Original subtitles

♪I'm hesitant to say it♪

♪I still have something to tell you♪

♪And what are you laughing at♪

♪ Do you already know what I want to say ♪

♪I pretend to not care about it♪

♪and get rid of your sadness♪

♪But I don't want you to know what I want to say♪

♪I suddenly become speechless♪

♪You're talking about your dream♪

♪and crying so hard♪

♪Missing you is like bird migration♪

♪Birds who fly for so long but never notice each other♪

♪You're like the summer sky♪

♪and I'm the stars♪

♪With you can I only shine♪

♪and be important♪

♪ I hit your shoulder on purpose ♪

♪Listening to your reprimand♪

♪It's really sweet to care about you♪

[The Best of You in My Mind]

[Episode 18]

We're beginning

the group category of

National College Archery Invitational.

Rong University team, you can do it!

You can do it!

Participating teams,

please check your targets.

Athletes, on your marks.

For the group category, there're three athletes in each team.

Captain.

According to their individual rankings,

those qualified for the knockout round will be determined

based on the overall result and rankings

of the team members.

You have ten seconds to prepare for the match.

And you are not allowed to enter the shooting line.

Both teams, please get into your lines simultaneously.

Each team is given six arrows.

You can do it!

You can do it!

Jiang Zheng Xu, you can do it!

Each player will shoot two arrows.

You will be given one hundred and twenty seconds to complete it.

Once a team member has made his shot,

he will have to get out of the waiting line.

The next member will then enter it.

Nine points!

Eight points. Good job.

Are you alright?

Good job! Nine points.

The last arrow.

Xu Fang, you can do it.

We'll win.

Nice shot. Nine points.

Something's wrong with Xu Fang.

Don't worry, we're two points ahead.

As long as Xu Fang plays it well,

we won't lose to Huaqing University team.

Don't worry.

Xu Fang, you're my most favorite player.

You must perform well tomorrow.

Beat Huaqing University team in the group category!

Coach, Xu Fang wasn't like this.

Something's wrong with him today.

Xu Fang, you can do it!

Will you be

seeing Ding Yi again in this competition?

Congratulations.

Xu Fang, you're my most favorite player.

He wants me to make

a great player out of you.

Among all of your arrows,

this is the most ordinary one.

We're two points ahead.

As long as Xu Fang plays it well,

we won't lose to Huaqing University team.

Where's the arrow?

Rong University team missed the target.

That's impossible!

What?

That's impossible!

Xu Fang wouldn't miss the target!

He's a great archery player!

Is it a mistake?

Captain, he missed the target.

Xu Fang is a great archery player!

Is it a mistake?

That's impossible!

Huaqing University!

Xu Fang.

Xu Fang!

What's the matter with you?

Why didn't you hit the target?

You wouldn't do that!

You wouldn't miss the target!

What's wrong with you today?

I don't want to talk about it now.

No.

Wait.

It's just the two of us here.

What can't you tell me?

Tell me why you didn't hit the target.

Spill it.

Spill it!

You never missed the target!

Why did it happen today?

No, you...

That's impossible. You wouldn't miss the target.

Tell me why.

What a pity.

I was thinking of playing a few more rounds with you.

But I'm still happy for you.

At least, you've become the champion in the individual category.

What did he mean?

The champion in the individual category?

Did you miss the target on purpose?

I saw both you and Ding Yi talking together yesterday.

Did you?

Did you?

To become the champion in the individual category,

you decided to sacrifice our whole team?

Am I right?

Answer me!

Tell me.

Answer my question!

Tell me, did you do that?

You can think whatever you want.

Xu Fang, you jerk!

You jerk!

You are a jerk!

Coach, congratulations!

Good job!

Champion?

Congratulations.

What's happened?

Why does everyone look so sad?

We lost in the group category.

But they look unusually sad.

They probably didn't perform well.

That's why they're feeling bad.

Okay, let's go.

Scum!

Rubbish!

Scum!

What? Yes, we're talking about you!

Did you do that on purpose?

So what if I did so?

Why did you do that?

For the ranking?

Since you're all here,

I'll get things straight.

Yes.

I lost to Huaqing University on purpose.

I don't like archery.

I never like it.

We're here just to study.

Why are you being so serious?

We're graduating soon.

Did you think

you could beat Huaqing University?

Stop dreaming.

You want to die?

You want to die?

Since I knew I'd lose,

why would I play with you all?

