Original subtitles

What did you pick?

Truffle Butter.

Nicki Minaj, little tune.

- Solid. - Mm.

Simon.

On a week night.

Jesus, Bella.

He was your mate first.

Then where was my invite?

I don't know...

What happened to your deadline?

It was this morning, alie?

Yeah.

[WHITE NOISE]

- Ain't you tired? - No.

So? Did you finish?

Yeah.

You not hungry?

I am.

I think I am. I don't know.

I'm just...

... a bit constipated.

That's how Elvis Presley died.

You need to be careful.

I need you for my lines.

Er, boss man? To go, please.

What did you say... ?

You said "show me, see me" instead of "see me, show me".

Fuck. Okay, cool.

One more time.

Our beauty excludes...

... no woman or girl.

I am woman. Fitness comes in all sizes.

I am woman. Our beauty isn't binary.

I am woman. Our hair is professional.

Show me, see me...

... like everyone else.

If we show you a world where every woman is seen, then ladies...

... show...

... you'll show us all.

Anything?

You said, er, "see me, show me, exactly like".

- It's "exactly the same as". - Let me see?

Apart from that... I don't know if that's... ?

- Cool. - It's perfect.

How did you smash your phone?

[WHITE NOISE]

Bae?

- What? - Er...

Belles?

[INTENSE RINGING]

I don't know.

How can you not know how you smashed your phone?

Look, I don't know how... I don't... I don't...

- Er... - Right.

Did Simon have coke?

- What? - Did Simon have coke?

Yeah, yeah.

Right! So...

... you were doing coke...

No. I mean, I had a... I had a bump, T. So...

All right.

Well, you were with Simon.

He probably took you back to work.

Alie?

Yeah.

I think we should call Simon.

We should call Simon, just to check.

I'll just move my audition.

PHONE: Hi, this is Simon Ridgeley...

It's gone voicemail.

[PHONE BUZZES]

Excuse me.

Terry.

Hi, Simon. I'm with Arabella.

We tried to call from her phone

but you didn't pick up so we thought we'd call from another line.

- Hey, Si! - Yeah, I'm at work right now, you know.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah!

Sorry, just one thing, one thing! I just wanted to know...

... how... how did...

... last night end?

- How did it end? - Yeah.

I... I went...

... I went Derae's hotel.

I went back with him cos, you know, it was his last night,

so I went back and then I went...

... to work.

Terry, what's good? Is everything all right?

Okay, cool, but how... how did... yeah, yeah, how did...

... how did we say goodbye? How did it end?

Well, you were pretty waved.

Er...

You said you had to go to work, so I walked you back.

You were with me, yeah? You were there?

You were there the whole night? You were with me the night, yeah?

Of course, man!

You're good, man, you're good.

Ah, shit, I'm out here going nuts, like...

- Sorry, we just needed to call for confirmation. - I haven't slept!

- Simon, I'm so sorry, I haven't slept. - ... go back to work.

Thank you, thank you, yeah?

Oi, Si, listen, erm...

... like, why is my head, like, bleeding?

And my phone's smashed?

Erm...

... I think you fell?

Yeah, you fell.

Where's the blood coming from? Where you bleeding?

Er, it's, like, my head and, erm...

Is it bad?

Er...

... nah, it's, like... yeah, no.

Well, that's good, then. That's all good.

- All good. Belles... - Yeah.

... just... just get some sleep, yeah?

- Phew! - Bye!

Well, that's good.

Yeah?

Oh, my gosh, like, so good!

Yeah, my head's been, like...

Yeah, like, I don't know, something.

Okay, what do you mean?

I've got this, like, thing in my head of, like, this guy, erm...

He's in a toilet cubicle and he's, like...

I don't know, it seems like he's doing something a bit dodge.

He's panting and sweating,

he's got really big nostrils

and it's like he's blocking the door and the door is, like...

I don't know, there's this, like, thumping...

... sound.

Yeah, it's like he's...

... I don't know, like, blocking the door.

Trust me, like, before you came I was just in my room watching

YouTube video after YouTube video trying to keep my mind from...

You know?

What?

I'll show you.

It's about, like, false images in the mind.

VIDEO: Imagine for a second a duck teaching a French class,

a ping pong match in orbit around a black hole,

a dolphin balancing a pineapple.

You probably haven't actually seen

any of these things

but you could imagine them instantly.

How does your brain produce an image of something you've never seen?

[SHE MOUTHS THE VIDEO'S NARRATION]

That may not seem hard, but that's...

_

Oh, no.

No...

He's going to ask me how I'm going and all that.

He doesn't even know I went out.

He's going to be pissed.

[TERRY SHUTS THE LAPTOP]

All gone.

Now, you need to sleep.

- Yeah. - It's been, what?

35 hours?

- I think? - Yeah.

- Where's your headscarf? - Top drawer.

