorate
in jazz but, no, I'm like...
1281
01:51:20,781 --> 01:51:22,656
She taught me a lot.
1282
01:51:22,782 --> 01:51:25,055
She was like, "Alright, we're
gonna start a super group.
1283
01:51:25,159 --> 01:51:30,641
You, me, Mos and Raphael Siddiq."
I was like, "Okay".
1284
01:51:30,746 --> 01:51:31,975
And she would like assign homework.
1285
01:51:32,080 --> 01:51:34,872
"Alright, study this record.
Study this record."
1286
01:51:38,458 --> 01:51:40,583
CRISTINA: Amy had a good period.
1287
01:51:42,002 --> 01:51:45,794
She could go for four weeks
at a time with no alcohol.
1288
01:51:46,587 --> 01:51:51,673
And she very much felt that she was
the best that she has ever been.
1289
01:51:52,883 --> 01:51:58,010
But she went to the Priory
in May to be checked
1290
01:51:58,178 --> 01:52:02,512
and there was some very serious
things that were being spotted.
1291
01:52:03,306 --> 01:52:07,098
There was the cumulative effect
of drinking and bulimia.
1292
01:52:09,476 --> 01:52:14,478
She could feel perfectly fine
and have heart irregularities.
1293
01:52:14,604 --> 01:52:18,272
Her heart can stop
if she started drinking again.
1294
01:52:20,482 --> 01:52:24,692
I said, "Look, is this what you want?
Do you want to die?"
1295
01:52:24,818 --> 01:52:27,110
And she said, "No, I don't want to die."
1296
01:52:32,781 --> 01:52:35,489
RAYE: All the signs were positive
and I thought,
1297
01:52:35,615 --> 01:52:38,533
"Right, okay, we've got
a little chink of light."
1298
01:52:39,494 --> 01:52:42,099
The Tony Bennett thing
was a good catalyst
1299
01:52:42,203 --> 01:52:44,412
and it shows that she still had it.
1300
01:52:45,622 --> 01:52:48,122
We had the offers to do these shows.
1301
01:52:48,290 --> 01:52:50,812
And I said to her,
"You don't have to do them.
1302
01:52:50,916 --> 01:52:53,438
There's no pressure.
We've got no record to promote."
1303
01:52:53,543 --> 01:52:55,501
But she wanted to do it.
1304
01:52:55,919 --> 01:52:59,733
SALAAM: She Skyped me, she wanted
to do all these other projects
1305
01:52:59,838 --> 01:53:02,193
with Questlove and Mos Def.
1306
01:53:02,297 --> 01:53:06,341
She was like, "I don't need this."
She just didn't wanna go.
1307
01:53:08,552 --> 01:53:11,219
SAM: The material felt so tired
1308
01:53:11,428 --> 01:53:14,117
and didn't feel relevant
to her any more.
1309
01:53:14,221 --> 01:53:16,221
But because she was such a huge star
1310
01:53:16,348 --> 01:53:18,222
and there was all
of these different pressures
1311
01:53:18,349 --> 01:53:21,538
she had to keep performing
'Back To Black'.
1312
01:53:21,642 --> 01:53:23,725
She didn't wanna do that.
1313
01:53:25,227 --> 01:53:29,062
TYLER: As soon as she knew
that tour was looming
1314
01:53:30,063 --> 01:53:31,814
she got wasted.
1315
01:53:31,940 --> 01:53:34,816
Wasted so that
she wouldn't be able to go.
1316
01:53:52,076 --> 01:53:55,577
Amy was passed out, asleep, on her sofa.
1317
01:53:56,454 --> 01:53:59,246
She gets put in the back
of a car, asleep
1318
01:54:00,748 --> 01:54:05,333
and she wakes up at the airport
and gets put on a private jet.
1319
01:54:05,459 --> 01:54:07,667
(PLANE SOUND)
1320
01:54:35,976 --> 01:54:42,187
(PUBLIC SHOUTING AND CLAPPING) Amy! Amy!
1321
01:54:42,480 --> 01:54:43,751
Amy! Amy!
