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Someone had a good night.
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Do you think all of these people
have had sex?
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And if so, shouldn't they be more happy?
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Maybe their experiences
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weren't as recent as yours.
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I think about sex with everyone.
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But mostly with Carly.
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She and I are very compatible.
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That's great, Shaun,
but H.R. might not approve.
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About me thinking of sex?
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No, about saying you're
thinking about sex.
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- [CHUCKLES]
- And stop it.
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Smiling while talking
to a dying man is not cool.
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Dr. Blaize recommended we speak to you
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about a permanent port.
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It would simplify your chemo sessions.
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No more hunting for a vein every time.
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Anything to help with the nausea?
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It's a normal side effect.
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Anything you can do for the exhaustion?
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Anything...
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so that my muscles don't ache?
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But you can keep me
from being stuck by a needle.
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They're just trying to help.
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I know.
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All the doctors are trying to help.
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♪
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I'm sorry.
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Thank you.
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But I-I don't need the port.
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♪
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And I don't need any more chemo.
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Of course you do.
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It's going to give you more time.
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Honey, I'm miserable.
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♪
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Cerebral cavernous malformations.
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Leads to bleeding, clots,
seizures, muscle weakness,
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even paralysis.
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You have clusters of them.
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And they're getting worse.
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The woman at Hopkins gave me a year.
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Mass General, two years.
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So, what, you figured I'd give you three?
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Some new treatment?
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You know the treatment,
Caroline... a lobectomy.
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I love the way surgeons blithely suggest
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cutting through my cerebral cortex
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to remove part of my brain. Hmm.
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Why not just take an egg slicer
to my ability to paint?
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Yes, it will likely lead to a curtailment
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of your ability to be creative,
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but all of your other faculties
will remain intact.
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[SIGHS]
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I had a severe prognosis
of my own recently.
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Surgery, chemo, radiation, the works.
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My greatest fear wasn't
at the edges of the spectrum.
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It wasn't life or death.
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My greatest fear was
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survival as something lesser.
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Then you know.
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And then I had a revelation of sorts.
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Who I am, how I think of myself
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isn't defined by my skill as a surgeon.
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Uh, I'm seeing you as a courtesy.
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I don't do this anymore.
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And guess what? I'm fine.
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I'm happier.
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You could have 20, 30 more years
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with your family.
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A balanced life isn't
necessarily a lesser life.
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I disagree.
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♪
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[DOOR OPENS, CLOSES]
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20 bucks says Shaun mentions sex
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in front of a patient
in the next 24 hours.
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He's excited.
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I'm sure you were when
a new world opened up.
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But he knows better.
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- 20 bucks.
- No.
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Morgan. [GASPS]
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Oh, I was hoping I'd see you.
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Hello.
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Perfect.
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I was just wondering where
to get lunch around here.
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Any genre, as long as it's
locally sourced.
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Is this a friend?
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I'm Caroline Reznick.
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Oh, hi. [CHUCKLES]
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My mother.
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What are you doing here?
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What beautiful eyes.
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I hope...
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s-someone...
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p-paint...
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Mom!
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Mom? Mom.
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Mom, can you hear me?
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Code blue. We need a crash cart.
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♪
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♪
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I've come to take you to lunch.
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It's only 11:15.
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M-Morgan told me
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that it might be considered
unprofessional
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to discuss sex on the job.
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So, when you say "lunch"...
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It's sex.
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I am expected to be here working.
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People in the Pathology Lab
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take two 15-minute breaks on their shift.
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If they were combined into one
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and we used the bus that stops
out front at 11:25,
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with one returning at 12:15,
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and we borrowed some
of your lunch hour...
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You only require 22 minutes
to eat a sandwich...
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There would be just enough time
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to get to your apartment and back.
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Have you noticed the time
you've allotted for "lunch"
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is fairly short?
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Long enough.
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Long enough for you, not for me.
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You've only had sex once in your life.
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No one expects you to win awards,
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and it was lovely sharing the moment.
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Are you implying the sex
could be improved on?
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Yes.
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♪
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Does that bother you?
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No.
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I have no objection to improving sex.
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Although, I thought it was
already excellent.
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I'll work on it.
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[DOOR OPENS, CLOSES]
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[MONITOR BEEPING]
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LIM: Found the source of the bleed.
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Suctioning and evacuating
the clot cavity.
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The Cav Mals are everywhere.
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She could have a massive bleed
at any time.
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I thought Morgan's parents were doctors.
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I heard that, too.
Why would Morgan let us think...
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MORGAN: [LOUDLY] Maybe youshould save the speculation
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until your hands aren't
in my mother's skull.
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Use your inside voice, Morgan.
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Turn down the volume.
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Irrigate and remove the cottonoid.
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♪
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Why didn't she tell us she was
one of those Reznicks?
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Caroline Reznick, painter.
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Her son's a sculptor.
Daughter's a composer.
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Didn't know she had another kid.
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They're famous, if you're
into the arts at all.
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Mia got you going to galleries?
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Yeah, I'm kind of loving it.
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I've failed Carly twice.
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Did you forget her birthday
or stand her up?
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Are you talking about sex?
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Uh, Morgan says H.R. would
prefer I avoid that word.
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Just to be clear, are you saying she...
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Are you saying she didn't...
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There was no parade.
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♪
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Oh.
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There was a parade for me,
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but there was no parade for Carly.
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I want to give her a parade.
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♪
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I'll continue reading.
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Wait, Shaun, reading's a great start,
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but Carly's a person.
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You need to communicate with
her, ask her what she likes.
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Yes. I'll make an extensive list
of questions.
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It's not just about questions
and answers.
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Nonverbal communication
is pretty key in this area.
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I'm not good with
nonverbal communication.
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Watch her reactions.
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See what Carly responds to.
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You'll figure this out.
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Mrs. Reznick, I'm Dr. Park.
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This is Dr. Murphy, Dr. Browne.
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How are you feeling?
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Excellent.
And flattered that three surgeons
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are here to check on me.
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They're curious.
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About what monster created me.
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[CHUCKLES] I'm sure that's not true.
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Morgan, you're smart and nice
and perfectly normal.
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I don't think she's all of those things.
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You guys here to take her vitals,
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check her for any deficits,
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and maybe let her know
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that she's just gonna keep
getting worse and die?
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Your daughter is right, Mrs. Reznick.
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- If you don't...
- Dr. Browne, the day lilies
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go so well with your eyes.
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Please take them.
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This variety is from the Himalayas.
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Please.
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I really am grateful to you all.
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♪
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I'm asking other people
to take over my cases.
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Check your in-box, and you'll
see the three I've given you.
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In your language, the word "ask"
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must mean something different.
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You're a caring, empathetic person,
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and my mother is sick.
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As long as we're having
a moment of honesty...
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...why do you hate your family?
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You told me your mother
was a cardiologist.
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No, you told me my mother
was a cardiologist.
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I can't correct all your mistakes.
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Was that the mother you wanted to have?
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[P.A. SYSTEM BEEPS]
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WOMAN ON P.A.: Cardiac
perfusionist, call the cath lab.
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I used to daydream
my mother was a lawyer.
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That's just weird.
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♪
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I'm Oliver.
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I have a malignant peripheral
nerve sheath tumor,
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so I've only got six months to live.
