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Sangu...

Take a seat.

What's going on?

What's going on for you to...

I didn't think you'd ever...

Did something bad happen?

How did you feel then?

I'm talking about 3 years ago.

When you abandoned me and dad.

I'm asking how you felt.

Why...

Why are you asking that all of a sudden?

I've never heard you out before.

Seeing you lie to dad and get married...

I just found that too shocking and unbelievable.

All I could think about was how you shouldn't do that...

I just thought I had to stop you from doing something you'd regret.

That's all I could think about.

Even if I had listened to how you felt and what you thought...

I didn't really hear you out properly.

3 years ago...

I was just too exhausted...

All I could do was live on...

It was too much to even look into my feelings.

Mom was the last thread that was holding me together.

She was the reason for me to live and for me to endure.

I thought I was the only one that could rescue her from the wreck she was stuck in.

That's what kept me going.

But mom died because of dad.

I wanted to follow her.

I was thinking that dozens of times a day.

That's when I met Ujae.

I didn't try to work out what it was that I was feeling for him.

No, even if I knew...

I couldn't bear being seeing a guy when mom had passed away like that...

I couldn't bear getting excited and falling in love.

I couldn't believe I was feeling such things.

And I felt sorry to mom.

And I hated myself.

So when Ujae's family found out about us...

I told them that dad had died.

Let's stop here.

I already thought we were over.

Let's just live our separate lives.

But Ujae didn't give up.

She's the girl that I love.

The way they were staring at me...

I felt like a monkey at the zoo.

What does your father do?

I'm asking what your father does for a living.

In what way do I look like a con artist?

It's not like I was going to marry Kang Ujae.

It was already all over.

I didn't want to be insulted because of dad on top of that.

I have no father.

So do you regret the choice you made then?

Would you make a different choice if you could go back?

Why do you keep asking this?

Is something wrong?

You said you had something to tell me.

Answer me first.

Sangu...

I said answer me first.

I'll tell you after I hear your answer.

If I could go back to that time...

There's no way I would've done that.

How could I not regret it?

Then...

If I could go back?

What could be more meaningless thought than that?

When there's no way I can ever go back.

If it was me now, I would've changed things before getting married.

But the me of 3 years ago would've done the same thing.

3 years ago, dad was like the boulder of Sisyphus.

No matter how much energy I expended in putting it up the hill

he was the boulder that would endlessly roll back down to me.

Being born as dad's daughter was worse than death.

How do you feel now?

Do you want to turn things back now?

Dad...

It's a relief that he thinks I'm not coming back.

Does that mean you never intend to turn things back?

It's something that can't be turned back.

What will you do if your husband finds out that dad's alive?

You said that. You said that you were scared.

You thought it'd haunt you eventually.

You said that last time.

To never get caught, even if it's for dad's sake.

For me...

Dad

The thing I wanted to talk to you about...

I came to my sense because Seoyeong left.

So don't ever resent your sister.

Are you really not going to tell me what happened with Migyeong?

Why did you only come to your sense after Seoyeong left?

Why are you bringing that up all of a sudden?

You were going to completely forget her and live so well...

Why did you work so hard only after Seoyeong left?

Stop talking nonsense.

Hey, you fool!

How many times must I tell you that everyone lives their own lives?

Brush your teeth and go to sleep.

What's wrong?

Sangu, what's going on?

What will you do if you ever get caught?

You said you had something to say. Why do you keep asking about me?

Just answer everything I ask.

I told you I'd tell you after you answer.

I just hope that it never happens.

But what if it happens?

Isn't it something that's not unbearable because of your pride like 3 years ago?

You've lived as husband and wife for 3 years.

Things must be different from then and now.

Are you asking if it'll be okay if I reveal it all now?

Dad

Is dad looking for me?

Why aren't you picking up?

Migyeong's here.

She says she has something to tell me.

I'd better go.

Why? What's going on?

I'm off.

Has something happened to dad?

No, he's fine.

Sangu!

Lee Sangu

Yeah, Sangu...

Kang Migyeong, what on earth do you think you're doing?

Well, I just thought I'd tell father and apologize to him.

Don't say a word to dad.

And get out of my house right now.

I'll speak with Migyeong. Please wait outside for a bit.

What on earth is going on?

Father, I'm sorry.

Sangu wants me to speak with him first.

Did you fight with Sangu? Why did you fight?

I'm sorry.

