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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:06,223 --> 00:00:08,269 - The end of ISIS is now in sight. 2 00:00:08,312 --> 00:00:09,748 What I'm looking most forward to 3 00:00:09,792 --> 00:00:11,098 is fighting inside of Raqqa. 4 00:00:11,141 --> 00:00:14,579 When Raqqa falls in Syria, end of the book. 5 00:00:14,623 --> 00:00:16,494 [explosion] - Oh! 6 00:00:16,538 --> 00:00:17,930 - Go, go, go, go! 7 00:00:17,974 --> 00:00:19,106 I don't know what the future holds, 8 00:00:19,149 --> 00:00:20,411 but I know I'm made to fight, 9 00:00:20,455 --> 00:00:22,500 and I'm made to train. 10 00:00:22,544 --> 00:00:24,502 -Reporter: Today, 50 ISIS fighters 11 00:00:24,546 --> 00:00:26,417 attacked the city of Kirkuk. 12 00:00:27,679 --> 00:00:28,724 - I worry about Pete. 13 00:00:28,767 --> 00:00:30,291 He's pretty scatterbrained 14 00:00:30,334 --> 00:00:31,770 and stressed out. 15 00:00:31,814 --> 00:00:35,078 - I just wanted out of here for awhile. 16 00:00:35,122 --> 00:00:37,124 - I can tell he's calmer when I'm working with him. 17 00:00:37,167 --> 00:00:40,866 - But I have a vested interest in the rest of this battle. 18 00:00:40,910 --> 00:00:42,477 Mosul isn't done. 19 00:00:45,741 --> 00:00:47,003 - ISIS, one of the most 20 00:00:47,047 --> 00:00:49,788 dangerous terrorist groups on earth. 21 00:00:49,832 --> 00:00:51,399 They've brutally conquered territories 22 00:00:51,442 --> 00:00:53,444 all across the Middle East 23 00:00:53,488 --> 00:00:56,621 and spread fear across the globe. 24 00:00:56,665 --> 00:00:59,233 Their goal is to create a worldwide Islamic state, 25 00:00:59,276 --> 00:01:01,104 and they will do anything to achieve it. 26 00:01:01,148 --> 00:01:03,541 [gunshots] [explosions] 27 00:01:05,021 --> 00:01:07,241 Against the advice of the U.S. military, 28 00:01:07,284 --> 00:01:09,721 some Americans are fighting back. 29 00:01:09,765 --> 00:01:13,073 - In the truck! In the truck! 30 00:01:13,116 --> 00:01:15,640 This isn't just their war, it's everybody's problem. 31 00:01:15,684 --> 00:01:17,251 Hold him, somebody grab him! 32 00:01:17,294 --> 00:01:18,991 - Some of us were not able to just sit back 33 00:01:19,035 --> 00:01:21,081 and watch this happen on the news. 34 00:01:21,124 --> 00:01:24,432 - We're men of action, not men of words over here. 35 00:01:24,475 --> 00:01:26,782 - This is their story. 36 00:01:40,796 --> 00:01:44,495 [drum music plays] 37 00:01:54,288 --> 00:01:55,680 - It's pretty amazing to be back, 38 00:01:55,724 --> 00:01:58,248 for lots of reasons. 39 00:01:58,292 --> 00:02:00,076 Like, this is what I'm supposed to be doing. 40 00:02:07,257 --> 00:02:09,781 - As much as I love photojournalism, 41 00:02:09,825 --> 00:02:11,914 I do feel like I'm missing something, 42 00:02:11,957 --> 00:02:14,134 like that tangible being able to help someone. 43 00:02:16,136 --> 00:02:18,225 But I speak Arabic. I've worked in the ER. 44 00:02:18,268 --> 00:02:20,052 I saw what they were doing, and I was like, 45 00:02:20,096 --> 00:02:21,880 okay, I can help you. Why not? 46 00:02:32,108 --> 00:02:34,763 - This morning, the forces fighting ISIS in Iraq 47 00:02:34,806 --> 00:02:37,026 have taken 60% of the territory 48 00:02:37,069 --> 00:02:39,115 once held by ISIS. 49 00:02:39,159 --> 00:02:40,769 The terror group's fighters 50 00:02:40,812 --> 00:02:42,031 are trapped inside Western Mosul. 51 00:02:42,074 --> 00:02:44,468 [gunfire] 52 00:02:44,512 --> 00:02:47,079 The last road out of the city is cut off. 53 00:02:53,869 --> 00:02:55,566 [car horn honks] 54 00:02:58,352 --> 00:03:00,876 [child yelling] 55 00:03:00,919 --> 00:03:02,660 - What was this, home? 56 00:03:02,704 --> 00:03:04,619 - Yeah. 57 00:03:04,662 --> 00:03:06,403 - This morning before I had my morning coffee, 58 00:03:06,447 --> 00:03:08,623 we got the first real trauma patient. 59 00:03:08,666 --> 00:03:10,233 It feels like real work again. 60 00:03:10,277 --> 00:03:14,237 Getting the instant job satisfaction 61 00:03:14,281 --> 00:03:16,021 of okay, I just saved that person's life or, 62 00:03:16,065 --> 00:03:17,414 you know, they're gonna keep that leg 63 00:03:17,458 --> 00:03:18,720 or whatever it is. 64 00:03:21,288 --> 00:03:23,942 You don't have that dealing with all the preparatory stuff, 65 00:03:23,986 --> 00:03:25,466 making 30 phone calls a day. 66 00:03:25,509 --> 00:03:29,034 It's different being in a managerial role. 67 00:03:29,078 --> 00:03:31,994 Just clean that off just a little bit maybe. 68 00:03:39,784 --> 00:03:41,395 [phone rings] 69 00:03:41,438 --> 00:03:44,136 Oh, this is a call I have to take. 70 00:03:44,180 --> 00:03:47,270 The big NGOs who are gonna support us, 71 00:03:47,314 --> 00:03:49,490 you know, I have to play their games. 72 00:03:49,533 --> 00:03:52,188 Writing proposals and spending 14 hours a day 73 00:03:52,232 --> 00:03:54,364 staring at Excel spreadsheets, 74 00:03:54,408 --> 00:03:55,583 dealing with phone calls that you hate. 75 00:03:55,626 --> 00:03:57,585 Skull fracture. 76 00:03:57,628 --> 00:03:59,021 Which is fine with me, 77 00:03:59,064 --> 00:04:00,588 because we'll get the needed supplies. 78 00:04:00,631 --> 00:04:02,851 Tourniquets on both legs. 79 00:04:02,894 --> 00:04:05,941 Should be there in about 15, 20 minutes. 80 00:04:05,984 --> 00:04:07,334 I think we were new to the game 81 00:04:07,377 --> 00:04:09,640 and we made everyone really uncomfortable 82 00:04:09,684 --> 00:04:10,946 in the international community. 83 00:04:14,079 --> 00:04:15,559 But you couldn't stop treating people. 84 00:04:15,603 --> 00:04:16,995 Just because you don't feel like playing ball 85 00:04:17,039 --> 00:04:18,867 doesn't mean the war is gonna stop, 86 00:04:18,910 --> 00:04:20,172 the battle is gonna stop. 87 00:04:23,263 --> 00:04:25,656 Yeah, we're too far right now, I think. 