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Dialogue: 0,0:00:13.65,0:00:16.68,Default,,0,0,0,,How did I get to this place?
Dialogue: 0,0:00:16.68,0:00:19.02,Default,,0,0,0,,Draped across a man's lap.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:19.31,0:00:22.25,Default,,0,0,0,,Being punished like a disobedient child.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:22.51,0:00:26.02,Default,,0,0,0,,Willingly submitting myself to him.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:26.02,0:00:28.02,Default,,0,0,0,,Surrendering control.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:28.60,0:00:31.65,Default,,0,0,0,,How does anyone get to this place?
Dialogue: 0,0:00:31.65,0:00:36.74,Default,,0,0,0,,Where every single fiber of who you thought you were suddenly vanishes.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:36.74,0:00:38.11,Default,,0,0,0,,...someone new.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:38.11,0:00:40.11,Default,,0,0,0,,...is born.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:42.51,0:00:45.02,Default,,0,0,0,,This is my story.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:51.22,0:00:53.08,Default,,0,0,0,,Normal.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:53.08,0:00:56.60,Default,,0,0,0,,Webster's dictionary defines normal as....
Dialogue: 0,0:00:56.60,0:00:59.82,Default,,0,0,0,,...conforming to the standard or the common type.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:59.82,0:01:08.00,Default,,0,0,0,,...Usual...not abnormal...regular...standard.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:08.00,0:01:14.65,Default,,0,0,0,,But ... how does anyone define that for themselves.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:15.54,0:01:23.25,Default,,0,0,0,,By society's standards it would be anything that doesn't challenge an expected idea or behavior.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:25.82,0:01:31.20,Default,,0,0,0,,Living the textbook perfect life in order for everyone else to accept you.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:31.20,0:01:35.17,Default,,0,0,0,,Even if you, don't accept you.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:38.42,0:01:41.80,Default,,0,0,0,,Yes! Yes!
Dialogue: 0,0:17:58.73,0:18:02.80,Default,,0,0,0,,Congratulations! It's over 2 karats.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:02.80,0:18:04.80,Default,,0,0,0,,Impressive.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:04.26,0:18:09.20,Default,,0,0,0,,Thank god it was a Tiffany cut. I would've shot myself if it was a marquis!
Dialogue: 0,0:18:12.00,0:18:14.60,Default,,0,0,0,,Do you think I should update my Facebook status?
Dialogue: 0,0:18:14.60,0:18:18.20,Default,,0,0,0,,I don't want to seem to look like one of those girls that want everyone talking about their engagement.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:18.20,0:18:20.20,Default,,0,0,0,,I'm just so excited!
Dialogue: 0,0:18:20.20,0:18:22.25,Default,,0,0,0,,Aren't girls supposed to talk about their engagements?
Dialogue: 0,0:18:22.25,0:18:25.11,Default,,0,0,0,,I mean...isn't that part of the point?
Dialogue: 0,0:18:25.11,0:18:27.11,Default,,0,0,0,,What the hell is wrong with you?
Dialogue: 0,0:18:27.11,0:18:29.11,Default,,0,0,0,,Nothing.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:29.11,0:18:31.11,Default,,0,0,0,,You're gonna be my maid of honor, Emma.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:31.11,0:18:34.34,Default,,0,0,0,,The least you can do is pretend to be happy for me.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:35.00,0:18:36.34,Default,,0,0,0,,What!?
Dialogue: 0,0:18:36.34,0:18:39.94,Default,,0,0,0,,Well....wasn't he just threatening to break up with you last week?
Dialogue: 0,0:18:40.48,0:18:42.60,Default,,0,0,0,,He was threatening to break up with me?
Dialogue: 0,0:18:42.60,0:18:45.02,Default,,0,0,0,,Because I was pressuring him about getting married.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:45.02,0:18:48.17,Default,,0,0,0,,Now that we're engaged...there's no more pressure.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:48.17,0:18:51.20,Default,,0,0,0,,That's entirely logical.
Dialogue: 0,0:18:51.20,0:18:53.20,Default,,0,0,0,,I'm sorry!...
Dialogue: 0,0:18:53.20,0:18:58.77,Default,,0,0,0,,But I'm a little shocked that you feel entitled to give me advice about relationships!
Dialogue: 0,0:18:58.77,0:19:02.88,Default,,0,0,0,,When have you ever {\i1}been{\i0} in a relationship?
Dialogue: 0,0:19:02.88,0:19:06.05,Default,,0,0,0,,I didn't entirely blame her for being mad.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:06.05,0:19:07.57,Default,,0,0,0,,She was right.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:07.57,0:19:09.57,Default,,0,0,0,,What did I know about relationships?
Dialogue: 0,0:19:09.57,0:19:14.40,Default,,0,0,0,,And just so you know...everyone, including mom and dad, think you're gay!
Dialogue: 0,0:19:14.14,0:19:16.40,Default,,0,0,0,,I'd never even had one.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:16.40,0:19:19.34,Default,,0,0,0,,I hated the phoniness of twenty-somethings dating.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:19.34,0:19:22.34,Default,,0,0,0,,All those text-messages with emoticons....
Dialogue: 0,0:19:22.34,0:19:24.94,Default,,0,0,0,,...liking of each other's Facebook's status"...
Dialogue: 0,0:19:24.94,0:19:26.94,Default,,0,0,0,,...but the fact still remained.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:26.94,0:19:31.20,Default,,0,0,0,,While the rest of the world seemed completely comfortable embracing each other's clichés...
Dialogue: 0,0:19:31.20,0:19:34.94,Default,,0,0,0,,....when it came to love and romance, I was hopelessly detached.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:34.94,0:19:40.22,Default,,0,0,0,,Disinterested to the point that I wondered if there was something psychologically wrong with me.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:40.22,0:19:42.22,Default,,0,0,0,,Until one February morning....
Dialogue: 0,0:19:42.22,0:19:46.22,Default,,0,0,0,,...I met the man that changed...absolutely everything.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:48.60,0:19:51.05,Default,,0,0,0,,Mr. Frederick's ready for you.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:51.05,0:19:56.34,Default,,0,0,0,,I met him while working on my master's thesis about gender equality in the workplace.
Dialogue: 0,0:19:57.11,0:20:05.00,Default,,0,0,0,,I'd interviewed everyone from female executives to male nurses to transgender women battling the glass ceiling.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:05.48,0:20:13.20,Default,,0,0,0,,William Frederick was of interest because 97% of his 2000 employees were female.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:16.45,0:20:18.77,Default,,0,0,0,,You that girl doing the paper?
Dialogue: 0,0:20:18.77,0:20:21.88,Default,,0,0,0,,Emma Marx. Yes.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:25.14,0:20:29.60,Default,,0,0,0,,I have some interview questions that I'd like to ask you.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:31.37,0:20:34.08,Default,,0,0,0,,Let's just get started.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:40.82,0:20:43.31,Default,,0,0,0,,The interview lasted about 30 minutes,...
Dialogue: 0,0:20:43.31,0:20:47.57,Default,,0,0,0,,...covering topics ranging from his overly arrogant hiring process...
Dialogue: 0,0:20:47.57,0:20:50.22,Default,,0,0,0,,There's no one who's better at hiring than I am.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:51.17,0:20:57.31,Default,,0,0,0,,I can tell more about someone in the first 5 seconds than even their on parents can.
Dialogue: 0,0:20:57.77,0:21:00.82,Default,,0,0,0,,...To his sexist reason for hiring predominantly women.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:00.82,0:21:05.40,Default,,0,0,0,,Women are hormonally optimal for working at this company.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:05.40,0:21:08.82,Default,,0,0,0,,I like women. I can read women.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:08.82,0:21:10.82,Default,,0,0,0,,Even better than I can read men.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:11.22,0:21:14.40,Default,,0,0,0,,Women are malleable and I like malleable.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:14.40,0:21:19.34,Default,,0,0,0,,But it was one part of the conversation that stood out over all the rest.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:19.34,0:21:23.60,Default,,0,0,0,,Something that resonated with me in ways that I couldn't even begin to understand.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:23.60,0:21:29.48,Default,,0,0,0,,I like employees who enjoy submitting to authority rather than challenging it.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:29.48,0:21:31.48,Default,,0,0,0,,They make the best employees.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:32.11,0:21:36.00,Default,,0,0,0,,Why, because that way you're always in control?
