Original subtitles

Good morning

- Name please - Yes, Anna and Frank Vogel

Stop"

Vogel!

- (Vogel)! Yes

I have no name but Anna Vogel

Never take off the shoe

Do not take off any jewelry while...

Madam...

Headgear is forbidden

Do not remove any jewelry while you are inside

Electronic devices are prohibited

Loose pants are forbidden

fire"

- Hello - (Sean)

You, touch is forbidden!

I am glad to see you

I came to see you off, Shawnee.

Do not let the past dominate you

Attach yourself, Sean.

..." The killers are the best prisoners

- �Exposes you to arrest, accountability, and denial of visits� - They are smarter and they behave better

What about thieves?

"Entering cash and electronic devices exposes you to arrest, accountability and denial of visits."

The traditional thief is the worst

He refuses to listen

He also refuses to work while he does not respect the laws

And when they leave?

I read somewhere that 87 percent of them go back to prison

Indeed, the solution is to reintegrate them

The best way to stay out of prison is to find a good job

It doesn't make sense to be so hard, right?

It is almost impossible

Hassan

Thank you, sir. Thank you

take care of yourself

How is he doing?

Thank you so much, thank you

- Frank, condolences. - I'm glad you came

I will be fine, I will be fine Thank you

Thank you

Thank you

- God bless you - Thank you

- (SB2) - "The funeral was really beautiful."

What am I supposed to do with 20 dollars?

Send some flowers to the governor

You can change your clothes in room C1

good luck.

Don't come back, son.

Have you sign here

Here

Open the gate!

Who is that?

It's nobody.

Good morning!

Hey, I brought some donuts.

This is some of your old clothes

You could have said, "No, thank you."

What are you doing here, Frank?

Coming to get you.

No, thank you.

- Listen... - Sir!

I am his father

- Want to go with your father? - No

You can't force him if he doesn't want to

Excuse us.

This is for your mother. We have to do something for her

What do you want?

Near the end,

She made me promise that you and I would go together on a trip to spread her ashes on a lake

- Which lake? - Lake Alan, back in the east

In the east, why?

- Well... - Where?

- New York? Massachusetts? - No, no, further east.

Further fucking' east, man?

Why would my mother want to be buried in Ireland anyway?

I don�t know, she was dying and she was breathing

Some things you don't question you just do.

No, you don't question. You just do.

Listen, if we do this you will never have to see me again

I'm not going anywhere with you. I have to be in California in five days.

That's plenty of time.

It's an 8 hour flight and a few hours drive to the lake.

All in the wrong direction.

Isn't flying one of your phobias?

See! We'r all making sacrifices.

I have carefully planned this. It will take 3 and a half days

After that, I will pay airfare to where ever you want to go.

Not interested, do it yourself.

No, no, we have to go together.

She was very insistent.

Look, while we're there, we can take a look at the house that she left me.

- What house? - An old family place she inherited.

- How much is it worth? - I do not know.

I didn't even know she had it, but if you come with me.

Whatever it is, it's all yours.

Sounds like a good deal, Vogel.

Then you fuckin' go.

Wait, Sean.

Se...Sean...

That was her dying wish.

I promised.

You shouldn't make promises you can't keep, Frank.

- Wait, Sean... - Sir, you need to step back.

Last 3 years as a tour bus driver; you are more than qualified

I only need someone to drive a car to Los Angeles.

I can't wait to start working

Most people want a return ticket, why don't you want it?

I'm actually planning to move to the West Coast for a job, so...

This is in everyone's interest, then

I need a reference or two

Yes, yes, definitely

Of course...

Yes, I have their phone number here then

If you have any other question

Great, great

How about a local?

Like from Evansville?

Yeah, yeah, sure, you know...

In fact, a few names...

I got a few names, but I think they are out of town right now.

Where, son?

I think one of them is on vacation, the other...

No, no, no, but you?

Look, I have to...

I really have to be in California by Monday

Limestone or Decatur?

Limestone.

What for?

