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♫ On the surface of the shimmering sea ♫

♫ Blocked by the navy blue sea ♫

♫ It doesn’t matter, time will not be forgotten ♫

♫ My mask is torn. You met me ♫

♫ Wings were burnt by promises ♫

♫ But my faith does not cease ♫

♫ Clowns can still sing proudly among ridicule ♫

♫ My longing is bound by your gaze ♫

♫ Sweat severs the doubt to move forward ♫

♫ Clowns are not afraid to be broken ♫

♫ Time burns to ashes ♫

♫ And it doesn't matter ♫

♫ And it doesn't matter ♫

♫ And it doesn't matter ♫

[Symphony's Romance]
♫ And it doesn't matter to me ♫

[Episode 20]

I finally found you.

This is for you,

as a gift, this is my lucky charm.

I hope it can help you.

I hope you will work.

Look,

what's this?

Isn't this Fei She'er's watch? What's wrong?

Look again.

Do you feel a little bit sleepy?

Oh my god.

It's already this time.

Hurry up, let's start rehearsing. Get ready.

Are you sleepy?

Then let's close our eyes, okay?

As if. I have to rehearse in the afternoon, don't disturb me.

Play with yourself.

It didn't work?

Are you learning hypnosis?

I'm just looking at it.

It isn't something anyone can learn.

Are you trying to untie someone's knot?

Friends, family members, or your lover?

Or... you want to pry into someone's secrets?

Who said that? I'm just looking at it for fun.

It might not be a good think to untie the knot.

Why isn't it a good thing?

If I untie his knot then he can go to France and fulfill his dream.

It looks like he means a lot to you.

If he goes to France for his dream, are you willing to let him go?

I-I, of course not.

Then will you go with him?

During your lifetime, people are always making various decisions.

Every decision has its regrets. It's just maybe you chose the one that makes you regret less.

Here, besides thinking, it's also good for sleeping.

It does seem like a good place for sleeping.

Yeah. Close your eyes.

Relax your mind.

In your ears, it's just the sounds of nature. Remember this feeling.

When you play the piano, the sound will be more ethereal and free.

In fact, music is the shape of the player's soul.

It has the deepest secrets.

And these factors, constitute the most charming colors of music.

Then you can feel your deepest self in your heart.

It sounds beautiful.

What's wrong?

I accidentally fell asleep here just now.

Fell asleep?

Did you hypnotize yourself?

No!

No.

What are we having for dinner?

Every day you just want to eat. We're not eating.

What are we eating?

Let's go. Hurry up!

[Fang Xiaowo's Nest]

I want you to fulfill your dream.

But I really hate that you have to leave me.

The sun came up in the wrong direction today.

Fang Xiao Wo initiatively

came to wait for my class.

Congratulations.

Hello? It's time to start class.

Let's see what we're playing today.

When flying the kite,

I always hope that the higher the kite flies, the better.

But what if I cut the string,

and let the kite fly away?

I really can't let it go.

What's wrong? In the morning?

You don't have a fever. What can't you let go?

The kite or the string?

I understand.

Li Zhenyan. Am I right?

Li Zhenyan is going to graduate soon.

It's reasonable to feel sad. After all, you are classmates.

Over the years, the feelings between you two have developed. Plus, you are good friends. Right?

However, he will leave sooner or later.

Zhenyan's future is not here. Understand?

But I can't bear to be apart.

Can't bear to be apart...

Why don't you also join the piano competition?

If you get a high score as well,

you can go with Li Zhenyan

for a higher education.

- Really?
- Why would I lie to you?

But I...

But what?

You and Zhenyan have a big problem.

You dare not face your true self,

and dare not face the outside world.

If you can take the lead in the most difficult step,

what will you see?

The outside world is totally different

from here.

I actually understand how you feel.

You guys sooner or later will leave this school.

But I, have to wait for the next generation of students.

But over the past few years, sometimes you complained, sometimes you quarreled.