1322
01:54:43,855 --> 01:54:49,692
Amy! Amy! Amy! Amy!
1323
01:54:58,698 --> 01:55:01,490
BAND MEMBER: Introducing Amy Winehouse!
1324
01:55:03,117 --> 01:55:07,993
(PUBLIC CHEERING AND SHOUTING)
1325
01:55:10,412 --> 01:55:13,622
(PUBLIC CLAPPING AND CHEERING)
1326
01:55:19,710 --> 01:55:22,210
(FEMALE FAN SHOUTING)
1327
01:55:27,631 --> 01:55:31,132
(FANS APPLAUDING)
1328
01:55:37,011 --> 01:55:40,304
(PUBLIC SHOUTING)
1329
01:55:46,142 --> 01:55:47,933
FANS: Amy! Amy!
1330
01:55:49,435 --> 01:55:52,352
(FANS BOOING)
1331
01:55:56,647 --> 01:55:58,647
DALE: I wasn't sure what was going on.
1332
01:55:59,816 --> 01:56:01,504
She just wouldn't sing.
1333
01:56:01,608 --> 01:56:03,734
It was the first time ever
that had happened.
1334
01:56:03,902 --> 01:56:06,527
(FANS BOOING)
1335
01:56:23,329 --> 01:56:24,829
(MUSIC STARTS)
1336
01:56:39,756 --> 01:56:42,965
(FAN BOOING)
1337
01:56:49,344 --> 01:56:51,636
(MUSIC FADES)
1338
01:56:53,471 --> 01:56:58,265
(INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC)
1339
01:57:07,855 --> 01:57:10,063
SAM: It felt like the end.
1340
01:57:12,065 --> 01:57:15,650
It was someone who just
really didn't care anymore.
1341
01:57:18,777 --> 01:57:21,842
To the extent where
she was willing to sabotage
1342
01:57:21,947 --> 01:57:25,594
not just her career but her friendships
1343
01:57:25,699 --> 01:57:28,491
and her musical relationships.
1344
01:57:28,784 --> 01:57:31,659
(INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC)
1345
01:57:45,002 --> 01:57:47,565
TV: But it's amazing to me,
why do they keep putting her on the stage?
1346
01:57:47,670 --> 01:57:50,378
Because surely her managers
know she has a problem?
1347
01:57:50,588 --> 01:57:52,796
This was supposed to be
a major comeback,
1348
01:57:52,964 --> 01:57:55,214
and she totally blew it.
1349
01:58:06,388 --> 01:58:07,513
Go!
1350
01:58:23,440 --> 01:58:26,315
NICK:
The 24th of July was my wedding day
1351
01:58:26,441 --> 01:58:30,339
and Amy was due to be
at the wedding and we'd spoken.
1352
01:58:30,444 --> 01:58:33,527
And I felt like she was really
excited about my wedding.
1353
01:58:33,737 --> 01:58:35,342
And she said she hadn't been drinking
1354
01:58:35,446 --> 01:58:38,428
and she can't wait to
see the family, and Salaam.
1355
01:58:38,532 --> 01:58:41,658
Some people that were
on the journey were gonna be there.
1356
01:58:43,535 --> 01:58:46,035
(PHONE RINGS)
1357
01:58:49,663 --> 01:58:51,852
JULIETTE:
She rang me up and I looked at the phone
1358
01:58:51,956 --> 01:58:54,645
and I thought, "Oh, my God".
Like, "What's happened now?
1359
01:58:54,749 --> 01:58:56,040
"cos that's the first thing
that goes in my head
1360
01:58:56,167 --> 01:58:57,355
and she just went, "Jules".
1361
01:58:57,459 --> 01:59:00,543
(SAD) And it was my Amy,
completely normal.
1362
01:59:02,671 --> 01:59:04,151
And all she kept saying was,
1363
01:59:04,255 --> 01:59:07,361
and she'd never done this before,
She just kept saying "Sorry".
