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I have already left. I'm halfway up the bloody N4!

Claire! Claire, I have paid you...

I have... I have paid you 140 fucking euro.

Yes, I did! Yes, yes, I did.

Well, I left... I left it in the post box.

- Please. - I'm sorry.

Please, will you not just pop in once a day and give her a walk?

She doesn't like Brian from next door.

Claire?

Claire!

Agh!

Oh, shit.

You all right there?

Fine, thank you.

Are you pissed?

No, I'm just sick.

You sure now?

Bad takeaway.

I'll get your license anyway.

And I'd like you to submit to a Breathalyzer.

- Are you joking? - Nope.

Do you live around here?

My family does. I'm just visiting.

Oh, right?

Cathleen Hogan?

Yeah. Any relation of Jim and Mary's?

Uh, yeah, they're my parents.

Go away. Where have they been hiding you?

I haven't seen you around.

I don't come down a lot.

Your mam's great craic.

Used to serve us pints down the road there at Flood's

before your man sold the place.

Not the same now. Full of Poles.

What's she up to now anyway, your mum?

Don't see her around. I know she hasn't been too well.

She's fine.

Oh, yeah, right.

Okay, you're grand.

Thanks.

Oh, and tell your mam Dez Breen says hello.

Hey.

Hi, Michael.

Sorry I'm so late.

It's fine.

It's fine. You haven't missed anything.

Fiona's just in the kitchen.

Cat.

I thought you'd be here hours ago.

I had to find someone to take the dog.

There's pasta there if you want it.

Where's Dad?

He's upstairs. Leave him be for now.

He was the one who found Mam.

Can I see her?

They're bringing her back in a couple of days.

Why don't you wait?

She'll be all nice and done up then.

Did she look that bad?

If you want to see her, you can. It was just a suggestion.

She'd hit her head on the flagstones by the pond.

Dad says it would have been pretty quick.

We think she might have slipped

or lost her balance or something.

Lost her balance?

She was sick. She wasn't frail yet, like.

She'd deteriorated, over the past couple of months.

Happens fast. You knew that.

She never told me.

Well, you were always busy. She didn't want to trouble you.

It was still a shock, like, for all of us.

I mean, she was fine this morning.

Where was Patricia?

I thought she was here every day.

I thought it was her job to look after Mam.

Dad had a couple of days off.

He told her that she could stay home.

Then he got called in to the surgery

last thing this morning.

Didn't find Mam till he got home this evening.

So Mam was on her own all day?

Don't start, Cat. This wasn't Dad's fault.

That's not what I said.

I need to go check on the kids.

I'll be back in the morning.

- Try to get some sleep. - Yeah, thanks.

I think I'm just gonna go to bed.

Cat.

So sorry, Dad.

Did you see your brother and sister?

Do you want to talk about it or...?

Um...

No, I, um,

just want to get some sleep if that's all right.

I'm so sorry, kitten.

Such a terrible thing.

You didn't bring a change of clothes?

Yeah, I did. I just...

What's that you've got there?

It was lying in the grass, Mam's brooch.

Oh, God, yeah.

Yeah, that's where she fell.

It was a beautiful sunny day.

It was very bright.

I didn't notice her at first, you know?

I thought she was lying on the ground, you know,

the way your mind can...

I tried to resuscitate her.

But she'd been gone a long time.

What happened to your hand?

Oh, it's, uh, broken glass. Just a bit of a cut.

Are you going to Michael's gig?

I mean, I-I know your mother would want it to go on,

so I think you should come.

Michael said you found her in the evening?

Yeah.

It's just you said how bright it was.

Yeah, that's right.

One of your frog things is missing.

I don't know if you'd noticed.

No, I mean, the gardener was in last week.

Maybe I could ask him about it. He might know.

We're not gonna have any trouble, you and I, Cat, are we?

No.

Good.

Hi, Sarah.

Oh, my God. Cat.

I'm so sorry.

Thank you.