Thanks, babe.

He probably thinks I'm, like, counting macronutrients

and doing meditation.

- Who? - Biagio.

Oh, Biagio can wait.

Right now, we need to sleep.

I should sleep?

That's all.

I need to go.

Ah, feminist beauty campaign?

Yes.

Thanks, babe.

Okay.

- Good luck. - Bye.

- Good luck, babe! - Thanks.

Thank you.

- [BUTTONS BEEP LOUDLY] - _

Hey, guys.

- Hi-i-i. - Hi.

And your name is?

I'm Terry Pratchard but my friends call me T, so you may.

Great!

I'm Scarlett, this is Jacki and that's Toni.

He-e-ey!

So, on the X, please,

and if you could say your name and IG handle into the camera?

I'm Terry Pratchard.

IG handle, "@therealterrypratchard".

- And... ? - Oh! Follower count.

7,236.

Great.

So just before we read,

what's the most freeing thing you've ever done?

Ooh, erm...

... the most freeing thing...

... erm...

... oh.

I may need to think about that one.

Okay, that's great. Thank you.

Sorry.

So, this, as you know, is our new campaign.

Situational shots, playing sports, yoga, applying make-up,

and your section is at the hair shop.

Mm-hm. Getting that hair did, that's right!

That's it.

So, erm, Scarlett is going to read the other parts

and join you for the ensemble lines.

- Cool. - Okay.

TERRY AND SCARLETT: We are women.

Our beauty excludes no woman or girl.

I am woman. Our fitness comes in all sizes.

I am woman. Our beauty isn't binary.

I am woman. Our hair is professional.

See me, show me, exactly like everyone else.

BOTH: If we show you a world where every woman is seen

then, girls, you'll show us all.

- Really great. - Thank you.

So, erm...

... just in terms of the...

Is that your real hair?

Er, no, it's a wig.

Okay.

Just...

... she's at the salon, so there's a chance

it's going to be being washed, dried. Do you do that to your... ?

Yeah! It's human hair.

- Do you ever take it off? - Yeah.

I take it off all the time.

Can we see what your hair's like?

Maybe not now...

... but another day, so I can prepare it?

Okay.

Well, thanks so much.

Thank you.

I had a threesome once.

Okay.

Yeah.

Thanks.

Thanks, guys. Bye.

NEWSREADER: ... half the annual average for the number of people

killed by flooding. Last Friday, the region has reported a death toll

of 42 people.

Has Alissa rung yet?

[PHONE BUZZES]

No.

[HE WHISTLES]

Mm!

Mm...

- What's in the mash? - Guess.

It's not red kidney beans?

One more go?

I don't know.

Sweet plantain and pinto beans.

Yeah.

I mashed them both separately and then blended them.

Where did you get that from?

I don't know, it just came to me.

It doesn't sound like something I'd necessarily like, but I like it.

[SHE CHANGES THE CHANNEL]

No, hold on. No, no, no.

We're not watching this in my yard.

- [PHONE BUZZES] - _

Shall we do another?

- Science. - Animation.

BOTH: At the same time.

Yeah, go on, then. Lovely.

TV: Consciousness is perhaps the biggest riddle in nature.

Stripped to its core meaning,

consciousness is what allows us to be aware

both of our surroundings and of our own inner state.

But thinking about consciousness has this habit

of taking us round in circles.

- Whoa, whoa, how did you get that? - We all intuitively know

- what consciousness is... - Oh! Yeah, I know, I fell.

It's this, it's what you're experiencing here...

Oh, I should get, erm...

... a tissue and a plaster.

But once we try to pinpoint just what exactly "it" is,

it leaves us grasping at thin air.

Different schools and ideas compete with one another,

but no-one has come close to figuring it out.

[RINGING IN HER EARS]

It's unsettling to realise that we don't understand what makes us

aware of ourselves and the world.

In this fuzzy area,

consciousness and intelligence are also related,

although they are not the same.

- Erm... Ben. - Yeah?

There is another... thing.

I'm... standing outside...

... and I'm staring at a cashpoint

and it's hard to stand straight, like...

... as if the wind's really strong.

I'm trying to, like...

... put my... my PIN in on... on... on the keypad

but, when I try to press the right buttons,

the keypad numbers keep moving.

Here.

- Looks like you took 40 quid out. - _

Camden?

- I thought you were in Soho? - _

Bit of a ways away.

[BEN TYPES]

[SHE LAUGHS AT THE TV]

It's stupid!

[DOORBELL RINGS]

I've no idea.

Pinto. Pinto and plantain.

Mm.

He's mashing up the plantain, sees a can of pinto

and mashes the two of them together.

- Put them in a blender. - Thank you.

- It's good, right? - Mm.

Nice.

You managed to get some sleep, yeah?

Er...

... I tried but I haven't slept.