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I'm Dr. Melendez.
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What happened to your foot?
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Skydiving.
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[CHUCKLES] First time.
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They coached me how to roll,
but it didn't quite work out.
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He rented a plane.
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A small one.
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All the classes were full.
I did not want to wait.
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You should've come with me.
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I'm afraid of heights.
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So was I.
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Not anymore.
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[CHUCKLES] Hmm.
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Nothing's broken.
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Ice it tonight.
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Try to stay off it for a few days.
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I'll give you 12 hours.
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Lots to do, so I might
be okay with limping.
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As long as I'm here,
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can I get vaccinated
for tropical diseases?
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Thinking about moving somewhere
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the weather will be perfect
for the next six months.
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The dry season in Costa Rica
is just beginning.
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Excellent.
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I've always wanted to see Costa Rica.
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They have mantled howler monkeys
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that make this haunting call
at dawn and dusk.
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Wouldn't that be great to wake up to?
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Oliver...
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skydiving doesn't bring happiness.
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Neither do monkey howls.
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You gonna tell a dying guy he
can't do what he wants to do?
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No.
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Get me the shots.
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♪
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What happened to the patient
who was in here?
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She checked herself out.
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[SIGHS]
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I knew I had to be in early,
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so I tried not to wake you.
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Appreciate it.
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I've brought you
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- a jelly doughnut and coffee...
- Thank you.
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...to celebrate
last night's breakthrough.
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What breakthrough was that?
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Last night.
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You had a parade.
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During lunch.
270
00:12:28,015 --> 00:12:29,649
You made a lot of noise.
271
00:12:29,651 --> 00:12:32,251
One fairly loud noise... A moan.
272
00:12:32,253 --> 00:12:34,720
Oh.
273
00:12:34,722 --> 00:12:37,157
Right, right.
274
00:12:38,226 --> 00:12:41,161
You had your elbow on my hair.
275
00:12:44,731 --> 00:12:47,633
I had a great time last night,
276
00:12:47,635 --> 00:12:49,235
and I really appreciate
277
00:12:49,237 --> 00:12:52,297
how much effort you put
into my happiness.
278
00:12:53,374 --> 00:12:55,574
But no parade.
279
00:12:55,576 --> 00:12:57,043
Parades aren't always required.
280
00:12:57,045 --> 00:12:58,611
I'll keep working on it.
281
00:12:58,613 --> 00:13:05,117
♪
282
00:13:05,119 --> 00:13:07,119
Cassie, stay in Hong Kong.
283
00:13:07,121 --> 00:13:08,587
[SCOFFS]
284
00:13:08,589 --> 00:13:11,257
It would be ridiculous to miss
the premiere of your symphony
285
00:13:11,259 --> 00:13:12,525
because of a medical glitch.
286
00:13:12,527 --> 00:13:14,794
I have to go. Your sister's here. Bye.
287
00:13:14,796 --> 00:13:16,796
You're in time for brunch.
288
00:13:16,798 --> 00:13:18,764
I didn't know where you were staying,
289
00:13:18,766 --> 00:13:21,734
if you'd left town, if you'd gone home.
290
00:13:21,736 --> 00:13:23,703
I finally got your
new housekeeper on the phone
291
00:13:23,705 --> 00:13:25,004
and convinced her I was your daughter.
292
00:13:25,006 --> 00:13:26,605
She said you never mentioned me.
293
00:13:26,607 --> 00:13:27,807
Oh, Blanca's very forgetful.
294
00:13:27,809 --> 00:13:28,874
Pull up a chair.
295
00:13:28,876 --> 00:13:30,209
Your brother's out getting salmon.
296
00:13:30,211 --> 00:13:31,944
- Ariel's here?
- He got great news.
297
00:13:31,946 --> 00:13:35,347
Million-dollar commission...
A bronze piece on the mall.
298
00:13:35,349 --> 00:13:36,549
I'm thrilled.
299
00:13:36,551 --> 00:13:38,451
Can we talk about the fact
that you're dying?
300
00:13:38,453 --> 00:13:39,618
No.
301
00:13:39,620 --> 00:13:41,587
I'm having a good arthritis day.
302
00:13:41,589 --> 00:13:43,389
Why shouldn't I feel happy?
303
00:13:43,391 --> 00:13:46,267
You're so lucky you didn't
inherit anything from me.
304
00:13:48,328 --> 00:13:49,728
Morgan.
305
00:13:51,013 --> 00:13:53,432
I thought Mom ditched the medical police.
306
00:13:53,434 --> 00:13:56,669
Right, the bad guys trying
to keep her alive.
307
00:13:56,671 --> 00:13:58,370
We've all tried to get her
to change her mind,
308
00:13:58,372 --> 00:13:59,538
but you know what she's like.
309
00:13:59,540 --> 00:14:00,606
I'm using a little sriracha
310
00:14:00,608 --> 00:14:01,974
just to throttle your taste buds.
311
00:14:01,976 --> 00:14:03,776
[GASPS] Thank you.
312
00:14:03,778 --> 00:14:06,445
I've been strategizing
with Cassie via e-mail,
313
00:14:06,447 --> 00:14:08,881
trying to figure out a way
to convince Mom...
314
00:14:08,883 --> 00:14:10,916
Did it occur to either of you
to mention any of this
315
00:14:10,918 --> 00:14:13,018
to the only doctor in the family?
316
00:14:13,020 --> 00:14:14,954
Plenty of doctors already involved.
317
00:14:15,928 --> 00:14:18,257
And you barely consider yourself
part of this family.
318
00:14:18,259 --> 00:14:19,925
You exclude me, and it's my fault?
319
00:14:19,927 --> 00:14:22,628
Morgan, in high school, kids kept asking
320
00:14:22,630 --> 00:14:24,263
about my parents, the spies.
321
00:14:24,265 --> 00:14:26,198
And my friend Joel at Georgetown
322
00:14:26,200 --> 00:14:28,734
said you told people your
parents were in the Peace Corps.
323
00:14:28,736 --> 00:14:30,536
And that you were an only child.
324
00:14:30,538 --> 00:14:32,104
[CHUCKLES] I got tired
325
00:14:32,106 --> 00:14:33,806
of fielding questions
about my famous mother.
326
00:14:33,808 --> 00:14:36,175
- It doesn't mean...
- Only child.
327
00:14:36,177 --> 00:14:38,344
You're offended that you
weren't in the family
328
00:14:38,346 --> 00:14:39,712
I completely made up?
329
00:14:39,714 --> 00:14:42,014
[SIGHS]
330
00:14:44,084 --> 00:14:47,686
I got tired of hearing
"Your mother is so talented.
331
00:14:47,688 --> 00:14:49,388
How wonderful your brother's an artist.
332
00:14:49,390 --> 00:14:51,590
How amazing Cassie writes music.
333
00:14:51,592 --> 00:14:53,058
What do you do?"
334
00:14:53,060 --> 00:14:54,493
[ELECTRIC KNIFE WHIRRING]
335
00:14:56,263 --> 00:14:57,429
Mom!
336
00:14:57,431 --> 00:14:58,798
Grab a towel.
337
00:14:58,800 --> 00:15:00,966
[WHIRRING STOPS, KNIFE CLATTERS]
338
00:15:00,968 --> 00:15:03,669
It's not just about what
you do physically.
