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- [Vincent] Life can
be so very complicated.
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We can't see the forest for the trees,
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and we're left to wander aimlessly.
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(Multiple voices at once)
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I'm coming home.
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I have a destination
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for an eternity that no one has even seen.
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My dear, Krystal.
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And what's...
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That's what dad wanted.
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I miss him.
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People staring at me.
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I want to help them, I really do.
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But I'm just as wretched
and hopeless as any of them.
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Dear sister, I worry about you.
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And I'm just supposed to.
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I wish that you would come
here and experience it.
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Make everything better.
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During our last conversation
dad prayed for me.
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He prayed that I'd repent.
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Maybe you did move.
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It's been five months.
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Who's going to hire a guy
with a theology degree?
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I don't know if I ever told you that.
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I'm kinda surprised that I
haven't heard back from you yet.
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I need to hear from my sister.
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I just need you to say something.
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In the of course one night,
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I managed to destroy my entire life.
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Look, you're my sister, I
mean, we're still family.
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Since dad died.
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It's scary to think that I am.
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Self-actualization
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is not even possible
for a pastor, because,
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their entire life is
dedicated to self-denial.
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Sin tastes really sweet, doesn't it?
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They can put their
identity into something.
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And I feel like God has forsaken me.
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It's our job to guide people
through this wilderness.
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How can you be so cold, huh?
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Please.
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And we have to do it perfectly.
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We had a fight, that's all.
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I am held accountable by God.
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You just shut me out.
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I can't have them go on some witch hunt.
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It's like they're feeding on me.
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God knows what they would find.
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At least they get to say
that they're fucked up.
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That's not right.
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You don't give a shit.
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It's not fair.
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Even a pastor needs a confessional,
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and I think that's what
these letters have become.
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I can see how truly pathetic my life is.
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Please talk to me.
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I just wanna float away with the current.
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I don't know how much longer I can last.
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Go somewhere new, but I know that I can't.
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Please say something.
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(somber music)
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'Cause this your real life, Vincent.
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These are the choices you
made, and that's all you have.
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- Oh great, here we go.
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One, two, three.
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Oh, it's so cute.
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Perfect.
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That's great.
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Their very first Christmas.
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- I know.
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- I think it's supposed to be right there.
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- See you guys.
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- Bye, we'll see you next week.
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Thanks again.
- It was nice to see you.
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- How's your mother doing?
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- [Woman] She's been doing all right.
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She's getting a little better.
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But, thanks for asking.
- We've been praying.
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We wanna see her back here
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so that she can praise you again, amen.
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- Thank you, Pastor.
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- Yeah, of course.
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- Amen.
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- Have a wonderful day.
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- You too.
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- Thank you.
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(sighing)
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(soft music)
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And by the way, when did
the hot seat become a thing?
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- Gosh, we don't speak
of that atrocity here.
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I'm surprised we haven't been
sued by a parent, actually.
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- It's not like they'd get very far.
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(knocking on door)
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Come in.
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- How's the writing, gentlemen?
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- Someone keeps stalling.
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- Hey now, I'm the one still sitting here.
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- Oh, after this I need to go
pick up those new tablecloths
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for the dinner tonight, is that okay?
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- Yeah, if we need 'em.
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Also, could you make sure that
we're locked up really well?
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Wally found a homeless person
sleeping in here this morning.
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- It's that side door,
it refuses to latch,
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but yes, of course.
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- Was there something else, Edith?
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- [Edith] It's about Katie,
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I know it's really not my place--
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- You're right.
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- I really think you should call her.
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I mean, she's alone, she's pretty,
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she serves the church every
week, and she loves the Lord.
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- Please count the money, Edith.
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- Vincent.
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- You are vicious, you know it?
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- Thank you.
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- Now that right there, that
is how you stand your ground.
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Yes, sir.
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- Shut up.
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- She cares about you, Vincent.
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You know, having a wife
isn't such a bad thing,
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even I got one.
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(chuckling)
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- Yeah, well, I like being alone.
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- Don't fool yourself.
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All right, now what?
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- I got an appointment
with Josh and Laurel,
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you know, pastor stuff.
What the church pays me for.
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- All right, well, I hope
you know I'm taking credit
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for this book we're never gonna write.
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- Yeah, you do that.
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(scoffing)
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(stereo playing)
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(ringing in ears)
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(ringing subsiding)
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(suspenseful music)
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- [Woman] Krystal.
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- Fucking bullshit.
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- Krystal.
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(gasping)
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- God fucking dammit.
- What the fuck?
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- [Woman] Krystal, stop freaking out.
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What the fuck?
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- [Krystal] Are you serious?
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I'm not gonna fucking stick
around and take this, I'm not!
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- Hey.
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- No.
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- What is this, what is this?
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- I'm fucking done.
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I am fucking done,
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Rene.
- Oh, you're done?
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Oh, this is
- I'm fucking done.
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- your big grand exit?
- Yeah, I'm done.
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- Hello, Krystal!
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- You dumb bitch.
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(people chatting)
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Oh, hey, could I just...
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What, am I fucking invisible?
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- Don't go for that one, he
only serves the hot guys.
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- Bullshit.
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- No, it's true.
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Hey, check it out.
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Hey sexy, can I get a drink over here?
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- What'll it be?
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(stammering)
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- I got it.
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I'll have whatever the hell I
just had, and she'll have...
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- Whatever's most expensive.
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- Ouch.
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- And make it efficient.
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- You set yourself up
for that one, hot shot.
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- I told you.
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- Yeah.
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- I told you.
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You little fucker, though.
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The most expensive one, really?
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- Yeah.
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- That's okay, you got
me and I'll take it.
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I'm JD, what's your name?
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- Ooh, none of your business.
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- None of my business?
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Come on.
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I just bought you a drink.
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At least give me your name.
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- I mean could, but.
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- Ha.
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Shit, you good.
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She's good.
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- This is a blessing.
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- It's why we're here.
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How is he?
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- He has good days,
but mostly they're bad.
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- Do you think I could see him?
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- I'll check, he knew you were coming.
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- Thank you.
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Has it been this way most of your life?
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These waves?
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- Most of it.
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Since high school at least.
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- What happened in high school?
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- It doesn't matter.
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- Fair enough.
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Do you have any savings?
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A way to pay bills until
you get back on your feet?
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- It won't help.
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- What, savings?
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- Getting back on my feet.
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- Why?
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- Look,
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Pastor, thank you.
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But you're not a psychiatrist.
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- Thank you.
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Look Josh, I'm not
really a fan of how often
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titles are thrown around.
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It's as though they're trying
to remove the spiritual
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from things and just make it so simple.
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Anguish isn't simple.
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And, I don't know, without
God, there would be no purpose
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to the pain.
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- I suppose.
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- Look, we all feel it at times.
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Sometimes the pain is small.
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And sometimes it,
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it hits us like a tsunami.
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But we need to believe that it will pass.
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- How?
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Why hasn't it?
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- You know the story of Job?
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In it--
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- I know the story.
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- Of course.
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- Baby, I think that Pastor Vincent is--
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- Sorry.
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Josh have you ever sat,
maybe in a quiet room
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and heard the voice of God?
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- No.
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- Never?
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- No.
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- Not even a little?
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- Have you?
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See, I've tried.
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Nothing.
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(suspenseful music)
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- [Krystal] You're only good for a fuck.
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Nobody cares about you.
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You're a fucking train wreck.
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(ringing in ears)
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(cell phone ringing)
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(retching)
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- Shit.
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Edith?
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Jesus, fuck.
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Hey, what are you doing?
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- Goddammit, Vincent.
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- Are you drunk?
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- What?
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No, I wanted to see you.
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- You fucking are, aren't you?
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- I fucking wanted to see you.
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- So you break into my church?
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- I didn't break in,
it was open, the door.
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I'm sorry, I'm sorry, this
is stupid, I'm gonna go.
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Fucking, such a bad move.
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- Bullshit, you're not going anywhere.
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- Okay, well, you can't
tell me what to do.
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- You know, I could call the cops on you
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for breaking and entering?
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- Touche.
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Bitch.
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(both laughing)
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- You are so stupid.
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- I'm not that stupid.
272
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- You are trouble, is what you are.
273
00:19:13.880 --> 00:19:14.713
Come on.
274
00:19:14.713 --> 00:19:15.546
- I am definitely trouble.
275
00:19:15.546 --> 00:19:17.040
- You are definitely trouble.
276
00:19:17.040 --> 00:19:17.873
Come on.
277
00:19:17.873 --> 00:19:18.893
- But it is a really pretty church.
278
00:19:18.893 --> 00:19:20.920
- Do you know how embarrassing this is?
279
00:19:20.920 --> 00:19:21.753
If anybody else caught you in here
280
00:19:21.753 --> 00:19:23.250
I could be in serious trouble.
281
00:19:23.250 --> 00:19:25.160
- Oh, but you're the boss.
282
00:19:25.160 --> 00:19:25.993
You're in charge.
283
00:19:25.993 --> 00:19:26.826
- That's not how it works in the church.
284
00:19:26.826 --> 00:19:28.010
- It's good to see you.
285
00:19:29.889 --> 00:19:30.722
I love you.
286
00:19:30.722 --> 00:19:31.555
- Oh my God.
287
00:19:32.508 --> 00:19:34.160
- You got any snacks in here?
288
00:19:34.160 --> 00:19:36.273
- Well, there's like, wafers.
289
00:19:40.080 --> 00:19:41.903
Seriously, this isn't okay, Krystal.
290
00:19:42.769 --> 00:19:46.470
- Dude, the last thing I need
is you judging me right now.
291
00:19:46.470 --> 00:19:48.533
- How the hell did you
even find your way here?
292
00:19:51.130 --> 00:19:55.318
- You should try technology,
it's pretty fucking awesome.
293
00:19:55.318 --> 00:19:56.151
- I meant...
294
00:19:57.986 --> 00:20:01.537
Nevermind what I meant, here,
eat, you need something.
295
00:20:02.710 --> 00:20:03.723
- It's meat.
296
00:20:04.606 --> 00:20:05.673
(scoffing)
297
00:20:05.673 --> 00:20:06.840
- You need it.
298
00:20:09.407 --> 00:20:11.407
What are you doing here?
299
00:20:13.651 --> 00:20:15.901
(scoffing)
300
00:20:24.573 --> 00:20:26.973
- Probably not how you
expected to see me again.
301
00:20:28.750 --> 00:20:30.503
Shit faced and what not.
302
00:20:33.120 --> 00:20:34.769
What?
303
00:20:34.769 --> 00:20:36.186
- Well, actually.
304
00:20:37.870 --> 00:20:38.712
- You're an asshole.
305
00:20:38.712 --> 00:20:41.045
(chuckling)
306
00:20:44.650 --> 00:20:46.390
- Seriously, eat.
307
00:20:46.390 --> 00:20:47.723
- Seriously, it's gross.
308
00:20:48.891 --> 00:20:49.724
- Eat it.
309
00:20:49.724 --> 00:20:52.125
- This is so gross.
310
00:20:52.125 --> 00:20:54.292
(sighing)
311
00:21:02.470 --> 00:21:03.763
That's disgusting.
312
00:21:22.050 --> 00:21:23.773
- Okay, come on.
313
00:21:26.790 --> 00:21:27.623
You need to get some rest.
314
00:21:27.623 --> 00:21:29.850
- This is stupid, I should go.
315
00:21:29.850 --> 00:21:30.840
I'm dumb, I'm stupid,
316
00:21:30.840 --> 00:21:31.673
I wanna go.
- No, you're not
317
00:21:31.673 --> 00:21:32.506
going anywhere.
318
00:21:32.506 --> 00:21:33.980
Here, come on, here, take that off.
319
00:21:35.050 --> 00:21:36.773
- Fucking stop. I got it.
320
00:21:40.020 --> 00:21:40.853
Perv.
321
00:21:45.650 --> 00:21:47.440
- Okay, do you want a clean shirt?
322
00:21:47.440 --> 00:21:48.490
- I just wanna sleep.
323
00:21:58.870 --> 00:22:00.203
- Here, cover up.
324
00:22:02.128 --> 00:22:03.025
(groaning)
325
00:22:03.025 --> 00:22:03.858
- I'm hot.
326
00:22:04.800 --> 00:22:05.773
- Okay, okay.
327
00:22:06.840 --> 00:22:08.690
Hey, there's water next to you, okay?
328
00:22:09.630 --> 00:22:12.778
I'll be on the couch if you need anything.
329
00:22:12.778 --> 00:22:15.445
- [Krystal] Vincent, I love you.
330
00:22:19.203 --> 00:22:20.286
- Good night.
331
00:23:22.420 --> 00:23:24.543
- [Krystal] My sweet, sweet Vincent.
332
00:24:24.836 --> 00:24:27.253
(soft music)
333
00:26:13.687 --> 00:26:17.270
(cell phone alarm blaring)
334
00:27:21.843 --> 00:27:25.090
- I mean, you're right,
it's only a amount of time.
335
00:27:25.090 --> 00:27:26.247
- Right, time heals all wounds.
336
00:27:26.247 --> 00:27:28.780
- It's okay, exactly.
337
00:27:28.780 --> 00:27:30.220
- Hey good looking.
338
00:27:30.220 --> 00:27:32.379
You have that rough of a night?
339
00:27:32.379 --> 00:27:34.644
- Don't start with me now.
340
00:27:34.644 --> 00:27:37.120
You know if we have any
good leftovers in here?
341
00:27:37.120 --> 00:27:37.953
- I don't know.
342
00:27:39.050 --> 00:27:41.683
Hey, talk to me, what's up?
343
00:27:43.400 --> 00:27:47.363
- Nothing, I just didn't
sleep well, again.
344
00:27:48.610 --> 00:27:49.560
- Now that's a lie.
345
00:27:51.620 --> 00:27:53.680
- Where's Ethan?
346
00:27:53.680 --> 00:27:55.640
- He's around here somewhere.
347
00:27:55.640 --> 00:27:56.570
- [Vincent] Somewhere?
348
00:27:56.570 --> 00:27:59.401
- I think he's giving
grandma the world tour again.
349
00:27:59.401 --> 00:28:00.376
(chuckling)
350
00:28:00.376 --> 00:28:01.390
- You should actually go find 'em, babe.
351
00:28:01.390 --> 00:28:03.910
- [Marcus] Okay, oh, I got
that, don't worry about it.
352
00:28:03.910 --> 00:28:04.743
- [Becky] Really?
353
00:28:04.743 --> 00:28:05.576
- Yeah, of course.
354
00:28:05.576 --> 00:28:07.350
Thanks for bringing breakfast, love.
355
00:28:07.350 --> 00:28:08.183
- Always.
356
00:28:11.410 --> 00:28:13.320
Bye Vincent.
357
00:28:13.320 --> 00:28:14.153
- Bye, Becky.
358
00:28:18.440 --> 00:28:20.470
- You know, my father-in-law plays poker
359
00:28:20.470 --> 00:28:22.980
every other Saturday night,
remind me to invite you
360
00:28:22.980 --> 00:28:23.833
to our next game.
361
00:28:27.970 --> 00:28:29.620
- My sister showed up last night.
362
00:28:30.570 --> 00:28:32.250
- Wait, sister?
363
00:28:32.250 --> 00:28:33.083
- Foster.
364
00:28:33.960 --> 00:28:34.793
- [Marcus] Why didn't you--
365
00:28:34.793 --> 00:28:35.670
- Because it didn't matter.