I might as well

graduate

as a national champion.

Sacrificing my study

for you all?

Is it worth it?

You mean it?

Yes, I mean it.

Xu Fang.

Do you remember I told you

why I was fond of the archery?

Because it's a very fair sport

in which no one can cheat.

The arrows determine the number of points.

We grew up in the same archery team.

I wanted to fight alongside with you.

But I never thought you'd be the one

who betrayed me.

You don't deserve to play this sport anymore.

You don't need to hold the bow anymore.

Because you don't deserve it.

Why are you here? I've been looking for you!

What's wrong?

Xu Fang has quit the team!

Why?

I'm not sure about it.

He fought with other team members in the locker room.

Then he told the coach he wanted to quit.

Knock some sense into him!

Xu Fang!

Why are you sitting here?

Nie Yue told me you quit the team.

Why?

No reason.

I gave it a thought.

But you didn't tell me about it.

It's been so long since you left the team.

You've nothing to do with all this.

How could you say so?

You didn't tell me about this big decision.

What do you need me as a girlfriend?

Then tell me now.

Why did you quit all of a sudden?

What's on your mind?

I don't want to play it anymore.

I started playing archery

because I wanted to study here.

Now that I've become a national champion.

And I'm a fourth-year student.

It's the right time to quit.

I don't believe it.

That's probably what's on your mind,

when you first came to Rong University.

But I saw

how you slowly became the captain

and took charge of the team.

I don't believe it. You always work hard on the field,

rain or shine.

You even have extra practice at night.

And now you're saying that

you joined the team for your study and graduation.

Think about whatever you want.

But this is my decision.

Now I'm quite fine.

Don't you worry about me.

Xu Fang!

Xu Fang!

Time flies. We're already in our fourth year.

I saw someone moving out

from the next room.

And the others were preparing for their theses.

Only veterinary medicine students

need to stay here for five years.

I find it quite nice.

I'm quite enjoying my life as a student.

Once I step out of the university,

I won't know what to do.

But you can't run away from it.

This year is sort of like

death sentence with reprieve.

Didn't the teacher say that

we're having our internships in the fifth year.

Chi Chi, where are you going to work?

I've no idea at all.

Haven't you been working at the pet shop?

It's just a temporary job.

I don't think that'll work.

I still need to find a job at an animal hospital

or any job related to our field of study.

But Xu Fang's graduating soon.

He only has four years of study.

At least, you don't need to find a place.

Xu Fang will take care of it.

We haven't talked about this yet.

But I heard

many campus couples would break up

upon the graduation season.

Eat your chips.

By the way, Chi Chi.

Xu Fang's been in a bad mood.

You should talk to him more.

Get it.

Let's get back to the movie.

You always talk during movies.

[Ward]

I've been lying here for a month.

Why can I walk?

Does it smell good?

Bone soup again?

It's good for your body.

Drink it and you'll recover quickly.

Get away from my leg. You've touched it.

Have some.

Is it hot?

Good girl.

I didn't see this day coming.

What day?

The day you're served by me?

What?

You want me to thank you?

Of course.

You must repay my kindness once you recover.

Thanks.

The doctor said so.

It's good for your body. You should have more.

Do you feel better now?

I find you so manly all of sudden.

I'm greater than Superman, am I not?

But I want to see Batman now.

Sure. Have more and I'll show you.

Show me now.

Batman needs a cape.

Peppa Pig will do too.

Sure.

Louder.

Try it yourself.

Eat it, don't get yourself choked.

You're graduating soon.

Do you have any plan?

No, I don't.

Have you talked to Coach

about your future?

It's...

Can you stop worrying about me?

I'm worried about you!

Since you quit the team,

you should inform Coach of it.

Your field of study

isn't like others.

If you want to be a coach

or a PE teacher,

Coach will recommend jobs to you.

I say

don't worry about me!

I don't want to play archery!

And I don't want to work in this field!

If I can't find a job,

I'll just go back to Luo City.

Going back to Luo City?

You still have me.

Didn't we plan to

live together in Rong City?

You will find a job here.

I'll do the same.

After you get off work,

I will make you dinner.

And we will bring Fang Fang here.

A couple with a dog.

My dream life.

We'll talk about this later.

I want to be left alone.

Where are you going?

I'll come with you.

No!

I want to go to a mountain alone.

You should go back to class.

Have you talked to Xu Fang yet?

