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You ever worked with animals before?

Yeah. My pap had a little farm.

Got a lot of amends to make to a lot of people,

but I don't know who they are.

I've broken into a lot of these houses out through here...

in my addiction.

Yeah, they'll shoot you around here.

See that church there on that hill?

That's where my real dad's buried at.

No. I was three when he passed away.

-That's when my mom left. -What happened to him?

A tree got cut down on top of him.

At a logging yard.

Don't run, you guys. Don't run.

You saved my life many a time.

He has no idea how true that is.

Fourteen times I've been under those guys. Fourteen times.

Ed told me we were going for a hayride.

This isn't what I had in mind.

I got worse than that, though.

Because that was just when I was doing pills.

My court date went well, but I...

I found out some bad news about my daughter.

Put me in a bad mood all week.

I've been in that exact situation.

Let's not compare war stories.

One week clean.

One week down. Five months and three weeks left.

Then a whole lifetime.

Wait till you see him in like a month from now.

He'll have big old biceps.

Nah, I might turn up like Bruce Lee, but I'm still going to be scrawny.

Are they all girls or what?

Can you tell them apart?

I'm sure they got... All the girls got nipples, right?

I got tested for chlamydia, gonorrhea, HPV.

Hepatitis A, B, and C, and HIV.

And AIDS we'll be testing later.

Not, "How you doing? I'm really proud of you. Good news."

You look so good.

I haven't really seen you for a long, long, long time.

It's been a while.

Can't duct it, fuck it.

That's West Virginia Chrome right there.

Our dog just died and she's having some problems with the house and stuff.

Dada, I got you a present.

Why are you taking us over here?

Yeah, it's in there?

Daddy, I wish you could come.

Why you gotta stay here?

Why you got your tears?

Happy tears?

But you're upset.

I like how two guys come up and put them shoes down.

You can tell they're high, but at least they came.

That says something.

It's about raising overdose awareness, so who cares if they're high?

At least they're here, man.

They're trying.

Can't believe that one kid's name they read was 16.

I'll go up there, but just don't make me dance.

-You feel out of place, don't you? -Yeah, I do.

Yeah, but you know what?

You got to challenge that because you're not out of place, dude.

Just pick a partner.

Son, just go pick a partner.

Jeff, you're causing major confusion.

This is the most fun I've had in a long time.

When you want this place ready by?

Couple months.

Jeff.

Come on, man. It's time to drive.

You're not allowed to play rap music in the coal mine.

But we don't give a fuck.

Yeah, we're good, we're good.

No one left a bottle of Vicodin in here, dude.

I have no clue what's going on.

I don't know what's gonna happen, man.

Nothing.

I mean, dude, I'm already fucked, dude.

I just want my girls, dude.

Drinking, you know what I mean...

fucked it all up and now I ain't gonna get them.

It's all going to be over. By the time I go there and get out,

I ain't gonna have no time to get on my feet, get a home.

It'd be over with anyways.

So I'm basically fucked all around.

Because I chose to drink a little bit.

It's a lot harder this time than it was before.

Making a train track.

If you need medicine, right now is the time.

Would you prefer being in prison or do you prefer probation?

Well, you gotta follow my orders.

Then you got to do what I'm telling you to do.

These are serious charges.

Now if you like hanging out with other prisoners,

we can make that arrangement for you.

Do you understand that?

All right, I'm going to grant probation, but I'm going to sanction you for 30 days.

Look, this gray hair on my head...

I named it Adam.

So we have nowhere...

Where he's living? Where he's going?

It's awful how they just like let people be released, you know what I mean?

I don't know how people are supposed to get on a good footing

and follow the rules of probation when they...

don't have any resources and they're released at North Central.

It's your brother, Jeff. I just got out today.

I thought I was supposed to be out tomorrow, but it's today.

Hey Joe, this is Jeff.

I thought about coming back to Jacob's Ladder,

and I need it, dude.

My life's getting unmanageable.

I just slipped up and did a line of cocaine today, tonight and...

I don't want this life no more.

Give me a call. Love you, brother. Bye.