But maybe a few years later,

these will all become precious memories between us.

Therefore, I

can't bear to let you guys go too.

But the outside world is so big, it's for you guys to explore.

Be a little brave!

Alright, I've made myself sad too.

In today's atmosphere,

I don't think it's proper to perform Mozart.

Chopin's better.

If you want to play piano in the future, you can come visit me anytime, okay?

Really? Thanks sister.

You can start.

When I was a child, it was my teacher Xiang Xiang who gave me courage and confidence.

Should I also become your Xiang Xiang?

Fang Xiao Wo.

Li Zhen Yan, I was just thinking about coming to see you.

I've already finished with rehearsal.

What are you up to? It seems like your mind is somewhere else.

I'm fine.

Are you hiding something from me?

I see.

You're hungry, aren't you?

-Yes, I'm hungry.
-Let's go, let's eat then.

-Okay.
-Let's go.

Li Zhen Yan, are you working hard now to achieve your dream?

I should be.

What do you mean by 'should'?

Actually, dreams are ideals that can be realized.

And, there needs to be a clear direction that can be worked towards.

But if reality tells you,

This dream will always be out of reach,

And every road leading to it is blocked.

Doesn't that imply that this dream doesn't belong to me?

Should I give it up?

Therefore, it seems that now I don't have a dream.

So if you can find a way to make your dreams come true,

Will you leave me?

I also don't know.

Reality is always changing,

Maybe one day it won't be me leaving you, but you leaving me.

I won't leave you.

I'll never leave you. I want to be with you, always.

Idiot.

Don't talk too much about leaving or not leaving.

Even if one day we're too busy with our work and can't see each other,

My heart will always be with you.

As long as two people's hearts are together, everything will be alright.

What can I do for you?

Auntie, what on earth is going on with Li Zhen Yan's nightmares?

Why do you want to know this?

Because I want to help him.

Actually,

We have gone and seen many doctors before, both abroad and at home.

-But still--
-Actually, that day,

I was outside the door and heard you two talking.

But I didn't mean to, please don't get me wrong.

It's okay.

You would've known about these things sooner or later.

I'm just thinking...

I used to be very scared of Li Zhen Yan leaving me.

But he's different from me, he's so dazzling.

He deserves all the best things the world has to offer.

If he was a meal,

He would definitely be the most delicious one.

All of the connoisseurs of fine food would give him the best reviews.

However right now, he doesn't have any chances to meet any connoisseurs.

Do you have any solutions?

I have an idea.

But I need Auntie's approval before I can do anything.

I've never seen Zhen Yan treat a girl like this.

You are the first.

So Fang Xiao Wo, you must have some kind of skills or magic.

I've decided. Whatever you end up doing,

I'll give you my full support.

Really?

Auntie!

Don't walk away, I've finally found you.

Okay, right. What's your name?

My name is Zhong Yu, I'm from Nanjing.

Home to the Confucius temple, the Qinhuai river scenic area, and the capital of six dynasties.

-The land where tigers crouch and dragons coil.
-Ok, great. That's a very nice name.

Could you do me a favor?

This starry sky is as dusty as ever.

The city lights are so bright,

The sky seems small and dim.

At this moment, I'm thinking

I can't perhaps over come it.

Hello?

Look above.

Why are you calling? Are you afraid that you'll disturb others?

Can you go on a date with me tomorrow?

Date? Why are we going on a date?

I want to give you a gift.

Giving me a gift? What's wrong?

To reward you on having a successful performance.

Based on what should you be celebrating with me?

Okay, I'm messing with you.

- Where is the date?
- At the grass field that I usually go to.

Do you want me to feed the bugs with you? Why are we going to the grass field?

Do you dare to come?

I dare. Why wouldn't I dare to?

You must come then.

Goodnight. Bye-bye.

Bye-bye.

I set this up the whole afternoon.

You set it up the whole afternoon so that I can sleep?

How is it?

Is it relaxing?

Let me tell you.

