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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:18,018 --> 00:00:19,519 Where are you going? 2 00:00:22,022 --> 00:00:24,524 I thought you said we could go shopping today. 3 00:00:24,524 --> 00:00:26,526 -I ain't say that. -You did. 4 00:00:26,526 --> 00:00:28,528 Okay, maybe I did, but we can't go today. 5 00:00:28,528 --> 00:00:30,530 Now, go on in the house! 6 00:00:31,531 --> 00:00:33,533 You going with him? 7 00:00:33,533 --> 00:00:37,036 He's gonna give Mama some money so I can take you shopping. 8 00:00:37,037 --> 00:00:40,040 That's why I got all dressed up today. Look. 9 00:00:41,041 --> 00:00:42,542 When will you be back? 10 00:00:42,542 --> 00:00:44,043 I'll be back in a couple of days. 11 00:00:49,049 --> 00:00:51,051 Take this, put it in the house. 12 00:00:57,057 --> 00:00:58,058 (ENGINE STARTS) 13 00:01:01,561 --> 00:01:03,563 JOANIt's amazing how life can form patterns 14 00:01:03,563 --> 00:01:08,067 that have a way of showing up in the behavior of our offspring. 15 00:01:08,068 --> 00:01:10,070 Erica Moses was a beautiful girl, 16 00:01:10,070 --> 00:01:12,072 raised in Washington, D.C. 17 00:01:17,077 --> 00:01:18,578 Before I met Erica, 18 00:01:18,578 --> 00:01:21,581 she had dreams of one day being an acclaimed ballerina. 19 00:01:21,581 --> 00:01:24,083 But quickly found that the classical arts 20 00:01:24,084 --> 00:01:27,087 didn't always cater to girls like her. 21 00:01:27,087 --> 00:01:29,089 She had used her mother's attitude 22 00:01:29,089 --> 00:01:31,591 as a way of transforming herself. 23 00:01:31,591 --> 00:01:34,594 "Use what you got to get what you need, Erica." 24 00:01:34,594 --> 00:01:36,596 Those were the echoes of her mother. 25 00:01:36,596 --> 00:01:39,599 And that was the start of her metamorphosis. 26 00:01:39,599 --> 00:01:43,102 Desperate to fit in, she traded tights for miniskirts 27 00:01:43,603 --> 00:01:46,606 and ballet slippers for stilettos and... 28 00:01:46,606 --> 00:01:48,608 Black skirt, step forward. 29 00:01:50,110 --> 00:01:52,112 JOAN: Eventually, a star was born. 30 00:01:57,617 --> 00:01:59,118 She thought she scored big 31 00:01:59,119 --> 00:02:02,622 when she snared a hot, talented artist with plenty of money. 32 00:02:03,623 --> 00:02:05,124 I'm Trey. 33 00:02:05,125 --> 00:02:06,126 Hi. 34 00:02:06,126 --> 00:02:07,127 And you are? 35 00:02:07,127 --> 00:02:08,128 Erica. 36 00:02:08,128 --> 00:02:10,630 Well, it's nice to meet you, Erica. 37 00:02:12,132 --> 00:02:14,134 I look forward to working with you. 38 00:02:14,134 --> 00:02:15,635 Me, too. 39 00:02:15,635 --> 00:02:19,639 JOAN: In Erica's mind, her mother would have been so proud of her. 40 00:02:19,639 --> 00:02:21,140 Erica became a leading lady 41 00:02:21,141 --> 00:02:23,143 -in the world of music and entertainment. -(RAP MUSIC PLAYING) 42 00:02:23,143 --> 00:02:25,645 The lights flashed and cameras rolled 43 00:02:25,645 --> 00:02:29,148 and...and the people never slept. 44 00:02:42,162 --> 00:02:44,164 What Erica came to realize 45 00:02:44,164 --> 00:02:48,668 was that she was becoming a reflection of how she really felt on the inside. 46 00:02:48,668 --> 00:02:52,171 Broken, discouraged and living out a revised dream 47 00:02:52,172 --> 00:02:54,674 full of fantasy and disappointments. 48 00:03:03,650 --> 00:03:05,652 (HIP HOP MUSIC PLAYING) 49 00:03:39,185 --> 00:03:40,186 Hi. 50 00:03:54,200 --> 00:03:56,202 (BEEPS) 51 00:03:56,202 --> 00:03:58,704 I'm sorry, the card is declined. 52 00:03:59,706 --> 00:04:00,707 Okay. 53 00:04:02,208 --> 00:04:04,210 Uh, try this one. 54 00:04:11,217 --> 00:04:12,218 (BEEPS) 55 00:04:12,218 --> 00:04:15,221 I'm sorry, that one's not working either. 56 00:04:15,221 --> 00:04:17,723 Okay, can you...can you try this one again please? 57 00:04:31,237 --> 00:04:32,738 (PHONE RINGING) 58 00:04:33,239 --> 00:04:34,740 Tyiese Studio. 59 00:04:36,743 --> 00:04:39,245 Uh, excuse me. You need to sign in. 60 00:04:39,245 --> 00:04:40,746 I'm Trey's girlfriend. 61 00:04:40,747 --> 00:04:42,749 I've heard that before. You still need to sign in. 62 00:04:43,750 --> 00:04:44,751 (SIGHS) 63 00:04:50,256 --> 00:04:51,757 (HIP HOP MUSIC PLAYING) 64 00:04:57,764 --> 00:04:59,265 (MOUTHING) 65 00:05:03,770 --> 00:05:05,271 Trey! 66 00:05:06,773 --> 00:05:08,775 Trey, I need to talk to you. 67 00:05:11,277 --> 00:05:12,278 -Trey! -(MUSIC STOPS) 68 00:05:13,780 --> 00:05:16,783 I need to talk to you. It's important. 69 00:05:20,286 --> 00:05:22,788 Okay. My cards were declined today. 70 00:05:22,789 --> 00:05:24,290 (LAUGHS) 71 00:05:24,290 --> 00:05:26,292 That's what happens when you don't pay the bills. 72 00:05:26,292 --> 00:05:27,793 You been drinkin' or somethin'? 73 00:05:28,294 --> 00:05:29,295 Have you? 74 00:05:30,797 --> 00:05:32,799 Look, are we in trouble? 75 00:05:32,799 --> 00:05:34,801 Oh, it's "we" now? 76 00:05:34,801 --> 00:05:36,803 Hold on, dawg. I'll be right back. 77 00:05:36,803 --> 00:05:38,304 Come with me. 78 00:05:40,306 --> 00:05:41,307 ERICA: What's the point of coming out here? 79 00:05:41,808 --> 00:05:42,809 You couldn't say it in front of everybody else? 80 00:05:42,809 --> 00:05:44,310 I don't want everybody in my business. 81 00:05:44,310 --> 00:05:45,311 Whatever. 82 00:05:45,311 --> 00:05:46,812 Come here! 83 00:05:47,313 --> 00:05:48,814 So, it's "we" now, huh? 84 00:05:48,815 --> 00:05:50,316 It wasn't "we" when you spent up all my money. 85 00:05:50,316 --> 00:05:52,818 You said I didn't have to work! 86 00:05:54,320 --> 00:05:55,821 What can you do? Huh? 87 00:05:55,822 --> 00:05:57,323 I... 88 00:05:57,323 --> 00:05:59,325 I can find something to do. 89 00:05:59,325 --> 00:06:01,827 Well, go find it then. Bye. 90 00:06:01,828 --> 00:06:02,829 I got to go to work. 91 00:06:04,831 --> 00:06:06,332 I wasn't through talking to you! 92 00:06:06,332 --> 00:06:08,334 TREY: I'm done listening. 93 00:06:09,335 --> 00:06:11,837 ERICA: Excuse me, I need some money. 94 00:06:11,838 --> 00:06:13,339 Cue the track, dawg. 95 00:06:16,342 --> 00:06:17,843 Cue the track! 96 00:06:17,844 --> 00:06:19,846 -I need some money. -(MUSIC PLAYING) 97 00:06:19,846 --> 00:06:21,848 (SIGHS) 98 00:06:21,848 --> 00:06:24,851 I'm hungry, I need some money. 99 00:06:24,851 --> 00:06:27,854 -You know what? -Whoa, whoa, whoa. I got this. 100 00:06:27,854 --> 00:06:28,855 Look... 101 00:06:30,356 --> 00:06:32,358 Here, just take this and go. 102 00:06:32,358 --> 00:06:33,359 Thank you. 103 00:06:50,877 --> 00:06:52,378 You know, I'm getting sick of this, Erica. 104 00:06:52,378 --> 00:06:53,879 You ain't nothing but a gold digger anyway! 105 00:06:53,880 --> 00:06:56,382 Trey. Trey, I do care. 106 00:06:56,382 --> 00:06:57,383 It's not about the money. 107 00:06:57,383 --> 00:06:59,385 I promise, I'll do better, please. 108 00:06:59,385 --> 00:07:00,886 What do you want me to do? 109 00:07:00,887 --> 00:07:03,890 I just need you out by tomorrow. 110 00:07:04,390 --> 00:07:05,891 But I have to tell you something! 111 00:07:06,893 --> 00:07:08,394 Erica, I'm done. 112 00:07:29,916 --> 00:07:31,918 You're gonna grow up to be a pretty girl 113 00:07:31,918 --> 00:07:34,921 and you can use that pretty to get yourself a good man. 114 00:07:34,921 --> 00:07:37,423 And make sure he's got money. 115 00:07:37,423 --> 00:07:40,426 A man with no money ain't no man at all. 116 00:07:40,426 --> 00:07:41,927 Remember that. 117 00:07:53,940 --> 00:07:54,941 Hey. 118 00:07:54,941 --> 00:07:57,443 -What's up? -Oh, what's up with you? 119 00:07:58,444 --> 00:08:00,946 Uh, nothing much. (SNIFFLES) 120 00:08:00,947 --> 00:08:03,449 Uh, you...you doing okay? 121 00:08:05,451 --> 00:08:07,453 Not really. 122 00:08:07,453 --> 00:08:09,955 I mean, you know me and Trey broke up. 123 00:08:11,457 --> 00:08:13,459 Oh. 124 00:08:13,459 --> 00:08:15,961 Oh, I really just need to talk to him. 125 00:08:18,464 --> 00:08:21,967 If I... If I hear from him, I'll tell him to give you a call. 126 00:08:21,968 --> 00:08:25,471 If you need anything just... just call me, okay? 127 00:09:12,018 --> 00:09:14,020 -(SHUSHING) -(LALA CRYING) 128 00:09:14,020 --> 00:09:15,521 No. 129 00:09:19,025 --> 00:09:20,026 (SHUSHING) 130 00:09:21,527 --> 00:09:23,028 Quiet now. 131 00:09:23,029 --> 00:09:25,031 I'm trying as fast as I can. 132 00:09:27,533 --> 00:09:30,035 Don't cry for Mommy. 133 00:09:30,036 --> 00:09:31,037 Don't cry. 134 00:09:32,538 --> 00:09:34,540 I'm trying. I'm trying real hard. 135 00:09:34,540 --> 00:09:37,543 I'm gonna find us somewhere to sleep tonight, okay? 136 00:09:38,544 --> 00:09:39,545 Oh. 137 00:09:51,057 --> 00:09:54,060 We're over capacity. We can't take any more. 138 00:09:54,060 --> 00:09:56,062 I was here last night. Remember me? 139 00:09:56,062 --> 00:09:58,564 Look, somebody is in there holding my space. 140 00:09:58,564 --> 00:10:00,065 We're over capacity. I'm sorry. 141 00:10:00,566 --> 00:10:03,569 We have nowhere to sleep and we have no more food. 142 00:10:03,569 --> 00:10:08,073 Okay, I got... I got... I got some money. You can have it. 143 00:10:08,074 --> 00:10:10,576 Okay, it's not enough for a hotel. 144 00:10:11,077 --> 00:10:14,080 Please. I have a baby. 145 00:10:14,080 --> 00:10:17,083 So do half the women in here. I'm sorry. 146 00:10:17,083 --> 00:10:19,585 You got to get here early. Sorry. 147 00:10:23,089 --> 00:10:25,591 WOMAN: You looking for a place to squat? 148 00:10:26,592 --> 00:10:28,093 Come on, I know a place. 149 00:10:28,094 --> 00:10:30,596 It's a real clean place, too. 150 00:10:32,598 --> 00:10:34,099 Come on! 151 00:10:36,102 --> 00:10:38,104 It's all right. It's all right. 152 00:10:39,105 --> 00:10:40,606 Come on. 153 00:10:43,109 --> 00:10:45,111 Excuse the place. I didn't get a chance to clean up. 154 00:10:45,111 --> 00:10:48,614 CHARLIE: Hey, hey, hey, hey! That's my corner. 155 00:10:49,615 --> 00:10:53,118 (LAUGHING) I'm just kidding with you. 156 00:10:53,119 --> 00:10:55,121 You're new around here, ain't you? 157 00:10:55,121 --> 00:10:57,123 Charlie, leave her alone. She's having hard times. 158 00:10:57,123 --> 00:10:59,625 I'm gonna take care of her. 159 00:11:00,126 --> 00:11:04,630 I'll even share my private stash. 160 00:11:04,630 --> 00:11:06,632 It's okay. He's harmless. 161 00:11:10,136 --> 00:11:12,138 An apple a day keeps the doctor away. 162 00:11:12,638 --> 00:11:15,140 Charlie, get on out of here. 163 00:11:15,141 --> 00:11:18,644 Listen, you and your baby is gonna be all right, I promise. 164 00:11:18,644 --> 00:11:20,145 You're gonna be fine. 165 00:11:20,146 --> 00:11:21,647 You just got one night, okay? 166 00:11:21,647 --> 00:11:23,148 Hey, little girl. 167 00:11:23,149 --> 00:11:25,151 You wouldn't happen to have any change, would you? 168 00:11:27,653 --> 00:11:29,154 A couple of dollars? 