339
00:15:03,671 --> 00:15:07,640
It's about setting a scene,
offering inspiration.
340
00:15:09,176 --> 00:15:11,076
I mean, do you know what movies she likes
341
00:15:11,078 --> 00:15:14,355
or what actors she thinks are sexy?
342
00:15:15,049 --> 00:15:19,218
She likes the "Alien" movies.
343
00:15:19,220 --> 00:15:20,986
Something else?
344
00:15:22,455 --> 00:15:24,290
She loves "Outlander."
345
00:15:24,292 --> 00:15:26,225
That is a good idea.
346
00:15:26,227 --> 00:15:28,194
Where the hell is everybody?!
347
00:15:28,196 --> 00:15:29,595
Complex partial seizure.
348
00:15:29,597 --> 00:15:31,197
Cut her finger off
with an electric knife.
349
00:15:31,199 --> 00:15:33,532
Knuckle's still there, but we
need to get her to an O.R.
350
00:15:35,435 --> 00:15:36,502
Whoa, whoa!
351
00:15:36,504 --> 00:15:39,071
No one touches that but the surgeon.
352
00:15:39,073 --> 00:15:41,440
Bloody towels get thrown out
all the time.
353
00:15:41,442 --> 00:15:44,009
I'm not dumpster diving while cells die.
354
00:15:44,011 --> 00:15:47,012
[MONITOR BEEPING]
355
00:15:47,014 --> 00:15:50,449
♪
356
00:15:50,451 --> 00:15:54,253
MELENDEZ: The last of
the circumferential sutures.
357
00:15:54,255 --> 00:15:57,156
Good capillary refill in the fingertip.
358
00:15:59,171 --> 00:16:03,575
What if this wasn't caused
by the Cav Mals?
359
00:16:05,065 --> 00:16:07,099
First the bleeding, then the seizure...
360
00:16:07,101 --> 00:16:08,500
Pretty typical progression.
361
00:16:08,502 --> 00:16:12,638
It's also possible
the bleeding caused the seizure.
362
00:16:14,394 --> 00:16:18,264
Microbleeds can cause gliosis,
and that can cause a seizure.
363
00:16:18,289 --> 00:16:20,322
And if the seizure was caused by gliosis,
364
00:16:20,347 --> 00:16:23,748
we could simply remove
that one bit of damaged tissue.
365
00:16:23,784 --> 00:16:25,751
She'd still be terminal, but...
366
00:16:25,753 --> 00:16:27,820
[LOUDLY] Shaun is right, but he's wrong.
367
00:16:27,822 --> 00:16:28,954
ALL: Volume!
368
00:16:30,423 --> 00:16:32,033
[CLICK]
369
00:16:32,360 --> 00:16:34,159
[NORMAL] Shaun's ideacould stop the seizures
370
00:16:34,161 --> 00:16:36,562
and let her keep painting
for the time she has left.
371
00:16:36,564 --> 00:16:38,430
That's something she'll agree to.
372
00:16:38,432 --> 00:16:40,566
Which is why he's wrong.
373
00:16:41,269 --> 00:16:43,702
If she stops having the seizures,
374
00:16:43,704 --> 00:16:45,804
there's no way she'll have the lobectomy
375
00:16:45,806 --> 00:16:47,071
that will save her life.
376
00:16:47,073 --> 00:16:50,175
We don't choose procedures in
order to manipulate patients.
377
00:16:50,177 --> 00:16:51,510
No, we choose procedures
378
00:16:51,512 --> 00:16:53,779
based on what will have
the greatest benefit.
379
00:16:55,081 --> 00:16:57,850
Dr. Melendez, I'd like to excuse myself
380
00:16:57,852 --> 00:16:59,585
to speak with the patient's daughter.
381
00:16:59,587 --> 00:17:00,837
Please.
382
00:17:00,862 --> 00:17:04,123
♪
383
00:17:04,125 --> 00:17:05,691
[SIGHS]
384
00:17:05,693 --> 00:17:07,493
I know not disclosing a treatment
385
00:17:07,495 --> 00:17:08,894
is borderline unethical,
386
00:17:08,896 --> 00:17:11,263
but when there is a cure that
the patient is ignoring...
387
00:17:11,265 --> 00:17:12,765
You don't want her to die.
388
00:17:12,767 --> 00:17:13,966
Thanks for the summation.
389
00:17:13,968 --> 00:17:17,145
But have you considered
it might be more than that?
390
00:17:17,937 --> 00:17:20,439
This cure, it doesn't come
without a cost.
391
00:17:20,441 --> 00:17:21,740
To your mother.
392
00:17:21,742 --> 00:17:23,676
But to you...
393
00:17:25,178 --> 00:17:28,176
...if your mother loses
her artistic ability,
394
00:17:28,178 --> 00:17:30,616
your relationship changes.
395
00:17:32,645 --> 00:17:34,913
If she loses the thing
she lords over you,
396
00:17:34,938 --> 00:17:38,573
she... Maybe she'd be nicer.
397
00:17:41,528 --> 00:17:44,464
You hate the way she looks at you.
398
00:17:45,666 --> 00:17:47,221
But that is who she is.
399
00:17:47,223 --> 00:17:54,640
♪
400
00:17:54,642 --> 00:17:56,492
Let's try it Shaun's way.
401
00:17:56,494 --> 00:18:04,083
♪
402
00:18:04,085 --> 00:18:11,457
♪
403
00:18:12,610 --> 00:18:14,173
PARK: Sorry about this all-nighter,
404
00:18:14,175 --> 00:18:15,848
but sleeplessness
405
00:18:15,849 --> 00:18:17,849
will increase the odds
of a seizure event.
406
00:18:18,293 --> 00:18:20,093
Which isn't pleasant, but we need.
407
00:18:20,095 --> 00:18:21,561
All this equipment will tell us
408
00:18:21,563 --> 00:18:22,829
if it was caused by the Cav Mals
409
00:18:22,831 --> 00:18:24,898
or by a remote microbleed.
410
00:18:26,867 --> 00:18:28,435
You want me to put on the TV?
411
00:18:28,437 --> 00:18:30,537
I find something suitably irritating.
412
00:18:30,539 --> 00:18:33,440
Don't bother. I'll be staying.
413
00:18:40,448 --> 00:18:43,616
"Cavernous malformations may leak blood,
414
00:18:43,618 --> 00:18:46,419
leading to brain hemorrhage, seizures,
415
00:18:46,421 --> 00:18:49,355
loss of sensation, risk of paralysis"...
416
00:18:49,357 --> 00:18:50,790
If you have to do this,
417
00:18:50,792 --> 00:18:53,193
can't you find some
"Harry Potter" or something?
418
00:18:53,195 --> 00:18:55,061
We can look forward.
419
00:18:55,063 --> 00:18:56,896
Or we can look back.
420
00:18:56,898 --> 00:18:59,580
Do you want to discuss what
a lousy mother you were?
421
00:19:00,202 --> 00:19:03,436
Baby, I know that stress and anger
422
00:19:03,438 --> 00:19:05,338
can increase the chance of a seizure,
423
00:19:05,340 --> 00:19:06,906
and you're so sweet to try...
424
00:19:06,908 --> 00:19:08,541
Shall we go chronologically?
