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there's another part ranging in Delmar

we are all over hello

hate him

it's just we do better

so what about talking marriage here

sure

I'm driving

I'm a rescue center feeding a dolphin

I don't even notice

and they cute

you know there's this beach in Australia

for the dolphins so I'm right up to the

shore like the seals do here and you can

interact with him and everything

I want to go there someday

securely together that would make it

perfect

so funny

they bark like that when they're mating

is there any kissing religious feeling

get to it

well they blow bubbles

mm-hmm

and sometimes they mail each other's

necks

just like that

Beach

back into the sea line in my next

lifetime they only live an average of 25

years they should come back there

it's not how your army

how you

do you think in China died like that has

a degree of difficulty a 3.0 eikenella

Kuehl almost hit your head on the

platform I know I know you want to win

that scholarship and that you gotta get

your tuck down make that break happen

sooner try something more manageable

like like in inward one-and-a-half watch

how bainbridge does it

now that's an eight and a half

you both know you can beat that all your

boat up there and try it again

you got a coach chambers how many times

I gotta tell you no running around the

pool you gonna crack your head open

sorry I'm just pumped yeah yeah you're

always pumped it floored one and a half

the full twist get down well that's

wonderful but girls practice doesn't

start for another thirty no I got to

show you now

that's what I'm talking about

do you have any idea the amount of

chemicals you just ate no how can you

eat like that I have to be done before

sunset how can you talk about it like

that less I mean it's death you're

talking about here you know the end over

now is what it is well face it we're all

gonna die sometime not me

I'm gonna have my body frozen till they

find a cure for whatever it is I've got

good plan unless you get hit by a truck

why does everybody always say you're

gonna get hit by truck you know anybody

who's been hit by a truck don't even go

there

no mere misses don't count nobody gets

hit by truck all right nobody gets here

with a heart condition like mine either

are you gonna eat that

hi love your perfume Eau de sardine

smelt nice usually are a latekka

you're so sweet one of the Valentine's

dance do you relax

pay like zero interest in you

romantically tell him how you really

feel Lesley and I suppose you're going

with GQ Jordan in his dreams so what's

the plan tonight finish my Caesar and

hold up a 7-eleven what's that smell

you still doing that marine biology

thing Rachel yeah it's so incredible

Thanks

well I have a plan B if you're up for it

like gum to lock after six period clever

girl

we get caught we won't go off the

platform in the dark

Thanks

what are you waiting for us come on

don't you remember that time at your

nice skinny dip down at Blacksburg

hey about tonight

hi mom watch retreat come on good girl

let's show Matthew our little trick good

girl golly man you're such a smart dog

oh no justice but I cannot even get her

to roll override yet another reason to

keep me around

Rachel I'm sorry it's just a there is

nothing between me and Vanessa I know

I just needed to hear you say it

why don't we go to that beach in

Australia right after graduation are you

serious absolutely where you been

grabbed by it walked around you walked

around where well you walk across

streets man

it's a school night no hey you've been

drinking oh look I just don't want you

to blow it

I pulled more than a few strings to get

you enrolled in that school not to

mention the cost dad why do you always

assume I'm gonna blow it I'm working my

ass off well maybe if you spent a little

less time with your girlfriend and more

time studying you wouldn't have to work

and you know you don't have a clue

great hey hey hey nothing

Matthew don't

what's wrong with you yes what is this

no you don't so let me make it crystal

clear I don't want to be with you

Vanessa all right not now not not ever

get that in your head of my life

you

you

did you try and resuscitate her it's

okay Matt just answer the question did

you take any drugs tonight

no you how do you explain the condition

you're in we're just trying to make

sense of what happened here Matthew

this happened a few

what happened somebody drowned

no way who that's all what

Thanks I'm have to bring him in for

blood test drugs huh he could barely

talk God I feel sorry for Nick his boy

could be looking at negligent homicide

everything looks stable but I'd like to

