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Don't go, Song-i.

I understand why you're saying that.

It's because you're sorry, right?

Don't worry about it.

Yu-rim's house is close to school anyway.

Where will you go
when her parents come back?

I'll look for a place to stay.

There are lots of cheap rooms near campus.

Don't go to such shabby places.
Just stay at my place.

You should've treated me better then.

You nagged at me for not cleaning
the house and using too much water.

I won't do that anymore.

You must be serious about
not wanting me to go.

But I've already made up my mind.

I'll clean up the attic before I move out.

Everyone, delicious tteokbokki is ready

Ta-da! Where's the applause?

Hey, this looks delicious. Thanks!

Enjoy.

Looks good.

You guys are all good now?

-Yes.
-No.

Ga-rin.

Becoming a famous musical actor
isn't the primary goal of my life now.

Earning your trust back
is my first priority.

I'll be good to you from now on, okay?

We'll see about that.

But seriously,
this tteokbokki tastes amazing.

You're a good cook.

I'm good at anything
as long as I put my mind to it.

You should have some too.

No, thanks.

Why? You love late-night snacks.

I don't have the appetite.

I think I know why.

Se-hyeon dumped you for good, didn't she?

No, it's nothing like that.

Then, what is it?

Could it be that

she's mad at you
for letting all of us live with you?

No wonder you got dumped.

It's hard to fix a relationship
based on lies.

I said we didn't break up!

The denial phase!

It's the first phase you go through
before you accept the truth.

"We didn't break up!"

You refuse to accept the truth.

Next comes anger!

"How dare you do this to me?"

Then comes persuasion.

"I'll be good to you from now on."

After that, it's depression.

Your emotion plummets to the lowest point
it can possibly reach,

until you finally come to terms with

the fact that the breakup is real.

You, my friend, are in the denial stage.

Cut the crap
and just eat the damn tteokbokki.

Jeez.

He's way too sensitive.

As for Se-hyeon, don't you think

she should be proud of her boyfriend
for taking in his friends

who have nowhere to go?

I have to agree to that.

FIVE DEGREES OF SEPARATION

This doesn't taste bad.

Right? It's all yours.
You can finish it all.

It was just a dream.

Because that's what dreams are like.
Full of nonsensical events.

What the...

You're a mess.

Is my face that puffy?

It's because of the tteokbokki
I had before bed.

Move.

Oh, darn it.

It's tteokbokki sauce.

Is my face that swollen?

It's the change of season

that's causing the mood swing.

It happens to men when winter comes.

It must be the drop in temperature
that's making me feel...

Could it be due to lack of sleep?

Tae-o.

Why are you talking to yourself?

Oh, it's nothing.

I heard Song-i will be moving out.

She told you already?

Yes.

To be honest, I didn't like the fact
that Song-i was living at your place.

You might think I'm narrow-minded,

but as her boyfriend,
it couldn't be helped.

As her boyfriend?

I'll walk her home often.

I'll make sure she doesn't
go home late, so don't worry.

Okay. I'm sure
you'll take care of her well.

Isn't this what's best for you as well?

It'll be good news for your girlfriend.

I guess.

I brought coffee to keep you guys going.

I was just craving some coffee.

Tae-o is one quick-witted newbie.
He does his part so well.

-Thanks.
-Thanks.

Perfect timing.

Totally.

-So, basically...
-Go on.

Can we talk?

There's nothing to talk about.

It won't take long.

Shall we have our coffee outside?

-Shall we?
-Sure.

Hot coffee tastes better in the cold.

Exactly.

Great.

What is it that you want to say?

About the film you asked before...

My growth diary.

I'll give it a go at editing it.

-Really?
-Yes.

I only have clips of me
up until I was four.

The rest of them are from when I was 12.

Do you mind the big gap?

No, that should still be fine.

That's good.

Is that all?

Song-i will be moving out shortly.

Did you tell her to leave?

Not exactly.

She said it herself,
that she'll stay at her friend's.

Well,

I guess she'd feel more comfortable
that way too.

Since she has a boyfriend.

The other guys will continue
to stay at my place for the meantime.

There's not much I can do at this point.

