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♪The body temperature I once owned.♪

♪Who will hug her tightly?♪

♪Waves of memory erode the soul.♪

♪I can only lick the scar alone.♪

♪Previous burning expression in her eyes.♪

♪Who will she look at with deep feelings?♪

♪Waves of memory push me to darkness.♪

♪I try hard but can't reach the opposite bank.♪

♪All the memories are like sand.♪

♪I can't struggle.♪

♪I sink deeper and deeper.♪

♪The more I love you, the more I hurt,♪

♪but I'm loath to give up.♪

♪All the time is like sand.♪

♪I can no longer struggle.♪

♪I can't stop missing her♪

♪until the moment of death.♪

♪All the memories are like sand.♪

♪I can't struggle.♪

♪I sink deeper and deeper.♪

♪The more I love you, the more I hurt,♪

♪but I'm loath to give up.♪

♪All the time is like sand.♪

♪I can no longer struggle.♪

♪I can't stop missing her♪

♪until the moment of death.♪

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Do you love him?

You really want to marry him?

Of course I love him.

Why else would I choose him?

Stop lying to yourself.

I'm the one you love.

Qiao Man?

Qiao Man?

Qiao Man?.

What are you thinking?

Nothing.

I am just thinking of the life in Barcelona,

and the Lighthouse of the Other World.

I think now I look like

the girl on the painting.

Living in this prosperous city,

I don't have any sense of security to life.

Looking at those sparkling lights of thousands of families,

I even don't know which one is lit for me.

All right, dear.

You're getting your minds out of color.

You're getting married

with Hanson.

Hanson has been thinking

of starting a family

with you for many years.

Don't you know that?

Or you hope

there is someone else.

Lin Heping?

Don't mention him any more.

You just ignore what I said.

Miss,

that gentleman who is here with you

has already got changed.

This way, please.

Let's go.

Okay.

Zhensheng.

What are you doing here?

I've told you

not to come here anymore.

I miss you.

You think I wanna come here?

Every time I look at your haggard face,

I feel so sad.

You didn't tell Heping

that I'm here, right?

I didn't.

You cannot let him know.

Understand?

I see.

He has been thinking that you're living abroad.

As long as Aunt Lan doesn't mention it,

he won't know it.

You should live a comfortable life, right?

You own a company and have lots of money.

The man you like is around you.

Are you happy?

It's not as good as you think.

I also have my own difficulties.

What's more,

a strange thing happened.

There is another girl who suddenly appeared

around Heping.

She exactly looks like Nan Sheng.

Her name is Qiao Man.

Heping has already been obsessed

with her.

So what?

Ali, stop hurting anyone.

Do you want to repeat the same mistake?

Is it not enough to cause the death of Nan Sheng?

Because Nan Sheng has already died,

I cannot give up now.

I've already done so much.

If I give up at this time,

my heart will be broken.

You're still arguing for yourself.

You've been so selfish

for these years.

What's wrong with my selfishness?

I have done all

for us.

Your sentence is almost over.

We can't have any other problems.

You try to clean up your act,

and don't make me worry about you.

Did you hear me?

Time is up.

I gotta go.

Zhensheng?

Zhensheng!

It's totally beyond my imagination.

You're like an angel.

The angel

that is sent to save my life.

What you said is so exaggerated.

Not at all.

You look like the girl on your painting,

Lighthouse of the Other World.

You also think so?

Qiao Man also thought

of that painting before.

Did I?

Xiaozhi, take a picture for us.

It can be a rehearsal

for wedding photos.

Okay, wait a moment.

Are you ready?

OK, like this.

Your head should be closer to mine.

Now we look like a couple.

Why does Qiao Man smile

so unnaturally?

Xiaozhi?

It takes you so long to focus.

Sorry about that. Be ready soon.

Okay. One, two, three, smile.

Done.

It's really good.

Send it to me later.

I'll post it on my Wechat moments.

You can get this photo from my Wechat moments.

Don't post it.

What's wrong with that?

Anyway,

we will take wedding photos.

At that time,

we can post retouching photos.

But it's our first time to try wedding dress today.

I think

it's also a memorable day.

It's no big deal of posting a photo, right?

But this photo is not that good.