366
00:28:35.670 --> 00:28:37.753
She hasn't talked to me in years.
367
00:28:40.940 --> 00:28:42.590
- What'd you do?
368
00:28:42.590 --> 00:28:44.090
- [Vincent] Huh?
369
00:28:44.090 --> 00:28:45.940
- What'd you do to upset her so much?
370
00:28:47.380 --> 00:28:49.949
- No, nothing, she's just like that.
371
00:28:49.949 --> 00:28:52.299
She's not exactly the
best influence on people.
372
00:28:54.310 --> 00:28:55.143
- Interesting.
373
00:28:56.740 --> 00:28:57.573
Listen,
374
00:28:59.320 --> 00:29:00.820
I talked to Dennis last night.
375
00:29:03.792 --> 00:29:04.680
I think he's a little bit worried.
376
00:29:04.680 --> 00:29:06.203
- Well, he needs to relax.
377
00:29:08.240 --> 00:29:09.100
- I get why we're doing it,
378
00:29:09.100 --> 00:29:10.950
but do you think we took on too much?
379
00:29:12.113 --> 00:29:12.970
- Do you have any other ideas
380
00:29:12.970 --> 00:29:14.770
on how to bail us out? I'm all ears.
381
00:29:15.630 --> 00:29:16.780
- You sure you're okay?
382
00:29:19.450 --> 00:29:21.243
- I told you, I'm just tired.
383
00:29:23.450 --> 00:29:25.100
- All right.
384
00:29:25.100 --> 00:29:26.100
I love you, brother.
385
00:29:29.740 --> 00:29:30.840
Take care of yourself.
386
00:29:31.850 --> 00:29:34.090
Stay away from me Edith's
coffee this morning,
387
00:29:34.090 --> 00:29:35.623
it makes molasses look runny.
388
00:29:50.160 --> 00:29:50.993
- Hello?
389
00:30:19.555 --> 00:30:21.055
Oh, fucking gross.
390
00:30:29.168 --> 00:30:31.418
(scoffing)
391
00:31:21.190 --> 00:31:22.490
- You're way too stressed.
392
00:31:24.040 --> 00:31:27.210
You need to stop holding up that guard.
393
00:31:27.210 --> 00:31:28.043
- Sorry.
394
00:31:28.043 --> 00:31:29.000
- I know you're trying,
395
00:31:29.000 --> 00:31:30.600
and it's beautiful.
396
00:31:30.600 --> 00:31:34.050
But you need to rip that mask off, okay?
397
00:31:34.050 --> 00:31:38.270
If you want them to
feel what she's feeling,
398
00:31:38.270 --> 00:31:41.993
if any of this to be
believed, you can't hide.
399
00:31:43.230 --> 00:31:44.089
Okay?
400
00:31:44.089 --> 00:31:44.922
- Okay.
401
00:31:44.922 --> 00:31:46.120
- I know you can do this.
402
00:31:46.120 --> 00:31:46.953
Okay?
403
00:31:48.312 --> 00:31:49.145
There we are.
404
00:31:50.020 --> 00:31:52.160
All right, you got this,
405
00:31:52.160 --> 00:31:54.670
you're 90% there, 90 fucking percent.
406
00:31:54.670 --> 00:31:56.120
- [Woman] Sure.
407
00:31:56.120 --> 00:31:58.210
- Rene, sorry, it's Mickey on the phone.
408
00:31:58.210 --> 00:31:59.043
- Mickey?
409
00:31:59.043 --> 00:32:00.373
- Yeah, I don't know.
410
00:32:00.373 --> 00:32:01.613
- What the hell's his problem?
411
00:32:02.590 --> 00:32:04.690
All right, I'm gonna
take this call, y'all.
412
00:32:04.690 --> 00:32:07.040
Just give me a few minutes,
I'll be right back.
413
00:32:08.250 --> 00:32:09.083
Mickey.
414
00:32:16.156 --> 00:32:16.989
- [Woman] Hi.
415
00:32:16.989 --> 00:32:17.823
- Hi.
416
00:32:17.823 --> 00:32:18.743
- Oh my God.
417
00:32:22.790 --> 00:32:23.770
We knew you'd be back.
418
00:32:23.770 --> 00:32:25.140
- No, I'm actually not.
419
00:32:25.140 --> 00:32:26.720
- What, no, no, no, no, no, no,
420
00:32:26.720 --> 00:32:28.133
you cannot ditch us like this.
421
00:32:28.133 --> 00:32:30.470
- I am so sorry, is Rene here?
422
00:32:30.470 --> 00:32:31.303
- You just missed him.
423
00:32:31.303 --> 00:32:32.330
- He's pissed.
424
00:32:32.330 --> 00:32:33.460
- Do you blame him?
425
00:32:33.460 --> 00:32:35.940
- Yeah, no, I know, I was kind of a dick.
426
00:32:35.940 --> 00:32:37.840
But he was being a dick also,
427
00:32:37.840 --> 00:32:39.290
so will you please just do me a favor
428
00:32:39.290 --> 00:32:40.400
and not tell him that I'm here?
429
00:32:40.400 --> 00:32:42.650
I just wanna grab my stuff and go.
430
00:32:42.650 --> 00:32:44.600
- Yeah, scout's honor.
- Sure.
431
00:32:44.600 --> 00:32:45.433
- Thank you.
432
00:32:45.433 --> 00:32:47.010
- Oh my God, so this
is all you how, right?
433
00:32:47.010 --> 00:32:48.570
How are you, how are you feeling?
434
00:32:48.570 --> 00:32:50.450
- Yeah, I'm terrified.
435
00:32:50.450 --> 00:32:51.640
- Yeah, that's normal.
436
00:32:51.640 --> 00:32:55.863
But you're gonna be fucking
awesome, it's your time, okay?
437
00:32:56.720 --> 00:32:57.840
I believe in you.
438
00:32:57.840 --> 00:32:58.673
Give me a hug.
439
00:32:59.980 --> 00:33:01.760
Okay, now seriously, I
got to get my shit and go
440
00:33:01.760 --> 00:33:03.080
before Rene comes back in here
441
00:33:03.080 --> 00:33:04.670
and starts yelling at you guys all again
442
00:33:04.670 --> 00:33:06.803
and telling you that
you're 95 fucking percent.
443
00:33:14.576 --> 00:33:16.743
(sighing)
444
00:33:44.540 --> 00:33:45.373
Hey.
445
00:33:49.230 --> 00:33:50.063
- Hey?
446
00:33:51.492 --> 00:33:53.500
(scoffing)
447
00:33:53.500 --> 00:33:54.333
- Hey, you?
448
00:33:58.460 --> 00:34:00.623
- So you're actually doing this?
449
00:34:04.430 --> 00:34:06.070
- I am.
450
00:34:06.070 --> 00:34:07.420
- I can't change your mind?
451
00:34:15.942 --> 00:34:17.660
(sighing)
452
00:34:17.660 --> 00:34:18.563
I support you.
453
00:34:20.270 --> 00:34:23.543
But can I give you just a
little piece of advice though?
454
00:34:24.990 --> 00:34:26.370
- Okay.
455
00:34:26.370 --> 00:34:29.830
- When you leave and you
find that the world out there
456
00:34:29.830 --> 00:34:31.530
is not all that it promises to be,
457
00:34:31.530 --> 00:34:35.050
and you see everyone just
living pointless, empty lives
458
00:34:35.050 --> 00:34:36.890
waiting around to die and you remember
459
00:34:36.890 --> 00:34:41.023
that you want something
more, please come back.
460
00:34:42.940 --> 00:34:45.143
- Cool, I can't do this.
461
00:34:47.510 --> 00:34:51.540
- Krystal, you were made
for greatness, okay.
462
00:34:51.540 --> 00:34:53.040
I see that in you.
463
00:34:53.040 --> 00:34:57.400
You're smart, you're funny, you're sexy,
464
00:34:57.400 --> 00:34:59.170
you're one of the most amazing actresses
465
00:34:59.170 --> 00:35:00.623
I've ever come across.
466
00:35:01.540 --> 00:35:04.100
Don't waste your potential.
467
00:35:04.100 --> 00:35:08.060
Don't fucking waste the
treasure that you are
468
00:35:08.060 --> 00:35:10.850
on people who will never truly see
469
00:35:10.850 --> 00:35:12.563
below the surface of this moment.
470
00:35:13.500 --> 00:35:14.483
I care about you.
471
00:35:15.350 --> 00:35:16.914
I want greatness for you.
472
00:35:16.914 --> 00:35:18.130
- Can you please just stop?
473
00:35:18.130 --> 00:35:20.923
- Krystal, please, don't go, please.
474
00:35:21.860 --> 00:35:25.630
Your beauty, your talent, your ambition,
475
00:35:25.630 --> 00:35:29.703
they'll all be wasted,
you don't want that.
476
00:35:32.730 --> 00:35:33.863
- Goodbye, Rene.
477
00:36:00.544 --> 00:36:03.044
(ringing in ears)
478
00:36:35.761 --> 00:36:37.250
- Hey.
479
00:36:37.250 --> 00:36:38.250
- How are you doing?
480
00:36:40.840 --> 00:36:41.743
- Be honest.
481
00:36:42.980 --> 00:36:44.430
How much of a dumb ass was I?
482
00:36:47.960 --> 00:36:49.160
- I picked up some food.
483
00:36:51.547 --> 00:36:52.847
- That sounds about right.
484
00:36:55.920 --> 00:36:56.970
It's good to see you.
485
00:36:58.430 --> 00:36:59.780
- It's good to see you too.
486
00:37:03.230 --> 00:37:04.110
What's this?
487
00:37:04.110 --> 00:37:07.040
- I found it buried in your laundry room.
488
00:37:07.040 --> 00:37:09.610
The laundry room, really?
489
00:37:09.610 --> 00:37:11.033
- You went through my stuff?
490
00:37:12.000 --> 00:37:12.860
Creep.
491
00:37:12.860 --> 00:37:15.723
- Shut up, I was just looking for a towel.
492
00:37:17.970 --> 00:37:20.180
When did you get so stylish anyway?
493
00:37:20.180 --> 00:37:21.589
- Oh, the house?
494
00:37:21.589 --> 00:37:24.883
It's the church's home,
no responsibility here.
495
00:37:30.810 --> 00:37:32.600
I haven't played this in years.
496
00:37:32.600 --> 00:37:33.883
- Yeah, obviously.
497
00:37:38.178 --> 00:37:40.807
At least we're on a equal playing field.
498
00:37:48.770 --> 00:37:50.493
So, how's the church thing?
499
00:37:55.530 --> 00:37:57.713
- Same issues, different faces.
500
00:37:59.532 --> 00:38:01.600
I think we're doing okay though.
501
00:38:01.600 --> 00:38:04.000
There was actually a
situation awhile back that,
502
00:38:05.400 --> 00:38:07.133
well, it almost tore us apart.
503
00:38:08.380 --> 00:38:10.163
I feel like we're recovering.
504
00:38:12.190 --> 00:38:13.663
- Are you enjoying it?
505
00:38:19.311 --> 00:38:21.628
- I'm writing a book.
506
00:38:21.628 --> 00:38:23.490
- A book?
507
00:38:23.490 --> 00:38:25.337
Hell yeah, look at you.
508
00:38:26.430 --> 00:38:28.130
- It's too good an offer.
509
00:38:28.130 --> 00:38:29.383
- So what's the book?
510
00:38:31.450 --> 00:38:32.850
- Are you really interested?
511
00:38:34.960 --> 00:38:38.730
- I mean, I'm trying to find out
512
00:38:38.730 --> 00:38:40.500
what's been going on with my brother.
513
00:38:40.500 --> 00:38:43.132
- Why, why suddenly now?
514
00:38:43.132 --> 00:38:44.180
- Dude, don't be a dick.
515
00:38:44.180 --> 00:38:45.033
- A dick?
516
00:38:46.091 --> 00:38:47.340
(scoffing)
517
00:38:47.340 --> 00:38:49.260
You were MIA for who knows how long,
518
00:38:49.260 --> 00:38:51.210
and then you show up at my church drunk,
519
00:38:51.210 --> 00:38:52.890
but I'm the dick here?
520
00:38:52.890 --> 00:38:54.490
- You asked me to come.
521
00:38:54.490 --> 00:38:55.833
- Two years ago.
522
00:38:58.130 --> 00:38:59.820
- Well, do you want me to leave?
523
00:38:59.820 --> 00:39:03.810
- No, no, I don't want you to leave.
524
00:39:03.810 --> 00:39:06.010
I just wanna know why
you suddenly appeared.
525
00:39:08.600 --> 00:39:09.433
- I missed you.
526
00:39:13.190 --> 00:39:15.067
- So you're off getting
drunk and you think,
527
00:39:15.067 --> 00:39:17.937
"Hey, I miss my brother who
I haven't seen in forever
528
00:39:17.937 --> 00:39:20.700
"so I'm gonna break into
his church and pass out."
529
00:39:20.700 --> 00:39:21.533
- It's possible.
530
00:39:25.079 --> 00:39:26.980
- You're such an idiot.
531
00:39:26.980 --> 00:39:28.163
Oh my God.
532
00:39:29.400 --> 00:39:32.830
So how are you doing financially?
533
00:39:32.830 --> 00:39:33.663
- Oh, I'm good.
534
00:39:34.640 --> 00:39:37.290
- Good, you still working?
535
00:39:37.290 --> 00:39:39.083
- Yeah, I'm in between jobs.
536
00:39:40.390 --> 00:39:41.384
- Oh God, you're not back--
537
00:39:41.384 --> 00:39:42.217
- No!
538
00:39:43.176 --> 00:39:44.550
Do you want something fun to drink?
539
00:39:44.550 --> 00:39:46.450
I haven't had a fucking thing all day.
540
00:39:47.546 --> 00:39:48.780
(sighing)
541
00:39:48.780 --> 00:39:51.273
- There might still be
some beer in the fridge.
542
00:39:51.273 --> 00:39:54.460
- Oh, a Pastor, drinking?
543
00:39:54.460 --> 00:39:55.913
- We live in Portland.
544
00:39:57.827 --> 00:39:59.110
I also drink coffee on occasion.
545
00:39:59.110 --> 00:40:01.043
- Oh, coffee.
546
00:40:03.030 --> 00:40:07.653
Yeah, well, I was acting, but
I quit after my last show.
547
00:40:08.900 --> 00:40:11.440
The director was a total douche bag.
548
00:40:11.440 --> 00:40:12.920
- What happened?
549
00:40:12.920 --> 00:40:15.183
- Same shit, different faces.
550
00:40:17.080 --> 00:40:18.873
And no, I didn't fuck him.
551
00:40:21.083 --> 00:40:21.916
- So he fired you?
552
00:40:21.916 --> 00:40:25.233
- Dude, I said I quit,
thank you for listening.
553
00:40:27.280 --> 00:40:30.613
Believe it or not, I offer
more than just a wet pussy.
554
00:40:35.210 --> 00:40:36.290
At least a little bit.
555
00:40:36.290 --> 00:40:37.340
- Well, good for you.
556
00:40:41.100 --> 00:40:41.933
What?
557
00:40:43.370 --> 00:40:44.223
- I didn't.
558
00:40:45.060 --> 00:40:46.010
- I'm not judging you.
559
00:40:46.010 --> 00:40:48.480
- [Krystal] Oh my God,
you're so judging me.
560
00:40:48.480 --> 00:40:49.700
Dude, you're such a bigot.