hold them another 24 hours for

observation

have any idea how much trouble you're in

the girl is dead sick this is not

something you can fix by going to

traffic court it's forever you can

pretend I'm not here

pretend it didn't happen sooner or later

you're gonna have to face the fact that

Rachel's dead and you are the one

responsible

breakfast time

I

I just wanted to say I'm really

and I'm really sorry

Matthew now you need to come the first

place

lab tests came back positive I'm gonna

have to place you under arrest

realize how it looks taking off from the

hospital like that it's practically an

admission of guilt I didn't do any drugs

that's a lie

the blood tests are conclusive Matthew

you had 290 milligrams propoxyphene in

your system how do you explain that

I can't you mean you won't

Oh Matthew you've already messed up

everything else the least you could do

is tell us the truth Nik speak to me

outside please

maybe I should talk to her long dick he

is my son

that's my point they're too close to

this go arrange his bail but only that's

a good idea if he's gonna learn anything

at all from this he needs to suffer the

consequences of his actions

I thought I had it all dialed in I'd be

the first to go

nothing makes sense to me anymore I've

got a lot of problems with this whole

thing no I know Matthew was stressed out

I had no clue he was using

yeah it doesn't gel I mean he doesn't

even drink I tried to visit him but he

won't see anybody I'm the one who's

responsible for this it's not my fault

what are you talking about

if I hadn't shown you all how to sneak

in great old stone you know what

she looks like an angel doesn't she you

do good work Betty I can't take credit

when they're as young and pretty as she

is such a shame it's a fine line between

life and death just look at her you'd

almost expect her to wake up and walk

out of here any second the body's only a

shell anyway wherever she's gone she's

already there would you sure about the

pile up on the air 511 dead oh my I'll

have to order more putty that's odd I

think you got a bad batch of film your

bails been posted

thanks close yeah

listen Jeanette you been suspended from

school which means you're no longer on

the team I'm sorry oh it doesn't matter

of course it matters

listen right now all you want to do is

give up but don't don't even buy college

you have no idea what's going on inside

my head right now and I couldn't even

save her

I wish I could save seats go to Rachel

let my dad's funeral was enough I have

time you know

have me decide to die don't

don't mean for it to happen this way

but I guess was meant to be

we all have to get their lives

me

mom

daddy

guys plus F come on

get out

get out

have you

what is happening here why didn't

anybody see me hello Rachel

who are you

you can call me will

unless you have a twin sister

I'm afraid you're dead

when did I die three days ago

last thing I remember is running after

Matthew he was drowning

he didn't you did well what have I been

doing for the last three days

being dead technically speaking I should

have pulled you out him sooner but I

wanted to do a slight see have you been

to the zoo there is a gorilla exhibit

what okay

is this not for real right okay

wake up Rachel you're not asleep you

deceased the mom I still doing here

closure what closure you need it as much

as those left behind it's standard

operating procedure

how long am I going to look like this

for all of eternity joke

concentrator how you want to look in it

open

cool

we so sad

you won't always be

that'll just press me

I'm gonna be with him so bad

you will be when when he died

I don't wait that long

you'll be amazed how fast time flies

come on we have things to do

Matthew

and didn't know I was being followed

your dad tell me you might be here

really I'm surprised he had a clue

oh he cares a lot more about you than

he'll ever let on

that's you

I can do this and checking and from what

I hear you don't do drugs

I already told you that what you told me

is a common denial it's nothing to back

it up sit down

I've been exploring the possibility you

may have been drugged but I need more to

go on

I want to believe you Matthew

I don't know what happened one minute

I'm fine you know and then the next I am

loaded the drug we found in your system

is prescribed to a lot of people do you

know anyone who's taking tranquilizers

regularly

you know anyone is particularly stressed

out

yeah everybody I've ever met

do you have any idea of who would want

to do this to you

hopings tragic rachel is a good friend

so is Matthew how close are you and

Matthew to be perfectly honest I love

him I understand it's not reciprocal