No, it's okay.

You guys should sort out your problems first.

I'll make sure to visit you again next time.

Just what is going on here?

Have they caused some sort of trouble or something?

Sangu...

I asked you to do nothing and wait for me.

I thought that just meant not to say anything to my parents.

I didn't know you meant not to do this as well.

I'm sorry. I thought you had gotten over it.

It's not that simple for me.

Please just give me some time and wait, okay?

Okay.

It's just too complicated for me right now.

Please just go.

Okay.

When your mom and Hojeong come home, they'll be so surprised.

They'll be so touched.

It could change depending on Hojeong's arranged date.

Should I give her a call a t least?

Get in here right now!

Tell me one more time.

What did you say?

What's going on, Hojeong?

Why are you dressed like that?

This brat dressed up as a crazy girl to her arranged date.

She went out planning to ruin it.

And do you know what she said on the way home?

Let's hear it from your own mouth.

Mom and dad, I'm really sorry.

I won't get married through an arranged date.

This is what she said.

Why not?

Hey, Hojeong. Do you have a boyfriend?

No, I don't.

Then why won't you go on arranged dates?

Do you know how old you are?

You're 26. You need to get married.

Do you know what'll happen after this year?

Your standard falls.

Mom, I realized this in the U.S.

I realized what kind of person I am.

And what kind of person are you?

Simple happiness suits me.

I don't suit rich families.

I don't need such luxuries.

I'm someone who needs to do what I enjoy doing.

What did you just say?

You're someone who does these weird things on arranged dates

thinking that you won't get caught.

You simple minded brat!

I'm not so simple minded that I never thought I was going to get caught.

I just wanted to make some time.

What? What do you mean by that?

For what?

I was going to do what I thought was most important in my life.

But I failed.

Are you saying that the most important thing in your life is volunteer work?

That's not it.

But I don't want to tell you what that is.

Hojeong, is something wrong?

You and I have different values, mom.

You believe that getting married into a family that others are jealous of is happiness.

But I don't believe that.

So I'm not going on anymore arranged dates.

Hey! Choi Hojeong!

Hit me until you feel better.

I'm really sorry for lying to you.

Oh, my...

Just look at her.

Hey, Hojeong.

How and when will you get married if you don't go on arranged dates?

You don't really do anything at the moment. What will you do?

That's what I'm saying.

What could she do?

What will you do about marriage then?

I'll get married when I fall in love again.

What?

What's the use in getting married without love just because I look the prettiest now?

I'll soon be 30 and 40 and keep aging.

And with no love...

That's why you need to find a man from a rich family when you're at your physical peak!

That's just what you think.

I have plans to find work so don't worry.

I won't just do nothing and take money from you.

My Hojeong has really changed.

Sorry for causing all that.

- You were shocked, right? - Hey, sis...

Why did you say that you weren't in love with anyone?

I've given up on that guy.

What do you mean given up?

I found out that he's in love with someone else.

You said he didn't have a girlfriend. Did he?

It's not just a girlfriend.

It's someone he's deeply in love with.

You gave up on 3 years of love just because he has a girlfriend?

I realized that what I was doing wasn't real love.

I realized that when I saw them together.

It was like being struck by lightning.

"So that's what love is. It's sharing the pain."

You love them through resentment and disappointment.

You love them through anger and hatred.

I realized that she was the only one he loved.

That I shouldn't go between them.

That I couldn't go between them.

That's what I realized.

You must be heartbroken, sis.

Gyeongho, the really funny thing is...

Seeing the two of them...

I wasn't saddened by the fact that he could never be mine...

I was saddened because he was in pain.

And that there was nothing I could do for him.

Migyeong

Speak, Migyeong.

Hojeong, did Sangu really carry me home last night?

Is that true?

Yes, it is.

Is it really true? Sure you're not lying?

Why would I tell such a lie?

Are you sure you're not lying to try and split us up?

It's not a lie.

Sangu suddenly appeared out of nowhere,

saw you drunk and carried you home.

After he stared at you heart brokenly.

But he still seems to be angry.

Migyeong, I'm sorry but I'm going through a hard time now too.

So let's talk tomorrow.

Why did he get so angry then?

- Migyeong. - Seoyeong.

I thought you were home. Did you go out?

Yes. Where did you go alone when it's a Sunday?

I had some work to do at the office. Get in.

How come you're coming home together?

