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Kim Chul Soo!

He'll never forgive me for this.

I hope there won't be any more misunderstanding.

The scandals with the ghostwriter... are all untrue.

The original writer doesn't want you to do it.

But I feel that the character is so like me.

That's why I want to do it.

There really was no other way.

I know.

I just assumed that you did it for me.

You're going to be in a film based on Kim Chul Soo's book?

What do you think of me?

That's how you've been living?

Not working, and just drinking alone at night?

Yes.

That's how I ended up.

What do you mean, that's how you ended up?

I'll do it.

I'll be in the movie.

I count on your guidance.

Episode 18

See?

This is how you feel.

So...

Don't say that anymore.

Even if you're over me now,

don't say that wasn't love.

What we shared...

The heartaches we went through...

You shouldn't say that wasn't love.

We really...

shouldn't have met again.

We really...

shouldn't see each other again.

Kim Chul Soo!

Ma Ri.

Woo Jin.

Woo Jin!

Kim Chul Soo!

What is this?

What just happened?

I don't know.

I'm confused, too.

Where did Ma Ri noona go?

I guess they really were in love.

What?

I really thought he used Ma Ri.

Or that she used him.

That either he came onto her, because she's an actress

or she just fooled around with him, because a ghostwriter sounded like fun.

What do you take her for?

Ma Ri unni's always been like that.

Then what about you?

Did you use me?

What do you have that I can use?

That's true.

Then were you in love with me?

I think about that from time to time, but I have no clue.

I know it was my fault for causing that scandal,

but I think I was just afraid.

I wasn't sure about your feelings back then.

You weren't?

So...

Should we give it another try without playing any more games?

No.

There's a reason why people break up.

Once you're betrayed, it's hard to trust that person again no matter how much time has passed.

You can't make the impossible possible.

Just eat this.

Noona.

The writer guy...

I guess you can't make the impossible possible.

Kim Chul Soo!

Kim Chul Soo!

See?

It is possible.

Sweetie.

It is possible.

Just trust me.

Where are you going?

Just come with me!

Don't ask.

Because I don't know either.

That's fine.

That's so like you.

To cause chaos and act like you don't know anything.

I'm sure you're confused,

because you two ended on bad terms.

But I don't think that was love.

Why is everyone saying that?

Chul Soo said that and now you're saying that.

Why are you being so coldhearted?

Me?

Fine, I'm being coldhearted.

How can I not be?

I even lied and announced my engagement to a woman I like,

to protect her other man.

So that I could at least stay by your side as a friend,

I just stayed by your side,

unable to even confess my feelings for you.

But how could you wear this ring and do something like that with him?

Don't.

I didn't think about your feelings.

I'm sorry.

That wasn't love.

If it had been love, it would never have ended like that.

You think you left each other, because you love each other?

No way.

You just broke up because you couldn't handle it anymore.

You couldn't handle being together anymore.

Why are you saying that?

Because I want to tell you that what we have is true love.

Enjoying each other's company...

Caring for each other...

Being accepted by others as a good match...

That's love!

What we have is true love.

So I'm not giving up on you.

We really...

...shouldn't have met again.

We really...

Byung Joon.

Hey, it's you.

It's been a long time.

When did you come back?

I arrived today.

I came here as soon as I got back.

Jung Byung Joon is not here?

That must've been bad kimbap.

What?

There you are.

It's been a long time, Reporter Jung.

Look!

It's illegal to become violent over an article that's been published based on a direct interview.

Hey, arm yourselves!

Prepare to write your articles!

What are you doing?

Take pictures.

Everything!

I just wanted to talk to you.

It'd be great if you could come and see me soon.

Are you okay, Byung Joon?

Even if you're over me now...

What we shared...

The heartaches we went through...

You shouldn't say that wasn't love.

How could it be like this again...

How could it be like this again?

You've worked hard.

Unni, get on the car.

Let's head back in my car.

Those two really match quite well together.

When did President Jung get here?

And when did Tae Suk Oppa leave?

Unni, I think you've had a bit too much to drink.

Omo, what's this?

Whatever happened last night, I think there is still something I don't know.

You guys, really...

Ah, whatever, whatever.

What are you doing?

