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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:06:49,456 --> 00:06:52,391 I wasn't expecting you. 2 00:06:56,996 --> 00:06:59,726 I wasn't expecting you. 3 00:07:03,870 --> 00:07:06,634 We love you so much. 4 00:07:09,409 --> 00:07:12,537 We love you so much. 5 00:07:24,357 --> 00:07:26,882 Button up your shirt, Andr�. 6 00:07:37,670 --> 00:07:40,036 Andr�! 7 00:07:43,910 --> 00:07:47,038 Andr�! 8 00:07:47,247 --> 00:07:49,078 Andr�! 9 00:08:06,132 --> 00:08:10,296 In the sluggish, lazy afternoons at the farm... 10 00:08:10,503 --> 00:08:12,471 I hid away in the woods... 11 00:08:12,672 --> 00:08:17,234 from my family's worried eyes. 12 00:08:17,444 --> 00:08:20,709 Soothing my feverish feet into the ground, 13 00:08:22,415 --> 00:08:25,350 and cover myself up with leaves, 14 00:08:25,552 --> 00:08:31,787 I slept as quietly as an ailing plant... 15 00:08:31,991 --> 00:08:35,324 wilted by the weight of a red blossom... 16 00:08:40,500 --> 00:08:44,834 Were those stems around me all fairies... 17 00:08:45,038 --> 00:08:50,499 patiently, watching my adolescent slumber? 18 00:08:52,712 --> 00:08:54,771 Where those ancient urns... 19 00:08:54,981 --> 00:08:58,610 calling me out from the porch? 20 00:09:00,954 --> 00:09:03,218 Andr�! 21 00:09:04,791 --> 00:09:06,418 Andr�! 22 00:09:06,626 --> 00:09:09,595 And was the use of those calls, 23 00:09:10,630 --> 00:09:14,327 if faster messengers... 24 00:09:14,534 --> 00:09:20,097 rode the wind skillfully, corrupting the atmosphere? 25 00:09:24,644 --> 00:09:27,340 When my slumber was ripe... 26 00:09:27,547 --> 00:09:32,246 I harvested it as a fruit, voluptuously and religiously. 27 00:09:37,690 --> 00:09:41,285 I remembered my father's sermons. 28 00:09:41,494 --> 00:09:43,985 He said: "Our eyes are the lanterns of our bodies. 29 00:09:44,197 --> 00:09:48,031 If our eyes are good, our bodies shall carry the light. 30 00:09:48,234 --> 00:09:49,667 But if our eyes are blurred... 31 00:09:50,670 --> 00:09:54,197 it means that's a dark, gloomy body." 32 00:10:38,217 --> 00:10:40,014 The shutters... 33 00:10:43,156 --> 00:10:44,987 Why are the shutters closed? 34 00:11:03,943 --> 00:11:07,435 "TO THE LEFT OF THE FATHER" 35 00:11:07,647 --> 00:11:10,707 BASED ON THE NOVEL "LAVOURA ARCAICA" 36 00:11:13,186 --> 00:11:18,317 BY RADUAN NASSAR 37 00:11:20,093 --> 00:11:23,620 A FILM BY LUIZ FERNANDO CARVALHO 38 00:11:35,708 --> 00:11:37,972 Don't you worry, brother. 39 00:11:38,277 --> 00:11:41,440 Find the serious voice you're looking for 40 00:11:42,348 --> 00:11:45,647 Ask me what's been going on. 41 00:11:45,852 --> 00:11:47,945 Disagree with me... 42 00:11:48,154 --> 00:11:51,248 and shatter the family chinaware against my eyes. 43 00:12:45,144 --> 00:12:49,080 This is how we used to sit around the table for meals... 44 00:12:49,282 --> 00:12:53,719 or for sermons: Father at the head... 45 00:12:53,920 --> 00:12:56,480 to his right, ordered according to age, 46 00:12:56,689 --> 00:13:00,682 There was Pedro, Rosa, Zuleika and Huda. 47 00:13:01,627 --> 00:13:06,257 To his left, Mother, myself... 48 00:13:06,466 --> 00:13:09,162 Ana and Lula, the youngest. 49 00:13:09,702 --> 00:13:11,135 The right branch... 50 00:13:11,337 --> 00:13:16,673 had grown spontaneously from the trunk. 51 00:13:16,876 --> 00:13:21,176 But the left branch was scarred, 52 00:13:21,948 --> 00:13:28,046 as if Mother, where the left branch started, were an anomaly, 53 00:13:28,254 --> 00:13:33,214 a morbid offshoot, weighed down by affection. 54 00:13:40,700 --> 00:13:45,069 You have no idea of what we've been through since you left. 55 00:13:48,007 --> 00:13:51,738 You would be shocked to see our family's strained face. 56 00:13:57,049 --> 00:13:59,244 It's hard for me to say this, brother... 57 00:14:02,388 --> 00:14:06,256 but Mother can't hide her sobbing anymore. 58 00:14:10,229 --> 00:14:12,959 She didn't tell anyone you had left. 59 00:14:15,234 --> 00:14:20,501 That day, at lunch time, 60 00:14:20,706 --> 00:14:24,540 each one of us felt 61 00:14:24,744 --> 00:14:27,577 the weight of your empty chair. 62 00:14:42,662 --> 00:14:48,123 The day dragged on while we worked with Father... 63 00:14:48,701 --> 00:14:52,364 we thought about our sisters at home... 64 00:14:52,572 --> 00:14:58,033 busy in the kitchen, or embroidering on the porch... 65 00:14:58,244 --> 00:15:02,010 sewing, or cleaning out the pantry. 66 00:15:03,583 --> 00:15:06,313 No matter where the girls were... 67 00:15:06,519 --> 00:15:09,181 they would never be the same after that day. 68 00:15:09,388 --> 00:15:12,789 They no longer filled the house with joy. 69 00:15:14,293 --> 00:15:19,959 You should have been there, Andr�. 70 00:15:21,567 --> 00:15:25,298 You should have seen Father, locked up in his silence. 71 00:15:29,709 --> 00:15:33,509 Right after dinner he left the table and went outside. 72 00:15:36,082 --> 00:15:39,108 No one saw him withdraw. 73 00:15:40,553 --> 00:15:43,647 He stood there... 74 00:15:45,157 --> 00:15:47,955 staring blankly into the dark night. 75 00:15:51,163 --> 00:15:53,996 Finally, at bedtime, when I went to your room... 76 00:15:54,200 --> 00:15:57,636 I opened your closet and pulled the empty drawers... 77 00:15:58,337 --> 00:16:00,237 only then I understood... 78 00:16:00,439 --> 00:16:04,500 as the eldest brother, what had really happened: 79 00:16:06,879 --> 00:16:09,677 The family's destruction had begun. 80 00:16:10,850 --> 00:16:14,445 It began long before you think. 81 00:16:20,326 --> 00:16:24,194 It began at a time when faith grew malignantly inside of me... 82 00:16:26,832 --> 00:16:30,427 when I had more passion than anyone else at home. 83 00:16:34,006 --> 00:16:36,236 Me... 84 00:16:36,976 --> 00:16:39,206 a pious child... 85 00:16:40,980 --> 00:16:45,940 would set my Marian society ribbon next to my bed at night... 86 00:16:50,189 --> 00:16:55,320 and think about God waking me everyday at 5 AM... 87 00:16:55,528 --> 00:16:58,463 for early communion. 88 00:18:01,727 --> 00:18:03,786 Wake up, sweetheart. 89 00:18:05,831 --> 00:18:07,992 Wake up. 90 00:19:17,169 --> 00:19:20,332 Don't wake up your brother, sweetheart. 91 00:19:49,101 --> 00:19:51,592 - My heart. - My heart. 92 00:19:53,239 --> 00:19:55,799 - My eyes. - My eyes. 93 00:19:57,443 --> 00:20:00,071 - My lamb. - My lamb. 94 00:20:02,581 --> 00:20:06,779 My heart, my eyes... 95 00:20:07,820 --> 00:20:11,347 As soon as I got up... 96 00:20:11,557 --> 00:20:17,553 God was there in front of me, on my bedside table... 97 00:20:17,763 --> 00:20:20,095 and it was a God I could hold in my hands... 98 00:20:20,299 --> 00:20:24,633 and it filled my innocent chest. 99 00:20:24,837 --> 00:20:28,500 And I went to church like a balloon... 100 00:21:55,928 --> 00:21:59,420 The light we had at home during our childhood was fine: 101 00:22:00,699 --> 00:22:07,104 Home baked bread, hot milk and coffee, the butter dish... 102 00:22:22,888 --> 00:22:25,789 The brightness of our home... 103 00:22:32,431 --> 00:22:36,026 seemed to be even brighter when we came from the village... 104 00:23:04,763 --> 00:23:07,391 That clarity... 105 00:23:10,836 --> 00:23:13,862 later started to disturb me. 106 00:23:17,576 --> 00:23:21,012 It would make me strange and mute to the world. 107 00:24:31,917 --> 00:24:35,250 The more united a family, the worse is the blow. 108 00:24:36,355 --> 00:24:41,088 A family's strength and joy can be destroyed in one blow. 109 00:24:48,066 --> 00:24:50,125 In the woods, behind the house... 110 00:24:50,335 --> 00:24:54,499 under the taller trees, when the sunlight created 111 00:24:54,706 --> 00:24:57,004 a gentle and joyous play of shadows. 112 00:25:01,780 --> 00:25:03,179 After the smell of roasted meat... 113 00:25:03,382 --> 00:25:08,115 was gone, through the leaves of the fuller trees, 114 00:25:08,320 --> 00:25:12,916 the cloth, that was spread over the calm grass, was folded away. 115 00:25:15,661 --> 00:25:19,825 And I watched it, sitting next to a trunk, 116 00:25:20,032 --> 00:25:22,762 the frantic preparations for the dance; 117 00:25:22,968 --> 00:25:26,426 young men and women rushing around, 118 00:25:26,638 --> 00:25:29,732 my sisters joined in, with their country ways... 119 00:25:29,942 --> 00:25:31,807 wearing light, bright dresses... 120 00:25:32,010 --> 00:25:35,741 along with love's promise of a greater love. 121 00:25:35,948 --> 00:25:39,349 Running graciously, they filled the woods with laughter... 122 00:25:39,551 --> 00:25:43,578 they carried baskets of fruit to where the tablecloth had been. 123 00:25:43,789 --> 00:25:47,452 The melons and watermelons were joyously split. 124 00:29:40,592 --> 00:29:46,622 And I imagined, once the wine had dampened his solemnity... 125 00:29:48,033 --> 00:29:51,002 the happiness in my father's eyes... 126 00:29:52,304 --> 00:29:57,867 he felt reassured, then that all would not rot in the ship's hold... 127 00:30:08,487 --> 00:30:11,650 And seated like that, seemingly relaxed... 128 00:30:11,857 --> 00:30:16,624 I imagined from a distance the fresh skin of her face... 129 00:30:16,828 --> 00:30:20,423 her lavender aroma, her full, tender mouth... 130 00:30:20,632 --> 00:30:25,194 full of sweetness, mystery and malice in her date-like eyes. 131 00:30:25,403 --> 00:30:31,273 I wanted to dig my nails into the soil... 132 00:30:31,476 --> 00:30:37,711 and lie in that pit, covered with damp earth. 133 00:31:27,299 --> 00:31:29,665 Come on, sweetheart. 134 00:31:31,136 --> 00:31:33,468 Come play with your brothers and sisters. 135 00:31:33,672 --> 00:31:36,368 Leave me alone, Mother. 136 00:31:36,575 --> 00:31:38,975 I'm having fun. 137 00:32:00,565 --> 00:32:05,559 That bright dust, when I look back into that distant time... 138 00:32:08,573 --> 00:32:13,010 I see the day, when I had my feet in chains, 139 00:32:13,211 --> 00:32:16,078 and I looked down to avoid her face... 140 00:32:21,419 --> 00:32:25,651 As I left home, my knapsack weighed on my shoulders... 141 00:32:27,993 --> 00:32:34,660 tied to my back, the two of us walked like twins; 142 00:32:34,866 --> 00:32:37,494 yolks of the same egg... 143 00:32:37,702 --> 00:32:40,637 eyes looking forward... 144 00:32:40,839 --> 00:32:43,171 and eyes looking backwards. 145 00:33:02,327 --> 00:33:08,391 As I stood there, I saw many distant things. 146 00:33:11,937 --> 00:33:15,168 That afternoon, I made my desperate decision... 147 00:33:15,373 --> 00:33:18,706 to dwelve into the soft womb of time. 148 00:33:29,020 --> 00:33:33,081 Who knows, I could have told to my brother tenderly: 149 00:33:33,291 --> 00:33:37,853 "Go away, send my regards to the family!" 150 00:33:38,063 --> 00:33:40,964 I could shut the door... 151 00:33:44,235 --> 00:33:47,762 then, alone in my darkness... 152 00:33:47,973 --> 00:33:52,967 I'd bundle myself in the soft cloth there was on the wall. 153 00:33:54,145 --> 00:34:00,277 And, thus protected, give in to wine and to my fortune. 154 00:34:47,032 --> 00:34:50,399 SCATENA BOARDING HOUSE BREAKFAST, MEALS AND ROOMS 155 00:35:00,545 --> 00:35:04,447 Since I ran away, I stifled my revolt 156 00:35:04,649 --> 00:35:08,278 and step by step, I went away from the farm. 157 00:35:09,454 --> 00:35:13,914 And If I asked myself, "Where are we going?" 