We met in front of the bust stop.

Stop going around by bus and take your car.

You even get nose bleeds!

I'm going upstairs.

I'll get changed and come back down.

Kang Migyeong, what happened?

You're home early.

I'll just have a chat with Migyeong.

Take your time.

I'll get dinner ready.

I have something to tell you.

What did he want to tell me?

What do you mean by that?

What are you telling me to look in to?

The fact that a doctor with no connection to business management

recognized me by just looking at a photo.

That keeps bothering me.

Ujae!

I'm only saying this because you're so obsessed with love.

I just don't understand it, so make sure you look into it.

You're the one who needs to be 100% sure without a doubt.

I'm already 100% sure.

Then why can't you ask him?

Why can't you ask how he recognized me?

That's only because he's still angry.

How can I ask him that now?

That's for you to find out.

Gyeongho prepared dinner. Come eat.

Why did it have to be today of all days?

Steak, pasta and salad.

We even have button mushroom soup, your favorite.

My stomach is feeling queasy as it is.

After hearing that it's feeling worse.

So you're not going to eat?

Don't upset yourself because of Hojeong. Do you really thing I could eat right now?

Everyone lives their own lives.

I've lived my life for Hojeong. How can that be only her own life?

Are you going to get married along with her?

Unfortunately you've already gotten married to me.

That's what I'm saying.

It's obvious that she's going to regret it later like me.

Are you telling me to just watch that happen as her mother?

Then what will you do?

What?

Hojeong's already been liberated from your grasp.

She's not the Hojeong you used to know.

Stop thinking that everyone will do as you say, Gangsun.

Why that fool...

Maybe I shouldn't have sent her overseas.

What will I do...

Your mom has an upset stomach. She doesn't think she can eat.

She says sorry.

It's okay even if it's just us two.

I should at least tell Hojeong to come down.

Dad, just leave her.

Here, have this.

Okay.

I'm sorry. I couldn't even tell her about you moving out.

It's good that you didn't.

A father and son feast.

- This is nice too. - Yeah.

Cheers.

Why isn't this guy coming home?

Is he taking a long time talking with Migyeong?

Dad

Sangu, I'm really fine.

What do you mean?

You must be feeling the burden because Seoyeong is no longer here.

But don't worry about me. Whether it be you or Seoyeong,

I have no intention of being a burden on you guys anymore.

I have a girlfriend now.

And I earn enough to take care of myself.

So don't ever resent Seoyeong.

If Migyeong doesn't want to live with me...

Don't be burdened by that.

I won't live with you guys.

It's not like that, dad.

I've been called to the hospital.

I won't be home tonight.

It's a relief that dad doesn't think I'm coming back.

Don't ever resent your sister.

Please give me a glass of milk.

Okay.

You should have porridge.

Porridge?

She couldn't eat last night because her stomach hurt.

What kind of porridge is this?

It's yam and pine nut porridge.

It's good for recovering your energy and digestion.

You're even better than me.

How did you know about this?

Thank you.

Does it taste okay?

It's been a while since I made it.

It tastes good.

Can you pack this for me?

I made enough in case mother and father wanted some.

I'll pack what you have leftover and if it's okay with mother and father...

We're okay.

There's no use in recovering energy when you're old.

- The thermo bottle. - Yes.

Wait, you're leaving before breakfast?

Yeah, I'm late today.

Going to work on bike again?

He's living like an 18 year old all alone.

Why isn't she here?

Did you rest well yesterday?

Huh?

Yeah.

I just don't understand.

Forget getting angry at me last night...

Why did he act like nothing had happened this morning?

I can't tell whether he's still angry or not.

Don't worry too much.

Sangu knows how you really feel.

So just be brave.

Trust in that and wait.

Why are you being like this?

What?

You're supposed to be waiting for us to break up.

Then why are you telling me to trust and be brave?

Because Sangu loves you.

Didn't you know that?

I didn't know how much he loved you.

Did Sangu tell you that yesterday?

How much he loves me?

No.

He didn't even look at me.

Then how would you know that?

I saw it in his eyes as he was looking at you.

That was the first time I've seen such eyes.

That's how I knew.

Hey.

So don't worry about me anymore.

I won't come between you two and bother you.

I promise.

Forget it.

You're making me feel bad.

It'd be nice if Sangu would tell me everything like you.

Things to do

Drink coffee at an outdoor cafe

- I'm sorry. - It's okay.