it was once good hey life goes on I'm

always gonna love him no matter what he

thinks of me Matthew says he didn't take

any drugs that night did I believe him

so should you that means somebody gave

it to him without his knowledge you

don't think I did it my job to explore

all the possibilities oh my god I would

never do anything to hurt him what about

the photo you put in Rachel's Locker

well that was pure stupidity on my part

of me Matthew had every right to be

upset Rachel

like such an ass now it must have really

hurt when he humiliated you in front of

everybody I deserved it

listen I know it looks like I had motive

or whatever get even but drugging him I

mean that's insane I would never do

something like that in a million years I

appreciate your time Vanessa thank you

thanks again

have you talked to Evan baybridge yet no

why well I'm sure this has nothing to do

with what happened but um there's a

major rivalry thing happening there

how so he and Matthew were competing for

the CIF title not to mention a

scholarship to Stanford

thank you

not bad babies not bad at all very crisp

I found this about that time

Hey

why don't you return my calls we've been

worried about you listen I gotta go

it was an accident Matthew you gotta get

over it and move on I don't want to get

into it all right

well I do this isn't all about you you

know there are a whole lot of people who

are suffering because of this and

there's nothing I can do about that

no more like nothing you want to do

about it maybe if you opened up and stop

shutting everybody out talk about it

less just ask yourself a rate you'll be

doing right now if it were you who died

I wish I could help them

they'll be fine

she's okay

don't ask me how I know but it's almost

like I could feel her what did I tell

you

you're gonna be okay Morgan

we've got to go

- man good morning daddy Lee listen to

it

I just I wanted to tell you how sorry I

the pain you're going through and I wish

it had been me instead of her I would

trade places in a second I loved more

than anything in my life

don't ever come back here again

Oh

I could have gone better

this going the way it's supposed to

because if you really think that any of

this is making me feel any better

all it takes is time and patience geez

were running behind

she can see me

come here mom curry Molly what's wrong

girl

nice-looking family

yeah

how's his mom doing I have no idea she's

alive I know that I just thought you

know when you're his line of work this

is nice too

and more recent shots of Matthew around

there's a really nice portrait of him in

the den you don't say

Oh

Matthew

laughs you don't believe please don't

nobody play

Oh

yeah

it's funny how things turn out why did

it have to

I've been wandering around trying to

make sense of everything

because you can relate right

the thing is a first split second a part

of me actually wanted you to pull the

trick

I miss you so much

do you remember when you said it's not

how long you live it's how you live I

think you'd agree with me that it's also

we live it with

I know I'm being selfish but it just

kills me to see you with anybody else

especially her

look if you two end up together I'll

deal with it I just don't want you to be

manipulated into anything I want you to

be happy

so you didn't tell me what you wanted so

I made an executive decision angel hair

Alec I guess I should thank you

you don't know anything

just glad you're still here I'm glad I'm

not right

what happened it's just between us

Matthew

nobody ever needs to know you have my

word

please and hold this over his head for

the rest of his life can't you see what

she's doing you know we don't have to

talk about this in fact let's never talk

about it again the future is all that

matters

can't handle this

hope I'm not interrupting anything hey

where's Leslie probably getting grilled

like I just did what yeah that lady cop

she was asking me all kinds of questions

like I was under suspicion or something

but that's insane yeah tell me about it

so let's plan a tonight looks like

you've already launched into plan a I'm

not sure it's me

getting a bite on the bluff which think

I meant

you know I forgot to grab some parmesan

can I get you guys anything mama

so

what's up with you and Vanessa

does she know that

she's the friend of since when and this

is the girl that put the picture and

Rachel's Locker remember it's kind of

hard to explain whatever okay

just trying to make sure you're covered

you call this closure you'd stayed with

me wouldn't have seen any of this oh

that makes me feel a whole lot better

life doesn't always have a happy ending