Sorry, again, about this morning.

This blackout had me like...

It's all good. Eat up, man.

I just need to, you know, just gather the pieces,

any of the pieces.

- Aw. - I was, erm...

... looking through my bank statements

and it's looking like we stopped off at the cashpoint.

So, did we go to the bank and then you walked me back?

Yeah.

Okay, so, we... we were at the cashpoint together

and then you walked me back to work?

Yeah, yeah. Yeah.

It's, like, 45 minutes if we walk it.

Cos it was in Camden.

So, did we get an Uber, or... ?

Cos...

Yeah, we got Uber

- and then I went back to Ego Death to meet Derae. - Okay.

- Cos, you know, it was his last night. - Yeah, yeah, yeah.

And then we went back to his hotel afterwards cos, you know.

And then... yeah.

So, who booked the Uber?

Who booked the Uber?

Yeah, erm...

Who booked the fucking Uber... ?

- ... because I haven't used Uber. - Was it Uber?

You said Uber.

Erm...

Yeah, I was just thinking, cos, like...

... I don't know if I booked it on my phone or...

... maybe Derae booked it.

Tell you what, when he gets off the flight, I'll check.

You said you went back to the bar to meet Derae.

So Derae wasn't there?

Can I see your Uber receipts, please?

Thanks.

I'm just going to, erm...

Thanks.

[UPBEAT MUSIC]

["THE RIVER BEND" BY SUBCULTURE PLAYING]

? A boulevard with no lights again ?

? See dark skin thugger gangs ?

? Hide my phone without a view ?

? I'll cross the street and call a friend ?

? Then run down the river bend ?

? Thank God I made this time through ?

[MUSIC STOPS]

Hi! I'm so sorry.

What's going on?

I'm really sorry.

Er...

... yeah, I... I didn't know I was going to...

... end... end up at your...

I've just turned up at your, erm...

I'm so sorry.

Yeah, er... Simon gave me your...

Yeah.

What did Simon say, exactly?

Oh, yeah, I don't...

... don't even worry about that.

That's not my, erm...

Yeah.

I don't want to cause any...

... trouble. I don't care about that.

It's... it's... it's... it's not my problem, you know? So...

So, what is the problem?

There... there is no problem.

It's just not mine.

The thing that is not a problem, it's not a thing for...

- ... for me. - Oh.

He told you everything?

Well, if you're okay with it...

... I guess I can say it was really nice to meet you last night.

Well, the little I remember.

What?

Yeah, we were in that bar.

Erm...

- At Ego Death? - Yeah.

Then I woke up this morning.

- Really? - Yeah.

My housemates reckon I got spiked cos I had to cancel my shift,

I felt that shit.

I've been telling Simon all morning.

- And he's ignoring me. - Really?

Yeah.

Sorry, what do... you want?

I have a blackout, it's...

... the same.

Oh, shit!

I guess I actually was spiked.

And I...

... think I remember seeing someone being attacked.

Oh! Oh, no.

The only person we both know in the story is...

... Simon.

Okay?

Because of what I remember,

I don't know if you've been safe all night.

I don't think Simon's a criminal, if that's what you're getting at.

He comes over every Thursday and he hasn't stolen a thing, so...

- Oh. - Yeah.

I was safe.

I've been safe fucking Simon for six months now.

- Oh. - Yeah!

I'm not an idiot, despite what you may think.

- No! I... I... I... - I didn't say you called me an idiot.

I said you might think I'm an idiot.

Okay, so, I'm going to call me an Uber. Er...

"Not sure you were safe".

Clearly you think I'm someone you can patronise

and clearly you enjoy CSI,

so why don't you find out where the fuck you were?!

Simon doesn't have a criminal bone in his body!

He couldn't even cope with me spending one evening with Kat,

undercover, and she's the one looking for pussy!

It's not even like I'd ever...

Because she's gross!

I just wanted to meet her!

But the boy's having heart palpitations

because he's a fucking pussy

and you're at my door

with some bullshit conspiracy theory of Simon!

The rapist?!

You're out of your fucking mind, bitch!

You're sick in the head!

You need to go take some medication!

Because he never told me you were crazy!

Get some fucking help!

Yep! It's coming.

In one minute.

? Don't worry about me, I'm doing good, I'm doing great, all right? ?

? It's about to get ugly. ?

[PHONE BUZZES]

Yo, T.

I got spiked, you know.

Issit?

Yeah, yeah, er...

... I think... I think so, yeah.

So, I'm going to go station.

Issit?

Yeah, I... I...

It's something I should probably...

... tell them.

What about the thing in your head?

I've literally got no idea.

All right, well...

Where you at?

I just got home.

Call me after, yeah?

All right, cool, cool, bye.

- Bye. - Bye.

[PHONE BUZZES]

Kwame!

Yo!