Dialogue: 0,0:21:36.00,0:21:38.00,Default,,0,0,0,,I'm entitled to control. This is my company.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:38.00,0:21:42.28,Default,,0,0,0,,You'd be surprised. People like being told what to do.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:42.85,0:21:44.28,Default,,0,0,0,,You don't.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:44.28,0:21:45.71,Default,,0,0,0,,No.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:45.71,0:21:47.71,Default,,0,0,0,,I don't get off on it.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:47.71,0:21:49.71,Default,,0,0,0,,I get off on control.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:50.31,0:21:53.80,Default,,0,0,0,,I get off watching other people submit to it.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:53.80,0:21:58.25,Default,,0,0,0,,People enjoy that rare sense of freedom when someone else is in the driver's seat.
Dialogue: 0,0:21:58.25,0:22:01.02,Default,,0,0,0,,I don't think controlling someone liberates them.
Dialogue: 0,0:22:01.02,0:22:03.02,Default,,0,0,0,,Do you think you're liberated?
Dialogue: 0,0:22:04.51,0:22:06.51,Default,,0,0,0,,Yes, I do, actually.
Dialogue: 0,0:22:06.51,0:22:08.51,Default,,0,0,0,,Well you're not.
Dialogue: 0,0:22:08.20,0:22:09.91,Default,,0,0,0,,Excuse me, but...
Dialogue: 0,0:22:09.91,0:22:14.00,Default,,0,0,0,,....I don't think you're as good judging people as you think you are.
Dialogue: 0,0:22:14.00,0:22:16.00,Default,,0,0,0,,I'm very liberated.
Dialogue: 0,0:22:16.00,0:22:21.34,Default,,0,0,0,,I'd like to see your version of liberated and then show you mine.
Dialogue: 0,0:22:24.25,0:22:28.14,Default,,0,0,0,,[announcer speaks]
Dialogue: 0,0:22:29.45,0:22:32.51,Default,,0,0,0,,Have her hold.
Dialogue: 0,0:22:33.11,0:22:34.77,Default,,0,0,0,,I've got to take this call.
Dialogue: 0,0:22:35.51,0:22:37.65,Default,,0,0,0,,I hope I didn't offend you.
Dialogue: 0,0:22:37.65,0:22:40.54,Default,,0,0,0,,I'm just not usually one for self-restraint.
Dialogue: 0,0:22:41.88,0:22:44.25,Default,,0,0,0,,That's too bad.
Dialogue: 0,0:22:50.80,0:22:53.65,Default,,0,0,0,,Thank you for your time. Uhh...
Dialogue: 0,0:22:53.65,0:22:55.65,Default,,0,0,0,,...it was a pleasure.
Dialogue: 0,0:22:55.65,0:23:01.02,Default,,0,0,0,,Has anyone ever told you that you are absolutely breathtaking!
Dialogue: 0,0:23:01.80,0:23:04.45,Default,,0,0,0,,Everything about you.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:04.45,0:23:06.45,Default,,0,0,0,,Breathtaking!
Dialogue: 0,0:23:08.54,0:23:11.97,Default,,0,0,0,,In that moment my world turned upside down.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:11.97,0:23:15.74,Default,,0,0,0,,William Frederick found {\i1}me{\i0} breathtaking?
Dialogue: 0,0:23:15.74,0:23:18.91,Default,,0,0,0,,I wanted to laugh out loud I was so happy.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:21.77,0:23:23.82,Default,,0,0,0,,This is what people always talked about.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:23.82,0:23:28.60,Default,,0,0,0,,Those insane attractions to another person that leaves your head spinning.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:29.48,0:23:33.00,Default,,0,0,0,,And no matter what I did I couldn't shake the thought of him.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:34.08,0:23:36.54,Default,,0,0,0,,The intensity of his stare.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:36.54,0:23:40.60,Default,,0,0,0,,The casual way insults rolled off his tongue.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:40.60,0:23:44.42,Default,,0,0,0,,The sexual undertone of his conversation.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:44.42,0:23:46.42,Default,,0,0,0,,I imagined it all.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:47.25,0:23:50.60,Default,,0,0,0,,I couldn't shut off my brain from thoughts of him.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:51.17,0:23:53.88,Default,,0,0,0,,I craved his scent.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:53.88,0:23:55.88,Default,,0,0,0,,His taste.
Dialogue: 0,0:23:55.88,0:23:58.80,Default,,0,0,0,,His touch against my body.
Dialogue: 0,0:24:20.65,0:24:23.82,Default,,0,0,0,,You never sleep this late. What's wrong with you?
Dialogue: 0,0:24:23.82,0:24:25.82,Default,,0,0,0,,Nothing.
Dialogue: 0,0:24:28.54,0:24:29.51,Default,,0,0,0,,What's that?
Dialogue: 0,0:24:29.51,0:24:34.65,Default,,0,0,0,,Well, ... I stayed up all night arguing with Greg...
Dialogue: 0,0:24:34.65,0:24:37.20,Default,,0,0,0,,...about where we're gonna have our engagement party.
Dialogue: 0,0:24:37.20,0:24:40.05,Default,,0,0,0,,He wants to have it at some {\i1}sports bar{\i0}!
Dialogue: 0,0:24:40.82,0:24:45.97,Default,,0,0,0,,Anyways, by the time I got to sleep at 8 am this morning...
Dialogue: 0,0:24:45.97,0:24:50.45,Default,,0,0,0,,...some asshole delivery guy comes knocking on the door!
Dialogue: 0,0:24:50.45,0:24:53.91,Default,,0,0,0,,He says he has a telegram marked "urgent".
Dialogue: 0,0:24:54.57,0:24:58.82,Default,,0,0,0,,I didn't even know people still sent telegrams!
Dialogue: 0,0:24:58.82,0:25:00.82,Default,,0,0,0,,Who's it from?
Dialogue: 0,0:25:01.20,0:25:02.48,Default,,0,0,0,,William Frederick.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:02.48,0:25:04.11,Default,,0,0,0,,Who's that?
Dialogue: 0,0:25:04.11,0:25:05.82,Default,,0,0,0,,No one.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:05.82,0:25:07.20,Default,,0,0,0,,Emma!
Dialogue: 0,0:25:07.20,0:25:12.28,Default,,0,0,0,,The pleasure of your company yesterday was worth any jab you took at my character.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:12.28,0:25:14.28,Default,,0,0,0,,The day of your graduation...
Dialogue: 0,0:25:14.28,0:25:16.28,Default,,0,0,0,,...you will receive information...
Dialogue: 0,0:25:16.28,0:25:19.22,Default,,0,0,0,,...about an opportunity that will change your life.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:19.22,0:25:23.60,Default,,0,0,0,,Do not contact me before that time or I take the offer off the table.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:23.60,0:25:25.60,Default,,0,0,0,,William B. Frederick.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:27.94,0:25:30.14,Default,,0,0,0,,Well, what's it say?
Dialogue: 0,0:25:30.14,0:25:32.14,Default,,0,0,0,,Nothing.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:33.37,0:25:39.31,Default,,0,0,0,,So someone sent you a telegram...that says nothing?
Dialogue: 0,0:25:39.94,0:25:43.68,Default,,0,0,0,,Whatever.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:43.68,0:25:45.68,Default,,0,0,0,,Uhh.
Dialogue: 0,0:25:50.51,0:25:52.88,Default,,0,0,0,,Graduation was nearly {\i1}fou{\i0}r months away! Four months!
Dialogue: 0,0:25:52.88,0:26:00.00,Default,,0,0,0,,Four months of waiting in anticipation without even a hint of what William Frederick was offering.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:00.85,0:26:03.54,Default,,0,0,0,,And my curiosity had become an obsession.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:03.54,0:26:06.77,Default,,0,0,0,,My mind an endless barrage of unanswered questions.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:07.31,0:26:11.97,Default,,0,0,0,,Why did I have to wait? What was this amazing opportunity?
Dialogue: 0,0:26:12.94,0:26:18.02,Default,,0,0,0,,Was this even a legitimate offer or merely a mind game in an attempt to control me?
Dialogue: 0,0:26:18.02,0:26:20.71,Default,,0,0,0,,Me...who always had to be in control.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:20.71,0:26:22.71,Default,,0,0,0,,Who always had to have the answers.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:25.71,0:26:29.62,Default,,0,0,0,,Who always had to have things neatly tied off and logically explained.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:29.94,0:26:34.31,Default,,0,0,0,,And so I did the only thing I could do to make the time pass more quickly.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:34.31,0:26:37.17,Default,,0,0,0,,I worked on my thesis tirelessly.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:37.17,0:26:40.42,Default,,0,0,0,,And I got off on the fact that as much as I hated to admit it...
Dialogue: 0,0:26:40.42,0:26:43.42,Default,,0,0,0,,This man had complete control over me.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:43.42,0:26:45.42,Default,,0,0,0,,And I absolutely loved it.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:45.42,0:26:47.08,Default,,0,0,0,,[phone rings] Hello.