I can understand that.

It wouldn't be easy for you to
have all three move out at once.

So...

Go on.

I hope this makes you feel less upset.

Did it bother you a lot?

Yes, because I felt sorry.

Let's not talk about it anymore.

Can you take a look at this?

Sure.

I found a video online that captures
the similar vibe we're looking for.

Okay, so look here.
This is the basic equation of a function.

If you know the slope of the linear
function and the coordinates of...

Hey.

You need to focus.

Can't we cut class just for today?
My parents aren't here anyway.

Did they go somewhere?

To Jeju Island to play golf.

You're staying in this huge house
all by yourself?

The helper is around,
so technically I'm not alone.

Why not ask Tae-o to come over?

You have no idea
how much he hates this place.

But this is his home.

He doesn't consider this place home.
Home is where he lives now.

The one he grew up in
with his birth mother.

Is that what Tae-o said?

Yes, when he moved out of here.

He said being there makes him
feel like his mom will return.

I know it doesn't make sense,

but I understand why he feels that way.

His mom isn't buried in a cemetery,
nor at a columbarium.

They said her ashes
were scattered on some mountain.

But it's gone now
because it underwent redevelopment.

I see.

How does it taste? Is it good?

It's really good. It's so good!

Do you really have to leave?

Why can't you stay
and continue to take care of us?

It's time I moved out.

You guys aren't going to
stay here forever too.

I'll drop by often, so don't be too sad.

I could tell you're a good cook
after tasting the teokkbokki...

-Oh my gosh!
-Hey!

-Hey!
-Song-i!

Are you all right?

-I'm okay.
-Don't touch it.

Don't come close.

I'll bring the broom.
Don't touch it, okay?

Okay.

-Are you okay?
-I'm fine.

Oh, gosh...

What's wrong?

It's dangerous, so don't come close.

Let me see.

Gosh.

It's just a small cut. I'm all right.

I'll bring the first aid kit.

I wanted to make some side dishes
before moving out.

I was putting them in a bowl,
but accidentally dropped it.

Who asked you to make all these?

Cleaning the house properly
would have been enough.

You just made a bigger mess!

Tae-o, she cooked all these
for you, you know.

Look, I'm going to clean it up.

I'll clean every single piece,
so don't worry.

You better not leave
any trace of the mess.

Anger.

That's the second phase.

Don't be too upset.

Getting hypersensitive is what
a rocky relationship does to you.

Did she have to make it so obvious
that she's been wanting to leave?

Is someone home?

Do-hyeon, what brings you here?

Hey, what's up?

My girlfriend's moving out,
so I'm here to pick her up.

-Your girlfriend?
-What?

You're here.

What?

You two?

Are you guys really going out?

Yes.

Hey, Tae-o. Did you know
that Do-hyeon and Song-i are dating?

You're up.

Hey.

I thought we were close.

-You. How did...
-How could you not tell me about him?

I'm sorry. I was going to tell you
when we were in Gangneung.

But things got a bit crazy
since then, so...

You were together even back then?

We were holding hands in the backseat.

Are you serious?

-This is crazy.
-That's so romantic.

Did you finish packing?

I did. If there's anything I left behind,
let me know. I'll come back for it.

Bye, then.

He tries not to show it,
but you can tell he's disappointed.

Let's all meet up sometime later.
We'll talk more then.

Sure. But really, I can't believe
you didn't drop a single hint.

I feel betrayed.
You should know I'm a bit upset.

We could have taken a cab.

It's fine. It's just nearby.

What's that by the way?

This?

A gift.

It's so cute!

I thought it'd make you feel less lonely,
since your friends won't be around.

You could cuddle it when you sleep.

Thanks, I'll do that when I go to bed.

What are you going to do
after Yu-rim's parents come back?

I'll rent a room that's close to school.

I've heard there are lots of
women-only share houses these days.

Want me to look into it?

I already did,

but it doesn't fit my budget.
I'll figure something out.

As long as there's space to sleep,
I'm good.

You don't have to worry.

How can I not be worried
when it concerns you?

I don't want to worry about
what hasn't even happened.

My mom might come back before then.
Who knows?

