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Hello, love.

[ Sobbing ] Oh, Christ. I missed you.

I don't want Fiona seeing you like this.

Not until we've spoken to the guards.

PAUL: Jim, we can't talk to the guards.

Fiona Crowley.

I am arresting you under suspicion

of the murder of your husband.

FIONA: I didn't kill him.

I swear on my mother's grave

that is the truth.

I don't need you to get involved.

I know. I don't want you to go. I need you.

I need to sort some things out.

We have to have some uncomfortable conversations.

Please, let go.

We'll join you later in a few days.

No, you won't.

-BREEN: You and Paul get along? -We got along fine.

Shut up!

BREEN: I hear you spent

quite a bit of time together.

I'm gonna hand myself in.

I'm gonna tell them everything,

and I'm gonna face the consequences.

Have you completely lost your mind?

PAUL: I still have the pipe.

It'll be covered in Kian's blood, and you handled it.

PAUL: You could not have stopped this.

I hope you'll understand.

Paul!

BREEN: Mr. Hogan, we'll need to place you under arrest.

A man doesn't end up inside the boot of his own car

driven into the water by his wife

without something going on.

[ Cellphone vibrating ]

FIONA: Hello?

JIM: Fiona...

[ Slow breathing ]

[ Down-tempo music plays ]

[ Gasps ]

[ Exhales sharply ]

[ Blows sharply ]

There is some slight respiratory weakness,

which is a change,

but it's not too severe at the moment.

I will make a referral

for you to be seen by our respiratory team.

[ Typing ]

It's a very gradual change.

I wouldn't worry too much.

How are you coping?

I've got quite a lot of pain and cramping.

Have you been taking your medication?

It's not really doing anything for me.

Mm.

I could do with something stronger.

Some symptoms can be exacerbated by things

like stress and anxiety, so if things are difficult,

there are ways we can look at managing that.

Is that something you'd like to talk about?

I'd just quite like something for the pain.

Okay.

[ Down-tempo music plays ]

[ Sighs ]

[ Water turns on ]

[ Sighs ]

The doctor is making an appointment

with the respiratory team.

[ Water turns off ]

Oh?

It's just been a little more difficult lately.

It's the bad one, isn't it?

Dr. Ishmael's not worried.

Okay.

Well, you know, if there's anything that I can do,

a lift or...

She mentioned counseling.

Not just for me. For -- For any of us.

I-It might be good to talk to someone on the outside,

you know, someone who can mediate,

who knows all the right questions to ask.

Anyway, she just gave me the leaflet and...

Can't we just talk here, you know?

Forget I asked.

No, I mean, if you want someone to confirm to you

that I am a terrible person, I can do that for you myself.

You don't need someone outside for that.

Okay.

Stop doing that, will you?

Stop looking at me like I'm some wild animal.

Sorry.

I'm just very tired,

and I just want to have my tea and go to bed.

Do you want to leave me?

No.

Don't lie to me.

For God's sake, Paul.

You've wanted to leave me for years, but you can't.

That's why you hate me,

and that's why you talk to me like I'm some...

If I'm so bad, why don't you just get out and go?

Because I don't want to leave my children with a fucking...

-A fucking what?! -[ Thud ]

[ Sobbing ]

Come back here.

They're my kids too!

And they're gonna end up with me in the end!

BREEN: Paul Crowley was found dead

in the boot of his own car.

You were witnessed arguing with him

in the lead-up to his death.

Your fingerprints --

and I reckon we're gonna find his blood -- on that pipe.

I've released your daughter without charge.

[ Down-tempo music plays ]

[ Sighs ]

FIONA: I need to speak to Detective Dez Breen.

I want to see my dad.

He didn't do this.

Dad didn't kill Paul.

I understand you're upset.

Listen to what I'm telling you.

You've got it wrong.

[ Down-tempo music plays ]

MARJORIE: We need to clear out the spare room,

so Jim has somewhere to sleep tonight.

I thought he was going straight to Tom and Gillian's.

It won't be ready till tomorrow.

I -- I'm gonna be out this morning,

so I'll give you a hand when I get back.

Well, don't be long.

The room's a tip, and I want it done

before I have to pick the kids up from school.

I'll get the kids.

I can pick them up after work.

There's no point in you rushing around

if you've got things to do.

Well, thank you, love. That'll be helpful.

Do you think you can drop me at the farm?

Popping in to see Gillian.

Yeah, sure.

I'm sorry about last night.

It's the drink. I'm gonna stop.

I promise.

You always promise.

What else am I supposed to do?

You could get help. We could both get help.

I have to get to work.

Just let me think about it.