but tell me something I don't know okay

why don't you tell me how I can make

this huge mess that I'm leaving behind

huh it's not your fault and that's my

fault if I wasn't so lame I'd still be

alive and he wouldn't be going through

any of this I can just screw up my life

I screwed up his life I've screwed up my

family's life I screwed up everybody

well there is one thing you can do

it's called channeling and I don't

recommend it I'll do it sometimes things

turn out worse I don't care I'll do

anything

first you need to find a receptive soul

someone you trust someone Matthew trusts

too

contrary to what you might think I'm in

no rush to be anything more than a

friend right now I mean I know how you

feel about felt about Rachel

what's wrong

nothing I just I felt something back

there

nevermind you know what I just I'm gonna

walk home it's thanks anyway

I can't let you do that not after what

happened

I mean you're in a fragile state right

now

I mean I'm fine

no you're not you need me you need a

friend I just want to be alone right now

all right

concentrate hard like I told you

hi Molly

oh I know just a spot so

how you doing

aren't you supposed to be in class yeah

it just

I don't know I felt like coming over and

checking up on you

oh yeah come on in

so you must be getting ready for the

championship uh-huh

I tried to get some laps in this morning

but I don't know I guess I lost my

motivation or something I'm gonna go for

it again after school you feel like

joining me

I can I've been suspended remember

nobody will be around and be perfectly

cool no I'm not really in two of us you

are the best diver in the school and

you're wasting it you need to get off

your butt and get back into shape I

can't compete anymore I'm off the team

this is not about competing

besides it's boring doing laps all alone

think about it okay

what was I thinking

thank you for seeing me I know you have

another class of about 15 minutes I

won't take up too much of your time this

message is just a few quick question

it's thing I can do to help what do you

know about Leslie chambers she's a

little while an amazing athlete you know

that she has a heart condition at her

age

it's an arrhythmia I think you see her

father died of the same thing and they

think that she may go even sooner it's

very sad

how would you describe her relationship

with Matthew Jen good friends nothing

romantic and Evan Bainbridge's

relationship with Matthew well they all

hang out the same clique together

Evans a good kid too what about Vanessa

Cunningham straight A's definitely a

high achiever

oh she's headed the drama club - no

kidding I understand her parents are

quite successful yes he's one of the top

attorneys in town and she owns an ad

agency

sounds very high-stress most definitely

I was hoping you make it

come on

let's get you in shape

We Need to Talk Rachel

remember why you're doing this it's to

help Matthew not confuse him

don't forget what you're putting Leslie

through

I'm sorry but it's so hard

touching him again just feels so no I'm

gonna be with him so badly he will just

not now not this way

I know what I'm doing

I'm bird feels good huh yeah it does

there's nothing like an endorphin rush

it's more than that I've been

I mean I had a whole plan

Rachele Stanford had it all figured out

it totally went out the window up until

now I've been feeling like I don't even

want right now but at this moment I mean

it's the first time since she died that

I actually feel like I don't know like

it's gonna be on it's all about the

moments you know you were so right when

you said it's not how long you live it's

how you live I told you that yeah we're

at sill Cove I think my point is

I think I made my point step out Rachel

giman I could get Symphony say no that

sounds nice

there's something you need to see you

said you wanted to make a difference the

time to do that is now

whoa this is really trippy

your Rachel was my friend yeah your

maybe this isn't such a good idea okay

okay

we're gonna go

what's she looking for maybe should find

out

who is you

it has to be a receptive resort

remember then how do we stop her we

don't he does

I ain't lost an earring at the last pep

rally

I just thought I might be able to find

it did it fall out of the bleachers no

I've got a paint crew coming in tonight

I'll have them keep an eye out for it

don't worry about it wasn't that

expensive gotta get back into lessees

body

give her a rest girls aren't going

anywhere you know I would really

appreciate it if you just tell me

everything that's gonna happen you

certainly seem to know when you were

alive what you wanted to know every

detail of the future including knowledge