158 00:35:15,760 --> 00:35:18,729 "We are always going home." 159 00:35:58,069 --> 00:36:01,766 When I told Mother I was coming to see you, 160 00:36:02,507 --> 00:36:04,941 she stood back... 161 00:36:05,143 --> 00:36:08,044 and her eyes brimmed with tears. 162 00:36:08,246 --> 00:36:10,111 There was fear in her eyes. 163 00:36:11,616 --> 00:36:16,315 "Come on, Mother, cheer up, you should laugh, instead... 164 00:36:17,055 --> 00:36:19,683 Don't be like that, and don't worry. 165 00:36:19,891 --> 00:36:23,088 I promise I'll not argue with that runaway. 166 00:36:27,165 --> 00:36:30,566 You'll see how happy he'll be. You'll see. 167 00:36:31,236 --> 00:36:32,464 Mother, you'll see how everything... 168 00:36:32,670 --> 00:36:37,004 is going to be like it was, just like it used to be!" 169 00:36:41,479 --> 00:36:44,243 Bring him back, Pedro. 170 00:36:46,851 --> 00:36:52,915 Don't tell your brother or your sisters you're going. 171 00:36:54,792 --> 00:36:57,022 But bring him back. 172 00:37:01,533 --> 00:37:06,994 Now I'll bake the sweet rolls, he enjoyed so much... 173 00:37:16,047 --> 00:37:20,746 As she said that, held me firmly as if I were you, Andr�. 174 00:37:29,327 --> 00:37:32,524 That's how you feed a lamb. 175 00:37:56,988 --> 00:37:59,582 Mother has aged a lot. 176 00:38:35,627 --> 00:38:38,562 I saw her sitting on her rocking chair, 177 00:38:39,631 --> 00:38:44,898 completely alone and lost in her grey daydreams 178 00:38:45,103 --> 00:38:49,904 unraveling the lace woven during a lifetime around love 179 00:38:50,108 --> 00:38:52,474 and family union. 180 00:38:53,778 --> 00:39:00,445 As I saw her comb in her bun in majestic simplicity... 181 00:39:01,085 --> 00:39:07,046 I felt for a moment it was worth a history book. 182 00:39:38,289 --> 00:39:39,950 But no one at home has changed as much as Ana. 183 00:39:43,795 --> 00:39:47,390 As soon as you left, she shut herself in the chapel to pray. 184 00:39:48,466 --> 00:39:51,663 When she is not wandering aimlessly in the woods... 185 00:39:51,869 --> 00:39:54,861 she hides strangely over by the old house. 186 00:39:56,174 --> 00:39:59,940 None of us can break her pious silence. 187 00:40:01,446 --> 00:40:04,381 No one causes us more worry. 188 00:41:04,208 --> 00:41:07,268 I don't drink any more. Nor should you drink any more. 189 00:41:07,478 --> 00:41:09,878 Father's wisdom isn't in this wine! 190 00:41:10,081 --> 00:41:12,914 The spirit of this wine will not repair the damage of our home! 191 00:41:13,351 --> 00:41:16,377 Put the bottle away, that's serious, it's about the family! 192 00:41:21,259 --> 00:41:22,886 Lt's all right to have a drink! 193 00:41:24,128 --> 00:41:26,596 I'm an epileptic! An epileptic! 194 00:41:27,732 --> 00:41:29,563 Your brother is epileptic, now you know it! 195 00:41:30,201 --> 00:41:32,192 Go home and tell everyone! 196 00:41:32,403 --> 00:41:35,861 Go now, and you'll see that the doors and windows at home... 197 00:41:36,073 --> 00:41:38,098 will bang shut by this wind! 198 00:41:38,309 --> 00:41:41,301 And you, men of the family... 199 00:41:41,512 --> 00:41:47,644 carrying Father's heavy tool box, will walk around the house... 200 00:41:47,852 --> 00:41:52,221 violently hammering crossed boards over the windows! 201 00:41:56,027 --> 00:41:57,085 And our sisters... 202 00:41:57,361 --> 00:42:00,558 dressed in black, will run around the house in mourning. 203 00:42:01,499 --> 00:42:06,527 It'll be a chorus of howling, sobbing and whimpering... 204 00:42:06,737 --> 00:42:08,967 a locked-up family dance! 205 00:42:09,607 --> 00:42:11,040 He abandoned us... 206 00:42:11,242 --> 00:42:14,700 And with a flock of scarves to hide their faces... 207 00:42:14,912 --> 00:42:20,441 they will huddle, exhausted, sobbing in a corner... 208 00:42:20,651 --> 00:42:22,118 He abandoned us... 209 00:42:22,320 --> 00:42:23,844 And you will scream louder and louder: 210 00:42:24,121 --> 00:42:28,285 "Our brother is a convulsive. A possessed epileptic!" 211 00:42:28,493 --> 00:42:31,326 And tell them I have a room in a boarding house for my fits. 212 00:42:33,798 --> 00:42:35,288 We lived with him and we didn't know. 213 00:42:35,500 --> 00:42:37,468 Never even once we suspected! 214 00:42:37,668 --> 00:42:40,262 Never even once we suspected! 215 00:42:40,471 --> 00:42:42,462 He abandoned us. 216 00:42:42,673 --> 00:42:44,038 He abandoned us. 217 00:42:44,442 --> 00:42:46,842 And yell as you will, gorge yourselves! 218 00:42:47,044 --> 00:42:50,070 Although you don't understand the sinister web I got caught in! 219 00:42:50,281 --> 00:42:53,614 And you, Pedro, as the eldest, you may lament: 220 00:42:53,818 --> 00:42:58,118 "It's sad he has our blood!" Cry out! Cry out loud: 221 00:42:58,322 --> 00:43:02,156 "He's been possessed by a cursed disease!" Scream it! 222 00:43:02,393 --> 00:43:04,486 What a disgrace has descended upon our household! 223 00:43:04,695 --> 00:43:07,960 "What makes him different?" And you'll hear the chorus... 224 00:43:08,165 --> 00:43:11,293 He's possessed by the devil! He's possessed by the devil! 225 00:43:11,502 --> 00:43:13,902 "He's possessed by the devil!" 226 00:43:14,105 --> 00:43:15,572 Then you go ahead and say: 227 00:43:15,873 --> 00:43:17,363 His eyes are gloomy... 228 00:43:17,575 --> 00:43:20,544 He's possessed by the devil! 229 00:43:26,150 --> 00:43:28,209 Then keep sputtering, like stones in a sewer and say: 230 00:43:28,586 --> 00:43:31,419 "What terrible crime has he committed?" 231 00:43:32,857 --> 00:43:35,121 "What terrible crime has he committed?" 232 00:43:35,326 --> 00:43:39,092 "He's possessed by the devil!" And then say: 233 00:43:39,297 --> 00:43:41,458 "He has stained the family! 234 00:43:41,666 --> 00:43:43,759 He condemned us to burn in shameful flames!" 235 00:43:44,201 --> 00:43:45,691 He's possessed by the devil. 236 00:43:45,903 --> 00:43:47,734 He's possessed by the devil. 237 00:43:49,507 --> 00:43:52,908 And you'll always hear the same cavernous hollow sound: 238 00:43:54,612 --> 00:43:57,979 "He's possessed by the devil." 239 00:44:03,621 --> 00:44:07,352 And then, as if in blasphemy... 240 00:44:07,558 --> 00:44:11,858 raise your arms. Raise your hands to heaven. 241 00:44:13,164 --> 00:44:15,724 He has abandoned us! 242 00:44:16,934 --> 00:44:20,199 He has abandoned us! 243 00:44:26,978 --> 00:44:29,811 Plug your ears, Pedro. Plug your ears. 244 00:44:30,014 --> 00:44:32,141 Stick your fingers in the hole! 245 00:45:36,180 --> 00:45:38,273 And after all the weeping... 246 00:45:40,251 --> 00:45:42,651 all the sobbing and teeth grinding... 247 00:45:43,287 --> 00:45:45,517 go straight to the linen closet... 248 00:45:46,257 --> 00:45:48,748 open its doors... 249 00:45:48,959 --> 00:45:53,020 and look for the old linen sheets, kept with such care. 250 00:45:53,764 --> 00:45:57,461 You'll see that those sheets, even those... 251 00:45:59,036 --> 00:46:00,560 like everything in our house... 252 00:46:00,771 --> 00:46:04,229 even those carefully washed and folded cloths, everything! 253 00:46:05,409 --> 00:46:08,867 Everything in our house was totally soaked with Father's words! 254 00:46:10,815 --> 00:46:12,942 It was him... 255 00:46:13,150 --> 00:46:15,414 It was him who always said... 256 00:46:15,619 --> 00:46:20,352 We must start by the truth and end with the truth. 257 00:46:36,674 --> 00:46:39,108 Look at my arms. 258 00:46:39,877 --> 00:46:41,640 Look. 259 00:46:48,385 --> 00:46:50,285 Look. 260 00:46:59,630 --> 00:47:02,622 But it was also him... 261 00:47:02,833 --> 00:47:07,236 He was the one who said probably unaware of what he was saying... 262 00:47:07,438 --> 00:47:12,466 and certainly not realizing how one of us could use it some day. 263 00:47:31,796 --> 00:47:35,960 Look at the strength of the tree growing in isolation... 264 00:47:36,167 --> 00:47:39,102 and the shade it provides to the herd. 265 00:47:42,006 --> 00:47:43,940 The troughs... 266 00:47:44,508 --> 00:47:49,775 the long troughs emerging isolated on the immense field... 267 00:47:49,980 --> 00:47:54,076 smoothed by so many tongues... 268 00:47:54,285 --> 00:47:59,018 where the cattle comes for the salt... 269 00:47:59,223 --> 00:48:03,284 that purifies its flesh and skin. 270 00:48:46,670 --> 00:48:51,232 Did it ever cross your mind, even for a short moment... 271 00:48:51,442 --> 00:48:55,640 to open the dirty clothes hamper in the bathroom? 272 00:48:58,249 --> 00:49:01,616 Did you ever think of dwelving in... 273 00:49:01,819 --> 00:49:06,688 to carefully remove each and every intimate garment of the family? 274 00:49:08,525 --> 00:49:13,224 I dragged up a shred of each of us when I dug there. 275 00:49:15,799 --> 00:49:19,360 No one heard each one cry like I did, Pedro. 276 00:49:23,941 --> 00:49:27,001 I knew the family's every mood... 277 00:49:27,211 --> 00:49:30,078 moulding away in the vinegary, rotten smell... 278 00:49:30,281 --> 00:49:34,240 of the cold, vein-ridden walls of a dirty clothes hamper. 279 00:49:35,286 --> 00:49:37,777 No one stuck their hands in like I did! 280 00:49:39,857 --> 00:49:43,486 No one felt the loneliness more. 281 00:50:07,151 --> 00:50:09,585 You had to get out of bed... 282 00:50:16,026 --> 00:50:18,620 and wander through the halls. 283 00:50:22,333 --> 00:50:26,167 Listen to the throbbing and moaning behind all the doors... 284 00:50:26,370 --> 00:50:31,740 and our muffled, homicidal plans. 285 00:50:35,946 --> 00:50:38,278 I knew the body of the entire family. 286 00:52:55,853 --> 00:52:59,414 I held the red dust-covered sanitary napkins in my hands... 287 00:53:00,491 --> 00:53:03,153 as if they were an assassin's rags. 288 00:53:08,599 --> 00:53:11,796 No one heard us like I did, Pedro. 289 00:53:13,170 --> 00:53:18,802 No one loved us like I did. No one knew the path to our union. 290 00:53:19,009 --> 00:53:21,603 Grandfather led us along that path... 291 00:53:21,812 --> 00:53:24,975 that tall, slender old man carved out in the wood of our furniture. 292 00:53:25,182 --> 00:53:26,774 The truth is, it was he led us... 293 00:53:26,984 --> 00:53:29,350 he was a guide carved out of plaster. 294 00:53:30,254 --> 00:53:33,417 He had no eyes, our grandfather. 295 00:53:36,493 --> 00:53:41,897 Nothing more than two deep, hollow, somber pits in his face, Pedro! 296 00:53:43,567 --> 00:53:47,162 Nothing else shone besides his terrible, golden hook! 297 00:55:16,360 --> 00:55:19,989 I'm tired of soothing thoughts... 298 00:55:22,099 --> 00:55:26,195 afflicting eyes, gentle contortions. 299 00:55:27,804 --> 00:55:30,238 I want everything to burn: 300 00:55:31,575 --> 00:55:33,566 My feet... 301 00:55:34,311 --> 00:55:36,779 the thorns in my arms... 302 00:55:37,714 --> 00:55:40,478 the leaves covering my wooden body... 303 00:55:41,885 --> 00:55:43,750 my forehead... 304 00:55:46,390 --> 00:55:48,290 my lips... 305 00:55:49,192 --> 00:55:53,629 provided my useless tongue is spared. 306 00:55:54,965 --> 00:56:00,232 I don't care if only laments are left... 307 00:56:00,437 --> 00:56:03,895 the family's sobbing and moaning. 