88 00:04:25,700 --> 00:04:29,225 I.S.O.F. One keeps getting dead on arrivals. 89 00:04:29,269 --> 00:04:31,183 We had three this morning, three yesterday, 90 00:04:31,227 --> 00:04:33,360 like, that's the barometer. 91 00:04:33,403 --> 00:04:34,535 If we're getting that many dead on arrivals, 92 00:04:34,578 --> 00:04:35,840 we need to be closer. 93 00:04:46,503 --> 00:04:50,202 So we move forward when I saw medical teams move forward. 94 00:04:53,205 --> 00:04:54,294 We set up in parking lots, 95 00:04:54,337 --> 00:04:57,993 houses, mosques, schools. 96 00:04:58,036 --> 00:04:59,690 You got a big open space 97 00:04:59,734 --> 00:05:02,040 where you treat people in triage. 98 00:05:02,084 --> 00:05:04,521 You got a wall around you for security 99 00:05:04,565 --> 00:05:06,306 in a centralized area 100 00:05:06,349 --> 00:05:08,873 to give us the biggest range of effective treatment. 101 00:05:13,095 --> 00:05:16,098 So that's the main way from the street to here. 102 00:05:16,141 --> 00:05:18,666 The problem right now is four I.E.D.s 103 00:05:18,709 --> 00:05:20,320 about 70 meters that way. 104 00:05:20,363 --> 00:05:22,670 So E.O.D.'s gonna come in in a couple minutes 105 00:05:22,713 --> 00:05:24,236 and blow them up. 106 00:05:24,280 --> 00:05:27,631 Did we tell everyone here? 107 00:05:27,675 --> 00:05:29,938 - No. 108 00:05:37,989 --> 00:05:41,079 - So we're gonna set up in here. 109 00:05:41,123 --> 00:05:42,864 It's close enough to the fight 110 00:05:42,907 --> 00:05:44,387 where we'll get patients quickly, 111 00:05:44,431 --> 00:05:46,084 but not close enough that we're gonna get hurt. 112 00:05:48,913 --> 00:05:51,220 It's big enough we can move everybody into here. 113 00:05:52,569 --> 00:05:53,744 It will be a good spot. 114 00:06:00,142 --> 00:06:02,405 This is the new home. 115 00:06:02,449 --> 00:06:03,624 - Yeah? 116 00:06:06,801 --> 00:06:08,106 - They're gonna blow up the I.E.D., maybe? 117 00:06:09,804 --> 00:06:11,545 - Now? 118 00:06:11,588 --> 00:06:13,329 I don't want to go that way, let's go this way. 119 00:06:16,071 --> 00:06:18,465 - The glass over there. No, no, them, them. 120 00:06:22,469 --> 00:06:26,734 [explosion] 121 00:06:26,777 --> 00:06:28,475 - It feels like proper work, 122 00:06:28,518 --> 00:06:32,043 standing in a school listening to bombs blow up. 123 00:06:32,087 --> 00:06:33,305 [jet engines roar] 124 00:06:50,453 --> 00:06:51,672 [singing] 125 00:06:51,715 --> 00:06:53,195 ♪ Everything's got blood on it again ♪ 126 00:06:53,238 --> 00:06:56,677 ♪ I'm back at the front lines scoobity-boo-bitty ♪ 127 00:06:56,720 --> 00:06:58,287 Everything I did in the Marine Corp, 128 00:06:58,330 --> 00:07:00,202 I was trained to do, 129 00:07:00,245 --> 00:07:02,465 and that lifestyle and being a part of it, 130 00:07:02,509 --> 00:07:06,426 it took quite a few years for me to get away from that. 131 00:07:08,558 --> 00:07:10,386 Okay baby. 132 00:07:10,430 --> 00:07:11,779 - [crying] 133 00:07:11,822 --> 00:07:13,389 - [speaking Arabic] 134 00:07:13,433 --> 00:07:16,740 - I'll never ask him those detailed questions 135 00:07:16,784 --> 00:07:19,874 about exactly what went on over there in the military, 136 00:07:19,917 --> 00:07:24,792 but I think he needs to balance out the fighting 137 00:07:24,835 --> 00:07:26,271 side in the military 138 00:07:26,315 --> 00:07:29,057 with the saving side of this work, mentally, 139 00:07:29,100 --> 00:07:31,973 even if he'd never say that out loud. 140 00:07:32,016 --> 00:07:35,803 I can tell why he's doing what he's doing now. 141 00:07:35,846 --> 00:07:37,500 It's definitely redemption. 142 00:07:40,851 --> 00:07:43,071 [gunfire in distance] 143 00:08:09,140 --> 00:08:11,447 - That's a car bomb. 144 00:08:14,232 --> 00:08:17,540 Yeah. So we're probably about to get busy in a second. 145 00:08:23,546 --> 00:08:26,549 - We got a mass casualty event out of nowhere. 146 00:08:26,593 --> 00:08:29,117 Truck after truck after truck just showed up in seconds. 147 00:08:29,160 --> 00:08:30,727 These people are tore up. 148 00:08:30,771 --> 00:08:34,122 - I thought I was kind of immune to those dead bodies, 149 00:08:34,165 --> 00:08:35,471 but I almost puked there. 150 00:08:35,515 --> 00:08:37,647 - Okay, who still has yellow patients? 151 00:08:37,691 --> 00:08:38,866 - Right here. 152 00:08:38,909 --> 00:08:40,345 - One, two. 153 00:08:40,389 --> 00:08:41,564 - You gotta listen for his breathing. 154 00:08:41,608 --> 00:08:43,392 - The mass casualty the other day, 155 00:08:43,435 --> 00:08:45,655 I threw tourniquets at people, pressure dressings. 156 00:08:45,699 --> 00:08:47,527 I don't think I touch a single patient. 157 00:08:47,570 --> 00:08:49,790 Okay, we're gonna hold greens for right now. 158 00:08:49,833 --> 00:08:51,661 Only yellows. 159 00:08:51,705 --> 00:08:53,533 I went from treating patients to, like, dealing with people. 160 00:08:53,576 --> 00:08:56,318 One, two, three, four, five, six. 161 00:08:56,361 --> 00:08:57,537 Or moving ambulances. 162 00:08:57,580 --> 00:08:59,060 No, they're not going in there. 163 00:08:59,103 --> 00:09:00,975 Hold on. Adam! 164 00:09:01,018 --> 00:09:04,500 We're not putting the children with the dead bodies. 165 00:09:04,544 --> 00:09:08,199 And sometimes the odds win. 166 00:09:08,243 --> 00:09:10,593 At this point, most of the time, 167 00:09:10,637 --> 00:09:14,162 we are saving more people than are dying. 168 00:09:14,205 --> 00:09:16,120 [siren beeps] 169 00:09:17,644 --> 00:09:21,125 I think we're saving more than are dying. 170 00:09:21,169 --> 00:09:22,953 I have to think. 171 00:09:33,442 --> 00:09:34,878 - So I don't know how far 172 00:09:34,922 --> 00:09:36,924 sabotage has gone through the whole village, 173 00:09:36,967 --> 00:09:38,360 but for the most part, 174 00:09:38,403 --> 00:09:39,579 I mean, the roads are clear. 