Dialogue: 0,0:26:47.08,0:26:49.08,Default,,0,0,0,,It's driving you crazy isn't it?
Dialogue: 0,0:26:49.08,0:26:51.08,Default,,0,0,0,,Who is this?
Dialogue: 0,0:26:51.08,0:26:53.08,Default,,0,0,0,,Do you really have to ask that?
Dialogue: 0,0:26:53.60,0:26:55.08,Default,,0,0,0,,How'd you get my cell phone number?
Dialogue: 0,0:26:55.08,0:26:58.85,Default,,0,0,0,,And more importantly how'd you get my address?
Dialogue: 0,0:26:59.68,0:27:04.71,Default,,0,0,0,,Those sorts of things are not particularly challenging to someone with money and resources.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:04.71,0:27:06.71,Default,,0,0,0,,Of course they're not.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:06.71,0:27:08.00,Default,,0,0,0,,So...
Dialogue: 0,0:27:08.00,0:27:10.00,Default,,0,0,0,,...is it driving you crazy?
Dialogue: 0,0:27:10.00,0:27:12.00,Default,,0,0,0,,You're the expert at reading people.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:12.00,0:27:14.00,Default,,0,0,0,,Why don't you tell me.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:14.00,0:27:16.91,Default,,0,0,0,,It excites the living hell out of you.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:16.91,0:27:18.91,Default,,0,0,0,,Not particularly.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:18.91,0:27:21.71,Default,,0,0,0,,You're a bad liar.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:21.71,0:27:24.54,Default,,0,0,0,,You've thought of nothing else.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:24.54,0:27:27.80,Default,,0,0,0,,I like knowing you're frustrated.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:28.65,0:27:29.80,Default,,0,0,0,,Ohh!
Dialogue: 0,0:27:29.80,0:27:32.97,Default,,0,0,0,,Do you realize how pathological that sounds?
Dialogue: 0,0:27:33.45,0:27:35.37,Default,,0,0,0,,I'll see you soon.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:35.37,0:27:38.45,Default,,0,0,0,,If you know how to follow instructions.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:41.68,0:27:44.11,Default,,0,0,0,,Hello.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:46.20,0:27:48.68,Default,,0,0,0,,Four months passed like four decades.
Dialogue: 0,0:27:48.68,0:27:51.05,Default,,0,0,0,,But the day was finally upon me.
Dialogue: 0,0:28:05.80,0:28:07.82,Default,,0,0,0,,Dear Emma,...
Dialogue: 0,0:28:07.82,0:28:14.65,Default,,0,0,0,,Meet me at 6 pm at 2134 Olympia Drive tonight.
Dialogue: 0,0:28:18.05,0:28:19.17,Default,,0,0,0,,Shower first.
Dialogue: 0,0:28:19.17,0:28:24.51,Default,,0,0,0,,Put on a cocktail dress with thigh-high stockings and heels...
Dialogue: 0,0:28:25.05,0:28:30.14,Default,,0,0,0,,The door will be unlocked. Let yourself in.
Dialogue: 0,0:28:30.51,0:28:33.88,Default,,0,0,0,,Go immediately to the dining room and wait for me.
Dialogue: 0,0:28:33.88,0:28:36.68,Default,,0,0,0,,Bring the signed paperwork with you.
Dialogue: 0,0:28:52.34,0:28:56.51,Default,,0,0,0,,Looking back it seems almost unbelievable how relaxed I was.
Dialogue: 0,0:28:56.51,0:29:00.25,Default,,0,0,0,,I had no clue why he invited me here or what to expect.
Dialogue: 0,0:29:00.25,0:29:03.08,Default,,0,0,0,,The paperwork ended up being a non-disclosure agreement.
Dialogue: 0,0:29:03.08,0:29:05.84,Default,,0,0,0,,Asking that I keep my conversations with him confidential...
Dialogue: 0,0:29:05.84,0:29:08.56,Default,,0,0,0,,...in order to protect his privacy from the media.
Dialogue: 0,0:29:08.56,0:29:10.56,Default,,0,0,0,,It seemed reasonable enough.
Dialogue: 0,0:29:19.86,0:29:21.78,Default,,0,0,0,,Sit.
Dialogue: 0,0:29:33.66,0:29:37.64,Default,,0,0,0,,Well with a place this big, I half expected you to have a butler.
Dialogue: 0,0:29:38.92,0:29:39.64,Default,,0,0,0,,No.
Dialogue: 0,0:29:39.64,0:29:41.64,Default,,0,0,0,,No butler.
Dialogue: 0,0:29:43.20,0:29:47.22,Default,,0,0,0,,I don't really like inviting people into my world.
Dialogue: 0,0:29:54.66,0:29:58.10,Default,,0,0,0,,Thank you for agreeing to meet with me.
Dialogue: 0,0:30:02.48,0:30:08.52,Default,,0,0,0,,Well the...the curiosity is killing me. I'm sure you already know that.
Dialogue: 0,0:30:24.14,0:30:26.54,Default,,0,0,0,,Eat.
Dialogue: 0,0:30:42.02,0:30:45.32,Default,,0,0,0,,You are going to tell me why I'm here, right?
Dialogue: 0,0:30:45.32,0:30:49.24,Default,,0,0,0,,I've been waiting for nearly 4 months.
Dialogue: 0,0:30:49.24,0:30:51.24,Default,,0,0,0,,It's a date.
Dialogue: 0,0:30:51.24,0:30:53.24,Default,,0,0,0,,A date?
Dialogue: 0,0:30:53.52,0:30:58.12,Default,,0,0,0,,When was two people getting dressed up for dinner not a date?
Dialogue: 0,0:31:01.46,0:31:03.78,Default,,0,0,0,,Okay, it's not a date.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:03.78,0:31:05.78,Default,,0,0,0,,Here.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:05.54,0:31:07.78,Default,,0,0,0,,Read that. Tell me what you think.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:13.98,0:31:15.44,Default,,0,0,0,,Up until this moment...
Dialogue: 0,0:31:15.44,0:31:18.60,Default,,0,0,0,,...nearly everything about William had been a mystery to me.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:18.60,0:31:22.52,Default,,0,0,0,,Who he was, what he was about, what made him tick.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:23.84,0:31:27.34,Default,,0,0,0,,But now....mapped out in the finest print on watermarked paper...
Dialogue: 0,0:31:27.34,0:31:33.72,Default,,0,0,0,,...were his innermost secrets so perverse...so shocking, I never could've dreamt them up.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:33.88,0:31:40.14,Default,,0,0,0,,This document that he casually slid across the dining room table was not so casual at all.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:40.14,0:31:43.30,Default,,0,0,0,,Words like fisting, flogging, and nipple clips stood out.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:43.30,0:31:49.10,Default,,0,0,0,,Words like dom and sub and master and slave were thrown around with no consequence.
Dialogue: 0,0:31:55.80,0:31:59.42,Default,,0,0,0,,Is this a contract soliciting me...
Dialogue: 0,0:31:59.42,0:32:02.62,Default,,0,0,0,,...for a BDSM relationship?
Dialogue: 0,0:32:02.62,0:32:04.62,Default,,0,0,0,,What if it was?
Dialogue: 0,0:32:08.12,0:32:11.66,Default,,0,0,0,,Is it?
Dialogue: 0,0:32:22.48,0:32:24.82,Default,,0,0,0,,Wow! [hmmm]
Dialogue: 0,0:32:24.82,0:32:29.04,Default,,0,0,0,,Thank you for the ... life-changing opportunity, Mr. Frederick.
Dialogue: 0,0:32:29.04,0:32:31.04,Default,,0,0,0,,But...
Dialogue: 0,0:32:31.46,0:32:33.82,Default,,0,0,0,,...I'll have to pass.
Dialogue: 0,0:32:38.28,0:32:40.82,Default,,0,0,0,,I prefer being the one in control.
Dialogue: 0,0:32:40.82,0:32:43.66,Default,,0,0,0,,Not the one being told what to do.
Dialogue: 0,0:32:45.42,0:32:49.38,Default,,0,0,0,,That's where you're wrong!
Dialogue: 0,0:32:49.38,0:32:52.44,Default,,0,0,0,,Because if it was true, then why show up tonight?
Dialogue: 0,0:32:52.44,0:32:54.22,Default,,0,0,0,,Shear curiosity!
Dialogue: 0,0:32:54.22,0:32:56.22,Default,,0,0,0,,I told you that.
Dialogue: 0,0:32:57.96,0:32:59.46,Default,,0,0,0,,Fair enough...
Dialogue: 0,0:32:59.46,0:33:00.96,Default,,0,0,0,,But...