of your own death yeah and maybe I could

have kept it from happening everything

works out the way it's supposed to

Rachel even if it means dying

I'm telling you it's really bizarre

first the thing with weird then I'm

going over it's out I sure had done a

360 yet I'm being serious here I'm

stressing okay try mild feedback

you know what you should do

earth to less let me tune class where

are you going to the gym why I left

something in there

but I have to get in there wet paint

you got a minute what kind do for you

Matthews on his way to school right now

you got his suspension lifted yeah I

heard that I heard you had someone doing

it he needs all the help he can get and

I'm appreciative but I do not appreciate

someone trying to become his father like

I'm just trying to do the right thing

like posting his bail that was not your

decision to make coach it was mine but

you made the wrong one he's got a hell

of a nerve yeah well maybe I do but I

know your son in a way that you don't

Matthew is one of the best kids I've

ever coached

I'm not just talking about talent he's

got spirit determination I just don't

buy this crap about him being a drug

user look I don't want to be his father

he has a perfectly good one already a

man just doesn't realize how much his

son needs him right now

Matthew

I'm glad you're back sorry about

yesterday I just kind of am doubting

this it's no problem

what are you doing tonight I'm not sure

maybe we could rent a video or something

[Applause]

have you hey I'm super glad you met hey

les

you know I've been calling you but I

guess you didn't get the messages maybe

he wanted to be left alone don't

question each other uh yeah I'm sorry I

should have called you back don't worry

about it

no go ahead and call back Matthew

contrary to what you might think she's

in no rush to be anything more than a

friend right now

right Vanessa

that's right

let's get the glass

I'd say that paint is about dry by now

I think we need to have a little talk

it was you I don't know what you're

talking about just like you don't know

how that photo got into my locker right

what you gonna do to her

I think you know

I know I haven't done the best job with

you I'm not making excuses I did what I

thought was best at the time like that

time I send you off the football camp

you hated it

you probably hated me too but I just

like to think that you got something

good out of it Matt what I'm trying to

say is I've made some mistakes I don't

want to make any more

I didn't hate you dad

come on it's okay Molly don't be afraid

come here so how about we go get a pizza

or something good girl good girl

okay

what

yes which got into her good girl

Molly come on girl Molly I'm right here

just come to the door girl just come to

the door

good girl Molly good girl

Rachel

okay okay come on Molly come back here

right now I thought we got her fixed

you'll never catch her on foot

try not to lose it okay but it's not

exactly easy under the circumstances and

it's your fault you put me in this

situation

and don't appreciate you messing with my

head either you're in my shoes you'd be

doing the same thing list the only thing

that makes sense I've got my whole life

ahead of me

your number was coming up anyway why

should both of our lives

but there she is

they're at the pool

I gotta

so sorry

could you bring me some real food please

you know burger fries shake big piece of

pie I'll see what I can do thank you

how you feeling hungry how's she doing

well other than a nasty contusion I'd

say she's a okay soon as your mom

arrives right here

yes it's time to go right just about

what I remember about my life will I

mean well I remember the painful things

- where you're going you won't remember

much of anything it's for the best so I

fully expect you to be kicking my butt

tomorrow at practice you know it

stand back

Coco blue crash cart she was humming

what happened give me 125 cc's heavy

stat paddles clear

my foot

don't I less please

okay I want her on an epi drip I ordered

up an echocardiogram Yes Doctor

don't go dying on me all right

or how long you live

wait

what is going on

Tanny

honey

it's your time to go it always was

I didn't think you'd mind if Rachel used

your body

I don't mind at all

it was a great dive Tibet is qualified

catch it sorry I couldn't resist

if you like to eat your test area you

serious absolutely

it's so straight you always wanted to go

there

how it happened when they come back in

the trip by me to bed go to sleep be

with us

what about math you will be watching

over him guess we all end up together

again anyway huh it's amazing how fast

time flies when your lives