308 00:56:07,944 --> 00:56:10,674 Pedro, my brother... 309 00:56:21,158 --> 00:56:24,150 father's sermons were inconsistent. 310 00:57:02,999 --> 00:57:09,063 The world of passions is an unbalanced world. 311 00:57:12,509 --> 00:57:18,448 The passionate must be careful averting their eyes... 312 00:57:18,648 --> 00:57:22,140 so they are not blurred by the rusty red dust. 313 00:57:24,855 --> 00:57:30,122 Building a fence, simply shielding the body... 314 00:57:30,327 --> 00:57:33,592 those are the ways... 315 00:57:33,797 --> 00:57:36,357 to prevent darkness from one side... 316 00:57:36,566 --> 00:57:39,592 from invading and contaminating light on the other. 317 00:57:41,171 --> 00:57:46,040 Through isolation, we can escape the dangers of passion. 318 00:57:47,511 --> 00:57:50,241 But do not think... 319 00:57:51,114 --> 00:57:54,845 we should just always sit and cross our arms. 320 00:57:55,051 --> 00:57:59,715 No one in this house shall rest while there is land to be tilled. 321 00:57:59,923 --> 00:58:04,986 No one in this house shall rest when walls need building. 322 00:58:07,497 --> 00:58:13,231 And let no one shall rest... 323 00:58:13,437 --> 00:58:17,168 when a brother is in need. 324 00:58:23,713 --> 00:58:27,911 I hadn't left home yet, Pedro... 325 00:58:28,118 --> 00:58:31,315 but I saw suspicion in Mother's eyes. 326 00:58:34,991 --> 00:58:36,788 I wanted to tell her: 327 00:58:41,498 --> 00:58:44,661 "You are saying farewell now without knowing me." 328 00:58:49,172 --> 00:58:51,504 I could have said: 329 00:58:53,743 --> 00:58:58,009 "All I did was nestle in the straw of your womb for nine months... 330 00:59:00,183 --> 00:59:04,711 and receiving for many years the tender touch of your hands and lips." 331 00:59:06,556 --> 00:59:09,047 "That's why I'm leaving home... 332 00:59:10,126 --> 00:59:12,617 that's why I'm going away." 333 00:59:14,231 --> 00:59:16,995 I could have told her so much, Pedro. 334 00:59:20,637 --> 00:59:23,401 But I thought it was useless. 335 00:59:25,041 --> 00:59:27,305 "It makes no sense", I thought... 336 00:59:28,879 --> 00:59:32,110 to leave in her poor, flour-coated hands... 337 00:59:33,083 --> 00:59:35,643 an exasperated carnation stem. 338 00:59:38,755 --> 00:59:41,349 "It makes no sense", I thought twice... 339 00:59:43,593 --> 00:59:45,493 to stain her apron... 340 00:59:48,398 --> 00:59:50,423 to cut the cord... 341 00:59:51,902 --> 00:59:54,234 and other leaves. 342 00:59:57,007 --> 00:59:59,202 That's why instead of saying... 343 01:00:01,611 --> 01:00:04,273 "Mother, you don't know me..." 344 01:00:06,750 --> 01:00:12,518 I preferred, Pedro, with my mouth dry and salty... 345 01:00:14,558 --> 01:00:17,288 I preferred to remain buckled up before her... 346 01:00:19,362 --> 01:00:22,263 as if nothing was the matter. 347 01:00:29,005 --> 01:00:35,410 I had nothing to say, but she wanted to say something... 348 01:00:35,612 --> 01:00:37,079 and I thought: 349 01:00:37,280 --> 01:00:41,182 "Mother has something to say that I might listen to. 350 01:00:41,384 --> 01:00:44,876 Something perhaps that should be saved carefully." 351 01:00:46,890 --> 01:00:49,552 But all I could hear without her saying anything... 352 01:00:49,759 --> 01:00:53,058 were the cracks in her old chinaware womb... 353 01:00:53,830 --> 01:00:58,096 I heard in her eyes a desperate cry of a delivering mother. 354 01:01:00,403 --> 01:01:03,702 I felt her fruit drying under my hot breath. 355 01:01:06,443 --> 01:01:09,503 But I couldn't do anything, my eyes were darkened. 356 01:01:12,115 --> 01:01:14,345 Still, I could have said: 357 01:01:16,319 --> 01:01:19,777 "Mother, you and I have begun to ruin this house. 358 01:01:20,924 --> 01:01:22,949 The time has come to throw out the window... 359 01:01:23,159 --> 01:01:26,151 all the dishes and the flies of our old cup board..." 360 01:01:28,632 --> 01:01:31,328 But I've already told you Pedro, my eyes... 361 01:01:31,534 --> 01:01:34,992 were darker than they'd ever been before. 362 01:01:39,943 --> 01:01:43,538 Me, the wayward son... 363 01:01:49,152 --> 01:01:52,121 It was not of roads that I dreamt of. 364 01:01:54,324 --> 01:01:57,885 I'd never thought to leave home. 365 01:02:00,230 --> 01:02:06,260 I never thought of running afar searching for sensual thrills. 366 01:02:08,371 --> 01:02:13,035 I knew, dear brother, from the most tender age... 367 01:02:15,578 --> 01:02:19,776 how much disappointment awaited me outside our home. 368 01:03:23,179 --> 01:03:29,015 Pedro. It's your silence I need now. 369 01:03:31,121 --> 01:03:33,646 Lift your blinds. 370 01:03:34,991 --> 01:03:39,553 Give your eyes free reigns. 371 01:03:39,763 --> 01:03:43,130 Leave aside the family strength and caution. 372 01:03:43,333 --> 01:03:45,733 And hold your harsh tongue. 373 01:03:47,003 --> 01:03:49,233 Moisten your lips... 374 01:03:49,439 --> 01:03:51,771 your mouth. 375 01:03:51,975 --> 01:03:53,909 And your rotting teeth... 376 01:03:54,110 --> 01:03:56,704 and probe the depths of your stomach. 377 01:03:56,913 --> 01:04:00,280 Fill this leather pouch tightened by your belt, 378 01:04:00,483 --> 01:04:04,544 let the wine seep through your pores. 379 01:04:05,588 --> 01:04:09,251 That's the only way to idolize the obscene. 380 01:04:39,656 --> 01:04:42,216 Oh, brother... 381 01:04:43,626 --> 01:04:47,027 we've come to understand each other. 382 01:04:48,598 --> 01:04:53,035 I can see your mouth is decongested 383 01:04:54,437 --> 01:04:57,565 and the sweetness of the wine is in your eyes. 384 01:06:31,301 --> 01:06:35,829 Take it in your hands, Pedro, 385 01:06:36,039 --> 01:06:39,440 and feel this filthy ribbon. 386 01:06:48,418 --> 01:06:51,148 This rag is the subtle extension of the red fingernails... 387 01:06:51,354 --> 01:06:53,879 of my first whore. 388 01:07:12,542 --> 01:07:15,010 What a crazy shame... 389 01:07:16,346 --> 01:07:19,713 you poor, quivering boy. 390 01:07:19,916 --> 01:07:23,181 You've got such a pure face... 391 01:07:23,386 --> 01:07:26,048 and such a clean body. 392 01:07:34,530 --> 01:07:37,294 What a crazy shame... 393 01:07:38,768 --> 01:07:41,635 to see a boy with peach down... 394 01:07:42,772 --> 01:07:47,334 with a smooth, bare chest... 395 01:07:48,745 --> 01:07:51,179 burning in bed... 396 01:07:51,948 --> 01:07:53,973 like kindling. 397 01:08:05,428 --> 01:08:06,952 Take this. 398 01:08:07,163 --> 01:08:09,290 Take this. 399 01:08:11,034 --> 01:08:14,663 Take what you've asked me. 400 01:08:18,007 --> 01:08:21,272 Keep this grimy little ribbon with you... 401 01:08:27,316 --> 01:08:32,253 and come back to your niche, my little saint. 402 01:08:32,455 --> 01:08:34,923 My little saint! 403 01:09:10,927 --> 01:09:14,055 That's where I took my communion, Pedro. 404 01:09:17,467 --> 01:09:24,134 Oh, brother. I lied on the blazing tangerine-filled ground. 405 01:09:24,707 --> 01:09:29,804 Didn't I surrender like a child in the orgy of killer berries? 406 01:09:33,950 --> 01:09:38,546 Wasn't it a precarious peace that came over me... 407 01:09:38,754 --> 01:09:42,190 to have my body stretched out on a weed mattress? 408 01:09:43,926 --> 01:09:47,225 Wasn't this different slumber perhaps temporary? 409 01:09:48,064 --> 01:09:52,899 To have my fingernails dirty, my feet numbed. 410 01:09:53,903 --> 01:09:57,361 Lice cutting trails through my hair. 411 01:09:57,573 --> 01:10:01,304 My armpits visited by ants? 412 01:10:03,446 --> 01:10:07,348 Wasn't this second slumber perhaps temporary? 413 01:10:09,719 --> 01:10:12,586 To have my head crowned with butterflies. 414 01:10:13,456 --> 01:10:17,392 Fat larvae sprouting from my bellybutton. 415 01:10:17,593 --> 01:10:20,892 My cold forehead covered by insects. 416 01:10:21,330 --> 01:10:24,493 My limp mouth kissing scarabs? 417 01:10:30,373 --> 01:10:33,206 Such a sleepiness... 418 01:10:33,409 --> 01:10:35,969 such a lethargy... 419 01:10:36,179 --> 01:10:39,046 such a nightmare of adolescence! 420 01:10:39,749 --> 01:10:43,515 What kind of rock is that, so heavy on my body? 421 01:10:46,522 --> 01:10:49,821 There's a mysterious chill in this fire. 422 01:10:52,862 --> 01:10:55,695 Where will I be taken, someday? 423 01:10:56,799 --> 01:10:59,324 A white board... 424 01:10:59,535 --> 01:11:01,765 and a pale dust. 425 01:11:01,971 --> 01:11:04,303 A silent field... 426 01:11:05,274 --> 01:11:09,973 lilies and the taller cypress trees... 427 01:11:11,280 --> 01:11:17,082 such long cries, mourning my young body! 428 01:11:22,391 --> 01:11:25,952 Get a little inside these things that lulled me to sleep. 429 01:11:28,030 --> 01:11:30,464 Fatten your eyes with that crumpled orchid. 430 01:11:33,269 --> 01:11:37,467 With this bracelet and these pink garters... 431 01:11:37,673 --> 01:11:42,007 all these trinkets I bought with coins stolen from Father... 432 01:11:42,211 --> 01:11:44,270 I buried it in this box to dig it out someday... 433 01:11:44,480 --> 01:11:46,744 and spread them on the ground thinking, as I do now: 434 01:11:46,949 --> 01:11:51,943 It was a long adolescence! 435 01:11:53,689 --> 01:11:57,318 Take it with you, Pedro. Take home all these scraps... 436 01:11:57,526 --> 01:11:59,426 and tell them how did it happen the story of the son and the brother. 437 01:11:59,695 --> 01:12:02,095 Then request a warm night or a big fat moon. 438 01:12:02,665 --> 01:12:04,155 Gather our sisters. 439 01:12:04,367 --> 01:12:06,927 Make them dress up scantily in muslin... 440 01:12:07,136 --> 01:12:09,696 wearing strappy sandals. 441 01:12:09,905 --> 01:12:13,636 Paint their placid cheeks crimson, their eyelids green... 442 01:12:13,843 --> 01:12:16,004 and their lashes dark charcoal. 443 01:12:16,212 --> 01:12:18,476 Adorn their arms and their bare necks. 444 01:12:18,681 --> 01:12:22,310 Put these cheap beads on them, ivory models. 445 01:12:22,518 --> 01:12:25,248 Have these earrings bite their earlobes. 446 01:12:26,188 --> 01:12:28,053 And don't forget the sensuous gestures... 447 01:12:28,257 --> 01:12:31,784 exposing their clevage, and parts of their thighs. 448 01:12:31,994 --> 01:12:35,452 Imagining fatal charms for their ankle bracelets. 449 01:12:35,665 --> 01:12:38,862 Provoke on those newly red, debauched lips... 450 01:12:39,068 --> 01:12:41,366 the thick flow of pestilent fluids. 451 01:12:41,570 --> 01:12:45,301 Take it with you, Pedro! Take all those trinkets home! 452 01:12:46,609 --> 01:12:48,543 And when you get there, announce solemnly: 453 01:12:48,744 --> 01:12:53,374 "From your beloved brother." But be careful in handling them. 454 01:12:54,517 --> 01:12:57,714 "To repay Father's sermons, our misfit brother also sends... 455 01:12:57,920 --> 01:13:01,822 with the gifts, a heavy, scornful laughter." 456 01:13:05,127 --> 01:13:07,618 Come on, put them in the bag! 457 01:13:46,736 --> 01:13:49,204 As I look back on our utensils... 458 01:13:50,206 --> 01:13:53,369 and the family clothing... 459 01:13:53,576 --> 01:13:56,875 I hear diffused, lost voices inside that trench. 460 01:13:58,047 --> 01:14:03,815 I'm not surprised by the clear water springing from the bottom. 461 01:14:08,858 --> 01:14:11,793 And I withdraw into our weariness. 