169 00:11:38,164 --> 00:11:40,166 Thank you. 170 00:11:40,166 --> 00:11:43,169 It's for your rent. (CHUCKLES) 171 00:11:43,169 --> 00:11:45,171 Well, make yourself comfortable. 172 00:11:45,171 --> 00:11:46,672 We're at home. 173 00:11:48,674 --> 00:11:50,175 We are at home. 174 00:11:59,685 --> 00:12:01,186 ERICA: See, you got a crib. 175 00:12:01,687 --> 00:12:04,189 Uh-huh. Uh-huh. 176 00:12:07,193 --> 00:12:08,694 (BABY TALK) 177 00:12:10,696 --> 00:12:13,198 Go to sleep. Go to sleep. 178 00:12:14,200 --> 00:12:16,202 Go to sleep. Okay? 179 00:12:16,702 --> 00:12:18,704 Go to sleep. Okay? 180 00:12:19,705 --> 00:12:21,206 Go to sleep. 181 00:12:34,220 --> 00:12:35,721 (EXHALES) 182 00:12:40,726 --> 00:12:41,727 (BLOWING) 183 00:12:45,431 --> 00:12:47,433 (GASPING) 184 00:12:47,433 --> 00:12:50,436 I ain't never seen nobody sleep for two days straight! 185 00:12:50,436 --> 00:12:53,439 Yesterday, I thought you were dead. 186 00:12:53,439 --> 00:12:56,442 I put a glass on your nose and you fogged it up. 187 00:12:57,443 --> 00:12:58,944 I left you alone. 188 00:12:59,945 --> 00:13:00,946 You hungry? 189 00:13:02,948 --> 00:13:04,950 I got big boxes. 190 00:13:04,950 --> 00:13:05,951 Big boxes. 191 00:13:05,951 --> 00:13:07,452 (RATTLING) 192 00:13:07,453 --> 00:13:08,454 No? 193 00:13:10,456 --> 00:13:12,458 That's fine. More for me. 194 00:13:18,464 --> 00:13:20,466 What's your name? 195 00:13:22,968 --> 00:13:24,970 You got legs like a dancer. 196 00:13:26,472 --> 00:13:27,973 I used to be a dancer. 197 00:13:27,973 --> 00:13:29,474 A backup dancer. 198 00:13:30,476 --> 00:13:32,978 I took ballet and everything. 199 00:13:33,979 --> 00:13:36,982 Uh, we got a dance group here. Stacy over it. 200 00:13:36,982 --> 00:13:38,483 But I guess you'll meet her one day. 201 00:13:38,484 --> 00:13:39,985 Yeah. 202 00:13:44,490 --> 00:13:46,492 I heard they found you out by that old cotton mill. 203 00:13:46,492 --> 00:13:48,494 What you was doing out there? 204 00:13:48,494 --> 00:13:49,495 You homeless? 205 00:13:52,998 --> 00:13:53,999 Hello? 206 00:13:58,504 --> 00:14:00,005 Hello? 207 00:14:02,508 --> 00:14:04,009 Hello! 208 00:14:05,511 --> 00:14:07,012 You don't talk? 209 00:14:10,516 --> 00:14:12,518 You slow? 210 00:14:12,518 --> 00:14:14,520 That's all right, dancer. You ain't got to talk to me. 211 00:14:14,520 --> 00:14:16,021 I talk to you. 212 00:14:16,021 --> 00:14:17,522 This is Joan's house. 213 00:14:17,523 --> 00:14:20,025 Take in homeless girls and runaways. 214 00:14:21,026 --> 00:14:22,527 She cool. 215 00:14:23,028 --> 00:14:24,529 But she got a lot of rules. 216 00:14:25,030 --> 00:14:26,531 She got the six-month rule. 217 00:14:26,532 --> 00:14:29,034 But me, I've been here for years. 218 00:14:30,536 --> 00:14:33,038 On and off. Off and on. 219 00:14:36,041 --> 00:14:38,043 JOAN: So, listen. My friend, Joe, 220 00:14:38,043 --> 00:14:39,544 you know, who works for the city. 221 00:14:39,545 --> 00:14:41,547 He found her and brought her in. 222 00:14:41,547 --> 00:14:45,050 Uh, she's got a really bad burn and some cuts. 223 00:14:45,050 --> 00:14:46,551 I bandaged her up, 224 00:14:46,552 --> 00:14:49,054 but she's still out of it. 225 00:14:49,054 --> 00:14:51,056 Hmm. 226 00:14:51,056 --> 00:14:54,059 And... And you say that there's nobody missing fitting her description? 227 00:14:55,060 --> 00:14:57,062 (SIGHS) Okay. 228 00:14:57,563 --> 00:14:58,564 All right. Thanks, sweetie. 229 00:14:59,064 --> 00:15:02,067 You have a blessed one, too. Okay, bye. 230 00:15:03,569 --> 00:15:04,570 TINA: I'm gonna get my own place soon. 231 00:15:06,071 --> 00:15:07,572 'Cause look... 232 00:15:08,574 --> 00:15:11,076 Look, I'm pregnant. 233 00:15:11,076 --> 00:15:12,077 You can't really tell yet though. 234 00:15:12,077 --> 00:15:13,578 (SOBBING) 235 00:15:16,081 --> 00:15:17,082 JOAN: Hello? 236 00:15:18,083 --> 00:15:19,584 Hello. 237 00:15:19,585 --> 00:15:21,587 I'm glad to see you're awake. 238 00:15:23,088 --> 00:15:25,090 I think she a retard or something. 239 00:15:25,090 --> 00:15:27,592 -JOAN: Tina! -Hmm? 240 00:15:27,593 --> 00:15:30,095 Could I see you for a minute please? 241 00:15:39,605 --> 00:15:41,607 I'm not gonna argue with you today. All right? 242 00:15:42,107 --> 00:15:44,109 Now, you and I have been going back and forth for a while 243 00:15:44,109 --> 00:15:46,111 and we are on good terms now 244 00:15:46,111 --> 00:15:48,613 and I'd love to keep it that way. 245 00:15:50,115 --> 00:15:52,617 I'm just asking you to keep an eye on this one. All right? 246 00:15:52,618 --> 00:15:54,119 I think she needs it. 247 00:15:54,119 --> 00:15:56,121 What about what I need? 248 00:15:56,121 --> 00:15:57,622 You ain't give me a roommate when I came! 249 00:15:57,623 --> 00:15:59,124 Who gonna look after me? 250 00:15:59,124 --> 00:16:02,627 I just have some cereal and a DVD, The Color Purple. 251 00:16:02,628 --> 00:16:05,130 (IMITATING SOFIA) "You told Harpo to beat me? 252 00:16:05,130 --> 00:16:06,631 "You told Harpo to beat me?" 253 00:16:06,632 --> 00:16:09,134 You didn't want a roommate. 254 00:16:09,134 --> 00:16:11,636 You didn't want anyone looking after you. 255 00:16:14,139 --> 00:16:16,141 I forgot. 256 00:16:16,141 --> 00:16:17,642 -Excuse me? -I forgot! 257 00:16:20,145 --> 00:16:22,647 Why don't you pay me? And I'll watch her for you. 258 00:16:22,648 --> 00:16:24,650 I'm not paying you. 259 00:16:24,650 --> 00:16:29,154 I go above and beyond to help you, Tina, and you know that. 260 00:16:30,155 --> 00:16:33,158 Please. Yeah, yeah. Oh. 261 00:16:33,158 --> 00:16:36,161 I'm serious, Tina. Look out for her, all right? 262 00:16:38,163 --> 00:16:39,164 (DOOR OPENS) 263 00:16:40,165 --> 00:16:41,666 (DOOR CLOSES) 264 00:16:41,667 --> 00:16:45,671 My name is Joan and this is my house. 265 00:16:48,674 --> 00:16:52,177 A friend of mine found you a few days ago and brought you here. 266 00:16:53,679 --> 00:16:55,681 Do you understand what I'm saying? 267 00:16:58,183 --> 00:17:00,185 (JOAN SIGHS) 268 00:17:00,185 --> 00:17:04,189 I need for you to communicate in...in some way. 269 00:17:04,189 --> 00:17:07,192 Uh, do you write? 270 00:17:09,695 --> 00:17:12,698 Oh, this isn't a prison. 271 00:17:12,698 --> 00:17:14,700 I'm here to help you, but only if you want it, 272 00:17:14,700 --> 00:17:17,703 and if you don't, you are free to leave. 273 00:17:22,708 --> 00:17:24,710 I need to know if you are on any medication 274 00:17:24,710 --> 00:17:27,713 or any substance, any substance. 275 00:17:30,716 --> 00:17:32,217 While you are here, 276 00:17:32,217 --> 00:17:36,721 there is absolutely no drinking and no drugs. 277 00:17:41,727 --> 00:17:43,729 Do you understand what I am... 278 00:18:12,257 --> 00:18:13,758 (COUGHS) 279 00:18:42,287 --> 00:18:43,288 (EXHALES) 280 00:19:07,312 --> 00:19:08,813 Good morning. 281 00:19:10,816 --> 00:19:14,319 If you didn't want help, you wouldn't have come back here. 282 00:19:14,319 --> 00:19:16,821 Now, quit pretending and let someone help you. 283 00:19:21,827 --> 00:19:22,828 (SCOFFS) 284 00:19:43,348 --> 00:19:45,350 I know you understand English. 285 00:19:45,350 --> 00:19:48,853 Now, I need to figure out why you're not speaking. 286 00:19:48,854 --> 00:19:50,355 Have a seat. 287 00:19:56,862 --> 00:19:59,364 I started this place seven years ago. 288 00:19:59,364 --> 00:20:02,367 I only take in women and children and I don't take everyone. 289 00:20:02,367 --> 00:20:03,868 This is a six-month program. 290 00:20:03,869 --> 00:20:07,873 You must stay here every night and I lock my doors at 9:00 pm. 291 00:20:07,873 --> 00:20:10,375 If you want to kill yourself, go do that someplace else. 292 00:20:10,375 --> 00:20:14,879 This is my house, my home, not a shelter. 293 00:20:14,880 --> 00:20:17,382 I'm not rich. Do not ask me for money. 294 00:20:17,382 --> 00:20:19,884 If you stay here, you will get a job. 295 00:20:19,885 --> 00:20:23,388 You don't have to pay rent and I provide one meal a day. 296 00:20:23,388 --> 00:20:25,390 I'm here to help you. 297 00:20:29,394 --> 00:20:32,897 But only, and I mean only, 298 00:20:32,898 --> 00:20:34,900 if you want to help yourself. 299 00:20:38,904 --> 00:20:40,906 Do you understand that? 300 00:20:52,417 --> 00:20:53,418 ROBYN: So, what good is God 301 00:20:53,418 --> 00:20:55,920 if he's not around when you really need him? 302 00:20:55,921 --> 00:20:57,923 -That's my issue. -Hmm. 303 00:20:57,923 --> 00:21:00,926 Okay, well, Robyn, I think part of the problem 304 00:21:00,926 --> 00:21:04,429 is that we want God to just show up when we want him to show up 305 00:21:04,429 --> 00:21:05,930 and just fix everything. 306 00:21:05,931 --> 00:21:07,933 Yeah. 307 00:21:07,933 --> 00:21:10,936 Well, he might be fixing everything and we don't even realize it. 308 00:21:11,436 --> 00:21:12,937 What, you're serious? 309 00:21:13,939 --> 00:21:15,440 FAE: Quite. 310 00:21:16,441 --> 00:21:17,942 (LAUGHING) 311 00:21:17,943 --> 00:21:19,945 Cheers, you're doing good. 312 00:21:19,945 --> 00:21:24,449 Hey, listen, God's timing is not our timing, okay? Period. 313 00:21:24,449 --> 00:21:25,950 -(COOING) -Hey, guys! 314 00:21:25,951 --> 00:21:27,953 -Oh, Morgan! -ALL: Morgan! 315 00:21:27,953 --> 00:21:29,454 Oh, my goodness! 316 00:21:29,454 --> 00:21:30,455 Aw! 317 00:21:32,958 --> 00:21:34,960 (SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY) 318 00:21:36,962 --> 00:21:39,464 Oh, my goodness. 319 00:21:39,464 --> 00:21:41,966 -ERICA: I want to hold him. -What's his name? 320 00:21:41,967 --> 00:21:43,468 Was that Erica? 321 00:21:45,470 --> 00:21:46,971 I want to hold him. 322 00:21:49,975 --> 00:21:51,977 I want to hold him! 323 00:21:51,977 --> 00:21:54,479 -She said something. -I'm sorry? What's that again? 324 00:21:56,481 --> 00:21:58,483 -Wait a minute. -TINA: Relax, dancer. 325 00:21:58,483 --> 00:22:00,485 Yeah. You... You just ask his mama 326 00:22:00,485 --> 00:22:02,987 if it's okay if you can hold him. 327 00:22:04,489 --> 00:22:06,491 Let me hold him, please. 328 00:22:06,491 --> 00:22:07,992 Oh, she talks now. 329 00:22:10,495 --> 00:22:12,997 -Okay? Okay. -Okay. 330 00:22:12,998 --> 00:22:13,999 All right. It's okay. 331 00:22:15,000 --> 00:22:16,501 It's okay. 332 00:22:16,501 --> 00:22:17,502 Say hi. 333 00:22:18,503 --> 00:22:19,504 Hello. 