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♪The body temperature I once owned.♪

♪Who will hug her tightly?♪

♪Waves of memory erode the soul.♪

♪I can only lick the scar alone.♪

♪Previous burning expression in her eyes.♪

♪Who will she look at with deep feelings?♪

♪Waves of memory push me to darkness.♪

♪I try hard but can't reach the opposite bank.♪

♪All the memories are like sand.♪

♪I can't struggle.♪

♪I sink deeper and deeper.♪

♪The more I love you, the more I hurt,♪

♪but I'm loath to give up.♪

♪All the time is like sand.♪

♪I can no longer struggle.♪

♪I can't stop missing her♪

♪until the moment of death.♪

♪All the memories are like sand.♪

♪I can't struggle.♪

♪I sink deeper and deeper.♪

♪The more I love you, the more I hurt,♪

♪but I'm loath to give up.♪

♪All the time is like sand.♪

♪I can no longer struggle.♪

♪I can't stop missing her♪

♪until the moment of death.♪

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Heping?

Heping?

Ali, why are you here?

I'm still in bed.

I know Aunt Lan has joined

the tour group organized by the factory.

You must be at home alone

and have nothing to eat.

So I bought some vegetables

Let me cook for you.

Don't bother.

It's no bother at all.

In our childhood,

you, Zhensheng and I

usually dropped in on each other

and had dinner together.

Why didn't you feel

embarrassed at that time?

All right.

The kitchen is over there.

I will get up right now.

Got it.

What a mess!

What did you do?

Let me help you

clean up the room first.

No, thanks. I'll do it myself.

Enough. Enough.

Listen to me.

Stay there

and leave it to me.

I promise

your room will look

bright and new later.

Ali,

this is a token of Nan Sheng and me.

What token?

It's nothing but

a game between kids.

Aren't you too concerned

about the relationship of Nan Sheng and me?

If you come here to cook for me,

I will be very grateful for that.

But if you talk about Nan Sheng again,

you can get out.

Don't be so mean.

Well, I'll shut up. Okay?

I have to cook now.

Heping,

since you are reluctant

to break up with Nan Sheng,

I will help you myself.

You'd better take the pain earlier,

because indecision is the enemy of action.

If you hesitate, you will get lost.

Why should you waste your time

and emotion

and make yourself so sad?

Excuse me.

May I ask a question?

Do you live

in the girls' dormitory over here?

Yes. What's the matter?

Can you send

this letter to a student

called Nan Sheng?

It's a letter to Nan Sheng?

I'm her roommate.

I will give it to her.

Really?

That's great.

Thank you.

Sis?

Why is she here?

-Bye bye. -Bye bye.

Xiaoxi.

What's this?

What are you doing?

Someone wrote the letter to Nan Sheng. Give it back to me.

Someone?

Do you know who it is?

It's my sister.

Your sister?

Let me see what she wrote to Nan Sheng.

Nan Sheng,

Heping is suffering

from his love for you.

You are doomed

to be a passer-by in Heping's life.

If you really love him,

you should

break up with him immediately.

Otherwise, you will

hurt him even more in the future.

I see. This letter

can’t be sent to Nan Sheng.

But you sister just

asked me to give it to Nan Sheng.

Forget it. I'll take it.

Xu Zhensheng,

make it clear to me.

What are you doing here?

You should be having class now.

Why are you here?

I'm here for you.

For me?

Was it written by you?

How did you get it

so quickly?

Yes, it was written by me. So What?

Every word in it is true.

Besides, I did this for Heping.

For Heping?

You did this for yourself!

All for yourself!

Xu Zhensheng, are you crazy?

I tell you,

if you continue

to play dirty tricks like this,

I will really get crazy

and even break off with you.

Xu Zhensheng!

Zhensheng, what's the fuss?

What are you

quarreling about?

Do you hear me?

Nothing.

I'm leaving.

Ali, what happened?

Nothing.

Cheers.

Congratulations.

Thank you. Thank you.

Have a good time. Take a look around.

Heping,

time is up.

Let's begin.

Everyone,

welcome to the opening ceremony

of Lipingge.

Since you are here,

you must be old friends

of Ali and me.

Actually, this place was originally

Xinxin Arts & Crafts Shop.

Today, we have renovated it

into the office of Lipingge.

This is particularly

meaningful to Ali and me.

Congratulations.

Thank you.

Go on.