561
00:40:49.700 --> 00:40:50.923
- I believe you!
562
00:40:52.150 --> 00:40:53.003
Mostly.
563
00:40:54.830 --> 00:40:56.167
- That's what I thought.
564
00:40:59.060 --> 00:41:00.333
- It's your turn.
565
00:41:00.333 --> 00:41:05.333
- Okay!
566
00:41:08.537 --> 00:41:10.954
(soft music)
567
00:43:01.586 --> 00:43:02.419
(gasping)
568
00:43:02.419 --> 00:43:03.413
- I'm glad you're here.
569
00:43:04.550 --> 00:43:05.790
Perfect timing.
570
00:43:05.790 --> 00:43:07.605
I'll see you later.
571
00:43:07.605 --> 00:43:09.163
- Okay.
572
00:43:17.210 --> 00:43:18.510
- Morning, Pastor.
573
00:43:18.510 --> 00:43:19.960
- Hi.
574
00:43:19.960 --> 00:43:20.793
- How you doing?
575
00:43:22.210 --> 00:43:24.083
- Well enough, how are you?
576
00:43:25.010 --> 00:43:25.843
- Meh.
577
00:43:28.120 --> 00:43:29.520
- Well, we wouldn't be
here if it weren't for you,
578
00:43:29.520 --> 00:43:30.353
so, thank you.
579
00:43:31.610 --> 00:43:32.533
- It's my joy.
580
00:43:35.900 --> 00:43:40.900
- Hey, so, I was just wondering
if you might be interested
581
00:43:41.430 --> 00:43:42.830
in grabbing dinner sometime?
582
00:43:44.960 --> 00:43:47.310
- I've been waiting
forever for that question.
583
00:43:47.310 --> 00:43:48.870
- Oh.
584
00:43:48.870 --> 00:43:51.730
I know, I'm slow.
585
00:43:51.730 --> 00:43:54.230
- No, no, I mean, you have
the book and everything,
586
00:43:54.230 --> 00:43:55.800
it's fine.
587
00:43:55.800 --> 00:43:58.450
But, yes, yes, I would like that.
588
00:43:58.450 --> 00:43:59.283
- Great.
589
00:44:00.760 --> 00:44:03.733
Well, actually, how about
tonight, are you free?
590
00:44:05.010 --> 00:44:07.320
- Yeah, yeah that sounds great.
591
00:44:07.320 --> 00:44:09.610
- Well, just find me before you leave
592
00:44:09.610 --> 00:44:11.590
and we'll figure it out.
593
00:44:11.590 --> 00:44:12.833
- Okay, sounds good.
594
00:44:14.442 --> 00:44:15.275
- Great.
595
00:44:17.535 --> 00:44:18.368
Great.
596
00:44:33.746 --> 00:44:36.413
(phone ringing)
597
00:44:41.910 --> 00:44:42.743
- [Operator] Thank you for calling
598
00:44:42.743 --> 00:44:45.460
Pearl Lakes Rehabilitation Center.
599
00:44:45.460 --> 00:44:48.700
Our visiting hours are
6:30 p.m. to 7:30 p.m.
600
00:44:48.700 --> 00:44:50.170
Monday through Friday,
601
00:44:50.170 --> 00:44:53.370
and 1:30 p.m. to 3:00 p.m. on weekends.
602
00:44:53.370 --> 00:44:55.012
If you know the extension of the party.
603
00:44:55.012 --> 00:44:57.762
(phone clicking)
604
00:45:01.200 --> 00:45:03.100
- Hello, knock?
605
00:45:03.100 --> 00:45:06.490
- Sorry, they said you were alone.
606
00:45:06.490 --> 00:45:08.030
- [Vincent] How'd you get here?
607
00:45:08.030 --> 00:45:09.053
- I hitchhiked.
608
00:45:11.580 --> 00:45:15.080
Oh my God, I walked the two miles, dummy.
609
00:45:15.080 --> 00:45:16.630
- Okay, why are you here, then?
610
00:45:18.600 --> 00:45:21.720
- I was wondering if I
could borrow your car?
611
00:45:21.720 --> 00:45:23.010
I need something better than this shit
612
00:45:23.010 --> 00:45:23.843
to wear to my audition.
613
00:45:23.843 --> 00:45:26.473
- Hey, language, please.
614
00:45:28.120 --> 00:45:29.263
- Really?
615
00:45:32.320 --> 00:45:33.393
Okay, sorry.
616
00:45:35.080 --> 00:45:37.620
So, do you think I could borrow your car?
617
00:45:37.620 --> 00:45:38.960
- Don't you have a car?
618
00:45:38.960 --> 00:45:42.183
- I do, duh, but I loaned it to somebody.
619
00:45:43.160 --> 00:45:46.300
Yes, say yes, no, yes?
620
00:45:46.300 --> 00:45:47.767
- Why don't you just wait a few minutes
621
00:45:47.767 --> 00:45:49.630
and I'll go with you?
622
00:45:49.630 --> 00:45:50.973
- Oh, you don't trust me.
623
00:45:52.430 --> 00:45:53.390
- I didn't say that.
624
00:45:53.390 --> 00:45:54.913
- Yeah, but you suck at lying.
625
00:45:55.978 --> 00:45:56.811
(knocking on door)
626
00:45:56.811 --> 00:45:59.430
- Oh, hey, sorry, are you in a meeting?
627
00:45:59.430 --> 00:46:03.000
- No, no, we were about to
head out to lunch, actually.
628
00:46:03.000 --> 00:46:05.950
Krystal, this is Marcus,
Marcus, my sister.
629
00:46:05.950 --> 00:46:08.700
- Krystal, the infamous sister, hi.
630
00:46:08.700 --> 00:46:09.872
- Infamous?
631
00:46:09.872 --> 00:46:10.705
(chuckling)
632
00:46:10.705 --> 00:46:13.770
Gosh darn, Vincent, what have
you been saying about me?
633
00:46:13.770 --> 00:46:16.340
- Oh, no, Vincent's a beautiful person.
634
00:46:16.340 --> 00:46:17.860
Strong in his faith.
635
00:46:17.860 --> 00:46:20.750
He's a good leader for our people.
636
00:46:20.750 --> 00:46:22.485
Please, give us some dirt on him.
637
00:46:22.485 --> 00:46:23.386
- Oh.
638
00:46:23.386 --> 00:46:24.219
(chuckling)
639
00:46:24.219 --> 00:46:25.870
I would probably go to hell
for sharing a few things
640
00:46:25.870 --> 00:46:27.693
I know about your precious Pastor.
641
00:46:29.967 --> 00:46:30.800
- Oh.
642
00:46:30.800 --> 00:46:31.680
(chuckling)
643
00:46:31.680 --> 00:46:33.250
Well, are you two going down the street?
644
00:46:33.250 --> 00:46:35.550
There's this place we
just go to all the time.
645
00:46:36.630 --> 00:46:38.093
- I'm actually not sure yet.
646
00:46:39.800 --> 00:46:42.150
- Okay, well, let me know
647
00:46:42.150 --> 00:46:44.623
if you want company, I'm available.
648
00:46:46.100 --> 00:46:48.340
- Yeah, we have a couple
of other stops to make,
649
00:46:48.340 --> 00:46:50.120
but I can send you a text?
650
00:46:50.120 --> 00:46:53.713
- [Marcus] Sounds great, I'll
look forward to your text.
651
00:46:55.720 --> 00:46:56.780
- Did you need something?
652
00:46:56.780 --> 00:46:59.530
- Oh, yeah, I just got
off the phone with Dennis.
653
00:46:59.530 --> 00:47:00.363
You know what?
654
00:47:00.363 --> 00:47:01.340
We can talk about it later.
655
00:47:01.340 --> 00:47:03.300
The two of you just need to
go enjoy some family time.
656
00:47:03.300 --> 00:47:05.580
- I just wish he would back
off, we're gonna be fine.
657
00:47:05.580 --> 00:47:07.070
- Don't worry about it, okay?
658
00:47:07.070 --> 00:47:09.460
Go, have fun, please.
659
00:47:09.460 --> 00:47:11.253
Will you keep this guy from stressing out,
660
00:47:11.253 --> 00:47:13.103
I don't even think he sleeps anymore.
661
00:47:14.000 --> 00:47:15.083
- Yes, sure.
662
00:47:16.400 --> 00:47:17.710
Nice to meet you.
663
00:47:17.710 --> 00:47:19.540
- Good to meet you too, Krystal.
664
00:47:19.540 --> 00:47:24.353
See you both soon, or, either
way, about lunch, okay.
665
00:47:27.927 --> 00:47:28.760
- What?
666
00:47:29.730 --> 00:47:31.853
Okay, I was innocent as a rose.
667
00:47:32.710 --> 00:47:34.460
- He's married.
668
00:47:34.460 --> 00:47:36.360
- He's not my type.
669
00:47:36.360 --> 00:47:37.700
- [Vincent] Yeah, right.
670
00:47:37.700 --> 00:47:39.960
- He's kinda cute, though.
671
00:47:39.960 --> 00:47:40.873
- You behave.
672
00:47:46.680 --> 00:47:48.454
- See this store is where
it's at, 'cause you can find
673
00:47:48.454 --> 00:47:51.510
pretty much anything you're looking for.
674
00:47:51.510 --> 00:47:53.840
- Yeah, but do you really
save any money here?
675
00:47:56.370 --> 00:47:57.770
- It's not about the savings,
676
00:47:57.770 --> 00:48:00.470
it's about the gems that you
can't find anywhere else.
677
00:48:02.660 --> 00:48:06.157
Speaking of gems, straight
up gems, look at these.
678
00:48:06.157 --> 00:48:06.990
- It's rock.
679
00:48:06.990 --> 00:48:08.100
- This isn't, this is rose quartz.
680
00:48:08.100 --> 00:48:08.933
Do you know what this does?
681
00:48:08.933 --> 00:48:11.670
This is healing in your love life.
682
00:48:11.670 --> 00:48:12.503
It really is.
683
00:48:12.503 --> 00:48:13.400
- What are you supposed to do with it?
684
00:48:13.400 --> 00:48:15.760
- You hold it, and it
gives the power to you.
685
00:48:15.760 --> 00:48:18.220
- The power of healing energy.
686
00:48:18.220 --> 00:48:20.583
- For your sexual whatevers.
687
00:48:31.940 --> 00:48:35.510
- Krystal isn't it about time
you started looking for work
688
00:48:35.510 --> 00:48:36.523
outside the theater?
689
00:48:37.460 --> 00:48:39.730
- Acting is the only thing I'm good at.
690
00:48:39.730 --> 00:48:41.250
It's how I am, dude.
691
00:48:41.250 --> 00:48:43.470
- You spend all your time
pretending to be other people,
692
00:48:43.470 --> 00:48:45.800
isn't that a little depressing?
693
00:48:45.800 --> 00:48:48.370
- We are all actors,
Vincent, I just found a way
694
00:48:48.370 --> 00:48:49.663
to get paid for it.
695
00:48:50.730 --> 00:48:53.276
- No, we are definitely not all actors.
696
00:48:53.276 --> 00:48:55.070
(laughing)
697
00:48:55.070 --> 00:48:56.233
- Are you kidding?
698
00:49:00.100 --> 00:49:01.253
You, of all people.
699
00:49:03.610 --> 00:49:05.503
How about this for your hot date?
700
00:49:10.040 --> 00:49:11.280
- Not gonna happen.
701
00:49:11.280 --> 00:49:13.003
- Vincent, you are so boring.
702
00:49:16.060 --> 00:49:19.415
- Seriously, what did you
mean about the acting?
703
00:49:19.415 --> 00:49:22.300
- I mean, you know, it's
not about pretending
704
00:49:22.300 --> 00:49:23.680
to be someone else.
705
00:49:23.680 --> 00:49:25.400
It's about the opportunity
706
00:49:25.400 --> 00:49:27.500
to create these living, breathing,
707
00:49:27.500 --> 00:49:31.060
three-dimensional characters
and speak their truth.
708
00:49:31.060 --> 00:49:31.893
And there's something
709
00:49:31.893 --> 00:49:33.660
that's like really beautiful about that.
710
00:49:33.660 --> 00:49:37.913
And every time I do it I
actually discover more of myself.
711
00:49:41.925 --> 00:49:43.060
What?
712
00:49:43.060 --> 00:49:44.913
That too new agey for you?
713
00:49:50.070 --> 00:49:51.350
- Can I ask you something?
714
00:49:51.350 --> 00:49:52.970
- Of course.
715
00:49:52.970 --> 00:49:55.150
- You're drinking, are you worried about
716
00:49:55.150 --> 00:49:56.300
what it's doing to you?
717
00:49:58.610 --> 00:50:00.650
- Well, what's it doing to me?
718
00:50:00.650 --> 00:50:03.110
- I just mean like your
health, your finances,
719
00:50:03.110 --> 00:50:03.943
that kinda stuff.
720
00:50:03.943 --> 00:50:05.633
- Oh my God, you're such a preacher.
721
00:50:08.600 --> 00:50:10.850
- I'm not trying to offend
you, I'm trying to help you.
722
00:50:10.850 --> 00:50:13.520
- Vincent, I'm not a teenager, okay?
723
00:50:13.520 --> 00:50:15.793
Like, I got it, I got this.
724
00:50:22.420 --> 00:50:25.860
I do appreciate you,
though, you're very sweet
725
00:50:25.860 --> 00:50:26.693
and I love you.
726
00:50:27.631 --> 00:50:29.286
They'd be happier if you died.
727
00:50:29.286 --> 00:50:30.752
You talentless whore.
728
00:50:30.752 --> 00:50:32.467
Nobody loves you.
729
00:50:32.467 --> 00:50:33.300
Do you remember when
730
00:50:33.300 --> 00:50:35.090
we used to go to the coast all the time?
731
00:50:35.090 --> 00:50:37.290
Dude, that place was like
our fucking sanctuary.
732
00:50:42.230 --> 00:50:43.063
- Are you okay?
733
00:50:44.197 --> 00:50:46.077
- You're own parents don't love you.
734
00:50:46.077 --> 00:50:48.090
You're so fucking worthless.
735
00:50:48.090 --> 00:50:49.180
Maybe we should go there again,
736
00:50:49.180 --> 00:50:51.417
get away from all this fucking noise.
737
00:50:51.417 --> 00:50:52.498
You are stupid piece of shit.
738
00:50:52.498 --> 00:50:54.466
Everybody leaves you.
739
00:50:54.466 --> 00:50:57.383
It's so loud, it's so loud in here.
740
00:51:28.215 --> 00:51:29.924
- You know I can call this off.
741
00:51:29.924 --> 00:51:31.570
(scoffing)
742
00:51:31.570 --> 00:51:33.793
- What, another reason
for you to be sick of me?
743
00:51:38.583 --> 00:51:40.610
(chuckling)
744
00:51:40.610 --> 00:51:43.927
- Please, I'm begging for a reason
745
00:51:43.927 --> 00:51:46.470
not to go through with this.
746
00:51:46.470 --> 00:51:47.583
- No shit.
747
00:51:49.910 --> 00:51:51.700
- What does that mean?
748
00:51:51.700 --> 00:51:54.743
- Nothing, just go, have fun.
749
00:51:57.020 --> 00:51:59.120
- But I can stay here with you.
750
00:51:59.120 --> 00:52:03.563
- No, I'm just gonna be here,
boring, sleeping, snoring,
751
00:52:06.742 --> 00:52:08.200
in your bed.