334 00:22:20,505 --> 00:22:21,506 Here you go. 335 00:22:21,506 --> 00:22:24,008 Just be careful, watch his head, okay? 336 00:22:25,510 --> 00:22:27,512 Okay. That's okay. 337 00:22:27,512 --> 00:22:31,015 -I'm going to get her some water. -Okay, okay. 338 00:22:32,517 --> 00:22:34,018 (SOBBING) 339 00:22:42,027 --> 00:22:44,029 You're hurting... You're hurting my baby. Give me my baby. 340 00:22:44,029 --> 00:22:46,531 -Give him to me. Joan! Give him to me. -No. I want to hold him. No. 341 00:22:46,531 --> 00:22:48,032 -FAE: What's going on in here? -I wanna hold him. 342 00:22:48,033 --> 00:22:49,534 Hey, hey, hey! 343 00:22:49,534 --> 00:22:51,035 She has... She has my baby. 344 00:22:51,036 --> 00:22:53,538 -Okay, okay. -Erica, give back the baby. 345 00:22:53,538 --> 00:22:55,039 Give her back the baby. 346 00:22:55,040 --> 00:22:57,542 MORGAN: Just give me my baby. 347 00:22:57,542 --> 00:22:59,043 -FAE: Okay, let's go. -No, don't. 348 00:22:59,044 --> 00:23:01,546 -Stop it! I want to hold him. -(ALL GASP) 349 00:23:01,546 --> 00:23:04,549 -Right now. -(SOBBING) He's mine! I wanna hold him! 350 00:23:07,552 --> 00:23:10,054 -(LAUGHING) -Hey, no, no. No, no, no. 351 00:23:10,055 --> 00:23:11,056 That's not funny. 352 00:23:13,558 --> 00:23:16,060 What was that? Huh? 353 00:23:16,561 --> 00:23:18,563 I don't like surprises. 354 00:23:19,564 --> 00:23:21,065 Oh, no. No, no, no, no, no. 355 00:23:21,066 --> 00:23:25,070 It is way too late for you to keep playing mute! 356 00:23:25,070 --> 00:23:27,572 You start talking, and I mean right now. 357 00:23:28,073 --> 00:23:30,075 I want my baby. 358 00:23:30,075 --> 00:23:32,077 That is not your baby! 359 00:23:32,077 --> 00:23:33,578 I want my baby. 360 00:23:35,580 --> 00:23:37,081 I want my baby. 361 00:23:40,585 --> 00:23:42,086 I want my baby. 362 00:23:52,097 --> 00:23:53,598 (JOAN SIGHS) 363 00:23:54,099 --> 00:23:58,103 So, your boyfriend took the baby and... and then just disappeared? 364 00:24:02,107 --> 00:24:03,608 You called the police? 365 00:24:03,608 --> 00:24:06,611 No. They don't listen to people like me. 366 00:24:08,613 --> 00:24:10,114 Do you have any family? 367 00:24:11,116 --> 00:24:12,117 No. 368 00:24:12,117 --> 00:24:13,118 Mother? 369 00:24:13,618 --> 00:24:14,619 Dead. 370 00:24:16,621 --> 00:24:19,123 -Father, cousins, aunts, siblings? -(SNIFFLES) 371 00:24:19,124 --> 00:24:21,126 -Somebody? -No. 372 00:24:21,126 --> 00:24:23,628 And you haven't spoken to the baby's father at all? 373 00:24:23,628 --> 00:24:24,629 No. 374 00:24:27,132 --> 00:24:31,136 He was always threatening to throw me out on the street. 375 00:24:31,136 --> 00:24:33,638 And then he just sold the house and left. 376 00:24:35,640 --> 00:24:38,643 So, I stayed in hotels until my money ran out. 377 00:24:40,645 --> 00:24:41,646 And then? 378 00:24:43,648 --> 00:24:45,650 I was at shelters. 379 00:24:47,152 --> 00:24:50,155 Are you an addict? Do you have a drug problem? 380 00:24:53,158 --> 00:24:54,659 I'm gonna ask you one more time. 381 00:24:54,659 --> 00:24:57,161 Are you an addict? Do you have a drug problem? 382 00:24:57,162 --> 00:24:58,663 I drink. 383 00:25:00,665 --> 00:25:02,166 We didn't find any identification. 384 00:25:02,167 --> 00:25:04,169 Do... Do you have I.D.? 385 00:25:05,170 --> 00:25:06,671 It's in my bag. 386 00:25:08,173 --> 00:25:10,175 -What is your name? -(SNIFFLING) 387 00:25:12,677 --> 00:25:13,678 Erica... 388 00:25:14,679 --> 00:25:15,680 Renee... 389 00:25:18,683 --> 00:25:19,684 Moses. 390 00:25:21,186 --> 00:25:23,188 I'm from Washington, D.C. 391 00:25:24,189 --> 00:25:26,691 All right, well, that's a start. 392 00:25:27,692 --> 00:25:29,193 Who are you callin'? 393 00:25:29,194 --> 00:25:31,196 My friend, Carrie. She's an investigator and she can help. 394 00:25:31,696 --> 00:25:32,697 Wait, why are you calling an investigator? 395 00:25:32,697 --> 00:25:34,699 I don't... I don't want to do that. 396 00:25:34,699 --> 00:25:38,202 Because we have to file a missing person's report on your baby. 397 00:25:38,203 --> 00:25:40,205 But what if they think like...like I had something to do with it 398 00:25:40,205 --> 00:25:42,207 because I didn't report it? 399 00:25:43,708 --> 00:25:45,209 We'll cross that bridge when we come to it. 400 00:25:45,210 --> 00:25:46,711 No, I don't want to do that. 401 00:25:46,711 --> 00:25:51,215 We have to file a report on your baby. 402 00:25:55,720 --> 00:25:56,721 Fine. 403 00:25:58,223 --> 00:25:59,224 Go ahead. 404 00:26:10,735 --> 00:26:12,737 You fooled everybody. 405 00:26:13,738 --> 00:26:15,740 Even old, old Joan. 406 00:26:17,242 --> 00:26:18,743 I knew you could talk. 407 00:26:22,247 --> 00:26:24,749 Why you act all crazy when you saw Morgan's baby? 408 00:26:25,750 --> 00:26:28,252 I miss my baby. That's all. 409 00:26:30,255 --> 00:26:31,756 Where is she? 410 00:26:32,757 --> 00:26:35,259 Gone, and I don't want to talk about it. 411 00:26:37,762 --> 00:26:39,263 All right. 412 00:26:46,771 --> 00:26:49,774 You ain't gonna be able to take care of that baby if you move out. 413 00:26:49,774 --> 00:26:51,275 It's hard work. 414 00:26:51,276 --> 00:26:52,777 Yeah, well... 415 00:26:55,280 --> 00:26:59,284 See, me and Jerome, we been together for a minute. 416 00:26:59,284 --> 00:27:01,286 He say he want us to be a family. 417 00:27:01,286 --> 00:27:03,288 He say he like my aura. 418 00:27:03,288 --> 00:27:05,790 It bring good energy. 419 00:27:05,790 --> 00:27:07,792 I mean, I don't know what he be talking about all the time. 420 00:27:08,293 --> 00:27:09,794 He into that kind of stuff. 421 00:27:09,794 --> 00:27:12,296 But, I like it. 422 00:27:13,298 --> 00:27:15,800 I like the way he look at me. 423 00:27:15,800 --> 00:27:17,802 He make me feel pretty. 424 00:27:18,803 --> 00:27:20,805 That's nice. 425 00:27:20,805 --> 00:27:22,306 Yeah, we weren't that happy at first 426 00:27:22,307 --> 00:27:25,810 because we ain't married and we thought about it, 427 00:27:26,811 --> 00:27:29,313 but we can do that. 428 00:27:29,314 --> 00:27:32,817 Plus, he say I deserve to love somebody 429 00:27:32,817 --> 00:27:34,318 who gonna make a difference in this world. 430 00:27:36,321 --> 00:27:39,324 I ain't never think about it like that. 431 00:27:39,324 --> 00:27:40,825 Me, neither. 432 00:27:40,825 --> 00:27:43,327 I'm gonna do right this time. Watch. 433 00:27:59,844 --> 00:28:00,845 You know how to braid hair? 434 00:28:02,847 --> 00:28:04,849 Can you braid mine? 435 00:28:11,356 --> 00:28:13,358 You got nice hair. 436 00:28:13,358 --> 00:28:15,360 Why don't you never fix it? 437 00:28:15,360 --> 00:28:16,861 Why you don't never fix yours? 438 00:28:23,868 --> 00:28:25,870 Why do you do that? 439 00:28:25,870 --> 00:28:28,372 Do what? 440 00:28:28,373 --> 00:28:32,377 You jump like you getting an electric shock. 441 00:28:33,878 --> 00:28:35,880 Oh, is it noticeable? 442 00:28:37,382 --> 00:28:39,884 Is that noticeable? 443 00:28:39,884 --> 00:28:41,886 I mean, you asking me about my business? 444 00:28:43,388 --> 00:28:44,389 I was a crack baby. 445 00:28:47,892 --> 00:28:49,393 I mean, when your body used to one drug, 446 00:28:49,394 --> 00:28:52,897 they keep giving you more until your body wean itself. 447 00:28:54,399 --> 00:28:55,900 I'm sorry. 448 00:28:57,902 --> 00:28:59,904 Ain't your fault. 449 00:28:59,904 --> 00:29:01,405 And then when I turned six, 450 00:29:01,406 --> 00:29:03,908 they start giving me different drugs 451 00:29:03,908 --> 00:29:06,410 and that's when the ticks started. 452 00:29:06,411 --> 00:29:08,913 I've been having them ever since. 453 00:29:08,913 --> 00:29:10,414 They can't give you nothing for that? 454 00:29:10,415 --> 00:29:13,418 I've been on all kinds of different drugs. 455 00:29:14,919 --> 00:29:16,921 When I was 13, I stopped taking them drugs. 456 00:29:16,921 --> 00:29:17,922 I found my own. 457 00:29:19,424 --> 00:29:22,927 I been in and out of this system for years. 458 00:29:22,927 --> 00:29:25,930 When I was 20, I got my own place. 459 00:29:25,930 --> 00:29:28,933 That ain't last for long. 460 00:29:28,933 --> 00:29:31,435 So, I came here a few years back. 461 00:29:32,937 --> 00:29:34,438 You finished high school? 462 00:29:34,439 --> 00:29:36,941 Mmm, but I got my G.E.D. 463 00:29:38,443 --> 00:29:40,445 Joan made me. 464 00:29:40,445 --> 00:29:44,449 Said if I ain't finish class, she was going to kick me out for good. 465 00:29:54,959 --> 00:29:56,460 (DOORBELL RINGING) 466 00:30:03,968 --> 00:30:04,969 Who are you? 467 00:30:04,969 --> 00:30:06,971 Trey. 468 00:30:06,971 --> 00:30:08,472 Is Erica Moses here? 469 00:30:10,475 --> 00:30:12,477 -Who? -Erica. Erica Moses. 470 00:30:13,478 --> 00:30:14,979 Brown skin. 471 00:30:15,480 --> 00:30:18,483 Dancer! Dancer! 472 00:30:21,486 --> 00:30:22,987 What you say your name was again? 473 00:30:22,987 --> 00:30:23,988 Trey. 474 00:30:23,988 --> 00:30:25,489 And what you do? 475 00:30:25,990 --> 00:30:28,492 Hello? What you do? 476 00:30:28,493 --> 00:30:30,495 -And why you here? -I want Erica. 477 00:30:30,495 --> 00:30:32,497 I'll take it from here. 478 00:30:32,497 --> 00:30:33,998 How did you find me? 479 00:30:33,998 --> 00:30:34,999 You called the studio from here. 480 00:30:34,999 --> 00:30:36,000 Get away from me. 481 00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:38,002 No, Tasha told me you had a baby. 482 00:30:38,002 --> 00:30:39,003 -Tasha don't know what she's talking about! -Where is my child? 483 00:30:39,504 --> 00:30:40,505 You left me! 484 00:30:40,505 --> 00:30:41,506 So you leave! 485 00:30:41,506 --> 00:30:42,507 Erica, listen... 486 00:30:42,507 --> 00:30:44,008 -No! You... -That's enough! 487 00:30:44,008 --> 00:30:45,509 Get in the house. 488 00:30:45,510 --> 00:30:48,513 Sir, this is private property and you are trespassing. 489 00:30:52,517 --> 00:30:55,520 -Tell her I have a right to see my child. -If you don't leave right now, 490 00:30:55,520 --> 00:30:57,522 I will knock you across my yard. 491 00:30:59,524 --> 00:31:01,025 Tell her I want to see my child. 492 00:31:01,025 --> 00:31:02,026 And don't come back again. 493 00:31:02,026 --> 00:31:04,528 JOAN: Get your tail in the house! 494 00:31:05,530 --> 00:31:07,031 Erica, this ain't over with. 495 00:31:07,031 --> 00:31:10,034 Erica will call you. 496 00:31:10,034 --> 00:31:13,537 But if you ever come on my property again 497 00:31:13,538 --> 00:31:16,541 to bother me, Erica, or any of these women... 498 00:31:19,043 --> 00:31:20,544 TREY: This ain't over, Erica. 499 00:31:20,545 --> 00:31:22,547 I want my child. 500 00:31:24,549 --> 00:31:27,051 You got my child. I want him. 501 00:31:30,555 --> 00:31:32,557 Where is your child? 502 00:31:33,558 --> 00:31:35,560 Where is your child? 503 00:31:37,061 --> 00:31:38,562 (SOBBING) 504 00:31:39,564 --> 00:31:41,065 She's dead. 505 00:32:07,592 --> 00:32:09,093 (SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY) 506 00:32:30,114 --> 00:32:32,616 Lala? Lala? 507 00:32:32,617 --> 00:32:36,621 What'd you do with my baby? What'd you do with my baby? My baby. 508 00:32:39,123 --> 00:32:41,625 Lala! 509 00:32:41,626 --> 00:32:44,629 Where's my baby? Where's my baby? 510 00:32:45,630 --> 00:32:47,131 Don't touch me! 511 00:32:47,131 --> 00:32:48,632 (WAILING) 512 00:32:56,140 --> 00:32:58,642 Oh. Oh. Oh. 513 00:33:21,666 --> 00:33:23,167 Lala! 514 00:33:31,175 --> 00:33:32,676 (SOBBING) 515 00:33:34,178 --> 00:33:35,679 Okay. (SHUSHING) 516 00:33:42,053 --> 00:33:43,554 I'm telling you. 517 00:33:44,055 --> 00:33:47,058 It's always something going down in this house. 