[DOOR OPENS]

- Hi, Arabella. - Hi.

And who's this?

Oh, this is Kwame.

- And he is? - Er...

... I wasn't involved, I wasn't there. Just Kwame.

Okay.

Arabella, I'm Funmi.

Beth and I have been assigned as special officers for your case.

We've read your initial statement.

We're going to ask you a few questions.

Then, if we feel it's necessary...

... we'll take you over to the Sexual Assault Referral Unit

for forensics.

Then get you home safe, okay?

Okay.

Do you have any reason to believe that this friend of yours,

Simon, or Derae, would spike your drinks?

Or want to hurt you in any way?

No.

There were another two, we didn't know them, so...

I don't know, erm...

It wouldn't have been Simon, he's my friend.

He's one of my best friends, he really is.

He wasn't even in Camden.

I guess...

... he just left me somewhere.

Which is quite weird.

Oh! I kind of... made my deadline. Did I tell you?

Yeah.

[SHE URINATES]

And the assault. You recall... ?

The thing in my head?

Yes.

Yeah, I wouldn't...

Yeah, cos now you're... you're calling it something that I never...

I never said that, so...

Do you see anyone else?

[WHITE NOISE]

- Where? - In this memory.

No, you... you can't...

... call it a memory.

Okay.

Other than the man in the...

In my head.

Who may not even be real because I'm the person

that can actually see it and I'm not sure, so...

... we should probably pay attention to that?

- Yes. - Yeah, cos we don't know.

That's a very big thing to assume. I'm just...

... saying that we should refrain from talking about things

like they're facts and we should...

... we should probably just be careful.

Okay.

The man.

NURSE: Sorry, can I just see your knees?

He doesn't seem too dissimilar from the gentleman

you describe at Ego Death?

Hm, David? Hm...

Just one more and I'll be really quick.

... no, no, cos David was... was kind of short, like,

not much taller than me

and he never had that nose, like the dude in my head.

He had large nostrils and David never had large nostrils, so...

If you're looking at someone who's taller than you,

you see more of their nostrils than you would someone

who's shorter than you, wouldn't you?

But, if you're on the floor, looking up at an individual,

the nostrils will always look prominent.

And they might seem taller.

Because of the angle.

See?

Can you see the person's eyes in your... ?

Yeah, I can, er...

Yeah, I can see everything, erm...

I can see his whole face very clearly.

Yeah, maybe we can...

Maybe we can draw him, or... ?

- You can see his eyes? - Yeah.

Who's he looking at?

[SHE SOBS]

Just open wide for me.

Sorry, does that hurt?

It looks like you might have a small cut in there.

We'll get someone to come and look at that for you, okay?

Just one more. I'll be really quick and then we'll be done.

TV: Bamboo, one of the fastest-growing plants in the world,

was once considered a humble plant but is now enjoying a new rep.

This wood-like composite is increasingly becoming

used in smart sustainable architecture.

Do you mind?

Cos some people are like, "Blergh!"

No, no, no. You do your thing.

Sorry.

Bless you.

First time?

Yeah.

Really?

Whoops.

Mad, innit?

How everything's beautiful...

... and nothing hurts?

[DOOR OPENS]

- You're all done! - Cool.

- Is there more at home? - Mm-hm.

Okay.

[LAPTOP RINGS]

Oh...

_

[SHE GASPS]

Er, feminist beauty campaign?

How was it?

Terrible.

Oh, no.

You okay?

Are you okay?

Yeah.

Yeah, I'm just a bit, like...

... eurgh.

I'm deleting Simon's number.

Mess.

How could he just leave?

Aw, shnookums.

It's making me think back to Italy.

Italy? Oh, yeah?

Yeah, like, we should make a pact never to disappear.

You know? Just...

I told you I was going.

Yeah, but...

I was on so many drugs, babe.

I was fucked.

Er, so was I.

Yeah...

But I was on, like, five actual drugs.

You were on three,

two of which was alcohol and weed,

which are not even really, like, drugs.

I didn't disappear.

I told you I was going.

You just can't remember.

I came and I told you.

I told you.

T?

Oh, was it really that bad?

What?

Your audition?

Yeah, I was really shit.

["NIGHTMARES" BY EASY LIFE PLAYING]

? Who gives a fuck about my nightmares? ?

? Cos I can barely focus when I'm like this. ?

Oh...

I would do this...

... but I'm really tired.

? And lately forty winks would be just priceless ?

? I wrestle with myself and with my vices ?

? But no one gives a fuck about my nightmares ?

? But it's nothin' you should worry yourself about, oh, oh ?

? It's nothin' you should worry yourself about, oh, oh ?

? It's all a bit of fun until somebody gets hurt ?

? I take it with a pinch of salt, another lesson learned ?

? No one gives a fuck about my nightmares ?

? But it's nothin' you should worry yourself about ?

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