Listen, how about you just give me gas money and we forget about the meals and lodging, per diem?

I can make one call and find out.

Auto theft.

I have 5 days to get to Oakland.

Well, then we better get moving.

- When is my return date?

Sunday morning at 10:50.

- Aw, shoot. - What?

I told them plain.

Take it back.

It's fine.

It's not fine.

It's not what you ordered.

There.

Now it is.

Grow a pair. Go back there and tell the 16 year old behind the counter

"You screwed up my order!"

- If I talked to my father that way... - Your father...

- He would have been too drunk understand.

Let's just have a nice meal.

You can say it

You can do that. The guy was a jerk.

- All right? He was a jerk.

He was my father.

And I respect him

- You have to earn respect. - I disagree.

- Do you respect me because I am your son?

Can't we just have a nice meal?

- You don't respect me.

Come on. Why don't you just admit things?

It's not like it would ruin our relationship, Frank.

I did the best I could given the circumstances.

Sometimes you're the pigeon.

Sometimes you're the statue.

That's life.

Brush off your shoulders and you move on.

I moved on.

You know they say it is inevitable that you turn into your father.

- I don't think it will ever happen - Yes, but if it does...

- Well, here we are.

We are about to dangle 30,000 feet above the ocean in a tin can

Operated by someone who probably hasn't had enough sleep.

Hey, anytime you want to bail

- And change my ticket to Oakland. - No, I'll be fine

I hope we can watch a movie.

Four doors, air conditioning and manual transmission...

Excuse me, madam, are all cars automatic?

I can't drive a stick.

No, that is a special request here

We do not currently have any automatic cars.

- You'll have to upgrade. - It's fine. We'll take the stick.

- I will drive. - Uh, we'll take the upgrade.

Do you want to make the fuel choice so you don't have to fill up your tank?

No, we will stop every hour so...

Helps break up a long drive.

This is the dumbest thing I've ever heard, it will take us twice as long

It will take us longer if we run out of gas.

That was a little obvious. Don't you think?

What? The way you stare at her chest

No, I was not.

A little respect wouldn't hurt you in the lady department.

Wow, "the lady department". Where is that?

Is that next to housewares? Is that aisle seven?

You have to show respect to get respect.

I should know, I've been in sales all my life.

You're about to give lady advice, aren't you?

Open the door for them and give them your jacket.

Hold their purse.

You should take notes for when you're selling stolen cars in California.

What do you do?

All right, move over.

Aw, now look what you did.

Anyway.

For the record, that is not how you go about winning any hearts.

Oh, I do just fine winning hearts.

Thank you very much.

I do look forward to when you teach me about sex.

Yes, now that we are past the sales lady

It looks like we'll get to that house...

- By tonight! - Tomorrow

Tonight, we have to stop in Dublin for that thing.

- Thing? What fucking' thing? - That dinner thing.

For your mom with a couple of her relatives.

Forget that! I don't even know those people.

We have to.

They could not come to the funeral and wanted to meet here.

Who's the fucking' genius who told them about our coming to Ireland?

What's wrong?

I'm modest.

Is that okay?

Your suits are in the bag.

No, I'm not wearing this.

I was in high school and it wasn't even cool back then.

Fine, wear whatever you like.

I'll get ready here.

You know, I don't think I've ever seen you without your clothes on.

Why are there two buttons on this toilet?

I don�t know, I've never been to this country before.

I got it, the big button for need number two

Okay!

So we stumble out, completely drunk,

Barely able to crawl to the next pub.

12 years later and I'm still nursing the hangover!

Do you know we were in our 40s at the time!?

I never heard that one.

She was one of the kindest students I have ever taught.

Always playing games with the more awkward kids.

Or having lunch with the ones who were left out.

She had a real soft spot for the misfits in life.

Frank!

Yes?

Frank, Frank...

Thank you.

Excuse me please, I have to...

I have to take care of something

Oh, Frank.

What a beauty.

Never the first to leave a party, was she?

We didn't really go to many parties.

I must have told her the same old jokes every time I saw her

And she always laughed as though it was the first time.