1364
01:59:07,465 --> 01:59:09,862
It was like complete clarity
over the whole situation
1365
01:59:09,967 --> 01:59:11,363
of the nightmare of the past
1366
01:59:11,467 --> 01:59:13,864
however many years
that we'd just gone through.
1367
01:59:13,969 --> 01:59:16,052
(SAD) "Jules, I'm so sorry.
I'm so sorry.
1368
01:59:16,178 --> 01:59:17,761
I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry."
1369
01:59:17,887 --> 01:59:19,554
(UPSET) You know like
when you're a kid and you panic
1370
01:59:19,680 --> 01:59:21,368
that you've done something wrong
1371
01:59:21,473 --> 01:59:25,662
and you wanna just fix
it there and then, that's how it was.
1372
01:59:25,767 --> 01:59:28,957
I just wanted to go and grab her,
bring her back to me.
1373
01:59:29,061 --> 01:59:31,686
Wrap her in my house, not let her out.
1374
01:59:33,188 --> 01:59:34,877
And she called me the next day.
1375
01:59:34,981 --> 01:59:37,753
And it was just so weird
hearing her talk normally
1376
01:59:37,857 --> 01:59:41,297
because, for so long,
we'd just been pining for her
1377
01:59:41,401 --> 01:59:43,568
to just like I missed my best friend.
1378
01:59:43,777 --> 01:59:45,090
(UPSET) Lauren missed her best friend.
1379
01:59:45,195 --> 01:59:48,070
We just wanted to have
a normal conversation.
1380
01:59:49,280 --> 01:59:51,677
She just kept going, "Can I see you?"
1381
01:59:51,782 --> 01:59:53,262
"Will Lauren speak to me?"
"Can we start again?"
1382
01:59:53,367 --> 01:59:56,075
I was like "Of course we can.
We're always here, you know we are.
1383
01:59:56,202 --> 01:59:58,390
We've been waiting for you
to talk to us."
1384
01:59:58,494 --> 02:00:00,099
And she said,
"Right, I'm gonna call you tomorrow",
1385
02:00:00,204 --> 02:00:04,205
and I was like "Okay, I love you."
"I love you, too."
1386
02:00:17,588 --> 02:00:21,423
(PIANO MUSIC)
1387
02:00:25,218 --> 02:00:27,885
ANDREW:
She just looked like she was sleeping.
1388
02:00:28,511 --> 02:00:32,012
She was on top of the bed
just... sleeping.
1389
02:00:35,182 --> 02:00:36,806
But she was gone.
1390
02:00:38,100 --> 02:00:42,726
(PIANO MUSIC)
1391
02:01:14,329 --> 02:01:15,746
FEMALE FAN: No!
1392
02:01:17,123 --> 02:01:19,039
FEMALE FAN: Oh, my God!
1393
02:01:21,833 --> 02:01:23,833
FEMALE FAN: Rest in peace, Amy.
1394
02:01:24,835 --> 02:01:27,627
(PIANO MUSIC)
1395
02:01:33,256 --> 02:01:34,632
CRISTINA: Amy's blood alcohol level was
1396
02:01:34,758 --> 02:01:38,050
four to five times higher
than the drink driving limit.
1397
02:01:38,468 --> 02:01:41,260
Maybe a combination
of her eating disorders
1398
02:01:41,428 --> 02:01:45,471
and the alcohol
just made her heart stop.
1399
02:01:55,978 --> 02:01:59,563
She was one of the truest
jazz singers I ever heard.
1400
02:02:00,231 --> 02:02:03,648
To me she should be treated
like Ella Fitzgerald,
1401
02:02:03,858 --> 02:02:07,567
like Billie Holiday.
She had the complete gift.
1402
02:02:09,361 --> 02:02:11,486
If she had lived, I would have said,
1403
02:02:12,487 --> 02:02:15,363
"Slow down, you're too important.
1404
02:02:15,489 --> 02:02:17,989
Life teaches you really how to live it,
1405
02:02:18,491 --> 02:02:20,491
if you can live long enough."