Dialogue: 0,0:33:00.96,0:33:06.00,Default,,0,0,0,,...that's not why you're wearing the thigh-high stockings I told you to wear is it?
Dialogue: 0,0:33:10.36,0:33:14.04,Default,,0,0,0,,You are wearing them, aren't you?
Dialogue: 0,0:33:33.26,0:33:38.34,Default,,0,0,0,,I like.... being in control.
Dialogue: 0,0:33:39.26,0:33:41.66,Default,,0,0,0,,Is that a fact?
Dialogue: 0,0:34:41.56,0:34:44.90,Default,,0,0,0,,No, I want you to get undressed.
Dialogue: 0,0:34:48.46,0:34:50.74,Default,,0,0,0,,It was out of character for me.
Dialogue: 0,0:34:50.74,0:34:54.60,Default,,0,0,0,,Following orders, but for whatever reason....
Dialogue: 0,0:34:54.60,0:34:58.28,Default,,0,0,0,,...I wanted to obey him.
Dialogue: 0,0:35:41.58,0:35:44.22,Default,,0,0,0,,And your underwear.
Dialogue: 0,0:36:02.30,0:36:04.96,Default,,0,0,0,,Now I want you to touch yourself.
Dialogue: 0,0:36:53.30,0:36:55.72,Default,,0,0,0,,Look at me while you do it.
Dialogue: 0,0:37:09.08,0:37:11.88,Default,,0,0,0,,Yeah.
Dialogue: 0,0:37:22.06,0:37:25.74,Default,,0,0,0,,Come on. Get yourself off.
Dialogue: 0,0:38:05.58,0:38:07.68,Default,,0,0,0,,Good.
Dialogue: 0,0:38:34.94,0:38:38.86,Default,,0,0,0,,Now sit on the table.
Dialogue: 0,0:43:10.44,0:43:13.34,Default,,0,0,0,,Now take my clothes off.
Dialogue: 0,0:43:22.06,0:43:24.64,Default,,0,0,0,,Look at me.
Dialogue: 0,0:44:33.32,0:44:35.92,Default,,0,0,0,,Now the zipper.
Dialogue: 0,0:44:53.92,0:44:56.72,Default,,0,0,0,,Give me your hand.
Dialogue: 0,0:45:10.98,0:45:13.66,Default,,0,0,0,,Look at me.
Dialogue: 0,0:47:22.42,0:48:01.28,Default,,0,0,0,,
Dialogue: 0,0:48:01.28,0:48:07.77,Default,,0,0,0,,Hands behind your back.
Dialogue: 0,0:45:42.88,0:45:53.90,Default,,0,0,0,,
Dialogue: 0,0:55:11.88,0:55:24.47,Default,,0,0,0,,
Dialogue: 0,0:56:01.17,0:56:09.29,Default,,0,0,0,,When I woke the next day, as much as I wanted to convince myself that this was a dream, it wasn't.
Dialogue: 0,0:56:09.76,0:56:11.45,Default,,0,0,0,,And last night's sex marathon....
Dialogue: 0,0:56:11.45,0:56:15.73,Default,,0,0,0,,...had ended in a series of negotiations that I'm still fuzzy about.
Dialogue: 0,0:56:15.73,0:56:17.24,Default,,0,0,0,,Come or go or stay.
Dialogue: 0,0:56:17.24,0:56:18.65,Default,,0,0,0,,Is yours of course.
Dialogue: 0,0:56:18.65,0:56:20.65,Default,,0,0,0,,You can leave anytime you want.
Dialogue: 0,0:56:21.17,0:56:23.80,Default,,0,0,0,,And...I won't chase you.
Dialogue: 0,0:56:23.80,0:56:25.91,Default,,0,0,0,,Although, I'll probably want to....
Dialogue: 0,0:56:31.17,0:56:33.06,Default,,0,0,0,,I don't ... nipple clips...
Dialogue: 0,0:56:33.06,0:56:35.55,Default,,0,0,0,,....and absolutely nothing involving suffocation.
Dialogue: 0,0:56:35.55,0:56:37.55,Default,,0,0,0,,...choking...
Dialogue: 0,0:56:39.30,0:56:42.66,Default,,0,0,0,,I can't believe I'm having this conversation!
Dialogue: 0,0:56:42.66,0:56:44.66,Default,,0,0,0,,Go on.
Dialogue: 0,0:56:44.98,0:56:47.98,Default,,0,0,0,,I'm also not a fan of gynecological devices.
Dialogue: 0,0:56:47.98,0:56:49.33,Default,,0,0,0,,And...
Dialogue: 0,0:56:49.33,0:56:52.12,Default,,0,0,0,,...I'm definitely nervous about the punishment part.
Dialogue: 0,0:56:52.12,0:56:54.12,Default,,0,0,0,,And I'm on the fence with anal.
Dialogue: 0,0:56:54.85,0:56:56.85,Default,,0,0,0,,Pain is the pleasure.
Dialogue: 0,0:56:56.85,0:56:58.85,Default,,0,0,0,,We'll see.
Dialogue: 0,0:56:58.85,0:57:00.85,Default,,0,0,0,,As for the other things they can go.
Dialogue: 0,0:57:01.11,0:57:04.77,Default,,0,0,0,,But anal stays and we'll revisit that when the time comes.
Dialogue: 0,0:57:05.43,0:57:08.47,Default,,0,0,0,,So...do we have a deal?
Dialogue: 0,0:57:08.47,0:57:10.25,Default,,0,0,0,,Not yet.
Dialogue: 0,0:57:10.25,0:57:12.25,Default,,0,0,0,,what?
Dialogue: 0,0:57:12.86,0:57:15.40,Default,,0,0,0,,Give me a job at your company.
Dialogue: 0,0:57:15.40,0:57:19.10,Default,,0,0,0,,And in a position that I can...control my own life.
Dialogue: 0,0:57:21.36,0:57:24.48,Default,,0,0,0,,Huh! You drive a hard bargain.
Dialogue: 0,0:57:24.98,0:57:24.99,Default,,0,0,0,,Well...
Dialogue: 0,0:57:24.99,0:57:26.36,Default,,0,0,0,,Well...
Dialogue: 0,0:57:26.36,0:57:30.08,Default,,0,0,0,,I might look submissive, but I can assure you, I'm not.
Dialogue: 0,0:57:30.45,0:57:32.08,Default,,0,0,0,,Huh....
Dialogue: 0,0:57:35.20,0:57:37.49,Default,,0,0,0,,I'll give you a position at my company...
Dialogue: 0,0:57:37.49,0:57:38.81,Default,,0,0,0,,But...
Dialogue: 0,0:57:39.06,0:57:42.31,Default,,0,0,0,,I'd like to extend our little arrangement...
Dialogue: 0,0:57:42.31,0:57:43.58,Default,,0,0,0,,...to the workplace.
Dialogue: 0,0:57:43.58,0:57:45.58,Default,,0,0,0,,It could be fun.
Dialogue: 0,0:57:46.18,0:57:47.97,Default,,0,0,0,,Only from the hours 8 to 5...
Dialogue: 0,0:57:47.97,0:57:51.54,Default,,0,0,0,,...and once the work day is over so is your obligation to me.
Dialogue: 0,0:57:52.18,0:57:53.54,Default,,0,0,0,,...until the weekend.
Dialogue: 0,0:58:00.99,0:58:05.16,Default,,0,0,0,,Give me a salary of $75,000 and we have a deal.
Dialogue: 0,0:58:12.08,0:58:15.33,Default,,0,0,0,,I'm not sure why this arrangement initially appealed to me.
Dialogue: 0,0:58:15.33,0:58:17.84,Default,,0,0,0,,I think it had more to do with my attraction to him.
Dialogue: 0,0:58:17.84,0:58:21.43,Default,,0,0,0,,...and any genuine interest in pursuing this lifestyle.
Dialogue: 0,0:58:21.43,0:58:24.75,Default,,0,0,0,,Patience and submission had never been my forte.
Dialogue: 0,0:58:43.53,0:58:44.16,Default,,0,0,0,,Yes...
Dialogue: 0,0:58:44.90,0:58:47.38,Default,,0,0,0,,We have to stop this. People are starting to stare at me.
Dialogue: 0,0:58:47.94,0:58:50.00,Default,,0,0,0,,Come to my office immediately.
Dialogue: 0,0:59:14.80,0:59:20.42,Default,,0,0,0,,Now...
Dialogue: 0,0:59:20.42,0:59:22.10,Default,,0,0,0,,Lift up your skirt.
Dialogue: 0,0:59:22.10,0:59:24.10,Default,,0,0,0,,Right here.