A friend told me,

If you feel it then you can feel

I know all of this but

why is there a guzheng?

Oh right. I almost forgot.

- You'll feel really relaxed when you hear this.
- Relaxed.

You'll really like it.

Why are you holding that again?

Look at it.

- I'll look at it.
- Look at it.

Do you feel a bit sleepy?

Are you sleepy?

Let's close our eyes, okay?

Be relaxed. It's very safe here.

Slowly close yor eyes.

It was indeed for me.

Forget it. I'll cooperate.

It's really useful.

Let me ask you a question.

What's your name?

Li Zhenyan.

Then are you a female?

I regret. I shouldn't of promised her to come.

No.

Then what is your passcode

to your credit card?

379604.

Then do you know what is Fang Xiaowo's favorite food?

Fang Xiaowo likes to eat everything.

Wrong. Fang Xiaowo's favorite food is

Peking roasted duck.

If you take the plane to Beijing someday

then you have to bring back roasted duck for her.

Okay.

Then does Li Zhenyan like Fang Xiaowo?

Forget it.

I already asked you this question before

but Fang Xiaowo

really likes Li Zhenyan.

In this world, she's definitely

the person who likes Li Zhenyan the most.

She likes Li Zhenyan more than everyone else.

She only likes Li Zhenyan.

Right now,

from the top of your head

slowly flow to the bottom of your feet.

You feel like your whole body is warm.

And then...

I'll bring you to a place.

A place where you went to before.

A place you usually dream of.

Where is it? Is it the airplane?

Where is the airplane heading to?

China

because my parents are divorcing

so mom is taking me back to the country.

Now that you returned to the airplane,

what do you see?

There's a lot of people. A lot of people.

And then what?

They asked if I wanted to drink something.

Then did you drink it?

I drank coca cola.

That was my first time drinking coca cola.

Dad didn't let me drink those back then.

- Is it good?
- Yes.

Slow down.

What about the surroundings?

See what there was around.

Windows.

Windows and there were stars outside.

Mom, there's so many stars.

Baby, come here.

Do you see the three stars in the center?

That's the belt.

It's holding a weapon in it's hand.

What star is it?

That's right, the stars.

- Mom, I'm afraid.
- Don't be afraid.

I'm here. Come.

My mom has a heart disease.

I wanted to save her

but I couldn't do anything. Nothing.

Mom, mom!

I couldn't save her.

If I could get the medicine bottle then I could've saved her

but...

but I...

but I couldn't do anything.

It's not your fault. Li Zhenyan,

you were only a seven year old child.

If it was anyone else,

they couldn't do anything either. It's just an accident.

No, this isn't an accident

because of my reason, that medicine bottle

was never brought on the airplane.

I only know this

but I...

but I...

I already prepared the divorce agreement. Only your signature is left.

Leave the child to me then.

Impossible.

I can't let you turn Zhenyan

into another Li Yazhe.

I hate myself.

I hate myself for not grabbing that medicine bottle.

I also hate that person.

If he didn't took my baton

then mom wouldn't leave.

If he didn't keep pulling then the medicine bottle wouldn't of dropped.

If we didn't go on that airplane then there would be no accidents.

Mom wouldn't die from a heart disease.

I've been avoiding it

but I clearly know inside

that I hate myself.

If it wasn't because of me,

my parents wouldn't of argued

then they wouldn't divorce.

Mom wouldn't of passed away and would've lived on.

My family would be happy and blissful

but it's all because of me.

It's not your fault.

You were only a child.

If it was someone else, they would've have a solution either.

Your mom definitely doesn't want you to be in this shadow.

We all have shadows

but we have to overcome the shadow

and not be defeated by it.

I believe you can do it.

Right now, we are

in Doraemon's time machine.

We're going back to the time when you were seven years old.

You were holding that child that kept crying

and told him,

"This isn't your fault."

Sleep. Have a good sleep.

Once you wake up, the dream you had

and what happened, you don't remember any of it.