175 00:09:45,802 --> 00:09:50,415 We've been cutting off escape routes for ISIS around Raqqa, 176 00:09:50,459 --> 00:09:53,505 and we've basically all but surrounded it now. 177 00:09:53,549 --> 00:09:56,334 This is where we took contact from last night. 178 00:10:01,775 --> 00:10:05,517 [gunfire in distance] 179 00:10:12,742 --> 00:10:14,483 [whistles] 180 00:10:16,964 --> 00:10:19,662 This guy screamed at out us, "Hey, who's there, who's there?" 181 00:10:19,706 --> 00:10:22,056 Then he started shooting at us. The four of us responded. 182 00:10:41,249 --> 00:10:43,643 We returned fire, killed him. 183 00:10:51,738 --> 00:10:55,045 They had visual on guys going in and out of an armory. 184 00:10:55,089 --> 00:10:57,004 Called in airstrikes. 185 00:10:57,047 --> 00:11:00,094 [explosion] [whistles] 186 00:11:00,137 --> 00:11:02,444 We found five more bodies in there. 187 00:11:05,839 --> 00:11:07,101 That's what we do. 188 00:11:07,144 --> 00:11:10,931 To enemies of humanity. 189 00:11:10,974 --> 00:11:12,584 Fucking bastards. 190 00:11:22,638 --> 00:11:24,553 - Yeah, dude. I felt bad telling-- 191 00:11:24,596 --> 00:11:26,642 I didn't know all those guys didn't know though. 192 00:11:26,686 --> 00:11:28,557 They're like, yeah, we took Shaheed today, 193 00:11:28,600 --> 00:11:30,733 and I'm like yeah, he was just here. 194 00:11:35,869 --> 00:11:37,218 - He was the same guy that was like, 195 00:11:37,261 --> 00:11:38,436 "Where are you from?" I was like yeah, 196 00:11:38,480 --> 00:11:40,351 "My family lives in Dibasi." 197 00:11:40,395 --> 00:11:41,483 He's like, "What's your family name?" 198 00:11:41,526 --> 00:11:42,832 And I said it, he's like, 199 00:11:42,876 --> 00:11:45,356 we are in the same tribe, me and you, man. 200 00:11:45,400 --> 00:11:46,488 He said, "What's your grandpa's name?" 201 00:11:46,531 --> 00:11:47,968 So I said my grandpa's name, 202 00:11:48,011 --> 00:11:49,709 and he said, "I know your grandpa." 203 00:11:49,752 --> 00:11:51,885 He got married like ten days before the op. 204 00:11:51,928 --> 00:11:54,017 He was not even supposed to be there. 205 00:11:54,061 --> 00:11:55,976 They started fighting and he kneeled 206 00:11:56,019 --> 00:11:58,456 just that opening by the wall, 207 00:11:58,500 --> 00:12:00,415 and he just got one shot right in the face. 208 00:12:01,677 --> 00:12:03,592 He got shot in the face and died. 209 00:12:07,378 --> 00:12:08,597 - I've met guys from all over 210 00:12:08,640 --> 00:12:11,165 that I now consider family. 211 00:12:11,208 --> 00:12:13,733 Kurdish fighters, Americans, 212 00:12:13,776 --> 00:12:16,257 guys from around the globe. 213 00:12:16,300 --> 00:12:17,737 And these guys, I mean, 214 00:12:17,780 --> 00:12:19,564 I would take a bullet for any one of them 215 00:12:19,608 --> 00:12:21,871 just like they would take a bullet for me, 216 00:12:21,915 --> 00:12:24,221 and none of us would even ask questions about it. 217 00:12:24,265 --> 00:12:25,266 It's just the way it is. 218 00:12:25,309 --> 00:12:27,964 - V.B.I.E.D. to the left. 219 00:12:28,008 --> 00:12:29,923 It's getting stressful, man. 220 00:12:29,966 --> 00:12:31,533 - The most I could hope for is that it's a quick death, 221 00:12:31,576 --> 00:12:34,623 not in the hands of some ISIS captors 222 00:12:34,666 --> 00:12:36,581 or me slowly bleeding out on a battle field 223 00:12:36,625 --> 00:12:38,932 thinking to myself, 224 00:12:38,975 --> 00:12:41,630 this is the end and this is how I go out. 225 00:12:43,806 --> 00:12:45,808 [car horn honking] 226 00:12:45,852 --> 00:12:47,679 [yelling] 227 00:12:53,424 --> 00:12:55,209 [groaning] 228 00:12:55,252 --> 00:12:56,688 [yelling] 229 00:12:58,560 --> 00:13:00,431 - I was in a convoy of vehicles, 230 00:13:00,475 --> 00:13:03,347 and I injured myself talking a spill from a vehicle. 231 00:13:05,915 --> 00:13:08,004 I could barely walk for the first week. 232 00:13:13,053 --> 00:13:17,797 Kind of a combat inhibiting injury. 233 00:13:17,840 --> 00:13:20,321 I'm slower than everyone else around me at this point. 234 00:13:20,364 --> 00:13:22,976 I'm more of a hindrance than anything else. 235 00:13:33,508 --> 00:13:34,726 Any station, any station, 236 00:13:34,770 --> 00:13:36,598 this is front gate radio check, over. 237 00:13:40,036 --> 00:13:41,559 Typical. 238 00:13:44,040 --> 00:13:46,826 So it was a lose/lose situation in my mind at that point. 239 00:13:48,523 --> 00:13:52,440 Me being okay with always being behind the front line 240 00:13:52,483 --> 00:13:53,876 or me going home, 241 00:13:56,400 --> 00:13:58,620 Which one do I want. 242 00:14:06,062 --> 00:14:10,588 ["Push It to the Limit" plays on radio] 243 00:14:16,464 --> 00:14:19,119 So after a whole lot of chasing, 244 00:14:19,162 --> 00:14:20,860 I called it quits 245 00:14:20,903 --> 00:14:22,557 and decided to leave it all behind me. 246 00:14:24,689 --> 00:14:27,649 I have so many great memories 247 00:14:27,692 --> 00:14:29,129 and so many horrible memories. 248 00:14:32,262 --> 00:14:35,744 So no universal question has been answered for me, 249 00:14:35,787 --> 00:14:37,789 nothing along those lines. 250 00:14:37,833 --> 00:14:39,966 I just kind of realized that 251 00:14:40,009 --> 00:14:42,794 I've had my fun fighting ISIS. 252 00:14:42,838 --> 00:14:44,361 Most of these cities have been liberated 253 00:14:44,405 --> 00:14:46,668 outside of, like, capital cities like Raqqa 254 00:14:46,711 --> 00:14:47,930 and a little bit of Mosul left. 255 00:14:49,410 --> 00:14:50,672 These guys are done. 256 00:14:54,806 --> 00:14:56,765 - U.S. and Iraqi officials say 257 00:14:56,808 --> 00:14:58,941 ISIS will be defeated in days, 258 00:14:58,985 --> 00:15:02,466 but don't expect peace any time soon. 259 00:15:02,510 --> 00:15:05,687 [explosion] 260 00:15:05,730 --> 00:15:07,819 Reporter: ISIS sent suicide bombers 261 00:15:07,863 --> 00:15:09,082 to attack Iraqi soldiers in Mosul. 