462 01:14:13,162 --> 01:14:15,255 And I step back after such an exhaustive struggle. 463 01:14:18,000 --> 01:14:21,697 And from our bale of routines I draw, one by one... 464 01:14:22,471 --> 01:14:25,565 the sacred bones of our code of behavior: 465 01:14:27,710 --> 01:14:30,702 The excess: Forbidden. 466 01:14:30,913 --> 01:14:33,973 Zeal: A must. 467 01:14:34,183 --> 01:14:36,651 And condemned as a vice... 468 01:14:36,852 --> 01:14:40,413 through constant preaching any waste was to be banned... 469 01:14:40,623 --> 01:14:43,751 denounced as a serious threat to our work. 470 01:14:48,197 --> 01:14:51,689 And I face again the tepid message in looks and frowns. 471 01:14:54,703 --> 01:14:58,730 And our hidden chagrins burning through our cheeks. 472 01:15:01,644 --> 01:15:05,740 And the acid anguish of a stingy scold. 473 01:15:06,549 --> 01:15:10,349 And discipline oftentimes rude... 474 01:15:10,553 --> 01:15:13,613 there was also the children's crafts school... 475 01:15:13,823 --> 01:15:16,257 forbidding us to buy elsewhere... 476 01:15:16,459 --> 01:15:19,292 what could be made with our own hands. 477 01:15:20,062 --> 01:15:24,522 And the toughest law said that it had to be right there... 478 01:15:24,733 --> 01:15:28,328 at the farm, that all of our bread had to be kneaded. 479 01:15:33,776 --> 01:15:38,736 We never had on our table a bread that was not homemade. 480 01:15:40,783 --> 01:15:43,946 And by the time we would share it... 481 01:15:44,153 --> 01:15:47,554 which happened three times a day... 482 01:15:47,790 --> 01:15:50,850 we had of our ritual of austerity. 483 01:15:52,528 --> 01:15:58,125 And it was also at the table, more than anywhere else. 484 01:15:59,335 --> 01:16:04,329 Where with our heads bowed, we learned about justice. 485 01:16:15,384 --> 01:16:18,012 Move, brother. 486 01:16:18,220 --> 01:16:22,884 Open your eyes! Set them agog! 487 01:16:26,929 --> 01:16:29,557 Take my hands in yours. 488 01:16:32,234 --> 01:16:33,565 Let's go. 489 01:16:36,472 --> 01:16:40,704 Once upon a time, there was a starving man. 490 01:17:09,538 --> 01:17:11,904 Who's there? 491 01:17:15,144 --> 01:17:18,409 Where do you come from? 492 01:17:20,983 --> 01:17:21,745 Didn't you know... 493 01:17:21,951 --> 01:17:28,618 you can have all you want if you go to our lord and master? 494 01:17:29,558 --> 01:17:33,119 Lord and master, in God's name, I beg for charity. 495 01:17:33,329 --> 01:17:37,629 - I am so hungry, I may collapse. - Stay here, poor man. 496 01:17:37,833 --> 01:17:40,165 I want to break bread with you. 497 01:17:40,369 --> 01:17:43,236 You must have the salt of my table. 498 01:17:43,439 --> 01:17:45,771 God bless you and your saintly mother. 499 01:17:47,509 --> 01:17:50,569 The starving man was writhing... 500 01:17:50,779 --> 01:17:56,240 he thought to himself the poor must be patient... 501 01:17:56,452 --> 01:17:59,148 when faced with the whims of the powerful... 502 01:17:59,355 --> 01:18:03,086 refraining from showing any sign of anger. 503 01:18:05,894 --> 01:18:10,490 Dear guest, my house is your house... 504 01:18:10,699 --> 01:18:15,329 and my table is your table. Make yourself at home. 505 01:18:15,537 --> 01:18:19,029 Eat until you are satisfied. 506 01:18:37,092 --> 01:18:39,822 What do you think of this bread? 507 01:18:41,163 --> 01:18:43,688 This bread is very pure and good. 508 01:18:45,434 --> 01:18:47,902 I've never tasted a bread this good. 509 01:18:48,570 --> 01:18:52,438 What about the delicacies on your left? 510 01:18:52,641 --> 01:18:55,872 What do you think of this meat stuffed with rice and almonds... 511 01:18:56,078 --> 01:18:58,672 or these lamb cutlets? 512 01:18:59,181 --> 01:19:02,207 And what do you think of the aroma? 513 01:19:10,325 --> 01:19:12,759 The aroma is inebriating... 514 01:19:13,262 --> 01:19:15,628 as well as the presentation... 515 01:19:18,367 --> 01:19:20,232 and the divine flavor. 516 01:19:20,436 --> 01:19:25,931 You will now taste a tidbit from my own hand. 517 01:19:29,078 --> 01:19:31,876 You must chew carefully. 518 01:19:49,665 --> 01:19:51,792 Excellent! 519 01:19:52,267 --> 01:19:54,201 You may bring dessert. 520 01:19:58,807 --> 01:20:01,708 We shall make ourselves sweet. 521 01:20:03,145 --> 01:20:07,138 Eat, eat. Do not stand on ceremony! 522 01:20:16,358 --> 01:20:21,227 You must also try these figs fresh off the tree. 523 01:20:21,930 --> 01:20:24,398 Here. Eat up, eat up. 524 01:20:24,600 --> 01:20:27,262 God is merciful to human beings. 525 01:20:27,669 --> 01:20:30,194 I am satisfied, sir. I can't eat anymore. 526 01:20:31,206 --> 01:20:34,266 This is strange. You were so hungry when you arrived... 527 01:20:34,476 --> 01:20:38,003 it's amazing you are already satisfied. 528 01:20:40,549 --> 01:20:44,849 No matter, it has been an honor to share my table with you. 529 01:20:45,954 --> 01:20:51,187 Ah... but we still haven't drunk. 530 01:21:30,165 --> 01:21:32,395 What a perfect wine. 531 01:21:35,804 --> 01:21:41,106 Finally, having searched all over the world... 532 01:21:41,310 --> 01:21:46,338 I have found a man with a strong spirit... 533 01:21:46,548 --> 01:21:50,177 and firm character, who, above all, has proven... 534 01:21:50,385 --> 01:21:55,186 to have the most important virtue known to mankind: 535 01:21:55,390 --> 01:21:57,688 Patience. 536 01:21:58,427 --> 01:22:00,452 From now on, because of your fine character... 537 01:22:00,662 --> 01:22:07,329 you will live in this huge, uninhabited house. 538 01:22:08,370 --> 01:22:09,803 You can be certain... 539 01:22:10,005 --> 01:22:13,964 you'll never lack food on your table. 540 01:22:16,311 --> 01:22:20,577 At that moment, the servants brought a bread... 541 01:22:20,782 --> 01:22:26,618 a true bread, and the man, thanks to patience... 542 01:22:26,822 --> 01:22:30,280 was never hungry again. 543 01:23:02,090 --> 01:23:04,820 How could a man who has bread on his table... 544 01:23:05,227 --> 01:23:07,457 the needed salt... 545 01:23:07,663 --> 01:23:11,121 meat and wine, tell a story about a hungry man? 546 01:23:12,901 --> 01:23:17,065 How could Father have omitted so much... 547 01:23:17,272 --> 01:23:19,763 every time he told that tale? 548 01:23:21,109 --> 01:23:24,135 The most powerful ruler of the Universe... 549 01:23:24,346 --> 01:23:29,340 confessed that after much searching he had just found... 550 01:23:29,551 --> 01:23:31,951 a strong spirited man... 551 01:23:32,154 --> 01:23:33,917 straight minded... 552 01:23:34,122 --> 01:23:38,491 who above all had the rarest of human virtues: 553 01:23:44,466 --> 01:23:47,162 Patience. 554 01:23:48,870 --> 01:23:51,896 But before he could compliment his guest... 555 01:23:52,341 --> 01:23:55,902 father didn't mention that the starving man... 556 01:23:56,111 --> 01:24:00,070 with the amazing strength born of hunger... 557 01:24:00,415 --> 01:24:04,476 struck violently the old man the beautiful white bearded! 558 01:24:15,497 --> 01:24:19,695 Lord and master of my laurels... 559 01:24:19,968 --> 01:24:22,528 you know I am your submissive slave... 560 01:24:22,738 --> 01:24:24,535 I have sat at your table with you... 561 01:24:24,740 --> 01:24:27,903 and shared a banquet of delicacies fit for a king... 562 01:24:28,110 --> 01:24:33,377 to finish off, I've tasted your many old wines. 563 01:24:36,485 --> 01:24:38,612 What else can you expect, my Lord? 564 01:24:38,820 --> 01:24:41,516 The wine has gone to my head. 565 01:24:41,723 --> 01:24:42,712 Therefore I am not responsible for what I just did... 566 01:24:42,924 --> 01:24:45,757 when I raised my fist against my benefactor. 567 01:24:52,968 --> 01:24:55,198 Impatience also has its rights! 568 01:24:56,538 --> 01:24:59,598 Lmpatience also has its rights! 569 01:24:59,941 --> 01:25:04,002 Lmpatience also has its rights! 570 01:26:37,488 --> 01:26:39,956 I'm 17 years old. 571 01:26:40,791 --> 01:26:43,157 I'm perfectly healthy... 572 01:26:43,694 --> 01:26:47,061 and I'm going to start my own church on this rock. 573 01:26:47,264 --> 01:26:48,959 I'm founding a church for my own needs... 574 01:26:49,166 --> 01:26:54,365 a church I'll enter bare feet, naked as I came into the world. 575 01:26:56,507 --> 01:26:59,840 I want to be the prophet of my own history. 576 01:27:00,043 --> 01:27:03,137 Instead of gazing upwards... 577 01:27:04,381 --> 01:27:08,841 I want to look with certainty to the fruits of earth. 578 01:27:09,052 --> 01:27:11,350 And I can do it! 579 01:27:11,555 --> 01:27:13,580 I can! 580 01:27:13,957 --> 01:27:17,051 I can be the prophet of my own history! 581 01:27:17,261 --> 01:27:18,694 I can do it! 582 01:27:18,896 --> 01:27:20,329 I can! 583 01:27:20,531 --> 01:27:24,228 I can be the prophet of my own history! 584 01:27:24,435 --> 01:27:26,403 I can! 585 01:27:27,204 --> 01:27:31,163 I can be the prophet of my own history! I can do it! 586 01:27:31,375 --> 01:27:33,935 I can! 587 01:28:24,228 --> 01:28:26,788 Maktub. (lt is written.) 588 01:31:24,975 --> 01:31:30,140 Until someday... 589 01:31:30,714 --> 01:31:33,740 a pestilent breath... 590 01:31:33,950 --> 01:31:37,613 invades our carefully sealed boundaries... 591 01:31:37,821 --> 01:31:41,313 reaching the surroundings of our home... 592 01:31:41,525 --> 01:31:48,055 seeping slyly through the slits of our doors and windows... 593 01:31:48,265 --> 01:31:53,202 catching an unaware member of our family... 594 01:31:54,171 --> 01:31:58,198 no hand in our home... 595 01:31:58,408 --> 01:32:02,936 shall clench a fist against the stricken brother. 596 01:32:04,281 --> 01:32:06,749 Let each one of us look... 597 01:32:06,950 --> 01:32:10,181 more candidly than ever... 598 01:32:10,387 --> 01:32:13,788 upon the desperate brother. 599 01:32:14,357 --> 01:32:20,785 And the care of each one shall be given to this needy brother, 600 01:32:20,997 --> 01:32:25,764 each of us will inhale... 601 01:32:25,969 --> 01:32:28,130 the noxious odor of this brother... 602 01:32:28,338 --> 01:32:32,570 and our gentle hearts will soothe his wounds... 603 01:32:33,543 --> 01:32:40,210 and our lips will tenderly kiss his tousled hair. 604 01:32:40,550 --> 01:32:46,511 For love within the family is the supreme form of patience. 605 01:32:48,358 --> 01:32:50,417 It is through family union... 606 01:32:50,627 --> 01:32:56,293 that we may find the achievement of our principles. 607 01:33:00,470 --> 01:33:03,303 And occasionally... 608 01:33:03,874 --> 01:33:07,776 amongst our most immediate needs... 609 01:33:09,346 --> 01:33:14,545 each of you should take the time to sit on a bench... 610 01:33:14,751 --> 01:33:18,585 with one foot set squarely on the ground... 611 01:33:20,791 --> 01:33:23,885 then, leaning over... 612 01:33:24,628 --> 01:33:28,257 rest an elbow on one knee... 613 01:33:28,532 --> 01:33:31,399 then approach the chin... 614 01:33:31,601 --> 01:33:34,661 rest the head on the back of our hand... 615 01:33:34,938 --> 01:33:40,774 and with gentle eyes, watch the movement of the sun... 616 01:33:41,077 --> 01:33:43,204 and the rains... 617 01:33:43,413 --> 01:33:45,847 and the winds... 618 01:33:46,049 --> 01:33:48,984 with these same gentle eyes... 619 01:33:49,186 --> 01:33:52,678 watch time's mysterious manipulation... 