425
00:19:08,543 --> 00:19:11,277
First day of preschool,
when you promised to pick me up,
426
00:19:11,279 --> 00:19:13,646
but you forgot because
you were showing Ariel
427
00:19:13,648 --> 00:19:15,846
how to underpaint with raw umber.
428
00:19:16,384 --> 00:19:18,718
[SIGHS]
429
00:19:18,720 --> 00:19:21,921
You wore a kilt? How'd it go?
430
00:19:21,923 --> 00:19:25,692
We binge-watched
six episodes of "Outlander,"
431
00:19:25,694 --> 00:19:27,393
she fell asleep on the sofa,
432
00:19:27,395 --> 00:19:29,796
so I came back to work.
433
00:19:30,385 --> 00:19:32,065
Hi. I'm Oliver.
434
00:19:32,067 --> 00:19:33,533
I have six months to live.
435
00:19:33,535 --> 00:19:35,539
Hello, Dr. Murphy.
436
00:19:35,564 --> 00:19:37,564
I'm Dr. Park.
437
00:19:37,589 --> 00:19:38,889
I went out.
438
00:19:38,891 --> 00:19:40,724
In a new Ferrari.
439
00:19:41,926 --> 00:19:43,026
But when I got home,
440
00:19:43,028 --> 00:19:46,730
I started to feel... dizzy,
441
00:19:46,732 --> 00:19:48,598
sick to my stomach.
442
00:19:48,600 --> 00:19:50,634
Fainted and hit my head.
443
00:19:50,636 --> 00:19:54,070
I think I might have been
poisoned by the fugu fish.
444
00:19:54,072 --> 00:19:56,673
You ate a fish you knew might kill you.
445
00:19:56,675 --> 00:19:58,575
You're emptying the bank accounts.
446
00:19:58,577 --> 00:20:02,145
Only my retirement savings,
which I'm not gonna need.
447
00:20:03,348 --> 00:20:05,849
You don't have fugu poisoning.
448
00:20:05,874 --> 00:20:08,983
I know because you're not
already paralyzed or dead.
449
00:20:09,521 --> 00:20:11,193
Ow.
450
00:20:14,592 --> 00:20:17,617
We'll keep you for observation
and run some tests.
451
00:20:17,642 --> 00:20:19,709
Uh, how long?
452
00:20:20,132 --> 00:20:22,265
We have a room booked in Costa Rica.
453
00:20:22,267 --> 00:20:23,497
Enough.
454
00:20:25,736 --> 00:20:28,705
I can't quit my job
and move to the jungle.
455
00:20:28,707 --> 00:20:30,073
Actually, you can.
456
00:20:31,375 --> 00:20:33,215
I won't stay here.
457
00:20:34,425 --> 00:20:35,825
You're gonna leave me?
458
00:20:37,522 --> 00:20:40,057
I've invited you to come with me.
459
00:20:40,082 --> 00:20:42,616
I want us to see Costa Rica together.
460
00:20:42,641 --> 00:20:44,674
You're choosing
the howler monkeys over me?
461
00:20:44,699 --> 00:20:46,069
That's where I rank, behind the monkeys?
462
00:20:46,094 --> 00:20:49,425
Bella, I love you.
463
00:20:50,842 --> 00:20:53,235
I've loved our 20 years together.
464
00:20:53,835 --> 00:20:56,136
I want to see Costa Rica.
465
00:20:56,235 --> 00:20:58,366
I want you to come with me.
466
00:20:59,700 --> 00:21:02,051
But I'm going either way.
467
00:21:02,053 --> 00:21:09,803
♪
468
00:21:09,805 --> 00:21:11,295
Go.
469
00:21:12,918 --> 00:21:16,920
I don't want to spend whatever
time is left with...
470
00:21:16,922 --> 00:21:19,241
whoever you are now.
471
00:21:19,243 --> 00:21:22,325
♪
472
00:21:22,327 --> 00:21:23,994
I'm happy.
473
00:21:23,996 --> 00:21:26,963
♪
474
00:21:26,965 --> 00:21:30,447
I thought I made you happy.
475
00:21:30,449 --> 00:21:36,506
♪
476
00:21:36,508 --> 00:21:42,112
♪
477
00:21:42,114 --> 00:21:43,480
Jumping ahead.
478
00:21:43,482 --> 00:21:45,315
The day I won the regional science fair,
479
00:21:45,317 --> 00:21:46,683
beating five other schools,
480
00:21:46,685 --> 00:21:48,785
including those nerds from Alston Prep,
481
00:21:48,787 --> 00:21:50,687
do you know what you said to me?
482
00:21:51,856 --> 00:21:55,792
That you were so glad
I had something to fall back on.
483
00:21:56,173 --> 00:21:59,729
I'm aware of your feelings
about me as a mother.
484
00:21:59,731 --> 00:22:03,099
I'm aware that our values are different.
485
00:22:03,101 --> 00:22:05,936
It doesn't mean I don't love you.
486
00:22:06,291 --> 00:22:08,124
I always have.
487
00:22:10,574 --> 00:22:14,144
It didn't matter
that you weren't creative.
488
00:22:14,146 --> 00:22:15,912
[SIGHS]
489
00:22:18,549 --> 00:22:20,016
You seriously don't think
490
00:22:20,018 --> 00:22:22,552
there's creativity in what I do?
491
00:22:22,992 --> 00:22:24,220
I think that's something
492
00:22:24,222 --> 00:22:26,156
technical people tell themselves.
493
00:22:26,537 --> 00:22:31,428
But [SIGHS] it's not a moral judgment.
494
00:22:31,430 --> 00:22:33,630
It's the luck of the draw.
495
00:22:33,632 --> 00:22:34,898
I'm an artist.
496
00:22:34,900 --> 00:22:36,255
You're a...
497
00:22:37,002 --> 00:22:39,169
hard worker.
498
00:22:39,171 --> 00:22:41,571
[SCOFFS]
499
00:22:41,573 --> 00:22:45,966
August 12, 2014... Times art section.
500
00:22:45,968 --> 00:22:47,124
I don't want to hear it.
501
00:22:47,126 --> 00:22:49,212
"Caroline Reznick's showing at the Armory
502
00:22:49,214 --> 00:22:52,449
is a lesson in what happens
when a once-interesting artist
503
00:22:52,451 --> 00:22:54,017
sits too long on her laurels."
504
00:22:54,019 --> 00:22:55,785
That woman hated me for years.
505
00:22:55,787 --> 00:22:57,516
She was waiting for an opportunity.
506
00:22:57,518 --> 00:22:59,356
"Bad judgment doesn't begin to explain
507
00:22:59,358 --> 00:23:01,391
what went wrong with every stroke
508
00:23:01,393 --> 00:23:02,859
of this ill-conceived"...
509
00:23:02,861 --> 00:23:04,995
I mean, really, how many negative words
510
00:23:04,997 --> 00:23:06,463
can you pile together?
511
00:23:06,465 --> 00:23:08,164
And she hasn't even gotten to that part
512
00:23:08,166 --> 00:23:09,699
about that "Modern Madonna" piece
513
00:23:09,701 --> 00:23:11,401
that you were so proud of.
514
00:23:11,403 --> 00:23:13,003
What... Remember what she...
What she called it?
515
00:23:13,005 --> 00:23:15,672
- What was that?
- Put that thing down!