518 00:33:47,058 --> 00:33:49,560 Man, it's like a reality show in here. 519 00:33:49,560 --> 00:33:51,562 Hmm. How you feeling? 520 00:33:54,065 --> 00:33:55,566 Me? I'm fine. 521 00:33:57,068 --> 00:34:01,072 No, I mean, are you in a good place right now? 522 00:34:03,074 --> 00:34:05,076 I'm at Joan's place. 523 00:34:05,076 --> 00:34:08,079 I mean, I don't really know how good this is. 524 00:34:08,079 --> 00:34:10,581 T, you still taking all that medication? 525 00:34:11,082 --> 00:34:14,585 Look, I got these herbs, right? 526 00:34:14,585 --> 00:34:16,086 And I... I been doing some research 527 00:34:16,087 --> 00:34:20,091 and I really think this is gonna help you with your nervousness. 528 00:34:20,091 --> 00:34:21,592 You trying to change me. 529 00:34:21,592 --> 00:34:23,093 Oh, I'm... I'm not... 530 00:34:23,094 --> 00:34:24,595 I thought you said you liked me for me. 531 00:34:24,595 --> 00:34:27,598 (SIGHS) Babe, I love you for you. 532 00:34:27,598 --> 00:34:31,602 But you shouldn't be on all that medication while you pregnant. 533 00:34:33,604 --> 00:34:36,106 -I mean... -Fine. 534 00:34:36,107 --> 00:34:37,608 I stopped drinking, too. 535 00:34:39,110 --> 00:34:41,612 I'm joking. (LAUGHS) 536 00:34:41,612 --> 00:34:44,615 Look, baby, I... I really want us to be a family. 537 00:34:45,616 --> 00:34:47,117 But I need you to trust me. 538 00:34:48,619 --> 00:34:50,120 Okay, Jerome. 539 00:34:51,122 --> 00:34:54,125 Then you need to start by eating better. 540 00:34:54,125 --> 00:34:56,627 You can't eat cereal all day long. 541 00:34:56,627 --> 00:34:58,128 We going to the farmer's market. 542 00:34:58,129 --> 00:35:00,131 I mean, you need to eat some fruit. 543 00:35:00,131 --> 00:35:02,633 Matter of fact, where's your list? 544 00:35:06,637 --> 00:35:08,138 -There you go. -Okay, that's what I'm talking about. 545 00:35:08,139 --> 00:35:09,640 Made it this morning. 546 00:35:09,640 --> 00:35:13,143 So we got "apple loops". 547 00:35:13,644 --> 00:35:15,646 Apple loops. 548 00:35:15,646 --> 00:35:16,647 "Banana nut raisin." 549 00:35:17,148 --> 00:35:18,149 Mmm-hmm. 550 00:35:18,149 --> 00:35:19,150 And "Grape-O's." 551 00:35:19,650 --> 00:35:20,651 (SQUEALS) 552 00:35:20,651 --> 00:35:22,152 (STOMPING RHYTHMICALLY) 553 00:35:23,654 --> 00:35:24,655 Grape-Os. 554 00:35:26,157 --> 00:35:27,658 You know you want to laugh. 555 00:35:27,658 --> 00:35:29,159 No, I don't. 556 00:35:29,160 --> 00:35:31,162 (BOTH LAUGHING) 557 00:35:32,663 --> 00:35:34,164 Come on, man. 558 00:35:34,165 --> 00:35:36,167 Wait, wait, wait. 559 00:35:36,167 --> 00:35:37,668 Are raisins fruit? 560 00:35:38,169 --> 00:35:39,170 Yes. 561 00:35:39,170 --> 00:35:41,172 Good. 562 00:35:41,172 --> 00:35:43,174 Let's put raisin crunch on there, too. 563 00:35:43,174 --> 00:35:44,675 -(SIGHS) Come on. -(LAUGHS) 564 00:35:45,676 --> 00:35:47,177 Wait, wait, wait! 565 00:35:47,178 --> 00:35:50,181 Got to get our cereal. (CHUCKLES) 566 00:35:50,181 --> 00:35:52,183 CARRIE: I really wish you hadn't lied the first time. 567 00:35:53,684 --> 00:35:54,685 I know. 568 00:35:55,686 --> 00:35:57,187 I'm sorry. 569 00:35:57,188 --> 00:35:59,190 It only makes it worse. 570 00:36:00,191 --> 00:36:02,193 What do you think you can do? 571 00:36:02,193 --> 00:36:04,195 I have to talk it over with the D.A., 572 00:36:04,195 --> 00:36:07,698 and maybe they can reduce the charges to negligence. 573 00:36:07,698 --> 00:36:09,199 I can't promise you anything. 574 00:36:10,201 --> 00:36:11,702 Do the best I can. 575 00:36:11,702 --> 00:36:13,704 Thank you. 576 00:36:13,704 --> 00:36:15,205 Excuse us, Erica. 577 00:36:20,211 --> 00:36:23,714 Joan, why do you keep doing this to yourself? 578 00:36:24,715 --> 00:36:26,717 Doing what, Carrie? 579 00:36:26,717 --> 00:36:28,218 Stressing over these girls? 580 00:36:28,219 --> 00:36:31,222 You need to get out and get yourself a life. 581 00:36:31,222 --> 00:36:32,723 You know this is my life. 582 00:36:32,723 --> 00:36:34,725 Look, I... I told you before 583 00:36:34,725 --> 00:36:38,228 that what you're doing here is amazing, 584 00:36:38,229 --> 00:36:40,731 but you need to get some help. 585 00:36:40,731 --> 00:36:43,233 You cannot save the world, Joan. 586 00:36:43,234 --> 00:36:46,237 Okay, you're right. You're right! 587 00:36:46,237 --> 00:36:49,740 But maybe... maybe I can save one life. 588 00:36:50,741 --> 00:36:51,742 Maybe two. 589 00:36:52,743 --> 00:36:54,244 Maybe even three. 590 00:36:54,245 --> 00:36:57,248 (LAUGHING) My friend Joan. 591 00:36:57,248 --> 00:37:00,751 Tell you, girl, there's a special seat in heaven just for you. 592 00:37:00,751 --> 00:37:03,253 -Well, it's right next to yours. -Oh, whatever. 593 00:37:03,254 --> 00:37:06,257 But anyway, I'll... I'll get back to you on her court date. 594 00:37:06,257 --> 00:37:07,258 -Thanks, Carrie. -All right. 595 00:37:07,258 --> 00:37:08,759 Love you. 596 00:37:25,276 --> 00:37:27,778 You live here, too? 597 00:37:27,778 --> 00:37:29,780 I live across the street. 598 00:37:29,780 --> 00:37:32,783 I just come here after school because my mom works at night 599 00:37:32,783 --> 00:37:35,285 and Miss Joan didn't really like the idea 600 00:37:35,286 --> 00:37:36,787 of me being home by myself. 601 00:37:36,787 --> 00:37:37,788 Oh. 602 00:37:39,290 --> 00:37:40,791 -I'm Erica. -I'm Chloe. 603 00:37:45,296 --> 00:37:46,797 TINA: Who told to read my Bible? 604 00:37:47,298 --> 00:37:49,300 ERICA: I'm not reading it. 605 00:37:49,300 --> 00:37:50,801 -Hey, Chloe. -Hey. 606 00:37:50,801 --> 00:37:52,302 Just looking for this scripture 607 00:37:52,303 --> 00:37:54,805 I'm supposed to read in the next group session. 608 00:37:54,805 --> 00:37:55,806 Fae is serious about this stuff. 609 00:37:55,806 --> 00:37:58,809 I don't see what the big deal is. 610 00:37:58,809 --> 00:38:02,312 I heard what happened to you. Mmm-hmm. 611 00:38:02,313 --> 00:38:03,314 You only got probation. You lucky. 612 00:38:03,314 --> 00:38:05,816 Yeah. Joan knew some people. 613 00:38:05,816 --> 00:38:07,818 But look, I still got charged with negligence. 614 00:38:07,818 --> 00:38:09,820 TINA: But you ain't locked up. 615 00:38:10,321 --> 00:38:11,822 Joan like you. 616 00:38:11,822 --> 00:38:13,323 (LAUGHS) No. 617 00:38:13,324 --> 00:38:15,826 -She like you! -(SCOFFS) No. 618 00:38:15,826 --> 00:38:18,829 I'm just part of Joan's mission. 619 00:38:18,829 --> 00:38:21,331 You know her mission to save the world. 620 00:38:22,833 --> 00:38:25,335 You actually read this stuff? 621 00:38:25,336 --> 00:38:26,337 Yeah, I read that! 622 00:38:28,339 --> 00:38:30,841 They got some good stories in here. 623 00:38:32,343 --> 00:38:33,844 I read it at night. 624 00:38:33,844 --> 00:38:36,847 It make me feel better. 625 00:38:36,847 --> 00:38:37,848 Let me show you my favorite one. 626 00:38:42,353 --> 00:38:43,354 Luke 15. 627 00:38:44,855 --> 00:38:46,857 What's this about? 628 00:38:46,857 --> 00:38:48,358 Forgiveness. 629 00:38:49,860 --> 00:38:51,361 Read it. 630 00:38:51,362 --> 00:38:52,863 There you are. 631 00:38:52,863 --> 00:38:55,365 Joan say you going to work with Fae tomorrow. 632 00:38:55,366 --> 00:38:56,367 Where we working? 633 00:38:56,367 --> 00:38:58,369 At Register Lett law firm. 634 00:38:58,369 --> 00:39:00,871 -What we doing with a law firm? -(CHUCKLES) 635 00:39:00,871 --> 00:39:02,873 You gonna be cleaning it. 636 00:39:03,874 --> 00:39:04,875 (CHUCKLES) 637 00:39:06,377 --> 00:39:08,379 She's such a popsicle stick. 638 00:39:12,883 --> 00:39:14,384 FAE: Hey, how's it going? 639 00:39:14,885 --> 00:39:16,887 ERICA: I'm not used to doing this much cleaning. 640 00:39:16,887 --> 00:39:19,890 Believe me, honey, you'll get used to it. 641 00:39:19,890 --> 00:39:22,893 It's a blessing just to have a job. 642 00:39:22,893 --> 00:39:25,395 Why are you always so optimistic? 643 00:39:25,396 --> 00:39:29,400 Listen, if you had the life that I've had, 644 00:39:29,400 --> 00:39:32,403 you'd be optimistic, too. 645 00:39:32,403 --> 00:39:35,906 You don't even look like you supposed to be hanging around Joan's house. 646 00:39:35,906 --> 00:39:38,909 Yeah, well, me and Joan go way back. 647 00:39:38,909 --> 00:39:40,911 She took me in... 648 00:39:43,914 --> 00:39:45,916 Just after I did 10 years in prison. 649 00:39:46,917 --> 00:39:48,919 Ten years... For what? 650 00:39:49,920 --> 00:39:51,421 Killed my husband. 651 00:39:53,924 --> 00:39:55,926 Why? 652 00:39:55,926 --> 00:39:58,929 Didn't like the shirt he was wearing that night. 653 00:40:04,935 --> 00:40:07,437 I'm sorry. I'm... I'm being way too nosy. 654 00:40:07,438 --> 00:40:09,440 -No, no, no. -I'm just... 655 00:40:09,440 --> 00:40:11,442 -Don't even worry about it. It's okay. -I mean... 656 00:40:11,442 --> 00:40:12,443 Um... 657 00:40:14,445 --> 00:40:16,447 I married young. You know? 658 00:40:18,949 --> 00:40:20,450 Turns out my high school sweetheart 659 00:40:20,451 --> 00:40:24,955 wasn't exactly as sweet as I thought he was. 660 00:40:30,461 --> 00:40:31,962 We used to fight a lot. 661 00:40:33,464 --> 00:40:35,966 And one night things kind of got out of control. 662 00:40:35,966 --> 00:40:38,969 Stuff start flying through the house. 663 00:40:39,970 --> 00:40:41,471 And he broke my arm. 664 00:40:43,974 --> 00:40:45,976 And I don't know, I just... 665 00:40:51,482 --> 00:40:52,483 I snapped. 666 00:40:55,986 --> 00:40:56,987 I stabbed him. 667 00:40:59,990 --> 00:41:03,493 At first, I was just trying to get away, you know. I wasn't... 668 00:41:04,495 --> 00:41:06,997 But then it started feeling good. 669 00:41:08,999 --> 00:41:10,500 And I wasn't thinking, you know. 670 00:41:10,501 --> 00:41:13,504 I was not trying to kill him. I wasn't... 671 00:41:14,004 --> 00:41:16,006 I didn't want to murder him. 672 00:41:16,006 --> 00:41:18,508 I just wanted him to... 673 00:41:18,509 --> 00:41:22,012 I wanted him to be in pain. 674 00:41:22,012 --> 00:41:24,514 I wanted him to know what it felt like. 675 00:41:24,515 --> 00:41:25,516 And, you know, 676 00:41:26,517 --> 00:41:30,521 six stabs later, he, um... 677 00:41:35,025 --> 00:41:37,027 Well, you know the rest. 678 00:41:40,030 --> 00:41:41,531 Listen, if you wipe in a circular motion, 679 00:41:41,532 --> 00:41:44,034 you won't leave streaks. Okay? 680 00:42:37,588 --> 00:42:41,091 ♪ Life can be cruel 681 00:42:41,091 --> 00:42:45,595 ♪ When you're trying to make it, yeah 682 00:42:47,598 --> 00:42:51,101 ♪ And though you paid your dues 683 00:42:51,101 --> 00:42:56,106 ♪ You just keep on taking 684 00:42:56,106 --> 00:43:01,111 ♪ But you won't lose 685 00:43:01,111 --> 00:43:06,116 ♪ If you hold on to 686 00:43:06,116 --> 00:43:10,120 ♪ Every bit of your dreams 687 00:43:11,622 --> 00:43:15,626 ♪ No matter how hard it seems 688 00:43:15,626 --> 00:43:18,128 ♪ You're gonna to make it 689 00:43:18,128 --> 00:43:19,629 ♪ Yes, you are 690 00:43:19,630 --> 00:43:20,631 ♪ Make it 691 00:43:20,631 --> 00:43:23,133 ♪ You're gonna... ♪ 692 00:43:24,134 --> 00:43:26,136 Thank you. Shake that. 693 00:43:28,639 --> 00:43:30,140 Go make it. 694 00:43:43,654 --> 00:43:46,156 STACY: Got to get it right. Got to get it right. 