- It's been ages. - Yeah. I know.

W-What can I do for you? Does Jim need anything?

Uh...

I actually, uh, came to see if he'd left his coat.

- He can't find it. - Oh? Uh...

I wondered if he'd left it here yesterday

when he was at work.

Yesterday?

Uh, yeah.

What time did he leave?

He wasn't actually in yesterday.

Did he... Did he say that he was?

Uh, no.

Um, I must have got it wrong.

- Everything's a bit... - Sure, sure.

Look, let me check for you anyway.

Oh, no, it's fine.

Um, don't worry about it. Sorry to trouble you.

Are you sure there's nothing you need?

Yeah, we're fine. Thanks.

Oh.

Oh, my God. Barry.

Yeah.

Sorry. I saw you coming out the shop.

I-I was gonna call you to say I was here, but, uh...

Ah, don't worry.

Like you've got enough to deal with.

How are you?

Actually, uh, pretend I didn't ask that.

Sorry.

Look, um, do you fancy a cup of tea or...?

I've got to get back.

But, um, Michael's band are playing later at Flood's.

It'll be horrendous, but please come.

Sure. Sold.

Great. Will I see you there then, um, around 8:00?

Yeah, sure. Can't wait.

Hi, this is Claire.

Please leave your name and number after the beep,

and I'll get back to you.

Claire, it's me. Could you give me a call?

It would be nice to know if Maggie is still alive.

Hello.

Hello.

Cathleen?

I'm sorry you couldn't make it.

But we'll have a wonderful service for your mother,

don't you worry.

I'm sure the others will fill you in

on everything important.

Okay?

You take care now.

Why didn't you tell me the priest was coming?

Have you just arranged everything without me?

Dad told you the priest was coming.

No, he didn't.

- He didn't! - I tried to call you.

Dad, you never told me the priest was coming.

I'm sure I did.

No, you didn't.

I'm sure I told you this morning.

Maybe you just meant to and you forgot, you know?

Uh, yeah, sure, okay. Let's go with that.

No, Dad, Cat forgot. It's fine.

No, I didn't fucking forget, Fiona.

- I wasn't fucking told. - Okay, guys...

Do you honestly think I-I'd choose not to be here for this,

for... for planning Mam's funeral?

- So Dad's just making things up? - Now, hang on, hang on.

He wasn't at work when Mam died.

That's what he said. But he wasn't.

I saw Sarah from school, from the surgery, i-in town,

and she said you weren't in yesterday.

So where were you?

I was making house calls.

Dad, you don't have to explain yourself.

Yes, I know, Fiona, thank you, but I will.

They weren't on the books, so Sarah wouldn't have known.

A couple of elderly patients rang me up personally.

Your mother told me to go.

And of course I've been regretting it ever since.

He didn't tell me.

You're mad.

Dad is so full of shit.

Why can't he just admit that I caught him out?

Why does he always have to make me look mental?

Do you believe any of this about house calls?

I mean, why not just say that first

if that's what you were doing?

Jesus.

Why can't he just be honest?

Because he left Mam on her own, and she died.

I wouldn't go on about it either if I was him.

Sorry.

Hey.

Look...

I know you've got a problem with Dad.

And I know why. We all know.

But that was years ago.

And you were wrong then.

He's not the guy you think he is.

I mean, he's not a great man, but he's not a bad man.

Just take a deep breath, all right?

Just don't let him wind you up.

This should be something that brings us all together.

Or something.

He thought it would be nice for you

to write the eulogy, by the way.

He didn't leave you out.

Yay!

You all right, Cat?

Yeah.

I'm fine.

♪ Bringing back a memory ♪

Yeah, how are you? Huh?

Yeah, hang on. There's a lot of people here.

♪ Giving me a heartache ♪

Let me have a look.

I could bring it around tonight.

Lucky you.

Oh, yeah, no, it's here.

No problem. I can do that.

You all right there, Cat?

Jesus. Really caught you in the act this time, didn't I, huh?