620 01:33:52,889 --> 01:33:56,723 of the other tools it skillfully wields... 621 01:33:56,927 --> 01:33:59,657 in its transformations... 622 01:33:59,930 --> 01:34:03,661 never once questioning its unfathomable... 623 01:34:03,867 --> 01:34:07,598 meandering designs... 624 01:34:07,804 --> 01:34:12,366 just as you never question the pure flat plains... 625 01:34:12,576 --> 01:34:18,378 or the winding trails drawn by the herds on the pasture. 626 01:34:19,149 --> 01:34:21,617 Because the cows... 627 01:34:22,085 --> 01:34:24,986 always go to the trough. 628 01:34:26,256 --> 01:34:31,159 The cows always go to the watering pit. 629 01:34:37,434 --> 01:34:43,373 Patience is the virtue of all virtues. 630 01:34:44,274 --> 01:34:47,869 He who despairs is not wise... 631 01:34:48,245 --> 01:34:53,012 he who does not submit is foolish. 632 01:35:57,580 --> 01:36:01,914 I'm crazy. I'm crazy... 633 01:36:31,314 --> 01:36:33,782 God... 634 01:37:47,690 --> 01:37:50,488 I make no mistake in this fire... 635 01:37:50,894 --> 01:37:53,021 in this passion... 636 01:37:53,630 --> 01:37:56,428 in this delirium... 637 01:37:58,134 --> 01:37:59,829 I should have baited her with grape seeds... 638 01:38:00,036 --> 01:38:02,596 a winding trail up to the front stairs... 639 01:38:02,806 --> 01:38:06,469 and held fresh pomegranates at the front windows. 640 01:38:06,676 --> 01:38:10,077 I should have done a colorful flower garland. 641 01:38:10,280 --> 01:38:12,612 I should've ran on the old railing at the porch... 642 01:38:19,355 --> 01:38:21,915 White, white... 643 01:38:22,692 --> 01:38:25,718 Her white face... 644 01:38:50,987 --> 01:38:53,285 Ana! 645 01:39:18,381 --> 01:39:20,906 Time... 646 01:39:21,117 --> 01:39:23,483 Time... 647 01:39:23,686 --> 01:39:26,382 This sometimes gentle... 648 01:39:26,589 --> 01:39:29,387 sometimes cruel torturer. 649 01:39:29,592 --> 01:39:33,858 Despotic devil that affects everything. 650 01:39:35,265 --> 01:39:38,792 He still decides everything. Now and always. 651 01:39:40,003 --> 01:39:43,166 This is why I bow down to Time in fear... 652 01:39:43,373 --> 01:39:46,536 and held in suspense, I wonder: 653 01:39:46,743 --> 01:39:50,235 In which exact moment does the change happen? 654 01:39:52,215 --> 01:39:54,080 Which instant? 655 01:39:55,485 --> 01:39:59,251 Which terrible instant marks the leap? 656 01:39:59,455 --> 01:40:01,047 Which gale of wind? 657 01:40:01,257 --> 01:40:05,216 Which end in space conspires, taking us to the limit? 658 01:40:06,863 --> 01:40:10,196 The limit in which all vibrationless things... 659 01:40:11,568 --> 01:40:14,969 cease to be just part of daily life... 660 01:40:16,706 --> 01:40:20,608 to come alive in the depths of our memory. 661 01:43:34,937 --> 01:43:38,737 A miracle, my God. A miracle! 662 01:43:38,941 --> 01:43:41,409 Let this hand breathe like mine, oh God! 663 01:43:41,811 --> 01:43:45,679 And in my lack of faith I will give You back the existence. 664 01:43:45,882 --> 01:43:48,476 Allow me to live this passion! 665 01:43:50,553 --> 01:43:52,987 A miracle! 666 01:43:54,157 --> 01:43:57,285 And in Your name, I'll sacrifice a lamb of my father's herd. 667 01:43:57,493 --> 01:43:59,961 One of the ones grazing in the bluish dawn... 668 01:44:00,163 --> 01:44:05,226 a young one in the dew, a plump and agile, wild animal. 669 01:44:05,435 --> 01:44:08,302 A miracle, my God! 670 01:44:08,504 --> 01:44:10,734 And I'll give you life in return! 671 01:44:48,945 --> 01:44:51,971 We'll drink many wines. 672 01:44:53,483 --> 01:44:57,283 We'll get drunk like children. 673 01:44:57,487 --> 01:45:01,184 We'll climb steep hills, bare feet... 674 01:45:01,390 --> 01:45:03,324 and holding hands... 675 01:45:03,526 --> 01:45:07,121 together we'll set the world on fire! 676 01:45:24,447 --> 01:45:26,745 It's mine! 677 01:45:26,949 --> 01:45:29,417 It's mine! 678 01:46:19,201 --> 01:46:23,638 The doves in my yard were free to fly. 679 01:46:24,574 --> 01:46:27,907 They took long journeys, but they always returned. 680 01:46:29,278 --> 01:46:35,080 For it was nothing, but love what we had to exchange. 681 01:46:37,420 --> 01:46:43,188 They flew far away and I could recognize them on distant rooftops. 682 01:46:43,993 --> 01:46:48,396 Among stray birds I hoped someday... 683 01:46:48,598 --> 01:46:51,567 would come to my immense garden. 684 01:47:04,614 --> 01:47:06,081 It was Ana, Pedro. 685 01:47:09,885 --> 01:47:12,445 It was Ana. 686 01:47:12,822 --> 01:47:16,417 My hunger was for Ana. 687 01:47:16,826 --> 01:47:20,318 Ana was my illness. 688 01:47:20,529 --> 01:47:23,930 She was my insanity. 689 01:47:25,134 --> 01:47:27,967 My breath... 690 01:47:29,205 --> 01:47:32,106 my blade... 691 01:47:32,842 --> 01:47:35,367 and my chill. 692 01:47:36,846 --> 01:47:39,474 My breath... 693 01:47:39,982 --> 01:47:42,507 my harassment... 694 01:47:44,553 --> 01:47:47,522 I was the crazed brother. 695 01:47:48,824 --> 01:47:51,759 I was the desperate brother. 696 01:47:51,961 --> 01:47:54,828 I was the vile smelling brother. 697 01:47:56,599 --> 01:48:01,263 I was the one who had the skin covered with slugs slime, 698 01:48:03,205 --> 01:48:05,639 and the devil's slobber coating my skin. 699 01:48:08,210 --> 01:48:11,077 Hurry up, Pedro, bring me the basin... 700 01:48:11,280 --> 01:48:14,272 in which we bathed when we were little. 701 01:48:14,483 --> 01:48:16,678 Bring the warm water... 702 01:48:16,886 --> 01:48:19,013 the ash soap... 703 01:48:19,221 --> 01:48:21,246 the scratchy sponge... 704 01:48:22,925 --> 01:48:27,521 and the white fluffy towel. 705 01:48:29,131 --> 01:48:31,599 Wrap me up... 706 01:48:34,070 --> 01:48:37,471 wrap me up in your arms. 707 01:48:39,475 --> 01:48:42,967 And dry my tormented hair... 708 01:48:45,548 --> 01:48:50,576 then run your earnest hand over my neck. 709 01:48:54,390 --> 01:48:57,382 You must do it, Pedro. 710 01:49:02,832 --> 01:49:06,290 You... 711 01:49:06,502 --> 01:49:09,801 who were the first to open our mother. 712 01:49:12,074 --> 01:49:14,542 You... 713 01:49:14,744 --> 01:49:18,908 gifted with the saintity pertaining to an elder brother. 714 01:49:23,519 --> 01:49:25,749 It was Ana. 715 01:49:28,324 --> 01:49:30,690 It was Ana. 716 01:49:36,031 --> 01:49:37,862 It was Ana. 717 01:49:42,471 --> 01:49:44,598 It was Ana. 718 01:49:51,981 --> 01:49:54,347 Ana... 719 01:50:04,860 --> 01:50:08,318 When I saw my brother covering his face with his hands... 720 01:50:09,298 --> 01:50:12,756 it was clear to me that he was seeking support. 721 01:50:13,903 --> 01:50:17,168 He was definitely in search of some solid, hard ground. 722 01:50:18,240 --> 01:50:21,403 I could even hear his cries for help. 723 01:50:24,446 --> 01:50:30,214 But when he suddenly got deeply still, it was my Father. 724 01:50:30,419 --> 01:50:32,910 I also thought it was maybe an exercise of patience... 725 01:50:33,122 --> 01:50:35,215 in which we'd withdraw... 726 01:50:35,925 --> 01:50:39,190 to consult in darkness the elders' texts... 727 01:50:39,395 --> 01:50:42,193 the noble, ancestral pages... 728 01:50:43,799 --> 01:50:47,200 but in my trance, his pain didn't matter any longer... 729 01:50:47,403 --> 01:50:49,803 nor did my respect for the ancient sayings. 730 01:50:50,573 --> 01:50:53,269 I had to scream in furor that my madness... 731 01:50:53,475 --> 01:50:55,500 had more wisdom than Father's wisdom. 732 01:50:56,512 --> 01:51:00,539 That my illness suited me better than the family's good health. 733 01:51:00,749 --> 01:51:04,207 That my remedies had never been mentioned in the books. 734 01:51:04,753 --> 01:51:07,881 But there was another medicine. Mine. 735 01:51:08,090 --> 01:51:11,116 I recognized no science except my own... 736 01:51:11,327 --> 01:51:13,557 and everything was merely a matter of perspective. 737 01:51:13,762 --> 01:51:17,562 Only my point of view held any meaning whatsoever. 738 01:51:17,766 --> 01:51:19,461 I wanted to tell him only a satisfied person would 739 01:51:19,668 --> 01:51:23,297 test the virtue of patience with other people's hunger. 740 01:51:24,773 --> 01:51:26,764 I had to say all this in a verbal fit... 741 01:51:26,976 --> 01:51:29,240 turning upside down the sermon table. 742 01:51:29,445 --> 01:51:32,073 Destroying clamps, bolts and moorings. 743 01:51:32,281 --> 01:51:35,148 Establishing a different balance, and gathering strenght... 744 01:51:35,351 --> 01:51:37,410 to go higher and higher. 745 01:51:37,620 --> 01:51:40,555 Tightening mainly my clandestine muscles... 746 01:51:40,756 --> 01:51:43,623 rediscovering at once the beast in me, 747 01:51:43,826 --> 01:51:46,260 My hooves, jaws and spurs... 748 01:51:46,462 --> 01:51:51,092 letting the oily grease coat my sculptured self as I galloped... 749 01:51:51,300 --> 01:51:53,860 with my feathered mane flying like feathers. 750 01:51:54,069 --> 01:51:57,698 Stepping with my sagittarius paws the soft belly of the world. 751 01:51:57,907 --> 01:51:59,841 Taking from this pasture a grain of wheat... 752 01:52:00,042 --> 01:52:03,671 and a fat slice of wine-soaked wrath. 753 01:52:05,147 --> 01:52:07,411 Me, the epileptic. 754 01:52:07,616 --> 01:52:09,777 The possessed, crazed epileptic. 755 01:52:09,985 --> 01:52:13,421 Me, the starved, rolling in my convulsive speech... 756 01:52:13,622 --> 01:52:15,351 the soul of a flame. 757 01:52:15,557 --> 01:52:18,685 A veronica cloth and a squirt of mud... 758 01:52:19,328 --> 01:52:22,525 mixing the salty name of our sister into this flowing broth... 759 01:52:23,232 --> 01:52:25,462 the perverted name of Ana. 760 01:52:27,670 --> 01:52:29,763 Such shivering... 761 01:52:29,972 --> 01:52:31,837 So many suns... 762 01:52:32,041 --> 01:52:34,202 Such agony. 763 01:53:04,373 --> 01:53:06,170 And Ana was there next to me. 764 01:53:06,375 --> 01:53:09,401 Her presence was so necessary. 765 01:53:09,611 --> 01:53:12,876 I thought how often, like two children... 766 01:53:13,082 --> 01:53:15,915 we would be able to laugh riotously. 767 01:53:16,719 --> 01:53:19,381 Spraying the urine of each one... 768 01:53:19,588 --> 01:53:21,886 against the other's body. 769 01:53:22,091 --> 01:53:24,685 Wetting ourselves as we had done just awhile ago. 770 01:53:24,893 --> 01:53:28,795 And mixing together with our laborious tongues... 771 01:53:28,998 --> 01:53:32,661 the saliva of each other. 772 01:53:33,869 --> 01:53:37,168 Uniting our faces, wet by our eyes... 773 01:53:38,474 --> 01:53:43,002 cheek to cheek. 774 01:53:44,213 --> 01:53:47,910 Thinking that we were made of dirt... 775 01:53:48,751 --> 01:53:53,211 and that everything in us would germinate in the other... 776 01:53:53,422 --> 01:53:55,856 with the water received from the other. 777 01:53:57,292 --> 01:54:01,661 The sweat of one for the sweat of the other. 778 01:54:41,203 --> 01:54:43,967 My eyes were still closed... 779 01:54:44,173 --> 01:54:46,937 when I touched the hay again. 780 01:54:48,210 --> 01:54:50,508 Ana was gone. 781 01:54:51,947 --> 01:54:55,041 I didn't know love required watching over... 782 01:54:56,685 --> 01:54:59,313 that there's no such thing as everlasting peace... 783 01:54:59,521 --> 01:55:02,081 nor a goblet without a trace of poison. 