It didn't go well.

He's been acting weird these days.

And he's being ill-tempered.

I really want to know

what happened in the locker room.

Jiang Zheng Xu didn't tell me anything either.

Xu Fang's been in a bad mood these days,

so he's gone to a mountain to relax.

Just wait for him to come back.

Hello.

Who is that?

Can you stop it?

Stop calling me!

I've no time

for such s childish game!

Hello.

This is Chen Ding.

Who?

I'd like to see you.

Who are you?

It's you.

Why did you call me?

I wanted to know how you're doing.

Sometimes you picked up the phone

and said hello.

Sometimes you sounded cheerful.

Sometimes you sounded annoyed.

There are times you didn't pick it up.

That made me want to keep calling you.

What exactly do you want?

Because I want you to live an unfortunate life.

If you're unfortunate,

I'll be happy.

How could you be so evil?

I'm evil?

I think revenge is like a shell.

And I'm like a tortoise.

I felt safe

only by staying in my shell.

But I suddenly realized that

I lost my shell.

So did my revenge.

But I don't know

how to live without my shell.

I wanted to see you

and told you that I hate you.

But when I see you,

I can't bring myself to hate you.

I think

I'm like an ungrateful traitor.

I'm doing my mother wrong.

Coach Liu.

Do you know where Xu Fang is?

Xu Fang?

He's been in a bad mood.

He's gone into a mountain to take his mind off things.

Mountain?

Okay, I get it.

Mom has been living a hard life

in Rong City for ten years.

But she's keeping everything to herself.

And I didn't know anything about it.

Xu Fang, how are you?

I met Chen Ding today.

She's my mother's daughter too.

She's told me many things.

Her dissatisfaction with my mother.

The breakdown of their family.

I suddenly realized that

lying to me

was everything

my parents could do.

It's the biggest protection for me and my brother.

I was being so selfish

in asking them to be honest to me.

I'm sorry for what I did.

I think

had I faced

the reality sooner,

and stopped running away from it

by not anticipating a complete family,

everyone including myself

would have lived a better life.

Just like what you told me

many years ago.

Xu Fang.

I want you by my side.

How are you these few days?

Please, come back soon.

Hello, Sir.

May I know

if you've seen

a man in his twenties?

He's as tall as me.

I'll show you his photo.

This man. Have you seen him?

I saw him just now.

You did?

Where?

I think he is over there.

Over there?

That house.

Fine. Thank you, Sir.

Thank you.

Why are you here?

You saw it.

I can no longer play archery.

Come with me.

Don't think about anything else.

Shoot that down.

Forget it,

I can't do it.

Try it.

Here, try it.

Good job!

It's not that you can't hit the targets.

Your body and mind

have been captured by your fear.

It's called target panic.

That's why you can't hit the target.

An archer

learns technique and movements first.

And then,

he'll train his mind.

In short, he needs to train his heart.

For a skilled

and successful archer,

his mind is more important than

his technique.

I've long ago noticed this problem of yours.

But I never thought it'd happen this soon.

And it has a huge effect on you.

So what if we've known it?

Now

I don't need to keep going.

Xu Fang.

Listen to me.

I know an archery coach.

He runs

a world-class rehabilitation-training center.

If you're up for it,

I'll send you abroad after your graduation.

You'll accept your further treatment there, okay?

Xu Fang, you must listen to me.

You're having a psychological condition,

not a death sentence.

I'll give it a thought.

Fine, I'll wait for your reply.

♪It's not that hard♪

♪It's not hard to make a choice♪

♪It's all warm♪

♪and scattered anticipation♪

♪It's not that hard♪

♪It's not hard to make a choice♪

♪It's all endless♪

♪yet ordinary courage♪

♪Many have lost their loved ones due to their hesitations♪

♪They're always helpless and in a hurry♪

♪They're upset all the time♪

♪Actually, it's not that hard♪

♪It's not hard to smile♪

♪Without noticing it♪

♪We always wipe our tears♪

♪It's not that hard♪

♪It's not hard to give a promise♪

♪The regret from the past♪

♪isn't the present♪

♪It's not that hard♪

♪It's not hard to give a hug♪

♪Our times♪

♪shouldn't struggle with loneliness♪

♪It's not that hard♪

♪It's not hard to love someone♪

♪Even though we get hurt and separated♪

♪they're all the best parts♪

♪in our lives♪