Dialogue: 0,0:59:24.10,0:59:32.22,Default,,0,0,0,,Don't ask questions. Just do as your told.
Dialogue: 0,0:59:36.22,0:59:38.05,Default,,0,0,0,,Now bend over the desk.
Dialogue: 0,0:59:38.05,0:59:41.47,Default,,0,0,0,,I don't want you to hurt me.
Dialogue: 0,0:59:41.47,0:59:43.47,Default,,0,0,0,,You don't follow instructions...
Dialogue: 0,0:59:43.47,0:59:44.87,Default,,0,0,0,,...you'll be punished.
Dialogue: 0,0:59:44.87,0:59:46.87,Default,,0,0,0,,You know this.
Dialogue: 0,0:59:54.35,0:59:59.47,Default,,0,0,0,,There are no gray areas with me, Emma.
Dialogue: 0,0:59:59.47,1:00:01.47,Default,,0,0,0,,[smack...uhh!]
Dialogue: 0,1:00:01.47,1:00:04.07,Default,,0,0,0,,What am I even being punished for?!
Dialogue: 0,1:00:04.50,1:00:09.10,Default,,0,0,0,,Our level of discretion is my decision not yours.
Dialogue: 0,1:00:09.10,1:00:14.17,Default,,0,0,0,,Your job is to follow instructions given to you by me.
Dialogue: 0,1:00:14.17,1:00:16.17,Default,,0,0,0,,[smack] Uhh!
Dialogue: 0,1:00:16.85,1:00:20.85,Default,,0,0,0,,From the hours of 8 am to 5 pm...
Dialogue: 0,1:00:20.85,1:00:24.17,Default,,0,0,0,,...I control what you do...
Dialogue: 0,1:00:24.17,1:00:26.17,Default,,0,0,0,,...how you act...
Dialogue: 0,1:00:26.17,1:00:28.17,Default,,0,0,0,,...what you say...
Dialogue: 0,1:00:28.17,1:00:29.95,Default,,0,0,0,,...what you think...
Dialogue: 0,1:00:29.95,1:00:35.00,Default,,0,0,0,,For this relationship to work...you need to surrender, completely.
Dialogue: 0,1:00:35.00,1:00:37.00,Default,,0,0,0,,[smack]
Dialogue: 0,1:00:37.00,1:00:40.75,Default,,0,0,0,,So surrender. Do as your told.
Dialogue: 0,1:00:40.75,1:00:42.75,Default,,0,0,0,,[smack]
Dialogue: 0,1:00:44.47,1:00:48.82,Default,,0,0,0,,Now get back to work.
Dialogue: 0,1:00:58.07,1:01:02.05,Default,,0,0,0,,The sting of the paddle permeated every fiber of my body.
Dialogue: 0,1:01:02.05,1:01:07.85,Default,,0,0,0,,...A throbbing pain that was so real, so raw that I was still recovering from the shock of it all.
Dialogue: 0,1:01:07.85,1:01:13.00,Default,,0,0,0,,That, and the fact that deep down in my demented mind...
Dialogue: 0,1:01:13.00,1:01:15.00,Default,,0,0,0,,...I liked it.
Dialogue: 0,1:01:15.27,1:01:19.17,Default,,0,0,0,,...Oh my god!
Dialogue: 0,1:01:19.17,1:01:21.97,Default,,0,0,0,,What happened to you?! Nothing.
Dialogue: 0,1:01:21.97,1:01:23.97,Default,,0,0,0,,That is not nothing!
Dialogue: 0,1:01:23.97,1:01:27.47,Default,,0,0,0,,It really is nothing. I fell on the way into work yesterday.
Dialogue: 0,1:01:27.35,1:01:32.10,Default,,0,0,0,,Oh, my god! You fell smack on your ass?
Dialogue: 0,1:01:32.52,1:01:36.75,Default,,0,0,0,,Oh, that was so embarrassing!
Dialogue: 0,1:01:36.75,1:01:40.12,Default,,0,0,0,,Oh, my god, I would've shot myself.
Dialogue: 0,1:01:40.85,1:01:44.90,Default,,0,0,0,,Well... I was just going to tell you dinner was ready.
Dialogue: 0,1:01:44.90,1:01:46.90,Default,,0,0,0,,Yes.
Dialogue: 0,1:01:54.32,1:01:58.95,Default,,0,0,0,,I felt like a deviant. Here I was headed down a strange new path....
Dialogue: 0,1:01:58.95,1:02:04.02,Default,,0,0,0,,...strange new life that nobody would have suspected from looking in....
Dialogue: 0,1:02:04.27,1:02:07.95,Default,,0,0,0,,It was my own little Pandora's box of pleasure....
Dialogue: 0,1:02:47.47,1:02:50.05,Default,,0,0,0,,And it was a secret that only William and I shared....
Dialogue: 0,1:02:47.37,1:02:50.35,Default,,0,0,0,,It was the start of my first weekend with William...
Dialogue: 0,1:02:50.35,1:02:57.55,Default,,0,0,0,,...and I'd be lying if I said I didn't get off on not knowing what awaited me.
Dialogue: 0,1:02:57.55,1:03:04.72,Default,,0,0,0,,...the anticipation was like foreplay without any touching or human contact.
Dialogue: 0,1:03:04.72,1:03:08.65,Default,,0,0,0,,The ultimate mind-fuck.
Dialogue: 0,1:03:59.02,1:04:02.20,Default,,0,0,0,,Hi. Hi.
Dialogue: 0,1:04:10.80,1:04:12.97,Default,,0,0,0,,I got lost in his touch.
Dialogue: 0,1:04:13.27,1:04:17.55,Default,,0,0,0,,His gentle nature masked such intense power.
Dialogue: 0,1:04:17.55,1:04:22.52,Default,,0,0,0,,I felt instantly safe wrapped in his arms.
Dialogue: 0,1:04:26.37,1:04:29.22,Default,,0,0,0,,I spoke of the gift he left for me at work.
Dialogue: 0,1:04:29.22,1:04:34.12,Default,,0,0,0,,My concern over his presumptive nature that I would one day succumb to anal sex!
Dialogue: 0,1:04:34.12,1:04:36.12,Default,,0,0,0,,What do you want me to do with them?
Dialogue: 0,1:04:36.97,1:04:38.50,Default,,0,0,0,,They'll prepare you...
Dialogue: 0,1:04:38.47,1:04:40.42,Default,,0,0,0,,for...
Dialogue: 0,1:04:41.05,1:04:42.67,Default,,0,0,0,,...anal,,,,
Dialogue: 0,1:04:42.67,1:04:45.72,Default,,0,0,0,,he derived great pleasure from my honesty.
Dialogue: 0,1:04:45.72,1:04:47.20,Default,,0,0,0,,assure me that...
Dialogue: 0,1:04:47.20,1:04:51.95,Default,,0,0,0,,
Dialogue: 0,1:04:51.95,1:04:58.37,Default,,0,0,0,,Look, nothing in this relationship happens without you being okay with it. You know that.
Dialogue: 0,1:04:58.37,1:05:02.80,Default,,0,0,0,,But, what if I'm never okay with it?
Dialogue: 0,1:05:02.80,1:05:07.65,Default,,0,0,0,,Don't worry. You'll be begging me for anal before you know it.
Dialogue: 0,1:05:07.65,1:05:12.75,Default,,0,0,0,,It didn't seem to compute. The possibility of my begging for something I never wanted.
Dialogue: 0,1:05:12.75,1:05:14.75,Default,,0,0,0,,But I wasn't going to over think things.
Dialogue: 0,1:05:14.75,1:05:17.50,Default,,0,0,0,,I wanted to relish in this moment.
Dialogue: 0,1:05:17.50,1:05:19.35,Default,,0,0,0,,Him spoiling me.
Dialogue: 0,1:05:19.35,1:05:20.92,Default,,0,0,0,,Him worshiping me.
Dialogue: 0,1:05:20.92,1:05:24.05,Default,,0,0,0,,He was the perfect balance of pleasure and pain.
Dialogue: 0,1:05:24.05,1:05:26.05,Default,,0,0,0,,And it was intoxicating!
Dialogue: 0,1:06:30.62,1:06:33.67,Default,,0,0,0,,The first few weeks served as a mini-boot camp for sexual deviance ....
Dialogue: 0,1:06:33.67,1:06:37.42,Default,,0,0,0,,...as we both solidified the rules of our relationship.
Dialogue: 0,1:06:38.77,1:06:41.25,Default,,0,0,0,,My bedroom is off-limits.
Dialogue: 0,1:06:41.25,1:06:44.62,Default,,0,0,0,,When you're here you sleep in one of the guest bedrooms.