Anyway, thank you very much

for coming here today.

Have a good time.

Have a good time.

Heping.

Nan Sheng,

you are here.

I thought you wouldn't come today.

It's the opening ceremony of your new company.

I have no reason to be absent.

And I should not only come here,

but also help you entertain the guests.

Thank you.

Come.

Now, I declare

the official opening of Lipingge!

Ali, come here.

Come. One, two, three.

Nan Sheng,

don't go back to school today.

Don't worry.

I have things to do at school,

so I must go back.

All right.

Let me walk you back.

Okay. Let's go.

I...

Are you Lin Heping?

Yes, I am.

This is the director of our department.

We are all under his leadership.

What has brought you here?

Boy, don't worry about Nan Sheng.

I will send her back. Let's go.

Well, Mr. Zhao will give me a ride,

so you can go back. Don't worry.

This guy doesn't deserve you.

You have a bright future.

What did you say?

Calm down, Zhensheng.

He is Nan Sheng's boss.

Don't make trouble for her.

What a jerk!

I would have rushed at him if you didn't stop me.

Zhensheng, I have to go home

and get something.

Okay. I'm leaving.

Who has given you the courage to come back?

Get out!

Lan, don't drive me away.

This time, I'm back

to pay my debt.

Uncle Yao, you are back.

Do you know

it's all because of you that we have such a tough time? Where is the money?

Heping, don't get mad.

I have come back

to repay my debt.

The money is not enough,

but it's the first sum.

I will pay you the rest

by bank transfer

when I receive my salary each month.

Believe me.

Where did you get the money?

Is it stolen again?

No, it's clean.

From now on, I will work hard,

reform myself and make a fresh start.

Uncle Yao.

Don't call him again.

Why do you come back?

Have you changed your mind?

I'm back to get something.

Do you think I'm moving back?

Since you don't allow me to be with Nan Sheng,

I will never come back.

One day, I will let you see

what I can achieve.

Ali.

Heping.

Uncle Yao is back.

He said he would reform himself

and repay his debt in installments.

It's great, Heping.

As our company is just opened,

we have to pay a lot of bills.

I was worrying about that just now.

Heping, are you Okay?

Zhensheng has told me what happened today.

Don't take it too hard.

Mr. Zhao is nobody

but a rich man.

Who cares?

But, to be honest,

the lives of you and Nan Sheng

will become more and more different.

She knows people like that,

but we don't.

We are only sellers.

Why do you also say so?

I'm telling the truth.

This is just a beginning.

Your lives will really become

more and more different in the future.

No, it's impossible.

I will definitely

get ahead

and earn a lot of money.

I will never give up Nan Sheng.

Xiaoxi.

Why do you bring

so many health care products?

They are for Nan Sheng of course.

Take them back

and give them to Nan Sheng, please.

Do you think Nan Sheng

is as weak as water?

She is not that weak as you might think.

What do you mean?

She went out for an interview

early in the morning.

Interview?

What interview?

Luo Chen's painting won a prize.

Later, he will be interviewed

together with Nan Sheng.

Why didn't you tell me that earlier?

Luo Chen is so bad.

He must have forced Nan Sheng to do that.

He is going to challenge Lin Heping

in front of all students.

No, I must do something.

Give these

to Nan Sheng. I'm leaving.

What are you going to do?

I'm going to inform Lin Heping.

Luo Chen,

your painting has won a big prize

at the Art Festival of College Students.

What do you want to share with us?

First of all, I'd like to

express my thanks to

the girl next to me.

Her name is Nan Sheng.

I believe

everyone can find

the painting is a portrait of her.

Without Nan Sheng's

help,

I could never complete a painting like that.

It must be your deep feelings

for Nan Sheng that helped you create

such a beautiful work.

Nan Sheng must be

a great admirer of

your talent as well.

That's why she helped you

complete the painting, right?

Heping?

Heping.

All participating schools, students and...

♪We used to hug each other.♪

Heping.

Why do you leave so quickly?

I suddenly remember

I have something to deal with.

You are lying.

Let me tell you.

Yesterday Ali said

we would become different kinds of people

and take different roads in the future.

I didn't believe her yesterday.

What are you talking about?

What's wrong with you?

But now, I think

we are really different

and that we are taking different roads already.

What happened?

Don't take their words seriously.

What they said is totally nonsense.

But you didn't explain.

I didn't have time to explain.