Do you happen to know who she is with here on the motorcycle?

Not a clue.

No one here, I don't think.

Just another admirer from long ago, I suppose.

Your health!

Come on! Come on! Come on!

Come on! Come on! Come on!

Come on! Come on! Come on!

Come on! Come on! Come on! Yes!

The next cup, man?

Going to the bathroom.

He is human like us in the end

I can't place him.

Look who I found...

The prodigal son!

I haven't seen you since you were a wee thing.

Before the prodigal part.

Kathleen...

Who is this raging young man? Do you remember him?

Like a young Marlo Brando.

Almost worth having your butt on a motorcycle all that way!

All what way?

Ronan!

Ronan, that's right!

- Did they go on a trip together or something? - Yes, you can say that.

He was the one she ran away with.

Up north, to Donegal, I think.

- Did she never mention that? - No, no.

I don't think she ever mentioned that, did she, Frank?

She might have at some point, I'm trying to remember.

- Were they serious? - Oh, no. No.

It was not like that.

It was just a bit of a wild streak.

Come on, let's go back to the bar.

I hope we haven't said anything that was upsetting, Frank.

Not at all.

If you wanted to know more then Brigit came from Kinvara...

You can always try to ask her.

Brigit? No...

No, it's okay.

It doesn't really matter.

It is absolutely true!

Brigid?

Yes?

It's Frank...Vogel.

Do you have a moment?

Ronan Quinn?

She met him when we were in Galway.

We did not know him well.

He was not a student or anything.

And when her parents told her to stop seeing him well,

You know our Anna.

She really had an adventurous side.

Oh, yeah,.

He was like her little secret.

Just for her.

No one else's business.

Where is he now?

His family raises horses in Connemara.

But I have no idea if he's there or not.

And when she used to come back here to visit, did they ever go...

You can tell me.

Oh, Frank...

I am sure that wasn't the case.

What are you still doing up?

I...

Jetlagged.

Hey...

What?

When you were little and you came over here with mom those times.

You sure she never mentioned Lake Alan or anything else?

No, no, she didn't.

Look, I'm tired. I want to go to bed. Can we just go to bed? I want to sleep?

Ok.

You know these things might be a little more fun if you had a drink every once in a while.

I thought you were tired.

Where are you going?

You're back/

What?

I saw you.

I was over there.

I smiled, you smiled back.

- Or I thought you did. - Yeah.

Maybe I smiled.

I'm Sean, by the way.

Jewel.

Jewel?

What a luxurious name!

Are you staying here? Are you staying at the hotel?

Potentially.

You gonna buy me a drink?

Yeah.

Yeah, of course.

Jameson, neat.

A 214.

214

What has you here?

Like in Ireland? I'm going from Alabama to California

By way of Northwest Ireland

You chose the scenic route then, right?

A little real estate transaction

I have to take care of while I'm here.

Cheers.

Cheers.

So, um...

Do you live here? Do you have a place in Dublin?

I did until

this very morning.

And now I'm making my escape.

Oh, yeah? Escape from what?

A very violent ex-boyfriend

One who doesn't seem to think the laws against domestic abuse apply to him.

So go ahead.

Follow that

With a good pick up line.

You know, sometimes...

You're the pigeon and sometimes you're the statue.

That's life.

We should probably get another one of these.

I think we do.

Over here.

This way.

- Really? - Uh-huh.

Oh, man. I'm telling you this guy.

- He loves to stop every hour for gas or to pee.

I swear if I were driving, for three hours, we would get there.

- Yes, of course. - Yes

Just a minute.

- Sean, are you sure it is your car? - Yep.

- Sean, come on. - I don't want to wake the keys to get my dad.

Got it!

We're good.

All right.

Ladies first.

I didn't offer...

I haven't done this since I was 15.

And that was in a Daihatsu.

I have no idea what a Daihatsu is but...

I tell you, Audi will be really nice.

What is that?

- What? - Bad tattoo?

No, it's more like...

Bad grandpa.