It's my Dad's car. I just needed something.

I'm only messing with you. I'm only messing with you.

Just heading off.

Came to say hello to the big man,

pay my respects.

Right.

Listen, sorry about last night.

I hadn't heard. If I had, I wouldn't have...

Oh, seriously, it's... it's fine.

Don't worry about it.

Good-size party. Popular man, your dad.

Lot of friends in this town who'd do anything for him.

You strike me as a bit different.

Maybe you could do with a friend.

Ah, sure, I'll be fine.

Anything you need, you just let me know.

And I'll keep our little secret.

What?

Well, last night. The side of the road.

Your little...

But like I said... Anything you need.

Hey.

Look, I'm sorry. Uh...

I got defensive. I said some stupid shit.

I didn't mean to upset you.

- You should apologize to Dad. - I will.

Wait, uh, I know this is a bit random,

but off the top of your head, does Mam...

Did Mam have a... Like a red top?

A cardigan-type thing?

Not that I know of? Why?

Uh, I was just...

thinking about what we should bury her in.

You know?

You want Mam to be buried in a red cardigan?

No, uh, I was... It was... It was just an idea.

You just write the eulogy, okay?

- Okay. - I'll handle the other stuff.

I'd like to dedicate this next one to me mam.

It was one of her favorites.

Sorry I'm late.

You came.

Thought I would, yeah.

Christ.

Hasn't changed much in here since my dad's time.

Get us a-a bottle?

Oh, uh, I'm meant to be going easy.

Okay.

Cheers.

You know, I've really missed you, Barry.

I missed you.

Oh, let's get wankered.

Do you remember the crate fort?

Nicking all those crisps off your mam from behind the bar

so we could use the wholesale boxes.

Did we steal your dad's vodka?

Yeah. We drank it all in the crate fort.

You tried to kiss me.

I know what you're going through.

I know you probably see her everywhere.

I used to. You know, after my dad...

After my dad died, I couldn't even walk in here.

It gets easier.

I think.

Sorry.

I can be a bit intense.

Everything all right?

I think my dad was cheating on my mam.

Jesus.

- Where did you get that from? - That's why this has happened.

What do you mean?

It's happened before.

No one believed me.

Cat?

- Barry Flood. - Jim. Hello.

Yeah.

Keeping well? Yeah?

I'm sorry for your troubles.

Thank you, Barry, thank you.

So I think we need to get her home, don't you?

Mm.

Who were you on the phone to?

Outside. All smiley-smiley.

You're making a show of yourself.

I'll get her home, Dr. Hogan.

Will you, Barry? Good. I think you should.

Come on.

Why don't you have a girlfriend? A nice girlfriend.

You're so nice. You should have a nice girlfriend.

Go on. Get you into the taxi.

I don't want to go home, Barry.

Let's go back to your house and keep drinking.

Text me when you get home.

Mind your head.

Oh, shit.

Shh.

Oh!

Daddy!

Cat, it's Michael. You in there?

Open the door.

Cat.

You in there?

Jesus.

You scared the shit out of me for a minute.

What time it is?

6:00. A.M.

Fuck.

What happened to you?

Oh, uh, I don't know.

I think I fell.

What, into the garden bins?

I was looking for something.

- We have Mass this morning. - Uh...

- I'm not going to fucking Mass. - Yes, you are.

We're meeting with the priest after to go over Mam's funeral.

Unless you want to miss that too.

Hey, Mam, thanks for the book.

I'll call you later, and we'll catch up.

Love you.

Hi, it's Trevor, Mrs. Hogan.

Will you give me a call please?

How dare you threaten me?

You have no idea. You don't know the first thing.

I will...

Did you have a nice time with Barry?

Yeah. It was good.

He's been through a lot, you know?

Did he say anything?

Yeah, he tried to kill himself last year.

It's odd, isn't it, how these things

sometimes run in families.

He's nearly the same age as his dad was.

Okay. Let's go.