[ Sighs ]

[ Engine starts ]

TOM: Gillian is just down with the horses there

before she heads up to Dublin.

She should be back in a few minutes.

Actually, while I have you on your own,

there was something I wanted to run by you.

We know things have been tough for Paul and yourself.

We'd like to help keep the twins on at St. Catherine's.

Now, I know you wouldn't want charity,

but it's not lost on us that money is tight.

I know it sounds like a lot,

but we're their godparents,

and we'd be nowhere without Paul

nor him without you.

So we -- we owe you a lot, Fiona.

Obviously, you'll want to talk this over with the man himself.

Yeah. I should.

What time is your father arriving?

[ Engine cranking ]

[ Engine cranking ]

Jesus Christ!

[ Up-tempo music playing in distance]

Where's the petrol?

-The petrol from the tool barn! -We needed it.

Get out of the fucking way, Owen!

OWEN: Kian!

[ Up-tempo music playing]

Sorry, I, um...

I didn't know you lads were busy.

I didn't hear Owen invite you in.

Yeah, look, I just need the petrol.

I'm -- I'm sure we can replace that for you. It's no big deal.

Yeah, well, make sure you do, okay, because...

...well, I know what's going on here, don't I?

You're wound up, Paul.

I'll hook you up with something.

No.

Are you getting it somewhere else?

I've stopped. Thank you.

You're always so polite to me.

You should be polite to my friends too.

Huh?

But, uh...

...I think you like an easy target, Paul.

-[ Horses neighing ] -Whoa! Whoa.

Whoa.

[ Children shouting indistinctly]

JOSEPH: Stop it! It's my go.

ROSE: No, it's not.

Stop it. Ow!

-ROSE: Ow! -Stop!

ROSE: He said I could use it!

JOSEPH: He said wecould use it!

-ROSE: Give it to me! -Shut up!

Dad'll be fine with this.

There. That's looking a little bit better.

[ Car approaching ]

That sounds like the children.

[ Door closes ]

[ Footsteps ascending ]

[ Door slams ]

JOSEPH: Rose?

[ Knocking ]

What's wrong?

Rose is upset.

Why is Rose upset?

She made Dad angry.

Why did Dad get angry?

Come on. It's okay.

It was my fault.

What was?

I was fighting with Joseph.

So he shouted at you?

He nearly crashed.

There was a lorry, and we had to get out of the way,

and we went into the mud.

Dad said it wouldn't have happened

if we hadn't been fighting.

H-He was just frightened, pet. He didn't mean it.

[ Gasps ]

What's this?

It was Joseph.

Why don't the two of you go downstairs

and get ready for Granddad?

If my dad wasn't getting here in five minutes, you'd be gone!

You'd be gone!

I told them they didn't have to tell you it was their fault.

-They're kids! -They're little bloody liars.

Rose's arm is red.

They were fighting. I didn't touch her.

[ Laughs ]

Oh, did she say I touched her?

You stink of booze.

-What?! -[ Whimpering ]

[ Knock on door ]

Ah!

Hello, love.

Dad.

-[ Sobbing ] -What's happened?

[ Sobbing ] Oh, Christ, I missed you.

Yeah, I missed you too, darling. I missed you too.

PAUL: I've put together a few things that I want you to have,

that I want you to keep.

I'm so sorry I wasn't stronger for you.

I'm so sorry I wasn't braver for you.

Tell the kids I'm sorry.

[ Cellphone vibrates ]

FIONA: Hello?

JIM: Uh, yeah. We're -- We're still at the hospital.

Paul's stable.

You should be here. Uh, look, I can call you a taxi.

FIONA: No.

Marjorie is on her way.

She'll be with you in a few minutes.

JIM: Okay.

Uh, look, we'll -- we'll -- call you if anything changes.

With any luck, we should -- we should have him home tomorrow.

FIONA: Okay.

Bye.

JIM: What?

Come here, chicken.

Daddy's gonna be okay.

You'll have to be patient with him.

He might seem a little different for a while.

Will he be angry?

No, pet. Why would he be angry?

He just needs to get better.

And he'll need some peace and quiet,

so no roughhousing,

no fighting with you and Joseph.

At least this has cleared up.

Silly.

It wasn't Joseph.

[ Car doors closing ]

[ Door unlocking ]

Okay. There we go.

Why don't you go upstairs, have a wash,

and I'll make you some tea?

I'll meet you upstairs.

How are you getting on?

Look, why don't you take the kids away?

Just for a couple of days.

It'll be good for them to get away for a bit.

Paul will need a few days to decompress,

and I just don't think they should be around this.

Not yet.

I think that's a good idea.

[ Down-tempo music playing ]

They've put me on pills.