It'll work out eventually.

You've had these emotions before.

It'll pass by just like the wind.

These feelings are just temporary.

5 MILLION WON HAS BEEN DEPOSITED
TO CHOE HUN'S BANK ACCOUNT

Choe Hun, you idiot.

I should have told her about the money
before making the tteokbokki.

Jeez.

Okay, just mention it really casually.

Let it flow smoothly.

You can do it, Hun.

You can do it.

What are you doing, Ga-rin?

What do you want?

Aren't you feeling hungry?

Do you want to get some air
and grab something to eat?

Stop trying to appease me with food.

I won't fall for it.

Besides, I don't have
much money left to eat out.

You? Short on money?

I'm pretty sure
this purse was full of money.

Why do I only have this much left?

Come to think of it, I didn't receive
my paycheck because of you.

I'm sorry.

Darn it.

How could you have used up
all that money already?

Ga-rin,

if you want to stand on your own feet,
stop spending lavishly.

What did you do
with all that money you had?

Jeez.

And who was the person that ate
like a pig when I bought the groceries?

Don't you remember how you got
super excited when I bought you guys meat?

Did I?

Hey, Ga-rin.

Are all your stuff expensive?

I guess so.

I think I can help you

earn emergency funds.

What?

Do people actually buy stuff
that I've used?

Yes, I told you already.

I sold my games and sneakers
whenever I needed emergency cash.

You took very good care of them.

They don't have any scratches
and look as if they've hardly been used.

We'd like to get top dollar for the goods.

You can probably tell

that you'll make a lot of money
by keeping her as your patron.

Please wait while we determine
the appraised value of the goods.

In the meantime,
could you fill out this form?

What is this?

It's to keep a record of our customers.

We need your address and phone number

in case there are any issues.

Hold on.

We're going to keep one of these purses.

Ga-rin, pick just one.

Just one?

Yes, the one that's most precious to you.

We'll need it to put the money in, right?

Does it make you that sad?

It wasn't something I had expected.

I didn't get to say
a proper goodbye to them.

Come with me.

I'm not in the mood to look around.

It'll help you forget about them.

They're not as high quality as yours
but try picking one you like.

I'll get you the prettiest one.

You don't have to do that.

In that case, I'll pick one out.

Let's see...

Hey.

Are you in bed?

Aren't you going to sleep?

I will, soon.

Does the new place feel unfamiliar?

Yes.

I've slept on my own all the time,
but it feels kind of lonely today.

Maybe because it's your first night.

So, I'm cuddled up with the doll
you gave me.

It helps.

Don't think too much.
Try to get some sleep.

-I'll call you in the morning.
-Okay.

Good night.

Okay, you too.

TAE-O

He doesn't even bother to check
to see if I moved in okay.

He doesn't deserve
to call me his best friend.

Are you heading out?

Yes.

You should come home earlier.

You've been out until late these days.

By the way, you said that you met the girl

who used to live here before, right?

Why do you ask that?

Hold on a second.

We've got mail addressed to
an unknown person.

I think it might be for her.

It says, "speeding ticket."

JEONJU WANSAN POLICE STATION

Doesn't it seem like
it's addressed to her mom?

From the way I saw it, it seemed like
she lost touch with her mom.

I'll hold on to this for now.

We go to the same school.

Really?

That's great. You can pass it on to her.

Don't you want a drink?

No, I'm fine, thanks.

If it's about me living at Tae-o's,

-I moved out.
-I didn't ask you to come because of that.

And about that,

I already heard from Tae-o.

I got this mail.

TO: KIM SEUNG-HUI

And I think it's for you.

For me?

Isn't your mother's name Kim Seung-hui?

Yes.

I was right.

I don't know the details,

but I hope it will help you
get in touch with your mom.

Thank you.

SPEEDING VIOLATION
LOCATION: PUNGNAM GATE INTERSECTION

I said I won't be coming.
Stop calling me for the time being.

Was Mom seeing someone?

I think I've done my part, so I should go.

So, where are you staying now?

At a friend's.

Her parents are currently away traveling.

I see.

-Do-hyeon.
-Yes?

Are you free tonight?