695 00:43:46,657 --> 00:43:47,658 Okay. 696 00:43:47,658 --> 00:43:49,660 -I'm here! -Six, seven... 697 00:43:49,660 --> 00:43:51,662 How y'all gonna start without me? 698 00:43:52,162 --> 00:43:55,165 (SIGHS) Tina, we already told you you can't be a part of this. 699 00:43:55,165 --> 00:43:57,667 Why not? I'm a dancer. 700 00:43:58,168 --> 00:44:01,171 Five, six, seven, eight. Step up. 701 00:44:01,672 --> 00:44:03,674 (SIGHS) What... 702 00:44:03,674 --> 00:44:06,677 -Why don't you do the music? -'Cause I'm a dancer, 703 00:44:06,677 --> 00:44:08,679 -not a DJ. -(SCOFFS) 704 00:44:08,679 --> 00:44:10,681 Five, six, seven, eight. 705 00:44:10,681 --> 00:44:13,183 Step up, step back. 706 00:44:14,685 --> 00:44:16,687 I think you need to help Stacy out. 707 00:44:16,687 --> 00:44:19,189 I hear you over there talking about me. 708 00:44:19,189 --> 00:44:21,191 Five, six, seven, eight. 709 00:44:21,191 --> 00:44:24,194 I mean, you should give them a formation first. 710 00:44:24,194 --> 00:44:26,696 Does anybody have any formal training? 711 00:44:26,697 --> 00:44:29,700 Five, six, seven, eight. 712 00:44:29,700 --> 00:44:33,203 Step up, step back. 713 00:44:33,203 --> 00:44:35,705 Roll with kick. 714 00:44:38,208 --> 00:44:39,709 Five, six... Come on. 715 00:45:14,745 --> 00:45:16,246 (WHISTLING) 716 00:45:39,770 --> 00:45:41,271 Excuse me. 717 00:45:43,273 --> 00:45:45,275 Erica, right? 718 00:45:45,275 --> 00:45:48,278 I've been checking you out around here. 719 00:45:48,278 --> 00:45:51,281 You don't really hang with too many people, huh? 720 00:45:51,281 --> 00:45:55,285 Is that because you don't want to be bothered or you're just quiet? 721 00:45:56,787 --> 00:45:57,788 Both. 722 00:46:01,291 --> 00:46:02,292 Oh. 723 00:46:02,292 --> 00:46:05,795 Well, if I was to ask you out, what would you say? 724 00:46:06,797 --> 00:46:08,298 Maybe do lunch? 725 00:46:09,800 --> 00:46:11,301 I don't think so. 726 00:46:12,302 --> 00:46:15,305 Well, you go ahead and think about it. 727 00:46:15,305 --> 00:46:18,808 I'll see you around, Erica. 728 00:46:18,809 --> 00:46:20,310 Mmm-hmm. 729 00:46:34,324 --> 00:46:35,325 Hey. 730 00:46:36,326 --> 00:46:37,827 -I got paid today. -(CHUCKLES) 731 00:46:38,829 --> 00:46:39,830 Congratulations. 732 00:46:40,330 --> 00:46:43,833 And she gave me cash. I mean, the money. 733 00:46:46,336 --> 00:46:47,837 That's my money. 734 00:46:47,838 --> 00:46:49,339 I know that. 735 00:46:49,339 --> 00:46:52,342 I keep it for you. It's part of the program, Erica. 736 00:46:52,342 --> 00:46:56,346 All right? It teaches all of you girls how to save and budget. 737 00:46:56,346 --> 00:46:57,847 Here's some for you. 738 00:46:59,850 --> 00:47:01,852 I want my money. 739 00:47:01,852 --> 00:47:05,355 Hmm, you don't scare me, Erica. 740 00:47:05,355 --> 00:47:07,357 Now, take the $40 before I take that back. 741 00:47:16,867 --> 00:47:18,869 You know, if my mama hadn't been so crazy, 742 00:47:18,869 --> 00:47:20,370 my life would have been real different. 743 00:47:20,370 --> 00:47:22,872 Mmm, so you blame your mom 744 00:47:22,873 --> 00:47:24,875 for the way your life has turned out. 745 00:47:24,875 --> 00:47:26,376 Yes! 746 00:47:29,379 --> 00:47:31,881 Maybe not for everything. 747 00:47:31,882 --> 00:47:34,885 But I ain't never had it easy. 748 00:47:34,885 --> 00:47:40,891 Those of us with the hardest struggles have the biggest purpose. 749 00:47:40,891 --> 00:47:44,394 Hey, maybe it's time for you to start walking into your destiny 750 00:47:44,394 --> 00:47:47,397 and stop using excuses. 751 00:47:47,397 --> 00:47:48,898 What's my destiny? 752 00:47:48,899 --> 00:47:50,400 What does that even mean? 753 00:47:51,401 --> 00:47:52,902 Your purpose. 754 00:47:55,405 --> 00:47:58,408 -What's my purpose? -(LAUGHS) 755 00:47:58,408 --> 00:48:00,910 And that, my dear girl, 756 00:48:00,911 --> 00:48:03,413 is the million dollar question. 757 00:48:38,949 --> 00:48:39,950 (KNOCKING ON DOOR) 758 00:48:45,455 --> 00:48:46,956 (WHISPERING) Dancer. 759 00:48:48,959 --> 00:48:51,461 Dancer. 760 00:48:51,461 --> 00:48:54,464 What are you doing on the roof? You are pregnant. 761 00:48:54,464 --> 00:48:55,965 Why didn't you just go through the front door? 762 00:48:55,966 --> 00:48:58,468 Because I don't want Joan to see me. 763 00:48:58,468 --> 00:48:59,969 Why aren't you at Jerome's house? 764 00:48:59,970 --> 00:49:02,472 I been from over there. 765 00:49:02,472 --> 00:49:04,974 Him and them incense been getting on my nerves. 766 00:49:04,975 --> 00:49:06,476 Okay, well, just come inside then... 767 00:49:06,476 --> 00:49:07,477 No! 768 00:49:08,478 --> 00:49:09,979 Not right now. 769 00:49:10,981 --> 00:49:13,483 Not till Joan accepts me. 770 00:49:13,483 --> 00:49:14,484 Just come inside. 771 00:49:14,484 --> 00:49:16,486 Stop it. 772 00:49:16,486 --> 00:49:18,488 I'm not coming in right now. 773 00:49:21,491 --> 00:49:22,992 Are you hungry? 774 00:49:24,995 --> 00:49:27,497 You're... Stay right here. I'll be right back. 775 00:49:51,521 --> 00:49:52,522 (SIGHS) 776 00:49:52,522 --> 00:49:54,023 Okay. 777 00:49:54,024 --> 00:49:55,525 Look, here. 778 00:49:55,525 --> 00:50:01,531 This bag has got food, food stamps, a towel and some money. 779 00:50:01,531 --> 00:50:04,534 Um, yeah, let me wipe. 780 00:50:10,040 --> 00:50:11,041 Wait, wait. 781 00:50:11,041 --> 00:50:12,542 I got you something. 782 00:50:19,049 --> 00:50:20,050 You like? 783 00:50:20,050 --> 00:50:22,052 I think it's your size, you like it? 784 00:50:23,053 --> 00:50:25,555 Where did you get this? 785 00:50:25,555 --> 00:50:27,557 Guy gave it to me. 786 00:50:27,557 --> 00:50:30,560 Okay, he didn't really give it to me, but he spoke to me. 787 00:50:30,560 --> 00:50:33,563 And he said you should have it, so I got it. 788 00:50:35,565 --> 00:50:38,067 You... You not high, right? 789 00:50:38,068 --> 00:50:39,069 No, no. 790 00:50:40,070 --> 00:50:42,072 I'm not taking nothing. 791 00:50:42,072 --> 00:50:44,574 Not even my medication. 792 00:50:44,574 --> 00:50:47,076 It's why I keep twitching. 793 00:50:47,077 --> 00:50:48,578 I don't want these drugs to get into my baby. 794 00:50:48,578 --> 00:50:51,080 Okay. Okay, you need to take them. 795 00:50:51,081 --> 00:50:52,582 Well, who says? 796 00:50:52,582 --> 00:50:55,084 I'm not going to take anything. 797 00:50:56,086 --> 00:50:58,588 I want my baby to have a clean start. 798 00:50:59,589 --> 00:51:00,590 Sit down. 799 00:51:06,096 --> 00:51:08,598 Look, I'm... I'm worried about you. 800 00:51:11,101 --> 00:51:12,602 Don't worry about me. 801 00:51:14,104 --> 00:51:15,605 Don't waste your worry on me. 802 00:51:15,605 --> 00:51:17,106 I'm good. 803 00:51:23,613 --> 00:51:25,114 Well, here, take this. 804 00:51:25,115 --> 00:51:27,617 No, I ain't got nowhere to put that, it's too heavy. 805 00:51:27,617 --> 00:51:29,619 Just take the book. 806 00:51:29,619 --> 00:51:32,622 And read the one about the rich boy, 807 00:51:32,622 --> 00:51:36,125 who had got all the money and ran off, 808 00:51:36,126 --> 00:51:38,628 lost it all and the thing about... 809 00:51:38,628 --> 00:51:40,630 Something about the pigs. 810 00:51:40,630 --> 00:51:42,632 -The one you read all the time. -(LAUGHS) 811 00:51:44,134 --> 00:51:45,635 Look at you trying to save me. 812 00:51:45,635 --> 00:51:47,637 (LAUGHS) 813 00:51:48,138 --> 00:51:49,639 Dancer. 814 00:51:52,642 --> 00:51:55,645 Look, promise me you'll call me if you need me. 815 00:51:59,149 --> 00:52:00,150 Scout's honor. 816 00:52:00,150 --> 00:52:02,152 (LAUGHS) I promise. 817 00:52:04,654 --> 00:52:06,155 (ERICA MUTTERING) 818 00:52:08,158 --> 00:52:10,660 You take care of that baby. 819 00:52:16,666 --> 00:52:18,668 FAE: Okay, all right, girl. 820 00:52:20,170 --> 00:52:22,672 Hey, what's up, Erica? 821 00:52:22,672 --> 00:52:24,173 Hi, uh, Charles. 822 00:52:24,174 --> 00:52:25,175 Hey, how are you doing? 823 00:52:25,675 --> 00:52:27,677 -I'm good, how are you? -I'm great. 824 00:52:27,677 --> 00:52:31,180 What you doing after work? Maybe me and you could go grab something to eat. 825 00:52:31,181 --> 00:52:32,682 I can't. 826 00:52:32,682 --> 00:52:34,684 You don't have no boyfriend, so why not? 827 00:52:34,684 --> 00:52:37,186 I just got to get home, that's all. 828 00:52:37,187 --> 00:52:39,189 Well, maybe I can escort you home. 829 00:52:39,189 --> 00:52:42,192 (LAUGHS) It's okay, I'll... I'll talk to you later. 830 00:52:43,693 --> 00:52:45,194 FAE: Bye. 831 00:52:45,195 --> 00:52:46,196 -Bye. -FAE: Boyfriend. 832 00:52:46,196 --> 00:52:47,630 Hush. 833 00:52:53,570 --> 00:52:54,571 (KIDS PLAYING) 834 00:53:32,609 --> 00:53:34,611 (SIGHS) 835 00:53:34,611 --> 00:53:36,613 -It's real nice out here. -Yeah. 836 00:53:36,613 --> 00:53:39,115 -Yeah! Right? -All right. 837 00:53:39,115 --> 00:53:42,118 Oh. Let's pray. 838 00:53:49,626 --> 00:53:51,127 Amen. 839 00:53:53,129 --> 00:53:56,132 It's nice to see you outside of the office though. 840 00:53:57,634 --> 00:53:59,135 Yeah. 841 00:53:59,135 --> 00:54:02,138 I've been doing security for four years. 842 00:54:02,138 --> 00:54:05,141 Now I'm getting ready to study for the police academy exam. 843 00:54:05,141 --> 00:54:08,144 Ain't you a little too old to be starting a new career? 844 00:54:08,144 --> 00:54:11,147 Hold up, who you calling old? 845 00:54:11,147 --> 00:54:13,649 Please, girl, I'm in my prime. 846 00:54:13,650 --> 00:54:17,153 No, I probably was a knucklehead back in my time, 847 00:54:17,153 --> 00:54:20,156 but I'm just making up for lost times, that's all. 848 00:54:20,156 --> 00:54:23,159 But you always wanted to be a policeman? 849 00:54:23,159 --> 00:54:24,160 That and a photographer. 850 00:54:25,161 --> 00:54:27,163 That's different. 851 00:54:27,163 --> 00:54:30,166 Good different, but different. 852 00:54:30,166 --> 00:54:31,667 Right. 853 00:54:34,170 --> 00:54:36,172 -Maybe we should do a photo shoot. -Hmm... 854 00:54:36,673 --> 00:54:39,175 I don't know. 855 00:54:39,175 --> 00:54:41,677 I... I'm not that photogenic. 856 00:54:41,678 --> 00:54:46,182 Erica, do you listen to the words that come out of your mouth? 857 00:54:46,683 --> 00:54:49,185 Like, why would you say that about yourself? 858 00:54:49,185 --> 00:54:50,686 (CHUCKLES) 859 00:54:51,187 --> 00:54:52,688 Wow. 860 00:54:52,689 --> 00:54:55,692 This is one of the reasons why I hate coming to the park. 861 00:54:55,692 --> 00:54:57,694 I mean, look at this, it doesn't make sense. 