They're going on at me to talk to someone.

Your dad saved my life.

Did you get the box?

I didn't want you to have to go through everything.

Just thought it'd be easier if I did it all myself.

Did you get my note?

Yes.

Well, do you want to get rid of that before the kids...

I already have.

[ Down-tempo music plays ]

[ Exhales sharply ]

[ Child speaking indistinctly]

PAUL: [ Shouting indistinctly]

Marjorie.

Would you mind giving me a lift?

Yeah.

I'll just be a few minutes.

Hello, Mam.

[ Knock on door ]

Christ.

Hold those, Owen.

Come here to me.

[ Sighs ] I couldn't have lived with myself.

It's not your fault.

I know, I know, but I should have considered.

You did nothing wrong.

Sorry. I shouldn't be making this about myself.

It's all right.

[ Sighs ]

I shouldn't have taken it out on you.

That was wrong.

And I hope you know I'll make it up to you.

That's all I wanted to say.

Thanks, Tom.

But you take your time. You look after yourself.

And if you ever need anything,

well, me and Owen are always here.

No, I'll be all right.

Fiona, she's...

She's sticking with me, you know?

Good. That's good.

Yeah. 'Cause it wasn't me who...

-I didn't... -Yeah.

It's good that you have the support.

Yeah. I'd be lost without her, you know?

[ Cellphone vibrating ]

Sorry.

It's just a text from Kian.

[ Tense music plays ]

There.

You'd never forgive me for looking messy

in front of the neighbors.

Hope you can forgive me, Mam.

-Give me a hug, buddy. -Bye, Dad.

Good boy. Good boy.

Come here, love.

I'll see you soon, Rose.

-Good boy, okay? -Okay.

I love you.

-JOSEPH: Love you. -ROSE: Love you.

Be good for Granny.

I'll see you when you get back.

I spoke to Tom earlier.

He's offered me my job back.

I think he was just angry, you know,

about the whole Gillian thing.

Just wanted to take it out on someone.

I thought you stayed so we could talk.

We don't have my mam or the bloody kids,

so what's the issue?

I stayed because my dad asked me.

Did he tell you he needed you?

[ Chuckles ]

You really think he's good, don't you?

Your dad.

You think he's a good man.

Yeah, better than me, anyway.

Well, I never killed anybody.

Fucking look at me.

You don't even know.

I am a saint compared to him.

You wouldn't even visit me.

[ Clears throat ]

I know what you are.

You're a coward.

And not because you're sick.

Not because of what you did.

In fact, that might have been the bravest thing

you've ever done in your life.

You're afraid of everything and everyone except me,

so you hurt me.

You hurt my children.

Because we're not a threat.

Because we don't hit back.

Because we're trapped.

And every time you make us afraid of you,

you feel a little less afraid.

I have to think about the future now.

I have to think about our children.

I'm sorry, Paul.

I don't have any other choice.

You're leaving me?

No.

I'm not going anywhere.

[ Gasping ]

[ Down-tempo music plays ]

[ Continues gasping ]

You should have been afraid of me.

[ Mid-tempo music plays ]

[ Grunting ]

[ Breathing heavily ]

I wanted to take him...

...hide him somewhere.

But the car...

BREEN: The brakes.

I didn't know.

I just wanted to protect my children.

In a year -- could be a few months --

I'll be gone, and they would have been with him.

[ Voice breaking ] And I wouldn't have been there to...

I don't know what he would have...

I had to protect my children.

[ Clears throat ]

Interview terminated 17:00.

I'm so sorry, Fiona.

I want to see my dad.

Is she in there?

She is, yeah.

It wasn't Paul's blood on that pipe, by the way.

Wasn't actually a match for anything in our system.

So you were probably right. Just some kids messing around.

Yeah, yeah. I-I-I expect so.

Watch yourself now, Jim.

I can only give you five minutes.

[ Down-tempo music plays ]

[ Door opens ]

[ Sobs ]

[ Crying ] Darling, what have you done?

What have you done?

You should have let me take the blame.

No. [ Sobs ]

Oh, why, Fiona, why? Why didn't you tell me?

I would never have asked you to stay.

I'm sorry, Dad.

No, I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

Look, we can get you out of this, you know,

because the courts will be lenient.

You know, there -- there wouldn't be a judge

in the country that wouldn't...

The minute they see those children, honestly...

Dad, Dad, you have to take care of them.

Take them away for a bit like I promised them, please.

Of course, of course.

Let them be babies for a bit longer.

I just wish I could do the same for you.

I let you down, darling. I let you down.

I just wanted to make things right.

But you can, Dad. You can.

You can.

[ Music continues ]