Li Zhenyan, you're not afraid anymore.

You can ride on the airplane and go to Europe now.

Sorry, it's all my fault.

It's fine. It's not your fault.

This is for you.

Even though it's a gift but it's my lucky charm.

I hope it can help you.

I can perhaps really overcome this sky.

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Next week, let me bring you to the live orchestra performance

and let you admire the charm of rock and roll violin.

You're still thinking about rock and roll music?

Of course, I'm still thinking about it

but right now I think music is the same.

Right? Actually,

and create our own music.

It's enough if you think it's interesting and fun, right?

What's wrong?

Are you annoyed that I'm talking so much?

No, keep talking. I like to hear it

because I...

like you the most

about your passion towards music.

Really?

Then I'll keep talking.

I have to tell you everything that I like

but you can't complain that I'm annoying.

I won't because

even if I don't like it, I'll try to like it

because how I see it

and not

I think I'm so lucky.

What are you doing?

I like you so much and you're my girlfriend.

Let me tell you guys. She's my girlfriend!

Qing Shang is my girlfriend!

Qing Shang is my girlfriend!

Qing Shang is my girlfriend!

Stop looking.

Uncle Qin.

- Thank you.
- You're welcome.

Stop looking.

Inside please.

Don't twist your neck.

-Bring this noodle to Mr. Huang.
-What?

I never seen him so shameless.

Do I look nice today?

- You're even more shameless.
- You're shameless.

Sis, let's hurry up. Let's get the schedule,

Of the next public show planned out.

We have to practice.

It hasn't been that long since the performance ended

and you're already thinking of the next one.

When we performed a few days ago,

so many people stood up to applaud.

They were yelling bravo.

We were also trending Weibo.

You better prepare for your final exams first.

That's boring.

- What's going on?
- No,

Uncle Qin did you get it wrong? I asked for the same thing.

I didn't order so much.

It's right. It's a new meal that I created.

I only make it for you.

You eat it alone.

Daughter-in-law?

- Thank you, Uncle.
- Enjoy.

Sister, why don't you reconsider it?

Eat your food. I'll let you eat it to stop your mouth.

Hurry and eat! Weren't you hungry?

Did you really decide to participate in the competition?

- This is great.
- And I have to get first place.

Why did you suddenly change your mind?

Because I can be closer with the person I like.

Let me tell you. Time is limited.

Xiao Wo, do you want to reconsider

Conducting a closed training?

What is that? It sounds scary.

It's not scary at all.

It's actually an intensive training program arranged by the Conservatory.

The Conservatory will take responsibility for all your basic needs.

You just need to practice with ease.

Then does that I mean I can't go home

- or eat meals that Li Zhenyan cooks?
- Enough.

You can eat but you have too much practice needed.

Time is limited. I hope you can reconsider.

Okay.

Is it necessary to write that much?

Professor Zhang said I need to shut myself off from the outside world and train before the competition.

Then I can't see you or eat your dishes.

- If you keep putting things on there then my refrigerator is going to be full.
- Put your hand out.

You're putting it on my hand?

It's your photo. What does this mean?

That way I can be in your hands.

What you mean is I can let go?

I don't care, you figure it out.

Okay. I'll put it here and not let go.

I'm leaving then.

You have to behave when I leave.

You're the one that has to behave.

-Bye.
-Bye.

The couch without me seems so empty, huh?

Rest assured, I'll be back soon!

Remember to miss me before you sleep!

I'm Fang Xiao Wo, we'll fall asleep together.

Are you ready to eat?

I'll be cramming my stomach full of food.

Miss me!

Hey Qin Fen, it's me.

Today I want to go and take care of something big in my life.

Will you go with me?

Brother, what are you talking about? "Something big in your life"?

I thought something happened with Fang Xiao Wo.

I'll be with you wherever you go.

-I just can't let you pay again.
-You have a big mouth.

Why do you have so much to say?