862 00:54:57,694 --> 00:54:59,195 Like why... 863 00:54:59,195 --> 00:55:03,199 You know, it's not that simple for everyone, Charles. 864 00:55:03,199 --> 00:55:05,701 Whenever I have to give it, I do. 865 00:55:06,703 --> 00:55:08,705 Okay, but you don't understand... 866 00:55:08,705 --> 00:55:10,707 No, let's just not talk about it... 867 00:55:10,707 --> 00:55:12,208 Okay? 868 00:55:22,218 --> 00:55:24,220 Wow. 869 00:55:24,721 --> 00:55:27,223 So, do you go out with all the girls in the office? 870 00:55:27,724 --> 00:55:29,225 No, why? 871 00:55:31,227 --> 00:55:33,729 I'm just wondering why you wanted to go out with me. 872 00:55:35,732 --> 00:55:39,736 Look, are you serious, Erica? 873 00:55:39,736 --> 00:55:41,237 You remind me of the women that raised me. 874 00:55:41,237 --> 00:55:42,738 If it wasn't for my mom and my aunty, 875 00:55:43,239 --> 00:55:45,241 honestly, I don't know where I'd be right now in my life. 876 00:55:45,241 --> 00:55:48,744 Baby girl, where you been? I ain't seen you around. 877 00:55:48,745 --> 00:55:52,248 Sir, I don't mean to be rude, but could you please not bother us right now. 878 00:55:52,248 --> 00:55:54,250 -I... I know her. -All right. 879 00:55:54,250 --> 00:55:56,752 -I ain't gonna do nothing but speak... -Listen, she doesn't know you. 880 00:55:56,753 --> 00:55:58,254 -Tell him I know you. -She doesn't know you, just... 881 00:55:58,254 --> 00:56:01,757 Stop, stop! Don't push him like that, okay? 882 00:56:01,758 --> 00:56:03,259 This... Man! 883 00:56:05,261 --> 00:56:06,762 Are you okay? 884 00:56:07,764 --> 00:56:09,265 I'm doing what I can. 885 00:56:12,268 --> 00:56:13,769 Your baby... 886 00:56:13,770 --> 00:56:16,773 I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. 887 00:56:19,275 --> 00:56:21,777 I ain't never going to forget that. 888 00:56:23,780 --> 00:56:25,281 Look... 889 00:56:27,283 --> 00:56:29,285 (INAUDIBLE) 890 00:56:30,286 --> 00:56:32,288 Thank you, dear. 891 00:56:32,288 --> 00:56:33,289 God bless. 892 00:56:46,302 --> 00:56:47,803 So, you know him? 893 00:56:50,306 --> 00:56:52,308 I come to the park a lot. 894 00:56:54,811 --> 00:56:56,813 Look, I got to go. 895 00:56:57,313 --> 00:56:58,314 Bye. 896 00:56:59,315 --> 00:57:01,317 Erica, come on. 897 00:57:01,317 --> 00:57:03,319 Now, let me at least take you home or something. 898 00:57:03,319 --> 00:57:04,320 Erica! 899 00:57:14,330 --> 00:57:17,833 Who is marching up my steps like that, don't have any sense? 900 00:57:17,834 --> 00:57:19,335 What's the matter with you? 901 00:57:19,335 --> 00:57:20,336 Nothing. 902 00:57:22,338 --> 00:57:23,839 Nothing. 903 00:57:25,842 --> 00:57:28,845 -You need me? -Yes, actually. 904 00:57:28,845 --> 00:57:30,346 Hang on, I got something for you. 905 00:57:37,854 --> 00:57:40,356 So, you have officially been here... 906 00:57:40,356 --> 00:57:43,359 Okay, so, Joan, this guy at work has been asking me out. 907 00:57:43,359 --> 00:57:45,361 Well, we've been going out to lunches 908 00:57:45,361 --> 00:57:48,364 and he seems okay, you know, a little judging, 909 00:57:48,364 --> 00:57:49,865 but everybody is, right? 910 00:57:50,366 --> 00:57:53,369 -Well, I mean... -Right, so we were eating lunch in the park 911 00:57:53,369 --> 00:57:55,871 -and I saw this guy I know. -Mmm-hmm. 912 00:57:56,372 --> 00:57:58,374 He's homeless. 913 00:57:58,374 --> 00:58:01,877 He's not... He looks really bad, but he's not a bad guy. 914 00:58:01,878 --> 00:58:04,380 And then Charles nearly tries to assault him 915 00:58:04,380 --> 00:58:06,882 'cause he was trying to keep him away... 916 00:58:06,883 --> 00:58:10,386 You know what? I don't even want to talk about it. 917 00:58:12,388 --> 00:58:14,890 Okay, so... (CLEARS THROAT) 918 00:58:14,891 --> 00:58:17,894 See, that's exactly why I don't like to get close to people 919 00:58:17,894 --> 00:58:22,398 because if he knew who I really was, he wouldn't like me. 920 00:58:22,398 --> 00:58:24,900 Well, you can't run from your past. You know that. 921 00:58:24,901 --> 00:58:27,403 -But I'm not proud of it. -I know. 922 00:58:27,403 --> 00:58:29,405 I know. 923 00:58:29,405 --> 00:58:31,907 But that's why you got to keep working, 924 00:58:31,908 --> 00:58:36,913 keep working to make sure that you have a future that you are proud of. 925 00:58:36,913 --> 00:58:39,415 You say that like it's so simple. 926 00:58:39,415 --> 00:58:40,916 (CHUCKLES) Well... 927 00:58:41,918 --> 00:58:44,921 The decision, that is simple. 928 00:58:44,921 --> 00:58:49,926 Ooh, but that effort, mmm, that's a whole different story. 929 00:58:50,927 --> 00:58:51,928 You know. 930 00:58:55,932 --> 00:58:57,433 I'm done. 931 00:58:57,433 --> 00:58:59,935 I don't want to talk about it anymore. 932 00:59:00,436 --> 00:59:01,937 (CHUCKLES) 933 00:59:01,938 --> 00:59:03,940 Okay. 934 00:59:03,940 --> 00:59:07,944 So, you have officially been here for three months 935 00:59:07,944 --> 00:59:12,448 and this is one of the biggest rewards. 936 00:59:19,455 --> 00:59:23,459 We will go to the bank and open a bank account for you. 937 00:59:23,960 --> 00:59:25,962 But... 938 00:59:25,962 --> 00:59:29,966 I still will be monitoring and helping out with your funds 939 00:59:29,966 --> 00:59:33,970 and your finances so no... no shopping sprees 940 00:59:34,470 --> 00:59:40,976 and no trips to Kabul or girls night out to Scotland. 941 00:59:40,977 --> 00:59:42,478 Well, can I at least get my hair done? 942 00:59:42,478 --> 00:59:43,979 Oh. 943 00:59:43,980 --> 00:59:45,982 Want to look all cutie-cute now, huh? 944 00:59:45,982 --> 00:59:47,483 (LAUGHS) 945 00:59:50,486 --> 00:59:52,988 I know how much is in there. 946 00:59:52,989 --> 00:59:53,990 (DOOR OPENS) 947 00:59:53,990 --> 00:59:54,991 Thank you. 948 00:59:56,993 --> 00:59:57,994 (DOOR CLOSES) 949 01:00:00,496 --> 01:00:02,998 And five, six, seven, eight. 950 01:00:11,507 --> 01:00:14,009 -Okay, we have two more rehearsals. -(SIGHS) 951 01:00:14,510 --> 01:00:15,511 We need to get this together. 952 01:00:15,511 --> 01:00:18,013 We are not a professional group. 953 01:00:18,014 --> 01:00:19,515 This is hard. 954 01:00:19,515 --> 01:00:21,517 (SIGHS) But we're going to look like one. 955 01:00:21,517 --> 01:00:25,020 What we need is somebody to sing this live. That'd be cool. 956 01:00:26,522 --> 01:00:29,024 That'll be nice. 957 01:00:29,525 --> 01:00:30,526 Hello? 958 01:00:32,028 --> 01:00:34,530 I know somebody. 959 01:00:34,530 --> 01:00:36,031 -You know somebody? -Mmm-hmm. 960 01:00:37,533 --> 01:00:39,034 Okay then. (CHUCKLES) 961 01:00:39,035 --> 01:00:42,538 But, in the meantime, back to formation, please. 962 01:00:51,547 --> 01:00:53,549 -Hey, Erica. -Hey, Charles. 963 01:00:53,549 --> 01:00:55,551 Look, I'm here on my break so wait up. 964 01:00:55,551 --> 01:00:57,553 -I got to clock in. -Just wait up, just wait up. 965 01:00:57,553 --> 01:01:00,055 All right, look, look, look. Okay... 966 01:01:00,056 --> 01:01:02,558 I really like hanging out with you. 967 01:01:02,558 --> 01:01:05,561 Okay? I'm really digging your new style. 968 01:01:05,561 --> 01:01:07,563 So, what's up with this weekend? 969 01:01:08,564 --> 01:01:09,565 No. 970 01:01:09,565 --> 01:01:11,567 Well, I thought we was having fun? 971 01:01:11,567 --> 01:01:14,570 Look, there's a lot going on right now, it's just bad timing. 972 01:01:14,570 --> 01:01:15,571 Well, but you don't... You don't... 973 01:01:16,072 --> 01:01:19,075 Charles, you don't even know me. 974 01:01:19,075 --> 01:01:21,577 Won't you give me the opportunity to get to know you? 975 01:01:22,078 --> 01:01:23,079 You... You got some issues. 976 01:01:23,579 --> 01:01:25,080 I got issues? 977 01:01:25,081 --> 01:01:26,082 Hold up, hold up. 978 01:01:26,082 --> 01:01:28,084 Look, all I do is give you nothing but respect. 979 01:01:28,084 --> 01:01:30,086 If you would stop interrupting me. 980 01:01:30,086 --> 01:01:33,589 It's stuff going on that you can't even begin to understand. 981 01:01:33,589 --> 01:01:35,591 Why don't you talk to me, okay? 982 01:01:35,591 --> 01:01:38,093 You at least owe me that. 983 01:01:38,094 --> 01:01:40,096 I don't owe you anything. 984 01:01:41,597 --> 01:01:43,599 Erica. 985 01:01:43,599 --> 01:01:45,601 All I'm saying is I'm digging you. 986 01:01:45,601 --> 01:01:48,604 That's all I'm saying is I'm digging you, baby. 987 01:02:00,616 --> 01:02:02,618 Look who's happy. 988 01:02:04,120 --> 01:02:08,124 I don't even really know what that feels like. 989 01:02:08,124 --> 01:02:12,628 But I do know for the first time in a long time, 990 01:02:14,130 --> 01:02:16,132 I don't feel like crying. 991 01:02:24,640 --> 01:02:26,141 What's this one? 992 01:02:28,144 --> 01:02:30,146 I'm planting this for Lala. 993 01:02:31,647 --> 01:02:33,148 It's a memorial. 994 01:02:34,150 --> 01:02:36,152 You okay with that? 995 01:02:42,658 --> 01:02:43,659 Whew! 996 01:02:43,659 --> 01:02:45,661 Why are you doing this? 997 01:02:45,661 --> 01:02:52,668 Because in order to move forward, you have to have peace. 998 01:02:52,668 --> 01:02:56,171 And in order to have peace, you have to accept the past. 999 01:03:03,179 --> 01:03:04,680 Thanks. 1000 01:03:06,182 --> 01:03:08,684 No, don't thank me. Thank your pal, Tina. 1001 01:03:10,186 --> 01:03:12,188 This was her idea. 1002 01:03:24,700 --> 01:03:26,201 ERICA: What? 1003 01:03:26,202 --> 01:03:28,204 Why am I being fired? 1004 01:03:28,204 --> 01:03:30,206 They do a security camera check 1005 01:03:30,206 --> 01:03:34,210 just to make sure everything is as it should be in the office 1006 01:03:34,210 --> 01:03:37,213 and we caught you 1007 01:03:37,213 --> 01:03:41,217 taking a bottle of champagne from one of the executives. 1008 01:03:42,218 --> 01:03:43,719 It was... 1009 01:03:43,719 --> 01:03:45,721 It was reported to me and I have... 1010 01:03:46,722 --> 01:03:49,224 I have to let you go. 1011 01:03:49,225 --> 01:03:50,726 It wasn't me. 1012 01:03:51,727 --> 01:03:53,729 They have you on camera. 1013 01:03:53,729 --> 01:03:55,731 But it was a different me. 1014 01:03:56,732 --> 01:03:59,735 I'm not that person anymore. 1015 01:03:59,735 --> 01:04:01,737 Look, dock my pay or... 1016 01:04:01,737 --> 01:04:04,740 Just don't fire me. I need this job. 1017 01:04:06,242 --> 01:04:07,743 I'm sorry. 1018 01:04:26,762 --> 01:04:28,263 (BOTTLE CLINKS) 1019 01:04:42,778 --> 01:04:44,279 Okay. 1020 01:04:44,280 --> 01:04:47,783 Okay, I know that this is my fault, but you have to... 1021 01:04:50,786 --> 01:04:53,288 After this... Please listen. 1022 01:04:54,790 --> 01:04:56,792 Please, listen, I messed up, 1023 01:04:56,792 --> 01:05:00,796 but I'm not the same person I was when I moved in this house. 1024 01:05:04,300 --> 01:05:05,801 I need to thank here. (SNIFFLING) 1025 01:05:05,801 --> 01:05:07,302 Okay, this is what I'm going to do. 1026 01:05:07,303 --> 01:05:10,306 I'm gonna thank her and then I'm gonna tell her I messed up. 1027 01:05:12,808 --> 01:05:14,309 ERICA: What are you doing? 