Dialogue: 0,1:06:45.70,1:06:49.42,Default,,0,0,0,,You wear what I tell you to, when I tell you to.
Dialogue: 0,1:06:49.42,1:06:51.42,Default,,0,0,0,,No resistance.
Dialogue: 0,1:06:53.27,1:06:55.80,Default,,0,0,0,,Our weekends begin at noon every other Saturday.
Dialogue: 0,1:06:55.80,1:06:58.05,Default,,0,0,0,,Enter the house and kneel at the front door.
Dialogue: 0,1:06:58.05,1:07:01.00,Default,,0,0,0,,Until you are instructed to do otherwise.
Dialogue: 0,1:07:01.00,1:07:02.10,Default,,0,0,0,,Do not get up, no matter how long you're forced to wait.
Dialogue: 0,1:07:02.10,1:07:05.80,Default,,0,0,0,,No matter how long you're forced to wait.
Dialogue: 0,1:07:06.92,1:07:09.05,Default,,0,0,0,,I control your orgasm.
Dialogue: 0,1:07:09.05,1:07:13.07,Default,,0,0,0,,Which means absolutely NO masturbation.
Dialogue: 0,1:07:17.90,1:07:21.47,Default,,0,0,0,,Absolutely no touching my face ever!
Dialogue: 0,1:07:22.75,1:07:24.45,Default,,0,0,0,,You call me, Mr. Frederick.
Dialogue: 0,1:07:24.45,1:07:28.57,Default,,0,0,0,,And nothing else. Your coffee Mr. Frederick.
Dialogue: 0,1:07:29.77,1:07:31.97,Default,,0,0,0,,You make me happy.
Dialogue: 0,1:07:34.07,1:07:37.32,Default,,0,0,0,,[keys snap]
Dialogue: 0,1:07:37.32,1:07:39.05,Default,,0,0,0,,And as each week progressed....
Dialogue: 0,1:07:39.05,1:07:41.95,Default,,0,0,0,,So did our individual commitment.
Dialogue: 0,1:07:47.00,1:07:52.80,Default,,0,0,0,,Discovering the pleasure of pain....
Dialogue: 0,1:07:52.80,1:07:56.92,Default,,0,0,0,,...and the sweetness of reward.
Dialogue: 0,1:08:01.40,1:08:05.25,Default,,0,0,0,,He continued to test my limits.
Dialogue: 0,1:08:09.67,1:08:12.50,Default,,0,0,0,,You beg me to.
Dialogue: 0,1:08:12.97,1:08:16.00,Default,,0,0,0,,And my personal boundaries.
Dialogue: 0,1:08:22.00,1:08:24.91,Default,,0,0,0,,I enjoyed the deviance.
Dialogue: 0,1:08:27.65,1:08:31.11,Default,,0,0,0,,And relished in the tenderness!
Dialogue: 0,1:08:34.51,1:08:40.20,Default,,0,0,0,,And before I knew it... I wanted nothing more than to give him everything he desired.
Dialogue: 0,1:08:40.20,1:08:41.71,Default,,0,0,0,,He was right.
Dialogue: 0,1:08:41.71,1:08:43.71,Default,,0,0,0,,I don't believe....I was begging for it!\
Dialogue: 0,1:08:43.71,1:08:45.71,Default,,0,0,0,,Uhhh!
Dialogue: 0,1:08:46.25,1:08:50.11,Default,,0,0,0,,And slowly...my walls began to crumble.
Dialogue: 0,1:08:50.11,1:08:53.28,Default,,0,0,0,,The closer and more connected we became.
Dialogue: 0,1:08:55.88,1:08:59.74,Default,,0,0,0,,And eventually everything came easy.
Dialogue: 0,1:09:00.51,1:09:04.00,Default,,0,0,0,,Like we were free falling.
Dialogue: 0,1:09:06.20,1:09:10.85,Default,,0,0,0,,[foot steps]
Dialogue: 0,1:09:12.40,1:09:16.48,Default,,0,0,0,,I'm ready.
Dialogue: 0,1:10:46.97,1:10:49.08,Default,,0,0,0,,Woo.
Dialogue: 0,1:10:54.14,1:10:56.91,Default,,0,0,0,,[breath catches] Ohh.
Dialogue: 0,1:13:47.04,1:13:52.88,Default,,0,0,0,,Please give it to me!
Dialogue: 0,1:13:52.88,1:14:00.88,Default,,0,0,0,,Please, you've been so good.
Dialogue: 0,1:14:22.16,1:14:31.84,Default,,0,0,0,,Do you want it now? Yes please.
Dialogue: 0,1:15:15.04,1:15:18.72,Default,,0,0,0,,I want it! I want it please!
Dialogue: 0,1:15:27.36,1:15:33.76,Default,,0,0,0,,Go ahead and give it to me now please!
Dialogue: 0,1:18:12.80,1:18:17.60,Default,,0,0,0,,Go slow!
Dialogue: 0,1:18:17.60,1:18:23.36,Default,,0,0,0,, Oh, please!
Dialogue: 0,1:18:23.36,1:18:29.92,Default,,0,0,0,,Oh, thank you.
Dialogue: 0,1:21:46.32,1:21:54.96,Default,,0,0,0,,
Dialogue: 0,1:26:45.20,1:26:48.08,Default,,0,0,0,,But like they say...
Dialogue: 0,1:26:48.08,1:26:50.08,Default,,0,0,0,,...nothing worth having...
Dialogue: 0,1:26:50.08,1:26:51.42,Default,,0,0,0,,...ever comes easy.
Dialogue: 0,1:26:51.42,1:26:56.50,Default,,0,0,0,,I really can't decide. I really like teal, but Sidney hates teal. Though it really shouldn't matter to anyone but me.
Dialogue: 0,1:26:56.50,1:26:57.48,Default,,0,0,0,,Hey guys.
Dialogue: 0,1:26:57.32,1:26:59.26,Default,,0,0,0,,Teal or no teal for the bridesmaid's dresses?
Dialogue: 0,1:26:59.26,1:27:01.26,Default,,0,0,0,,I thought you weren't trying to make a big deal out of your wedding?
Dialogue: 0,1:27:01.26,1:27:04.64,Default,,0,0,0,,I'm trying not to, but everyone else seems to.
Dialogue: 0,1:27:04.64,1:27:09.30,Default,,0,0,0,,Well, everyone looks good in teal, so, just go with teal.
Dialogue: 0,1:27:10.68,1:27:13.96,Default,,0,0,0,,How 'bout magenta?!
Dialogue: 0,1:27:13.96,1:27:15.68,Default,,0,0,0,, Did you see her arms?
Dialogue: 0,1:27:15.68,1:27:16.80,Default,,0,0,0,,No.
Dialogue: 0,1:27:16.80,1:27:19.88,Default,,0,0,0,,She had rope burns all over her wrists!
Dialogue: 0,1:27:20.24,1:27:21.20,Default,,0,0,0,, Rope burns?
Dialogue: 0,1:27:21.20,1:27:23.20,Default,,0,0,0,,Like restraint marks.
Dialogue: 0,1:27:23.38,1:27:24.98,Default,,0,0,0,,I read about it in GQ.
Dialogue: 0,1:27:24.98,1:27:28.12,Default,,0,0,0,, Something about BDSM relationships.
Dialogue: 0,1:27:28.12,1:27:30.50,Default,,0,0,0,,It's where they like tie people up.
Dialogue: 0,1:27:30.50,1:27:31.94,Default,,0,0,0,,...beat them! What?!
Dialogue: 0,1:27:31.94,1:27:36.02,Default,,0,0,0,,Yeah, it's this whole underground world of freaky, bizarro sex!
Dialogue: 0,1:27:36.02,1:27:37.48,Default,,0,0,0,,Oh my god!
Dialogue: 0,1:27:37.48,1:27:39.96,Default,,0,0,0,, You know the other day when she came home from work...
Dialogue: 0,1:27:39.96,1:27:41.60,Default,,0,0,0,, ...she had a big bruise on her ass.
Dialogue: 0,1:27:41.60,1:27:44.04,Default,,0,0,0,,She tried to pretend like it was no big deal!
Dialogue: 0,1:27:44.04,1:27:47.72,Default,,0,0,0,, Huh, she's a closet freak!
Dialogue: 0,1:27:48.58,1:27:50.68,Default,,0,0,0,,Should I say something to her?
Dialogue: 0,1:27:50.68,1:27:52.44,Default,,0,0,0,,To be honest I wouldn't worry about it.
Dialogue: 0,1:27:52.44,1:27:54.44,Default,,0,0,0,,You can't reason with freaks.