I just don't get him.

CEO, do you have something for me to do?

Take a seat.

Did you forward Minseok's severance pay?

Yes, I forwarded it to his personal account.

Do you understand Minseok?

He would've had a hard time till now.

Who doesn't know that?

What life does he have if he quits his job at his age?

Why don't you call him and find out how he's doing?

He left because he didn't want to see me.

Seeing as he's taking the pay without his wife knowing...

It's not like he's going to start a business.

Can you buy youth with money?

What is he thinking to do with his severance pay?

Please count that it's $2,000. And that's your new debit card.

Thank you.

Do you have any scissors?

I sure do.

Sangu knows how you feel.

So just be brave.

Lee Sangu.

Have you had lunch?

I've been too busy to.

Really? I have some porridge. Do you want some?

Okay, sure.

Okay!

- What about a spoon? - Oh, spoon?

Gosh...

Thanks.

Sangu.

Sis.

Sangu.

What are you doing here?

Yeongchang said he was worried about you.

I told him not to call you...

Look at the state you're in.

Do you really want to get in trouble?

It's nothing really.

Get up first.

Let's have some porridge first.

I heard you haven't eaten for 3 days.

I told you not to eat this stuff.

This is why you get sick in the middle of summer.

Did mom cook this yam and pine nut porridge?

What are you on about? How could she?

Did I cook it that well?

It tastes just like mom's.

They say I cook just like mom and it must be true.

Does it taste good?

Yeah, too good.

I thought I had no strength because I was sick. I guess it was because I didn't eat.

You should've called me as soon as you got sick.

You have your classes and part time job...

I thought I'd get better because it was just a cold.

It would've been nice if you were a girl twin.

Then we could live together in a single room.

I told you Yeongchang doesn't make me feel uncomfortable.

And I don't like girls.

Stop whining when it's just a cold.

Seoyeong, don't you work at 7?

I'm going to clean this and leave.

Hurry off then.

Sangu, I'll go so eat slowly.

And this is for breakfast tomorrow.

I'll be here by 5 tomorrow so make sure you take your meds.

Don't come tomorrow.

What happened here?

Did you get burnt?

There were too many people waiting for the kitchen in the hostel.

I got burnt cooking in a hurry.

Sangu, I need to get going.

Make sure you visit the hospital tomorrow morning, okay?

Hurry and eat it before it gets cold.

Hurry off.

Lee Sangu.

This is only because I really have no patience.

But when will you give me an answer?

Please tell me quickly what you're going to do.

I'm going crazy from curiosity.

Aren't you going to take the call?

Let's just date.

Just like friends. Just like now.

What do you mean by that?

Background is very important when it comes to relationships.

Don't you think I need more time to properly figure you out?

I need some time to work out who you exactly are.

And we can't get married until we finish being residents anyway.

So let's just date like we are doing now.

Like we are doing now?

Yeah, like now.

The number you have dialed is currently turned off...

Sangu

The number you have dialed is currently turned off...

I'm leaving early because I have some personal business.

Okay, I understand.

Okay, we can meet tomorrow.

Yeah, let's do that.

Okay.

- Mr. Yu. - Yeah?

Come out here.

It's cold. You want to drink outside?

It's because I'm hot. Come on.

This is good.

Stop complaining and let me pour you one.

- Wait... - Here, here.

- That's enough. - Okay.

- Drink up. - Okay.

Why are you so happy?

Mr. Yu, what do women like for gifts?

- Gifts? - Yeah.

- Who's it for? - You know.

You said it yourself. When you age, you like your partner more.

You don't need children.

I heard that's what you told Sangu.

To get me married.

It's a good thing I told him, right?

Of course it is!

You need to get a suit for me if you get married.

It's not like you hooked us up.

Then buy me a jumper at least.

- Pork belly. - Oh, you're so cheap.

Yeah, it's me.

What did you say?

It's been a long time since you've gone out, right?

It's been around 2 years, right? You met in the mountains, right?

Here.

What's this?

For the rice wine and snack. The rest is a tip.

What? You're not going to finish it?

Why would I drink out here when it's so cold? Are you crazy?

No, wait...

Are you bipolar or something?

Geez.

So I just need to take a bracelet and go inside?

Okay.

Sir, this place isn't for you.

Come on, there's no age limit to a club.

If you go past the intersection, there's somewhere much more suited to you.

Go over there.