I know

about her photo skills.

And the light is so poor,

isn't it?

You don't want Lin Heping to see this photo, right?

Not like that.

Xiaozhi, just post it.

And later on,

I'll repost it.

What do you mean?

You turn a deaf ear to what I said?

I just want someone

to see this photo,

thus putting an end to his expectation.

If you don't trust me,

there is no point of getting married.

Qiao Man.

Don't follow me. I'll change my dress.

Just do what she likes.

Mom,

I just pass by and visit you.

You don't need to tell me.

I know

you must pass by

and visit me.

Will you come back

specially to visit me?

Mom, please don't say something like that.

Because I have lots of work to do.

I think you're busy doing business

with Xu Ali, right?

Speaking of that woman,

I told you before

that she would take my son away from me.

Mom, it's unfair to say so.

When I had a hard time,

Ali helped me out.

What's more, soon after,

the company will be listed.

Until then,

I will leave and start my own business.

Now you have ability to do so,

but what were you doing before?

When Nan Sheng was alive,

if you hadn't had a close relationship

with Xu Ali,

would Nan Sheng have decided

to go abroad alone?

I have to tell you

that Xu Ali is just a pest.

Mom, why did you suddenly

mention Nan Sheng again?

It has been so many years.

As long as I fall asleep,

I will dream of Nan Sheng.

I feel so guilty about Nan Jianming.

I also feel guilty about Nan Sheng.

So do I.

I have thought

of Nan Sheng thousands of times.

If I had the chance to sacrifice my life

to save Nan Sheng,

I would have been willing to do that.

I'm sorry.

I know in this matter,

you must suffer more than anyone else.

It's my fault.

I'll never bring it up again.

I promise.

Qiao Man, don't get mad at Hanson.

After all, I brought it up

to post this photo on moments.

What is wrong with you today?

We should be happy today.

How come you behave like this?

You can tell me.

What are you thinking?

I'm in a mess.

When we took a picture,

I was actually thinking

of Lin Heping.

It was all about him in my mind.

I don't want you

to post it on moments,

maybe because I don't want him to see it.

Nobody can force you to get married

and decide whom you should marry.

Nobody can make this decision

for you.

Hanson and you are preparing

for getting married now,

so you have to think it over.

I know.

During that time,

I was at odds with Lin Heping,

but I think what my sister said is right.

Hanson is a good man,

a reliable man,

and a man whom I can marry.

I don't know why I suddenly become hesitating

about this decision.

I don't know

if Hanson is the right person

to marry.

What should I do?

Just follow what your heart wants.

No matter what,

don't make yourself regret.

After all,

marriage is the most important thing

for a woman.

It should be a happy marriage.

She's still in the dressing room?

You tell them

I have to leave in advance.

You don't wait for them?

I gotta go.

I have something else to deal with.

Hanson, what's up?

Lin Heping, get out.

I have something to say.

But I don't wanna get out now.

We can talk some other time.

No, I can't.

I wanna take back the painting,

Lighthouse of the Other World.

Hanson,

don't you know

I have already bought that painting?

Qiao Man painted it with great efforts,

so I need to take it back.

Just name your price.

Any price will do.

If you wanna buy a painting,

you can go to the gallery.

But this painting is not for sale.

Lin Heping, by now,

you still wanna use a painting

to take Qiao Man from me?

I don't mean that.

I just want

to collect this painting.

If you have to take it away,

I must disappoint you.

Believe it or not,

I will make you

fail badly

and give this painting to me in person.

There must be something wrong

between Qiao Man and Hanson.

I've never believed

that the couple who don't love each other

will be happy together.

Qiao Man, what brings you here?

Heping called me over.

But I don't know

what for.

Why are you so nervous?

Will I hurt you?

Here's a thing you don't know.

Miss Xu has left from company.

She just left a letter to us.

We're all worried about her.

What if something happens to her?

What? She's not like the person

who will do something like that.

You're right.

What should we do?

Qiao Man,

you have driven Miss Xu away from company.

Don't you know that?

I can't understand

why you always set yourself

against Miss Xu?

How could you come here today?

It's not enough for you to destroy the relationship

between Miss Xu and Mr. Lin?

You watch your mouth.