Dialogue: 0,1:27:59.34,1:28:02.38,Default,,0,0,0,,Judgment had reared its ugly head.
Dialogue: 0,1:28:02.38,1:28:05.28,Default,,0,0,0,,And right when my guard was fully down...
Dialogue: 0,1:28:05.28,1:28:07.28,Default,,0,0,0,,...it suddenly had popped back up.
Dialogue: 0,1:28:08.96,1:28:11.54,Default,,0,0,0,,The only solace I had ever known...
Dialogue: 0,1:28:11.54,1:28:13.54,Default,,0,0,0,, ...was with Mr. Frederick.
Dialogue: 0,1:28:14.14,1:28:17.20,Default,,0,0,0,,And as he had always done before,....
Dialogue: 0,1:28:17.58,1:28:22.76,Default,,0,0,0,,I hoped that this time he could provide me with some much needed clarity.
Dialogue: 0,1:28:23.56,1:28:27.34,Default,,0,0,0,,I think I'm falling in love with you.
Dialogue: 0,1:28:29.20,1:28:31.28,Default,,0,0,0,,What makes you say that?
Dialogue: 0,1:28:31.28,1:28:35.18,Default,,0,0,0,,I just get this feeling whenever I am with you.
Dialogue: 0,1:28:35.18,1:28:37.18,Default,,0,0,0,, Like I'm finally at peace.
Dialogue: 0,1:28:37.68,1:28:39.18,Default,,0,0,0,,Safe.
Dialogue: 0,1:28:42.40,1:28:44.94,Default,,0,0,0,,I'm glad to hear that.
Dialogue: 0,1:28:45.04,1:28:47.96,Default,,0,0,0,,That's a ... rare thing to feel.
Dialogue: 0,1:28:49.20,1:28:53.18,Default,,0,0,0,,It's just the times I'm not with you that have me worried.
Dialogue: 0,1:28:53.56,1:28:55.18,Default,,0,0,0,,What do you mean?
Dialogue: 0,1:28:56.12,1:29:00.00,Default,,0,0,0,,I mean we're not like {\i1}normal{\i0} people!
Dialogue: 0,1:29:00.32,1:29:04.76,Default,,0,0,0,,You know like people that go out on dates and hold hands.
Dialogue: 0,1:29:04.76,1:29:07.08,Default,,0,0,0,, ....Fall asleep together.
Dialogue: 0,1:29:07.72,1:29:11.80,Default,,0,0,0,,Do you think people would really accept us with ball gags and duct tape?
Dialogue: 0,1:29:11.80,1:29:14.32,Default,,0,0,0,,Do you really care what other people think?
Dialogue: 0,1:29:14.32,1:29:15.88,Default,,0,0,0,,I'm just trying to understand.
Dialogue: 0,1:29:15.88,1:29:18.08,Default,,0,0,0,,I have no real reference point.
Dialogue: 0,1:29:18.08,1:29:19.78,Default,,0,0,0,,And it's just like...
Dialogue: 0,1:29:19.78,1:29:22.74,Default,,0,0,0,,They don't have relationship experts for people like us!
Dialogue: 0,1:29:22.74,1:29:24.74,Default,,0,0,0,,What are you doing?!
Dialogue: 0,1:29:25.36,1:29:26.96,Default,,0,0,0,, I'd hit a nerve with him.
Dialogue: 0,1:29:26.96,1:29:28.68,Default,,0,0,0,, One that would prove beyond repair.
Dialogue: 0,1:29:28.68,1:29:30.72,Default,,0,0,0,, I want you out of this house!
Dialogue: 0,1:29:30.72,1:29:31.72,Default,,0,0,0,,What?!
Dialogue: 0,1:29:31.72,1:29:34.48,Default,,0,0,0,,Please Mr. Frederick! Wait! Why are you doing this?!
Dialogue: 0,1:29:34.48,1:29:36.48,Default,,0,0,0,,You are not cut out for this!
Dialogue: 0,1:29:36.48,1:29:40.52,Default,,0,0,0,,I don't want you to hate yourself because you are incapable of ending this!
Dialogue: 0,1:29:40.52,1:29:42.52,Default,,0,0,0,,No! I am cut out for this Mr. Frederick!
Dialogue: 0,1:29:42.52,1:29:44.52,Default,,0,0,0,,No! Please!
Dialogue: 0,1:29:45.08,1:29:46.52,Default,,0,0,0,,Everything's just new for me!
Dialogue: 0,1:29:46.52,1:29:48.14,Default,,0,0,0,,Can't I question it?! Can't I wonder?!
Dialogue: 0,1:29:48.14,1:29:50.70,Default,,0,0,0,,Questioning seldom leads anywhere good, Emma.
Dialogue: 0,1:29:50.70,1:29:53.30,Default,,0,0,0,,I've been down this road. Let me tell you where it ends!
Dialogue: 0,1:29:53.30,1:29:56.86,Default,,0,0,0,,You will lie awake at night comparing what we have to what other people have.
Dialogue: 0,1:29:56.86,1:29:59.22,Default,,0,0,0,,And you'll convince yourself that there's something wrong with us.
Dialogue: 0,1:29:59.22,1:30:00.25,Default,,0,0,0,,Because we're different.
Dialogue: 0,1:30:00.25,1:30:01.47,Default,,0,0,0,,You can't handle that!
Dialogue: 0,1:30:01.47,1:30:02.64,Default,,0,0,0,,No! No!
Dialogue: 0,1:30:02.64,1:30:04.64,Default,,0,0,0,,I'm doing this for your own benefit, not mine!
Dialogue: 0,1:30:04.64,1:30:07.10,Default,,0,0,0,,No! Mr. Frederick, please!
Dialogue: 0,1:30:07.10,1:30:07.72,Default,,0,0,0,,Oh!
Dialogue: 0,1:30:07.72,1:30:09.72,Default,,0,0,0,,I'm sorry!
Dialogue: 0,1:30:11.23,1:30:13.17,Default,,0,0,0,,You are not normal, Emma!
Dialogue: 0,1:30:13.88,1:30:16.14,Default,,0,0,0,,You're gonna have to figure out a way to deal with that.
Dialogue: 0,1:30:16.86,1:30:20.10,Default,,0,0,0,,I felt guilty for making him doubt my commitment.
Dialogue: 0,1:30:20.60,1:30:22.04,Default,,0,0,0,,And so I did the only thing I could...
Dialogue: 0,1:30:22.04,1:30:24.94,Default,,0,0,0,,...in hopes of salvaging what I feared I had already lost.
Dialogue: 0,1:30:24.94,1:30:26.03,Default,,0,0,0,,No.
Dialogue: 0,1:30:26.25,1:30:28.03,Default,,0,0,0,,I asked him to punish me.
Dialogue: 0,1:30:30.88,1:30:34.08,Default,,0,0,0,, I want you to count out loud!
Dialogue: 0,1:30:34.66,1:30:35.61,Default,,0,0,0,,[Smack]
Dialogue: 0,1:30:35.61,1:30:36.46,Default,,0,0,0,,Count!
Dialogue: 0,1:30:36.68,1:30:37.26,Default,,0,0,0,,One.
Dialogue: 0,1:30:37.26,1:30:38.80,Default,,0,0,0,,[Smack] Two!
Dialogue: 0,1:30:38.80,1:30:40.14,Default,,0,0,0,,[Smack] Three!
Dialogue: 0,1:30:40.14,1:30:42.14,Default,,0,0,0,,[Smack] [Screams]
Dialogue: 0,1:30:46.13,1:30:47.76,Default,,0,0,0,,Red...
Dialogue: 0,1:30:47.76,1:30:49.76,Default,,0,0,0,, The safe word.
Dialogue: 0,1:30:50.34,1:30:51.96,Default,,0,0,0,,Never before uttered.
Dialogue: 0,1:30:51.96,1:30:54.42,Default,,0,0,0,,Now echoed through the entire house.
Dialogue: 0,1:31:15.14,1:31:17.10,Default,,0,0,0,, I was broken.
Dialogue: 0,1:31:18.69,1:31:22.59,Default,,0,0,0,,And trying to come to grips with it all was crippling.
Dialogue: 0,1:31:26.73,1:31:29.29,Default,,0,0,0,,I didn't run from Mr. Frederick that night.
Dialogue: 0,1:31:29.29,1:31:30.52,Default,,0,0,0,,I ran from myself.
Dialogue: 0,1:31:30.52,1:31:35.63,Default,,0,0,0,,I ran from all the fears and judgments that had plagued me my entire life.
Dialogue: 0,1:31:41.08,1:31:46.91,Default,,0,0,0,, I wanted to accept our relationship, but my fear of the outside world had paralyzed me.