Good bye now.

Next please.

Geez, they're so cruel.

Hey, I told you you can't come here.

Take him out.

Why are you sleeping here?

Why are you late when you didn't even drink?

Gyeongho's not home yet. I couldn't fall asleep.

Gyeongho's not coming home. He moved out this morning.

He moved out?

Are you saying he left without even telling me?

Last night's dinner was the last meal he cooked.

My goodness, what is this? How could he not say anything?

Did you even give him a chance to?

He just took the bag that he brought.

You must be happy to be rid of the freeloader.

Oh, my. Geez...

Everyone makes me out to be the bad person.

Even Hojeong...

She makes me out to a control freak mom.

Just who do you think I lived like this for?

What's with her, seriously?

Are you a stone head?

If you had just taken one wrong step on the cliff...

Hey!

I mean, hello teacher.

You're practicing my recording your own voice, aren't you?

And?

Who did you learn this...

Since when did you practice like this?

Since when did you walk around with that hairstyle, clothes, bag and shoes?

Are you in love with me?

Are you kidding me?

Okay, fine.

Let's just say that's all coincidence. Then just answer me this.

On the 5th of November, around 6:15...

Did you use the toilets on the 1st floor of MDS?

I won't answer any questions that are unrelated to acting.

Then tell me something else at least.

Your agency... No, your age and school...

What is this?

It's for today's outdoor lesson.

We're going bungee jumping at Hangang.

What?

You agreed to do whatever I said if I acted like a beggar on the subway.

But still...

You want me to wear this in this weather and go bungee jumping?

What does this have to do with acting?

It's training for you lack of concentration and stage fright.

Are you joking?

Who goes bungee jumping in nothing but this in the middle of winter for that?

Think yourself fortunate that I'm not sending you off to marine camp.

You little coward.

What? Coward?

You can never do what you're told to.

You're acting like this because you're scared, aren't you?

You should make me do something that makes sense.

Sanitary pads in the middle of Hongik University...

And making me beg for money on the subway aren't exactly normal acting methods.

You're not good enough to be a normal trainee.

Okay, I acknowledge that you're braver than me.

But it's just that you're so fishy.

If you don't reveal who you are first, I'm not doing anything!

I'm your acting tutor.

I'm asking how you could be a tutor. What experience do you have?

And just how old are you? Show me your ID card.

How can they tell me to teach this crazy fool?

Looks like MDS will go bankrupt soon.

I was going to let you go because I pitied you...

Do you really want to get fired from your part time job?

Fired?

Hey, I've been scouted by this agency.

I've signed a contract with them.

If I just say one word, you'll be fired immediately.

Why's it so noisy in here?

Aren't you going to your lesson?

Department Head Gong, I just can't learn from this kid.

- Give me a new tutor. - Why all of a sudden?

She's fooling around with me just because she thinks she's the tutor.

Really?

Then go home, Kang Seongjae.

What?

Me?

Me? You mean me?

Yes, you, you, you!

Why me?

Tutor Seo's methods are our company methods.

And you're the one that's refusing to follow them.

So go bring your contract.

I'll tear it up and sign your breach papers.

Fine, let's do that.

I'll quit this ridiculous agency.

Just don't regret it once I become a star.

What will you do if your husband finds out that dad's alive?

Don't forget it.

Dad and I are dead.

You can't return to the dead.

So don't get caught until you die.

You don't have a family to return to anymore.

Your family is Kang Ujae.

Yes, wife.

I heard you had a trial. Did it go well?

Ujae...

The weather's so nice today.

The falling leaves are so pretty.

Seeing the falling leaves reminded me of you.

Yeah,

I miss you, Ujae.

Then come to the office.

Let's say hi to Mr. Yu Manho and have dinner with him.

That sounds good. I'll go there right away.

Good bye then.

- Good job today. - Thank you.

- Hello, Vice-president. - Hello.

Has Mr. Yu Manho gone home already?

Yes, we changed shifts just a moment ago.

He's probably in the change rooms.

Okay, thank you.

Bye.

Mister.

What are you doing here?

Subtitles by KBS

♫ Are you looking at me? ♫

♫ Are you looking at my heart? ♫

♫ I keep holding it in over and over but it hurts like crazy. ♫

♫ I've tossed it aside and erased it again, ♫

♫ But I've returned to the same place. ♫

♫ Come back and hold me, just like that time ♫