262 00:15:10,997 --> 00:15:13,260 It was an act of desperation. 263 00:15:13,303 --> 00:15:15,349 U.S. backed Iraqi forces 264 00:15:15,392 --> 00:15:18,918 are close to recapturing the entire city. 265 00:15:32,670 --> 00:15:34,846 - ISIS knows they're losing. 266 00:15:34,890 --> 00:15:36,805 They're probably running out of food. 267 00:15:36,848 --> 00:15:38,981 They have no clean water left. 268 00:15:39,025 --> 00:15:41,375 Ammunition, no matter how much they stockpiled, 269 00:15:41,418 --> 00:15:43,507 they're burning through millions of rounds, 270 00:15:43,551 --> 00:15:44,682 millions and millions of rounds. 271 00:15:46,249 --> 00:15:47,903 They're running out of everything, 272 00:15:47,947 --> 00:15:51,385 and now it's just a bunch of sadist cowboys 273 00:15:51,428 --> 00:15:54,170 running around doing whatever the fuck they want to. 274 00:16:01,047 --> 00:16:02,918 Reporter: We have heard that there have been some 275 00:16:02,962 --> 00:16:05,181 pretty accurate coalition air strikes 276 00:16:05,225 --> 00:16:06,400 on a number of targets, 277 00:16:06,443 --> 00:16:08,271 however, we've been hearing more about 278 00:16:08,315 --> 00:16:10,404 this human shield, 279 00:16:10,447 --> 00:16:13,450 this sort of rounding up by ISIS of civilians, 280 00:16:13,494 --> 00:16:16,192 which is a weapon of ISIS, let's face it. 281 00:16:18,151 --> 00:16:21,502 - This guy came up and asked if we had body bags. 282 00:16:24,679 --> 00:16:26,289 I said, "Okay, well, why?" 283 00:16:26,333 --> 00:16:28,726 He said, "Well, I have 18 family members 284 00:16:28,770 --> 00:16:32,034 that are buried in shallow graves that we need to move." 285 00:16:34,471 --> 00:16:36,299 His family was killed in an airstrike. 286 00:16:39,172 --> 00:16:41,130 So I started scrambling around asking for body bags. 287 00:16:42,523 --> 00:16:44,525 And eventually I called the coalition. 288 00:16:44,568 --> 00:16:48,050 I said, "Listen, there's a guy here who needs 18 body bags." 289 00:16:48,094 --> 00:16:49,921 They called me back and said, 290 00:16:49,965 --> 00:16:53,099 "We found eight for you." 291 00:16:54,622 --> 00:16:56,493 I remember I said to the guy on the phone, 292 00:16:56,537 --> 00:17:00,106 "Dude, listen, we spent a million dollars on the bomb 293 00:17:00,149 --> 00:17:02,195 that just killed these 18 people, 294 00:17:02,238 --> 00:17:05,546 let's spend 50 bucks on the bags that they're gonna need 295 00:17:05,589 --> 00:17:08,157 to put them in the ground." 296 00:17:20,213 --> 00:17:23,477 Sorry, how does he want us to help him? 297 00:17:23,520 --> 00:17:25,305 The house had been flattened, 298 00:17:25,348 --> 00:17:28,569 and somehow they had sifted through massive concrete blocks 299 00:17:28,612 --> 00:17:29,918 and pulled out these 18 bodies, 300 00:17:29,961 --> 00:17:31,180 and then covered them with dirt. 301 00:17:32,747 --> 00:17:35,184 And this was definitely a situation 302 00:17:35,228 --> 00:17:37,621 that was outside of the scope of what we were doing. 303 00:17:46,978 --> 00:17:48,197 - I said that to everybody, 304 00:17:48,241 --> 00:17:50,417 like no one has to do this, 305 00:17:50,460 --> 00:17:52,854 but, you know, it's something that I think we should do. 306 00:17:56,031 --> 00:17:59,339 So we laid out 18 body bags, 307 00:17:59,382 --> 00:18:02,124 suited up, full masks and everything. 308 00:18:07,521 --> 00:18:09,349 - They've been there for 20 days, 309 00:18:09,392 --> 00:18:11,046 so a lot of them are pretty bloated 310 00:18:11,090 --> 00:18:14,876 and probably disease-filled. 311 00:18:14,919 --> 00:18:16,834 That's why our people who are digging them up 312 00:18:16,878 --> 00:18:18,575 are wearing the chemical-exposure suits, 313 00:18:18,619 --> 00:18:20,142 except for Pete. 314 00:18:20,186 --> 00:18:22,231 I'm not sure why he's not wearing one. 315 00:18:25,016 --> 00:18:26,801 The family wrapped them in blankets 316 00:18:26,844 --> 00:18:29,282 and buried them pretty shallow. 317 00:18:29,325 --> 00:18:31,545 [speaking Arabic] 318 00:18:31,588 --> 00:18:33,155 - Okay. So she's saying her daughter 319 00:18:33,199 --> 00:18:35,940 is the one in the green blanket, 320 00:18:35,984 --> 00:18:37,159 and her daughter's daughter 321 00:18:37,203 --> 00:18:40,162 in the red blanket next to her. 322 00:18:44,079 --> 00:18:45,863 - When I think of human shield, 323 00:18:45,907 --> 00:18:48,039 I think of the shield part, 324 00:18:48,083 --> 00:18:50,738 which is to protect yourself. 325 00:18:50,781 --> 00:18:52,870 This isn't that. 326 00:18:57,005 --> 00:18:58,876 God, somebody needs to come up with a good term for this. 327 00:18:58,920 --> 00:19:00,313 It's not a shield. 328 00:19:00,356 --> 00:19:01,488 A shield is what you use to protect yourself. 329 00:19:01,531 --> 00:19:03,316 [gunfire in distance] 330 00:19:03,359 --> 00:19:06,232 ISIS figured out their standard operating procedure, 331 00:19:06,275 --> 00:19:07,798 shoot at the helicopters, shoot at them more, 332 00:19:07,842 --> 00:19:09,409 shoot at them more, 333 00:19:09,452 --> 00:19:10,888 eventually the coalition's gonna blow them up. 334 00:19:12,847 --> 00:19:14,675 ISIS figured let's make it bad. 335 00:19:14,718 --> 00:19:16,633 Let's put people in there. 336 00:19:16,677 --> 00:19:18,983 Let's not only just, go to houses where 337 00:19:19,027 --> 00:19:21,899 we know there's like a family of ten, 338 00:19:21,943 --> 00:19:25,860 because one of these houses had over a hundred people in it. 339 00:19:25,903 --> 00:19:28,645 People in West Mosul don't just suddenly gather. 