- Gonna take my own car. - Right.

In the name of the Father, the Son,

and the Holy Spirit, amen.

The Mass has ended.

Go in peace to love and serve the Lord.

What is it?

Cat.

Cat.

Oh, come on.

Robby!

Don't open the doors, okay?

I'm so sorry.

Is everything okay?

Yeah.

Do you want to come in? I'll put a coffee on.

Sorry. It's a mess.

I-I saw you in Mass today. It was a nice service.

Yeah.

- D-Do you go to Mass in Dublin? - No.

Mm, I couldn't live in the city.

You know, it's... it's great if you're single,

but it's expensive for a family.

I-I'm sorry. I'm, um...

What is it you wanted?

Are you sleeping with my dad?

What?

I don't really know how else to say it.

I saw that cardigan in his car.

Did he bring it 'round last night?

- My child is here. - Were you having an affair?

Get out of my house.

Was Mam getting in the way?

Did... Did Dad make plans? Did you?

He always said you were mad.

Where did you go?

Come on.

What is it?

What are you doing? That's Mam's phone.

Listen to that.

How dare you threaten me?

You have no idea. You don't know the first thing.

I will...

T-There was this red cardigan in Dad's car,

and it belonged to Sarah.

You know Sarah from the surgery? From school?

He was 'round there last night.

Who returns a cardigan

to another woman in the middle of the night

barely two days after your wife has died

unless something is going on?

I think Mam found out.

A-And that's why Dad keeps changing his story.

I know you think I'm crazy, and I didn't want to tell you,

but h-he's been lying about all of it,

about everything about Sarah.

- What if something... - Mam knew about Sarah.

We all knew about Sarah.

Mam agreed to it.

She wanted Dad to move on for when she...

It wasn't a secret.

Well, I didn't know.

We spoke every week.

Why didn't she tell me?

Michael, why didn't you tell me?

Dad. Dad... Dad told you not to.

Mam told us not to.

Oh.

You weren't around like we were.

It's not like you were gonna notice

that Dad was shagging someone else.

Mam knew how you felt about Dad.

She just thought it'd be best that you didn't know.

I wasn't gonna break a promise.

So that's where he was, then, when he said he was at work.

He was with...

That's why he feels so guilty.

Come on, if... if Mam knew and it was all fine,

then what's with that message?

They had fights, you know?

- There's a-a statue missing. - What statue?

By the pond. One the frogs. There... There's blood on the...

- He had a cut on his hand. - Dad wouldn't hurt Mam.

That isn't who he is. It's just not.

Okay, this has to stop.

Please. You have to stop.

Just need to leave some clothes at the undertaker's for Mam.

I thought maybe the... what she wore for Granda's 90th.

Fine.

It's just last night you seemed to have an opinion,

so I thought I'd ask.

No, it's grand.

Cat.

- You come with me. - I'll go with you, Dad.

No, no, no. You're all right, Fiona.

Cat, come on.

Why are we stopping here?

I wanted to show you something.

Are you coming?

Your mother thought this place was so beautiful, it was holy.

She used to bring me here to pray when we were kids.

Heh.

Not that I was much of a Catholic, you understand,

but I would have done anything to be with her,

to flirt with her.

Done anything she said, really.

It's very hard, Cat,

to watch the woman you love,

who dragged you through mud to pray,

who could climb mountains, who brought up your children,

gradually lose the use of her faculties.

I mean, we did our best to cope.

You know, we... We lived as healthy

and as fulfilling a life as we could, and...

Mary never made me feel guilty.

She was wonderful right to the end.

It's funny, you know?

Somehow these days I find myself wanting to pray.

I loved your mother more than anything, Cat.

And what we agreed was between us.

It was our business, and it was mutual.

I never betrayed her and I never hurt her.

I never s-said...

So if you go near Sarah one more time,

or if you undermine me again, I swear to God,

you will never be allowed into the family home again.

Now, do you understand me?

Do you understand me?

Yes.

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