516
00:23:15,674 --> 00:23:17,774
- [GASPS]
- [MONITOR BEEPING]
517
00:23:17,776 --> 00:23:22,545
♪
518
00:23:22,547 --> 00:23:24,748
[BEEPING CONTINUES]
519
00:23:24,750 --> 00:23:30,186
♪
520
00:23:30,188 --> 00:23:35,725
♪
521
00:23:43,801 --> 00:23:46,169
I'm sorry. It's not gliosis.
522
00:23:47,605 --> 00:23:49,472
I went through that for nothing?
523
00:23:50,287 --> 00:23:52,909
Mom, we eliminated a possibility.
524
00:23:52,911 --> 00:23:54,177
That's not nothing.
525
00:23:54,179 --> 00:23:56,312
It's a day I spent in this hospital
526
00:23:56,314 --> 00:23:58,478
when I could've been home working.
527
00:23:58,480 --> 00:24:01,899
♪
528
00:24:01,901 --> 00:24:04,218
How soon can I be discharged?
529
00:24:04,790 --> 00:24:07,179
You need to rest for a day.
530
00:24:08,793 --> 00:24:11,185
And then we can say goodbye.
531
00:24:11,187 --> 00:24:16,099
♪
532
00:24:16,101 --> 00:24:17,801
[SIGHS]
533
00:24:17,803 --> 00:24:23,006
♪
534
00:24:23,008 --> 00:24:24,908
[LIQUID POURING]
535
00:24:24,910 --> 00:24:27,141
If I only had six months to live,
536
00:24:27,143 --> 00:24:29,879
I would not stop being a surgeon.
537
00:24:34,874 --> 00:24:36,219
I would.
538
00:24:36,221 --> 00:24:38,154
I'd move from spa to spa,
539
00:24:38,156 --> 00:24:40,723
having massages and drinks
with little umbrellas.
540
00:24:40,725 --> 00:24:44,216
Then I'd throw a party in the
penthouse of the Four Seasons.
541
00:24:44,990 --> 00:24:46,723
And after everybody left,
542
00:24:46,748 --> 00:24:48,214
I'd go into the marble bathroom
543
00:24:48,239 --> 00:24:49,872
and painlessly self-euthanize.
544
00:24:49,935 --> 00:24:51,515
[SCOFFS]
545
00:24:52,104 --> 00:24:54,838
I'd obviously leave
a big tip for housekeeping.
546
00:24:54,840 --> 00:24:56,979
You're very like your mother.
547
00:24:57,843 --> 00:25:00,477
That's not something I hear a lot.
548
00:25:00,479 --> 00:25:02,612
Well, he's right.
549
00:25:02,614 --> 00:25:04,883
You would reign like a queen
over your own death,
550
00:25:04,885 --> 00:25:07,383
insisting on absolute control.
551
00:25:09,153 --> 00:25:11,221
I just meant you each have a funny way
552
00:25:11,223 --> 00:25:14,457
of picking things up
with both hands sometimes.
553
00:25:16,894 --> 00:25:20,597
I don't think this is
anatomically correct.
554
00:25:20,599 --> 00:25:22,465
Hmm.
555
00:25:22,467 --> 00:25:25,649
♪
556
00:25:26,393 --> 00:25:31,988
♪
557
00:25:32,043 --> 00:25:34,277
[DOOR OPENS]
558
00:25:34,279 --> 00:25:36,379
[DOOR CLOSES]
559
00:25:36,381 --> 00:25:37,413
Hmm.
560
00:25:39,236 --> 00:25:42,371
Stereotactic laser ablation.
561
00:25:42,420 --> 00:25:44,254
You worked with one of the people
562
00:25:44,256 --> 00:25:45,155
who developed the technique.
563
00:25:45,157 --> 00:25:46,523
We never used to call it that.
564
00:25:46,525 --> 00:25:48,458
I never liked that name.
565
00:25:48,460 --> 00:25:49,993
Also, it's never been used
566
00:25:49,995 --> 00:25:52,032
in Cerebral Cavernous Malformations.
567
00:25:52,034 --> 00:25:53,329
Not yet.
568
00:25:53,331 --> 00:25:55,698
It would allow us
to target the malformations
569
00:25:55,700 --> 00:25:58,234
without needing to slice
all those cerebral fibers
570
00:25:58,236 --> 00:26:00,103
or remove a chunk of my mother's brain.
571
00:26:00,105 --> 00:26:02,872
It would have to be applied
to each malformation
572
00:26:02,874 --> 00:26:04,240
with exact precision.
573
00:26:04,242 --> 00:26:05,608
Okay, so do that.
574
00:26:05,610 --> 00:26:06,776
You can't.
575
00:26:06,778 --> 00:26:09,112
You're gonna make a mistake
on one or two of them.
576
00:26:09,114 --> 00:26:11,147
And then you got more bleeding, seizures,
577
00:26:11,149 --> 00:26:15,318
you got inflamed malformations
growing out of control.
578
00:26:15,320 --> 00:26:17,320
You can.
579
00:26:17,322 --> 00:26:18,454
[SIGHS]
580
00:26:18,456 --> 00:26:20,924
Even if I was still a neurosurgeon,
581
00:26:20,926 --> 00:26:23,092
which I'm not, I wouldn't.
582
00:26:23,094 --> 00:26:26,362
You don't get to quit who you are.
583
00:26:26,364 --> 00:26:29,499
How long has it been
since you had your hands
584
00:26:29,501 --> 00:26:33,770
inside the source of what makes us human?
585
00:26:33,772 --> 00:26:36,940
That flow, in surgery, knowing every move
586
00:26:36,942 --> 00:26:40,210
and just feeling how right it is...
587
00:26:40,212 --> 00:26:42,584
That's peak existence.
588
00:26:45,950 --> 00:26:47,717
[SIGHS]
589
00:26:47,719 --> 00:26:50,353
I'm sorry. I'm not gonna do the surgery.
590
00:26:57,461 --> 00:26:58,828
Are you s...
591
00:26:59,226 --> 00:27:02,031
Are you scared to pick up a scalpel?
592
00:27:03,200 --> 00:27:06,669
You had months of chemo and radiation.
593
00:27:06,694 --> 00:27:07,927
Maybe it took its toll.
594
00:27:07,952 --> 00:27:12,188
E-Even a 10% drop in performance
would be unbearable.
595
00:27:12,213 --> 00:27:14,346
Why risk finding it out?
596
00:27:16,013 --> 00:27:17,669
Get out.
597
00:27:17,671 --> 00:27:25,688
♪
598
00:27:25,690 --> 00:27:27,757
[DOOR CLOSES]
599
00:27:27,759 --> 00:27:30,226
♪
600
00:27:33,097 --> 00:27:34,430
Skydiving?
601
00:27:34,432 --> 00:27:35,665
Fugu?
602
00:27:35,667 --> 00:27:37,934
- And apparently a yellow suit.
- [CHUCKLES]
603
00:27:37,936 --> 00:27:39,602
Do you think a deadline like he has
604
00:27:39,604 --> 00:27:41,997
burns you down to who you really are?
605
00:27:41,999 --> 00:27:45,942
Or does it just make you
nuts and desperate?
606
00:27:46,440 --> 00:27:48,077
Why can't it be both?
