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-What happened?
-Dad isn't bad.

-Haemorrhagic shock?
-A foetal sac?

Ectopic pregnancy?

Who believes anything a kid says?

She was the one who provoked me.

Because the victim's child abuse trial is much worse,

he said he won't press charges.

So, that means Dr Matsumoto's been acquitted?

It seems so.

But it's been decided that he'll be suspended indefinitely.

-Indefinitely?
-Idiot!

I can't believe he hit someone in front of a police officer,

Is this your penance for hitting someone?

You have to face the consequences Shouen.

I'm still inexperienced, but I've been trying.

Trying? Don't be so obstinate.

At most, feel remorse.

I am reflecting...

on the fact that I hit that man,

but I feel no remorse.

I felt a sense of duty,

after what happened to that child.

The crushing blow of justice on him?

Was someone saved by that crushing blow?

I couldn't... save her life or her soul.

Re-do the ECG on 12.

-Okay.
-The haemothorax was confirmed in the FAST.

If the volume increases, put in a chest drain.

Oh, Nagami san? Has Shibata with the pneumonia's family arrived?

Not yet, there's no sign of them.

We have everything we need here. I'll prepare. As always...

That meddlesome monk has been suspended.

I'll do my best.

Amen.

Let's both do our best.

Well thanks to that, the staff room is now refreshing.

-Yeah.
-That massage chair was always occupied.

Hey, does this department have an espresso machine?

-It doesn't.
-How tedious!

Well I guess A&E has the largest deficit by far,
so I guess it can't be helped.

Do you want something?

Have you left orthopaedics?

No I haven't!

Dr Matsumoto asked me to come,
so I came here with all the best intentions.

Did these good intentions involve an exchange
for something to do with a hostess bar?

That's not tr...ue.

So that's it.

Dr Aida, here, have an A&E espresso.

All right.

-So...
-Dr Kojima.

-You know...
-Yes.

Please let me join A&E.

I've already spoken to the head of cardiology.

Yeah, well, you know...

I'm so grateful... but why?

Dr Matsumoto invited me to join, but I had various concerns.

Helping Rino chan blew away my doubts.

Thank you, even though it will cause you trouble.

-These hands... are meant to save people.
-That's a good way to think.

I wanted to grow more as a doctor working under Dr Matsumoto.

Well about Dr Matsumoto…

Dr Matsumoto is currently under suspension.

And, we don't know when he will be coming back.

No way…

-Do you really want to come here? ... From cardiology
-Yes.

To A&E? Why?

I want to save those lives that would be lost if I
don't reach out a helping hand at a moment's notice.

I want to use these hands...

Why did you think that now in particular?

I want to see Dr Matsumoto fighting in the emergency room up close.

In that way, I could get closer to patients...

Am I not fighting?

No.

-Dr Hamada?
-Ah, excuse me.

Thanks to you Dr Hamada, our cardiology
department is building quite a reputation.

At this rate, as planned,

we'll become a specialist cardiovascular
surgery training facility within 3 years.

Cardiovascular Surgery
Specialist Certification Training Facilities

Then after that, your wish will be fulfilled.

Yes.

Dr Matsumoto is under suspension?

You know about that?

Perhaps this is a good occasion to downsize the A&E department?

Though if we consider our objectives with regards to hospital management,

-It will need to be reduced...
-It's not enough to reduce it,

it needs to be abolished.

Well, even so,

I don't think the outcome will be enough to fulfil your wishes.

I am trying all possible means to raise funds.

Yes, I know.

Of course, we'll do it my way.

-Hello, Ojisan?
-Teru kun?

What do you think about going for a drink next week?

Ah...

Actually, I'm suspended from the hospital right now.

-Really?
-So...

I see, it's impossible for you to come.

-No, well...
-Maybe next time?

I'll come, let me come.

Have you got a cold?

Well... I'm fine.

Coughing like that is no joke, please take care.

Okay, thanks.

-Right, I'll look forward to seeing you.
-Yes, thanks.

-Master.
-Yes?

I heard from Ishikawa san,

it seems his condition is deteriorating, he's on the verge of death.

Master.

Is Ishikawa san the one you used to play shogi with?

He became senile.

Now that you mention it, he took his doctor by surprise.

Master, let me go to him.

A monk?

He's a monk and a doctor.

-I'm sorry we're so tightly packed in doctor.
-Ah... don't worry.