There is no need to explain.

From today on, I will still be your brother.

Let's break up.

You said you would take care of me forever.

Do you remember?

Yes, I did.

But I'm not strong enough.

I'm sorry.

Heping,

why can't you believe me?

I really love you.

♪The silhouette of you is in my heart, and it will never fade.♪

♪I miss your heart and your sweetness.♪

♪I love your naivete and your beauty.♪

♪Just like blooming flowers of the other world,♪

♪when flowers bloom, the leaves wither, and I can't meet you.♪

♪I'm willing to give out all my love♪

♪to get your memory back.♪

♪Get your memory back.♪

Heping.

I know you are sad

because you've broken up with Nan Sheng,

but you shouldn't starve yourself.

I can't eat anything.

Please leave me alone.

Is Nan Sheng really that good?

Won't you accept

anyone else?

What do you mean?

Do you remember

how we played house in our childhood?

You acted the husband

and I acted your wife.

We played very happily

at that time, didn't we?

I only want to tell you,

as long as you avert your eyes

from Nan Sheng,

you will find

another girl

who is

as good as her

and keeps waiting for you earnestly.

What are you saying, Ali?

I'm upset enough.

Please don't make me more upset.

Heping,

I know it may be not

the right time to say this,

but for so many years,

as I'm Zhensheng's sister,

you have always taken me

as your sister.

It's not fair to me.

I don't want to be your sister.

Look at me.

Know me again.

Isn't there

any other possibility between us?

Ali,

do you want me to speak my mind?

Of course.

I have finally got the chance to say it out.

I only hope

you can speak your mind to me.

Ali,

in my heart,

you are always

Zhensheng's sister

whom I highly respect.

Besides, you are also

my business partner.

I have never thought

we could develop

into a relationship like that.

So Ali,

please don't mention

it again.

Nan Sheng is my only love.

Let me go!

Let me go!

It's him! It's him! It's him!

Catch him! Get off! Get off!

Arrest him! Get off! Get off!

Get off! Get off! Catch him!

Let me go!

What nightmare

made you so scared?

You must have done

a lot of bad things.

It's too late. Where are you going?

Heping?

Heping?

Heping,

beat and scold me, please.

You can do whatever you want to me,

but please don't be nice to me.

What's wrong? Are you insane?

I, I'm sorry for Nan Sheng

and your family.

What's the matter?

What happened?

I...

I...

I...

It's all my fault

to make you have a quarrel with Nan Sheng.

That's why you came to me late at night?

What's wrong with you?

Anyway, I'm really sorry.

All right.

It's none of

your business.

Enough. Don't be so sad.

Be a man.

You look really pretty in this.

Really?

Nan Sheng.

Is that Heping?

Heping.

What's that on your face?

Let me wipe it for you.

Don't bother.

How long have you not seen each other

since you got hurt?

You can't

let the cold war go on any longer.

But he hasn't come to me.

Look at Ali.

She is staring covetously at Heping.

Let me help you.

If you are still so passive,

she will steal your Heping.

Then,

you could do nothing but cry.

But what can I do now?

You two

love each other

so much,

but neither of you

is willing to be frank

or make concessions.

That won't work at all.

I have an idea.

We are going to graduate soon.

If you ask Lin Heping to make up with you

at the commencement,

he will certainly say yes.

Will it work?

Of course.

You know,

students in our school always

put on a good show at the commencement.

Some break up, some confess their love.

On that occasion, everyone becomes braver

and every attempt of boys to chase girls

can be successful.

As a girl, you are going to chase a boy,

so you are more likely to succeed.

Am I right?

But, what if I fail?

You can't fail. Believe me.

Let's go back

and make a detailed plan.

Let's go.

Give it to me.

Where is Xu Zhensheng?

Where is he?

Xu Zhensheng!

Where have you been?!

I've been looking for you everywhere.

I've been with Lin Heping

and tried to persuade him to...

Stop. Shut up.

Listen to me first.

Let me make it short.

I have persuaded Nan Sheng

to ask Lin Heping

to restore their relationship

when we take the graduation photos.

Are you really going to make things so complex?

I'm sure

Lin Heping will say yes.

So, your task

is to bring him to us

at the commencement.

It's...

It's, it's not easy.

It's very easy.

You must fulfill the task,

all right?

All right. Leave it to me.

I will go for him.

Just go.

Heping! Heping! Heping!