784 01:55:09,698 --> 01:55:11,689 Ana. 785 01:55:21,743 --> 01:55:23,870 Ana! 786 01:55:34,323 --> 01:55:37,656 Ana, if you're here, please answer me! 787 01:55:39,962 --> 01:55:42,123 Answer me! 788 01:57:32,307 --> 01:57:33,968 I love you, Ana. 789 01:57:34,910 --> 01:57:37,276 I love you, Ana. 790 01:57:37,479 --> 01:57:40,471 Ana, listen, that's all I'm asking. 791 01:57:45,120 --> 01:57:48,556 What happened between us was a miracle, dear sister. 792 01:57:48,757 --> 01:57:52,386 We've discovered our bodies fit so well. 793 01:57:53,161 --> 01:57:56,961 Through this union our childhood can thrive... 794 01:57:57,165 --> 01:58:00,134 with no sorrow over our playthings... 795 01:58:00,335 --> 01:58:03,304 no longing for our shared past. 796 01:58:04,973 --> 01:58:07,942 It was a miracle to have discovered above all... 797 01:58:08,143 --> 01:58:11,772 that we've become whole in our own home... 798 01:58:13,348 --> 01:58:15,714 just as Father said... 799 01:58:15,917 --> 01:58:19,853 happiness is only found within the family. 800 01:58:23,191 --> 01:58:25,853 It was a miracle, Ana! 801 01:58:27,829 --> 01:58:31,856 This arrangement of destiny shall not vanish. 802 01:58:35,604 --> 01:58:38,072 I want to be happy. 803 01:58:40,642 --> 01:58:42,405 Me... 804 01:58:43,879 --> 01:58:45,779 the odd son... 805 01:58:48,517 --> 01:58:51,611 the black sheep no one wants to confess... 806 01:58:53,455 --> 01:58:56,185 the family's good-for-nothing... 807 01:58:57,125 --> 01:58:59,787 but who loves our home. 808 01:59:00,495 --> 01:59:02,258 And I love this land... 809 01:59:02,464 --> 01:59:06,161 and I also love to work, unlike what everyone thinks. 810 01:59:13,542 --> 01:59:16,773 My hands are blessed for planting. 811 01:59:17,779 --> 01:59:21,772 I can hear the call of the land all the time. 812 01:59:24,152 --> 01:59:27,451 I'll take perfect care of our animals... 813 01:59:27,656 --> 01:59:30,454 sheltering the cows from gusty winds. 814 01:59:30,659 --> 01:59:35,687 Protecting them under the trees during heavy storms. 815 01:59:38,166 --> 01:59:40,828 I have a shepherd's soul, dear sister! 816 01:59:41,903 --> 01:59:43,393 I'm very versatile. 817 01:59:43,605 --> 01:59:47,166 There's nothing in the farm I wouldn't do. 818 01:59:49,244 --> 01:59:52,839 And some day, our father... 819 01:59:53,048 --> 01:59:58,350 will be lost in his thoughts, and I'll walk towards him... 820 01:59:58,553 --> 02:00:01,750 sit down by his side, and very naturally... 821 02:00:01,957 --> 02:00:04,755 start the conversation we never had. 822 02:00:06,294 --> 02:00:10,321 That's how it'll be, and wonderful things will follow. 823 02:00:10,532 --> 02:00:13,831 Help me to lose myself in this family love through your love, Ana. 824 02:00:14,035 --> 02:00:17,493 I can't take another step in such darkness! 825 02:00:33,588 --> 02:00:35,715 Give me your hand, Ana! 826 02:00:37,159 --> 02:00:39,889 So many things are waiting for us... 827 02:00:42,831 --> 02:00:46,824 A single gesture of yours will guide my attitude, 828 02:00:48,770 --> 02:00:50,863 my behaviour... 829 02:00:52,140 --> 02:00:53,767 my virtues... 830 02:00:55,410 --> 02:00:59,904 Everything, Ana, begins with your love. 831 02:01:00,715 --> 02:01:03,149 That is the seed. 832 02:01:10,425 --> 02:01:12,620 Your love for me... 833 02:01:13,595 --> 02:01:15,460 is the beginning of the world. 834 02:01:24,406 --> 02:01:26,374 Help me, Ana. 835 02:01:26,708 --> 02:01:29,006 Answer me. 836 02:01:31,913 --> 02:01:34,313 Say just one word! 837 02:01:35,116 --> 02:01:38,142 Nod your head slightly, it's enough... 838 02:01:38,353 --> 02:01:41,288 or gently move your hair... 839 02:01:41,857 --> 02:01:43,984 or the soles of your feet! 840 02:01:44,192 --> 02:01:46,285 Be kind to me, Ana! 841 02:01:58,740 --> 02:02:01,607 Be kind to me before it's too late, Ana. 842 02:02:01,810 --> 02:02:05,405 Don't push me away, don't let me go! 843 02:02:07,916 --> 02:02:10,680 I've already said, I'm tired. 844 02:02:12,120 --> 02:02:15,453 I want my place at the family table. 845 02:02:16,291 --> 02:02:18,623 The family can be spared of our secret. 846 02:02:22,397 --> 02:02:26,629 For my part, I'd even give up the children we would have. 847 02:02:27,602 --> 02:02:30,571 The old house is enough. 848 02:02:33,074 --> 02:02:37,773 I want to come again and feel the intense joy of our love. 849 02:02:39,180 --> 02:02:43,378 Acknowledge with me where this passion began... 850 02:02:45,387 --> 02:02:50,620 If our severe Father made a temple of our home... 851 02:02:51,660 --> 02:02:53,355 Mother... 852 02:02:54,329 --> 02:02:56,889 with her lavish affection... 853 02:02:57,098 --> 02:03:00,966 only made it the house of our damnation. 854 02:03:10,545 --> 02:03:14,538 I'm thirsty, Ana. I want to drink! 855 02:03:14,749 --> 02:03:21,416 This wound, this fester isn't my fault nor is this thorn... 856 02:03:21,957 --> 02:03:24,585 nor the mucus flowing through from my pores! 857 02:03:24,793 --> 02:03:26,954 I can't be blamed for this cursed slime... 858 02:03:27,162 --> 02:03:28,891 not for this blooming sun... 859 02:03:29,097 --> 02:03:32,624 this crazed flame. I can't be blamed for my delirium! 860 02:03:32,834 --> 02:03:34,995 One bead on your rosary for my passion! 861 02:03:35,203 --> 02:03:37,228 Two beads for my testicles! 862 02:03:37,439 --> 02:03:40,533 All the beads for my eyes! 863 02:03:40,742 --> 02:03:43,836 Say ten rosaries for the brother gone mad! 864 02:03:47,782 --> 02:03:50,410 I'm bathed in spleen, Ana... 865 02:03:50,885 --> 02:03:53,911 but I can still face your rejection. 866 02:04:07,869 --> 02:04:10,497 I won't hide my smile... 867 02:04:10,705 --> 02:04:15,608 if disease plagues our herds and crops. 868 02:04:16,111 --> 02:04:18,705 I'll turn my back as everyone rushes around. 869 02:04:18,913 --> 02:04:21,746 I'll cross my arms when they ask for help... 870 02:04:21,950 --> 02:04:23,941 cover my eyes to avoid their wounds... 871 02:04:24,185 --> 02:04:26,813 turn a deaf ear to their cries... 872 02:04:27,022 --> 02:04:30,822 I'll shrug if the house tumbles to the ground. 873 02:04:32,694 --> 02:04:37,688 I did not get what I wanted, I'll have no pity for the world! 874 02:04:38,400 --> 02:04:42,302 To love and to be loved was all I asked... 875 02:04:42,504 --> 02:04:45,371 but I was cast off unfairly. 876 02:04:45,573 --> 02:04:47,097 I was amputated. 877 02:04:47,308 --> 02:04:51,301 I'm now in the brotherhood of rejects... 878 02:04:51,513 --> 02:04:54,175 of the forbidden, the unloved... 879 02:04:54,382 --> 02:04:56,680 the afflicted, the anxious... 880 02:04:56,885 --> 02:04:59,752 the restless, the writhing... 881 02:04:59,954 --> 02:05:01,888 of the brotherhood of tainted foreheads... 882 02:05:02,090 --> 02:05:04,388 bearing the ashen scar of sacred envy... 883 02:05:04,592 --> 02:05:06,856 of the thirsty for equality and justice... 884 02:05:07,062 --> 02:05:10,589 those who eventually end up bowing to Evil! 885 02:05:10,799 --> 02:05:14,667 His whispering forces us against the current... 886 02:05:14,869 --> 02:05:18,566 his harsh breath scratches our ears. 887 02:05:18,773 --> 02:05:21,742 Seducting us until we reject the fragile solidity of order, 888 02:05:21,943 --> 02:05:23,342 those stone buildings, 889 02:05:23,545 --> 02:05:25,740 constructed on weeping shoulders! 890 02:05:25,947 --> 02:05:29,747 He is the first, the only, the sovereign! 891 02:05:33,188 --> 02:05:37,682 Your generous God is just a servant. 892 02:05:37,892 --> 02:05:44,559 He doesn't see his own laws fuel the Eternal Fire! 893 02:06:05,653 --> 02:06:08,144 I feel a new wave coming on... 894 02:06:12,627 --> 02:06:15,653 I feel like piercing your saints. 895 02:06:17,098 --> 02:06:19,464 Your tender angels... 896 02:06:20,702 --> 02:06:23,136 I want to bite into the heart of your Christ! 897 02:07:10,351 --> 02:07:12,478 I'm dying... 898 02:07:14,556 --> 02:07:16,854 I'm dying. 899 02:07:35,610 --> 02:07:39,205 And the thicker the shell is made, 900 02:07:39,414 --> 02:07:42,941 more suffering there is under its weight. 901 02:07:43,718 --> 02:07:48,121 Instead of being safe, they are consumed by fear. 902 02:07:49,657 --> 02:07:51,648 They hide from everyone... 903 02:07:51,860 --> 02:07:54,624 not knowing that their own eyes are withering. 904 02:07:55,697 --> 02:08:00,600 They unsuspectingly become their own prisoners. 905 02:08:00,802 --> 02:08:04,966 They hold the key, but they forget what it opens. 906 02:08:06,040 --> 02:08:10,500 They agonize over their personal problems... 907 02:08:10,712 --> 02:08:14,375 and never reach the cure, for they reject the medicine. 908 02:08:17,118 --> 02:08:20,610 Wisdom is found precisely in... 909 02:08:20,822 --> 02:08:23,552 not shutting oneself in a smaller world. 910 02:08:24,325 --> 02:08:27,817 Being humble, a man abandons his individuality... 911 02:08:28,363 --> 02:08:31,059 to become part of a greater whole... 912 02:08:32,066 --> 02:08:35,297 from where he draws his greatness. 913 02:08:37,805 --> 02:08:40,569 It is only through the family... 914 02:08:41,476 --> 02:08:45,640 that each of us shall have a greater existence. 915 02:08:46,781 --> 02:08:52,686 Only by surrendering to the family that each one shall forget... 916 02:08:52,887 --> 02:08:54,582 about his own problems. 917 02:08:54,789 --> 02:08:57,781 In preserving this unity... 918 02:08:57,992 --> 02:09:03,953 each of us shall reap the finest rewards. 919 02:09:08,169 --> 02:09:10,194 Our law... 920 02:09:11,873 --> 02:09:17,072 is not to withdraw, but to join in... 921 02:09:19,180 --> 02:09:22,013 not to separate... 922 02:09:22,850 --> 02:09:24,977 but to unify. 923 02:09:26,020 --> 02:09:29,217 Wherever one shall be, 924 02:09:31,159 --> 02:09:34,890 his brother shall be there as well... 925 02:12:55,496 --> 02:12:57,987 He's back. 926 02:13:00,067 --> 02:13:02,695 He's in his room. 927 02:13:27,828 --> 02:13:30,456 He who was lost... 928 02:13:32,900 --> 02:13:35,494 has returned home. 929 02:13:36,938 --> 02:13:39,930 He for whom we have wept... 930 02:13:42,243 --> 02:13:45,303 has been returned to us. 931 02:13:48,950 --> 02:13:51,077 Rosa! 932 02:14:22,116 --> 02:14:24,516 Andr� is ill... 933 02:14:32,326 --> 02:14:34,988 he needs care. 934 02:14:38,599 --> 02:14:42,330 We better let him rest for a while. 935 02:14:49,477 --> 02:14:51,604 Pedro is right. 936 02:14:51,812 --> 02:14:56,374 Meanwhile we'll prepare his homecoming party. 937 02:15:50,638 --> 02:15:53,539 Blessed be the day of your return. 938 02:15:57,244 --> 02:16:00,611 Our home has been wasting away, my son... 939 02:16:03,050 --> 02:16:08,249 but it is once again it is filled with joy. 940 02:16:13,527 --> 02:16:16,587 I want to talk with you. 941 02:16:18,866 --> 02:16:21,699 Later... 942 02:16:23,571 --> 02:16:27,371 once you've rested. 943 02:16:30,544 --> 02:16:32,603 For now... 944 02:16:36,050 --> 02:16:39,884 take a bath, wash off the dust... 945 02:16:41,889 --> 02:16:47,885 before sitting at the table your mother has set to you. 946 02:17:21,962 --> 02:17:25,295 Andr�, dear brother, God bless you! 947 02:17:26,767 --> 02:17:29,793 Ana ran off to the chapel right away to give thanks...! 