Because grandfather is close to death,

all the relatives have gathered.

His blood pressure hasn't been stable since yesterday.

This morning it went down to 60.

-When was the last time he urinated?
-Nothing since yesterday.

Okay, then I'll give him a drip.

Oh, it's okay.

Even if you give him a drip, it will only make his heart and lungs bloated.

When father lost the ability to walk,

he said he wanted to be cared for peacefully.

So I've decided not to accept life-prolonging treatment.

But,

naturally that means we have to watch him weaken.

Of the 5 senses, hearing is said to remain right till the end.

So before he passes, please everybody,

let him hear your voices.

Dad, everyone's here.

Gramps, won't you wake up?

Grandad.

What?

Do a respectful sermon or something.

-What me?
-I'm not good at this kind of thing.

Neither am I.

-Please.
-Fine, I'll do it.

The founder of Buddhism is Shakyamun...

Oshamasha... shyama....

Sorry, my mouth is a little…
Osha... Oshak...

Sorry.

Ah, no, doctor, please let's use that mood.

Yeah, let's send him off with laughter.

Yes, sending him off with laughter would be best.

That's right, the old man hated depressing stuff.

When I was a child, I came home after losing a fight,

He told me I was the reincarnation of Oda Nobunaga.

Saying you're as strong as Nobunaga to a kid is bad encouragement.

Bad... bald... encouragement

Bad... bald encouragement!

Even when mum died,

Mika's principal came to light incense

-you couldn't help but make bad puns.
-Yeah yeah!

For a principal you have great principles!

I had a habit of making the old man laugh.

-Hey.
-Yeah?

Is it really okay for us not to do anything?

That time when I secretly ate my mother-in-law's
pudding and she found out,

She said I seemed to be lying about it.

-And dad let it all out!
-Let's see him off.

And what about that time the breakfast
got spilled and he was super shocked!

Don't die sis!

We couldn't respond to the acute subdural haematoma.

-1, 2, 3.
-Okay, we'll leave that with you.

-Prepare the line.
-Dr Kojima the CT has arrived.

A cerebral hernia.

We'll need an immediate trepanation to depressurise.

-Is the operating room...?
-But we can't move her.

If it were Dr Matsumoto, he wouldn't hesitate to do the op here.

Are you okay?

-Almost ready for the epidural incision.
-Okay.

-Is the suction connected?
-It's fine as always.

Gown please.
I'll do the suction.

Dr Miyake, thank you.

I'll definitely save you.

That was when the 49 days had passed since mother's death,

he said out of the blue that he was going to buy cigarettes.

Later I noticed that mother's memorial tablet was missing.

We were so worried at the time.

We even asked the police to do a search.

In the end, after a little while,

he returned with a nonchalant expression...

'I've returned from a pilgrimage to Shikoku' he said.

He had a cheerful expression,
but mum going before him

must have taken it's toll.

He said he wanted to go naturally,

maybe it's because he wanted to hurry and be with mother again.

They were really close after all.

I'm so happy to have had you as my parents.

Me too.

Granpa, granpa...

Father, thank you for everything.

-Granpa.
-Gramps.

Granpa, granpa.

Dad.

-We had fun.
-Thank you.

Doctor?

He has just passed.

Dad, thank you for everything.

You did your best.

Thank you.

Dad has such a happy expression.

Yeah.

He has a happy expression.

Dr Miyake, are you okay?

-You haven't been home in 3 days.
-I'm f...

What should we do? He's been asleep for 2 hours already.

And he was able to go home at 7 o'clock yesterday.

There'll be trouble if you wake him.

Ah, I'm tired.

I really hope we don't have any troublesome incidents today.

Yeah.

-Good morning.
-He's awake.

Hey, did you buy that for me?

It's hot isn't it?

Smells good.

Excuse me, Aoyama in ICU is complaining of pain in her head.

-Aoyama san?
-Yeah, I was treating her.

-I'll go.
-Huh, but she's my...

It's fine, it's fine.

Excuse me.

It's a woman with a fractured femur right?

-Ahh, in her 20's.
-And super good looking.

So that's why Dr Aida has been to see her so many times.

Well, Dr Matsumoto is not far off,

even though he might not act like it.

Yeah, he can't help but favour beautiful patients.

It's so obvious isn't it?

And isn't it charming the way he fails to hide these?

Charming…

Dr Miyake, don't tell me you're missing him just a bit?