752
00:52:08.200 --> 00:52:09.170
- Are you sure?
753
00:52:09.170 --> 00:52:10.003
- Yeah.
754
00:52:11.140 --> 00:52:11.973
- You need anything?
755
00:52:11.973 --> 00:52:14.203
- No, do you need anything?
756
00:52:15.550 --> 00:52:16.696
- Xanax.
757
00:52:16.696 --> 00:52:18.530
(both laughing)
758
00:52:40.290 --> 00:52:41.123
- Hey.
759
00:52:41.123 --> 00:52:42.268
- Hey.
760
00:52:42.268 --> 00:52:43.353
- Come on in.
761
00:52:44.510 --> 00:52:45.343
- Sure, yeah.
762
00:52:50.117 --> 00:52:52.210
- I was starting to think you stood me up.
763
00:52:52.210 --> 00:52:55.220
- Yeah, I'm really sorry,
there was a phone call
764
00:52:55.220 --> 00:52:56.670
that went long.
765
00:52:56.670 --> 00:52:57.870
- Well, you're here now.
766
00:53:00.560 --> 00:53:01.393
- Are you ready?
767
00:53:02.300 --> 00:53:03.583
- Actually, about that.
768
00:53:04.640 --> 00:53:09.200
I know this is super not okay, but,
769
00:53:09.200 --> 00:53:11.250
would you want to stay here for our date?
770
00:53:12.320 --> 00:53:15.053
I mean, not stay here, stay here.
771
00:53:15.890 --> 00:53:18.483
stay here and cook something.
772
00:53:19.570 --> 00:53:21.460
My babysitter canceled.
773
00:53:21.460 --> 00:53:22.293
- Oh.
774
00:53:24.030 --> 00:53:26.373
Yeah, sure, sounds good.
775
00:53:27.260 --> 00:53:30.103
- Thank you, you look nice.
776
00:53:31.370 --> 00:53:34.903
- Thank you, you look nice too.
777
00:53:36.210 --> 00:53:39.483
- Thanks, do you want a glass of wine?
778
00:53:40.920 --> 00:53:41.753
- Yes, please.
779
00:53:45.320 --> 00:53:48.570
(cell phone vibrating)
780
00:53:55.904 --> 00:53:57.317
(sighing)
781
00:53:57.317 --> 00:53:58.234
- Fuck, no.
782
00:53:59.245 --> 00:54:02.495
(cell phone vibrating)
783
00:54:12.664 --> 00:54:16.528
(cell phone vibrating)
784
00:54:16.528 --> 00:54:17.361
Oh my God.
785
00:54:20.120 --> 00:54:22.980
Dude, what the fuck do you want?
786
00:54:22.980 --> 00:54:25.033
I quit man, get over it.
787
00:54:27.254 --> 00:54:29.653
No, uh-uh, no, you do not know me.
788
00:54:32.432 --> 00:54:34.210
(sighing)
789
00:54:34.210 --> 00:54:38.070
Fine, okay, okay you can drop them off,
790
00:54:38.070 --> 00:54:39.423
but no fucking bullshit.
791
00:54:41.750 --> 00:54:42.853
I will text you.
792
00:54:43.900 --> 00:54:45.233
Whatever, bye.
793
00:54:47.310 --> 00:54:48.203
Jesus Christ.
794
00:54:54.005 --> 00:54:58.610
- You're such a cliche, you
really don't know how to cook?
795
00:54:58.610 --> 00:54:59.600
- It's not that I can't,
796
00:54:59.600 --> 00:55:02.690
I just don't really have the time.
797
00:55:02.690 --> 00:55:05.473
- That's bachelor code for
you can't, don't deny it.
798
00:55:06.590 --> 00:55:08.120
Right?
799
00:55:08.120 --> 00:55:08.953
- Maybe.
800
00:55:10.100 --> 00:55:10.933
- Right?
801
00:55:13.560 --> 00:55:14.393
- Right.
802
00:55:14.393 --> 00:55:15.226
- Right.
803
00:55:16.760 --> 00:55:20.470
So, there's a rumor that a sister
804
00:55:20.470 --> 00:55:22.003
no one knew about showed up.
805
00:55:23.900 --> 00:55:25.350
- Really?
806
00:55:25.350 --> 00:55:27.983
- Any other secrets, other siblings?
807
00:55:28.839 --> 00:55:30.240
- What do you eman?
808
00:55:30.240 --> 00:55:32.210
- Hey, come on, it's
at least a little weird
809
00:55:32.210 --> 00:55:34.523
that literally no one knew she existed.
810
00:55:35.500 --> 00:55:37.403
- What, a pastor can't
have a private life?
811
00:55:39.508 --> 00:55:42.283
- I didn't mean to offend, I'm sorry.
812
00:55:44.080 --> 00:55:46.893
- No, no, it's not that, it's just,
813
00:55:48.573 --> 00:55:50.783
I don't really want to talk about her.
814
00:55:56.200 --> 00:55:57.033
- Okay.
815
00:56:05.660 --> 00:56:07.740
- Why don't you tell me about yourself?
816
00:56:07.740 --> 00:56:11.470
I mean, we see each
other almost every day,
817
00:56:11.470 --> 00:56:15.203
but I feel like I don't
know anything about you.
818
00:56:23.606 --> 00:56:25.300
- Come on, Vincent.
819
00:56:25.300 --> 00:56:26.800
That's disgusting.
820
00:56:28.758 --> 00:56:32.500
Okay, where the fuck are you hiding them?
821
00:56:32.500 --> 00:56:34.503
I can smell them on you.
822
00:56:35.650 --> 00:56:37.493
Okay, come to mama.
823
00:56:39.430 --> 00:56:40.263
Fuck.
824
00:56:44.080 --> 00:56:44.963
Bingo.
825
00:57:06.090 --> 00:57:09.673
- It destroyed me, and I had nothing.
826
00:57:14.181 --> 00:57:15.014
- I'm sorry.
827
00:57:16.980 --> 00:57:21.440
- It happened, but, I'm here and,
828
00:57:21.440 --> 00:57:22.273
I'm happy.
829
00:57:26.140 --> 00:57:27.303
- I don't know how you did it.
830
00:57:30.050 --> 00:57:30.883
- God.
831
00:57:33.290 --> 00:57:34.123
- God.
832
00:57:36.680 --> 00:57:37.513
- What is it?
833
00:57:38.510 --> 00:57:43.510
- Oh no, I mean, of course,
of course we need to thank God
834
00:57:43.530 --> 00:57:46.223
for everything that happens in life, but,
835
00:57:48.672 --> 00:57:51.043
don't you think you should take
some of the credit yourself?
836
00:57:51.950 --> 00:57:54.063
God can only guide us so much, you know?
837
00:57:55.800 --> 00:57:57.743
- But that's what living by faith is.
838
00:58:01.270 --> 00:58:03.183
- Just think about it for a second though.
839
00:58:04.320 --> 00:58:06.470
How do you know if
you're doing God's will?
840
00:58:08.180 --> 00:58:12.010
- Prayer, talking with Godly counsel.
841
00:58:12.010 --> 00:58:13.510
- But do you ever really know?
842
00:58:16.070 --> 00:58:17.700
- We have a job here on Earth,
843
00:58:17.700 --> 00:58:19.593
we can't just sit and let it happen.
844
00:58:21.060 --> 00:58:23.710
- Well yeah, I mean, I agree.
845
00:58:23.710 --> 00:58:26.863
But, it's a dificult thought, right?
846
00:58:28.760 --> 00:58:33.340
I mean, if God works in
such a seemingly distant way
847
00:58:33.340 --> 00:58:38.340
then how do you know if
what you're doing is right
848
00:58:39.900 --> 00:58:41.950
or if you're being who he wants us to be?
849
00:58:44.960 --> 00:58:47.677
- I guess it's just one
of those things you know.
850
00:58:47.677 --> 00:58:49.363
Like when you fall in love.
851
00:58:54.020 --> 00:58:55.720
- Well, I've never fallen in love.
852
00:58:58.560 --> 00:58:59.393
- Come on.
853
00:59:01.707 --> 00:59:02.790
- Not really.
854
00:59:04.070 --> 00:59:04.903
- Never?
855
00:59:06.540 --> 00:59:07.373
- No.
856
00:59:08.930 --> 00:59:10.427
- I don't believe that.
857
00:59:13.170 --> 00:59:14.003
- It's true.
858
00:59:16.060 --> 00:59:16.893
- Why not?
859
00:59:20.480 --> 00:59:21.313
- I don't know, I mean,
860
00:59:21.313 --> 00:59:26.210
I guess maybe I just haven't
met the right person yet.
861
00:59:28.140 --> 00:59:30.790
- When was the last time
you seriously dated someone?
862
00:59:33.910 --> 00:59:34.863
- Before Seminary.
863
00:59:36.103 --> 00:59:37.510
- That was a long time ago, I mean,
864
00:59:37.510 --> 00:59:40.150
you were a completely
different person then,
865
00:59:40.150 --> 00:59:41.683
everybody changes.
866
00:59:43.060 --> 00:59:43.893
- Really?
867
00:59:45.010 --> 00:59:46.810
Everyone kinda looks the same to me.
868
00:59:48.810 --> 00:59:52.133
- What about sanctification,
doesn't that change people?
869
00:59:54.960 --> 00:59:55.793
- Perhaps.
870
00:59:59.186 --> 01:00:00.053
- What do you mean?
871
01:00:02.460 --> 01:00:07.460
- Well, look at Chris, a pastor
we all loved and cherished.
872
01:00:08.610 --> 01:00:09.820
Now suddenly his church is broke
873
01:00:09.820 --> 01:00:12.060
because he pocketed tithes
and spent them on an affair
874
01:00:12.060 --> 01:00:13.053
two states away.
875
01:00:14.470 --> 01:00:16.020
I seriously doubt he was planning that
876
01:00:16.020 --> 01:00:17.570
when he wrote his dissertation.
877
01:00:18.960 --> 01:00:22.180
You can't know yourself,
so how can you ever know
878
01:00:22.180 --> 01:00:24.880
someone else enough to give
yourself to them entirely?
879
01:00:29.170 --> 01:00:31.863
- You are so depressing.
880
01:00:36.200 --> 01:00:37.337
- No.
881
01:00:37.337 --> 01:00:40.426
(chuckling)
882
01:00:40.426 --> 01:00:42.276
I don't want you to misunderstand me.
883
01:00:44.110 --> 01:00:46.380
I just struggle to see
how you can love someone
884
01:00:46.380 --> 01:00:47.743
you can never truly know.
885
01:00:50.060 --> 01:00:51.193
Yourself included.
886
01:00:54.780 --> 01:00:57.180
I mean, think about it,
887
01:00:57.180 --> 01:00:59.273
why are people so self-destructive?
888
01:01:39.310 --> 01:01:41.450
- Hey there, how are you?
889
01:01:41.450 --> 01:01:43.560
- [Krystal] No small talk.
890
01:01:43.560 --> 01:01:46.423
- I know, I know that's what we agreed to.
891
01:01:50.692 --> 01:01:53.392
I'm really sorry, but, can
I please use your bathroom?
892
01:01:57.240 --> 01:01:58.073
Come on.
893
01:02:02.604 --> 01:02:03.437
- Okay.
894
01:02:29.320 --> 01:02:30.970
- Aren't you gonna say something?
895
01:02:33.010 --> 01:02:33.843
- Thank you.
896
01:02:35.310 --> 01:02:36.410
- You're very welcome.
897
01:02:38.100 --> 01:02:39.620
Sarah says "Hi."
898
01:02:39.620 --> 01:02:41.560
- Yeah, well, she has my number.
899
01:02:41.560 --> 01:02:46.230
- Krystal, of all people,
you should know how it works,
900
01:02:46.230 --> 01:02:47.203
there's no time.
901
01:02:50.495 --> 01:02:52.100
- How's she doing?
902
01:02:52.100 --> 01:02:54.573
- Pretty good, good, well, good, I guess.
903
01:02:56.303 --> 01:02:59.110
She's a bit off at first,
you know that breathy thing
904
01:02:59.110 --> 01:03:01.660
she does when she speaks?
- Oh my God.
905
01:03:01.660 --> 01:03:04.650
- I have had the hardest
time breaking that down.
906
01:03:04.650 --> 01:03:06.563
But, she's starting to grasp it.
907
01:03:09.470 --> 01:03:11.920
I know she would love to
see you in the audience.
908
01:03:15.210 --> 01:03:17.350
Whose place is this anyway?
909
01:03:17.350 --> 01:03:18.300
- It's my brother's.
910
01:03:19.150 --> 01:03:20.653
Or, my foster brother.
911
01:03:21.530 --> 01:03:25.683
- It seems like he needs
to lighten up a bit.
912
01:03:26.520 --> 01:03:27.563
- He's a pastor.
913
01:03:28.990 --> 01:03:29.823
- There you have it.
914
01:03:29.823 --> 01:03:30.990
- [Krystal] Yep, that's it.
915
01:03:35.820 --> 01:03:37.733
- So, how are you, really?
916
01:03:40.060 --> 01:03:43.351
- I am so good.
917
01:03:43.351 --> 01:03:44.443
- So good.
918
01:03:44.443 --> 01:03:47.513
- Yeah, so good since I have no job.
919
01:03:49.760 --> 01:03:51.290
- I'm happy to hear that.
920
01:03:51.290 --> 01:03:56.290
You know, things haven't
been so easy with you gone.
921
01:03:59.640 --> 01:04:02.193
Your voice has been missed by everyone.
922
01:04:05.860 --> 01:04:06.693
By me.
923
01:04:08.680 --> 01:04:10.760
- [Krystal] Rene, I can't.
924
01:04:10.760 --> 01:04:13.343
- Krystal, you are a goddess.
925
01:04:14.330 --> 01:04:18.403
You can do anything you want, so,
926
01:04:19.860 --> 01:04:23.663
so do exactly what you want.
927
01:04:32.736 --> 01:04:33.819
Is this okay?
928
01:04:57.980 --> 01:04:59.730
- [Krystal] You're gonna die alone.
929
01:05:09.680 --> 01:05:11.180
- Mind if I ask you something?
930
01:05:13.540 --> 01:05:14.373
- What?
931
01:05:16.530 --> 01:05:19.703
- What do you feel about all of it,
932
01:05:20.840 --> 01:05:23.633
in terms of God, life, everything?
933
01:05:26.810 --> 01:05:27.643
- That's all?
934
01:05:38.460 --> 01:05:43.090
You know when you go swimming
and your head goes underwater,
935
01:05:43.090 --> 01:05:47.043
and everything just kinda gets so quiet,
936
01:05:50.560 --> 01:05:55.327
there's nothing around
you and nobody with you?
937
01:06:01.745 --> 01:06:03.912
- For the most part, yeah.
938
01:06:06.120 --> 01:06:08.270
- Well, I think that's
how I feel about it.
939
01:06:11.717 --> 01:06:13.847
- I don't think I get what you're saying.
940
01:06:20.841 --> 01:06:22.133
- I don't think I do either.
941
01:06:27.861 --> 01:06:30.361
(ringing in ears)
942
01:07:01.065 --> 01:07:03.815
(dramatic music)
943
01:07:06.180 --> 01:07:08.263
(crying)
944
01:07:30.749 --> 01:07:34.653
- [Rene] You are something
incredible, live like it.
945
01:07:41.977 --> 01:07:44.727
(Krystal crying)
946
01:07:49.630 --> 01:07:52.810
- Nobody cares if you live or you die.