340 00:19:28,689 --> 00:19:30,908 They don't even go to the mosque at a hundred a time. 341 00:19:33,955 --> 00:19:37,176 I think ISIS jammed those people into those buildings 342 00:19:40,091 --> 00:19:42,268 and played their hand. 343 00:19:54,976 --> 00:19:56,282 - They seem pretty numb. 344 00:20:00,199 --> 00:20:01,896 I feel like if this was my family, 345 00:20:01,939 --> 00:20:03,985 I would need to be very matter of fact about it, 346 00:20:04,028 --> 00:20:05,769 just, like, get them out, bury them, 347 00:20:05,813 --> 00:20:10,034 and I don't know, everybody reacts differently, 348 00:20:10,078 --> 00:20:12,820 but, like, I wanna cry right now. 349 00:20:15,301 --> 00:20:18,304 - ISIS knows they're gonna lose this war, 350 00:20:18,347 --> 00:20:21,220 so they've already started prepping for the next war, 351 00:20:23,309 --> 00:20:26,964 making everyone in the coalition and the Iraqi Army 352 00:20:27,008 --> 00:20:29,489 really, really, bad guys 353 00:20:29,532 --> 00:20:33,188 by having them intentionally kill civilians. 354 00:20:38,976 --> 00:20:40,804 Fucking assholes. 355 00:20:57,299 --> 00:20:59,127 - Bro, I have [bleep] flashback. 356 00:21:01,216 --> 00:21:03,262 This road. 357 00:21:13,010 --> 00:21:15,404 - Look all the child. 358 00:21:15,448 --> 00:21:20,191 The child, they are here because we fight here. 359 00:21:20,235 --> 00:21:23,804 From this wall, I was shooting. 360 00:21:23,847 --> 00:21:25,893 [speaking Arabic] 361 00:21:25,936 --> 00:21:27,416 Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom. 362 00:21:37,078 --> 00:21:40,342 [speaking Italian] 363 00:21:56,053 --> 00:21:58,012 - [speaking Arabic] 364 00:21:58,055 --> 00:21:59,448 - Nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you. 365 00:22:16,944 --> 00:22:20,861 [gunfire] 366 00:22:31,437 --> 00:22:34,788 [voices echoing] 367 00:22:40,924 --> 00:22:43,971 [gunfire] 368 00:22:46,974 --> 00:22:50,456 [children laughing] 369 00:23:20,703 --> 00:23:24,185 - [speaking Arabic] 370 00:23:36,763 --> 00:23:38,199 - Okay. 371 00:23:42,464 --> 00:23:45,293 I'm very happy to see where you sitting now. 372 00:23:45,336 --> 00:23:47,600 [translator speaks] 373 00:23:57,653 --> 00:24:01,918 I was very scared, but I choose to fight, 374 00:24:01,962 --> 00:24:03,833 and fight is not only with the weapons, 375 00:24:03,877 --> 00:24:05,095 it's with the mind. 376 00:24:05,139 --> 00:24:07,271 It's with the heart, 377 00:24:07,315 --> 00:24:12,189 it's with your soul. 378 00:24:12,233 --> 00:24:15,802 In life when there is moment difficult, 379 00:24:15,845 --> 00:24:17,804 don't do like someone, 380 00:24:17,847 --> 00:24:19,632 don't run away, stand and fight. 381 00:24:19,675 --> 00:24:23,374 [speaking Italian] 382 00:24:50,140 --> 00:24:52,578 - Thank you. - Thank you! 383 00:25:25,915 --> 00:25:27,569 - Let me call you a little later because 384 00:25:27,613 --> 00:25:29,136 it's still pretty chaotic, and I just have to-- 385 00:25:29,179 --> 00:25:31,007 I want to finish these numbers 386 00:25:31,051 --> 00:25:32,792 and I want to get over to the other place 387 00:25:32,835 --> 00:25:36,186 and then we can talk. 388 00:25:36,230 --> 00:25:38,406 Okay. Eat something. 389 00:25:42,932 --> 00:25:45,152 - That was Pete, just checking in. 390 00:25:48,590 --> 00:25:50,810 It's hard to say when it's the end of the day. 391 00:25:50,853 --> 00:25:52,246 It's like chaos. 392 00:25:52,289 --> 00:25:54,117 A lot of it is not in our control at all. 393 00:25:57,120 --> 00:25:58,731 Reporter: Iraqi and U.S. forces 394 00:25:58,774 --> 00:26:00,254 on the verge of a major success 395 00:26:00,297 --> 00:26:01,647 in the battle against ISIS, 396 00:26:01,690 --> 00:26:04,171 taking back Mosul, 397 00:26:04,214 --> 00:26:05,825 but thousands of civilians are still trapped 398 00:26:05,868 --> 00:26:08,262 by the fighting. 399 00:26:08,305 --> 00:26:10,830 - My job is very different than my job was three months ago. 400 00:26:12,614 --> 00:26:16,226 Back then all I had to do was receive patients, 401 00:26:16,270 --> 00:26:17,619 treat them, make sure they were gonna live, 402 00:26:17,663 --> 00:26:20,796 and then send them on. 403 00:26:20,840 --> 00:26:22,145 And that was great until I found out 404 00:26:22,189 --> 00:26:23,756 where they were sending them on to 405 00:26:23,799 --> 00:26:25,845 and how far away that was. 406 00:26:25,888 --> 00:26:27,760 And then we wanted to fix that process. 407 00:26:46,822 --> 00:26:48,955 - Sweet. We can borrow that. 408 00:27:01,750 --> 00:27:02,969 - Look at this. 409 00:27:04,579 --> 00:27:06,189 Most hospitals we've ever encountered 410 00:27:06,233 --> 00:27:07,626 are like completely destroyed, 411 00:27:07,669 --> 00:27:11,325 so this is like such a goldmine right now. 412 00:27:13,632 --> 00:27:16,286 - [laughing] This is the best we've ever seen. 413 00:27:16,330 --> 00:27:18,462 - This is amazing. 414 00:27:18,506 --> 00:27:20,813 - It's the ISIS Department of Health. 415 00:27:22,597 --> 00:27:25,208 - It was a hospital built by Saddam, right? 416 00:27:25,252 --> 00:27:27,602 - Yeah, yeah, by Saddam for the military. 417 00:27:27,646 --> 00:27:29,822 - Then it turned into civilian. 418 00:27:29,865 --> 00:27:32,694 - And then for the civilian and then for the ISIS and now-- 419 00:27:32,738 --> 00:27:34,435 - Now for us. - For us. 420 00:27:42,791 --> 00:27:43,923 - How will patients come here? 421 00:27:53,410 --> 00:27:56,326 - We were losing dozens of people to transportation time, 422 00:27:56,370 --> 00:27:59,939 and now we're not going to. 423 00:27:59,982 --> 00:28:03,725 We're going to have actual field hospitals behind us. 424 00:28:05,771 --> 00:28:07,294 - Did you see this? 425 00:28:07,337 --> 00:28:10,732 Like, instructions on how to keep your, uh... 426 00:28:10,776 --> 00:28:13,735 beard, like, in regulation. 427 00:28:13,779 --> 00:28:15,955 I never take any souvenirs, 428 00:28:15,998 --> 00:28:17,304 so I figure I'll grab this one. 429 00:28:19,785 --> 00:28:21,569 I know my goal originally 430 00:28:21,612 --> 00:28:23,745 was I was always saying I want to go home by choice. 