Huh?! Miss...?

There's no way!

Anyway, when Dr Matsumoto's around,
don't you think it's sweltering?

It's like the air temperature goes up by about 2°.

Aren't you the one who's missing him Dr Yoshida?

Hey, stop it!

Finally I get a chance to use the massage chair.

After some extreme disinfection.

-Because of his night sweats.
-Night sweats?

Thanks to everyone, even without Dr Matsumoto,

we seem to be doing okay.

-Here, some snacks.
-Ah, it's that!

Finnish piroshiki from the cafe fair.

-Here you go.
-Thank you.

Thank you.

Itadakimasu.

This is the one Dr Matsumoto really wanted to eat... isn't it.

Excuse me.

Ueki sensei.

After everything, I wanted to thank Dr Matsumoto in person.

-If you pardon my intrusion.
-To thank him?

Aira had endured excessive violence for some time.

I wonder how difficult that was for her.

Even though I was her teacher,

I couldn't do anything...

to help her.

It's shameful and pitiful.

But at the end, right before Airi lost consciousness,

Dr Matsumoto said...

You've persevered for long enough already.

You'll be okay. You can rest easy now.

When he told her that she could rest easy,

Aira closed her eyes with an immense sense of relief.

I think that moment alone, was what saved her.

I think at the end, she was so happy to meet an adult

who was trying desperately to save her.

Thank you so much.

I can't forgive.

Good morning, just got some cleaning to do.

Lately, I haven't seen that dammed monk.

Why?

Ah... well...

In our country there are currently only
around 100 paediatric heart surgeons.

Of these, only around a dozen are capable of complex procedures.

Perhaps in the not too distant future, same day heart surgery in Japan

Chairman of the Japanese society of cardiac surgery Yoshihiko Onuki

will no longer be impossible.

-Thank you.
-Excuse me.

-Dr Hamada.
-Ah, Dr Onuki.

That was a wonderful lecture.

I'm sorry, you must have been really busy.

Not at all, as soon as I heard about a lecture from Dr Onuki,

I said 'I'm there'.
If it were a girl would that make me a dangerous guy?

That's right.

I heard you transferred from Seimei University
Hospital into the private sector.

They must have come up with something extraordinary to headhunt you.

What scheme are you up to?

There's no scheme, please don't think that.

I'm only doing this to extend the base of cardiology.

I came to a private hospital, but have been unable to find a capable person.

And so I'm at a complete loss, completely, completely complete.

That's why I decided to come and support you.

Were you successful?

Yes.

It's still only about 1.5 billion.

4 billion is still a way off yet.

Well, if everything runs smoothly, profits are a certainty.

With your cooperation, we will gather the rest.

You really believe that don't you.

Isn't it obvious?

You'll have to get into Nagata-cho as soon as possible.

Also, if any of this leaks, it will be shut down.

Yeah.

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Okay, I'll be right there.

Yesterday, she had a VSD operation.

Up until now, her progress has been good.

-How's the fever?
-It's 37.8.

Mana chan, excuse me a moment.

How is it there? It hurts?

-An echo please.
-Okay.

That's really painful right.

Ah, is this a bear?

It's cute, did you make it?

No, Dr Hamada made it for me.

Oh really? Isn't that great.

Mana chan.

It's probably appendicitis, we're taking her for a CT.

Oh.

Mana chan, press here.

You'll be fine.

-Thanks.
-Here we go.

-Thank you.
-It's nothing.

Even if it's from a department that refuses to accept A&E patients,

if we get called, we do our job.

-That's a big help.
-Dr Kojima is working really hard.

-Oh really? Is that so?
-For someone holding a grudge on the A&E dept,

who won't cooperate and says he doesn't care if patients die,

I don't think you could be that bad a person.

Look, it's so cute right?

Maybe...

you're not really a frightfully bad person?

I have a bad reputation do I.

Is that a flawlessly forced smile?

So, if you'd like, you can have this one.

Ah, sorry.

Could I take this one?

Well, I've just started making a budgie.

An unfinished one is good, in fact it's better.

I prefer this one.

Thank you.

-You're welcome.
-Ooh, it looks like a moss ball.

So cute!

Well, I'm so happy.

I'm able to have a drink with you like this.

Me too.

This is really nice.

You became a fine doctor Teru kun.

Well, I am suspended right now though.

You've been working so hard though.

I think you need a good rest, right?

Here you go.