I know there exists an interest relationship

between you and Xu Ali.

You clearly know who's right.

What do you mean?

Don't you know that?

Do I need to remind you?

You deliberately planned

to frame He Jianfeng before,

and did so many bad things.

When what you've done was brought to light,

did I tell say anything about that?

Qiao Man, how dare you talk nonsense

in public?

Calm down. Stop arguing.

Shut up.

Miss Xu is the boss

of this company.

If you keep talking nonsense,

please get out of here.

Well, I just decide to stay here.

I've put lots of efforts

into this company,

so I don't feel guilty

about anyone in this company.

In her eyes,

Lipingge is a place where she can come

and leave as she likes?

So unreasonable.

Enough of it. Yang Lan.

It's not enough. Where were you?

Why didn't you speak for me?

It has nothing to do with me.

Why are you standing here?

Mr. Lin. You are here just at the right moment.

Hello. Mr. Lin.

What are you all doing here?

You can choose to work overtime,

or you can go home.

I just hate to see someone

who acts wildly in our company.

I called Qiao Man over.

Do you have any problem?

Yes.

If so, you can come to me.

Since you say so,

I won't beat about the bush.

I'm just not satisfied with you.

We still can't find Miss Xu,

but you're still in the mood

to call Qiao Man over?

Do you really care

about Miss Xu?

Yang Lan, don't vent your anger here.

I'm warning you now.

This is Mr. Lin. Make an apology.

How could you have no respect for your leader?

Mr. Lin,

she's badly spoiled by Miss Xu.

It doesn't matter.

Mr. Lin,

don't worry too much

about Miss Xu.

I know her.

I have something else to do.

Tell others to go home as soon as possible.

If you wanna say something,

why can't we talk in our residential community?

You must call me over here?

Did you see the Lighthouse of the Other World?

Actually you also know

how important it is for me.

But Hanson told me he wanted to buy it.

What does he want to do?

He still wants to fight with me?

He wants to buy this painting?

Perhaps today,

when I tried my wedding dress,

I just mentioned this painting to him,

and then he decided to buy it.

Try your wedding dress?

It's so quick.

You're in such a hurry

to marry a rogue.

Watch your mouth.

Hanson is not a rogue.

Without him,

I wouldn't be who I am today.

He's my family.

I don't allow you to say that.

Yes. He cares about you.

But how about me?

Why is he better than me?

You're right.

Actually before I had been thinking

if Hanson was the right man

to marry.

But now I know.

You're far worse than him.

When Yang Lan tried to make trouble

with me at the door,

where were you?

As soon as I came here,

you just questioned me about the painting.

Have you ever considered

about how I feel?

I have nothing to talk with you.

Qiao Man,

I'm sorry for my being in a rush.

Qiao Man,

can't we stay together?

About those happy

and cheerful memories,

you've forgotten?

Can you see it?

It's my wedding ring.

I'm a girl who'll get married soon.

We can't be back to the past.

I will never

appear in your sight again.

Qiao Man,

what's going on between us?

All of a sudden,

why does our relationship become like this?

You're just a liar.

You have been intimate

with Xu Ali,

but you just dumped her and then wanna be with me.

I'm the one who's got hurt,

not you.

If it's because of Xu Ali,

why can't you

just believe me?

Why can't you

give me more time

and give each other more time?

Do you need to be so indifferent?

As a woman,

I don't wanna

stand in the way of anyone.

Hello? Mr. An, what's up?

Qiao Man,

it seems I'm treated as a stranger,

because you don't tell me

you're getting married.

I have to say you're well-informed.

Needless to say, I treat you as my sister.

We're a family.

Of course we need to care about each other.

By the way,

I wanna discuss with you about the issue

of preparation for marriage.

Is it convenient for you to come over now?

Okay, I'll be there soon.

Aunt Lan.

What are you doing at my home?

You're not welcome here.

Get out of here.

Don't be like that.

I know you don't like me.

But,

I'm so sad now.

You can scold me just like before.

If you do that,

perhaps I'll feel better.

Did you just drink?

I can smell alcohol on you.

Such a bad smell.

Drinking is really good.

Drinking.

We can drink together.

As a young girl,

why did you drink so much?