The guy used to get mean after a few drinks.

He liked to smoke Dutch Masters.

Wait, he burned you?

Yeah.

- That's fucking' brutal. - Ah, it's not a big deal.

I'm sorry. I'm dizzy.

Okay.

- I just need some air. - Yeah.

- Oh!

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

This is not my best first date.

It's not my worst.

You don't have to stay if you don't want to.

You know.

I know.

- Is that him? - Mm-hmm.

- All right. You know what to do?

- You got this? - Yeah. I think I'll manage.

All right.

Hello.

- Good morning. - This is Jewel. We're giving her a ride, all right?

I'm sorry. We can't pick up hitchhikers.

She's not a fucking' hitchhiker.

She's not a hitchhiker. I met her last night.

She is going to that...

- Where are you going? - Larn.

- Larn. Larn is right up by the lake.

I'm sorry, miss.

She's running away from a bad situation, okay?

We can't.

You know what? It's ok. I wouldn't pick up hitchhikers either.

- It's okay. - Wait, just wait.

- Just one second. - Just one second, okay?

- Don't go.

Listen...

It's right by where we're going.

- What's the problem?

- We can't. - Is this what you call respecting women?

Wait, wait.

Are you coming or not?

No!

You don't want to see your house?

- (whispering) - Ok.

- Let me guess.

- You had the radio on all night? - I didn't do shit.

Hey...

- I'm sorry. Would you like to lift the bonnet? - The what?

- The bonnet. My dad is a mechanic.

It's okay, miss, I have rental insurance.

Just lift the damn hood.

Do you want to try it?

It was just a little corrosion on your battery cables.

Have a really safe trip.

Make sure to stop every hour or two

Because that makes a long journey seem shorter.

Maybe you can fix it?

You knew it was like this the whole time, didn't you?

I didn't even know that she had a house here.

Among other things.

I have 3 days to reach Oakland.

3 fucking' days.

It's a good location, y'know.

It is at the end of this road towards Athlone and then follow the signs and take us up there.

Have you ever visited that area, Mr. Vogel?

No, miss, I haven't.

But mom was there, wasn't she?

What is this anyway then?

Like a little father and son fishing trip?

We kinda skipped over all the things that start with father and son.

517 His bail.

Sorry, can I repeat that? I couldn't hear you

I said, unless you count posting bail.

Oh! Posting bail, okay.

I was like fifteen.

My friends and I took his car out for a spin.

He called the cops and reported it stolen.

The police caught us in two minutes.

They threw us in jail and everyone's dad's came within the hour.

As for this guy, 24 hours!

His mother was in the hospital again.

I was dealing with that and trying to deal with him.

So I was the cause for my father's nervous breakdown.

- Sorry, I wasn't... - It wasn't a nervous breakdown.

I was doing the best I could during a very difficult time

But my son couldn't grasp that.

You wanted Clark Kent for a father.

Oh, I had Clark Kent but I wanted Superman!

Well, we just wanted a good son.

But instead of watching him play baseball, we had to visit him in jail.

Criminal mischief.

Vehicle theft and arson.

- Arson! Arson? - Possession...

Do you want to talk about arson?

Remember when I told you how my grandpa used my shoulders as an ashtray?

Guess who just stood there watching it happen.

That's not true. I had no idea he had not had a drink for years.

In a moment like that!

What kind of father just does nothing?

I couln't see anything.

I saw you, you just walked by

- Pretended you hadn't seen... - I couldn't see anything!

Bullshit!

- I was not in my right mind at the time. - And you could have done something with that - I couldn't! - (raises music volume)

- It's okay. - Geez, Frank.

(unintelligible)

Where are you going?

Why are you turning here?

Leave the keys, we want to listen to the radio.

Or not.

Is that...

What is so important in Oakland, huh?

What's the rush?

I got a job in an electronics warehouse.

Seriously?

Seriously, real job with a real paycheck.

Someone else gets it if I'm not there by Monday.

What then?

You couldn't just find another job?

It is not that easy.