947
01:07:58.917 --> 01:08:01.334
You are a dumb fucking whore.
948
01:08:04.728 --> 01:08:05.895
Fucking worthless.
949
01:08:15.225 --> 01:08:17.308
You are a stupid piece of shit.
950
01:08:34.425 --> 01:08:36.008
You have no family.
951
01:08:40.568 --> 01:08:42.318
You talentless whore.
952
01:08:49.402 --> 01:08:50.819
Nobody loves you.
953
01:09:00.473 --> 01:09:02.433
You psycho fucking bitch.
954
01:09:08.770 --> 01:09:09.933
Everybody leaves you.
955
01:09:30.287 --> 01:09:31.120
Fucking worthless.
956
01:09:31.120 --> 01:09:32.628
I hope you die.
957
01:09:44.555 --> 01:09:47.305
Ride this cock you fucking whore.
958
01:09:54.648 --> 01:09:57.065
You are only good for a fuck.
959
01:10:06.247 --> 01:10:10.327
You self-centered,
self-righteous fucking brat.
960
01:10:13.843 --> 01:10:15.630
I am not your goddamn toy!
961
01:10:15.630 --> 01:10:17.293
- [Rene] We're having a great time.
962
01:10:21.710 --> 01:10:22.543
I just wanna hold you.
963
01:10:22.543 --> 01:10:24.100
- [Krystal] I don't wanna be held.
964
01:10:24.100 --> 01:10:24.933
- [Rene] Krystal.
965
01:10:24.933 --> 01:10:27.850
- [Krystal] Just get out,
don't even look at me.
966
01:10:27.850 --> 01:10:29.200
- [Rene] Come here, please.
967
01:10:31.390 --> 01:10:34.353
- [Krystal] Get the fuck out, get out!
968
01:10:43.861 --> 01:10:45.894
- [Rene] I don't understand
where this is coming from!
969
01:10:45.894 --> 01:10:47.543
- [Krystal] You don't get
where this is coming from?
970
01:10:47.543 --> 01:10:50.190
I don't wanna be fucking touched by you.
971
01:10:50.190 --> 01:10:52.440
I don't even want you to be here.
972
01:10:52.440 --> 01:10:54.723
Did I ask you to come here?
973
01:10:54.723 --> 01:10:55.862
- [Rene] Why did you let me in?
974
01:10:55.862 --> 01:10:58.880
- [Krystal] I told you
not to fucking stay.
975
01:10:58.880 --> 01:11:03.433
I said no fucking small talk,
I said no fucking small talk.
976
01:11:14.383 --> 01:11:15.737
Get the fuck out!
977
01:11:54.430 --> 01:11:57.013
(Rene panting)
978
01:12:17.071 --> 01:12:18.778
(Krystal crying)
979
01:12:18.778 --> 01:12:19.611
(whimpering)
980
01:12:19.611 --> 01:12:21.948
- Wait, it's me.
981
01:12:21.948 --> 01:12:25.180
- I can't do this anymore,
I don't wanna live.
982
01:12:25.180 --> 01:12:26.013
- What?
983
01:12:26.013 --> 01:12:27.263
- Everything is so fucked up.
984
01:12:27.263 --> 01:12:28.263
- Hey, hey.
985
01:12:29.980 --> 01:12:31.510
Come on, this isn't who you are.
986
01:12:31.510 --> 01:12:32.600
- Oh my God.
987
01:12:32.600 --> 01:12:34.030
- You don't deserve that.
988
01:12:34.030 --> 01:12:36.873
- Who the fuck are you to say that to me?
989
01:12:38.390 --> 01:12:39.700
- What?
990
01:12:39.700 --> 01:12:43.343
- I've spent my entire life
trying to figure out who I am.
991
01:12:44.650 --> 01:12:45.507
What about you?
992
01:12:47.359 --> 01:12:50.230
You lie to yourself more
than anyone I have ever met.
993
01:12:50.230 --> 01:12:52.548
- Oh my God, shut up.
994
01:12:52.548 --> 01:12:55.410
- Do you want me to say it?
995
01:12:55.410 --> 01:13:00.370
Vincent, I know why you
begged me to ask you to stay.
996
01:13:00.370 --> 01:13:01.583
- You know what, just stop it Krystal,
997
01:13:01.583 --> 01:13:02.500
just stop it
998
01:13:02.500 --> 01:13:04.030
right now.
- Stop hiding it.
999
01:13:04.030 --> 01:13:05.493
You're being pathetic.
1000
01:13:08.690 --> 01:13:12.627
- Well, you know what, at least
I'm not out slutting around.
1001
01:13:13.584 --> 01:13:17.493
- Yeah, I am out slutting around.
1002
01:13:17.493 --> 01:13:18.326
- Yeah?
1003
01:13:18.326 --> 01:13:19.340
- Yeah.
1004
01:13:19.340 --> 01:13:22.453
But you wanna know what's so much worse?
1005
01:13:23.910 --> 01:13:26.673
Being a fucking faggot.
1006
01:13:31.654 --> 01:13:34.821
- Do you get off on this, huh, do you?
1007
01:13:37.610 --> 01:13:41.550
- For once in our miserable fucking lives
1008
01:13:41.550 --> 01:13:46.050
I wanna hear you say that
your life is as bad as mine.
1009
01:13:46.050 --> 01:13:48.120
For once.
1010
01:13:48.120 --> 01:13:50.810
For once in your life, I am so sick
1011
01:13:50.810 --> 01:13:54.853
of this self-righteous bullshit, admit it.
1012
01:13:55.830 --> 01:13:57.743
Just fucking admit it.
1013
01:13:58.710 --> 01:14:00.160
- Well, it's not gonna happen
1014
01:14:01.720 --> 01:14:02.743
because I can't.
1015
01:14:04.270 --> 01:14:05.900
Okay.
1016
01:14:05.900 --> 01:14:06.753
I can't.
1017
01:14:07.850 --> 01:14:10.230
Some people make choices
in their life, Krystal.
1018
01:14:10.230 --> 01:14:12.113
Some people try to be good people.
1019
01:14:12.980 --> 01:14:14.683
Some people try to lead people.
1020
01:14:15.520 --> 01:14:17.550
Some people stand up there every week
1021
01:14:17.550 --> 01:14:19.470
and they say things that
they don't even know
1022
01:14:19.470 --> 01:14:21.170
if they truly fucking believe.
1023
01:14:21.170 --> 01:14:23.700
And they condemn people
that are just like them.
1024
01:14:23.700 --> 01:14:26.260
But I'm trying to be a good person.
1025
01:14:26.260 --> 01:14:31.260
Even though I'm not a good
person, I'm a really bad person.
1026
01:14:31.990 --> 01:14:33.060
But I'm trying.
1027
01:14:33.060 --> 01:14:34.450
And what are you doing?
1028
01:14:34.450 --> 01:14:36.367
You're not even trying.
1029
01:14:37.872 --> 01:14:39.955
(crying)
1030
01:14:44.562 --> 01:14:46.062
- That's not true.
1031
01:14:55.572 --> 01:14:57.239
I love you, Vincent.
1032
01:14:58.692 --> 01:14:59.609
I love you.
1033
01:15:02.448 --> 01:15:04.256
I'm sorry too.
- I didn't mean that.
1034
01:15:04.256 --> 01:15:05.296
I didn't mean it.
- I'm sorry,
1035
01:15:05.296 --> 01:15:09.213
I'm sorry, I'm sorry,
I'm sorry, fucking sorry.
1036
01:16:59.888 --> 01:17:02.638
(waves crashing)
1037
01:18:26.452 --> 01:18:28.535
(crying)
1038
01:18:30.652 --> 01:18:31.902
- I'll be here.
1039
01:18:39.660 --> 01:18:41.610
- It's the same face you've always had.
1040
01:18:47.000 --> 01:18:48.523
What are you so consumed by?
1041
01:18:50.860 --> 01:18:53.820
- All of it, what we're doing here.
1042
01:18:56.961 --> 01:18:59.380
- That's a little deep for
a Friday, don't you think?
1043
01:18:59.380 --> 01:19:02.560
Listen, we need to talk about this book.
1044
01:19:02.560 --> 01:19:04.660
I honestly don't even know what
to do about Dennis anymore,
1045
01:19:04.660 --> 01:19:07.540
he's just getting so
upset by the whole thing.
1046
01:19:07.540 --> 01:19:08.490
- Books take time.
1047
01:19:08.490 --> 01:19:09.960
- Not like this, though,
1048
01:19:09.960 --> 01:19:12.190
especially when they're
already supposedly written
1049
01:19:12.190 --> 01:19:13.990
as a sermon series.
1050
01:19:13.990 --> 01:19:15.140
- What are you suggesting?
1051
01:19:15.140 --> 01:19:16.440
- Well, what are you suggesting?
1052
01:19:17.661 --> 01:19:18.494
I mean...
1053
01:19:28.740 --> 01:19:30.190
- What are you doing tonight?
1054
01:19:33.510 --> 01:19:35.953
- Nothing, nothing special.
1055
01:19:37.320 --> 01:19:40.183
Becky's getting ready for
the New Year's Eve retreat.
1056
01:19:42.440 --> 01:19:45.810
- Do you wanna come over for a
drink or something, you know.
1057
01:19:45.810 --> 01:19:48.683
Get out of Pastor mode,
relax a little bit.
1058
01:19:52.110 --> 01:19:53.683
- Yeah, I mean,
1059
01:19:55.730 --> 01:19:57.180
sounds like you could use it.
1060
01:19:59.052 --> 01:19:59.885
- I could.
1061
01:20:01.840 --> 01:20:05.464
Well, you were good at it
though, the kids loved you.
1062
01:20:05.464 --> 01:20:07.510
- Do you have to have a license?
1063
01:20:07.510 --> 01:20:09.607
- A license to be a youth pastor?
1064
01:20:10.531 --> 01:20:11.364
What do you mean?
1065
01:20:11.364 --> 01:20:12.197
- Like a background check.
1066
01:20:12.197 --> 01:20:15.140
- Well, yes, we do a
background check, of course.
1067
01:20:15.140 --> 01:20:16.710
You're so creepy.
1068
01:20:16.710 --> 01:20:18.352
- It's not creepy, that's
a legitimate question.
1069
01:20:18.352 --> 01:20:19.312
- She's so creepy.
1070
01:20:19.312 --> 01:20:20.660
- What's in my background
- No, no, no,
1071
01:20:20.660 --> 01:20:24.370
- it's not you.
- that she's looking for?
1072
01:20:24.370 --> 01:20:25.770
- Really, what are you?
1073
01:20:25.770 --> 01:20:27.400
- Krystal, hey.
- I'm just saying.
1074
01:20:27.400 --> 01:20:29.130
- I'm just asking.
1075
01:20:29.130 --> 01:20:30.583
- She's so awkward sometimes.
1076
01:20:30.583 --> 01:20:31.860
- I'm not awkward.
- No, I'm awkward, it's fine.
1077
01:20:31.860 --> 01:20:34.170
- You are awkward, it
is you, but it's okay.
1078
01:20:34.170 --> 01:20:35.003
- Whoa.
1079
01:20:36.090 --> 01:20:36.923
- I'm just kidding.
1080
01:20:36.923 --> 01:20:40.490
I'm sorry, I'm not drinking,
so, it's a new thing.
1081
01:20:40.490 --> 01:20:41.930
It's weird.
1082
01:20:41.930 --> 01:20:43.234
- How's that going for you?
1083
01:20:43.234 --> 01:20:45.830
- Great, actually.
1084
01:20:45.830 --> 01:20:48.030
- It is, and you need to.
1085
01:20:48.030 --> 01:20:50.993
- It's going really well,
it's been about 12 hours, so.
1086
01:20:52.610 --> 01:20:54.400
- I think it's really impressive.
1087
01:20:54.400 --> 01:20:57.470
I think that's you know,
1088
01:20:57.470 --> 01:20:58.303
- You do?
1089
01:20:58.303 --> 01:20:59.136
- remarkable.
1090
01:20:59.136 --> 01:20:59.969
- Yeah, it is, sure.
1091
01:20:59.969 --> 01:21:00.963
- What part?
1092
01:21:03.020 --> 01:21:04.580
- Krystal, you're doing...
1093
01:21:04.580 --> 01:21:06.750
- The not drinking part, I guess.
1094
01:21:06.750 --> 01:21:07.963
- I'm just curious.
1095
01:21:11.186 --> 01:21:13.210
What do you know about
1096
01:21:13.210 --> 01:21:14.043
me?
1097
01:21:17.970 --> 01:21:22.590
- If we all have impulses,
our baser nature,
1098
01:21:22.590 --> 01:21:26.500
'cause we're all flawed from birth.
1099
01:21:26.500 --> 01:21:29.530
And it's difficult to, you know...
1100
01:21:30.460 --> 01:21:32.030
- We were supposed to be relaxing.
1101
01:21:32.030 --> 01:21:33.500
- I know, I'm sorry, you're right.
1102
01:21:33.500 --> 01:21:35.060
I just was curious because...
1103
01:21:37.200 --> 01:21:38.900
Yeah, whatever, it doesn't matter.
1104
01:21:40.970 --> 01:21:43.910
- Is that one of your new little projects?
1105
01:21:43.910 --> 01:21:46.420
- Yep, not a little
project, it's just a show
1106
01:21:46.420 --> 01:21:48.570
that I'm auditioning
for, it's no big deal.
1107
01:22:01.398 --> 01:22:03.648
(exhaling)
1108
01:22:08.206 --> 01:22:10.830
Marcus, do you know he's
never seen any of my shows?
1109
01:22:10.830 --> 01:22:12.330
- How many shows have you?
1110
01:22:12.330 --> 01:22:14.343
- Oh, Jesus, you mean my whole career?
1111
01:22:17.321 --> 01:22:18.329
- I mean, that is kinda surprising.
1112
01:22:18.329 --> 01:22:19.162
- Thousands.
1113
01:22:19.162 --> 01:22:21.353
- That's not just my fault Krystal.
1114
01:22:22.490 --> 01:22:24.850
- Well, this one would
not be church appropriate,
1115
01:22:24.850 --> 01:22:26.323
so you are off the hizzy.
1116
01:22:27.190 --> 01:22:29.020
- Don't worry about him
with church appropriate,
1117
01:22:29.020 --> 01:22:32.465
he says things at the pulpit
that aren't church appropriate.
1118
01:22:32.465 --> 01:22:33.690
- What?
1119
01:22:33.690 --> 01:22:35.680
- You do, sometimes.
1120
01:22:35.680 --> 01:22:40.680
You do occasionally stray from
the template a little bit.
1121
01:22:41.910 --> 01:22:42.743
- Hmm.
1122
01:22:42.743 --> 01:22:43.576
- There's some controversy.
1123
01:22:43.576 --> 01:22:45.763
- Oh, okay, like what, that's curious?
1124
01:22:58.172 --> 01:23:00.223
Shut the fuck up, shut
the fuck up, it's okay.
1125
01:23:04.544 --> 01:23:07.713
- It's actually great, I
think it shakes things up.
1126
01:23:08.840 --> 01:23:13.127
Because people in our
congregation can be pretty square,
1127
01:23:14.708 --> 01:23:16.719
I guess, square, is that what people say?
1128
01:23:16.719 --> 01:23:17.980
If you can say that anymore.
1129
01:23:17.980 --> 01:23:18.813
- It's what people say.