Have you done something that makes you feel guilty

and now you wanna use drinks to forget it?

You know what?

If you drink too much,

you'll take a risk of alcoholism.

Don't you know you'll put your life in danger?

I would have already died if I'd had the courage.

But in this world,

I have someone who I love.

I have Heping,

and my family.

Did you go

to see that brute?

Did you?

I'm sorry, Aunt Lan.

If we could go back to the past when nothing happened,

how good it would be.

But actually it has already happened.

It's useless to regret

about what you've done.

Hello?

I've already made an appointment

to see Professor Su at the auction house.

Great.

We need to sign contract

with him as soon as possible.

When he works

for the Yipin Culture,

we can carry out the design

of the first series of artworks.

Good for you, Luo Chen.

You work so efficiently.

That's what I admire you.

By cooperating with you,

I have confidence to beat Lipingge,

and drive it out of the artwork market.

We can't put up with Lin Heping

to be so arrogant any more.

We have to win him this time.

Don't worry.

That's also what I want.

Come in.

Why did you leave without a word

at the wedding dress store?

I had something to deal with then.

You're still unhappy

about the fact that Qiao Man didn't wanna post the photo

on moments?

None of your business.

Do you still keep the photo?

Just the photo we took at the wedding dress store.

Of course.

Send it to me.

Wait,

why do you want the photo?

You still wanna post it on your moments?

Qiao Man has reminded me not

to post it.

You do as I told you

or as she told you?

Who's your boss?

This photo must be posted on my moments.

Anyway we're getting married,

so it is no need to be hidden.

Just post it.

Okay, I'll do it now.

I'll help you do that.

Hanson and Qiao Man are getting married.

Congratulations.

Are you happy?

Even if the whole world knows you're getting married,

so what?

You're happy or not, .

which is your own business.

If you just post the photo on your moments

so that you can obtain

your happiness easily,

then it's unnecessary for everyone

to be in love,

because they just need to show their affection

on their moments all the time.

If you post it,

you only can boost your self-esteem

in front of Lin Heping.

But that's all.

Don't be chattering.

You also look down on me, right?

What makes you say that?

I just don't wanna see

that you're sad about it.

I do hope Qiao Man

and you can be happy,

show your love to the public every day,

and stay together forever.

Qiao Man and I must be happy

and stay together forever.

Okay.

Thank you. We've finally finished it.

Lin Heping is here.

What's he doing here?

He often comes here.

Sometimes he comes here

to give some good advice.

Okay, I'll say hi to him.

You don't need to do that.

I've just switched to the Yipin Culture.

And now he sees me with you.

So it's inappropriate to meet at this time.

It's okay. We're old friends.

It's okay. Don't worry, Professor Su.

Mr. Lin?

I'm here to sign contract with Professor Su.

It's unexpected to see you here.

I don't care what you're doing here.

But don't interrupt me here.

It seems you're in a bad mood.

But I know why.

It's about this photo?

The girl who looks like Nan Sheng

is getting married with Hanson.

They've already taken wedding photos.

If I were you,

I would not see anyone.

I should get dumped.

I don't blame anyone else.

Don't pretend to be nice.

You really wanna give up on her?

I think you were supposed

to treat this girl well

to make it up to Nan Sheng

I'm right?

Luo Chen, it's enough.

This is a public place.

I don't want you to make a fool of yourself.

Make a fool of myself?

I'm not afraid of that.

I think

it's you that don't wanna bring shame on yourself.

Lin Heping, you know what?

That's what you deserve.

You've killed Nan Sheng,

and destroyed my happiness.

Speaking of what you've done before,

I think Qiao Man

should not know it, right?

So do you think

if I should manage to find time

to talk about your past with her?

If you talk nonsense to Qiao Man,

I won't let you off.

You finally show your true features.

You can't help hitting me?

Okay, come on.

Don't hesitate.

Anyway you are a rogue,

and a street hooligan.

Don't think

you've made some money

and been well-dressed,

so you're not who you were any more.

You attend an auction?

You know what?

In my eyes,

you're always rubbish.

Okay, let's end it here.

What happened?

Professor Su, just stay out of this.

What's wrong with you?

Please stay out of this, Professor Su.