-Thanks again.
-Thank you.

But you know...

you've done a really good job of helping people.

-You deserve credit for that.
-No,

I don't deserve anything at all.

I've kinda lost my way.

Ah, the other day I took care of Ishikawa's grandfather

as he passed away.

Oh, wasn't Ishikawa's grandfather over 90 years old?

Yeah.

The family specifically requested no life-prolonging treatment.

They watched over him as he passed away peacefully.

That's a good way to see someone off.

But I'm a doctor, it's my job to keep people alive.

I wonder, what is a good way to die?

I wonder, what is a good way to die?

-No, no, no I don't mean it like that.
-Sorry, erm, okay.

I wish I could decide for myself how to die.

For me,

I'd like to die in the manner of my own choosing.

Is it arrogant of me as a person

-to say something like that to a monk?
-No, no.

The reason you chose to be a doctor

was that you somehow imagined

that it would make up for what happened.

You don't need that anymore.

Because of Hajime's death,

you became a doctor.

That has led to you saving the lives of many people.

That has brought meaning to Hajime's life.

But now...

it's okay to move on from Hajime.

Be a regular doctor.

Don't carry the burden.

Have normal worries.

I want you to do your best in an ordinary way.

As for children,

they don't need to be praiseworthy.

All parents want is for them to be happy.

I say this because...

you're like a son to me.

Ah, excuse me. Could I have some monkfish liver?

Of course.

-Ah, welcome.
-Good evening.

Dad.

Ah, what is it?

I decided to come.

What's this, have you been crying Teru kun?

No, I haven't.

Ah, you lured me in and made me drink too much.

You drank it your self didn't you.

Aobadai 16 of 9, scaffolding has collapsed at a building construction site.

Ah, it looks bad.

Multiple wounded people, 3 confirmed casualties.

We'll continue looking for casualties.

I'm sorry, go home without me.

Ojisan, I enjoyed today.

It was like drinking with my father.

-Sorry, excuse me.
-Wai...

Is it okay that he's been drinking?

He wasn't drinking.

He was only pretending to drink alcohol, it was actually oolong tea.

Huh?

He's a fine doctor.

Are you okay? Can you tell me your name?

Hey, come on!

Come on! Outsiders are forbidden.

I'm a doctor, I can help.

Hey, come on.

A doctor? Then show me some proof.

An echo please. Excuse me for a moment.

Thanks, I got it.

-Doctor, we have a severe casualty over here.
-Okay.

Come on, you can't cross the police tape.

-But I am, I am, my ID...
-Come on!

-I really am a doctor.
-That's enough!

-The doctor's here.
-Let me go.

-Can you understand me?
-Ah! Dr Matsumoto!

Doctor?

Does it hurt? What's your name?

You don't have to help me... don't worry about me.

What are you talking about, of course I'm going to help you, I'm a doctor.

He's in shock from an unstable pelvic fracture.

Don't just stand there like that, hurry up and help.

-You're a doctor?
-I am... And?

Excuse me.

-Oxygen, 10 litres.
-Okay.

I'm okay... there are others...

It's okay, don't worry.

Dr Miyake, over here please!

-I'll leave him with you.
-Okay.

-Stretcher coming through!
-Huh, Dr Matsumoto?

Who's in orthopaedics?

Dr Aida's team are doing emergency surgery
on a motorcycle accident patient.

-Any other doctors?
-They're still dealing with other patients at the scene of the accident.

It's just us then.

If I perform the operation, can you assist?
Swap over!

-Okay.
-Ready, set...

1, 2, 3.

What are you doing Dr Matsumoto?

I have to operate quickly to stop the bleeding...

You're not operating.

You're suspended right now, you can't do this.

-You know the situation.
-I know.

-Then let me!
-I can't!

-If that patient has to wait for orthopaedics...
-I know!

If anything happens, you'll be fired.

If I get fired then fine. I want to save him!

Chairman.

Ah... there were some unavoidable circumstances...

From this date, I can confirm that

Dr Matsumoto has officially returned to his position.

-Huh?
-Huh?

Well we certainly have an unavoidable situation here,

and furthermore,

if Dr Tamai were to bow down and apologise...

-Huh?
-Huh?

-Huh?
-Come on, the patient!

No bleeding from the abdomen, blood pressure is 60 over 30.

-Hurry!
-Okay!

-Let's start packing the retroperitoneal cavity.
-Okay.