1130
01:23:18.813 --> 01:23:19.646
- Okay.
1131
01:23:20.710 --> 01:23:21.543
- That's funny.
1132
01:23:22.400 --> 01:23:26.293
Well, I don't believe you,
I think that's bullshit.
1133
01:23:27.682 --> 01:23:30.853
And I can't imagine he would
say anything like my play.
1134
01:23:32.660 --> 01:23:34.103
But maybe you should.
1135
01:23:41.940 --> 01:23:42.773
I'll be back.
1136
01:23:52.830 --> 01:23:53.980
- Did I miss something?
1137
01:23:55.350 --> 01:23:56.973
- No, that's just Krystal.
1138
01:23:58.090 --> 01:23:59.160
I'll be right back, I'm sorry.
1139
01:23:59.160 --> 01:24:00.230
I'll just check on her.
1140
01:24:00.230 --> 01:24:01.063
- Okay.
1141
01:24:15.660 --> 01:24:17.160
- [Vincent] Hey, are you okay?
1142
01:24:18.100 --> 01:24:19.143
- I feel sick.
1143
01:24:26.100 --> 01:24:28.500
- [Vincent] Hey, you know
this will be worth it.
1144
01:24:28.500 --> 01:24:30.344
- Yeah, you try it.
1145
01:24:30.344 --> 01:24:32.330
- [Vincent] No, I'm good, thanks.
1146
01:24:32.330 --> 01:24:33.163
- Fuck you.
1147
01:24:35.220 --> 01:24:36.157
- Fair enough.
1148
01:24:41.505 --> 01:24:44.970
(cell phone ringing)
1149
01:24:44.970 --> 01:24:45.920
- You can get that.
1150
01:24:48.028 --> 01:24:49.528
- I don't want to.
1151
01:24:55.920 --> 01:24:57.970
- Oh my God, will you please just get it?
1152
01:24:59.321 --> 01:25:01.570
- Sorry, I'm sorry.
1153
01:25:06.625 --> 01:25:07.550
- [Marcus] Is she okay?
1154
01:25:07.550 --> 01:25:09.384
- [Vincent] Yeah, yeah, she's fine.
1155
01:25:09.384 --> 01:25:10.300
- [Marcus] Should I go, or?
1156
01:25:10.300 --> 01:25:11.510
- [Vincent] No, no, hold on.
1157
01:25:11.510 --> 01:25:15.173
Laurel, hey, what's going on?
1158
01:25:32.007 --> 01:25:34.336
- [Laurel] Pastor, I need your help.
1159
01:25:34.336 --> 01:25:36.360
I don't know what to do.
1160
01:25:36.360 --> 01:25:37.560
- Okay, what about?
1161
01:25:37.560 --> 01:25:38.890
- [Laurel] It's Josh,
1162
01:25:38.890 --> 01:25:42.620
he's talking so much about dying,
1163
01:25:42.620 --> 01:25:43.453
- Where is he?
1164
01:25:45.844 --> 01:25:46.700
- [Laurel] He needs someone,
1165
01:25:46.700 --> 01:25:49.040
he needs a godly man to talk to.
1166
01:25:50.090 --> 01:25:52.400
- Of course, can you put him on?
1167
01:25:52.400 --> 01:25:54.857
- [Laurel] Can you come
talk to him, pray with him?
1168
01:25:54.857 --> 01:25:55.690
I tried
1169
01:25:55.690 --> 01:25:57.248
he won't listen to a wife.
- Laurel.
1170
01:25:58.240 --> 01:25:59.943
Laurel, go get him.
1171
01:26:03.455 --> 01:26:04.555
- [Laurel] Yeah, sure.
1172
01:26:09.830 --> 01:26:13.363
- [Vincent] Hey Josh, it's
Vincent, what's going on?
1173
01:26:14.291 --> 01:26:15.193
- [Josh] I just wanna sleep.
1174
01:26:16.620 --> 01:26:20.673
- Josh, I know what you're feeling.
1175
01:26:22.540 --> 01:26:23.463
I felt it too,
1176
01:26:26.120 --> 01:26:29.393
God's complete silence, it hurts.
1177
01:26:30.439 --> 01:26:32.413
- [Josh] They'd all be happier without me.
1178
01:26:33.410 --> 01:26:38.410
- That's not true, Josh, think
of it from their perspective.
1179
01:26:39.130 --> 01:26:42.193
You are their beauty,
1180
01:26:43.600 --> 01:26:45.653
I don't know any better than anyone else.
1181
01:26:48.980 --> 01:26:52.050
Sometimes I think I'm full of shit.
1182
01:26:52.050 --> 01:26:53.945
- [Josh] I told you, I just wanna sleep.
1183
01:26:53.945 --> 01:26:54.778
Why won't anyone get that?
1184
01:26:54.778 --> 01:26:56.288
- Josh.
1185
01:26:56.288 --> 01:26:59.118
(cell phone beeping)
1186
01:26:59.118 --> 01:27:01.396
Shit.
1187
01:27:01.396 --> 01:27:02.229
Shit.
1188
01:27:06.586 --> 01:27:09.669
(cell phone ringing)
1189
01:27:10.567 --> 01:27:13.650
(cell phone beeping)
1190
01:27:15.440 --> 01:27:16.343
Oh fuck.
1191
01:27:29.720 --> 01:27:31.020
Hey.
1192
01:27:31.020 --> 01:27:32.120
- I think I should go.
1193
01:27:34.666 --> 01:27:36.910
- I'm sorry, things
just got a little crazy.
1194
01:27:36.910 --> 01:27:39.690
- It's okay, it's the
life of a pastor, right?
1195
01:27:39.690 --> 01:27:42.450
- Yeah, you sure you're okay to drive?
1196
01:27:42.450 --> 01:27:45.963
- Of course, are you
gonna be okay tonight?
1197
01:27:47.870 --> 01:27:49.140
- I hope.
1198
01:27:49.140 --> 01:27:51.573
- Hey, get some sleep, all right?
1199
01:27:52.462 --> 01:27:53.295
- Yeah.
1200
01:27:53.295 --> 01:27:55.693
- Please, sleep, I love you.
1201
01:27:58.650 --> 01:28:03.320
And tell Krystal that I
hope she feels better soon.
1202
01:28:05.620 --> 01:28:06.810
- I will.
1203
01:28:06.810 --> 01:28:07.979
- Goodnight.
1204
01:28:07.979 --> 01:28:08.979
- Goodnight.
1205
01:28:20.937 --> 01:28:23.354
(soft music)
1206
01:29:55.550 --> 01:29:57.800
- Your time in prison has
not taught you one thing.
1207
01:29:57.800 --> 01:30:00.480
- My time has taught me plenty.
1208
01:30:00.480 --> 01:30:02.320
When you're caged like a rabid animal
1209
01:30:02.320 --> 01:30:05.800
there is only one thing to do, think.
1210
01:30:05.800 --> 01:30:08.123
I entertained my mind to no end.
1211
01:30:09.000 --> 01:30:10.900
Now, would you like to know
what it was consumed by?
1212
01:30:10.900 --> 01:30:11.733
- [Scene Partner] I should think
1213
01:30:11.733 --> 01:30:13.080
the very things that sent you there.
1214
01:30:13.080 --> 01:30:15.720
- That was indeed a part
of it, but not in the way
1215
01:30:15.720 --> 01:30:18.070
that your tiny minds thinks.
1216
01:30:18.070 --> 01:30:19.460
The only regret I have
1217
01:30:19.460 --> 01:30:22.283
is using that wonderful
gift too sparingly,
1218
01:30:23.450 --> 01:30:26.440
for, if Alexander had
not awoken when he did
1219
01:30:27.500 --> 01:30:30.810
I may very well have been in
Paris at this very moment.
1220
01:30:30.810 --> 01:30:34.110
You see, my shame is not
in what my actions were,
1221
01:30:34.110 --> 01:30:39.110
instead, I find shame in
these actions I did not take.
1222
01:30:39.345 --> 01:30:40.329
(casting director clearing throat)
1223
01:30:40.329 --> 01:30:42.010
- [Casting Director] Thank you, Krystal,
1224
01:30:42.010 --> 01:30:43.623
that was very helpful.
1225
01:30:48.069 --> 01:30:50.017
- Do you want to see anything different?
1226
01:30:50.017 --> 01:30:53.137
- No, no, that's good for now, thank you.
1227
01:30:56.300 --> 01:30:57.890
- Oh.
1228
01:30:57.890 --> 01:31:00.283
Okay, thank you.
1229
01:31:05.552 --> 01:31:06.973
- [Casting Director] Careful.
1230
01:31:06.973 --> 01:31:08.390
- Right, careful.
1231
01:31:16.105 --> 01:31:18.272
(sighing)
1232
01:31:22.617 --> 01:31:23.784
Fucking idiot.
1233
01:31:43.415 --> 01:31:46.437
He wouldn't let me do a good scene.
1234
01:31:46.437 --> 01:31:48.770
(muttering)
1235
01:31:50.108 --> 01:31:50.941
I shoulda.
1236
01:31:52.408 --> 01:31:54.491
Fucking only opportunity.
1237
01:31:56.240 --> 01:31:57.073
Fuck!
1238
01:32:01.200 --> 01:32:02.033
Fuck.
1239
01:32:04.744 --> 01:32:06.000
(knocking on door)
1240
01:32:06.000 --> 01:32:06.833
Yes?
1241
01:32:08.229 --> 01:32:10.080
(knocking on door)
1242
01:32:10.080 --> 01:32:10.913
Come in.
1243
01:32:14.900 --> 01:32:16.210
- Hi.
1244
01:32:16.210 --> 01:32:19.010
I'm sorry, I just wanted to
check to see if you're okay?
1245
01:32:20.370 --> 01:32:21.910
- I fucked it up that badly?
1246
01:32:21.910 --> 01:32:24.470
- No, not at all, I've seen so much worse
1247
01:32:24.470 --> 01:32:25.924
just is this week.
1248
01:32:25.924 --> 01:32:27.300
(chuckling)
1249
01:32:27.300 --> 01:32:28.350
- That's encouraging.
1250
01:32:29.280 --> 01:32:33.483
- He's an asshole, and thankfully,
it isn't just up to him.
1251
01:32:34.910 --> 01:32:36.860
- Well, what did you think?
1252
01:32:36.860 --> 01:32:39.610
- I watched you last year, talked to Rene
1253
01:32:39.610 --> 01:32:40.710
about what you can do.
1254
01:32:42.420 --> 01:32:47.420
And, I might be persuaded
to give you a second chance.
1255
01:32:50.360 --> 01:32:51.880
- Okay, you know what?
1256
01:32:51.880 --> 01:32:54.053
This is getting incredibly fucking old.
1257
01:32:55.310 --> 01:32:56.266
- I didn't mean anything by it.
1258
01:32:56.266 --> 01:32:59.520
- Bullshit, what did Rene tell you?
1259
01:32:59.520 --> 01:33:02.170
- That you're incredibly
talented but scared.
1260
01:33:02.170 --> 01:33:03.720
- Of what?
1261
01:33:03.720 --> 01:33:05.350
- He says you're scared of yourself.
1262
01:33:05.350 --> 01:33:07.560
- Oh, so he didn't tell you
that I would sleep with you?
1263
01:33:07.560 --> 01:33:09.710
Because that seems to be a thing.
1264
01:33:09.710 --> 01:33:10.543
Everyone seems to think
1265
01:33:10.543 --> 01:33:13.320
that I am just dying
to get their dick wet.
1266
01:33:13.320 --> 01:33:15.500
- Look, I really wasn't
trying to mean anything by it.
1267
01:33:15.500 --> 01:33:17.070
- Whatever.
1268
01:33:17.070 --> 01:33:18.076
You know what?
1269
01:33:18.076 --> 01:33:19.003
Everyone just wants what they want.
1270
01:33:20.220 --> 01:33:24.960
Oh, hey, by the way, your
script, yeah, it fucking sucks,
1271
01:33:24.960 --> 01:33:26.750
why don't you learn how to write?
1272
01:33:26.750 --> 01:33:27.583
- Yeah.
1273
01:33:27.583 --> 01:33:28.416
- [Krystal] Yeah.
1274
01:33:29.530 --> 01:33:30.363
- Good luck.
1275
01:33:30.363 --> 01:33:31.243
- [Krystal] Yeah, fuck you!
1276
01:33:35.287 --> 01:33:36.120
- Fuck.
1277
01:33:43.530 --> 01:33:46.110
- We can't sustain with
this type of decline,
1278
01:33:46.110 --> 01:33:49.530
and another sermon on
finances will only do so much.
1279
01:33:49.530 --> 01:33:51.260
- [Elder] The problem is,
is they don't trust us.
1280
01:33:51.260 --> 01:33:53.290
- Well, don't you think
the people still here
1281
01:33:53.290 --> 01:33:55.190
are invested enough to believe?
1282
01:33:55.190 --> 01:33:57.280
- We can expect any more from them.
1283
01:33:57.280 --> 01:33:59.480
Vincent, what can we provide you
1284
01:33:59.480 --> 01:34:00.993
so that you finish this thing?
1285
01:34:03.980 --> 01:34:07.453
- Gentleman, we have been
struggling for so long.
1286
01:34:09.660 --> 01:34:12.613
We have tried and failed, every
time we get back on track.
1287
01:34:14.050 --> 01:34:15.080
Maybe it's time to consider
1288
01:34:15.080 --> 01:34:17.030
that God isn't wanting us here anymore.
1289
01:34:18.602 --> 01:34:19.830
(scoffing)
1290
01:34:19.830 --> 01:34:21.560
- What do you mean?
1291
01:34:21.560 --> 01:34:25.513
- What I said, maybe it's
time to close our doors.
1292
01:34:26.610 --> 01:34:29.463
- What about the congregation,
where do they go?
1293
01:34:30.950 --> 01:34:34.740
- Wherever they want, we're
not the only church in town.
1294
01:34:34.740 --> 01:34:38.470
- Vincent, God put us
together for a reason,
1295
01:34:38.470 --> 01:34:40.570
we can't just drop
everything that's not being
1296
01:34:40.570 --> 01:34:44.050
a good steward of what
he's entrusted to us.
1297
01:34:44.050 --> 01:34:46.023
- Vincent, I know you're tired, but,
1298
01:34:47.320 --> 01:34:48.970
we can't just abandon everything.
1299
01:34:52.430 --> 01:34:53.263
- Okay.
1300
01:34:54.350 --> 01:34:57.443
Nevermind, it was just a passing thought.
1301
01:34:59.420 --> 01:35:02.633
- [Marcus] Okay then,
anybody have anymore ideas?
1302
01:35:08.326 --> 01:35:11.540
- [Elder] We can talk
more after Sunday's lunch.
1303
01:35:11.540 --> 01:35:13.360
- What the heck was that?
1304
01:35:13.360 --> 01:35:14.840
- I was just looking for alternatives.
1305
01:35:14.840 --> 01:35:15.983
- Yeah, but giving up?
1306
01:35:16.978 --> 01:35:18.720
That's not like you.
1307
01:35:18.720 --> 01:35:19.860
- You don't know what's like me.
1308
01:35:19.860 --> 01:35:21.093
- What is going on?
1309
01:35:22.284 --> 01:35:23.730
(knocking on door)
1310
01:35:23.730 --> 01:35:24.563
- Yes?
1311
01:35:26.060 --> 01:35:27.940
- Laurel's here to see you.