Oh, Professor Ahn.

I was reading.

You were?

I noticed you staring at the same page the whole time,

so I thought you were heartbroken over Eun Young going on a blind date.

A blind date?

I heard about that.

That was the biggest news at school today.

I totally got it wrong.

I thought Eun Young had a crush on you.

No.

Did you get it wrong, too?

Maybe I did.

Good.

Pardon?

It's a relief to see that kind of reaction from you.

I don't know if it's because of Eun Young's blind date, but...

As a literary critic,

I have a piece of advice for you as a writer.

Yes, Professor.

Whatever it is that affects you,

will you take advantage of that to ponder why

your heartbreaking love stories are so bitter and objective?

I've reflected about it before.

My attitude isn't that good.

I'm sorry, I'm afraid when you say these.

I have also put this behind.

Now, it has already become part of the past.

But... I don't like anyone saying this past is just meaningless to me,

no matter who it is.

I won't reflect on it.

It's unnecessary

Because I think that the relationship between the two of you doesn't mean anything.

But, for something that doesn't mean anything...

Why does it make my heart so painful.

It hurts me a lot, it's very difficult.

So all of this, this world, let's me feel that all of it is real.

So you were actually this cruel.

Just because you are so openly cruel, I can't give you up.

Don't film movies anymore.

What?

Don't film anymore,

and then just get married with me.

This is my last proposal.

If it's the Kim Chul Soo from the past, or the me that's in front of you now, make your decision.

I think that Kim Chul Soo already considers Lee Ma Ri as the past now.

I studied classical literature.

I want to keep studying it, but I don't know if that's going to be possible.

It's not easy to be able to study what you really want to.

That's how I ended up going to med school.

What did you want to study?

Well, when I was young I wanted to study history.

And then I majored in science, wanting to make robots.

I never thought I'd go to med school.

But working at the hospital changed my mind.

"Oh, doctors have to study a lot, too."

I realized that doctors work with the most unfortunate people in the world.

So what's your dream guy?

A man who plays piano.

I can't play the piano.

Do I have to learn?

A man who plays piano.

Then do I have to learn?

Hello?

Oppa.

You're here.

What happened?

You actually called me first.

I went to school to see you.

Oh, the paper...

I didn't know you were coming today.

I have it with me. Do you want to see it?

No.

I just wanted to see you.

I heard that you went on your blind date.

Everyone's talking about it at school, right?

Oh no...

They'll probably make a big deal out of it when I go to school tomorrow, right?

I'm sorry.

You have a scratch on your car.

It's okay. I'll get it fixed.

I'm sorry.

What should we do?

I don't know what there is to do this early in the day.

Before, we only met at night.

And fooled around?

What if someone hears you?

That's why I say we never dated.

Let's set some rules.

What?

When there are other people around and in interviews,

keep our relationship a secret.

For my sake?

Are you crazy?

No.

I'm just going to be honest.

I don't want to lie.

You're a celebrity and you're a guy, so it doesn't matter if you date someone and break up.

But I'm different.

I don't want to be in a relationship with a sad ending.

You're talking about breaking up already?

Then you think we'll be together forever?

Are we going to make a vow or something?

No.

You're such a know-it-all.

Forget it then. Let's end it here.

You really want to keep this a secret?

Yes.

Okay, but on one condition.

Come over and meet my family.

My mom keeps asking me when that lady will come back and eat at home.

It's so annoying.

Let's just go and get it over with now.

No, I don't want to!

Man...

Oppa.

It's a guy?

Are you in Korea?

You came back yesterday?

You should've told me.

I would've picked you up.

Me?

Everything's the same with me.

Ma Ri unni?

I want to know what Ma Ri's been doing until now,

so put together some data for me.

I'll see you at home tonight.

So how about coming over to meet my family first?

Let's just keep our relationship a secret.

Mr. Seo's back?

I told you we should just sleep in.

We don't even have any customers during the day.

No one came?

Oh my...

Hello.

Hey...

What do you think you're doing here?

Lee Ma Ri...

Have you been doing well?

What is this? Am I dreaming?

No, this is real.

What are you doing here?

Chul Soo's all over you now.

No, I...