Do you know the number one reason why people end up back in prison?

They commit more crimes?

They can't get jobs.

I'm not going back.

You are the first person...

As long as I can remember that

I like talking to.

I just want to talk to you.

Sorry, can I help you?

Hello.

Hello.

I knocked at the house but no one answered.

Yes?

Are you Ronan?

Excuse me, who are you?

I'm Frank.

Anna was my wife.

No, Ronan was my brother

He passed away 30 years ago.

This your wife?

Yes.

Come, let me see you something.

1963, Triumph Thunderbird.

It took me ages to find all the parts.

After Ronan's died, I just started piecing it back together again.

I don't know why, really.

Did he ever mention my wife to you?

No, no. Not that I recall.

But, we weren't really in much contact back then.

Well, I should just let you go back to your horse if I can...

Right, yes.

Yes.

- Thank you. - You take care.

You too

Will do.

I'm sorry, one more thing.

Yes?

Where is your brother buried?

He wasn't. He was cremated.

So his ashes could be spread across some lake

Up north.

Hey, Frank?

Frank?

- Are you all right? - Yeah. You're getting all wet.

Yeah.

We both are.

Let's go.

Are you sure you are all right?

- Are you not hungry? - No, thanks.

We should be able to make it to Donegal tonight.

What is this?

- Your wife? - Yes.

She is very beautiful.

Where was this taken?

Somewhere on their honeymoon they took.

Honeymoon with...

Mr. Biker?

Yes, before he was lucky enough to die in a tragic motorcycle accident.

- Will you give it a rest?

- Yes, but she married you.

You settled on me...

But she never forgot him.

His ashes are already floating around that lake. I'm just the delivery boy.

Bringing them back together.

There are about 10,000 lakes in Ireland. Are you sure it is the same one?

I don't know.

Where did you meet?

On a bus in Detroit.

She dropped a book and I picked it up.

I never told her that I...

I rode that bus in the wrong direction every day for three weeks

Waiting for her to drop something.

What a fool.

Hey, I'll tell you this.

We might go on rides with the rebels

but it's the kind hearted ones we spend our lives with.

I love this song

Do you want to join us, love?

- No, no, you are doing fine without me. - Come on, they are sick of my old voice.

- No. - Come on, don't be shy.

"The clouds are drifting..."

"all across the moon.."

'Cats are prowling on their feet"

"Spring is a girl..."

"From the streets at night"

"Dirty Old Town"

"Dirty Old Town"

(clapping)

"I met my love"

"By the gasworks wall..."

"And I dreamed a dream..."

"By the old canal"

"I kissed my love"

"Near the factory wall."

"Dirty Old Town"

"Dirty Old Town"

Thanks for our little singer there.

Hearing you sing...wow.

Thank you.

You have a very nice voice.

Thank you.

You're a very good man, Frank.

That's why she fell for you.

You make...

a girl feel dignified.

Thank you.

Do you mind if I sit in the front? I was feeling carsick earlier.

Not at all.

Magic touch.

I won't steal it.

See you at 6:30.

- All right.

Thank you.

Good night.

Is it still raining out there.?

It's going to let up tomorrow. That will be great.

Oh, boy.

Where's mom?

Uh...

I thought maybe you would bring her up.

Shoot.

You know what. We're getting an early start.

And it's Ireland.

So, I think she'll be okay, yeah?

How's Jewel paying for her room?

She's going to send me a check.

Well, I want my own room and I'll send you a check

No, you won't.

She's not sending you a check.

- How do you know? - She's not going to send you a check.

Did she tell you that?

It is just another person who walks all over you.

She is not walking all over me. It is my choice.

Just another person... just another person walking right.

Just put that out of your hand, stop what you're doing for a moment.

Put down your toothbrush. Come on, man.

- What are you doing? - Lift up your hands, I'll teach you how to fight.

I don't want to.

- I'll teach you how... - No, no, it's late!

I just want to go to bed. it was a long day

- What do you do? - There you go.

- Raise your hands - What are you doing?