We'll need a lot of gauze.

What a fool.

-Dr Kojima, prepare a TAE just in case.
-Okay.

Please, allow me to reinstate Dr Matsumoto.

Even though he, as a doctor in a hospital

punched someone with all his strength?

He is an idiot.

But I did wonder if someone would hit him.

I wondered if someone other than myself

would punch that father's lights out.

To be honest, I thought about it myself.

I would have liked to have punched him, I would have felt relief.

It's wrong, I know.

Please!

To us, Dr Matsumoto is a bit of an idiot,

but A&E needs an idiot like him!

Pleased to meet you, let's both do our best.

Thank you so much, yes.

Then, please excuse me.

Dr Tamai.

-Tha...
-All that time off you've had until now,

Make sure to work hard to make up for it.

Welcome back.

Hey, who are you even looking at, over here.

Why don't you get it?

Hey hey, are you back?

Huh? Well...

You didn't answer your phone. Did you forget?

-Huh?
-Huh?

-What?
-You jerk! Stop kidding around!

You were going to treat me to a hostess bar.

Same as always.

That's what I thought.

Well seeing as you're back, I'll be off.

Next week, okay?

Oh, Dr Kojima, thank you, for being the A&E back-up.

It's nothing.

I'm here now... I've joined A&E.

So it seems that you didn't get fired after all,
I heard from Waka chan.

I am an idiot...

for hitting that man.

During the time I've been here,

I have considered all those lives I could have saved.

I have reflected on my actions...

I feel remorse after all.

Remorse...

Better than hitting someone...

for that girl...

Airi chan...

Even if it was for one minute, one second...

I would take it.

The thing I regret, was not being able to make her smile.

I wanted to save her at any cost.

But I couldn't.

Even if, just for a moment I was able to save her soul,

and give her some peace of mind.

I was...

frustrated.

I couldn't forgive him.

You are a doctor.

I hit that man.

Frustrated by my own powerlessness,

I struck him in the name of justice.

The one who struck that man

was my own ego,

forcing my ideas onto others.

In the role of a doctor,

I'll continue to do my best.

Excuse me.

What's this, you've come back?

I'm grateful for your concern.

A&E clearly has a shortfall in talented staff.

Dr Kojima joined us so we're all good now.

A transfer from cardiology to A&E,

purposely putting oneself into hell,
is that what they call a compassionate heart?

I can't understand it at all.

Go to hell!

Go ahead, carry on downwards.

Carry on downwards.

We have secured your pelvis, you won't be able to move.

Recovery will take some time,

but there won't be any lasting impairments, thank goodness.

-Why did you save me?
-Huh?

If I had died, there would have been an insurance pay-out.

Let me die like this.

Like this, I can't do anything

the factory debts remain.

At least if the debts were paid off, I could protect my family.

Even so, saving lives is our job.

You...

are a demon.

I was able to talk to him yesterday

when I came in to do the cleaning.

It seems he took a turn for the worse overnight.

I see.

He asked abut your suspension,

he wanted to know...

when I told him,

Ariga san grinned from ear to ear.

He said 'that's so typical of that damned monk.'

Recently, it seems his health has been deteriorating,

it had been a long time since I saw him smile like that.

He asked me to convey his thanks to you.

I think you saved Ariga san.

I tried so desperately to save a life,

but I didn't save his heart.

On the other hand, sometimes you can't save a life

but you can save a heart.

Hmm, I don't really understand.

To save the heart...

It's the soul that is saved by a chaplain.

I'll take responsibility for Asagi san.

Thanks.

Thank you.

I was born as nothing more than a person and I am thankful.

Just as Buddha said.

But keeping someone alive, or seeing them off,

it's difficult to do the right thing.

To save lives...

To save souls...

All I can do is give my best

I have to keep going.

4 food poisoning patients en-route.
Prep... prep...

p... prepa...

Prepare the stomach pump!

What did you just say?

Sorry.

Let's go.

Finnish piroshki, just 10 pieces left.

-Then we'll have 2...
-10 please.

Huh?

You'll never eat 10 pieces.

That's right.

Sorry, 10 pieces please.

Hello, Aya.

Hey, just a minute, just a minute.

I'm so pissed off....

Hello.

Teru kun...

-Dad has...
-Huh?

I'm so sorry, Aya's making such a fuss.

Ojisan.

It's lung cancer.

Lung cancer.

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