431 00:28:23,789 --> 00:28:26,052 It's a reward that I've earned. 432 00:28:26,095 --> 00:28:28,576 I started treating people not because I was a medic, 433 00:28:28,619 --> 00:28:30,186 not because I was a doctor back in the States, 434 00:28:30,230 --> 00:28:32,188 but because nobody else was doing it. 435 00:28:32,232 --> 00:28:34,451 That's no longer true anymore. 436 00:28:34,495 --> 00:28:36,018 There's plenty of people here to help. 437 00:28:36,062 --> 00:28:38,281 That's a good thing. 438 00:28:47,726 --> 00:28:50,990 I gotta pack up my entire life into two bags. 439 00:28:51,033 --> 00:28:53,470 That's all I can afford, 440 00:28:53,514 --> 00:28:56,256 and it sucks, because I'm, like, 441 00:28:56,299 --> 00:28:59,781 gonna have to leave a ton of stuff here. 442 00:28:59,825 --> 00:29:01,870 I do miss my family back home. 443 00:29:01,914 --> 00:29:04,264 My grandpa has cancer, which I found out about. 444 00:29:05,744 --> 00:29:07,789 I would've really liked to stick it out 445 00:29:07,833 --> 00:29:09,573 till the end of the war, 446 00:29:09,617 --> 00:29:11,227 but that little sting of pride and just saying, 447 00:29:11,271 --> 00:29:12,663 oh, I need to stay here till the war is over 448 00:29:12,707 --> 00:29:16,102 means less than seeing my family and friends. 449 00:29:16,145 --> 00:29:17,756 I'm not gonna let pride get in the way. 450 00:29:17,799 --> 00:29:20,846 If I'm gonna be sentimental about anything, 451 00:29:20,889 --> 00:29:22,673 a patch is something is very simple to keep. 452 00:29:22,717 --> 00:29:24,414 It doesn't take up too much space, 453 00:29:24,458 --> 00:29:26,155 and this isn't one I bought in a shop somewhere. 454 00:29:26,199 --> 00:29:27,504 This is something I got on the front line, 455 00:29:27,548 --> 00:29:29,158 so that to me is a little cooler. 456 00:29:29,202 --> 00:29:31,987 This is like the I.S.O.F. Command patch. 457 00:29:32,031 --> 00:29:33,597 Iraqi flag. 458 00:29:33,641 --> 00:29:35,599 Make Mosul great again, 459 00:29:35,643 --> 00:29:38,080 that's definitely one I'm gonna keep. 460 00:29:38,124 --> 00:29:39,821 Oh, this one's cool. 461 00:29:39,865 --> 00:29:43,782 Growing up I always wanted to be an Airborne Ranger. 462 00:29:43,825 --> 00:29:45,566 There was a time when we were on the front line 463 00:29:45,609 --> 00:29:48,743 training Peshmerga and the 101st Airborne showed up. 464 00:29:48,787 --> 00:29:50,789 There was like this captain there, 465 00:29:50,832 --> 00:29:52,703 and he was kind of very stern with us, 466 00:29:52,747 --> 00:29:54,096 but at the very end of it, 467 00:29:54,140 --> 00:29:55,619 like, he was walking out and he's like, 468 00:29:55,663 --> 00:29:57,447 "Hey, guys, keep up the good work, stay safe." 469 00:29:57,491 --> 00:29:58,753 And he went-- 470 00:29:58,797 --> 00:30:01,669 and ripped the patches off his shoulder, 471 00:30:01,712 --> 00:30:03,540 and he gave me this one. 472 00:30:03,584 --> 00:30:06,239 I guess decided I was worthy of this patch, 473 00:30:06,282 --> 00:30:08,458 so that one's kind of special to me. 474 00:30:08,502 --> 00:30:11,026 It's kinda cool. 475 00:30:12,723 --> 00:30:14,638 I owe so much to Pete for everything we've done, 476 00:30:14,682 --> 00:30:16,727 of course, like, this wouldn't have happened without him, 477 00:30:16,771 --> 00:30:17,903 but I like to think 478 00:30:17,946 --> 00:30:20,035 there's kind of a yin and yang there, 479 00:30:20,079 --> 00:30:22,298 and I kind of think I was there to help him stay balanced 480 00:30:22,342 --> 00:30:24,518 whenever he'd go a little bit off the deep end. 481 00:30:24,561 --> 00:30:30,045 I think definitely he and I will always be friends. 482 00:30:30,089 --> 00:30:32,047 I know Alex is a good person. 483 00:30:32,091 --> 00:30:33,309 I know she makes Pete happy. 484 00:30:33,353 --> 00:30:35,442 I know that he is crazy about her, 485 00:30:35,485 --> 00:30:37,748 and I think she kind of helps Pete 486 00:30:37,792 --> 00:30:40,229 level out a little. 487 00:30:40,273 --> 00:30:41,274 So I feel a little easier leaving 488 00:30:41,317 --> 00:30:42,884 knowing that she is here. 489 00:30:44,712 --> 00:30:46,801 I don't know what I'm gonna miss. 490 00:30:46,845 --> 00:30:47,976 I guess that's to be revealed. 491 00:31:02,425 --> 00:31:04,166 - I saw evil happening on the other side of the world 492 00:31:04,210 --> 00:31:05,951 and had to come over and help. 493 00:31:07,735 --> 00:31:09,476 The only thing that I wanted was for the people to be free 494 00:31:09,519 --> 00:31:11,391 and have independence like we have in The States. 495 00:31:19,094 --> 00:31:21,705 [gunfire] 496 00:31:21,749 --> 00:31:23,055 I think that was a bullseye right there. 497 00:31:23,098 --> 00:31:25,187 That guy almost hit dead center. 498 00:31:25,231 --> 00:31:27,407 - This is me. - No, that wasn't you. 499 00:31:27,450 --> 00:31:29,670 That was the guy in the back, 500 00:31:29,713 --> 00:31:31,759 the little small kid. 501 00:31:31,802 --> 00:31:34,153 We've taught them enough to be able to defend themselves 502 00:31:34,196 --> 00:31:36,982 against the threat that comes. 503 00:31:37,025 --> 00:31:41,073 They know what they're doing and they're in good hands. 504 00:31:41,116 --> 00:31:43,510 That makes me feel accomplished. 505 00:31:43,553 --> 00:31:47,949 That makes me feel proud and successful. 506 00:31:47,993 --> 00:31:50,212 Landed last night from Istanbul 507 00:31:50,256 --> 00:31:52,867 and I got some bacon. 508 00:31:52,911 --> 00:31:54,347 It's [bleep] delicious. 509 00:31:58,220 --> 00:32:02,137 Being in and out of war since I was 18, 510 00:32:02,181 --> 00:32:04,748 I don't know if I'm ever gonna be done. 511 00:32:04,792 --> 00:32:07,664 I don't know what it's gonna take for that to happen. 