948 02:17:31,939 --> 02:17:36,205 Mother is preparing your party, we'll help her. 949 02:17:36,410 --> 02:17:37,672 We're inviting everybody. 950 02:17:38,012 --> 02:17:40,173 - Relatives... - Neighbours... 951 02:17:40,381 --> 02:17:43,942 ...friends, cousins, everyone! 952 02:17:48,889 --> 02:17:50,117 But for us in the family... 953 02:17:50,324 --> 02:17:52,690 the greatest joy is to have you back. 954 02:17:54,361 --> 02:17:58,297 You've brought back twice the joy we'd lost. 955 02:18:03,370 --> 02:18:06,737 Now, let's wash up. Mother can't see you like this. 956 02:19:15,376 --> 02:19:18,903 My heart... 957 02:19:19,113 --> 02:19:22,276 is acking to see your scarred face, my son. 958 02:19:23,817 --> 02:19:27,150 Don't hide anything from your father, be clear. 959 02:19:29,957 --> 02:19:34,860 To make yourself understood, your ideas must be organized: 960 02:19:35,062 --> 02:19:39,123 Word by word. 961 02:19:40,367 --> 02:19:43,131 In all order there is a seed of disorder... 962 02:19:44,572 --> 02:19:48,508 in clarity, a seed of obscurity. That's why I talk like I do. 963 02:19:48,909 --> 02:19:50,501 For example, I could be very clear and say... 964 02:19:50,711 --> 02:19:52,474 that I had never thought of, ever, until I changed my mind... 965 02:19:52,680 --> 02:19:54,807 I never thought of leaving home. 966 02:19:55,015 --> 02:19:57,142 I could be clear and say as well that I never thought... 967 02:19:57,351 --> 02:19:59,819 neither before nor after I left... 968 02:20:00,020 --> 02:20:02,580 I'd find elsewhere what I wasn't given here. 969 02:20:03,157 --> 02:20:06,024 And what weren't you given? 970 02:20:07,895 --> 02:20:10,363 I wanted to have my place at the family table. 971 02:20:11,231 --> 02:20:15,292 So that's why you abandoned us? 972 02:20:15,502 --> 02:20:20,303 Because you didn't have a seat at the table? 973 02:20:20,507 --> 02:20:22,941 I have never abandoned you, Father. 974 02:20:23,811 --> 02:20:26,405 All I did, when I went away, was to spare you from watching me... 975 02:20:26,614 --> 02:20:28,809 surviving on my own guts. 976 02:20:29,016 --> 02:20:30,176 Yet there was always bread on our table... 977 02:20:30,384 --> 02:20:32,318 and you were never forbidden to sit down with the family... 978 02:20:32,519 --> 02:20:33,451 on the contrary... 979 02:20:33,654 --> 02:20:38,717 all we ever wanted was to have you at our table. 980 02:20:38,926 --> 02:20:40,393 I'm not talking about that kind of food. 981 02:20:40,594 --> 02:20:44,860 Share only that bread may in some cases be just a cruelty... 982 02:20:45,065 --> 02:20:47,192 it would only perpetuate my hunger. 983 02:20:47,401 --> 02:20:48,459 What are you talking about? 984 02:20:48,669 --> 02:20:50,034 - It doesn't matter. - This was a blasphemy! 985 02:20:50,237 --> 02:20:52,569 No. Father this wasn't blasphemy. 986 02:20:53,040 --> 02:20:55,406 I spoke like a saint for the first time in my life. 987 02:20:59,246 --> 02:21:01,771 You're not well, son. 988 02:21:04,251 --> 02:21:08,187 A few days work with your brothers will quieten your pride... 989 02:21:08,656 --> 02:21:11,648 you'll recover your health very soon. 990 02:21:11,859 --> 02:21:13,292 I'm not interested in the health you talk about. 991 02:21:13,494 --> 02:21:15,155 There's always a seed of disease in it... 992 02:21:15,362 --> 02:21:17,830 just as there's a strong seed of health in my illness. 993 02:21:18,032 --> 02:21:19,863 Forget your whims, son. 994 02:21:20,067 --> 02:21:22,297 Mixing up our ideas is pointless. 995 02:21:22,503 --> 02:21:25,995 Don't try to keep me out of your problems. 996 02:21:26,206 --> 02:21:28,731 I don't believe in the discussion of my problems. 997 02:21:29,309 --> 02:21:31,869 I don't believe in exchanging ideas. 998 02:21:32,079 --> 02:21:34,274 One plant can never see the other. 999 02:21:34,481 --> 02:21:36,745 Conversation is very important, son. 1000 02:21:36,950 --> 02:21:40,181 Every word, indeed is a seed. 1001 02:21:40,587 --> 02:21:43,147 If I lived ten lives, I'd still think that talking... 1002 02:21:43,357 --> 02:21:45,757 is like an overripe fruit. 1003 02:21:46,827 --> 02:21:49,261 You're young, naturally selfish... 1004 02:21:49,463 --> 02:21:52,057 you think only of the fruit when planting. 1005 02:21:52,633 --> 02:21:55,796 The harvest isn't the greatest reward, when we sow... 1006 02:21:56,003 --> 02:22:00,064 we are grateful just by knowing our lives are meaningful. 1007 02:22:00,274 --> 02:22:04,438 There is glory in the long cultivation... 1008 02:22:04,645 --> 02:22:06,272 a valuable glory we hand down... 1009 02:22:06,480 --> 02:22:09,108 if indeed, that is the legacy we bestow. 1010 02:22:09,316 --> 02:22:12,342 - Father, sowing is not enough. - Of course not, son. 1011 02:22:12,553 --> 02:22:15,420 If others are to reap what we've sown today... 1012 02:22:15,622 --> 02:22:18,284 we now reap what's been sown before us. 1013 02:22:18,492 --> 02:22:21,928 That's life, such is the current of life. 1014 02:22:22,129 --> 02:22:24,359 I'm already disenchanted with the current. 1015 02:22:25,799 --> 02:22:29,326 Those who sow and don't reap, still reap what they did not plant. 1016 02:22:29,536 --> 02:22:32,061 I didn't get my share of the legacy, Father. 1017 02:22:33,073 --> 02:22:35,268 Why forge on? 1018 02:22:35,476 --> 02:22:38,809 My hands are already tied, I'm not going to bind my feet. 1019 02:22:39,012 --> 02:22:40,912 So, I don't care how the wind blows. 1020 02:22:41,115 --> 02:22:42,104 I don't see what difference it makes. 1021 02:22:42,316 --> 02:22:45,012 Things can move forward or backward. 1022 02:22:49,590 --> 02:22:53,390 I don't believe the little I understand here. 1023 02:22:53,594 --> 02:22:57,052 You can't expect a prisoner to serve happily in the jailer's house. 1024 02:22:58,165 --> 02:22:59,723 It's absurd to demand a loving embrace... 1025 02:22:59,933 --> 02:23:02,128 from one whose arms we've amputated. 1026 02:23:03,170 --> 02:23:05,104 Or worse, a person with maimed hands... 1027 02:23:05,305 --> 02:23:08,035 clapping his feet at his torturer. 1028 02:23:10,010 --> 02:23:13,104 The ugly, bowing to the beautiful becomes even uglier. 1029 02:23:14,181 --> 02:23:16,149 - Go on. - The poor man applauding... 1030 02:23:16,350 --> 02:23:17,612 the rich becomes poorer... 1031 02:23:17,818 --> 02:23:19,979 the small man, smaller for applauding the great... 1032 02:23:20,187 --> 02:23:22,815 the short man, shorter, for applauding the tall, and so on. 1033 02:23:24,057 --> 02:23:26,958 I can't embrace values that crush me. 1034 02:23:27,594 --> 02:23:30,688 It's a sad game to live in other people's skin. 1035 02:23:31,098 --> 02:23:35,899 The victim crying for his oppressor becomes a prisoner twice over. 1036 02:23:41,141 --> 02:23:44,804 What you say is very strange. 1037 02:23:46,847 --> 02:23:49,145 It's a strange world, Father... 1038 02:23:50,150 --> 02:23:51,879 which only reunites by dividing. 1039 02:23:54,054 --> 02:23:57,217 Built on accidents, there's no self-sustained order. 1040 02:23:58,792 --> 02:24:00,282 Merit is spurious, Father. 1041 02:24:00,494 --> 02:24:03,019 I wasn't the one who planted that seed. 1042 02:24:03,764 --> 02:24:06,062 What are you trying to say? 1043 02:24:07,768 --> 02:24:10,134 I'm not trying to say anything. 1044 02:24:14,341 --> 02:24:18,437 - My son, you're terribly disturbed. - No, father, I'm not disturbed. 1045 02:24:18,645 --> 02:24:23,514 - Who were you talking about? - No one in particular. 1046 02:24:25,586 --> 02:24:28,783 I was only thinking of hopeless cases... 1047 02:24:29,990 --> 02:24:32,652 of those who moan with reason... 1048 02:24:34,328 --> 02:24:39,231 of those who cry out in thirst, passion... 1049 02:24:39,967 --> 02:24:42,265 and solitude... 1050 02:24:45,906 --> 02:24:48,568 I was thinking only of them. 1051 02:24:56,583 --> 02:24:59,677 I want to understand you, son... 1052 02:25:00,254 --> 02:25:02,415 but I don't understand anymore. 1053 02:25:03,190 --> 02:25:07,183 I'm mixing things up as I speak, my words are rushing, but I'm lucid. 1054 02:25:07,394 --> 02:25:09,692 If there's chaff, there's plenty of grain in what I say. 1055 02:25:09,897 --> 02:25:11,262 But you're hiding your meaning. 1056 02:25:11,465 --> 02:25:13,990 I've said I don't discuss my problems. 1057 02:25:14,801 --> 02:25:17,292 It's dangerous to cross boundaries. 1058 02:25:17,504 --> 02:25:19,529 It takes strength to face reality... 1059 02:25:19,740 --> 02:25:23,369 you'd be insane to think your family hostile. 1060 02:25:23,577 --> 02:25:26,444 Reality isn't the same for everyone. 1061 02:25:26,647 --> 02:25:29,775 I only know any place is hostile, insofar as the right to live is denied. 1062 02:25:29,983 --> 02:25:32,975 There's no hostility in this house, you're not denied the right to live... 1063 02:25:33,186 --> 02:25:35,620 such thoughts are inadmissible. 1064 02:25:35,822 --> 02:25:38,450 - That's one point of view. - It's not a point of view! 1065 02:25:38,659 --> 02:25:40,490 We've lived for you children. 1066 02:25:40,694 --> 02:25:44,494 No one in need has lacked support in this family. 1067 02:25:44,698 --> 02:25:47,098 - Father, sir, you misunderstood me. - How can I understand you, Andr�? 1068 02:25:47,301 --> 02:25:50,793 You're stubborn, I don't understand that. 1069 02:25:51,004 --> 02:25:54,838 Where else could you share your problems? 1070 02:25:55,042 --> 02:25:57,636 Nowhere, much less here! 1071 02:25:59,379 --> 02:26:02,075 Our family life has been precarious! 1072 02:26:03,216 --> 02:26:06,185 You set impossible limits! 1073 02:26:08,822 --> 02:26:12,155 Father, you just said every word is a seed... 1074 02:26:12,359 --> 02:26:14,350 they contain life, energy... 1075 02:26:15,162 --> 02:26:17,460 and may even contains an explosive force, 1076 02:26:17,664 --> 02:26:19,256 we run great risks when we talk. 1077 02:26:19,633 --> 02:26:22,261 Don't interpret me with suspicion and levity! 1078 02:26:22,469 --> 02:26:24,937 You know you can count on our love! 1079 02:26:25,138 --> 02:26:27,333 The love we've learned here... 1080 02:26:27,541 --> 02:26:30,339 I discovered later, doesn't know what it wants. 1081 02:26:30,544 --> 02:26:32,978 It's now just a mere hindrance. 1082 02:26:34,081 --> 02:26:36,709 Love doesn't always unite, it can separate. 1083 02:26:36,917 --> 02:26:40,876 I could say love in the family may not be as grand as we think! 1084 02:26:41,088 --> 02:26:43,147 Be quiet! 1085 02:26:46,827 --> 02:26:50,820 Enough of your eccentricity! 1086 02:26:51,031 --> 02:26:52,362 I don't think I'm eccentric. 1087 02:26:53,300 --> 02:26:56,064 Still, it doesn't matter what I say. 1088 02:26:56,269 --> 02:27:00,672 Since you think I'm eccentric, who cares if I'm as plain as the doves? 1089 02:27:02,776 --> 02:27:05,711 If I set an olive branch on this table... 1090 02:27:05,912 --> 02:27:07,709 you might only see a thistle! 1091 02:27:08,982 --> 02:27:13,009 I'll have no provocation at this table! 1092 02:27:13,220 --> 02:27:14,949 Enough of your pride! 1093 02:27:15,155 --> 02:27:17,146 Control the snake under your tongue! 