What time?
I have work late in the evening.

It's not that late. Around seven?

A high school senior of mine

passed his grade 7 civil servant test
2 years ago.

We're going to get some beer tonight.
You should join us.

You're studying for the same test,

so you could get some pointers.

-May I?
-Of course.

I'll text you when we decide on a place.

-Let me know, thanks.
-Okay.

Hey, Song-i.

Are you out?

Yes, I'm meeting a senior of mine

for some drinks before going to work.

A senior from our school?

Yes.

Do-hyeon!

I'll call you later.

Okay.

Bye.

-Hello.
-Hi.

-Nice to meet you.
-Same here.

-What time did you arrive?
-Just now.

My winter uniform
is finally out of the closet.

I have to say I look very handsome
even on camera.

The dog is barking out of jealousy.

Hey, Song-i.

Tae-o.

You look pretty good
in your winter uniform.

DUMB SONG

Hey.

Are you busy?

A bit. I'm editing some stuff.

Okay, then.

I won't disturb you.

PROJECT: NO TITLE
GROWTH DIARY 2

CUT

CUT

Jeez.

Why are you drinking alone?

You gave me the cold shoulder and didn't
even look at me when I was moving out.

You must've been really bored
to come see me here.

Ma'am, could I get a glass?

Sure.

-Here you go.
-Thank you.

This isn't like you at all.

Is something troubling you?

Did you...

know?

About what?

That my mom

was seeing someone.

Since when did you know?

Not too long ago. I found out
when I went to visit my parents.

If your stepmom knows,

then I guess everyone
in the neighborhood does too.

And her own daughter didn't know...

Hey. You shouldn't...

How did you find out?

A speeding ticket was sent
to my old house.

From Jeonju.

Jeonju?

Yes.

Mom was sitting
in the front passenger's seat.

And a man I've never seen before

was driving her car.

I think they're both in Jeonju.

Or they could have been passing by it.

Don't stop me.

I'm going to keep drinking.

Then pour me a glass too.

It feels like I've been abandoned.

I feel betrayed.

My mom...

is still young and beautiful.

I have no intentions of telling her
to stay single for the rest of her life.

I really don't.

I support her for pursuing happiness.

But not in this way.

This is really upsetting.

But I'm glad that you came.

I was going to drink on my own,
looking glum and pitiful.

But I feel better now with company.

That's what friends are for, right?

Song-i.

From now on,

call Do-hyeon instead of me.

If he says he's busy,
ask him to make time for you.

Even if there's something
that's difficult to say,

you should still tell him.

He will listen to you.

It's the right thing to do.

Ga-rin...

Do...

Do you remember that day...

when people...

with flyers...

came looking for you

at our house?

Well, that day...

About the reward...

Jeez!

Hey.

Did you drink?

Denial.

Anger.

Now, it's the depression phase.

You're almost there, my friend.

You should just accept it!

You poor soul.

It's not for certain whether
he's her boyfriend or just a friend.

Let's not jump into conclusions
and get too wound up.

But I can't ignore the hunch.

She ran away without even looking back.

That means she had some place
she could go to.

Apparently, everyone in the neighborhood
knew she was seeing someone.

What kind of a daughter am I?

When it comes to family matters,

people say that family members
are always the last to know.

Is that so?

I'll be going to the alley where
my mom's restaurant was after class.

The people in that neighborhood

might be able to give me more information.

Should I come with you?

No, it would be embarrassing.

I might hear unpleasant things
from the neighbors.

Do what makes you comfortable.

That matters to me the most.

We won't be able to come up here often
when it gets colder.

True.

Let's revisit this place when it snows.

The view of the snowscape
from up here is spectacular.

I'll look forward to it.

Shall we head down?

In just a bit.

You don't want to part just yet?

No.

I don't want to send you off just yet.

Ga-rin. Pass it to me.

I'll do it. Give it.

Why are you mopping the floor?
I should be doing it.

You should get some rest.

Go.

-Going to school?
-Yes.

Then, can you give this to Song-i?

She left this behind.

Okay.

See you later.

Go and rest.

BAEKYANG LAUNDROMAT

Hello, sir.

Oh, hi.