What's the matter?

Why are you asking me?

Do you know what day is it today?

No. What day is it?

It's Nan Sheng's graduation day.

What a big day!

Come with me.

No, thanks.

We have broken up.

I have no need

to attend her commencement.

Who cares whether you have broken up or not?

No matter what happened before,

you are still her brother.

Lin Heping, listen to me.

The opportunity to see Nan Sheng in academic dress

comes only once in a lifetime.

If you miss it, you will never get it back.

They are going to take photos very soon.

Come with me.

Hurry up.

Let's go.

Happy graduation!

Happy graduation!

Xu Zhensheng, what are you doing?

Hurry up, Heping.

Enough.

Heping,

though you have broken up with Nan Sheng,

you are still her brother.

The commencement

is a big moment for her.

How could you be absent?

It's the big day of you undergraduates.

I shouldn't appear here.

It won't take long.

It's late.

I have some business affairs to deal with.

I must go now.

Don't go.

Heping, wait a moment.

She is coming soon.

I really have something to deal with.

Don't go.

Heping!

Happy graduation.

I have some business affairs to deal with.

I'm leaving now.

Can you stay a little longer?

These days,

we haven't seen each other,

but I have got plenty of time

to consider

our relationship.

I want to let you know,

I can't live without you.

You are not only my brother,

but also my lover.

I can give up everything for you,

as long as you let me stay with you.

Can we make up

and get back to the past?

I remember the first time I entered your house,

you put up a tent for me.

When I cried bitterly,

you gave me some sweets.

Can we get back together?

Nan Sheng, I know what you mean.

The time with you

was also the happiest time of my life.

The first time I saw you,

you looked lovely but so sad,

which made me feel sad too.

Each time you drank soybean milk, you would vomit

and feel ill.

I was so worried about you that I couldn't fall asleep at night.

When I saw you

writing diaries in the tent,

I found you were particularly pretty.

When you were admitted to the university,

I was so excited

as if I had been admitted.

Your tears, your smiles

as well as your acts

were all under my observation.

But we can't be together.

We can't be together.

You have a promising future,

and I have my own way to go.

You should pursue your dream

instead of being together with me.

So, go for it.

Lin Heping!

Stop!

Stop!

Nan Sheng is confessing to you.

How can you just leave

like a girl?

What's wrong with you?

Have you considered Nan Sheng's feelings?

I also want to

be with her,

but what do I have?

I have nothing at all.

What can I give her?

Nothing.

She has a better future.

I don't want to get in the way of her success.

You are just finding excuses.

Nothing can make

two lovers apart.

Exactly. As a student,

you can live

and fall in love lightheartedly

on campus.

However,

I have to survive in the cruel society.

She has better choices.

If she stays with me, she will get nothing but suffering.

Do you understand?

Lin Heping!

Nan Sheng is crying so sadly.

How could you bear to leave her?

Heping,

do you really want to leave me?

Sorry.

Sis, what are you doing here? Let me pass.

Tell me where you are going.

Where am I going?

I'm going to find Lin Heping of course.

I must ask him why

he broke Nan Sheng's heart.

Don't be so angry.

Calm down.

I have come here on behalf of Heping.

You can tell me whatever you want to say.

He doesn't even dare to see me now.

Is he going to hide all his life?

Heping asked me to tell you

that he had known what you would say,

and that he didn't want to see

or listen to you.

No, I must go and see him.

We must talk it over face to face.

Get out of my way!

What are you doing?!

Are you insane?

Stop wasting your time

on Nan Sheng.

Heping won't

make up with her.

I've got it.

Did you play some

dirty tricks

to break them up?

What are you talking about?!

If my tricks

broke them up easily,

it can only prove that

their love is not strong enough.

It's Heping's choice.

Why are you still pushing him?

You certainly don't want me

to find him,

because you have

achieved your aim,

and you have seen

Heping break up with Nan Sheng.

But do you know how sadly

Nan Sheng cried at school?

Her eyes have become swollen with tears!

Bad boy,

don't slander your sister.

Do you think I'm happy

to see Heping get so sad?

I tell you,

since they broke up,

Heping has been in no mood

to look after the shop,

and I have had to run it all by myself.

I work so hard

to support it day after day.

Is that an easy job?

But I have to say

Heping and Nan Sheng

are not suitable for each other.

They would break up sooner or later.