607
00:27:48,079 --> 00:27:49,318
Hmm.
608
00:27:50,752 --> 00:27:52,446
Okay, um...
609
00:27:53,018 --> 00:27:55,585
a little house in the middle of nowhere.
610
00:27:55,587 --> 00:27:57,654
Two chickens. One dog.
611
00:27:57,656 --> 00:27:59,856
Nobody who expects anything from me.
612
00:27:59,858 --> 00:28:01,924
Nobody who is even verbal.
613
00:28:01,926 --> 00:28:02,992
[CHUCKLES]
614
00:28:02,994 --> 00:28:05,161
I'm tired of trying to fix myself.
615
00:28:05,163 --> 00:28:06,745
And I'm tired of being known
as a soft touch.
616
00:28:06,747 --> 00:28:08,294
[LAUGHS]
617
00:28:08,319 --> 00:28:09,656
Not buying it.
618
00:28:11,669 --> 00:28:13,536
There's no way you would get a dog
619
00:28:13,538 --> 00:28:15,071
if you only had six months to live.
620
00:28:15,073 --> 00:28:16,873
Wouldn't be fair.
621
00:28:17,471 --> 00:28:21,911
Okay, then I would foster
a series of rescue dogs.
622
00:28:21,913 --> 00:28:24,314
You said you're tired
of being a soft touch,
623
00:28:24,316 --> 00:28:26,814
and yet your fantasy involves helping.
624
00:28:27,152 --> 00:28:28,832
We are who we are.
625
00:28:28,834 --> 00:28:35,458
♪
626
00:28:35,460 --> 00:28:37,427
[CAR ALARM CHIRPS]
627
00:28:37,429 --> 00:28:47,103
♪
628
00:28:47,105 --> 00:28:56,679
♪
629
00:28:56,681 --> 00:28:58,014
GLASSMAN: [SIGHS]
630
00:28:58,016 --> 00:29:01,851
It's called stereotactic laser ablation.
631
00:29:01,853 --> 00:29:03,750
Never liked the name.
632
00:29:03,752 --> 00:29:13,062
♪
633
00:29:14,189 --> 00:29:16,897
He said it's minimally invasive,
and if it works,
634
00:29:16,922 --> 00:29:18,789
it would save my life
635
00:29:18,791 --> 00:29:20,924
and allow me to continue painting.
636
00:29:22,960 --> 00:29:25,262
If I win, I win everything.
637
00:29:25,964 --> 00:29:27,931
And if I lose, it's over.
638
00:29:27,933 --> 00:29:29,900
When you first came to see Dr. Glassman,
639
00:29:29,902 --> 00:29:31,068
he didn't offer this option.
640
00:29:31,070 --> 00:29:32,402
Why not?
641
00:29:33,088 --> 00:29:35,739
Stereotactic laser ablation
is a new technique,
642
00:29:35,741 --> 00:29:38,308
and it's never been used
on a Cav Mal patient.
643
00:29:38,310 --> 00:29:40,177
So, he just didn't think of it?
644
00:29:40,179 --> 00:29:42,312
But then it came to him?
645
00:29:45,083 --> 00:29:46,516
It was my idea.
646
00:29:50,154 --> 00:29:52,756
Dr. Glassman didn't sugarcoat the risks.
647
00:29:52,758 --> 00:29:55,384
This is the last chance you've got
648
00:29:55,386 --> 00:29:56,904
to keep your art.
649
00:29:58,096 --> 00:30:00,764
I'm not going to complete
my work if I'm dead.
650
00:30:00,766 --> 00:30:03,767
♪
651
00:30:03,769 --> 00:30:05,579
No.
652
00:30:06,238 --> 00:30:08,598
But thank you so much for trying.
653
00:30:08,600 --> 00:30:18,682
♪
654
00:30:18,684 --> 00:30:20,761
Why didn't you back me up?
655
00:30:21,153 --> 00:30:23,720
I didn't know you were gonna
throw this crapshoot at us.
656
00:30:23,722 --> 00:30:25,722
Do you even listen
to what she's been saying?
657
00:30:25,724 --> 00:30:27,557
She wants to finish her work.
658
00:30:27,559 --> 00:30:29,393
She could live another 40 years,
659
00:30:29,395 --> 00:30:31,228
and her art would grow with her.
660
00:30:31,230 --> 00:30:32,996
Don't pretend those words
mean anything to you.
661
00:30:32,998 --> 00:30:34,665
You don't give a damn about art.
662
00:30:34,667 --> 00:30:36,933
Her family could grow with her...
663
00:30:36,935 --> 00:30:39,302
Her children, her grandchildren.
664
00:30:39,304 --> 00:30:41,271
You and her don't give
a damn about anything
665
00:30:41,273 --> 00:30:43,040
except for art.
666
00:30:44,275 --> 00:30:47,110
You need to listen to me
and do what I tell you.
667
00:30:48,646 --> 00:30:51,415
This is why we didn't call you.
668
00:30:53,985 --> 00:30:55,952
[SIGHS]
669
00:31:01,582 --> 00:31:03,250
The competition in that family
670
00:31:03,252 --> 00:31:04,484
must have been like a buzz saw.
671
00:31:04,486 --> 00:31:06,553
- Okay.
- Please.
672
00:31:09,524 --> 00:31:11,658
[SIGHS]
673
00:31:16,364 --> 00:31:17,731
It's perfectly reasonable
674
00:31:17,733 --> 00:31:19,766
to get out of a game you can't win.
675
00:31:19,768 --> 00:31:21,501
You did everything right...
676
00:31:21,503 --> 00:31:24,271
Moved 3,000 miles,
found your own calling,
677
00:31:24,273 --> 00:31:26,707
a career people respect and value.
678
00:31:26,709 --> 00:31:28,575
Actually, there's
a good comparative measure
679
00:31:28,577 --> 00:31:29,910
for how people value things.
680
00:31:29,912 --> 00:31:31,144
We call it money.
681
00:31:31,146 --> 00:31:33,080
And my brother's already
a million dollars ahead.
682
00:31:33,082 --> 00:31:35,282
See how you went straight
to your brother?
683
00:31:35,284 --> 00:31:36,817
Did you ever think
684
00:31:36,819 --> 00:31:38,885
he might be tired
of being your competitor?
685
00:31:38,887 --> 00:31:40,587
He won a long time ago.
686
00:31:40,589 --> 00:31:42,889
That's why I left that
dysfunctional world behind.
687
00:31:42,891 --> 00:31:44,091
Really?
688
00:31:44,093 --> 00:31:45,325
Because it seems to me
689
00:31:45,327 --> 00:31:47,160
you re-created the competition
you grew up with
690
00:31:47,162 --> 00:31:49,162
the very first day you got here.
691
00:31:49,164 --> 00:31:53,700
♪
692
00:31:53,702 --> 00:31:57,004
Shingles? Like, from chicken pox?
693
00:31:57,006 --> 00:31:58,271
The virus was dormant,
694
00:31:58,273 --> 00:32:00,140
then your chemo suppressed
your immune system,
695
00:32:00,142 --> 00:32:01,875
and the virus woke up.
696
00:32:01,877 --> 00:32:03,510
SHAUN: It can be painful,
697
00:32:03,512 --> 00:32:05,479
but the treatment is very simple.