1406
02:02:23,660 --> 02:02:26,036
(PIANO MUSIC)
1407
02:02:30,498 --> 02:02:33,165
(PIANO MUSIC CONTINUES)
1408
02:04:06,552 --> 02:04:09,220
(MELODIC GUITAR MUSIC)
1409
02:04:44,950 --> 02:04:48,951
♪ Well, sometimes I go out by myself
1410
02:04:49,077 --> 02:04:52,369
♪ And I look across the water
1411
02:04:55,372 --> 02:04:59,271
♪ And I think of all the things
what you're doing
1412
02:04:59,375 --> 02:05:03,334
♪ And in my head I paint a picture
1413
02:05:06,546 --> 02:05:11,464
♪ Since I've come home
Well my body's been a mess
1414
02:05:11,590 --> 02:05:14,070
♪ And I've missed your ginger hair
1415
02:05:14,175 --> 02:05:17,467
♪ And the way you like to dress
1416
02:05:17,593 --> 02:05:20,157
♪ Won't you come on over
1417
02:05:20,261 --> 02:05:24,889
♪ Stop making a fool out of me
1418
02:05:25,265 --> 02:05:29,391
♪ Why don't you come on over, Valerie
1419
02:05:32,394 --> 02:05:36,714
♪ Valerie
1420
02:05:37,678 --> 02:05:40,840
♪ Valerie
1421
02:05:43,063 --> 02:05:46,710
♪ Valerie
1422
02:05:48,611 --> 02:05:51,070
♪ Did you have to go to jail
1423
02:05:51,196 --> 02:05:53,302
♪ Put your house up for sale
1424
02:05:53,406 --> 02:05:56,782
♪ Did you get a good lawyer
1425
02:05:58,909 --> 02:06:01,492
♪ I hope you didn't catch a tan
1426
02:06:01,619 --> 02:06:06,787
♪ I hope you find the right man
who'll fix it for ya
1427
02:06:08,622 --> 02:06:11,915
♪ And now you're shopping anywhere
1428
02:06:12,082 --> 02:06:14,189
♪ Changed the colour of your hair
1429
02:06:14,293 --> 02:06:17,002
♪ And are you busy?
1430
02:06:19,712 --> 02:06:22,296
♪ And did you have to pay that fine?
1431
02:06:22,422 --> 02:06:24,402
♪ That you were dodging all the time
1432
02:06:24,507 --> 02:06:27,215
♪ Are you still dizzy?
1433
02:06:30,510 --> 02:06:32,407
♪ Since I've come home
1434
02:06:32,511 --> 02:06:35,220
♪ Well my body's been a mess
1435
02:06:35,388 --> 02:06:37,618
♪ And I've missed your ginger hair
1436
02:06:37,722 --> 02:06:41,015
♪ And the way you like to dress
1437
02:06:41,142 --> 02:06:43,705
♪ Won't you come on over
1438
02:06:43,810 --> 02:06:48,144
♪ Stop making a fool out of me
1439
02:06:48,521 --> 02:06:53,397
♪ Why don't you come on over, Valerie
1440
02:06:55,649 --> 02:06:58,704
♪ Valerie
1441
02:07:01,038 --> 02:07:04,463
♪ Valerie
1442
02:07:06,232 --> 02:07:10,238
♪ Valerie
1443
02:07:11,464 --> 02:07:14,735
♪ Valerie
1444
02:07:16,701 --> 02:07:20,065
♪ Valerie
1445
02:07:21,039 --> 02:07:24,123
♪ Oh, oh, oh, Valerie
1446
02:07:26,167 --> 02:07:29,125
♪ Oh, Valerie
1447
02:07:32,171 --> 02:07:34,629
♪ Oh, Valerie, yeah
1448
02:07:35,256 --> 02:07:37,236
♪ Valerie, yeah
1449
02:07:37,340 --> 02:07:39,757
♪ Valerie
1450
02:07:40,634 --> 02:07:43,156
♪ Why don't you come on over
1451
02:07:43,260 --> 02:07:47,053
♪ Valerie. ♪
117758
Can't find what you're looking for?
Get subtitles in any language from opensubtitles.com, and translate them here.