I'm going to be working with Chul Soo, so...

Again?

You're working together again?

Be quiet.

So you're here to see Chul Soo?

Yes.

Go up and see him then.

- Big Sister! - Big Sister!

Crazy crazy crazy!

Ah, shut up!

It's good.

Aren't you going to ask me about my blind date?

You're not curious?

Are you interested in him?

What about him?

What about him interested me...

That he can't play the piano?

That's strange.

What?

Why do you have that look?

I thought you'd be happy for me.

What look?

You look a bit disappointed.

I do?

Maybe I am a bit disappointed.

It feels good to hear that.

Keep going.

Something happened and I was in distress.

So I used the paper as an excuse to visit you at your school.

And there, I heard that you went on a blind date.

Honestly, I felt a little strange.

Is it weird for me to be saying this?

I guess you're just a self-centered narcissist.

What?

To be honest, the reason I'm interested in that guy

is because he said exactly what you said a long time ago.

Is it weird for me to be saying this?

Don't worry.

I don't mean that I found you in him.

I mean that he also has in him a quality that I like.

I'm not worried.

I guess I had this funny attitude.

Since I can see you casually,

I guess I've been telling myself that

I don't need to bother meeting someone new.

I'm sorry I got disappointed.

How was the blind date?

What are you doing on my bed?

Get off.

Is this clean?

Don't.

What?

What are you doing?

Don't you know how to knock?

In books, "the most thorough knowledge of human nature,

the happiest delineation of its varieties,

the liveliest effusions of wit and humor are conveyed."

Lovers' quarrel?

You haven't left?

Tell him to come in.

Welcome.

Good to see you.

Have a seat.

I didn't expect you back so soon.

I got bored.

I think our agreed-upon one-year term is already over, too.

Things have been going so well with your branch,

so I was hoping you'd continue a little longer.

It's going to be difficult for you to do agency work for now.

There are too many people who still remember your scandal.

I'll look for another department.

What the heck is going on here?

Lee Ma Ri hasn't been in any films.

I guess you didn't know.

Lee Ma Ri's working on a film now.

I know.

You're totally ruining my work.

Are you talking about Ma Ri?

That movie will only ruin her image.

The only reason Lee Ma Ri was able to survive was because of your reputation.

I thank you for that.

You made her into Cinderella.

Ma Ri's never been an actress.

She's a celebrity.

She's someone who portrays an image the public wants to see.

Even though the ghostwriting scandal tripped her up,

she's able to survive as "the millionaire's fianc�."

But the first film she chooses after her scandal is some independent film?

I guess you did some research before you came here.

Plus, what if this draws attention to her relationship with Kim Chul Soo again?

I brought an alternative plan.

An alternative plan?

I hope I can see Ma Ri soon.

I'm not sure if Ma Ri would want to see you.

Well, we'll give some more thought to her comeback.

You'd better act fast.

I ask that you address Ma Ri with respect from now on.

Please call her "Miss Lee Ma Ri."

I'll do that.

Ah, because I'm scared I'm unable to go to the office.

Why did I have to go and disturb that titan.s

No wait,

just because it's a time like this, I have to keep my spirits up.

Is she still here?

Yes.

Ah, big sister!

Why did you let Lee Ma Ri in?

If Chul Soo knew about it what would he say.

He should say something.

But...he always wanted to see her.

- When? - When?

He hasn't even uttered the "Lee" in "Lee Ma Ri".

So I'm saying, you guys don't understand him.

How much he must have wanted to meet her.

They dated for such a long time.

Chul Soo!

Let's go out for a drink.

What?

I'm dead.

What's wrong?

Lee Ma Ri's dead, too.

Seo Tae Suk is back.

What?

I'm so full.

That was a good dinner.

Have you seen her?

Lee Ma Ri.

I heard she'll be in a movie based on your book.

I'm getting sick of Lee Ma Ri.

What is she thinking?

She can't be in that movie.

Doesn't she know how much it'll hurt you again?

She's a celebrity, so gossip is part of her work,

but look how much you've lost?

It's all in the past.

I heard you went to a get-together.

Did anything happen?

No.

You didn't feel anything when you saw her again?

I did.

I remembered the feeling of betrayal.