1028 01:05:14,310 --> 01:05:15,311 Finding out the truth. 1029 01:05:15,311 --> 01:05:17,813 You told me that you were done! 1030 01:05:17,813 --> 01:05:19,314 I... I have. 1031 01:05:19,315 --> 01:05:21,817 At least, I'm trying to. 1032 01:05:21,817 --> 01:05:23,318 Joan, please believe me. 1033 01:05:23,319 --> 01:05:26,822 Believe you? Erica, clearly you are still drinking? 1034 01:05:26,822 --> 01:05:29,825 You don't think I want to stop? 1035 01:05:29,825 --> 01:05:31,827 At least I can admit that I need help. 1036 01:05:33,329 --> 01:05:34,830 You know the rules. 1037 01:05:36,332 --> 01:05:38,834 I know you're not kicking me out. 1038 01:05:39,335 --> 01:05:42,338 If I let you stay, what is the point of making rules? 1039 01:05:42,338 --> 01:05:44,840 Forget the rules! 1040 01:05:44,840 --> 01:05:46,842 How many more chances am I supposed to give you? 1041 01:05:46,842 --> 01:05:48,844 People make mistakes. 1042 01:05:49,845 --> 01:05:51,346 We should be allowed to be forgiven. 1043 01:05:51,347 --> 01:05:53,849 If you take us in, then you need to deal with our imperfections. 1044 01:05:53,849 --> 01:05:56,351 You need to leave by tomorrow. 1045 01:05:59,355 --> 01:06:00,356 (DOOR CLOSES) 1046 01:06:03,359 --> 01:06:04,360 No! 1047 01:06:23,879 --> 01:06:24,880 Whew. 1048 01:06:33,889 --> 01:06:35,891 That's all you have? 1049 01:06:35,891 --> 01:06:36,892 For now. 1050 01:06:39,395 --> 01:06:40,896 I don't have anywhere to keep my stuff 1051 01:06:40,896 --> 01:06:43,398 so I left some in Stacy's room. 1052 01:06:46,402 --> 01:06:48,404 Please don't kick me out, Joan. 1053 01:06:48,404 --> 01:06:49,905 I'm not ready. 1054 01:06:50,906 --> 01:06:52,908 I can't help you here. 1055 01:06:54,410 --> 01:06:56,412 I've done all that I can. 1056 01:06:59,915 --> 01:07:01,917 You give them a call... 1057 01:07:05,921 --> 01:07:08,423 Attend the meetings, second number is a rooming house. 1058 01:07:08,424 --> 01:07:09,925 You can stay there for a while. 1059 01:07:09,925 --> 01:07:11,927 I'm not drinking anymore. 1060 01:07:13,429 --> 01:07:15,431 Please, just give me another chance. 1061 01:07:15,431 --> 01:07:17,933 -You let Tina come back and forth. -I'm sorry, I can't. 1062 01:07:17,933 --> 01:07:19,434 You have your job and you'll be fine. 1063 01:07:19,435 --> 01:07:21,437 -But I don't even have... -Goodbye. 1064 01:07:24,440 --> 01:07:26,442 I have three more months. 1065 01:07:31,947 --> 01:07:32,948 (SIGHS) 1066 01:07:44,960 --> 01:07:46,962 I have three more months! 1067 01:08:05,081 --> 01:08:06,582 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 1068 01:08:15,591 --> 01:08:17,092 (COUGHS) 1069 01:08:35,111 --> 01:08:36,612 (SNIFFLING) 1070 01:08:48,124 --> 01:08:49,125 Lord... 1071 01:08:50,626 --> 01:08:51,627 Lord... 1072 01:08:57,133 --> 01:09:00,136 I don't know what to say. 1073 01:09:07,143 --> 01:09:08,644 (SOBBING) 1074 01:09:13,149 --> 01:09:14,650 (CELL PHONE BUZZING) 1075 01:09:28,664 --> 01:09:30,165 -Hello? -(ON PHONE) Hey, Erica, 1076 01:09:30,166 --> 01:09:32,168 you didn't come to rehearsal last night. 1077 01:09:32,168 --> 01:09:34,170 The show is tonight. 1078 01:09:34,170 --> 01:09:35,171 I know. 1079 01:09:35,171 --> 01:09:36,672 We can't do it without you. 1080 01:09:36,672 --> 01:09:38,173 Look, Joan even asked where you were. 1081 01:09:38,174 --> 01:09:40,676 I don't live in the house no more. 1082 01:09:40,676 --> 01:09:43,178 But you're still one of us. 1083 01:09:43,179 --> 01:09:45,181 The show starts at 6:00. 1084 01:09:45,681 --> 01:09:46,682 (SIGHS) 1085 01:09:49,685 --> 01:09:51,687 SUNSHINE: Hello, everyone. 1086 01:09:51,687 --> 01:09:53,188 My name is Sunshine. 1087 01:09:54,190 --> 01:09:55,691 (SNIFFLING) 1088 01:09:55,691 --> 01:09:57,192 Everybody loves sunshine. 1089 01:09:57,693 --> 01:09:59,695 (SNIFFLING) 1090 01:09:59,695 --> 01:10:03,198 If you'd told me a few weeks ago that I would be here 1091 01:10:03,199 --> 01:10:06,202 in this theater doing a performance, 1092 01:10:06,202 --> 01:10:08,704 I wouldn't have believed you. 1093 01:10:08,704 --> 01:10:10,205 I'm homeless. 1094 01:10:11,707 --> 01:10:14,209 I sleep down near the shelter 1095 01:10:14,210 --> 01:10:18,214 that receives money from this foundation that's putting this event on. 1096 01:10:18,214 --> 01:10:24,220 So, I really want to thank each and every one of you for coming out here. 1097 01:10:24,220 --> 01:10:27,723 I especially want to thank my friend, Erica, 1098 01:10:29,225 --> 01:10:31,727 who asked me to give the gift of song. 1099 01:10:32,728 --> 01:10:34,229 I love to sing. 1100 01:10:36,232 --> 01:10:38,734 I love singing. That's how I survive. 1101 01:10:41,237 --> 01:10:44,740 And through my music I'm able to uplift others. 1102 01:10:46,242 --> 01:10:48,244 And I know my purpose. 1103 01:10:49,745 --> 01:10:54,249 I thank God for everything I have and I don't have much, 1104 01:10:54,750 --> 01:10:56,752 but I know he's present right now 1105 01:10:56,752 --> 01:10:58,754 because I'm standing here. 1106 01:11:01,757 --> 01:11:05,260 My name is Sunshine. I don't want y'all to forget that. 1107 01:11:05,761 --> 01:11:07,262 Me and the ladies, 1108 01:11:07,263 --> 01:11:11,267 the Joan's house, we gonna try to do something for you. 1109 01:11:11,267 --> 01:11:13,269 It's called Starting Today. 1110 01:11:13,269 --> 01:11:16,272 ♪ I feel the weight ♪ The weight 1111 01:11:16,272 --> 01:11:17,773 ♪ The pressure 1112 01:11:17,773 --> 01:11:21,276 ♪ I feel the hate now closing in 1113 01:11:21,777 --> 01:11:24,279 ♪ Got to be smart ♪ Smart 1114 01:11:24,280 --> 01:11:25,781 ♪ And stronger 1115 01:11:25,781 --> 01:11:29,284 ♪ I know in my heart I'm gonna win 1116 01:11:29,285 --> 01:11:31,287 ♪ Sometimes it hurts 1117 01:11:31,287 --> 01:11:33,289 ♪ Hurts won't last 1118 01:11:33,289 --> 01:11:35,291 ♪ Sometimes it rains 1119 01:11:35,291 --> 01:11:37,793 ♪ Storms will pass 1120 01:11:37,793 --> 01:11:39,294 ♪ When it gets hard 1121 01:11:39,295 --> 01:11:41,297 ♪ As it may 1122 01:11:41,297 --> 01:11:44,300 ♪ These are the words that I'll say 1123 01:11:44,300 --> 01:11:47,303 ♪ Starting today 1124 01:11:47,303 --> 01:11:49,305 ♪ Nothing gets in my way 1125 01:11:49,305 --> 01:11:52,308 ♪ Nothing, nothing, nothing 1126 01:11:52,308 --> 01:11:55,311 ♪ Right now I choose 1127 01:11:55,311 --> 01:11:57,313 ♪ Never to lose 1128 01:11:57,313 --> 01:12:00,316 ♪ I'm gonna be okay 1129 01:12:00,316 --> 01:12:02,318 ♪ Starting today 1130 01:12:02,318 --> 01:12:04,320 ♪ Today 1131 01:12:04,320 --> 01:12:06,822 ♪ Today 1132 01:12:06,822 --> 01:12:08,323 ♪ Today 1133 01:12:08,324 --> 01:12:10,826 ♪ Starting today 1134 01:12:10,826 --> 01:12:13,829 ♪ Whoo 1135 01:12:17,333 --> 01:12:20,336 ♪ It's getting bright ♪ Bright 1136 01:12:20,336 --> 01:12:21,337 ♪ The future 1137 01:12:21,337 --> 01:12:25,341 ♪ I see the light shining free 1138 01:12:25,341 --> 01:12:27,343 ♪ I feel a change 1139 01:12:27,343 --> 01:12:29,345 ♪ Change 1140 01:12:29,345 --> 01:12:31,347 ♪ I rearrange 1141 01:12:31,347 --> 01:12:33,349 ♪ Priorities 1142 01:12:33,349 --> 01:12:35,351 ♪ Sometimes it hurts 1143 01:12:35,351 --> 01:12:37,353 ♪ Hurt won't last 1144 01:12:37,353 --> 01:12:39,355 ♪ And sometimes 1145 01:12:39,355 --> 01:12:41,357 ♪ Storms will pass 1146 01:12:41,357 --> 01:12:43,859 ♪ And when it gets hard 1147 01:12:43,859 --> 01:12:45,360 ♪ As it may 1148 01:12:45,361 --> 01:12:48,364 ♪ These are the words that I'll say 1149 01:12:48,364 --> 01:12:51,367 ♪ Starting today 1150 01:12:51,367 --> 01:12:56,372 ♪ Nothing gets in my way 1151 01:12:56,372 --> 01:12:59,375 ♪ Right now I choose 1152 01:12:59,375 --> 01:13:01,377 ♪ Never to lose 1153 01:13:01,377 --> 01:13:05,381 ♪ I'm gonna be okay 1154 01:13:05,381 --> 01:13:06,882 ♪ Today 1155 01:13:06,882 --> 01:13:09,384 ♪ Today 1156 01:13:11,387 --> 01:13:13,389 ♪ Today 1157 01:13:13,389 --> 01:13:14,890 ♪ Today 1158 01:13:14,890 --> 01:13:17,392 ♪ Today 1159 01:13:17,393 --> 01:13:19,395 ♪ Today 1160 01:13:22,398 --> 01:13:24,900 ♪ Starting today ♪ 1161 01:13:25,901 --> 01:13:27,402 (ALL CHEERING) 1162 01:13:41,417 --> 01:13:42,418 (MUSIC PLAYING ON TV) 1163 01:13:44,420 --> 01:13:45,921 (MOBILE BUZZING) 1164 01:13:45,921 --> 01:13:46,922 (TURNS OFF TV) 1165 01:13:49,425 --> 01:13:50,926 Tina. 1166 01:13:50,926 --> 01:13:52,427 No, it's Jerome. 1167 01:13:52,428 --> 01:13:54,930 Tina went into labor and she won't go to the hospital. 1168 01:13:54,930 --> 01:13:56,932 We're here at the apartment right now. 1169 01:13:56,932 --> 01:13:58,934 I'm not that far away, I'm on my way. 1170 01:14:00,936 --> 01:14:02,938 Joan, Tina just went into labor, 1171 01:14:02,938 --> 01:14:04,439 but she won't go to the hospital. 1172 01:14:04,440 --> 01:14:07,443 Yeah. They're at their apartment. 150 Walker Street. 1173 01:14:14,450 --> 01:14:16,452 Please, come on, come on, Tina. 1174 01:14:16,452 --> 01:14:18,454 Come on, Tina. Come on, Tina. 1175 01:14:21,957 --> 01:14:24,459 Please. Please, please. 1176 01:14:25,461 --> 01:14:27,463 (ENGINE STARTS) 1177 01:14:27,463 --> 01:14:28,964 You hang in there. 1178 01:14:42,978 --> 01:14:44,479 (SCREAMING) 1179 01:14:44,980 --> 01:14:46,481 Did you call 911? 1180 01:14:46,482 --> 01:14:48,484 Then why they not here yet? 1181 01:14:48,484 --> 01:14:51,487 -Dancer! -Hey, hey. (SHUSHING) 1182 01:14:51,487 --> 01:14:54,490 Don't talk. Okay, the paramedics are coming, okay? 1183 01:14:54,490 --> 01:14:55,991 I'm not going to the hospital. 1184 01:14:55,991 --> 01:14:57,492 You have to go. 1185 01:14:57,493 --> 01:14:58,994 (MOUTHING) 1186 01:14:58,994 --> 01:14:59,995 (GROANS) 1187 01:15:01,997 --> 01:15:04,499 Hey, the paramedics are coming. 1188 01:15:05,000 --> 01:15:06,001 You have to go. 1189 01:15:06,001 --> 01:15:08,003 We're not going to argue about this, okay? 1190 01:15:11,507 --> 01:15:13,008 TINA: Please, can you pray? 1191 01:15:13,008 --> 01:15:16,011 ERICA: I don't know any prayers. 1192 01:15:16,011 --> 01:15:18,013 TINA: Say what's in your heart. 1193 01:15:18,013 --> 01:15:21,016 ERICA: Um, God, God, 1194 01:15:21,016 --> 01:15:23,518 please take care of my friend. 1195 01:15:23,519 --> 01:15:24,520 (GROANS) 1196 01:15:24,520 --> 01:15:26,522 She needs it right now. 1197 01:15:26,522 --> 01:15:28,023 She's in bad shape. 1198 01:15:28,524 --> 01:15:31,026 I just need for you to look after her. 1199 01:15:31,527 --> 01:15:33,529 I'm Erica Moses, by the way, 1200 01:15:33,529 --> 01:15:37,032 and I know that you make miracles. 1201 01:15:38,033 --> 01:15:40,035 -(GRUNTING) -And... 1202 01:15:40,035 --> 01:15:44,039 And all we have to do is ask for it and have faith. 