Did you hear anything
about my mom going to Jeonju?

Your mom?

I don't think I did.

I see. Thank you.

Come and visit next time.

Have you heard from my mom recently?

No, I haven't.

PAYMENT REMINDER
TO SEO DO-HYEON

Why didn't you tell me about this sooner?

I was going to tell you
after the end of your semester.

I thought I'd be able to
hold up until then,

but it wasn't easy.

How does school
come first in this situation?

Doing more part-time jobs
can't cover the amount we owe.

I'm sorry.

This is from four years ago
and it's even before I started college.

Why did you borrow so much money?

The land in Seosan your grandpa left us
before he passed away...

You know that we built
a building there, right?

That's what caused this issue.

Your brothers are the ones
who invested in the construction.

It has nothing to do with you.

The thing is...

I also made an investment.

What?

I thought rental income would be secured
once the building is up.

Why didn't you consult me?

How could I?
You were just a 12th grader then.

When the construction began, I didn't
have doubts that it would go wrong.

Mostly because apartment complexes
were due to be constructed nearby.

But strangely,
it became really hard to lease it,

so I had to keep paying interest
without income.

Having said that,

can you take a break
from school next semester?

-What?
-I'm not saying you should quit school.

I would never say such a thing.

It's just one semester.

Please help me out for just six months.

What are you trying to say?

Since my oldest brother is the one
who is well-off in our family,

he's going to open a huge
barbecue place in that building.

We should help with his business until--

Are you being serious?

What about our restaurant?

I'll have to shut it down.

When that's done, I'll at least
be able to pay the principal sum.

I should start by paying that off first.

Your uncle said he'll let us live
in that building if we move to Seosan.

It's a quiet neighborhood.

It'll be a good environment for you
to study for your civil servant test.

Dad!

I...

I did everything I could.

When Tae-o's dad said he'd raise the rent,

I begged him not to.

I worked weekdays and weekends so
we won't have to hire part-time workers.

There were so many other things
I had to do and wanted to do,

but I gave up on them all.

I held out, Dad.

But this time, I won't.

I'm sick and tired of

being the good son.

-Hello, ma'am.
-Oh, it's you, Song-i.

-Have you been doing well?
-Yes.

Where are you staying now?

I'm staying at my friend's house.

Have you not heard from your mom yet?

No.

I think she could be somewhere
on the outskirts of Jeonju,

but that's about all I know.

Jeonju?

I could be wrong.

Something about Jeonju sounds familiar.

That's right!

A friend of your mom
once came here before.

It was a man.

It was around the time
when there were rumors

about your mom having a boyfriend.

As you know, it's a small neighborhood,
so rumors spread fast.

I often spotted him
at your mom's restaurant,

so I knew what he looked like.

-I'll take these.
-One day,

he came here and said this.

The name of your bakery
is the same as mine.

The interior is also very much alike.

Do you run a bakery?

Yes, in Jeonju.

Come to the Art and Design Building
by 4 p.m. There's a movie I want to watch.

Okay, I'll see you then.

Hey, Tae-o. It's been a while.

Hi.

This is Song-i's.

Can you give it to her when you see her?

Okay.

Is Song-i doing okay?

-What do you mean?
-She said she was going to meet her mom.

She should be on her way
to the bus terminal now.

Hey, Song-i.

You're at the bus terminal?

Right now?

Yes. I'll be leaving in 40 minutes.

I found out just now,
so I wasn't able to tell you in advance.

You're going all the way to Jeonju?

I'm going to put an end to this
once and for all.

I can't keep wandering about
like a homeless person.

Why not call the shop before departing?

If I do that, Mom might run away.

I don't want to take that risk.

The bus leaves in 40 minutes?

Yes.

Do you want to come with me?

SEOGA HOME-MADE DUMPLINGS

I'm sorry, Song-i.

Don't be, it's all right.

I was just asking.

You can't go all the way to Jeonju
on such short notice.

I have some stuff to take care of at home.

So I won't be able to come with you.

I'm really okay.

Go back to what you were doing.

I'll call you.

TAE-O

Let's go and find your mom.

Subtitle translation by Dayna Moon