I don't ever want to see her again.

Let's go inside.

Where are you coming from?

I was with Eun Young.

Chul Soo, I'm going to run and get some beer.

Okay, hurry back.

Lee Ma Ri...

Lee Ma Ri!

Are you okay?

Yes, I'm all right.

I came to ask you something.

The books...

They're not in your bookcase anymore.

All 29 of them.

What did you want to ask?

Never mind.

It was all my fault.

Why were you out there?

Was someone here?

Yes.

Lee Ma Ri.

What?

Ma Ri?

Did she hear all those things I was blabbing?

Let's just drink.

I was just saying those things to comfort you.

I didn't really mean them.

Let's drink.

I like your smile.

It'd be good if we could put you in the upcoming drama.

We were such a great team.

When did you come back?

Yesterday.

You're back for good?

I couldn't stay there for too long.

Why did you betray me?

Your obsession was beginning to cause harm to Ma Ri,

so I was just trying to protect her.

And that's why you're letting Ma Ri be in that lousy movie?

Ma Ri wanted it.

Since when did Ma Ri do whatever she wanted?

I respect her opinion.

And is that why you're forcing her into a marriage she doesn't want?

Fundamentally, you and I have similar desires.

We both have the desire to create a product that suits our own taste.

Why are you here?

You've always been my best advisor.

What is it you want to ask?

This is a new movie by Director Zhang Chien.

It's going to be produced in Hollywood and

it'll be an opportunity for Ma Ri to become a world-class actress.

Do you know how we'll be able to pull her out of that other film and have her do this one?

It's really Zhang Chien's?

Director Lee.

Get in.

I'm sorry.

This is the only place we can talk.

I'm such a difficult person, right?

I'm sorry about yesterday.

I waited for you without your permission.

Don't wait for me again.

I don't want to hurt you anymore.

I imagined us meeting together again many times.

I thought, "He'll hate me for sure," and I was worried.

Weren't you planning to never see me again?

When you held that press conference, I thought

it meant you were never going to see me again.

I'm not as smart as Kim Chul Soo.

I didn't think about all those things before I did it.

I only thought, "This is it. Now we have to end it like this."

It was so hard for us during that time,

so I chose an option that was better for you.

Don't say you did that for me.

You rejected me, and you say that was for me?

See?

You did love me.

Why do you keep denying it?

Is that so important?

Yes, I did love you.

But when I think about it now,

I don't think that was really love.

I was so mad about you that I gave up everything else in my life.

So how is that love?

Then what is love?

To me, that's what love is.

What is it that you want?

I don't know.

I just thought we should talk.

Do you have a problem letting go of past relationships?

Be faithful to the person who's with you now.

I'll do the same.

Love isn't leaving the person you love for that person's sake.

Love is standing by the person you love!

So we should each be faithful to the person who's standing by our side!

Please!

Let's not lose our heads again after a year's already gone by!

I thought when we met again, we'd be able to talk comfortably.

And since you chose to leave me like that,

I thought you'd be happy.

It's already been a year.

It all ended then.

Then what is love?

Don't say you did that for me.

You rejected me and you say that was for me?

To me, that's what love is.

It's already been a year.

It all ended then.

Love isn't leaving the person you love for that person's sake.

Love is standing by the person you love!

So we should each be faithful to the person who's standing by our side!

Please!

Where did you go so early in the morning?

We haven't been here in a long time.

What do you want?

You're so cold.

Let's have some tea.

I'll have coffee.

I'll have the same.

What's with the suit?

I'm going to be working in the company now.

I'm supposed to start today, but I told them I'll come in the afternoon.

I just think this is so unfair.

You decided to work in the company?

You hated that.

I know.

This is all because of Lee Ma Ri.

What?

I guess you didn't know.

Woo Jin and I made a bet.

He said he'd put a ring on your finger and bring you to me.

A bet?

What are you talking about?

If Woo Jin puts a ring on Lee Ma Ri's finger,

he wins and I have to take his place and work at Grandfather's company.

He doesn't want to work in the company anymore.

You know he was born and raised in America.

He wants to go back.

But Grandfather said he could only go back if I take his place.

Wait.