698
00:32:07,081 --> 00:32:09,116
Do you want us to call your wife?
699
00:32:10,591 --> 00:32:13,393
No, thank you.
700
00:32:13,418 --> 00:32:17,086
Just fix me up and release me
into the wild.
701
00:32:17,836 --> 00:32:20,130
Back to the bucket list.
702
00:32:21,296 --> 00:32:22,762
She was right.
703
00:32:24,132 --> 00:32:25,766
I'm not the same person.
704
00:32:25,768 --> 00:32:28,568
I'm doing what we all should be doing.
705
00:32:28,570 --> 00:32:30,170
We all want to cut loose,
706
00:32:30,172 --> 00:32:32,272
but we're just too practical.
707
00:32:32,274 --> 00:32:33,540
If this had not happened,
708
00:32:33,810 --> 00:32:38,311
I might've lived to be 90,
never looking up.
709
00:32:40,411 --> 00:32:41,948
Dr. Murphy, what do you want to do
710
00:32:41,950 --> 00:32:43,350
that you just haven't done yet?
711
00:32:43,352 --> 00:32:44,484
What makes you happy?
712
00:32:44,486 --> 00:32:46,820
- I want to give Carly...
- Shaun.
713
00:32:48,856 --> 00:32:49,990
Oh.
714
00:32:52,627 --> 00:32:55,040
I like a crisp apple.
715
00:32:55,497 --> 00:32:58,665
The way the sunlight hits my bedsheets
716
00:32:58,667 --> 00:33:01,435
in the morning in a perfect square.
717
00:33:01,437 --> 00:33:04,508
I like the movement of wind in leaves.
718
00:33:04,807 --> 00:33:07,441
And the way the circumference of a circle
719
00:33:07,443 --> 00:33:10,477
is always equal to pi times the diameter,
720
00:33:10,479 --> 00:33:12,974
no matter what numbers you put in.
721
00:33:13,415 --> 00:33:16,817
You like the happiness of small things.
722
00:33:18,038 --> 00:33:19,319
Yes.
723
00:33:19,321 --> 00:33:21,455
Your happiness is too loud.
724
00:33:21,457 --> 00:33:24,024
♪
725
00:33:24,026 --> 00:33:26,526
[LAUGHS]
726
00:33:26,901 --> 00:33:28,768
Shake your head again.
727
00:33:31,666 --> 00:33:33,500
Didn't he have a muscle issue?
728
00:33:33,502 --> 00:33:35,402
His range of motion seems good.
729
00:33:35,404 --> 00:33:39,573
All the better for zip-lining
in Costa Rica, right?
730
00:33:40,948 --> 00:33:42,849
Not right.
731
00:33:44,178 --> 00:33:46,146
We need more tests.
732
00:33:46,148 --> 00:33:53,386
♪
733
00:33:53,388 --> 00:33:56,223
[SIGHS]
734
00:33:56,225 --> 00:33:57,691
I'm sorry.
735
00:33:59,093 --> 00:34:01,461
I know we want the same things.
736
00:34:04,999 --> 00:34:07,000
I'd like to show you something.
737
00:34:07,002 --> 00:34:11,972
♪
738
00:34:11,974 --> 00:34:13,974
MORGAN: Neurons that fire together
739
00:34:13,976 --> 00:34:15,704
wire together.
740
00:34:16,311 --> 00:34:19,212
One neuron goes off, exciting the next,
741
00:34:19,214 --> 00:34:21,081
creating a pathway in the brain
742
00:34:21,083 --> 00:34:22,916
that wasn't there before.
743
00:34:22,918 --> 00:34:24,885
Every time Mom takes a brushstroke,
744
00:34:24,887 --> 00:34:26,853
every time you use a chisel.
745
00:34:26,855 --> 00:34:29,256
It's like we're creating ourselves
746
00:34:29,258 --> 00:34:30,790
in the choices we make.
747
00:34:30,792 --> 00:34:33,346
We are creating this.
748
00:34:34,929 --> 00:34:37,230
It's beautiful.
749
00:34:37,232 --> 00:34:41,155
♪
750
00:34:41,157 --> 00:34:43,103
We target each malformation
751
00:34:43,105 --> 00:34:44,671
with a thermal laser probe.
752
00:34:44,673 --> 00:34:46,573
Just the malformation.
753
00:34:47,194 --> 00:34:50,410
The trajectory has to be perfect.
754
00:34:51,031 --> 00:34:53,246
You can't paint over it.
755
00:34:53,248 --> 00:34:56,416
♪
756
00:34:56,418 --> 00:34:57,984
You could show this to Mom.
757
00:34:59,913 --> 00:35:02,181
But from you, she'll accept it.
758
00:35:10,911 --> 00:35:13,413
[MONITOR BEEPING]
759
00:35:14,945 --> 00:35:18,780
Inserting the laser probe
into the cooling catheter.
760
00:35:18,782 --> 00:35:21,015
♪
761
00:35:21,017 --> 00:35:23,451
Locked and loaded. Ready to fire.
762
00:35:24,587 --> 00:35:26,020
PARK: Dr. Glassman,
763
00:35:26,022 --> 00:35:28,056
are you sure of this location?
764
00:35:28,058 --> 00:35:29,490
It seems significantly far
765
00:35:29,492 --> 00:35:31,492
from what we saw
on her pre-surgical MRIs.
766
00:35:32,828 --> 00:35:35,296
You know what the brain
and breakfast cereal
767
00:35:35,298 --> 00:35:36,998
have in common?
768
00:35:37,000 --> 00:35:39,667
Contents tend to shift during transport.
769
00:35:41,170 --> 00:35:43,371
Yes, I'm quite sure.
770
00:35:44,807 --> 00:35:46,908
[LASER BUZZING]
771
00:35:46,910 --> 00:35:53,114
♪
772
00:35:53,116 --> 00:35:54,315
[CLICK]
773
00:35:54,317 --> 00:35:55,984
First ablation complete.
774
00:35:55,986 --> 00:35:59,554
♪
775
00:35:59,556 --> 00:36:03,424
♪
776
00:36:03,426 --> 00:36:06,369
[SIGHS]
777
00:36:06,371 --> 00:36:09,817
Now we just have to do it
perfectly nine more times.
778
00:36:09,819 --> 00:36:18,306
♪
779
00:36:19,575 --> 00:36:20,808
It's gone?
780
00:36:20,810 --> 00:36:22,534
PARK: Well, not quite. But close.
781
00:36:22,536 --> 00:36:24,298
The recent infections got into the tumor.
782
00:36:24,300 --> 00:36:27,482
Which allowed
your immune system to find it.
783
00:36:27,484 --> 00:36:31,352
But they said it was
an aggressive cancer.
784
00:36:31,354 --> 00:36:32,682
What makes a cancer aggressive
785
00:36:32,684 --> 00:36:35,336
is its ability to evade
the immune system.
786
00:36:35,338 --> 00:36:37,525
That's no longer true about yours.
787
00:36:37,527 --> 00:36:39,394
[SCOFFS]
788
00:36:39,396 --> 00:36:47,402
♪
789
00:36:47,404 --> 00:36:50,438
The tumor has become small enough
790
00:36:50,440 --> 00:36:52,173
to remove surgically.