512 00:32:07,708 --> 00:32:09,797 I feel like I have a lot of things still incomplete, 513 00:32:09,840 --> 00:32:11,712 and until I feel like they're complete, 514 00:32:11,755 --> 00:32:13,496 I'll always have that emptiness to go back. 515 00:32:31,384 --> 00:32:32,733 - They're always heavier 516 00:32:32,776 --> 00:32:34,082 than you think they're gonna be. 517 00:32:34,126 --> 00:32:35,954 It's just a plain box 518 00:32:35,997 --> 00:32:37,999 that has his name on it. 519 00:32:38,043 --> 00:32:39,740 That's Levi's ashes. 520 00:32:45,180 --> 00:32:47,095 - Welcome to the show. 521 00:32:47,139 --> 00:32:50,185 It's not the worst place that I've ever done stand-up comedy. 522 00:32:50,229 --> 00:32:53,449 It's just like Cleveland basically, you know, 523 00:32:53,493 --> 00:32:55,712 except cleaner, 524 00:32:55,756 --> 00:32:58,063 and with less goddamn Ohioans. 525 00:32:58,106 --> 00:33:00,021 [laughter] 526 00:33:00,065 --> 00:33:02,241 - I'm still trying to understand 527 00:33:02,284 --> 00:33:04,330 what it means to lose a child. 528 00:33:06,071 --> 00:33:08,247 Time helps. 529 00:33:09,944 --> 00:33:12,642 What I'm finding is there's little things 530 00:33:12,686 --> 00:33:14,862 every day that remind you of that person. 531 00:33:17,212 --> 00:33:21,608 This is for a comedy routine that he did somewhere. 532 00:33:21,651 --> 00:33:23,044 Okay. "There's an all-new product out 533 00:33:23,088 --> 00:33:25,612 "called The Kitty Wig. 534 00:33:25,655 --> 00:33:29,833 "It's a wig you can put on your cat, see? 535 00:33:29,877 --> 00:33:32,575 "You can get-- you can get yours now 536 00:33:32,619 --> 00:33:37,145 at www.getalife.com." 537 00:33:37,189 --> 00:33:40,322 [laughing] 538 00:33:40,366 --> 00:33:41,758 I like that, that's really good. 539 00:33:43,282 --> 00:33:45,197 Life doesn't really have meaning 540 00:33:45,240 --> 00:33:48,330 aside from the meaning that you give it. 541 00:33:48,374 --> 00:33:50,898 How do you go on through the rest of your life 542 00:33:50,941 --> 00:33:52,987 without your kid? I don't know. 543 00:33:54,728 --> 00:33:56,686 It's sort of like one of those things 544 00:33:56,730 --> 00:33:59,820 you just put on foot ahead of the other 545 00:33:59,863 --> 00:34:01,300 and you just keep doing that. 546 00:34:06,261 --> 00:34:08,611 - I've lost quite a few friends, brothers in arms, 547 00:34:08,655 --> 00:34:11,310 and I think about every single one of them 548 00:34:11,353 --> 00:34:12,789 often, very often. 549 00:34:28,631 --> 00:34:31,112 This mother[bleep] right here though. 550 00:34:31,156 --> 00:34:32,983 Boom! - Bring it in, bring it in. 551 00:34:33,027 --> 00:34:35,116 - How you been, bro? You good? 552 00:34:35,160 --> 00:34:36,683 - Yeah, you good? 553 00:34:36,726 --> 00:34:37,988 - Always good, man. You look good. 554 00:34:38,032 --> 00:34:40,687 - Look at you. - Can't complain. 555 00:34:40,730 --> 00:34:42,080 So how long have you been back here now? 556 00:34:42,123 --> 00:34:43,516 - Too long, man. 557 00:34:43,559 --> 00:34:45,257 - Dude, I'm looking at maybe moving to Colorado 558 00:34:45,300 --> 00:34:47,041 or Northern California. 559 00:34:47,085 --> 00:34:48,695 Just like kind of hanging out there for like six months, 560 00:34:48,738 --> 00:34:50,175 making a little bit of money 561 00:34:50,218 --> 00:34:51,959 and then figure out what my next move in life 562 00:34:52,002 --> 00:34:53,874 would be from there, you know? 563 00:34:53,917 --> 00:34:57,573 Obviously, it's not like a career path. 564 00:34:57,617 --> 00:34:59,445 - Me and PJ are close. 565 00:34:59,488 --> 00:35:02,100 Keeping in contact with him is a very important thing. 566 00:35:02,143 --> 00:35:04,667 You maintain that camaraderie, that brotherhood, 567 00:35:04,711 --> 00:35:06,452 just that, know if they're okay still. 568 00:35:06,495 --> 00:35:09,150 If they need anything from here to the rest of their life, 569 00:35:09,194 --> 00:35:10,543 you're there for them, 570 00:35:10,586 --> 00:35:11,805 and you know they're there for you. 571 00:35:13,850 --> 00:35:15,069 - This is nice, check this out. 572 00:35:15,113 --> 00:35:17,463 - This is beautiful up here, yeah. 573 00:35:17,506 --> 00:35:18,899 - So there it is. 574 00:35:22,729 --> 00:35:23,817 Glad to have you back, man. 575 00:35:23,860 --> 00:35:26,428 Glad you're back. 576 00:35:26,472 --> 00:35:27,821 Glad you made it back. 577 00:35:27,864 --> 00:35:29,779 - Long time coming. 578 00:35:29,823 --> 00:35:33,479 The allure of combat and fighting never disappears. 579 00:35:33,522 --> 00:35:36,743 I 100% look at this as if it was a chapter 580 00:35:36,786 --> 00:35:40,138 of a book and this one is now complete. 581 00:35:41,443 --> 00:35:43,010 The only problem is the chapter that I'm about 582 00:35:43,053 --> 00:35:45,143 to start is blank. 583 00:35:49,973 --> 00:35:51,714 Who knows? Maybe in the next couple years 584 00:35:51,758 --> 00:35:54,326 I find Mrs. Perfect For Me, 585 00:35:54,369 --> 00:35:57,198 and I decided to settle down and have a family. 586 00:35:57,242 --> 00:36:00,332 If that days comes, it comes, and I'll embrace it. 587 00:36:00,375 --> 00:36:03,161 This is live, yeah? Detroit's playing. 588 00:36:06,076 --> 00:36:09,558 I've gained a lot from my time in Syria. 589 00:36:09,602 --> 00:36:11,560 Acceptance into a new culture 590 00:36:11,604 --> 00:36:15,608 and being part of a fight that's bigger than myself, 591 00:36:15,651 --> 00:36:18,306 and I'll always carry that with me. 592 00:36:18,350 --> 00:36:21,701 But I've spent so much energy searching for combat 593 00:36:21,744 --> 00:36:24,225 hoping to find satisfaction 594 00:36:24,269 --> 00:36:26,923 in one of the most extreme ways I possibly could. 595 00:36:26,967 --> 00:36:28,751 In many ways it was selfish of me 596 00:36:28,795 --> 00:36:30,753 to seek satisfaction like this. 597 00:36:33,234 --> 00:36:35,541 And I'm still looking for something. 