Professor Su!

Are you okay?

Professor Su, I'll help you.

Come here.

Have a seat, sit here.

Are you okay, Professor Su?

Call 999, call 999.

Are you okay?

Well...

Well, I can't bend my arm.

I can't bend it.

We're not strangers.

So,

I'll get straight to the point.

Here is a prenuptial agreement

that I drafted.

You can have a look.

Please don't get me wrong.

I just think this agreement can guarantee the interests

of both sides in this marriage.

I won't sign this agreement.

I've decided to marry Hanson

not because of his family properties.

Besides, we haven't married yet.

I really understand why Hanson falls

in love with you.

Because you look like

a careless girl,

but actually you're much more thoughtful

than anyone else.

You always put yourself in other people's shoes.

That's what I like you.

You know

that marriage is not simply a matter

of a couple,

but two families,

and even two clans as well.

So you can understand

that we hope

when Hanson gets married,

there should be a premarital agreement like this.

You're a woman of the new age,

and you've received education in the western countries.

So you won't think it's weird

or

get angry about it, right?

How could I?

I just think

it's a bit troublesome to get married.

Thank you, Mr. An,

for your consideration for us.

But I think,

in terms of this matter,

Hanson and I can fix it

by ourselves.

I promise

if I need an agreement,

I'll draw up it in person.

Okay.

I trust you.

I'll wait for your news.

Xiaoxi.

We have made an appointment to have a meal together, right?

Why are you back so late?

I've been working

for the Yipin Culture,

and I have met some unhappy things.

Forget it. What do you wanna eat?

What happened?

What's that all about?

You got into a fight with someone?

How come?

Why should I fight with someone else?

Don't lie to me. Tell me the truth.

Okay, I got into a fight.

Did you visit Professor Su,

didn't you?

How did you get into a fight

with someone?

I never thought

that I would meet Lin Heping

in that place.

And then there was a fight.

Did you pick on Lin Heping again?

Professor Su chose to work with me,

so he was unhappy about it and provoked me there.

I didn't fight back.

From what I know

about Lin Heping now,

he is not

who he was before.

If you didn't provoke him,

how could he hit you?

Did you try

to provoke him again?

You choose to trust him instead of me?

Which side are you on?

I don't choose to trust him

instead of you.

Considering

what you've done,

it's hard for me to trust you.

I don't think we need to have a meal together.

Alright then.

Anyway I don't need a woman

who doesn't trust me.

Qiao Man, Qiao Man.

Who is it?

Qiao Man.

What are you doing here?

Mr. Lin fought with someone,

so he is at the police station now.

Is it serious?

Why do you tell Qiao Man about this?

You should go to the police.

The police has already informed me of picking him up.

But I think

it's a little awkward to go there alone.

So I wanna go there with Qiao Man.

What are you thinking?

Qiao Man and Lin Heping

have no relationships any more.

Do you know that?

Of course I know.

Mr. Lin was so sad

that he got into a fight

with others.

Qiao Man is the best person to solve this problem.

Come on.

Why do you need to do this?

Or I'll go there with you.

You stay at home.

If something happens,

I'll call you.

-Hurry up. -Come on.

Qiao Man.

Is he over there?

Mr. Lin,

how did you get out?

Are you okay?

I'm fine. I just feel a little cold.

All right, then.

You always like fighting with others after drinking.

He deserved to be beaten.

What's going on

between you and Luo Chen?

Do you wanna know my stories

with Luo Chen and Nan Sheng?

I don't wanna know

and I even don't wanna hear.

Why?

You catch a cold?

Just a little chilly.

If so, we need to go to the hospital.

I don't go there without catching a cold.

Unless I have a fever.

Then we go home.

Be careful.

I'll get you some hot water first,

and some cold medicine then.

Just tell me

where the medicine is.

Why did you go out to drink at midnight?

What happened?

You can tell me.

♪The body temperature I once owned.♪

♪Who will hug her tightly?♪

♪Waves of memory erode the soul.♪

♪I can only lick the scar alone.♪

♪Previous burning expression in her eyes.♪

I've been regretting what I've done.

Nan Sheng.

♪All the memories are like sand.♪

Even though we cannot be lovers,

we can still be friends.