Dialogue: 0,1:31:50.24,1:31:55.28,Default,,0,0,0,,Emma, are you okay?
Dialogue: 0,1:31:56.24,1:31:59.08,Default,,0,0,0,,I couldn't tell Nadia the truth.
Dialogue: 0,1:31:59.08,1:32:01.84,Default,,0,0,0,,She would never understand it anyways.
Dialogue: 0,1:32:01.84,1:32:03.84,Default,,0,0,0,,Nobody could.
Dialogue: 0,1:32:03.84,1:32:05.84,Default,,0,0,0,,I couldn't.
Dialogue: 0,1:32:09.44,1:32:15.36,Default,,0,0,0,,Two days later I resigned from my job.
Dialogue: 0,1:32:15.96,1:32:23.56,Default,,0,0,0,,I knew there was no way I could ever make heads or tails of the situation without any distance.
Dialogue: 0,1:32:28.56,1:32:31.68,Default,,0,0,0,,And just as he'd promised...
Dialogue: 0,1:32:33.05,1:32:35.20,Default,,0,0,0,,He didn't try to stop me.
Dialogue: 0,1:32:38.25,1:32:40.37,Default,,0,0,0,,Good luck to you, Emma.
Dialogue: 0,1:32:41.75,1:32:44.40,Default,,0,0,0,,Goodbye, Mr. Frederick.
Dialogue: 0,1:32:47.67,1:32:49.35,Default,,0,0,0,,It took a while, but...
Dialogue: 0,1:32:49.35,1:32:55.20,Default,,0,0,0,,...Finally I found a new job working for one of the female executives I'd interviewed for my thesis.
Dialogue: 0,1:32:57.77,1:33:00.90,Default,,0,0,0,,And in my free time I helped my sister with her wedding.
Dialogue: 0,1:33:00.90,1:33:03.72,Default,,0,0,0,,Trying to keep my mind off the heartache.
Dialogue: 0,1:33:03.72,1:33:08.75,Default,,0,0,0,,Spending a ridiculous amount of time working on her seating chart.
Dialogue: 0,1:33:11.55,1:33:16.97,Default,,0,0,0,,And watching her wedding plans turn from reasonable to full-blown addictions.
Dialogue: 0,1:33:23.65,1:33:26.77,Default,,0,0,0,,The thoughts of Mr. Frederick were always there.
Dialogue: 0,1:33:26.77,1:33:30.35,Default,,0,0,0,,Lingering beneath the surface.
Dialogue: 0,1:33:36.95,1:33:41.22,Default,,0,0,0,, It was an empty feeling that I couldn't escape from.
Dialogue: 0,1:33:41.52,1:33:44.82,Default,,0,0,0,,Whether in the company of others...
Dialogue: 0,1:33:44.82,1:33:48.37,Default,,0,0,0,,...or completely alone.
Dialogue: 0,1:33:50.17,1:33:53.42,Default,,0,0,0,,Would happiness always elude me?
Dialogue: 0,1:33:58.12,1:34:00.70,Default,,0,0,0,,You're glowing.
Dialogue: 0,1:34:00.70,1:34:03.02,Default,,0,0,0,,Am I?
Dialogue: 0,1:34:03.02,1:34:05.02,Default,,0,0,0,,Yeah.
Dialogue: 0,1:34:06.57,1:34:10.22,Default,,0,0,0,,This is the best day in my life.
Dialogue: 0,1:34:14.17,1:34:16.62,Default,,0,0,0,,Sorry, that I...
Dialogue: 0,1:34:16.62,1:34:19.70,Default,,0,0,0,,...wasn't more supportive earlier on.
Dialogue: 0,1:34:20.65,1:34:22.47,Default,,0,0,0,,It's okay.
Dialogue: 0,1:34:22.47,1:34:24.47,Default,,0,0,0,,A lot of people weren't.
Dialogue: 0,1:34:24.85,1:34:27.30,Default,,0,0,0,,Life's about being happy.
Dialogue: 0,1:34:27.30,1:34:31.77,Default,,0,0,0,,Nobody can define that happiness for me, but me.
Dialogue: 0,1:34:32.67,1:34:34.92,Default,,0,0,0,,You're absolutely right.
Dialogue: 0,1:34:34.92,1:34:39.45,Default,,0,0,0,,After spending months anguishing over everything that had come to pass...
Dialogue: 0,1:34:39.45,1:34:42.30,Default,,0,0,0,,...clarity somehow found me.
Dialogue: 0,1:34:42.67,1:34:46.62,Default,,0,0,0,,Nadia had found the person she wanted to share her life with...
Dialogue: 0,1:34:46.90,1:34:49.07,Default,,0,0,0,,...why should I deny myself the same thing.
Dialogue: 0,1:34:49.07,1:34:52.02,Default,,0,0,0,,Even if what I wanted was different from everyone else.
Dialogue: 0,1:34:52.25,1:34:55.20,Default,,0,0,0,,Did I need the rest of the world's validation?
Dialogue: 0,1:34:55.20,1:34:57.20,Default,,0,0,0,,Or did I need mine?
Dialogue: 0,1:35:00.20,1:35:03.67,Default,,0,0,0,,Did I make a beautiful bride?
Dialogue: 0,1:35:06.95,1:35:09.50,Default,,0,0,0,,Huh...
Dialogue: 0,1:35:13.32,1:35:17.55,Default,,0,0,0,,I knew there was no guarantee we could repair what had been broken.
Dialogue: 0,1:35:17.55,1:35:20.07,Default,,0,0,0,,But I had to at least try.
Dialogue: 0,1:35:22.77,1:35:24.40,Default,,0,0,0,, I loved him.
Dialogue: 0,1:35:24.40,1:35:26.40,Default,,0,0,0,,And I was safe here at his home.
Dialogue: 0,1:35:26.40,1:35:30.25,Default,,0,0,0,, Safe inside a world in which the power came from simply letting go.
Dialogue: 0,1:35:56.05,1:35:58.35,Default,,0,0,0,,He didn't give in easily.
Dialogue: 0,1:35:58.35,1:36:00.65,Default,,0,0,0,,I didn't expect him to.
Dialogue: 0,1:36:01.12,1:36:03.00,Default,,0,0,0,,But I wasn't going to back down.
Dialogue: 0,1:36:03.00,1:36:04.32,Default,,0,0,0,,I knew what I wanted.
Dialogue: 0,1:36:04.32,1:36:09.28,Default,,0,0,0,,And had he made me wait for an entire year just to prove it I would have.
Dialogue: 0,1:36:09.71,1:36:13.13,Default,,0,0,0,,There was no where in the entire world where I belonged.
Dialogue: 0,1:36:13.13,1:36:15.13,Default,,0,0,0,,Other than his home.
Dialogue: 0,1:36:16.17,1:36:20.17,Default,,0,0,0,,Fully surrendering to the only world that had ever made sense to me.
Dialogue: 0,1:37:14.88,1:37:18.68,Default,,0,0,0,,You've earned this.
Dialogue: 0,1:39:13.13,1:39:16.17,Default,,0,0,0,,I'm gonna play some music for you now.
Dialogue: 0,1:39:16.40,1:39:19.93,Default,,0,0,0,,If at any point you feel uncomfortable and want me to stop....
Dialogue: 0,1:39:19.93,1:39:21.17,Default,,0,0,0,,Safe word.
Dialogue: 0,1:39:21.17,1:39:23.17,Default,,0,0,0,, Good girl.
Dialogue: 0,1:54:04.08,1:54:09.12,Default,,0,0,0,,Some people think of romance as bouquets of flowers on special occasions.
Dialogue: 0,1:54:09.12,1:54:13.44,Default,,0,0,0,,Or champagne and strawberries in the wee hours of the night.
Dialogue: 0,1:54:13.44,1:54:14.84,Default,,0,0,0,,But for me...
Dialogue: 0,1:54:15.16,1:54:17.36,Default,,0,0,0,,Romance is the inner peace I get...
Dialogue: 0,1:54:17.36,1:54:22.02,Default,,0,0,0,,...when I completely surrendered my control to the person that I loved.
Dialogue: 0,1:54:23.92,1:54:26.74,Default,,0,0,0,,Everybody has their own version of normal.
Dialogue: 0,1:54:26.74,1:54:29.72,Default,,0,0,0,,And I had finally come to accept that this was mine.
Dialogue: 0,1:54:29.72,1:54:33.58,Default,,0,0,0,,The beauty of finding someone who shared my same perversions.
Dialogue: 0,1:54:33.58,1:54:37.42,Default,,0,0,0,,And created...a different kind of normal.
Dialogue: 0,1:54:37.42,1:54:39.42,Default,,0,0,0,,
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