- That's good, come on. - No!

- Come on, it's fun, isn't it? - What is that? No!

-Hey, listen, listen, listen

- If this is about Jewel... - What do you mean about Jewel?

What are you talking about? Get up.

Come on.

- What are you going to do?

If I do that, what will you do?

What will you do?

- What do you do? - Come on, get up

- Get your hands off me, enough - Sit down, come on, hit me!

- What? - What will you do? Would you not do anything?

I saw you both in the hallway, I saw her kiss you

Do you like it? Do you want to sleep with her?

Get back at mom for screwing around?

Leave me alone!

I am sick of this.

I am sick of you.

So we will finish this

In the next lake that I see...

We will get away from each other.

Sean?

What?

Where... where is Jewel?

I don't know.

No, no, no.

- Gah!

What?

No

Excuse me, Avis is here.

Okay.

No, madam, this looks like a car with a manual transmission

They were supposed to send an automatic.

Just a moment.

Thank you

I will need that airline ticket

- And the taxi back to Dublin. - You can just ride with me.

What are you talking about? I'm staying.

No, the insurance covers the rental car.

Who cares about the rental car? What about mom?

What about her?

You have to get her back.

Get her back.

How am I going to get her back?

I got her to Ireland. That's going to have to be good enough.

I think she deserves a little more respect than "I got her to Ireland"

I thought you had to earn respect.

She took care of you for twenty-eight years, I think she earned it.

Maybe you should take the bus.

Would you like to take care of the incidentals now?

What incidentals?

That phone call from your room

No, madam, we didn't make any calls.

That's a mistake.

Do you mind seeing this?

Where is this number located?

Seems like it belongs to Northern Ireland.

Thank you.

Have a good day.

Bingo.

She called some guy who fixes cars in Belfast.

So?

Let's go find her.

I thought you had to be in Oakland?

Let me worry about that, okay?

And what? You think that this is all just a big misunderstanding?

That she didn't mean to lie to you or steal the car and deep down she loves you?

- And you'll ride off into... - Okay, stop, stop

Forget it all, forget it.

Someone stole your car, with your wife's ashes in it.

Doesn't that piss you off?

You coming or what?

I don't know how to drive a stick.

This is it.

It could be a chop shop.

What are you doing?

That's trespassing.

Let's go around the front and ask if they bought any stolen cars today.

Why don't we do that?

Come on.

Sean!

- Let's go - it's a dead end

I will raise you, let's go

- Okay - wait

- Do you see it? - I see number plates

No car.

Oh!

Just be quiet.

Just keep calm.

Stay calm.

We are ok.

Run, Run!

Run away!

Come on! Come on!

I'm trapped!

I got you! Come on!

Let's go!

Usually you try to dismantle a stolen car as quickly as possible

Unless you want to go somewhere

Larn, she mentioned Larn.

Look it up on a map.

- And we discover a good route together. - Yes, I think she was lying

- No, not about that anyway - That's the hard part

Try to find out if everything is a lie or just most of it.

What are you doing?

I'll get you something for your leg, do you have some money?

- It's okay - Just give me some money, come on

Don't be such a baby.

Did you find Larn?

North.

Yes, this is it.

I will find a place to park the car.

Okay, let's break up.

I'll go that way, okay? We will cover more ground.

Has anyone seen a girl driving an Audi A4?

No?

None of you have seen anything?

- Did you find anything? - No

- And you? - No

That's what your mother and I were going to get for the road trip.

The opposite of a motorcycle.

What's the traffic all about?

Oh.

Ferry problem.

I'm going to check it out.

If I'm not back soon,

Come and get me, okay?

Hey!

Radio 1, to the head office

- Larnah Port, A man got out of the car

Hey! No, no, no.

You know my mom is still in the back, right?

I'm so sorry.

By the time I saw her, it was too late.

I was going to send her back

I promise.

Is this what you want?

It was always about a stupid car?

The entire time.

Was any of that...

True. Any of it real?

What do you want me to say?

You were in prison for petty thefts.