1312
01:35:27.940 --> 01:35:29.350
- Okay, bring her in.
1313
01:35:29.350 --> 01:35:30.713
- Vincent, she's crying.
1314
01:35:31.710 --> 01:35:32.610
- What's going on?
1315
01:35:35.030 --> 01:35:35.880
- I have no idea.
1316
01:35:40.330 --> 01:35:44.180
- Laurel, hey, please take a seat.
1317
01:35:44.180 --> 01:35:45.430
- Pastor, I need to talk.
1318
01:35:46.590 --> 01:35:47.690
- I'll step outside.
1319
01:35:47.690 --> 01:35:50.640
- Wait, what's this about?
1320
01:35:50.640 --> 01:35:52.520
- Please don't do that, don't play dumb,
1321
01:35:52.520 --> 01:35:53.720
he doesn't deserve that.
1322
01:35:55.830 --> 01:35:56.743
- Where is Josh?
1323
01:35:58.440 --> 01:36:00.273
Laurel, where is Josh?
1324
01:36:01.700 --> 01:36:03.453
- I found him in our backyard.
1325
01:36:05.182 --> 01:36:07.103
I took the baby, we went to the park.
1326
01:36:08.340 --> 01:36:09.623
He said he was fine.
1327
01:36:10.916 --> 01:36:11.749
(crying)
1328
01:36:11.749 --> 01:36:12.763
He hung himself.
1329
01:36:14.530 --> 01:36:15.730
- Jesus Christ.
1330
01:36:15.730 --> 01:36:17.940
- You knew he was gonna do that.
1331
01:36:17.940 --> 01:36:21.110
How could you let him,
how could you not care?
1332
01:36:21.110 --> 01:36:22.030
- I do care.
1333
01:36:22.030 --> 01:36:22.863
- Bullshit!
1334
01:36:23.930 --> 01:36:26.890
I begged for your help, I begged you!
1335
01:36:26.890 --> 01:36:28.950
I heard every word you said to him,
1336
01:36:28.950 --> 01:36:30.900
you are lying piece of garbage,
1337
01:36:30.900 --> 01:36:32.680
and you took my husband's life!
1338
01:36:32.680 --> 01:36:34.680
- Laurel, Vincent loved Josh.
1339
01:36:34.680 --> 01:36:36.170
- You didn't hear him!
1340
01:36:36.170 --> 01:36:38.453
He doesn't believe a word of it, do you?
1341
01:36:40.260 --> 01:36:41.453
Why are you even here?
1342
01:36:43.200 --> 01:36:44.900
- Perhaps we should pray together.
1343
01:36:45.800 --> 01:36:49.790
- No, no more prayers, not from you.
1344
01:36:49.790 --> 01:36:52.813
I can't wait for the day
you find out hell is real.
1345
01:36:57.670 --> 01:36:58.503
- Vincent!
1346
01:36:59.637 --> 01:37:02.363
(tense music)
1347
01:37:02.363 --> 01:37:04.530
(sighing)
1348
01:37:07.090 --> 01:37:07.923
- I'm leaving.
1349
01:37:09.806 --> 01:37:12.056
(scoffing)
1350
01:37:14.236 --> 01:37:16.903
(ringing in ears)
1351
01:37:16.903 --> 01:37:20.493
Dear sister, I want you to come see me.
1352
01:37:23.285 --> 01:37:27.860
I don't regret what I said,
but I do regret how I said it.
1353
01:37:27.860 --> 01:37:29.710
We need each other.
1354
01:37:29.710 --> 01:37:32.930
Dear Krystal, I worry about you.
1355
01:37:32.930 --> 01:37:33.770
I'm kind of surprised
1356
01:37:33.770 --> 01:37:36.080
that I haven't heard back from you yet.
1357
01:37:36.080 --> 01:37:38.490
I just need you to say
something, anything,
1358
01:37:38.490 --> 01:37:41.283
even if it's telling me to fuck off.
1359
01:37:42.400 --> 01:37:43.903
I need to hear from my sister.
1360
01:37:44.970 --> 01:37:49.120
My dear Krystal, so yeah,
I've been here two months now,
1361
01:37:49.120 --> 01:37:52.800
but already it's trouble, it's weird.
1362
01:37:52.800 --> 01:37:56.253
People staring at me and
wanting answers from me,
1363
01:37:57.265 --> 01:38:00.944
and I'm just supposed to
make everything better.
1364
01:38:00.944 --> 01:38:03.540
It really hurts to write to you
1365
01:38:03.540 --> 01:38:05.963
and not even get a hello in response.
1366
01:38:07.080 --> 01:38:09.120
How can you be so cold, huh?
1367
01:38:09.120 --> 01:38:10.753
Krystal, so you win.
1368
01:38:11.952 --> 01:38:13.910
You always were more stubborn than me.
1369
01:38:13.910 --> 01:38:17.440
They look to me to give them that passion,
1370
01:38:17.440 --> 01:38:18.650
and that's not possible.
1371
01:38:18.650 --> 01:38:20.602
I can barely do that for myself,
1372
01:38:20.602 --> 01:38:23.400
much less an entire congregation.
1373
01:38:23.400 --> 01:38:24.890
God, I'm exhausted.
1374
01:38:24.890 --> 01:38:26.930
Even a pastor needs a confessional,
1375
01:38:26.930 --> 01:38:29.180
and I think that's what
these letters have become.
1376
01:38:29.180 --> 01:38:32.873
So you know what, Krystal, fuck you.
1377
01:38:33.945 --> 01:38:35.945
I can see how truly pathetic my life is.
1378
01:38:37.170 --> 01:38:40.010
Krystal, you know something I
always appreciated about you?
1379
01:38:40.010 --> 01:38:41.270
You could always perfectly
1380
01:38:41.270 --> 01:38:43.800
get to the heart of the
matter with a quote.
1381
01:38:43.800 --> 01:38:45.890
I have no idea what I'm saying.
1382
01:38:45.890 --> 01:38:47.560
I want to help them, I really do,
1383
01:38:47.560 --> 01:38:52.240
but I'm just as wretched
and hopeless as any of them.
1384
01:38:52.240 --> 01:38:53.380
How do you look at your reflection
1385
01:38:53.380 --> 01:38:56.253
and not just feel really disgusted?
1386
01:38:57.820 --> 01:38:59.712
Out, damned spot.
1387
01:39:01.722 --> 01:39:04.555
(Krystal humming)
1388
01:39:08.924 --> 01:39:11.424
(ringing in ears)
1389
01:39:26.090 --> 01:39:27.273
- Hey.
1390
01:39:27.273 --> 01:39:28.106
(dramatic music)
1391
01:39:28.106 --> 01:39:30.363
So, I had a shitty day.
1392
01:39:31.450 --> 01:39:32.367
- Fuck you.
1393
01:39:33.260 --> 01:39:34.980
- Excuse me?
1394
01:39:34.980 --> 01:39:37.150
- What are you doing here, huh?
1395
01:39:37.150 --> 01:39:38.590
Did you really want to reconnect with me
1396
01:39:38.590 --> 01:39:40.260
or is it just that you
fucked up every other option?
1397
01:39:40.260 --> 01:39:41.520
- I wanted to see you!
1398
01:39:41.520 --> 01:39:43.862
- It's bullshit, it's
such fucking bullshit.
1399
01:39:43.862 --> 01:39:44.695
You destroy everything,
- God, what
1400
01:39:44.695 --> 01:39:45.870
is your fucking problem?
- you always have.
1401
01:39:45.870 --> 01:39:47.520
My life was fine, I was doing just fine,
1402
01:39:47.520 --> 01:39:49.700
and then you show up
and it's all messed up!
1403
01:39:49.700 --> 01:39:52.510
- Okay, have you forgotten
about those fucking letters
1404
01:39:52.510 --> 01:39:53.343
that you sent me?
1405
01:39:53.343 --> 01:39:54.610
Those whiny fucking letters
1406
01:39:54.610 --> 01:39:57.291
about how miserable your life was?
1407
01:39:57.291 --> 01:39:58.780
- Is this really working for you, huh?
1408
01:39:58.780 --> 01:40:00.330
This whole, do whatever the fuck
1409
01:40:00.330 --> 01:40:02.221
you wanna do, hedonism bullshit?
1410
01:40:02.221 --> 01:40:03.054
- [Krystal] Pretty much.
1411
01:40:03.054 --> 01:40:04.370
- Because you seem pretty
fucking miserable to me.
1412
01:40:04.370 --> 01:40:07.170
You can't even look at
yourself in the goddamn mirror.
1413
01:40:07.170 --> 01:40:09.170
- This is who I am, it's me.
1414
01:40:09.170 --> 01:40:12.030
Good or bad, pretty or
ugly, it's fucking me.
1415
01:40:12.030 --> 01:40:14.110
And I'm not the one who's hiding
every little fucking thing
1416
01:40:14.110 --> 01:40:17.262
about myself, why are
you fucking doing that?
1417
01:40:17.262 --> 01:40:18.095
- You know what?
1418
01:40:18.095 --> 01:40:19.394
This isn't working, just get out.
1419
01:40:19.394 --> 01:40:20.227
- Vincent--
1420
01:40:20.227 --> 01:40:21.583
- [Vincent] Just leave me alone!
1421
01:40:23.740 --> 01:40:24.767
- Fuck you!
1422
01:40:26.948 --> 01:40:28.514
Jesus.
1423
01:40:28.514 --> 01:40:29.347
Fuck you!
1424
01:40:36.306 --> 01:40:38.389
(crying)
1425
01:40:53.855 --> 01:40:55.652
God, what is your fucking problem?
1426
01:40:55.652 --> 01:40:58.294
You lie to yourself more
than anyone I've ever met.
1427
01:40:58.294 --> 01:40:59.544
Fucking faggot.
1428
01:41:00.712 --> 01:41:01.982
I wanna hear you say that your life
1429
01:41:01.982 --> 01:41:03.801
is as bad as mine.
1430
01:41:03.801 --> 01:41:05.467
For once!
1431
01:41:05.467 --> 01:41:06.300
I'm not the one who's hiding
1432
01:41:06.300 --> 01:41:08.253
every fucking little things about myself.
1433
01:41:08.253 --> 01:41:09.086
Fuck you!
1434
01:41:13.492 --> 01:41:16.242
(dramatic music)
1435
01:42:05.930 --> 01:42:06.763
- Fuck.
1436
01:44:45.328 --> 01:44:47.593
- [Krystal] To my sweet, sweet Vincent.
1437
01:44:49.270 --> 01:44:50.103
Hey.
1438
01:44:51.460 --> 01:44:54.520
I thought maybe we should talk in person,
1439
01:44:54.520 --> 01:44:58.030
but, we both know that
wouldn't go so well.
1440
01:44:59.003 --> 01:45:01.520
I mean, Jesus Christ,
1441
01:45:01.520 --> 01:45:04.063
how can eyes be so judgemental?
1442
01:45:06.970 --> 01:45:09.503
Do you remember our last summer together?
1443
01:45:11.760 --> 01:45:12.613
Of course you do.
1444
01:45:15.229 --> 01:45:16.553
God, I got to you so much.
1445
01:45:18.550 --> 01:45:21.510
I needed to see you, I needed a hug.
1446
01:45:21.510 --> 01:45:24.070
I knew that you were already
on this religious excursion
1447
01:45:24.070 --> 01:45:26.360
but I didn't think it'd stick.
1448
01:45:26.360 --> 01:45:28.223
Nobody changes that much.
1449
01:45:29.190 --> 01:45:32.310
All I wanted was for you to
come to our last show, Vincent.
1450
01:45:32.310 --> 01:45:34.420
I needed to see you in the audience,
1451
01:45:34.420 --> 01:45:36.570
telling me that
everything's gonna be okay.
1452
01:45:45.063 --> 01:45:46.396
You fucking ass.
1453
01:45:47.450 --> 01:45:50.120
Go, live your life, I really understand.
1454
01:45:50.120 --> 01:45:51.650
But to tell me that you're leaving
1455
01:45:51.650 --> 01:45:53.783
because I'm a stumbling block for you?
1456
01:45:54.776 --> 01:45:56.670
That you needed to abandon your family
1457
01:45:56.670 --> 01:45:59.290
and go to a seminary 900 miles away
1458
01:45:59.290 --> 01:46:01.403
and devote yourself entirely to God,
1459
01:46:02.348 --> 01:46:05.713
then I will never be as important
as your invisible friend.
1460
01:46:07.680 --> 01:46:09.660
Is being around me
really going to make you
1461
01:46:09.660 --> 01:46:11.613
such a horrible person?
1462
01:46:13.029 --> 01:46:17.600
I mean, come on, what were you scared of?
1463
01:46:17.600 --> 01:46:21.140
I only needed us, but that
wasn't good enough for you.
1464
01:46:21.140 --> 01:46:22.793
You destroyed it, not me.
1465
01:46:23.958 --> 01:46:25.658
Now I don't need you, not anymore.
1466
01:46:26.690 --> 01:46:27.683
And never again.
1467
01:47:04.280 --> 01:47:06.780
I hope you find what you need.
1468
01:47:43.320 --> 01:47:44.823
- So guide us with your Word,
1469
01:47:45.710 --> 01:47:48.680
provide us with wisdom and understanding.
1470
01:47:48.680 --> 01:47:52.323
We love you Father, in the
name of your Son, amen.
1471
01:47:54.273 --> 01:47:55.106
- Amen.
1472
01:47:55.106 --> 01:47:56.189
- [Marcus] Amen.
1473
01:48:10.230 --> 01:48:12.960
- I'm just going to come out and say it,
1474
01:48:12.960 --> 01:48:16.570
we're here to see if you're
still qualified for ministry,
1475
01:48:16.570 --> 01:48:18.963
or even if you want to
be in ministry anymore?
1476
01:48:20.900 --> 01:48:22.030
Marcus called us last night
1477
01:48:22.030 --> 01:48:24.270
expressing some pretty serious concerns
1478
01:48:24.270 --> 01:48:25.563
about your current state.
1479
01:48:26.570 --> 01:48:28.500
I'd be lying if I said
none of us also felt
1480
01:48:28.500 --> 01:48:30.623
or saw the same thing.
1481
01:48:33.690 --> 01:48:35.700
Marcus, why don't you start by telling us
1482
01:48:35.700 --> 01:48:38.400
some of your growing concerns
for the past few months?
1483
01:49:05.149 --> 01:49:06.459
(people chatting)
1484
01:49:06.459 --> 01:49:08.876
(soft music)
1485
01:49:30.600 --> 01:49:31.463
- Sorry I'm late.
1486
01:49:32.310 --> 01:49:33.143
Had to find a good excuse
1487
01:49:33.143 --> 01:49:34.960
to break away from the back and forth.
1488
01:49:47.900 --> 01:49:49.050
- Thank you for coming.
1489
01:49:52.490 --> 01:49:53.940
- How are you holding up?
1490
01:49:53.940 --> 01:49:54.773
Honestly.
1491
01:49:56.820 --> 01:49:59.223
- Honestly, I'm nervous.
1492
01:50:01.410 --> 01:50:03.310
- I'd say that's quite understandable.
1493
01:50:06.390 --> 01:50:08.420
- Have they said anything yet?
1494
01:50:08.420 --> 01:50:09.253
- No, not really,
1495
01:50:09.253 --> 01:50:12.743
it's just been the
usual exhausting banter.
1496
01:50:15.830 --> 01:50:17.580
I think everybody's still just in shock
1497
01:50:17.580 --> 01:50:18.630
from the whole thing.