So you made a bet over me?

Yes.

And now that Woo Jin has won, you go work at the company...

Then what about Woo Jin?

He's going back to America in two weeks.

What I really want to know is whether you really like him

or if you're just wearing the ring.

He's leaving in two weeks?

Maybe you do like him a little.

Thanks.

Now I feel more at peace about going to work.

What?

I'm going to start working today.

Why?

It was a bet, remember?

I told you it's not over yet.

She just took that ring out of courtesy.

Well, I know you like to be fair, but...

Red lights don't stay red.

What?

I was planning to work at the company eventually.

It's not just because of the bet, so don't worry.

I just saw Ma Ri.

What?

I told her about our bet.

She was really surprised.

I think you should go see her now before she dumps you.

This is my revenge.

It's my present as well.

Sorry.

Why didn't you tell me?

I just made that bet to help Ha Young get over you.

Why didn't you tell me you're going to America?

What?

America?

I heard you're leaving in two weeks.

You're really leaving?

How could you make a decision like that without telling me?

Are you getting mad?

Yes.

How could you do that?

It feels good.

Ha Young, that guy...

Yes, I'm going to America.

With you.

What?

Director Zhang Chien wants you in his movie.

It'll be produced in America.

Come with me.

Prepare a small press conference.

Ma Ri's really going to pull out of that film?

She's going to end up pulling out, so just do as I say.

Did you hear that the production of "Lost Times" has been stopped?

President.

Long time no see, Jang Soo.

You're doing as well as I expected.

Well, yes...

You pull out, too.

Ma Ri will want to do "Lost Times."

I do, too.

Don't try to control Ma Ri anymore.

Why, you...

Now you're telling me what to do?

Hey.

Are you taking me lightly now?

Are you?

Oppa...

I'm doing a film now.

I told you I'm against it.

Plus, there's a little problem.

The investors are reluctant to invest in a movie that's the subject of gossip.

Gossip?

Kim Chul Soo and Lee Ma Ri.

That's going to become a gossip again?

After what I had to say in that press conference?

The last year we spent together...

That's all it was?

It's going to become a love triangle that involves me.

So it'll only get more interesting.

I'm just going to be in that film.

If you're in it, our company can't produce it.

That's what the investors stipulated.

Either you pull out, or we give up on the production.

We can only produce it if you pull out.

You're still going to do it?

I am.

There won't be any gossip.

I don't think so.

Mr. Seo's back.

What are you doing, Auntie?

I'll do it.

I got it.

I'll take it.

Forget it.

Did you see her?

What?

Did you see Lee Ma Ri?

Sit down.

Since the time you were little,

I was always able to read your feelings.

Although you never mentioned your mom,

I knew who you were waiting for every time you were reading.

And when you say hurtful things to the person you love,

I know what you're afraid of.

That's why I keep thinking about her.

Are you still wiring money to her?

Yes.

Why?

I'm sure she's not asking for it.

That's like reminding her not to forget you.

I realized that life is short.

If you like her, take her.

If she's back to you, don't act so stubborn.

It's been a long time.

Where are you?

I was on my way to your place.

Why?

I'm sure you probably heard from Jung Woo Jin already.

I'm not doing that film.

Why not?

I'm going with the one I already chose to do.

You can't.

I will.

Lee Ma Ri.

You already know you can't leave me.

They'll find another good actress for that movie and it'll all work out for them.

I want to do it.

You know that well, too.

When Lee Ma Ri does what she wants, someone always ends up getting hurt.

I thought you'd already realized that.

Hello?

Hello?

Ma Ri.

Ma Ri.

What's going on?

Ma Ri!

In this world, there are people whose hearts are broken just by being apart from each other.

I objected because I didn't want to run into you again

and I didn't think you fit the image.

I thought the character was a lot like me.

To me, she isn't.

I see.

Yes, Byung Joon hyung.

Hello?

Chul Soo.

It's all over the internet!

Lee Ma Ri's accident!

Hold on.

[Actress Lee Ma Ri in an accident]

I think I knew the many ways that would lead me to you.

But when I think about it now,

I don't think that was really love.

I was so crazy about you that I gave up everything else in my life.

So how is that love?

It was love.

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