1203 01:15:45,541 --> 01:15:47,543 Keep going, please, Tina. 1204 01:15:51,547 --> 01:15:55,551 And that baby needs its mama, so we're going through this. 1205 01:15:55,551 --> 01:15:58,554 ERICA: I don't want to... I don't want to seem too selfish, 1206 01:15:58,554 --> 01:16:02,057 but this is my friend 1207 01:16:02,057 --> 01:16:06,061 and I just really need for her to be okay and the baby to be okay. 1208 01:16:07,062 --> 01:16:08,063 Okay? 1209 01:16:09,064 --> 01:16:11,066 (TINA GROANING) 1210 01:16:15,571 --> 01:16:17,573 Fight, Tina. 1211 01:16:17,573 --> 01:16:19,074 (SIREN WAILING) 1212 01:16:38,594 --> 01:16:41,096 She's on her way to the hospital. 1213 01:16:41,597 --> 01:16:42,598 (GRUNTING) 1214 01:16:43,098 --> 01:16:44,599 What's wrong? 1215 01:16:44,600 --> 01:16:46,101 Let's go, Joan. Why isn't the car moving? 1216 01:16:46,101 --> 01:16:47,602 I need a minute. 1217 01:16:51,106 --> 01:16:54,109 She came to see me a couple of weeks ago, 1218 01:16:54,109 --> 01:16:56,111 I knew I should have told you, 1219 01:16:56,111 --> 01:16:57,612 I knew she was in trouble. 1220 01:16:57,613 --> 01:16:59,615 -I knew, too. -How? 1221 01:17:02,618 --> 01:17:04,119 A mother knows. 1222 01:17:21,770 --> 01:17:25,273 FAE: So I just wanted to gather everybody here today 1223 01:17:25,273 --> 01:17:29,777 to see if...if anybody wanted to talk about how they felt. 1224 01:17:35,283 --> 01:17:37,785 Y'all know Tina got on my nerves, 1225 01:17:39,287 --> 01:17:40,788 I'm just... 1226 01:17:42,290 --> 01:17:43,791 You know, I'm gonna miss her. 1227 01:17:43,792 --> 01:17:44,793 I know. 1228 01:17:44,793 --> 01:17:47,295 -I'm gonna miss her. -I know, I know. 1229 01:17:49,798 --> 01:17:51,299 ERICA: You should stop beating yourself up. 1230 01:17:52,300 --> 01:17:55,303 You have helped so many people. 1231 01:17:55,303 --> 01:17:57,805 Couldn't help the one I did it for. 1232 01:18:03,311 --> 01:18:05,813 She's your sacrificial lamb. 1233 01:18:08,817 --> 01:18:12,821 It's a person that you love the most... 1234 01:18:15,323 --> 01:18:20,328 Who will sacrifice, so that you could help hundreds of others. 1235 01:18:24,833 --> 01:18:26,835 You got to give your testimony. 1236 01:18:26,835 --> 01:18:29,838 We all have our crosses to bear, Erica. 1237 01:18:33,341 --> 01:18:34,842 This is how it is. 1238 01:18:36,845 --> 01:18:40,348 But will you carry the weight 1239 01:18:40,348 --> 01:18:42,850 or will you give it over to God? 1240 01:18:46,354 --> 01:18:48,356 That's your million dollar question. 1241 01:19:01,369 --> 01:19:04,372 FAE: Anybody else want to talk about Tina? 1242 01:19:14,883 --> 01:19:16,384 Two days before I... 1243 01:19:18,386 --> 01:19:21,889 I turned 19, I gave birth to Tina. 1244 01:19:24,392 --> 01:19:29,397 I had already been on drugs for at least four years by then. 1245 01:19:31,399 --> 01:19:34,902 When I first got pregnant, I tried to stop and... 1246 01:19:36,905 --> 01:19:39,407 Two months in, 1247 01:19:39,407 --> 01:19:44,412 my body started going through withdrawals and I gave in. 1248 01:19:44,412 --> 01:19:46,414 I gave in to the... 1249 01:19:47,916 --> 01:19:49,417 To the cravings. 1250 01:19:55,423 --> 01:19:56,924 Her father was... 1251 01:19:57,926 --> 01:20:00,428 He was a musician. 1252 01:20:00,428 --> 01:20:02,930 Right after Tina was born, 1253 01:20:05,433 --> 01:20:07,435 I went on the road with him. 1254 01:20:08,436 --> 01:20:10,438 And... 1255 01:20:10,438 --> 01:20:15,443 Oh, just a few weeks turned into months and then a year 1256 01:20:15,443 --> 01:20:17,945 and then a couple of years 1257 01:20:17,946 --> 01:20:19,948 and then seven years and then... 1258 01:20:20,448 --> 01:20:22,450 Then Tina was 10. 1259 01:20:23,952 --> 01:20:27,455 She wanted to live with me 1260 01:20:27,455 --> 01:20:32,960 and I decided I was going to get clean and I worked so... 1261 01:20:33,461 --> 01:20:34,962 So hard. 1262 01:20:38,466 --> 01:20:41,469 I knew it was... It was too late... 1263 01:20:41,469 --> 01:20:44,472 It was too late. 1264 01:20:44,472 --> 01:20:48,476 She didn't stay to see my hard work. She left. 1265 01:20:50,979 --> 01:20:51,980 And... 1266 01:20:53,481 --> 01:20:57,985 I created Joan's house 1267 01:20:59,487 --> 01:21:02,990 to try to right some of the wrongs 1268 01:21:04,492 --> 01:21:07,495 that I...that I had done. 1269 01:21:07,495 --> 01:21:09,497 I've... I've done some good things, 1270 01:21:11,499 --> 01:21:15,002 but they've... they've been out of guilt. 1271 01:21:15,003 --> 01:21:19,507 They've been out of guilt, they haven't been from love 1272 01:21:19,507 --> 01:21:25,012 and I need to do things out of love. 1273 01:21:28,516 --> 01:21:33,521 I have to ask God to forgive me. 1274 01:21:38,526 --> 01:21:40,528 I have to forgive... 1275 01:21:41,029 --> 01:21:43,031 I have to forgive myself. 1276 01:21:47,035 --> 01:21:48,036 (SOBBING) 1277 01:21:58,046 --> 01:22:00,548 Aren't you a sight for sore eyes! 1278 01:22:01,549 --> 01:22:03,050 How are you? 1279 01:22:03,551 --> 01:22:04,552 (SIGHS) 1280 01:22:07,055 --> 01:22:08,056 I'm fine. 1281 01:22:10,058 --> 01:22:12,060 -I've called you. -I know. 1282 01:22:14,562 --> 01:22:16,564 -Several times. -I know. 1283 01:22:18,566 --> 01:22:20,067 I'm sorry. 1284 01:22:22,570 --> 01:22:25,072 Look, you cool and everything, Erica, 1285 01:22:25,073 --> 01:22:28,076 but I don't think I can do this. 1286 01:22:30,078 --> 01:22:32,580 Look, I came to apologize 1287 01:22:32,580 --> 01:22:35,583 and to ask that you just bear with me. 1288 01:22:35,583 --> 01:22:38,586 I've tried to bear with you. 1289 01:22:38,586 --> 01:22:42,089 And to be honest, I'm just not fit for this arguing stuff. 1290 01:22:44,092 --> 01:22:47,095 I just think it's better off if we be friends. 1291 01:22:52,600 --> 01:22:54,101 Here. 1292 01:22:58,106 --> 01:23:00,108 I hope you can make it. 1293 01:23:08,116 --> 01:23:09,617 (ERICA SNIFFING) 1294 01:23:09,617 --> 01:23:12,620 ERICA: So, it was my abuse of alcohol 1295 01:23:14,122 --> 01:23:17,125 that ultimately led to the death of my child. 1296 01:23:19,127 --> 01:23:20,628 (SOBBING) 1297 01:23:23,131 --> 01:23:25,133 And I wanted to die. 1298 01:23:27,635 --> 01:23:31,138 For real, I wanted to leave this place. 1299 01:23:33,141 --> 01:23:37,145 Because I knew that God couldn't forgive a bad person. 1300 01:23:38,646 --> 01:23:40,648 The bad mother. 1301 01:23:44,652 --> 01:23:45,653 (SIGHS) 1302 01:23:47,155 --> 01:23:49,157 But I'm not a bad person. 1303 01:23:51,159 --> 01:23:54,162 (SNIFFLING) I'm just a person with a problem. 1304 01:23:57,665 --> 01:23:59,166 (SNIFFLING) 1305 01:23:59,167 --> 01:24:02,670 My everyday struggle is just trying to keep sober. 1306 01:24:06,174 --> 01:24:08,176 But a good friend once said, 1307 01:24:09,677 --> 01:24:14,682 "Happiness is having the courage to endure." 1308 01:24:19,687 --> 01:24:23,190 So, I am an alcoholic... 1309 01:24:26,194 --> 01:24:28,196 And my name is Erica Moses. 1310 01:24:29,697 --> 01:24:30,698 (ALL APPLAUDING) 1311 01:24:45,713 --> 01:24:47,214 FAE: What about Mima? 1312 01:24:47,215 --> 01:24:48,716 JOAN: Mima, no, no. 1313 01:24:48,716 --> 01:24:50,217 There's the princess. 1314 01:24:50,218 --> 01:24:52,720 Hi, honey pie. 1315 01:24:52,720 --> 01:24:53,721 Yes. 1316 01:24:53,721 --> 01:24:56,223 We were just thinking about what you should call me. 1317 01:24:56,224 --> 01:24:58,226 JEROME: The doctor says she's as healthy as can be. 1318 01:24:58,226 --> 01:25:01,229 Well, of course she is. 1319 01:25:01,229 --> 01:25:04,732 Oh, you need to be changed now, don't you? 1320 01:25:04,732 --> 01:25:06,734 Don't you? Don't you? Don't you? 1321 01:25:06,734 --> 01:25:08,235 She knows Grandma. 1322 01:25:08,236 --> 01:25:09,737 She knows her special friend. 1323 01:25:09,737 --> 01:25:11,238 (LAUGHING) 1324 01:25:11,239 --> 01:25:13,241 Let's get changed. Come on, Daddy. 1325 01:25:13,241 --> 01:25:14,742 -Help me change her. We'll be right back. -Okay. 1326 01:25:14,742 --> 01:25:15,743 Okay. 1327 01:25:18,246 --> 01:25:20,248 That's a sweet baby. 1328 01:25:20,248 --> 01:25:21,249 You've come a long way. 1329 01:25:21,249 --> 01:25:22,750 Mmm-hmm. 1330 01:25:22,750 --> 01:25:24,752 Still a ways to go. 1331 01:25:24,752 --> 01:25:27,755 -Well, that's why it's called a journey. -Mmm-hmm. 1332 01:25:29,257 --> 01:25:30,758 (SIGHS) 1333 01:25:32,260 --> 01:25:33,761 What is that grin about? 1334 01:25:33,761 --> 01:25:35,262 (CHUCKLES) 1335 01:25:36,264 --> 01:25:38,266 I have a date tonight. 1336 01:25:38,266 --> 01:25:39,767 You... 1337 01:25:39,767 --> 01:25:40,768 Okay. 1338 01:25:40,768 --> 01:25:42,269 (CHUCKLING) 1339 01:25:42,270 --> 01:25:44,772 Talk to you about this date. 1340 01:25:45,773 --> 01:25:48,776 Um, he doesn't have a lot of money, 1341 01:25:49,277 --> 01:25:52,780 he barely has a car, but he's nice. 1342 01:25:52,780 --> 01:25:54,782 Nice wasn't even a quality I used to look for in a man. 1343 01:25:55,283 --> 01:25:57,285 I don't hear any glasses, 1344 01:25:57,285 --> 01:25:59,287 any forks or any of that stuff. 1345 01:25:59,287 --> 01:26:01,289 Just be patient, okay? 1346 01:26:01,789 --> 01:26:03,791 Just be patient. 1347 01:26:03,791 --> 01:26:06,794 You know I got to trust you to let you blindfold me. 1348 01:26:06,794 --> 01:26:09,296 And you can trust me, okay? 1349 01:26:09,297 --> 01:26:10,798 Trust me. 1350 01:26:32,320 --> 01:26:34,322 These are really good. 1351 01:26:35,323 --> 01:26:36,824 CHARLES: I have you to thank for that. 1352 01:26:38,826 --> 01:26:40,828 I think we should give them titles. 1353 01:26:42,830 --> 01:26:44,832 Okay. 1354 01:26:44,832 --> 01:26:46,333 What do you want to call this one? 1355 01:26:52,840 --> 01:26:54,842 "Stepping into destiny." 1356 01:26:55,843 --> 01:26:57,344 I like that. 1357 01:27:03,351 --> 01:27:04,852 "Take control." 1358 01:27:16,864 --> 01:27:18,365 "Thinking of Lala." 1359 01:27:24,372 --> 01:27:25,873 And this one? 1360 01:27:29,377 --> 01:27:30,878 "I surrender." 1361 01:27:32,380 --> 01:27:34,382 Why? 1362 01:27:34,382 --> 01:27:36,884 Well, Erica, I waited all my life 1363 01:27:38,886 --> 01:27:40,888 to have my own exhibit. 1364 01:27:43,891 --> 01:27:47,895 And I waited all my life to meet someone like you. 1365 01:27:50,398 --> 01:27:55,403 To me that's the best of both worlds. 1366 01:27:58,406 --> 01:28:00,408 It certainly is. 1367 01:28:10,918 --> 01:28:13,921 JOANI opened my home to create a sanctuary for women 1368 01:28:13,921 --> 01:28:15,923 trying to get back on their feet. 1369 01:28:15,923 --> 01:28:20,928 In the process, I was blessed to help a beautiful woman, a bright star. 1370 01:28:20,928 --> 01:28:24,431 She taught me that our journeys will forever be full of twists 1371 01:28:24,432 --> 01:28:26,434 and turns and sacrifices, 1372 01:28:26,434 --> 01:28:31,439 but in the end, life will never offer a cross too heavy to bear. 1373 01:28:46,854 --> 01:28:48,856 (HIP HOP SONG PLAYING)95360