1094 02:27:17,357 --> 02:27:19,291 Ignore the devil murmuring in your ear! 1095 02:27:19,493 --> 02:27:23,953 Be humble in your manner, Andr�, answer me as a son should! 1096 02:27:24,631 --> 02:27:28,567 - Be clear as a man should be! - Lf I'm confusing. 1097 02:27:28,769 --> 02:27:31,897 Stop the confusion for once and for all! 1098 02:27:32,105 --> 02:27:35,939 - Lf I avoid being clearer... - Be quiet! Be quiet! 1099 02:27:41,014 --> 02:27:44,415 Our water doesn't flow from this fountain... 1100 02:27:46,253 --> 02:27:49,689 nor our light, from this darkness. 1101 02:27:49,890 --> 02:27:52,358 Your haughty words aren't going to destroy now. 1102 02:27:52,559 --> 02:27:55,926 What it's taken millenniums to build! 1103 02:27:56,797 --> 02:27:59,732 No one in our family will mix words as they speak... 1104 02:27:59,933 --> 02:28:03,699 tangle ideas, grind everything to dust. 1105 02:28:03,904 --> 02:28:07,772 Because if you open your eyes too wide, you'll be blinded. 1106 02:28:07,974 --> 02:28:13,913 Furthermore, pretentious enlightenment... 1107 02:28:14,114 --> 02:28:16,309 is as blinding as darkness. 1108 02:28:16,516 --> 02:28:20,384 Never try to set a new course to avoid the unavoidable. 1109 02:28:20,587 --> 02:28:23,613 Let no one confuse that which cannot be confused: 1110 02:28:23,824 --> 02:28:27,282 The fruit bearing tree with the barren... 1111 02:28:27,494 --> 02:28:30,361 nor the seed that multiplies, with dry grain! 1112 02:28:30,564 --> 02:28:34,159 The simplicity of our daily life, with barren thoughts. 1113 02:28:34,367 --> 02:28:37,097 I'm telling you to hold your tongue! 1114 02:28:37,804 --> 02:28:41,399 I won't have depraved wisdom contaminating our family! 1115 02:28:43,677 --> 02:28:47,010 It was not love, after all... 1116 02:28:49,549 --> 02:28:51,642 but pride... 1117 02:28:51,852 --> 02:28:53,649 scorn... 1118 02:28:53,854 --> 02:28:56,322 and selfishness... 1119 02:28:56,857 --> 02:29:00,156 that brought you back home... 1120 02:29:00,360 --> 02:29:02,794 That's enough, Yohana! 1121 02:29:04,865 --> 02:29:07,663 Spare our son! 1122 02:29:13,006 --> 02:29:16,339 I'm tired, Father. 1123 02:29:16,543 --> 02:29:18,909 Forgive me! 1124 02:29:28,121 --> 02:29:31,386 I have not returned with a proud heart... 1125 02:29:33,093 --> 02:29:36,494 I've come home humble and submissive. 1126 02:29:37,864 --> 02:29:40,025 I have no more illusions... 1127 02:29:42,202 --> 02:29:45,194 I know all about loneliness now... 1128 02:29:46,139 --> 02:29:48,630 I know about misery... 1129 02:29:50,043 --> 02:29:53,740 And I also know now, I should never have taken one step from home. 1130 02:29:55,115 --> 02:29:57,709 From now on, I want to be like my brothers: 1131 02:29:58,518 --> 02:30:01,681 I'm going to submit to my tasks... 1132 02:30:03,823 --> 02:30:07,259 I'll be out in the fields before sunrise... 1133 02:30:07,460 --> 02:30:10,361 and I'll stay long after sunset. 1134 02:30:14,234 --> 02:30:16,634 My work will be my religion... 1135 02:30:18,371 --> 02:30:21,101 my fatigue will be my euphoria. 1136 02:30:23,777 --> 02:30:26,507 I'll help maintain the family union. 1137 02:30:33,653 --> 02:30:40,115 From the bottom of my heart, I want to deserve... 1138 02:30:43,530 --> 02:30:45,054 all your love. 1139 02:31:03,817 --> 02:31:06,251 Your words... 1140 02:31:08,088 --> 02:31:12,354 have touched my heart, dear son. 1141 02:31:16,997 --> 02:31:19,488 The tears of joy... 1142 02:31:23,536 --> 02:31:27,973 erase the bitterness of your absence. 1143 02:31:28,808 --> 02:31:33,472 I feel a new light on this table. 1144 02:31:35,315 --> 02:31:39,945 For a minute I thought I had sown... 1145 02:31:41,154 --> 02:31:45,887 on barren land... 1146 02:31:46,092 --> 02:31:51,689 on gravel, or on a field of thorns. 1147 02:31:58,471 --> 02:32:00,735 But no. 1148 02:32:02,742 --> 02:32:09,204 Tomorrow we'll celebrate the once blind son... 1149 02:32:09,783 --> 02:32:12,581 who can now see. 1150 02:32:17,157 --> 02:32:21,150 So, go rest. 1151 02:32:23,897 --> 02:32:25,888 My son. 1152 02:32:32,405 --> 02:32:35,033 My dear son. 1153 02:32:57,897 --> 02:32:59,956 My heart. 1154 02:33:04,237 --> 02:33:06,535 My eyes. 1155 02:33:09,709 --> 02:33:12,234 My lamb. 1156 02:34:02,061 --> 02:34:03,688 The box... 1157 02:34:03,897 --> 02:34:06,024 my box. 1158 02:34:20,046 --> 02:34:21,980 Lula...! 1159 02:34:27,887 --> 02:34:29,878 Lula...! 1160 02:34:36,396 --> 02:34:38,830 Lula...! 1161 02:34:48,541 --> 02:34:51,032 - Were you asleep? - Of course. 1162 02:34:51,244 --> 02:34:54,145 Couldn't you tell? 1163 02:34:54,347 --> 02:34:55,974 I wanted to have a little chat with you. 1164 02:34:56,182 --> 02:34:58,946 - That's why I woke you up. - Chat about what? 1165 02:35:00,320 --> 02:35:02,754 - Lula, I've just come home. - So what? 1166 02:35:05,625 --> 02:35:07,490 I thought you'd be happy... 1167 02:35:07,694 --> 02:35:09,992 Why? 1168 02:35:11,397 --> 02:35:14,264 - I don't know, I just thought so. - Well, your thought was wrong. 1169 02:35:16,970 --> 02:35:19,097 If that's how you're going to talk, then we'd better just forget about it. 1170 02:35:19,305 --> 02:35:22,672 You shouldn't have started, good-night. 1171 02:35:29,782 --> 02:35:32,080 What's wrong with you, Lula? 1172 02:35:34,254 --> 02:35:38,350 - I just wanted to talk like friends. - What's wrong? 1173 02:35:38,558 --> 02:35:41,118 What's wrong, you have the nerve to ask? 1174 02:35:41,327 --> 02:35:44,387 I've been here waiting for you for over an hour. 1175 02:35:44,597 --> 02:35:46,155 A whole hour, Andr�! 1176 02:35:46,366 --> 02:35:48,425 Now you feed me this line about friends... 1177 02:35:48,635 --> 02:35:50,159 - I didn't know, Lula. - You didn't know. 1178 02:35:50,370 --> 02:35:52,565 Where else would I be? 1179 02:35:52,772 --> 02:35:55,605 I wasn't out in the pasture, with the sheep. 1180 02:36:02,081 --> 02:36:04,276 Okay, Lula... Good- night, then. 1181 02:36:07,453 --> 02:36:09,614 I'm running away, Andr�! 1182 02:36:09,822 --> 02:36:12,814 Tomorrow, during your party. 1183 02:36:16,462 --> 02:36:18,623 I can't stand this prison anymore. 1184 02:36:19,065 --> 02:36:22,523 I can't stand Father's sermons, the work... 1185 02:36:22,735 --> 02:36:24,999 nor Pedro watching over me. 1186 02:36:25,204 --> 02:36:27,502 I want to be in charge of my life, Andr�. 1187 02:36:28,508 --> 02:36:31,739 I wasn't born to live here. I don't like to work the land... 1188 02:36:31,945 --> 02:36:34,675 not in the sunshine, much less in the rain. 1189 02:36:34,881 --> 02:36:38,112 I can't stand the boring life on this filthy farm! 1190 02:36:38,318 --> 02:36:40,718 I said not to talk so loud! 1191 02:36:47,260 --> 02:36:49,251 As soon as you left, Andr�... 1192 02:36:51,064 --> 02:36:54,158 I spent all my time sitting up on the gate... 1193 02:36:56,102 --> 02:36:58,570 dreaming of the open road... 1194 02:37:00,406 --> 02:37:03,341 Iooking out as far as my eyes could see. 1195 02:37:04,477 --> 02:37:07,446 I couldn't take my mind off your adventures. 1196 02:37:10,216 --> 02:37:14,585 I want to see lots of cities, travel all over the world. 1197 02:37:14,787 --> 02:37:16,482 I want to exchange my nosebag for a backpack... 1198 02:37:16,689 --> 02:37:20,750 travel from place to place, like a vagabond! 1199 02:37:23,529 --> 02:37:25,929 I'm leaving never to return! 1200 02:37:26,699 --> 02:37:28,929 I'm not giving in to begging, Andr�! 1201 02:37:29,135 --> 02:37:32,434 I'm brave, I'm not going to fail like you! 1202 02:37:47,453 --> 02:37:49,785 What are you doing, Andr�?! 1203 02:37:52,792 --> 02:37:54,157 What are you doing, Andr�?! 1204 02:38:07,513 --> 02:38:09,140 Time... 1205 02:38:11,183 --> 02:38:14,619 time and its inflammable waters. 1206 02:38:15,921 --> 02:38:21,917 The tireless, wide, flowing river. 1207 02:38:25,731 --> 02:38:28,325 Father used to say, "Woe unto him..." 1208 02:38:28,534 --> 02:38:31,230 who tries to hold back its movement... 1209 02:38:32,471 --> 02:38:35,736 for he shall be consumed by its waters. 1210 02:38:36,542 --> 02:38:39,943 Woe unto him, the wizard's apprentice... 1211 02:38:40,146 --> 02:38:42,637 who tears open his shirt to confront it... 1212 02:38:42,848 --> 02:38:45,840 he will succumb to its flames. 1213 02:38:48,254 --> 02:38:50,745 Time and its changes... 1214 02:38:50,956 --> 02:38:55,825 present in everything, in every inch, in every grain... 1215 02:38:56,896 --> 02:38:59,456 and also present, with its seconds... 1216 02:38:59,665 --> 02:39:03,192 in every letter of this passionate story of mine... 1217 02:39:03,903 --> 02:39:07,100 transforming the dark night of my homecoming... 1218 02:39:07,306 --> 02:39:11,037 into a bright morning. 1219 02:41:36,889 --> 02:41:38,948 That was how Ana... 1220 02:41:39,158 --> 02:41:42,616 draped in the vulgar trinkets from my box... 1221 02:41:42,828 --> 02:41:44,921 caught my party like a storm... 1222 02:41:56,175 --> 02:41:59,736 sweeping the dance circle with her diseased body. 1223 02:41:59,945 --> 02:42:04,848 She controlled everyone with her violent spirit. 1224 02:42:21,300 --> 02:42:24,133 She knew what she was doing... 1225 02:42:24,336 --> 02:42:29,000 with her moist dance and soaking body. 1226 02:42:30,142 --> 02:42:31,609 She hurled me impetuously... 1227 02:42:31,810 --> 02:42:37,646 into bizarre ecstasy... 1228 02:42:37,850 --> 02:42:42,651 until I saw my legs to one side... 1229 02:42:42,855 --> 02:42:45,187 and arms to the other. 1230 02:42:45,391 --> 02:42:47,359 My amputated arms and legs... 1231 02:42:47,559 --> 02:42:50,153 struggled to regain their ancient unity. 1232 02:42:56,602 --> 02:42:58,297 Oh versatile devil! 1233 02:44:12,277 --> 02:44:14,040 No, Father! 1234 02:44:14,513 --> 02:44:16,447 What horror, no! 1235 02:44:22,287 --> 02:44:24,118 What horror, no! 1236 02:44:24,490 --> 02:44:26,856 Where is the family's union? 1237 02:44:29,027 --> 02:44:30,619 Father! 1238 02:45:08,167 --> 02:45:12,467 Time is the greatest treasure known to man. 1239 02:45:15,440 --> 02:45:17,601 Although not consumable... 1240 02:45:18,110 --> 02:45:22,570 time is our most valuable nourishment. 1241 02:45:24,016 --> 02:45:30,353 Time is immeasurable, yet it is our greatest gift... 1242 02:45:32,457 --> 02:45:36,518 it has neither beginning nor end. 1243 02:45:40,299 --> 02:45:46,966 A miser who compares his worth with his wealth is poor... 1244 02:45:48,207 --> 02:45:52,837 so is the man who spreads himself out over vast lands. 1245 02:45:53,312 --> 02:45:55,280 The only rich man is the man who has. 1246 02:45:55,480 --> 02:46:00,508 Learned to live piously and humbly with time... 1247 02:46:01,453 --> 02:46:06,789 approaching it gently, never disrupting its current... 1248 02:46:06,992 --> 02:46:12,988 always welcoming it wisely to receive its favors, not its wrath. 1249 02:46:15,334 --> 02:46:20,636 Life is essentially, held in balance by this supreme gift. 1250 02:46:22,140 --> 02:46:26,668 When seeking, if you know when to wait. 1251 02:46:26,879 --> 02:46:29,780 And how much time to give things... 1252 02:46:30,816 --> 02:46:36,311 you won't trip up in error. 1253 02:46:37,322 --> 02:46:43,818 Only the true measure of time reveals the true nature of things. 1254 02:46:48,000 --> 02:46:52,000 Done by (c) dCd / September 2005 96644