1498
01:50:22.770 --> 01:50:24.120
- I feel like I'm on trial.
1499
01:50:26.714 --> 01:50:29.140
- To be perfectly honest, you are Vincent.
1500
01:50:29.140 --> 01:50:31.140
I mean, what did you think was going on?
1501
01:50:34.610 --> 01:50:36.210
- Do you think I'm disqualified?
1502
01:50:38.930 --> 01:50:43.130
- I don't know, I just don't know.
1503
01:50:43.130 --> 01:50:46.483
But I'm rooting for you,
okay I always have been.
1504
01:50:49.670 --> 01:50:51.120
- It's just all so fucked up.
1505
01:50:52.600 --> 01:50:54.243
- Did you tell us everything?
1506
01:50:56.640 --> 01:50:57.623
No more secrets?
1507
01:51:00.850 --> 01:51:02.700
- I don't have a reason to hold back.
1508
01:51:05.220 --> 01:51:07.240
- Gentleman, can I
start you with something
1509
01:51:07.240 --> 01:51:08.590
other than the water today?
1510
01:51:09.670 --> 01:51:11.690
- Water's fine.
1511
01:51:11.690 --> 01:51:12.740
- [Waiter] Coffee?
1512
01:51:12.740 --> 01:51:13.573
- Please.
1513
01:51:13.573 --> 01:51:14.560
- [Waiter] Sounds great,
I'll be back shortly
1514
01:51:14.560 --> 01:51:15.393
to take your order.
1515
01:51:15.393 --> 01:51:16.514
- Thank you.
1516
01:51:16.514 --> 01:51:17.347
- Thanks.
1517
01:51:19.932 --> 01:51:20.765
Well, I'll tell you what.
1518
01:51:20.765 --> 01:51:22.270
Let's just try to eat, enjoy this meal,
1519
01:51:22.270 --> 01:51:24.700
and try not to think about it.
1520
01:51:24.700 --> 01:51:25.617
Worrying just makes us feel sick,
1521
01:51:25.617 --> 01:51:28.180
and the food here is
simply too good for that.
1522
01:51:28.180 --> 01:51:29.650
I'll buy.
1523
01:51:29.650 --> 01:51:30.483
- No, I can do it.
1524
01:51:30.483 --> 01:51:31.960
- That, sir, is not up for debate.
1525
01:51:31.960 --> 01:51:34.840
I'll provide the food, you
provide the wonderful company.
1526
01:51:34.840 --> 01:51:36.810
It's a pretty fair trade, don't you think?
1527
01:51:36.810 --> 01:51:39.773
Breakfast, you, I think they're equal.
1528
01:51:43.920 --> 01:51:46.033
Yes, a smile, thank you.
1529
01:51:47.110 --> 01:51:49.357
I haven't seen you do
that in a little bit.
1530
01:52:04.269 --> 01:52:05.519
- Good morning.
1531
01:52:06.627 --> 01:52:07.943
I made you some coffee.
1532
01:52:09.180 --> 01:52:10.013
- [Rene] Thanks.
1533
01:52:24.610 --> 01:52:25.443
- Rene,
1534
01:52:29.615 --> 01:52:30.448
I'm sorry
1535
01:52:32.120 --> 01:52:33.770
about the way I left the theater.
1536
01:52:36.000 --> 01:52:37.550
That wasn't how I wanted to go,
1537
01:52:40.720 --> 01:52:44.083
but I'm absolutely ready to go.
1538
01:52:49.290 --> 01:52:50.253
You don't see me.
1539
01:52:52.820 --> 01:52:54.653
You just see what you want me to be,
1540
01:52:57.086 --> 01:52:58.486
and I'm fucking suffocating.
1541
01:53:05.330 --> 01:53:06.680
I just can't keep doing it.
1542
01:53:11.260 --> 01:53:16.083
And it's not just you,
it's literally every time.
1543
01:53:17.790 --> 01:53:19.273
You know, these directors,
1544
01:53:21.970 --> 01:53:25.173
manipulating, controlling,
1545
01:53:27.460 --> 01:53:28.560
I'm just done with it.
1546
01:53:34.704 --> 01:53:37.371
I am so unhappy, you're unhappy.
1547
01:53:38.580 --> 01:53:41.283
It's like you forgot why
you got into this business.
1548
01:53:42.560 --> 01:53:46.083
You used to love plays, you
used to love reading new shows.
1549
01:53:48.580 --> 01:53:50.163
And if I don't end it now,
1550
01:53:53.233 --> 01:53:54.150
and go,
1551
01:53:57.490 --> 01:53:58.533
I may never go.
1552
01:54:05.550 --> 01:54:06.773
This isn't who I am.
1553
01:54:27.030 --> 01:54:27.863
- Okay.
1554
01:54:37.530 --> 01:54:38.363
- Okay.
1555
01:54:44.501 --> 01:54:49.501
- We had a good run.
1556
01:54:52.415 --> 01:54:53.643
- Will you do me a favor?
1557
01:54:58.131 --> 01:54:59.927
Will you take care of yourself?
1558
01:55:02.240 --> 01:55:03.083
Get some sleep.
1559
01:55:06.452 --> 01:55:07.502
Take a fucking class.
1560
01:55:22.301 --> 01:55:23.384
I'm gonna go.
1561
01:55:27.100 --> 01:55:29.600
(somber music)
1562
01:56:38.378 --> 01:56:40.961
(upbeat music)
1563
01:57:12.465 --> 01:57:15.215
(dramatic music)
1564
01:57:33.690 --> 01:57:36.273
(upbeat music)
1565
01:58:54.744 --> 01:58:55.577
Goodbye.
1566
01:59:06.007 --> 01:59:08.424
(soft music)
1567
01:59:13.025 --> 01:59:13.858
- [Vincent] Thank you.
1568
01:59:13.858 --> 01:59:14.691
- Thanks.
1569
01:59:19.410 --> 01:59:20.783
She's a poison, Vincent.
1570
01:59:24.332 --> 01:59:25.540
- How?
1571
01:59:25.540 --> 01:59:27.410
Tell me exactly how she's a poison.
1572
01:59:27.410 --> 01:59:30.040
- What has she brought
you since she arrived?
1573
01:59:30.040 --> 01:59:32.440
Questions, anxiety, anger.
1574
01:59:32.440 --> 01:59:33.580
- Shouldn't we always be questioning?
1575
01:59:33.580 --> 01:59:34.990
- [Marcus] Not like this.
1576
01:59:34.990 --> 01:59:35.823
- Not like what?
1577
01:59:37.120 --> 01:59:39.310
- You're my brother in
this war, I love you.
1578
01:59:39.310 --> 01:59:43.213
I'm trying to support you,
but, being true to yourself,
1579
01:59:43.213 --> 01:59:45.630
it's not good.
1580
01:59:45.630 --> 01:59:48.230
It's not healthy, it's not even safe.
1581
01:59:48.230 --> 01:59:50.430
You're broken, I'm broken,
1582
01:59:50.430 --> 01:59:53.520
everyone seated around
us right now is broken.
1583
01:59:53.520 --> 01:59:55.610
We come from a fallen
world, and that world,
1584
01:59:55.610 --> 01:59:58.370
dying and full of sin is
trying to lure you away
1585
01:59:58.370 --> 02:00:01.693
with it's succulent
voice, don't listen to it.
1586
02:00:04.470 --> 02:00:06.890
I know there's shit you weren't saying.
1587
02:00:06.890 --> 02:00:08.670
Something dark that you
refuse to tell the Board.
1588
02:00:08.670 --> 02:00:11.400
I know that whatever's going
on, you want to embrace it,
1589
02:00:11.400 --> 02:00:12.453
but do not do it.
1590
02:00:13.600 --> 02:00:15.763
You are cattle heading for the slaughter.
1591
02:00:16.860 --> 02:00:18.123
- You don't believe that.
1592
02:00:19.170 --> 02:00:20.800
How could you?
1593
02:00:20.800 --> 02:00:22.200
And you know what, I am so fucking tired
1594
02:00:22.200 --> 02:00:23.780
of everyone being so
dramatic all the time.
1595
02:00:23.780 --> 02:00:26.290
Yes, yes, Krystal is fucked
up, but like you said,
1596
02:00:26.290 --> 02:00:30.070
we all are, but she is not a bad person.
1597
02:00:30.070 --> 02:00:31.870
She is trying to figure out who she is,
1598
02:00:31.870 --> 02:00:33.380
and she fights like hell
to make that happen.
1599
02:00:33.380 --> 02:00:35.120
That should be a
beautiful thing, not ugly.
1600
02:00:35.120 --> 02:00:37.420
- Vincent, listen to
yourself, think about it.
1601
02:00:38.350 --> 02:00:40.770
You and I, and everyone who
has ever taking a breath
1602
02:00:40.770 --> 02:00:44.393
has a nature that was
beautiful once, yes, but,
1603
02:00:45.360 --> 02:00:47.910
the fall ripped away from
who we were supposed to be
1604
02:00:47.910 --> 02:00:49.720
and turned us evil.
1605
02:00:49.720 --> 02:00:51.620
Do we really want to know
the depths of who we are
1606
02:00:51.620 --> 02:00:53.570
without a God who kindly offers rescue?
1607
02:00:55.640 --> 02:00:57.290
- Marcus, what are you so afraid of?
1608
02:00:57.290 --> 02:01:01.150
- Everything, Vincent,
I'm at war with myself
1609
02:01:01.150 --> 02:01:02.313
more than anyone else.
1610
02:01:03.660 --> 02:01:04.743
The chief of sinners.
1611
02:01:06.200 --> 02:01:09.760
There's a person in me who I despise.
1612
02:01:09.760 --> 02:01:11.690
I don't do the things
I want to do, indeed,
1613
02:01:11.690 --> 02:01:13.340
I do the very things that I hate.
1614
02:01:16.850 --> 02:01:17.950
- You're full of shit.
1615
02:01:19.397 --> 02:01:20.470
(scoffing)
1616
02:01:20.470 --> 02:01:23.970
- Okay, yeah, I'm full of
shit, we're all full of shit.
1617
02:01:23.970 --> 02:01:25.920
But has it ever occurred
to you that the path
1618
02:01:25.920 --> 02:01:27.934
to self-discovery will
only lead to an emptiness
1619
02:01:27.934 --> 02:01:30.250
and you buried six feet under?
1620
02:01:30.250 --> 02:01:31.360
And along the way the impact
1621
02:01:31.360 --> 02:01:33.360
that you have on the lives of
others will only leave them
1622
02:01:33.360 --> 02:01:34.543
feeling empty as well.
1623
02:01:35.660 --> 02:01:39.170
Perhaps it's a good thing that
I deny what I think and feel
1624
02:01:39.170 --> 02:01:42.160
because at least I can
offer help, real or false
1625
02:01:42.160 --> 02:01:44.143
to those who would otherwise not have it.
1626
02:01:46.360 --> 02:01:49.523
Josh would still be alive
had he been given that hope.
1627
02:01:51.800 --> 02:01:56.073
I love you Vincent,
but, what are you doing?
1628
02:02:03.130 --> 02:02:04.230
It's supposed to rain.
1629
02:02:05.400 --> 02:02:06.593
I'll drive you home.
1630
02:02:08.700 --> 02:02:11.443
The elders probably won't
decide anything today anyway.
1631
02:02:24.910 --> 02:02:26.443
- [Vincent] Can I ask you something?
1632
02:02:30.035 --> 02:02:31.213
- Why didn't I tell them?
1633
02:02:32.580 --> 02:02:34.310
- [Vincent] Seems like
it'd be kind of a big deal.
1634
02:02:34.310 --> 02:02:35.660
- Yeah, what even was that?
1635
02:02:39.567 --> 02:02:40.817
- It seems obvious to me.
1636
02:02:42.630 --> 02:02:45.970
- Yeah, but I mean, it
wasn't planned, was it?
1637
02:02:45.970 --> 02:02:47.243
It just sort of happened?
1638
02:02:52.530 --> 02:02:53.823
- [Vincent] Was it all that bad?
1639
02:02:55.160 --> 02:02:56.053
- It's sin!
1640
02:02:59.330 --> 02:03:00.430
- Yeah, so I've heard.
1641
02:03:05.900 --> 02:03:06.900
But did you want it?
1642
02:03:10.290 --> 02:03:15.093
- What I want doesn't
matter, what does God want?
1643
02:03:20.090 --> 02:03:22.730
- Please, no more talk about God,
1644
02:03:22.730 --> 02:03:24.380
I can't take anymore talk about God.
1645
02:03:24.380 --> 02:03:26.191
- [Marcus] But, I...
1646
02:03:26.191 --> 02:03:29.260
- No, no more.
1647
02:03:38.029 --> 02:03:38.862
It's this.
1648
02:03:42.400 --> 02:03:43.233
This touch.
1649
02:03:45.810 --> 02:03:48.623
This is what I know and feel is real.
1650
02:03:51.330 --> 02:03:54.470
I'm too drained questioning what God wants
1651
02:03:54.470 --> 02:03:55.773
or doesn't want for me.
1652
02:03:59.775 --> 02:04:03.047
And I want to think about
me for just once in my life.
1653
02:04:04.950 --> 02:04:07.523
I want to think about what I want.
1654
02:04:09.453 --> 02:04:11.123
And I don't want to feel guilty about it.
1655
02:04:36.693 --> 02:04:37.911
Do you want some water?
1656
02:04:37.911 --> 02:04:38.744
- Yeah.
1657
02:05:18.681 --> 02:05:19.764
Yeah, thanks.
1658
02:06:10.030 --> 02:06:12.780
(dramatic music)
1659
02:10:33.987 --> 02:10:35.670
(door closing)
1660
02:10:47.293 --> 02:10:49.376
(crying)
1661
02:11:46.600 --> 02:11:47.993
- [Marcus] The elders are ready.
1662
02:11:51.410 --> 02:11:52.802
- Marcus--
1663
02:11:52.802 --> 02:11:55.433
- No, not right now.
1664
02:11:58.800 --> 02:11:59.633
It's sin.
1665
02:12:02.368 --> 02:12:03.468
It will always be sin.
1666
02:12:18.770 --> 02:12:21.340
- We're going to make this quick Vincent.
1667
02:12:21.340 --> 02:12:22.490
None of us like this,
1668
02:12:22.490 --> 02:12:24.010
but we're really trying
to think of what's best
1669
02:12:24.010 --> 02:12:25.633
for the congregation right now.
1670
02:12:27.010 --> 02:12:30.080
The things that you're
dealing with, the doubt,
1671
02:12:30.080 --> 02:12:34.583
the stress, the personal
stuff with your sister,
1672
02:12:35.470 --> 02:12:37.620
this body doesn't need
another controversy.
1673
02:12:38.810 --> 02:12:41.900
So, we decided to not let you go.
1674
02:12:41.900 --> 02:12:44.230
We're going to send you out instead.
1675
02:12:44.230 --> 02:12:47.340
There's a new plant
coming up, it's smaller.
1676
02:12:47.340 --> 02:12:49.493
It'll be just you and another pastor.
1677
02:12:51.324 --> 02:12:52.157
- Who?
1678
02:12:58.540 --> 02:13:01.290
(dramatic music)
1679
02:14:32.207 --> 02:14:33.457
I love you too.
1680
02:14:42.999 --> 02:14:45.749
(dramatic music)
1681
02:15:58.004 --> 02:16:00.421
(soft music)
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