And I'm no Mother Teresa.

I had to get out of here

And an opportunity presented itself.

It was as simple as that.

Nothing personal.

"The opportunity presented itself."

Tell me why you're here.

Why am I here?

You stole my fucking' car. That's why I'm here.

Just live for the moment.

Come with me

We can pretend that this never happened, we can...

We can be together on a boat for a few days

Then we will see where that will take us.

And then what?

You become a free man

Just think of it

As an opportunity

Take care of yourself, okay?

Hey!

Come back here, son!

Stop there now.

Hey! Come back here now!

He's on the deck! He's on the deck!

Hey, stop!

Sean!

- Catch! - No! No!

Stop where you are!

Stop!

Hey! Hey!

We caught him now.

That's my son!

Come on, let's go!

Drop that thing, whatever it is.

Hey! Come back!

We will search for you all over the country!

Let's go! What should I do?

Clutch!

Clutch!

Is it clear?

All good.

At least we got some of her back.

- What is this? - It is your ticket.

You're all set. You should get to Oakland just in time.

What about mom?

Let me worry about that.

It probably has nothing to do with that guy.

Probably not even the same lake.

How is your hand?

Sore.

Yeah, it's gonna be sore for the next couple of days. It was a good hit.

Thanks.

I mean, come on, you...

You getting mom back.

I was proud of you.

Taxi Cabs.

Go to the airport.

Hello.

Good morning, Mr. Vogel. This is your wake-up call.

All finished?

Yeah, all finished.

Your flight get cancelled?

No.

So, are we going to finish this or what?

Just a moment.

What's wrong? The battery?

No, I ran out of gas.

Come on, let's go.

It shouldn't be far.

- (organ music) - Do you hear that?

- Yes. - It's beautiful.

Still not working, well, I think

I can hear the vibration

Hello.

- Can we help you? - Sorry to interrupt you.

We're looking for Lake Alan.

Do you have any idea if we are in the right neighborhood?

Yes, but I'm afraid that it is on private property.

Oh, well. His mother... and my wife, Anna Vogel passed away and...

She had asked us to spread her remains there

- Anna Vogel? - Yes, this is it.

Anna?

Oh, I'm so sorry she passed.

Did you know her?

Just from the retreat.

We do spiritual retreats here.

Rent out the rooms at the convent.

She stayed a number of times over the years

Did she never tell you?

No.

Well, maybe it was more of a personal thing for her.

Her own little oasis. That's not uncommon.

She was a lovely woman.

She was, indeed.

Whenever she was here, she would always take a day and spend it in the kitchen.

Sort of her way of contributing.

We'd all sit down that night and have a lovely meal together.

- I'm sorry for your loss. - Thank you.

The man she was with

Is there a way to find out if his ashes are here somewhere?

I'm afraid not. There are hundreds of lakes up here.

Why do you want to know?

Actually

Lake Alan is the lake the deer like to cross

Which is quite a sight.

The problem is when it gets foggy,

The deer can't see the other side

They get confused.

And they keep changing directions over and over again

Until eventually they drown.

You are very close. It's just over the hill and around the bend.

Be careful with the fog.

Watch your step, there.

Do you want to say goodbye?

Good-bye.

Well, sweetheart.

We made it.

We're here.

Being loved by you

Was the greatest...

Gift

The greatest privilege...

in my life

That and being a father.

Shit.

Nothing else matters.

Nothing else matters.

What are you doing?

Swimming with your mother.

Hey, are you coming or what?

No way! It's probably freezing, man!

It is!

Ah, screw it.

So what are you going to do now?

I don�t know, maybe I will stay here for a while

Hitchhike.

See where it takes me.

All this open space looks really good right now.

I did go back, you know.

To confront your grandfather after he burned you.

I knew exactly what I was going to say

I got halfway into it and I was really laying into him

Then he just started laughing at me

I didn't know what to do.

So I walked out...

Drove away...

I never saw him again.

And neither did you.

So this is what mom wanted us to see?

It sure is pretty out here.

It sure is.