791
00:36:52,175 --> 00:36:55,292
We can make an appointment
to do that in a few days,
792
00:36:55,293 --> 00:36:57,526
once the infection has
fully cleared your system.
793
00:36:57,528 --> 00:37:00,596
Meanwhile, you can go home.
794
00:37:00,598 --> 00:37:02,598
Congratulations.
795
00:37:02,600 --> 00:37:06,669
♪
796
00:37:06,671 --> 00:37:08,240
Home?
797
00:37:08,242 --> 00:37:13,676
♪
798
00:37:13,678 --> 00:37:15,444
How do you feel?
799
00:37:15,446 --> 00:37:16,879
Tired.
800
00:37:16,881 --> 00:37:18,614
Of being in this place.
801
00:37:18,616 --> 00:37:20,649
Reasonable answer.
802
00:37:20,651 --> 00:37:22,885
Do you feel your creativity's impaired?
803
00:37:24,354 --> 00:37:25,621
[SIGHS]
804
00:37:28,859 --> 00:37:30,092
[CHUCKLES]
805
00:37:30,094 --> 00:37:32,228
Isn't that the graphic you
use to sign your paintings?
806
00:37:32,230 --> 00:37:34,463
Thank you for knowing that.
807
00:37:34,465 --> 00:37:37,364
Ariel was afraid you'd feel vandalized.
808
00:37:38,201 --> 00:37:39,635
Ah, don't be silly.
809
00:37:39,637 --> 00:37:41,117
We'll auction off the door.
810
00:37:46,583 --> 00:37:47,616
[SIGHS]
811
00:37:47,641 --> 00:37:49,578
Mom, you've thanked your doctors,
812
00:37:49,580 --> 00:37:51,013
but you haven't said anything to Morgan.
813
00:37:52,816 --> 00:37:54,950
You know, getting out
of this mess intact,
814
00:37:54,952 --> 00:37:56,418
that's down to her.
815
00:37:56,420 --> 00:37:58,687
Oh, yes, I know.
816
00:37:58,689 --> 00:38:01,557
♪
817
00:38:01,559 --> 00:38:03,764
I owe you everything.
818
00:38:03,766 --> 00:38:10,434
♪
819
00:38:10,436 --> 00:38:14,359
Thank you... for saving my life.
820
00:38:17,007 --> 00:38:18,807
You're welcome.
821
00:38:18,809 --> 00:38:25,648
♪
822
00:38:25,650 --> 00:38:28,517
[SIGHS]
823
00:38:28,519 --> 00:38:31,587
Our little plodder came through.
824
00:38:31,589 --> 00:38:39,061
♪
825
00:38:39,063 --> 00:38:42,598
Not everybody gets a parade.
826
00:38:42,600 --> 00:38:44,366
Maybe Carly doesn't have them.
827
00:38:44,368 --> 00:38:47,703
Maybe I haven't practiced enough.
828
00:38:47,705 --> 00:38:49,772
I've worked on my surgical technique
829
00:38:49,774 --> 00:38:51,240
for hundreds of hours.
830
00:38:51,242 --> 00:38:54,274
You can't just take the pizza
out of the freezer and dig in.
831
00:38:55,679 --> 00:38:57,713
You have to put it
in the microwave first.
832
00:38:59,616 --> 00:39:01,884
Actually, Dr. Lim,
833
00:39:01,886 --> 00:39:04,784
a toaster oven is better for the crust.
834
00:39:05,894 --> 00:39:08,596
She's not talking about pizza, Shaun.
835
00:39:09,759 --> 00:39:10,859
Mm.
836
00:39:10,861 --> 00:39:13,062
Men your age run out of patience.
837
00:39:13,064 --> 00:39:17,213
They turn off the microwave
before that pizza's ready.
838
00:39:21,838 --> 00:39:24,607
You want to give a parade, Shaun?
839
00:39:24,609 --> 00:39:25,774
Yes.
840
00:39:25,776 --> 00:39:27,610
You want to give a great parade?
841
00:39:27,612 --> 00:39:29,893
Are there differences in parades?
842
00:39:31,414 --> 00:39:35,017
Some have balloons and marching bands.
843
00:39:35,019 --> 00:39:38,354
Other parades are sparsely attended.
844
00:39:38,356 --> 00:39:42,524
I want Carly to have
the best parade possible.
845
00:39:42,526 --> 00:39:44,460
I know you do.
846
00:39:44,462 --> 00:39:47,563
Just as you want to be
the best surgeon possible.
847
00:39:47,565 --> 00:39:50,899
When you're in the O.R.,
you commit totally.
848
00:39:50,901 --> 00:39:53,602
You persevere.
Everything else falls away.
849
00:39:53,604 --> 00:39:57,006
You focus entirely on what you're doing.
850
00:39:57,008 --> 00:39:58,807
That's your superpower.
851
00:40:02,512 --> 00:40:04,713
Now I want you to take Carly home
852
00:40:04,715 --> 00:40:06,649
and work that parade route
853
00:40:06,651 --> 00:40:09,652
and don't stop until the band
begins playing.
854
00:40:12,789 --> 00:40:14,723
And then go 3% longer.
855
00:40:19,651 --> 00:40:22,031
I will.
856
00:40:23,700 --> 00:40:27,603
[KEVIN MORBY'S "PARADE" PLAYS]
857
00:40:27,605 --> 00:40:31,440
♪
858
00:40:31,442 --> 00:40:32,936
See you tomorrow.
859
00:40:32,938 --> 00:40:38,280
♪
860
00:40:38,282 --> 00:40:40,749
All that focus.
861
00:40:40,751 --> 00:40:43,185
Strangely intriguing.
862
00:40:43,187 --> 00:40:49,258
♪
863
00:40:49,260 --> 00:40:55,330
♪
864
00:40:55,332 --> 00:40:58,934
If I only had six months to live,
865
00:40:58,936 --> 00:41:01,804
I wouldn't want to be
anywhere but where I am.
866
00:41:01,806 --> 00:41:04,640
♪
867
00:41:04,642 --> 00:41:09,078
♪ If you come to find out who you are ♪
868
00:41:10,080 --> 00:41:12,147
♪ And may you find out ♪
869
00:41:12,149 --> 00:41:15,918
♪ May find you find out who you are ♪
870
00:41:15,920 --> 00:41:17,720
Are you getting on?
871
00:41:17,722 --> 00:41:21,690
♪ If you come to search
for what is lost ♪
872
00:41:21,692 --> 00:41:23,325
No.
873
00:41:23,327 --> 00:41:24,927
♪ Then may you find it ♪
874
00:41:24,929 --> 00:41:28,197
♪ May you find it at any cost ♪
875
00:41:29,866 --> 00:41:35,537
♪ If you come over from far ♪
876
00:41:35,539 --> 00:41:40,576
♪ May it not touch you
or ever do you harm ♪
877
00:41:40,578 --> 00:41:45,881
♪
878
00:41:45,883 --> 00:41:52,020
♪ Passing slowly through the town ♪
879
00:41:52,022 --> 00:41:57,826
♪ My feet, they cannot touch the ground ♪
880
00:41:57,828 --> 00:42:00,529
♪ Of the parade ♪
881
00:42:00,531 --> 00:42:05,267
♪
882
00:42:05,269 --> 00:42:09,037
♪
883
00:42:09,039 --> 00:42:11,306
[SIGHS]
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