If something bothers you,

just let me know.

♪I sink deeper and deeper.♪

♪The more I love you, the more I hurt,♪

♪but I'm loath to give up.♪

♪All the time is like sand.♪

♪I can no longer struggle.♪

It's difficult to let go of someone,

because it's all about love.

In his previous relationship,

although I don't know

what exactly happened among them,

I know Heping must get hurt.

It aches when being touched.

I heard of something this morning.

How dare you

to vent your angry on Mr. Lin?

You can't get it.

I'm clear about what to love or hate.

I just hate to see the ambiguous relationship

between Qiao Man and him.

If it weren't for them,

Miss Xu wouldn't have left.

Now it's convenient for them

to meet in the company.

You keep defending Miss Xu every day.

What's your relationship with her?

You're always partial to her.

Miss Xu is my boss.

What do you mean? Zhuo Yang.

Nothing.

Miss Xu is not in the company now.

Perhaps someday

you have to do as I said.

Do as you said?

Stop daydreaming.

Hello?

May I ask if Miss Xu is here?

Who are you?

I'm Luo Chen.

You're the person

who fought with Mr. Lin?

How dare you to come here?

You wanna take a beating?

Take a beating?

If a leader sets a bad example,

it'll be followed by his subordinates.

Lin Heping is a jerk,

so are his subordinates.

Stop talking rubbish here.

Get out of here. Get out.

Don't push me.

Zhuo Yang.

What can you do to me?

What are you quarreling about?

Keep quarreling during office hours.

Is it proper?

Miss Xu, you're finally back.

Where did you go?

We've been looking for you.

We really worry about you.

I'm fine.

I just need to relax myself.

When you were not here,

our company was like a group without leader.

There was a call from Mr. Yan early in the morning,

and he lost his temper.

I thought Mr. Lin could handle it,

but he asked for a sick leave.

I'm back to work now, right?

Leave it to me.

It seems

that I'm here just at the right moment.

Otherwise,

I can't bump into Miss Xu now.

You rarely visit my company.

What brings you here?

Of course I'm here for something.

Go to my office then.

Xiaoxi,

the novel whose copyright you've bought

is called "Meeting Barcelona", right?

Yes. What's wrong?

There's something wrong.

There is a director called Jin Ke.

He will adapt this novel.

The concept posters have been released.

Let me have a look.

Look at it.

(Meeting Barcelona)

It's impossible.

I've bought its copyright.

If anyone wants to remake this novel into a film & TV dramas,

they must get permission from our publishing house.

The subscriber you dialed is powered off.

Why is it off?

Hello,

the number you dialed doesn't exist.

Ben did this on purpose?

Xiaoxi, where are you going?

I'll go with you.

You don't need to. I'll find Ben

and figure out what the hell is going on.

Before I figure it out,

don't tell it to anyone.

Okay. Don't worry.

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♪Where do I go♪

♪when I've got no way to hide?♪

♪When will I feel♪

♪like I'm truly live in life?♪

♪I'm waiting around,♪

♪trying to find my time.♪

♪I've gone out of the bounds,♪

♪hoping to see a side.♪

♪When I wake up,♪

♪and I start a whole new day,♪

♪I realize♪

♪that the world is all a stage.♪

♪It's a moment like this that makes me feel so♪

♪alive.♪

♪Here I am a star.♪

♪I will go so far.♪

♪Whenever♪

♪life got me down and I fell to the ground,♪

♪I picked myself back up.♪

♪Whenever hope isn't felt,♪

♪I won't be crying now.♪

♪I know I can be tough.♪

♪Every morning I wake up,♪

♪and I know that I'll be tough.♪

♪I am rising up there.♪

♪This is show time.♪

♪Life is my hill to climb.♪

♪Whenever♪

♪life got me down and I fell to the ground,♪

♪I picked myself back up.♪

♪Whenever hope isn't felt,♪

♪I won't be crying now.♪

♪I know I can be tough.♪

♪Every morning I wake up,♪

♪and I know that I'll be tough.♪

♪I am rising up there.♪

♪This is show time.♪

♪Life is my hill to climb.♪

♪I am rising up there.♪

♪This is show time.♪

♪Life is my hill to climb.♪