You.. what are you doing? Can't you sit tight?

I am sitting tight.

-What? Are you nervous?
-What? Why should I be nervous?

Driver, we're not there yet, how long will it take us?

Driver, there's no hurry. You don't need to rush.

Take it easy. Steady, please. Safety first.

Professor Zhang, I'm here to shut myself off from the outside world!

This is so unexpected.

Aren't you fast? Here, let me see.

Did you pack enough clothes?

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Oh my God.

Are you immigrating or fleeing from famine?

Right. It seems like you've made up your mind.

Since you're being so sincere about this,

Before you start this training, I'll treat you. Let's go.

Are we going for a big meal?

Have some more, Xiao Wo.

Here, let me pick some for you.

Mrs. Zhang, your cooking is amazing! Exactly like Li Zhen Yan's!

His cooking can't be as good as mine.

Come on. Babe, have some shrimp.

Xiao Wo is here.

What about it?

Do you know why I always peel the shrimp for her?

Whenever there's shrimp in our house, I'm always the first to peel them.

You don't know, right? Mrs. Zhang,

Is also a musician, she plays music.

I'm afraid her hands would get,

Cut and worn out by the unpeeled shrimp. You should learn from her.

You play music? Violin?

-Viola.
-You play viola!

Your student is really just like you.

Actually, music brought me and Professor Zhang together.

At that time, Professor Zhang was majoring in piano.

But he specialized in and learned how to compose for me.

He composed so many pieces of music for me, because he wanted to have me perform with him.

For a long time now, viola has always been the supporting role in an orchestra.

But in the music Professor Zhang composed for me,

Viola became the main role.

When I was preparing to join an orchestra,

I was deeply worried and upset.

He was with me the whole time.

If I hadn't had him to keep me company, I definitely would not have joined an orchestra.

Therefore, music has brought us together.

That's so sweet. I would also like to play the music I composed with Li Zhen Yan.

You will.

- You will.
- You got this.

Eat some more.

Wait a second. Give it to me.

The hands you use to play piano are also hands.

Xiaowo, eat more vegetables.

Thank you.

♫ Let me tell you about the weird things I love about you ♫

♫ Let me tell you how when I think of you, it's from a secret at the bottom of my heart ♫

♫ Open the door to the most beautiful encounter ♫

♫ People who love each other should be together ♫

♫ Let me tell you about your steadiness and self-confidence that I love ♫

♫ Let me tell you about how I see your sweet smile when I think of you ♫

♫ Let's see the most beautiful scenery together ♫

♫ People who love each other should be together ♫

♫ Gently holding your hand ♫
♫ My hand ♫

♫ Be at ease ♫
♫ So at ease ♫

♫ A panoramic view of pure and transparent love ♫

♫ We're like little fish in love ♫

♫ Smart and clever ♫

♫ People who love each other should be together ♫

♫ Quietly watching your heart ♫
♫ My heart ♫

♫ So at ease ♫
♫ So attentive ♫

♫ Love is like an endless cloudless and clear day ♫

♫ We're like little fish in love ♫

♫ Happy and cherished ♫

♫ People who love each other should be together ♫

♫ Together ♫

♫ If you want to love, you have to bravely be together ♫

♫ Persisting for beautiful memories ♫

♫ Together ♫

♫ to the end ♫

♫ Gently holding your hand ♫
♫ My hand ♫

♫ Be at ease ♫
♫ So at ease ♫

♫ A panoramic view of pure and transparent love ♫

♫ We're like little fish in love ♫

♫ Smart and clever ♫

♫ People who love each other should be together ♫

♫ Quietly watching your heart ♫
♫ My heart ♫

♫ So attentive ♫
♫ So at ease ♫

♫ Love is like an endless cloudless and clear day ♫

♫ We're like little fish in love ♫

♫ Happy and cherished ♫

♫ People who love each other should be together ♫

♫ To the end ♫

♫ Together...together...together ♫

♫ To the end ♫