Since long-term torture is harder to bear than short-term pain,

it's good for both of them to break up earlier.

I knew you thought like that.

I must go and find him. Get out of my way.

Come back. Look at me.

You know,

what matters most in love

is matching in social status.

They are already

in different worlds now.

Do you understand?

You will regret your childishness

sooner or later.

I tell you, I will never regret.

You...

Sis...

Why didn't you

tell me before you came back?

If I hadn't gone to see you,

I wouldn't have known your release.

Sis, I was too embarrassed to tell you,

and I didn't know

what I should say to you.

It's all over.

It's all over.

Hello, Mom.

Heping,

listen to me,

I just took a nap

and dreamed of Nan Sheng again.

Mom, you...

Don't be so neurotic.

If Qiao Man knows it,

she will be scared by you.

Please don't be so neurotic, Okay?

Bad boy.

Are you free today?

You can bring Qiao Man

to my house.

Let's have dinner together, Okay?

If you don't have time,

I can go to your house.

Just let me

see her again, okay?

But we can't place our emotion

on others.

Right?

Bad boy!

I've always known

there is no use

having a son.

If only I had given birth

to a daughter at that time!

A daughter is always close to her mother.

But you have never

showed consideration for me.

Hello, Mom?

Did you

bring Qiao Man home?

Did Aunt Lan see her

as Nan Sheng?

My mom always wants to see Qiao Man.

I can do nothing about that.

To Aunt Lan, what you did

isn't helpful at all.

You have just sent her back

to the shadow of the past.

Can Qiao Man stay with Aunt Lan for a lifetime?

She is Hanson's wife already!

Are you reminding me again?

I know

you arranged the party

specially for them two.

I know your intention

behind your acts.

Heping,

I did this all for you.

Look at me.

All I see is you.

I will be loyal

to you forever.

Ali, I have told you

so many times.

We are only business partners.

It's out of the question for us

to further our relationship.

Think about it.

Who is that?

Who?

Why are you here?

Is Qiao Man home?

No, she is out.

What are you doing?

Don't be so rude.

I haven't let you in yet.

You'd better talk it over with Qiao Man.

Why is she still

living here?

A married woman

is just like water that has been splashed.

Shouldn't she

move to Hanson's house?

She can move out

whenever she wants.

Nan Sheng's dad?

Yes, it's him.

It must be drawn by Qiao Man.

Why did she draw this?

Hello, Qiao Man.

What's the matter?

Nothing serious.

I just want to tell you, my mom

has asked me to take you home many times.

I'm afraid she can't control herself

and will go to disturb you.

If she makes trouble for you...

Never mind.

You mom is very kind.

Why are you so afraid that

I will get in touch with her?

No, that's not true.

I'm afraid that she will place her emotion on you,

just like what I did before.

But the difference is,

I have not only put my emotion on you,

but also fallen in love with you.

Lin Heping,

I'm going to pretend

that you never said that.

We are just friends,

good friends.

Don't worry about your mom.

I won't mind

if she comes to me.

I have something to do.

I'm going to hang up first.

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♪Where do I go♪

♪when I've got no way to hide?♪

♪When will I feel♪

♪like I'm truly live in life?♪

♪I'm waiting around,♪

♪trying to find my time.♪

♪I've gone out of the bounds,♪

♪hoping to see a side.♪

♪When I wake up,♪

♪and I start a whole new day,♪

♪I realize♪

♪that the world is all a stage.♪

♪It's a moment like this that makes me feel so♪

♪alive.♪

♪Here I am a star.♪

♪I will go so far.♪

♪Whenever♪

♪life got me down and I fell to the ground,♪

♪I picked myself back up.♪

♪Whenever hope isn't felt,♪

♪I won't be crying now.♪

♪I know I can be tough.♪

♪Every morning I wake up,♪

♪and I know that I'll be tough.♪

♪I am rising up there.♪

♪This is show time.♪

♪Life is my hill to climb.♪

♪Whenever♪

♪life got me down and I fell to the ground,♪

♪I picked myself back up.♪

♪Whenever hope isn't felt,♪

♪I won't be crying now.♪

♪I know I can be tough.♪

♪Every morning I wake up,♪

♪and I know that I'll be tough.♪

♪I am rising up there.♪

♪This is show time.♪

♪Life is my hill to climb.♪

♪I am rising up there.♪

♪This is show time.♪

♪Life is my hill to climb.♪