598 00:36:37,064 --> 00:36:38,544 Maybe one day war will call me back, 599 00:36:38,587 --> 00:36:42,287 but for now, 600 00:36:42,330 --> 00:36:44,158 I will look elsewhere. 601 00:36:51,078 --> 00:36:53,646 Reporter: Iraqi forces fighting their way through Mosul, 602 00:36:53,689 --> 00:36:55,517 inflicting ISIS casualties. 603 00:36:55,561 --> 00:36:58,433 U.S. officials say the terror group is on the ropes, 604 00:36:58,477 --> 00:37:00,696 down to its lowest numbers ever, 605 00:37:00,740 --> 00:37:02,742 but experts warn the terror group 606 00:37:02,785 --> 00:37:04,787 isn't close to total defeat. 607 00:37:09,270 --> 00:37:12,534 - This morning we got a 13-year-old patient 608 00:37:12,578 --> 00:37:15,450 who had been hit by a mortar, 609 00:37:15,494 --> 00:37:17,670 and I just wrote about it. 610 00:37:22,936 --> 00:37:24,329 She had been hit by a mortar 611 00:37:24,372 --> 00:37:26,418 not long before she got to our door. 612 00:37:26,461 --> 00:37:28,855 I'm sure she was standing outside somewhere 613 00:37:28,898 --> 00:37:32,075 because she had little bits of leaves stuck in her leg. 614 00:37:32,119 --> 00:37:34,208 I just have to swab the blood out of the way 615 00:37:34,252 --> 00:37:35,818 and feel for that damn pumping artery. 616 00:37:39,692 --> 00:37:41,259 Tying to keep pressure everywhere. 617 00:37:44,610 --> 00:37:46,786 We use massive amounts of gauze 618 00:37:46,829 --> 00:37:49,528 and bandages to wrap the whole thing. 619 00:37:49,571 --> 00:37:51,573 I figured at some point her eyes would just 620 00:37:51,617 --> 00:37:53,662 roll to the back of her head and we would call it. 621 00:38:21,429 --> 00:38:23,039 I look at her IV lines and they're not running anymore. 622 00:38:23,083 --> 00:38:24,780 Her veins are collapsing. 623 00:38:41,188 --> 00:38:44,713 And out of nowhere these two big gorgeous 624 00:38:44,757 --> 00:38:46,759 brown eyes lock with mine and bl 625 00:38:51,807 --> 00:38:53,635 I let myself do something 626 00:38:53,679 --> 00:38:56,203 I swore I would stop doing long ago. 627 00:38:56,246 --> 00:39:00,555 I started to have hope that she will make it. 628 00:39:00,599 --> 00:39:02,252 When you get a little hope, 629 00:39:02,296 --> 00:39:04,342 it quickly turns into a lot of hope, 630 00:39:04,385 --> 00:39:06,256 then it turns into desperation and then despair. 631 00:39:11,087 --> 00:39:12,872 We get to the ER entrance, 632 00:39:12,915 --> 00:39:15,875 and I'm still holding her pale, cold hand. 633 00:39:22,490 --> 00:39:24,623 I'm not much into religion or faith, 634 00:39:24,666 --> 00:39:25,624 but I am a fan of karma. 635 00:39:25,667 --> 00:39:27,974 [child calling out] 636 00:39:30,237 --> 00:39:33,849 Somehow I saved up enough for this little girl 637 00:39:33,893 --> 00:39:35,808 to still be alive as she makes it inside. 638 00:39:38,898 --> 00:39:40,682 She was afraid, but for once, I'm not. 639 00:39:40,726 --> 00:39:43,032 She's going to make it. 640 00:39:43,076 --> 00:39:45,208 Hope is a powerful thing. 641 00:39:45,252 --> 00:39:47,602 For the first time in a while I gave into hope and won. 642 00:39:50,126 --> 00:39:51,998 This one will stay with me, 643 00:39:52,041 --> 00:39:54,304 but I have to remind myself of the reality. 644 00:39:54,348 --> 00:39:55,654 I gambled with hope. 645 00:39:55,697 --> 00:39:57,307 I was lucky to come out on top of this one. 646 00:39:57,351 --> 00:39:58,874 It could've just as easily ended 647 00:39:58,918 --> 00:40:00,659 with me sobbing in a corner. 648 00:40:23,159 --> 00:40:26,946 This the first thing I've written 649 00:40:26,989 --> 00:40:28,904 where I'm actually really happy at the end 650 00:40:28,948 --> 00:40:31,385 in a long time. 651 00:40:31,429 --> 00:40:34,040 Usually it's so I can get it down on paper 652 00:40:34,083 --> 00:40:38,914 and not have to think about it anymore, 653 00:40:38,958 --> 00:40:41,613 but this one I can-- 654 00:40:41,656 --> 00:40:43,789 I can definitely reread when I'm having a bad day. 655 00:40:48,837 --> 00:40:51,057 Because we-- we fucking won one. 656 00:41:04,200 --> 00:41:05,245 - No. 657 00:41:05,288 --> 00:41:07,726 If ISIS surrendered right now, 658 00:41:07,769 --> 00:41:09,162 and the battle for Mosul was over, 659 00:41:09,205 --> 00:41:11,338 yeah, I definitely could, 660 00:41:11,381 --> 00:41:13,949 but, you know, it's not over yet. 661 00:41:13,993 --> 00:41:17,083 At the end of the day, we're doing a really good thing, 662 00:41:17,126 --> 00:41:19,215 and I'm pretty happy with that. 663 00:41:19,259 --> 00:41:21,914 If it goes for another three months, 664 00:41:21,957 --> 00:41:24,003 I'll probably be happy with that too. 665 00:41:27,702 --> 00:41:31,619 It's a good moment to take stock at your life. 666 00:41:31,663 --> 00:41:34,230 I mean, why not, in the middle of West Mosul. 667 00:41:34,274 --> 00:41:36,929 We have a great team. 668 00:41:36,972 --> 00:41:38,104 I've got a lot of really good friends. 669 00:41:38,147 --> 00:41:39,409 We've done good work. 670 00:41:39,453 --> 00:41:42,456 I am batshit in love with this woman. 671 00:41:44,719 --> 00:41:47,069 I don't know how in the middle of all this, 672 00:41:47,113 --> 00:41:50,595 but life is pretty good. 673 00:41:50,638 --> 00:41:52,510 Life's really good, actually. 674 00:41:57,732 --> 00:41:59,255 Yeah. 675 00:42:03,042 --> 00:42:04,434 - Everyone comes for a different reason. 676 00:42:08,961 --> 00:42:10,571 We want to feel important. 677 00:42:10,615 --> 00:42:12,051 We want to feel connected. 678 00:42:12,094 --> 00:42:14,793 We want to feel like we are redeemable. 679 00:42:17,709 --> 00:42:19,319 The fact is, we're humans, 680 00:42:19,362 --> 00:42:21,451 and we're in this together. 681 00:42:24,498 --> 00:42:26,805 That alone is worth fighting for. 50661

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